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Chapter Three: Liminality. “A Zone… of Danger!”—Fifty Shades of Gay (Area)

“I’m Bad Ash! You’re Good Ash. You’re goody-little-two-shoes!” 

—Bad Ash, Army of Darkness (1993)

Picking up where “Gothic Ambivalence: Canonical Torture in the Internet Age” left off…

The spirit of the Gothic mode is liminal expression, which invokes the crossing of various boundaries into uncertain, alien territories. As such, there are many shades of grey area to consider during culturally appreciative performance art as a form of oppositional praxis whose complex, liminal xenophilia challenges a xenophobic status quo. This chapter examines these iconoclastic ambiguities along various gradients that often intersect, including: Gothic counterculture, paid/un(der)paid sex work, asexual culture and transgender persons, intersexuality and crossdressing.

(model and artist: Harmony Corrupted and Persephone van der Waard)

  • “Exquisite Torture in the Internet Age: The Appreciative Irony of Gothic Iconoclasm; or, the Subversive Power of Good Play and Sex-Positive Demon BDSM during Counterculture Performance Art”: Explores playing with demon BDSM iconoclastically for the first time in this book series, eventually evolving into ludo-Gothic BDSM (re: from my PhD, onwards; see: “Concerning Rape Play“).
  • Selling Sex, SWERFs and Un(der)paid Sex Work” (feat. Art Frahm): Explores the basic mechanisms of selling sex (as something to play with and perform, using Gothic poetics); i.e., vis-à-vis SWERFs and the generally underpaid nature of said activities and how art portrays them as automatically sexual despite there being an ace component; re: public nudism as often coming out of canon as something to camp; e.g., Art Frahm.
  • Crash Course: An Introduction to Asexuality and Demisexuality“: Having introduced an “ace” potential during Gothic poetics merged with public nudism/sex work at large, we’ll now unpack asexuality and demisexuality versus sexual expression; i.e., on the same larger gradient.
  • “Queer-/Homonormativity in Sex-Centric Canon” (feat. The Matrix, Sense8, Sherlock, etc—included with “Crash Course”): Explores the normative elements to queer-coded stories in popular media.
  • “Sexualized Queerness and Ace Voices in Sex-Normalized (Fan/Meta)Fiction” (included with “Crash Course”): Considers queer normativity as sexualized, with ace voices navigating said sexualization in various kinds of fan/meta fiction (e.g., Harry Potter).
  • “Defined Through Sex: Sex Normativity in Popular Media” (included with “Crash Course”): Considers the amatonormative side to sex as normalized in popular media; e.g., Wentworth (2013), Heartbreak High (2022), or Game of Thrones (2009).
  • Pigtail Power and Crossdressing: Sex Repulsion in Gothic/Queer Narratives” (feat. Wednesday and Barbarian): A close-read, one that considers the “ace” ability of pigtailed Radcliffean Gothic heroines; i.e., to explore psychosexual trauma while navigating its homely perils from the outside, in; re: during the liminal hauntology of war.
  • Artistic Nudity and Asexual Bodies/Relationships in Art; Gay Artists” (feat. It’s Perfectly Normal, As Good as It Gets, and Tilda Swinton): Considers how artistic nudity and asexual bodies/relationships help form special bonds between workers; i.e., between (historically gay) men and feminine/female models.
  • Inside the Man Box; or, Patriarchal, Nerdy Hatred Against Transgender/Non-binary People, Intersexuality and Drag” (feat. Caleb Hart, She-Hulk, twinks/femboys, goblins, and more): Takes the above ideas and considers the etiology (causes) of GNC genocide under Capitalism as something to interrogate through our relationships; e.g., trans, enby and intersex people/drag performers, whose monstrous-feminine relationships (re: twinks, femboys, etc) are informed by medieval art and Gothic fiction; i.e., under capital as a system that sexualizes its victims, teaching future police agents to neglect, attack or otherwise abuse those parties for profit: within the Man Box and “prison sex” mentality furthering the Shadow of Pygmalion’s patriarchal influence to harm nature as monstrous-feminine.

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Exquisite Torture in the Internet Age: The Appreciative Irony of Gothic Iconoclasm; or, the Subversive Power of Good Play and Sex-Positive Demon BDSM during Counterculture Performance Art

Two hundred years ago Ann Radcliffe introduced Gothic conventions into the mainstream of English fiction. For the first time the process of feminine sexual initiation found respectable, secular expression. Yet the terms of this expression were ultimately limiting. It is important to recognize and acknowledge the heritage of Ann Radcliffe’s Gothic tradition; it is even more important now to move on and invent other, less mutilating conventions for the rendering of feminine sexual desire (source).

—Cynthia Wolff, “The Radcliffean Gothic Model”

Note: This chapter effectively concerns playing with demon BDSM in ways that are increasingly iconoclastic, but also fixated on play as iconoclastic; re: what would eventually become “ludo-Gothic BDSM” in my PhD, and later what the Demon Module would considering camping through Radcliffe’s exquisite “torture” in “Exploring the Derelict Past.” We don’t have time to focus on that evolution, here, but it is something to bear in mind: the earliest instances of what ludo-Gothic BDSM evolved into started here. —Perse, 4/20/2025

In Volume Two we outlined exquisite torture as an older form of, if not outright xenophilia, then at least queer-curious “good play” and demon BDSM pioneered by Ann Radcliffe as an admittedly milquetoast kick-starter (whose novels are incredibly violent in ways channel the harm of canonical bondage as politely obscured but nevertheless meant to threaten readers with canonized rape, bondage, misdirection and death).

(artist: Rizdraws)

Whereas the end of last chapter touched on canonical torture, the first section of this chapter explores appreciative irony in Gothic iconoclasm per exquisite torture (which this book treats as synonymous with Gothic counterculture, reverse abjection, monstrous-feminine xenophilia and mutually consensual voyeurism unless specified otherwise); i.e. counterculture performance art and how it re-empowers the Gothic imaginations of historically oppressed groups and their artists through emancipatory hauntology of a sex-positive demon BDSM that is, if not totally pain-free, then harm-free for those looking in/performing the roles in question (not an inability to imagine the future beyond past forms, vis-à-vis Fisher, but Derrida’s linguo-material, spectral sense of pastness that opens the way to future liberation from carceral forms).

Furthermore, the discipline of sex-positive engagement is the point; i.e., a bolstering of societal good faith in torturous cultural markers that denote unequal power and master/slave deathly aesthetics, but teach the performers to respect the rights of each other when performed and viewed: our ironically safe police-like whips and chains, knives and batons, handcuffs and collars, commands and deference, stations of power and lack thereof, leather and lace, angels and demons, etc—i.e., not “the real thing” but a substitution of the status quo variant for what will, over time, become the norm: informed consent.

Note: What follows is a brief introduction to what has been discussed extensively over five prior volumes; re: Gothic theatre and the sediment it was built on. Here, such things are strictly conversational regarding informed consent during appreciative irony. In keeping with the rest of the volume, there’s no dedicated topic beyond introducing the basic idea. The subjects I picked, here, are The Boys and Northanger Abbey as well as Lady Dimitrescu and Lil Nas X, but informed consent/appreciative irony can apply to any examples per holistic study. —Perse, 5/4/2025

Performance art is anything that requires performance, with general performativity including social-sexual roles illustrated by art of all kinds: illustrations, photographs, video, and live performance. Though actively sex-positive, Gothic[1] counterculture performance relies on appreciative irony towards historically exciting-but forbidden activities: BDSM, kink and fetishes, which are themselves historically wedded to ambivalent, xenophobic imagery and rituals historically associated with brutal torture, outright rape, coercive sodomy and general criminalized behavior (e.g., Radcliffe’s Confessional of the Black Penitents).

There is no immediate visual difference between sex-positive or sex-coercive examples (the couple having sex and “dying” in the slasher film’s criminal hauntology vs the horror-happy Goth couple fucking in performance art that demands a willing voyeur to their eager JO-crystal-style exhibitionism). Instead, context differentiates them—namely the presence of xenophilia irony as something to hauntologically perform, power’s flow something to perform by workers by virtue of dialectical-material context; i.e., differentiating the violence, terror and monsters for state monopolies, profit and abjection, upholding and maintaining them, or changing the flow.

Delayed resolution is the name of the game, in Gothic, as well as crippling lust and warring emotions on the surface of things (what critics call “atmosphere”). So roll with the punches! Adapt within the usual conventions to warp them, hence the world; i.e., the world as barbaric, with dated perversions and systems of thought as the lever to move it; e.g., the humors, in theatre. What do you think sanguine is, for vampires? We live in Gothic times, dueling in a variety of ways.

From shadows on walls, masks/costumes, sports, Amazonomachia and kayfabe of oral traditions to medieval staged and increasingly written, mirror-like varieties (not just sanguine, but black bile’s dark passions and “bad blood” bastard inclinations to betray and make trouble/exact brutal petty revenge), play and theatre are ancient forms of learning and communication that have become “ancient,” hauntological. During the cryptonymy process furthering abjection (scapegoating nature by blaming the whore), we regress towards them in times of state predation and decay to joust in all the usual places, onstage and off.

(artist: Black Salander)

So forget concealed weapons; our weapons are concealment—i.e., as staged, exhilarating and mercurial, on the surface of things (re: Segewick). Less tragic, in the Greco-Roman sense, and more reinvented to be abandoned and found by others, in the Neo-Gothic, we become the barbarians that never were—the destroyers of so-called “Rome” finishing the job while Medusa smiles up on us from Hell as trash. The whore is trash, history her weapon to avenge through fabrications so many don’t take seriously yet consume as opiates. Therein likes our Trojan Horse, Zofloya’s ampule of poison administered less by Victoria to chase her absurd desires and more our own minus the token Amazon. We nullify such nonsense through our own shadows of state rule; forced contrition, we hand them a poison chalice, ruining their reputation while keeping up appearances: the chameleon ghosts of all dead generations haunting the relic, the leering gargoyle decolonizing the church as prey-turned-hunter making the hunter the hunted (re: corruption is the data—exhibit 37b1a, “Healing through ‘Rape’“).

By appreciating mutual consent, descriptive sexuality and informed consumption as things that sexism historically abjects, sex-positive performativity becomes ironic in opposition to sexist, unironically xenophobic norms. This includes hauntology as carceral under normalized circumstances; i.e., weaponized under normalizing circumstances, which counterculture abjures through emancipatory hauntology (we’ll introduce these ideas here, then return to them again in Chapter Five when we examine non-Western kinks and fetish demons).

While we won’t talk about ludo-Gothic BDSM itself much more in the rest of this volume, the rest of this subchapter explores appreciative irony in the professional and amateur art of Gothic counterculture pointing to what ludo-Gothic BDSM ultimately became (re: “Concerning Rape Play“). We’ll start with professional examples, but first need to consider professional art’s troublesome relationship to corporate production and how this limits its potential to be fully ironic in a Gothically appreciative sense. The workers of Gothic counterculture are human, but bound to the complex (and coercive) material conditions present within capital:

(artist: Susu and Sinnocent)

Corporate shareholders dictate cultural production as something to advertise, generally through scripted performances loaded with sexist stereotypes. Even when it lacks strictly “Gothic” visuals, canonical BDSM displays the same sex-coercive bias normalized in Gothic canon: abusive female doms.

Even The Boys does this, for example; i.e., showcasing an evil, Russian dominatrix conspicuously subjugating “Frenchy,” the subby French boy she coerces into performing serialized murder. He’s not bad; she made him do it, all while making him wear a collar to mirror his childhood abuse. Not only does this appropriation play off geopolitical stereotypes—the docile, prurient Frenchman and the Russian/German she-wolf (a conflation of fascism and Communism)—it’s showered in abject gore and checked by an American “paragon”: the alcoholic, self-serving Queen Maeve (itself a stereotype of Irish people).

Unquestionably off-brand, Maeve’s irony remains curiously unappreciative: For one, she likes to flaunt her power against smaller, nonconsenting people. To the writers’ credit, Maeve never physically abuses her lovers; she still remains unattractively pushy towards her human, female ex, and loves emasculating Hughie every chance she gets: ‘You really need a neon sign, one that says, “I’m a sub; rawdog me.”‘ Eventually the story emasculates Maeve, blinding her in one eye like Mr. Rochester from Jane Eyre before reducing her to a vulnerable, non-superhero state. Here, Maeve doesn’t learn to use her unequal power so much as it’s taken away from her entirely. She only changes when the show forces her to, ejecting her from the narrative in the same breath.

Prior to exile, Maeve’s irony lacks sex-positive appreciation because it centers peripheral, self-depreciation around countless implied failures. She’s a fuck-up side character who drowns her woes in booze and boys, entirely without merit or joy. Even so, her disgruntled, tough-girl performance lacks much of the Gothic ambivalence of Castlevania‘s Lenore, who openly deceives Hector to imprison and emasculate him; or 50 Shades of Grey‘s (2011) titular lothario, who continuously violates his negotiations with his BDSM partner (and was originally conceived as Twilight [2005] fan fiction). In short, she’s a surly herbo/disgraced Irish cop with a drinking problem who learns to get a better person, but remains a top who enjoys being the dom against twinks: “It’s like you have a neon-lit sign that says, ‘Rawdog me!'” Amazons are sex demons, remember (re: including magical ones, “I’ll See You in Hell“).

While Lenore and Christian Grey feature positive, protector-based elements, their central relationships remain conspicuously toxic, built on lies and broken trust. By comparison, Maeve doesn’t lie. However, she also doesn’t relate to anyone in a romantic sense. A perpetual loner, her story starts after the romance is dead, en medias res. So while appreciative stories highlight genuine trust as vital to healthy BDSM, Maeve barely shows what healthy BDSM looks like. Instead, she lacks appreciative irony as a functioning dom with one or more healthy relationships: She’s physically strong and masculine, thus accustomed to getting what she wants from other women. Yet, Maeve’s connective paucity intimates the broader material relationship present between professional media and sexual appropriation: critical restraint and praxial inertia (re: the false rebel dressed up as classic victim/white Indian). Akin to classic Simpsons episodes biting FOX’s hand, The Boys can only chew so hard until Amazon reins them in. This substantially limits whatever irony they can perform in regards to BDSM, kink and fetishes (within Gothic language or not); re: Pygmalion syndrome.

Far more common is the “safe” method: the default manufacturing of coercive variants on a massive scale—cheap, dangerous knockoffs that encourage manufactured consent towards sexist ideas about gender and sexuality. Composed of popular tropes and symbols that survive into 2022, these larger misconceptions originate from unironic interpretations of famous ironies; e.g., Shakespeare’s infamous tale of woe in Romeo and Juliet or later, Austen’s satirical voice in her 1813 novel, Pride and Prejudice (“It is a truth universally acknowledged…”). Over time, these interpretations have become canonized, eclipsing the original satire; as such, they treat toxic love as something to uncritically devour. By swooning over romanticized abuse, their readers fail to grasp how Shakespeare or Austen needled dated, abusive standards in their own eras: prescriptive, surface-level appeals towards love as spontaneous, but also fixated on physical beauty or extreme wealth—where death following one’s separation from raw passion is normalized inside the minds of impressionable, horny youths, be they girls of marrying age or eligible bachelors expected to propose.

As something to perform, xenophilic irony exists within a lengthy historio-material process of authors embroiled within sexist consumer culture. The Boys was hardly the first, but the latest in a longstanding Western tradition that normalizes the celebration of romantic abuse in professional media. For example, Shakespeare and his contemporaries’ 16th century works coincided with a rising English identity structured around toxic love. By the late 1700s, mounting pressure to feed the British market with fresh suitors and debutantes all but exploded; artifice became something to embrace by large groups of young middle-class people thirsty for “correct,” heteronormative knowledge on manners, modesty and love. It wasn’t transcendental, but it was code inside a burgeoning system of oppression; i.e., one whose inheritance anxiety and subsequent fear of replacement (re: “Toxic Schlock Syndrome“) would eventually span the entire globe.

Note: Northanger Abbey was Austen’s 1803 critique of Ann Radcliffe, published posthumously in 1817. In Volume Zero, I critique Radcliffe myself in “Pieces of the Camp Map,” but also discuss her relationship to Austen and Northanger Abbey in “Shining a Light on Things.” —Perse, 5/4/2025

Consuming blind pastiche from various popular genres, hungry English readers soaked up information wherever they could; i.e., gazing into it voyeuristically in ways that felt guilty (for fear of punishment by the state) but nevertheless were encouraged because it, like the 1980s porn business centuries later, was profitable for the elite in ways they could condition superstitious, lonely and horny audiences with. This included appropriative material centered on sexism themes, which informed the real world and vice versa: the moral panic of Neo-Gothic novels. So popular and sudden was this “Gothic craze” that Austen parodied it in Northanger Abbey (written in 1803 but published after her death in 1817)—a story written about Catherine Morland, a girl whose curious life mirrors the very Gothic novels she ravenously devours (sweet, delicious “terrorist literature”).

As we’ve established, this rising consumption lacked universal appeal and was generally rejected by the more serious (and pretentious) Romantics. Regardless, peak Victorian abjection helped these novels flourish under a growing middle-class expected to repress whatever prurient activities were regularly happening between cis-het persons. In the face of mounting tensions, sexist canon manufactured consent through prescriptive ideas, codifying an immutable gender binary whose various roles fed back into the practice in ways whose hegemony did not always survive. Indeed, Morland’s story plays out much like a Gothic novel—a direct consequence of those books affecting her life in parallel ways: making the formulaic promise of sex and danger seem delicious to a “princess” who views them as mysterious and intoxicating. It’s only a matter of time before xenophilia as a pedagogy of the oppressed begins to solidarize workers in opposition to the state.

As we also explored in Volume Two, the Neo-Gothic Revival was hardly unified, with many schools and strains emerging in the following decades besides the ones I’ve mentioned or cited. Nor did it stop, leading Angela Carter to write, “We are living in Gothic times” nearly two centuries later (and nearly 50 years ago). Regardless, many BDSM scenarios in canonical literature stem from Gothic horror and terror, which famously injected the Ancient Romance into commonplace, “novel” (quotidian) formats and situations: heteronormative marriage and property disputes. Morland’s peril is basically spoof, the nosy heroine consigned to a solo carriage ride—at night, without protection(!)—back to her family. More earnest examples generally pitted their moral positions on sex and love against settings of extreme terror, horror, abject sexuality and numinous sensations—i.e., often tied to various qualities and locational markers of the Gothic chronotope: murder, ancient castles, black magic, and spectral burial sites.

(artist: F. Bedford)

While the Graveyard Poets would have enchanted these time-spaces with an unshakable feeling of supernatural otherworldliness, exact cultural attitudes are a deeper context that carries imperfectly into newer generations—re: Marx’s nightmare as idiosyncratic per generation as pulverized into a plurality of dissident, even seditious fragments. Usually only the tropes survive—ghastly predicaments like live burial, cannibalism, infanticide or ritual sacrifice; but also taboo sexual themes like incest, rape or necrophilia as a theatrical voice for the oppressed. While these notions can seem dated, superstitious and absurd, they endure remarkably well through Gothic pastiche, which tends to slap them together devil-may-care. Modern conservatism exploits these Old-World variables, crafting cheap horror stories that draft carceral chronotopes, arresting viewer imaginations by coding them along sexist-reactionary lines; the same dialogic imagination affords xenophiles a Trojan horse to wheel backward at our would-be invaders, on the Aegis as contested.

As we’ve established, Gothic canon fetishizes unequal power exchange and descriptive sexuality to stereotypical, rapacious extremes—not simply power, but power abuse tied to sacred coercive demons. Their cheap construction makes them easy to produce; their scandalous, fear-mongering proliferation makes them (and their respective myths) hard to avoid or ignore. So marginalized professionals and amateurs must reclaim them through active, informed irony that appreciates sex-positive examples of unequal power exchange during furtive rebellions. In turn, appreciative irony becomes a force to challenge its own absence inside the Gothic mode, offering up ironic liberators within Gothic hauntology retailored for sex-positive imagination as one of concealment.

First, you have the scream queens—ostensibly cis-het (often white) women who play the sexy heroine under attack, surviving sexism in fairly conventional ways (with the perils of the middle class, cis-het white woman being a centrist position reinforced by Gothic pastiche). However, performative irony extends to increasingly persecuted/scapegoated positions. Practicing witches; trans, intersex, and non-binary people, and other social outsiders/targets—once reliable objects of abject ridicule, fear and punishment—suddenly become cool, fun, and sexy within hauntological positions. Through their newfound xenophilic appreciation, these reverse-abjections remain haunted by their historical function: as sex-coercive symbols of fear (which more recently has become token exploitation under neoliberal Capitalism, promoting the same-old biases dressed up as false hope).

However, inside parallel spaces, performative irony allows sex-positive performers activists to reclaim their use through parody and pastiche (a concept we’ll continue to explore throughout the remainder of this book): the imperfect recreation of old things reinfused with new, sex-positive meaning. To this, we’ve discussed in Volume Two how ironic performers of canonical monsters like Medusa and the xenomorph frame sex empowerment as a legitimate-if-liminal position—reclaiming the agency of their marginalized users by presenting as something sex-positive for society-at-large to emulate but also empathize with by making fun of old classics in ways that bring out their sex-positive elements through perceptive pastiche:

Note: Ridley Scott is far less problematic than James Cameron (re: “Military Optimism“) but remains a man whose career was demonstrably sexist; i.e., in the ’70s and ’80s (re: “Half-Real: Recognizing And Performing Empathy“) into more recent times. He’s a man paradoxically weighed down by neoliberalism (re: “The Roots of Enlightenment Persecution“) while, in the same breath, camping Cameron (re: “Dissecting Radcliffe“) and giving Alien a curiously neoliberal critique—one with its own ethnocentric baggage (re: “Giger’s Xenomorph“). To it, Alien isn’t just one of the most important Gothic works of the 20th century but of all time, and one wedded to Radcliffe, Lewis and the classic Neo-Gothic as revived by Scott and friends in a more sex-positive and liberatory way from the 1970s onwards (re: “A Vampire History Primer“). Ergo, while I discuss and reference Alien as much as I do Aliens (too many to count), I hold it in a far more positive light (versus Aliens‘ shameless Vietnam revenge fantasy going on to fuel neo-colonialism under neoliberalism and its most popular media form: videogames and the entire shooter genre raping nature-in-small by simulating war bleeding back into the natural world; re: “Nature versus the State“). —Perse, 5/4/2025

(exhibit 87c: Artist, left: Kathy of the Bog; middle: Ridley Scott; right, source: “Brett’s Original Death,” 2016. Kathy’s quick-and-dirty inking style curiously resembles Scott’s famous “Ridleygrams” that he made to storyboard Alien with. But her depiction of the monsters is one of posthuman/queer harmony versus Scott’s liminal framing as more phobic towards the alien unknown. In any of his “Gothic seafaring” stories, Scott does not divorce queer sexuality and homosexual/-social themes from psychosexual voice. While its vital to recognize the existence of violent bias and stigma against queer people, it’s equally important not to synonymize the two or essentialize the future as dead in ways that capitalists want; i.e., the future is dead like the medieval past as something to regress toward in apocalyptic fashion. Kathy demonstrates how queerness needs to move beyond carceral hauntological symbols of queerness that are useful to capitalist hegemony [scapegoats] and arrive at emancipatory portrayals that humanize gender-non-conforming people as liminal beings under capital as an exploitative system.)

Proletarian witches—be they figurative or literal—shouldn’t be burned at the stake like village scapegoating revived in the present sphere; the kinky sex and asexual, pagan relations they have and BDSM they perform should be mutually consensual and their testimony regarding their own victimization shouldn’t be dismissed automatically. Likewise, the specialized hauntology they offer doesn’t compel these horrors; it leads to the freeing of sex workers on the road to Communism by opening the open through sex-positive dialogs about where worker abuse comes from: the state.

Appreciative emulation isn’t homogenous; it’s performative and, like a Halloween costume, occurs according to varying degrees of commitment. Furthermore, whether professional-grade or amateur, these performances inevitably fall under various levels of scrutiny. Not only does canon already exist; the elite employ a variety of tactics to keep canon relevant. We’ve already discussed

  • how moral panic operates through prescribed (xeno)phobias
  • how abjection can be reversed through descriptive sexuality as xenophilic (acknowledging the biases that queer people and other minorities continue to face under Capitalism)
  • the historical context inside Gothic canon that sex-positive irony grapples with—regarding BDSM, kink and fetishes, but also the dialectical constraints imposed on performative irony in canonized forms

I want to continue examining irony as something to perform. Ironic performers reverse abjection, undermining patriarchal hegemony through the bourgeois fear of socio-material change. Regardless if they’re divided on how best to do this, professionals and amateurs replace bad-faith, sex-coercive symbols with sex-positive counterparts. In doing so, their relative disobedience fosters a countercultural artistic trend, one that helps minorities improve their material conditions through increased cultural appreciation—the treatment of performers and their real-life counterparts as human, normalizing their basic human rights in neo-medieval language:

(artist: Axel Sauerwald)

So while Gothic canon is historically fetishized—systemically appropriating marginalized bodies for profit—performer irony allows for active, personal engagement inside a system designed to materially benefit the elite. Workers who become ironic performers can self-fetishize to materially benefit themselves, thus gain the potential to challenge the current social order through cultural appreciation as something to personify using demonic poetics and undead voicings. Even if their creative output is visually ambiguous—i.e., doesn’t spell out mutual consent at first glance—the context needed to infer its existence can be identified by the sexist backlash (and ironic adoration) it receives: the so-called “gag reflex.”

If we’re dealing with Gothic symbols, this backlash may present as confused; the attackers will oscillate, not quite knowing what to think or how to behave. Consider how reactionaries paradoxically worship the loved-feared monster mom from Resident Evil, Lady Dimitrescu. By extension, they cannot help but worship the many professional and amateur sex workers who bring Lady Dimitrescu to life—most notably cosplayers as dark figures to peep at and worship.

(artist: Danielle DeNicola)

Note: Lady Dimitrescu is another character I elude to throughout my book series, but have never written a dedicated chapter towards; i.e., a phallic woman/female demon lover with a calm and furious form, but also giant figure; e.g., exhibit 0a1b2a1b from Volume Zero’s “Notes on Power” and exhibits 43e2a and 49 from the Demon Module’s “Of Darkness and the Forbidden” and “Dissecting Radcliffe,” respectively. She’s not just an Amazon mommy domme, but a dark vampiric avenger the monomythic hero must canonically de-mask and castrate before she returns the favor! —Perse, 5/4/2025

An already-complicated character, Lady Dimitrescu threatens patriarchal norms created by abject, volcanic Amazonomachia while simultaneously empowering marginalized groups through reverse-abjection as an eruption; i.e., as much likened to a force of nature as giant castle (a common monstrous-feminine gimmick), advanced in its age but paradoxically de-aged through force. This complicated duality leaves hauntology feeling embattled, troubling reactionaries with a curious paradox as they try to weaponize the mode: a vampire Amazon queen/giant Hippolyta whose “uppity” trespasses must be checked by masculine force, while simultaneously nurturing and gratifying her would-be attackers’ repressed sexual urges: the kinks and fetishes of cis-het boys and men (fascist lost boys). What’s more, their gratification occurs through ironic performers who receive an unusual amount of socio-material power during the exchange and after.

In postmodern language, this theatre plays out “inside the text.” Abjection occurs through in-game action, our Bond-like protagonist suffering the evil queen’s fetishizing abuse before destroying her bloodline and exposing her “true” ugly form: the Archaic Mother as the ultimate Dark Mother to sacrifice, thus pave the canonically masculine hero’s way forward to Great Success. To counteract this, reverse abjection and xenophilia occur in the real world in relation to the text, cosplayers de facto educators who

  • return Lady Dimitrescu to a human shape
  • restore her power within the social-sexual exchange
  • present the ambivalent imagery and demonic BDSM activities in a sex-positive, appreciative light

The half-real power relations can stay lopsided, kinky and fetishized, provided they grant our queen perceived authority over a very thirsty audience. The sex-positive power she holds over them isn’t abusive, but nurturing and mollifying towards the audience’s pre-coded, abuser tendencies. With it, cosplayers restore balance through a different kind of gaze; not one of fear, but love, using it to pacify viewers into realms of total, emasculating worship: “Step on me, queen!” became less of a command, and more of an eagerness to please and serve her highness as someone to relate to through sex-positive BDSM. Such reverence must be conditioned—i.e., taught over time by sex-positive instructors rewriting canonical norms through appreciative irony.

In this sense, Lady Dimitrescu isn’t simply the in-game character at all, but a motherly persona adopted by professional and amateur cosplayers looking to advance their own sphere of influence in the material world. By dressing up as someone feared and loved in an Oedipal sense, female cosplayers carried a sense of Gothic power inside the smitten gaze of their male admirers. Female cosplayers rode the wave, but also extended it, creating a rising tide that raised all ships. Meanwhile, Capcom returned their investment long before the game hit shelves, recuperating sex-positive ideas to turn a profit: Monsters sell; sexy (female) monsters sell better.

(artist: Lil Nas)

Granted, there’s definitely a market for sexy male monsters, too (Lucifer, Lucifer, 2016; Alcide Herveuax, True Blood, 2008; and Sephiroth, FF7, 1997). However, such roles quickly run the risk of feminizing men in a non-heteronormative way(!)—not only visually (especially Sephiroth), but performatively. The latter happens when a story—instead of centralizing men as universal clients with “full-grown, manly appetites”—decides to make them servants servicing unusual clients: women, homosexuals, trans people, even demons. This needn’t be overt sex work, but generally functions like sex work through abjected content; the “feeding” of the sex worker comes through service, the pleasures of being the bottom that cis-het “alpha males” won’t understand in the slightest; Capitalism has alienated them from this kind of xenophilic work, but also the fruits of its labor shucked off as dated cultural perversions to pimp all over again.

As something that conceptualizes queer persons within boundaries of enforced constraint, gay abjection is less about queerness being monstrous in a physically dangerous sense, and more that it challenges the current order of things through humanizing appeals—an ideological threat to the status quo. It’s the primary reason someone as terrible (J. Aubrey’s “The Decay of Andrew Tate,” 2022) and as ironically fake as “real man” Andrew Tate (Shaun’s “Andrew Tate: How to be a Real Man,” 2023) can continue his grift (or at least plead is self-victimhood complex from a Romanian prison because he pissed off the wrong people). Provided he tows the conservative line, he doesn’t need to be rhetorically intelligent because the status quo doesn’t require him to; he just needs to dogwhistle (a tool used by useful idiots, ideologues, and downright stupid persons[2] alike, even when they fight amongst each other). By condemning Lil Nas for ostensibly receiving anal sex from the devil during a music video (update: Tate’s “response” video-in-question was removed for hate speech), Tate is dogwhistling to sexist, racist homophobes through a moral purity argument—literally crying “Think of the children!” while condemning male-on-male anal sex. This homophobic rhetoric intersects with racism through abject heteronormative standards about androphilic anal sex—i.e., sex “with the actual devil” as an overt, immoral stance.

Tate’s xenophobic attack on Nas is heteronormative because it conflates the anus—specifically the male anus as penetrated by a male object—with abject devilry. Double standards regarding anal sex demand that Tate condemn Nas, who very clearly isn’t female. This is because heteronormativity venerates sexual reproduction centered around male pleasure. For this reason, it appropriates lesbian sex and female anal sex, conflating them with PIV sex by proximity with the vagina (and female anus/sex organs) as owned by men, a priori. Said ownership ensures that sexual reproduction is always an option, while also framing any rejection of it as a kind of guilty pleasure: temporary male disempowerment by avoiding one’s reproductive duties, versus female empowerment through bodily autonomy as something to take back from men.

(artist: Coil)

However, because androphilic anal sex belongs to male bodies where no vagina or reproductive organs are present, any androphilic sex act that is mutually consensual occurs entirely for physical pleasure not owned or controlled by heteronormative men. Heteronormativity stresses the feminine paradox of gay men as automatically hysterical. Imposturous and broken, their alien, dirty anuses are entirely incompatible with sexual reproduction, thus heteronormative male pleasure. As such, androphilic anal sex becomes something to deny in any artistic statement, hiding it from children and adults by coercively demonizing it. Meanwhile, these same gatekeepers embrace submissive female anal sex as an acceptable trespass; e.g., Garfunkel and Oat’s “The Loophole” (2013) singing about a guilty pleasure that won’t threaten the heterosexual cycle of arranged marriage: PIV sex, childbirth and nuclear parenthood as inextricably linked to heteronormative (often religious) values; or Peach PRC’s “God is a Freak” (2022) noting the hypocritical and controlling nature of the Christian God.

Tate’s xenophobia becomes racist through the content of the video itself—i.e., the actual devil, not simply as a dark figure, but literal man of color. In Gothic canon like Zofloya and Rosemary’s Baby (1967), white authors classically depict Satan as a threatening agent, despoiling women and steering them from virtue. Stories like these intersect with the broad racist trope of the rapacious black man, which has demonized men of color in real-life (re: the Wilmington Massacre of 1898, Luckhurst) and in historical fiction outside of Gothic media (re: Birth of a Nation) for centuries. Unanchored from a particular approach, Andrew Tate dogwhistles to a racist crowd through basic moral statements, puffing up his “virtue” while abjecting homosexual men of color through dated, popular tropes. Exploitation and liberation exist side-by-side, using the same monstrous language in duality.

(artist: Lil Nas)

By comparison, Lil Nas’ music video appreciates black kink through a transgressive, counterculture response. By having two gay men consent to anal dry-humping (as opposed to oral, which would be harder to show in a music video where both actor’s faces need to be showing), Nas’ celebrates homosexuality amongst black men dressed up in devilish attire, rescuing the trope of the devilish black man as a rapist of white women. Combining his rap-star status’ material advantage with the overnight exposure of a smash-hit music video, Nas tips the scales in a sex-positive direction, humanizing multiple, intersecting scapegoats in the process: black men, Satanism, anal sex, sex workers, BDSM and homosexuality as modular but often intersecting in idiosyncratic ways (also note his non-fascist usage of the black-and-red color scheme, evolving Sontag’s dated argumentation into xenophilic territories); e.g., AFAB anal signifies its own qualities versus queer men of color, and so on, having the whore’s revenge by existing in undeniably positive ways:

(artist: Ruby Soho)

Culture war through moral panic generally manifests in a lopsided treatment of feminine, servile gender and sexuality—with sex-positive variants becoming unimaginable in the hauntological shadow of old pejorative stereotypes. Even when they’re not explicitly queer, forays into unconventional male servitude under Patriarchal sexism become queer-coded caricatures by the elite, framed as fantastical (meaning “non-existent make-believe”; e.g., James Somerton’s argument of queer people historically-materially being viewed similar to fairies or unicorns in Tolkien’s canon as something to enjoy if not fully endorse: “The Diversity of The Rings of Power,” 2022). Or fatal; i.e., so-called “realistic” fantasy endorses status quo heteronormativity by violently murdering its token queer standouts in short order during Goldilocks Imperialism. Often before they’re killed, the parading of so much disposable man flesh is generally played for laughs—callously supplied to thirsty straight women for whom queerdom is merely something to appropriate (re: Killing Stalking).

Regardless of which, canon transmisia and homophobia uphold minority abuse through appropriated queerness, passing it off as genuine representation in the process. “Genuine” examples only prolong harmful stereotypes in media that keep minority groups oppressed, usually according to a hierarchy of relative privilege inside an incredibly recent market. Slow to expand, said market originally focused on cis women, which it barred from expressing sexual desire and unprompted romantic affection well into the 20th century. Women in classic gothic novels, for instance, weren’t simply cis-het; they were generally passive, compelled into roles of dark imagination (the Radcliffean School of Terror), but also painful modesty and emotional fragility when facing the so-called “dreaded evil” (which, like the woman’s mute, faint-hearted response to it, would’ve been highly exaggerated and overhyped; re: the “swooning” chart, exhibit 30c from “Rape Culture“):

(exhibit 87d: In classic, Neo-Gothic novels, “swooning” was a formulaic [and sexist] way for Gothic heroines to preserve their “virtue”; i.e., their modesty as virgins within the Virgin/Whore dynamic. Ann Radcliffe specifically referred to this procedure as “armoring.” However, in vampiric language, this “sleepy” quality portrays women as perpetually delicate somnambulists by virtue of fainting around dangerous, powerful, attractive men; i.e., exposed to danger as “sexy” and sex as dangerous, their brains overheat and they inexplicably faint. As Lynne Lumsden Green writes in “Fainting and Swooning – the Degrees of Syncope in the Victorian Era” [2017]: 

In literature, there is a difference between a faint and a swoon. A faint is something that occurs when a person gets a terrible shock – a mother reading of the death of her child – or the person is suffering from blood loss – a wounded gentleman can faint and not seem unmanly. Women swoon. They see an old lover … and swoon. A rogue tries to make love to them … and they swoon. Their father asked them a hard question … and they swoon. A swoon seems to be more ‘convenient’ [source]. 

In other words, the convenience of the narrative-as-patriarchal assists in perpetuating dated, sexist stereotypes about women’s “natural” weaknesses in Gothic canon, but also prescribed sex as inherently coercive, forceful and disempowering through cryptonyms of or about sex. There is a sexually descriptive element, of course. To swoon is to be involuntarily powerless, under an erotic, sleep-like spell spoken in code about the orgasm as “sleeping” under a little death; i.e., to temporarily lose control. This can enshrined in ways other than problematic canon, but often occurs in liminal, silly forms like ahegao [exhibit 104d]. But sleepiness is, itself, a literal and very physical side effect of cumming—to which Gothic canon and its “wilting” inexperienced damsels have it backwards: you get sleepy after sex, not before it. There’s also sleep sex in a literal sense [re: exhibit 11b2, “Challenging the State“] and exhibitions of “sleep-like” sex [exhibit 101c2] with doll-like or drugged components that induce, evoke or otherwise symbolize such conditions [scarecrow].

Returning to the idea of cryptonyms as disjointed markers of trauma, vampiric paralysis presents a disguised element of disassociation, the already-abused “checking out” to avoid the bodily anticipation of sexual peril. These victims historically would have been women tied to sex work as an ancient profession, though male sex workers have existed for arguably as long [exhibit 87e] and into the present—e.g., Rivers Phoenix in My Own Private Idaho, 1991: a sex worker who falls asleep before the sex starts. Whether through the body’s natural functions, or through the taking of drugs to block out the dreadful experience, such “armoring” is not done to protect the victims’ virtue from rape, but their sanity.)

(artist: Henri Gervex)

Nowadays the market has moved beyond cis women to include trans, intersex and non-binary people. However, they have only just begun to appear in mainstream Gothic narratives as something other than the monster, token queer, or perpetual victim. But even in these cases, the characters don’t exclusively appreciate queer people descriptively (Cyberpunk: 2027Ghost in the ShellTerminator: Dark Fate); they’re also fetishized—appropriated for cis-het men (and various other chasers) by cis-het male (or girl bosses). There’s also TERF logic regarding queer appropriation, whose sex-coercive methods (and weaponized hauntologies) we’ll examine in Chapter Four.

Now that we’ve examined appreciative irony in professional and amateur Gothic art, let’s quickly look at some everyday examples—not sex cosplayers using kinks, fetishes, or BDSM inside a social-social exchange, but everyday people dressing for themselves.

Despite canonical/countercultural worship of various powerful female beings, sexism rejects the general principles behind sex-positive fashion statements. This includes those made by everyday people, regardless if they’re professional artists or goth (though perhaps being inspired by either of these things). Regardless of whom, fashion statements are still gender roles. Moreover, when they aren’t canonical—that is, aren’t directly catering to sexist consumers in a globally prescriptive sense—their performers will invariably experience sexism far more hostile and open from reactionaries’ moral panic.

(artist: Axel Sauerwald)

This hostility proliferates because the status quo invariably treats women—or people perceived as women—as constant performers. This means that any woman (cis-het or queer) who appears in public will always have an audience with expectations and entitlement, sans respite. Her clothes don’t need to be goth/monster mom cosplay to garner unwanted attention; in fact, they don’t need to be sexy at all (Key & Peele’s “Karim and Jahar,” 2013). She will be watched regardless—by sexist men, but also by sexist women. This happens because women, unlike men, are sexualized by default—in real life as informed by material examples of popular conventions. Incumbent reactionary women will defend these rules regardless of the harm they cause, reliant on the lie of protection instead of genuine, sex-positive forms.

By comparison, class emancipators (women or otherwise) will strive to expose the harm as symptomatic, then cure it through cryptonymy as the desired effect. For example, the cis-female performer’s agency stems from her choosing to perform for herself, an amateur who loves makeup or pretty clothes despite the threat of sexist control (therefore violence). These decisions are ironic because they are informed, deliberately setting a precedent beyond the status quo. By facing inevitable risk in emancipatory fashion, the performer is choosing to actively rebel over the passive victimhood guaranteed by the status quo (Gothic heroines are historically passive). Like the Medusa, this “prickly” counterculture resistance can be something to appreciate—sass, essentially! Women are classically blamed, whore or no, because capital pimps all women to tone police them; i.e., outside the household kitchen or bedroom: to be seen, not heard. Their revenge, then, is to be heard, “loud and proud.”

In turn, from the Medusa to us, sass is a means of solidarity and speaking out to survive, during the cryptonymy process; i.e., girls talk to survive (re: “The Basics“), itself a thing to celebrate because it feels as good as sex does (which girls will celebrate, because good sex is rarer than it should be: “His dick is huge!” “OMG! Spill the tea, you slut!”); re: (from the Undead Module):

e.g., me—even when still inside the closet—gabbing with my girlfriends about who was dating who, and furthermore, our various techniques acting as a matter of pride but also learning through each other. Girls take pride in the head they give, but also the power said giving grants them over the cuties in their lives; this, in exchange, becomes instructional: suck dick, survive, but also thrive and have fun by cluing other people, AFAB or not, in on the means of doing so! Girls talk, and share as a means of survival and praxial enrichment through sex—to feel excited when one of our number meets someone cool [and starts to fuck]. This isn’t a trade secret, then, but a social-sexual means of Gothic-Communist development; i.e., by establishing shared trust in mutual action across communities that challenge heteronormative forces [versus tokenizing for them, as TERFs do] (source: “Bad Dreams”).

Community is euphoric, so get it, girl!

In this manner, live performers become iconoclastic images. Easily divorced from context (see: above), the performer’s underlying decision only becomes clear when she is visibly confronted, thus forced to defend her position as a monster in the eyes of sexist men. In this street interview (Noah Samsen, “Incel Street Interviews,” 2022; timestamp: 23:02), the person being questioned declares that no one told her to dress the way she does. Instead, she proudly tells the interviewer she wears these clothes for herself despite sexist people telling her not to. Her performance is iconoclastic because it consciously engages with a sexist audience to demonstrate positive freedom not just for herself, but anyone exploited by sexism. Conversely, “true intent” is largely irrelevant from a historical-material standpoint, as Capitalism—whether fascist or neoliberal—is incumbent on bad-faith performances to function; e.g., acting tough, scared, or like you own people, places or things, like someone died and made you boss (dynastic primacy and its lineal power exchange, hereditary rights).

The interviewee demonstrates social-sexual freedom in several appreciative ways. She appreciates or assigns positive value to

  • make the money required to buy nice clothes.
  • wear nice clothes to showcase her wealth.
  • like nice clothes and how they look, wearing them for herself.
  • advertise sexiness as a choice by choosing to display herself in an openly sexy manner.

None of this might be clear before the interview takes place. However, the moment sexist people criticize her behavior, she vocally defends her sex-positive position, making it an open, articulated act of defiance. Not only does she refuse to be modest; she self-expresses in ways that make her feel good despite how others (sexist people) want to control her. She self-appreciates despite the elite and society appropriating and abjecting her appearance and behaviors, making her a kind of witch that loves herself xenophillically (which extends to one’s abject, bodily responses and animal side; re: anal and that area of the female/feminine body policed and patrolled but also embraced by the asshole-havers[3], below). Any aspect of women, biological or not, is controlled; any unsanctioned displays of said thing = speaking out, hence the whore’s revenge!

The patriarchal, sexist control the interview fights against extends to the sale of actual sex: fucking. There’s nothing inherently sexist about selling sex, nor the people doing it. This includes buying and selling sex, whether one is the consumer, the product, or the producer (or all three). Marginalized peoples and privileged dissidents love sex/the whore, including a Gothic Communist like yours truly (I’m a total slut, your Honor); i.e., nature as monstrous-feminine, out in the open; i.e., as barter through “pussy (or butthole) exchange,” putting either on the chainwax, mid-camp (re: “Shining a Light on Things“). Free the anus on the Aegis as the Aegis during the cryptonymy process!

To see what is potentially sexist/sex-positive about selling sex as open, we’ll have to go in for a closer look…

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Onto “Selling Sex, SWERFs and Un(der)paid Sex Work“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnote

[1] Gothic, here, includes more than “goth” subculture and its various musical and clothing styles; it also includes the myriad stories told through movies, videogames, novels, etc.

[2] Marjorie Taylor Greene is so dumb it hurts, but still manages to dogwhistle even when fighting with fellow alt-righter (and gender envious rapist) Nick Fuentes (The Rational National, “MTG & Crowder Fans Turn On Them After They Denounce Nazis,” 2023). Both are victims of the state and its propaganda—class traitors with a shortage of courage, brains and heart after killing the Wicked Witch of the West for Oz.

[3] Anal being not just a terror weapon (re: “Reclaiming Anal Rape“) but a classic contraceptive—the sex of whores avoiding pregnancy out of revenge as much as a not.

Hailing Hellions: An Interview with Tyler and Husband

This interview is for “Hailing Hellions,” a Q&A series where I interview sex workers (or ex-sex workers) who have modeled for me and my Sex Positivity* book project. Today’s guest is Tyler and Husband!

*The longer title being Sex Positivity versus Sex Coercion, or Gothic Communism: Liberating Sex Work under Capitalism through Iconoclastic Art (2023). Part of an overarching movement that connects sex positivity to what I call “Gothic (gay-anarcho) Communism,” Sex Positivity essentially provides a hybrid; i.e., one established between academic (Gothic, queer, game and Marxist) theories, and wherein applied theory towards universal liberation is achieved by challenging Capitalist Realism (the inability to imagine a world beyond Capitalism) at a grassroots level. To it, Gothic Communism specifically occurs through direct mutual worker action and informed intersectional solidarity relayed through Gothic poetics: BDSM, monsters, and kink, but specifically what I call “ludo-Gothic BDSM.” If you’re curious about the book and want to know more, the first four volumes (and additional information) are available for free (the series is non-profit) on my website’s 1-page promo

General CW: BDSM, Gothic content and theatrics (e.g., rape play and death theatre), as well as sex worker abuse and bigotry of various kinds (variable per interview).

Specific CW: Gay panic.

Note: All images are of the model or myself unless otherwise stated.

Permissions: Any publicly available images are exhibited for purposes of education, transformation and critique, thus fall under Fair Use; private nude material and collabs with models are specifically shared with permission from the original model(s). For more details about artist permissions, refer to the book disclaimer.

Concerning Buggy Images: Sometimes the images on my site don’t always load and you get a little white-and-green placeholder symbol, instead. Sometimes I use a plugin for loading multiple images in one spot, called Envira Gallery, and not all of the images will load (resulting in blank white squares you can still right-click on). I‘ve optimized most of the images on my site, so I think it’s a server issue? Not sure. You should still be able to access the unloaded image by clicking on the placeholder/right-clicking on the white square (sometimes you have to delete the “?ssl=1” bit at the end of the url). Barring that, completed volumes will always contain all of the images, whose PDFs you can always download on my 1-page promo.

About the series: Like the book series it attaches to, “Hailing Hellions” aims to educate and critique; i.e., by raising awareness towards sex worker rights, but also gender-non-conformity through Gothic counterculture. This extends to gender identity (e.g., trans, enby or intersex) but also orientation and performance; i.e., BDSM and sex positivity through various Gothic theatrical roles that invite things beyond vanilla, heteronormative (thus conservative, reactionary and harmful) sexuality. I would consider this to be things like mommy dommes and consent-non-consent, breeding fantasies and heavy metal (e.g., Satanic material and the Gothic at large). Also, these questions are broader insofar as they cover wide praxial/poetic ideas and concepts. Regarding these, the opinions of the subject and myself are not identical, but often overlap through us collaborating together to raise awareness.

About the interviewee: Tyler is a poly transmasc boy (he/they/it), and he and husband are people I’ve worked with before; re: by drawing them multiple times! Also, they’re two of my muses and have their own page on my website!

(models and artist: Tyler and Husband and Persephone van der Waard)

0. Persephone: Hi, everyone! My name is Persephone van der Waard. I’m a trans-woman erotic artist, sex worker, writer/author and researcher who specializes in cross-media studies; i.e., I have my independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania).

Tyler, could you introduce yourself and share a little about yourself with our audience?

Note: Tyler is giving the answers but his husband is the scribe.

Tyler: Hi, my name is Tyler, I have been doing sex work for about 3 years now. I focus on my journey of being transgender while doing sex work. I pride myself on making content for people’s enjoyment regardless of how people view me. I try my best to be inclusive of everyone so to make people feel more comfortable in this environment

1. Persephone: This book project views sex positivity as a liberating act. What does sex positivity mean to you? Illustrating mutual consent; i.e., can porn illustrate mutual consent when sex workers are constantly dehumanized by the profit motive and the status quo?

Tyler: Sex positivity means to me being able to feel at home in your own body—to be proud of who you are even if it doesn’t align with your genetics.

2. Persephone: In your mind, what is the biggest struggle facing sex workers today?

Tyler: The biggest struggle in my mind is people misunderstanding what sex workers represent in today’s society. People assume it’s all non-consensual and degrading, when people in this line of work can very easily see it as empowering and positive as a whole for their life!


3. Persephone: How do you feel about sex work being work, thus paying sex workers for their labor? This can be unions, but also their representations in media at large.

Tyler: I believe all sex workers should be paid for their work, even going so far as including tipping as it is providing a service; i.e., just as you would with tipping your waiters. Everyone should be supported enough to survive off their income!

5a. Persephone: What drew you to the project/interested you in working on it together with me?

Tyler: Persephone was very welcoming and kind; I felt as if we were able to bounce ideas off each other, and it’s been a pleasant experience seeing their work come out as it has!

6. Persephone: If you feel comfortable talking about it, can you talk about being GNC? What does that mean to you?

Tyler: Being GNC means being comfortable as myself even if everyone else in the world doesn’t understand who I am; i.e., being my authentic self without worrying about what others may think about it. It just feels like being more free!

7. Persephone: What do you enjoy most about sex work? What got you started in it?

Tyler: I enjoy meeting the new people and different fans who enjoy my content, hearing their perspectives—plus it’s also how I met my husband, him being my first customer and what got me into doing this line of work!

9. Persephone: Do you friends and family know about the work that you do? How do you talk about it with other people who aren’t sex workers; i.e., how do you communicate sex worker rights to non sex workers?

Tyler: Friends do, but my family doesn’t; i.e., my friends are supportive knowing that I am passionate about it and that is a way to help me thrive and survive.

10. Persephone: What are you thoughts on TERFs in sex work; i.e., those who devalue GNC minorities (and other marginalized groups) in the same profession?

Tyler: It breaks my heart to see that people can be so hateful to people who are essentially siblings this community—seeing them tear other workers down just for being queer when sex workers as a community are already degraded by some!

11. Persephone: How do you feel about billionaires? Israel and Palestine?

Tyler: Eat the rich, Genocide should never be the answer—especially against people who are just existing and have done nothing wrong to warrant such an extreme response.

12b. Persephone: To that, GNC people often find their families outside of their birth families; did you have to go elsewhere for that, or is your family relatively understanding of your queerness?

Tyler: I go to friends more for that; i.e., my family isn’t unaccepting, just more that they don’t understand me as a person.

14. Persephone: There’s often a strong theatrical component to sex work and BDSM; i.e., costumes, gender roles, aesthetics of power and death, music, makeup. How do these things intersect for you, and do they cross over into real life for you? For example, do you find yourself wearing similar clothing and expressing yourself sex-positively when you’re not on the clock?

Tyler: I dress how I want whenever, no matter if it’s for work or not—sometimes even finding myself planning outfits for the day in part to be able to show off to fans on my platforms.

15. Persephone: There’s often an animal component to sexuality and gender expression, helping workers establish close bonds with each other and nature; i.e., furries, but also therians and various kinks; e.g., puppy play. How do you feel about these things, be they for work, pleasure, or both?

Tyler: If people enjoy and are happy doing it, so long as it’s consensual and you’re not hurting other people, you should be allowed to express yourself free from the judgement of others.

16. Persephone: Sex workers are generally treated as monsters to harm and exploit under capital. Do you have a preferred way of expressing the humanity of sex workers, be that simply stating it or through the work that you do, art, or some combination, etc?

Tyler: At the end of the day we’re all human. People may end up doing this line of work as they find enjoyment out of it and it serves as a means of survival, so it being treated as “exploitation” is dumb and wrong.

17. Persephone: Do you have a particular aspect of liberation you like to focus on; e.g., fat liberation or decriminalizing sex work? To that, what’s the difference between positive thinking and liberation in your eyes?

Tyler: Gender liberation and being comfortable in your own skin; i.e., if you don’t have a specific label for yourself, you should still feel safe. You don’t need a label to exist.

18a. Persephone: How do you feel about BDSM and using calculated risk to confront and heal from trauma? I.e., using collars or whips to experience pain or control as pleasurable, not harmful (I love collars, for instance).

Tyler: Exploring potentially traumatic things in a kink setting can be extremely beneficial, if you so allow it to. So long as you’re doing it in safe setting and with a safe person, the experience can be almost therapeutic.

18b. Persephone: Was there ever a moment where you were on the fence about BDSM or sex work/in the closet, but something happened that changed everything? I.e., was it gradual or more a singular event that motivated you to change; or, were you always kind of out (for me, I decided to change after several bad exes, but also watching Stranger Things, and relating to Max’s brush with Vecna in a GNC way)?

Tyler: I just got tired of not being happy. Being more gradual, but hard to say!

19. Persephone: Does expressing yourself in a dehumanized BDSM position (e.g., CNC or living latex, etc) or state of existence speak to your humanity as something to value?

Tyler: I can see how it does to other people! I definitely see value in being valued emotionally. Being sought after or owned by someone can help one feel better if that’s something someone is after.

20. Persephone: What got you interested in BDSM? Do you have a preference in terms of what you give or receive?

Tyler: I’ve always had an open mind to kink, but definitely stuff like wax play, impact play, restraints are stuff I’m interested in. And being a switch, I can make it work either way!

21. Persephone: In your mind, is BDSM inherently sexual? If so or if not, can you explain why?

Tyler: It can be, but it’s definitely circumstantial. I’d say most of the time it is, but can most definitely be platonic as well.

22. Persephone: Does BDSM inform the sex work that you do in an educational or therapeutic way?

Tyler: I try to be educational when I can, and I definitely do find therapeutic benefits: making content of myself, making myself feel better about myself in general.

24. Persephone: If you feel comfortable answering, can theatrical disempowerment feel healing or therapeutic to you in regards to real trauma?

Tyler:  I believe anything is possible; i.e., if you go into it with a healing mindset, you could very well find it being healing and therapeutic going through it in a structured setting!

25. Persephone: What’s the most stressful thing about sex work? The most liberating?

Tyler:  Worrying about traction and creating content that people will enjoy. The most liberating is hearing positive feedback; e.g., like hearing that someone really liked a video I did, reaching out to me to tell me they love my content!

26. Persephone: What are the benefits to doing sex work in today’s day an age versus in the past? What do you think needs to improve; e.g., open reactionary bigots versus moderate SWERFs posturing as feminists speaking for all groups?

Tyler: In today’s age it’s more common, but it’s still highly stigmatized; i.e., many people still see sex workers as less than human. We’re not getting murdered and targeted near as much as used to but it is still a thing that happens [re: gay panic].

27a. Persephone: What are your favorite monsters (i.e., undead, demons, and or anthromorphs) and why?

Tyler: Demons, skeletons, anything really spoopy—I find the theme of them appealing and I relate to the darkness aspects of them, Halloween being my favorite holiday!

30. Persephone: Can you describe your own struggles with achieving liberation/humanization as a GNC sex worker?

Tyler: A lot of people are very transphobic, or just dismissive in general. So finding a group of people that aren’t immediately judgmental of my work and lifestyle has been beneficial to my growth.

31. Persephone: I view sex work as an important means of de facto (extracurricular) education; i.e., entertainment, but also a means of humanizing people within the practice at large. How do you feel about this? Can we learn from art and porn as a means of humanizing marginalized groups?

Tyler: We can learn a lot from art and porn; i.e., as you can any sort of media, allowing it to broaden your perspectives. It’s all a matter of mindset.

32. Persephone: I value establishing mutual trust, healthy communication and boundary formation/negotiation and respect, seeing them to be the most vital qualities in any relationship. Do you agree, and if so, why?

Tyler:  Healthy boundaries are trust are definitely vital to a relationship. Respect, as well. No one should ever feel uncomfortable in your own relationship.

33. Persephone: How do you orient and what are your thoughts on polyamory insofar as it affects your work? For the layperson/uninitiated, how would you describe the difference between a fuck buddy/FWB and other more casual relationships versus serious ones? Can people be friends and still have sex in a casual manner? What is the most valuable aspect of a friendship regardless if sex is a part of the equation or not?

Tyler: I believe people are very capable of having friends that develop sexual relations, without it developing past that—as long as you set healthy boundaries.

34. Persephone: If you have a partner, do they know about the work that you do? How comfortable are they with it?

Tyler: Yes. In fact, the majority of my content involved him, in some fashion. He’s very comfortable with it and is the reason I even got into it in the first place; i.e., he was my first customer!

35. Persephone: How did you and your partner meet? What do you think makes an ideal partner?

Tyler: We met on Tinder, actually! I must’ve drove into his range and after talking for a while, we had a date (at my work at the time) and then went and got sushi as a dinner. An ideal partner, to me, is someone who gets you and uplifts you, supports you and pushes you to be the best version of yourself.

36. Persephone: What advice would you give incels, nice guys and other cis-het men (or token groups; e.g., TERFs and cis-queer tokens, etc) displaying bigoted attitudes towards women and other marginalized groups?

Tyler: Stop worrying about how other people identify themselves, and start focusing on uplifting others. We should be standing up for each other as human beings; every queer person should feel like they have a family, somewhere they feel accepted.

37. Persephone: Likewise, what advice would you give to more privileged groups that need to understand the value of listening to those more oppressed than them in a larger struggle for liberation?

Tyler: It can be hard to put in to perspective, but everyday tasks can feel like climbing a mountain; i.e., trivial tasks for someone of privilege can be a monumental task for someone of a minority because of the added struggles they may face being a minority.

38. Persephone: What are your thoughts on GNC people who are still in the closet but thinking about coming out? Where should they go and who should they talk to?

Tyler: Everyone needs to go at your own pace; i.e., if you feel safe to come out, do it, but if you feel it’s gonna cause stress and turmoil in your life, maybe it’s best to hold off until you can be safe. But at the end of the day, what matters most is if you’re happy being who you are, then who cares what other people think. Always strive to be yourself. Talk to close friends and people you trust.

39. Persephone: Similarly, for those thinking about doing sex work for the first time, where is a good place to start with that; i.e., what advice would you give to those starting out based on your own experiences?

Tyler: Do what you want to do. Don’t worry about following trends in the community; find what you’re passionate about and do that, don’t conform to what’s popular. Your comfort is important and your content will come out so much better if you’re passionate about it and comfortable doing it!

40a1. Persephone: What’s your idea of the perfect date? The ideal fuck? Do you have an ideal experience of either you’d like to share?

Tyler: My idea of a perfect date is getting to know each other and blabbing to each other until like 3am. As long as someone respects who I am gender- and sexuality-wise, that’s an ideal fuck for me.

40a2. Persephone: What’s your wildest/most enjoyable sexual encounter (e.g., sex in public, in the kitchen while the roomies are home, etc)?

Tyler: Any of my group-play experiences tend to be my more enjoyable encounters; i.e., I’ve had a foursome and feeling wanted by three other people was amazing for me.

40b. Persephone: For you, what’s the cutest thing a partner can do, in bed or out? For example, my partner Bay loves it when new partners come really fast/are having their first time PIV with Bay. Consent, intimacy and affection are all really sexy and fun for Bay. How about you?

Tyler: Show that they desire me, or that they’re thinking about me; e.g., seeing a meme and it reminding them of me, or them telling me they busted a nut thinking about me.

40c. Persephone: What are your thoughts on consensual voyeurism and exhibitionism as educational/entertaining acts? Does being able to be more open and communicative help us learn from each other to see each other as human and also what to watch out for/what to challenge at a systemic level?

Tyler: It is vital in my opinion. Educational voyeurism is extremely important; i.e., being able to explore your kinks in a safe environment can help so much in your sex life. I’ve personally done some classes and kink exploring at a kink club in my state.

41a. Persephone: Does fucking to music, roleplay and other theatrical elements make sex better?

Tyler: It most certainly can; i.e., if it adds to the ambience or vibe go for it.

42. Persephone: If you have any ace leanings, would you like to talk about that in relation to the work that you do?

Tyler: I myself am not ace but I hold deep respect for my ace queer siblings. I’ve had ace partners and I supported them fully.

43. Persephone: Connections between sex workers and clients is often discrete under capital. Can a degree of friendship and intimacy make for a better relationship between the two?

Tyler: One of my favorite parts of being a sex worker is meeting some amazing clients; i.e., I’ve made close friends through doing this line of work. I love meeting mutuals and other sex workers!

44. Persephone: For people struggling with gender expectations like being the right size or pleasing one’s partner and enjoying oneself, is there anything you might recommend?

Tyler: Love yourself, even if you aren’t perfect; find parts of yourself that you see as good; know that everyone is perfect; embrace your uniqueness. Everyone has pictures they may not like of themselves but that doesn’t make it a “bad photo.” Find someone who will appreciate aspects of yourself even if you may not!

45. Persephone: How does it feel being your true self, despite the risks of gay panic and similar moral panics in America and around the world?

Tyler: It’s terrifying but I would rather die being myself than trying to hide away who I am. It’s worth it; being who I am overrides any fear I may experience expressing myself.

46. Persephone: Is there anything else you’d like to say or add before we conclude?

Tyler: This project has been truly enjoyable. I’ve loved working with Persephone, and being able to work with her will always be memorable: for being my first experience like this and also being a pleasant and comfortable-feeling collaboration!

47. Persephone: Thanks for taking the time to answer these questions; and also, for working on Sex Positivity with me! If people want to follow you both, where can they follow you and support what you do?

Tyler: I’m on Bluesky and X (Twitter for real people), and I post my content mostly on OnlyFans and Pornhub—both being free, with some paid videos on OnlyFans. I’m really proud of the content I make, and I hope it can continue to provide enjoyment to people who view it!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps

Book Sample: Gothic Ambivalence: Canonical Torture in the Internet Age

This blog post is part of “All the World,” a sixth promotion originally inspired by the three I did in 2024 with Harmony Corrupted and Romantic Rose: “Brace for Impact,” “Searching for Secrets” and “Deal with the Devil” (2024), as well as “Make It Real” for Volume One and “The Total Codex” for Volume Zero. Those promotions sought to promote and provide their respective volume’s individual pieces for easy public viewing in single-post form; re: for the Poetry ModuleUndead Module and Demon Module, followed by my PhD and manifesto. “All the World,” by comparison, caps off my book series with a promotion for Volume Three; re: my Praxis Volume. As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

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Gothic Ambivalence: Canonical Torture in the Internet Age; or the Wish Fulfillment of Guilty Pleasure, Bad Play and Sex-Coercive Demon BDSM (feat. Hellraiser)

Ooh, somethin’s got a hold on me now

It’s a feelin’, burnin’ like a lover on fire

Hold me tight, baby

Don’t leave me by myself tonight

‘Cause I don’t think I can make it through the night (source).

—Eddie Money; “I Think I’m in Love,” on Eddie Money’s No Control (1982)

Picking up where “Toxic Love and Criminal Sexuality in True Crime” left off…

As we explored in Volume Two, Gothic canon—especially Neo-Gothic, classical forms—is rife with otherworldly sex demons linked to canonical torture (commonly of women by men): unironically torturous demon lovers. Yet, these ambivalent, occult metaphors point to a more grounded medievalized sexism we shall explore now: the abuses that occur through real-life arrangements of power that imitate the pre-fascist variables of Ann Radcliffe (and other Gothic participants since her novels came and went; e.g., Lewis, Shelley or Scott). The last section already explored “true crime” in that respect; this section examines how reactionaries respond to a particular set of carceral-hauntological instructions, taught through the personal ownership of cheap consumer “goods”: women and other subjects of settle-colonial abuse as BDSM-coded; i.e., coercive demonic BDSM, Hellraiser‘s Cenobites, what have you, as the monstrous-feminine ghost of the counterfeit to literally fuck with (the marquee whore).

(artist: Midna Ash)

Note: Outside of Volume Three, I don’t examine Barker’s Hellraiser franchise at any considerable length. For a close-read of something very close to the Cenobites, read my close-read of Mandy (re: “Futile Revenge“), my critiques of Angela Carter (re: “Reclaiming Amazons“), or my subchapter of demonic abductions (re: “I’ll See You in Hell“); the entire idea of Radcliffe’s Black Veil, demon lover and exquisite torture is vital, as well, which the Demon Module delves into at length (re: “Exploring the Derelict Past“). Also, consider any mention of the xenomorph (re: “Giger’s Xenomorph“), the vampiric/queer (sodomic) hyphenation of pleasure/pain and confusion of predator/prey vaso vagal fear responses merging with strictly “ecclesiastical” mommy-type domination/submission power dynamics (re: “Psychosexual Martyrdom“), camp/the palliative Numinous (re: “The Quest for Power“), informed consent during rape play (re: “Healing through ‘Rape’“), and so on.

The Gothic, as something to camp or not, remains very much about power exchange during alien sex of a black/red, phallic, barbaric, “of nature/dark fallen civilization” character or at least guise (of the Medusa/death whore of revenge) that is nonetheless negotiated; i.e., of the master/slave argument as something to play out with hauntological cops-and-robbers elements—to play with power itself as unequal conducive to different wishes to grant through play.

To all of that, the aesthetics of power and death are highly dualistic and not conducive to harm, in and of themselves; re: are dialectical-material in ways that flow power anisotropically towards or away from the state by furthering or reversing abjection through cryptonymy and hauntology/chronotope arguments (re: mirror syndrome, “Always a Victim“).

Moreover, These dialogs include pain as its own paradoxically pleasurable thing that can include sexual feelings, but just as often fall back onto euphoria sensations commonly and mistakenly viewed as sexual from the outside in. The whore’s revenge can support or dismantle those confusions during the cryptonymy process; it all depends on the lesson being taught, on the Aegis—e.g., live burial, the murderous womb, so-called “Iron Maiden” vibes, and so on: escape from Castle Wolfenstein that… we keep escaping back towards for so good-ol’-fashioned calculated risk, said risk (and its darkness visible’s forbidden sight) dressed up as memento-mori ultraviolence and Freudian-grade rape hysteria freed from Pygmalion as normally pimping Medusa: “You’ve been bad, and you need to be punished! Come to Mommy, little ones!”

