Book Sample: The Road to Hell: Summoning the Whore, Ourselves (opening and part one – Showing Jadis’ Face while Doubling Them)

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The Road to Hell; or, Summoning the Whore, Ourselves (and Other Considerations of the Faustian Bargain vis-à-vis the Participants)

Just like a churchyard shadow creeping after me

It’s only there to terrify my mind, a black swan keeps haunting me

Just like a churchyard shadow, there’s nothing left to see

It’s only there to terrify my mind, a black swan keeps haunting me (source).

Dave Mustaine; “Black Swan,” from Megadeth’s United Abominations (2006)

Picking up where “Summoning Demons (re: Faust and Radcliffe)” left off…

This section takes the path least/most traveled, depending on how you look at it: the road to Hell, examining such runaways as lubricated by a polity of facilitators occupying the same sphere—the angel and the demon, and the virgin and the whore—however they manifest.

Again, we’re starting with canonical variants having evolved out of the chaos of the Middle Ages into the Enlightenment and beyond towards 20th and 21st century variants; i.e., Smile and Evil Dead as built on top of those warring forebears, the war continuing in our own lives, as it did with my ex, Jadis, raping my mind and—through financial abuse—using me for sex and other things. We’ll explore an early history of the demonic—from The Testament of Solomon and Hammer of Witches to Malleus Maleficarum, or Hammer of Witches, and De Praestigiis Daemonum (On the Tricks of Demons) and its appendix, Pseudomonarchia Daemonum (False Monarchy of Demons)—then dive into some notes on Radcliffe and Lewis feeding into the more half-real and recent forms, outlined above and below.

This essentially divides in two basic parts, then:

  • “Going Mask Off: Showing Jadis’ Face While Doubling Them” (included in this post): Gives food for thought about demons as much being real people as fictional ones, during Gothic poetics. The example I give—and doing so in the Radcliffean spirit of demasking bad guys—is my ex and former abuser, Jadis. We discuss my act of doing so not to marshal violence against them, but to learn from the abuse they caused to camp and subvert, hence prevent future harm, on a systemic level; i.e., while making our own media as haunted by said abuse, doing so as a demonic act of thinking critically (through art and performance) about other people that speaks to abuse affecting oppressed groups unevenly (to summon demons is to make them; to make them is to think critically when the resulting parody and pastiche become perceptive).
  • “Dark Shadows: The Origins of Demonic Persecution and Camp; or, Applying My Education (from School and Jadis) to Smile, Evil Dead and More”: Considers demonology’s early roots, subsequent Neo-Gothic period, and 20th/21st century revivals, while also going over the praxial concerns of canonical torture vs exquisite “torture”; i.e., by how we can take things further than Radcliffe did while still being aware of the risks she ultimately took herself.

The basic idea is to introduce ideas we can reify in our own lives, but explore simultaneously where those ideas came from and how we can use them during oppositional praxis/the cryptonymy process reversing abjection to double our foes and ourselves, mid-calculated risk! There’s no canon without camp; keeping with the simulacrum, the canon haunts camp even when transformed into a relatively safe version of itself. This isn’t us speaking out, alone, but protecting ourselves, too; i.e., if you’re abused, tell someone, but make sure it’s someone you trust, or that your method of performance protects you if there’s no one to trust.

Sadly, when you’re playing with fire in a man’s world—are the fire in man’s world/the thing those in the Man Box pimp (male or not)—nothing is ever truly safe. From Sophocles’ Oedipus Rex to Walpole’s Mysterious Mother (1768), much of the ancient world and echoes of the ancient world (which Nazis are) fixate on, and tell through, rape play and death theatre, as well as various taboos, fetishes and clichés; i.e., Radcliffe was Austen’s precursor and thought more about marrying monsters (or being abducted by them) than Austen—a marriage junkie herself though never married—did (all her villains start with “W” for some reason [e.g., Willoughby and Wickham] and she basically put men and their violence [e.g., duels, Colonel Brandon vs Willoughby] in the periphery). The best way to protect ourselves during the replication and chaos of fascism mirroring us in bad faith, then, is like these ladies; i.e., by reading the room and putting our ear to the ground—acclimating to the cryptomimetic uncanny in ways we can demonically seize and control: by recreating and reenacting it on the same shared stages infamous psychomachic divisions and liminalities!

In other words, Gothic Communism is a mirror game. All war is based on deception, including class war. This means that revolution is theatre, which isn’t strictly on or off stage, and populated by demons in a dualistic sense. All of them lie to tell truth for different purposes (for workers or the state), the function determined by dialectical-material context. That’s easy enough to parse, after the fact. But how do you do it when you’re being gaslit, and the performance is both ongoing and dictated by socio-material forces designed to conceal themselves? How do you separate the wheat from the chaff when the wheat looks and sounds like the chaff—when you look at yourself and see an alien looking back you that you both fear and want to be, and which speaks through dogwhistle, DARVO, obscurantism and subterfuge? By taking control of the Aegis, of course! Learn from the best, then beat them at their own game!

Going Mask-Off: Showing Jadis’ Face while Doubling Them

“And if I would’ve gotten away with it if it weren’t for you meddling kids!”

every Scooby Doo villain ever (1969)

To summon the whore to expose abuse is, to some extent, to unmask them while copying them into a harmless version we can learn to mirror and make trouble with (to wage class war). Jadis is the “strict” demon we’ll be working with, and we’ll unmask them, in just a second.

First though, some food for thought, followed by a painful-joyous and necessary note about my own succubus who seduced and raped me, Jadis. So often, the theft of souls and their eventual redemption happens in the same poetic spheres, onstage and off, with doubles of the same harmful leeches leeching back (why be a lame detective when you could be a necromancer?):

Demons prey on others as a matter of exchange; in doing so, they operate through the basic idea that people are not gods, but guided by human, thus animal impulses. In theological, but also Gothically poetic terms, they are the gap between things that “God” denies and relegates to the underworld, save that Hell is all around us. So while Perdition and Purgatory are places of torment and boredom, not unlike Hell, “Hell” is also classically an absence of grace (one Protestants address the reprobate nature of through a “holy” work ethic).

It’s also where demons bourgeois and proletarian call home (and which I prefer to say instead of “good and bad,” to be a good Marxist), and whose liminalities assume an infinite number of forms and roads to Hell; i.e., the presence of demons being a presence of Hell and absence of God/grace, yet whose grave danger doubles God’s own human fakeries in a pointed inversion of earthly existence and afterlife, but also eternal damnation as a state of eye-opening punishment through darkness visible—with interpreting God and canon being a Protestant device likewise available to demons living under God’s sphere of influence: a road to Hell, thus temptation of a post-capitalist order in pre-capitalist language by thinking about the socio-material world in the usual poetic arguments along the Gothic’s half-real, trendy bad echo oscillating between canon and camp.

To that, God and canon take away workers’ ability to create, and limit it to bourgeois binarization/privatization. “God” per the Abrahamic religions, then, is just an extrasecular/post-Schism way of arguing for capital regulating desire from a canonical standpoint, using Gothic poetics; “Satan” and demons, a Miltonic and Satanic way of resisting that while inside the state of exception (outside of God’s grace, but not his settler-colonial territories): forbidden fruit, and the feeling of darkness and Gothic fakeries by canonizers playing God and—hopelessly swayed by Capitalist Realism—find it easier to imagine the end of the world in God’s absence haunted by dark forces, than it is to imagine a world without God/capital. Gothic canon becomes another almanac of torture chambers to populate with ghosts of the counterfeit furthering abjection/policing nature as non-white, non-Christian, non-GNC whore: “You weak pathetic fools! I’ve come for your souls!” / “I don’t think so!”

When “Caesar” is at your door, it’s time to survive, solidarize, and speak out (Persephone van der Waard’s “Survive, Solidarize, Speak Out,” 2024), or die trying. And while revolution is a slum, it’s also a party made with cool trash (from pure schlock to Sontag’s true camp and everything in between; re: Persephone van der Waard’s “My Least Favorite Horror Movies?” 2020) that also serves as a disguise. Yet so often, “soul” is a canonical argument for “grace,” thus ignorance, whose violation bad actors will happily exploit in hauntological defense of capital from “degenerate” enemies within; i.e., by exploiting those running away from home (because home is bad beneath the surface) in search of the Numinous. For every one of us, there’s ten of them; who’ll tire first? There’s only one way to find out. Put your money where your mouths are! Put on your masks, and pull theirs off! Break the fetish cop’s monopoly (the duality of mil spec, torture porn, heavy metal, etc, out of the ’70s and ’80s into the present)!

This brings us, once more, to Jadis—a person not without means (at least according to my admittedly limited intelligence, at this point), thus someone I unmask here, Scooby-Doo-style, with some degree of risk (especially since Donald Trump is now president[1]). Whatever hells they visit upon me, should they try to, this step towards my own Hell is one that decolonizes their awful notions of such things; i.e., they were the first TERF/SWERF I encountered, in person, and the primary motivating factor for writing Sex Positivity as a series (which started with the intent to discuss TERFs and not only why they suck, but how they as witch cops look like witches policing their own kind, next page): Jadis was a traitor who raped me (by my definitions of the word; see: “A Note about Rape“) but also a Great Destroyer I could evoke to achieve a palliative-Numinous effect during ludo-Gothic BDSM! With opera—with sex, drugs, and rock ‘n roll (all the stuff that people like)—revolutions live and die on love; it’s why the state tries to monopolize such things.

In short, with Trump now elected and people like Elon Musk literally doing a Nazi salute (a Roman hauntological act) for Trump’s inauguration (Hasanabi’s “Did Elon Just…” 2025), it’s a hell of a time to be brave, but exactly the time to be brave; i.e., Nazis are scared of everything, so give ’em something to fear—a parody of themselves, but also a way of speaking out, thus fighting back in ways that confuse their aggression and redirect it. Silence is genocide, but you can shout loudly in ways the enemy doesn’t recognize using the cryptonymy process to reverse abjection despite them furthering it. We never want to hesitate or question fighting Nazis (while also prioritizing our own safety by fighting back) because that’s how they get inside and pry compromise out of those they’ll only later betray anyways; re: “I’m altering the conditions of our arrangement. Pray I do not alter them further!” But power doesn’t flow one way and we can reverse said flow no matter how “permanently” stuck in the mud things seem.

In short, there’s a time to watch movies, and a time to have the adventure for real, but this still allows for a curious walking of the tightrope, all the same; i.e., relative to games, exile and pushing for something better than what the elite shove down our throats: singing up at their awful food with something delicious. Valor! “Let man’s petty nations tear themselves apart! My land’s only borders lie around my heart!” (ABBAtalk’s “Anthem from Chess The Musical (Tommy Körberg) Polar Studios original 1984 Benny“). Sing “For Somewhere That’s Green!” (Broadwaycom’s “Jinkx Monsoon Performs…“), or of the Dire Straights’ “Romeo and Juliet” (1980) and similar “come hither and fuck me” clothes, music, performance art, all rolled into one. We’re fighting for what we believe in as being one in the same, a form of demonic expression our enemies will occupy in bad faith.

That’s musicals, of course; the Gothic as an operatic, multimedia mode of danger disco suitably revives the barbarian past in the neoliberal era to control feelings concerning its continued abuses happening in the present—i.e., we return to past trauma revived “in small,” hence in ways we can control by duplicating it. That’s what I’m going to be doing when analyzing said past, and Jadis—someone I have repeatedly described in the past as someone I have history with—is an excellent place to start: a hellish jubilee!

[model and photographer: Jadis and Persephone van der Waard]

Please note: As of writing and posting this piece onto my website, I am showing Jadis’ uncensored face in photographs. That being said, any photos of Jadis provided here show no explicit pornographic nudity of them, nor imagery where we engage in sexual activities with them naked on screen or even in the same room[2]; i.e., any exhibits of them where I am credited as “photographer” (above) aren’t from a handheld camera, but two web cameras—theirs and mine. As I shall reiterate deeper in this section, my doing so is a continuation of my ongoing testimony of their abuse against me during our relationship; i.e., not to sexualize them, but expose them after our relationship ended as a sexual abuser who took advantage of me in multiple ways.

My decision to gradually show more of Jadis—and to the degree to which I feel comfortable in doing so—has occurred slowly as I have healed and felt increasingly ready to speak about these things more openly. It isn’t to invite violence against them, but to learn from what they did to raise awareness about rape/domestic abuse for future praxis among survivors of abuse [strength in numbers and intelligence, babes]. Do not attack them; just know what they did and don’t do it to others. Please refer to the footnote for additional context, links and other information. —Perse

(exhibit 45c2b2: Rapists are masters of disguise, often hiding in plain sight; here is me finally demasking mine. Moderates decay into Nazis. And like Nazis, the real Jadis/my abuser was a massive dork who—apart from routinely abusing my mind to extort my body as succubae classically do—loved Mortal Kombat memes, KFMDM, Tool music videos, He-Man and ninjas, Industrial music, dark ’90s media in general, and rough sex/demonic BDSM [cryptomimetic echoes of their inner “war pig” but also their own abusive mother].

As such, this is as much a photo of them [and their sinister moral poverty] in real life/the flesh versus the simulacrum [shadow/likeness] of them we’ll be discussing in this section for more campy purposes; i.e., the former a demon that haunts my waking moments, the latter a demon I summon for my own survivor’s complicated reasons: the real Jadis summoned the moon to torment me, which I escaped by not only physically distancing myself from Jadis the person, but in creating likenesses of them I could control/”torture” myself with! Jadis was someone who understood the whore’s awesome power, and used it to enthrall me; surviving their holocaust, I made what was best about them into a dark “magic man” effigy [Jadis is genderfluid] that I could conjure up whenever I feel like: “Ravish me, stupid!”

[models and artist: Jadis and Persephone van der Waard, both models; Persephone as artist]

To that, my double doesn’t have the blind, terrifying “death in your eyes” look that Jadis themselves did, but something thrilling that awakens in me new feelings of life [through Radcliffe and Lewis’ terror and horror] that I can “ride the lightning out” until my tremors subside; i.e., on par with the electrifying solo from Annihilator’s “Death in Your Eyes” [2009]. Paradoxically this became not something to avoid, but ride as often as I liked—to take my scars and activate something that, through the pain of surviving rape, pregnancy and loss that Jadis had exacted upon me, became their accidental gift I could relish not simply until the end of my days, but give to all of you vis-à-vis ludo-Gothic BDSM and Gothic Communism.

In short, Communism—from Shelley to Marx to me—is a byproduct of rape, specifically the fascist raping the worker until they radicalize. As such, Jadis thought they were only taking from me when they—in poetic terms, but also materially through fiscal brute force—forced themselves upon me, but any exchange is a give and take, and I used what was given to eclipse and expose them through my rape child. I was the moon, bitch [or “Angry Sun” from Mario 3]! You are but a pale imitation of the Medusa, a little bougie fake whoring yourself for the Man! No TERFs allowed!

Do you think I spent years of my life dwelling and ruminating for mere indulgence? To let shame rule me even though it lives in my battered aching heart to this very day? No, I birthed Sex Positivity precisely because I suffered at the hands of false idols, forever shattering my idea of a safe home and leading me to run off into strange zones to find a sense of balance I would never have, in stillness: demonic wanderlust for the slut whose trauma lives in her body. A world without order or reason is classically a meaningless one, but the beauty of total liberation from state predation [thus fascism] is one where we become free from profit [thus genocide and rape] while being able to make our own meaning among ourselves and the natural-material world. How the tables turn!

To that, learn from my mistakes[3] and creative successes [not just one child, but a serial litter of them, my little trans Dutch girl’s (excuse the expression) “Irish twin” demon babies—less outbreeding a rival army and more passing our revenge along to the next generation] to go and make your own demons passing the demon of Communism forwards; i.e., Sex Positivity was begot from rape, and I couldn’t have written it [and its conception of the palliative Numinous or ludo-Gothic BDSM] without some degree of tragedy possessing me to not simply wake up in the middle of the night afraid for my own life, but to “rip ‘n tear until it is done!” I couldn’t have, any more than Mary Wollstonecraft junior could have written Frankenstein and turned into Mary Shelley without eloping with Percy and getting knocked up, first [a choice complicated by her mother’s death giving birth to her, and God knows what else]—a decision I implore some degree of caution regarding: not senseless risk, flying into danger headlong, but calculated risk as learned by me having fucked up royally so you don’t have to.

But also, learn from my paradoxical joys, during the painful [re]conception, birth and afterbirth; i.e., the fact that it wasn’t all bad, just messy and intense: the sex was good, and Jadis was funny [all qualities I took and put in my book to spite them, but also to love their better half that eventually gave into greed and pride]! God they made me laugh and cum like mad! But they also terrified me and couldn’t control themselves/gave us both more than we agreed to; re: we had a contract, one they didn’t follow while dragging me through a portal into their idea of Hell as they envisioned it—where they were master/victim and I their unwilling slave/abuser! What I say is the truth, insofar as the historical events are concerned, but it nonetheless revives in/mixes with Gothic poetics’ shadows and lies; e.g., Jadis wasn’t a black knight, as much as I wanted them to be. Instead, the truth of them was far more banal:

Jadis was always a person at war with themselves/ruled by their past. In short, they were kinder when they were poor/only began to change once their father died and they inherited a small fortune/dividends [extra emphasis on “small,” but it was enough to immediately change our lives during Covid: to get a new car and home at the drop of a hat and still be able to live comfortably for the rest of our lives]. Faced with that, Jadis’ desires for assimilation and dominion over a partner they could control [“the devil you know” and all that] began to surface—i.e., they had an empty room they could build whatever they wanted inside; instead of making a world together with me, they chose to push me out and orchestrate their ex, Tim, moving in with us [which originally was my idea, but one Jadis gently encouraged by constantly prodding me to mend fences with a former victim they presented as having abused Jadis first; i.e., Jadis was always the only victim].

Due to visual similarities unfolding mid-relationship, though, rape is always a matter of context under dialectical-material scrutiny. Jadis’ and my courtship, being like many others were and are, started through sex. I showed them mine and they showed me theirs [theirs not shown for obvious legal reasons]:

 

[artist: Persephone van der Waard] 

We didn’t just like what we saw, but played a lot online [about five weeks straight] before they swooped in on their chariot to escort me from Michigan to Florida. But this was a process that involved larger world events [Covid], personal frustrations on both our sides [our exes/recent separations], and bad decisions on my part wanting to salvage my present circumstances by ignoring in Jadis what I—and my hot piece of ass/puppy-like enthusiasm—sincerely thought she could fix through tender love and care, but also gobs and gobs of fresh hot cum: saying to them, “This is what I’m gonna give you!” and thinking they wanted me—body, heart and soul! “Best laid plans” ‘n all, this time the mouse being wrong [or the woman working the plow, I suppose].

In the meantime, my prospective partner to plow approved of my sexual appetite and clearly working goods. But the moment I “misbehaved” by calling them out, they traded me in for a different model—treating me like a faulty car or horse that had thrown a shoe/wouldn’t behave, chattelizing me but also the person who came before and after me [re: they went back to their ex]. I used to think the problem lay with me—that I was “somehow” broken or didn’t deserve love—but in truth, while we both damaged, they used theirs to abuse me. And so I discovered that it not only feels good to bare it all and tell my story to the larger world; but it feels empowering to do it repeatedly as part of the code I’m constantly writing in these volumes!

Hindsight is 20/20. Yet, if Volume Three [the first book I wrote, but have yet to publish as of writing this] was me flirting with the idea of exposing Jadis, and the Undead Module was me telling my story about Jadis in full to begin learning from it, then this section you’re reading now—the Demon Module side of my ongoing testimony—is the logical follow-through of that painful healing process after laying Jadis to rest: strapping myself to the cross by digging their fat zombie ass back up, or in more demonic language, summoning back to the mortal plane to trot out my show pony duplicate of what well-and-truly made my life from May 2020 to February 2022 a living hell! To it, we don’t owe anything to our abusers privately or publicly abusing us; they forgo that privilege the moment they harm us.

[artist: Persephone van der Waard] 

Creation is sacred and profane; you can’t have good without bad, babies without batter, and nothing good ever lasts, but neither does anything bad. Instead, it’s a historical-material cycle, one where state and labor proponents dialectically-materially war to develop or abort Communism. Gothic Communism is Gothically mature and Capitalism is not. In turn, Gothic maturity is the ability to discuss difficult topics using Gothic poetics to achieve holistic, total perspective; re: even the situation I partially described, above, wasn’t all bad—and not to downplay my own rape at their hands, because it was bad—but two things can also be true at once, and good sex, creation [biological pregnancy or otherwise] and relationships need passion to work [insofar as they meet our needs beyond the basic material necessities]. It’s a paradox that abusers frequently exploit to stabilize and handle their prey until they have what they want from them.