 

(artist: Steff Morganzzi)

By looking at the non-consensual, harmful side of said poetics in practice, then, this whole section remains an early precursor for what ludo-Gothic BDSM ultimately became and what I researched extensively through Metroidvania, Tolkien and Amazons—everything about Medusa’s revenge (re: acting out her own rape, “Policing the Whore“) coming out of something I refer to as “demon BDSM”; re:

“Demon BDSM” is essentially what I call “BDSM with monsters” (even though “demon” is only one class of monster, their class specializes in forbidden knowledge and power exchange); “ludo-Gothic BDSM” stresses the playful, campy nature of iconoclastic BDSM when using ironic Gothic poetics and performance, including not just demons but also animal language (e.g., puppy play) and undead components; re: “rape play” but also labor exchange in half-real, cryptomimetic forms (source: “Prey as Liberators by Camping Prey-like BDSM”).

Before I wrote my PhD and coined “ludo-Gothic BDSM,” then—or even wrote my manifesto in its earliest forms—Volume Three merely concerned “demon BDSM” as something to play with; i.e., vis-à-vis Radcliffe’s ideas of exquisite torture without irony. “Gothic Ambivalence” was the start of the process insofar as Sex Positivity was concerned, leading towards Medusa’s grand guignol. “Pleasure and pain become one in the same in the eyes of a wounded child” (Pat Benatar’s “Hell Is for Children,” 1980; re: exhibit 41g1a1b1, “Leaving the Closet“).

So does rape always haunt actual camp, because actual rape is canon, thus capital, as founded on rape to camp by us; i.e., feeding into dark nostalgia as ours to paradoxically take back (similar to land or labor through monsters; re: “Reclaiming Anal Rape“). We camp canon because we must, and Medusa was a bad bitch/dark priestess/ruler of pandemonium demanding heavy-metal worship and earnestly genuine tribute—your blood to rinse Hell clean of unbelievers! “Suffer the little children unto me!” Her wet dream is a bloody one, revolution being gallons upon gallons of pussy Kool-Aid we’re standing up to our waists in (wasted blood that Vampire Capitalism cannot ingest). Rape revenge results from rape in ways the state will try to pimp in patriarchal forms; re: Freud obscuring Marx (“Ghosts of Freud“), but also Marx not being gay enough (“Making Marx Gay“). —Perse, 4/17/2025 (two years to the day after writing the original Volume Three manifesto).

(artist: Loretta Vampz)

Canon being an extension of a bourgeoisie-cultivated Superstructure, knowledge becomes owned—a commercial demonstration of moral superiority through personal ownership by privileged members inside a punitive hierarchy. By selling these stories, the elite funnel power through a sexist mode of consumption, citing abusive sex and demonic BDSM as a guilty ritual of “bad play.” Tying into the ludic social function under Capitalism, bad play’s function in popular media is sacred, but also immutable—a means of signifying moral order through binary exchanges inside a society incessantly preoccupied with consuming psychosexual violence (the image above is from the 2019 remake of Steven King’s Gerald’s Game). Shameful sex suddenly becomes appropriate when viewed as demonic, criminal, and forbidden, but also commodified in a ludic fashion; normally denied, the guilty pleasures of abject pastiche serve as canonical “junk food,” one whose whispered “aphrodisiac” qualities become a strange carrot to dangle before would-be supplicants: wish fulfillment. Play the game, get the treat; just don’t humanize the state of exception (as we do; re: by humanizing the harvest, “Nature as Food”).

If fetishized-witch hunts supply the ideological language to demonically scapegoat marginalized groups, wish fulfillment drives the viral hauntology behind it. Though not strictly “evil,” the satisfying of unconscious desires in dreams or fantasies can be easily manipulated by those in power. Beforehand, sex and sex education are denied, making someone ignorant but also desperate, lacking discipline and control in the face of anything that isn’t modest, but also subservient. Then, if canon codes a subject as outwardly evil, expectations not only allow but demand their unadulterated prurience; if it is prurient, the righteous virgin may punish it brutally (or celebrate it, in fascist strongmen cases).

In Gothic, libidinous personas (the whore, per virgin/whore) generally fall in two[1] basic categories: temptress (monstrous-feminine) or rapist (masculine, which includes the monstrous-feminine). The cliché, candy-like personas of cartoonishly wicked women despoil virtuous men by leading them towards cheap, easy temptation; male demons rape women to keep onlookers in their place, sampling ultimate temptation before resisting it through force. Both scenarios justify physical violence and sexual control against women, buttressing whatever misogynistic double standards occur within the bad play of coercively demonic BDSM.

(exhibit 86a3: Artist, bottom: unknown. The succubus or incubus is canonically queer-coded and treated like a bad dream: the rape of the victim in their bed but also wanting it. Obviously this can be subverted but heteronormative is unironically rapacious—i.e., of the woman by the husband.)

For example, demonic rapists are displaced shows of force, so-called “demon lovers” threatening good girls with heinous punishment should they misbehave (e.g., Griffith raping Casca for being a tomboy knight, forcing her to be his bride and commenting on the forced nature of marriage under fascist conditions—47b2). This isn’t an exercise in sex-positive, thus countercultural BDSM; it’s an ultimatum; violence, normally discouraged in polite society, becomes a wish to fulfill if the conditions call for it. In turn, wish fulfillment may also reverse the overtly punitive function, making it something to play with through coerced guilt: “You were good, now you get rewarded with sex that I enjoy—i.e., you are the slave who gets to pleasure me, the master.”

Despite their guilt, those with relative privilege may enjoy the secret function of coercive sex, a linguo-material double standard that skirts the boundaries of legitimate punishment by granting them power over others without any sense of earnest negotiation or empathy. This also grants the middle class a curious alternative/outlet: the means to reverse roles in an enjoyable sense (say nothing of the elite), whereupon punishment becomes roleplay through the private exploration of guilty pleasures: playing at (or with) coercive demons and criminal hauntology mashed together. Provided the broader hegemony remains intact, middle-class wives may avoid punishment, while husbands may “spare” or even “submit” to their wives for a moment (only in the bedroom; re: Foucault).

The fact remains, such play is a luxury inside a vindictive system that reliably sacrifices the majority (workers) and potential dissidents (non-heteronormative workers) through brutal violence and thought control. Made possible by eternal strangleholds on the press and media at large, those at the top hoard the majority of devilish play for themselves, using their vast material advantages and social authority to keep it secret behind neoliberal illusions. All the while, they privatize Bald Mountain, leading reactionaries away from their source of continued plunder with supernatural-themed deceptions: demonic scapegoats. Free from criticism, the holy and the powerful monopolize the language of sin, including its consequent violence and pleasure; they partake in amoral hedonism, enjoying whatever they want—avarice, but also sex with the coercively demonized and animalized: slaves.

Amorality, in this case, amounts to negative freedom for the elite. Conversely, the act—of “monster-fucking” werewolves like Rob Zombie’s “Superbeast” (1998) and other commodified, “rock ‘n roll” symbols of fearsome, attractive power (e.g., “Vampires and Claymation” and “Knife Dicks“)—is entirely possible as a positive freedom (re: the singing werewolf and other animal-themed forms of sex-positive BDSM, kink and fetishes). However, for oppressed workers to liberate themselves, they require intelligent performers to delegate good-faith roles through responsible play. By injecting ironic empathy and consent into Gothic ambivalence, they transform hauntological canon’s carceral role into ludic, xenophilic fun—to enjoy historically “forbidden” pleasures without exploiting anyone at all. This can be a spice, but also a vice-character balm (the bandit whore) that addresses systemic bigotry present within groups of intersecting privilege and oppression.

Either way the sex becomes meaningful by elevating it beyond the simply mechanical actions; it can be kinky, fetishized, and unequal, but in mutually consensual ways that avoid actual violence and power abuse. In turn, these xenophilic qualities of “good play” and voyeuristic/exhibited peril and exquisite torture can be appreciated, savored, and cultivated by all parties involved as a sex-positive hauntological mode.

This includes our aforementioned “zombie unicorns” (exhibit 87a, below) who fuck to metal and have otherworldly bodies because Capitalism presents them as abject and mythical (and weird gamer nerds gatekeep, covet and drool over, but wet their pants in confused rage if the owner of the body says no to them; more on this towards the end of Chapter Three). We’re all unicorns under Communism, you see—all special and worthy workers of freedom and love. All the flowers are beautiful, all the pussies, asses and cocks; all fuzzy bodies an artwork of iconoclastic praxis; all the ace people, too; all the peril appreciative as something to play with and enjoy as we reflect on more barbaric times, when dumbasses didn’t know how to BDSM because Capitalism made them all stupid, bad players who fulfill the wish of genuine rape to stave off their own fears and reality of exploitation.

(exhibit 87a: Artist, left: Persephone van der Waard. Originally drawn as Lady Death to correct the Hawkeye Initiative [2013] example of that character [bottom-right], I studied models like Soon2BSalty [top-right] to draw a zombie-unicorn breeding kink exhibit renovated for my book. “Breeding” kink is not about getting pregnant or exploiting a “unicorn”—re: a bisexual woman for a couple to sleep with, no strings attached—but abjuring heteronormative forms and assimilated/compelled chattel-rape fantasies in pursuit of sex-positive, xenophilic forms that are closer to nature, often through “furry” spirit animals/totems and worker-friendly monsters and BDSM. Again, “animals embody the canonical language of power and resistance as something to camp through demonic and undead forms”; monster are often animalized, and the BDSM of stigma animals can help address trauma living in the body as a result of systemic issues its linguo-material reminders; i.e., colonial violence and the use of terms like “stud” or “bitch” to dehumanize local populations in a systemic and purely vindictive way tied to the profit motive and settler-colonialism.

Human pets, like their non-human counterparts [Girl with the Dogs’ “Spicy Cat Gets the Hazard Helmet,” 2023], require tender love and care despite our fears [acquired from our time and space, the natural-material environments therein, and whatever we manage to absorb with our little human brains]. We, as people, don’t like to think of ourselves as conditioned or as food, as animal products. Capitalism does this to us, turning us into private property for the elite, who condition us to be violent for their profit. They do so in ways that alienate us from our animal side by turning those animal personas/spirit animals [furry or otherwise] into abject gargoyles—canonical doubles whose appropriated peril conditions use to fear anything of the animal side except its mass-produced phobias: “Animal is other. Now invoke it like a good little dog when our cultivated Superstructure triggers you to.”

In this sense, good training is effectively retraining, with instructors from the female/queer alienized side of things teaching their male/straight counterparts to resist their bourgeois, xenophobic coding to learn how to have good forms of play—re: Trent Reznor’s “sex you can smell” that breaks down our Cartesian, Enlightenment modes of thought as harmfully binarized. Be good to that liminal, anthropomorphic, zombie-puppy unicorn thing! Stroke her fur, feel every bit of her with your senses in ways that respect her agency as she teaches you how through iconoclastic praxis—with your bodies, your labor, your art, your genitals, your genders, your appreciative, ritualized, Gothic peril; your succulent reverse-abjection and naughty-naughty anthro cum—your quasi-bestial “breeding kinks” et al. And as always, please refer to exhibit 38c2’s Harkness/monster-fucker guide to avoid pedophilia and actual bestiality in your own iconoclastic praxis/artwork; re: “One Foot Out the Door.” Neither human children nor non-human/non-sentient animals [non-homo sapiens] can consent to sexual activity, making any sexual activity with them tantamount to rape/sexual assault.)

Let’s return to the idea of demonic fetishization. We discussed the general cycle of abuse between witch hunters and their victims in the “Dogma and Economics” subsection; now let’s investigate the fetishized states as a socio-material consequence of wish fulfillment through the bad play of coercively demonic BDSM and kink (itself a kind of de facto bad education):

  • how sexist people—primarily white, cis-het Christian men—are transformed into fetishized objects of monstrous violence
  • how their targets are isolated, disempowered through bondage and discipline abuse, then discredited and sexualized to objectifying extremes (sadism and masochism).

“Good play” and the iconoclastic wish fulfillment rape fantasy of wanting to not be raped during the Gothicized ritual—this appreciative peril and its subversive powers remain wholly useless for those who exact institutional violence against others through canonical praxis’ appropriated peril.

Representing a public role tied to common attitudes of sexual punishment, these jailers emphasize “bad play” as universal: “Boundaries for me, not for thee,” with women generally shamed and powerful men protected through various double standards than enable future abuse (with people of color, non-Christians and queer persons pushed to the margins—more on this in Chapter Three). Designed to advertise and prolong abuse as a means of social-sexual control through material means, the structure that enables this abuse not only tolerates sexual violence, but economically encourages its recreation through perverse rewards: de facto education whose Pavlovian “dog treats” repeatedly turn future generations into badly educated sex pests with zero imagination beyond what Capitalism historically-materially allows.

(source)

Here, manufactured scarcity deprives sexist performers of safe, nurturing sex (not just condoms or birth control, but consensual sex, too). They become sex-starved and information-deprived—killer virgins embroiled within a prolonged state of fearful ignorance beset by “evil” as instructed by formal institutions of power. On par with Ambrosio from The Monk (1796), such persons revel in bad play through violent fantasies geared towards achieving sexual control through coercive dominance by a secret whore (re: “angel in the streets, freak in the sheets”; see: “New Eyes, Forbidden Sight (and ‘Religious’ Concerns)” from “Of Darkness and the Forbidden“). Indeed, Matthew Lewis cemented these within Ambrosio himself, a religious man obsessed with raping Antonia, a woman he barely knew (and his penis frequently being compared to a dagger or vice versa). Hidden virtuously behind a veil, her impeccable modesty bore no protection against the perfidious cleric (assisted on his horny quest by a crossdressing, devil-worshiping woman named Matilda[2]).

Note: Lewis Matilda is someone we’ve constantly alluded to, but never really dedicated a chapter towards; i.e., as a seductive matter of crossdress (which Chapter Three will touch on more than the other volumes have); e.g., exhibit 1a1a1h6b1 in Volume Zero (re: “Shining a Light on Things“) or repeatedly throughout the Demon Module (re: “Of Darkness and the Forbidden“).

(artist: Giovanni Maria Benzoni)

For Lewis, these opposites—Ambrosio’s nefarious aspirations and Antonia’s besieged virtue—were less imagined hypotheticals re: and more Lewis satirizing England’s social-sexual climate within displaced and outrageous, but also queer language. Moreover, its patently Gothic nature gave him the means to speak on taboo themes: rape as a material byproduct of violent culture attitudes, not isolated nut jobs misled by the metaphysical devil. Ambrosio even blames Antonia for tempting him and Matilda for setting it all up, fulfilling the binary of temptress and rapist working in tandem while dumping his own blame fully onto women, not himself. This works as a pre-cursor to the whole “no fap” thing that many sexist religious men today endorse: blaming women for taking away the “essence” of their strength: their semen, but also their control; cumming is a sign of spiritual, physical and mental weakness.

For example, Gandhi—a cryptonymic symbol of peace—actually believed that cumming was a sign of spiritual weakness. After the death of his wife, he started “testing” himself regularly by having young naked women lie in bed with him. According to the Guardian, Gandhi not only hadn’t had sex in forty years; he blamed himself and his own “failings” for religious violence happening throughout India:

For several decades after his death, this episode was not widely known. Popular accounts of Gandhi’s life, including Richard Attenborough’s biopic, never mentioned it. The facts are that after his wife, Kasturba, died in 1944, Gandhi began the habit of sharing his bed with naked young women: his personal doctor, Sushila Nayar, and his grandnieces Abha and Manu, who were then in their late teens and about 60 years younger than him.

Gandhi hadn’t had a sexual relationship with a woman for 40 years. Nor, in any obvious way and so far as anyone can tell, did he begin one now. His conscious purpose in inviting naked women to share his bed was, paradoxically, to avoid having sex with them. They were there as a temptation: if he wasn’t aroused by their presence, he could be reassured he’d achieved brahmacharya, a Hindu concept of celibate self-control. According to Gandhi, a person who had such control was “one who never has any lustful intention, who by constant attendance upon God has become proof against conscious or unconscious emissions, who is capable of lying naked with naked women, however beautiful they may be, without being in any manner sexually excited.” Such a person, Gandhi wrote, would be incapable of lying or harming anyone (source: Ian Jack, 2018).

This “Great Man of History” fallacy aggrandizes him, blames women, ignores the geopolitical factors, and shames sex—so, not exactly great dialectical-material analysis. Moreover, Jack’s sentence, “Popular accounts of Gandhi’s life, including Richard Attenborough’s biopic, never mentioned it,” seems to gloss over a suspicious cone of silence tied to a male symbol of peace and sexual purity that still found ways to harm women. “No fap” is also popular among the Alt-Right, who somehow found a way to insert austerity politics and manufactured scarcity into an compelled abstinence narrative (The Kavernacle’s “Why The Far-Right LOVE the No Fap Movement – Proud Boys, No Nut November and Cultural Marxism,” 2022); this checks with weaponized abstinence in conservative circles, training young men to push sex away while simultaneously worshiping and craving it—abjection, in other words. Capital begets harm as a matter of revenge, that in the wrong hangs, threatens the worst possible outcomes many will (understandably) joke about:

Long before Gandhi (nuclear or otherwise; The Salt Factory’s “Chasing Bugs – Why Gandhi Went Nuclear (Civilization),” 2019) or MAGA, though, criminal hauntology was already common when Lewis wrote The Monk. Littered with fragments of older stories, his reverse-abject “archaeologies” (mimicking Walpole’s claims of Otranto being a historical document) showing the importance of countering sex-coercive hauntology with sex-positive opposition—humanizing tutelage from reformed individuals who proactively disarm potential sex abusers before they cross the line (re: Macabre Storytelling). However, it’s equally vital to recognize where generational violence originates: from the Base and Superstructure according to bourgeois interference. Sex pests don’t blip into being. Popular media is coercively sexual, the violence inherent to coercive sexuality manifesting through guilty forms of bad play that compel future abuse—genuine material control for the elite, and manufactured control for, and consent from, a middle-class audience seeking wish fulfillment in coercively demonic BDSM.

As we’ll explore in the next section, sex-positive play reverses this effect, helping participants escape the harmful legacy of sexist norms by playing outside their criminalizing influence. This broadening of one’s horizons doesn’t descend into madness, but escape from it. It must, lest society overflow with idiotic rapists like Ambrosio—manufactured criminals whose delusional, xenophobic self-entitlement leads to violent fantasies about bad play as its own guilty pleasure. Some activities—like anal sex or consensual voyeurism—even become conflated with hauntology crime, polluting the public’s understanding of regular, healthy sexual activities by associating with fictional sites of canonical decay (we’ll explore how sex-positive hauntology challenges this phenomenon in Chapter Three): the Gothic castle or kangaroo court, as already established, but just as likely the noir-themed voyeurism of Edward Hooper’s starkly-lit cityscapes:

(artist: Edward Hooper)

As discussed in Chapter One, guilty pleasures (e.g., like voyeurism; re: Hooper, above) aren’t inherently unethical; they become unethical when employed in a sex-coercive fashion. Canon’s carceral effect on the public imagination leads to social-sexual violence through a plethora of real-life outcomes influenced by corporate hauntology. Social-sexual violence can

  • be physical, mental, sexual, or all three
  • be familial (child, spousal, parental, etc) or extra-familial (curricular, extra-curricular or workplace)
  • happen during an event, but also before/after the primarily violence

This last point addresses peripheral violence, a phenomenon that involves: direct abusers through general gaslighting or DARVO; direct enablers, who know about the abuse but keep it secret; and proxy abusers—apathetic, even hostile witnesses or authority figures who blame, shame, or neglect the victim along the way.

When those in power plead ignorance, their collective inaction defends the status quo as an ongoing material arrangement whose guilty pleasures compel future atrocities. Drafted along ideological lines, this Superstructure formulates quixotic delusions about sex begot from hauntological entertainment. In turn, these lend society structure through the Base—canon as something to produce, which prescribes sex-coercive norms that disguise, enable, or downplay social-sexual violence. Whereas all canon demands consumer worship, Gothic canon promotes the reverence of social-sexual bad play present in coercive BDSM, kink, and fetishization.

A kind of generational “curse,” canonical bad play reinforces dangerous myths, fulfilling the Patriarchy’s wishes through the minds of subservient workers who can’t imagine anything else. Women, for example, are entirely mythologized—a lie that treats cis-white women (or beings perceived[3] as cis-white women) as inherently submissive, entirely sexual beings that require pain to experience romantic bliss and physical pleasure. Not only this, but current or potential wives or girlfriends, especially horny ones, are “bad girls” who need pain though disempowerment, humiliation and isolation—administered by patriarchal authorities entirely concerned with gratifying their own sexual urges through sincere power abuse (mirrored by canonical forms in carceral-hauntological media).

(artist: William-Adolphe Bouguereau, as shown in Broadmoor’s “Camping the Canon” and our “Scouting the Field” from Volume Zero)

Fear and dogma persist within canonical bad play and social-sexual myths. While some involve paid performers in Gothic media, others incriminate their audiences as (oft-)willing accomplices. By ingesting and imitating bad play in their own social-sex lives, sexist consumers assimilate a variety of lionized behaviors. Unironically celebrated and widely consumed by the larger public, predatory acts—of male hunters stalking and coveting female prey—have become more than mainstream; they’ve become nostalgic, often through the very sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll capital pimps for profit.

Every Breath You Take” (1983), for example, details the musings of a stalker inside a somber, yearning ballad. Penned by a trio of rakish blondes purposefully exploiting the hearts of teenage girls “hot for teacher”

“I wanted to write a song about sexuality in the classroom,” the rocker explained in the 1981 book L’Historia Bandido. Sting then admitted his previous profession influenced the song. “I’d done teaching practice at secondary schools and been through the business of having 15-year-old girls fancying me – and me really fancying them! How I kept my hands off them I don’t know.” Still, the singer has made it clear on multiple occasions that he remained completely professional while teaching. “I never had a relationship with any of my pupils – I wouldn’t want to,” he declared to Q in 1993. “You have to remember we were blond bombshells at the time and most of our fans were young girls, so I started role playing a bit. Let’s exploit that” (source: Corey Irwin’s “Is the Police’s ‘Don’t Stand So Close to Me’ Autobiographical?” 2020).

the band sold coercive love and Lolita-grade power imbalance hypnotically back to kids: something to export, to demand, to owe—not just once, in the past, but again in future media like Stranger Things (2016): Known for resurrecting yesterday’s musical hits, the show unironically marries ageless, sexist chart-toppers to the next generation, including “Every Breath You Take”; i.e., as couched inside prescriptively terrifying scenarios, these re-licensed songs join a larger chronotope, one the old guard may look back on with fondness, but also younger people who “missed out.” Rape and its hauntologies become nostalgia to future children saddled with Capitalist Realism[4]; i.e., during the usual cryptomimesis occupied by state victims in duality. It’s only a mode of open thought through cryptonymy aiming to accomplish that as a matter of function through flow.

Unfortunately neoliberal fables treat the past as a formula; i.e., something to reinvent by constantly depicting it as a special time, a legendary place that once was and could be again. However, the ghost of the counterfeit is always a tyrant, one whose sexual violence haunts future copies ad infinitum. Neoliberalism cheats scrutiny by celebrating Gothic reinvention as critically blind, reviving the monstrous force lurking behind their glossy curtain: the power (and class character) of old, dead kings. They repackage this return to tradition (an ideological rejection of modernity and modern Western values, itself a false revolution that “returns” to feudalism, which is really just a more violent state of affairs where more people can climb to the top through violent in-fighting) with halcyon reverence; re: “Look on my Works, ye Mighty!” Medusa has a stormy for a pussy and its wet as hell!

Inside its withered Shadow of Pygmalion (re: the infernal concentric pattern as haunted by Ozymandias and Medusa; see: “She Fucks Back“), the present becomes something to escape, a casualty of the mind under Zombie Capitalism retreating backward into fascist hauntology as Promethean (the hauntology-as-Promethean a doomsday prophecy to embrace, following a visual formula so regularized that an AI can replicate it based on past media as a series for it to study, then copy and combine into other things; the neoliberal variant a “puncher’s fantasy” whose sanctioned ultraviolence envisions the fated triumph of the good team despite all the evidence to an insurmountable problem).

Conversely, Gothic stories critical of Capitalism still fear the tyrannical past’s return as having already arrived, but also having never quite left (the Medusa is in the house because the house is Medusa, mis-en-abyme as “castle in the flesh“; re: the xenomorph in Alien, above, changing the home itself into something inhospitable to the colonizers sleepwalking through space).

Furthermore, these morphologies can take on different forms depending on the hauntology (and media) being used: the Skeleton King from Blizzard’s Gothic fantasy dungeon-crawler, Diablo (1996); or the Engineer waking up in Ridley Scott’s retro-future revival from his own canon, Prometheus (which, as we discussed in Volume Two, is a more overt, posthuman nod to Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein—aka The Modern Prometheus during perceived slave revolt [re: “Making Demons“]—than Alien had been; i.e., the mad scientist is the Creature after being made by his own bad father/mother, conman and Wizard of Oz offshoot, Peter Weyland).

Whatever the form, Gothic artifacts present dread and fear relative to a “king of terrors,” but also something to relish in a safe, packed form (which includes the Medusa during the ghost of the counterfeit furthering abjection). The safety can be a cryptonym that disguises the product’s allegory from those in power, but also those with power—the uncritical, incarcerated, and complicit audience. The friendly ghost, in this case, is the allegory buried in either story. Xenophilia isn’t always out in the open, being written by cis-het people (or those posturing as such).

Regardless, as Capitalism decays, neoliberal chronotopes decay with them. Mid-rot, the moral virtues they personify peel back, exposing a sexist hierarchy but also a corpse—the dead king, his tomb, the other subjects as buried alive, as mindless zombies, as bloodthirsty werewolves (a desperate Nazi trope towards the end of WW2), as possessed, drugged or lobotomized. Tied to a perfidious hauntology of the once-and-never-were, “greatness” becomes a new kind of cryptonym—a fascist pantheon of majestic kings, dutiful maidens, manly warriors, sniveling weaklings (intellectuals/queer people), etc. As part of this “new” order, reactionary customers embody these archetypes by continuously purchasing demonic sacrifices, watching sex workers (actors, artists, prostitutes, dancers, etc) perform stereotypical abuse against historically fetishized groups. Spellbound, they gaze longingly towards a reimagined past, foregoing anything that clashes with their idealized masculine image.

(artist: Henry Fuseli)

Like Hamlet, masculinity under fascism becomes something to converse with; also like Hamlet, it corrupts who fascists are—slowly driving them mad by disintegrating them mid-reverie:

Hamlet begins the play as a possible tragic hero, but as he interacts with corrupt characters, his traits become increasingly tainted until his potential for heroism disintegrates completely. Although Hamlet is depicted at first as a seemingly normal, depressed man, he is influenced by his relationships with Claudius, the ghost, Rosencrantz, and Guildenstern until his old virtues are no longer recognizable. His evil actions, whether with Polonius, Gertrude, or Ophelia, further ingrain his corruption. Horatio’s steady, honorable personality emphasizes the demoralization of Hamlet’s character. By the end of the play, Hamlet no longer has any traits of a hero but seems more of a villain, full of immoral, evil thoughts and devoid of his former inner goodness (source: Reverie Marie’s “Hamlet Is Not a Tragic Hero,” 2016).

The outcome is Promethean—the complete annihilation of individual and bloodline alike, generally through ignominious slaughter backed by xenophobic madness. Collateral and carceral damage are commonplace as well. During the reactionaries’ descent into madness, those who play at demons through un(der)paid, stigmatized sex work become trapped—pinned between these ambivalent, taboo symbols’ punitive usage and whatever empowering variants that iconoclasts strive to install; re: through power as performance to bear out by bearing it all in all the usual “death whore” ways: “Hear me roar!” (and watch me freeze you, beat you, eat you alive during the usual revenge fantasies performed with genuine irony insofar as they subvert the profit motive). The Gothic marries excitement to peril, sex to demons that, back then and now, have had harm on their minds (a dark appetite to curb but also pimp, which the whore takes back through poetically “dietary” means; re: “the cake is a lie!”).

(artist: Loretta Vampz)

The challenge in executing successful, internalized xenophilia (re: the whore’s revenge) lies less in seriously altering the appearance of famous demonic symbols, BDSM rituals and prurient costumes, and more in changing how they’re perceived—as ambivalent paradoxical things to appreciate, not appropriate during subversive liminal expression. This appreciative irony lends the demonized a voice, a pedagogy of the oppressed that comes through underlying context—i.e., the coercive norms historically communicated by imagery during a given sex-positive performance and how these inform the latter as supportive, or transgressive of, the former. To infer these subtextual connections, the imagery must be dialectically-materially analyzed. While this might seem daunting at first glance, release dates make for effective timestamps.

For example, when considering 1987 Hellraiser versus its 2022 variant, we can examine how either performance might support or resist the status quo using the same basic costume as something to perform, but also respond to. Neither xenophobia spells anything out in concrete terms, but the reactions to what’s presented (diegetic or otherwise) can be especially telling. The 1987 text argues for a pure, cis-het damsel-in-distress—a middle-class princess/maiden who must survive temptation from a closeted cabal of psychosexual demons. Normally they exist outside decent society. Clive Barker teases their much-feted arrival before finally trotting them out—all to make a larger point about sexual purity and familial relations commonplace during Reagan’s presidential tenure.

Despite their outlandish appearance, Barker’s coercively fetishistic, criminalized BDSM demons make a very conservative argument: “Good girls must be defended from dark forces that threaten to corrupt their virginal status.” Whether the protagonist was actually a virgin is beside the point; she looks and acts like one according to the basic visual formula: a somewhat-spunky daddy’s girl with a pure-white persona—one whose greatest rebellions (namely pre-marital sex) occur entirely off-screen. In this sense, the destruction of her house and family stem from a “false” stepmother and evil uncle, their combined deviancy cuckolding the honest, hardworking husband as part of an overarching moral plea: “Be a good girl” (e.g., Ellen Ripley to her estranged and wayward daughter, Amanda).

In response, the bereaved heroine dutifully returns to tradition, rejecting the Cenobites as the ultimate, underlying cause for her familial decay. These reactionary theatrics align with horror canon, whose entire productions historically abject demonic BDSM. Barker gave this abjection a household name, familiarizing consumers with an unequal power exchange he’d obviously demonized in coercive ways. Reactionaries tolerated Barker’s brand because it didn’t challenge the status quo; in turn, his tutelage demonically scapegoats BDSM as a pure, alien menace. There’s no room for anything else.

Barker’s abject BDSM tracks with Susan Sontag, whose re: “Fascinating Fascism” had already described its unequal power distribution (from our PhD, exhibit 1a1a1g2c):

as a “master scenario” ten years prior—a purely sexual, Nazi-as-alien experience “severed from personhood, from relationships, from love.” It’s worth noting, however, that not only does Sontag leave out healthy forms of sadomasochism (as well as bondage or domination); her examples of coercive sadomasochism are conveyed through torturous acts of sexist violence committed by executors of a particular look: “The color is black, the material is leather, the seduction is beauty, the justification is honesty, the aim is ecstasy, the fantasy is death.” In short, they ride on the same stylish aesthetics of death and power that Hugo Boss pioneered for the uniforms of the Nazi regime; re: Yugopnik’s “Aesthetics of Evil” (source: “Overcoming Praxial Inertia”).

(exhibit 87b1: Artist: Camilla Akrans. The BDSM arrangement of a Numinous ritual of demonic power exchange and forbidden knowledge survives well into the present. For example, Diablo IV‘s schtick is very much borrowed from older Nazi aesthetics, but also trippy demon poetics like the 2000 cult film, The Cell; i.e., very demon BDSM/Hellraiser—with a “strict” Dark Mother that one submits their sanguine/corporeal essence to in exchange for knowledge and power in a dream-like space. As such, Blizzard provide all the usual female persecution/Original Sin arguments in a “chaser” ghost of the counterfeit; i.e., as something to fawn over by a sissy chasing dark mommies demon lovers. Their forbidden heteronormative desire to submit and surrender power in exchange for guilty pleasures, while treating the usual mother of demons as a Faustian trickster who throws her weight around. On one hand, a girl’s gotta survive and Capitalism demonizes women and makes them compete for power against their will, but she’s canonically presented as a woman of unfathomable age and power who uses people like pawns and toys. The fantasy is the standard cis-het idea of the man of power [or faith] being topped by an imaginary female demon to suit their kinks, not hers. That’s not outright xenophilia because it schedules the Amazon/Medusa to be slain, as usual.

Second, the servant of color is presented, in her case, as false: the pale enchanter-in-disguise (a nod to vampires and Eastern Europe) but also the person of color as an underling in service for the demon king. In The Cell, this servant is willing and powerfully built; in Diablo 4, the servant of color is secretly willing and quick to betray his faith when pressed; i.e., the false preacher/devil worshiper-in-disguise. It’s basically the plot to Zofloya, but inspired by more recent reinventions like Isaac from Netflix’ Castlevania, as well.

Third, the usual Freudian pastiche and birth trauma are on full display, but in coded forms—with the tissue of the sacrifices forming a uterine membrane for the reborn female death god to push through, her skin transparent like a fetus in the womb; post-birth, her “cape” resembles the tip of a male penis, “ejaculating” her into world as something to make into her womb space. To these, I’ll make my usual argument: whether erotic pareidolia is intentional or not is far less important than recognizing the basic historical-material pattern that really should be considered in dialectical-material queries: is something for or against the status quo? In Diablo IV, how appreciative or empowering is fantasy of a female Destroyer-Creator like Lilith if she serves merely as the usual suspect/scapegoat in yet another monomyth? Feel free to enjoy xenophobia so long as you do not endorse its pernicious elements. Better yet, strive to make them more sex-positive in your own xenophilic praxis.)

(exhibit 87b2: Artist: Kanthesis. Their commission—of a girl called Asma—strongly resembles the Marvel superheroine personification of female rage, Jean Grey as Dark Phoenix [re: the rabid “dark” Amazon]. Similar to other female Great Destroyers like Evil Lyn or Carmilla [re: exhibit 7a, “The Nation-State“] or TERF [fascist] Medusas and Dark Hippolyta, Jean must be “tamed” by a cabal of superheroes united in defense of the status quo in times of decay; i.e., put to heel, cowed, or euthanized if she’s “too far gone.” In short, the privileges of token groups are suspending during times of extreme crisis, whereupon the openly rebellious Amazon war boss becomes a war bride “or else”; i.e., the disobedient cur must be killed, or at the very least the fearsome image of her destructive, monstrous-feminine power must be subjugated through the optics of capital punishment looming over her head. Its TERF-grade conversion therapy.)

Though ambivalent, these performative materials aren’t intrinsically fascist—i.e., built on coercive fear and dogma. Sex-positive BDSM occurs through ironic context within historical standards: boundaries of play informed by mutual consent, which genuine abusers (cis-het men) abject. Through the continuation of coercive, demonic BDSM, their fearful, dogmatic teachings amount to “bad play” as something to teach, but also codify inside canon. Examples of Sontag’s master scenario become celebrated and feared, granting abusers an unfair, unethical advantage over their victims by keeping the latter preoccupied with invented dangers; in the process, hierarchal norms become essentialized, compelling social-sexual violence in perpetuity.

While real abusers celebrate this coercive arrangement of social-sexual power relations, they forget that fascism fetishizes its perpetrators and its victims. Self-fetishization makes no difference to a rapist, provided they’re the destroyer—i.e., the phallic object that seemingly has perceived agency through eroticized violence. Historically this agency is fleeting outside of their own mind. Boiled down to a blind, self-destructive pursuit of outlandish, one-sided power-exchanges, the killer’s inability to stop renders their quest an almost Quixotic-Faustian vibe (the fatal pursuit of forbidden knowledge). They’re not powerful, they’re pathetic. Barker’s evil uncle from Hellraiser fulfilled this aim, chased by vice personified: the Cenobites.

In the 2022 remake, however, the BDSM is more neutral, a teaching of exchange (“Restraint is a myth!”). While not strictly “good,” our female Cenobite grants the orphaned heroine a xenophilic means of negotiation: the ability to choose through contracted behaviors (the idea is largely oral, here, but the same basic idea applies to written contracts, too). Having power within the exchange, she gains the upper hand against a perfidious male lover working for the movie’s ultimate male villain. Whilst the Cenobites gut the henchman and skin the boss alive, they’re still following the heroine’s instructions—instructions they taught her as de facto educators. Updated from Barker’s 1987 approach, the 2022 lesson transforms abject BDSM into a more sex-positive variant: a relative means of escape, empowerment and personal monomythic growth for the heroine. Such things are couched within the monster-feminine as a kind of “BDSM governess” for a modern-day “bildungsroman from Hell”: “Reader, I stabbed him!”

Whether abject or reverse-abject, BDSM flows through Neo-Gothic stories, while their ambiguous, material fascination with unspeakable depravity and crime recycles taboo social-sexual violence to oscillating extremes. Indeed, these would play out through a gendered game of Gothic “show and tell”:

The two primary exponents of gothic fiction in England were Ann Radcliffe (1764 – 1823) and Matthew “Monk” Lewis (1775 – 1818). Their work was at once similar and totally different, and these divergent approaches illustrate the conceptual split in the gothic as a literary genre. In short, it was a question of suspense versus horror. […] Lewis’ immediate critical legacy as a weak and sensational writer was in stark contrast to the posthumous reputation of the “Mistress of Romance.” Radcliffe was admired and cited as an influence by not only Scott but Poe, Balzac, Hugo, Dumas and Baudelaire, while her equivalent in cinema is almost certainly Hitchcock. Lewis’s reputation as a master of horror took longer to recover, although The Monk was never out of print. In modern gothic studies, however, it is unthinkable to cite Radcliffe without a comparison with Lewis. They are both sides of the same coin, a matched pair. And like the devil, there’s a little bit of The Monk in every horror story and film that ever embraced shock over suspense, and didn’t shy away from sex and violence. Hammer Films, EC Comics, Stephen King and George A. Romero would all be unthinkable without The Monk, and you can judge any scholar of the genre by what they have to say about both these Georgian pioneers of gothic fiction (source: Carver’s “The Rise of the Gothic Novel”).

Through these polarized extremes, Gothic canon and counterculture depict BDSM, kinks and fetishes very differently. One promotes real historical atrocities (aka true crime; e.g., Matt Orchard’s “The Strange Psychology of Russell Williams,” 2022) as normalized; the other dislocates the recycled tropes to take on exquisite new life: “inside the Gothic butt castle, cave, burrow or void, twilight zone,” what-have-you, as Medusa-in-small, but also in-the-flesh! It’s a brothel, a casino, made demonic in duality!

Furthermore, this Gothic counterculture extends to sex-positivity as a means of expressing mutual consent through so-called “gothic” language, while still enjoying the mode’s fabled, visceral, graphic and polarizing auto-erotic sensations (the paradox of the succubus torturing the priest or the nun—with the terror of their own forbidden desires, the so-called “Black Mass” turning the Protestant ethic on its head if and only if profit is challenged through oppositional praxis, mid-unheimlich)! “Badges, we don’t need no stinkin’ badges!”

(artist: Loretta Vampz)

Gothic narratives generally operate through compound fear of the bandit in the church (one loaded with various xenophobic markers pimped out, but also whored out). Through sedimentary compilement, their infamous hoardings of dead symbols routinely intimate an imagined barbaric past, one that denotes special feelings unique to a given iteration. Sex-positive stories showcase how these needn’t be a strict endorsement of sexual control, but a continuous demonstration of the search for new meaning among dated, outmoded language: the quest for sex-positive feelings, passion and significance inside ambivalent, historically demonized locales, practices and personas. Praxis is peril controlled, but undeniably Numinous in its stamp.

For example, frisson (re: the “skin orgasm” felt in terrifying narratives like Radcliffe’s fiction) can be enjoyed sex-positively while enticing a heightened awareness for older sex-coercive variants. Because these variants continuously haunt the narrative, de facto educators should fashion iconoclastic replicas that discourage older tyrannies in favor of something new through deeper context: sex positivity as pushing towards universal liberation; i.e., through intersectional solidarity as a holistic pedagogy of the oppressed, mid-development; re: lots of sexy aliens under Gothic Communism but no Omelas children.

This positivity and its xenophilic context materialize variably per medium. For instance, videogames include feeling trapped inside Metroidvania embroiled within the complex hauntology of the horror-themed FPS (“Why I Submit”), or animating the miniatures of Gothic pastiche (e.g., Scorn, 2022; a theme lifted from Walpole’s 1764 novella, The Castle of Otranto). However, the Gothic mode, for good or for ill, is one of constant reinvention. Gothic art more generally allows any performers to play with monstrous language—allowing more than players to hold controllers, but models to control their own bodies when making reverse-abject, sex-positive statements. This creative gradient is not simply chaotic, but legion, offering an endless variation of nightmarish-heavenly delights: Medusa cannot die, and waits for you before, during and after your death! It’s snuff-film vibes, minus the harm:

(artist: Low-Polydragon)

Regardless of the exact feelings produced—and whether in pure BDSM scenarios, Gothic media, or some in-between variant—the iconoclasts ironically appreciating mutual consent face a massive challenge: Not only must they deal with the advanced cultural anxieties surrounding either of these things; they must contend with duplicitous reactionaries seeking to control the complex, fearful attitudes that result. Using outrage as a cloak, reactionaries prevent sex positivity as an open discussion. By keeping playful sexuality on a short leash—one held by the elite, the traditional, and the strong—they use xenophobic fear and dogma to discourage deviations from their harmful notions of “playful” sex; in doing so, these bullies normalize fringe psychosexual violence—and its dated, toxic treatment of gender—pushing both into the mainstream and xenophobic back into the shadows not just of a closet, but an oubliette (meaning “to forget”).

Traditional power arrangements aren’t simply manipulative, insofar as they wed automatic, normalized violence to coercive BDSM/Gothic practices announced by dogmatized aesthetics (treated as fascist when they don’t need to be); they target vulnerable parties drawn to power and regression as a healing technique, leading to future abuse in bad-faith examples. To end the cycle of harm, sex-positive professionals and amateurs must rescue BDSM (and its historical victims) from the fetishized Nazi, encouraging an empathetic understanding of the practice.

Empathy occurs through appreciative irony used by good-faith performers. While sex and pain can still be on the table, they shouldn’t be automatically supplied nor harmfully violent (as historical examples often are):

I’ve shared a lot of thoughts lately about kink and intimacy and energy without sex. So what about the intersection of kink and sex? When is this appropriate and what are the guidelines?

It’s a tricky topic. I remember telling a friend who is pretty vanilla but curious how kink scenes are distinct activities. She said, “so, wait, there’s no sex?” And I remember struggling to answer this. For me, most kink scenes are separate from sexual encounters, even if sex may follow a scene. This is very partner dependent, but for me, a kink scene requires aftercare before there is sex. And so far this was almost always the case for me – negotiation, scene, aftercare, possibility of sex (source: Victor’s “Intersection of Kink and Sex,” 2019).

This fact alone should be valued, in part because it goes against the status quo’s tendency to abject anything sexually descriptive—not just BDSM, but kinks and fetishes more broadly.

In “Why I Submit,” I explore this very issue:

Non-traditional alternatives should also be made available to the public. This includes the aforementioned cat and fem boys, but also the male variant of a Gothic heroine. “The greatest anxiety for the woman reader was the Gothic heroine’s lack of agency,” writes Avril Horner. Postmodernity makes the role performative, letting cis women/trans persons consent to submission (source).

Maintaining that trend, appreciative irony in Gothic counterculture aims to maintain visual ambivalence while simultaneously venerating sex-positive social-sexual behaviors, positions and personas that subvert canonical BDSM aesthetics and their fascist origins: “In space, no one can hear you scream… with the whore’s paradoxically pleasure as your ass is smacked!”

To it, power is performed through any aesthetic, but so aesthetics (and their revenge) demand it in ways we can camp; i.e., during the ensuring ambiguity’s rituals of power routinely playing out under capital, “distress” and things to perceive as haunted not just by rape outside of quotes, but the canon that takes said quotes away as a matter of fear and dogma. Like lovers in their beds, liberation and exploitation share the same half-real stages, which we grapple with during cryptonymy’s holistic study decolonizing sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll—as dualistic and liminal, themselves!

For example, is the above example sex-positive or -coercive? It has no monsters, blood, nor overt Nazi imagery—just an aesthetic of torture and death that imitates the plight of the Radcliffean Gothic heroine in potentially subversive ways. There are no sinister-looking men to pore over, no shoddy backgrounds or implements of torture to suggest a lack of consent, forced sex and automatic violence. Yet even if there were, few images can say whether they meet the criteria when presented inside a vacuum (those that do generally veer into exploitation, even snuff photography or infamous “last photos” taken by the killers of their victims—e.g., the polaroid of Regina Kay Walters[5]; source: Reddit).

The fact remains, mutual consent isn’t self-explanatory and neither is BDSM; nor are kinks, fetishes or Gothic counterculture at large. Instead, the missing context of their appreciative, xenophilic irony and ambivalent visuals must be explored like any other media—materially-dialectically and by empathetic, actively informed consumers, creators, and/or producers serving as de facto educators of “good play” as something to endorse and “bad play” as something to reject; i.e., while fucking to metal and monsters, ourselves (or fucking with them, in any event). Not only must these iconoclastic persons be sex-positive in a canonical mode loaded with sex-coercive stereotypes; they must contend with perfidious reactionaries looking to abject social-sexual activism, including its praxial outcomes; i.e., the idea of payment—and psychosexual worship vis-à-vis the Medusa as death goddess—going far beyond neoliberal having pimping the whore to death. We bring her back from the brink, but she takes us to the edge!

The outcomes for ludo-Gothic BDSM include active empathy, informed consumption, and descriptive sexuality, which Chapter One has already examined. Moving into Chapter Three, we’ll explore the final aspect of proletarian praxis: cultural appreciation—specifically the appreciative irony of sex-positive performance art, including how Gothic counterculture actively resists canonical praxis’ etiology and various historical-material norms outlined in the previous subsections: abject moral panic, fetishized witch hunts, true crime, and the “bad play” of coercive BDSM demons as begot from, and trapping consumers within canon’s monopolies (and their synthesis in daily life; re: “The Basics“).

Across space and time, Gothic develops Communism during struggle as part of cryptonymy’s fatal-portrait assemblage. Nature as monstrous-feminine commonly presents as dark whore, but frankly needn’t be dark in appearance; e.g., my Māori partner Bay having pale skin by identifying as “non-white” (versus “black,” as Aboriginal cultures often do). We whores show our asses during preferential code as subversive equation; i.e., to communicate different things, versus our enemies showing their asses, in kind. They see a dark temple to invade through ghosts of itself—e.g., Karl Jobst aping Bacon, Descartes or Columbus through his antics in and out of videogames (source: “Karl Jobst: Still Racist (and Fash), in 2025”)—whereas I see fat adorable puppy boy to fuck: to relate through the dialectic of the alien, its call of the void a Black-Veil skirt to hike up or panties to pull aside and show you Medusa’s “black hole.” Capital pimps all workers; per the infernal concentric pattern, we only have arguments for or against our own exploitation, mid-calculus: a semblance of control as “lost” that, in truth, is actually negotiated and healthy with a healthy emphasis on community care. It’s what monsters poetically are—arguments for violence and terror as something to cease or (re)direct in different ways and forms.

Regardless of which, teamwork makes the dream work. Such is Gothic Communism, meaning the way my friends and I conceived it; i.e., an uphill battle where capital’s pyramid scheme hoards power for itself: by raping nature as monstrous-feminine to death. Fighting back against extermination is, at its most basic level, about cooperation (not competition) informing survival—one whose mere act of existing through negotiated labor remains concomitant/reliant on to said existence; i.e., living proof, which my writing—described by Bay as “gonzo journalism” when they got involved—mutating into something more. I did it for them and they for me, “all for one and one for all.” The caterpillar and the wasp, we radicalized together.

(artist: Bay)

In doing so, one incontrovertible fact remains: to interrogate power is to develop Communism through intuited coordination, meaning solidarity as second-nature (re: “Scouting the Field“) across a network of friendship for strangers the elite and their servants can never divide and police. So you must go where power is and camp its canonical elements, taking the ambiguities and confusions in stride—to weaponize state harm against them. This happens by playing with peril, “play” being to reify power in liminal ways; i.e., parading its symbols and roles being paradoxically exposed but armored during the cryptonymy process as half-real, stochastic, anarchistic! Treat the alien/criminal as human, the state/cop as inhumane.

The eternal struggle, in dialectical-material terms, is private versus public interests, instability and alienation versus stability and humanization, the singular monomythic maw of the state versus labor’s disparate, decentralized hydra during asymmetrical warfare consolidating imperfectly. Scatter us, and we interfere as pollen, choking the lungs of the state. Contributions are idiosyncratic, but all have value because all life has value; the state is the opposite of life, which it divides destroys for profit, without constraint. It cheapens life so profit can exist, and can only exist through raping nature as monstrous-feminine alien. To break profit is to listen to Medusa for a change, shocking the system (versus resetting it) to mutate capital towards Communism through us. Together!

It is what it is; make Communism Gothic and gay by taking your power back on the Aegis! Mommy likes an eager student; generations of future whores haunted by dead ones—i.e., the master/apprenticeship of an imaginary dark empress (and her body as fat dark peach)—confront generational trauma, onstage and off. In doing so, they become the mistress—the Gorgon’s de facto operatic educators winning an awesome power to set all whores free while weather state scorn, shame and stigma; i.e., wherever we find ourselves and whatever taboos we emphasize through torturous “past,” mid-cryptonymy! Silence is genocide; “rape” is our voice to survive, solidarize and speak out with “when in Rome”! A death rattle from a dark star across the Internet Age, the whore like a siren calls and waits; i.e., wherever the colonizer goes, disrupting Ozymandias’ fragile illusion of peace and delusions of grandeur! “Mortal, after all”; Medusa dances on capital’s grave! Power, not peace! Rest in it as yours for the taking!

(artist: xposures)

Onto “Chapter Three: Liminality (opening and ‘Exquisite Torture in the Internet Age’)“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnote

[1] Variations include: the femme-fatale, succubus, or unfaithful wife, which Masters of Horror (shown below, exhibit 86) combined with the hag persona; or the rake, incubus, or lothario for male demons.

[2] And whose exposing of the whore to demask/scapegoat them and restore society to working order Radcliffe would repeatedly stress to attack Lewis’ work with her own (re: “Radcliffe’s Refrain“); i.e., for followers of the Lewis tradition to dissect, in hauntological reply (re: “Dissecting Radcliffe“). Secrets unravel through cryptonymy as half-secret, the theatrical depravities seemingly woven from whole cloth, but in truth testifying to Western atrocities by fabricating them (re: “Healing from Rape” highlighting Walpole’s so-called “secret sin” [from The Mysterious Mother] as big and ominous as a Gothic castle to traipse around inside, Dorothy-Gale-style): to voice the unspeakable, come hell or highwater!

[3] While this applies to AFAB persons across the board, heteronormativity conflates certain homosexual women—generally the “lipstick lesbian” stereotype—with heterosexual “performers” catering to the cis-het male gaze; i.e., “acting” gay for straight men.

[4] With the Duffer brothers of Stranger Things fame being Zionists/sex pests (re: “A Song Written in Decay”).

[5] The eyes of the victims, like the Gorgon herself, can haunt onlookers. To that, Mom once asked me, in the mid-2010s, to paint Walter’s last photograph. When I complied (listening to Saxon’s “Strangers in the Night” as I brought her fear to life), Mom then hung it on the wall of her shop. When customers complained, she said, “Then don’t come in; this is my shop and this is my child’s art I asked them to paint.” In short, Mom wanted Regina to be seen, acknowledging how those with trauma (often women) are drawn to trauma as drawn in likenesses thereof; i.e., not just “safe” to behold, but indicative of the sorts of systemic harm that sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll rebel against (however allegorically). Weird attracts weird as a means of trauma to negotiate through testimonies less wholly “fake,” then, and more echoing the voices of the dead, mid-cryptomimesis.

Karl Jobst: Still Racist (and Fash), in 2025

In 2021, Karl Jobst was exposed for having ties to Neo-Nazi speedrunner, RWhiteGoose. He not only never apologized for this; he’s still racist/fash in 2025 in ways others—including various racial minorities—won’t investigate, and I want to document that collective issue among the wider gamer community, here. Despite my gender oppression and trans emasculation trading my male privilege for male alien status, I have relative white privilege in regards to racial privilege, so I’ll blow the whistle!

Table of Contents

  • Summary
  • Full List of Evidence
  • Token Defenders of Karl (feat. Gen-X Gamer, Tommy Tallarico and Potion Sword Run)
  • Further Notes on Karl’s Community (fellow conspirators; e.g., Smash JT and RazörFist)
  • Analyzing the Evidence (re: Karl is still racist and fash in 2025; feat. Ersatz and LUS)
  • Conclusion: Unrepentant Fash (and Friends)

Summary

To summarize, Karl was exposed in a court of law on April 1st, 2025, for—among other things—lying to defrauding his audience. To it, I’ve looked more into his racism and other bigotries; i.e., by investigating him, but also anyone (token or not) who defends him. There’s a lot of findings/persons to keep track of—e.g., “Karl Jobst Is RACIST in 2025 + Full Evidence!” and “Token Racist Who Defends Karl Jobst Is Sexist and Queerphobic, Too?“—which I’ve compiled into this larger compendium. Said compendium summarizes my research and findings, but also various works by other people; i.e., those who have also investigated Karl and his friends, the entirety of our combined materials going back years (to at least 2018, but frankly further back than that if you also consider Karl’s pick-up artistry from the mid-2010s and Golden Eye speedrunning days from the early ’00s).

Full List of Evidence

Note: I will update this piece if any further information comes to light. I will also provide my own coverage, listing it at the top of the page for any who are curious; i.e., this page is a summary of the findings surrounding Karl’s racism, whereas I’ve written and recorded quite a bit more about Karl’s bigotry—his racism, sexism and cryptofascism—than is being shown here; i.e., this page merely records the base findings, reporting my overall conclusions regarding said findings. Alongside those, here are my extended writings and videos those conclusions are based on:

(source: “BACKSTABBER,” where Gen-X censored the images himself and complained about them to his audience. Please the image [above] is originally censored by him, but censored even more by me [elsewhere] because he couldn’t even do that right—accidently showing labia and butthole to his own YouTube audience! Here is my original community post on YouTube about it, as well as my video response to him [“Intraracial Bigotry from a Token Pimp!“] attacking not just my friends, but also his own non-white friend for defending me.)

Token Defenders of Karl (feat. Gen-X Gamer, Tommy Tallarico and Potion Sword Run)

  • YouTube: A Token Bigot Goes Full Mask-Off Fascist!” (May 11th, 2025): Gen-X Gamer goes full mask-off*; i.e., this time saying he’ll prove that I’m a “fraud,” only to employ witch-hunt and conversion therapy arguments while deadnaming me and misgendering my friends and I. He also: apologizes for sexual/sex worker abuse, slut and kink shames myself and others, hates on artists/poor people/service workers, denies the validity of my arguments and relationships, calls me a coward for talking about my own rape, and attacks my professions (re: sex worker and erotic artist fundraising for sex workers and disabled people, with him literally comparing me to Andrew Tate while confessing to his own wife being a sex pest)—all while still being racist, sexist, and transphobic as he brown-noses Karl Jobst! Dude straight up is asking Karl—a broke cryptofascist who misled his own audience to fleece them (now a matter of public record; re: the Billy Mitchell lawsuit judge calling Karl out)—to sue me for calling Karl and Gen-X racist. The point, here, is that abusive persons like Gen-X are precisely the sort that Karl’s own behavior attracts; i.e., those from his own community who emulate him (token or otherwise): Karl is a bad actor who lies to actively harm minorities; e.g., trying to get LUS to report on a false claim about The Completionist that originated from Karl (LUS’ “Karl Jobst ‘Jirard Bait’ Failed After Lying about the Completionist Suing“).

*Please bear in mind that Gen-X initially acted like he didn’t know about Karl’s racism; i.e., that he asked me for sources (re: “My Final Say“; timestamp: 34:43), then insisted that the sources I gave him were “made up” (re: “Token Racist Who Defends”)—doing so despite Karl acknowledging them back in 2021 (Karl Jobst’s “I’m being SUED and CANCELED!“; timestamp: 3:59) and me pointing that out to him (re: “Token Racist Who Defends”). Gen-X and Karl are cut from the same cloth, with Gen-X feverishly defending Karl despite being shown irrefutable evidence that Karl is racist (e.g., the Nazi salute, below). He’s the Roman fool stabbing himself for Karl’s benefit, insisting as he does so, “I’m pure intelligence, you’re not” (Sublime’s “Raleigh Soliloquy Pt. I,” 1994).

To it, Gen-X’s fatal, us-versus-them vision equates to a pimp-like view of the world—one projected onto his whore-like victims (mirror syndrome), but one we can expose him with after he goes mask-off (reversing abjection); i.e., once he unmasks himself, he can’t go back (crossing the Rubicon, as it were). Gen-X is a race traitor and traitors, race or not, classically harbor a contradictory worldview—one instilled into them by capital, and which he and others like him want their audience (and their victims) to believe is both total and enforceable without question. But the fact remains that some people will question it—and all while still being fair in their own criticism; e.g., Potion Sword Run viewing me as human and recognizing Gen-X’s police-like behaviors against me (“Gen Ex Gamer Exposed By Persephone“).

According to Potion, both men even come from the same struggle around which a “marginalized community of misfits” was built: a videogame grifter called Tommy Tallarico who stole everyone’s money during the Intellivision Amico Scandal (indented for emphasis):

I was thinking about how Potion and Gen-X met during Amico (merely because it gets mentioned by both men a lot). Given the size of the scandal and the pedigree involved, it feels on par with saying you met someone at Woodstock or after the JFK Assassination, and that’s fine. People argue about Stalin’s validity as a ruler or whether or not the moon landing was faked. Though not quite on that level (the theatre of nations), the Intellivision Amico scandal is definitely more upper-class/white-collar crime than anything Karl committed (though Karl’s crime is still white-collar, just smaller). The person who asked me to study the scandal explained, “It’s like the Fyre Festival or Theranos of video gaming.” While Theranos was a billion-dollar scam, I’m nonetheless beginning to see what they mean; i.e., Tallarico was “the cousin of Aerosmith Singer, Steven Tyler, and someone who has worked in the videogame industry for over three decades on 250 titles” (Slope’s Game Room’s four-hour 2023 documentary, “The Intellivision Amico Scandal“): a con man who duped Intellivision donors out of a cool $17million (versus Karl’s relatively small-time $200k GoFundMe con and ~$1.8 legal fees):

[source: “Intraracial Bigotry”; though Potion would go onto explain Amico further during the opening to his video, “Why Defend Persephone Against Gen Ex and Not CPE From Cueya!?” Said video also discusses factionalism; i.e., echoing the half-reality of rival social clubs not just in the so-called “real world” but on the Internet, therefore within media as an extension of said world; e.g., the theme of familial drama, generational rivalries, unaddressed trauma/dueling revenge fantasies, and forbidden love: the Montagues and the Capulets, from Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet (1597); the Hatfields and the McCoys, romanticized by Mark Twain (1884); and the Sharks and the Jets, from The Westside Story (a 1961 adaptation of the 1957 musical, effectively being a racialized star-crossed lovers narrative for white middle-class Americans to “slum” with); etc.]

Crime is crime, and size doesn’t matter insofar as Karl is fash; i.e., someone who wants the power of the upper crust like Tallarico: as a more gentrified (and notably non-white) blowhard (echoes Beowulf and his own kayfabe-style tall tales; see: Beige Frequency’s “Hulk Hogan’s Most DESPICABLE Lie(s)” or Behind the Bastard’s Part One: Vince McMahon, History’s Greatest Monster“). In any event, the fact that Potion and Gen-X met during Intellivision—and that they covered its multi-year development alongside the likes of even larger channels like Smash JT (“Is the Intellivision Amico becoming a SCAM?“)—doesn’t strike me as especially profound, historically. Neither man ties directly to the events in question, but rather remains caught in its colossal wake. In short, neither Potion nor Gen-X knew Tommy (as far as I can tell, anyways), but instead were friends with each other who wrote about him in the same community of fans/orbiters; i.e., two folks living in the same general area from different political stripes who covered a big-time scandal surrounding something they both cared about: videogames.

Videogames, like most popular media in the West, are classically male and white, leaving people not just like me, a trans woman, but Potion and Gen-X stuck on the outside, alien. The key difference (for us) is, one of them is a token bigot and the other is not (re: Gen-X misgendering me and Potion asking him not to). My investigation could be entirely about underwater basket-weaving versus videogames and the takeaway wouldn’t change: racism and other bigotries pursuant to fascism are wrong. AFAD! All Fascists Are Bad! So are con men in general, white skin or not—capital an endless conveyor belt of kayfabe-style bread and circus run by hauntological strongmen (or at least silver tongues) obsessed with the imaginary past. Like the Hulkster’s throbbing shaft banging his friend Bubba the Lovesponge’s wife (Behind the Bastard’s “Hulk Hogan vs Gawker“), the profit motive is ‘swole and vain (that was a pun); it leads to systemic abuse of all kinds—of women, children and minorities—by status-quo ringleaders in popular media of all kinds (not just videogames). As Tommy and Gen-X prove, sometimes the abuser is big, famous and awful, but sometimes just awful*. Little abusers want to be big abusers, and they’ll punch down at anyone who gets in their way (or reminds them they suck, below).

*Watching hbomberguy’s “ROBLOX_OOF.mp3” (a documentary about Amico), I couldn’t help but think of Gen-X pulling the race card when I called him out for being token and defending racist people like Karl Jobst; i.e., acting in ways eerily similar to Tommy Tallarico, also an ethnic minority and someone who hung around white supremacists while calling anyone who dared critique his shady dealings “gamer racists” (timestamp: 14:54). “History repeats once in tragedy and then in farce,” Marx wrote, in 1852 (source: “The Eighteenth Brumaire”); and the best predictor for future events are past clues. Use these clues to spot and denude future fascists, including race traitors (and class traitors at large, who almost always are sex pests in some shape or form).

Note: I’ve written a lot about Amazons and Metroidvania on their own, but also about fascism and kayfabe vis-à-vis strongmen (or strongwomen; re: Autumn Ivy and “The Nation-State“), fascism and videogames. Start with my PhD (and its online promo, “The Total Codex“) for tons of in-depth discussions about such things (e.g., “The Quest for Power” and Tolkien and Cameron’s monomyth refrains, the High Fantasy treasure map and shooter). Consider Volume Three’s “Inside the Man Box” for something more dedicated to bigoted, pimp-like streamers; re: Caleb Hart and people like him aping Pygmalion by acting strong but, in truth, being afraid of everything and having to coerce and cover up their own abusive relationships (re: with Caleb having his mommy and daddy coerce Barbie Edge, a woman of color sex worker, into aborting her child after he got her pregnant; source: “My Story,” 2020). The only time such persons are happy is when they’re in control and harming others with said control, so we must take it away from them: through our voice as the antidote to silence, thus rape and genocide.

Notice a pattern, here? Private property is theft and videogames have embodied privatization for the status quo since the neoliberal era (re: “Modularity and Class“; see: “Those Who Walk Away”); i.e., men like Karl (or those imitating him) imitating OG entitled sex pests and bigots like Bill Gates (Behind the Bastards’ “The Ballad of Bill Gates, part one“). Fascism recruits from broken homes, but some homes are more broken than others (and operate on the usual American redlines).

In other words, while people with privilege can still be oppressed (re: me) because privilege and oppression—while modular—are relative and intersectional, crossing to varying degrees of relative intersection, the inverse is also true. So while privileged people like Karl Jobst (or Tommy Tallarico, above) betray mostly out of convenience, many oppressed people tokenize out of desperation for privileged people they de facto serve. This breeds a kind of cruel, “pick me” loyalty even when one side largely isn’t aware of the other’s existence. Instead, it’s merely taken for granted (as Karl does with token fans like Gen-X defending him, a cryptofascist, no matter what).

The fact remains, Gen-X tragically embodies the faithful “loyal one” who will lick the boots of those who kick him even when it’s staring him in the face; he’ll attack the marginalized—his fellow oppressed, including sex workers, racial minorities and/or GNC people—in effect becoming a de facto token cop/vigilante (which he’ll call “self-defense” in bad faith); i.e., he was fine with milking Karl after the lawsuit, and even with me acknowledging Karl’s “alleged” (according to him) bigotries until I started to suspect (and openly accuse) Gen-X of being token (thus a racist grifter who, when confronted with accusations thereof, starting calling me one to [badly] cover his tracks): an aura of protection that Gen-X Gamer has been conditioned to think will protect him, a priori (re: Force of Will/might makes right).

(source: left and right)

Again, fascism cares about nothing except theft of power and will lie about anything—however obviously not true it is—to acquire power (often money* but not always). As such, those who defend the system defend it despite the toxic leaks; i.e., trying to keep up appearances (and maintain a sense of normality through the abjection process denying any wrongdoing) to let the exploitation continue until someone blows the whistle (usually more than once). Silence is genocide, including willful silence and repression of evidence by keeping mum. This silence is bought and paid for (e.g., YouTube monetization), which I’m presenting here to speak for itself: in proverbial volumes (with a commentary of mine to obviously spell things out).

*I.e., power takes precedence over money, price being no object; e.g., Karl literally bankrupted himself over the Billy Mitchell lawsuit (LUS’ “Karl Jobst Filed Bankruptcy According to Billy Mitchell | Complete WIN“), caring more about about controlling his fans that keeping himself afloat (or thinking about his family, who are dependent on him). By comparison, Gen-X not only defends Tommy Tallarico and Amico by using words like traitor to attack former friends like Potion (who is disabled from a failed kidney transplant, making Gen-X ableist on top of everything else), but Gen-X wants Karl to sue me and keeps defending him despite said bankruptcy. Such absurd shows of loyalty show how both men would rather die on these hills; i.e., perishing for their racist values than admit they were wrong and try to move on/change (re: assimilation is poor stewardship, but so is betrayal of any kind, because the state rapes nature and workers by design). They’re Roman fools, falling on their swords!

Further Notes on Karl’s Community (fellow conspirators; e.g., Smash JT and RazörFist)

Why all this work not just into Karl, but also those orbiting him? For starters, he belongs to a racist, sexist, transphobic and anti-sex-work community (re: gamers) where he has more privilege than anyone (re: Gen-X Gamer defending Karl) but also notoriety (re: Smash JT and others historically covering Karl as “news,” but also covering for him to a certain extent, even after he was exposed repeatedly in the past and present); Karl is friends with Smash JT and Smash JT* is friends not just with Gen-X Gamer (according to Gen-X; re: “BACKSTABBER: THE WORST AMICO HATER“; timestamp: 32:04) but also avid transphobe, loli consumer and former Blizzard employee/grifter Grummz (MLYP’s “Goonernomicon: Grummz | Part 2,” 2025). They’re all cut from the same cloth—the cloth of fascism pimping the rest of us through layered toxic gamer culture as the same-old bread and circus (re: “Those Who Walk Away”). Fascists wear masks, including white moderate ones—all of which defend the structure of profit (thus genocide) that is Pax Americana.

(source)

*Smash JT is a conservative (ostensibly white, straight) grifter who only outs members of his own broader community (the Manosphere, essentially) when they personally attack him. And when he does so, he blames it on “the Left”; e.g., saying that Razorfist—an alt-right metalhead whose formerly underaged girlfriend accused him of abusing her (which is automatically true because Razorfist was in his twenties when dating this person, making it statutory rape, below)—isn’t on the Right but the Left, according to Smash JT (“RazörFist Threatens to SUE Me for… Reacting to a Video,” 2025). He says this because—again, according to him—the Left censors free speech and the Right doesn’t, to which I respond:

Sweetie, you’re high off your ass if you think RazörFist is a leftist. Like, for real—do you seriously think Trump, Musk or anyone else on the Right is about protecting free speech? But way to use one of your own to come after your politic enemies; i.e., as a proxy to scapegoat and blame the Left for (source).

i.e., these are same cancel culture arguments that Gamergate types like Gen-X and Karl Jobst have used to protect them and theirs, but also capital (with Elon Musk advocating for such matters on Twitter before buying it and turning it into a Nazi-infested hellscape: “boundaries for me, not for thee” and reactive abuse kettling the usual victims by the usual cops playing the victims). In short, Razor was ignored for his behaviors until those behaviors couldn’t be ignored—i.e., it was reported that he was abusing his then-nineteen-year-old girlfriend back in 2020*, except they were already breaking up by that point; the two had actually been dating since she was fifteen (back in 2016 during Gamergate and Trump’s presidency). That’s statutory rape. Except no one bothered to report on it until the statute of limitations were practically up (seven years in Arizona where Razorfist reportedly lives, though he may have committed the crimes, elsewhere).

*The same year Caleb was abusing Barbie Edge and Karl’s own abuses came to light, surrounding his friendship with RWhiteGoose.

To it, things leak when society is toxic (and capital is toxic by design; re: “Toxic Schlock Syndrome“), but the legal system and canonical media more broadly historically serve to protect white straight men and have since Antiquity into the Middle Ages and beyond (whose ancient canonical laws [re: Foucault vis-à-vis Broadmoor’s 2021 “Camping the Canon“] have been camped by Neo-Gothic writers, including conservative ones; e.g., Ann Radcliffe’s The Italian; or, The Confessionals of the Black Penitents, 1797). The Scooby Doo villain is always an insider (re: “Radcliffe’s Refrain“). Meanwhile, one hand washes the other, the white moderate lying for the white reactionary—with Smash JT only covering Razor’s rape allegations in 2025 after someone else talked about them (“The Fall of ‘Razorfist’“). He likewise hasn’t discussed Karl’s racism at all (to my knowledge; i.e., keeping mum despite both men having been friends for years).

On top of that, Moistcr1tikal and Some Ordinary Gamers—a white chud and token Zionist (re: Noah Samsen’s “The Genocide Supporting YouTubers Responded“)—both threw Karl under the bus after the suit, each man denying prior knowledge; e.g., Moistcr1tikal playing dumb despite being a witness in the actual lawsuit (Iotku Alt’s “Moistcr1tikal Reacts to Karl Jobst LOSING to Billy Mitchell“); i.e., despite their lawyers having to have known the same information I did: publicly available information that Karl himself confirmed that was, itself, available for years and requiring only a quick Google search to access. The fact remains, racism, sexism, and queer phobia go hand-in-hand with sexual abuse (which includes rape denial/apologia); i.e., to protect the white straight man as the center of history to defend and uphold since the founding of Capitalism out of the Enlightenment (see: John the Duncan’s 2025 “Woke Is Dead,” which I respond to: A Gothic Researcher/Author/Sex Worker/Activist Responds…; timestamp: 1:01:15). The system, by design, enables white straight/token liars to police itself with, forming a cone of silence that is nonetheless plain to see during the cryptonymy process: capital infantilizes its defenders and victims alike, breeding a culture of abuse that—you geussed it—favors the men; i.e., insofar as it expects them to toxify and become completely dishonest, untrustworthy and harmful to everyone around them, yet convinced they’re God’s gift to women everywhere. Capital, out of the ancient world into the new, has always been Patriarchal.

(source: left and right)

To that, “free speech” is a cryptonym for capital, which people like Smash JT and Karl stand in for and use to attack minorities with, DARVO-and-obscurantism-style; i.e., during moral panics that just so happen to center entirely around them: the white straight male sex pest being the perpetual victim (that token examples emulate; re: “black skin, white masks” and Man Box). It’s cops/robbers, except Smash JT is no better/more of an investigative journalist that Karl is. Karl lied in court about being one despite making money off it (LUS’ “Did Karl Jobst Lie About Being an Investigative Journalist in US Court?“), and Smash JT’s own verification methods are so poor that a troll saying so decided to prove it: by faking a corporate e-mail, sending Smash JT false info, and then reminding everyone afterwards that it was bullshit from the start (which Smash JT missed because he didn’t do his due diligence; see: Quazar77’s “Smash JT is a Grifter,” 2025; timestamp: 20:09).

And yet, Smash JT’s own bad reputation is—similar to Karl’s—something to mask, his doing so allegedly going back years (Toploaded Gaming’s “Fake AF: The Many Faces Of Smash JT,” 2020). “Impunity is the apex of privilege” as something that breeds stupidity through the privileged, who police themselves for profit—failing up, as it were (source: “Valorizing the Idiot Hero,” 2021). That’s how the system, ergo fascism, works; form follows function, white men taught to harm others for profit, including by lying—in short by acting like a fash (crypto or otherwise).

Analyzing the Evidence (re: Karl is still racist and fash in 2025; feat. Ersatz and LUS)

And for anyone saying in 2025 that Karl Jobst isn’t racist/fash, or not wanting to discuss it after his failed lawsuit defense (source: Smash JT’s “Fans Are PISSED At Karl Jobst After TRUTH Comes Out In Billy Mitchell Lawsuit”), this image of Elon Musk doing the Nazi salute (from Trump’s inauguration rally) was on Karl’s Discord not even two weeks ago, 4/22/2025; i.e., after he lost in court (and despite him investigating Musk for cheating):

This is racist, because the Nazi salute is racist, period. Using it makes you racist, ipso facto, but especially in light of past events that involve Karl and various racist people—most notably a Neo-Nazi named RWhiteGoose. To that, there are some additional clues if the above image by itself is not convincing (for ye of good faith):

  • One, Karl’s defence fund against the Billy Mitchell lawsuit (which he lied about) was funded by Notch, a billionaire with alt-right views (see tweets, listed on Reddit). Said views align with Elon Musk, also billionaire with alt-right views (and the person in the meme Karl used last month). To that, LUS goes so far as to defend Notch, a billionaire with alt-right views, for being “a really nice dude” (“Karl Jobst + Billionaire Notch + $700,000 Legal Team = Bankruptcy“; timestamp: 1:48); i.e., for Notch defending Karl—a known cryptofascist—by literally paying his defense fund. This effectively makes LUS a token lawyer, specifically a moderate GNC race traitor turning a blind eye (Persephone van der Waard’s “Token Asian GNC Lawyer Defends Alt-Right Billionaire“); i.e., LUS has denied and defended Karl’s racism before; re: by calling Karl’s behavior “racism” only to tone-police himself, including by calling it “past behaviors” despite having access to Karl’s racist discord where Karl has done the Nazi salute in 2025 (re: “The Relative Tokenism“).
  • Two, the original leaked messages (CW: racist slurs), which I’ve covered at length in a previous YouTube video, “Karl Jobst Is RACIST in 2025 + Full Evidence!“:

  • Three, that said evidence from those messages was confirmed by Karl himself, despite others suggesting otherwise. For example, in my latest video, “Token Racist Defends Karl Jobst’s Racism?” Gen-X Gamer insinuates how the Discord screencaps from back in 2021 were “fake.” He says, “But now you guys want to expose him for things that you claim are on the Internet, that you claim he put up there, and I believe that you believe that” (timestamp: 4:37). The problem with that is, Karl himself already responded to the messages in question, back in 2021; i.e., responding to each of them in turn and verifying they how were, in fact, real (Karl Jobst’s “I’m Being SUED And CANCELLED!”; timestamp: 3:59).

Regarding point three, lets remember a few additional subpoints:

  • Karl doesn’t even deny that Goose is a Nazi (nor was Goose quiet about his beliefs); he says that he, Karl, was “being canceled” during guilt by association—in short that Karl’s innocent (according to him), essentially being caught in a server run by an out-and-out Neo-Nazi while having conversations with said Nazi about why it’s ok to say racial slurs (re: the evidence from the screencaps, discussed in “Karl Jobst Is RACIST“); i.e., that it’s “just a coincidence” and that racial slurs, according to Karl, “aren’t used by anyone he knows in Australia” (despite him and Goose having conversations about when and where its ok to use slurs, Karl breaking his own rule). In other words, Karl used his usual “I’m the victim and I’m being canceled by the woke mob” nonsense (standard fash DARVO), along with “it can’t be bigoted because it’s all an inside joke between friends who aren’t racist” because… Karl says they’re not racist. In fash systems of argument, this is called the Force of Will.
  • Goose was a bonafide Nazi, and banned for it in December 2018 (source: Dopefishblog’s “Why Banning Nazis is Good, Actually”). Not only that, but Karl knew about his beliefs before the ban, saying as much in the 2021 confession; i.e., saying they were actually planning to do a public apology for Goose (to get ahead of things) before someone blew the whistle, beating them to the punch. Karl had already cleaned up his side of things, but Goose had gotten caught with his pants down. And from there, Karl just denied and downplayed everything in his usual style. But despite his additional explanations back then, he’s still racist and sexist in 2025 much like he was in earlier times—all on top of now also being a proven cheater himself who defrauded his audience and lost in court over false allegations against Billy Mitchell.
  • LUS himself, a non-white lawyer, has previously explained how Karl Jobst’s discord is still to this day full of racist material that LUS—if they were in Karl’s shoes—would have deleted by now (LUS’ “Exposing Karl Jobst GoFundMe Scandal 2 Years Ago”; timestamp: 16:03). So, the stuff from 2018 and 2019 that Karl said “wasn’t racist” back in 2021—including about his Chinese wife—LUS, an Asian American, thinks is “disturbing” and “a little racist”; i.e., to the level that it made him vocally feel upset and lose a lot of respect for Karl. Maybe LUS was referring to the “J*P” comment instead of the one about Karl’s wife, or the hip-hop stuff, but it doesn’t really matter. Racism is just as much about how someone’s conduct makes a racial minority feel as it also pertains to the academic side of things (though LUS is a lawyer and weighs in as a lawyer*). And to that, Karl is racist because he made LUS feel discriminated against in 2025 based on older material.

*As a lawyer, LUS does not think highly of Karl (or his friends; e.g., Ersatz, who—say what you will about him from a legal standpoint, including the wisdom of writing a 97-page, 35,000-word article with 568 citations dragging the judge for Karl’s case after Karl lost—at least has the decency to speak out against genocide, above).

Of Karl, LUS says in a recent follow-up video (to summarize): “If Karl doesn’t appeal, he’s done an incredibly, incredibly bad thing to the Australian YouTuber community […] Karl is not a hero; he should never have gone to trial/to verdict and, after he did, he should have settled. It was never to late to settle. This sets a very bad legal precedent for all YouTubers in Australia, and that is Karl’s fault” (LUS’ “Lawyer on How Karl Jobst Losing to Billy Mitchell Will Hurt Youtubers”; timestamp: 17:03).

  • Even here, LUS—a token non-white queer person—tone-polices themselves; i.e., by saying that Karl’s behavior has been racist in the past and the present, but also that they find the word racist “distasteful” (re: “The Relative Tokenism“). Instead, LUS would rather say that Karl’s “not very nice, let’s say, to racial minorities” (LUS’ “Karl Jobst ‘The Completionist Just Filed a Lawsuit Against Me” Clickbait’; timestamp: 1:07); i.e., while refusing to show Karl being racist on his own Discord to demonstrate said racism. To that, LUS is doing some seriously heavy lifting to play devil’s advocate for a cryptofascist—all while acknowledging that Karl’s fanbase, in their opinion as a lawyer and Asian person, is racist towards Asian people (e.g., Karl’s wife). Even so, I want to stress that—while LUS’ tokenism is less overt than Gen-X Gamer’s—LUS still defends Karl (to a lesser extent) by refusing to investigate Karl’s racism. Yet, LUS is also more conflicted, because he keeps addressing said racism; re: by calling it racism and reminding people where they can go to find it despite LUS burying the lead.
  • But also, on the academic side of things (my domain), dude’s racist as hell, has alt-right ties tied to capital (re: a billionaire paying his legal fees), and not only refused to apologize for his bigoted past, but actually insisted it was a conspiracy against him; i.e., making DARVO and cryptofascist obscurantist arguments against his accusers being “cancel culture.” That’s what a Nazi—specifically a cryptofascist—would do. Furthermore, Karl loved to speak in medieval language, labeling himself a knight and going on spurious crusades in bad-faith while conning people in the process (another Nazi trick); i.e., using various smokescreens and distractions (e.g., investigating Musk in public [Karl Jobst’s “The Elon Musk Cheating Scandal,” 2025] while endorsing him in private) to lie to his viewers’ faces.

(source: Rex Martinitch’s “‘King of Kong’ Reigns Supreme over YouTube Knight,” 2025)

Conclusion: Unrepentant Fash (and Friends)

For a man that says he’s “not racist,” Karl Jobst is lying because: one, that’s what cryptofascists do, but also being racist in plain sight despite the lies. He is, and his friends are, too.

In times of crisis, the self-styled “righteous beyond reproach” are systemically the most guilty and dangerous—demonstrably kettling the women, children and minorities they fear to pimp them as alien. But revolutions go both way, the Medusa speaking through us on the Aegis, and us to our enemies through our nude flashing of the Gorgon’s power to have the whore’s revenge (re: “Rape Reprise” and “Chapter Five: Rebellious Subterfuge“). We can’t rely on the police to protect us because pimp pimp whores to defend property. We must be our own Valkyries, defending our homes from these cheap creepy thugs; i.e., by exposing them as the dorky pimps they are, licking the state’s boots. So when the Man comes around, show him your Aegis and let him testify to his own treachery when trying to closet you; segregation and silence are no defense, so no pasarán!

Note: My book series Sex Positivity is all about challenging this. I recently released my fifth volume on May 9th (re: “My Sixth Book Is Out!“), and will be celebrating the entire series on June 1st (my birthday). When I do, I will link that celebration, here! —Perse, 5/14/2025


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Book Sample: Toxic Love and Criminal Sexuality in True Crime

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“Real Life”: Toxic Love and Criminal Sexuality in True Crime (feat. Killing Stalking, Jeffery Dahmer and Ted Bundy)

“You can’t send us out there with that gay bat flying around!” (source).

—Kevin Nealon to John Travolta; “Gay Dracula skit,” on SNL (1994)

Picking up where “‘Which Witch?’ and ‘Ruling through Fear’“! left off…

Note: This piece was originally made in response to the James Somerton videos, “Killing Stalking and the Romancing of Abuse” and “The Troubling Thirst for Jeffery Dahmer” (2023). Said videos are reuploads, as Somerton—now self-described as James of Telos in connection to his now-defunct film company/scam enterprise, Telos Pictures—removed them from his YouTube channel (also defunct). In other words, I wrote this piece in early-to-mid-2023, before James was exposed as a giant plagiarist (which I responded to after it happened; re: “James Somerton: A Guy Who Sucked, But So Does Capitalism,” 2024). Also, from what I understand, the above essays that I cite were actually written not by James but by his editor/co-writer and former friend, Nicholas Hergott, who wasn’t involved in James’ bullshit (source: Reddit, r/hbomberguy).

Also, there will be allusions to ludo-Gothic BDSM, here, but more in regards to its forebear, demon BDSM, as what ludo-Gothic BDSM evolved into [any quotes here on ludo-Gothic BDSM being added in 2025]. —Perse, 5/2/2025

As discussed in Volume One (re: exhibit 11b2, “Challenging the State“) and Two (re: exhibit 47a1/2, “Radcliffe’s Refrain“), criminal hauntology relishes in the commodified suffering of the buried, the gays as automatic criminals, fugitives, unironic closet monsters and perpetual victims. Heteronormative media’s punitive nature materializes through recycled, consecutive iterations: true crime and its forces-of-darkness scapegoats selecting selling the punishment and celebration of the wicked as queer but also heteronormative (the black knight, penitent, rake or demon lover as the exclusive ultimate rapist/predator of white women).

To it, criminal hauntology is the reflection on past, dated iterations of criminal activity that continue to shape the public’s social-sexual imagination in a variety of linguo-material ways. Originally popularized by Ann Radcliffe and future authors like Agatha Christie, Sir Arthur Canon Doyle and Edgar Allan Poe, the “murder mystery” genre survives in more modern, canonical forms: TV shows, movies and the 24-hour news circuit. All fixate on awesome, sexy killers or horrific, alien scapegoats; i.e., the male sodomite or vampire as a splendid fake. In a bid to preserve societal order as “threatened,” true crime argues for us-versus-them xenophobia inside the relative privilege of target demographics: white, cis-het men and women. Their perennial support results from manufactured consent, which the elite attain through cultivated fascinations with various popular tropes—”realistic” writing devices that frequently delve into sensationalized, supernatural, and romantic spheres.

In fictional canon, the avatars of true crime aren’t simply criminal; they’re coercively alien and demonic. Regardless, their hauntologies employs the same didactic function as non-fictional variants: to emblematize and scapegoat societal unrest that threatens the established order. However, the top only punches down, making its emotional appeals highly exploitative. Through true crime, the elite project assigned qualities onto symbolic criminals or victims, oscillating between them as needed. Powerful authors reify sexy killers and deranged victims, appealing to a kind of dynamic scapegoating—one that uses sexist, bigoted stereotypes to keep the middle class horny and afraid. As usual, they chase after us to delight in our suffering.

The consequence is universal predation. By dieting on eroticized fear, privileged clients grow increasingly apathetic, fetishistic and bloodthirsty towards marginalized groups at any social register—i.e., not just serial killers and crime with whites xenophobic towards people of color, but within the domestic encounters of single ethnic groups.

This includes perceived offenses before crimes even happen, wherein cultural bias before, during and after any social exchange is heavily lopsided in the more privileged group’s favor. While men of color are scapegoated, white men are given the benefit of the doubt despite being conditioned to “hunt” women like prey (e.g., weird canonical nerds). All the while, mainstream hauntology normalize canonical abuse against historical victims, whose fictionalized iterations are lauded as “essential” inside tales of unspeakable victimhood. Despite parallels to real-life cases, this abuse becomes a vital ingredient that consumers crave—a nightly ritual they refuse to part with. Instead, they resent its absence, demanding routine sacrifices to sate their harmfully vampiric appetites. They want their “protectors,” even when its proven these persons are often the most violent, deceitful and destructive (making their “turned” fans the most apathetic, vindictive and callous).

As we’ll see repeatedly moving forward, the elite routinely introduce, cultivate and exploit these appetites to distract workers from bourgeois abuse—exploiting workers for their labor, their bodies and their emotions.

(artist: Koogi)

Killing Stalking (2016), for example (James Somerton’s “‘Killing Stalking’ and The Romancing of Abuse,” 2021), extends the privileged fascination with toxic love and criminal sexuality to gay men as criminalized under xenophobic exhibits. Historically portrayed as carriers of disease and pedophilic tendencies, Koogi’s narrative treats gay men in the usual ways: reprobate and sinister, but oddly delicious according to cis-het girls, women and chasers (a trope popularized by the neoliberal appropriation of gay sex crime, prioritizing white “thirst” for gay killers over genuine, appreciative empathy for gay victims; James Somerton’s “The Troubling Thirst for Jeffrey Dahmer,” 2022)?

Despite the homophobic subtext of fetishistic gay murder and rape, predatory audiences—predominantly white, cis-het women (and chasers)—defend queer/female exploitation* purely for its surface level tropes, most notably the physically attractive killer as nostalgic. Tied to past stories of coercively romanticized violence, criminal hauntology needn’t delve into blatant make-believe to lock up consumer brains; it often keeps things more grounded, albeit in relation to recuperated ironies about everyday stories.

*Note: Problematic love is a theme tied to homosexual exploitation dating back to Ancient Greece and the ancient canonical codes surviving into the medieval, Gothic and Neo-Gothic periods; i.e., when Jewish blood libel, witchcraft and sodomy accusations were being made against homosexual men as the most-visible legal subjects of the time period the state would have attacked (versus women as chattel who were also abused, and Jewish people, followed by people of color from the Enlightenment period, onwards). A good summary of it is contained within my “Hailing Hellions” interview with Vera Dominus[1]; the “They Hunger” chapter from my Undead Module goes into the topic of problematic love (and vampires) at length; re: “the love that dare not speak its name” commonly being associated with criminals (read: serial killers) and disease becoming scapegoats for capital, as time went on. —Perse, 5/2/2025

For example, stemming from normalized attitudes exposed to them by heteronormative canon, the largely female, teenage audience recognize Koogi’s markers from famous “romances” like Romeo and Juliet. Never mind that Shakespeare’s satire flies right over Koogi’s fans’ heads; merely the killer’s handsome appearance demands redemption through radical endorsement—of those browbeaten to Pavlovian extremes or neophytes canonically acclimated towards forgiving his mental imperfections and hyperbolic violence until then.

Worse still, this clemency mirrors the mentality of actual victims, hoping their tormentors can change mid-abuse when there’s no clear evidence for it. Not only does this larger structure invite abuse apologetics through manufactured drama that prioritizes the rehabilitation of obvious monsters; their unearned clemency supersedes actual victim testimony. However, real-world atrocities inflame differently per register, incited by stigmas and fearful biases that keep marginalized groups fighting amongst themselves. Meanwhile, the authors of their collective phobias—the elite—become invisible, the intimations of their abusive, xenophobic Superstructure discarded in favor of unironic hero worship. Radcliffean demon lovers are as good-as-it-gets.

Scoundrel’s bias remains a common defense for the status quo, one that perpetuates harmful stereotypes about descriptive sexuality and abusive relationships in canonical stories. On one hand, canon condemns descriptive, xenophilic sexuality as inherently criminal, a kind of “dangerous game” that invariably requires the players themselves to be horribly flawed; on the other, it upholds toxic relationships by normalizing their abuse, expecting readers to not merely tolerate it, but forgive the abusers each and every time (rape apologia). Presumably these flaws are cosmetic—a mask for the healer to remove, revealing the hero’s wounded, but ultimately human visage.

Confirming the abuser’s humanity leads to forgiveness, followed swiftly by marriage: “Reader, I married him.” This isn’t the twist; it’s the point. Boy meets girl; bury your gays. In truth, the key to survival is revealing the one “mask” they can’t take off—the one that gives the game away: their concealed, deceitful nature as fascists-in-disguise. Fascists fear being exposed because it exposes all of their images as false; to do so is to break the spell, destroying the enemy’s illusion of strength. They will run and hide every time.

After centuries of prescribed love in canonical stories, the redeemable killer trope has been mythologized by American society to pathological extremes. This legacy of enforced forgiveness remains even when the mask-removal scenario inverts—i.e., no physical mask, merely a persona worn by perfidious, heteronormative sex criminals seeking prey (disguise pastiche). These patient monsters look human, but pretend to be humane, a ruse less reliant on brute, vampiric hypnosis than outright deception and cultural exploitation as concentric: an identity crisis amid the gobstopper masks and mise-en-abyme (a crisis of masculinity but also of Capitalism itself as breaking down) While the killer’s charms can appear as ordinary, boring and harmless, they often interact with vulnerable, even predatory viewers. Raised on darkly romantic, hauntological caricatures that trivialize mental illness, sexual assault and domestic abuse, an increasingly indifferent audience detaches from the killer’s would-be victims—themselves, but also people different from them (xenophobes) on an ideo-ontological level (xenophiles). In either case, they project their own disadvantage or anxieties onto someone else, often a fictionalized counterpart or scapegoat as something to cherish, fear and sacrifice in highly exploitative ways.

For this reason, anyone reclaiming a fetishized demon like Sangwoo or a toxic love like Yoonbum’s must first contend with normalized fixations surrounding either character—i.e., not just penitent “monsters,” but more surface-level readings of genuine abuse hidden behind superficial, jaded tropes: Killers are handsome, smart, and powerful; victims are beautiful, enthralled, and stupid (especially twinks). These become a form of reader apathy—an enabler’s interpretation of the text performed largely for selfish reasons.

For instance, despite Sangwoo concealing his homicidal nature by pretending to act human, his callous, horny fans will quickly forgive and lust after him anyways. In doing so, they accept Yoonbum’s victimization as part of the manufactured drama that “true love” requires. It’s supposed to be toxic, even deadly. Forgiveness requires trespass, a manufactured clemency narrative committed by women (and token minorities) that not only pardons, but venerates society’s most privileged members: abusive white men. This happens in duality through DARVO and obscurantism muddying the waters but also missing the point (“I have nipples, Greg; could you milk me?”).

Without textual ironies—be they diegetic, paratextual or metatextual—to distinguish fatal romance as satire, the true crime genre’s assigned roles have become heavily coercive—a kind of storied order that teaches privileged consumers how to mock, mistreat and ignore domestic-sexual abuse. Its very existence proves how sex coercion doesn’t appear ex nihilo, nor does it come from a single source. Rather, it appears through fiction and real life interacting back and forth over time, imitating each other amid a total absence of sex-positive, xenophilic imagination. This oscillation must be investigated carefully, for to break its contract—i.e., defy the Symbolic Order of what is taboo, but still paraded about in popular stories—reliably generates ambivalence and pushback from passive, uncritical consumers used to preferential treatment (we’ll cover this more in Chapter Five).

For these persons, the socio-material arrangement of a hierarchy of control—quite literally law and order, but also dominance and submission as reified through material crime and punishment—invokes manufactured consent as a xenophobic enterprise. As tolerance becomes worship through commercial endorsement, entitled consumers view the abusive lover as someone to rescue; they worship literal serial killers as apex predators of psychosexual crime—a “top performer/earner” in said crimes’ veneration as something to recreate and sell back to a stupefied audience fascinated with “the love that dare not speak its name!” They synonymize rape with queerness, often inside mundane, “courtroom” hauntologies that pass off heteronormative symptoms as demonic, thus “queer” in a sex-positive, intersectionally solidarized and universally liberatory sense.

This punitive, disingenuous mindset demands sacrifice, callously selected by consumers with varying degrees of privilege. By defending victimization as integral to true crime media, they treat abuse against women and target minorities as run-of-the-mill; e.g., the veneration of someone as indefensible as Sangwoo violating someone as vulnerable as Yoonbum happening in fictional cases, but also real-life examples that play out like extraordinary fiction (minus the Gothic window-dressing of ghosts, mist and literal demons that counterfeit their non-supernatural counterparts):

(exhibit 86a2: Source. Elizabeth Kloepfer survived a six-year relationship with Bundy despite knowing who he actually was—indeed because of it; i.e., she was previously abused and suffering from alcoholism, hence fell prey to the same kinds of isolation-style tactics any toxic lover inflicts on their victims. We need to recognize how she acknowledged this abuse, writing about it after Bundy died and, in effect, releasing her from his curse; i.e., as a “Bride of Dracula” [a metaphor less for literal marriage and more for living in sin, Kloepfer never actually marrying Bundy]:  

Elizabeth “Liz” Kloepfer, Ted Bundy‘s longtime girlfriend and former fiancé, disappeared from the public eye nearly 40 years ago.

Before she did, she wrote a book, The Phantom Prince: My Life with Ted Bundy, detailing her turbulent, six-year relationship with the infamous serial killer, who had led a double life as a loving partner and a heinous serial killer. (Bundy eventually admitted to killing 36 women across several states in the 1970s, although experts and people close to him speculate his actual number of victims was closer to 100.) […]

In her book, Kloepfer says she was trying to escape a creepy guy in the bar when she saw Bundy sitting alone and approached him. Thinking he looked sad, she said to him, “You look like your best friend just died.” The two began to talk. Conversation flowed naturally, and the chemistry was instant. Bundy ended up spending a platonic night at her house, but they became a couple a short time later.

“I handed Ted my life and said, ‘Here. Take care of me.’ He did in a lot of ways, but I became more and more dependent upon him. When I felt his love, I was on top of the world; when I felt nothing from Ted, I felt that I was nothing,” she said in the book [source: James Bartosch’s “Meet Elizabeth Kloepfer, Ted Bundy’s Former Girlfriend,” 2020].

Battered spouses lie to themselves, and I can certainly understand that; i.e., having a hand in my own abduction by ignoring red flags in my rapist, Jadis [re: “Meeting Jadis“]. Weird attracts weird, and abusers feed off that, making you feel things you never felt before: security. Such forgeries unfold through bad courtship; i.e., as a survivor of trauma is drawn to another often-bigger-and-stronger [at least in appearance] survivor who can seemingly protect the searching party from harm… which they then use to manipulate and control the victim[s] with; re: as Jadis did to me, weird attracting weird through similar abuses suffered—with them abused by their own mother until they tokenized to harm me, just as my mother had been abused by her own bad-faith partners, in the past.

In short, “like mother, like daughter” in both cases. Jadis’ mother abused Jadis, and Jadis abused others, raping me to feel in control; i.e., from the abuse they survived having a lasting impact on them [and me] long after their mother was dead [thus impacting me when I fell into their orbit]: 

…learn from my paradoxical joys, during the painful [re]conception, birth and afterbirth; i.e., the fact that it wasn’t all bad, just messy and intense: the sex was good, and Jadis was funny [all qualities I took and put in my book to spite them, but also to love their better half that eventually gave into greed and pride]! God they made me laugh and cum like mad! But they also terrified me and couldn’t control themselves/gave us both more than we agreed to; re: we had a contract, one they didn’t follow while dragging me through a portal into their idea of Hell as they envisioned it—where they were master/victim and I their unwilling slave/abuser! What I say is the truth, insofar as the historical events are concerned, but it nonetheless revives in/mixes with Gothic poetics’ shadows and lies; e.g., Jadis wasn’t a black knight, as much as I wanted them to be. Instead, the truth of them was far more banal:

Jadis was always a person at war with themselves/ruled by their past. In short, they were kinder when they were poor/only began to change once their father died and they inherited a small fortune/dividends [extra emphasis on “small,” but it was enough to immediately change our lives during Covid: to get a new car and home at the drop of a hat and still be able to live comfortably for the rest of our lives]. Faced with that, Jadis’ desires for assimilation and dominion over a partner they could control [“the devil you know” and all that] began to surface—i.e., they had an empty room they could build whatever they wanted inside; instead of making a world together with me, they chose to push me out and orchestrate their ex, Tim, moving in with us [which originally was my idea, but one Jadis gently encouraged by constantly prodding me to mend fences with a former victim they presented as having abused Jadis first; i.e., Jadis was always the only victim].

Due to visual similarities unfolding mid-relationship, though, rape is always a matter of context under dialectical-material scrutiny. Jadis’ and my courtship, being like many others were and are, started through sex [source: “Showing Jadis’ Face while Doubling Them”]. 

Trauma lives in the body and victims of abuse often have damage that leads other victims of abuse towards them. It’s how the master/slave dynamic classically operates and one, under capital, that has become romanticized by people of varying privilege and oppression hugging the alien as sold to them.

To it, victims of capital can either become cops or criminals, the distinction seldom neat or clean. Furthermore, such abuses [and behaviors tied to said abuses] are alien to those outside their regular spheres, which popular media [and consumers of said media] romanticize in turn: the myth of the “chosen” spouse conveniently omitting how marriage classically never was a choice i.e., for women, whose choices we make under present circumstances being informed by a lack of agency and bad decisions: made while trying to meet other good workers capital has divided from us; re: I met Jadis during Covid/as I was coming out of the closet after my ex, Zeuhl, left me for their own secret husband, in England:

[models: Persephone van der Waard and Zeuhl; source: “Non-Magical Detectives”]

But also, such things echo in shadowy likeness that, like dolls, exist as half-real, between stories and real-life as relating cryptomimetically back and forth, mid-haunting: 

The Gothic castle, then, serves as a kind of dollhouse unto itself—a playful means of aesthetically expressing the organic and circuitous relationship between all of these things. It does so in a relatable, easy-to-comprehend form; i.e., that children might communicate when talking about their own lived abuse: the undead home as alien, barbaric, and prison-like, but also demonic in doll-like forms that express/rarefy torture and unequal, harmful power exchange: Lovecraft’s “horror in clay” from “Call of Cthulhu.”

To that, the monster in The Night House is proceeded by a doll-like abstraction to the husband’s crimes hidden inside-outside himself as abjecting BDSM. It isn’t overtly undead, then, but still has an undead function when played with: a ludo-Gothic, BDSM-style negotiation of the heroine’s personal trauma as made into things that are essentially dolls. These would interact with my own dolls in a meta sense—but also my abuser abusing me with dolls—that informed my scholarship about dolls as forever a work-in-progress vis-à-vis historical materialism; i.e., as a dialectical-material process, one predicated on rape as a matter of profit expressed through dolls for or against the state on different registers. I want to explore that for the rest of the Night House close-reading.

With any and all BDSM, there’s the fantasy and the reality. Sex workers work between them as half-real, which is where the Gothic comes in; re: the rememory of personal trauma through dolls during ludo-Gothic BDSM as undead. There will be demons and power abuse, of course, but our focus is still trauma when looking at The Night House. To that, the problem with any contract is you ultimately have to rely on the dominant holding themselves accountable when things aren’t materially equal or socially transparent. No contract is perfect. As Jadis shows us, people lie, exploiting their positions to police others to feel in control at someone else’s expense, forcing them to be the doll by exploiting their desire to play with the idea of rememory at all. The same goes for the characters in The Night House; i.e., as things to relate to and learn from when dealing with abusers seeking to dominate a given rape play by bullying its execution in search of total permanent control.

Of course, hindsight isn’t foresight, but it can change history as something we make ourselves when confronting trauma in socio-material ways. Trauma lives in the body but also around it—in the chronotope, the family space—as divided, disintegrating and regenerating through rememory and decay as part of the same imbricating loop. In turn, the Gothic is written in liminality and grey area, oscillating between the world of the living and the land of the dead, the big and the small, the genuine and the fake, good faith and bad, etc; i.e., the past and the present as one in the same, which The Night House demonstrates quietly but exceptionally well through its spatio-temporal elements: the castle as—like with Alien—remains told between the space of one doubled by the other as a dark twin [source: “One Foot out the Door”].

[artists: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard; source: “Healing from Rape“]

Over the years, I’ve written about rape as a survivor would—both to understand its occurrence regarding myself, and to instruct its historical-material replication and subversion in a dialectical-material way. The trick to having the whore’s revenge against capital, then, is relating to each other through our asymmetrical trauma finding common ground during ludo-Gothic BDSM/calculated risk [re: Cuwu and I both rape victims who connected through our trauma, above].

Let’s not stand on ceremony to mince words, here: we victims are not drawn to trauma because we want to be raped; we want to heal from it, and that only happens by facing your fears in ways we can control that aren’t toxic—i.e., by chasing Medusa’s ghost [of the counterfeit] and playing with it to learn from the past-in-counterfeit-small. As such, there’s a learning curve to Gothic—one loaded with ghosts of older abusers who not only look like their former selves, but us, too—mirrored in canon’s alien media darlings, during criminal hauntology! Phenomenology is the maze we’re ultimately navigating through criminogenesis; i.e., to subvert inside itself, thus break the curse; re: by camping paradoxically it through holistic study during the cryptonymy process taking such things—sex, drugs, and rock ‘n roll—back. Ambiguity isn’t something to omit, but embrace while showing what is alien to many the monsters we lived with; i.e., as monsters, ourselves; re: society as conditioned to blame the whore, whose revenge against profit happens by speaking out. See what gives us poor over our enemies—our survival in ways the state’s useful idiots are ignorant towards, save through canon as something that makes them weak, apathetic and stupid [so-called “pawns on the board”]! We thrive where they can scare imagine!)

For example, Ted Bundy’s paradoxical sex criminal hero worship comes, in part, from society’s overblown treatment of (white, cis-het) men like him as celebrities—famous faces that move merchandise, be it movies, videogames, or trading cards; crimino-hauntological forms seen in the slasher subgenre; and the outer margins of Gothic retro-future like the Alien franchise (e.g., David the Android [re: exhibit 51a, “Making Demons“] as the outwardly attractive killer of women, from a second wave feminist point of view) or The Terminator as the killer of a white female savior. The worship itself often comes from those historically treated as victims, but also the submissive recipients and givers of prescribed love in popular stories: white women as fascinated with romanticized, ideal form of the white man as rapist (which they project onto state abusers like the T-1000, but also state victims that cops attack, which subjugated Amazons (and other monstrous-feminine) attack during mirror syndrome; re: “Escaping Jadis“); re: “death” makes the sex better through police action tokenizing activism with scapegoat narratives (which T2 is, displacing Silicon Valley’s crimes onto “Skynet”; re: “Healing from Rape“).

Per Radcliffe, rape and police abuse is a potent aphrodisiac (re: “Radcliffe’s Refrain“), hence where shadows are both invented and power is found by demasking such fiends; i.e., what canonical Gothic uses to hint at police abuse, only to tokenize us through the same gaslight (with discrediting victims as “hysterical” because of their abuse being one of the oldest tricks in the book). In seeing his case publicized all over mass media, Bundy’s female admirers (re: Kloepfer among others) would have known the kind of power he represented through society at large—the unequal, coercively masculine kind. Bundy’s trial resonated most strongly with those already conditioned to receive violence from male authority figures, coming to Bundy’s defense as part of an implied social contract: the one between abusive, domineering men controlling victimized, susceptible women who—through the usual pyramid-tier abuse structures—tokenize just as often; re: Jadis was GNC, but identified publicly as a woman who, in turn, raped me as a trans woman. Kill capital’s darlings lest they kill us! Consume vampires/werewolves (and other metaphors for toxic love) to learn from them, opening your minds versus closing them!

By normalizing the master/slave dichotomy as something to sell, American society would have denied men and women the opportunity and information needed to pursue healthier alternatives (furries and other kinds of monster-fucker xenophilia, in Volume Two; or sex-positive BDSM through dark mommy doms, exhibit 102b). Exacted upon familiar proxies or codified scapegoats, these stereotypical interactions actually highlight the disjointed, messy fears of a middle class incensed by various control factors: the mythical killer in their midst, or a convenient scapegoat to pin those fears on. Both reify the socio-material treatment of various marginalized groups present within the “lived experience” of popular horror stories: the true crime circuit.

Biased towards cis-het, white people, true crime compels heteronormative relationships between men and women to be overshadowed by canonical slayers of either (e.g., Charlotte Dacre’s amoral “destroyer” of the household, Count Ardolf, representing male homewreckers in the 18th century’s “15th century”). White, cis-het men protect white, cis-het women, which popular stories valorize and infantilize respectively through relative privilege. Portrayed as perpetual victims, women exist in stories that disempower them in hauntological ways; the Gothic heroine as someone to blame for her own mistreatment by exceptionally evil men, who goes on to be weaponized by the status quo (e.g., Victoria as conditioned by Ardolf to attack weak femininity in Zofloya, exhibit 100b2).

Though similar abuse happens to anyone who isn’t normal—isn’t white, straight, male and Christian—white, cis-het women have just that: white, cis-het privilege. This protects them from the additional prejudices levied against gay men, people of color, trans people, immigrants, Jews, etc; and their various, domestic intersections. It also weaponizes them against so-called forms of sex-positive sodomy or “free love,” blaming out-groups for the failings of heteronormativity and marriage by attacking them instead of the institution as forcing women to marry abusers or otherwise be exposed to their harmful games (we’ll examine various examples in Chapters Three and Four when we look at weird canonical nerds and TERFs).

(source: Santa Cruz Diversity Center’s “Black History Is Queer History, And Queer History Is Black History”)

Despite how the status quo disempowers white women compared to white men, it still values white women more than men, women or non-binary people from increasingly marginalized groups. White media historically objectifies these groups, treating them as disposable symbols of white fear, including the fears of white women. Canon links gay men to disease like the AIDS crisis; black men, to rape and violence; immigrants, to labor theft and increased crime; etc. Killers and victims from these groups frequently become one in the same—especially if a crime involves someone wealthy and/or white. For example, if queer victims are killed by someone white and straight versus someone white and gay or someone black of either orientation, the general emotions invoked from white audiences will be neglect, disgust or hatred towards the marginalized side.

True crime illustrates preferential treatment at a socio-material level. The more Bundy abused white women, the more their value went up as precious objects in the eyes of a white public; they weren’t likened to the killer as Dahmer’s victims were (or Albert Fish[2], who primarily ate children after living abroad in China during a famine). Dahmer primarily killed homosexual black men. Immortalized for his heinous crimes, fans of true crime often overlook the socio-political reasons behind Dahmer’s “success”: racial and sexual prejudices exploited by Dahmer to help him kill as many people as possible. He—like Bundy and Dracula—were just more whores (re: demon lovers) to pimp, or pimps to further the whoring of the usual monstrous-feminine parties through said toxic, oft-tokenized demon love (re: Amazons) lacking irony or direct, active educational value of any kind (which we must camp to learn from) while the women ape the men to rape nature as usual; i.e., in Plato’s cave as wrought with shadows (re: “The World Is a Vampire“).

It bears repeating that those people were already victims of systemic discrimination, itself part of a longstanding commercial process: a continuous pipeline of serial killers and victims geared towards already-terrified white women. Made to scare them further, criminal hauntology treats white women as the liminal subject, growing self-absorbed from examining a violent, reimagined past until they become deathly afraid of anything that isn’t “their” idea of the self; they grow apathetic, if not downright hostile towards queer persons, people of color, and other minorities, but especially these groups attempts at revolutionary xenophilia. “Can’t have those under us voicing their own oppression; that wouldn’t be right!”

Alongside Bundy’s preferential treatment as a serial killer rockstar, Dahmer’s depravity and longevity postmortem demonstrate how popular media focuses on the bigoted, oft-racialized, demonic qualities of male killers targeting straight white women. It celebrates white killers for their “lady-killer” looks and abilities; fears black men for their violent, rapacious natures; and ogles gay men for their depraved sexualities, etc. However, although American canon commonly celebrates sexual violence through an assortment of abusers/victims that privileges white female victims, it also traps white women inside a spotlight. In the mind’s eye of a sexist, they endure heavy scrutiny by sanctimonious onlookers determined to “protect” them, even from themselves.

This includes not just men scolding women, but women self-policing activism should they dare speak out against their (often white, cis-het) male abusers: their boyfriends, fathers, husbands, employers, etc. Time and time again, everything assembles into a fatal portrait, one where women’s role inside a hauntological past becomes coercively “great” (fascist). The smiles are numerous—some might even be genuine; they’re still part of a Patriarchal circus that treats cis women like sex objects (say nothing of queer people):

(artist: Frank Frazetta)

The portrait is fatal because obedience to Capitalism only guarantees abuse. American society loves to blame victims, especially when “they’re asking for it.” This includes white women putting on a show. Dialectically they aren’t being openly sexual to debase themselves and invite criticism; they’re trying to survive inside a system that historically controls every material aspect of their lives: “Smile more; show some skin; be nice.”

Similar to segregation, female submission only guarantees subjugation, not safety from male authorities post-assimilation. Women will always be outsiders to men to preserve the status quo. By sexually objectifying women and forcing them into sex work, the system reliably leads to worker abuse; worker abuse leads to societal blame towards workers by workers, ignoring the system as the obvious root cause. This goes beyond the killers themselves, involving the complex social interactions that happen before, during and after highly publicized trials that fuel the public’s imagination (and their copies, and copies of those copies; maybe throw in an actual vampire for flavor).

Worker abuse also varies tremendously depending on one’s race and class. Bundy’s trial was the first to be publicized on live national television for its entirety. Had his victims been black, conservative media would have profiled them as masculine, hard-working and sexually aggressive. Because the women were white, the media presented them as

  • unemployed, forgetting that women’s work often goes unpaid—sex, marriage, childbirth and housework
  • infantile deviants, emphasizing their youthful attractiveness as corrupted, misled
  • mentally ill, focusing on their misguided lust for a bonafide slayer of white women

Despite how common sexism dismissed these women as shameless, nutty layabouts, a closer, empathic look can humanize them: While some were undoubtedly horny for Bundy and manipulated by him, there’s also the system itself to critique.

Furthermore, by showcasing atypical docility and submissiveness towards a perceived superman, these girls would have been advertising these qualities to more average American men tuning in. However, some were arguably suing for personal agency by using the prison system to guarantee their safety from Bundy. Argues Kristin Canning in “Why So Many Women Were Obsessed With Ted Bundy” (2019):

Hybristophilia is one of countless paraphilias, or abnormal and/or extreme sexual desires. “Basically, it’s a sexual attraction to someone who’s committed some sort of outrageous and extraordinary crime,: says Jeffrey Ian Ross, PhD, criminologist and professor at the University of Baltimore. Think: mass murderers, sexual murderers, and cult leaders. […] While hybristophilia is technically a sexual attraction, what’s behind it isn’t necessarily sexual in nature (like, thoughts of having sex with someone violent like a serial killer). The sexual attraction is brought on by other characteristics the criminal might have and/or components of their life that make them appealing partners, says Schlesinger.

“Criminals can make the ‘perfect’ boyfriend in a way,” says [Louis] Schlesinger. “These women know where their boyfriend is at all times, and they only have to share positive encounters with him.” Weirdly, it’s a controllable and “safe” relationship option.

Think about it: Most of these women only see these men for occasional visits in their prison, during which, the man is on his best behavior, says Ross. If he’s not, she may never come back again. “They also don’t have to deal with any of the disappointments that can come up in day-to-day in relationships, like cleaning up after a boyfriend or getting annoyed by drug or alcohol use,” Ross notes (source).

These outlier motives and pathologies can also be gleaned intertextually. Just as parallel erotica sexualizes the Big Bad Wolf and Little Red Riding Hood, Renaissance thought codifies serial killers as lycanthropic. Something of a “werewolf” for these women to court, Bundy’s subsequent fandom intimates a patriarchal structure of sexist trauma. Despite high odds of pre-existing sexual abuse, playful courtship at the seat of power yields formerly abused women various forms of performative release. For Bundy’s women, they become incorrectly marketed as “Brides of Dracula” as past and perceived victims. Indeed, they achieved cathartic proximity with actual power as an intimate exhibit—one for all the world to see on national television. So common as to be cliché, the audience of the trial (then and now) can immediately recognize the juxtaposition in other forms of unequal, fetishized power, be they fairy tales, camp, or stock photos touching on the same alienation and fetishization, outside looking in:

(source)

So while hardly ideal—and certainly privileged relative to other, less fortunate groups—these troubled “brides” still attained something unusual: the relative power to engage with traditional avenues of sexist violence, but also heal[3] by finding control over their own bodies and relationships during the exchange. As victims of circumstance coping with daily abuse, none of this would even be necessary if not for the power centers that broadcast their own sovereignty through systems of control. By constantly appropriating popular symbols of sexual violence in media at large—which includes not just the singular event of a trial, but all aspects leading up to it as a mode of existence; i.e., a structure of toxic love—the elite rely on prescriptive canon to bake recursive, xenophobic bias into a popularized reactionary mindset they can weaponize against workers and xenophilic activists.

Now that we’ve outlined the xenophobic ideology of witch hunts, explored the economic relationship that drives its prejudices, and examined the outcome of those prejudices through examples of toxic love and criminal sexuality in popular “true crime” media, let’s examine one last concept before moving on: the ambivalence of Gothic hauntologies and how—while emancipatory variants allow future media to become potentially sex-positive in a counterculture sense—carceral defaults lead to the “bad play” of canonical torture and coercive, demonic BDSM transfusing harm through toxic wish fulfillment (the secret wish of conservative societies materially conditioned to reject positive sex and the social conditions, mentalities and materials that lead to it; but want it in coercive arrangements of these same factors: the medieval equivalent brought back to life in cliché, unironically carceral forms, like the handcuffs or torture dungeon, below).

Onto “Gothic Ambivalence: Canonical Torture in the Internet Age“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnote

[1] As I respond to Vera in the original interview:

Fun fact, but the original inspiration for Ursula from The Little Mermaid (1991) was Divine (source: Laura Zornosa’s “Once Upon a Time, Ursula Was a Drag Queen,” 2023); i.e., the “bury your gays” trope further combined with medieval theatre’s vice character tropes in 1960s and ’70s camp (e.g., Rocky Horror, 1975). Borrowed hauntologically from the imaginary performative past (as all Gothic is), all originate from a former time where only boys and men—but commonly homosexual men (e.g., Shakespeare)—were allowed to act onstage (most 20th century drag queens are historically cis-het, with terms like “trans” being formally introduced in 1965; re: “What Is Problematic Love?“). Furthermore, Horace Walpole—the father of the Gothic novel, hence mode—was arguably gay, as was Matthew Lewis (re: “Prey as Liberators“).

Beyond cis gay men as the go-to scapegoats of the medieval and neo-medieval periods, the fact remains that trans, non-binary and intersex people have existed alongside them; i.e., since the dawn of time. Yet the West has commonly demonized them through the abjection process, too; i.e., historically through homosexual men as the most legally visible of the bunch. This includes well before the term “homosexual” existed (e.g., sodomy accusations and prosecuting them in the 1700s, vis-à-vis Colin Broadmoor’s “Camping the Canon,” 2021), and well into capital, after “homosexual” existed and men outed as such were being prosecuted medically (re: from 1872 onwards, vis-à-vis Foucault’s A History of Sexuality, 1980): alongside other persecuted minorities, from Oscar Wilde onwards (re: the first public trial of homosexuality, “Making Marx Gay“); i.e., as capital and the bourgeoisie evolved to abuse such modular persecution language under new, increasingly diverse, flexible and inclusive models of intersectional exploitation (re: witch hunts, sodomy, Orientalism and blood libel, vis-à-vis my “Idle Hands” chapter, “Policing the Whore” and “A Vampire History Primer,” etc).

All in all, capital commodifies marginalized exploitation, effectively controlling opposition through the tokenized language of alienation; i.e., as only going up in its usage through a swelling profit motive under neoliberalism (a freeing of the market). We must expand in opposition to such bad-faith usage, camping what has become canon on the Aegis; e.g., Divine is fine, to my knowledge, but RuPaul is transphobic (source: Michael Cuby’s “These Trans and Cis Female Drag Queens Have Some WORDS for RuPaul,” 2018); re: “gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss” applying to any group assimilating inside the Man Box (see: Mark Greene); i.e., acting like a white straight man under the Protestant ethic, as many second wave feminists and drag queens (from the 1960s, ’70s and ’80s) have historically done into the present space and time (source).

Such things, from the 18th century into the 21st,remain gays to bury through different flavors and degrees of mistreatment within imbricating (and modular/arbitrary) persecution networks.

[2] The serial killer is romanced by white, cis-het women as a kind of aesthete/apex predator who only kills the rude. Hannibal Lecter or Dexter are, themselves, fetishized, queer-coded vigilantes that apologize for the system by killing deplorable cis-het white men (scapegoating them after the twist) or demasking a popular “bury your gays” twist: the meta comparison of the deranged cis-het crossdresser with the queer people of the times; e.g., Norman Bates from Psycho (1960) revealing a very old and annoying twist for queer people in criminal-hauntologies: the killer was a “fag” all along! These killings are problem because they aren’t attempts at fixing the system, but assigning scapegoats within it. The revenge is an arbitrary and palliative band-aid, but also a regressive assimilation fantasy: Clarice, a female cop, marries Hannibal in the end, essentially becoming yet another Bride of Dracula; i.e., she’s absconding with him because he’s an apex predator and stupid intelligent and wealthy. It’s very shallow and entitled white-woman readership behavior.

[3] The need to heal exists among groups who are more likely to be abused and ignored under the status quo, leading to various self-abuse fantasies including captivity and rape fantasies. While this can be for people have actually been abused, it also includes those who are made to feel like they might be abused when sensing canonical/appropriative peril.

Book Sample: “Which Witch?” and “Ruling through Fear”

This blog post is part of “All the World,” a sixth promotion originally inspired by the three I did in 2024 with Harmony Corrupted and Romantic Rose: “Brace for Impact,” “Searching for Secrets” and “Deal with the Devil” (2024), as well as “Make It Real” for Volume One and “The Total Codex” for Volume Zero. Those promotions sought to promote and provide their respective volume’s individual pieces for easy public viewing in single-post form; re: for the Poetry ModuleUndead Module and Demon Module, followed by my PhD and manifesto. “All the World,” by comparison, caps off my book series with a promotion for Volume Three; re: my Praxis Volume. As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

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“Which Witch?”—”What is a Witch?” part one: An Example of Proletarian Witches in The Last of Us (2023; also feat. Myth and Everquest)

The time has come for you, my friend

Your journey has come to an end

So hark the Devil’s angels sing

Or will they? No one knows

A destiny you can’t avoid

Your spirit slips into the void

Then sucked away without a trace

Into the great unknown (source).

—Mandy Martillo; “Beyond the Bells,” on Satan’s Hallow’s Satan’s Hallow (2015)

Picking up where “Chapter Two: Sex Coercion (opening and ‘Witch Cops and Victims’)” left off…

As we saw in Volume Two, hauntological discourse and fascism under capital evolved into itself over time, leading to creation of many different witches to conduct state violence with or towards. Whether hunters or hunted, the status “witch” clearly comes in many forms. We’re going to look at the warring iterations that result from oppositional praxis throughout the remainder of this chapter and the rest of Sex Positivity (with part two of “What is a Witch?” being in Chapter Five). However, in this particular chapter section, I want to invite the viewer to look beyond the heteronormative lens at a particular kind of proletarian witch: the bear (queer code for a fuzzy gay man).

We’ve examined 2023’s The Last of Us in Volume Two (re: “Cryptomimesis“); i.e., hinting at Mother Nature’s revenge through xenomorphic stand-ins—the essence-seeking mushroom men (whose “clicking” echolocation has a bat-like, vampiric quality to it that harkens back to Matteson’s zombie-vampires from I Am Legend, 1954)! Now I want to examine a pleasant-but-welcome surprise: two witches—but specifically two gay men named Bill and Frank—as buried, mid-apocalypse, but alive and together (aw)! We fags are classically hunted by the state, and these two bears—our gay Romeo and Juliet—don’t tokenize (one Cartesian metaphor for the dualism of the mushroom being disease and AIDS, but also a refusal to radicalize, which we won’t comment on, here). Bears or not, does capital classically trot us fags out and torture us for straight folk. A lesson remains all the same, written on the walls in the likeness of gore as suitable transformative: the roots of trauma.

Note: This close-read is quite short, and jumps to other media besides The Last of Us.; re: Everquest and Myth. For more emphasis pointedly on zombie apocalypses and their history/poetic application, refer to “Bad Dreams.” —Perse, 5/2/2025

Frank is a survivalist; his “pet bear” and eventual life partner is Bill, who he captures in one of his traps. Both love music and art, but inside Frank’s little compound, Bill is the one who plays dress-up, decorating the empty streets and boutiques with fresh life. In short, Bill teaches Frank to be less of a xenophobe isolationist and more openly gay/xenophilic. And Frank, to his credit, protects Bill and looks after him, too. It’s incredibly sweet, but also cliché: Both gays die at the end, dead and buried as go-to targets of Capitalism and its enforcers. The xenophilia is overshadowed by terminal prejudice the victims internalize and execute.

The Last of Us illustrates the witch hunt as canonized in American canon: the retro-future of pre-colonialism, a smash-and-grab regression backwards into the future that exploits workers through their survival mechanisms. By trying to survive, Capitalism is the survival mechanism gone haywire, a state of exception that turns everyone into zombie-vampire pirates (the original word for pirate being privateer) according to the uniform as something that becomes a part of someone’s identify in a way they can’t simply “take off”: e.g., Darth Vader’s cybernetic suit or the swastika forehead scars from Inglorious Basterds. To that, Capitalist Realism pulls away pulls away the mechanisms of the state and uses fear and dogma to pointedly make everyone and install raiders at the highest orders of power that still stand. Frank saw this in the real world, thinking Nazis were everywhere before the Imperial Boomerang came back around, the grim reapers appearing more openly during Capitalism-in-crisis; he’d already put up his fences and traps, scared to let anyone in (with his catching off the disarmingly sweet Bill being a metaphor for letting the right one in, past one’s defenses), making his story ultimately one about growth as gay in the presence of state death: he comes out and dies out on his own terms during said crisis as beyond his control.

In our world, the symptom has become the product. When Max Brooks write a book like World War Z (2006), neoliberals cash in with Brad Pitt to make people respond predictably to prophesied war (they’ve had centuries of practice to draw upon, war being a historical-material byproduct they can frame as not of this earth); fascists live for this shit, cannot wait to become the fearsome death dealer. In either case, the manufactured apocalypse of canonical praxis is pure emotional/Gothic manipulation. It becomes the end of emancipatory imagination beyond its own stupid rules, a mind prison where there is nothing beyond the state and its undead enforcers and victims. Within this phenomenological boneyard, Hogle’s vanishing point hoards a presence not quite there that is, on some level, intimated by the oppositional praxis (and its monsters, perils, lairs/parallel space and phobias) on display. It’s also felt by the disillusioned who, in their own fortresses, are at least somewhat on the mark: Frank.

I say “somewhat” because Frank “hates the world” and his diegetic conspiracies simultaneously validate those outside of the text who unironically scream “Don’t tread on me!” as they wave the Gadsden flag (which he has inside his gun bunker). Simply put, the Gadsden flag is a big red flag. It’s American canon that symbolizes historically dangerous groups and ideologies like right-libertarianism and classical liberalism; it champions abused ideas that dogwhistle to fascists—with terms like “small government” or distrust for or defiance against authorities and government period, which are things Hitler exploited in his own false revolutions against those in power and things those in power employ in they own canon. Indeed, the Gadsden flag is co-opted for right-wing populism or far-right ideology on par with the very cryptofascists that Frank and Bill fight about: “The Nazis weren’t in power back then—well, they are now, but—!”

In this sense, Bill is both right and wrong. The elite were in power, distinguished largely from the Nazis by their material conditions, not their ability to lie, cheat, murder and steal. For them, the Nazis are the scapegoat, the proverbial assassin’s blade they can distance themselves from but put into motion. Or as Tyrion Lannister once put, “What sort of fool arms an assassin with his own blade?” The Nazis, that’s who. They are dumbasses who deck their dirks with pirate skulls and other stupid shit; the neoliberal is the Greater Good, disguising theirs behind the Nazis, the American flag and various other cryptonyms. Fascism is bred in American to defend American as the elite’s fortress, their home base.

As the neoliberal sells war as default, they naturalize it as righteous and populated conspicuously by fascists as stubbornly diehard. For the neoliberal, the end of the world becomes a call-to-war that invokes the new dark age as a constant threat of collapse—of total, unadulterated bedlam; for the fascist, they’re tired of being the elite’s garbage boy and dream of replacing them at the top, no matter how fallen these institutions are: the kings of the open graveyard, standing on the neoliberals midden of disguised, canonized corpse fields (what Queen called “The Princes of the Universe” [1986]: “We’ve come to be the rulers of you all!”). As these fields and their zombie monarchs awaken, they become fresh killing fields; those inside the seemingly benign colonized spheres find themselves besieged by those they hate and fear—themselves, turned into abject monsters and raiders under this “new” world order who “want it all, want it now!” (also Queen, 1989).

(exhibit 84a2: Top: war pastiche exhibits of the hauntological past, all directly from Myth: the Fallen Lords [source: Myth Journals] except for the middle-left picture of the mighty warrior-wizard, Rabican [artist: Fabio Di Castro]. Bottom: art of my alter-ego Revana, including an old illustration redone for the cover and one done for Christmas last year.

The game is a curious fossil—reassembled from the low-res CDs images of a pre-Halo, less-privatized Bungie, whose LOTR-meets-Lovecraft-meets-He-Man-and the-Masters of-the-Universe has sexist, “idiot hero” vibes on par with Ash from Evil Dead chopping off the hag’s head with his chainsaw—with Rabican doing the same to Shiver, Bungie’s proverbial hag [fun fact: my alter-ego/persona, Revana, actually comes from a misspelling of Shiver’s original name, Ravana [Mythipedia]. Doing so was my gradual, increasingly trans attempt to reclaim her from Bungie’s Raimi-esque treatment of the character—i.e., “Honey, you got real ugly!” I wanted to, in a gradual, liminal-trans sense, the gender-troubling proposition, “imagine Conan with a pussy,” slowly reclaiming the heteronormative language from its sexist histories in my own praxis; I also draw her as having optional genitals and breasts]. The fun with Myth lies in the Promethean overtones of the chronotopic power exchange and hereditary rites, which ultimately return to the Imperium and the “watering” of the altar of the status quo with fresh manly blood. My twin and I both loved this game. In particular, we had grown up on Braveheart, 1995, which clearly inspired the game’s mythical berserks—to such a degree that my own video demos of the game have titles of me overcoming the Greater Evils of the Dark with only one sole surviving member of my own war party.

As a teenage girl in the closet, I pointedly called this short-lived video series “Braveheart”; even if teenage me didn’t fully understand why Shiver was bad or had to be killed, I still valued the heroic, glorious sacrifice of my soldiers as an extension of me. Eventually I took the fantasy language of the ’90s—looted from games like Myth; Diablo 1, 1996; and Everquest, 1999—and spent the rest of my life transmuting them in xenophilic ways; i.e., among the usual racialized language Tolkien populated evolving into future variations, like barbarians, haunting Rome’s perceived fall into future campaigns to buttress the gates:

[source: Fandom]

Also, side note: Everquest was one of the first MMORPGs that, while online, was released in the dial-up era, thus heavily reliant on keyboard typing and socializing in ways where players had to congregate and organizing in large, open, forum-like spaces and town squares; i.e., “chatroom MMOs.” It was surprisingly educational in ways that videogames of today in the AAA industry aren’t really recognized for. Instead, later games become far more cherished by corporations, who turned players into data/commodities through enforced live-service/FOMO models with subscriptions and microtransactions that serve only to milk players of their money beyond what the product’s gameplay can be reasonably expected to last. It has become entirely exploitative in this day and age, but also portable; i.e., mobile/phone games.)

(exhibit 84b: Artist: Keith Parkinson. Fantasy tropes in older videogames tended to be heteronormative, especially in D&D [whose portrayal in Stranger Things, season 4, basically told the Satanic Panic narrative from the POV of privileged white, cis-het boys—and token characters—feeling oppressed for being associated with Satan by conservative groups]. D&D wasn’t merely the precursor to ’90s fantasy videogames; it was the palimpsest, offering both the rule set [dice rolls] and aesthetic that was often incredibly heteronormative, thus Male Gaze. As I write in “Borrowed Robes”:

Characters, though especially their clothes, ostensibly appeal to player optics—how they want to be seen. Traditional female characters have little to do with female desires in this regard. Instead, these characters are “visual treats” for a male player-audience to enjoy. This logic applies to female game events more generally. The more substantial an event or character is, the more sexualized they tend to be (see: the “best” ending for Strife, when Blackbird, a female operative, is offered to the male hero as a sexual reward).

The problem is, female players have to exist in the same gameworld. Their own desires are either ignored, or inaccurately portrayed. Either through her own avatar or the NPCs she encounters (see: the Dagger witch covens), a female player is forced to see how men want her to appear. This goes beyond escaping the traditional, passive roles like the damsel-in-distress. Female heroes are invariably sexualized no matter the type. The women who play them must put on the girdle, or see other women fetishized for men. Any sense of autonomy is bridled [source].

Indeed, games like Elder Scrolls II: Daggerfall [1996] were very sexualized for the period, allowing players to entirely disrobe to reveal their bare, naked bodies, but largely for white, cis-het boys and men fetishizing women. Even so, this eroticizing of anthropomorphic/stigma characters like Argonians or Khajit [xenophobic furries] melded into paganized xenophobia; i.e., a fear-fascination with witches [and crosses between these ideations]. Ideally this xenophobia can be subverted into xenophilia, transmuting the sexualized elements in ways that lead to adoration for the oppressed groups.

For example, I used to play Elder Scrolls III: Skyrim [2009] for years, modding the game tirelessly [a practice whose parent company, Bethesda, made nearly impossible through the efficient-profit, cost-cutting practices of using outdated softwares, while also relying on players to “patch” their games for them—a service they would undermine with every single developer patch they released]. I went so far as to make “Nick’s Skyrim Improvement Guide” in 2012, featuring a list of cosmetic/gameplay improvements:

Greetings, fellow Skyrim users! I made this guide with the intention of educating people who like to use mods; in other words, it isn’t in any shape or form a guide on how to make mods. Before I begin, I just wanted to say thanks to all of the people, the creators of these mods, software, and guides. Skyrim is a much better game for me thanks to you! : )

Disclaimer: I am not a modder — i.e., someone that creates mods. I merely use them. I have spent many sleepless nights trying to get this damn game to work correctly with all of the mods on this list. Now that I finally have, I present to you a list of all the mods that I use (and a few handy tips) to deliver to you a version of Skyrim I consider to be far superior to the original, vanilla one.

Again, this is simply the way I play Skyrim. I downloaded all the mods in this guide off of the Nexus and recommend that you do the same. These people work hard on these, so make sure you respect their wishes. Don’t be shy about dropping by and endorsing their hard work! This includes my guide. If you like it, endorse it [source: Nexus Mods, “Nick’s Skyrim Improvement Guide NSFW Version“]. 

Apart from the guide, I also made various early YouTube videos promoting the guide, which are still up on my old channel; e.g., Nicholas van der Waard’s “Nick’s Skyrim Improvement Guide: Enhanced Character Edit,” 2013. The idea of modding the game was partly gameplay-oriented, but just as focused on an honest interest in sexuality and gender expression. I loved playing beautiful characters with strong, curvy bodies, generous endowments and scanty clothing—i.e., a very ’70s-’80s Amazonian swords-and-sorcery fantasy revival, but sex-positive in its inclusion and celebration of the go-to “furry” races as fully nude [versus ascribing “nudity” on the surface of clothing in the Gothic tradition; re: Sedgwick] alongside Amazons and witches practicing nudism without fear of punishment. By taking the shame out of the equation of sex as “profane,” xenophiles address how canonical monster sex is nevertheless sold to the universal clientele as a kind of profitable “forbidden fruit” the elite could [and can] exploit into the present. Said exploitation occupies the same place liberation does, and they use the same language in duality.

My xenophilic approach subverting such canon includes sexualizing orcs in ways that made me feel pretty and strong; e.g., having curves, muscle and on-point makeup. I loved to play dress up, putting on different outfits and makeup before venturing forth to kill some bandits while listening to the OST from Goldenaxe [1989] or Annihilator songs; I also enjoyed the ability—much like Second Life [2003]—to be able to disable the HUD [heads-up display] and manipulate the camera however I wanted. Like sex work in general, this was useful for photography as a larger, holistic process—one that involved models, sets, and costumes, but also nature something to simulate and inhabit through one’s avatar as “photographed” through screencaps. To that, nothing was more satisfying that getting the perfect body angle, lighting and outfit; it became an artform divorced from the core gameplay experience, devoted solely to sex-positive expression.)

This anthropocentric nightmare is at once an appeal to isolation and simultaneously a call to war to bring them out of the woodwork. It’s Peter Pan syndrome, with a promise to reclaim “what’s rightfully theirs” (settler colonialism turned in on itself to defend the elite as Capitalism decays). The resultant wish fulfillment is liminal and complex: a tomboy’s wet dream, the modern man’s desire to be savage, the survivalist prepping for the literal zombie apocalypse. Any of them wants to put their skills to the test, to—in capitalist terms—feel useful in a privatized way. The conspiracy theories and conspiratorial, Quanon-level mercenaries come to the fore, the inmates running the asylum as the elite retreat and watch the world burn from their hiding spots (the greatest trick the elite ever pulled was to convince the world they were dead/didn’t exist). It’s all fear and dogma, an elaborate canonical misdirection that leads to yet-another-grim-harvest, a fetid “Thanksgiving” of unburied death and wanton destruction.

In short, the actual genocide is materialized, no longer a ghost of the counterfeit by waved in front of workers to scare them accordingly. Fear immigrants, free lunches and Communists! Kick your survival instincts into overdrive! Invoke the shooter’s fantasy and solve “your” problems! Meanwhile, all workers are made into witch cops (class traitors) or criminals, each exploited accordingly.