Ergo, things with Jadis were incredibly bad but also incredibly good: one, because Jadis caught flies with honey, and two, because their subsequent piss and vinegar pushed me to meet Jericho, followed by Cuwu, and eventually Bay while producing my life’s work having lived a full life. A real Victor Frankenstein making me into the monster they wanted to control—but also Mephistopheles tempting a trans-woman Fausta—consider how Jadis had seduced me with a taste of the good stuff/fire of the gods, which I wanted after they’d “turned off the tap.”

In short, “I’d grown addicted to water” and desired its return! This ultimately backfired and I escaped Jadis’ hold on me—not for good, but enough to get out from under their thumb and build a new life in the desert of their Ozymandian hubris:

“Full life, full book,” so seize the day, lovelies! Yes, Jadis was little more than a robber baron aping the Man to rape me; yet, rape also isn’t a “win button” for the elite to terrorize victims into inaction, but something you can use to build the end of their line during the whore’s revenge [e.g., Morgana helping birth Mordred (through sex and magic) to castrate Arthur]. To it, reclaiming terror language needs to happen, and experimentation is vital to synthesizing demonic knowledge as something that survives as much between us as outside ourselves. So never let anyone discourage you from taking risks [within reason, of course]—and certainly never take anything given for granted/in blind faith: canon is meant to blind you and steal your dreams/power for the elite, but also their lapdogs like Jadis, the person, ultimately was—a real Cuntasaurus Rex. “‘Tis a shadow of a thought that I loved!” “Alas, poor Yorick!”

[artist: Jadis]

Beyond making myself feel good, I mention Jadis here because it showcases how the gaslight [and its rape] happen as much between media and people versus either in isolation; i.e., the state gaslights, gatekeeps, girl bosses strict mommy doms to pacify actual labor action trying to subvert canonical Gothic’s praxial inertia, and that’s exactly what Jadis did to me, but also what the demons in Smile and Evil Dead [from Hammer of Witches canonizing Beowulf onwards into the future] are also doing. It’s what Musk and Trump are doing. And so on.

If you feel yourself being tricked by such canonical worship, think of Jadis for a more earthbound perspective to ground you; i.e., they raped me, but also inspired me to survive them in ways I could salvage from their ample “corpse” [Jadis is alive and well, to my knowledge; our relationship is not]: “Mortal Kombaaaaaaaat! Uh-uh, uh, uh, uh, uh-uh, uh!” So do we camp the past to subvert it while having fun, and that means reviving its harmful aspects in fearsome-looking but ultimately harmless clones of themselves.

Eventually Jadis stopped caring about that—choosing instead to betray and harm me instead of actually being a good partner—but if ever there was anything good they showed me without harming me, it was that sex to overcome abuse can be fun. Eventually it just stopped being fun, with them; re: because they gradually started to abuse me. This abuse lasted for nearly two years, and it has taken just as long [and constant hard work] not merely to heal from it, but to turn that healing into something useful towards what Jadis hated more than anything else in the world: developing Communism. Every day afterwards has been a gift—one from me to all of you: my magic man! Ta-da!

[model and photographer: Jadis and Persephone van der Waard]

So forget “you have only to lose your chains!” Only with chains of our own devising—during mutual consent illustrated through informed labor action opposing state forces—can we truly free ourselves from the hellish state bondage and illusion that is Capitalist Realism: a Hell of our own hermeneutic, phenomenology and application, levitating in delicious convulsion and psychosexual “martyrdom” haunted by harm! It’s not an opiate, but forbidden sight attached to pleasure and pain hyphenated to not just survive those people and structures that harm us, but subvert and transform them to help us thrive, speaking to spite their machinations [to meet new mates who, in spite of our mutual weirdness, won’t harm us and vice versa]! Sweet apostacy, let’s proselytize!)

No one asks to be raped; but many rape victims camp their holocaust by putting “rape” in quotes while remembering past sacrifices they made/secret shames they wrestle with as society’s perpetual monstrous-feminine virgins/whores (a fact the Gothic hyphenates on the same surfaces, above). The way to survive the fash, thus the pimp is to break their monopoly on whores. This includes white moderates like Jadis.

“Demons,” like Lewis eating Ambrosio from inside-outside himself (and unmaking God’s Adam to wickedly and deliciously reverse Genesis) during the cryptonymy process, then, are as much us inside ourselves creating likenesses of old friends and enemies outside ourselves; re:, my fashioning of Jadis to escape their real-life double, and one informed by a variety of texts we both grew up with. These interrelations, in turn, are entirely endless, and which we’ll examine a handful here, vis-à-vis Smile, Evil Dead, my ex Jadis (again), and other germane concepts; we’ll also discuss summoning them to subvert their potential beyond the state’s intended usage—i.e., in our own performative lands of excess and uncanny valleys of strange contrast hammering swords into ploughshares.

About that. Fascism doesn’t fight fair—is when Imperialism comes home to empire as something to defend from “us”; the world, as a system of exploitation, only “ends” when Nazis stop being Nazis and lay down their arms to dismantle the state with us against the elite. Until then, they conjure up their own “moons” to hunt us down with: warships of all kinds, size and shapes, onstage and off.

However false or real these are, they remain a performance we can decolonize on the same battlefields, be those on terra firma or up in all the clouds overhead, the state of exception expanding into outer space (with Musk desperate to go to Mars for some reason). “And the moon rattles in the sky like a piece of angry candy…” With that bearing down on us, it’s normal to question our sanity in fighting something so stupidly big.

But the reality is, they only have what power you give them and you can only see such things in pieces while cutting them down to size. That happens in the day-to-day spheres the capitalist cannot control. He’s too big and fat, only waiting for a worldwide rebellion to come along and burst his bubble; i.e., colonies always have a built-in time limit with a lit fuse, and America is just another police state whose time is running out.

Lucas certainly loved his propaganda battles (above), but rebellion isn’t won by singular monomythic events advancing the rights of single groups (white straight boys); it’s a group effort that leads to gradual change that, sure enough, happens eventually all at once. So now’s the time to fight for that shifting of the tides! Run and change shape, become invisible to them! Steal their plans! Tire them out! Remind them all their power comes from what they steal, so cut off their supply! Infinite form, infinite capacity to affect change by leveraging labor and action against their giant machines needing us to play along to work. In denying them our blood, everything stops, giving us the power to negotiate the slings and arrows through symmetrical warfare!

To that, next we’ll focus on not playing along during our own plays, doing several close-reads that outline the demonic history and theory we’re working with, here: to apply it to such ongoing battles of development, onstage and off!

Onto “Dark Shadows: The Origins of Demonic Persecution and Camp; or, Applying My Education (from School and Jadis) to Smile, Evil Dead and More“!


Footnotes

[1] When the wolf is loose—it helps to keep a few masks and buffers nearby. Become something they can’t attack/that others will defend from attack because they see it as human, not expendable.

[2] My side of the conversation was recorded in Michigan, which is a two-party state with an exception for participants. Or as Jeffery Koelzer of Varnum LLP explains: “Michigan is a two-party consent state, with an exception for recordings by conversation participants” (source). That being said, the point is moot given the conversations’ recordings occurred with Jadis’ consent and mine (for which I have their spoken consent on record; i.e., us discussing the recording process in detail while doing it and playing together). As I shall further explain, the image portions I am showing are not sexual, and provide additional context to the sexual abuse Jadis exacted upon me after said videos were taken.

To that, these exhibits are screencaps from previously recorded videos produced between us with their full knowledge and consent; i.e., the videos were recorded with their full permission, explicitly for me to keep for my personal enjoyment*: Jadis enjoyed knowing I had them, effectively making them homemade porn between two willing (and eager) participants. The screencaps used are before sexual activity takes place, with Jadis either having all of their clothes still on, or the nude portions of their body off camera; i.e., my showing of these recorded conversations is to prove that they occurred, not to demonstrate their total pornographic contents, which I refrain from showing in these exhibits (exceptions being towards myself as nude, solo, to demonstrate the erotic qualities of courtship that took place between us: what Jadis and I exchanged, prior to us moving in together).

*Jadis abused me repeatedly in ways I have explained in the past (re: “Escaping Jadis,” July 6th, 2024) and shall explain again, here. The context for these screencaps is to give vital background to what I am explaining, and to show my abuser more than I have previously done in earlier accounts. In short, I’m putting a face to the alias—my right as a victim outing that portion of my abuser as I see fit. My past accounts of abuse regarding them have been up since at least early 2023 (e.g., “You really do have a beautiful body”; source: “Sex Positivity versus Sex Coercion, or Gothic Communism: Manifesto,” modified from July 2022 to 11/4/2023) but expanding in 2024 to include censored images of Jadis’ body but not their face, and more detailed accounts of their abuse (source: “Transforming Our Zombie Selves,” June 27th, 2024).

Furthermore, the older samples cite even older media that has been online since before 2022 and includes uncensored images of Jadis’ face and real name (e.g., “Why I Submit,” February 19th, 2021), recordings of Jadis identifying themselves and their profession for the mic (e.g., “Dreadful Discourse, ep 1: What is the Gothic?” June 26th, 2020; timestamp: 0:35), me with my arm around them after they graduated from UF (source tweet, NicksMovInsight: May 6th, 2021). The point being, Jadis has known about my identifying writings of them since before we broke up (many of which they offered feedback on) being cited in my writings about them after we broke up calling them my abuser and then later still, my rapist. The rape claim has been active for over six months, and my claims of abuse for roughly two years. Not once has Jadis ever contacted me after February 14th, 2022, either to harass me or ask me to cease and desist.

To which, I reasoned back then and now, they know about the claims and ability for their name to be connected to the alias, but haven’t done anything about it; i.e., that it wouldn’t be especially difficult for anyone reading these publicly available accusations to follow the references back to their original, publicly available sources, thus to acquire: Jadis’ full name, where they went to school, what they look like, and ultimately what they did to me. This also includes publicly available Google Docs that detail their abuse not just cursorily but in vivid and extensive detail; re:  “Setting the Record Straight Again; Accounting My Ex’s Abuse of Me to Another Victim_August 30th, 2022” and “Setting the Record Straight; My Ex’s Abuse of Me: February 17th, 2022.”

Said documents have been up, live and unaltered, since their posting dates. Jadis has not once reached out to me to acknowledge them, but apart from blocking their Twitter main, I have made no effort to hide my work from them, either. I’ve even written about their abuse of me and other people and featured images of all of us together (e.g., Tim, with Jadis and I; exhibit 39a2b, “Escaping Jadis“) and Jadis still hasn’t done anything. I can only reason they either know they’re guilty and/or don’t care (and to my knowledge are still living with the other abused person; re: their former ex, “Tim,” who knows everything about Jadis [because I told them] and were with them longer than I was—over ten years, versus roughly two).

[3] Or “happy accidents,” as Bob Ross calls them.

Book Sample: Forbidden Sight, part three: Summoning Demons (Faust and Radcliffe)

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Forbidden Sight, part three: Summoning Demons (re: Faust and Radcliffe)

“We do not treat with Sauron, forsaken and accursed!” / “It takes more to make a king than a broken elvish blade!”

Gandalf and the Mouth of Sauron, The Return of the King (2003)

Picking up where “Making Demons (re: Prometheus)” left off…

As demonstrated and popularized by Milton, binaries aren’t always a problem; i.e., if they’re subversive and develop Communism through camp; re: camping the usual good-versus-evil dogma, and their manmade heroes and cartographic refrains. From Amazons to knights of an earthly to hellish to Promethean origin, demons and their dark sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll are legion, but dualistic; i.e., you can reclaim any demon made for war and capital (re: the Creature, the T-800 and others). But what about those summoned, and what of their fires of unknown origin to trade and (mis)treat with in inflammatory ways—especially the torturous and queer mutilative elements involved (no vampires, this time)? Let’s take a look!

“Summoning Demons” divides in two basic parts, both of which feature Faust and Ann Radcliffe, as well as Evil Dead, H.R. Giger and others (note: this is where the Demons Module really starts to abbreviate; i.e., “Summoning Demons” is less about close-reads, and more about introducing ludo-Gothic concepts you can apply through demon BDSM, yourselves—strict [the fash inquisitor aesthetic, above] or gentle):

  • Raw Deals, Impostors, the Occult and Death Curses; the Demonic BDSM of Canonical Torture vs Exquisite ‘Torture’” (feat. Ann Radcliffe, Marlowe’s Faustus, Evil Dead, Smile and others—partially included in this post): Per Faustus, Smile, Evil Dead and other Gothic stories, lays out the idea of summoning occult demons, including acts of interrogating them through Radcliffe’s refrain/the classic Neo-Gothic model: the demonic (damsels, detectives and demons) trifecta vis-à-vis canonical torture vs Radcliffe’s exquisite “torture.”
  • Exploring the Derelict Past: the Demonic Trifecta of Damsels, Detectives and Sex Demons; or Enjoying Yesterday’s Exquisite Torture on the Edge of the Civilized World” (feat. H.R. Giger and Ann Radcliffe): Lays out the poetic ability to summon the “ancient” past, then explore it through Radcliffe’s classic trifecta in increasingly subversive ways (from the xenomorph to Amazons to damsels of various kinds choosing to “imperil” themselves”)!

We’ll introduce Radcliffe’s ubiquitous, virtuous, hypocritical and hypnotic “torture sex” arguments, then slowly camp them as well (thus, her ghost: “There’s still life in the old lady, yet!”).

Raw Deals, Impostors, the Occult and Death Curses; the Demonic BDSM of Canonical Torture vs Exquisite “Torture” (feat. Ann Radcliffe, Marlowe’s Faustus, Evil Dead, Smile and others)

I am trans, thus embody a marker of stigma according to my gender as something to identify with and perform […]  As such, I feel as women classically do in such stories, wherein my lived experience is an attraction to power through strength in ways that sometimes have done me a disservice—i.e., the paradox of wanting to be near power to keep an eye on it, to want a protector or to face ones lived/imagined fears through calculated risk: the vicarious passion or exquisite torture that I call “the palliative Numinous” (a pain-relieving effect achieved from, and relayed through, intense Gothic poetics and theatrics). It’s very Promethean, but expressed through the venues and activities of the (for me) white female domestic: the home, but also the dance hall while being “on the market” as an imperiled, damaged debutante; i.e., drawn to excitement and danger though maladaptive responses that yearn nevertheless for catharsis (source).

—Persephone van der Waard, Sex Positivity, Volume Zero (2023)

In camping the (mono)mythic blueprint, Mary Shelley’s process of detecting forbidden knowledge moved paradoxically away from and towards the “ancient” land of the gods, mise-en-abyme. She fought fire of the gods with fire of the gods, theft with theft, her own “failed” experiment a resounding success (deprived of unironic violence inside realms of mutual consent, most men don’t know how to handle a naked, pissed-off woman—especially if she’s smarter than them).

Now, we’ll delve into and towards a Gothic flame (re: Varma) that is more magically Numinous; i.e., as something to make, but also trade in, ourselves—like Magic: the Gathering cards, but also Faust and the magicians of yore dealing with Satan direct (versus making him): summoning demons through dark wishes; e.g., Matthew Lewis critiquing capital through a faux-medieval revival! Good BDSM (sex or otherwise) is about getting what you want while balancing the needs of someone else, and Lewis’ story concerned Ambrosio as someone who—like any good Gothic villain—is an insecure and greedy coward who only cares about himself and total permanent power over others (and who pays the ultimate price for it: the ignominious death by a crossdressing destroyer greater than he is).

There’s still a technological element (re: Clarke’s Law), of course; i.e., these older ideas of “magic” were simply interactions with technology as abstracted into riotous exchanges (and any outcomes of the desired result), while working against canonical forces; e.g., the Philosopher’s Stone being a poetic desire to create for all peoples—Isaac Newton being an alchemist, Galileo being put under house arrest for his own discoveries, and Groundskeeper Willie and the lads showing the people of Springfield how to have a real soccer riot (they’d call it football, but I digress). When demons are about, they’re speaking to the dualistic, Frankensteinian power of technology and desire, but also “ancient” (often tokenized berserks, left) personas going hand-in-hand:

Except, the closer you get to the imaginary past, the more magical technology becomes in neo-medieval forms (the forward-facing elements of the retro-future decaying backwards into older-appearing hauntologies that occupy the same performative zones). Power is knowledge and vice versa. Per Faust, power is a performance; i.e., unto whores in Faustian narratives wrestling with state pimps, the latter raping nature-as-monstrous-feminine by using the same ergodic/egregoric likenesses’ demonic threats of canonical vs exquisite “torture”:

(artist: Artpaque)

So whereas “Idle Hands” focused on whores, period—and “Making Demons,” on the Promethean Quest—now part two focuses on Faustian bargains and the seeking of forbidden knowledge through magic and deals (the two are functionally synonymous but I digress): those offered by aesthetically occult demons when summoned on the self-destructive and -penitent[1] quest for knowledge; i.e., by those closer to such things, having this or that for sale “for the right price”; e.g., women and queer folk from the 1800s onwards, treated as sin/vice sponges—classy and profane, their endless “final forms” and infernal tutelage seen as everything and the kitchen sink, then pursued by everyone and their grandma to Hell and back!

  • “Whores and Faust: Summoning the Whore/Black Penitent” (included in this post): Introduces the idea of summoning whores (and by extension sex demons of a Lewis or Radcliffe style); i.e., in strictly magical, Faustian language. Introduces Ann Radcliffe and Matthew Lewis, but discusses them vis-à-vis Faust through modern versions of each; e.g., not just Marlowe’s early modern Doctor Faustus (1590), but Greg Beeman’s Mom and Dad Save the World (1992), Alan Rickman in Die Hard (1988), John Landis’ Animal House (1978), Roger Ebert’s weird white moderate voyeurism, and Kevin Smith’s Dogma (1999).
  • The Road to Hell; or, Summoning the Whore, Ourselves (and Other Considerations of the Faustian Bargain vis-à-vis the Participants)“: Considers poetically summoning demons/the whore (through magic), doing so while “pulling a Faust”; i.e., according to a brief history of demons and their torturous summoning rituals and effects dating back to Marlowe’s science wizard. We’ll start by demasking a “strict” double of old harmful forms—Jadis, in my case, being someone to clone and demask, as Radcliffe’s future stand-in Velma Dinkley would, but expanding the interrogation to benefit all oppressed groups—then explore how to do so while engaging with the Gothic past as it continuously evolved out of itself. This includes onstage and off; i.e., from the chaos of the Middle Ages and various famous works (from Hammer of Witches to Doctor Faustus) into the Enlightenment and beyond towards 20th and 21st century variants; e.g., Smile and Evil Dead, but also my ex Jadis’ abuse of me: as collectively built on top of an earlier history whose demonic tradition endlessly haunts us, and which we must respond to by camping it, ourselves!

We’re not the first to do this, the basic idea is from Matthew Lewis, who summoned his demons through the School of Horror to expand the mind beyond state illusions; Radcliffe flirted with sex demons (of a purely non-magical sort) to maintain Capitalist Realism while punching down against Lewis and the French Revolution; re (from “On the Supernatural and Poetry”):

Terror and horror are so far opposite, that the first expands the soul, and awakens the faculties to a high degree of life; the other contracts, freezes and nearly annihilates them […] and where lies the great difference between horror and terror but in the uncertainty and obscurity, that accompany the first, respecting the dreaded evil? (source).

In short, whereas Lewis used scandal to speak for the oppressed, Radcliffe pimped out nature as monstrous-feminine; i.e., summoning demons for profit while highlighting torturous, demon lover (re: Cynthia Wolff’s 1979 “Radcliffean Model“) devices she couldn’t monopolize (and, in fact, stole from Lewis when writing her own novels). She was a fraud, secret freak and hack, but undoubtedly a talented fraud, secret freak and hack whose fictions (and signature devices) we’ll reclaim by camping her ghost, in “Exploring the Derelict Past”!

Regardless of who summons them, such demons take endless variety of form, but obey one of two basic functions; re: workers vs the state, the two warring on different surfaces and inside different thresholds during liminal expression/oppositional praxis embodied as a matter of unequal, forbidden and dark/radically transformative wish, want and desire fulfillment; re: “living deliciously” by torturing our enemies not simply to death, but in stories about doing so that extend to real-world politics theatrically discussing such things during the dialectic of shelter and the alien. Per Radcliffe, such things are classically temporary to uphold the state. We want to make them permanent to dismantle the state (re: like the Devil did to Ambrosio): a new better world without end beyond Capitalism!

This includes Dragon Ball‘s own legionary (and arbitrary) power levels, desires (to be strong enough to win love/gain revenge) and “final forms” denoting a self-contained cryptomimesis that outlived the original author inside/outside itself (next page); i.e., something to control by those in state control selling them back to us through a neoliberal Protestant ethic reifying those desires into the usual bourgeois dragons (and their sickness) to fall unironically in love with:

Mastermind of religion refined

They were promising wealth

But causing you delusion

Dictating with hatred and disdain (Sacred’s “Fire and Ice[2],” 2025).