Capitalism makes you hungry and then exploits it. The problem with manufactured scarcity is it can backfire spectacularly. “Everything tastes good when you’re starving!” says Frank, babying his new pet with fresh lamb. Having someone to sit at his table, he feels love and slowly comes out of the closet. In this case, the touching part is how this isn’t “prison sex” at all. We have two ideal revolutionaries from different walks who are both a good fit for the other. It only took the end of the world to bring them together.

The sad truth is, for gay people and other witch targets under the state of exception, the end of the world is simply Tuesday. To borrow from Kyle Reese, they never see the war that brought about their present calamities. They grow up after it, are always in the ruins, “starving and hiding from HKs.” Kyle described these hunter-killers as patrol machines built in automated factories. Such a chain of consumption evokes the manufactured consent and military industrial complex of the early 20th century that has become what it presently is, in love with its own past self as canonical nostalgia: It kills everything but saves Americans for last, on a descending rung of preferential mistreatment.

(exhibit 85: Left, artist: Persephone van der Waard; right: screencaps from The Terminator. My drawing is the unknown female soldier from The Terminator. In the novelization, she’s called Corporal Ferro; in the movie, she was played by Linda Hamilton’s stunt double, Jean Malahni [which went uncredited; Facebook: Tech-Com: 2029 – A Terminator Game, 2020]. She was the soldier woman Kyle failed to save. After re-dreaming her death, Kyle dreams to live on and meet the legend; his dream comes true, with him living on to teach Sarah to fend for herself in the face of Capitalism run amok: her dream-like warrior from another time.

At first, Kyle barks “bad BDSM” at her [“Do what I say! Exactly! Don’t move unless I say, don’t make a sound unless I say! Do you understand? Do you understand?”], but eventually learns to be more gentle and open up about his feelings. He tells Sarah that he loves her like he never did with Ferro; Sarah, in turn, is able to be braver and stronger, “loving a lifetime’s worth” with someone special and standing up for herself in ways her own victimized roommate, Ginger, could not. Sarah escapes her immediate doom, but in the face of a bigger calamity finds something to live for and pass on: her son, who teaches Kyle “how to fight, how storm the wire of the camps and smash those metal mother fuckers into junk!”

I’ve made Ferro more motherly and sweet, but still sexy and strong in ways that stress her Communist role as a mascot/role model for organized revolt; she’s a parody of the canonical Amazon meant to cause gender trouble. My own gender-troubling legacy involves me playing around with gender and sexuality by illustrating liminal heroes/heroines in trans/sex-positive ways—to apply “imagining Conan with a pussy” [exhibit 112] to Kyle through Sarah as his female double: a postcolonialist, but still on the poster.)

Under this xenophobic pall, gay men are hunted and killed, forced to fight under reactive abuse when the raiders return. Stranger danger and worker exploitation becomes disguised as highway robbery in a displaced, dissociative American wasteland. Pro-state isolationists are pitted against Communists and other pro-labor enemies of the state, whose community defense is pitted against “defense” of the state’s fortress.

Under these fear-and-dogma circumstances, there is no woman to love. Instead, our two bears in the forest invoke a de-alienated form of homoeroticism; divorced from “prison sex,” they reunite with the very things that Capitalism alienates us from: each other, our labor, our bodies, our language, our sexuality and our bond with nature. They are buried for it, re: the homonormative “bury your gays” trope being the only way that many Americans can even think about homosexual men at all. However, they consciously die on their own terms, unbowed and proud and with each other. It’s a relatively long life spent between two partners who protect and love the other, then pass on their implements of protection to those they respect. O, Commie zombie bears! “Adieu! Adieu! thy plaintive anthem fades!”

Personally I’d like an ode to the queers that doesn’t automatically condemn us to death, but with such a confederacy against us, the truth must also be exposed in liminal ways. So why not both? “I’m no unicorn, no magical creature! I’m human and I love you!” said Amalthea; and Schmendrick, in an aside, replies, “There are no happy endings because nothing ends.” The idea is to rub off onto others, I think. Indeed, as my friend Mavis and I watched this show, they told me how they were made of sterner stuff and how their partners (the non-abusive ones) were generally “big softies.”

To it, meeting those who cried helped Mavis learn how to cry by loving and protecting in ways beyond the heteronormative order of things—to love and protect as Bill and Frank did, to connect with each other and help the world do the same. Mavis and I both wept watching this. There were no shameful tears for the dead; crying processes trauma and emotions, through which the Gothic imagination can be reclaimed—how people talk and create and think as something closer to the heart. No violent chauffeurs in service of false heroes, like Guts was to Griffith from Berserk (1996); no more lies, no more false consciousness. Or, as Sarah Conor put it, “If a machine can learn the value of human life, maybe we can, too” (minus the whole “salvage the nuclear family model” thing that Cameron really leaned into for T2—learn to cry, men!). That’s xenophilia with potentially the right amount of irony to aid in universal liberation (which Cameron abandoned; re: the Avatar franchise, exhibit 8b2, “Predators as Amazons“).

The opposite of that is criminogenic per dogma and economics leading to fear of the unknown; i.e., as something to fetishize and attack, which we’ll look at, next.

Ruling through Fear: Dogma and Economics

“Once, men turned their thinking over to machines in the hope that this would set them free. But that only permitted other men with machines to enslave them.”

—Reverend Mother (evil space nun written nun written by homophobic author[1]) Gaius Helen Mohiam, Dune

Now that we’ve outlined the underlying ideological structure of witch hunts and witch cops—and looked at something xenophilic as haunting those graveyards, in cop-like ways—let’s further investigate the fetishizing mentality they promote (under neoliberal Capitalism) through intersecting dogma and economics: a culture of fear and toxic love centered around the automatic criminalization of descriptive sexuality. So is neoliberalism an economic model built around fear through toxic love!

First, dogma. Prescriptive punishment relies on dogma made within relative institutional language (whose guilty pleasure per the Protestant ethic we’ll introduce here and examine more, in “Gothic Ambivalence”). Just as organized religion cryptonymically employs religious scripture to push descriptive sexuality into taboo spheres, secular canon uses secularized, bad-faith cryptonyms inside its own morality arguments. The hauntological consequence, in either case, is criminal sexuality. By publicly condemning sex-positive BDSM, kink and fetish as coercively romanticized, the elite force people to see, thus think, in black-and-white. This makes them easier to control, thus command in xenophobic language.

In material terms, toxic love and criminal sexuality arrest mainstream society’s cultural development and class character, preventing the activation and growth of sex-positive imagination through artist, art and consumer alike. Under these carceral conditions, sex-positivity cannot exist and mutual consent becomes a myth; BDSM, kink and fetishes become perverted, twisted by sexist canon whose carceral hauntology faithful consumers refuse to question. Instead, they regard its hidden (or not-so-hidden) atrocities with unironic fascination and fearful, repressed lust.

Kinky demon sex, for example, remains paradoxically common under purity culture. Rather than exorcize them, legions of the “forbidden” materialize as fearsome images of violent, coercive demonic sex. Automatically gendered and rapacious, they furtively illustrate patriarchal dominance through ubiquitous scenes of rape: masculine demons, visibly bigger and stronger than their female “victim,” punishing the wanton and disobedient for their transgressions against male power. The elite tolerate such hauntological perversions because they rob the submissive party of catharsis and rapture, but also xenophilic imagination.

The point, here, is not only does this promote female enslavement; it abolishes sex-positive variants that actually empower cis women (and other marginalized groups; re: nature as monstrous-feminine) through sex-positive demonic language. Sex-positive imagination—as a liberatory device—suitably becomes tokenized, hence anathema beyond its toxic doubles; i.e., papered over by generations of violent sexual threats turned into banal-yet-sacred media that pacified audiences dumbly consume: heteronormative canon as forever inside, and expressive towards, moral panic’s guilty pleasures and wish fulfillment. To it, the ghost of the counterfeit is still there, but it furthers the abjection process (thus profit motive); i.e., through the middle class as conditioned through liminal expression to serve the elite through a police mentality that is internalized through externalized symbols; e.g., demon sex and women unironically raped by demons (which becomes a guilty pleasure during mirror syndrome): “death” makes the sex better but also compels unironic dominion (re: dynastic primacy and hereditary rites, Bakhtin) and moral panic when consent is didactically absent from the lesson!

(exhibit 86a1: Artist: Cristóbal López. Baldrick notes the backwards-looking gaze of the fascinated domestic will always view the medieval period as a site of fear and harm. This tracks with ’80s moral panic as invoking a regressive demonology that promises actual rape of disobedient women, or the desecration of them through sodomy by queer demon lovers—i.e., Virgin/Whore syndrome as seemingly enacted by someone other than the patriarchal husband. In truth, queer men and women aren’t inclined to rape straight women, the woman’s husband is.)

Canonical demons lack empathetic context, offering a voyeurism of peril that promises unironic rape through, at best, a Radcliffean demonic lover. For example, any woman who refuses to have sex with her husband (or can’t bear children for one reason or another) finds herself surrounded by hyperbolic images of demonic torture and rape—not through mutually consensual enjoyment, but compulsory punishment for “failing” to reproduce (ignoring the fact that many people who give birth cannot conceive due to health complications). Reserved for those who threaten the status quo, its conspicuous-yet-veiled threats dispute their moral character as tied to their biology. Disobedience is an inability for women to serve what Capitalism expects of them.

As such, the accused must be fucking the devil, a prescriptively evil act; the devil cannot be good because that privilege belongs automatically to cis-het men (all quiet parts that speak over an ever-quieter part: Capitalism). As the sole agents of compelled good, white cis-het male privilege intersects with knee-jerk, self-righteous retribution—conducted not by the invented demon, but the inventor making displaced, cryptonymic threats towards the women they aim to control by scaring them in highly specific ways: “You’re a witch, a heretic, a problematic lover, a sodomite, a devil-worshipper, a xenophile; you practice the love that dare not speak its name!” (re: “Understanding Vampires“).

As purity culture dominates women (and people forced to identify as women) by surrounding them complicit ghostly cryptonyms—exclusively coercive demons and rituals of social-sexual violence—these hauntological implements become “guilty pleasures” secretly and hypocritically cherished by people with relative privilege. We’ll examine this phenomenon more in the “Gothic Ambivalence” section. For now, let’s continue investigating the material conditions responsible: the economic history that leads to sex-positive demons being criminalized, and how those policing them become more violent through prejudicial material advantage.

The point, here, is that coercive demonization controls thoughts by branding them as sinful under capital. In turn, canon fetishizes witch hunts through ostensibly secularized witch hunter language. I say “ostensibly” because organized religion was never abolished in America; it merely lies dormant to varying degrees (depending on where you live).

For example, American Puritanism, a Mayflower transplant and evil stowaway, offered numerous virtuous end-goals that continue to thrive in present-day America: sexual purity, the sanctity of marriage, and rigid, nostalgic gender roles. Carryovers from England, all were married by Reagan—a Hollywood professional during the 1950s—to neoliberalism, which, long after he died, continues to turn out “bad” ghosts and bad witches (the latter of which we’ll examine more in Chapter Four) that keep people stupidly afraid; i.e., revolutionarily unimaginative and passive, but obedient consumers who prefer the neoliberal ghost as “cool,” trustworthy. This is basically tantamount to a sort of imagined reversal: liking the weird old principal from The Monster Squad when he tells you that he actually likes monsters and ghosts, gleefully saying “I dig it, man!” while lamely giving you an awkward thumbs-up.

In the Protestant ethical tradition, Reagan was an openly Christian, neoliberal plutocrat who didn’t do that himself (nearly all American presidents have been Christians, specifically non-Catholic denominations; re: Sandstrom). However, he had many powerful corporate friends who did, making stories just like The Monster Squad (or stories that movie talked about) that framed hauntology as “totally rad” under a neoliberal consumer model. This model remained oddly mistrustful of outsiders that might contest its grander pacifying aim for universally ethical reasons (degrowth, in other words). Thanks to Reagan’s corporate know-how and religious theatrics, “virtue” became synonymous with economic prosperity (code for “elite hegemony”) communicated by heteronormative popular stories nevertheless fearful of, yet fascinated with monstrous-feminine love/sodomy (manufactured by corporations with lateral ties to the state).

Meanwhile, austerity politics and personal responsibility offered the elite an effective ideological tool for consolidating state power and wealth around dishonest corporate messaging with a Christian neighbor, not direct overseer. As Margaret Thatcher put it, “Economics are the method: the object is to change the soul.” True to form, their collective approach ushered in a return to tradition, setting its sights on theocratic state control by gradually replacing intelligent workers with obedient consumers. This process is reflected by a neoliberal shift at the state-political level, with American politician Bill Clinton mirroring Tony Blair just as Reagan and Thatcher bear their own similarities—socio-materially present in the widespread canonical attitudes accreting from their respective tenures, included horror stories as evocations of those times: when monsters were “totally cool” and no one was politically active!

In the meantime, carceral hauntology’s sexual caution and modesty became something to cherish and protect from all manner of alien forces, including emancipatory variants threatening the beyond. The emergence of a Christian executive with direct ties to the means of production (through his corporate buddies) allowed these cultural attitudes to materialize, thus be repeatedly exposed to American families using mass media/personal property as a proxy for state power. Cheap, popular stories became sex-coercive through carceral-complicit horror as financially incentivized; “think of the children!” became a regular, widespread appeal, generating waves of terror (a totalitarian tactic) that reliably led to moral panic en masse but also ad infinitum against xenophilic activists.

Enforced through neoliberal economics, a glut of cautionary, dogmatic romances helped dislocate and divorce descriptive sexuality from everyday experience. In turn, mass media promoted unvirtuous or immodest love (namely sex outside of marriage) as increasingly sinful or dangerous—something connected to society’s “moral decay” as attached to crime, but especially sensationalized, depraved crime. This includes

  • singular, fetishized acts of sexual violence (re: the knife strap-on from Se7en)
  • targeted assault occurring through complex abuse, which conditions victims through unequal, nonconsensual power exchange and abuse of unequal power over time—capture, torture and rape; but also grooming interactions, be they targeted or parasocial (Essence of Thought’s “Lily Orchard Sexted A 16 Year Old,” 2022).
  • performers of any of these things: sexual deviants, mass murderers, or serial killers, but also groups demonically scapegoated as such by canonical media and its reactionary defenders

These toxic variables mirror the real-life abuses committed by various self-proclaimed “defenders of (cis-white) women,” “protecting” them from various alien forces: those pesky queers. Taught by those at the top, fascists do not protect women like they insist; they uses their relative socio-material means to deprive them of their basic human rights and bodily autonomy. This make women terminally reliant on men, who then exploit, shame and deceive them through power abuse, sex-coercive language and bad-faith rhetoric Capitalism, as a structure, constantly downplays but encourages. In the process, the “defenders” covet, seek and hunt women—to transform them into ideal victims, while killing or alienating anything that might make this task more difficult (they also chase and fetishize queer people, a concept we’ll examine more in Chapter Three).

Clad in the outwardly holy attire or truthful personas of relative institutional language, sexist men like Matt Walsh amount to perfidious defenders. Not only do they abuse cis women (and those seen as lesser than cis women, which again, we’ll explore more in Chapters Three and Four) by lying to women and feminist proponents every chance they get (Jessie Gender’s “Debunking Matt Walsh’s ‘What is a Woman?’ 2022; timestamp: 2:52:55); they abject their hypocrisy onto various scapegoats already punished by a system of demonic, coercively fetishizing canon: “Evil is out there, and we must protect (white, cis-het) women’s purity from its malign influence.” Based on real life scenarios, fictional media foments conservative attitudes with a heightened confirmation bias—presenting crime as something to identify by sight. In this fashion, assigned punishers may root out and destroy essentialized targets with impunity. They literally can’t imagine anything else, nor realize how the elite-cultivated Superstructure has trapped them inside their own killer mindset.

Note: I go on to write about The Darkest Dungeon elsewhere in my book series; e.g., the Countess, in “The World Is a Vampire.” —Perse, 5/2/2025

To keep systemic abuse from being scrutinized, totalitarian rhetoric demands the existence of demons from elsewhere. Meanwhile, those in power downplay systemic violence by scapegoating mental illness (Some More News’ “Mental Health And Mass Shootings,” 2022; timestamp: 10:24). Women, for example, are gaslit by default, while powerful anti-Semitic men like Kayne West are given the benefit of the doubt. The fact remains that anyone, regardless of their state of mind, can be afflicted with such a code—one that enables them to become coercively sexual and brutally sadistic. In this manner, Adolf Eichmann (the architect of the Holocaust) was only outwardly banal. Hardly a neutral “desk murderer,” Eichmann’s fervent belief in the just slaughter of a natural enemy made his displacement and apathy thoroughly sadistic in non-consensual ways. Re (from the thesis): As Meghna Chakrabarti in

60 years later, the banality of evil has been so oft repeated, it’s been reduced to cliché. Just yesterday, a guest on this show used the phrase when trying to explain why so many Republican operatives quickly abandoned their principles in support of the authoritarian slide that led to the Capitol insurrection. So the banality of evil has become a comforting myth we tell ourselves.

Arendt’s idea that evil comes from a failure to think is a popular and powerful way to comprehend how anyone could willingly participate in the unthinkable. But in the case of Adolf Eichmann, we now know that Hannah Arendt was wrong. Because Eichmann said so himself. This is Adolf Eichmann, his actual voice, speaking in recordings made in Argentina in 1957, four years before he went on trial in Jerusalem. And in the recordings, he says, I regret nothing.

Every fiber in me resists that we did something wrong. I must tell you honestly, had we killed 10.3 million Jews, then I would be satisfied and say, good, we have exterminated an enemy … that is the truth. Why should I deny it?

Eichmann’s evil is not a failure to think. Eichmann’s evil is the product of deliberate thinking that made him proud to orchestrate a genocide. So it may be time for us to drop our belief in the banality of evil (source: “The Eichmann Tapes,” 2022).

Sexual coercion through xenophobic is fundamental to bourgeois hegemony. From a material standpoint, hegemony amounts to an ongoing relationship between consumers and media that men like Eichmann habitually exploit using hauntological, cryptonymic propaganda. Furtively appealing to the fears of the working class, such persons maintain the status quo through a larger structure, one whose material configurations of power control the Base as a means of limiting open, honestly xenophilic discussions about sexuality (and other taboo subjects).

Instead, the elite’s inherent dishonesty materializes through canonical media as a social construct: the fetishized witch hunt as something to endorse until the end of time. This relationship reflects widespread cultural attitudes that reliably lead to sexist abuse through the canonical depiction, and unironic enjoyment, of toxic love; as well as a ceaseless fascination with, and exploitation of, criminal sexuality through guilty pleasures, including serial killers, but also coercive BDSM, kinks and fetishization with a quasi-religious-but-still-deeply-spiritual flavor to experiencing them, and which can be acted out; i.e., through “Psychosexual Martyrdom“; e.g., the convulsionnaires of yesterday echoing future cryptomimesis chasing the ghost of the counterfeit for similar palliative-Numinous, rapturous effects during ludo-Gothic BDSM(re: “Healing through Rape“).

Now that we’ve explored the basic ideological structure that fetishizes hauntological scapegoats and witch hunters (monsters from the “past,” defenders of past “glory”), as well as dogma and economics’ canonical role in centralizing toxic love and criminalizing descriptive sexuality within this cryptonymic Superstructure, let’s move onto to the media cycle itself. Before we move onto the more demonically outlandish examples (succubae, vampires, etc), we’ll look into real-life and its apocryphal offshoots. In doing so, we’ll examine how true crime certifies criminal sexuality and toxic love as sensational-yet-“real” events begot from liminal scenarios during oppositional praxis: criminal hauntology.

Onto “Toxic Love and Criminal Sexuality in True Crime“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnote

[1] As a footnote from “They Hunger” reads:

With Frank Herbert, again, being a massive homophobe who abjects queerness onto a kind of Nazi vampire that’s somehow anti-Semitic (re: “Frank Herbert’s Dug-up Homophobia“); i.e., Nazis and Communists occupy the same theatrical shadow zone as BDSM and vampires, exploitation and liberation: the Harkonnens are basically a post-fascist regression to a cartoon, overly Freudian medieval. It’s tacky but par for the course, as far as the monomyth goes (which is heteronormative) [source].

Book Sample: Chapter Two: Sex Coercion (opening and “Witch Cops and Victims”)

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Chapter Two: Sex Coercion. “Under the Influence”—Sex Coercion under Zombie Capitalism, Including Bad Drugs and Voluntary Lobotomy 

Unholy dreams,

Demented schemes

Inside the mind

Can’t seem to find

The key (source).

—Mark Shelton; “Dementia,” on Manilla Road’s The Deluge (1986)

(model and artist: Harmony Corrupted and Persephone van der Waard)

Picking up where “Toxic Schlock Syndrome; or, an Early Stab at Cryptonymy” left off…

Capitalism is not your friend, nor the nation-state; nor are neoliberals, establishment politicians, members of the paramilitary (the “arms” of the law) or other canonical defenders of the status quo that consume and cherish copaganda.  The state is always in crisis. On one hand, the wreckage and media make in their wake makes you suspicious from various ambiguous markers of caution, trauma and danger tied to clichés that obscure real-world abuses resulting from complex, transgenerational issues that affect how people interact on a social-sexual level between oscillating dialectical-material forces: for or against Capitalism its allies. On the other, Capitalism makes others suspicious of you by turning you into zombies and witches (we’ll examine vampires and various hybrids in Chapter Four).

In this situation, it behooves one to think on their feet and be active and aware; but also to be on one’s toes when trauma and danger are near—their markers produced by neoliberals, but also from people you’ll normally encounter under Capitalism. Not supernatural undead beings as not-of-this-earth, but ordinary people who will burn your ass alive, rape you, or lock you up and throw away the key if they think you’re a witch who threatens the system (say nothing of bad-faith witches and counterfeits, which we’ll explore more deeply in Chapter Four). Such persons are made, and resisting them often involves disguising oneself or performing roles that are standardized. We’ll examine these standardized roles ironically performed at the end of the chapter and in Chapter Three; then look at revolutionary cryptonyms in Chapter Five. For now we’ll look at the persons you must be careful of and how they’re made more generally (looking at weird canonical nerds in Chapter Three before looking at genocide as a consequence of this etiology of hate in Chapter Four).

Like a bad drug or knife to the skull, Capitalism will fuck you up. A common carceral-hauntological side effect is an inability to imagine under Capitalism’s influence; a horror of this side effect is doing awful things while being unable to remember what, how or why. The etiology of this murderous torpor includes

  • taking “bad drugs” supplied by state-corporate heteronormative canon, whose stupefying playgrounds help the audience to forget the “hypernormal” cognitive dissonance that emerges (which, according to Adam CurtisHyperNormalization, was re: originally a term used to describe the “whiplash” feelings of Soviet citizens during the 1980s—faced with the terrifying onset of societal collapse despite Soviet national propaganda having adopted neoliberal shock therapy and insisting that things were fine)
  • being lobotomized (voluntarily or not) as a transgenerational curse that turns people into violent monsters—persons who not only think themselves immune, but want the zombification to continue through canonical praxis

This chapter uses Gothic Communism to articulate origins of canonical praxis, whose many, many symptoms—fascist monsters, purity phobias, stigmas, witch hunts and paradoxical homosociality (exhibit 82)—occur under Zombie-Vampire Capitalism’s Superstructure.

  • “Witch Cops and Victims: Fetishized Witch hunters and -Hunted in the Ever-growing Police State” (feat. Ion Fury, T2 and Reinhard Heydrich—included in this post): Introduces the idea of token minorities in Gothic language; i.e., witch cops operating in bad faith.
  • ‘Which Witch?’—’What is a Witch?’ part one: An Example of Proletarian Witches in The Last of Us(2023; also feat. Myth and Everquest): A close-read of the gay couple from 2023’s The Last of Us, considering the proletarian aspects to queer witches living under a decaying police state/zombie apocalypse (essentially a precursor to the “Bad Dreams” section from the Undead Module).
  • “Ruling through Fear: Dogma and Economics” (included with “Which Witch?”): Briefly introduces the neoliberal execution of the Protestant ethic; i.e., through fear and dogma as a socio-economic model, one canonically guided by guilty (demonic) pleasures and coercive wish fulfillment.
  • ‘Real Life’: Toxic Love and Criminal Sexuality in True Crime” (feat. Killing Stalking, Jeffery Dahmer and Ted Bundy): Considers toxic love, criminal hauntology and the demon lover (re: Ann Radcliffe); i.e., as worshipped through said hauntologies—specifically out of the 1970s and into neoliberalism’s endless tenure pimping such things on a 24-hour news cycle.
  • Gothic Ambivalence: Canonical Torture in the Internet Age; or the Wish Fulfillment of Guilty Pleasure, Bad Play and Sex-Coercive Demon BDSM” (feat. Hellraiser): Considers, despite the prevalence of demon BDSM in canon, its Gothic ambivalence; i.e., in ways that we can take and demonstrably play with: as demonic vis-à-vis guilty pleasure and its wish fulfillment, mid-liminal-expression; e.g., Clive Barker’s Cenobites from Hellraiser (1987) into more recent examples like Lilith from Diablo IV (2024).

(exhibit 82: The Man2Man Alliance, a real, early-2000s website whose queernormative manifesto calls for cockrub warriors who, I shit you not, are the literal the “bussy police” [an internalized homophobic[1] which extends to TERFs, of course]. Divided and conquered by Capitalism, sex becomes scarce for token love soldiers, but also policed; their “prison sex” literally abjures anal sex in favor of the only acceptable form of erotic lovemaking: frottage. How’s that for token canonical praxis?)

Note: These chapters discuss the etiology of praxis, for which there are many symptoms and strange pathologies (exhibit 82, above). The goal of these chapters isn’t to catalog all of these symptoms, but outline germane examples that illustrate the basic etiology from which all originate: Capitalism’s bourgeois Superstructure. Much, much more than what I write in Volume Three is written about the zombie-like and vampire-like aspects of Capitalism that Volume Two’s Undead and Demon Modules explore; i.e., in relation to the Six Rs, the Four Gs, the Gothic mode of expression, oppositional praxis, etc (this being said, I will be comparing weird canonical nerds in Chapters Three and Four to “homosocial frottage.” Stay tuned!). —Perse, 4/23/2025

Witch Cops and Victims: Fetishized Witch hunters and -Hunted in the Ever-growing Police State (feat. Ion Fury, T2 and Reinhard Heydrich)

Fill my eyes with that double vision, no disguise for that double vision

Ooh, when it gets through to me, it’s always new to me

My double vision gets the best of me (source).

—Lou Gramm; “Double Vision,” on Foreigner’s Double Vision (1978)

The last section of Chapter One highlighted “love” as coercively counterfeited—mass produced by “banally” evil state-corporations who vampirically monopolize zombie-vampire violence by controlling people’s views on real-world violence, specifically hidden violence as canonically depicted through cryptonymy as a process furthering abjection. This chapter segues into that; i.e., by giving a real-world and imaginary half-real example we’ve discussed before; re: Ion Fury, T2 and Reinhard Heydrich.

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Fascism is the merger of nation-state and corporation; re: “Toxic Schlock” minus any irony; i.e., through police violence as something to sell in DARVO and obscurantism—witch cops. Cops are apathetic; witch cops are apathetic towards their own through bad-faith oppression arguments functioning as police to brutalize the same-old targets of state extermination/replacement rhetoric.

As general cryptonyms, corporate products make consumers apathetic by literally having them buy into a sacred idea—that abuse is “just” part of the natural world, a sort of “nostalgic dogma” whose coercively fetishized witch hunts maintain the heteronormative Symbolic Order under Patriarchal Capitalism. Drugged and lobotomized, the unfriendly zombification of canonical praxis becomes Gothically cryptonymic, reliably treating women as sacrifices and throwing other marginalized groups to the dogs. Ostensibly binarized into non-witches vs witches, workers—tossed into or near the state of exception—actually become universally fetishized as hauntologized victims of state abuse: witch cops and witch victims as personified vice and sin within these complex ontological arrangements; i.e., they become ambiguously undead. As we’ve touched on, cops and de facto cops (deputized or vigilante) fascists are action heroes in their own movies, gleefully acting out violent fantasies in service of the state—with masks, uniforms and lethal weapons, but also hauntological kayfabe like knights and gladiatorial personas as mirror-like; i.e., they are false revolutionaries who defend property before people, but present themselves as Greeks bringing gifts to the Trojans: with bad intent concealed behind an affable, often-monstrous façade that says, “I’m just like you.”

This universal abuse is usually displaced and disguised, with everyone becoming a witch inside the state’s punitive hierarchy of class traitors and chosen enemies: bourgeois witches and proletarian witches (which, again, I academically prefer over the popular label “good/bad” witches; these can become incredibly obfuscating during oppositional praxis, but feels wholly apposite during BDSM scenarios. “Proletarian girl!” just doesn’t have quite the same ring to it as “good girl!” does when receiving that sweet, sweet, cum-inducing praise). These includes our aforementioned “good, bad and ugly” on either side of the fence

  • To the right: centrists (the good guys); their witch-like heels, fascists (the bad guys); and TERF girl bosses “witches” (and other “ugly” compromises with power) who police their own minority communities like sex fiends (all cops are sex fiends, either raping everything around them or lying about it to others and themselves) during the infernal concentric pattern; i.e., open genocide and total war disguised in monomythic theatre.
  • To the left: Sex workers, practicing wiccans and other constituents of iconoclastic praxis—”gossiping” to defend themselves, while disguising their communal/comrade defense with pastiche code-switching and constructive rage of guerrilla warfare of a sort unique to the Internet in manifestation if not principle: culture war as class war told through popular aesthetics, but especially nation/war pastiche as a kind of disguise pastiche/camp. The good, bad and ugly for revolutionaries invokes various forms of compromised empathy that would normally punch down against smaller and smaller states of exception (we’ll see this when we look at transmedicalists and NERFs, for example, who go after low-hanging fruit but still get their bourgeois licks in despite their own abuse histories).

and unfold through (from Volume Zero/the manifesto tree)

  • open aggression, expressing gender trouble as a means of open, aggressive attack (disguised as “self-defense” reactive abuse): “We’re upset and punching down is free speech” (“free speech” being code for “negative freedom for bigots who want to say bigoted things” to defend the elite’s profit motive).
  • condescension, expressing a moderate, centrist position that smarmily perpetuates the current status quo as immutable, but also optimal: “This is as good as it gets” but also which can never decay.
  • reactionary indignation, using sex-coercive symbols (argumentation) to defend their unethical positions: “They’re out to destroy your heroes, your fun, all you hold dear (code for ‘the current power structure’).”
  • DARVO (“Deny, Accuse, Reverse, Victim, Offender”), defending the status quo by defending the people who enslave them (the elite) by going after the elite’s enemies, thereby defending Capitalism during decay. When it decays, these “gamers” see “their” games in decay and will defend those, seeing human rights as an affordable compromise in the bargain. They see themselves (and the elite) as “victims,” and class warriors as monsters “ruining everything” (like Satan).

according to state proponents. For them, we are the enemy as simultaneously being weak and strong but also correct and incorrect, mid-cryptonymy: the whore’s genocide and liberation tumbling in shrouded, anisotropic contest during liminal expression’s shared surfaces and stages. Medusa is a bottomless cumdump overshadowed by colossal harm felt, and suitably reclaimed, in small:

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

We’ll get back to revolutionary cryptonymy in Chapter Five. On the canonical side, binarized language has an overt racial flavor, with “white” witches standing ostensibly with the West and black witches standing against “progress.” However, fascism also appropriates the Puritan-black insignias and dogma in defense of the West, while neoliberals recooperate them, appropriating the black witch as a kind of girl boss (which we’ll examine in Chapter Four): the infernal concentric pattern being state apologia that enshrines state abuses inside a grand charnel house the middle class is expected to play around inside as false rebels. The basic thing to remember with all this praxial code-switching is that power defends itself. During oppositional praxis, all workers are exploited by canonical praxis, whose abjected cops and victims denote power abuse, colonized language, and a draconian hoarding of materials and culture: canonical gargoyles and the menticidal depletion of emotional/Gothic intelligence and proliferation of “us-versus them” war and rape that conceals the bourgeois men behind a concentric curtain (the outer fascist layers an easy scapegoat/tyrant fall guy/”Nazi punching bag” in centrist, Cycle-of-Kings narrations; but both turning on Communism as the ultimate apocalyptic threat to Capitalism, thus the elite’s, existence).

(artist: Frank Frazetta)

In particular, canonical praxis sublimates “prison sex,” portraying women as routine, imprisoned, and involuntary sacrifices for their monomythic, Conan-level “protectors.” Frazetta’s painting (above) encapsulates the ritual sacrifice in a fascistic manner, showcasing a liminal-hauntological space with strong Gothic flavors: a drugged, ivory-skinned beauty being rescued by a brawny male “savior” (a colonial binary that also tremendously false: Men, especially cops and husbands, historically kill women, and traumatized women submit to suicidal conditions under threat of force). While hero fantasies are perfectly fine under sex-positive, Gothic-Communist scenarios, canonical doubles must still be confronted once examined. Frazetta pointedly threatens the woman with a beak-nosed man-in-black (who owns apparently owns a pet crocodile and octopus, both chthonic animals associated with chimeric monsters like Lovecraft’s infamous Cthulhu [an occult pun] and Ammit, Eater of the Dead from Ancient Egyptian underworld mythology). Frazetta’s displaced composition belies the status quo that sexist people (and their batter targets) will undoubtedly recognize and endorse while imaginarily submitting to their assigned, pacified roles within it. To that, its cryptonymy is complicit—an assortment of dogwhistles endemic to Patriarchal Capitalism: rape, a general lack of agency and consent, anti-Semitic/Orientalist xenophobic tropes tied to canonical black magic, and ritual sacrifice, etc. These canonical actors and props sell the product that turns us into monsters that are useful to Capitalism.

As established at the end of the previous chapter, the prescriptive attitudes that demonize descriptive sexuality must be challenged through appreciative irony during the ritual. However, before we can properly examine the performative nuance of ironic BDSM, as well as kinks and fetishes in Gothic, sex-positive counterculture (and their various revolutionary cryptonyms), the context of this irony needs to be explored through the problematic history it seeks to change: the unironic culture of fetishized witch hunts.

The next three sections outlines witch hunter fetish culture through

  • its cryptonymic usage of constant moral panic to demonically fetishize both scapegoats and witch hunters alike, turning both into witches
  • its victims, specifically an example of witches beyond what you might expect (we’ll be examining the status-quo victims, white, cis-het women for the whole chapter)
  • its overreliance on toxic love and criminal sexuality as an ideological structure enforced through fearful dogma and economics

In the sections that follow after these three, we’ll explore the public fascination with, and exploitation of, this dogma through various guilty pleasures:

  • rehabilitating abusers and worshiping serial killers in true crime
  • fixating on demonic BDSM, kinks and fetishization exclusively as canonical wish fulfillment (the deliberate denial, thus attrition of sex-positive sexual desire and education)
  • explaining how the chaotic, liminal thresholds of Gothic ambivalence allow future variants to become potentially sex-positive in a counterculture sense by actually teaching them proper BDSM, thus discipline and consent

First and foremost, unironic witch hunter canon uses weaponized, carceral hauntology to transform hunter and hunted into demonic fetishes useful to the state in police-like doubles (re: me, vis-à-vis Federici, “Policing the Whore”). Already passively heteronormative, canon turns cis-het (or token) girls and boys and enbies into unironic props of war and rape: war/rape fetishes; or—to borrowing from Volume One’s “knife dick” analogy—the sword and the sheath. Genuine sexual pleasure not only becomes binarized, but conflated with physical, mental, and emotional trauma conveyed through canonical power abuse and disempowerment that turns workers into self-abusive monsters that weaken worker and class warfare agency by routinely pitting them against each other in psychosexual ways—bad fathers, play and bad education that nevertheless becomes holy through coercive sublimation/internalization. Try to run and suddenly you can’t fucking walk because you’re standing on a knife’s point, surrounded by fascist maniacs.

“Prison sex” and its fetishes becomes normal during Capitalism’s various stages of decay and debridement. Not to be confused with kink, which denotes atypical, sexualized activity between two parties, fetishization is the deliberate act of objectifying oneself or someone else, often in a sexual way. Canon does this with using the appropriative peril of privatized nostalgia: gender trouble funneled into the state of exception.

To it, whereas consensual, negotiated fetishization and rape fantasy can happen inside sex-positive demonized spheres, canonical media purposefully normalizes toxic attitudes against coercively fetishized persons. In doing so, it unironically devalues the workers’ basic human rights in defense of sacred hauntologies (canonical attitudes that trap people inside a particular vision of the idealized past) and moral panics whose sublimating function (the presence of emotionally manipulative monsters) is downplayed by the fascist alarm bells going off: “You’re under attack!” In turn, sex-positive persons are “evil” demons, constantly threatening the greatness of a former time that needs to be restored by sacrificing them using the knife dick or the bullet while they try to stumble away in ridiculously uncomfortable (and weaponized) footwear.

However strange it might sound, the historical-material reality is that fascist love rape and violence tied to hauntological shows of force; the neoliberal loves centrist variants of the same “prison sex” mindset. Their assigned domestic victims—whether it’s nice demons, good witches, black cats (void kitties) or proud, happy sluts—are humanized ironies inside the state of exception that cannot be fully contained. Hence, they must exist alongside, thus be exposed to sex-coercive societal norms that have been callously designed to control them by turning their brethren into the blind, reactionary undead. Keep those beards close, ladies!

To be clear, witch hunts aren’t single, isolated events (“Where you gonna go, where you gonna hide? Because there’s no one like you left!”); they’re an ongoing emergency stemming from a larger structure that reliably produces constant waves of terror through fetishized, sexually violent roles: the hunters and the hunted. Their combined, ongoing interactions coercively demonize the control that either has over their own bodies. The “Gothic Ambivalence” section will focus on the complex fetishization outcome; this section explains the general relationship between the witch hunters and those they victimize beyond themselves: the iconoclastic witches.

(exhibit 83a: Artist, top-left, artist: Dcoda and Persephone van der Waard; bottom-left, model and artist: Delilah Gallo [also bottom-right] and Persephone van der Waard; photographer, right: Rebecca Trumbull from her “Halloween Themed Photo Shoot. Five Witches” [2018]. Proletarian witches not only embody sex-positivity but strive towards universal liberation through stewardship with nature as its dark protectors; i.e., a closer proximity to nature and the veil between the living and the dead through reclaimed/reclaim Pagan hauntologies: Samhain [aka Halloween] and similar rituals of the harvest, of spring and the solstices. Unlike Gozer in Ghostbusters: Afterlife [2021; re: “Cornholing the Corn Lady—Ghostbusters: Afterlife and Empire“], they are not seen as dark gods by the status quo, but dark worshippers; i.e., being punished during witch hunts by zealous patriarchs [and their often-token, TERF-style subordinates] since Hammer of Witches stretching into American Puritanism: under the neoliberal proliferation of the Protestant work ethic.)

“Witches” are more than Salem teenage girls. They’re monsters targeted by monsters, a scapegoat whose general label, “witch,” is a cryptonym that conceals its own police-like doubling by persecutors; i.e., who set the targets (and the language tied to them) as regulated by force, mid-apocalypse—namely how the ritual sacrifice is sacred, but also something the elite “veil” with consumer media. These widespread retail counterfeits conceal Capitalism’s negative influence against all impacted worker parties; i.e., that the sacrifices amount to state-imposed suicide. If ghosts are the liminal markers of the historical past, then witches are ghostly mediums—the historical victim as still-alive in some shape or form.

As historical figures, representations of witches in media demonstrate how iconoclastic witches personify pagan rites tied to the natural world/pagan[2] harvest/a, but also non-Christian* religions/non-Capitalist ways of life challenged by their Western, canonical doubles under oppositional praxis (re: Gozer and the Ghostbusters). These qualities of either—as victims persecuted by the state or weaponized by the state in tokenized, police-style forms—are part of a larger system under Capitalism that treats “witch” as a bullseye attached to historically fetishized targets of state-sanctioned torture porn/appropriated peril. In other words, witches exist under oppositional praxis that divides workers into our aforementioned two basic categories: proletarian witches and bourgeois witches; i.e., or witch cops hunting witch victims in duality!

While both are abused under Capitalism’s endless rape and war culture, which forever traps them in fight-or-flight, freeze-or-fawn. Workers as a whole become exploited, divided and vulnerable, synthesizing canonical praxis as cops and victims of police violence, rather than unite to threaten the elite by breaking icons or rioting (non-violent/violent). In turn, capitalism colonizes the witch and essentializes its own manmade forms—a “grim harvest” that routinely enters crisis (as literally part of its design) that lets the mask slip: “to put the fear of God in ’em” and “show ’em who’s boss.” The bad witches were the Puritans, but also those who followed in their footsteps; i.e., through a violent power structure designed to exploit workers and native populations in the name of religion, but also Enlightenment thought: settler colonialism exacted by tokenism toxifying feminism (and other social movements and their intersections) to serve profit in bad faith. The cop, as a “witch,” became a perverse form of representation: “pick me” behavior to punch down during the liminal hauntology of war.

As a genocidal structure, then, America, the West and Cartesian dualism were intentionally built around manufactured scarcity and conflict; fascism is the decay of said structure—one where perceived shortages as much as actual ones become “terminal”; i.e., by arguing for a glorious return to the status quo through force, reinstalling a false time of plenty for the privileged group: not enough work for this group, not enough women, enough space, etc. It must be enforced, generally by a “grim reaper” come to collect: a “bad witch” cop infused with fear and dogma supernatural qualities tied to the defense of the state, the status quo, the Symbolic Order as a fortress, with person and place decorated with golden or ghastly reminders of those who fought the law and lost (the cop badge, the death fetish).

The design of this destroyer persona is so abject that current neoliberal war pastiche dissociates the trauma outright, installing as an orderly foe in its own default, good-vs-evil illusions (more on them in Chapter Four). Of course, that phenomena can also be addressed by counter praxis, with performances of the “vengeful Commie mom” frequently evoked by the iconoclastic huntress/warrior detective (more on these ladies in Chapter Five, and their allies). Oppositional praxis allows for these kinds of counterplans and exhibits, guilty pleasures made into full-on sex-positive lessons with an iconoclastic “Trojan” function. Regardless, the normalized, gaslit presence of the grim reaper—as something attached to stochastic violence and state violence—remains an incredibly ill omen: blind force; collective punishment and genocide personified by canonical executioners, but also automated, worshipped, feared by those who look upon them. Forget if or when, the harvest and its reapers are already here, hiding and feeding in plain sight; pity those with a place at the table:

(exhibit 83b: Cops and victims. The Terminator franchise is a posthuman, hyperreal example of Foucault’s Boomerang—where the image of the state enforcer has come alive with no actual human behind it. Hugging it equals death because death is what the state fears and worships; i.e., through its own infiltrators acting replacement out in bad faith [re: DARVO and obscurantism].)

With this Promethean iteration of the technological singularity in effect, the machine image—specifically in T2—can shapeshift into any surface-level image (that it touches). It is the maniac cop that rapes and murders its victims without any understanding of their feelings at all; it has no feelings. This stems from James Cameron’s own poetics. From her 2010 book, The Futurist: The Life and Films of James Cameron, Rebecca Keegan writes:

During the writing process, he was in his living room excitedly explaining the T-1000 to his friend and collaborator Stan Winston when Winston raised a concern. “I don’t know who the bad guy is,” Winston said. “I need a specific character, a specific image.” To Winston, what Cameron was describing sounded like a blob of goo, not an iconic evildoer. “From a story standpoint, I thought it was a problem,” Winston later recalled in an interview for the picture-book history of his story, “The Winston Effect.” Cameron respected Winston’s instincts for creating memorable characters, and he started reconsidering how he would shape this one. Later that same night, the effects artist got a phone call from his friend. “I’ve got it!” Cameron said. “He’s a cop!” The form the T-1000 would take for most of the movie was a Los Angeles police officer. This solved the storytelling dilemma Winston had raised and also gave Cameron an opportunity to underline a central theme in both of the Terminator movies – how people, especially those in violent jobs, like soldiers and cops, can become barbarized. “The Terminator films are not really about the human race getting killed off by future machines. They’re about us losing touch with our own humanity and becoming machines, which allows us to kill and brutalize each other,” he says. “Cops think all non-cops as less than they are, stupid, weak, and evil. They dehumanize the people they are sworn to protect and desensitize themselves in order to do that job” (source).

Cameron’s selection of a cop also makes sense within his home, the LAPD being recognized for decades as a corrupt police force that terrorizes its own populations, especially minorities (for current proof of this, consider how these two LAPD cops, unprovoked, shoot a double amputee hobbling away from them; The Rational National, 2023). They do this by mirroring and confusing policing language during the cryptonymy process to attack the alien; re: (from “Hugging the Alien”):

(exhibit 33b2b: There’s far too many analogs for the alien as something to squeeze, but here’s several fun ones to help you acclimate to the abjection process: the presence of death, decay and disintegration linked to an unheimlich—often a buried guilt, secret shame or some-such trauma-as-impostor overspilling generationally to overwhelm the present moment as trapped inside the home as alien[source].

To this, the T-1000 is “blind pastiche,” a chimeric embodiment of the hydra-esque reaper grimly performing its harvest (re: exhibit . This includes interrogating Sarah (exhibit 83b, previous page) by unnecessarily torturing and raping her (rape being about power abuse and violence, not love and physical sex) without understanding why—a “sadistic glitch” in its code” that emulates the glitchy robot brains of real cops intimidating suspects—from an internalized database of disguises (“good cop, bad cop”). That’s all it does. All of this happens according through a DARVO trick: The badge is good; anything its wearer so much as looks at could be is bad, but is bad if the wear kills what it sees.

In this sense, it’s the perfect simulacrum of the “Man with No Eyes,” which historically would have been class traitors wearing one-way mirrors over their eyes to grant them a blinding surveillance and terrifying “camera stare” to freeze their victims with. The tragedy of this recon, seek-and-destroy persona is that it evolves through the state’s monopoly on violence and desire to protect itself. To do so it will “widen the net” (of the state of exception) but also upgrade its hunters to genocidal extremes. Not only will cops go from fetishized, hauntological sex pests to sex fiends; they’re given fresh “blue” eyes that see in blood red. In the first Terminator film, the HK “police lights” mirror the blue-and-red lights of sleek 1984 American cruisers—both being a material, phenomenological extension of America itself as the police state). Taken to its logical conclusion is Capitalism “run amok,” colonizing and replicating everything in service of the state—all to preserve itself from revolutionaries bent on wiping out its existence, including victimized sex workers/sexualized workers (women, minorities, etc) defending themselves from more priviliged workers. The robot killer from the future is a death omen: the inhuman, ghostly will of vertical power and state tyrant come home—”back from the retro-future”—to haunt and terrorize the present.

In other words, any revolution’s maneuvers of misdirection, no matter how elaborate, must constantly be made under regular duress—from elite attackers[3] and their servant’s police boots on the ground, their trigger-happy wearers seeing double (that was a Marxist and a Gothic pun). Or as Tim Carter, a survivor of the Jonestown massacre put it in The Life and Death of Peoples Temple (2006), “Where all did these fucking guns come from?” Whenever and wherever Capitalism approaches crisis, sublimation fails; canonical witch hunters invoke the liminal hauntology of fascism, a disingenuous, uncanny call-to-war that attacks entire communities historically exploited by the elite—women, non-Christians, people of color, and gender non-conforming persons, but also sex workers (which historically includes all of those groups).

By profiling them as unironic sex demons and criminals, heteronormative abjection leads to fetishized scapegoats through its base concept: the pitting of the conceptualized self against a binary opposite, which the self-rejects and ultimately attacks—not something truly alien, but coded as alien by those in power or aligned with power. Thereupon, canonical scapegoats and scapegoaters cannot be loved; canon normalizes reactionary violence against criminally hauntologized fetishes—i.e., collectively associating entire groups with criminal, deviant behavior, but duplicitously advertising it through infamous cryptonyms of older “barbaric” times that threaten the present and the future in perpetuity.

(photographer: John Filo)

In this manner, the elite exploit society by keeping it suspicious of itself, using popular stories to control how people respond to each other. Love as something to transmute and synthesize through iconoclastic praxis becomes anathema. Instead, the system prescribes canonical ideas of toxic love (war and rape on various registers), witch hunters self-policing inside abject invasion scenarios. Ostensibly hypothetical, these stories threaten actual abuse through vicarious experience: waves of terror dressed up in coercively hauntological language that downplays its function (to instigate moral panic) but remains conspicuously alarmist. Over and over, fascist calls-to-action obscure leader intent through stochastic violence against a chosen, fetishized target—the underclass—inside moral panics. This remains ruthlessly useful to capitalists, who neoliberal illusionists rely on fascist’s annual arrivals (during regular economic downturns) to distract from the whispered abuses happening year-round. When the grim harvest calls and fascists like slip their masks, the collectors aren’t the actual Grim Reaper (though they look the part); they’re smaller copycats of the elite—i.e., cheap bandits exploiting the usual parties abused under Capitalism, including themselves (as we’ll see in Chapter Four, neoliberalism permits these trespasses to occur, especially because it grants them attractive “opponents” to compare more fairly against: the white knight versus the black, but also the genuine versus the false).

Sudden-onset events of uncertain length and grand, nebulous scope, moral panics denote various titular threats: Red Scares, the Yellow Menace, black revenge/white genocide, or gay/trans panic (re: often called Satanic or “groomer” panic; Caelan Conrad, 2022). During the chaos, mob leaders posture as righteous defenders (a popular cryptonym for sanctioning violence, general language control and colonizer monsters targeting those in the state of exception)—white, chis-het vigilantes like Charles Bronson’s Paul Kersey or Eastwood’s Harry Callahan colonizing the urban Western against targets of state violence dressed up as cartoon characters (or superheroes that must be redeemed; i.e., Hugh Jackman’s conspicuously-white Logan slicing a group of Mexican gangbangers to ribbons—a de facto, dog-tag-wearing [war dog] enforcer of the status quo).

Titles like Death Wish and Dirty Harry are telling: canonical wish fulfillment against the assigned scapegoat by the elite to discourage slave rebellions and build public trust in the law, or at least power laterally associated with the law and its own regular displays of force (for more examples, consider Anansi’s Library’s grim-but-excellent look and police brutality [2021]—for those under the state of exception, police violence is a regular, daily event. Not only do cops only “see in blue” and refusal to comply equals death, but the “color blindness” of this motto actually leans white when assimilation fantasies take Fanon’s “black skin, white masks” to self-colonizing extremes [shark3ozero, “Justice for Tyre Nichols,” 2023; timestamp: 6:15] self-policing minority cops. Cops—even token, minority cops—are class traitors who serve the state).

ACAB. Claiming to protect “true love,” children, moral purity and family values from corrupting forces, these vigilantes are pure fascist revenge fantasy dressed up in witch-cop language. In truth, they want to scare the population into a prolonged state of emergency that worsens over time, stealing away their rights and turning them into violent monsters whose imagination shrinks. As such, these leaders stoke the flames, profiting through destruction by presenting descriptive sexuality as something to hide from, but also seek and destroy. Dirty Harry ain’t stopping shit; he’s gun porn (with his infamous .44 being a giant attempt at overcompensate for having a total inability to form healthy relationships with anyone). More to the point, per the ghost of the counterfeit furthering abjection among the, there is always a real-life double to a fictional one; re: “German artist, Andreas Marschall, based the cover of Sodom’s magnum opus, Agent Orange, on real Vietnam War photographs” (source).

(ibid.)

Whether from established or aspiring parties, the bourgeoisie will author whatever xenophobia they require to exploit their populations. Behind the veneer of morals, liberty and national pride, the cold machinations of war turn violence into profit, maximizing force against a select target through persecution mania (a fire whose flames have been lovingly stoked to produce as much heat, thus profit, as possible). The harder one turns the lever, the hotter the blaze; the hotter the blaze, the more fuel it demands. As people, animals and places burn, profits generate in a violent redistribution of wealth (from a material standpoint, the Holocaust was primarily an action of theft, veiled by Nazi hauntologies and trademark obscurantism). Accumulating in the upper echelons of power, the elite retransfer these spoils back into carceral propaganda, celebrating the affair as a victorious event inside a larger cycle: a transgenerational “curse” whose cryptonymy downplays the entire cycle, concealing the symptoms of Capitalism, including the active imagination and revolutionary art as conspicuously extinct. The world—and by extension, women, children and moral decency—has been “saved” and must be “saved” again (and again and again). In turn, whatever financial dregs trickle down from on high become remembered as “prosperity” by those who survive, conflating the nation’s perceived strength with their own neglected well-being.

Though often remembered for their stochastic terrorism and moral panic, the truth is that witch hunts live and die through propaganda. Unlike state propaganda, neoliberalism affords the elite a proxy of state control: popular entertainment, talking heads and public intellectuals, as well as they various intersections and friends in high places (Chaya Raichik from Libs of TikTok, a notorious doxxer and giant transphobe, was recently platformed and publicly endorsed by Tucker Carlson and Elon Musk; Hasan’ “Libs of TikTok EXPOSED,” 2023). In American media, corporations canonize evil—not to abolish, but cryptonymically preserve as good’s perpetual foe inside an established order of personal property. Stamped and certified, American centrism cultivates a sustained atmosphere of caution and fear at a national-corporate level. Presenting merely as “fun,” their trademarked perils repeatedly scare the middle class into prolonged consumer apathy. They sublimate system abuse.

Over time, canon then renders the underclass increasingly monstrous; i.e., by canonizing them as sexually depraved and dangerous in ways that unveil themselves during times of rising discord; they become zombies, but also “bad copies” that “body snatch” their purported “victims”; i.e., essentially as pod people as a monstrous symbol/scapegoat for Red Scare mania and fear of settler-colonial replacement (next page) visited—copaganda-wise—on the “state’s” tokenized women and children (a zombie invasion combined with an alien one)!

Throughout this rancor, the alarm bells of the general public will be joined by corporations profiting off the entire ordeal, fascists intent on doing the same through their own mythologies of false revolution. Eventually this scapegoating reaches a flashpoint, destroying the buffer. As Capitalism decays and fascism takes root, fatigue sets in and panic spreads; gradual caution becomes rapid-onset fear, danger and alarm. Once these sentiments reach the lower classes, reactionaries transform—alienated from their own humanity and sexuality as they persecute their fellow workers. Hardly accidental, persecution mania withers social-sexual activism by design—allowing the elite to enjoy a socially divided, sexually confused worker base that cannot unite against them (thus have their revenge).

Capitalism and its police, then, is like a macro treatment of the Gothic villain: a duplicitous culture of self-aggrandizing and -deceiving bullies whose greatest “strength” and greatest weakness is class-dormant/class-traitorous xenophobia; i.e., their ability to cheat, lie, kill and steal in defense of capital (similar to neoliberals, but more radical, open, and aggressive; a consolidating of power through brute force lie, violence and power abuse—i.e., hit first, no mercy in a pure war of movement… into their own embarrassing[4] warriors’ graves; Nei Gong’s “Knife Fight: Fantasy vs. Reality,” 2015). Wholly insincere yet entirely genocidal, they are xenophobic dupes with a penchant for obscurantism, war and rape. Fascism is the open variant of what neoliberalism sublimates, fetishistically worshipping an older way of doing things that restores a nation to its former glory. By underreporting their own crimes and antagonizing other workers in constant shows of obfuscated force and reactive abuse, capitalist paramilitaries set boundaries for “everyone” but themselves.

As discussed during the manifesto, whether fascist or neoliberal, cops are not your friends; they are paramilitary class traitors who serve the state, including lying and killing to defend capital and keep workers in line. As such, they enforce an ever-expanding group of oscillating scapegoats (for the state of exception) and diminishing bureaucracies (for executing the state’s authority) in favor of squabbling violently for the leader’s attention, doling out selective punishment against predetermined, xenophilic targets within a structure centuries old: putting down slave rebellions. All too common occurrence during America’s formative years, slave rebellions survive into the present through copaganda echoes of Jim Crow, its neoliberalism iterations and current neoslavery models. Habitually enforced by financially incentivized class traitors wearing the tell-tale, fetishized death uniforms of a state-in-crisis (either totally black, or black and red—though American variants inject urban camo or red-white-and-blue into the mix), you see these arrangements on just on state zombie killers, officially but also unofficially deputized, vigilante Man-Box, clubhouse gangbangers (for an example of the latter, refer to the Rise Again Movement; Behind the Bastard’s “Part One: RAM: Nazi Fight Club,” 2023). Armed with the tools of coercive BDSM—batons, stun guns, handcuffs, cameras—as well as the disguised threat of violence with leather outfits, aviators and helmets, these Pavlovian brutes are willing to die for their lost cause; they’re conveyed in cartoonishly evil, “war boss” forms that sublimate their tyrannical persecution mania (destructive anger) and feelings of being owed “what is due” leading to a substitution for sound business practices for raw banditry and force; i.e., the war boss as an (often male) chief who rules amid seminal tragedy through a position of inherited authority assumed a priori; e.g., Darkness barking “You will be well rewarded!” at his feckless goblin servant, Blix:

We’ll examine the seminal tragedy—of the female, girl boss version of the war boss (and its regressive, Man Box Amazonomachia)—as something to perpetuate in Chapter Four (and subvert and disarm, in Chapter Five). For now, just remember that such arrangements—regardless of the form they take—are built on unfair compromise and Quixotic delusion. For example, when writing about the formation of modernized America in his A People’s History of the United States (1980), Howard Zinn catalogs the various fears of the upper “master class”—of Native Americans and slaves rebelling together but also white indentured servants and African slaves, re:

What made Bacon’s Rebellion especially fearsome for the rulers of Virginia was that black slaves and white servants joined forces […] Those upper classes, to rule, needed to make concessions to the middle class, without damage to their own wealth or power, at the expense of slaves, Indians, and poor whites. This bought loyalty. And to bind that loyalty with something more powerful even than material advantage, the ruling group found, in the 1760s and 1770s, a wonderfully useful device. That device was the language of liberty and equality, which could unite just enough whites to fight a Revolution against England, without ending either slavery or inequality (source).

America is the blueprint for genocide as it currently exists in all its fractally recursive forms because it was founded on genocide through the nation-state model as a hideously successful experiment that uses heteronormative propaganda to cover up its true function.

This deception includes the American revolution as a false revolution spearheaded by the British colonial owner class (the Founding Fathers), their usurping of rule from the British merely swapping one boss for another (“Meet the new boss, same as the old boss…“) before expanding on it in horrifying ways in the neoliberal hegemon. This genocide and power structure would go onto inspire the Nazis and other global powers in the 20th century, from which the United States and its ruling elite would then assimilate and appropriate into their continued bid for global world hegemony. The Nazis became cartoon caricatures of their former selves—canonical, “zombie heel” baddies whose adversarial worship in centrist media curiously never seems to die or disappear, but expand to tokenized groups like girl bosses and queer bosses.

Neoliberals and fascists both support the state and conduct genocide, with leaders under neoliberalism being more sanitized than their fascist, pirate-y versions but still gods who rule over workers en masse through the telling of attractive, but ultimately harmful lies; i.e., not splendide mendax, but instead the self-serving tyrants who enrich themselves at the suffering and exploitation of others. Called führerprinzip, or “leader principle,” mutual consent and all the other variables of sex-positivity become completely impossible under these circumstances; worker submission is compelled through radicalized, heteronormative force.

Worst of all, the old ways revive during societal decay to include various ghosts of the counterfeit revitalized in their undisguised forms: incest, genocide, mass sacrifice, sanctioned torture, heraldry (of death squads), slavery and chattel rape (of women, people of color and animals. Not enough maidens for every fascist to get a war bride; some have to “settle”). As the sublimations fall away, the xenophobic violence and submission remain—the gargoyles radicalized and canonical, the gods and their servants more hideous, vicious, deceitful and cruel; i.e., inside broken homes that serves as medieval schools of punishment towards various scapegoats treated as alien by heroic forces. This goes for the boys, but also the girls who up until this point have played along in seeming progress but in truth highly centrist works masking fascist issues; e.g., Ion Fury and its girl boss/war boss Amazon, Shelly Bombshell:

Note: In my opinion, “Zombie Police States” is, alongside “Military Optimism,” one of my finest pieces from 2021. I cite it constantly in this book series, including in my PhD; re: “ Interrogating Power through Your Own Camp.” —Perse, 5/1/2025

(exhibit 84a1: Shelly is a subjugated Amazon, a token female action hero who serves the state by killing bad guys in the state of exception; i.e., a witch cop who comes from a sexist history that continues to serve the status quo despite the putting on of the uniform and handing queen bitch a gun; re: “Gaslight, Gatekeep, Girl-boss, the Game!” in my partner Bay’s words [re: “Interrogating Power“].

As I write in “Zombie Police States,” Shelly is the great equalizer who was originally built off and from the sexist fantasies of men, and through her incessant upholding of the status quo, is sexualized on the surface of her state-issued uniform as “one of the good ones,” a “tame” tomboy working for the Man; re [from “Zombie Police States”]:

the topos of the power of women historically portrays women using their natural assets—their sexuality—as an essential leverage against stronger, more intelligent men (re: Phyllis and Aristotle). Shelly Harrison doesn’t need to be six feet tall or overly sexual to best her male adversaries, though. She uses force multipliers (re: guns and bombs) to level the playing field (sometimes literally); meanwhile supplies, namely med-kits and armor vests, help keep her alive. That’s feminism, as [Jadis] points out, because the same tools and opportunities are being afforded to a woman, including getting her head blown off. It’s quite egalitarian [on the surface].

Shelley’s still cute, though—definitely a poster girl for the nostalgic police of a cyberpunk future. Not so different, appearance-wise, than the Major from Ghost in the Shell, Konoko from Oni, or Corporal Ferro from The Terminator. Those ladies are more reflective of their genuine outlier predicaments, though, whereas Shelly is perfectly assimilated. With no room to criticize her position, she valorizes it instead, feeling like every conservative nerd’s wet dream: Sharon Stone-meets-Kelly LeBrock—with an encyclopedia’s worth of movie quotes and action one-liners to spare. She has no personality beyond this assemblage, literally a nostalgic form of law-enforcement who, in her own way, polices nostalgia by uncovering what’s Cool™ beneath the rubble.

[artist, top-right: Blur Squid; bottom, source: 3D Realms’ “A Visual history of Bombshell,’ 2018]

Take the idea of Shelly herself. Originally sexualized by men and formerly known as “Bombshell,” the character was based off a 3D Realm’s dev’s fan fic (the go-to format for sexual fantasies, it must be said). Gradually her appearance became less and less sexual; the expectations for sexuality in general and Shelly’s physical appearance remain. My performance of Shelly can support or undermine those expectations. Those haven’t gone anywhere. To this day there are many “traditionally-minded” men who favor the good ol’ days by—gee, I don’t know—saying Shelly was better as the sexualized Bombshell? The one without a pelvis, apparently (a drawing phenomenon I’ve had to unlearn as well, I admit): […]

This is hardly hypothetical. I’ve seen plenty of sexist, wistful dialogues on Discord servers about “better times.” That’s hardly a shock, especially given that Bombshell’s history stems from ’90s worship, including female representation being reduced to sexualization for men to enjoy. 3D Realms are very open about this, and not entirely ashamed of the fact that Bombshell was originally based off Pam Anderson. Thankfully the game we got is largely devoid of the sexism on display in 1997 (omitting the Read Me and off-screen scandals, that is). “How far we’ve come!” indeed.

Playing a sexualized female character is like putting on a bikini or a thong. The sexy avatar is sexy clothes. I can do this for my own reasons; if a female player chooses to view that sexuality positively for herself, that’s still agency for the woman. Gothic stories are historically feminist; they center on women locked in the male tyrant’s castle, but also the Archaic Mother’s hideous shadow (a patriarchal boogeyman). There, these ladies strive for agency amid fearful oppression. Though an Amazon, the fact remains that Shelly Harrison is largely desexualized [on the surface, anyways], made all the more “neutral” by her position as a cop with a gun. Isn’t that the nature of uniforms, where her own shreds of personality are lifted from movies that cops probably watch ad nauseam? Then again, “Guns, lots of guns” can appear in movies like The Matrix and John Wick, seemingly at cross purposes but enjoyed by both in so-called “neutral territory.”

I suppose this is the best defense I can provide Ion Fury. It doesn’t try to force the performance either way (source). 

Simply put, Voidpoint’s activism is performative and thoroughly disingenuous, but also prickly when cornered—by the men themselves [Richard Gobeille never got back to me] but also TERFs [while not a fan of male action heroes, Jadis hated my critiques of action media at large]. Shelley was made as a merchant of death, covered in an assortment of arms, armor and death insignias whose endorsement verges on the fascist cult of machismo and heroic death/self-sacrifice for the state, which the girl boss Amazon/war boss exemplifies as a sex object within “gun porn” heroics.)

Mid-harvest, the ruthless, unscrupulous, and secretive leader(s) of a fascist movement combine weaponized, carceral hauntology with calculated riots whose general cryptonymy obfuscates their true intent during periodic decay and crisis: raw material theft. Under the false premise of self-invincibility and cloaked in deathly sigils, they fabricate lies that mislead violent, disposable heroes—to steal as much as they can, but also fall in love with their own legends and propaganda to a callow workforce (summed up best by Jubei Kibagami: “The townspeople feared the epidemic and run away. I took only one dead horse to scare them”—a false plague enacted by Genma’s fascist warrior bandits emboldened by political instability in Ninja Scroll’s mythical 1993 retro-future Japan).

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For example, Reinhard Heydrich aka the Butcher of Prague—despite being called “the man with the iron heart” and normally a cautious man—actually refused a security detail because he didn’t want to show weakness to the Poles, cemented by him refusing to drive away when his assassin’s submachinegun jammed (The People Profiles’ “Reinhard Heydrich,” 2022; timestamp: 1:09:26); the Poles promptly murdered him, showing the world that Hitler’s favorite knight wasn’t a god, but just a stupid, violent pimp who through he was a pirate[5]. Fascism had made him so, making him terminally insecure and overconfident. As an Icarian, petty gangster-thug stewing inside a self-made den of thieves, he became cultishly obsessed with defending masculine power and stealing gold (which, as pirate lore correctly notes, men cannot eat; e.g., Tolkien’s duplicitous Master of Laketown).

Reinhard wasn’t invincible; he was a witch-hunter cop who bought into his own lie—cheap, fragile lie begot from Capitalism falling apart: a (excuse the recursive commas, but they’re needed here) fascist version of the banality of evil; Nazi bureaucracy as cloned, weaponized by intimations of mad science, robotics, genetic experimentation/eugenics; but also bad parentage, anti-intellectualism, palingenesis; a gothic double, a copy without a soul, a killer baby with a bad father who weaponized science, children, nature, labor, sexuality and gender, but also guilt, fear, and love through canonical monster food. He was Frankenstein’s Monster without any critical bite—l’enfant terrible as sexually dimorphic the way that Capitalism generally is: Men (or those perceived as men) hurt others; women (or those perceived as women) get hurt, often by their own conditioned Pavlovian behaviors (such as TERFs or token enforcers victimizing their own people).

Fascist witch hunts and their auras of “invincibility” aren’t simply manufactured and identified by highly performative, Hugo-Boss-style uniforms that promote death and torture to the state’s enemies; they’re conflated with legitimate rebellions under crises of masculinity stemming from Capitalism-in-crisis (the “uprising” being a bad lie told alongside the neoliberal, “exceptional American” variant to strengthen global US hegemony). In the end, fascism defends Capitalism as a cycle of masculine/economic crisis, furthering its perpetuation of manufactured shortages, consent and conflict through false revolution; i.e., as the death knell of anything that might imagine a better world were it not for cops posing as rebels/the oppressed: witch hunters in disguise (cops) who ruthlessly pick labor movements as the ideal scapegoat in defense of Capitalism.