“To critique power, you must go where it is”; i.e., the imaginary past presently on and offstage, during the liminal hauntology of war. In American Liberalism, the castle is already here but white, benevolent; when fascism invariably occurs, the actual causes are abjected Elsewhere, and the usual Supermen from Elsewhere are called upon to whitewash the castle (thus genocide) again:

(source: DataDaft’s “Dragon Ball Power Levels Over Time (1 Second = 1 Episode),” 2020)

To it, power is ultimately arbitrary as a concept, form, quantity/quality and matter of exchange; cannot be created or destroyed, only transferred; and whose subsequent forms are literally endless, not “final” (e.g., power levels in the Dragon Ball series[3], above): to have power as normally unequal, forbidden and dark, leading to radical transformation (often for survival, advancement, love or revenge). A common thread are Nazis and Communists occupying the same shadow zone, as do exploitation and liberation, pleasure and pain. Demons trade in all such devices, often doing so through kayfabe, Amazonomachia and psychosexual canon and camp.

In the middle of all of these, the whore remains as universally loved-hated as ever—chased across Hell’s half-acre because she (as Shelley showed us) holds the keys to creation and power as a monstrous-feminine device! We want to turn love/hate simply into love, wherever we can (within reason; i.e., in public displays/galleries with some sense of forewarning versus sticking our asses out car windows before the sex/revenge happens: “Ma’am, this is a Wendy’s!”).

(artist: Andrew Cockroach)

Before we get to the explicitly “summoning” element of their histories, then, first a primer section speaking about whores per Faust. Then we’ll delve into demon BDSM closer to Radcliffe’s unironic demon lovers and bad BDSM; i.e., minus her explained supernatural (the poetic argument is the same; the aesthetic is different) but considering an element to her works that we can salvage during healthier sex games we devise through ludo-Gothic BDSM: canonical torture vs exquisite “torture!”

Whores and Faust: Summoning the Whore/Black Penitent (feat. Ann Radcliffe, Matthew Lewis, Doctor Faustus, Alan Rickman, Roger Ebert, John Landis’ Animal House, Kevin Smith, and more)

“I got news for you, pal; they’re gonna nail us no matter what we do, so we might as well have a good time!”

 —Otter to his male friends/giving advice to “Adam,” Animal House (1978)

“Eat the fucking apple. They are going to blame you regardless. You might as well go to the gallows with a full belly knowing more than God.”

Maegen McAuliffe O’Leary “What I Would Tell Eve” (2021)

(exhibit 45b2b: Model and artist: Scoobsboobs and Persephone van der Waard. While summoned, the ritual is still something that must be played out; e.g., between myself and Scoobs, who posed for me, and for whom I then drew as a demon from a series of reference photos.)

Canon is a matter of prescription, whose defiance is also a matter of interpretation depending on who’s arguing for it, to whom and why (dialectical-material context, see epigrams). In classic Gothic language, a false preacher is a whore in disguise; in the Faustian tradition, demons (usually sex demons) exchange power for knowledge while haunted by the threat (and delight) of paradoxical torture. Their demonic appetite and agency through ludo-Gothic BDSM are things to abbreviate and summon as a matter of preferential code, in this respect; i.e., as fleshy but also loquacious presentations of various things reduced to walking symbols and hedonism, misbehavior and dealings with ladies-of-the-night and gigolos: superheroes and supervillains embodying all manner of trauma, virtue and vice, per the whore’s paradox! Time to pay rent/the Devil his due!

By extension, they’re not “pure evil” (though the state treats them as such, because profit demands it); they’re simply beings of power and knowledge to call in for favors of a “fatal” sort (who, just as often, respond by being drawn to power and trauma, hence knowledge)! As usual, the state will demonize them for profit; i.e., making them cool, but paywalled, toothless, offensive and inoffensive! We want to agitate through our own creations’ demonic contributions: to mobilize workers and wake them up (anyone who doesn’t challenge profit/demonic privatization is short-sighted and tokenized by the state and its pimps; i.e., profit is inherently unequal and rapacious, versus “rape” as rape preventative).

Note: Despite its own bastard origins, Christianity hegemonized after the fall of Rome. Since the Renaissance, a drive for scientific knowledge sought to push past dogma, hence found itself in excommunicated, hellish grounds. Goetic demons appeared as occult entities to summon, generally as familiars of pandemonic regents, or even kings and queens of Hell, itself; these remained under a Protestant ethic, abused by state proponents under the shadow of Capitalism. We’ll talk about the basic act of summoning, here; i.e., as a secularized Protestant ethic presuming guilt and sacrifice that workers must consciously camp beyond older popular models that, from Radcliffe onwards, haven’t gone anywhere!

However, while expressing the human condition is certainly not limited to humanoid bodies, that’s where I’ll be limiting my focus; i.e., sex positivity as grounded in the tangibly human expressing of demons instead of total abstractions through religious experience, Numinous power and more abstract, terrifyingly inhuman-looking bodies; e.g., the angels from Revelations (artist: Jopfe). There’s certainly room for asymmetrical, non-Vitruvian demonic bodies in sex-positive discussions, too (e.g., Stolas, a Goetic prince of Hell who appears in the shape of an owl), but I want to stay grounded, here, giving human workers my full attention (with further focus being supplied to animals and animalistic entities in the “Call of the Wild” chapter). —Perse

 

(exhibit 45b2a: Artists: far-top-left: ED Creations; to-middle-left: Anato Finnstark; top-middle-right and bottom-middle: Fin Nomore; far-bottom-left: Neal D. Anderson; top-and-bottom-right: Vicious Trunk. While demons, angels and similar beings can take an infinite number of forms, the oft-pornographic art itself—and its pornographic, psychosexual violence during demon BDSM as a ludo-Gothic activity—is what summons them. The art is an extension of the artist as part of the material being worked with, and both of those are part of the larger socio-material world being commented on; i.e., whose demonic persona offers up knowledge about everyday things that have become abstracted by canonical demons and rituals’ guilty pleasures.

Camping those, sex-positive demons can be incredibly intense or bizarre, but just as many are frank, down-to-earth depictions of activities policed under heteronormative, puritanical conditions that use demonic language as an unironic call for violence against marginalized groups targeted by the state through Satanic Panic canonized as “mere play”; e.g., Stranger Things and the Duffer Brother’s canonical, thus harmful D&D spuriously “under attack” by “real” BDSM demons; i.e., actually raping white American girls and monopolizing such theatrics for the bourgeoisie, whose dogwhistles and false flags we must subvert through our own convulsionnaire’s cryptonymic, state-of-grace jouissance: by adding deliberate irony and actively Miltonic rebellion to the game; re: “Psychosexual Martyrdom.”)

Summoning is classically Faustian (one-way); i.e., a quest for demons by dealing with them, especially when capital makes them scarce but also when it returns their return under alienating conditions; i.e., when the whore as a moral panic invades the current ordering of things while threatening unspeakable pleasures unknown to current mortals: a dualistic pervasion of sluts being sluts, painting whores of all kinds in the same cruel brush, during DARVO/obscurantism.

(source: Lilith Atheist)

In keeping with Radcliffe’s much-mimicked neo-conservatism, this generally has forbidden, non-heteronormative, torturous knowledge linked to all demon types being “homewreckers” pilfered from older persecution language; re: blood libel, sodomy and witch hunts having an anti-Semitic past and holistic current usage by tokenized forces we’ve reclaimed said usage from; i.e., as things to play with now in freshly naughty ways that, sure enough, historically-materially yield a plethora of double standards: boundaries for the pious detective hunting the whore down.

In part one, we discussed the modern Promethean Quest; i.e., wherein Mary Shelley famously frames her composite bodies as children of mad science and buried colonial guilt, abjecting nature as “dark,” “ancient,” and magical. Yet, Shelley’s build-your-own-demon commentary actually constitutes a logical continuation of what came before; i.e., the supernatural or occult demon class; e.g., the summoned demons of alchemy like Mephistopheles; the artificial kind constructed from older Jewish-coded wizardry like the golem; morphologically extensive and varied demons and angels of the Bible, William Blake, and Milton’s Paradise Lost, etc. Their existence is a sin, coded as “vice” but sold everywhere that corporations can. What we seek in connection through artifice, they privatize: to summon whores for demonic revenge operating at cross/dialectical-material purposes!

A few further points (eight pages) about whores and Faust before we get to summoning. We’ll keep things conversational as we go—critiquing the likes of demon lovers and torture porn vis-à-vis not just Ann Radcliffe and Matthew Lewis (and giving special attention to Lewis’ Ambrosio/The Monk), but a variety of authors and works chosen arbitrarily (to be holistic); re: Judas Priest, Marlowe’s Faustus, Greg Beeman’s Mom and Dad Save the World, Alan Rickman and Die Hard, John Landis’ Animal House, Roger Ebert’s weird blind spot/obsession with geek shows, torture porn, whores, and demon lovers; and Kevin Smith’s Dogma (exhibit 45c2b).

As we shall see, these supernatural demons are often—like the composite demon, but also other monster types such as the vampire—adversarial; i.e., not just opponents, but nemeses, impersonators, beings of rancor and harbingers of unrest and torment, shame incarnate, and opportunity personified challenging the nuclear Cartesian model. Their animus reflects on us through direct manipulation amid menticidal head games; i.e., committed by beings of deception, persuasion, and control—not to mindless feed and take, but give us more than we bargain for while hopefully opening our eyes, mid-ludo-Gothic BDSM: to the unironically deceptive (cryptonymic) nature/genuine-and-total enslavement practices of Capitalist Realism, demons existing “in Hell” both outside Plato’s cave, but also inside it illuminating truth through shadowy paradox/darkness visible.

Unlike vampires, which take essence through lust, demons give knowledge through unfair games, treachery and lopsided power arrangements; they’re canonically poisonous, something to consume and instantly regret, but also relish—by putting such things campily in quotes, enjoyed as such for being the Devil’s advocate helping workers escape state pimps. Yet, such guerrilla warfare remains dualistic, unfolding for both sides during liminal expression: the witch hunter policing the witch whore and the witch whore using the same basic language’s war of mirrors, on the Aegis; re: complicit cryptonymy vs revolutionary; i.e., one furthering abjection during the state’s revenge against nature as monstrous-feminine, and the other reversing it during the whore’s revenge against profit.

As such, demons are (undercover) cops and criminals, but also incredibly queer, charming, mendacious, covert/concealed, concentrically masked, imposturous and xenophilic (a concept we shall examine here, but also in “Call of the Wild” when we look at totem demons and nature-themed, queer transformation through magical/drug-fueled poetics; re: acid Communism): nature is wild and misshapen in ways that, like a misbegotten child, must be repeatedly punished not simply as misbehaved, but alien and wicked; i.e., “The demon is a liar, do not trust it!” In short, they must be canonically summoned and exorcised; re (from the Undead Module, “Fatal Homecomings,” 2024):

state zombies vs zombie workers as a matter of dogmatic possession. Whatever the likeness, this generally is a thoroughly abject enterprise; i.e., demons and the undead having far more in common than they do differences, insofar as the giving and receiving of state force is concerned!

For example, Reagan from The Exorcist (1973) is seemingly possessed with the far-off spirit of colonized lands, which she vomits up on principle (dyspepsia, maybe); i.e., a bad girl needing to be exorcized of said evil as making her zombie-like, the bougie mother calling upon holy men to do the job in a suitably martyred, cop-like fashion. It’s obscurantism, crudely waving away postcolonial voices like one might a fart. Releasing such class-to-racial tensions canonically works with all the grace of ripping ass as one’s default response; i.e., minus the vague pretenses of irony that such bad-taste jokes foist onto the audience, the black penitent turned into the worst sort of spoof: colonial rehabilitation (with James Woods, below, being a thoroughly horrible person on and offscreen) by literally shitting out any spectres of Marx as stubbornly haunting us, waiting to return.

(source film: Scary Movie 2, 2001)

Except, it’s not just a feeling of undead invasion, but of one being followed, watched and occupied by the undead as something to abject however one wants (what Jordan Peele calls “the tethered”). In canonical media, such toilet-themed antics (so-called male humor) leaves the audience with a bad distraction—one made by the usual throwers of reactionary-to-moderate tantrums versus legitimate attempts to move past William Friedkin’s intensely problematic picture. That cannot happen unless the undead come out in ways that don’t constitute rejection. They’re people, not bodily waste!

More to the point, these ethnocentric attitudes are taught at the earliest age possible, and not just from a historical perspective; e.g., Jared Diamond’s 1997 Guns, Germs and Steel as something to critique from a historical perspective (Bad Empanada’s “Guns, Germs and Steel: A Historical Critique,” 2020) but also a Gothic one tied to similar reifications of what, by the late ’90s, was already a very dated concept: white supremacy as geographically essentialized (aka “moral geography” as something cryptofascists call Western Chauvinism, pro-European, and other dogwhistles we’ll unpack in Volume Three) [source].

We must, in response, release/shit these abject attitudes out, but also summon/consume/deal with them in ways that account for such reckonings in places where they unfold; i.e., in the bathroom of the world, whereupon “blackness” puts such Cartesian infantilizings of nature into a constant state of recognition/panic.

In doing so, Medusa becomes something to summon and play with (among general stigmas); i.e., in ways that—like Shelley’s novel—routinely play out for or against the state: demon ass, booty and all the things that asses, wombs, and pussies do (with female biology being more policed than male biology but male behaviors being policed through sodomy arguments). Muffins, cake and pie, forbidden fruit, ambrosia, Coleridge’s honeydew and milk of paradise—it’s literally food for thought saying, “Eat me!” Like Alice, you (and parts of you) shrink and balloon; you identify with alien predicament, fetishization, and (dis)empowerment through paradox, being turned into cis-het slave food, bugs to stomp, whores to rape, etc. They don’t just play but play naughtily in pursuit of forbidden things that reverse abjection:

(exhibit 45b2b: Model and artist: Romantic Rose and Persephone van der Waard. Monsters are poetic lens that help us think about abject things in relatable language while divided by capital and its qualities. In turn, these recognize through weird trauma and expression, one poet/sex worker seeing the same qualities in others, “out in the wild”; i.e., as Rose saw in me and vice versa, the two of us enacting ludo-Gothic BDSM together for my book series vis-à-vis informed labor action.

I drew them, above, but also put them on my book covers/promo posters, next page, because their own synthesis of demons and sex work embodied praxial catharsis in ways that fit nicely together with my book series: a shared means of promotion that involves a legion of other cuties besides, working in good faith using demonic “baddie” language to torture the elite but also make us “squirm”; i.e., for being naughty-naughty sex rebels promoting Gothic Communism as only fully appreciative when assembled as such: I have befriended many of my models, but also played with them [mostly online, save for Cuwu (who I made tons of porn with, in person, to do with as we agreed to) and my other exes (who I also made porn with, but cannot share said porn because it is private)].

[artists (from top-left to bottom-right): Romantic Rose, Victoria, Roxie Rusalka, Blxxd Bunny, Ashley Yelhsa, Maybel and Jackie, Nyx, Crow, Bay Ryan, Mikki Storm, Casper Clock, Quinnvincible, Mugiwara, Ms. Reefer and Ayla, Angel Witch, Mercedes the Muse, Harmony Corrupted and Annabel Morningstar. Heaven is a Hell we make on Earth. Go to Sex Positivity‘s one-page promo for all the models in my project; go to my Acknowledgements page to see all those involved beyond sex workers; go to “Paratextual Documents” (2023) to see the core ideas we’re working with. Capitalism alienates and sexualizes everything. Only by uniting to subvert this demonization—during the dialectic of the alien and humanizing ourselves—can we hope to stand a chance; re: humanize the harvest, expose the state as inhumane. ACAB, ASAB, AHAB, ABAB [all billionaires are bad]!]

Gothic Communism summons little whores/phallic women that evoke the Big Whore, Medusa [aka the Whore of Babylon, or some other Archaic Mother/wandering womb]. A single “madwoman in the attic” is far easier to dismiss, discount and demonize than a group of them speaking in pandemonic unison against their abusers; all of these models do sex work, and many of them are open about it [to varying degrees; i.e., with an alias that links to a page versus one that doesn’t]. When you look on it, you look on our past agreements holistic context of mutual consent, but one devised to stand up for the rights of all peoples by me invigilating an army of workers standing against universal exploitation/selective liberation; you look on our naked bodies, but also the logo of the project [a sex-positive tramp stamp] and its book covers adorned with all of these things, mise-en-abyme.

It’s not a brand of private ownership, then, but of active-if-cloaked rebellion against privatization and state models—not dialectically-materially vague because the aesthetic was made through informed consent, sexually descriptive monsters, and culturally appreciative forms of Gothic counterculture; i.e., as a trend I developed and worked on for years, and invited more and more people to participate in, along the way! This includes these promo posters being something the models agreed to ahead of time[4], along with everything else; and it includes sex work as a matter not just of sexual enjoyment through sexualized media, but the Gothic asexuality of public nudism/muses-and-illustrators critiquing trauma—i.e., by refusing to tokenize during ludo-Gothic BDSM: to make the Wisdom of the Ancients wise again; re: more emotionally/Gothically intelligent and class, culturally and racially aware during oppositional praxis per our creative successes!  

To that, the old gods return through us; i.e., not as a matter of fascism cannibalizing workers for the state, but of Medusa’s avatars eating the cannibals to stall state shift during the Capitalocene! So forget “the universe is singing to me!” [re: Persephone van der Waard’s “Sigma’s Origin Story and Its Gothic Depiction of Mental Illness,” 2019] but to us through our Song of Infinity challenging profit, thus genocide and rape! “Yeah, baby! So wicked!” The elite and their weird canonical nerds are cat-calling us, but behind all that empty bravado, our counterterror is secretly [or not-so-secretly] pissing them off! “‘Tis but a scratch!” 

When they come to take control every man must play his role
They won’t take our world away when the children we leave
Will have to believe in today

We warn you now you things out there
Whatever you may send
We won’t give in without a fight, a fight until the end
With vigilance by day and night our scanners trace the sky
A shield is sealed upon this earth, a shield you won’t get by

Invader invader nearby
Invader, invader is nigh [Judas Priest’s “Invader,” 1978].

[source: Stephanie Nolasco’s “Judas Priest Singer Rob Halford Reflects on His Sobriety,” 2022] 

Red Scare works on Cartesian division to further abjection within constantly evolving and imbricating persecution networks; i.e., which only expanded further after neoliberalism certified through Thatcher and Reagan. For example, Judas Priest’s own sodomy and demon BDSM arguments [above] having far more critical bite in the 1970s[5], only to lose it as time went on when they sobered up/found religion, but kept their rebellious, “bad religion” demonic façade, post-selling-out; re: like Black Sabbath, and so many other white metal acts’ controlled opposition; i.e., becoming warriors for the state by playing rebels to protect the state from the working class: fascism weaponizing working class sentiment [and the ghost of the counterfeit] to further abjection/avenge the middle class for the elite by often enough pacifying labor. Fredrick Douglas acknowledges how the state always defaults through force, and Nelson Mandela how we must fight fire with fire to break Apartheid; I [and my friends] argue how this must be done through sex work, recultivating the Superstructure through iconoclastic sex work—re: [from “Psychosexual Martyrdom”]: 

All the while, surrender and segregation[6] are no defense because the state requires criminals to exist inside harmful, highly unequal distributions of power (“Power concedes nothing without a demand. It never did and it never will” — Frederick Douglas). Instead, we must short-circuit the exchange of violence by humanizing ourselves as ordinarily being the givers and receivers of state harm made into something whose sex positivity—the giving and receiving of pleasure and pleasurable pain; i.e., sadists and masochists during sex-positive demon BDSM—of which the establishment cannot challenge: “The givers and receivers of a state-sanctioned conflict reveal both to be human, one losing its ability to receive punishment and the other to give it. Both must happen simultaneously and en masse for settler-colonialism to stop” (“Bushnell’s Requiem“). The state mustn’t colonize us through fascism, thus decaying into fractured forms of itself (and Capitalism) through medieval regressive defenses of capital; it must be developed before then, from moment to living moment, as gleaned from monstrous hauntology into something that stalls genocide altogether. Though violence and force are required to challenge the state, liberation comes not from sheer feat of arms, but rather from subversive and transgressive reclamation of monstrous symbols: a pedagogy of the oppressed that makes us human while presenting us as monsters abused by the state. It’s a tricky balance, mainly because violence as something to perform and receive are not the same thing despite often appearing identical; i.e., martyrs are generally raped by the state, which we have to convey mid-performance without actually getting raped if we can help it (“rape” meaning [for our purposes] “to disempower someone or somewhere—a person, culture, or place—in order to harm them,” generally through fetishizing and alienizing acts or circumstances/socio-material conditions that target the mind, body and/or spirit): finding power while disempowered (the plight of the monstrous-feminine).

Again, it’s tricky because mid-development, we will be criminalized regardless of what we do; but if criminals become human, then the state’s power crumbles, not ours [source].  

Betrayal—regardless of the motivation [re: desperation or convenience]—is not good praxis/stewardship; “diversity is strength!” to quote Hannah Gadsby. The more inclusion we have, the stronger our voice, but the harder the enemy will fight to divide us; i.e., with cheap rewards, including the ability to camp blindly for the state; re: the KISS problem dating back to Milton and before him, to Plato’s Republic [c. 375 BE]. Any form we devise, the state will tokenize, commodify and pervert; i.e., through a bourgeois corruption putting Shelley’s whore back in chains and having it argue for the subjugation of any rebels fighting back—to fight for the colonizer by wearing their mask [re: Fanon, but extending “black” to any stigmatized group; e.g., female, GNC, non-Christian, non-white, etc].

To it, Gothic Communism is universal rebellion, hence holistic; capital is built on Cartesian thought, which is heteronormative and settler-colonial, thus thrives on systemic division with selective and flexible tolerances engendering widespread intolerance: “Shoot yourself in the head!” As Jon Lovitz shows us in Mom and Dad Save the World, this is generally a bad idea; as the director Greg Beeman shows us—aping Napoleon and Victor Frankenstein, while casting a real-life pedophile to be the hero of his [otherwise charming and genuinely funny] movie[7]—such things can tokenize during liminal expression:

(artist: Bernie Wrightson) 

And while white straight men [and token groups; re: Halford, but also Paul Stanley and Gene Simmons] can’t tokenize themselves beyond their own oppression, they can camp their own survival and holocaust [or ancestor’s holocaust, in Stanley and Simmons’ case] to punch down with; e.g., “The last request of my life is to die killing my enemies!” [Megadeth’s “This Day We Fight!” 2009].

Gothic Communism works with the same principles in reverse, our own cryptonymy stacking less like a Greco-Roman phalanx/shield wall, mid-hauntology and dualism, and more like something that feels impenetrable during class, culture and race unified against the elite gentrifying/decaying such tokenized slogans and paraphernalia for themselves; re: to triangulate against labor and nature by imitating it in bad faith. “This day we fight,” doing so on and off field, in the hearts and minds of those who wish to destroy us, and who we recruit to our cause or expose as enemies to said cause.

Our aforementioned wall resists control, thus dismantles systems of oppression and their monomythic copaganda [see: footnote]. This collocates, growing fluent and second-nature on a socio-material level; i.e., just as I thought “Frederick Douglas,” and instantly remembered so many other thinkers I have previously assembled in other books through holistic recall, so do I revive all of the artists they remediate: through their combined writing and artwork extending to all media on all registers across time and space, onstage and off. The synapses develop not just between the neurons in my brain, but expand cybernetically into society at large. Eat your heart out, Mary Shelley!  

In turn, nothing terrifies the elite more than intersectional solidarity synthesizing universal liberation from an early age at the cost of profit. Through the banality of evil, they sell monsters as armies to buy and consume, but also extend into daily life; but they cannot monopolize such things through violence, terror or morphological expression. Instead, profit is desk murder tied to terror language as “the kissing cousin of force” [re: Asprey]. By taking control of ourselves, the state will respond with violence in ways that break Capitalism Realism as often as not: we are not alone, and we can fight back against mask-off abusers using what we got; re: our bodies and our Gothic reinvention as something capital desperately wants to perpetuate itself. The longer it tries, and the more we camp and leave behind our own derelicts in its wake, the weaker it becomes through exposure: “Draw your sword on a woman?”

Domestic abuse is the extension of colonial models [and police abuse] bleeding into a homely space; i.e., when Imperialism comes home to empire, we whores camp the idea to stop genocide at home and abroad [my friends, for example, protesting the state of Israel as much as I do, but also Pax Americana at large]. We don’t have to “deepthroat” knife dick to put up with state bullshit, but rather can speak in such Numinous doublings to camp our own rape and reclaim the psychosexual aesthetic of power and death; i.e., to aid in rebellion by putting “rape” in quotes, thereby camping the canon by sucking cock in ways that paradoxically don’t destroy us despite the vaso vagal, “sword swallowing” elements. We whores thrive in such confusion, offering forbidden sight to the next in line—by reclaiming state icons of war [e.g., Aragorn’s sword, below] much like the Vietcong used French and American ordinance against America’s own soldiers invading liberated land [re: GDF’s “How the Viet Cong Smoked American Soldiers,” 2024]: “No pasarán!”

[artist: lilbatzz]

While criticisms vary per author—and beauty [as much as fear] sits in the eye of the beholder/scope of the critique being levied during dialectical-material scrutiny—Gothic Communism is intersectional and holistic/composed of inkblots, meaning its fetishes and clichés [coded monster behaviors] can’t reduce to class, cultural or race; i.e., class warfare is culture and race warfare, thus subject to the same betrayals by cuckoo operatives weaponizing sex, drugs and rock ‘n rock [thus all Gothic poetics] speaking to war inside-outside themselves. Like subversive Amazons, subversive demons more broadly live in Hell as not relegated to other places, but expanding the state of exception as a forbidden lens exposing state cannibalization in spite of state mimicry and assimilation; re: Marx’s “capital is dead labor feeding on living labor”; i.e., to poetically reclaim and interrogate the etiologies of trauma as historical-material symptoms of Capitalism concealing itself in Gothic pastiche.

Commonly mocked as dubiously dirty and profane, then, the iconoclastic authors of demons can subvert the canonical orderings of them by helping others [and themselves] conceptualize, hence value power as something to summon and play with towards unknown pleasures; i.e., that of the flesh as having grown alienated and fetishized under capital, hence needing to be reunited under scandalous linguo-material circumstances and frameworks; e.g., Lewis’ The Monk expressing dark desires that upend capital by speaking truth to power through Gothic fakeries—to change Capitalism through the whore’s revenge. Sex is power and knowledge, of which status is expressed through the body’s sizeable assets and aesthetic] during ludo-Gothic BDSM; i.e., nature-as-whore per the usual monstrous-feminine articulations; e.g., the mommy dom from Hell to demand, “I was called here by humans who wished to pay me tribute!”

Bitches love tribute! State hornets defend their nest, we defend ours, and both exist in the same space, chasing a palliative Numinous with Communist or fascist potential. There’s no dividing them so much as we convert others to our cause using a hybrid of theories, polities, catchphrases and multimedia; e.g., “It’s the deep breath before the plunge!” but also, “No one laughs at a master of quack fu!” The weirder we are, the more they’ll try to colonize us through tokenization. Repetition, mid-concealment [the hiding and showing of apocalypse], is kind of the point. So if any academics get “froggy” and turn their noses up at us, simply ask yourself, “What would Alan Rickman do?” “Hit it again,” of course! “Sack my ‘Nakatomi building’ with your ‘RV.’ Is it inside, yet?” *bats eyelashes innocently at the would-be penetrator[s] to embolden their assault*

So is camping the canon a dualistic exercise; i.e., weird canonical and iconoclastic nerds working with castles-in-the-flesh/walking castles, mise-en-abyme [and all their playful and popular hyphenations of sex and war, regardless of politics]: Alan Rickman—and his lovely part in a larger neoliberal story about fascism and imaginary ’80s banditti attacking neoliberalism[8]—is something we can camp; i.e., camping his men defending the Nakatomi building from police invasion during a diegetic siege of stolen private property/capital. I posit that, just as Die Hard translates easily enough to American Liberals [and actual Nazis]—dickishly trying to kick the “sand castles” of practicing leftists who love the same sand, on and offstage—such meta forms rape play demonopolize the canon for future endeavors! Richard Gobeille isn’t the only one using such one-liners; we can camp them, too, and openly to talk about capital’s hauntological [canceled-future] abuse—i.e., while revering those who rest in power versus peace: “Welcome to the party, pal!” [re: “Zombie Police States“]. One-of-a-kind, Rickman’s the motherfucking GOAT!

[source: Tom Leatham’s “The Hans Gruber Villain that Came before Die Hard,” 2024]

Gruber is a particular kind of sex demon—The Grinch Who Stole Christmas [1957]—and Die Hard was at least partially a Christmas movie [no matter what Thought Slime says, however tongue-in-cheek; re: “DIE HARD Is NOT a Christmas Movie!” 2022]. Just like Christmas—and the imaginary war on it that nonetheless occurs in between fiction and non-fiction, on and offstage, dualistically between givers and receivers of demonic sex and force—the state and its proponents cannot monopolize such things. Per Sarkeesian, we can enjoy and critique them, too.

In turn, dead language and metaphor become an anisotropic poetic instrument to resurrect rebellious forces: by using the language of good/evil and virtue/vice to challenge holier-than-thou police agents abusing the same devices; re: to move power towards workers, reclaim demonizing poetics and reverse the usual dichotomies associated with said poetics; i.e., through their various aesthetics [of power and death] and all-around struggles working in opposition, mid-exchange, protest, what-have-you; e.g., “terrorist” and “counterterrorist” but also “damsel” and “whore” or “detective” and “demon,” etc. God isn’t real, but the forces that dictate the state’s will through his likeness are. In turn, these are what our Satanic apostacy [and its uncanny avatars] convey. The gloves come off to break Capitalist Realism through ludo-Gothic BDSM’s calculated risk. Stare and tremble, nerds!)

Apart from bathroom hijinks and abject behaviors/bodily functions (the scent of sweat and fishy musk of such forbidden areas[9]), demons stress enormity (size difference) and power as alien, profane, unholy and wicked, bad, naughty cesspools, but also campy and fun: Hell as something whore-like to conjure up and play inside/with (which the state routinely wants to conquer). Girls (or enbies, in Cuwu’s case) go to the bathroom; they fuck! It’s not childish to acknowledge this, but childish to unironically demonize such matters; i.e., those who do so to control them in bad faith under state mechanisms (the bathroom being a source of female vulnerability and fear in Western households, Radcliffe onwards). I generally don’t exhibit bathroom play but it is incredibly common:

(model and photographer: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard)

Furthermore, such demonic, “hysterical” shenanigans invite us joining in and looking at/playing with alien, fetishized things to humanize them; re: to humanize the harvest is to expose the state as inhumane, incompatible with life. Demonic essence and knowledge/power take on many forms of exchange, the, and we should invite all of them in sex-positive ways!

In doing so, Pinocchio (another golem type) is seen as violent and murderous because he is a slave, thus humanizing his motives: through the extant desire to be free that, in oppressed dialogs, express through the human condition as demonized. Despite what J.K. Rowling (a Radcliffe copycat, no honor among thieves) and other Tory apologists argue in their stories, no one wants to be a slave (re: Sheep in the Box’ “The Concerning Politics of Harry Potter,” 2020); but slavers will make arguments for the enslavement of nature, essentializing “darkness” as a casus beli that different groups realize is problematic at different points—i.e., a false flag to defame, demonize and dehumanize us on different registers of privilege and oppression; e.g., your average straight, token African American (of either sex or gender) will probably tell you Birth of a Nation (1915) is racist before they’ll admit Harry Potter is homophobic (the inverse is truth with token queer people). Such are the axes of oppression at play.

And we—treated like the state’s demonic punching clowns by alarmist nutjobs and hypocrites from any normativity—croon under token scrutiny and ridicule as much as white straight examples: “Don’t let me be misunderstood!” (Santa Esmerelda, 1977). Danger, you say? Danger disco, babes (remember your safe words; e.g., the traffic light system)! Our calculated risk—while at times transgressive in its torturous “death by Snu-Snu”—screams like a horny church organ; i.e., the house is the demon, the fat lady singing Medusa’s tortured, sweaty and wholly hysterical, thirsty swan song (e.g., the Nostromo)! She burns, going out, reading capital the riot act (and leaving them an upper decker)!

While demons are canonically the opposite of angels in modern supernatural argumentation, they are functionally the same kind of monster—the alien, specifically the virgin/whore alien (with militant Numinous forms classically going from Dante’s fearsome forms to more gentle, sexpot/pinup angelics[10]); i.e., morphologically complex agents of a superior power source (themselves, or in service of a god-like force; e.g., Mephistopheles).

In any event, I won’t focus on differentiating them. Certainly the binarization of “good” and “evil” is a more recent invention of Christianity—i.e., in the medieval period into the Protestant ethic under Capitalism—and isn’t especially useful during dialectical-material analysis. During said analysis, there is only socio-psychosexual and material conditions to change through demonic expression personifying a seditious crossing of boundaries as much as rarefied emotions. As the Creature from Frankenstein or David from Alien: Convent show us, doing so iconoclastically constitutes a form of self-expression—for the oppressed as made into their roles by those in power ahead of time. So when demons and monsters make their own art from their own point of view, this means they tend to embody trauma as a kind of postcolonial/posthuman code repressed by the state. We can deliberate our stances through our own clay-like flesh: what to wear and how to wear it. We make it look good, camping our own rapes by putting them in quotes (with angels and devils also being likenesses of those in life transported to spectral realms/glorious afterlives).

(model and photographer: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard)

In colonial-patriarchal terms, fear is codified in ways that pacify onlookers, pushing them to fear and persecute demons (thus whores) through legitimized violence framing them as Black Penitents across the board. Reversing the position amounts to a kind of slave revolt—of historically demonized, undead and animal/robotic chattel workers speaking out; i.e., by deliberately making art to express themselves in relative language, thereby transforming the world from the monster’s perspective as demonized, zombified and enslaved: the reclaiming of the animal side as much as the human, vying to witness their survival and treat them humanely in lieu of state atrocities.

Their mere existence as fearful—when turned back on the viewer using the Aegis—can demonstrate different hard truths: the experience of the demonized “living in fear” as objects of fear—to be made into something automatically regarded with fear, fascination and lust by a “chaser’s” xenophobic status quo: a giant, undead guilt looming over them like a bad dream. As are whores, and demons are the same way—essence being the act of looking on giant animate-inanimate forces tied to larger and smaller abstractions; i.e., God and the state, of course, but also Capitalism and other hyperobjects, on high, and smaller forms “on low” that contain and yield their own secrets. “What is a man?” indeed!

(artist: Shame Ballard)

Gothic Communism isn’t a chimera or hydra, alone, but a colossus, too. To show the viewer their own fear as such—their supersized xenophobic shame, disgust, shock, awe, etc, as literally viewed through those they have been conditioned to demonize in fetishistic language—can be traumatic, but also transformative; i.e., to replace status-quo fear with xenophilic freedom and pleasure by demonstrating the supernatural demon: as harmless and the state as a violent fearmonger that exploits workers, mid-witch-hunt, pimping symbols of the oppressed through symbols of violence (the Statue of Liberty is both); re: “Who needs chicks when you got demons!”

The proletarian moral is to present oneself as a target in the usual occult symbols (exhibit 45c1)—i.e., often expressing human biology beyond what is normalized; e.g., female genitalia as gynodiverse (Gynodiversity’s “Classification of the Anatomical Variation in Female External Genitalia,” 2023), hence something that exists in relation to occult artistic expression—only to discourage state persecution by shaming its proponents for shaming demonic sluts and their bodies during gender trouble: as a heteronormative, boot/ass licking defense mechanism. People out here rimming Lady Liberty sans irony!

This makes any queer person presenting as a sex-positive demon something of a detective, themselves, but also someone who “plays god” in an iconoclastic, poetic sense. To be queer as such is to investigate our own humiliation/persecution; i.e., as something to ironically express through gender trouble and parody as inevitable, but also within our power to create as whores during supernaturally Faustian dialogs. It becomes part of our existence as demonized through heteronormative bias.

So while gender trouble and parody can be a fun activity for queer people to express, this irony becomes something to appreciate through countercultural art as a means of communicating a serious issue across racial lines: the queer struggle to exist when straight people (of any class, religion, or race) feel threatened by the proverbial “thing that should not be”; i.e., subverting canonical sodomy fears and straight myopia of queer people through colonized language tokenizing different chattelized minorities—to camp that canon’s potential to instill blood libel, sodomy and witch hunts against various oppressed groups punching down, and all by using our own non-gender-conforming bodies, performances, labor and identities, etc, as countercultural xenophilia.

(artist: Rachel Storms)

As things to create and sexually describe in opposition to state poetics and settler-colonial histories, demons deserve inclusion, love and acceptance for not being the groomers, murderers and tyrants that state proponents and moral panics describe us as: whores to collar and euthanize but also trade in; i.e., their flesh, doing so much how slavery and prostitution have done for thousands of years, albeit evolving under and into neoliberal Capitalism tokenizing such things—from white to black, foreign and exotic to dungeon and domestic! It’s a spectrum, nature-as-monstrous-feminine having a female side popularized through prostitute as something to summon, shame and farm for its melon-like qualities; i.e., by empire, afraid of and fascinated with nature through colony romances, slumming and Orientalism/dark, vengeful continents, etc: queens of the damned, of Western racism eroticizing far-off jungles, deserts and other half-real frontiers, but also traveling queers from “Transylvania” making the help eat each other. Double standards abound, as do intersections of privilege and oppression, canon and camp, mid-morphological expression (far too many to go over here; e.g., internalized and intersectional bigotry).

Simply put, our surveys of grander territories must routinely fight for equal rights, including the morphological/artistic (thus demonic) freedom to express ourselves however we want. Basic human rights provide defense from state abuse; equal rights for all grant those defenses to everyone under intersectional solidarity. All colonized parties must unite to be free, or none are. To avoid tokenism under an equality of convenience policing the whore, all normativities must be shirked. We camp our survival, our abuse, and let others do the same for theirs. Sin isn’t singular!

(artist: Romantic Rose)

We’ve already explored how “playing god” and the Promethean Quest play out for the status quo or against it during oppositional praxis; re: historically the invented, arbitrary hubris of men like Victor Frankenstein lies in their sincere exploitation of others, while our “hubris” of merely wanting to exist isn’t harming anyone despite being completely invented. The takeaway of Shelley’s Frankenstein (and similar stories) is that those seeking to harm us as “bad demons” have engineered a system for doing so, all while posturing as benevolent in bad-faith.

The same goes for Faust as a man of vanity who, in his case, admittedly fucked himself over more than anyone else; i.e., he thought he knew all there was to know and literally ignored the “better angels of his nature” to appeal to the devil on his shoulder, Mephistopheles (the whore working for the Devil, mid-psychomachy). In tempting fate, Faust is basically a sophomore (“wise fool”) faced with sex (forbidden knowledge) for the first time, then doing some really unethical/dumb shit—a didactic trend that would carry into future caricature; e.g., Tom Hulce’s “Pinto” from Landis’ Animal House debating to rape the thirteen-year-old virgin, Clorette, at a college frat party in classic Faustian style: temptation and admonishment, but also apologia (“he didn’t know any better”). The whole point of the psychomachy is speaking to outward versions of internal angels and demons; i.e., moral dilemmas acted out in medieval language for an increasingly modernized world alienated from such things.

“Fuck her! Fuck her brains out! You know you want to!” says Pinto’s demonic side, calling him “a homo” when he decides to ignore his intrusive thoughts. Such matters don’t come ex nihilo, of course but speak to larger dialectical-material problems the director (John Landis, a man known for exploiting his actors—eventually causing the deaths of two undocumented migrant children, and The Twilight Zone‘s [1983] lead actor[11]) was self-reporting on. So was Christopher Marlowe (who, apart from Doctor Faustus, in 1592 based on older German stories, also wrote 1590’s Jew of Malta—basically a meaner and even more anti-Semitic version of Shakespeare’s Merchant of Venice); i.e., if you want to know what bigots think, watch what they make/summon and how they debate themselves demonically/angelically.

So as much as I think Charles Matthews is 100% right when he opines

There are things in it, however, that wouldn’t pass muster today, including the blatant objectification of the young women, especially in the scene in which Bluto spies on them undressing. And would any reputable filmmaker today dare to include the scene in which Pinto debates whether to rape the unconscious Clorette, abetted by a roguish devil and a prissy-voiced angel? There are touches of unchecked homophobia throughout [not to mention the whole bar scene being mega-racist] (source: “Animal House (1978,” 2017).

there’s still something telling about all of the movie’s unchecked bigotry and subtler dislike for anyone who isn’t a white, privileged, drunken, frat boy asshole.

This isn’t me agreeing with the clearly unlikeable Dean (whose admittedly sick burn “fat, drunk and stupid is no way to go through life, son” apes Bolingbroke’s critique of Falstaff to Prince Harry in Henry VI, except they’re all acting like that), but to play devil’s advocate, nor are the heroes of the movie above reproach; i.e., they’re white, smug and princely “man whores” but the worst sort, and the kind that slashers in the ’80s might want dead not to discourage sex, but rape (the revenge of the abused against their nerdy abusers given a pass, as Landis does: “Knowledge is good; boys will be boys, girls will be mothers”). Landis’ debut is, by its own admission, a “futile and stupid gesture done on somebody’s part” (and one that Belushi—the Falstaff’s Falstaff[12]—would not survive).