Fascism decays and this decay only worsens over time; i.e., making fascist “strongmen” not just a parasitoid, but one that dies with the host organism: the ignominious death of the Roman fool, fallen on their own blade. Canonically a Gothic villain dies after a fall from grace relative to whatever institutions they infiltrate. Outing of them as impostors is fatal. Though literal Nazis aren’t quite that fragile, they nevertheless remain terminally allergic to public shaming before formal power is achieved. Compromise with them is fatal to us. Refusals to compromise are fatal to them because it disarms their “indestructible” aura by exposing its ephemeral nature. Socialism, ironic/consensual xenophilia and intersectional diversity are strength when pushing towards universal liberation; Capitalism, xenophobia and bigotry are not, pushing as they always do towards division and profit, thus rape and genocide as natural consequences of those things. Fascism and liberalism go hand-in-hand, defending each other through a perverse (and incredibly mendacious) form of Amazonomachia-style kayfabe.

Witch cop or not, the Roman fool eventually falls on his own sword. Even so, others have to live in the shadow/consequence of such things. Next, we’ll consider a half-real example: the zombie apocalypse and proletarian (non-cop) witches—two gay men from the 2023 television version of The Last of Us!

Onto “‘Which Witch?’ and ‘Ruling through Fear’“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnotes

[1] One we’ve explored briefly in this series before; re (from “Vampires and Claymation,” footnote):

I.e., internalized male homophobia; e.g., Cockrub Warriors demonizing anal sex, blaming feminine male homosexuality for weakness (re: the AIDS pandemic): “For the last 35 years anal sex has dominated gay male life. It’s been a disaster. For 30 of those years our lives and the lives of the people we love have been consumed by an epidemic for which today there is still no cure and no vaccine” (source: “Founder’s Message,” 2000).

Such problematic love (and the history of sodomy accusations) are explored further in “Understanding Vampires.”

[2] Christianity historically reinvents pagan holidays by simply bastardizing them and turning them in to candy—i.e., Easter, Christmas and Halloween. The pagan forms remain, but are generally hauntological and reimagined in the event of wide scale genocides and the sheer passage of time accompanied by the flexibility of oral traditions.

[3] Sex workers and queer people more generally live under constant threat of “media death.” Billionaire-led or-owned platforms will drop, shadow ban, or suspend accounts that “violate ” their rules without explanation or warning. There is nothing that can be done about this in the short term; the elite own the means of production. But over time, a sex-positive revolution can gradually raise awareness towards these inequities through sex workers finding their own voices and helping workers organize collective action through their art. This praxis requires the Six Rs outlined in Volume Zero onwards, as well as the four Gothic theories and an emotional/Gothic intelligence pertaining to common materials by which to foster a new Gothic imagination, breaking the illusions that neoliberal institutions already have in place; re: to break state monopolies by reclaiming state tools.

[4] You can tease a fascist, but read the room first; if it’s full of fascist imitations, you’re completely fucked if you “pick a fight.” Dead commies tell no tales, so be on your guard!

[5] Reinhard Heydrich was the only Nazi leader successfully assassinated during WW2. A joke of a man, his colossal ego and staunch refusal—to take his victims, the occupied population of Prague, seriously—effectively led to them killing him in embarrassing fashion (similar to American soldiers in Vietnam, except Westmoreland had the good sense to hide behind his men); i.e., due to him driving repeatedly around Prague in his convertible with the top down minus a military escort.

In part, this perceived aura of invincibility was informed by, of all things, comic books—with Himmler hiring Reinhard not just because of his good looks and womanizer’s past in the interwar German Navy, but also because of a shared interest in American pulp fiction that informed other imperial powers and their authors; re (from Volume Zero, “Overcoming Praxial Inertia“):

Heinrich Himmler hired Reinhardt Heydrich because Heydrich looked Aryan and because both men read the same cheesy Americana, specifically “cheap crime fiction and spy novels” (source: Behind the Bastard’s “Part One: The Young, Evil God of Death: Reinhard Heydrich,” 2023—timestamp: 1:11:48). In other words, their very violent worldview was founded on the same cheap, pulpy ephemera that fueled Tolkien‘s imagination:

Tolkien’s world is certainly not groundless. It is traditional, “borrowing from the power and import of his sources – the ‘middangeard’ of ‘Beowulf,’ the grim and brutal cosmos of ‘The Volsunga Saga,’ the cold and bitter realm of the ‘Eddas,’ all of which left their traces and worked their sway over his own imagination'” (source: Influences of the Germanic and Scandinavian Mythology in the Works of J.R.R. Tolkien,” 1983).

This issue, which I have dubbed “the Rambo, Beowulf or Star Wars problem,” also effects witch cops (such as Amazons) during mirror syndrome (re: “Always a Victim“); i.e., Nazi Force of Will arguments borrowed from older ethnocentric ones (re: “Canonical Essentialism“) that have become ethnonationalist and bled into hauntological corporate media, post-WW2; e.g., Star Wars and the Force alluding quite strongly to Force of Will in neo-medieval, space opera, white-savior arguments. The fact remains, Capitalism is racist, and racism is bad for anyone who does it, but also allows said persons to do bad things until they are killed.

In Reinhard’s case, he ran the bureaucratic arm of the Nazi state; i.e., the Holocaust as something to execute; re: a state role that Volume Zero described as “as ‘middle-management’ desk murderers in a bureaucratic sense (which sits alongside the middle class, in a class sense—with both defending capital as a perpetually decaying structure that operates through wage/labor theft according to weaponized bureaucracy during crisis, class sentiment and Faustian bargains” (source: “Thesis Body”). In turn,

[Canonical praxis] is historically-materially prone to bad actors; i.e., those who act in bad faith according to their material conditions, hiding their murderous intentions using these conditions as having dogmatized their behaviors to begin with. As such, they collectively utilize obscurantism and cryptofascism/canonical disguise pastiche while speaking in a variety of codes: virtue [and vice] signals, lip service, queer bait and dogwhistles (indented for clarity):

Capitalism-in-decay leads to a revival of old DARVO [“Deny, Accuse, Reverse, Victim, Offender”] schemes dressed up in new dogwhistles during the Internet Age while history repeats itself: “Cultural Bolshevism” and Jewish conspiracy theories become “Cultural Marxism” and “globalism,” while “social justice” becomes “social justice warrior” as a continued demonizing of pro-labor labels, similar to “Communist,” “antifa(schist)” or “woke” (which translate to “corrupt”/monstrous-feminine in neoliberal copaganda); i.e., when cornered or in doubt, the state and its defenders blame the Left but also demonize them in ways that coercively fetishize them as targets of psychosexual violence during state emergencies. Then and now, reactionary politics and the centrist moderacy adjacent their open radicalism is capital defending itself by following the leader to create enemies of the state through codewords and foreign/internal plots:

While the SS, prior to the seizure of power, mainly occupied itself with protecting the party against internal and external enemies, Himmler and Heydrich focused on all sorts of enemies of the state in the meantime, including in particular the Jews. Despite his mother being a strict Catholic and his father a member of a Free Mason Lodge, Heydrich recognized much evil in this religion and philosophy as well. “In reality they don’t fight fairly for preservation of religious and cultural values (these are not at all at stake) but they continue their old and bitter struggle for secular dominance in Germany,” he said about the Catholic faith. In his opinion, Free Masons were “the instrument of Jewish revenge.” Should the Free Masons gain the upper hand in their struggle against Nationalsocialism, they would cause “orgies of cruelty,” which would make “the sternness of Adolf Hitler appear very moderate indeed by comparison” (source: Kevin Prenger’s “Heydrich, Reinhard,” 2016).

In order to devalue basic human rights, state proponents negotiate the process of abjection/ghost of the counterfeit through brute force, coercive rhetoric, intended gameplay/bad play (prescriptive abuse patterns), revenge arguments, and toxic self-righteousness. The same goes for all of the heroes, damsels and undead/demonic, oft-animalized monsters that exist unironically within said discourse (which compounds into complex disguises, which I call “concentric veneers“) as “already mapped out” through Tolkien’s refrain and similar counterfeits borrowing from his formulaic gentrification of war (ibid.).

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Men like Tolkien and Reinhard, then, are both cops, thus colonizers abusing witch-y language; both men, as reactionaries/moderates continue to demonstrate nowadays, only separate by a matter of flavor and degree—re: Tolkien’s Goldilocks Imperialism gentrifying war as a racist matter of genocide (re: “Goblins, Anti-Semitism and Monster-Fucking“) that bled, “there and back again,” into games and real life on loop, toxifying after his death:

In turn, the American middle class (so called “gamer culture”) would gatekeep and safeguard the elite through videogames being an acclimating device to neo-feudal territories to defend in reality (outside of the game world[s] themselves) as capital starts to decay like usual (source: “Modularity and Class”).

Past and present, the same goes for token examples like TERFs (and NERFs; re: Autumn Ivy or Natalie Wynn).

Like Reinhard or Tolkien, their power is an illusion to perform, a bubble to burst with revolutionary cryptonymy on and off the same stages, using the same basic hero-monster language. In short, power is a lie—one told to achieve different ends in praxial opposition; i.e., moving power anisotropically towards or away from the state per abjection’s terrorist/counterterrorist (cop/victim) angle to leverage for or against workers/nature at large as monstrous-feminine. Our whore’s revenge is bursting the pimp’s bubble, the witch killing the darling-in-question by fighting fire with Promethean fire as suitably stolen back; re: monopolies—of violence, terror and monsters—are a myth, so break them on your Aegis when the Man (and Man’s token servants; e.g., Dorothy Gale) come around! Take what they alienize/fetishize (nature and sex work) and—like a monster trapped under ice—close it off from them (to flash behind buffers they cannot cross):

(model and artist: Kaycee Bee and Persephone van der Waard)

There is tremendous value in such things, even when performed (re: the palliative Numinous); if there wasn’t, the state wouldn’t try to control monsters and sex through lies and force, like it always does (re: when abusing all the usual tools)! Make Medusa proud!

Book Sample: Toxic Schlock Syndrome; or, an Early Stab at Cryptonymy: Amazons, Body Hair and Whistleblowers

This blog post is part of “All the World,” a sixth promotion originally inspired by the three I did in 2024 with Harmony Corrupted and Romantic Rose: “Brace for Impact,” “Searching for Secrets” and “Deal with the Devil” (2024), as well as “Make It Real” for Volume One and “The Total Codex” for Volume Zero. Those promotions sought to promote and provide their respective volume’s individual pieces for easy public viewing in single-post form; re: for the Poetry ModuleUndead Module and Demon Module, followed by my PhD and manifesto. “All the World,” by comparison, caps off my book series with a promotion for Volume Three; re: my Praxis Volume. As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

Click here to see “All the World’s” Table of Contents and Full Disclaimer.

Permissions: Any publicly available images are exhibited for purposes of education, transformation and critique, thus fall under Fair Use; private nude material and collabs with models are specifically shared with permission from the original model(s). For more details about artist permissions, refer to the book disclaimer (linked above).

Concerning Buggy Images: Sometimes the images on my site don’t always load and you get a little white-and-green placeholder symbol, instead. Sometimes I use a plugin for loading multiple images in one spot, called Envira Gallery, and not all of the images will load (resulting in blank white squares you can still right-click on). I‘ve optimized most of the images on my site, so I think it’s a server issue? Not sure. You should still be able to access the unloaded image by clicking on the placeholder/right-clicking on the white square (sometimes you have to delete the “?ssl=1” bit at the end of the url). Barring that, completed volumes will always contain all of the images, whose PDFs you can always download on my 1-page promo.

(artist: Mercedes the Muse)

Toxic Schlock Syndrome; or, an Early Stab at Cryptonymy: the Fur(r)tive Rebellion of Amazons, Body Hair and Whistleblowers in Duality (feat. Mercedes the Muse, Mugiwara, Mercy from Overwatch, and Autumn Ivy)

You think the wolf cares that you believe he’s real? Not if he finds you alone in the woods. […] He’s not out there, coming in; he’s already here.”

—the “preacher,” The Dark and the Wicked (2020)

Picking up where “Describing Sexuality vs Prescribing Sexual Modesty” left off…

Note: This section is composite in several ways. For one, it combines the earlier parts of Chapter One in relation to how I think about Gothic media. This includes citing and referencing past writings that I’ve done, but also including how I arrived at my conclusions by relating to art as a creative mode; i.e., one that doubles as an active mode of thought—of understanding the world through art as something to make, its creative process (and logical end result) being a socio-material extension of the world operating in perpetuity. Their arrival and continuum is difficult to demonstrate, demanding collages of various things interacting across the board. This includes artwork and the things that produce artwork, or otherwise contribute towards its production in ways single collages cannot fully express at first glance. 

As such, the photos in this section will be multiple composites that I then explain further through dialectical-material analysis [as something I would go onto introduce and build upon; see: postscript]. —Perse, back in 2023

(artist: Mercedes the Muse)

P.S., “Toxic Schlock!” essentially disseminated, in early 2023, that which became my collage exhibit style from October 2023 onwards (re: Volume Zero). It didn’t start here, but actually in the Bride of Frankenstein “poster pastiche” exhibit (re: “Making Demons” exhibit 44b2, December 2022). While that is where I pioneered the approach, here is where I actively started to incorporate it; i.e., with specific models during a close-read style I would use throughout the remainder of the book series (six book promotions and over seventy models). The one featured here—in my first stab at revolutionary cryptonymy—is Mercedes the Muse (one of my earliest muses). And yet, substantial 2025 addendums have seen me expand on this specific subchapter a fair bit; i.e., to include Mugiwara and Autumn Ivy when talking about Amazons.

Lastly, the PDF has shrunk many to meet my page limit; those can be accessed here, full-size. —Perse, 4/28/2025

This section takes a preliminary stab at revolutionary cryptonymy to reverse abjection with; i.e., during a holistic symposium featuring specific models. Let’s set the table, then move onto the meat and bones of cryptonymy!

First, as “Toxic Schlock” is a symposium and not a close-read, it’s more conversational/fun and less thesis-driven (we’ll cite older book sections for thesis elements, however). Given its new 2025 length, I’ve also decided to signpost it:

  • Setting the Table (feat. Mercedes the Muse): A Spoonful of (Toxic) Sugar
  • Rebellious Furries (and Heavy Metal; feat. Nyx)
  • Tucking In: “Shut Up and Eat Your Garbage” (feat. Mugiwara)
  • Those Who Grow: Hairy Bitches and Where to Find Them (feat. Mugiwara)
  • The Barbarism of State Barbers (re: Metroid, Autumn Ivy and Mugiwara)
  • Little Shop of Horrors: Camping the Barbershop Whores (re: Autumn Ivy and Mugiwara)
  • Chemical Lobotomy (feat. Blizzard, Mercy and Overwatch, AI Abuse, and The Simpsons)
  • Doubling the Double, Ourselves (Conventions)
  • Corporatizing the Shop (Blizzard reprise: Autumn Ivy)
  • Toxicity Refrain: Finding Worth in Waste (while playing with it; re: Mercedes)
  • Rock Operas: the Last Bastions of Camp

Setting the Table: A Spoonful of (Toxic) Sugar

(artists: Wolfhead at Night and Bishoujo Mom)

First and foremost, sex is a stimulant, one that—like blood or drugs (re: “The World Is a Vampire” and “Far Out, Dude!“)—can be discussed in different poetic ways. Here, though, we’ll touch on Amazons/the monstrous-feminine and chattelization through sex work as oxymoronic; i.e., specifically as toxic sugar foisted onto workers in crisis: under Capitalist Realism, experiencing death fears during inheritance anxiety (with sugar being something different authors have commented on—as a currency of the medieval period into global Capitalism making sugar cheap; re: Patel and Moore)! It’s nature vs nurture, pimping the whore as a monstrous alien nanny performing at strength in ways men classically do (re: Spartan women, Joshua Mark).

“Toxic sugar” includes things that either look sugary and/or have different toxic (thus poisonous) effects vis-à-vis the land and labor as things to reclaim through the appearance of poison (a metaphor for monstrous-feminine rage/the woman’s weapon); i.e., by embodying them; re: Amazons being the oldest token enforcers “of nature” for the state that, being largely mythological in origin (above), are nonetheless tied to workers using such mythologies in toxic-sugar approaches not far removed from any other drug-like device of violence, terror and monsters; e.g., anal sex and herbos (re: “Reclaiming Anal Rape” from “On Amazons, Good and Bad“); i.e., anal back = land back. The same basic idea works with any aesthetic the Amazon attaches to, including toxic waste, body hair and similar things, mid-cryptonymy reversing abjection in duality. Sugar becomes toxic, for example, when overconsumed; i.e., as an opiate to escape into and addict a consumer base to a demonstrably unhealthy diets (the paradox of super powers stemming from subversion into nuclear waste): the false rebel of subjugated Amazons—with Autumn Ivy’s rotting our brains and poisoning our blood while fleecing us for the status quo.

(artist: Wolfhead at Night)

Note: This symposium concerns heroes and monsters dating back to ancient kayfabe into more recent Amazonomachia (re: Aliens with Ripley vs the Queen, and Metroid with Samus vs Mother Brain). All in all, my Metroidvania, ludo-Gothic BDSM and Tolkien scholarship overlap with my extensive work on Amazons (the latter a subject for which I’ve written on/about probably more than anything else, prompting me to give said work its own compilation page on my website). I’ll cite various things here—e.g., “The Nation-Statevis-à-vis the enby sex worker Autumn Ivy and their hypocritical abusing of me, a sex worker trans woman, in the past—but kindly refer to the above lists for more content; i.e., than this symposium, however holistic, can effectively outline and explore.

Furthermore, this piece sheds further light on Autumn; i.e., since writing “The Nation-State” and “Death by Snu-Snu“; e.g., by me mentioning their “spicier” alter-ego Twitter account, Wolfhead at Night: where they advertise the very sex work they insisted to me they don’t do, in 2021 (re: attacking me for mentioning it/policing my speech regarding their sex work, making all of what they did unnecessary and pointless at this stage). So while we’ll address Autumn’s hypocrisy here, we won’t really discuss their actual abusing of me (for that, re-read “The Nation-State” or their bad review, up on my website’s Sex Work page).

(artist: Wolfhead at Night)

Regarding said abuse, however, just know that Autumn is a token Amazon and that is how I will be discussing them here; i.e., by juxtaposing them with Mercedes and Mugiwara, the latter two hairy sex workers who work in good faith: using the monstrous (and “toxic,” hairy) language of whores (Amazons or not) to actually embrace their profession as sex workers, thus achieve an effective (and demonstrable) means of activism Autumn only plays at!

 

(artists: Mercedes the Muse, Wolfhead at Night, and Mugiwara)

To it, Autumn is a massive poser and people like Autumn can betray the cause of Gothic Communism that Amazons have historically represented for thousands of years; those like Mugi and Mercedes can reclaim it, their respective “tromette fetish schlock” and “pussy mohawk” (above) granting emancipatory potential to revolutionary monstrous-feminine; i.e., whose cryptonymic hugging of the Medusa counteracts Autumn’s comely-if-bogus varieties punching the Gorgon. Cops and traitors look alike, as do whores and pimps via the Gothic mode of monsters, torture, rape, captivity and rapture; i.e., divided not by aesthetic (e.g., of actual hair or tattoos of animal patterns—Autumn embodying the subjugated Hippolyta bridled by Theseus, above), but by flow of power moving anisotropically towards or away from the state during the cryptonymy process; re: the dialectic of the alien, but also the ensuing dialectical-material scrutiny as a holistic, liminal procedure—going where power is by embodying its most classic uncanny forms in lieu of state lies, uncertainty and defeat/the unknown!

The Numinous, as such, embodies Gothically through smaller forms to seek out toxic origins; i.e., Amazons linked to Medusa as playthings through the obviously fake mode of grand adventure—one tied since Walpole to mythic lands, lost worlds, and nameless heavy time as dug back up. As I write in “Digging Our Own Graves” (2024):

Dancing feels good; so does confronting trauma during calculated risk as “cool,” familiar but foreign (Castlevania’s “In Search of the Secret Spell” [2006] shamelessly sneaking in a disco beat to groove among the pyramids with). Per Matthew Lewis all the way up to me, it becomes the Gothic’s usual bad, musical game of telephone, celebrating monstrous-feminine sex and force while turning Imperialism (and its semantic wreckage) into a campy joke of itself. My own quest for a Numinous Commie Mommy isn’t so odd; capital makes us feel tired relative to the self-as-alien, both incumbent on the very things they rape to nurture them (re: Irigaray’s creation of sexual difference). I’m hardly the first person to notice this:

As Edward Said astutely notes in Culture and Imperialism, most societies project their fears on the unknown or the exotic other. This barren land, where the viewers are kept disorientated, is threatening. It is a place between the familiar and the foreign, like part of a dream or vision that one cannot remember clearly. There is always a sense of a lurking danger from which the viewers need protection. Nikita provides that sense of protection (source: Laura Ng’s “‘The Most Powerful Weapon You Have’: Warriors and Gender in La Femme Nikita,” 2003).

I am, however, a trans woman who has gone above and beyond women like Barbara Creed, Angela Carter, Luce Irigaray and Laura Ng, etc, in my pioneering of ludo-Gothic BDSM: as a holistic, “Commy-Mommy” means of synthesizing proletarian praxis inside the operatic danger disco(-in-disguise), the “rape” castle riffing on Walpole, Lewis, Radcliffe, Konami, Nintendo, and so many others.

I sign myself as such for a reason—not to be an edgy slut (though I am a slut who walks the edge). Rather, my pedagogic aim is to consider the monstrous-feminine not simply as a female monster avoiding revenge through violence, but a sex-positive force that doesn’t reduce to white women policing the same-old ghost of the counterfeit: to reverse what TERFs (and other sell-outs) further as normally being the process of abjection, vis-à-vis Cartesian thought tokenizing marginalized groups to harvest nature-as-usual during the dialectic of the alien. Like any good videogame OST, it repeats, throbbing and dancing orgasmically mid-live-burial: right in that little “garage” as simultaneously haunted but incredibly small and tight (claustrophobic/philic) and filled with a big present-like presence of Medusa; i.e., the drug mule, “packed and ready” as doubled by our orgasmic, passionate cries thereof: “Medusa” and her church-like melon-like orchard as yours for the taking. Clean those pipes! (source).

While traditionally rediscovered in such stories being constantly remade, Amazons go beyond the “found relic” trope of the imaginary warrior past. Composed of derelict refuse, they’re trash golems compacted into monster mothers with toxic blood; i.e., protecting the children of the future for liberation or enslavement; re: the Shadow of Pygmalion and Galatea (re: “Paratextual Documents“). Made for either purpose, their toxicity speaks to drug-like feelings and trauma. This extends to the Gothic as couched squarely inside taboo fields, which Amazons are; i.e., as sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll to play with through poetry as a potentially rebellious act, mid-cryptonymy. In keeping with “Hot Allostatic Load” (2015): “Build the shittiest thing possible. Build out of trash because all i have is trash. Trash materials, trash bodies, trash brain syndrome. Build in the gaps between storms of chronic pain. Build inside the storms” (source).

Revolution is garbage, then; i.e., as something to build with according to monsters like Amazons (or witches, sirens, gorgons, etc) and their hairy animal bodies’ potently poetic and cryptomimetic means of enforcing state chattelization and pimping nature versus not; re: the whore’s revenge through the egregore’s toxic embodiment of the Medusa to punch up at state actors and aims: rebellion as “fur(r)tive” through cryptonymy as signaled using schlocky darkness visible.

Hairy or not, there will be puns—our aforementioned toxic sugar to wolf down and learn from while hyphenating sex and force, but also death, war and sickness with prostitution (whores being the oldest teachers, but just as often occurring through “past” as counterfeit, the Wisdom of the Ancients relayed across a variety of instructors young and old; e.g., between Cuwu and I, the younger teaching the older a thing or two with their own “sugar’s” noticeably hairy but also sweet-and-savory aesthetic)! The state is straight and historically male, survival predicating as much on the whore’s gut as it does official markers of patriarchal status and privilege policing the same verboten graveyards to tokenize/unironically toxify the workers inside; i.e., her animal instinct playing intuitively with forbidden things, endlessly camping them while trapped inside the shadow of state subterfuge and force.

(artists: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard)

P.S., Before we proceed, let me also provide my usual disclaimer for Autumn; re (from “Death by Snu-Snu”):

A note about Autumn Ivy: They are a public figure who markets an image of themselves as “Amazonian,” which I am critiquing as having run-ins/worked with them in the past; as such, they’re a big enby and should be able to handle whatever criticism I throw at them, especially since their abuse of me in the past is true—is something I stand by and can back up. That being said… this isn’t me condoning violence or calls for violence against them. Unless they accelerate their trans misogyny (or any other fascist tendencies) in public—i.e., use their platform to spread active hate, Nazi-style—kindly leave them alone to figure things out on their own (source).

This is the last time we’ll be writing extensively about Amazons in this series, to which I’ll be taking my sweet time (and exploring less-than-sweet acquire tastes through Mercedes; i.e., that I don’t normally explore, but here will push the envelope less through raw gross-out factor and more through oxymoron; re: exhibit -1b, “What I Won’t Exhibit“). Whatever I say in regards to Autumn’s toxic elements (or frankly anyone else’s), said disclaimer applies. —Perse, 4/25/2025

Our first main point was “sex is stimulant.” Second, cryptonymy is a process that—regardless of the media, performers or register(s) thereof—occurs in praxial opposition featuring toxicity as a potentially ironic device; e.g., drug wars are wars of territory and structures for policing said territory as a matter of capital reaping labor and land to glut the elite by starving workers plagued with Capitalist Realism and selling them back their own fantasies (re: Amazons); i.e., workers serving themselves or the state during the abjection process turning them toxic with irony or without. Any lesson that concerns Gothic-Communist development, then, illustrates best through dialectical-material scrutiny’s performative antagonism unabashedly having a class character to it we’ll also examine.

(exhibit 67: Model, top-left: Mercedes the Muse; artist, right: Persephone van der Waard. Mercedes specifically asked to drawn getting fucked by Toxie.)

To it, the original model featured is Mercedes the Muse; the three broader talking points I use vis-à-vis her and other examples (re: her and Mugiwara versus Autumn Ivy in the 2025 addendums) are body hair, a toxic aesthetic and whistleblower counterculture. As such. we’ll discuss the modular and hybrid elements that tokenize to police these somewhat interchangeable things (e.g., toxic candy werewolves vs dark Amazons vs radioactive zombies and gorgons, etc); i.e., by camping their fascist components, in literal and figurative reply.

Separation isn’t the point, then; conversation is—with us consciously highlighting settler-colonial replacement/extermination rhetoric alongside neoliberal toxic decay, industrial excess framed as “accidents,” subsequent radiation fears, and Gothic slut-shaming/monstrous-feminine pimp arguments being analogous to a zombie apocalypse or Jekyll’s potion, but also hard drugs, homophobia, and AAA videogame Barbie waifus, for example. Specifically we’re introducing and surveying the trash, camp and schlock subgenres (used interchangeably in this symposium) that Mercedes specializes in, but also rock operas and other stories that—for various thesis-driven reasons outlined in Volume Zero—one, have lots of zombies, monster sex and dirty girls with muscles and messy kayfabe-style props;

Archaic or phallic, either monster traditionally belongs to a heteronormative mythic structure/Symbolic Order, both of which Gothic-Communist poetics lampoon, of course (exhibit 1a1c): the hero-monster as something to fear and kill, but also to romance in a dated courtly sense—i.e., to worship, serve and fuck, but  also belittle and mock through private/open schadenfreude (evoking taboo sex in the process: mythical rape, sodomy and incest, but also the enigmatic kink of torturous/exquisitely “torturous” sex during demonic BDSM rituals that can be camped during ludo-Gothic BDSM, but not by default; e.g., Ann Radcliffe’s “demon lover” as something originally devised for/mass-marketed to privileged white women; i.e., to puzzle over when navigating their own trauma as a protected class inside abject operatic spaces: the recycled fabrications of the musical castle and its paradoxical panoply of rape, forbidden desire, taboo sex and Certain Doom) [source: “Thesis Body”].

two, I’ve previously determined as “danger disco”;

The point isn’t simply to paint things black, nor is it to merely compare our world to the dark castle as “elsewhere,” but also to poke fun at whatever canonical lessons are imparted through our own creative responses camping the canon (and its Radcliffean Black Veils/demon lovers).

For example, we can see ourselves in Ripley while also camping her through our deviations from her warlike, TERF-y stances: vis-à-vis Numinous power as something for us to interrogate on our own Promethean Quests embodied; i.e., to turn the castle not simply into a white or black counterfeit in the Western, heteronormative model, but a functionally Communist (thus iconoclastic) castle’s highly figurative (and operatic) theatre space: played upon ourselves as the danger-disco maze to liberate inside-outside itself; re: during ludo-Gothic BDSM summoning such things through ourselves (source: “The Quest for Power”).

and three, classically have outlined those things to play with inside as such:

Regardless of the medium, though, Clint Hockings’ adage, “Seek power and you will progress” (source: “Ludonarrative Dissonance,” 2007) means something altogether different depending how you define power as something to seek, including unequal arrangements thereof. As a child, teenager and woman, I sought it through the palliative Numinous in Gothic castles of the Neo-Gothic tradition carried over into videogames (which I learned about in reverse: videogames, followed by the Numinous/mysterium tremendum as introduced to me by Dr. David Calonne). Of these, I explored their Numinous territories in response to my own lived trauma and subsequent hypersexuality—i.e., as things I both related to the counterfeit with and sought to reclaim the counterfeit from as a tool to understand, thus improve myself and the world by reclaiming the castle as a site of interpretative Gothic play (of kinks, fetishes, and BDSM); i.e., this book that you’re reading right now is a “castle” to wander around inside: a safe space of exquisite “torture” to ask questions about your own latent desires and guilty thoughts regarding the “barbaric” exhibits within as putting the ghosts out from my past on display (the Gothic castle and its intense, “heavy weather” theatrics generally being a medieval metaphor for the mind, body and soul, but also its extreme, buried and/or conflicting emotions and desires: a figurative or sometimes literal plurality

depending on the person exploring the castle) [ibid.].

Trash, then, is often devalued for being “trashy” hence “without” value in a canonical sense; i.e., as the waste byproduct of capital, which makes things radioactive to render them critically inert. The proletarian Gothic—I argue here and elsewhere—works within trash to weaponize its toxicity for different Numinous goals (to grant power to trash or things treated like trash). To it, the ideas “body hair” (synonymous with Amazons, gorgons and werewolves, or anything else in/from the state of exception) marry to “toxicity” and “whistleblower counterculture” as coming from my own body of work being concerned with such Gothic sugary junk (monsters and sex, sprinkled with rape per the ghost of the counterfeit); i.e., including the genres that I’ve studied and people I’ve worked with over the years, who collectively embody the focus of my post-college writing that funnels into this book series; re: sex, heavy metal and horror movies as things to catalog and understand (“Sex, Metal, and Videogames”), but also celebrate for being bad (re: “My Least Favorite Horror Movies?“).

(artist: Mercedes the Muse)

Alongside people like Mercedes as purposefully surrounded by such glorious, schlocky trash—using its poisoned honey to paradoxically conceal ourselves with and attack from—I’ve studied Gothic media as things that make up how I think pursuant to social and environmental activism as stewards of nature; i.e., as a cryptonymy process determined by poetic diet: oxymoronic imagery and words overlapping in my head, relating back and forth through a show/conceal approach.

In Gothic, nothing is separate. Staged outrage speaks to things inside/outside itself—a foul, sour, crunchy and soft, but also repellent and delicious combination masking various scents with various scents. Animals survive through deception, and humans are very much animals. As such, our underworld perfume has a complex, “from Hell” signature, communicating consent in the constant shadow of rape (state force): intuiting rejection and submission through various unspoken cues. Less invisible ink and more natural toxins the body produces and workers demanufacture, refine and rerelease, cryptonymy isn’t a thing to trip over but embrace for its Numinous utility.

Be these “ancient” hauntologies curios from the original Neo-Gothic, the “trash cinema” of the 1980s, or body hair as something to carefully grow and cultivate into a larger dripping-with-toxins message about descriptive sexuality in sex-positive art—all illustrate the larger argument I want to make according to artistic creations and how they tend to function during the cryptonymy process; i.e., in my own mind and work as extensions thereof, but also in artistic countercultural movements at large: as Satanically rebellious (re: Milton, but also “I, Satanist; Atheist“); re: that present “Medusa” as a composite egregore during the cryptonymy process: unified for those “who know” reversing abjection, but appearing ostensibly random (and inedible) for the elite who cursorily scan them (save in crisis, when their scrutiny intensifies). Green is the color of poisoned apples, the fruits of our labor allowing an indelible orchard of doubles’ troubling comparisons to convulse, thus deliver a at-times repulsive-yet-alluring means of passing vital data along! Code is code, rubbed in your face:

(artist: Mercedes the Muse)

Note: This section was originally written as I was hammering out/nailing down my cryptonymy elements, which I would finalize in “Introducing Revolutionary Cryptonymy” in Volume One. We’ll consider such things briefly with Mercedes, here, and later in Chapter Five. Simply know that revolutionary cryptonymy is super vital to developing Gothic Communism and something that Mercedes helped conceptualize through my work with them; re (from my review of Mercedes):

I wanted give Mercedes an extra-special thank you. They were the first model to reach out to me, asking me to draw them in 2022 [re: exhibit 67]. I had always loved to draw cuties based on monsters since high school, but it wasn’t something I had done in years; their inspiration and invitation inspired me to pursue Sex Positivity as it currently exists. So thank you, mommy, for giving me the chance to spread my wings and fly! (source).

Mercedes is a Gorgon in her own right, one who—flashing me with power as “toxic” in a variety of ways (e.g., literal tattoo ink, below)—gave me the idea of revolutionary cryptonymy that eventually became my brand; i.e., of the very proletarian praxis this volume speaks to more broadly. —Perse

 

(artist: Mercedes the Muse)

Likewise, while these cryptonyms often appear as junk food like Amazons, their contents enrich the mind through proletarian gossip and pastiche: communal rage, interdependent “girl talk” and perceptive pastiche/subversive quoting (re: “The Basics of Oppositional Synthesis“). The monster party and its prop-like girls become increasingly iconoclastic and trans, but retain their monstrous outer shell as a death rattle of nature-turned-undead: a toxic whistleblower that often looks like a monster cop (which the Amazon and its fetish gear tokenize to be become), but blows the whistle through said appearance in duality subverting such things as “toxic” (re: monstrous-feminine being gross, including their hairy slime holes[1]).

To that, the hauntological cliché of the 1980s disco being a “stupid throng” filled with “dumb unemployed party animals” (e.g., Animal House, 1978; re: “Summoning the Whore“) must be critiqued by attacking its formalized, canonical reinvention; i.e., as already having been strained through ’80s neoliberalism and viewed in reverse by those of us in the present. A corporate attempt to clamp down on Gothic counterculture by commodifying it in sloganized, mega-dumb ways, the end result neither says nor inspires anything critical about the world—Bon Jovi syndrome, basically. But as we’ve already covered, other bands like Joy Division showcased that punk wasn’t dead at the time (or now); it was merely “postpunk” aka disco-in-guise (the “danger disco” intimating larger issues in hauntological ways; re: exhibit 15b2, “Healing from Rape“).

The same cryptonymic idea applies to other bands and countercultural media, whose various forms of whistleblowing often intersect or jump from medium to medium; i.e., by using cheap, taboo, and “fake” things (a Gothic favorite) that nevertheless “catch on”: infectious counterculture as rock ‘n roll, heavy metal, horror movies, camp, shlock, Amazons, oxymorons (re: toxic sugar), and so on. In my opinion, this plasticity reflects how the human mind works in relation to media, at large—as constantly in flux, but also chaffing at the shackles of Capitalism luring us using poison-chalice T&A! The antidote is chaos as a dualistic means of play (thus fun) with such things; i.e., auteurs afford certain tolerances, hence buy themselves some much-needed time while living on borrowed amounts.

Also known as using one’s brain, asking questions through iconoclastic art is a form of investigating one’s canonical surroundings, especially if they seem suspicious. While clichés like tabloid reality or “perception is reality” comment on the real world as already-covered in images, these composites still reflect bigger things behind them (the Medusa lurking behind the warrior Madonna, or Matthew Lewis’ Matilda behind the regular one). For example, when the state inflicts a transgenerational curse upon the indigenous population and its workers, some image types can warn of the problem, but also conceal it for different aims; e.g., toxic waste a commodity to camp with (exhibit 77). For one, the images themselves are not hazard-proof; the problems they hide can “leak” through and hurt people. But those in power can try to cover up “trashy” counterculture, itself, doing their best to rebrand it as critically “empty”; i.e., in ways that make the wall opaque and “plug” the leak, stymying the public imagination through art in all its forms: something to behold, commission, buy or create as Toxic™.

Thereupon, Gothic counterculture sexualizing art—and asking where its myriad variations come from and why—inquires how people “actually talk” as a means of cryptonymy to subvert through itself: using regular socio-sexual, as well as often-musical exchanges in the material world that happen in response to larger structures and their driving forces. Said forces include the various tasty foodstuffs that speak to how people talk and what people like on a natural-material level; re: sex, drugs, rock ‘n roll, but also monsters that embody these trashy things as “toxic”; e.g., Amazons; i.e., whores as monsters, making their activities through art—classified between ace public nudism and sexual enjoyment—something monstrous to view during the cryptonym process:

(artist: Mercedes the Muse)

Oppositional praxis, then, is a battle of product placement, pushing for one to buy into their version of something criminal. The difference between Capitalism and Communism is what the products stand for and what is sacred. Neoliberalism and fascism valorize the status quo, including profit for the elite as “knowledge” sold to consumers as tasty toxins; it’s little more than disciplinary action through diminishing returns dressed up as “substance”: “Our women are the sexiest, but only adults can enjoy them in their pure, fully-undressed forms.” Universal enforcement (of the rules) takes a backseat to smoothly flowing profits and selective punishment; i.e., doing so to canonically keep abjection normalized, thus maintaining the colonial binary through bad doubles (re: Autumn).

However sugary it is, toxic waste is a drug to consume through sex to blow the whistle about, mid-subversion. Through the usual acid Communism that camp employs (re: Stuart Mills, vis-à-vis Fisher), iconoclastic praxis challenges unironic consumption’s canonical forms and flow aping rebellion (re: “controlled opposition,” which Autumn embodies). Generally camp works on a liminal canvas, then; i.e., masc and femme sex workers finding ways to subvert what they’re normally sold as while still performing the same basic function—to give people boners (of the dick or clit sort); e.g., chocolate is an aphrodisiac in part because it gives you energy (re: Valentine’s Day). It’s a bribe, but so are the monstrous anthromorphs that we need to reclaim during fur(r)tive rebellion’s toxic façade; i.e., as having not just Amazons and hairy animal women, but furries at large not being zero-sum/monopolized!

Rebellious Furries (and Heavy Metal)

(exhibit 68: Artist, middle: Simarglartist; top-middle-left: source; top-middle-right [and far-top-right and far-bottom-right]: Miles DF; bottom-middle-right: Legend of Nerd; bottom-middle: Taran Fiddler; far-bottom-left: Winter Nacht)

The body-as-canvas speaks liminally through the Gothic mode. For example, the werewolf is a egregore “of nature” that generally sexualizes to codify in different xenophobic/xenophilic ways (re: “Call of the Wild“). Under Capitalism and Cartesian thought pimping nature, heteronormative gender roles permit smaller, delicate “she-wolves”; i.e., the state allows them to exist “as is,” presenting the prurient bitch as conspicuously hairy and femme (above) and male variants that become big and “strong, strong, strong!” (re: old Smaug the dragon). However, iconoclastic praxis subverts such norms to make them resonate with old symbols of fertility and submission.

In turn, such lycanthropes (a medieval trope out of the ancient world, injected toxically into ours; e.g., Nazi werewolves; re: “Hell Hath no Fury“) historically combine with renovated forms of sex-positive monsters, music and videogames, etc, as made by campy agents—all to provide liminal expression as ludo-Gothic BDSM. Nazis and Communists occupy the same shadow zone (re: “Doubles, Dark Forces, and Paradox“). Such liminalities include the enlarged clit as a source of power mythologically tied to matriarchal animals (re: Medusa and Amazons, but also the female hyena suggested through pussy-havers with larger[2] clits, above); i.e., as generally expanded by hormone therapy as another kind of forbidden drug (re: acid Communism; e.g., “Follow the White-to-Black Rabbit“), which those in power deny workers because they don’t want them to experience, thus learn from, sexual pleasure: as tied to their bodies and linguo-material, but also monstrous-feminine, extensions of their bodies. The elite peddle dead-end drugs, which elevate toxicity as a blinding force society-wide!

Keeping these eclectic forces in mind, the mystery of the sexy singing werewolf[3] (and their hairy pussies, enlarged clits, and chimeric gender roles) become a lot less cryptic when you learn their hair isn’t an automatic prelude to rape and violence, but a humanizing reminder tied to coercively demonized, older and non-Western ways of thinking about sex through animals chemicals (re: “Call of the Wild“); i.e., that teach us—through steady consumption, echopraxis and cryptomimesis—how to update our thinking and language moving forward: as it pertains to demon BDSM, kink, and general stigma awareness (usually tied to any of these things) achieving ludo-Gothic BDSM across society!

Under Gothic Communism, these spectres of Marx are often cuddly floofers who just want some lovin’: putting the Marx in “floof max” and whose dog collars, kitty ears/paws, and jungle-like bushes redistribute monstrous affection in a postcolonial way—not jungle fever (which is racist) but an excitement of the passions that reunites workers with healthier ways of thinking about such language and events; i.e., as linked to colonial frontiers (and toxins) wherever they exist.

This includes music; e.g., songs like Trent Reznor’s “Closer” touching on the issue, openly and aggressively celebrating a desire to “fuck you like an animal” with “sex you can smell” (re: exhibit 43b, “Seeing Dead People“); i.e., an iconoclastic approach that purposefully breaks down “Enlightenment” dualism, doing so to unite sex workers (and by extension all workers) to nature as toxic: the animal self as liberated from bourgeois control of said toxins. Freed from capital’s canonical muzzles, collars and chattel rape, liberation can dualistically supply an emotionally and Gothically intelligent way of “barking at the moon” that makes workers aware these moon-like booties, but also respectful of the owners of said booties; i.e., the latter made to feel special and appreciated through whatever dosages they supply. All should unfold during proletarian praxis reclaiming vice in material forms already familiar to many consumers: dialogs of power in the flesh to exchange as deprivatized (the Medusa’s peach to harvest, or fuck back with, against abjection)!

(exhibit 69 [nice]: Artist: Nyx; modified by Persephone van der Waard. Women are generally regarded as products under Capitalism; i.e., branded a particular way unless another way sells. This means that canonical depictions can deviate away from modest, non-poisonous[4] forms if there’s a market for toxic ladies that capitalists can corner and exploit. This being said, sex workers can absolutely market themselves and their bodies, genders and emotional content as their own brand [the “toxin” a paradoxical means of self-defense and attraction]. At times, this includes leaning into slang that markets someone like Nyx as “PAWG” [Phat-Ass White Girl; re: exhibit 32b and exhibit 43e2c1 from “Knife Dicks” and “Always a Victim“]. Such words can get tossed around haphazardly. It is what it is, but pride in one’s body generally can co-exist with bigotry from one’s audience regarding you as animalistic or gross while also fetishizing you [as abject, but also excessive, which comes from the Protestant ethic translating into fatphobia and the racist conflation of big bodies or butts with demons, animals, laziness and/or spiritual emptiness as toxic/ripe].

To this, reclaiming a wild, “savage” body that’s going to be shamed into being skinny and modest requires those already in a liminal position [white women] to use historically pejorative language to describe themselves with; i.e., not just junk food from a canonical standpoint, but the sinful, toxic sugars of dark fuzzy peaches. To reclaim one’s body and the land simply requires reclaiming sin using the same fetish, alienizing language as labor terror weapons; re: “Reclaiming Anal Rape“; i.e., sinning feels good and it’s not evil to want revenge! This automatic grey area means appreciation or appropriation lies in praxis itself, including these toxic auras; i.e., is it pejorative or proud, accepting or abject? Dialectical-material analysis can tell the difference, but you have to be willing to have a “game” mind—to take the booty with the bigotry that others apply to it even while the booty’s owner remains an incredibly sweet and loving person; e.g., like Nyx, terms like PHAT and PWAG obviously applying to them in ways that aren’t strictly appropriative; i.e., because white women born with “sinful,” non-white bodies experience stigma due to matters of size, not skin color [racism arbitrary in all respects]: critical [m]ass go boom!

[artist: Nyx]

The nature of liminality lies in toxic things not being black-and-white. Sex Positivity and universal liberation encroach upon intersectional solidarity as a bittersweet display of such things; i.e., food personified another reclaimed device; e.g., by making dark chocolate exhibits of oneself if one wants to and it applies—to showcase the fat booty as a force of nature that empowers workers in a very “heavy metal” [toxic] way!)

In keeping with acid Communism, there’s an element of indulgence that, all the same, requires a modicum of control. So while I love Ozzy Osbourne, for example, he and his friends not only sold out very early on (re: exhibit 44a1b1a and exhibit 52g2 from “Goblins, Anti-Semitism and Monster-fucking” and “Furry Panic“), but took the partying and sell-out mentality just a little too hard. To this, Black Sabbath toxified through the major record label keeping them flush with hard drugs (similar to Elvis or any other rockstar)—meaning to be an effective revolutionary instructor is to consider such things in poetic/figurative ways, including through our bodies and sex/rock ‘n roll as having drug-like effects and revolutionarily cryptonymic labor value (re: me, vis-à-vis Stuart Mills and Fisher in “Follow the White-to-Black Rabbit“). So while Ozzy and company are a good starting point, their paywalled forbidden knowledge nonetheless remains a matter of fierce unproductive debate; i.e., something conservative families have tried so very desperately to steer their kids away from—all to keep them, as D. H. Lawrence once put it, from going to the dark gods (re: “Interrogating Power“). The shadow of racism looms.

If you’ve learned anything from this book series after six books, I hope it’s that God is incredibly lame (re: Milton), but also manipulative and blinding through capital’s “secular” façades pimping “Satan” out; i.e., no monsters allowed, save in ways that serve profit through the ghost of the counterfeit furthering abjection to rape nature with. Knowledge is something to experience in dialectical-material opposition. This praxial duality extends to monstrous activities; e.g., singing, fucking, dancing, painting, laughing, tripping, transforming, cooking, and frankly anything else the state sanctions for mass production; i.e., to cheapen nature out of the pimp’s revenge; re: as toxic sugar made by them and theirs. Such territorial saber-rattling classically facilitates through old patriarchs. And yet, policing the whore to keep her revenge in check also happens vis-à-vis younger-looking female whores serving Pygmalion (re: Autumn, who we’ll explore more of, in just a bit).

To that, these intense, hairy exchanges—conducted by liberatory artists seeking the whore’s toxic revenge against their reactionary/moderate counterparts in a shared space—serve a dual, concealed, iconoclastic purpose: the revolution’s proverbial cloak and dagger tucked cryptonymically over/under a given fur coat or gas mask; i.e., often as something to find among a gallery of cryptonyms begot from old, dead things. It becomes a recursively “Trojan BDSM” means of transformation (as outlined in Volume Zero; e.g., exhibit 1a1a1h3a1, “Interrogating Power“); i.e., what BÜTCHER (exhibit 40k1, “Ruling the Slum“) called “bestial fucking war machines,” our figurative, literal and liminal furry friends generally hide in plain sight, their incongruity concealed by a horror “camouflage” that pointedly begs the question (vis-à-vis animal magnetism): why is there a fuzzy tromette in the room and why is she dressed in a fetish outfit?

(artist: Mercedes the Muse)

You may as well ask why Dracula is gay (which we basically did, in Volume Two; re: “A Vampire History Primer“), where ghosts come from and why they’re pissed (re: “Seeing Dead People“), what roles witches serve while dead or alive (re: exhibit 41f2a2 from “Eat Me Alive” and which we’ll examine more in Chapter Two), or calmly walk up to Frankenstein’s monster (with quiet dignity and grace) while saying to them, “Hey, handsome!” (re: “Making Demons“). “How ’bout some fire, Scarecrow?” (combustion fueled by chemicals that, suitably enough, are also toxic; i.e., like the Wicked Witch’s envious green skin; re: exhibit 34a1b2b2a1a1b1, “With a Little Help from My Friends“).

That being said, those in power don’t want you to think about why monsters and their arbitrary dualities persist; they want you to buy their product and forget about Capitalism’s destructive effects, mid-consumption! To compromise thought as a critical tool, they’ll make their own critically-empty versions of the Medusa (or Amazons); i.e., as sweet, hairy and/or toxic. Except, bourgeoisie proponents are historically “bad” at art; i.e., opting towards automated variants geared towards profit, not critiquing the system that produces canonical art (and its toxic waste); re: Autumn Ivy (again, we’ll get to them in a moment).

Counterculture art is a kind of “concealed weapon” taken back; i.e., not used just in self-defense, but commune/comrade defense against state allies and their aggression and deception (class/culture/race traitors); re: by being more emotionally/Gothically nutritious, insofar as raising intelligence and awareness happen: through cryptonymy’s paradoxical vitality of undead poetic exchange alongside demonic (dark, vengeful, uneven) and animalistic modules presentation of “toxic.” However those modules schlockily diverge or converge, linguistic ambiguities remain during the cryptonymy process. Is art “art” in the sense of it being made to make an artistic—i.e., political—statement, or is it “just” something unto itself with no connection to anything else? Think Freud’s cigar but replace it with a peach or a “peach,” and so on…

(artist: Nyx)

In my experience, the former tends to be true, but the “consensus” of interrelating factors remains organic, even stochastic and seemingly unrelated. Capital deliberately promotes a stale, banal toxins: us-versus-them dogma to toxify rebellion; i.e., as something to control in bad faith, like lead in paint chips; e.g., Autumn Ivy as someone to meet onstage and off. Doing so happens through our own fur(r)tive rebellion’s revolutionary cryptonymy camping settler-colonial vaudeville! Sex sells; monster sex, even more so—i.e., as something to canonize (colonize) or camp (decolonize) in all the usual toxic lands, mid-consumption: as half-real (the Amazon coming from formerly devastated lands hungry for revenge and loaded with toxins analogous with hauntings, industrial devastation, and grave/dumpsite revenge)!

Monsters are like assholes, but also appetite; we all have one, and they deal in the passage of things through the body that are alien, fetish, toxic and taboo (we’re all full of shit, but use that shit for different purposes, including jizz and other abject body fluids; e.g., “Every Sperm Is Sacred“); re: body hair on a spectrum: “animal” non-white hair as “dark/curly” but also pubic hair as “censored” through shaving. Classically the monstrous-feminine is female (re: “Angry Mothers“) but holistically pertains to the alien inside/outside workers as “of nature” in many different ways; i.e., that hail from other worlds and, all the same, feel right at home. Sex and spending—as a mid-crisis means of control, then—are a powerful combination concerning appetite; i.e., one that goes different ways when exploring the alien: as something powerful (toxic) to play with, concerning trauma and feeding but also transformation and exchange pursuant to different toxic wishes. Commonly these concern revenge over what is controlled as something to hold onto or take away. While the state toxifies to hide its own rot, nature does so to announce/ defend itself from capital decay (re: fascism).

For the state and corporations (which fascism is, as Benito Mussolini[5] argued through Hollywood models), nature is something to cheapen and eat, but also antagonize and put cheaply to work, carrot-and-stick; re: as trash. Toxicity becomes a paradoxical means of addressal, then—one centered conspicuously around the Amazon being a vector to subvert: warriors and oral traditions of the ancient world treated as trash to abuse by the state now, which we must reclaim in all the usual animalistic ways to reunite with nature; i.e., hungry like the wolf, including wild sex, but also through a means of self-protection against domestic abuses regular to imperial-corporate life that, under Capitalism as a regular means of systemic rape, have been pushed away/abjected to the usual frontiers thereof; e.g., Ripley vs the Alien Queen as a hideously common means of triangulating white cis-het women against the usual state victims framed as smoggishly black (re: “The Puzzle of ‘Antiquity’“): raping the whore, business-as-usual, “carving the peach” in perpetuity with us-versus-them impunity.

Such abjection historically-materially only harms workers, animals and the environment (the planet’s finite web of live subjected to capital’s supposition of infinite growth; re: Patel and Moore); i.e., all life is precious and, great and small, should be treated as such by us relating to it—as its de facto stewards (e.g., Nyx, working out of Appalachia, West Virginia, left)! Erin Brockovich was a whore, and while fascist factories routinely wither the land with toxic waste, environmental activism and labor action speak on nature scapegoated by fascism: echoes of the Medusa, Her Majesty fighting fire with Promethean fire!

(artist: Nyx)

Furthermore, this routine “freeing of Omelas” happens using what we got as already all around us: our bodies and surroundings alike, leading to strange appetites made strange by our toxic environments; i.e., as a historical-material and subsequently dialectical-material process (re: “A Cruel Angel’s (Modular) Thesis“)—one where monsters theatrically thus poetically embody and arbitrate—argument through battle, onstage and off. Be that literal Amazons or just some kind of monstrous-feminine, mid-unheimlich, Amazonomachia is Amazonomachia, but few forms exemplify sex and force as nakedly as Amazons do. They’re fuel—a driving force loaded with trauma as exhaust, but also fertilizer for fresh synthesis through consumption. Playing with dreams (desire) made material (re: “Of Darkness and the Forbidden“), such demonic reifying routinely kidnaps us—stealing us away into new terrifying and therefore exciting courtship, captivity and extradition (re: dark faeries and demon mommies in “I’ll See You in Hell“)!

As such, what we have in us—what we’re literally made of—is what we eat taken from our environment as didactic; i.e., as a matter of argument composed of the same basic stuff driving us both as ordinary and Numinous beings, but parsed through dosage and context inside/outside ourselves. Trash is trash as form; the function occupies an uneven means of flow insofar as toxicity pushes power as a sugary cryptonymic means; i.e., of Amazonian stealth (animal-fur disguises; e.g., wolves playing at sheep) towards or away from the state craving nature reduced to raw essence and waste. However trashy nature as monstrous-feminine appears, the elite want such things purely for themselves; i.e., by pimping the alien with the alien to exterminate nature as a means of profit, thereby relying on capital’s usual division-and-chattelization mechanisms: through all the usual monopolies’ Faustian bargains and spurious, Promethean sovereignty arguments (re: “Summoning Demons” and “Making Demons“)! The state is straight and hungry for fresh tokens, the former expecting the latter to eat their own, then vomit garbage into their master’s mouths (fed from cheap sugar already puked into ours and shat out)!

Tucking In: “Shut Up and Eat Your Garbage”

We’ve set the table, as it were, and there’s already a lot to unpack here more than we already have (or will be able to). Doing so will be fairly messy and disjointed; i.e., zipping around like a squirrel on crack; re: featuring Amazons, videogames, and sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll insofar as body hair and whistleblower counterculture (through Gothic and Amazon) are concerned—but bear with me. We’ve shown Autumn and Mercedes already and will return to them; we’ll also exhibit Mugiwara (next page) for our cryptonymy object lesson, and look into examples of wild hairy women/the monstrous-feminine at large: as usefully toxic cryptonymy devices regardless of actual hair but treated as “hairy” anyways per a Nordic model of acceptable rebellion and sluttiness during the whore’s paradox (e.g., Mercy from Overwatch, and similar shaved-bare gamer waifus)!

(exhibit 70: Artist, top-left: Egghead; top-right: Pakola Papi; bottom-left: Revana, my alter ego, touched up here but originally drawn based on Anxiousprinc3ss, bottom-right.)

First, hairy women or those treated as “women.” Starting our examination, why do women choose to stay hairy? In a word, “counterculture.” Building on that idea, two of the “palimpsest bodies” of this composite are images taken of rebellious individuals, often presenting in relation to their body hair as something to descriptively and appreciatively express in society as toxic. Regarding the above exhibit, one is a model whose publicly available photo I took and used to illustrate my own, hairy trans persona, Revana (whose ass is featured on the cover of this book). In Egghead’s case, she posted the image of herself while vocalizing her rebellion: “my mom won’t speak to me until I shave my armpits. lol looks like I’m gonna be a hairy bitch 4eva.”

In the case of Pokola’s photo, she had posted it online to groan about the pains of getting waxed, only to be bullied by reactionaries until she took the original tweet down. In other words, images of people by people survive in fragments from a massive, ongoing conversation (cryptomimesis). These pieces can be picked up (or dug up, in some cases) and reassembled to form new identities to gather ’round—a concept I’ll return to in Chapter Three, but for now will examine in relation to more standardized hairy bodies; i.e., as a spectrum of “butch” muscular examples and traditionally cis-femme examples that don’t have body hair so much they do manly qualities—Amazons, but also the monstrous-feminine spectrum; re: anything not a white cis-het man, but also that man’s idea of woman/nature as something to pimp (female or not); e.g., Mugiwara being a trans man, selling sex as dipped in sugar and dripping wet: the promised bride shown as, cruelly enough, forever out of reach (as monomyth rewards and targets [the virgin and the whore] classically are)! Medusa was a party animal and slut, one who reclaimed their body after being raped and killed (re: Hadley’s “More than a Monster“).

(artist: Mugiwara)

Note: The rest of “Toxic Schlock” is a broad survey of such things; i.e., of the whore as offensively “hairy” (thus rebellious) against canonical norms, at least in concept if not actually having body hair to police (not everyone can grow it). This extends to trans people, of course; re: my 2025 addendums featuring Mugiwara as hairy and rebellious, here, but also the basic idea, which we’ll examine even more of, in Chapter Three. —Perse, 4/24/2025

Those Who Grow: Hairy Bitches and Where to Find Them

First, let’s examine those monstrous-feminine that do have/can grow body hair! General hairiness is often dismissed by reactionaries; i.e., for being seen as “ugly” and randomly chaotic, therefore grown by hysterical, disobedient bitches. By the same token, those in power will react however incompetently through a structure that affords them “overkill” retaliations to any perceived trespass. Often, they needn’t lift a finger themselves, but use the Superstructure to cultivate a pacified worker base that will keep ostensible rebellion in check; re: Amazons and taming them, straight or not (e.g., Samus serving a heteronormative model that TERFs absolutely love): barbers recruited from the slave/prison population. Meat becomes a prism-like sponge, reduced to slime food attacking itself.

At the same time, plausible deniability and not needing to lie—i.e., by virtue of following visual trends that encourage rebellion as a natural socio-linguistic process—remain things not exclusive to the elite. Indeed, such devices can be utilized by sex workers (or people forced to do sex work); i.e., in stochastic ways in response to Capitalism while using similar toxic language: “Pay this hairy bitch behind (or before) the curtain no mind.” Nope, it’s just us hairy fools, totally not connected to any larger revolutionary social movement (which Renegade Cut explains, are autonomous informal/formal collectives with no official state-corporate funding or support; source, re: “What Is (and Is Not) Anti-Fascism?” 2022). Such is cryptonymy because cryptonymy is inherently dualistic, therefore dialectic.

(artist: Mugiwara)

As part of a larger generalized process, the cryptonymic expression of furtive body hair continuously affords a composite assemblage; re: of toxic “sugar” shamed and sold (as sex generally is). This especially holds true as an artistic movement; i.e., by noting a variety of different historical-material factors that—interacting back and forth, in different directions, at different times, in different ways, separately or together in disjointed, but often semi-unified front that may or may not be aware of the other’s existence—can be revisited over and over again as needed. Liberatory artwork demonstrates “hairy” rebellion as an ironic toxic performance in highly conventional Gothic stories; i.e., that workers have subsequently camped, on and offstage, as “toxic.” A kind of juggling act—and one where sex workers may best cater to various acquired tastes while also setting limits on their own bodies—such toxicity functions cryptonymically to aid workers through the “jungle crotch” hairiness proudly on display (above). So while sex is a drug being sold to accomplish different effects, Mugi’s musk is pussy perfume for the proletariat!

Whatever hairy people decide, they’ll still want others to appreciate them for doing so; i.e., being valued, not condemned, for behaving in ironically empathetic and consensual ways: within historical-socio-material conventions that canonically treat the demonization and criminalization of sex work as normal. Workers like Mugi might even reclaim the notion of “jungle crotch” (re: curly hair) as monstrous; i.e., not just in Amazonian, cavewoman ways, but queerly Numinous ways that highlight the initial colonial bias—and its acutely toxic tokenized history—being challenged, mid-dialectic: by revolutionizing the general/Gothic cryptonymic function (re: “The Future Is a Dead Mall“) for comedic or even horrifying revolutionary effect. Doing so requires using already-ambivalent kinks, phobia-loaded imagery and fetishized performances (re: toxic waste metaphors) in ironic, reverse-abjecting ways. Common examples include Gothic media—artwork to sell or perform, as well as general lifestyles tied to descriptive sexuality (which art can imitate or vice versa); e.g., BDSM, kink and fetishization (which Amazons and monstrous-feminine more broadly denote). Such is ludo-Gothic BDSM, which state barbers (cops, token or not) famously cut short, delivering a painfully close shave, onstage and off!

The Barbarism of State Barbers

The Gothic canonically fears a return of the barbarian past (re: the “liminal hauntology of war” shown in Mugi’s exhibit [43e2a] from “Of Darkness and the Forbidden“), but also tokenizes/scapegoats it as “the toxic ones” (re: the euthanasia effect, described in “Overcoming Praxial Inertia“). In Gothic stories, zombies are dead things brought back to life, their current interview communicating a hidden message that cryptonymically and cryptomimetically reveals a past crime (usually requiring the hero to dispel a transgenerational curse by righting past wrongs, Radcliffe-style; re: “Radcliffe’s Refrain“): toxic blood on the brain.

Images like the Amazon or Medusa, then, are increasingly hauntological; they serve as “ghostly” reminders of the past—neither alive nor dead, but resurrected by artists for cross purposes in undead, demonic and animalistic language. Their “derelict” offshoots are often large and pissed off, and attack the hero on sight (who often responds with violence [re: “Military Optimism“] to their own Promethean detriment: the feeling of live burial actualized by ignominious death). ‘Tis a rotten peach, then, canonically begging for the knife per all the usual “blame the whore” arguments that Alien and Metroid made famous again (re: “The Puzzle of ‘Antiquity’“).

The classic barber of capital pruning nature/the Medusa isn’t men, as such, but Amazons per a femme fatale argument that—long after Athens, Rome and Sparta fell apart, haunting their own graveyards—ballooned from the 1500s onwards (re: “gaslight, gatekeep, girl boss” per Cameron’s Vietnam revenge, in “The Quest for Power“; also see: “Dark Shadows” for Evil Dead and Sam Raimi’s own franchised dark spirit of settler-colonial abuse and ethnocentric, DARVO-style obscurantism; i.e., abjecting Medusa in current-day monomyth ways):

(exhibit 71: Artist, left: Bo Kyung Park; middle: JUN Tran; right: Smolb. From left-to-right: Mother Brain, the “mother of dragons”; Samus, the warrior princess; the Metroids, spawn of Mother Brain but also bound to Samus’ own conflicted sense of motherhood [so the story goes; re: “War Vaginas“]. The three are bound up in the same space, ravaged by a capitalistic war for dominance—of us-versus-them, wherein woman is other but Samus acts like a man to benefit the state by slaying the Commie-coded dragon mom; i.e., the toxic monsters-feminine monarch of nature gone wild, threatening the patriarchal, Cartesian status quo; re [from Volume One]:

Canonical heroes triangulate against state targets, then, becoming the necessary exterminator of the settler-colonial model, but also the sexy destroyer and superheroic retrieval expert during the monomythic fetch quest (hyperbole and state heroism go hand-in-hand, exaggerating the menace, emergency and rescue to equal measure); i.e., a budding flower of war and larger-than-life tempter-of-fate (and the audience) walking the tightrope between Heaven and Hell, life and death, protector and aggressor, child and parent, but also wild and tame, pleasure and pain, black and white, strong and weak, invincible and vulnerable, good and evil—all while delivering state subjects (and the nuclear family unit) from evil, chaos, death, darkness, Hell, etc: the dark chronotope as a false copy whose hellish architecture and monarchy (the medieval bloodline) threatens the perceived legitimacy of the West’s own forgeries (while also haunting them). A school of canonical violence, then, the liminal hauntology of war predictably emerges, summoning the hero to occupy then suppress a prescribed “disorder” during an orderly chaos/Amazonomachia that breaks and repairs the symbolic home; i.e., over and over (a narrative of the crypt, circular ruin, infernal concentric pattern, Cycle of Kings, etc).

(artist: Gerald Brom)

And since we’re focusing on the monstrous-feminine, here, I consider the most famous of all modern phallic women to be Hippolyta-married-to-Theseus: James Cameron’s neoconservative, “feral mother” take on Ellen Ripley serving as a warlike, parent-themed mentor for the children of the present (or those who, thanks to waves of terror, regress to child-like states). She’s the housemaid with a gun, facing the barbaric imagery of the imaginary past mirrored by actual colonial abuses, upholding the latter by banishing the former to benefit the elite—in short, by playing out a heroic story much in the same way that modern versions of Beowulf would: through sex and force, rape and war expressed in theatrical language that maintains Capitalist Realism [source: “Rape Culture”].

 In that volume, I consider the most famous of all phallic women in our modern-day to be Ellen Ripley lionized by Cameron’s cartographic refrain [re: exhibit 1a1a1h2a1, “Scouting the Field“/”Canonical Essentialism“] but Samus effectively replicates [and fetishizes] the same Amazonian archetype in videogame form: chasing the Numinous, a warrior daughter and mother detective protecting heteronormative structures of power and patrilineal descent; i.e., being Daddy’s good girl while overcoming Jameson’s class nightmare of false home… by shooting it to death, then blowing up its ignominious corpse to bury the evidence [e.g., Phazon]. Or as my PhD puts it:

Under Capitalist Realism, Hell is a place that always appears on Earth [or an Earthlike double]—a black fortress threatening state hegemony during the inevitable decay of a colonial body. Its widening state of exception must then be entered by the hero during the liminal hauntology of war as a repeatable, monomythic excursion—a franchise to subdue during military optimism sold as a childhood exercise towards “playing war” in fantastical forms; e.g., Castlevania or Metroid. Conjure a Radcliffean menace inside the Imperial Core, then meet it with American force. […]

[artist: Persephone van der Waard]

In neoliberal copaganda, canonical heroes are sent solo or in small groups, deployed as much like a bomb as a person; hired by the powerful, these “walking armies” destabilize target areas for the mother country to invade and bleed dry [a genocidal process the aggressor sanitizes with cryptonymic labels like “freedom” and “progress”]. To this, they are authorized, commissioned or otherwise sanctioned by those with the means of doing so; i.e., a governing body centered around elite supremacy at a socio-material level. After infiltration occurs, they work as a detective[6]/cop, or judge, jury and executioner—either on foreign or domestic soil, the place in question framed as loosened from elite control, thus requiring the hero [and their penchant for extreme violence] to begin with. This makes them an arbiter of material disputes wherever they are: through police violence for the state in its colonial territories at home and abroad. They always follow orders: “Shoot first, ask questions later and enslave what survives.” In stories like Aliens, Doom and Metroid, the fatal nostalgia of the “false” doubled homestead is used to incite genocide, thus conduct settler colonialism inside of itself; i.e., through standard-issue Imperialism but also military urbanism; e.g., Palestine abroad[7] versus the death of Nex Benedict at home[8]. This has several steps. First, convince the hero that a place away from home is home-like; i.e., the thing they do not actually own being “theirs” [the ghost of the counterfeit] but “infested” [the process of abjection]. Then, give them a map and have them “clean house”—an atrocious “fixer” out of the imaginary past who repairs the “broken” home room-by-room by first cleansing it of abject things “attacking it from within,” then disappearing with the nightmare they constitute [source: “Scouting the Field”]. 