To it, the state thrives on rape to survive, including such slaps on the wrist extending to bad jokes; i.e., Landis’ jokes are rape, the dilapidated old house a site of conquest for men and trauma for women surviving men stealing women’s innocence. All the more unfortunate, then, given the movie’s performances are undeniably colorful and energetic—spunk that would’ve been better spent towards humanizing college life in a sex-positive way (the sex life of activists is still a riot, if Shelley or myself are anything to go by). Furthermore, this wasn’t the work of down-on-their-luck blue-collar types, Kristi Turnquist writes, but gentrified, upper-crust nerds “raising Cain” and gentrifying sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll to get their rape fantasies in:

Sure, the movie was sold as slobs vs snobs. But the snobbery was actually baked into the supposed “slob” side. The full title, let’s not forget, is National Lampoon’s Animal House. That’s National Lampoon, as in the magazine spinoff of the Harvard Lampoon, the humor publication created by students at Harvard University, known more for its big-deal Ivy League alumni (Conan O’Brien, Colin Jost of “Saturday Night Live,” “Spy” magazine cofounder Kurt Andersen, etc.) than its lovable losers (source: “40 Years Later, Can We Sill Stomach Animal House?” 2018).

That being said, the movie is still a period piece of sorts that—through the writers—provides a highly illustrative window into the partially imaginary past. This includes a lovely (and accurate) critique of Milton’s Paradise Lost (with Sutherland’s professor making a cameo in my book, several times), but also that of the Vietnam War/Civil Rights period:

Animal House is a period piece twice over. It’s set in 1962, when John F. Kennedy was president, and since it was filmed in 1977, it offers a window through which we see attitudes about what was funny back then, even if they make us raise our eyebrows now (ibid.).

In short, the old boys club who wrote Animal House (and similar stories) thought they knew everything/excluded everything for everyone but their target audience; re: like Marlowe’s Faustus (with Nietzsche’s 1888 Ecce Homo often being paraphrased as, “all fiction is inherently auto-biographical” from “Hear me! For I am such and such a person”).

Taking all of this into account, the good-vs-evil, virtue-vs-vice argument is still quite useful for “reading the room” of latter-day Faust revivals; i.e., it’s not delivered quite the same way as Halloween was, for example (also 1978), but you still can see the neo-conservatism at work: ‘fraidy-cat Doctor Loomis and faceless killing machine Michael Myers running around like headless chickens, mid-moral-panic, while poor Laurie Strode thinks about fucking Ben Tramer (or not).

In turn, the recursive desire to curiously and savagely punch up at men would be coopted by said men to triangulate the same women against other marginalized groups again (e.g., Sleepaway Camp punching down against trans women as much as Friday the 13th demonized mental illness and bereavement, and Halloween antagonized mental disorders in children; i.e., according to the same Freudian garbage Hitchcock espoused in 1960’s Psycho, abjecting cis-het domestic abuse once more onto a crossdressing impostor invading white women’s spaces).

This means since well before the ’70s Final Girl and back a hundred years during the 1870s; i.e., when white women were granted property and fascist feminists appeared, but also in the 1790s when Radcliffe wrote her Gothic novels alongside Mary Wollstonecraft’s Vindication of the Rights of Women[13]. “Fate never changes,” Carpenter’s teacher character opines; for him—but also Landis and Marlowe before them—such things are “stuck” as a matter of argument playing out, on and offstage. In a world where Nazis openly try to shout and hide their arguments, then, anytime they self-report is an opportunity to dissect and pick their admittedly small brains. It behooves us to study their arguments, because they think themselves immune to demonic reprisals. So did Faust.

Fascism is garbage, so build from that to parse the hieroglyphics/cryptonymy as useful; or as Porpentine writes in “Hot Allostatic Load” (2015)”: “Build the shittiest thing possible. Build out of trash because all I have is trash. Trash materials, trash bodies, trash brain syndrome. Build in the gaps between storms of chronic pain. Build inside the storms” (source). So cryptomimesis, then.

To that, when the self-righteous demonize/police the whore, we whores punch up from Hell to remind them we’re human, and they’re about as cool as “Pinto” was. Hit ’em where it hurts—i.e., the female castration fantasy being to fuck men with genitals both sides treat unironically as swords and sheaths—the difference between them being the “phallic” female party makes a hole where one doesn’t exist, and generally to avenge past abuse inflicted on her because she’s a woman (e.g., Kinji Fukasaku’s 2000 Battle Royale, below); it’s supposed to make men in the audience go “ouch-ouch-ouch” and cross their legs: “If you won’t listen to us being polite, try this on for size!”

Let’s unpack that (twelve pages plus footnotes), if only because genital mutilation, unironic rape and full-throated torture porn make up such a huge part of the canonical torture scheme our own media is tackling (to which we’ll be subverting canon, as we go). Our target for this critique won’t be Radcliffe or Faust, but someone after both of them who is and isn’t Landis: Roger Ebert and his weird blind spot/obsession with geek shows, torture porn, whores, and demon lovers (male, intersex or female). The man was a sex pest of unusual excess and extraordinary camouflage, pimping Medusa through the soundbite length of old-school movie reviews apologizing for rape yet bashing exploitation media seeking to take things outside the profit motive.

Sadly he’s not the only one. For starters, such “Iron Women” having their revenge predate Medusa, but reducing them to primordial Antiquity is a Freudian trick, and one that does little good, here in the present. Tracing that palimpsestuous lineage into Shakespeare’s Lady Macbeth or Elisabetta Sirani’s various vengeful paintings surviving her own rape (and humiliating trial and torture-by-thumbscrews), we’re left with a historical-material trend of rape performance that more privileged people will puzzle over and arbitrate as they see fit.

Alas, such is Ebert, who readily decries I Spit on Your Grave (1978) for being revenge porn (which it is) in so many words

A vile bag of garbage named I Spit on Your Grave is playing in Chicago theaters this week. It is a movie so sick, reprehensible and contemptible that I can hardly believe it’s playing in respectable [emphasis, me] theaters, such as Plitt’s United Artists. But it is. Attending it was one of the most depressing experiences of, my life (source: 1980 review).

yet arbitrarily celebrates The Last House on the Left (1972) as “a tough, bitter little sleeper of a movie that’s about four times as good as you’d expect” (source: 1972 review).

Of course, we could look at the directors for a clue—the Israeli-American Meir Zarchi versus Wes Craven as a white, status-quo homeboy—but I think it’s much more telling, quick and germane to Faust if we note Ebert’s double standard; i.e., there’s a class character to his attitudes, which become much less critical, in terms of critical thought, and much more reactionary when faced with things he doesn’t approve of: “This is ok to talk about if I find it artful.”

To that, Ebert (and those like Ebert) approve of vengeance they can understand—with Ebert himself siding with Craven’s vengeful middle-class parents versus Zarchi’s single white girl with a mean streak:

This movie covers the same philosophical territory as Sam Peckinpah’s Straw Dogs (1971), and is more hard-nosed about it: Sure, a man’s home is his castle, but who wants to be left with nothing but a castle and a lifetime memory of horror? (ibid.)

For Ebert, then, rape scenes are tolerable not if they have a substantial message (nihilism is literally the opposite of substance), but as long as they comment on the futility of revenge/destruction of the nuclear home, or have some deeper thematic purpose that strokes his middle-class sense of values letting him decide what is acceptable and what isn’t for all peoples; re: the ghost of the counterfeit furthering the process of abjection for the middle class (what Freud calls the Superego).

These are all markers for American Liberalism decaying into fascism (which America pioneered, not the Germans), and Ebert’s literally qualifying rape provided it offends his values the way he—as a paying customer and a Pulitzer-prize-winning critic—wants them to; i.e., he wants to be entertained, first and foremost, by a peep show, not a geek show as “Goldilocks rape.” Except doing so only obscures abuse, and doesn’t diminish it. It’s a Faustian bargain made with Hollywood, Ebert policing the medium in ways that, again, are largely reactionary much of the time but dressed up in white moderacy.

In short, Ebert likes things to be “meaningful” if they aren’t sanitized, but honestly prefers the Radcliffean sanitization, most of all:

I have seen four films inspired by the same 13th century folk ballad: Ingmar Bergman’s The Virgin Spring (1960), Wes Craven’s The Last House on the Left (1972), David DeFalco’s Chaos (2005) and now Dennis Iliadis‘ remake of the 1972 film, also titled The Last House on the Left. / What I know for sure is that the Bergman film is the best (source: 2009 review).

Ebert’s job, then, is similar to Radcliffe’s: to assign value as “critique,” thus operate as a cop taking state payment (his reviews span over four decades); i.e., his work is full of arbitrary white superiority moralizing and abject value judgements according to how that offends his simultaneously delicate and insensible moral code: while simultaneously condoning violence that befits an American liberal like himself (the same qualities apply to Faust and Radcliffe). Anything he can’t stomach, he abjects, on par with Coleridge winging about Matthew Lewis; re: “We stare and tremble!” (as well as Leonard Maltin, but less choosy than him; e.g., Ebert liked Alien (review, 2003) and Maltin did not[14]).

But during the rape scene of Zarchi’s protagonist, an ugly truth remains, regardless of what Ebert thinks: women do desire revenge against the men who rape them (or who rape those they love, including a shared sisterhood among women they don’t personally know); i.e., as a half-real matter of trauma they cannot escape, only live with: its liminal-but-nonetheless-true confusions of predator/prey and pleasure/pain, whereupon rape as a theatrical and everyday device (weapon of terror) happens in ways that frankly shouldn’t be sanitized/abjected, subjective or not; re: “Do you know what the most terrifying thing in the world is? It’s fear!” The difference between Hitchcock and Michael Powell’s Peeping Tom is the latter’s voyeurism tries to humanize the process (and its German-coded villain) while holding Faustian men of science accountable (versus letting them testify as expert witnesses; re: Psycho).

In other words, why should a rich white American man like Ebert get to decide what is or isn’t acceptable during horror vis-à-vis women who, all things considered, probably have survived rape (and which Hollywood exploits in stories like Grave, Alien or Psycho). If something sickens him, it is simply “wrong” and deserves “low marks” extending to the other people in the venue he thinks he’s better than (by “actually protecting women” with his stupid review system); all these things are pointless to him, despite the fact they’re pointedly talking about rape in ways that challenge Ebert’s constitution—i.e., by making him run away because he didn’t get his money’s worth or have his pre-existing views validated by a like-minded crowd. God, forbid right? Fragile Faust, freaky Freud. Fuck face.

And not to defend tasteless, straight-male-authored exploitation porn too much, but I struggle to think what someone like Ebert might say about angry art that isn’t overtly punching down at disabled people; i.e., regarding media that makes him as uncomfortable as Radcliffe once was with Matthew Lewis:

I would have liked to talk with the woman in the back row, the one with the feminist solidarity for the movie’s heroine. I wanted to ask If she’d been appalled by the movie’s hour of rape scenes. As it was, at the film’s end I walked out of the theater quickly, feeling unclean, ashamed and depressed.

This movie is an expression of the most diseased and perverted darker human natures, Because it is made artlessly, it flaunts its motives: There is no reason to see this movie except to be entertained by the sight of sadism and suffering. As a critic, I have never condemned the use of violence in films if I felt the filmmakers had an artistic reason for employing it. I Spit on Your Grave does not. It is a geek show (re: “I Spit on Your Grave,” 1980).

Ebert’s own moral outrage suggests he “knows better” than the feminist does, his gut (and instinct to tuck tail and run) betraying his stoic veneer (re: Victor Frankenstein).

It’s precisely this kind of unchecked hubris that Zarchi’s woman seeks to castrate; re: Creed’s revenge being not just the refusing of victimhood, but of subversive, even exploitative/transgressive reclamation of the Medusa, during the abjection process; i.e., as a victim of rape discredited by male know-it-alls (whose sex-positive universal liberation, I argue, has the whore’s revenge against profit in all its forms: Ebert as having opinions he conflates as “correct,” vis-à-vis Weber’s Protestant ethic, because they’ve made his formerly unlucrative position into an illustrious, well-paying  career). Ebert says much and little about Grave, keeping mum about the quiet part because he feels guilty in ways he—a privileged, white, straight and ultimately self-important asshole—can’t process.

Then again, I know what Ebert would say if he could, because something like The Penguin‘s (2024) Sofia Falcone blowing out Johnny Viti’s brains (an offer he couldn’t refuse) is perfectly acceptable for Ebert’s ilk because violence is fine if it’s dressed up as not grotesque; i.e., on par with Ebert salivating over The Godfather films (source: 1997 review) despite them largely being the glorification of immigrant violence and Jacobean theatre for its own sake (as long as it’s shot nice, right?). But anything that veers off into abject freakshow territory is automatically “without merit,” for Ebert. It’s a huge blind spot, but also one he picks-and-chooses regarding those patrolling the freakshow runways. These are not gods, but vain, stupid pimps passing judgement on whores in chains; the worst jailors are the ones who believe they’re right and who pity you as “reprobate” (re: Jadis, a genderfluid neoliberal, torturing me, a queer an-Com).

Follow the leader is a fool’s errand, and Faust is the biggest idiot of them all (though men like Ebert aping him are even dumber in hindsight). Again, this comes from privilege, which for Ebert is white, American, middle-class and male: a selective diet, eating his victims served to him in ways he deems “palatable.” There’s probably tons of exceptions—e.g., Katherine Dunn’s Geek Love (1989; source: “The New Geek Cinema[15],” 2012), Cameron’s Aliens (source: 1986 review[16]), or Re-Animator (1985; source: 1985 review[17])—but those exceptions also prove the rule. So did Radcliffe uphold the status quo by being the proverbial “rare exception” (all the more ironic, in her case, given she was so moderate. Pot, meet Kettle). So does Ebert administer “criticism” in short, pithy reviews that pass themselves off as Eternal Wisdom; i.e., like God giving Moses those clay tablets (re: the storage device of the ancient world). Except Ebert, like Moses and God, is king of Fuck Mountain; i.e., dogma is dogma, meaning we can camp his ghost’s secular demonic gibberish as much as we (and our Satanic apostacy) want. God is dead, so is Roger Ebert, and we can dance on their graves together:

More to the point, Ebert’s balancing act becomes the thing to worship, also known as centrism. Anything that “tips the scales” in one direction or the other turns Ebert’s stomach and we can’t have that… which conveniently ignores what doesn’t turn his stomach, mid-abjection, but instead offends other people[18] reversing abjection in ways he cannot let stand (e.g., the woman in the movie theatre during I Spit on Your Grave).

While white moderates are, on their face, seemingly harder to critique on account of their polished façade qualifying rape media (which the Gothic largely concerns), the fact remains: centrists love to arbitrate in ways that not only dictate their essentialized place in the world, but remind them how clever they think they are. Dude’s literally marketing his opinion as “better” than others[19] (and using the Roman gladiatorial signal for “spare him/kill him” to further qualify his statements to his audience). White straight people, like Faust, need to feel important; i.e., “Who has two thumbs and a bottomless ego? This guy!” (another weird canonical nerd with a weird smile): the shit-eating grin of a man who made it big and thinks he’s untouchable/the emperor having no clothes (not even death can save you from me, old man. I have exactly zero reservations when vandalizing your dubious legacy).

Of course, such anti-geek-show arguments also predate Ebert and even William Lindsay Gresham’s Nightmare Alley (1946); i.e., dating back to Radcliffe, herself; re: missing the point of her rival’s own scandalous works and valorizing her own, with “On the Supernatural in Poetry.” “Terror” is superior for Radcliffe and Ebert because it hides rape while still parading it inside a restless labyrinth. This is their privilege talking, not their oppression. It’s profoundly unsexy in ways we queer sex workers have to intersectionally camp and do better than, mid-exquisite-“torture.”

So far be it from me to discount either literary technique—and I certainly don’t think I Spit on Your Grave (or any geek show) is High Art (which geek shows upend on purpose, from Walpole onwards; re: Baldrick[20])—but I likewise don’t think one is better than the other (nor do I condone putting anything on a pedestal; re: the idea of High Art essentially amounts to canon). Furthermore, High Art so very often apologizes for rape by “weeding the jury” and doctoring the testimony to a select few of special victims and expert witnesses; i.e., that get special say in what happens “exclusively” to them, thus leant special credence by Ebert going down on Radcliffe (now there’s an image I can’t unsee).

Admittedly this happens through Hitchcock’s own mastery of suspense (and only if neither man actually knew who Radcliffe was). All the same, Ebert’s idea of value—i.e., as a judgement to administer—is tied to art, which for him includes gangster films and Hitchcockian torture porn; e.g., the rape scenes from Once Upon a Time in America (1980) or Frenzy[21] are “fit for viewing” as long as they tug on his heartstrings[22] and/or “play him like a piano” (a comment he’s made about Hitchcock from the director describing his own work; e.g., his 2002 Signs review): Hitchcock torturing women is a necessary sacrifice provided it doesn’t feel “too real” and tickles Ebert’s “ivories.” But behind any illusion is systemic hard if unaddressed.

Torture porn is torture porn, and no matter how “suspenseful” the movie is, or “black” its humor finds itself, Hitchcock is polishing the turd of exceptionally terrible BDSM practices that Ebert is peering voyeuristically at without guilt: “ahegao before it was cool.” Except, women have been tortured in cinema since cinema existed, Ebert staring hypnotically at Maria Falconetti’s “eyes that will never leave you” (source: The Passion of Joan of Arc (1928),” 1997 review). I guess Barbara Leigh-Hunt (from Frenzy, pulling a Jubba the Hutt, below) is just the “flavor of the week,” because she’s “trashy” instead of Numinous—or more to the point, Ebert doesn’t realize Hitchcock’s work is garbage despite its fancy photography because he’s blinded by his own bias (and hand in things): unironic hero worship, class character and white male fragility/privilege. He’s literally ranking rape as “art,” his reviews literally telling the reader to spend money on rape, too: “go consume.” What a sleaze.

Yet, Ebert thinks he knows better and courts his own devils through people he really shouldn’t; re: like Faust, writing from privilege about things he knows fuck-all about; i.e., by saying what is or isn’t acceptable rape testimony by tone-policing not just Grave‘s director (whose disgust against—if it doesn’t warrant a total gag order like Ebert wants—is arguably understandable), but also the feminist in the audience he didn’t approve of cheering for vigilante justice: in an apocryphal movie because the film… had rape scenes in it? Furthermore, why do those have to be “dressed up” for Ebert to value the legitimate feelings of anger and release the woman undoubtedly had? One explanation is consumption and pickiness; i.e., he wants his whores to be high-class when they’re strangled, the man poo-pooing trash despite his own hypocritical trashiness dressed up; re: the spell of the Great Enchantress, Ebert huffing the farts of a women who glorified British—and by extension, American—Imperialism nearly two centuries before he was spilling ink!

A second more thesis-prone argument is because, for Ebert, exploitation and liberation don’t exist in the same place; they have to be segregated into something “palatable”—i.e., despite the whore’s desire for revenge (and socio-material change), at the very least, involving her unpalatable desire to commit acts of phallic violence against one’s oppressors (whose rioting Ebert, of course, discourages).

The same criticism, then, can be made of Radcliffe and all unironic “Faustians” (demon lovers) and critics and consumers of such things, not just Ebert refusing to make useful ideas of trash/things from trash about rape. I only picked him because a) so many view him as some kind of Opinion God, when—to be completely frank—a lot of the man’s opinions are frankly gentrified and asinine (“Videogames Can Never Be Art” [2012], anyone? Puh-lease); and b) he, like Radcliffe, can only opine positively or productively on things about rape that are wrapped up in a nice little bow for him. It’s not the rape that’s a problem, but that it’s not his kind of rape. “Irony,” then, is merely a selective boundary for Ebert to misuse while policing the whore as Faust would do (and holding her down when she tries to fight back). It’s arbitrary, not some transcendental signified; i.e., we can camp it through our own “rape” in quotes (which is what Grave ultimately was).

To conclude, Ebert can’t enjoy or even think critically about something unless it is packaged in a highly specific way. This is called “conditioning.” Except Ebert can’t think about trash regarding harmful depictions of whores, rape victims and sex “having merit” unless they’re framed a particular way according to his class and political standing as allergic to degeneracy. This is called “American Liberalism,” known a bit less positively by me as “menticide” and “praxial inertia,” but also “pimping.” Even if it comes from “good intentions” (whatever that means), the road to Hell (the harmful sort) is paved all the same; i.e., with Faustian hubris apologizing for rape as junk food: Ebert can opine about movies till the cows come home, but he can’t speak to things outside of that with any degree of authority worth mentioning. He’s a grifter and a hack of the cheapest order.