My thesis argument in said PhD [re: “Capitalism sexualizes everything“] explains how this can be reversed by iconoclasts; i.e., camping the canon with ludo-Gothic BDSM “on the Aegis.” Prior to that, though, a cop is a cop, and fascists recruit from broken homes established criminogenically by a neoliberal map of conquest; re: Tolkien and Cameron’s refrain. “Conjure a Radcliffean menace inside the Imperial Core, then meet it with American force.”

To this Cameron’s refrain is also a race to such violence; i.e., per my master’s thesis, Samus enters into an arms race—an activity per the structure of invasion/replacement supported by the refrain’s meta narrative, speedrunning:

the notion, that space as continually explored and destroyed, is implied through ergodic narratives that undermine any sense of mastery or celebration. Samus’ victory is unsanitized, or incomplete; it is uncertain, and one must “pray for a true peace in space!” (fig.23, next page). The Knight is marked with the King’s Brand as part of an underlying structure, implying his success temporary by simply being the next in line; even if the Radiance is destroyed, it is done at cost of the Knight, himself. In either case, it is never over, but a cycle that goes on and on forever, a barbaric rite out of the past, a looping labyrinth. In Gothic media, one sees the pattern forwards and backwards in terms of which media appeared, first, and what came next. All of this is reflected by the terrifying affect of the space-in-question as contributing to an overall castle-narrative experienced between reader, interaction, and text, across all kinds of media; in Metroidvania, it lies between player, play style and game. In cinema or novels, these parameters shift; like suit one wears and moves around, inside, a space’s sense of enclosure remains.

Across Gothic media, there remains an excessive quality of time that cannot be mapped, or expressed in clear terms. Instead, it pools inside the space. The returning hero is doomed to face the past again and again, a series of doubles. They can subvert old tyrannies by seizing control, but remain trapped or exiled, themselves. For example, Samus is nomadic, without a home; so is Ellen Ripley from Aliens or Victoria, from Charlotte Dacre’s Zofloya; or, the Moor (1806). Men experience it is as well, in terms of motion as gendered, but also said motion contested, within a given arc and across all of them. The Knight a wandering warrior, destroyed upon his return; Mather Lewis’ Ambrosio dies an ignominious death. For any hero, it is not simply a call to arms, but a rite of passage wherein the hero constantly infers whatever lies in store for them whilst inside; yet, it is always hidden, revealed too late: they were the destroyer all along. This can be of the space, others, or themselves, and there is no escape from that. One cannot avoid death, or concerns about death relative to growth established through motion; it and Other doubles collect within the space as historical byproducts of motion [source: “Lost in Necropolis”].

Figure 23. “Ending Screen and Samus Reveal” from Metroid

Home, in canonical Gothic, is always fucked in ways to fear and attack, but also blame on Medusa. The meta goal, for Metroidvania, ties to capital in small: to do token Rambo-style settler colonialism the fastest. Indeed, in the Metroidvania and FPS tradition, the shooter [Cameron’s refrain] is about maps and enemies to recolonize through urban combat; i.e., room-by-room; e.g., Super Metroid having names for literally every room that Samus obliterates.)

Amazons are classically tokenized. Beyond the literal jungle as source to old, Patriarchal fears, their relationship—to Gothic as hauntologically traumatic spaces that ensnare or jail the hero (re: “War Vaginas“)—anchors to such territories as suitably complex (re: dualistic). Often occupied by old wooly hags or “dragon ladies” the huntress must kill to escape, she must first detect her mark’s presence and hunt it (the ludic procedure called “boss keys,” in the Metroidvania formula); re: the Archaic Mother or “womb space” as something to “castrate,” providing one’s own manhood (“manhood” in Samus’ case, being cis-female). While these Gothic elements intimate a larger menace, they’re generally repurposed into a larger masculine scheme that conceals the true menace (settler colonialism) in exchange for an invented one: the female/monstrous-feminine bogeyman or “coven matriarch” as something to be killed; i.e., by appropriated “girl boss” Amazons, a one-woman-army war orphan/child soldier fighting for male power as a kind of colonial revenge (on non-bourgeois pirates, Mother Nature, Communists, queer folk, or all four rolled into one during mirror syndrome).

So yes, Samus is generally an animal woman, but a shaved one working for the man to shear off the Medusa’s head; i.e., through the Nordic model stamped by a subjugated Japanese authorship sold back to American customers while wearing a trademark baby-blue “zero suit” (re: “Borrowed Robes” but also below): a cop in a whore outfit. So does Samus (and those playing at Samus, below) police other more unruly whores per the usual monomyth assimilation fantasies scapegoating nature as toxic; i.e., to look like a whore but function like an undercover cop/cleaner. From hair to skin to clothes to props, the state will groom any aspect of an Amazon (or similar potentially hairy monstrous-feminine under the Shadow of Pygmalion); i.e., to pimp themselves (and nature at large) to serve profit, by policing Hell on Earth. Whereas revolutionary cryptonymy employs rock ‘n roll’s anti-war tendencies, Amazons embody the language of war as monstrous-feminine. The token Amazon bridles, pimped and converted into false power and empty hope attached to pro-war/settler-colonial abuse; e.g., Autumn Ivy’s enby gym-mom pandering borrowed from earlier franchises known for such things:

(artist: Autumn Ivy)

Betrayal is betrayal masked as tokenized, second wave “empowerment.” As such, military recruitment is a go-to state method (re: “Military Optimism“); i.e., one of fetishizing the Amazon as false rebel by presenting her as a protector for the infantilized while also defending the status quo from hairier examples to “shave” as she holds the blade. Female castration is often a female duty haunting the heroism.

To it, the Neo-Gothic classically crosses taboo violence with taboo aspects of one’s body dating back to Chaucer celebrating what would become alien out of the ancient past; i.e., as something to fear during capital as a process; re: from “The Miller’s Tale” (exhibit 37c2, “Back to Jadis’ Dollhouse“) into eroticized horror stories about the fearsome harpy or werewolf, etc, as something—like Medusa—to castrate (re: silver bullets) or at contain, thus pimp[10] (re: snakes for hair [re: “Always a Victim“] but also just hairiness as a statement about impudent autonomy that, cis or not, crosses over immediately into toxic, monstrous-feminine body language, above).

This being said, shaving whores to shame them is a classic canonical technique, but one generally concerned with stripping a body to gauge its hairiness as a hauntological practice: to expose one’s body in pubic. Doing so is classically what men do, or Spartan women, or whores, or women fetishizing persecution language (e.g., Angela Carter fetishizing queer people, “Confronting Past Wrongs“). Except the ancient canonical laws don’t account for trans people predating Western models, thus Amazons; i.e., those who have lived and loved, wanting not merely to be seen as human despite our hairiness, but loved for it by decriminalizing said hair with said hair as something to show off during ludo-Gothic BDSM’s public nudism as toxic. Amazons were classically naked, animalistic and GNC to terrify viewers!

Through that paradox, then, hairiness becomes a statement of fact and means of play onstage and off: a strip tease to show more and more, on the Aegis, thus outing the fury of those furious at our furriness, mid-abjection to reverse said abjection with hairy cryptonymy (through the usual morphological displays, but also neo-medieval/castled hyphenations of sex and force with food, death, war and disease, etc, as toxic sugars to treat with/deal in)! The whore’s revenge is exposure, granting them a warrior’s power on a monstrous-feminine gradient reclaiming home (the mother) as alien from bad(-faith) actors by good ones:

(artist: Mugiwara)

To it, body hair wasn’t always shamed, but the connecting of increasingly exposed and animal states of nudity as prostitution have been historically relegated, in the West, to graveyards (re: B.B. Wagner’s “The Graveyard Prostitutes of Rome and Beyond,” 2020) but also foreign imperial territories called “toxic” in bad faith (the Radcliffe bandit MO), while known for such nudity as a form of attack to attack in bad faith; e.g., with Athenian women fearful of their Spartan neighbors being “Amazonian” by virtue of their warrior-women nudity versus the femme fatales developed under Capitalism fascinated with such antiquity reimagined; re: Creed, Kristeva, Carter and me—with me camping those women, insofar as any terror language goes; re: “flashing” and “Our Sweet Revenge.” That section concerned anal rape and Amazons, but the same idea applies to body hair as, often enough, fetishized in anisotropic “either way” language: toxic sugar as ashes in one’s mouth, or oxymoronic sweetener with a semblance of ash (ashes to ashes, dust to dust).

As such, this policing of things by state barbers (which classically were bloodletters that have become currently tied to state extermination rhetoric) can be challenged during the cryptonymy process, but still come from a position of nostalgia that is difficult to entirely reject because it defines one’s childhood, hence sense of self as coded for them by the elite’s false flags; re: the police rape of nature as monstrous-feminine canonized as nostalgia to favor the profit motive, hence nuclear model, as reinvaded by Medusa’s hairy, toxic ilk.

Furthermore, all of this is morphologized as the Gothic does; re: through bodies and castles with chattelized vengeful elements, mise-en-abyme. Every labyrinth needs a minotaur to “slay,” thereby subverting such things with doubles of their harmful, canonical versions:

(artist: Persephone van der Waard)

In “Why I Submit,” for instance, I even spell this relationship out; i.e., in regards to myself as a trans woman in the closet:

When cis women/trans people play Metroidvania, they also face their fears. A common AFAB fear is rape. Another fear is change. As Samus Aran, the player is in a constant state of change. Eventually she/they become(s) a powerful monster, but needn’t be the total abuser that scared sexist men portray her as. Instead, she can literally seize control, using the videogame controller to become a mommy dom herself. This make the castle a teacher of sorts. The Metroidvania is the mommy dom—the Master—and Samus Aran is the apprentice.

So am I. Playing Super Metroid, I see a tall, fearsome Amazon—one I can submit to, but also embody through my attraction to her ambivalent aura and home. They’re literally why I pick up the controller. There’s always an uncanny element to Samus because she has power. Conversely Samus herself proves she isn’t the monster. She could be Mother Brain, but rejects the matriarch’s abject position, retaining her humanity. For me, this becomes another form of consent, one informed by sexual desire. I choose to interact with Samus and the castle because they teach, but also excite me. I want to fuck what I want to be: sexy. For me, that means a powerful woman like Samus.

Yes, Metroid spaces and heroines are “traumatic,” and echo trauma (re: child abuse) and “trauma” (re: watching Alien) from my childhood. They remain sexy because Samus chooses to protect me inside the space, the carrot to the castle’s stick. To quote Spike Spiegel, “I love the kind of woman who can kick my ass.” The Metroidvania castle lets me adopt a traditionally “female” stance: fear of physical abuse. Intimations of trauma are inevitable; framing them within boundaries of play grants me an element of control, according to a partner I can trust. I trust the Metroidvania to “imprison” me. Inside the castle, I control Samus, an avatar whose powerful persona chases my boogeymen, tyrants, away (source).

Note: I would go onto to trace this lineage in far greater detail; re: with Metroidvania and camping it, in my PhD’s “Origins and Lineage.” Here, the same tracing has come full-circle, regarding toxic Amazon body hair. —Perse, 4/24/2025

Obviously my feelings have changed further since coming out of the closet, in 2022. A vengeful girl boss like Samus unironically fights for the Galactic Federation—a menticided, “witch-like,” “sleeper agent” detective who faces the traumatic, “triggering” “monster past” as a canonical huntress huffing glue. She’s an infiltrator flown into the state of exception; i.e., under the radar and killing everything around her using their own materials—their own weapons—in phallic, rapacious displays of weaponized, pro-state violence (making Samus the “white Indian” savior of the self-colonizing ruin and its feudalized, conflicted ownership and colonial apologia: as reclaimed by a totem girl with a penis-shaped head[11]). Utterly convinced she must destroy the enemy’s “mother” (with slaying the dragon mother being a sexist, femicidal, Jungian archetype necessary for male individuation), Samus goes from planet to planet under similar war-torn conditions, gets triggered by toxic activators (through constant cop/victim propaganda), robotically “activates” during mirror syndrome, and “pulls a Rambo” whenever the Federation wants her to. She’s a terminator working for Skynet but raised among the natives after her colony is torched (not wolves, but birds; re: the Chozo)!

Real workers are no different, but walk the same half-real tightrope. Like witches and other monsters—and as we’ll see in just a moment with Autumn Ivy making a return (who we’ll camp with Mugi’s help)—Amazons are a liminal category that can go either way (re: “Death by Snu-Snu” and “Always a Victim“). By routinely “nuking the site from orbit” just like Ripley does, the canonical/colonial variant of either detective doesn’t really “solve” anything through force; colonizing force leads to bombs; bombs—as we learned from The Last of Us, part two during Volume Two—only engender regional instability by breaking things down and enforcing a fascist state of panic and fear comparable to Samus own fucked-up childhood (re: exhibit 35b, “Pieces of the Dead“). Nurture did her dirty.

“Only the dead have seen the end of war,” Plato supposedly asserts (source: Bernard Suzanne, 2002). I disagree, provided we de-subjugate the Amazon and deplore her toxic neoliberal recruitment (re: “Predators and Prey” and “Praxial Inertia,” but also a concept we’ll revisit in Chapter Five; e.g., “warrior mommies,” exhibit 102a4). To it, workers can teach children not to become war orphans by refusing to endorse, thus become, rabid straw-dog victims; i.e., of war as a cycle of reactive abuse towards state manufactured enemies. It’s our job to get creative and recultivate the Superstructure (re: “Twin Trees“). To fight fire with fire starts by camping the barber shop’s horrors, specifically its toxic whore-like war heroines[12]!

Little Shop of Horrors: Camping the Barbershop Whores

(exhibit 72a: “The children’s crusade on its way to the Holy Land, 1212”; source: Blakemore’s “The Disastrous Time Tens of Thousands of Children Tried to Start a Crusade” [2019]. Blakemore herself writes:

Though multiple accounts discuss Stephen and Nicholas, historians still disagree on many of the crusade’s particulars. In 1977, Peter Raedts reassessed the chronicles and concluded that participants in the Children’s Crusade had existed on the margins of society. They may have believed it was up to poor and marginalized people to take up the flag for Christianity after the first Crusades failed. Raedts concluded the crusaders were not really children, but poor people—an interpretation that calls the very name of the movement into question.

The slender accounts of the so-called Children’s Crusade make it hard to confirm or deny whether the participants were actual kids or just powerless peasants. But the ill-fated journey shows how the influence of just a few persuasive voices can incite a full-blown movement—even one that ends in humiliation and disaster [source].  

Children get their ideas passed down from their parents and any heroic canon.)

Aside from the “witches” and other monstrous-feminine liminalities (female or not) already known to videogames like Metroid—and keeping with Medusa’s common role to be policed by subjugated Amazons less hairy than the Gorgon—the so-called “dragon lady” remains a common Patriarchal symbol for “hysterical” chaos; i.e., a toxic means of abjection supplied by early 20th century psychologists like Sigmund Freud and Carl Jung as outlined by Irigary and Creed. Jung’s archetypes in particular outlines the monomyth as intimated by Freud’s pupil, Otto Rank; i.e., who personally described birth trauma as a separation from the womb and the hero’s quest entirely desirous with reunion (re: “Born to Fall?“), and whose feminist ideas (especially compared to Freud’s) would be challenged before and after by Joseph Campbell, Jordan Peterson, and many others (all the way back to Aristotle and Plato). Pygmalion casts a long shadow and in that shadow’s endless reach, psychoanalysis from the 18th, 19th and 20th centuries obscure not just Marx but Mary Shelley and other revolutionaries; i.e., Medusa is always a victim to shave with cops holding the shears, including nerdy female ones (Creed’s murderous womb fucked by Francis Bacon’s spiritual successors; re: Patel and Moore).

Per the Man Box, all these various, replicated prescriptions from different authoritative (wo)men and their assorted “quirks” conceal a larger Patriarchal structure that routinely treats anything monstrous-feminine like objects to quarantine; i.e., whose symbolic “slaying” and submission conveniently advances men’s role in the world: a literal Bakhtinian rite-of-passage that women will tokenize to uphold, inside the chronotope as concentric, half-real; re: being hairy or at least muscular enough in the modern prescriptive sense (of men as hairier and burlier than women); e.g., Autumn Ivy having the usual, superhero-style[13] virgin/whore alter ego, suitably showing off what they/society considers an “acceptable” amount of skin, tattoos and pussy fur while punching down at those who dare point out that Autumn is, in fact, a sex worker (re: “The Nation-State“).

The fact remains, cops tokenize through some degree of desperation and convenience—Autumn having their cake and eating it, too. A toxic Sale of Indulgences serving the Protestant ethic, they’re a token whore “of nature” pimping whores, wherein nature polices nature as monstrous-feminine; re: through sex as a dirty drug—a sticky and delicious one—but Autumn’s wares serving the state through complicit cryptonymy during manufactured scarcity splashed with “ancient” Amazon goo. “The dose doth make the poison” (re: Paracelsus). So does the context (re: Drew Pinsky); i.e., as modular and dialectical-material, drugs being a poetic mode as much as anything literal (re: Mills and Fisher). Autumn’s a smiling brute; re: gaslight, gatekeep, girl boss, hypocritically selling pussy sludge and butt musk while abjecting it. It’s very “pick me,” punching down at other sex workers who are “more toxic” in Autumn’s eyes.

(artist: Wolfhead at Night)

Out of the ancient world’s kayfabe, demons and legendary warriors into the Renaissance and capital-centric monsters (the undead; e.g., zombies)—from Paradise Lost to Frankenstein to Lord of the Rings featuring statuesque bodies and, in Tolkien and similar stories, Amazons (e.g., Aliens, Metroidvania and shooters re: “Military Optimism“)—authors have used monstrous-feminine for canon versus camp (re: exhibit 0c, “Twin Trees“), and not just male authors (re: Mary Shelley and Frankenstein, “Making Demons“). Exact authorship aside, whores are monsters, and not only are monsters cool (re: “Concerning Monsters“), but everyone loves the whore for different reasons (e.g., “Policing the Whore“).

Except, cops canonize monsters to rape nature and Autumn is a cop, pinkwashing such things through subjugated Amazonomachia as unironically toxic. In doing so, Autumn effectively disguises police action as false guerrilla; i.e., with the stolen, abused language of guerillas, thereby helping conceal several things in the process: the pimp’s revenge as “whore,” the prosecution of actual whores being the oldest form of labor exploitation, said exploitation being tokenized through divide-and-conquer strategies. Those include recruiting from the very prison spaces whores are crammed inside, the state sending more privileged token examples back into these same concentric frontiers: to police out of revenge in bad faith (re: “The World Is a Vampire“).

At their most basic, then, the Medusa and their Aegis are revenge personified—meaning the awesome withering power to speak out/about rape through rape performed as “toxic.” As monstrous-feminine shows, power has infinite form (re: “Of Darkness and the Forbidden“); like music, it can be used for anything (re: Zizek, “universal application”). What matters, again, is how. Gothic, per the cryptonymy process, is made of fakery and lies being part of a basic human language (re: “The Future Is a Dead Mall“), whose subsequent comportment can further profit/abjection or reverse it. So while the Gothic commonly tells truth through falsehood, it can also lie through truth for different dialectical-material aims; re: what we’re made of as a neo-medieval means of liminal expression through blood, sweat and tears, but also toxic sugar and hairy whistleblowers demonized, cop/victim, as poetic arguments to become fluent in duality (doubles).

Doing so, it takes serious active work through the dialectic of the alien (and shelter) to challenge the very toxic stigmas, biases and phobias sex work suffers, and which the iconoclast works with to do so in a proletarian sense, through Gothic; e.g., Delilah Gallo and myself (source: “An Interview with Delilah Gallo,” 2025).

By comparison, Autumn doesn’t challenge anything about sex work, as canon; they further abjection for profit, full stop. To that, they’re Radcliffe’s banditti, robbing the castle for the baron; i.e., their aesthetic of strength—not just their muscles but their Amazonian garb and toxic fursona—do the heavy lifting. And heroically masculine women (or female/trans masc enbies, in Autumn’s case) who unironically don the armor of the dragonslayer are, whether they realize it or not, playing a complicit role in this endless cryptonymy. They’re a cop and ACAB.

Furthermore, even a seemingly “progressive” bad bitch like Samus (which Autumn has played before) canonizes through girl-boss cryptonymy that

  • behaves at least as violently as the men[14], colonizing an ancestral space according to an uncertain, feudalistic bloodline; re: Bakhtin’s Gothic chronotope per hereditary rites and dynastic power exchange.
  • serves as the captive sex object that men can fantasize about as they control her body (the avatar).
  • presents her, thus the player’s victories, as fighting for “true peace in space”; i.e., as something to pay for the privilege, meaning a temporary end to the police state’s advertised disorder-in-the-abstract (the Medusa): as a toxic proxy/doxy scapegoat for all the world’s problems hidden in plain sight; re: genocide and war as things to hide, which in turn hide their deeper causation (Capitalism) as concealed and revealed cryptonymically and cryptomimetically by the game itself: as Capitalist Realism through “war pastiche” (a toxic concept we’ll return to in Chapter Four but which “War Culture” and “Rape Culture” from Volume One have already touched upon).

The whore’s revenge, then, is one of endless conflict against the state—the latter an entity that rapes nature by design (re: “A Cruel Angel’s Thesis“); i.e., doing so out of revenge as built into capital (re: “Rape Reprise“), and all to birth, maintain and revive the state, a priori and ipso facto. Profit is rape as a form of theft.

Of course, Barbara Creed asserts that one can resist these various concealments by using their monstrous avatars—the Amazon or the Gorgon—as terrifying symbols to scare the Patriarchy out of hiding. However, doing so will invariably criminalize either as “ancient,” cryptonymic, inhuman sources of fear that—as Federici points out and I agree (re: “Policing the Whore“)—will be manipulated by the state to serve the state and state’s rights. The whore can resist tokenization, but frankly makes for a poor disguise mid-cryptonymy while also being historically “mute” (or at least can’t converse with the people trying to kill it); i.e., animalized toxically as Medusa is—with inhuman life cycles associated with wasps, jellyfish and lampreys divorced from “civilized” factories but blamed for them (making it rare for them to represent protagonistic critiques of Capitalism[15]); re: stigma animals as toxic whore to pimp, harvest and sell.

That’s part of the whore’s paradox, and one we must navigate while reclaiming such things being abject in the state’s eyes; i.e., to make the bandit disappear by hugging Medusa in ways the bandit abjects. So must heroes target the shapeshifter acting in bad faith, demasking them through their lies; e.g., like Ernest P. Warrell kissing the troll in Ernest Scared Stupid (above, 1991); i.e., to make it explode (the fool exposing the liar through medieval playacting—blood libel and Chaucer’s “kiss and makeup” schtick from “The Pardoner’s Tale,” c. 1387). The lie is what destructs, and with it, the liar’s ability to manipulate others through paralysis, imitation and toxic projection.

This happens through repetition; re: parody and pastiche are remediated praxis during liminal expression in duality (no monopolies). Pastiche, for our purposes, must be perceptive and active, not blind and inert; i.e., camp is a form of play and play is a means of communication and learning through cryptonymy as paradox (e.g., the whore’s, liar’s, and many others; re: “Welcome to the Fun Place!“). I used to identify as a Gothic ludologist, whose ideas above eventually evolved into ludo-Gothic BDSM. That’s what this symposium has been speaking to, past and present (and what we’ll reconsider when we look at AI and corporations): toxic love as sold to us in tokenized monomyth language (the chaste naked herbo not just exterminating zombie snake ladies but hunting them down and decapitating them, grist-for-the-mill; i.e., zombies exist to be exterminated during orderly disposal by fascism, the latter happily scapegoating its own waste/genocide rhetoric and deeply unpopular polices DARVO-style, mid-crisis)! As with toxic love, you can’t “fix” fascism, whose predation serves capital: as anti-stewardship and worshipping the process of death itself (a death cult).

Whether Amazonian or Archaic, “ancient female rage at Patriarchal traumatizers” is entirely valid from a consensual performer’s iconoclastic standpoint (with the enjoyment of the role in private very different than publicly endorsing it as a de facto educator). However, it’s also not how every iconoclast even wants to be portrayed; i.e., as a giant, nefandous, female bullseye that men only want to kill (excluding monster-fuckers), but also huntress “war orphans” working for the state—as its JO material for “real” soldiers (cis-het men); re: nature not as female, but monstrous-feminine food and sex to police through bad actors like Autumn Ivy playing Malcom X’s cunning fox: the hypocritical white moderate in wolf furs, toxically playing at Animal Farm (1945)! It becomes maladaptive, an addiction to feed as “bad”; i.e., moralizing chemicals or things viewed/treated as chemical poison.

(artist: Wolfhead at Night)

Concerning toxic animals, the dread of “turning” goes both ways. On the proletarian, ACAB side of the coin, the poetic liberty of any monstrous-feminine extends the trans potential of so-called “phallic” women or parthenogenetic entities during proletarian praxis; i.e., those which aren’t exactly butterflies or wallflowers and more like murderflies and nightshade performing Amazonomachia for the workers of the world. That’s fine for some revolutionaries (or those playing at revolutionaries), but not everyone wants to be inherently “butch,” bellicose or beautiful-yet-baneful; i.e., “femme fatales” that cater to the cis-het Male Gaze performed historically by token women—the Medusa but also the white savior as subjugated Amazon versus Medusa: the herbo going beyond Samus; e.g., as Blizzard’s burly Sonya (exhibit 100c2b), or hourglass BDSM dames like Marston’s imperfect Wonder Woman (exhibit 102c3) likewise being just about everywhere and nowhere all at once (re: “Death by Snu-Snu“). Rape is ubiquitous under capital, as are its DARVO arguments in bad faith, existing in duality with our own.

But however ubiquitous they are as military-recruiter devices, the fact remains, “slaying Medusa” speaks to everyday life as something that crosses into fantasy and the sight of such battles; i.e., being acted out, onstage and off, through “playing war” in toxic language; re: Mugi and their partner fucking for me as something to exhibit outside the bedroom while inside the bedroom (re: Foucault). So does the whore’s revenge give home an alien fur coat (and pearl necklace the moral arbiters won’t clutch) by virtue of voyeur/exhibitionist context: the Commie slut from outer space raised on home soil; i.e., like Superman minus an actual alien planet or assimilation fantasy and feeding the same toxic appetites in ways conducive to proletarian undeath, demonology and anthropomorphism.

To that, Mugi and I have worked together for years—with me being drawn to their GNC-ness, hair and curves. In turn, our partnership communion with Medusa played out in stages, commissioned both for art and fun!

First, there’s foreplay on the cusp of penetration into alien spheres, chonky and hairy…

(artist: Mugiwara)

then the sex/ol’ in-and-out with adorable call-and-response commentary[16]

(artist: Mugiwara)

…followed by the “money shot,” as it were—toxic sugar! Castle raided! Dragon slain! But it’s campy and sweet—a bit mundane with a heroic-monster veneer being the core of my art in 2020 (re: “My Art Website Is Live!“).

(artist: Mugiwara)

So despite humans being very hairy and animal through the act of “ravishing Medusa” as something to “toxically” perform (with eye contact, sweat, scent, protein/sugars, heavy breathing and so on), sex and public nudism aren’t discrete any more than art or porn are, mid-Amazonomachia (re: “monster battle,” but also psychosexuality and “battle sex”); i.e., Medusa a “mysterious mother” speaking to its own rape through fabrication (re: “Healing from Rape“) and cleansing through filth (re: Walpole, “Prey as Liberators“): a “secret sin; [an] untold tale, that art cannot extract, nor penance cleanse[17].” In other words, it’s a mud bath.

To play is to control, over whatever we want to control—hair and toxic sugars or otherwise, mid-cryptonymy! Forget Sophie’s Choice; it’s Sophocles’ Choice, amirite? Medusa’s caked-up dumper craves for thick monster cock—as materialized through various poetic devices (re: the Poetry Module’s magical assembly, selective absorption, confusion of the senses and a Song of Infinity) recultivating the Wisdom of the Ancients: evoking Medusa with one’s own cake as “castle in the flesh,” “heaven in a wild flower” and “fun palace,” etc! Let the Womb Wander!

(model and photographer: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard)

Furthermore, I would write in the Demon Module,

All monsters are, to some degree, imaginary thus fake, but likewise hinting at buried realities through their fakeness; the Gothic, as a dualistic means of calculated risk, is rooted in fakery to further or reverse abjection through the cryptonymy process—i.e., a fake made of clay or an authentic article made of clay are still, both of them, made of clay (re: the Gothic through camp, puts everything in quotes). As such, function trumps form as a hauntological matter of assigned legitimacy versus actual activism regardless of appearance. Gothic Communism takes said clay, then, and uses it to liberate workers from state golems and gargoyles, the owners of a church increasingly menticided by/alienated from its own counterfeit sense of “past”; re: the ghost of the counterfeit ours to weaponize against our jailors, mid-chronotope. The more they lie, the more room we have to work with, terrifying what they and their forgeries try to abject using the same borderline-to-outright pornographic poetic devices: the sacrifice and executioner housed in the same special place, the maiden/whore to conjure up achingly during Gothic’s liminal rape play and murder fantasy! “Oh, heavens! Just what have I gotten myself into!” Hot goss, indeed, girls talk—about that big Gothic “castle” to go to for a good time [Cuwu was a size queen]!

(artist: Owusyr)

Except whereas the middle class since Radcliffe might conjure up a castle or demon lover to assuage their bigoted fears (cold feet or shoulders, often with an alter ego—the secret identity man-of-mystery or Amazonian menace to warm things up/cool things down charming the panties off the [classically white, straight, female] audience during calculated risk), we do so to announce and combat systemic oppression: killing our darlings on the Aegis, but also calling them out for their entitlement, hence grab a tantrum-throwing slaver by the balls (re: cops—those whose profession is to torture and extort people more vulnerable than themselves in defense of private property).

So do we anisotropically defend ourselves from state fabrications; i.e., by making our own and fashioning an alternate, at-times-frank/streetwise but also exciting/swashbuckling voice to history through demons (e.g., Borges). We make room for reasonable doubt/craft an alibi tied to our identity and performance going hand-in-hand. The Gothic becomes a place to conveniently be naughty and put our ideas to practice that, in turn, aren’t fully removed from our habitat, thus bailiwick. So with sugar and spice, but also piss, vinegar and worse things (shit, blood, etc), we can win some degree of arbitration regarding sex and force, but also our basic human rights swept up in these things. There’s power in fiction, but especially when it’s mixed up with sex and force through demonic expression as pulpy and clay-like (source: “A Paucity of Time”).

Think of this with “toxic sugar” instead of clay and you have the same basic idea; re: fucking the alien. Exploitation and liberation overlap (the Gothic originally penned by closeted gay men and privileged white straight women).

Yet, for Gothic Communism, consent is cool, as are Amazons/the Medusa and the whore’s “rape” as something to put into quotes, but air the dirty laundry for fun. Time is a circle that Gothically feeds, like the ouroboros, concentrically into itself. That’s what makes cryptonymy fun, and describes the endlessly ergodic, liminal, dualistic and imaginary past littered with such things, on and offstage, mise-en-abyme! What Capital endlessly takes into itself as hot toxic garbage, the Medusa reclaims infinitely through duality into something curiously sweet amid the charnel house’s bitter tones! A gay to bury by the state, she’s nobody’s hero but ours! “Wicked bad naughty Zoot!” Everyone loves the whore because she’s dirty!

To it, there’s a bevy of dire lineages to explore and play out when chasing the dragon/getting to the bottom of the mystery that Medusa’s “toxic sugar” represents (representation. in Gothic. being a house built on very shaky grounds). Autumn Ivy doesn’t have a monopoly on muscles, body hair or sex (re: the aesthetic of power and death through sugar-as-toxic, but also what is targeted through said aesthetic; e.g., what Autumn calls “ham sandwich” [their pussy] actually betraying their own consumer-like approach to such things—still selling the ham, but being a coercively cryptonymic approach).

Toxic waste? Bread and circus? We’re all made of the same meat, sugars and waste; it’s what you do with it—and how you sell your labor as a poetic, educational matter of praxis concerning what capital treats as waste—that affects development through abjection as something to reverse (or not). Again, these aren’t zero-sum; re: liberation and exploitation share the same stages, whose castration versus our own uses the same toxic-themed devices (re: public nudism, body hair and a rebellious, sugary-toxic veneer); i.e., at the same time, voyeur/exhibit.

Chemical Lobotomy (feat. Blizzard, Mercy and Overwatch, AI Abuse, and The Simpsons)

Holistic study remains vital to penetrating power (the veil of cryptonymy to find utility thus value); i.e., as something to interrogate, as toxic; e.g., the Metroidvania and rock opera places where such fur(r)tive rebellion classically calls home, once dumped there like zombie corpses (re: the virgin and the whore, the whore being the hairy or at least “dark” toxic lycanthrope and the virgin being the modest, Neo-Gothic, non-toxic warrior maiden [virgin/whore] resisting such things through token police violence: tainted by waste/marked by Cain and triangulating for the state against nature as radioactive alien to prove her worth to them). The next twenty pages concern a broad holistic survey focusing on blindness and sight (similar to “Forbidden Sight“; re: as critical engagement).

Despite having outlined Autumn as a toxic Amazon who serves the state, and Mugi being a hairy boy pussy-haver that uses the same basic language for cryptonymy at cross purposes (re: revolutionary versus complicit), we’ve really just been scratching the surface of these hairy and toxic/radioactive, sugary things. Like the zombie, mid-crisis, there’s endless numbers to survey.  I’d like to do a little more of that, here; i.e., with Blizzard, Mercy and Overwatch on different registers, discussing the value in such garbage even when corporatized (while critiquing AI abuse), then conclude with rock operas (a kind of “danger disco” similar to the Metroidvania stomping ground that Amazons commonly use when orbiting Numinous forces like the Medusa). Such is holistic expression, endlessly returning to Medusa’s toxic cafeteria (“Lunch Lady Land…“) for (sloppy) seconds!

As we do, remember how we’re the one’s camping canon during cryptonymy as a hairy ordeal; re: the Gothic outing the home as not just “alien,” but hypocritical. Such dualistic half-reality applies to the cryptonymy of centrist soldier roles (e.g., the healslut, not the tank—exhibit 73a), and therein lies further examples of monstrous-feminine that don’t necessarily have body hair so much as they exist to be controlled/played with in various toxic ways; i.e., that abide by the same broader rules of irony that flow of power towards/away from the elite; e.g., the combatant and noncombatant, to varying degrees of violent and “hard” or peaceful and “soft” (with body hair generally being left out, save the “bush” as a concealed grooming of the sexual site that entitled men/tokens view as theirs: a “garden” they cultivate through the woman as their property doing work to please them):

(exhibit 72b: Artist, top-left: unknown, top-middle: Fantscifi, top-right: Vashperado, bottom-left: Rodion Shaldo, bottom-middle: Koyorin, bottom-right: Kyoffie12.)

Having studied Amazons and their classic enemies, once tokenized, there’s a near-infinite variety of these monstrous-feminine body types and “pin-up girl” soldier roles; i.e., Amazonomachia operating through the imaginary past: as something to holistically and “gamely” learn from, or conversely cherish in the “blind,” unironic sense. This includes the humor and aesthetic, but also sexually dimorphic roles’ curiously repetitious mutations; i.e., proliferating heteronormatively within AI-generated replicas[18]. AI = abuse through theft, effectively through blind parody/pastiche.

Furthermore, the above approach has been “optimized” by the elite through their servants. Presenting as AI-sourced “artists,” any human(s) behind the account(s) doing the theft are pimps: passing “their creations” off as art while stealing it. Such complicit cryptonymy is a dead mall, one disguising how Capitalism normally markets itself through toxic fakes: like they’re not exploiting workers by stealing their labor and their bodies, including images of these things. Regardless, the endless variation and cryptomimetic replication includes the cryptonymic context behind the images in relation to what they’re referring to under Capitalism; i.e., franchised material with a sexist fanbase, authorship and meta/parasocial relationship with paratextual outcomes. There’s still room to work within this mess; i.e., to subvert its goop through praxis being synthesized by different peoples of different ages, times and places in different mediums to different degrees.

For example, consider the “non-combatant” medic class Amazon; i.e., whose “healslut” pejorative label has its own strange “flavor history.” One, “it’s just a canonical joke,” memeified from new games emulating older games with distinctly hauntological designs. Yet, a highly stylized, nostalgic, and sexually diverse team in Overwatch popularized the bad joke lifted directly from an earlier all-boys team, in Team Fortress 2 (2007). The older game treated “healslut” like a feminized insult for jealous or irritated players wanting a “pocket healer” or thinking their healer was bad (Know Your Meme, 2016), therefore became ignominiously implied-as-female to tease them; the subsequent game conspicuously eroticized the idea (Kotaku, 2016)—meaning while the notoriously toxic (mostly vocal, teenage/adult male) player base treated healers as forced-submissive, “feminine” roles that “real” men should avoid and all women were relegated to because they “lacked skill.” Medics aren’t just feminized, but monstrous-feminized through the whore’s paradox; i.e., the virgin-whore as something to shave, shape and dress up in ways that can be camped, afterwards:

(exhibit 73a: Source image. A game-within-a-game, the “meta guide” for being a heal-slut; source: Kyle Bohunicky and Jordan Youngblood’s 2019 “The Pro Strats of Healsluts: Overwatch, Sexuality, and Perverting the Mechanics of Play.”)

Not all of it was sexist. And yet the ludic metaplay was so extensive and complicated that the phenomenon of consensual BDSM has been seriously studied in academia (above); i.e., a half-real reclaiming of the term “heal-slut” from toxic fandoms chasing the whore (re: werewolves, Gorgons, zombies, etc, as queerness through suicide/disguise narratives’ toxic injections; e.g., Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde).

Sluts are canonically monstrous-feminine, but Amazons are a gradient therein. Said spectrum extends to any worker (female or not), including Amazonian variants like the healslut; but preferential mistreatment happens towards a more traditional, European-looking poster girl; e.g., Mercy (above) embodying the universal “vanilla” flavor/Occidental beauty standard as doll-like, thus campable as blonde bombshell (re: exhibit 9b0, “Prey as Liberators“). Whereas a surly war bitch like Zarya is more of an “acquired taste” (strawberry Russian weightlifter), she’s also not a healer but a tank slut who presumably tops/pegs (through the de facto sissy chaser fantasies’ “head canon”). But both equate to Amazons as classic military sexpots recruiters (re: “Borrowed Robes” and “Military Optimism“).

Mid-Amazonomachia, Mercy falls on the “soft gentle” side of that angel/devil, leather/lace prescription (see: footnote); i.e., the maiden bride as something to fuck in whore-like ways however the husband[19] decides through wish fulfillment. Be that missionary, doggy or cowgirl as meeting his needs, Mercy’s his waifu. As the patently Amazonian wheyfu, Zarya is fucked to be tamed or to service the man as a “lion tamer” of sorts: doggy like an animal, or someone who pegs the sissy chaser who surrenders their power for a moment inside a larger linguo-material exchange (re: “Reclaiming Anal Rape“); i.e., one that doesn’t change material conditions outside of said exchange. Both are whores and virgins, but Mercy is the airbrushed body that—no matter how you groom it—is always a particular kind of slut to rape/penetrate per the whore’s paradox: the witch, naughty nun and Valkyrie (all in-game costumes for her character/the player to wear). Zarya is the rapist brute.

Despite the Byzantine paratexts/metaplay (exhibit 73a/b) and diegetic elements of a holistic mise-en-abyme that also involves AI-generation, Overwatch and TF2 simultaneously accomplished this in real time; i.e., as the same trashy cryptonyms of older times that largely romanticized hauntological war in the unironic “naked pin-up girl on the side of an airplane” approach. Their corporate “girl with a prop” simulacra used the dizzying variety outlined above to conceal/downplay the sexist core rotting at the heart of their respective artistic inspirations (arguably Pixar’s Brad Bird, specifically the nuclear family style of The Incredibles, 2004; and Blizzard’s cookie-cutter, “Disney princess,” conspicuously groomed to chemotherapeutically lack any body hair): Patriarchal Capitalism as the concealed barber, dietician, tailor, etc, who forces ostensible AFABs to be women by shaping their bodies accordingly through digital likenesses in popular media (our canonical “junk food” is the “girl” with a prop, but also the cartoonishly masculine men and token appropriations). Not only that, but both series managed to produce their own musical metajoke and fan-made theme songs in the bargain, which later responded to one another in a franchise-friendly contest: the rap battle (JT Music’s “Sombra vs Spy,” 2018)! Business as usual under the Protestant ethic, right?

Sadly “business as usual” is also blind; i.e., including a childish, rapey take on homophobia that betrayed the ghost of the counterfeit (of appropriative peril/rape fantasies) fairly early on: “Surprise Buttsex” (MegaGFilms, 2011). This means three years before Gamergate and five before Overwatch, we had already experienced a music video that, by 2021 when the Blizzard lawsuits came about (Kotaku), actually came to pass—not as a joke, but something that real women (often minorities) in real workplaces had been saying seriously for years only to be ignored, neglected or harassed by their Patriarchal superiors. The situation was less “no one talked about it” and more that powerful employers refused to help these discussions progress beyond PR to challenged profit/the owner class—all while these same corporate elite erected in-game monuments of themselves (re: Blizzard World), named an in-game hero after an accused male sex offender employed and protected by the company for years (CBR, 2021) and treated in-game, cosplayer and employee women as one-in-the-same: disposable sex objects part of an toxic industry older than Blizzard itself, and present in companies that emerged around the same time like 3D Realms (whose own sexism had to reinvent and disguise itself facing modest-but-gradual pushback; re: “Zombie Police States“).

In turn, corporate brass covered up the endless trauma its female employees had experienced. More accurately they tried to contain it, burying the scandal inside a procession of outwardly smiling and scantily-clad cryptonyms whose surfaces slowly leaked toxic sludge; i.e., like a shiny plastic barrel whose containment had failed. It was an effect prefaced by my Ion Fury write up (above); i.e., whose larger canceled-future (and furious police blindness) I called “zombie police state.”

Such lobotomizing extends from Capitalism decaying into sludge, which—as this book’s companion glossary has already outlined—applies to fascism as “zombie Capitalism”: corporations melting down with states. A radioactive, Promethean structure felt through Blizzard’s power abuse, these sat inside Overwatch as a corporate e-sport; i.e., prone to the same abuses any other sport geared around profit undergoes, and felt through a toxic shockwave shuddering across its entire socio-material extensions. Once that failed, Blizzard’s banality of evil reared its ugly head, offering up meager consolation prizes to paper over the usual corporate abuses (and their embarrassing leaks): by hiding them in plain sight as “virtuous and magnanimous solutions” (taking all credit from the whistleblowers, of course).

Faced with widespread toxic shock, Blizzard didn’t “solve” anything but their own inconvenience; i.e., “rolling some heads” by swapping CEOs, handing out paltry concession fees, and promising—in that special, neoliberal way—to “Do Better™” (source: “Court to Approve Activision Agreement With EEOC,” 2022). But this bled into the groundwater and ultimately the brains of consumers and performers piloting the Amazons in questions. So if ghosts are a potential warning from the past, then zombification describes a present meltdown through toxic emblems; i.e., for parodies that have lost their brains, generational corporatizing having emptied them and turned their waste onto the viewer through the same franchised image: as a lobotomy of the revolutionary mindset that people like Autumn Ivy abuse through Amazons, gentle or not. There’s a time limit!

Meantime, the exchange of cryptonymy carries out on the surface of these images: braindead schlock pimped by a token Amazon whore for “Athens,” “Sparta,” “Rome,” etc, under Pax Americana. While AFAB people acclimate to state abuse (re: as Amazons classically do), an enby traitor is just a traitor who’s sold out while weaponizing popular media against the masses “for Rome”; re: bread and circus canonized. Despite the trashy aesthetic, then, flow determines function; i.e., the dialectical-material aim of Autumn’s toxic garbage is lobotomy. Unlike Mercedes’ ironic poster pastiche, Autumn’s is unironically toxic and harmful towards people; i.e., by being reductive towards critical thought at a societal level when consumed: chattel porn with a subjugated Amazonian stamp. Mercedes speaks to rot with “rot”; Autumn is the rot dressed up as sugary Amazon fun—a chilling effect on the brain[20] as we need it to rebel/conduct asymmetrical warfare for workers, not the state!

(artist: Wolfhead at Night)

For a popular example of the same kind of “brain drain” from a franchise standpoint outside videogames or Amazons, consider “Zombie Simpsons.” In “Zombie Simpsons: How the Best Show Ever Became the Broadcasting Undead” (2012), Dead Homer Society writes,

By almost any measurement, The Simpsons is the most influential television comedy ever created.  It has been translated into every major language on Earth and dozens of minor ones; it has spawned entire genres of animation, and had more books written about it than all but a handful of American Presidents. Even its minor characters have become iconic, and the titular family is recognizable in almost every corner of the planet.  It is a definitive and truly global cultural phenomenon, perhaps the biggest of the television age.

As of this writing, if you flip on FOX at 8pm on Sundays, you will see a program that bills itself as The Simpsons.  It is not The Simpsons.  That show, the landmark piece of American culture that debuted on 17 December 1989, went off the air more than a decade ago.  The replacement is a hopelessly mediocre imitation that bears only a superficial resemblance to the original. It is the unwanted sequel, the stale spinoff, the creative dry hole that is kept pumping in the endless search for more money. It is Zombie Simpsons (source).

A once-celebrated and popular, biting critique of the American nuclear family broadcast on network television until it slowly became braindead, the show has become popular but radioactively stupid; i.e., not the friendly ghosts of yesterday warning against an uncertain future’s ghost of the counterfeit, but a slick, glossy repetition of the same undying message using canonical doppelgangers of formerly satirical characters made blind (thus mute) through for-profit pastiche.

To it, said motive leads to an industry standard—the creation of characters in later AAA outings who were never intended to be satirical to begin with, and viewers who are never exposed to satire at all. Just endless, “sacred” consumerism with visual stereotypes to memorize toxic catechisms for profit. So is Autumn’s Church of Amazon a person/place for workers like myself, Mugi and Mercedes to camp and decolonize, in and out of media; i.e., as something to perform in the same half-real territories toxic aesthetic. Capital and camping its monsters (and prostitution of said monsters during mirror syndrome) is a multimedia ordeal:

(exhibit 74: Artist, bottom-middle: Zeronis; top-middle: Bisart.)

Brought into a neoliberal world, young viewers become zombified at birth(!)—undead babies who grow up and pass the virus/radiation along. For example, I was raised on R. L. Stine and Christopher Pike, but also the I Am Legend offshoot, Zombies Ate My Neighbors (re: “Bad Dreams“). And while I love the nightmare nostalgia those YA hauntologies gave me, the mid-’90s initiative for parental guidance remained a stiff conservative campaign overhanging them; i.e., rolled out to attack television/videogames when I was in elementary school. So is YA media a gateway to the world of ironically Gothic stores; i.e., that many kids my age weren’t allowed to consume yet given corporate analogs to consume: the ghost of the counterfeit furthering abjection through middle-class guilty pleasures. “Toxic” escapism.

That was my childhood. Offsetting it, I’ve written this book series to critique Capitalism using corporate Gothic themes and subtext; i.e., alongside the adult horror movies that ZAMN alluded to, which it re-remembered through the same vein of “poster pastiche/monster nostalgia” (re: exhibit 44b2, “Making Demons“); e.g., Bobby Picket’s “The Monster Mash” (1962), The Adams Family (1964) and The Munsters (1964); i.e., as a kind of privileged material consumption that introduces children from consuming families to dead nostalgia through personal property that evokes the nuclear family model (often to make fun of it as “embalmed”). I loved it for its allegory opening my eyes, however emergent my playing—with such cheaply caustic sugar slime—was (ultimately two sides of the same coin). “Build with trash.”

Zombie toxicity emerged as a critique of capital (re: Lockhart’s “Bourgeoise Braineaters“); those from old retro-future videogames like ZAMN doubled Blizzard’s unironically “dead malls” braindead approach: from a game where you fight animated, digital simulacra of old monstrous legends formerly relegated to the silver screen of several different decades. Not only does it take the classic idea of the animated gargoyle/fatal portrait and grant it a child-like wonder tied to ’90s cartoons; the makers of the game clearly knew their audience and sold you that for a single “ticket” while plainly being a labor of love (the music utterly bops). All of these toxic variables show ZAMN representing older industry standards from a monetization standpoint: single-purchase endeavors. Infinite growth wasn’t quite on their radar but it loomed ominously on the horizon of future videogames like Blizzard. In 1993, it hadn’t “become half-life” yet (to quote Mad Max), the doubles simmering with prophecy informed by capital needing more profit, thus waste.

Doubling the Double, Ourselves (Conventions); re: Ludo-Gothic BDSM

Before we subvert Blizzard’s Amazons via a toxic shock refrain, a short note about doubles in relation to monstrous social events; i.e., as things to play with that reflect the waste we’re less swimming in and more brewing inside like amniotic fluid. In the spirit of monsters and music, videogames can also be praxially doubled in real spaces that serve as socio-ludic stages of performance and play. My PhD would establish this with ludo-Gothic BDSM (re: “The Quest for Power“). But “monster play” is more than just videogames; per ludo-Gothic BDSM, it’s the sum of a complex, ever-evolving polity of expressions, one whose exchanges relate back and forth in real time while playing with toxic waste as byproduct (the presence of decaying power under shrines of capital; re: fascism; e.g., Roadside Picnic).

For example, I once interviewed David Bennett from Steam-Powered Giraffe about Prometheus 2 (which never came out) while dressed as Eric Draven (exhibit 75a; Nicholas van der Waard, 2013). While a blast-from-the-past all on its own, the lively masquerade was housed at a convention where people could go and be their true selves; i.e., a dalliance performed through costumes and masks (often set to music, dancing and whispers of sex). The Promethean pursuit spoke to desires pimped out by capital that, doubled as “toxic,” suddenly became perceptive again.

All on its own, this became the sleepwalker’s rare chance; i.e., to commune with nature’s forgotten side—meaning in a “game-about-a-game” of monster exhibits dancing with a monstrous rediscovered “past” as something to put “on blast” (which Steam-Powered Giraffe very much did, below). However, it wasn’t on its own; everything else was there in some shape or form, albeit as liminal. While Juul calls this concept “half-real” in relation to the intended ludic space of the videogame screen and rules (re: the magic circle), I think it applies quite neatly to “game” thinkers; i.e., in the real world’s liminal totality letting workers treat artistic expression and its analysis as a composite learning social game: onscreen but also onstage and off—and thinking about these things in relation to each other but also aware of each other as undead while still being different and often at odds (the state-fashioned alien impostor something to divide workers through emotional manipulation; re; “Healing from Rape“).

Furthermore, the cryptonymic threshold that happens through play isn’t clearly defined, but the subject matter is pretty obvious (exhibit 75a); i.e., it can happen online between two people having similar discussions, albeit with images or videos chosen spontaneously to talk about a particular game. This includes play or analysis, but also humor as a learning tool (exhibit 75b); e.g., Jadis and I met through monsters (re: “Meeting Jadis“)—and related through them afterwards by consuming Monster Camp (what a pun) and making art about it to please them—but I had already been consuming and camping such dreck for years:

(exhibit 75a: Photos from Monster Camp throughout; mid-right: Dr. Kahl and his robot from Cuphead [2017]; far-top-left-to-middle-left: photos of yours truly, mingling with other attendees—with my photo of David Bennett [top-left] showing him how to do the handshake from Predator [1987] and of which he had no idea what I was referring to [alas, I would eventually investigate Bennett and his band, Steam-Powered Giraffe, for sex crimes; re: “Ruling the Slum“].)

The same liminality applies to literal videogames—with dating sim games like Monster Prom/Camp/Roadtrip (2018, 2020, 2023) continuously encouraging a social-sexual roleplay through monsters experienced in the present; i.e., with old symbols that take on new (often hilarious) life, thus significance through awkward, messy, self-aware exchanges: a jungle of energized past participles (a portmanteau of participant/particle and a linguistics pun). However, this socio-ludic reinvention starts with those games having already reclaimed the monsters to some extent; e.g., the Amazons, robots, and other oxymoronic Halloween beasties that players could study and develop Gothic Communism with, onstage and off; i.e., according to the games themselves as ongoing trends. Exposure turns people unpredictable, the toxic double paradoxically radioactive: as a glimmer of the Numinous to seek.

Of course, while the same idea of “seeking” can be applied in reverse (re: Jadis seeking me), many male/token gamers (a box of manufactured chocolates that tend to be rather predictable) remain braindead, hence unaware of various things the mythical monsters allude to, including basic social cues; e.g., menstruation. Many things obvious to people who menstruate are generally something most people who don’t won’t pick up on unless it comes from sources they trust; e.g., myself and all of my friends, but also monsters we all consume speaking about blood (re: Mira’s tokophobia, “Angry Mothers“). These conversations still occur between the gameworld and real world—between players talking about the games they want to play in relation to the monstrous avatars and adversaries inside as things to dress up as, at conventions anywhere. It’s like a big party worldwide—one where people learn in highly creative, organic ways that aren’t blind despite the ever-present profit motive. The party is perceptive.

This Gothic doubling can be felt in paratextual/meta conversations that people have while talking about the (often self-aware) texts themselves—not just consuming them, but preparing to, actually performing the game themselves like mad scientists: cackling wildly amid a life of reanimated junk, stolen from the discarded pile (often privatized by neoliberal corporations “freeing” the market” by hoarding all the junk for themselves, hence materials of the Earth: “Give my creation… LIFE!”). As discussed in Volume One, these aren’t just symbols, but a monstrous mode of expression (re: “Monster Modes“); i.e., one that can recreate itself while reclaiming the stolen; e.g., Daft Punk’s robo-disco. In these half-real conversations, emotional/Gothic intelligence comes in handy when negotiating new boundaries—to play the game, but also talk about it and share the gleaned insight and knowledge with other people publicly to raise class/culture/race awareness.

For example, a friend of mine was asking me about Bloodborne (2015); i.e., while also telling me of a non-binary robot character they wanted to make for their D&D campaign (exhibit 75b, next page). All at once, this made me think about Monster Camp and the non-binary robot (which corporations, to make another pun, tend to binarize[21]); i.e., from that game, which I suddenly felt I should try to include in the book—the aforementioned interview with SPG (exhibit 75a), but also scenes from the convention it happened in, and a couple other examples I intuited from recalling those bygone days in composite patchwork form!

That’s largely how (re)memory works; i.e., when you’re freed up to make connections (re: “The Roots of Trauma“). Likewise, this exchange—modifying “Toxic Schlock” with Mira back in 2024 and now in 2025—showcases the plastic, sleepwalking nature of undead (toxic) monstrous language, but also people who associate with these linguo-material extensions or write about either while having fairly regular social interactions with like-minded people. Be it Monster Prom/Camp or D&D, either game is a place to inhabit in a half-real sense for people who already identify with these characters; i.e., according to cultural values having already shifted and continuing to shift away from taboo (abject) burial sites:

(exhibit 75b: My friend Mira and I [the same Mira from “Meeting Medusa“].)

For example, us talking also gave Mira and I a chance to talk about the cryptonym of old blood in werewolf stories—its associate knowledge gaps tied to the heteronormative gender gap: “old blood” being what Mira called “period advice,” which people who menstruate would immediately pick up on (on account of having no choice, it being a natural function of their bodies); i.e., while cis-het men would generally have no idea (most of them being divided from nature as menstruation unless they received extra-curricular education in some shape or form; e.g., from a wife). To it, our short exchange highlights tangible gnosis gleaned through a public understanding of famous monsters figuratively tied to social-sexual situations about these things; re: playing with monsters, as monsters, about monsters, all at once. That kind of poetic insight can be tremendously useful; i.e., when you’re a marginalized person “reading the room” with toxic goggles: surrounded by others who think monsters are cool, and who might try to unironically gatekeep or manipulate you behind their masks; re: Autumn or similar people (re: Jadis), versus our ironic navigation, mid-cryptonymy!

Corporatizing the Shop (Blizzard reprise)

Unironic “slop worship” speaks to a school of abuse that companies like Blizzard promote; i.e., while enjoying the ambiguity that plays out, mid-duality. Monsters are played with and made through pieces (e.g., “Cryptomimesis,” “Transforming Our Zombie Selves” and “Making Demons“). Blizzard’s Overwatch represents a newer toxic standard, in the Internet age; i.e., one whose conspicuous “voiding” effect on intelligence/awareness permeates culture: through their smash-hit videogame Amazonomachia replacing social spaces, toxifying so many consumers, management and owners to worship capital’s hiding of waste.

Furthermore, this lobotomizing of the “friendly” neighborhood zombie—i.e., as a kind of a gateway towards more adult and critical horror narratives—decayed with Overwatch, the franchise sucking everything up like a giant black hole. Yet “the toxicity of our cityresists ownership through its own rebellious decay. The game’s dead soul and fixation on money reflects the broader gaming market and what it had gradually and geopolitically evolved into: a single corporate entity that favors blind Amazon parody. They pimp what resonates through disorder and disturbance, minus toxic shlock’s hairy and sugary (at times abject) critical bite.

In turn, Overwatch felt like more of an extension of Blizzard more than a completed game with anything critical or fun to say about or with zombie-like warrior maidens. Structurally it feels conspicuously unfinished, completed just enough to sell seasonal re-runs year-round, but especially Halloween costumes. It’s what a whore—classically relegated to the graveyard (re: B.B. Wagner)—is; it’s what Medusa is, but also her girlboss Amazon gatekeepers like Autumn Ivy are, during the cryptonymy process, and us challenging them through popular stories and icons like Blizzard’s corporate output as doubled, mid-vanishing-point.

Canon’s toxic candy sells sex through bad-faith copies of itself; re: like Autumn does, punching down while preserving themselves as Superhero Monster Slut™ (next page). It’s greedy and appropriative, but also vivid and ambiguous (re: “X marks the spot”): a whore’s a whore, but Autumn serves the state much how Blizzard’s sugary sexpots do. They play the toy-like candiness out in very visual ways, selling sex through sight offering up a feast for additional senses: “trick” or treat.” They’re a scam that—all the same—has immediate demonstrable effects (the Gothic sugar rush): as unironic opiates-for-the-masses to dumb their brains and empty their wallets. Peddled by a hot-but-perfidious, gentrified, horse-girl lunch lady moonlighting as whore, Autumn demonstrably is a whore acting in bad faith; i.e., a subjugated Amazon skillfully installing praxial inertia in her paying viewers by pandering to them (re: as a menticidal gargoyle, “The Nation-State“). They’re a pro white Indian/savior corpo mall cop—toxically-sans-irony advertising false stewardship of the land; i.e., with a hungry vision operating on par with Manifest Destiny and ranchers: fetishizing guns but pinkwashed as “furry” into toxic love (a Nazi werewolf whose centrist[22] veneer performs radioactive “strength”)!

(artist: Wolfhead at Night)

Under Capitalism, Halloween (a day of monsters and bad candy haunted by Imperialism; re: “Concerning Monsters” or “Cornholing the Corn Lady“) exists primarily to sell merchandise that also points to past genocide; any historical connection or satire in regards to its monsters must be inferred or separately applied by perceptive parties—i.e., they’re canonically “just for fun.” Apart from feeling tacked on, the complicit cryptonymy’s underhanded phrasing constantly implies

  • satire and countercultural political thought “isn’t fun” and seemingly isn’t connected to the merchandise to begin with
  • a somewhat odd “we’re totally not doing anything wrong!” insistence when using Halloween “party” skins (with clear sexual-dimorphic qualities tied to “T-for-Teen” sex) in drug-like ways; i.e., to push sales through gambling mechanisms—all inside a narratively bare-bones videogame that says nothing about the real-world, only presenting itself as a place to spend cash

Such attempts try to conceal and sever bonds that might highlight Capitalism as a perfidious structure; i.e., one tied to institutional greed reeking toxic lies. Capitalism, as it linguo-ludo-materially appears, is “totally fine.” Pay no attention to the man behind the Amazon; just pay him when Zombie Mercy (or Autumn) wears a slutty outfit. She/they doesn’t have to actually look like a zombie to be lobotomized or lobotomize the audience; she/they only has to come from a company whose marketing and treatment of its employees has that effect on society through the game: as a liminal space bleeding toxically into the world!

And since Blizzard does just that, Mercy is a zombie by default—disguised by her Disney Princess good looks and shaved body pimped out by her designers; i.e., hawking merchandise echoing the original simulacrum, but also policing the appearance of said simulacrum to sell, mid-power-exchange (re: sex and force, which Amazons embody until they turn toxic; re: Medusa). The end result is a routinely cheap, plastic doll with zero personality and backstory aimed at horny young men conditioned by society to drool over a blonde bombshell like her (with echoes of Pamela Anderson thrown in—exhibit 76, below); i.e., an empty promise backed up by threats (re: Autumn’s threats, “The Nation-State“).

Here, the ghost of the counterfeit breathes through the body like frog skin; i.e., the colonial body type, specifically the airbrushed beauty with an hourglass waist (or boxy muscles): a kind of “prize for Theseus ” that extends to pimp-like dominance of all monstrous-feminine, real or drawn. So is Mercy a bodily echo of Nina Hartley or Victoria Paris (re: exhibit 47b1a, “Non-Magical Damsels and Detectives“): a shapely ’80s pornstar physique as much as Autumn’s own tailored brawn, the person behind the image a corporate employee (or voice; i.e., accommodated celebrities who voice act; e.g., Autumn’s VA erotica, “Strange Bedfellows“). It can be reclaimed, but the corporate variety is canon to camp by us.

To it, such replication was hyperreal long before the AI boom exploded; i.e., pushing Mercy into the compelled virgin subspace with whore-like elements that all Amazon share as warrior maidens: the silken bride to seek and penetrate, Mercy lacking Zarya or Autumn’s “phallic” vaso vagal. Her power is classically a passive, white, prey-like (damsel-in-distress) seduction. We must humanize all varieties, exposing corporations as inhumane while valuing the gentle/femme nurturing elements of the Amazon as much as the strict/masc side to the same protectors.

(exhibit 76: All: Dandonfuga; other artist, bottom-right: unknown.)

Keep in mind, the state can only pimp nature, and blind us to any positive aspect their own toxic toys deliberately omit; i.e., by making us dependent on their variations while furthering abjection disguised as delicious. Control for corporations is total control for profit. Ergo, their abuse of nature towards apocalypse happened for the same precious dollars that forced Linnea Quigley into a “Barbie doll crotch”; i.e., while treating it as ordinary almost forty years ago (re: Mr. Skin)! But at least O’Bannon’s movie had something to say during and after the transaction; i.e., it was campy.

Overwatch, ever and always, reduces to a blank series of transactions without camp, but also zombies critically emptied by those transactions: Amazonian trash whose lack of useful dialogs through the audience reflects a far bigger problem on themselves and behind the scenes. Mute and stupid, these zombies brides have been silenced, failing to be “friendly” at all and more like complicit statues; i.e., standing idle while women and minorities at company headquarters were abused nonstop by the real monsters—corporate bureaucrats and middle management worshipping the harvest process as dehumanizing! Mercy’s peach is just another one to carve up on all registers, minus the irony of playful danger challenging praxial inertia/material conditions fomented by workers like Autumn.

The algorithm prods all creators to ape the Vitruvian scheme; e.g., pushing illustrators to rehash a particular character because legions of hungry fans eat it up and nothing else. As much as it can be fun to draw (as I used to, left), the larger effect is one of a suffocating panopticon; i.e., leering at nature from all sides to pimp it—a slippery slope to funnel money up towards the usual pimps: through canonical radiation’s glowing gargoyles, bouncing angler-fish decay towards hypnotized onlookers as already conditioned!

(artist: Persephone van der Waard)

Attempts at fun, aside, the profit motive is panoptic in its invasiveness; i.e., by pimping all of nature until nature tokenizes/dons the bridle without complaint (the actors internalizing the euthanasia effect; re: Autumn). The faithful among Blizzard’s consumer base doesn’t care; thoroughly lobotomized themselves, they already worship the company as an institution of prosperity announced by its own ceaseless procession of Disney-like castles (and radioactive waste). Only wanting to keep endorsing them through a material exchange, we’re left with an exchange of wages for personal property as “owned wisdom”; re: canon. Attacking canon becomes an attack on wisdom, itself—on Capitalism as a carefully managed system whose façade of order must be upheld. So does Autumn—a cop in witch’s clothes—pander to Gamergate zealots, rewarding them as they brand actual revolution as a witch to hunt; i.e., the free market’s scapegoat while the world melts down into actual toxic sludge, and whose DARVO phenomenon we’ll revisit several times: with “weird canonical nerds” in Chapter Three, and witch cops in Chapter Four!

The toxic-sugar variants of Amazons, among other cryptonymies, tend to be artistically emulative/commercially supportive of masculine war culture; i.e., which we’ll also investigate in Chapter Four. For now, just bear in mind that any seemingly unrelated thing serves the cryptonymy process. From double entendres to non-sequiturs, euphemisms, and white lies—all are things that distance, downplay or distract, generally through camouflaged attempts whose intent stays vague or unknown, but nevertheless naturally conceals their own severity as innocuous through material objects (and advantage) over time and space; i.e., hiding the toxic waste in plain sight and in plain language, its rot normalized.

Under Capitalism as Patriarchal (thus Cartesian, settler-colonial and heteronormative), this becomes a linguo-material echo of coerced appeasement whose cryptomimesis can stealthily present as naturally-occurring and unmanipulated to avoid consumer suspicion. This conceals less Amazons and more the instrumentality and interactability they (re)present; i.e., as used by the elite to influence how people think, but also conceal manipulations happening behind the scenes: the plying of useful servants with unfair advantage, and consumers with illusions that promise empty suggestions of these things; re: gaslight, gatekeep, girl boss (another focus of Chapter Four). Representation = assimilation.

Blame complicit cryptonymy. Under neoliberalism, any product is a general cryptonym if it linguistically frames Capitalism as “benign,” the free market “bloodless.” Forget the girl holding the prop; even a can of Coke is a cryptonym that hides genocide! Merely existing as is, it remains a damning testament to larger hidden atrocities beyond itself that it “fails” in spectacularly mundane fashion to convey (a reality useful to those profiting off seemingly innocuous things, saying the obvious to benefit themselves: “A can of Coke can’t lie, so why would we try?”).

Conversely any cryptonym is Gothic if it becomes cliché in a Gothic sense; e.g., if a can of Coke magically glows red, drips blood, flies around to the sound of a theremin—or somehow links in a half-obvious way to some kind of toxin as transgenerational curse; i.e., that is downplayed, concealed, or otherwise denied to the viewer despite active investigation of it. If it becomes a toxic barrel—or if a toxic barrel is cartoonishly scapegoated for larger social issues that weren’t directly caused by literal toxic barrels and nothing else—then that still reflects the paranoid mind as trying to assign a regular image of danger to a feeling of danger with no immediate source. Violence remains a way of life to interrogate through theatre.