Of course, this doesn’t preclude heartfelt empathy with colonized peoples; e.g., at a glance, his heart seems to have basically been in the right place with the Palestinian cause—though not without him critiquing protestors before quickly and graciously changing his mind (starting with “The protest is misguided and destructive,” regarding Palestinian protests of the Toronto Film Festival; source: Adam Horowitz, 2009)—but in truth, Ebert was nowhere near aggressive enough towards Biden, Obama, Bush, or any other American president being the obvious root cause to all this suffering. He’s a giant nerd, like Bill Gates or Musk, but less enterprising and more principled than either were (enough to make him dangerous); i.e., awards of merit handed down from on high/graciously handed out by the current Wizard of Oz to show people the Scarecrow has brains. The contents of his skull remain useless straw passing for gold (and whose clout I’d trade for a handful of practicing leftists in a heartbeat): “murderers come to you in smiles”; so do rapists and their apologists, and Ebert was a sex pest. You can print that.

(source: Britannica)

Yet, weird canonical nerds are so often white, and use their effigial achievements to whitewash themselves (e.g., S.T. Joshi pissing and moaning over the World Fantasy Convention’s 2015 decision to remodel their awards not in Lovecraft’s likeness[23]). As a consequence, Ebert is posthumously worshipped for being “a good man” and specifically for his liberal politics, which—if you haven’t noticed by now—only further the abjection process while ogling rape (assigning stars to things, not unlike Dr. Seuss’ Star Belly Sneetches, but pointedly to art through weaponized gatekeeper criticism). He was a card-carrying Democrat, which makes him a moderate Republic in practice, and a man literally celebrated for his pointedly liberal politics:

Ebert grew up in “a liberal household” and “remembers his parents praying for the success of Harry Truman in the election of 1948,” according to an obituary in the Sun-Times [with Truman literally being a nuclear murderer]. At the University of Illinois, he started writing as a freshman by publishing a journal of “politics and opinion.” Those interests never waned, and publicly picked up especially in his later years, as he took to the Internet (source: Joe Coscarelli’s “The Political Writings of Roger Ebert,” 2013).

This wasn’t a source of contention, but open pride celebrating his legacy after his death. If only Ebert had lived lucidly into his 80s; i.e., watching Gamergate followed by Trump, Biden and Trump again; I have to wonder if his pride—which was arguably Faust’s Achille’s Heel—might have taken a much-needed blow…

Not that it would matter! Activism is what we do while we’re alive, and have the power to affect change (however great or small). The problem is, any moderate—not just Ebert fetishizing colonial victims in his movie reviews—is a Nazi waiting to decay into itself. The same goes for Radcliffe, Marlowe and anyone else abusing demonic poetics; i.e., for their own selfish gain (cops suck), making hay while furthering abjection through the ghost of the counterfeit. While Ebert was a multimillionaire by the time he died, Radcliffe herself—though paid far less for her own work—was still the highest paid author of Gothic fiction at the time (source: Victoria DeHart’s “The Enchanting Ann Radcliffe,” 2020—more on this, deeper into the subchapter). Predation is predation, “a predator often blind to its own peril” (to quote another blind old man praying on the local populace); all of these individuals thought themselves “all-knowing” similar to Faust, yet were blinded by the pursuit of decadent knowledge warding off the reality of their own inheritance and isolation: to die in darkness, alone, their own Faustian bargain ceasing to sparkle as the world around them decays. They don’t fiddle as Rome Burns, they scribble.

(artist: Chris Bourassa)

Sweet god, enough about Ebert and unironic torture porn apologia (seriously, I feel like I need a shower)! As we’ll see in Volume Three, then, the entirety of sex-positive artistic expression serves as a demonic iconoclast—of subverted demonic essence or knowledge as a sight increasingly forbidden to the Western world by those in power. Visible, sex-positive queerness is ironic because it uses creativity to demonstrate descriptive sexuality and cultural appreciation as a poetic challenge to canonical norms that historically-materially treat anything beyond the status quo as alien, unknowable, abject; in the eyes of the status quo, the xenophilic bearers of such knowledge and dark, creative power must be evil: lookouts for Satan.

I beg to differ. Queer people aren’t “evil”; we’re simply “gods” in the sense that we—through dark poetics as a pedagogy of the oppressed—can author our own fates in pandemonic solidarity against the state based on what we, as workers, have the power to create ourselves like magic (and endure the shadow of police abuse all the while). As argued in our thesis statement, canon deifies poetics in defense of a patriarchal status quo that historically-materially privatizes and polices said process and demonizes anything else as a dark god, a false idol or mother of demons. But the xenophilic power to create and subvert a xenophobic status quo is still there (to this, Ghostbusters had it backward: the Ghostbusters should have asked Gozer if it was a god. The answer would have been, according to the movie’s own logic, yes; re: “If someone asks you if you are a god, you say YES!” Fuckin’ A).

(exhibit 45c1: Model and artist: Itzel and Persephone van der Waard. As a transmasc, genderfluid person, Itzel has cultivated a xenophilic demonic identity with their own demonic sigil. This expression is not separate from their daily life, wherein they partake in Pride as a lifestyle to befriend others with during seminal events—those meant to be shared by like-minded persons: friends, lovers and fellow sex workers united under the same banner using demonic xenophilia as a popular means of spearheading the movement; i.e., by giving it personality and humanity mid-struggle.)

(exhibit 45c2a: Artist: Blxxd Bunny. If the self-fashioned sigil emblematizes the demon as changing shape, but also assigning emblems to this process, the tattoo is the means to apply this iconography directly to the artist’s own body. While it’s certainly unusual to take this process directly into one’s own hands, Bunny is living proof. As the canvas that literally paints itself, their body art makes them feel cute and proud—so much so that they delight in showing off not just their tattoos and piercings, but their entire, naked body as tattooed/pierced. By their own admission, they add, “I by no means condone any of the actions I show in these videos; I’m experienced, but I’m also reckless and practices like these are incredibly unsafe and I would never recommend anyone do these things to themselves. I am not a professional.”

The idea extends beyond solo BDSM depicted during pornographic performance art and public nudism, and extends into relationships between the artist and other artists [often swapping roles; re: module and muse]. And despite what SSC [“Safe Sane and Consensual“] argues, there’s no such thing as “total safety” for anyone, let alone queer people utilizing demonic expression in sex-positive ways [the alternative being RACK, which I prefer[24]]. But Bunny’s devotion to their own craft is impressive, demonstrating a steady hand and resilience to pain, but also capable know-how as they ink their own skin. In doing so, it tells the story that Bunny has in mind: themselves as a person they can be proud of, only adding to their beautiful frame over time as they continue their nudist displays becoming increasingly inked [thus demonic[25]].)

However muddled Gothic inheritance may seem, just remember one basic idea: whores are the classic keepers of secrets and granters of wishes (only growing strong as people become more alienated from sex), and generally do so through ludo-Gothic BDSM; i.e., its wide-and-storied array of titillating costumes, flexible genders and “torturous” roleplay/crossdress[26] that are, unto themselves, haunted by historical trauma and linguo-material abuse (re: by hypocrites like Beeman, Burton, Landis, Ebert, and Marlowe). By extension, the Gothic connects little whores to big ones that—in the right or wrong hands, depending on how you frame it—threaten the world as we know it with something beyond its inhabitants’ wildest dreams. The game is one big tightrope/runway strip/cat walk, and involves TMI as much as profaning the sacred; e.g., I’m a girl, and I just had the world’s most explosive shit before writing this exact passage on account that I was trying to hold it in until I finished my thoughts; i.e., inspiration works much the same way and sometimes you just gotta let it out (and the longer you spend with other people, the more you’re going to encounter their various bodily functions).

That being said, I’m not going to fetishize that particular kink, but I will normalize a lack of censorship in the broader consensus (re: Milton’s 1644 Areopagitica: A speech of Mr. John Milton for the Liberty of Unlicenc’d Printing) to give people who find power in that kind of thing a place to play with unspeakable things in “unspeakable” ways, mid-cryptonymy. I gotta yuck that yum, but as long everyone’s able to consent and actually gives consent within the venue, then no harm, no foul; re: diversity is strength and just because Archie Wilcox from Inglorious Basterds (2009) found Hugo Stiglitz to be a man of few words, he also learned that Stiglitz’ actions spoke louder than words when the pivotal moment came: “Now about this pickle we’re in; it would seem there’s only one thing left for you to do!” / “And what is that?” / “Stiglitz.” / “Say ‘auf wiedersehen[27]‘ to your Nazi balls!”

The point isn’t to “own” Nazis in the Free Marketplace of Ideas (since when has that stopped fascism?), but to camp the canon with ludo-Gothic BDSM and break Capitalist Realism, thus stop the historical-material cycle of violence that reactionaries and moderates both depend on and defend in bad faith/centrist language; i.e., by pointedly confronting and controlling the conduit of messages speaking about/on/with taboo subjects normally used to torture us, sans irony. Girls shit, for example; some girls do more than that with their shit (cringes slightly while writing that clause)! Others get raped and do more with their rape than please opportunistic men (speaking from experience, with that one); i.e., “There are more thing between heaven and earth than are dreamt of in your philosophy!”

Furthermore, such things—as elements to exploit or liberate and work with, mid-praxis—allude to hypermassive warring forces; i.e., the warring Communist Big Whore, Medusa, conveyed concentrically in smaller doubles, mid-belly-of-the-beast, grappling with state doubles of the capitalist Big Pimp: cops and victims, the former criminalizing the latter for profit, thus rape. All monsters—even that repulsive shit demon from Dogma (1999)—need love, and provided mutual consent is respected, mid-praxis, by punching up against Capitalism and profit (thus rape) as something to dismantle, mid-synthesis, then more power to us! As usual the facilitator is a whore (or muse, in Kevin Smith’s arguments. Same difference):

(exhibit 45c2b1: Older feminists/SWERFs tend to knock the topos of power of women[28], but it’s something that neo-medieval argument can broach from a variety of sources; e.g., Smith’s “angelicizing” of the formerly demonic Selma Hayek [above] from an exotified “other” wrought with vampire tropes punching down at Mexico from America, and attacking sex workers; i.e., with Tarantino and Robert Rodriguez’ From Dusk ‘Til Dawn [1996] presenting the vampires as bloodsucking fodder the bar full of combat vets, bikers and runaway criminals must kill to survive; re: black penitents being one-upped by older more experienced black penitents, but also the assimilative myth [for Rodriguez] of a savage Mexico: a “bad” bloodline threatening a white American hostage virgin[29], and who Clooney’s suitably gruff, swarth-and-sexy antihero must protect from out-and-out whores [which is what a Neo-Gothic demon, out from the medieval past, ultimately is: an illegitimate claim to power through sex and force]. In his own words, Clooney’s “a bastard, not a fucking bastard.”

The takeaway with Smith’s Dogma is that he—a practicing or at least born Catholic—is showcasing a bidding war between two rival groups over Serendipity: an angelic-but-slutty muse, played by Hayek, while Linda Fiorentino’s sex-repressed heroine looks in on with begrudging respect [and previously herself played the awesome seductress moll, Bridgette/Wendy Croy, in John Dahl’s 1994 The Last Seduction—an early ’90s neo-noir with a very transphobic ending that castrates Bill Pullman and Peter Berg during coerced rape play]. And while it might seem like Smith is reining these ladies in, he’s also showcasing an interracial bid for attention: orchestrated by a non-white actress playing an otherworldly actress pitting men vampirically against each other using vampiric charms that have an infantilized, baby-pink “glow up” to them. It’s the Catholic schoolboy fascinated with the whore while pimping her/telling her what to wear!

Meta-wise, the subversion is there—and despite the biologically essentialized treatment of the foxy she-devil, having “gone over” to God’s side to fleece Smith’s sinning Jay and Silent Bob [echoes of Guildenstern and Rosencrantz] stone blind [doing so to the Jackson Five’s “ABC,” 1970; i.e., a fool and his money are parted soon]—it’s an effective [and playful, fun] illustration of the topos of power of women in small being used, however ineffectually by Smith in the long run, to try and critique Catholic dogma and Capitalism under a Protestant ethic; e.g., his megachurch cardinal and author of the “Buddy Christ” stand-in being played by none other than George Carlin. It’s not not wrong.

The problem, here, is the film is still Smith’s idea of Capitalism, one he uses to biologically essentialize muses/sex workers; i.e., his own “den of scum and villainy” built on top of Tarantino and Rodriguez’ going all the way back to Matthew Lewis’ cabin of bandits-in-disguise, from The Monk—a novel Tarantino would ape, with his racist, profoundly misogynistic revival of Verhoeven’s already problematic 1985 Flesh and Blood satirizing Western hero culture. Neither director [nor Smith] could critique capital without reducing women to cis-het aliens whose only demonstrably “useful” role is to enchant men and steal their power [and wealth] through sex and sex alone.

Of course, there’s a kernel of truth to the cryptomimetic reenactments, but it’s possible to be essentially correct and still sexist while aping other sexist men in the process; i.e., Verhoeven filmed Sharon Stone’s flashing scene in 1992’s Basic Instinct without her consent, Tarantino is a rape apologist[30], and Smith is certainly no stranger to problematic belief systems [ultimately apologizing for the Catholic deity in Dogma but also falling into Milton and Tolkien’s Star Wars trap by aggrandizing He-Man and hiring Mark Hamill (an open Zionist) to voice Skeletor in his 2021 reboot, He-Man: Revelation]. Moreover, all of these men come from the same destructive system, Hollywood, whereas Matthew Lewis was a twenty-year old gay man/member of Parliament who wrote The Monk to deliberately critique the status quo [a reputation that would haunt him for the rest of his life, his nickname eventually becoming “Monk” Lewis. We should all be so lucky].

[artist: H.W., Pickersgill]

Campy patronymics aside, Lewis was a gay man who camped the canon to invert problematic ideas like Original Sin and Faustian bargains; re: Broadmoor’s 2021 “Camping the Canonvis-à-vis Milton and Lewis, followed by me as inspired by Broadmoor’s title when writing my 2023 PhD; e.g., the shapeshifting Matilda first disguising as the male Rosario, then admitting after she is caught that she has actually modeled herself after Ambrosio’s portrait of the Madonna on his abbey wall, before seducing him through a reenacting of the Fall [of Adam and Eve] inside “an artificial wilderness.” Everything is fake as fuck.

So whereas Lewis’ revolutionary cryptonymy was profoundly anti-capitalist and anti-establishment—in effect empowering women like Matilda to gut Ambrosia like the incestuous pig/rapist he was—I can’t help but feel Smith [and by extension older auteurs like Verhoeven and Tarantino] have sucked much of the satire out of camp. I don’t care if Smith is a King Diamond fan; it’s still blind satire, as is their own choir they’re preaching to—with them closer to Radcliffe than they’d like to admit; i.e., posturing as Lewis’ famous rebel to enjoy the straight man’s idea of a queer bad boy[31] rocking the boat, but actually “super straight” neo-conservative con men, failing to put pearls before swine [or pearl-clutching for swine, take your pick]: pulling a Radcliffe-in-disguise! “We stare and tremble!” indeed! They’re frauds who uphold capital, not tear it down.

[source: Lila Shapiro’s “There Is No Safe Word: How the best-selling fantasy author Neil Gaiman hid the darkest parts of himself for decades,” 2025]

Simply put, function determines function, not appearance—with the aesthetics of Faustian devilry something that sex liberators and sex pests can embellish in service to workers or profit. It’s why you can have someone as devilish [and handsome] as Rickman—playing a variety of dashing lotharios, unscrupulous bandits and ravishing sexual predators onscreen, but be a total sweetheart offscreen [see: Madly, Deeply: The Alan Rickman Diaries[32], 2022]—versus someone like Neil Gaiman, playing the part “to the hilt” and passing himself off as some kind of rebel with a cause; i.e., as a genuine sex pest posturing as a Gothic bad boy auteur to access women’s spaces and actually rape them[33].

Furthermore, while cis gay men classically are known to tokenize—re: Foucault, Spacey and Dahmer—the problem is heteronormative, thus straight because the state and its cops are straight; i.e., as a systematic problem—the kind Matthew Lewis was highlighting to expose the queer pogroms happening in his own time, versus the straight men aping him/using his rockstar status to pass themselves off as “activists” while actually being crusaders-in-disguise [and imitating a woman imitating straight bigoted men, oddly enough]!

From the silver screen to Netflix, Hollywood is the Church, giving shelter to Black Penitents like Radcliffe did—her 1796 Italian‘s full title being The Confessional of the Back Penitents and cashing in on Lewis’ 1794 Monk‘s signature cryptonymy and perfidy: a straight person aping a queer man to drain his camp of iconoclastic value, cashing in on cheap doubles; i.e., despite being called in some circles “the Mother of Gothic literature” [source: Women’s Museum of California, 2017] and hero worshipped for it [sorry, Dale[34], but if the shoe fits…], Radcliffe came after Clara Reeve and aped not one but two gay men, Lewis and Walpole; Smith and company aped Radcliffe aping Lewis to fall on her side of the camp, praxially speaking. Blind camp is blind camp, and all of these people fit the bill. Per capital, such things also work in pairs and go in cycles that span centuries; re: Aguirre’s infernal concentric pattern.

[artist: Black Salander]

To that, be like Lewis or myself when making your own demons, not Radcliffe or her functionally comparable doppelgangers; i.e., the Sphinx’ riddle, let your tortures mean something by challenging the status quo [and crippling Divine Right; re: Oedipus Rex].)

Now that we’ve covered whores-as-demonic through the Faustian angle as something to involve amongst ourselves (as whores), let’s examine demons as summoned through magic! “Lay on, Macduff, and damned be he who cries ‘Hold, enough!'”

Onto “The Road to Hell: Summoning the Whore, Ourselves (opening and part one – Showing Jadis’ Face while Doubling Them)“!


Footnotes

[1] Per Radcliffe’s own Black Veil and demon BDSM (as borrowed from ecclesiastical circles; e.g., the naughty nun), the language of summoning demons generally involves summoning a kind of sex demon that reintroduces a convulsionnaire’s latter-day jouissance trembling before a reimagined Numinous; e.g., Barker’s Cenobites, but really any demon you could think of when dealing with the ghost of the counterfeit/process of abjection: the whore as a sex demon vice character who refuses to repent/owns the neo-medieval aesthetic for canon and camp, alike.

Except, whereas Lewis’ fakeries critiqued the status quo through an imaginary Church using overtly demon language, the fractal recursion begot from Radcliffe’s “explained supernatural” opted for more modest, Female-Gothic (re: Moers) inventions that later demanded TERF-style police violence punching down in bad faith “against”: the banditti-as-false-preacher robbing the faithful blind/turning them mad against vulnerable groups.

As I shall demonstrate in “Summoning Demons” as a whole, the black penitent can take on qualities of either author during ludo-Gothic BDSM; i.e., when pointedly camped by us to put Lewis’ black magic and Radcliffe’s exquisite “torture” (and other demonic devices) to good use—when developing Gothic Communism by infiltrating and stealing from the imaginary past! Raid Radcliffe’s liquor cabinet; drag out her corpse and beat it with sticks!

[2] A NWOTHM band similar in political bite to Queensrÿche’s excellent Operation Mindcrime (1988).

[3] Whose mythical warriors aren’t just invincible barbarians who can transform into demons when looking at the moon, but who have a palingenetic “Nazi werewolf” flavor to them avenging Frieza’s destruction of their homeworld after they did his dirty work (the backstabbing Jew trope); i.e., one that goes back to the Third Reich. For more details on this idea and its revenge argument—strictly that of reclaiming one’s lost home from a legendary past wrong during the Imperial Boomerang (and cartographic refrain)—refer to my writeup on similar demons in Bungie’s Myth franchise (source: “‘Hell Hath No Fury’; or, Soulblighter’s Token Gay Nazi Revenge (and Giants/Female Characters) in Myth II: Soulblighter” (2024).

Furthermore, it’s a common military recruitment tactic when the state decays, one based on ahistorical, monomythic likenesses of our world; i.e., often through an element of performative victimhood and revenge assigned to real-world groups by people who are not those groups; re: DARVO and obscurantism (e.g., Braveheart, 1995) that promise mates, military glory/accolades, manhood, revenge, and shelter in times of manufactured crisis… if only you participate in a little tournament! And like all fascist pigs, it’s an abattoir for the animal farmers to harvest and enslave those young and dumb enough to buy what the state is selling.

Such media is routinely haunted by our aforementioned “Star Wars problem” (thus KISS, Paradise Lost, etc)—i.e., the rebels aren’t Communists fighting for a new world beyond the past one, en medias res (Communism); they and the Jedi are fighting for the Old Republic and a previous centrist ordering that decayed into fascism (their paradise lost). The problem with Lucas, Tolkien and Milton, etc, is their refrains are ethnocentric, and constructed cartographically/geopolitically along regressive arguments of “rebellion for us” (redlining ghettos). It’s American Liberalism/white (and token) centrist bullshit, feeding into Capitalist Realism; i.e., Americanized media since WWII essentializing Western orderings of the world, which it then defends through theatres of war personifying said war and its copagandistic values. Per Howard Zinn, these appeal to American exceptionalism—and exclusive revolution defending the status quo through Superman-level comic book theatres—as something to import to American imitators, overseas; e.g., Japan, post-occupation and -assimilation.

In turn, the Z fighters fight fire with fire, assimilating to defend the realm for the elite, not prevent crime/rape (they like to fight); i.e., by performing Westernized ideas of strength and beauty standards, while whitewashing fascism/tokenizing Socialism to defend Earth from external demonic threats—namely a goblin/queer clown vice character (Frieza), an invincible barbarian/demon warrior (Broly), a mad science experiment (Cell) and a witch’s evil creation (Buu). It’s kayfabe vaudeville with Faustian and Promethean elements, the various devils and throwback supermen apologizing for fascism, mid-Red-Scare, and loaded to shonen excess through nonstop battles of will versus degeneracy to protect a Japanese neoliberal view of the Earth; i.e., through Beowulf-grade momentum shifts and wish fulfillment directed at chosen saviors getting the girls, then spending all their time with other men; e.g., Goku likes fighting and food, extending conflict to the detriment of others. He’s not a good hero, but is an excellent cop. Vegeta assimilates, but in truth is married more to Goku (his first love) than Bulma (his beard); re: “No one kills Kakarot but me!” It’s all very macho/warrior hero cult of death.

In other words, cops are queernormative through a homosocial lens, and queernormativity is heteronormativity. To that, betrayal is betrayal, rape is rape, banishment is banishment, etc. The real villain of the show is Goku—playing dumb and reaping the rewards of raping planet Earth without end (famously sending his victims, Radcliffe-style, “into the next dimension” because Cartoon Network didn’t want to say “Hell” or even “shadow realm”). He’s judge, jury and executioner towing the Thin Blue Line, just like Superman did against Zod.

[4] I only ever had one person—a trans man—ask to have their poster/written involvement be entirely removed from the project, post hoc, and they were working in bad faith with another trans person, a trans woman, who—recently separated from one of my partners—sought to discredit my work and turn past actors against me; re (from Persephone van der Waard’s “Policing the Whore”):

Such preferential mistreatment translates to real life and the ways a witch hunt normally play out: turning society against those who aren’t normally believed by other members of the prison population.

For example, JDPlaysMoth accused me of abuse based on my testimony of older transmisogyny committed against me (source tweet, vanderWaardart: July 19th 2024), doing so after refusing to transvestigate my own partner because I didn’t take Jade at their word that [my partner] Crow was a Nazi “fake trans” preying on “real trans people”:

Crow is racist, lied about being trans to me and you, is abusive, steals money, intentionally asks trans people they’re acquainted with if they can write fiction of them detransitioned, and lies about being single and friendless to get new partners. They also aren’t trans. They lie about being trans because they have a fetish for trans women. They also are a chronic narcissist who uses abuse to try and control people who want to help them (source).

and then adding, “If you want to know more, that’s fine, but I’m out of the situation, and this is just information” before running a smear campaign on me because they were “just trying to help” and I refused to listen. They then deadnamed/misgendered Crow, saying that they didn’t “want to transition, doesn’t want surgery, and as another partner of hers has confirmed, she only does it because she thinks it’ll make trans women like her more” (ibid.). Jade’s actions— cloak-like though they are—still speak for themselves.

Furthermore, all of this is done by Jade while swanning and showing off their outward appearance to their fans (source tweet: June 26th, 2024)—in short, while kissing up and punching down as a byproduct of their own lived abuse. Acknowledging that abuse is valid, but more important is understanding that Jade is presently an abuser weaponizing their own lived experiences against others. They’re the impostor in love with themselves, a mirror that reflects their false nature onto their victims in order to makes others feel threatened; doing so is meant to alienate Jade’s victims, presenting them as false, illegitimate outsiders Jade’s flash mob can string up in association with their usual inequity under police rule: the scapegoat, witch whore inside more earthly and less fantastical prisons. Fantastical or not, there’s always some orc to lynch, some whole to fill through revenge; re: the givers and receivers of state violence inside the state of exception, moving money through nature.

Free from scrutiny and indeed, venerated for having exposed a perceived menace through the usual bigotries leveled at the marginalized struggling for in group status, Jade is the fascist ringleader free to feed on her victims with impunity! She’s a witch hunter played by the witch—a feeding frenzy conducted by those commonly dehumanized by systemic abuse seeking empowerment through said system; i.e., the policing of others through a matter of dogma, fear and revenge, abjecting members of the same community by triangulating against them for the state: robots policing robots, slaves policing slaves, those of nature policing those of nature as monstrous-feminine with monstrous-feminine (source).

Note: In case my source tweets are removed/Twitter melts completely down, you can find the entire tweet threads and screencaps in this Google Doc; re: Persephone van der Waard’s “Setting the Record Straight, Transmisia Experience: 5/26/2023 [updated 11/13/2024].” Such redundant storage is a data preservation strategy I have performed multiple times, learning it from my mother/other sex workers and allowing me to compile and consequently share my abuse in quick, easy-to-digest forms; e.g., Setting the Record Straight Again; Accounting My Ex’s Abuse of Me to Another Victim_August 30th, 2022” and “Setting the Record Straight; My Ex’s Abuse of Me: February 17th, 2022.” In keeping with the revolutionary cryptonymy process, if you’re transparent, you take away accusations that only work under opaque conditions; and if they still attack you, they’re outing themselves. Win-win, loves.

In short, token whores police whores, while being and not being undercover!

I’m an expert not just in researching tokenism, then, but in surviving it where it most commonly occurs. Always document your own genocide; receipts protect us from cops, official or de facto, during witch hunts; e.g., from white moderates who otherwise might turn a blind eye*, but also marginalized groups who might otherwise tokenize openly and punch down (the fencer-sitters). So often, we practicing leftists have to document our own abuse—and not just from status-quo people, but those from out-groups wanting to betray their own (all oppressed people); i.e., to assimilate/triangulate against universal labor. A bigotry for one is a bigotry for all, and people acting in bad faith tend not to fuck with you if you can document their abuse and show it to the world while also protecting yourself. We must blow the whistle and be smart about it, because canon deifies its dead as sacred!

*Persephone’s Metroidvania Series #6: Reading My Transphobic Hate Comments (re: Doom Eternal)” (2025) from “Those Who Walk Away from Speedrunning” (2025).

[5] Re: Persephone van der Waard’s “A Vampire History Primer; or, a Latter-Day Conceptualization of Vampirism, from the 1970s Onwards” (2024).

[6] E.g., Nex Benedict (from “Remember the Fallen”):

Nex went to the “correct” bathroom only to be killed anyways by those the rule was supposed to “protect”: teenage girls (in truth, the rules are coding behaviors that condition cis-het people [and token agents] to attack “incorrect” persons). The three attackers used the rule to isolate Nex, then entered the bathroom in bad faith to execute them (the rule and the person). In turn, the state’s ipso facto sanctioning of selective punishment has been demonstrated by their shielding of Nex’ hangmen (or rather, in this case, hang women) [source].

[7] Dick Nelson, played by Jeffery Jones—a man who first pleaded guilty in 2003 to hiring a fourteen-year-old boy to pose naked in photos for him, then refused to update his sex offender registry in 2010:

Jeffrey Jones, best known for playing the bumbling Principal Rooney in Ferris Bueller‘s Day Off, pleaded guilty in Los Angeles Tuesday to a felony charge of failing to update his sex offender registry info. / The 64-year-old actor escaped a possible 3-year jail sentence in state prison, but must now serve three years of probation and perform 250 hours of roadside clean-up, TMZ first reported. / In July 2003, Jones pleaded no contest to hiring a 14-year-old boy to pose for sexually explicit photos, according to City News Service.

“I’m sorry that this incident was allowed to occur. Such an event has never happened before and it will never happen again,” Jones reportedly said then. / As a result of the case, he was sentenced to five years’ probation and was required to register annually as a sex offender. / Jones was arrested June 23 after failing to update his registration for 2009. / He has appeared in more than 60 roles on the silver and small screens (source).

In other words, Jones got a slap on the wrist more than once; i.e., painfully reminiscent since Radcliffe’s The Italian, showing how the system—since Antiquity and the medieval period into the Neo-Gothic period and beyond—repeatedly serves the needs of status-quo men by design: not to prevent crime, but let those with power abuse their power to keep harming those the system normally exploits. As we’ll see with Radcliffe, the exposure must be total and universal; otherwise, the detectives being lionized are merely cops-in-disguise!

However ignorant or aware of the tropes someone is, the monomyth is rape apologia. In Beeman’s case, his movie calls “Mr. Everyman*” “Earth Dick”; i.e., while camping Star Wars and Flash Gordon before it—all the way back to Frankenstein, Udolpho, Paradise Lost and Beowulf—to instill praxial inertia for profit, with a smaller risk/allegory of the historical-material facts: as an inside (and sadly prophetic) joke—a family patriarch/authority figure who extends his whitewashed persona (and rapacious cock) astronoetically into outer space, on and offstage! The paradox of Dick Nelson is the whore is canonically someone who endangers the nuclear family through imposturous scandals; i.e., Dick Nelson the character endangers his family through sheer ineptitude, while his real-life double (the actor) threatens to break the entire spell by acting the canonical idea of a male harlot/sodomite. It’s like a really sobering version of Captain Kirk. Furthermore, the quotidian upstart upstaging Captain Crunch is, himself, an impostor getting paid for his time (though probably not well, considering the movie absolutely bombed**).

*Re: Natalie Stechyson, writing on Gisele Pelicot exposing her rapists.

**Its total gross was reportedly two million dollars; by comparison, T2—then the highest-grossing movie of all time—made $517 million (despite this, the production costs were so high, Arnold Schwarzenegger accepted his payment in the form of a jet). And despite claims to the contrary about Jones not getting paid for Beetlejuice, Beetlejuice [2024], the makers still used his likeness to some extent [versus writing him out of the story altogether]. So the odds that he got paid something by Burton [who worked with him for years] aren’t zero [similar to Crispin Glover in Back to the Future 2]. That being said, this is pure conjecture, so it can go either way [see: r/Beetlejuice 2‘s “Jeffery Jones,” 2024].

“The traditions of all dead generations weigh like a nightmare on the brains of the living.” So does Beeman extend/apologize for rape (to some extent) by blindly camping those stories, but also The Simpsons‘ 1989 debut (and The Jetsons/Flintstones‘ [1962/1960] own unironic endorsements of The Honeymooners, Leave It to Beaver [1955/1957] and a million other sitcoms and cartoons oscillating between blind camp and perceptive parody/pastiche attacking the nuclear family model; e.g., The Stepford Wives, 1972); i.e., as juxtaposed alongside the early ’90s thinning of the membrane, vis-à-vis Derrida’s Spectres of Marx, Butler’s Gender Trouble, Creed’s The Monstrous-Feminine, Jameson’s Postmodernism, and Warner’s “heteronormativity.”

It’s certainly a response to all of these things, but as Radcliffe shows us, familiarity with cliché isn’t the same thing as endorsing universal liberation. We must do better than all peoples who came  before; i.e., by revisiting and updating as many times as needed what has since become dated and harmful; re (from the Poetry Module citing Volume Zero):

Again, “kill your darlings”; i.e., even if everyone in Gothic academic quotes Angela Carter, she’s still a second wave feminist, thus has major problems we must critique. As I write in Volume Zero: Second-wave feminism was (and still is) infamously cis-supremacist and white, and we can’t just rely on a bunch of fancy (and highly problematic) white, cis-het female academics to accomplish the sum of all activism for all workers. Even if Carter wouldn’t have been caught dead in Rowling’s company today, she still died in 1992— one year after Michael Warner introduced “heteronormativity” to academic circuits, two years after Judith Butler wrote Gender Trouble and one year before Derrida wrote Spectres of Marx.

To be blunt, Carter’s most famous works feel oddly dated in terms of what they either completely leave out or fail to define, and thereby supply clues to the vengeance of proto-TERFs like Dacre’s Victoria de Loredani that Carter doesn’t strictly condemn (source: “Green Eggs and Ha(r)m,” 2024)

(artist: Mercedes the Muse)

We must critique our heroes when they disappoint us, and hold ourselves and them to the same level of scrutiny we would our enemies while making media showing us being “tortured.” Anyone can combine anything to say anything they need for any argument; in turn, anyone can tokenize, and many are—far from walking the tightrope or sitting on the fence—either betraying us in bad faith or unaware that they’re limiting the scope of their critics to effectively critique capital vis-à-vis Gothic poetics: “We are human, so respect our boundaries and honor our demands as we honor yours; e.g., ‘It’s my turn, so cleave my beaver like a good little slave!'”

To that, I wrote Sex Positivity‘s first book, Volume Zero (2023), to critique Creed’s Amazonomachia further than she dared (my readings deliberately going from movies into videogames while taking the former and Gothic novels into consideration); i.e., scrutinizing her work, but also Derrida and any other author mentioned from the ’70s, ’80s and ’90s (and really from any time period I feel like). Nothing is sacred but universal basic human, animal and environmental rights; the state—and anyone who defends them directly or indirectly—is a cop. And say the line, Bart: “ACAB! ASAB! AHAB! ABAB” The state is straight; we’re here and we’re queer! Furthermore, “trans women are women, trans men are men, and non-binary people are valid; sex work is work; free Palestine!” And so on…

[8] Originally from Volume Zero, but later cited in “A Note about Canonical Essentialism” (2024):

 

(exhibit 1a1a1h2a1: “When Alexander saw the breadth of his domain, he wept for there were no more worlds to conquer*.” Videogames are war simulators; in them, maps are built not merely to be charted and explored, but conquered through war simulations. The land is an endless site of conquest, war, rape and profit carefully dressed up as “treasure,” “liberation” and “adventure,” but in truth, brutalizing nature during endless wars of extermination borrowed from the historical and imaginary past as presently intertwined:

  • top-left: Tolkien’s refrain, “Thror’s Map” from The Hobbit, 1937—source: Weta Workshop
  • top-right: Thomas Happ’s map of Sudra from Axiom Verge, 2015—source: magicofgames
  • bottom-left: Team Cherry’s map of Hallownest, from Hollow Knight 2017—source: tuppkam1
  • bottom-right: Bungie’s map of the West from Myth: the Fallen Lords, 1997—source: Ben’s Nerdery

Though certainly not unique to Tolkien, and popularized in the shooter genre vis-à-vis Cameron, Tolkien near-single-handedly popularized the idea of “world-building” in fantasy by making a mappable world full of languages he invented, but which he tied to the larger process of world war that has been replicated countless times since; i.e., the idea of the map as a space for conquest that paralleled the elite raping Earth repeatedly as translated to the videogame format; e.g., Myth, Axiom Verge, Hollow Knight, above [our focus, in the next subchapter, will be on Metroidvania, not the RTS]. Under Capitalist Realism, Hell is a place that always appears on Earth [or an Earthlike double]—a black fortress threatening state hegemony during the inevitable decay of a colonial body. Its widening state of exception must then be entered by the hero during the liminal hauntology of war as a repeatable, monomythic excursion—a franchise to subdue during military optimism sold as a childhood exercise towards “playing war” in fantastical forms; e.g., Castlevania or Metroid. Conjure a Radcliffean menace inside the Imperial Core, then meet it with American force. 

In short, Tolkien’s inventions (or Cameron’s) were the same kinds of us-versus-them ethnocentric arguments made by men of reason out of the historical past, onstage and offstage, to justify real-world invasions proceeded by imaginary ones (and vice versa).

*For added fun, here is the footnote on Gruber and Die Hard this quote is referring to/cited from:

A canonical misunderstanding/misquoting of Plutarch written by neoliberals needing an evil bad guy to chew the fat. As Anthony Madrid writes in “And Alexander Wept” (2020):

Remember Die Hard? I don’t. I saw it right around the time it came out, and all I remember is Bruce Willis, barefoot, running through broken glass. That, for me, was a metaphor for watching the movie. Fans of the film, however, will recall its dapper German villain, Hans Gruber, smacking his silly lips and gloating at some private victory. He puts his fingertips together and says in facetiously tragic tones (clearly quoting something from High Culture and referring with cozy irony to himself): “And Alexander wept, seeing as he had no more worlds to conquer” [that’s a misquote]. Then he smiles with evil-genius self-satisfaction and says: “Benefits of a classical education.” / Yeah. Except that quote would never come up in the context of a classical education, unless the instructor happened to be taking a jolly detour, nose in the air, to attack a piece of legendary crap that no student of his must ever traffic in. […]

A few facts. The monkeys who wrote Die Hard did not invent that quote. […] It comes up in certain classic English poems from the seventeenth century [e.g., Edmund Waller addressing Oliver Cromwell in 1655 …] The quote is a hash of three passages in Plutarch, first century CE. Two of the passages were made available to English speakers (most notably Shakespeare) in 1579, in the translation by Thomas North. […] Look at this rather nicer version [of Plutarch’s “On Tranquillity of Mind”] by everybody’s favorite courtier, Sir Thomas Wyatt [for Catherine of Aragon]: Alexander, whan he herde Anaxarchus argue that there were infynite worldes, it is said that he wept. And whan his frendes asked hym what thing had happened him to be wept for: “Is it nat to be wept for,” quod he, “syns they say there be infynite worldes, and we are nat yet lorde of one?”

[…] Alexander is not weeping in sorrow that there are no more throats to cut. This is not a picture of a man at the end of a career of world conquest; he’s at the beginning. “Look at all these throats—and I haven’t even cut one!”

[…] And therfore, seing that his fathers dominions and Empire increased dayly more and more, perceiving all occasion taken from him to do any great attempt: he desired no riches nor pleasure but warres and battells, and aspired to a signory, where he might win honor. Now that’s from Plutarch’s Life of Alexander. No tears, but definitely the guy Gruber had in mind, the Godzilla he’d heard about in German day camp. Here’s a prince who wants to conquer for the sake of conquering; he doesn’t care whether Macedon comes out on top or not, except insofar as it’s compatible  with his personal glory (source).

In short, Gruber’s misquoting of classical history is a kind of bad education that invites the fash-coded baddie in a neoliberal copaganda to steal from the fictional elite, while the real-world elite rewrite the past along these historical-material lines; i.e., neoliberal apologia regarding war as essentialized through men just like Gruber.

And if movie directors can do it to tokenize Irish cops (McClane)—i.e., in service to a Japanese company on American soil (while scapegoating the FBI in the process)—then we wacky fags can camp all of their ghosts in service to all the generations of peoples capital has exploited; re: Ward Churchill’s “On the Justice of Roosting Chickens: Some People Push Back” (2005).

[9] This is as much a bodily function as a choice; e.g., swamp ass part of the time versus mega ripe 24/7!

[10] The hero’s sexual reward, reviving Valhalla during state decay—what C.S. Lewis would call “a teatable paradise”:

In the plastic arts these symbols [of power] have steadily degenerated. Fra Angelico’s angels carry in their face and gesture the peace and authority of Heaven. Later come the chubby infantile nudes of Raphael; finally the soft, slim, girlish, and consolatory angels of nineteenth century art, shapes so feminine that they avoid being voluptuous only by their total insipidity—the frigid houris of a teatable paradise. They are a pernicious symbol. In Scripture the visitation of an angel is always alarming; it has to begin by saying “Fear not.” The Victorian angel looks as if it were going to say, “There, there” (source: C.S. Lewis’ 1961 preface to The Screwtape Letters featured in Jordan Poss’ “C.S. on Angels in Art,” 2020).

Such poetics convey nostalgias to pine for in regards to angels and godly ordainment; i.e., “Make Heaven Great Again.” Gothic Communism can camp this, making C.S. Lewis clutch his pearls by reminding them that power and its Numinous statements are half-real, plastic, and prone to change. Fuck God, hahaha! Do sacrilege, kids!

[11] Unlike Marlowe’s previous The Jew of Malta, the Faust legend speaks to white Germanic male vanity and hubris; i.e., similar to what Shelley would satirize in Frankenstein with her own mad science polemic—the difference being Marlowe’s story was designed for the stage, not novelized, but still critiques Man’s reach exceeding his grasp: through a morality tale of “pride cometh before the Fall” (a theme borrowed from Greek tragedies into Marlowe, Milton, Shakespeare, Shelley and so on). The science presents as “magical”; i.e., one whose rituals of fatal pursuit speak to the abuse of alchemic technology (re: the Philosopher’s Stone): summoning a demon from Hell who sends Faust down a heavy-handed path of self-destruction/towards the Big Man downstairs (an excommunication). To it, the Good Doctor has every chance to stop, but doesn’t because he has white male fragility and privilege (which includes scientific, celebrity-status privilege). In turn, the store frames everything in medieval theatre language (the Deadly Sin of Pride). It’s silly and serious, the “tragedy” unfolding as an argument concerning self-aggrandizement that doesn’t pass muster.