To it, the actual marker may be wrong but still serves a purpose beyond blind profit and systemic waste. In short, it can be reclaimed by campy agents like Mercedes the Muse; i.e., recognizing superhero schlock as Amazons routinely yield up: as potentially hairy whistleblowers swimming in doubled waste.

Toxicity Refrain: Finding Worth in Waste (while playing with it)

To play is to double, during calculated risk. Whether that purpose is to ring genuine alarm bells or one that profits off a manufactured crisis (or one of these things happening in response to the other) depends entirely on context, which must be dialectically-materially examined—additionally in a Gothic mindset if Gothic symbols are present (which they often will be, seeing as they’re incredibly common):

(exhibit 77: Toxic waste appears as the classic marker for decay but one which capital sells; i.e., as a consumable that, per the cryptonymy process, remains demonstrably “edible” within media. It becomes a perverse intimacy with what has become alien waste; i.e., nature serving as capital’s toxic cumdump in ways workers can camp despite commodification: to utilize entropy for sight: toxic foresight through Marx’ dead generations. Green is the color of money, envy and decay as fake/not fake—the return of the living dead [and waste as profit death] rising up from where the bodies are buried to reckon with capital: as shocked awake through toxic irony bleeding chaos back into the vacuum, mid-rememory [re: “The Roots of Trauma“].)

This “cursing” is Radcliffean; i.e., corporations having grown aware of activists having spotted a larger problem, both sides writing songs that cryptonymically ring alarm bells. Warning of rising toxic levels, doing so warns the general population; i.e., in ways that won’t draw attention and censorship from the powerful but also not expose them, depending. The material interests at play conceal not just the leak, then, but the structure that holds it from said population as revealing through “noise pollution” safe to consume but speaking to what isn’t:

  • System of a Down’s “B.Y.O.B.” deliberately contrasts “beer” with “bombs” and “party-time” with “fascism” and “war” to say the quiet part out: “We’re all living in a fascist nation,” one that “always sends the poor.”
  • Rammstein’s “Amerika” highlights American cultural Imperialism through the seemingly mundane, commercialized things that announce it: “We’re all living in Amerika, Coca-Cola, sometimes war.”
  • or Trey Parker and Matt Stone’s “America, Fuck Yeah!” doing something similar, but with a much longer list of objects that seemingly don’t belong together: “Liberty, Pop-eye, valium; Bed, Bath and Beyond(?),” etc.

In cloaked urgency (“a sort of scream” shouted in code), all announce conspicuous implications—of semi-hidden trauma as intimating a general failure or systemic disorder with Gothic elements: the home as alien, toxic, fallen. Foretold by Joy Division in 1979 Britain, and in 2001 America by System of a Down, neoliberal entropy catalyzed behind but also upon the illusion; e.g., the liminal hauntology of war that Amazons call home: the return of phantom warriors like Autumn or Virago to grapple with state crisis/rot; e.g., Andreas Marshall’s shadowy Sodom mascot.

To that, fear of neoliberal state-corporate repression all but demands elaborate strategies of misdirection (re: Jameson) whose splendid protest—in a more general, linguistic sense—touch riotously on poorly concealed entropy while also concealing themselves as revolutionary cryptonyms playing at generic, delicious garbage: metal songs, ghost stories, campy B-movies—all behaving and presenting as outrageous commodities sold by everyone and consumed by all, but whose “critical trash” elements highlight an old-but-useful function of the Gothic in recent times: to warn of genuine hidden danger in covert-yet-conspicuous popular stories, generally concerned with abject, ergo hedonistic, forbidden appetites.

Revelation and apocalypse stem from appetite as undead. From society made toxic through profit as a system of death (re: “Police States“), people love to eat, fuck, rock out, and do drugs (which are all toxic to some degree). Yet canon discourages inquiries beyond tolerated consumer models. Some people gorge to escape extermination by state bodies; revolutionaries, to defy state criminogenesis pimping nature until all are toxic in ways that can’t be ignored or recuperated: when the Imperial Boomerang sails home, that’s where agent orange burns (with genocide endemic to profit through settler-colonial models; see: Wolfe).

A fear of inheritance, then, concerns replacement by a dark double/abject impostor family that corrupts the nuclear model (e.g. Jeff Daniels vs the spider couple in Arachnophobia, 1990). And if Gothic classically deals in fear—to further abject by exposing and killing the alien during settler colonialism chattelizing the ghost of genocide—then reversing abjection reminds the anxious American (or any imperialist living in denial) that their home is false; i.e., invasion is a structure (re: Wolfe) haunted by Radcliffean fears of revenge for having replaced nature already. The Medusa is inseparable from her Aegis—a sexual agent whose doomsday weapon of terror and its grim reminder (of a black planet; re: Shapiro) assaults viewers during mirror syndrome; i.e., with some element of toxic glee and delight: resisting to the bitter end when others (re: token Amazons) did not.

To it, the sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll of Amazons become a revolutionary outlet—of “letting one’s hair down” (or growing out one’s bush). This includes living through artistic recreations of mind-opening activities; i.e., that cryptonymically return to toxic modes of art before punk was pacified; re: by neoliberalism into a dumb, unthinking mode, postpunk an altered state tied to an older time that flirts with reinvented symbols of danger and corruption (re: “Magic, Drugs and Acid Communism“). Waste isn’t just the presence of decaying whores, but their revenge when repurposed by rebels to avenge Medusa while shouting “choke on it!”

So whereas complicit “toxic waste” can turn people into brainless zombies that eat revolutionaries alive, revolutionary “toxic waste” can turn “normal girls” into toxic, sexy avengers(!); e.g., tromettes who detect and reject the systems disguised toxins by “shitting them out” through reverse abjection (while crudely reminding us how a massive dump can feel good sometimes—decolonizing so-called “male humor” in the process). Pick your poison, then pull a Zofloya!

In keeping with the cryptonymy process pointing to society as made toxic by capital, Mercedes is a vulgar display of power—one who makes proud trashy art and won’t take no shit (the puns never stop); reminds people that yes, girls shit (the revelation a creep deterrent); and whose gross superpowers absorb toxins to serve a critical, transformative role: to make people into activists, whose own iconoclastic media “avenges” the societal wrongs of America through the camp tradition of abject, mainstream “failure” and rejection (that still gets your attention, usually with crude sex). It’s a brand to recognize, but thanks to its reverse-abject flavor never really loses its noxious critical bite or (deeply crude) sense of humor among the sexy nostalgia:

(exhibit 78: Artist: Mercedes the Muse is less figuratively toxic [as much of this symposium has been] and more literal. For one, she fights for the right to hawk [tua] one’s content at venues that don’t exclude or gatekeep through expensive fees. They blow butt bubbles with radioactive sludge that—for all its ickiness—actually reverses abjection; i.e., versus Autumn’s tastier veneer furthering abjection as a matter of profit raping nature by pacifying worker brains; re: praxial inertia. Fetishes have power according to what is alien being controlled by state forces reclaimed by us: as commonplace fetishes; i.e., acquired tastes, but also mergers of appetite with nausea for an unheimlich flavor on purpose. It takes the gag reflex and subverts it into a thought response; it achieves value despite being worthless/recuperated by capital, something to “let out” versus escape into.)

In Volume Zero, I call this “dated” wisdom the Wisdom of the Ancients (re: “On Giving Birth“); and in Volume Two, examined William Blake’s “doors of perception” as acid-Communist (re: “Dissecting Radcliffe“). In this sense, trashy art conveys not just learning how to think, but thinking as trippy artistic expression: loaded with toxic paradoxes and cryptonyms—about the world in a socio-material way that opens the mind through individual creative expression tied to liberating communal energies that have fun through rebelling in iconoclastic ways. Its burns!

For us, these revelations occur relative to capital’s bourgeois Superstructure as closing people’s minds. To counteract Capitalism, emancipatory hauntology and revolutionary cryptonymy combine with popular modes of artistic expression and collaboration; i.e., that serve as a powerful Amazonian means of counteracting canon. Being artistically active means having to think for oneself, not being dependent on the hoarded power of neoliberal corporations to make your art and do your thinking for you. Whatever the exhibit, they want you blind while looking at it, but toxicity’s smokescreen serves different goals, Pygmalion’s or Galatea’s.

“Toxic Schlock” supports revolutionary cryptonymy as effectively using the power of art—including toxic, seemingly backwards art—as self-expression to help sex workers liberate themselves from exploitation under Capitalism! Despite the fetish gear Mercedes wears, she’s functionally the opposite of a cop; i.e., by anisotropically reversing the usual terror/counterterror flow of power during dialectical-material scrutiny when beholding her art (and ass) as iconoclastic: sloshing out apple-flavored dollops of toxic ooze! Your jizz is mine!

(artist: Mercedes the Muse)

Through this cryptonymic expression, workers like Mercedes and I can show the world separately and together that we are human—not things to be exploited and cast aside, but people to have fun with in canonically discouraged ways that nevertheless produce good material works. In turn, these creations—however trashy they seem—can demonstrably enrich, prepare and safeguard everyone; i.e., by helping them imagine worlds beyond Capitalism, a system forcing workers into rigid gender hierarchies before exploiting them for their labor out of punitive psychosexual revenge (re: the pimp’s).

Sometimes, escaping Capitalism requires transforming old clichés like the muse, where—instead of cis women being the keepers of denied sexual knowledge and inspiration—they become sex-positive de facto educators; re: gorgons. Thereupon, gender expression and sexuality might open up through idiosyncratic expressions of sexual preference that go in either direction. Meanwhile, the artist, producer and consumer can say broader important things about the material world—statements that sadly require parallel societies to exist inside; i.e., “freely sexual” = sexuality freed through an expression of mutual consent that appreciates the body of the sex worker and, by extension, their work “dancing in the ruins.”

Furthermore, this requires having access to trustworthy spaces where one feels safe existing inside; i.e., without fear of violent persecution or shame from other inhabitants thinking women’s bodies are essential sources of sin and disgust (extending to GNC people, which we’ll explore in Chapter Three). Sometimes, that connection starts with a simple flush of excitement, be that some mutually consensual nudes, a drawing of your favorite videogame character looking sexy and free, or some other sexual, “hairy cavegirl/cavegirl-in-furs” fantasy brought to life: nature as alien, therefore toxic to empire’s culmination of replacement; i.e., David’s “sometimes, to create, you must destroy” (re: “Dissecting Radcliffe“) versus Theodor Herzl (founding father of Zionism): “If I wish to substitute a new building for an old one, I must demolish before I construct” (source: “The Jewish State”); re, Wolfe: “settler colonialism destroys to replace” (source: “Settler Colonialism and the Elimination of the Native,” 2006), which canonical building synonymizes with genocide. The hero, synonymous with rape, demands a whore to rape each and every time. Nothing else is sacred, so camp it!

(exhibit 79: Artist, top-left: Juliette Michelle; top-right: Monori Rogue; bottom-left: Quinnvincible; bottom-right: Quinnvincible.)

In this sense, art as active thought (through the generation of material markers that assist in emancipatory imagination) happens by creatively working with classically controlled and cryptonymic language to avoid replacement, hence destruction. These become an avenue that, once taken, helps one learn what they want through “corroding fires” (re: Blake); this happens in relation to love as something sold cryptonymically to people: as clients by corporations, who sell people’s actual urges to them dressed up as “love,” while also downplaying the systemic abuse that industrialized sex (and brains) on autopilot tend to produce; re: rape and the abuse of sexual trauma more broadly into toxic waste. Behind canon, people’s desires must be explored and investigated—generally through real life as informed by older popular stories, but also the distant worlds they invoke coming home to roost. True to Gothic, the deeper, hidden context of these “dumpsite spectres” confront viewers at the surface level; i.e., through “spectral” counterfeits of unknown origin and intent.

Often, the locational, cosmetic and performative tropes are plain to see (the BDSM dungeon or master/slave inside said dungeon), but still must be explored in relation to someone who is still figuring out what they want—who doesn’t know but wants to find out on the glowing trail. By using art as a means of social-sexual exchange (which porn is), the ambiguous, oft-ambivalent variations can become helpful or harmful to universal liberation: by uncannily getting our attention.

The trick with cryptonymy is actively engaging with the material on hand through open-minded caution; i.e., often by making it, yourself—by code-switching or otherwise being a living part of the thinking process that art (thus porn) embodies. As something to pursue and understand in relation to oneself and one’s desires, Sex Positivity allows for sex, but also romance and intimacy as “dark.” All can be fun and good depending on what someone needs, but the pursuit remains dangerous for all under state control: people who don’t think for themselves, and whose inflexibly “bad readings” of toxic things sold to them by state-corporate authors don’t care about the consequences. Indeed, they cover them up in pursuit of profit, leading to BDSM “horror stories” of the everyday sort: bad play and power abuse that may or may not be performed by accident; i.e., “he seemed cool” but either really didn’t know what he was doing or knew exactly what he was doing.

In other words, these “accidents” could occur through intentional trickery! All produce a kind of “Radcliffean chaff” under Capitalism, one whose collateral damage bleeds into the social-sexual world that screens and clouds people’s ability to think clearly or for themselves; and standing in the wings, corporations will peddle their poisonous drugs to “combat” the issue (re: “Healing from Rape” and fighting poison with poison; we’ll reexplore this in Chapters Two and Three).

Beyond Mercedes, Mugi, Mercy or Metroid, then, let’s quickly examine rock operas—i.e., as part of the same larger fur(r)tive, toxic rebellion—before moving on.

Rock Operas: the Last Bastions of Camp

(exhibit 80: Top- and middle-left: Blue Öyster Cult; middle-right: King Diamond and Ghost; bottom-left source; bottom-right source.)

Goth rock/rock operas, like Amazons, romance the gutter as a kind of “dark jungle” married to civilization in crisis with its own radioactive inheritance. As a kind of “ghost hunt” excavation, their cryptonymy involves the finding of things to display artistically afterward: “art house” performance art, but also the “live show” as a kind of rock opera[23] or “ghost rock” that lasts entire careers; i.e., by swapping out parts and players like the Ship of Theseus as people come and go (age and die), and spawning endless Frankensteinian “copycats” (Ghost vs King Diamond vs Blue Öyster Cult, etc—with King Diamond citing he didn’t feel Ghost copied him, but were spiritually closer to Blue Öyster Cult [Metal Hammer, 2022]—an effect, I would argue, stems from them making the hauntology “their own”). All are the promise of secret knowledge gleaned through activities either widely-accepted as fun (rock concerts) or a facetiously “toxic” place to learn new clandestine things about niche subjects (the art house); some combine the two (goth rock, Post Punk, Darkwave, etc), “Doing the Time Warp” to conjure up frank-but-wacky conversations about sex and the supernatural: “meatloaf” for the masses, medicine for the mad aware of civilization’s pendulum (recursive) Giger counter. It’s very Camus, smiling at the gods to camp what is historically-materially pre-determined.

At times, this involves the metaphor of parallel space (the chronotope); i.e., as something to not only return to, but already occupied by potentially hostile forces (the trope of the tyrant’s ghost concealed inside the buried closed space and all its chronotopic markers). King Diamond lives for that shit, but so does Meatloaf, Jim Sharman or anyone making their own haunted houses, survival horrors, Metroidvania, rock operas, etc (the idea being to conjure up the buried thing summoned from the collective wreckage with sinful music; e.g., “Fierce Battle” from FF6 effectively evoking the Medusa to banish, Radcliffe-style, after she rocks out… and which Blue Öyster Cult’s “The Alchemistcryptomimetically evokes the same counterfeit’s ghost).

From a revolutionary standpoint, these various commodities become a liminal form of praxial compromise inside our currently toxic society—to avoid forced suicide when speaking truth to power (comparable to Socrates and hemlock; see: Existential Comics). Instead, counterculture artists tend to blow the whistle like Jonathan Swift; i.e., playing the role of splendide mendax, who tell their sexy lies for universal liberation while also getting paid: to live under Capitalism while breaking its Realism. While these elaborate strategies of misdirection help people see through the insulating bullshit capital installs, you still have to package it a particular way to get widespread distribution; e.g., like Lucas did with Stars Wars (re: “The Future Is a Dead Mall“): “Help me, Obi-Wan Kenobi; you’re my only hope!” was the ghost of a girl speaking to the audience through the hero inside a retro-future space Western, the antiwar allegory buried somewhere inside the same old rock operas pimped by Pygmalion’s anti-stewardship!

The conscious intent or total awareness of all of these things—while certainly good—is spottily achieved; i.e., by “hysterically” tracing the source while fumbling in blind terror at hidden, haunted things slowly choking society until liberation hopefully occurs (re: “Dissecting Radcliffe“). Beyond the original Neo-Gothic, it happened more recently with Black Sabbath as a geopolitical response to the Vietnam War—meaning when the state met protests with physical violence again (a fact hauntologized by the same band’s riotous nature in the ’80s; re: “The Mob Rules,” 1981). And once history repeated again, the return was also altered; the bourgeois response evolved, seeking to pacify the public in ways they recuperated—i.e., in the visually-immediate sense: canonical propaganda dressed up as “counterculture,” to better arrest the mind’s protective mechanisms by gradually lowering peoples’ guards; re: Amazon subjugation, from Samus to Ivy!

This wasn’t done through some totalitarian sense of “achieved omnipotence” or endless skill and guile. That would give those who run these structures too much credit. Indeed, as time goes on, the structures would make those who own them less required to even be clever at all. They could just default to brute-force power plays; i.e., by using media to control how people respond, then tracking that by watching the numbers. Moreover, the behavior of the state and its proponents routinely amounts to less cunning and more ruthlessness; i.e., an intuitive understanding of people and how they think, thus predict how they react through responses to language as something to keep tabs on through the marketing of automated art. Canon—and pacified people’s subservience to it as unthinking—is merely convenient those whose Superstructure controls their victims through media the elite design and distribute through the Base: the factories, giant studios, sports stadiums, rock arenas, but also television and phone networks, the Internet, etc, as pimping fear (which queer folk must camp to make gay life bearable).

(artists: Peter Corriston and Dave Heffernon)

In a modern response to songs like those listed earlier (themselves over two decades old by now), corporations will create their own “blinding archaeologies,” and often with the veiled threats of yesterday packaged inside nostalgia, inside nostalgia; i.e., snapshots of decimation whose box art (and side effects) announce power as protection through forced medicating ideas: a Nazi nurse holding you down to sterilize you. This final victory is a lie, the Amazon cop an “ancient discovery” (re)made to police capital-as-toxic!

To it, cops serve the state by canonizing the masses. The same way that America the nation-state and corporations once joined forces to reinvent the past of the Space Race (Renegade Cut’s “Who Won the Space Race?” 2022), their current reunion rejoins those linguo-material tactics within state cryptonymies, hauntologies and chronotopes furthering abjection. Dug up and reassembled to produce similar obfuscating means, these Venus twins counteract the flow of emancipatory ghost stories, countercultural political anthems, and various revolutionary cryptonyms; e.g., the American War on Terror as a threat of constant invasion from outside, in: as fought by the increasingly valorized and incredibly violent mercenaries—killers-for-hire with bad reputations, breaking the law and bragging about it while having their misdeeds advertised in ways that transform or otherwise downplay their severity. Politicians abbreviate dogma into mendacious soundbites that sanitize state barbarism; i.e., all at once; e.g., savagely “canoeing” Bin Laden—which happened through a covert military operation that openly violated international law and furthered an already-endless war in the Middle East—became pithily reduced to the polite, sanitized phrase of an urbane, neoliberal war merchant known for selling drones: “Ladies and gentleman, we got him.” Obama sucked—a token stooge relying on Seussian caricature to kill (re: “Green Eggs and Ha(r)m“).

Told through manufactured nostalgia, consent and lies, any president’s doing so parallels more fictionalized variants that, when combined, become just another fabled, dishonest way to depict the past as politically emptied versus charged via the same lies. Not all that glooms is Gothic, though. Brick by brick, the charnel houses lose the very critical power needed to announce tyrants; i.e., reduced commercially as linguistically dead, empty “Gothic” metaphors that cultivate the Superstructure into a giant prison. Housing revolutionary sentiment as toxic, the canonical aim concentrates revolution through menticide; i.e., as pacified, but also policed by a paranoid in-group. As a vital means of mental escape, parallel societies become impossible—or at the very least, heavily contested by state counterfeits and their defenders—the moment canon starts to sell its own decay as “normal”; it starts to crumble, followed by a terrible death knell: of children playing among the cheap toxic wreckage, scrambling through the hellish sugar piles: dumb-as-bricks, mendacious-for-the-elite gingerbread playgrounds—where no one actively resists or secretly imagines a world beyond Capitalism. Instead, the ruin becomes “enough,” anything that threatens said Realism wholly unwelcome, thus pimped.

(artist: Antoine Wiertz)

Such “accidents” historically-materially regularize, with suggestions to the contrary being gaslit. For instance, “to get it into one’s head” can cast guilt—i.e., they got it into their own head—or merely describe the consequence of something else. In response to a bourgeois Superstructure, the premature burial becomes ordinary and welcomed by ordinary people through a Trojan Horse they seemingly “got” themselves: a ghostly or demonic possession, a zombie or vampire bite, etc, mid-opera(tion). A constantly self-conditioning and perpetuating loop, those inside will not only bury themselves; they will bury others along with them who are trying to escape, but whose compelled internment (our focus being sex workers in particular) happens along reactionary and moderate routes. Traced by canon’s Amazonian copaganda and its hauntological/cryptonymic proponents fostering “personal responsibility” (a useful “Plan B” tactic when things start to collapse and neoliberals need a scapegoat to abject), the holocaust appears outside itself: during the liminal hauntology of war (often a castle), one that reflects the toxic shock of diabetic sugar levels and “rabid” moral panic. Once decay sets in, capital turns toxic, taking the Fat Lady to the streets for summary execution.

Yet, in the absence of total control, the elite rely on workers to self-police; re: Autumn’s Amazonomachia. Unfortunately the enforcers act as much in bad faith as hypnosis (more on this in Chapter Four). The effect is functionally the same, but thanks to cryptonymy’s monstrous duality (as fragmented; re: cryptomimesis), you never know quite who you’re dealing with, or to what severity. The masquerade becomes a hot mess, consigning the incarcerated to fiery oblivion; i.e., as the structure collapses, then catches on fire. To dodge the chemical blaze, liberation happens through cryptonymy reclaimed “on the Aegis” (re: Chapter Five).

Fascism sees society making sick things that become toxic. So while sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll are fine when used in moderation/divorced from profit, the bourgeois examples (and their complicit cryptonymies) must cease. Liberation (of the Medusa) happens by camping lobotomized Amazons, hence challenging Autumn Ivy (and similar bad actors functioning as cops); i.e., as I have done, but also Mercedes the Muse and Mugiwara working separately and together! We walk among our enemies, who look like us and vice versa—using the same hairy bodies, goth aesthetics, raw sugar and toxic schlock syndrome to further or reverse abjection (thus profit)!

(artists: Mercedes the Muse, Autumn Ivy/Wolfhead at Night, and Mugiwara)

As we have discussed, this includes hair as abject, but also things of the bathroom and bedroom we haven’t talked about here (e.g., poop and pee as something to hold and release through predator/prey fetishes and rough play interrogating trauma and confused safety/danger); i.e., combined with the Amazon’s masc/femme but also sex/war hyphenations, taboo theatrics, and pointedly fear-based animal mechanisms, etc. All become something to witness; i.e., in ways whose preceptive potential survives corporate environments bleeding toxic waste among workers already being social animals—who then relate through sex and force like that of Amazons (non-toxic virgin/whore with trace amounts), the Medusa (toxic whore) and their combined monstrous-feminine revenge during the rock opera: as half-real Amazonomachia comparable to Metroidvania (or any romanticized brothel scenario) as haunted by Patriarchal agents (undead or otherwise) poisoning the well!

So blow the whistle, not the bourgeoisie; be the hairy fairy or tasty junker queen that actively fertilizes critical thought (re: Mugi’s chonky ferret bod and Mercedes’ fat tromette ass, above). Through a toxic aesthetic that yields perceptive garbage, direct your anger and cryptonymy towards harmful varieties that harm us through unironic poison (re: Autumn’s Slurm-can pussy)! Indulge if you must (re: Anita Sarkeesian), but make the latter your cherry on top; i.e., critique what you consume to camp it. The body is a slogan whose power the state takes from us (re: sex and monsters). Luckily it’s where we take such things back. State guerrillas, Autumn Ivy? We’re the real deal, developing Communism paradoxically through fakes as the Gothic do—though the animality of written language evoking animal responses: vaso vagal fight-or-flight confusion as toxic joy during calculated risk!

So ends “Toxic Shlock” and Chapter One. Now that we’ve reached the end of Chapter One, and covered much of proletarian praxis at length, we’ve covered most of the basic tools and terms (of creative success) we’ll use for the rest of the volume. We’ll revisit Gothic counterculture. For now, it’s a canvas to paint yourselves with anything on hand; i.e., during as[s]ymetrical warfare: the whore coated in toxic “slime” (cum or otherwise, next page) to paradoxically empower her as the toxic cryptonym/ghost of the counterfeit. Poison was the cure! “My beautiful wickedness!” Play is power performing peril.

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Except while everyone loves the whore (coated in various things), the state controls sex as play through force (the Imperium’s ancient language); i.e., to quell howling voices regarding rape; re: power happens while speaking out, meaning about rape while performing it to have the whore’s revenge—by playing with waste as a cryptonym of capital to wear on one’s skin. So-called “toxic” waste, for example, performs metaphorically to things comparable to raw chemicals; i.e., as biohazards; e.g., shit as waste, but also wasted cum (above) sugarcoating lies for different reasons, a kind of trigger through code. Reclaim these! Fuck to metal, thus hyphenate what is needed through ironically toxic sex; camp the sacred to set Medusa free while in chains—by taking the Aegis back upon its fat fleshy self; re:

Medusa’s weapon (and revenge) as dead whore is speaking out about her rape (re: “Policing the Whore“), exploitation and liberation on the same stage as things to parse […] Gothic is a space to be bold, then, but pointedly for those camping their own holocausts’ profound survival (source: “An Interview with Delilah Gallo”).

From Perseus slaying Medusa into American Amazons, Capitalism sexualizes everything while alienizing it (re: “Thesis Body“); i.e., as a fetish to attack and exterminate on loop. This grants the whore’s open sexuality a raw toxic veneer whose own Numinous might—by virtue of endless revenge—only enrages nature even more; i.e., in carrion-flower ways that, while caustic, bleeds onto our foes:

make thick my blood;
Stop up the access and passage to remorse,
That no compunctious visitings of nature
Shake my fell purpose (source).

Beyond toxic waste, Medusa’s monstrous-feminine blood grows comely and caustic; re: the caterpillar and the wasp yielding acid cudgels among the cum that curdles state bloodlines while preserving its own (“It’s got a wonderful defense mechanism; you don’t dare kill it!”); i.e., by embracing the push-pull poetry of such things. As capital decays, any pretense of positivity from the colonizer becomes coercion from the pimp, said pimp’s offshoots expected to infiltrate and slay Medusa’s hybrid proclivities. And while class animus goes both ways (a topic for Chapter Three, onwards), we’ll examine the opposite end of sex positivity next, in Chapter Two.

Love Is a Long Road: Summarizing the Rest of the Volume

“You’d be surprised at the things you find when you go looking.”

—Dr. Richard Powell, The Void (2016)

(artist: Gravillis Inc.)

Before we break on through into the rest of the volume, I want to summarize the flow of the four remaining chapters in relation to the first. Thus far, we’ve explored empathy, informed consumption, de facto education and descriptive sexuality as many of the praxial goals that Gothic Communism seeks to achieve through dialectical-material analysis and creative successes thereof. To highlight cultural appreciation’s function as the final element of Gothic Communism’s iconoclastic praxis, we’ll need to examine appreciative irony in Gothic counterculture. However, because these sex-positive ironies challenge coercive historical norms, we’ll need to outline what those norms are, first: canonical praxis. Canonical and iconoclastic praxis constitute the extreme, right-and-left poles to oppositional praxis, for which there is near-endless liminalities that exist in between.

Moving forward, then, Chapter Two sheds light on Gothic canon’s drug-like, unironic forms, including canonical actors who author, distribute or consume abjection, carceral hauntologies/cryptonyms and complicit cryptonyms within the status quo (which you got a taste of just now, with Autumn); from there, Chapter Three stresses the “grey area” of liminality through crossing past boundaries into uncertain, chaotic thresholds—i.e., how the appreciative irony of countercultural Gothic ambivalence and emancipatory hauntology counter the canonical weaponization of monsters, including its production of sexist, entitled men with small imaginations (re: “weird canonical nerds” but especially Caleb Hart); Chapter Four examines the genocidal “pushback” from canonical-praxial groups inside the fog of war and how to spot them incognito (fascist feminists wearing popular hauntological disguises and employing general/Gothic cryptonyms in bad-faith—i.e., bad-faith/zombie-vampire “witches” and undead warriors, etc; e.g., Ian Kochinski, The Liver King and Natalie Wynn, etc); and Chapter Five proposes further defensive/offensive measures when combating genocide during liminal expression, using the cryptonymic disguises of neoliberalism/fascism to achieve revolutionary outcomes (re: Trojan furries, witches, zombies, etc).

To hug the Medusa, we need to confront those who don’t; i.e., we’re on the cusp of a dark doorway into alien realms under attack by domestic forces pimping the ghost of the counterfeit to further abjection. Let’s step on through…

(model and artist [the black star is from Tangerine Dream’s 1970 Zeit album]: Mugiwara and Persephone van der Waard)

Onto “Chapter Two: Sex Coercion (opening and ‘Witch Cops and Victims’)“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnotes

[1] Come to think of it, that’s a great porn name: “Harry Slimehole’s my name and stank pussy’s my game!” Data is data, and animals communicate non-verbally through scent as a chemical translating symbolically through Gothic means: orthography and theatre.

[2] This can be congenital, but often induces through gender-affirming care: so-called “t-dick.”

[3] The title for a YA Gothic story if there were; e.g., as touched upon by Brian David Gilbert’s “Tragedy, Performed by a Werewolf” (2022). Camp is a zone of joy and lament, forbidden love singing “Get it, girl!” to the motherfucking rafters. We can’t wait for things to improve because camp is how they improve for us, mid-liminal-expression.

[4] I’m sure there’s a scientific difference between toxin and poison; i.e., to my knowledge, toxins are absorbed (e.g., radioactivity and heavy metals), poisons ingested, and venoms injected. Our usage of these words—to describe the monstrous-feminine—is more poetic and loose, hence interchangeable.

[5] Mussolini allegedly wrote “Fascism should more properly be called corporatism because it is the merger of state and corporate power” but the exact origins of the quote are unknown (source: Chip Berlet’s “Mussolini on the Corporate State,” 2005).

[6] We examined the Gothic role of various (often female) detectives in science fiction more in Volume Two, including the sections “The Demonic Trifecta of Detectives, Damsels and Sex Demons” and “Call of the Wild, part one.”

[7] Which is generally something to deny (Noah Samsen’s “Genocide Denial Streamers,” 2024) or debate when, as the Youtuber Shaun points out, there is nothing to debate whatsoever—a genocide is occurring and it is wrong (“Palestine,” 2024).

[8] Persephone van der Waard’s “Remember the Fallen: An Ode to Nex Benedict” (2024).

[9] (from my Metroidvania definition):

Metroidvania are a location-based videogame genre that combines 2D, 2.5D, or 3D platforming [e.g., Dark Souls, 2009] and ranged/melee combat—usually in the 3rd person—inside a giant, closed space. This space communicates Gothic themes of various kinds; encourages exploration* depending on how non-linear the space is; includes progressive skill and item collection, mandatory boss keys, backtracking and variable gating mechanics (bosses, items, doors); and requires movement powerups in some shape or form, though these can be supplied through RPG elements as an optional alternative.

*Exploration pertains to the deliberate navigation of space beyond that of obvious, linear routes—to search for objects, objectives or secrets off the beaten path (source: “Mazes and Labyrinths,” 2019; refer to the Metroidvania page on my website for everything that I’ve written on Metroidvania).

Again, it’s very Pavlovian, and something that historically leads to the Amazon growing toxic, thus “rabid”,” then punished through the euthanasia effect (re: “Pieces of the Camp Map“).

[10] E.g., “Pelts” (2006) applying the settler-colonial argument to nature and wildlife; i.e., as something to fear for having skinned alive, in the past, and which it revisits its grisly revenge during the ghost of the counterfeit furthering the abjection process among the middle class (re: “Furry Panic“).

[11] Aping the xenomorph, Samus’ original suit was far more phallic in its in-game design.

[12] A common theme, on my part: decolonizing my own nostalgia despite wanting to fuck and wanting to be a Space Pirate as capable as ol’ Samus, just not genocidal or violent (re: “Why I Submit“). That’s the paradox of liminal expression in oppositional praxis. Expression isn’t endorsement as long as you can publicly explain the difference and try to convey that irony in your exhibits and teachings.

[13] From Peter Parker/Spider-man to Bruce Wayne/Batman (and their Freudian and queer-coded, whorish [abject] offshoots the Green Goblin and the Joker), alter egos classically wear a mask for the actor to slum, vigilante-style; i.e., in ways that assimilate/otherwise uphold the status quo, working from positions of relative privilege. Frankly Autumn’s no different; i.e., having a whorish side and a modest side, but essentially selling the same stuff through the cryptonymy process: monsters and sex (re: Amazons). Their pussy’s a Slurm can.

[14] Actually more violently than the men; i.e., punching down the hardest because she’s ostensibly betrayed her communities (re: Federici). In many cases, the traitor-in-question has been purposefully raised in captivity to fear those she betrayed by accident of birth: as “ancient” evils she fears regressing back towards (re: inheritance anxiety and the home as false married to internalized bigotry)! Such “kill the Indian, save the man” behavior is historically visited upon Indigenous Peoples, of course, but also any marginalized group, including women (cis or otherwise); i.e., per capital’s Cartesian, heteronormative and setter-colonial elements monopolizing violence, terror and monsters for profit! Whatever the module or intersection (e.g., goblin women), it can tokenize, thus toxify.

[15] Save as “power targets” of conquest, but those tend to be antagonistic; i.e., the whore is a classic villain that token Amazons dread becoming (and will punch down against, witch-hunter-style, to prove their own virgin-whore modesty in the eyes of state gawkers; i.e., they’re a good girl for master and master’s friends, but also a male power fantasy avatar disguised in feminist clothes).

[16] Indicative of the ancient Greek choruses; e.g., of Sophocles” Oedipus Rex (c. 429 BC): “Who’s my good boy?” / “Me!” and “You take dick so well, don’t you?” / “I do!” followed by “Fuck, I need this pussy!’ / “I need your cock!” until “I’m gonna cum!” ends with Mugi’s drawling “Perfect…” Such desperate and hungry affirmations of desire are haunted by state control as something to thwart; i.e., by virtue of workers like Mugi being queer as something to camp state toxins: the Sphinx’ Riddle against Oedipus, a blast from the “past” that never was (re: Plato’s simulacrum)!

[17] From The Mysterious Mother (1768), a double incest yarn; re (from Thomas Christensen’s 1993 introduction to the Mercury House edition of Walpole’s Hieroglyphic Tales):

Besides The Castle of Otranto, the other major literary work Walpole published during his lifetime was his tragedy in blank (at first I inadvertently wrote black) verse, The Mysterious Mother. Byron admired it, calling it “a tragedy of the highest order, and not a puling love-play.” It concerns a young man who, through a series of mistaken identities and unfortunate misunderstandings (no fault of his own), ends up marrying the daughter he has fathered by his mother (a bewildering set of relationships outdoing Bill Wyman). Dorothy Stuart, always charmingly sympathetic to Walpole, remarks, “It is, indeed, a little curious that his imagination—though in The Castle of Otranto he had toyed with the theme of incest—should have been allured by a story so sombre and so revolting.” In a contemporaneous review (1797), William Taylor rhapsodized that the play “has attained an excellence nearly unimpeachable” and that it “may fitly be compared with the Oedipus Tyrannus of Sophocles.” Few modern readers would value it quite so highly (source).

Such things were begot from camp; i.e., as “finding” the ancient past as grounded in fakery (re: David West, vis-à-vis Hogle) to “Camp is rooted in fakery and privilege vis-à-vis homosexual men” (re: “Prey as Liberators“) onto other queer groups now (re: Mugi and I, camping the ghost of the Medusa).

[18] Which Fantscifi is; i.e., they have a premium DA account, linked to Esty with the usual off-site, paywalled NSFW model. Furthermore, said account is only two months old yet has 1,700 drawings on it (which has doubled, in 2025). It’s frankly hyperreal slop; i.e., with no workers behind it, but all the exploited labor stolen from workers flooding the market; re (from Volume One): “The horror of the hyperreal is that there are no humans behind the digitized simulacrum; they’re simply gone. The lived reality is far more bleak, with middle-class consumers being entirely divorced from creative labor as a critical-thinking skill while actively advocating for enslavement, neglect and genocide” (source: “The Nation-State”). Genocide is a system of theft, AI spearheading said theft online and off as slop decay.

[19] De facto husband, that is. Missionary sex is cliché just as doggy is cliché. While they can be performed on any monstrous-feminine entity in a pornographic sense, the snow-white submissive or dark femme fatale (the angel/devil binary) are just two of so many different “sleeves” for the male/token target customer living in the Max Box. Their toxic vibe/mood extends to sex-positive iterations, but Blizzard isn’t sex-positive; they’re sex-coercive—i.e., prescribing a traditional “lipstick” porn approach to their poster-style war pastiche. In other words, their sex-sells approach uses waifus (and wheyfus) as monster bait to target teenage American/Americanized boys: hooking them on sex as a “gambling mechanism” tied to loot boxes (a disguised “gacha” model from the Japanese videogame genre built around “whaling” paypigs through FOMO/microtransactional sex). Unlike their subversive counterparts—e.g., living latex (re: exhibit 60e1:, “Follow the…“)—the women in these coercive systems/discourse become coerced into a toxic doll-like aesthetic; i.e., the “Barbie Doll effect,” wherein they service the maximum number of infantilized, sex-hungry clients for the elite:

(exhibit 73b: Artist, top-left and mid-left: unknown; whole bottom half: EXGA; top-mid and -right: Non External; middle [Mercy]: Ange1 Witch; middle [Quistis Trepe]: unknown; mid-right [Brigitte]: unknown. The zombie-like appearance of these videogame models in porn is no coincidence, already being marketed towards sex work in shonen-style war narratives [sex work is replete with racist/sexist body tropes that endure in straight-up porn [re: exhibit 32b, “Knife Dicks“] but also pornographic/fetishized body types in heroic media besides videogames [exhibit 93b1b]; but there’s always the potential for fusion/crossover. You can remove the costume and the basic body “look” doesn’t really change. Furthermore, it’s often a Vitruvian pornographic standard that women are expected to cater to, wherein they fuck men for men while oscillating between virgin/whore body dynamics. In turn, everything unfolds inside canonical labor schemes that commonly treat subservient women as universal, “barely legal,” warrior maiden sex objects; i.e., neoliberal, franchised/corporate arrangements [and Amazons as beings to tame through canon’s toxic fetishization; re: exhibit 1a1a3, “Symposium: Aftercare“]. The envelop will always be pushed by the elite, whose banality of evil only cares about efficient profit and infinite growth: tokenize, then toxify sans irony to decay nature as monstrous-feminine to lobotomize it [gentrify/decay—re: “A Cruel…“].)

[20] To quote Helluva Boss, “[they’re] cotton candy!“; i.e., high on their own supply while pushing it onto other addicts. Such is Capitalism, decaying the injection site like Requiem for a Dream (2000).

[21] You can see this literal binarization in the Terminator franchise; i.e., whose fem-bots, under the Male Gaze, out-sex their manly counterparts (and other examples of dystopian war pastiche Chapter Four will examine; e.g., Mega Man and his decidedly not-so-mega sister policing the neoliberal ruins of Utopia). Geopolitically this parallels the colonization of women in the women’s industry by powerful men taking said field from them and industrializing then privatizing it through the likes of creepy friend-of-Jeffery-Epstein, the billionaire pedophile/child-sex trafficker, Bill Gates (Behind the Bastard’s “The Ballad of Bill Gates”). Not only is billionaire philanthropy a myth written by people “who just happen to have” the capital (the billionaire steals by design, or inherits through mass war/rape); its cryptonymy conceals the banality of evil whose material forces “drive” image production—i.e., with modern technology as a kind of “false hope engine” (the ultimate neoliberal weapon), one that hides bourgeois crimes behind their god-like means: as attached to systemic computer growth.

In 1965, Gordon Moore stated that roughly every two years, the number of transistors on microchips will double. Commonly referred to as Moore’s Law, this phenomenon suggests that computational progress will become significantly faster, smaller, and more efficient over time. However, it also belies a process hijacked by powerful capitalists whose atrocities are insidiously dress-up as “progress” (a cryptonym for genocide dressed up as “futurism”; e.g., Ray Kurzweil, whose shallow tech-bro transhumanism Jadis adored; re: “One Foot out the Door“). Billionaires should not exist/are a scourge on the planet the likes of which the Nazis could only dream of.

[22] Re: Centrism is fascism waiting to happen/fascism with more masks decaying into a toxic core.

[23] A genre that lends itself to camp, some wacky cinematic examples include The Phantom of the Paradise (about a zombie music producer, 1974), The Rocky Horror Picture Show (about a transsexual transvestite from Transylvania named after a penis-shaped food object, 1975), Lisztomania (features zombie Hitler and Nazi Wonder Women, 1975) and Hamlet 2 (features Christ, also a zombie, 2008). However, these kinds of productions don’t require actual songs—only a “zombie rock, Monster Mash” kind of attitude—compensating for their conspicuous lack of music with equally conspicuous, trashy monster sex; e.g., La Bête (features a white, good-girl-gone-bad “maiden” having doggystyle sex with a giant, black, well-endowed monster in a dark forest, 1975; re: exhibit 47b2: “Non-Magical Detectives“), The Toxic Avenger (features a deformed, muscle-bound monster who saves a blind girl who falls in love with him to camp Frankenstein, 1984), Return of the Living Dead (features a literal girl-named-Trash who wants to “be eaten alive by old men” and gets eaten by zombies instead, 1985). All are poking fun at sexual tropes, or dissecting them in abject ways that desire to explore forbidden sex; i.e., sex forbidden to them by capitalists (shown onscreen as evil patriarchs).

(exhibit 81: Artist, far-mid-right: Mark Bloodsworth.)

Hailing Hellions: An Interview with Delilah Gallo

This interview is for “Hailing Hellions,” a Q&A series where I interview sex workers (or ex-sex workers) who have modeled for me and my Sex Positivity* book project. Today’s guest is Delilah Gallo!

*The longer title being Sex Positivity versus Sex Coercion, or Gothic Communism: Liberating Sex Work under Capitalism through Iconoclastic Art (2023). Part of an overarching movement that connects sex positivity to what I call “Gothic (gay-anarcho) Communism,” Sex Positivity essentially provides a hybrid; i.e., one established between academic (Gothic, queer, game and Marxist) theories, and wherein applied theory towards universal liberation is achieved by challenging Capitalist Realism (the inability to imagine a world beyond Capitalism) at a grassroots level. To it, Gothic Communism specifically occurs through direct mutual worker action and informed intersectional solidarity relayed through Gothic poetics: BDSM, monsters, and kink, but specifically what I call “ludo-Gothic BDSM.” If you’re curious about the book and want to know more, the first four volumes (and additional information) are available for free (the series is non-profit) on my website’s 1-page promo

General CW: BDSM, Gothic content and theatrics (e.g., rape play and death theatre), as well as sex worker abuse and bigotry of various kinds (variable per interview).

Specific CW: moe/ahegao, incest and rape content in Japanese media.

Note: All images are of the model or myself unless otherwise stated.

Permissions: Any publicly available images are exhibited for purposes of education, transformation and critique, thus fall under Fair Use; private nude material and collabs with models are specifically shared with permission from the original model(s). For more details about artist permissions, refer to the book disclaimer.

Concerning Buggy Images: Sometimes the images on my site don’t always load and you get a little white-and-green placeholder symbol, instead. Sometimes I use a plugin for loading multiple images in one spot, called Envira Gallery, and not all of the images will load (resulting in blank white squares you can still right-click on). I‘ve optimized most of the images on my site, so I think it’s a server issue? Not sure. You should still be able to access the unloaded image by clicking on the placeholder/right-clicking on the white square (sometimes you have to delete the “?ssl=1” bit at the end of the url). Barring that, completed volumes will always contain all of the images, whose PDFs you can always download on my 1-page promo.

About the series: Like the book series it attaches to, “Hailing Hellions” aims to educate and critique; i.e., by raising awareness towards sex worker rights, but also gender-non-conformity through Gothic counterculture. This extends to gender identity (e.g., trans, enby or intersex) but also orientation and performance; i.e., BDSM and sex positivity through various Gothic theatrical roles that invite things beyond vanilla, heteronormative (thus conservative, reactionary and harmful) sexuality. I would consider this to be things like mommy dommes and consent-non-consent, breeding fantasies and heavy metal (e.g., Satanic material and the Gothic at large). Also, these questions are broader insofar as they cover wide praxial/poetic ideas and concepts. Regarding these, the opinions of the subject and myself are not identical, but often overlap through us collaborating together to raise awareness.

About the interviewee: Delilah Gallo is someone I’ve worked with before; re: by drawing them as a witch for Volume Three’s 2025 promotion, “All the World“! I’ve also featured them in “Paid Labor“! They’re a certified sex educator and lovely to play with, but also listen to about their area of expertise! Also, they’re one of my muses and have their own page on my website!

(model and artist: Delilah Gallo and Persephone van der Waard)

0. Persephone: Hi, everyone! My name is Persephone van der Waard. I’m a trans-woman erotic artist, sex worker, writer/author and researcher who specializes in cross-media studies; i.e., I have my independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania).

Delilah, could you introduce yourself and share a little about yourself with our audience?

Delilah: I’m Delilah! I’ve been an online sex worker since 2020, and I’m a sex educator as well. I’m a leftist and work a lot in the spaces of kink, neurodivergence, sexual health, gender, sexuality, porn, sex work, and intersections of oppression.

1. Persephone: This book project views sex positivity as a liberating act. What does sex positivity mean to you? Illustrating mutual consent; i.e., can porn illustrate mutual consent when sex workers are constantly dehumanized by the profit motive and the status quo?

Delilah: Well, I think that everything under capitalism and the need to work and make money in order to live is dehumanizing in and of itself. So, no, I don’t think porn or sex work are in any way some kind of ultimate exception to the fact that it is extremely fucked up to live under a system that forces you to create “value” in order to survive and be given access to what are basic human rights. That being said, I think sex positivity can be so many different things. I think it is about honoring the fact that sex, sexuality, sexual expression, pleasure, health are all fluid. All of these things change over time, and our relationship to things will evolve just like anything else in our lives. Sex positivity is about knowing that there is no “one size fits all” answer to anything regarding sex, but rather giving ourselves and others understanding and permission to figure it out. Sex positivity is not about being your most erotic self 24/7 and having the most sex, or masturbating all the time, having the biggest collection of toys. But it is knowing that you are able to empower yourself with information about sex, take away the socialized fears, take control of your healthcare as much as we can under these systems, and embrace all of the weird unique aspects of sexuality that make us human. Honestly I think that part of sex positivity is allowing sex to be a neutral thing, too. Just taking away that scary charge we are taught to believe, and facing it head on as just another part of life and identity and something we should be allowed to freely explore with the appropriate information we need.

2. Persephone: In your mind, what is the biggest struggle facing sex workers today?

Delilah: Stigma. General lack of knowledge surrounding not only sex work and workers, but sex. The amount of shame that is pushed onto us really does a number, and it makes it harder to have these conversations about how to ensure the safety and autonomy of sex workers. This shame and stigma feeds into people not listening to SWers who are being directly harmed whether through a lack of solidarity, or direct legislative attacks. I mean, SWers have been the canary in the coalmine for so many issues over literal centuries and it has been basically completely ignored. Today, this comes about with issues of censorship. We have seen these piss poor, biased, ineffective, propaganda filled pieces of legislation come up that claim they are about protecting children online but are actually going to do massive amounts of harm to sex workers one way or another. And SWers talk ad nauseum about this being a threat to the privacy of everyone on the internet, a threat to all forms of free speech, a threat to the queer, trans, disabled, BIPOC, and other oppressed populations specifically as well as everyone else. And it is met with silence, if not outright contempt. Lo and behold, SWers are proven correct most of the time. This community is among the first to be targeted by social and governmental oppression, but rarely advocated for. “First they came for the sex workers, and nobody said anything because we thought they were all just whores” is kinda how I think of it.

3. Persephone: How do you feel about sex work being work, thus paying sex workers for their labor? This can be unions, but also their representations in media at large.

Delilah: I fundamentally don’t understand why so many stop their definitions of labor once it coincides with pleasure of some kind, or sexuality. This idea that any work isn’t “real work” is based entirely in classist, racist, ableist rhetoric meant to devalue labor to justify people not paying for it and exploiting the workers. But ultimately, sex workers are providing some kind of service that another person is seeking. Whether someone wants to pay for a new computer or a blow job, that’s their business, and the product/service is being provided for the agreed upon fee. You’d think that capitalists who talk on and on about the free market and innovation would be the ones acting as the biggest advocates for sex workers who are literally creating and using a free market with our skills, but they’re instead the ones who get the most angry. That’s ultimately because we represent a socialist/communist model of workers owning the means of production. You don’t get much more direct ownership of a product than it being your own body. When it comes to media representation, I could and have spoken for hours on this. A majority of the media we see on sex work exists to uphold the larger social narrative which is that sex workers aren’t people but more concepts. Whether it’s the stripper with the heart of gold, or the dead hooker killed at a bachelor party, these pieces of media further stigmatize and dehumanize sex workers. There have absolutely been shining examples of the exact opposite, media that debunks myth, upholds the autonomy of SWers, and even allows for them to actually enjoy their jobs. For some reason that’s a big sticking point for people. This idea that it’s fine to be a sex worker as long as you absolutely hate it or have a noble reason to do it like going to school or paying for a parents medical bills. Anyway, ones that stick out to me as positive are Poor Things, Good Luck to You Leo Grande, and Bonding. Unfortunately, for every Bella Baxter there are about a dozen or more unnamed assaulted SWers on shows like SVU or Game of Thrones. Under those circumstances they don’t exist as people, merely props and plot devices. It is no wonder that people may have less than accurate ideas of what sex work actually is, looks like, or can be.

4. Persephone: What are your thoughts on Communism vs Capitalism using Gothic poetics? Can monsters be gay Commies?

Delilah: Honestly I don’t know enough about gothic poetics to comment. That being said, anyone can be a gay commie if they are down with queerness and sharing! There’s no rule that says werewolves can’t engage in some good old fashioned gay sex and discuss praxis!

5a. Persephone: What drew you to the project/interested you in working on it together with me?

Delilah: You reached out to me and I saw that we had followers in common and they were sex workers who I have known for awhile and trusted. It was like a quick vetting, just checking our mutuals.

5a. Persephone: How has that experience been for you? Can you describe it a little?

Delilah: It has been great, honestly. It is sadly rare that someone will come to me with specific details of what they are wanting, as well as maintaining even a bare minimum level of professionalism. You were far beyond the bare minimum don’t worry! But having very clear visions of what you are wanting, what others have done/experienced, basically a business plan and outline available, made it all the more positive to work with you.

6. Persephone: If you feel comfortable talking about it, can you talk about being GNC? What does that mean to you?

Delilah: So I identify as non-binary femme and that’s of course under the trans umbrella. Being AFAB and femme, I do sometimes feel almost like a fraud? I mean, there is no correct way to be GNC, but it is a vast universe of possibilities. And sometimes me being easily clocked as AFAB due to my femme presentation, using she/her pronouns, it can make me feel like I almost can’t claim that I’m GNC. I have to catch myself when I am going down those paths of thought because if someone else came to me and said any of those things, of course I would understand, but first and foremost I would validate them being GNC! Because there truly are no rules. No real requirements. I think everyone’s gender is a deeply personal aspect of identity that only they can truly define and speak on. Some people may not even be able to because they haven’t plunged into those depths of their being. This could be due to fear, not knowing they can, or some kind of blissful ignorance, whatever. For me, it is a privilege and honor of my life that I am GNC and have had the ability to explore and get to know myself to that level. Learning that everything is made up and I can create my own rules to live by were huge in that. My whole life I had felt like a lot of labels (woman, lady, ma’am, girl) were put on me and I was just like “oh, okay, I guess I need this?” but they never felt like home. It felt like an alien just putting on a costume going “they wanted me to wear this.” So when I was able to be like “oh, I’m not a woman. I’m just me.” That was what felt like a step closer in coming home to myself.

7. Persephone: What do you enjoy most about sex work? What got you started in it?

Delilah: I think in some ways I was just sort of fated? I grew up with a more progressive and honest representation of sex in my family which put me miles ahead of my peers getting more fear based information. Through my life I have also just had a special interest in sex, sexuality, sexual health, gender, and so on. We can thank AuDHD for that. And when COVID came, I had already been thinking of starting online sex work and it was just sort of good timing. Good in that I was able to get started because I was home, less good in that everyone seemed to have the similar thought process. But once I got beyond the oversaturation of the market, I stuck with it! In terms of what I enjoy about it, there is honestly so much. I’m very privileged, and don’t solely rely on my work to provide what is needed. That being said, I love being able to set my own hours, and aside from clients I don’t really have anyone to “answer to.” I also love being able to learn about people, connect with them, experience them. I have met some of the most incredible people through sex work both in my peers and clients. I love the spectrum of sexual interest and pleasure, learning about kink and expression, being able to validate people. Honestly it is truly such an honor to be able to hold space for people who are oftentimes feeling vulnerable, due to shame or shyness. It is a position I do not take lightly, and I try to make sure my clients know that I am not going to ever judge them, and want them to be able to be authentic and curious in a safe place.

8. Persephone: Do you have a favorite piece of sex work that you’ve done, in terms of custom material?

Delilah: At this point I am over 5 years in, and have had so many requests and sessions that it is hard to think of one that really stands out. I always like writing custom erotica, that is always such a fun way to get creative and find ways to sort of lure people in. Writing is such a fun way to get people aroused because it is less expected now that we have so much access to audio and visual material.

9. Persephone: Do you friends and family know about the work that you do? How do you talk about it with other people who aren’t sex workers; i.e., how do you communicate sex worker rights to non sex workers?

Delilah: For the most part, those close to me are aware. Though I don’t bring it up much if I can help it, because non-SWers just cannot relate on the same level and don’t understand the issues to the same degree. When I am talking about how SWers are impacted by different things, I map it out with my experience in other areas like gender studies to reach them more easily. And I provide other resources for it all. Generally the people I talk to and associate with agree with me on most things so it’s not too difficult to get them there, I just also don’t relish the opportunity to hear non SWers chime in about the industry they don’t actually know anything about and can only speak on from the perspective of what they’ve seen on TV or whatever.

10. Persephone: What are your thoughts on TERFs in sex work; i.e., those who devalue GNC minorities (and other marginalized groups) in the same profession?

Delilah: I think a lack of solidarity in any profession denotes entitlement, selfishness, colonized mindsets, and that they’ve fallen for the propaganda of “scarcity.” It’s pure hypocrisy and I don’t tend to waste my breath on it.

11. Persephone: How do you feel about billionaires? Israel and Palestine?

Delilah: There are no ethical billionaires. Point blank period. It’s wealth hoarding while people starve and are literally enslaved. As for Palestine, it’s pretty obvious to me. Jewish trauma was weaponized and morphed into a tool of colonial imperialism to occupy territory in the Middle East to benefit Western powers who wanted access to oil. For evangelicals, it’s to bring about the end of days. It is genuinely sickening to me that the valid and understandable fear of Jewish people is used to validate genocide. The amount of brainwashing and propaganda that has been used to make people endlessly loyal to an apartheid state is astounding. There is nothing about Zionism that is in line with Judaism. And the idea that it is is what makes antisemitism all the more common. There are entire populations of Jewish people who have no idea what the reality of Israel is, and have been taught it was barren land before the return of Jewish people after WWII, but of course that is not the case. Besides, since when has the Western world cared about Jewish people because it is the right thing to do? It’s easy for American politicians to call protests antisemitic, but make no mention of the fact that a large amount of the people who organized the protests are Jewish themselves. They don’t tell you about the rabbis who stand in solidarity with Gaza, or the movements headed by Jewish Voices For Peace. It’s racism, it’s Islamophobia, and it’s censorship. Nobody talks about how international law recognizes the right of an occupied people to defend themselves, or the Nakba, or the 1967 borders. Of COURSE Jewish people deserve safety, but that cannot and will not come about by flattening Palestine. Palestinians deserve safety, too, and it has been nearly a century of them being terrorized by the Western powers’ increasingly violent militaries. It is literally newborn babies against some of the most sophisticated weapon technology ever conceived. That doesn’t even begin to describe the level of horror that we have seen unfold over the last year and a half, which should shake any human to their very core. Free Palestine. And all occupied territories.

12a. Persephone: What are some of your favorite GNC pieces of media (e.g., I love Sense8 and Heartbreak High)? Do you have any GNC role models?

Delilah: So Bob’s Burgers got off to a rough start as far as representation and sensitivity of trans and queerness, but it has come so far. That show is so queer and so GNC. They had an entire episode centered around Louise [above] being angry and confused as to why she isn’t a “girly girl” and it just warmed my heart so much. They didn’t outright say Louise is enby, but they at least provided that space to start those conversations. Other media I love that has GNC aspects are of course Sense8, Steven Universe, The Umbrella Academy (Zionist actors notwithstanding), and a few more I won’t blather on about too much. As far as role models go, I sort of look up to every GNC person because of the way I know they have done the work to get to know themselves; i.e., on a level that most people haven’t, and even if I have also done that, I think it’s just admirable in a person. Specifically, I think of Alok Vaid-Menon, Bob The Drag Queen, Mae Martin, Janelle Monae, Big Freedia, Liv Hewson, Jesse (James) Rose.

12b. Persephone: To that, GNC people often find their families outside of their birth families; did you have to go elsewhere for that, or is your family relatively understanding of your queerness?

Delilah: My family is thankfully incredibly accepting. I never really had any moments that I felt the need to “come out” as anything. I remember as a kid, probably about 10-11, talking to my dad about how I was thinking I might be gay. He sat with me said, “well, honey, that’s okay. You don’t have to have that figured out, and I’m gonna love you no matter what. Unless you really piss me off.” Classic dad move to end on a joke, right? And it was all just really a non issue. For awhile I went by a different name and they all made an effort to use it, as well as varying the pronouns and words used to refer to me like replacing “daughter” with “child.”

13. Persephone: What about sex workers? Do you have anyone you look up to in particular?

Delilah: Just about every single sex worker I know is a hero to me. I am constantly in awe of all of the work we do, the artistry and creativity, the time commitment, the industry knowledge. I have to specifically shout out some of my all time favs: Roxie Rusalka*, Serena Salem, Jet Setting Jasmine, Trinity Blair, Bratty Cooper, Ruby Soho, Adam Surge, Enby Robot, Knotty Rell, Spoop Bee, Blossom Bratt, Leah Von Noire, Zuri Love, Shanna Sins, Kathrine Bush, Indigo Fatale, Mami Treez, Maniac Bitch (Dai), Bet The Narratophile, Sinead Rhiannon, Tamora’s Pie Shop, Darling (Kym), Honey (It’s Honey Live), Zai Greywind, and I could go on but I will end it there for now!

*two exhibits from me having worked previously with Roxie Rusalka and Sinead Rhiannon: 6b2b (left) from “Manifesto and Instruction” and 32c (right) from “Knife Dicks.”

14. Persephone: There’s often a strong theatrical component to sex work and BDSM; i.e., costumes, gender roles, aesthetics of power and death, music, makeup. How do these things intersect for you, and do they cross over into real life for you? For example, do you find yourself wearing similar clothing and expressing yourself sex-positively when you’re not on the clock?

Delilah: Oh, for sure! I think it’s a big misconception that elements of performativity during sex means someone is not really enjoying themselves or that it’s lying somehow? To me, I see more as embracing other sides of ourselves and sort of allowing that “character” to come out. I have my own personas day-to-day, but there is a lot of overlap. I don’t think much about wearing my fishnets and boots out to go grocery shopping, or wearing clothes that say “PUSSY” going for a walk with my dogs. My self expression is very tied into sex positivity and kink and sexuality so there’s a lot that goes together. But like everyone I know there are situations in which certain things aren’t appropriate or appreciated, and would either tone it down or amp it up accordingly.

15. Persephone: There’s often an animal component to sexuality and gender expression, helping workers establish close bonds with each other and nature; i.e., furries, but also therians and various kinks; e.g., puppy play. How do you feel about these things, be they for work, pleasure, or both?

Delilah: The way human beings have decided we are somehow the exception to the natural world is where so many issues come from. We are not that uniquely special, and embracing our animalistic natures and our connections to the Earth and other lifeforms is, in my view, essential for understanding oneself. In whatever way someone finds it useful, I think that’s great! It doesn’t have to be about eroticism just to come to the place where we can learn about how animals communicate, how we care for nature. To me, everything can become erotic in how we interact with it, and nature is absolutely included in that.

16. Persephone: Sex workers are generally treated as monsters to harm and exploit under capital. Do you have a preferred way of expressing the humanity of sex workers, be that simply stating it or through the work that you do, art, or some combination, etc?

Delilah: I do it in every way that is available to me. I have made art, I write it in the captions of my work, I discuss it in conversations with peers and civilians. I try to put even too fine of a point on it and emphasize loudly that sex work is validated throughout history and there is no such thing as unskilled labor or a fake job. If necessary I can go off into a well-cited tangent about these things, or I can do my best to keep it at a couple choice phrases to make my stance known.

17. Persephone: Do you have a particular aspect of liberation you like to focus on; e.g., fat liberation or decriminalizing sex work? To that, what’s the difference between positive thinking and liberation in your eyes?

Delilah: Everything connects, so it’s hard to pick just one aspect of liberation because if you zoom out you can see that the entire fight against oppression is a spiderweb. The biggest issues to me are ending the prison industrial complex coupled with the war machine, climate change/environmentalism, and human diversity that relates to health, gender, sexuality, race, ability, age, skill, basic needs, perspective.

18a. Persephone: How do you feel about BDSM and using calculated risk to confront and heal from trauma? I.e., using collars or whips to experience pain or control as pleasurable, not harmful (I love collars, for instance).

Delilah: All of life is a sort of calculated risk, and when you find a way to exercise control over certain things that can lead to deeper levels of understanding yourself, healing, connection, I think that’s great! Of course that’s if everyone is risk aware, practicing consent, and have safety precautions as needed. Another reason why education is so important.

18b. Persephone: Was there ever a moment where you were on the fence about BDSM or sex work/in the closet, but something happened that changed everything? I.e., was it gradual or more a singular event that motivated you to change; or, were you always kind of out (for me, I decided to change after several bad exes, but also watching Stranger Things, and relating to Max’s brush with Vecna in a GNC way)?

Delilah: Honestly I have always just been willing to at the very least talk about these things, so for me it wasn’t ever something I had to be convinced about. People love to say “nobody grows up wanting to do sex work” but I don’t relate to that because I was definitely in middle school thinking about being a stripper or working a peep show. I was, and am, often drawn towards aspects of life people are hesitant to discuss. So not only is sex a sort of taboo, but sex work and kink are like even deeper levels of that! Of course I have always wanted to dive in and learn about it, experience it.

19. Persephone: Does expressing yourself in a dehumanized BDSM position (e.g., CNC or living latex, etc) or state of existence speak to your humanity as something to value?

Delilah: From a psych perspective, absolutely. It’s asking for someone to see you in a specific way and validate you that way. There is basically no limit of “reasons” someone might want to be a specific role in a scene, but ultimately it is about portraying yourself in these ways and being seen by the other person or people as having value in that role and beyond it.

20. Persephone: What got you interested in BDSM? Do you have a preference in terms of what you give or receive?

Delilah: Like I said before I think on some level it has just always been part of me and my sexuality. It is something I never considered strange for myself. In terms of giving/receiving I feel like in most spaces I would probably be classified as a gentle pleasure domme. Though really I’m switchy and part of it all for me is finding the role that best fits the person/people and mood. I’m like a sexual mood ring.

21. Persephone: In your mind, is BDSM inherently sexual? If so or if not, can you explain why?

Delilah: No. BDSM can be related to sex but there are plenty of aspects that aren’t about sex but about pleasure and the two aren’t always connected- just related for most folks. It may also be about healing, connection/intimacy, self reflection. There is so much more to BDSM and kink in general beyond the stereotypical dominatrix wearing latex holding a riding crop.

22. Persephone: Does BDSM inform the sex work that you do in an educational or therapeutic way?

Delilah: Absolutely. I lead with the intention to normalize and validate sexuality as neutral. Far too often people are so overcome with shame they can’t even discuss sex without choking on some words and censoring themselves. I speak quite plainly about things, even if it’s a limit of mine. I don’t ever want people to feel shamed by me for their desires they cannot control. Being aware of these things allows me to see each person inquiring about a service more fully and gives me the chance to make sure they know that I am not judging them for it, which can lead to an incredible feeling of liberation and relief for them. Providing that is a wonderful aspect of my job.

23. Persephone: In terms of calculated risk, how does it feel to surrender some degree of power in a scenario where you can’t actually be harmed? Or vice versa, if you have more power? Do you have a preference and if so, why?

Delilah: To me it’s super fun! It’s like being able to play around with roles that I am not usually finding myself in. There’s a sex educator named Midori and I learned from them kink is play, it’s “cops and robbers but with fucking.” I think it’s so fun to be able to do that. And just like play, and everything in our lives, we are risking getting hurt. It’s just a matter of finding what we are willing to risk and with whom we want to take that risk. I’m switchy so for me it really depends on mood, partners, dynamics, all of that

24. Persephone: If you feel comfortable answering, can theatrical disempowerment feel healing or therapeutic to you in regards to real trauma?

Delilah: I have never necessarily felt healing from it but I know it absolutely can be. Whether you are role playing on stage, in a therapist’s office, or in the bedroom, there are aspects of it that are proven to help the brain process trauma.

25. Persephone: What’s the most stressful thing about sex work? The most liberating?

Delilah: Stigma and judgment that impacts our ability to do our work safely whether online or in person. Legislation in regards to both the internet and FSSW that claims to be about protection but directly harms a vulnerable population AND doesn’t even protect those it claims to. Liberation-wise, being able to experience people in their vulnerable yet authentic places. Learning more about others and myself through sexual expression. People thanking me for what I do is incredibly liberating because I wouldn’t be able to do it if it were under the strict regulation of capitalist, repressive structures. It’s a job that reminds me every day we don’t have to do things just because we are told it’s how it’s done.

26. Persephone: What are the benefits to doing sex work in today’s day an age versus in the past? What do you think needs to improve; e.g., open reactionary bigots versus moderate SWERFs posturing as feminists speaking for all groups?

Delilah: The Internet! Sex work can be totally online which offers a huge safety net provided you are still taking precautions like VPNs, wiping meta data, etc. Being able to set your own hours, boundaries, prices, it allows for so much independence. In general, we need to see decriminalization to allow SWers to do their work safely and independently. We need comprehensive sex education to normalize sex and undo the shame and stigma related to sex whether it’s related to queerness, transness, masturbation, kink, etc. We need to treat sex work like any other job that people can choose to have and have more people talking about the REALITIES of trafficking and not the sensationalized fear mongering about porn/sex work. We frankly need religious people to get the fuck out of these conversations because they are more than welcome to hold their own beliefs but applying it to everyone is what has lead to the “wellness industry” cozying up to them and profiting from people’s shame with “addiction treatments” and “semen retention” and all of that nonsense.

27a. Persephone: What are your favorite monsters (i.e., undead, demons, and or anthromorphs) and why?

Delilah: I have always love tieflings, vampires, druids, anthromorphs. I think a big part of it is like just being a lil freaky goth type kid and reading Animorphs!

27b. Persephone: Media-wise, do you like to read, watch movies, and or play videogames just for fun, but also to gather ideas about gender-non-conformity expression, BDSM and other sex-positive devices?

Delilah: I pretty much take in all forms of media through those lenses at all times, it is just part of me and how I consume things!

28. Persephone: What are your thoughts on sex/porn and art, business and pleasure? I like to mix them to form healthier boundaries established between workers; how do you feel about this?

Delilah: I think that is incredibly subjective based on the type of work being done, and the general demographics within a space. It would be great if things could be discussed more openly but unfortunately most people aren’t ready for that. I don’t think strict lines need to be drawn and ideally people would find pleasure in their work, that just often isn’t an option for people under capitalism/corporatism

30. Persephone: Can you describe your own struggles with achieving liberation/humanization as a GNC sex worker?

Delilah: Honestly I haven’t faced nearly as much as others and part of that is because I am online, and because I am AFAB and don’t feel that uncomfortable leaning into the cis-het male gaze aspect of things. That being said, I do have to always remember to stick to firm boundaries, use the block button, and advocate for myself when needed to remind people that I am absolutely a worker in this industry and it is entertainment but I do not exist solely for their entertainment. So that is something that occasionally I have had to be more aware of, but I am also white and middle class and have looks that fall within the white supremacist beauty standard for the most part. I am not subjected to as much oppression as other SWers, and I have a pretty thick skin at this point. Like, people can call me fat and ugly all day long because I just don’t care and have monetary proof that I don’t have to be their type to literally get paid for being hot. And I find that very liberating, as I literally own the means of production.

31. Persephone: I view sex work as an important means of de facto (extracurricular) education; i.e., entertainment, but also a means of humanizing people within the practice at large. How do you feel about this? Can we learn from art and porn as a means of humanizing marginalized groups?

Delilah: Absolutely I think every industry once you dive into it and focus on the workers themselves as individuals you will learn more about humanizing people and recognize that common ground we all share. Art is inherently political and as always spoken to the oppression and liberation of marginalized folks and porn absolutely has the potential to do that as well. It’s a matter of separating mainstream porn that reflects social norms/narratives and finding the indie porn workers, those who recognize the art of eroticism and pleasure, and the wide spectrums of pleasure and allure. That can definitely bring voice and humanity to people who are stuck in shame cycles, it can reclaim pleasure and narratives, it can go against beauty standards and cis-heteronormativity.

31. Persephone: I value establishing mutual trust, healthy communication and boundary formation/negotiation and respect, seeing them to be the most vital qualities in any relationship. Do you agree, and if so, why?

Delilah: I think that is a totally fair stance because you don’t even realize how often you are entrusting your health and safety with others until you have those conversations and are made to prove through actions how you treat one another and can be trusted to respect and enforce boundaries.

32. Persephone: How do you orient and what are your thoughts on polyamory insofar as it affects your work? For the layperson/uninitiated, how would you describe the difference between a fuck buddy/FWB and other more casual relationships versus serious ones? Can people be friends and still have sex in a casual manner? What is the most valuable aspect of a friendship regardless if sex is a part of the equation or not?

Delilah: It doesn’t affect my work much because when I have a client for a session or something, I am not their therapist. I am not their marriage counselor. If they are being disloyal to a partner, they are making that choice in that moment and it is not, in that space, my job to interrogate them or get some kind of permission slip. I don’t think I can even define relationships for other people but from my view a FWB is pretty straightforward of a friendly relationship with no romantic connection or commitment whereas others may be about nesting or living together, joining finances, raising pets or children together, marriage, etc. It is absolutely possible to be friends and have casual sex, it just isn’t always the right choice for a lot of people. And it includes work on boundaries, and a lot of conversations that may not be comfortable but are in my view necessary to ensure that people aren’t being taken advantage of, aren’t on different wavelengths, etc. For friendship I find the most important thing to be sharing values, at least for the most part. There are some I am a bit softer on, like if someone maybe doesn’t fully understand abolishing the military but can agree that it is broken and corrupt. Compared to like, is actively a cop. I’m not gonna be friends with people who are actively perpetuating harm in that way, as a part of that system.

33. Persephone: If you have a partner, do they know about the work that you do? How comfortable are they with it?

Delilah: I’m married to a very supportive and encouraging partner. Sex work isn’t our only means of income, but he has always been very clear that he is supportive of me doing it, taking breaks, quitting if I wanted to, and forging my own path. I’ve done some content with him but for the most part I think we prefer to keep our sex life as a private one and I can share other exploits as they arise. There was an adjustment for both of us as I learned the industry and how it all worked and what I wanted to provide, but we were both making sure communication was open and we haven’t really ever had a big moment that made it all fall together or anything like that.

34. Persephone: How did you and your partner meet? What do you think makes an ideal partner?

Delilah: Through a mutual friend, fairly innocuous. I don’t think an ideal partner can be defined because people are so different. Even within my life and relationships there are qualities of each friend, acquaintance, client that I admire and make them suited for the role they play in my life. My partner has qualities like his compassion, humor, determination, gentleness that all fit him as a person and that person fits my life as a partner.

35. Persephone: What advice would you give incels, nice guys and other cis-het men (or token groups; e.g., TERFs and cis-queer tokens, etc) displaying bigoted attitudes towards women and other marginalized groups?

Delilah: Read a fuckin’ book. Take up a hobby. Get offline. Stop hating yourself and get a real personality. Genuinely it’s hard because I know they need to learn how to navigate their views of others and how they form relationships and unlearn all of that shame and get the patriarchal white supremacist bull shit out of their head but also my advice to them is to fuck off, weirdos. It’s not necessarily their fault they believe these things or have had bad experiences but it is sure as shit their responsibility to address it, unless they want to be miserable creeps their entire lives.

36. Persephone: Likewise, what advice would you give to more privileged groups that need to understand the value of listening to those more oppressed than them in a larger struggle for liberation?

Delilah: This isn’t about you. If you want to be helpful in this moment, you need to first learn to be humble. We do not deserve access to every single space and we need to be aware of what intersections we exist at and who to defer to in different spaces if we are given the honor and privilege of being allowed in. We need to recognize that sometimes the right role is a supportive one, and that we cannot both support a group while holding the microphone and seeking pats on the back. We absolutely cannot make it personal if an oppressed group takes issue with a privileged group we are in. It isn’t about us as individuals, and we have to gain their trust through our ACTIONS not words and begging for praise after doing the bare minimum. And sometimes some groups won’t ever trust or like or want to work with us. That is not the time for us to complain but rather extend empathy and keep doing the work anyway because it’s not about personal acceptance and gaining approval, but collective efforts to achieve liberation for everyone.

37. Persephone: What are your thoughts on GNC people who are still in the closet but thinking about coming out? Where should they go and who should they talk to?

Delilah: I think now is not a time everyone is going to feel safe doing so. The attacks on our community are getting scarier and it can mean taking on a lot of risk to come out and there is no possible way I can tell someone whether or not to come out that is an entirely personal choice. I will say that life is so much better when it can be lived as the most authentic version of yourself but it may take time to get there. In the meantime, finding a trusted friend, a queer/trans supportive therapist, online groups (anonymity is your friend in many of these), and hotlines can all be beneficial. Even finding local colleges/universities and if they have any resources for students and if you would be able to access them can really help.

38. Persephone: Similarly, for those thinking about doing sex work for the first time, where is a good place to start with that; i.e., what advice would you give to those starting out based on your own experiences?

Delilah: Really the only way to start is to start. I can’t speak to full service advice but for people wanting to do online work my advice is as follows:

  • Pick a name, decide whether or not you want to show your face/edit out tattoos; you have to be willing to do this work with the assumption that at some point someone you know may see it and if you are willing to take that on and to what degree you want to be anonymous
  • Watermark your content and it may be worthwhile to pay for a service that scans for stolen content and gets it taken down
  • Find a group somewhere like Reddit, Bluesky, Twitter, Discord with other SWers to help show you the ropes
  • Set boundaries on what you are willing to do like are you just putting up content on a fan page or do you do sessions like cam/sext/phone? Are you going to be selling anything through the mail like underwear, fingernails, bathwater, whatever it may be and where will you send them through?
  • Find your niche. Maybe you are into more taboo kinks you can work with; keep in mind some sites won’t let you post about them so you may have to find alternatives
  • You often get out what you put in but it can be a really hard market to predict. Some of my best weeks are with content using my phone with a snapchat filter, and others are going to be weeks where people prefer the full ring and box light set up, portrait photos, HD video, and so on
  • Don’t be afraid to say no, use the block button, and report to other SWers if a client is giving you bad vibes or being an asshole. SWers are incredibly supportive community and there is plenty to go around.
  • If you are not Asian, I beseech you: DO NOT DO AHEGAO*. There are a ton of threads on the matter but it is a really basic thing more people need to be aware of.

*Case in point, I’m gearing up to release a subchapter on incest, moe/ahegao and rape culture in Japan. The full section isn’t online, but I’ll provide a small example at the end of this interview[1]. In it, I cite Mateusz Urbanowicz, who writes of moe that “The moe image does not stay in the picture; it spills into everyday life” (source: “The ‘moe’ style problem,” 2020″). The same liminality applies to ahegao as caught up in various historical-material complexities: as linked to Asian culture currently being abused by Imperialism through capital mining the nostalgia of genocide (see: footnote).

  • On the note of what not to do: do not promote yourself on another SWers post unless specifically given permission. Do not only promote the skinny white cis women, support everyone. Be very weary of any SWers (esp. male) who are telling you they can help boost your numbers and want to like “mentor” you or whatever. Get references and ask around about their reputation.
  • Don’t use PayPal or Venmo, and be cautious about other payment platforms because sometimes they will close your account and withhold funds so you want multiple options but always be aware that most businesses do not like SWers and love to make life harder for us
  • Solidarity. You will learn very quickly people don’t think of SWers as humans. You have to be ready for people to be very rude, cruel, annoying trolls. Find ways to handle that and cope with it. Love yourself fiercely so nobody can take it away from you. And be sure to defend other SWers when they are going through it because we all have our moments where we need support from others whether it’s because of a trauma, finances, family situation, harassment, or uneducated fuckwads who want to act like we are responsible for the existence of sexual assault
  • MONEY FIRST. Services/content after.
  • Age verify. Ask clients for a pic of ID if they are not using a site that requires it. Tell them to blur out info that doxxes them (pic, city, state, address, etc) but to show their bday and prove it was taken on that day. This keeps us and buyers way safer.

40a1. Persephone: What’s your idea of the perfect date? The ideal fuck? Do you have an ideal experience of either you’d like to share?

Delilah: Hozier. Just Hozier.

40a2. Persephone: What’s your wildest/most enjoyable sexual encounter (e.g., sex in public, in the kitchen while the roomies are home, etc)?

Delilah: I’m really quite good at fucking so there are a ton and typically wildly enjoyable.

40b. Persephone: For you, what’s the cutest thing a partner can do, in bed or out? For example, my partner Bay loves it when new partners come really fast/are having their first time PIV with Bay. Consent, intimacy and affection are all really sexy and fun for Bay. How about you?

Delilah: I just love seeing people embrace themselves. This can be when they infodump to me about something, interact with animals/children with kindness and humor, or just have their own small joys they share with me.

40c. Persephone: What are your thoughts on consensual voyeurism and exhibitionism as educational/entertaining acts? Does being able to be more open and communicative help us learn from each other to see each other as human and also what to watch out for/what to challenge at a systemic level?

Delilah: A great example of this is the company Make Love Not Porn where people can submit their own sex tapes to be watched. It is not staged like porn, it is real people having sex and choosing to share it. I believe they are also paid when it is submitted, but each video is watched by an employee of the company to ensure safety, consent, proper ages, etc. But I think it’s a fantastic resource not only for the Ex/Voy dynamics, but for realistic depictions of sex that aren’t as picture perfect to sell a fantasy, and bring people back to the reality of what sex is. Being more vulnerable about these things can absolutely move us towards empathy and compassion and curiosity and those things make for great catalysts for change.

41a. Persephone: Does fucking to music, roleplay and other theatrical elements make sex better?

Delilah: They can! But I have learned that working with any absolute in terms of sex is not the best move because everyone is so different and needs and likes vary so greatly

42. Persephone: If you have any ace leanings, would you like to talk about that in relation to the work that you do?

Delilah: Not being ace but in being asked for a session or something where I have to fake the desire/pleasure is such an uncomfortable space to occupy. It’s acting and entertainment of course but it is just a really rough mindset to push through and make it convincing and still feel regulated afterwards, so I tend to avoid it if I can.

43. Persephone: Connections between sex workers and clients is often discrete under capital. Can a degree of friendship and intimacy make for a better relationship between the two?

Delilah: I have a ton of buyers I love chatting with, maintaining connection, and learning about. It not only helps me get to know them and learn how to be a better provider for what they want to experience, but it also humanizes me to them. Plus, friendship! I really hope more people start to talk about how people who buy services whether online or in person are not monstrous, odious, scum. They’re people. They have a myriad of reasons for buying whether it’s pleasure/entertainment, or seeking intimacy, validating themselves, exploring a new kink, or even boredom! When we paint buyers as like basement dwelling creeps or whatever, we only further stigmatize the worker and therefore sex workers, and make it less safe for everyone.

44. Persephone: For people struggling with gender expectations like being the right size or pleasing one’s partner and enjoying oneself, is there anything you might recommend?

Delilah: There are no hard and fast rules. Take the pressure off. If you are with someone and they want to be sexual with you, that is your answer. Don’t worry about not being good enough, they already decided you were! Communicate about what you do and do not like, what you might want to try, and find where you match up. Sex is not going to be the same every time and that’s a good thing! It’s about being vulnerable and connecting and having fun. Don’t let yourself get lost in the weeds and embrace the time as something special.

45. Persephone: How does it feel being your true self, despite the risks of gay panic and similar moral panics in America and around the world?

Delilah: I live with a ton of privilege but even then it can be scary. I am not necessarily clockable as queer/enby to people outside of the community, and I benefit from being in a cis-het appearing marriage. It’s an odd combo of it feeling like a bold defiance against the morality policing powers, and just what comes very natural because it’s who I am. The risks, that’s scary. But I won’t sit here and pretend my fear as a white, cis-het appearing, married, middle class, able-bodied person is in any way comparable to the fear of someone who is more noticeably trans, non-white, disabled, poor, maybe unhoused, and live at other intersections of oppression. Their fear is going to be very different, and frankly more important.

46. Persephone: Is there anything else you’d like to say or add before we conclude?

Delilah: Land back. Free Palestine, Sudan, Congo, Syria, Ethiopia, Cuba, Korea, Vietnam, Hawai’i, Puerto Rico, Turtle Island, Lebanon, and all occupied, oppressed, embargoed land. Give to mutual aid. Learn about the indigenous nation whose land you are on. Lead with kindness but don’t shy away from conflict. Always ask yourself who is being left out and why (it is almost always going to be disabled people, indigenous people, trans people, children). Start a garden. Make some art. Stay curious. Don’t obey rules that don’t make sense. Be loud about injustice. Abolish ICE. Abolish the police. Abolish the government. All power to the people. And wear a mask and test for Covid!

47. Persephone: Thanks for taking the time to answer these questions, both of you; and also, for working on Sex Positivity with me. If people want to follow you, where can they go support what you do?

Delilah: Basically all of my info can be found at allmylinks.com/delilahgallo!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps

Footnotes

[1] The “nostalgia of genocide” essentially speaks to “rape nostalgia” has having a geopolitical stamp as well as a historical-material one; i.e., in porn, or in media dealing with taboo qualities having pornographic, fetishized qualities—of violence, sexuality and the occult, per the Gothic mode (which trades historically ghost stories via popular means; e.g., sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll, but also monsters and legends of great unspeakable harm breathed paradoxically through such poetics into vision; re: cryptonymy and darkness visible). To it, here is the promised book sample, which comes from an upcoming book subchapter from Volume Three, Chapter Five of my Sex Positivity series: “Moe/Ahegao, Incest, and Eco-Fascism in Japanese Exports.” The entire subchapter will be released in the next few weeks—i.e., for the 2025 promotion roll out, “All the World”—but for now, here is the portion specifically concerned with moe and ahegao (subject to change for final release):

the trauma we’re investigating is more concerned with disempowerment as performatively incestuous tied to ultra-national attitudes of exported war trauma. We’ll need to unpack them one at a time, acknowledging their guilty pleasure and where it comes from, then suggesting ways of subverting this rape pastiche in perceptive forms of rape prevention, not endorsement.

First, moe. Moe intimidates a worrying tendency to fetishize the body of those who tend to look young. It’s one thing if someone looks smaller and has Little tendencies in the age-play sense; that’s not unheard of and can be perfectly fine under negotiated circumstances. However, the commercialized look, as Mateusz Urbanowicz writes, “depicts female characters as just a cute, often sexual ‘treat’ for the viewer” (re: “The ‘moe’ style problem,” 2020)—i.e., a female, child-like or adolescent-looking treat for male viewers. In other words, it’s a sanitized form of pedophilia/ephebophilia. For an example of this, again, just look at Street Fighter 6 and its recent unveiling of Lily Hawk. Despite being small and young, she’s obviously sexualized (in ways not unlike Bulma or Chi-Chi from Dragon Ball, 1986):

(exhibit 104b2: Chi Chi is worringly sexualized far more as a child than an adult; so is Bulma, who “mellows out” far more once she’s an adult/married [canonically she’s 16 in the above scene; as of 2023, re: the age of consent in Japan (an incredibly fascist country known for killing left-leaning politicians and denying genocide) is 13]. Meanwhile, Lily Hawk is handled with the same grace as Ma-Ti from Captain Planet—i.e., reduced to a cartoonish, cliché [and accent] and coming from the same tribe as every other Indigenous Person as T. Hawk and Juli did: the fictional Thunderfoot tribe. Seriously, it’s like bad vaudeville, hauntologically codifying geopolitics by presenting the Global South [where Lily hails from] as canonically poor and run-down. In Lily’s case, she’s obviously been sexed up for the game’s largely male, shonen-fed audience, too; there’s not even a paratextual footnote reassuring us she’s at least 18, the game’s wiki page leaving her age out entirely. Gross.)

The sexualization of the female body is certainly nothing new. While canonical fetishization can be subverted, the starting point remains the status quo:

(exhibit 104c: Top-left, model: Traci Lords in 2016; lower-outer-left and -right sides: Carla Fernandez; middle: Little Lupe; top: Tyler Faith. Each sports a particular way to fetishize the female body as “waifu”—i.e., the MILF (“mom I’d like to fuck”), “mom bod,” lady-in-black, or ever-so-dubious “teen.”)

As a visual style, moe isn’t pedophilia, thus can be sex-positive. However, the basic “look” still allows for sexualized, even eroticized forms that are quite at home in the status quo of American pornographic canon (exhibit 104c, above) and fascist Pax Americana; e.g., Little Lupe as a porn star who looks underage but works in the industry as a legal adult (and actually had to prove this in court to save a fan from being tried for pedophilia—Radar’s “Adult Film Star Verifies Her Age,” 2010); the website featuring her work, LittleLupe.com, markets “teen” models, but reads in the fine print, “All models on this site are 18 years of age or older.” The same unscrupulous industry historically exploits women; e.g., Traci Lords, one of America’s biggest porn stars of the 1980s, made most of her films when she was underage (Helen Vnuk’s “She Was Underage Her Entire Career,” 2020), she was also constantly raped and abused on- and off-set. As recently as 2020, Lords encourages awareness and kindness, writing in a now-deleted tweet,

This one is for the haters out there. Check yourselves. Kindness is king. Just because you’re sitting behind a screen doesn’t mean what you put out there is harmless. Be mindful. There’s enough ugliness in the world (ibid.).

Lord’s words mirror Urbanowicz’ writeup on moe: “The moe image does not stay in the picture; it spills into everyday life.”

To ultimately be sex-positive, then, there really needs to be more than paratextual footnotes amid a constant pandering to cis-het men as the universal clientele seeking ways to legally enjoy underage/rape fantasies. This happens alongside other ways of canonically organizing the female body into sexually objectifying categories—e.g., the “mom bod” of Tyler Faith, exhibit 104c. Something clear and obvious needs to be diegetically included, or it’s harmfully ambiguous. Granted, something like Dennis Cooper’s Frisk shows us that ambiguity can entirely be the point, but it still has to reliably land on the side of the oppressed—i.e., to critique the structure and its intended audience of consensually ambivalent male consumers with weaponized market language in a critical sense. Otherwise, the result is just blind, status quo pastiche—i.e., business-as-usual: “All our models are over 18,” but transformed into a monstrous likeness to sell fetishizingly to male consumers who, over time, forget what real women even are.

Next, ahegao.

(exhibit 104d: Top: Bill Paxton in Near Dark, 1987; middle: Jennifer Jason Leigh in The Hateful Eight, 2015; bottom: Belle Delphine—a South African content creator known for carefully creating a dubious moe persona tied not just to the ahegao schtick, but literally rape exploitation media that she sold to young horny fans while also posting it without trigger warnings on Twitter [Sunny V2’s “Why Belle Delphine’s Career Died, 2022] and many instances of the ahegao face.)

A kind of “death face”—a theatrical “killed” expression, but generally tied to sexual “devastation,” including the “little death” (old slang for orgasm) as a loss-of-control. For AFAB persons, it’s harder to walk after cumming due to the intense, full-body nature of some female orgasms; e.g., having weak legs or sleepiness, post-climax, even when you’re the bottom (exhibit 87c). Intense passion often has religious significance (Averill Earls’ “La Petite Mort: Investigating the History of Orgasm, aka The Little Death,” 2019) as well as being intrinsic to rougher, more honest forms of sex. Ahegao can certainly be parodied in private, but public displays evoke a symbol tied to markers of sexual abuse (which we’re now going to explore).

To be fair, to make light of death is a popular stress valve and has its place in parallel spaces/perceptive pastiche; e.g., Monty Python’s “carving Aaargh!” skit (1975), the many faux suicides of Harold and Maude (1971) or even Jadis and I making light of so-called “murder dick” during period sex, etc. Regardless of where and how they manifest, memento mori serve as a kind of “spoof of death” ritual, making them potentially appreciative peril. The same “ravished” facial expressions can be plied to a variety of scenarios, ranging from Bill Paxton’s “choke face” in Near Dark (exhibit 104d) to your standard-issue ahegao face worn by adventuresome partners (when they were in a good mood, Jadis liked to do it and it admittedly could be fun) or transgressive sex workers with a dark sense of humor. The idea is mindfulness and good de facto education—to help people tell the difference and recognize the rapacious historical materialism tied to the theatrical gesture; otherwise, it’s just content “farming” with zero concern for the consequences (re: Belle Delphine).

Theo J Ellis’ 2021 write-up on ahegao, “The History of Ahegao: Is It Damaging to East Asian Women?” compiles research on the phenomenon in anime specifically. One example (and there are many in his article) writes,

The earliest known record I could find on ahegao was in the 1980s by an artist named Suehiro Maruo. He’s a ero guro artist. He wrote a comic called Shōjo Tsubaki which depicts gruesome acts of physical & sexual violence against a 12 y/o girl.

 Ellis himself writes,

That fetishization has obviously extended and is now done by American white men, and white westerners in particular. […] There’s so little information on this that it makes the conversation weaker than it should be. Hardly anyone (in the East Asian community, especially Japan) is speaking out in mass numbers. But that’s normal because racism, fetishization, and stereotypes are kept in the dark.

People who deal with it don’t wanna feel like they’re complaining or they just think nobody gives a shit so why bother talking about it.

In other words, this kind of whitewashed racism, xenophobia and chattel rape is rooted in the etiology of bad play and bourgeois, fascist parentage (which, as we explored in Volume One, applies historically-materially across different chattel groups fetishized and abused in similar ways; re: exhibit 31, “Knife Dicks“).

Beyond Street Fighter 6 or moe/ahegao, such mentalities haunt children’s stories with a nationalized flavor and location. Consider Kubo and the Two Strings: Our hero, Kubo, is threatened by his own mythical grandfather as damaging the nuclear family structure of the boy and his mother and father (the two strings to his third on their combined shamisen). Kubo’s mother explains, “Your grandfather doesn’t hate you; he wants to make you just like him: cold, hard and perfect”—i.e., blind to humanity in a very fascist way. Such blindness precludes healthy forms of love and enforces abnormal, coercive forms like incest. In Japanese culture, these intimate through various hauntological forms that have survived through religion and the Japanese culture of war and rape going hand-in-hand. To that, a good way to trace their lineage is through popular stories, often of ghosts and dead warriors, but also women’s roles within broader (meta)narratives. Women not only must die within such stories, but generally transform themselves—their bodies, identities and gender roles—to supply male children with fascist forms of education; i.e., the raping of sons by their mothers or aunts or other matriarchal figures: “Come, Kubo, come to your aunties!”

It bears repeating that sexual abuse is not openly discussed in the film, but it is threatened by symbolic deliverers thereof towards the usual victim: a young boy as feeling the need to satisfy particular urges begot from material conditions unique to Japan’s history of fascism. These repressed anxieties reflect on emotional struggles for any hero that, in Japan (the site of the narrative), carry extra weight. But as we shall see, they do not stay there. Fascism is predicated on material conditions that encourage, if not out-and-out rape/incest around the clock, then at least the normalizing of rape phobias and anxieties through disempowerment on a globalized familial level (a return to the rapacious household as a family unit through the promise of compelled sex; i.e., the reward of rape for men to claim through war). Such a relationship goes hand-in-hand within child pornography and incest as tied to fascist Japanese laws, the latter upheld to zealous degrees by proponents of a post-fascist government; i.e., a ruling body’s desire to appear less fascist than before but beyond the surface level is arguably as fascist as ever beneath the façade.

For instance, Japan Powered writes on The Six-Foot Bonsai, a 2016 book by Stacy Gleiss about her abusive ex-husband and his attachment to Japanese material culture at large:

Japan has a problem with objectifying young girls. American culture worships the idol of youth, but Japan takes it to the extreme. Long time readers know that I loathe fan-service. I’ve also explained the origins of lolita culture and kawaii culture. In Gleiss’s life, she explains how lolita and kawaii culture shaped her abusive ex-husband’s views of sexuality and women. The access to prepubescent sexualized media–the upskirt shots and other sexual poses manga and anime peddle–encouraged his pedophile tendencies. Buddhism and Christianity warn that the messages we consume shape our thinking. Consuming prepubescent sexualized manga–okay, let’s not dodge the word anymore: child pornography–will shape a person’s view of sexuality (source).

Japan Powered goes further to remark on child pornography as connected to Japanese incest culture as exported through an intolerance towards human rights in favor of exploitative media as sacrosanct along several key points: child pornography and its normalization, but also incest between mothers and their sons.

First, the child pornography boom in ’90s-era Japan was begot from various legal loopholes that banned displays of pubic hair, not child bodies. While a 2015 law was passed to curb the consumption of such material in Japanese manga and anime, the idea of “fan service” was hardly stymied; the tropes had become sacred, entering debates of “free speech” in favor of communicating what amounts to pedophilic dogma regularly practiced in manga/anime consumerism within otaku culture—it’s normal, in other words.

Second, the normalization is a part of kawaii culture. Outright bans are resisted through bad-faith arguments supported by proponents of said culture as a highly capitalist enterprise. Lobbyists like Ken Akamatsu argue in favor of the status quo by downplaying abuse, calling such instances “imaginary, so unlike real child porn, no one was hurt. ‘Actual children suffering and crying is not acceptable. But manga doesn’t involve actual children. So there are no actual victims'” (ibid.). Unlike my example of mommy doms (exhibit 102), Akamatsu’s argument is bad-faith and geared towards capital/rape culture as something to uphold and defend. Japan Powered notes how Gleiss’ ex-husband echoes this reasoning:

[Gleiss] accounts how her ex-husband claimed to separate reality from fantasy. Many people claim fiction doesn’t affect behavior; however, for most of human history fiction–myths and folklore–taught morals, values, and cultural viewpoints. While some claim fiction lacks victims, the victims are the readers. Their consumption distorts their idea of reality. It does it gradually, in ways that evade notice. In turn, this can shape sexuality and make it difficult to bond with people on an intimate level. Yes, some claim to be unaffected and have happy and healthy relationships. As with everything, fictional relationships and interests can benefit people and their relationships. Obsessive behavior falls outside of these possible benefits (ibid.).

In other words, cultural obsession (and blindness regarding sexual health) happen through Japan’s socio-material exports that codify these abusive behaviors in fascist ways felt at home and abroad; i.e., according to an idealized past as something to defend through the consumption of popular narratives, but also media types. Incest, then, is something to further through otaku culture, whose cultural roots date back to religious canon that was, itself, commenting on historical-material factors present within in the real world; e.g., hiemaki for mother-in-law/son-in-law incest, imonoko for father/daughter, and so on (ibid.).

(artist: Suzuki Harunobu)

Third, while mother-son incest is not recognized as a common event, it still represents of a form of male insecurities that are incredibly common in Japan as a place that exports its fascist pathos to like-minded consumers overseas. I would also argue that while these events today are rare in real life outside of fiction, fiction does not exist in a vacuum; thus, they nevertheless exist as commonplace tropes in mange/anime as blind pastiche for audiences to consume and, if not emulate themselves, at least tolerate and cover up in defense of capital. The entire culture of silence orbits around overwhelmingly common tropes of incest between mother and son in Japan. The psychoanalytical models might seem quaint, but nevertheless can be commented on through tangible socio-material factors. As Terry McCarthy writes in “Out of Japan: Mother Love Puts a Nation in the Pouch” (1993) re:

Satoru Saito, head of the sociopathology department at the Psychiatric Research Institute of Tokyo, doubts that mother-son incest is any more common in Japan than elsewhere. But, he says, “emotional incest” between mothers and their sons is almost a defining feature of Japanese society – “the entire culture has this undertone” (source).

Clearly the concept of incest, while taboo, is felt about differently in Japanese culture as a defining part of its cultural psyche as present within the material world. It is whispered about or suggested through shadows of what actually goes on: a traditional past to pass on or revive as “fan service,” which is what fascism ultimately is (and a culture of aesthetics); i.e., the promise of great, even forbidden rewards with paganized flavors.

Bringing things back to Kubo, then, his heritage—his birthright—is made up, thus imaginary in a dreamlike way that evokes threats of rape for him, the boy. They aren’t exclusively fascist, but the roots of sexual abuse, like fascism, lie in one’s childhood as corrupted by state hegemony in crisis: patrilineal descent and its bloodline is maintained through force, which is what incest is. While the Moon King covets his grandson as someone to manipulate through family as a perfected virtue, the king’s daughters play an equally vital role in the corruption of the youth as a kind of stochastic promise pulled from the hero’s surroundings: their stories as retold in ways that are ultimately harmful, but also a dialogic commentary on the historical-material factors along dialectical routes. Under fascism, the family unit and the state go hand-in-hand, putting all decisions under control of the parents as being a combination of the two (or husbands, in the case of underage marriages). It’s a regression that surrenders human rights in light of a perceived crisis that must be challenged to make the state return to a former imaginary greatness. Incest and pedophilia are deemed acceptable compromises when they happen through state sanctioned weddings in defense of the family unit; such are the costs of war because they will pay dividends in the long run. This is a lie.

In other words, fascist mentalities about incest in Japan are linked to traditional notions of the family structure as rigidly hierarchical to the point of genocide, but also Foucault’s Boomerang. Certainly the practice is condemned now in open discourse (echoes of Foucault), but it wasn’t always disallowed in the past, which is what fascism labors to return to: a “better” time, where children are controlled by their parental figures to unwholesome, abject degrees; incest is denied precisely because there is a historical framework for its existence that continues to exist in modern-day Japan and its media at large. Concerning these canaries in the mine, Alexie Juagdan writes:

While the prevalence of incestuous themes in Japanese media may raise eyebrows, it is important to note that these portrayals do not necessarily endorse or normalize incest. Instead, they often serve as vehicles for exploring complex human emotions, societal taboos, and moral dilemmas. The treatment of such themes can vary greatly, depending on the intentions of the creators and the overall narrative context. [Nevertheless … t]he portrayal of incestuous themes in Japanese literature, movies, and anime can have a significant impact on shaping societal perceptions. Media plays a powerful role in influencing cultural attitudes and values, as it has the ability to reflect, challenge, or reinforce societal norms.

When exploring sensitive topics like incest, media can provide a platform for examining the complexities of human relationships and societal boundaries. It prompts discussions on ethical dilemmas, psychological motivations, and the consequences of taboo desires. However, it is crucial to approach these portrayals critically and engage in meaningful discourse rather than accepting them at face value.

It is important to note that the portrayal of incestuous relationships in media should not be taken as an endorsement or validation of such behavior. Instead, it should be viewed as an exploration of complex human experiences within the framework of storytelling and artistic expression (source: “Exploring Incest in Japanese Society”).

To this, the markers of forced incest, war and rape can be spotted in Japanese children’s stories like Kubo and the Two Strings that echo uncomfortable dialogs within oppositional praxis in adjacent stories and their monstrous egregores and events. In Western culture, witches are often depicted as outsiders that steal and eat babies; but in Japanese culture, they denote a forbidden attraction that is both resisted and indulged through monstrous language like Kubo’s two frightening aunts; i.e., as rapacious ghosts of the counterfeit told through stop-motion. They aren’t threatening to rape him in the literal sense—just kidnap him, replace his parents and brainwash him: a rape of the mind, of the will, of the self. In the Gothic sense, especially from the female submissive perspective, this parallels Western ideas of the woman as “kept,” a beautiful princess surrounded by danger and whose own precious fragility ostensibly rings the dinner bell mid-investigation [end sample].

The Gothic historically plays with taboos, including rape, but doing so should be handled with care; i.e., like all kink and BDSM as performative testimony. It bears repeating that incest presented in media (ahegao or otherwise) denotes a historical-material presence of trauma inside-outside itself; i.e., as fascist; re: regarding war atrocities committed by the Japanese government against other nations (such as the Rape of Nanking [graphic] and the entire Manchuria campaign), but also horrors committed against its own citizenry by the same government and the Americans (e.g., the firebombing of Tokyo and the nuclear bombing of Hiroshima and Nagasaki, echoed in American nuclear phobias, above). To it, genocide has a geo-political stamp whose ghosts of war and rape need to be handled with some degree of care amid the theatrical boldness; i.e., like any marginalized position and relative language of oppression reclaimed by the survivors; re: as moe and ahegao ultimately are.

So yes, liberation and exploitation share the same stages, but if you’re not oppressed, you’re not oppressed and shouldn’t use the language of that group to self-describe or make money with (through porn or otherwise). Gothic is a space to be bold, then, but pointedly for those camping their own holocausts’ profound survival (and subsequent revenge fantasies, which ghosts commonly are but especially in Asian horror media; e.g., Sadako Yamamura from Ringu); it’s not a place to fetishize the oppressed from an in-group, unoppressed position (re: Americans fetishizing rape through ahegao versus Asian people using it to speak to rape culture in Japan and neighboring countries—each with its own idiosyncratic socio-material makeup concerning rape; i.e., as something they survived and continue to promote the survival thereof under present state-nation/police abuses; e.g., Cambodia and the Khmer Rogue; see; “Police States, Foreign Atrocities and the Imperial Boomerang“). Medusa’s weapon (and revenge) as dead whore is speaking out about her rape (re: “Policing the Whore“).

Hailing Hellions: An Interview with Vera Dominus

This interview is for “Hailing Hellions,” a Q&A series where I interview sex workers (or ex-sex workers) who have modeled for me and my Sex Positivity* book project. Today’s guest is Vera Dominus!

*The longer title being Sex Positivity versus Sex Coercion, or Gothic Communism: Liberating Sex Work under Capitalism through Iconoclastic Art (2023). Part of an overarching movement that connects sex positivity to what I call “Gothic (gay-anarcho) Communism,” Sex Positivity essentially provides a hybrid; i.e., one established between academic (Gothic, queer, game and Marxist) theories, and wherein applied theory towards universal liberation is achieved by challenging Capitalist Realism (the inability to imagine a world beyond Capitalism) at a grassroots level. To it, Gothic Communism specifically occurs through direct mutual worker action and informed intersectional solidarity relayed through Gothic poetics: BDSM, monsters, and kink, but specifically what I call “ludo-Gothic BDSM.” If you’re curious about the book and want to know more, the first four volumes (and additional information) are available for free (the series is non-profit) on my website’s 1-page promo

General CW: BDSM, Gothic content and theatrics (e.g., rape play and death theatre), as well as sex worker abuse and bigotry of various kinds (variable per interview). 

Note: All images are of the model or myself unless otherwise stated.

Permissions: Any publicly available images are exhibited for purposes of education, transformation and critique, thus fall under Fair Use; private nude material and collabs with models are specifically shared with permission from the original model(s). For more details about artist permissions, refer to the book disclaimer.

Concerning Buggy Images: Sometimes the images on my site don’t always load and you get a little white-and-green placeholder symbol, instead. Sometimes I use a plugin for loading multiple images in one spot, called Envira Gallery, and not all of the images will load (resulting in blank white squares you can still right-click on). I‘ve optimized most of the images on my site, so I think it’s a server issue? Not sure. You should still be able to access the unloaded image by clicking on the placeholder/right-clicking on the white square (sometimes you have to delete the “?ssl=1” bit at the end of the url). Barring that, completed volumes will always contain all of the images, whose PDFs you can always download on my 1-page promo.

About the series: Like the book series it attaches to, “Hailing Hellions” aims to educate and critique; i.e., by raising awareness towards sex worker rights, but also gender-non-conformity through Gothic counterculture. This extends to gender identity (e.g., trans, enby or intersex) but also orientation and performance; i.e., BDSM and sex positivity through various Gothic theatrical roles that invite things beyond vanilla, heteronormative (thus conservative, reactionary and harmful) sexuality. I would consider this to be things like mommy dommes and consent-non-consent, breeding fantasies and heavy metal (e.g., Satanic material and the Gothic at large). Also, these questions are broader insofar as they cover wide praxial/poetic ideas and concepts. Regarding these, the opinions of the subject and myself are not identical, but often overlap through us collaborating together to raise awareness.

About the interviewee: Vera is someone I’ve worked with before; re: by drawing them as a dark fawn for “Uphill Battle” in my manifesto (below)! I’ve also featured them in “Healing from Rape” from the same volume, and in my PhD (re: “The Finale“). They’re lovely to play with and do amazing work!

(model and artist: Vera Dominus and Persephone van der Waard)

0. Persephone: Hi, everyone! My name is Persephone van der Waard. I’m a trans-woman erotic artist, sex worker, writer/author and researcher who specializes in cross-media studies; i.e., I have my independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania).

Vera, could you introduce yourself and share a little about yourself with our audience?

Vera: Hi there, my name is Vera Dominus! I’m a 30 year old homesteading housewife who just so happens to also be a sex worker. I’ve been part of the community since I was 18. I started as a stripper and quickly learned that was not for me; but through the online camming space and then eventually in-person, I found dominatrix was more my speed.

1. Persephone: This book project views sex positivity as a liberating act. What does sex positivity mean to you? Illustrating mutual consent; i.e., can porn illustrate mutual consent when sex workers are constantly dehumanized by the profit motive and the status quo?

Vera: Sex positivity is the ability to feel completely comfortable in one’s own skin and their actions. Truly owning 100% of yourself and making space for others to also feel safe to share themselves in that manner. Now porn can absolutely illustrate mutual consent when SOCIETY itself stops demonizing the entire industry as a whole. The people need to wake up and realize we as sex workers are serving a purpose just like everyone else in the world. Without all the shame and pressure, there wouldn’t be a need to constantly outdo yourself or another sex worker for monetary gain [re: the Protestant ethic].

2. Persephone: In your mind, what is the biggest struggle facing sex workers today?

Vera: Being able to safely do our jobs whether it’s online or in person. Tech and hackers have become more vicious, as well as just general stalker behavior with the rise of social media, so how do you combat that? Provide sex workers with proper protections just like most jobs would! Protect their identity, legal advice, provide information on proper healthcare and most importantly, BELIEVE THEM! This shouldn’t be a sensitive and dangerous profession.

3. Persephone: How do you feel about sex work being work, thus paying sex workers for their labor? This can be unions, but also their representations in media at large.

Vera: I will scream it at the top of my lungs until the day I die: ABSOLUTELY YES it is real work! I’m essentially a general contractor; I have an office, a uniform, I need to keep up with clients, give estimates, write invoices and attend “meetings” in a sense. How is that not a real job? That’s a lot to keep up with—especially if you have a 9-5 or even a family. Yet no one thinks about all the work that goes into it or the toll it can take on that person’s body.

As far as unions go, maybe to ensure legal protections and provide society with some kinda “proof” it’s a real profession. But I already pay enough for my taxes, so if they were to increase that would truly be upsetting. I think instead we should be taught how to properly file for ourselves like that we’re not stuck having to explain to some 60 year old dude what we do for a living. That’s what leads to so many people either hiding everything or paying thousands more than everyone else because they weren’t given the proper tools for the job.

4. Persephone: What are your thoughts on Communism vs Capitalism using Gothic poetics? Can monsters be gay Commies?

Vera: I’m not well versed in any of it really, but from living in America during Trump rule I can tell you Capitalism sucks! I can see myself as a Socialist Commie, as I already live and feed my family from my land. So absolutely monsters can be gay Commies!

5a. Persephone: What drew you to the project/interested you in working on it together with me?

Vera: Well after you contacted me I looked through your work. You write wonderfully and I’ve always been drawn to a more monstrous/dark aesthetic. So your gallery was right up my alley. Not only do I get to be transformed into some crazy sexy monster, but it also gets to live on forever in your works?! That alone to me is incredible and I’m so grateful to be apart of it.

5b. Persephone: How has that experience been for you? Can you describe it a little?

Vera: It’s been absolutely delightful. I’ve been made to feel understood and valued for the work I do. There was no rushing or excessive demands. You have a good soul and you make the whole experience very comfortable.

6. Persephone: If you feel comfortable talking about it, can you talk about being GNC? What does that mean to you?

Vera: What it means to me is feeling liberated and comfortable in my own skin, so of course I have no issues discussing it. I never really felt like I ever fit into just one box. When I grew up it was just 2 genders and 4 options of sexuality. Now the community has grown so vast that I can absolutely find a perfect little box I fit into! Which is amazing considering now we see people like us all over the place finally getting representation; every queer kid’s dream is to see someone like them in real life actually being able to live their life.

Now granted, I do live in a red state in the US with a shaved head and a husband who refuses to cut his hair. So we do get the occasional harassment from an old white lady! And I have experienced some terrible things regarding just my appearance, but I simply can’t allow those things to impact my life*.

*Absolutely! The closet is segregation and silence, and while segregation is no defense from our abusers (who shove us into pens for orderly disposal in service to profit), silence is genocide being allowed to continue. —Perse

7. Persephone: What do you enjoy most about sex work? What got you started in it?

Vera: To be quite honest, I love the freedom that comes with being your own boss/director/etc. I have plenty of friends in the porn industry and it all just seems so daunting. But in my world, I make the rules and set the stakes. I have absolute freedom to express myself in whatever way I see fit.

My journey started at 18 as a stripper, as stated above, but that clearly didn’t stick. I hated the fact that people could touch me which eventually led me into the online camming space. For years I was able to work from home and I loved it. Then at the age of 22, I met a woman in a bar who just so happened to be a dominatrix. I expressed my interest in being like her and a few months later she had me contracted and working out of her basement dungeon in West Philadelphia. The rest is history!

8. Persephone: Do you have a favorite piece of sex work that you’ve done, in terms of custom material?

Vera: I used to make these wonderful Cuckold videos with my husband where we’d be having sex or me sucking his dick; meanwhile either him or I are holding up pieces of paper with belittling notes on them. No real words spoken, just sex sounds and paper crinkling. Just completely destroyed my client.

9. Persephone: Do you friends and family know about the work that you do? How do you talk about it with other people who aren’t sex workers; i.e., how do you communicate sex worker rights to non sex workers?

Vera: They absolutely do! Most of my own friends—especially during COVID—flocked to the craft. My family is also pretty supportive, they know I keep myself safe and know how to handle myself. But you talk about it just like everything else. The more normal you make it, the more normal it becomes. At the end of the day sex worker rights are basic human rights*!

*Which, as I explain, challenge profit during the whore’s revenge; i.e., against the pimp policing nature out of revenge (re: “Rape Reprise“). —Perse

10. Persephone: What are your thoughts on TERFs in sex work; i.e., those who devalue GNC minorities (and other marginalized groups) in the same profession?

Vera: They don’t belong. Period. They devalue us, so we need to devalue them.

11. Persephone: How do you feel about billionaires? Israel and Palestine?

Vera: Billionaires are the absolute worst, just look at the US right now. And I know I should be more involved, but there’s so many terrible things happening all at once, it’s hard to keep up. But from what I’ve seen/read I stand with Palestine.

12a. Persephone: What are some of your favorite GNC pieces of media (e.g., I love Sense8 and Heartbreak High)? Do you have any GNC role models?

Vera: My biggest GNC role model is 100% Grace Jones! They just had such a power that I have yet to see again in my generation. Beauty, brains and the kindest soul. But we can’t forget the queen of weird, Divine*! My introduction to the world of drag and grotesque comedy. Your weirdo soul will forever live on in my heart.

*Fun fact, but the original inspiration for Ursula from The Little Mermaid (1991) was Divine (source: Laura Zornosa’s “Once Upon a Time, Ursula Was a Drag Queen,” 2023); i.e., the “bury your gays” trope further combined with medieval theatre’s vice character tropes in 1960s and ’70s camp (e.g., Rocky Horror, 1975). Borrowed hauntologically from the imaginary performative past (as all Gothic is), all originate from a former time where only boys and men—but commonly homosexual men (e.g., Shakespeare)—were allowed to act onstage (most 20th century drag queens are historically cis-het, with terms like “trans” being formally introduced in 1965; re: “What Is Problematic Love?“). Furthermore, Horace Walpole—the father of the Gothic novel, hence mode—was arguably gay, as was Matthew Lewis (re: “Prey as Liberators“).

Beyond cis gay men as the go-to scapegoats of the medieval and neo-medieval periods, the fact remains that trans, non-binary and intersex people have existed alongside them; i.e., since the dawn of time. Yet the West has commonly demonized them through the abjection process, too; i.e., historically through homosexual men as the most legally visible of the bunch. This includes well before the term “homosexual” existed (e.g., sodomy accusations and prosecuting them in the 1700s, vis-à-vis Colin Broadmoor’s “Camping the Canon,” 2021), and well into capital, after “homosexual” existed and men outed as such were being prosecuted medically (re: from 1872 onwards, vis-à-vis Foucault’s A History of Sexuality, 1980): alongside other persecuted minorities, from Oscar Wilde onwards (re: the first public trial of homosexuality, “Making Marx Gay“); i.e., as capital and the bourgeoisie evolved to abuse such modular persecution language under new, increasingly diverse, flexible and inclusive models of intersectional exploitation (re: witch hunts, sodomy, Orientalism and blood libel, vis-à-vis my “Idle Hands” chapter, “Policing the Whore” and “A Vampire History Primer,” etc).

All in all, capital commodifies marginalized exploitation, effectively controlling opposition through the tokenized language of alienation; i.e., as only going up in its usage through a swelling profit motive under neoliberalism (a freeing of the market). We must expand in opposition to such bad-faith usage, camping what has become canon on the Aegis; e.g., Divine is fine, to my knowledge, but RuPaul is transphobic (source: Michael Cuby’s “These Trans and Cis Female Drag Queens Have Some WORDS for RuPaul,” 2018); re: “gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss” applying to any group assimilating inside the Man Box (see: Mark Greene); i.e., acting like a white straight man under the Protestant ethic, as many second wave feminists and drag queens (from the 1960s, ’70s and ’80s) have historically done into the present space and time. —Perse

12b. Persephone: To that, GNC people often find their families outside of their birth families; did you have to go elsewhere for that, or is your family relatively understanding of your queerness?

Vera: My mother and father never truly accepted it. Then my dad disappeared so I became my mother’s walking show pony. But luckily I had my grandmother who lived with us who loved me no matter what; she even took me to shave off all my hair in 7th grade! Outside of that, I did unfortunately have to look for family elsewhere. However I wouldn’t have changed any of my experiences considering they led me to meeting some of the best people in the world (and in the Philly gay scene).

13. Persephone: What about sex workers? Do you have anyone you look up to in particular?

Vera: I mean, besides my own friends, TS Madison has given me the most strength to keep up in this line of work. She truly started from the bottom and now is a full on philanthropist! Now if those aren’t true goals, I don’t know what would be!

16. Persephone: Sex workers are generally treated as monsters to harm and exploit under capital. Do you have a preferred way of expressing the humanity of sex workers, be that simply stating it or through the work that you do, art, or some combination, etc?

Vera: I believe we all need to have bigger, louder voices. We need to be shouting from the rooftops that we are people just trying to survive like the rest of the world. But also using your platform to your advantage, so your work should reflect your words.

17. Persephone: Do you have a particular aspect of liberation you like to focus on; e.g., fat liberation or decriminalizing sex work? To that, what’s the difference between positive thinking and liberation in your eyes?

Vera: Regarding the decriminalization of sex work, the difference is action vs inaction. Positive thinking can only get you so far when your fellow peers are still being dehumanized. You need to act and fight; that’s liberation.

18a. Persephone: How do you feel about BDSM and using calculated risk to confront and heal from trauma? I.e., using collars or whips to experience pain or control as pleasurable, not harmful (I love collars, for instance).

Vera: I believe you can absolutely recondition your brain from trauma with BDSM, but it also depends on what exactly you’re trying to heal from. For people who feel they’ve lost control, maybe taking the reins and being the Master* will help you! Putting all the power into your own hands can be incredibly therapeutic.

*Speaking from experience, I’ve found that to be enjoyable; but also, I love to lose control as a paradoxical form of control through play (to gain control by playing with things)—i.e., the sub having power through domains of mutual consent during RACK and calculated risk; re, “ludo-Gothic BDSM” as I devised it having its own paradoxical origins tied to lived abuse (from “Angry Mothers”):

To that, I’ll let you in on a little secret: The greatest irony of Jadis harming me [something we’ll go into more detail about during the undead module] is they accidentally gifted me with the appreciation of calculated risk. Scoured with invisible knives, I don’t view my scars as a “weakness” at all; I relish the feeling of proximity to the ghost of total power—of knowing that motherfucker took me to the edge but didn’t take everything from me: I escaped them and lived to do my greatest work in spite of their treachery! Like the halls of a cathedral, my lived torments and joys color this castled work, ornamenting its various passages with the power of a full life. I’ve known such terror that makes the various joys I experience now all the more sweet and delicious. I am visited by ghosts of my rapturous design, the empress of my fate, the queen of a universe shared with seraphs the likes of which I can hardly describe; “no coward soul is mine” (source). —Perse

20. Persephone: What got you interested in BDSM? Do you have a preference in terms of what you give or receive?

Vera: It was my first boyfriend actually. We were just two young weirdos experimenting on each other. But I myself am a switch so I can never truly decide whether or not I want to lead or be led*. I enjoy having power as much as I like giving it up.

*Ditto. See: above. —Perse

21. Persephone: In your mind, is BDSM inherently sexual? If so or if not, can you explain why?

Vera: I don’t believe so. Obviously some things are without a doubt but I believe not all are inherently sexual*. Some seek comfort or acceptance. Like stated above, BDSM can be extremely therapeutic in a number of ways.

*I agree; e.g., public nudism has things that can be viewed sexually but also simply exist. For example, my friend and cover model Blxxd Bunny is very active in sex work, but through all the sex they demonstrably have and nudity they exhibit through their art, their relationship to it is unquestionably ace in their own words; i.e., as a campy process that sometimes involves other people (re: “The Finale“): interrogating power and harm by sitting adjacent to it as a perform (the most famous being the Gothic heroine inside the Gothic castle; see: “Radcliffe’s Refrain“). —Perse

22. Persephone: Does BDSM inform the sex work that you do in an educational or therapeutic way?

Vera: I guess I could say a little of both!

25. Persephone: What’s the most stressful thing about sex work? The most liberating?

Vera: Stressful is promotion and days of posting without much response. Some times of the year are better than others! Most liberating is being able to be my own boss and make my own rules. I set my own boundaries, hours and rules. Everything is in my control.

26. Persephone: What are the benefits to doing sex work in today’s day an age versus in the past? What do you think needs to improve; e.g., open reactionary bigots versus moderate SWERFs posturing as feminists speaking for all groups?

Vera: I think safety and exposure are the biggest differences. Safety in terms of, we have the Internet now so you don’t necessarily need to leave your house* to make a living. Also with facial recognition, phones in our pockets and things like that, it does make it harder to commit violent acts in public without someone noticing. Exposure in terms of, sex work is more talked about and mainstream almost that it’s being viewed as less taboo. Which could in turn, bring awareness to all the negative experiences we face.

*This idea, as I treat it, is called “flashing”; i.e., per the cryptonymy process’ “double operation” (re: Hogle) showing and hiding at the same time, but also revealing things about ourselves “on the Aegis”: flashing with power as a paralytic device that outs our attackers while keeping us safe; re (from “Before the Plunge”):

We have to acknowledge historical-material dangers as we teach people to not only value trust, but see it as incredibly sexy and hot.

As introduced in Volume One, this can have a “flashing” feel to it (re: “Healing from Rape” alluding to exhibit 53a from “Furry Panic,” exhibit 34a1b2b2a1a2 from “What Are Rebellion, Rebels, and Why” and exhibit 34b3b2 from “My Experiences,” exhibits 89 and 101a, here, etc)—exposing ourselves to reactionary outrage/moderate condescension (see, below: exhibit 61b) and genocide as we try to teach better ways that convey the unspeakable in healthy forms; i.e., good monster sex, healthy rape fantasies and other extreme forms of traumatic healing that accrete sublimated forms (exhibit 84a) that can still critique the status quo’s heteronormative defenders/nuclear family structure and shame/guilt control language that comes with it. […] the whole point of iconoclastic praxis is to establish boundaries that must be respected, not compelled through brute force (anyone who argues otherwise is a figurative or literal cop/class traitor). Drawing these lines in the sand is something that can happen in person, but also in sex worker/social-sexual situations with workers going from point A to point B (source).

This revolutionary cryptonymy specifically happens behind invisible barriers or on surfaces made invisible by the image on top: the phone screen as something the viewer cannot cross, while the sex worker can still show what they need to show to out the abuser, thus teach a valuable object lesson and get paid, all at once! —Perse

27a. Persephone: What are your favorite monsters (i.e., undead, demons, and or anthromorphs) and why?

Vera: I’ve always loved Sirens and trickster creatures like Nymphs. Their lore has just always been fascinating to me and I can kinda relate. Present as a beautiful woman to lure and capture the hearts of men, that’ll do it!

27b. Persephone: Media-wise, do you like to read, watch movies, and or play videogames just for fun, but also to gather ideas about gender-non-conformity expression, BDSM and other sex-positive devices?

Vera: I mean I certainly do enjoy when what I’m consuming has GNC characters as it just makes it easier for me to put myself in their shoes, but it’s not entirely necessary. I believe representation is important but only if it’s authentic. I don’t want to be fed society’s idea of a GNC person, because most of the time, it’s wildly inaccurate.

28. Persephone: What are your thoughts on sex/porn and art, business and pleasure? I like to mix them to form healthier boundaries established between workers; how do you feel about this?

Vera: Porn is art, without a doubt, and who said you can’t mix them? Sex work for a lot of people literally just is their lives and we spend hours on YouTube watching people live their lives, so how is it not the same? Content is content, art is art. I truly believe if you’re all business, you don’t make it super far in this line of work.

31. Persephone: I view sex work as an important means of de facto (extracurricular) education; i.e., entertainment, but also a means of humanizing people within the practice at large. How do you feel about this? Can we learn from art and porn as a means of humanizing marginalized groups?

Vera: Well first off, society needs to understand that porn is art, just like every other movie/tv show they’re watching. There was thought and intent put into it just like any other piece of art. Our job as sex workers is to destigmatize our work and make people understand that it is just another art form. Once that happens and people take it seriously, I believe there’s an entire well of knowledge we could potentially learn.

32. Persephone: I value establishing mutual trust, healthy communication and boundary formation/negotiation and respect, seeing them to be the most vital qualities in any relationship. Do you agree, and if so, why?

Vera: Absolutely! Without trust and open communication, what really is that relationship? Just two people hanging out together? Your partner is someone who you have no worries about being vulnerable around, so you should be 100% trusting in them for that to happen. Lack of communication only breeds resentment and more trouble.

34. Persephone: If you have a partner, do they know about the work that you do? How comfortable are they with it?

Vera: I had been doing this longer than our relationship; he knew from the beginning and it did take him some time to accept it on his own but he eventually came around. It was more when I was doing actual real meets, he’d obviously be worried for my safety but once I started doing everything strictly online, that solved that problem. Now he’s a part of my content!

35. Persephone: How did you and your partner meet? What do you think makes an ideal partner?

Vera: We actually met after I gotten out of a very toxic relationship. It was supposed to just be a one night stand that we both desperately needed, but then he stayed at my house for a week. All because I cooked him dinner the first night and let him fuck my ass*. Almost 6 years later and he’s still here.

What makes the ideal partner? Someone who shares not only the same values and morals as you, but also hates all the same things as you! People can have similarities all day, but find someone that hates the same things as you and you’ll never have to do that “one thing you hate” ever again. Not to mention, they’re usually good listeners as well.

*Fucking oath! Relationships are an exchange—of words, space and time, but also of sex. Certain forms of sex can be more prized for being taboo, but also, some people just really like anal (giving or receiving)! Oddly enough, society identifies homosexual men as liking penetrative anal, for example (“the love that dare not speak its name” stemming historically from sodomy accusations and the ancient canonical codes; re: Foucault). And while this has some truth to it (re: the AIDS epidemic being spread amongst homosexual men versus women for the former’s tendency to have penetrative sex), the reality is that many gay men don’t like receiving penetrative anal; i.e., so-called “sides” (source: Brian Smith’s “Meet the ‘Sides,” Gay Men Who Don’t Like Anal Sex,” 2020), but also more extreme forms that cross over into internalized homophobia; e.g., Cockrub Warriors.

But also, these things go beyond cis cases, too; e.g., Zeuhl—an ex of mine from grad school (re: “The Eyeball Zone” and “Non-Magical Detectives“)—was non-binary AFAB, and loved anal sex so much they lost their virginity to it (anal being, among other things, a classic means of avoiding pregnancy)! Simply put, anal is abject, but we can reverse said abjection in our daily lives. Such things exist in duality during liminal expression as a dialectical-material struggle. To avoid harm, then, is  all about sex being positive, descriptive and liberatory versus coercive, prescriptive and carceral. —Perse.

36. Persephone: What advice would you give incels, nice guys and other cis-het men (or token groups; e.g., TERFs and cis-queer tokens, etc) displaying bigoted attitudes towards women and other marginalized groups?

Vera: Go hug your fucking mom and remember that women are beautiful no matter what form they come in. All your bros are the ones keeping you down. Stop feeling like the world owes you something just because you have a dick. Lastly, you have to treat and respect people in order for them to sleep with you, so maybe start there. Can’t do any of that? Then stay away from me!

37. Persephone: Likewise, what advice would you give to more privileged groups that need to understand the value of listening to those more oppressed than them in a larger struggle for liberation?

Vera: Either you listen or one day, no one will be around to listen to you! If people come for our rights or LGBT rights, they will eventually come for your cis-gendered rights. Look at what Trump is doing to America! Perfect example.

38. Persephone: What are your thoughts on GNC people who are still in the closet but thinking about coming out? Where should they go and who should they talk to?

Vera: I truly wish they grow the strength it takes to speak up and stick up for themselves because living a lie is not a way to live at all. But if you have no one close to speak to, there is a GIANT community of people online waiting for you to tell your story and congratulate you on doing so.

39. Persephone: Similarly, for those thinking about doing sex work for the first time, where is a good place to start with that; i.e., what advice would you give to those starting out based on your own experiences?

Vera: Don’t look at sex workers on Twitter and expect to be making the same as them. Most people either put up a front or have extensive promotion/production because they’re professionals; so comparison is your worst enemy! Be yourself and be authentic, you’ll make it so much further and be much happier about the result.

40a1. Persephone: What’s your idea of the perfect date? The ideal fuck? Do you have an ideal experience of either you’d like to share?

Vera: Perfect date? We go out, you feed me and then you come back to my house to fuck my ass; when we’re done we’re smoking a bong, eating snacks and passing out on each other. Now that to me is *chef’s kiss* absolutely beautiful!

40a2. Persephone: What’s your wildest/most enjoyable sexual encounter (e.g., sex in public, in the kitchen while the roomies are home, etc)?

Vera: I would have to say fucking on the Septa train going from a concert back to my house. Granted it wasn’t fully packed seeing as it was 2am but I know those cameras* saw us!

*In keeping with Foucault, daily life from the 1700s onwards is both seen as something to relegate to the bedroom (re: A History of Sexuality) and something diseased to constantly surveille vis-à-vis a “panopticon” (re: Discipline and Punish, 1975). The only way to rebel, then, is to risk some form of exposure—with sexuality and its exhibition through art something that, while endless ways exist to present it in the public eye, will be treated as fundamentally violent and criminal when not being policed (re: “Policing the Whore“). Prostitution is the oldest form of labor, therefor labor exploitation and action to liberate from said exploitation; i.e., the cop vs the victim, the pimp vs the prostitute, Medusa vs Perseus or Hippolyta (a token cop). The whore’s paradox (thus revenge) requires some degree of exposure to speak out; i.e., all sex is risky. This includes nuclear models and abusive husbands, boyfriends and cops (who do most of the raping in Western society), but also being on the receiving end of their jurisdiction. And while I won’t openly condone sex in public (as that can potentially infringe on the rights of others), the reality is, sex in public is public by virtue of unwanted surveillance to begin with (e.g., America is a settler colony and police state)! To it, if you can fuck in public, not be seen by other citizens, and avoid detection (or at least persecution) by the cops looking in, then more power to you! It’s a risk and people can get hurt, but so is drag racing or bar crawling.

The fact remains, open sexuality is automatically rebellious and rebellion is automatically violent, in state eyes (thus the eyes of state proponents); i.e., sex is automatically a thing to control in ways we must regain while respecting other workers save when said workers function as cops (during moral panics; e.g., Autumn Ivy as a token [enby] whore cop; re: “The Nation-State“). As such, it is both possible to punch up and avoid a captive audience, but the reality is also more complicated: we’re all captive audiences under capital, and to different degrees and flavors of privilege and oppression (re: “Healing from Rape“). When illustrating mutual consent, then, this includes our audience in ways whose informed viewership and participation we can inform as they’re forced to look on/fear us; i.e., that sex work is something to canonically closet by cops, therefore requiring whores some paradoxical form of exhibit to voice their own genocide during the shaming process; re: “silence is genocide” (see: “Goblins, Anti-Semitism, and Monster-Fucking“).

To it, speaking out/about sex work through sex work walks the self-same line as education at large does; i.e., a balancing act, but an important one, and one where sex workers who educate (a core idea of my book series being informed consumption and de facto education) find ways to educate others. They must do so in ways that a) respect the rights of their de facto students (consumers) as allies, and b) exist publicly in liminal territories, onstage and off, where the line between ally and cop is blurred; i.e., where the boundaries between exploitation and liberation, but also consent and non-consent, all occupy as “half-real” (re: “Performing Empathy“): during the dialectic of the alien (re: “Hugging the Alien“). Whores are monsters/abject during said dialectic. Learn from them to dismantle the police state as normally raping nature through dialogs of abjection (us versus them) they cannot monopolize! —Perse

40b. Persephone: For you, what’s the cutest thing a partner can do, in bed or out? For example, my partner Bay loves it when new partners come really fast/are having their first time PIV with Bay. Consent, intimacy and affection are all really sexy and fun for Bay. How about you?

Vera: My lovely husband is a darling little femboy, so the cutest thing he could possibly do is find himself a new outfit and try it on for me. I know it seems so simple but the look of pure joy on his face is a sight I’ll never wish to unsee. I love his confidence and vulnerability with me; and then I get to throw on the strap and turn him into my little slut which we both love immensely!

41a. Persephone: Does fucking to music, roleplay and other theatrical elements make sex better?

Vera: Roleplay is always a fun scenario no matter what you’re using to spark the imagination and of course, music is wonderful as well. Especially if you have ADHD or something along those lines; it at least helps me kinda focus on being in the situation more.

42. Persephone: If you have any ace leanings, would you like to talk about that in relation to the work that you do?

Vera: I myself am not ace leaning and if any of my clients are, they are most definitely the silent ones that just subscribe to my pages and stay anonymous. Which is also fine! No judgments here.

43. Persephone: Connections between sex workers and clients is often discrete under capital. Can a degree of friendship and intimacy make for a better relationship between the two?

Vera: ABSOLUTELY! I am guilty of always trying to make a friendship or have total comfortability with my clients because it does produce such a wonderful [working] relationship. There’s more trust, thus more ways for you to explore and you can absolutely control them, if they desire, because you hold all the knowledge! Getting to know people is critical to my practice.

44. Persephone: For people struggling with gender expectations like being the right size or pleasing one’s partner and enjoying oneself, is there anything you might recommend?

Vera: Stop worrying about all of that because there are plenty of people in the world who will love you despite all those things you think are wrong with you! Just be free, surround yourself with like-minded individuals and let people see you for who you are.

45. Persephone: How does it feel being your true self, despite the risks of gay panic and similar moral panics in America and around the world?

Vera: I mean it is scary at times—especially right now in America with everything Trump is doing—but before his divide, we had some very good years of peace*! If we could just return to that, we’d be alright. For me, I have always been uninterested in what people thought of me and wore what was comfortable so I will continue to do just that! Dressing and acting a certain way is a political stance in and of itself!

*I will say that while that is a nice sentiment, we must be conscious of genocide as having been ongoing during times of perceived American prosperity; i.e., from WWII onwards, leading into Capitalist Realism as it presently exists concealing genocide per the cryptonymy process (e.g., the Iraq Wars and videogames; re: exhibit 34c2, “Fatal Homecomings“). Fascism is Imperialism come home to empire; to avoid the Imperial Boomerang harvesting both sides (and an Omelas situation when the domestic side of the Imperial Core is “at peace”), we must imagine a world beyond Capitalism while inside Capitalism to go beyond its prisons, figurative and liberate. “Peace,” then, is classically a white man’s word; we mustn’t return to normality but subvert its illusions while inside the cave (re: “The World Is a Vampire“). —Perse

46. Persephone: Is there anything else you’d like to say or add before we conclude?

Vera: Society needs to rethink what they know about sex work and gender so we can finally all live in a place without fear. Hey, maybe we can even help you discover something about yourself!

47. Persephone: Thanks for taking the time to answer these questions, and also for working on Sex Positivity with me. If people want to follow you, where can they follow you and support what you do?

Vera: You can find me on Bluesky, Twitter, Onlyfans and Fansly under the name @darktendenciesx. Or my Telegram under @herecomes_vera. And thank you for letting me be involved in such an awesome project! This was a lot of fun!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!