Regarding the many others who followed in Faust’s footsteps, Landis couldn’t help himself. Bolstered by the success of Animal House, Blues Brothers (1980), and An American Werewolf in London (1981), his attempts to capture fresh “lightning in a bottle” success by pushing the envelop led to a totally avoidable tragedy—one just like Faust except it affected people other than Faust (all speaking to the “pity me” self-centered quality of the original story that—among others—Shelley was making fun of in her own revival not just of Prometheus, but Marlowe’s morality tale); re: starring American actor Vic Morrow and 7-year old Myca Dinh Le and 6-year-old Renee Shin-Yi Chen, the latter two hired in deliberate violation of California labor laws and used in a white savior ghost story returning to the Vietnam War to rescue victims of American Genocide (colonial guilt, and turning a profit at colonizer and colonized expense—all very Walpolean, considering Morrow and his “chosen princes” are crushed/decapitated by a falling helicopter, similar to the giant helmet crushing Lord Manfred’s son: cutting them and their greatness short).

While I wish I could say the exposure of these workplace violations had any demonstrable effect regarding systemic change, the system exists to protect powerful men, not cancel them; and being white, straight, male and powerful, Landis not only survived the case intact, he went on to direct dozens of films afterwards (slowly shifting to producing movies and TV shows, in the 2010s). While people less vain would be absolutely chuffed to have any career close to that, Landis—like Faust before him—can’t help himself, can never stop, always wants. Furthermore, he took the wrong lessons away from Twilight—mainly that he was the main character in and outside his own production; re: “Impunity is the apex of privilege,” I write, in “Valorizing the Idiot Hero” (source, 2020).

And while that piece focused on Ashley Williams from the Evil Dead franchise, my argument effectively speaks to the same kind of unchecked, publicly endorsed/enabled male privilege that Faust enjoyed until his tragic, completely avoidable death; i.e., a story about an idiot (Quixotic) hero who ignores everyone around him until it either kills him, or at least blows up in his face—the same kind of carte blanche entitlement enjoyed by half-real Great Men of the imaginary past (all history is somewhat fictional) leading to Landis and later on, Trump’s two presidencies (and all American executives “playing Faust”). Monsters are made, and the Faustian hubris Marlowe made famous was, itself, a historical result of systemic issues that only crystalized after his play summon them.

As such, Landis and future assholes like him are symptoms of a larger historical-material cycle bleeding collateral damage in furtherance to bourgeois triage; i.e., one developing a rash of personality disorders (such as narcissism) menticiding them into Quixotic numbskulls causing other workers great harm (and forcing these victims into fractally recursive Faustian bargains, on and on). Reflecting on the disaster afterwards, Landis only thought about himself and what could have been regarding his own wasted potential and movie-magic success (thus profit/rape unfetter/undeterred by consequence): “There was absolutely no good aspect about this whole story. The tragedy, which I think about every day, had an enormous impact on my career from which I may possibly never recover (emphasis, me; source: Nigel Andrews’s “Golden Boy Howls at the Moon: John Landis was feted in Hollywood for his comedies – then it all changed,” 1996). In other words, “Me, me, me!”

(photographer: Rick Meyer)

Faust is only a sympathetic tragedy if the hero actually dies and learns something valuable at the end; i.e., to help others, not pity himself. In real life, Landis does neither of those things, but invokes Great Men of the past to valorize his own giant mistakes harming other people in great numbers; re, Marx: “History repeats first in tragedy and then in farce.” Faust—as a parable about self-destructive vanity in pursuit of glory through demonic magic—shines a light on human failings when given no barriers; i.e., on the path towards total power in pursuit of fatal knowledge (or vice versa): faced with any such device (wish, want or desire) as something to gain, the Great Man of History self-destructs to take others with him—doing in ways we can learn from and use to survive and prevent (through systemic change by raising awareness): people like Landis from harming us in our own lives.

Such things might seem wholly silly and serious; i.e., like Raimi’s serious-to-spoof movies, the original Beowulf (or the Welsh Arthurian cycle from the same pre-to-Old-English period, the 700s), Marlowe’s idiotic Faust, Cervantes’ Don Quixote (1605) or Shakespeare’s Macbeth and its own dire conclusion: “a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.” Told by idiots or about them, stories following the Faustian tradition and its seminal tragedy speak to historical-material problems that can only change by recognizing these stories as they exist and unfold; i.e., in between fiction and nonfiction, onstage and off, for workers or against them, using demonic language in either case during liminal expression.

“To critique power, you must go where it is.” The Faustian past is a wealth of fatal knowledge we inquisitors must learn from when hearing demons and angels talk to us (to torture out of us and vice versa). We must, lest we make the same mistakes that Faust did: refusing to listen to others while acting like a fragile, privileged white male. And to those of you who might insist he had it good, remember that, while the system protects powerful men, it ultimately preys on them, then self-destructs on loop; re: Faust didn’t just die at the end, he died an ignominious death—Hell’s “angels” (demons) tearing him literally limb from limb. Such duality would seem to prophesize labor punching up, but it also speaks to state cops punching down, inside the Capitalocene (criminogenic conditions/immiseration), and to state shift sitting on the cusp of final planetary defeat (whose Capitalist Realism they will exploit, as always, to maintain themselves and their own Faustian positions; e.g., Elon Musk, Donald Trump, Barrack Obama, Joe Biden, etc).

The Shadow of Pygmalion, then, is also the Shadow of Faust/Cycle of Kings, and the bad bargains he made with state devils constitute Aguirre’s infernal concentric pattern: a proto-fascist cryptonymy (false power) demonstrating the myriad ways in which the state ultimately cannibalizes “Faust” to keep itself alive, then blame that on “the Devil” (classic Red Scare translating anti-Semitic myth to anti-Marxist dogma; i.e., Cultural Bolshevism and Marxism espoused by bad state actors policing demonology during future class, culture and race wars—with those involving shifting scapegoats and spearheaded by Faustian useful idiots and short-term benefactors; e.g., Zionism).

[12] From top to bottom, the movie’s “heroes” are a bunch of entitled drunks who aren’t college freshmen; the old crowd have been in school for seven years (making them at least twenty-five, when the movie starts). They simultaneously use collage to belittle those actually working—stealing and cheating every chance they get—fear people of color they nonetheless hire for basement concerts, evoke a Dionysian orgy (“toga party”) that sees them getting women drunk and then presumably raping them (no one in the movie is shown drunk during these scenes except Belushi, and he’s too cool for sex), and then joke about all of this being “pointless” in ways that conveniently benefit them (the pre-credits eulogies celebrate the various characters’ accomplishments, failing up).

(artist: Rick Meyerowitz; source)

National Lampoon—and by extension, SNL—has always been a white moderate “Faustus factory”; i.e., the screenwriters making the “snobs vs slobs” story self-important and uncommitted save it being about fascist American youth and moderate fascist American youth: a pack of privileged scoundrels who use and abuse everyone around them, stand for nothing but their own personal gain (“Might as well have joined the fucking Peace Corps.!”), dodge the draft (which is valid) but also accountability for abusing others (which isn’t valid), invent an internal conspiracy about it (“double-secret probation,” which does critique neoliberal abuse but only as it affects them), host luxurious, expensive and recklessly self-indulgent “Roman” revivals/debauches through frat-house fraternity cults of masculinity (“the Deltas”), and basically whitewash every bigotry under the sun while infiltrating the Free Love movement/corrupt genuine activism with American Liberalist hogwash: “It’s all one big party “so we might as well have a good time!” The movie is nostalgic about rape as something to get away with, washing it all down with a good false-rebellion story. Well played, pigs.

I grew up watching Animal House on VHS, remembering Meyerowitz’ Sunday-newspaper approach to the cover art (above). I didn’t fully grasp as a little girl just how awful all of these guys were/are. That came later—meaning when I actually went to school and learned something about literature and sex (and having my fair share of each re: Constance, Zeuhl, Jadis and Cuwu). The Deltas clearly suck, then, but are the Faustian brainchildren of Landis and company’s own comorbid hubris, first and foremost; i.e., as Meyerowitz explains, the stories about Delta were autobiographical: “In 2006, Chris Miller, whose short stories in the Lampoon were the inspiration for the Animal House movie, which he co-wrote, published The Real Animal House. […] Chris is a great guy. Buy his book!” (ibid.)

In true Faustian tradition, then, everyone acts like it was just “harmless fun”—devaluing genuine academic achievement/activism that would dismantle the system that privileges them, then pimping their way through school and valorizing it afterwards while presenting themselves as something they’re not (actual scientists or great thinkers). American liberals are truly the worst/epitome of privilege for the cruel and the mediocre (and don’t get me started on SNL; e.g., Will Farrell and similar actors endorsing the War on Terror [“Osama’s Pep Talk,” 12/01/01] yet whitewashing themselves with token friends [Will and Harper, 2024]. I hate that guy).

[13] Whose consensus on “women” leans away from abstract and arguably towards a limiting of the category to her own experiences as white; i.e., as No Fly on the WALL writes,

When Mary [Wollstonecraft] published her polemic on Feminist Philosophy in 1792, against the tumultuous background of the French Revolution, she concerned herself with the rights afforded to “woman” – an abstract category. However, in [Wollstonecraft’s] world, there was seemingly something in the body social that drew all women together and merged their experiences. In today’s society, the difference in the female experience because of intersections such as race and class have become increasingly more apparent and in the case of black women – as men and women of other ethnicities – try to define who we are for us (source: “A Vindication of the Rights of Black Women: A Contribution to a Discourse,” 2013).

In short, Mary’s work—like her daughter’s—makes for an excellent start, but needs to be built upon and harvested for parts, not taken at face value. Academics tend to write from privilege; we must intersect all of these, regardless of our privilege or register of discourse: using academic ideas for commonplace solutions, including camping Marlowe’s ghost.

[14] “I never thought about the film reflecting societal issues of the late 1970s,” Maltin writes in 2019; “after all, Star Wars came out a year earlier and offered total escape to a huge and responsive audience [emphasis, me]. Looking back, however, it makes perfect sense that Alien can now be seen as a reflection of its time period” (source: “Memory: the Origins of Alien“). Like, no shit, dude; it only took your forty years to figure that out? Alien was always a reflection of its time period. “Jesus wept,” capital well and truly breeds idiots to whitewash its offenses; i.e., trying to conceal said offenses with glittering Hollywood stupidity and calling anything outside of that “the darkness of human nature” (re: Freud abjecting spectres of Marx and Marx’ historical materialism). “Get fucked, nerd!” Also, is it just me, or does Maltin smile weird?

I say this as a weird iconoclastic nerd; show me a weird canonical nerd like Maltin or Ebert and I will show you an idiot stuck in the Man Box. Just like Faust, Maltin’s ignorance was willful and paid; i.e., he and Ebert choosing to view stories as “pure escapism” for a paycheck capital found useful. They’re basically blind to allegory and coasting by on a system where allegory isn’t useful to them (and which they’ll abject anything that comes in, from outside Plato’s cave); theft is useful to them, thus rape inside a system where their Faustian ignorance helps preserve the status quo through escapist fantasies built on rape inside-outside themselves. Shame on you both!

[15] Aping Susan Sontag, Ebert writes, “There is no indication that the boy is horrified by the man’s Nazi past; he is more like a fascinated voyeur.” He continues:

I should add that Very Bad Things is intended as a comedy. Apt Pupil, based on a Stephen King novella, plays as a horror film. Happiness cannot easily be categorized, but I think it stands above the other films, not with them. (Two other new films that are superficially similar, Clay Pigeons and Home Fries, are more traditional character-driven comedy thrillers that contain a lot of gore but stay within generally acceptable boundaries.)

All of these films owe something to John Carpenter’s Halloween (1978), an enormous success that suggested a way into Hollywood for unknown young directors. If you don’t have major stars and you don’t have a big budget, then the genre itself can be your selling point. Horror films, like sex films, do not depend on marquee names. The content itself is the star.

Horror as a genre has been expanded, in some of these films, by a mean streak of cruelty, masked as irony. Once horror films sympathized with victims who were being threatened. Then they started using point-of-view shots to identify with the slashers instead of the victims. In recent years there are two more refinements: (1) a single victim is not enough, and most of the movies string together killing scenes like an all-hit radio format; and (2) there is a fascination with bizarre kinds of pain and torture not seen since the Marquis de Sade on a good day.

Combine these ingredients with the two most easily assimilated trademarks of Quentin Tarantino (colorfully arcane and vulgar dialogue, and labyrinthine plotting) and you have the elements that the New Geeks are exultantly recycling (source).

(source: Ann Casano’s “The Most Obvious Quentin Tarantino Foot Fetish Scenes,” 2024)

Then, in the greatest of ironies, Ebert has the utter temerity to apologize for a racist, sexist pig like Tarantino of all people—all while insisting there is “no irony” in the other examples he gives. And maybe there isn’t among the directors he mentions. I don’t know them; but also it goes beyond them, Derrida’s “inside of the text” speaking to other people in the room besides Ebert. They don’t count, in his eyes, because his gut is ultimately his guide for the rest of the world, and that has already been coded; i.e., by his hopelessly Faustian brain, its opinions informed by the socio-material conditions around him. Furthermore, Ebert’s fetishizing of women may not be as overt as Tarantino (above), but he still apologizes for a Hollywood predator while doing so. To apologize for a predator is to be one, yourself.

[16] “The ads for Aliens claim that this movie will frighten you as few movies have,” Ebert writes, “and, for once, the ads don’t lie. The movie is so intense that it creates a problem for me as a reviewer: Do I praise its craftsmanship, or do I tell you it left me feeling wrung out and unhappy? It has been a week since I saw it, so the emotions have faded a little, leaving with me an appreciation of the movie’s technical qualities. But when I walked out of the theater, there were knots in my stomach from the film’s roller-coaster ride of violence. This is not the kind of movie where it means anything to say you ‘enjoyed’ it” (source).

As usual, Ebert is the Frankenstein man of feeling repressing his emotions, but also, like Faust, ignores them and keeps going back for more; i.e., to torture himself and miss the point. The fact that someone could do this for over forty years is frankly impressive.

[17] “One of the most boring experiences on Earth is a trash movie without the courage of its lack of convictions,” Ebert writes. He continues:

If it only wants to be cynical, it becomes lifeless in every moment – a bad dream on the screen. One of the pleasures of the movies, however, is to find a movie that chooses a disreputable genre and then tries with all its might to transcend the genre, to go over the top into some kind of artistic vision, however weird.

Stuart Gordon’s Re-Animator is a pleasure like that, a frankly gory horror movie that finds a rhythm and a style that make it work in a cockeyed, offbeat sort of way. It’s charged up by the tension between the director’s desire to make a good movie, and his realization that few movies about mad scientists and dead body parts are ever likely to be very good. The temptation is to take a camp approach to the material, to mock it, as Paul Morrissey did in Andy Warhol’s Frankenstein. Gordon resists that temptation, and creates a livid, bloody, deadpan exercise in the theater of the undead (source).

Except, Frankenstein was always camp (and Warhol was a dick). Ebert’s simultaneously parroting Frederic Jameson’s “that boring and exhausted paradigm” and Zizek’s “the return of the living dead being the fundamental fantasy of contemporary mass culture”‘ (re: Castricano). It takes a certain amount of vanity to punch up at gods, even false gods and their idols; I’ve always been a little vain, and found doing so useful as a matter of self-preservation helping all workers.

[18] E.g., A Fish Called Wanda (1988):

And then there is the matter of the three murdered dogs. One friend of mine already says she won’t see A Fish Called Wanda because she has heard that dogs die in it (she is never, of course, reluctant to attend movies where people die). I tried to explain to her that the death of a pet is, of course, a tragic thing. But when the object is to inspire a heart attack in a little old lady who is a key prosecution witness, and when her little darling is crushed by a falling safe, well, you’ve just got to make a few sacrifices in the name of comedy (source).

Ebert is happy to draw his own lines in the sand, provided he thinks something is funny. In short, for him there are deserving victims and undeserving victims—a concept, once again, informed by his privilege (thus ignorance) and hypocrisy.

[19] E.g., Your Movie Sucks (2007) being a classic example of self-appointed elitism, in-group snobbery and monumental self-deception. This being said, I agree with Ebert when he says that Deuce Bigalow: American Gigolo (2005) sucks:

After watching Deuce Bigalow: American Gigolo himself, Ebert published a zero-star review of the film, describing it as “aggressively bad, as if it wants to cause suffering to the audience. The best thing about it is that it runs for only 75 minutes.” After this, he then directly addressed Schneider’s poor response to Goldstein’s review and petty bickering after the actor had questioned the validity of the critic’s response due to the fact that he hadn’t won a Pulitzer prize.

Ebert responded to this in his review by saying, “As chance would have it, I have won the Pulitzer Prize, and so I am qualified. Speaking in my official capacity as a Pulitzer Prize winner, Mr. Schneider, your movie sucks.” Interestingly enough, Ebert’s 2007 book Your Movie Sucks was inspired by this damning statement, a compilation of his most scathing reviews.

Despite the public back-and-forth and wave of creative insults, the pair found a peaceful equilibrium in 2007 after Ebert’s cancer diagnosis. The critic revealed that he had received a touching level of support and well wishes, with flowers being sent to him from Schneider himself, along with a note wishing him a speedy recovery signed “his least favourite movie star.”

This gesture moved Ebert, and later revisited his controversial 2005 film, offering a written truce in which he referred to the flowers sent by Schneider and said they “were a reminder, if I needed one, that although Rob Schneider might (in my opinion) have made a bad movie, he is not a bad man, and no doubt tried to make a wonderful movie, and hopes to again. I hope so, too.” (source: Emily Ruuskanen’s “The Feud between Roger Ebert and Rob Schneider,” 2024).

While it’s not difficult to discount Schneider (whose only good movie is Surf Ninjas, 1993), it’s also not untrue that people who use their credentials (however sarcastically) to settle a quick beef are demonstrably petty—and I am not above this; re (from the Poetry Module’s “Spilling Tea“):

In regards to the further reading I supplied, I don’t wish to “flash my badge” needlessly. All the same, I did write my MA (“Lost in Necropolis“) and PhD (my thesis volume, aka Volume Zero, 2023) on Metroidvania, and have several more books in the works including this volume (written when the sample was live, but the volume was not)—a reality that is often questioned by Dunning-Kruger types who project/transfer their own inadequacies onto experts such as myself. This isn’t hypothetical; I once had someone on Reddit (there’s a surprise) attack me for writing about Garfield and the Gothic (Persephone van der Waard’s “Is Garfield (1978-present) Gothic?” 2019), requiring me to essentially tell them, “I’m not your dad.”

To joust and argue about silly things/debates is something that people (educated or not) simply do. “Water under a bridge,” and all that.

That being said, this doesn’t change the fact that Ebert can’t explain why Schneider’s movie sucks in dialectical-material ways (thus in ways useful to active, conscious rebellion). Nor does he actually realize that Rob Schneider is quite awful, actually (source: Ed Dickson’s “The Red-Pilling of Rob Schneider,” 2023). Ebert is blind to this because he a) doesn’t view this world outside his own dogma, thus endless privilege and status, and b) Schneider bribed him with Christian charity functioning as capital (re: Weber). Greed is greed, and Ebert’s such a massive whore for recognition that he’ll overlook Schneider’s boundless flaws through the cheapest of gestures, then call it “good.” People who reflect that kind of selective vanity—and who defend the elite (versus using cryptonymy to systemically help workers)—are giant pieces of shit. Ebert is (or was) a giant piece of shit.

Furthermore, as both men categorically demonstrate, good deeds do not outweigh bad ones unless you choose to let them; i.e., it’s possible to do charity and still be giant pieces of shit—a fact compounded by Ebert turning a blind eye! And if his aforementioned cancer diagnosis might help explain that (softening in his old age/impending doom), it doesn’t change the fact that Ebert the person sucks. Cancer isn’t a cure-all for American exceptionalism/centrism. That’s just Ebert belonging to the “good team” and administering “goodness” to those he deems “worthy.” It’s bourgeois.

That’s my dialectical-material critique of the man as Faustian, living as he died (and someone I used to respect, and previously handle with more “kid gloves”; e.g., Persephone van der Waard’s “Ebert’s Folly: “Elevating” Horror Movies with Suspense, part 1,” 2019): as a piece of shit. And frankly I don’t care who that offends; only cowards (who deserve criticism) hide behind their fans or their family (with Neil Gaiman hiding behind all of the above; source: Lila Shapiro).

[20] Re: From his introduction to The Oxford Book of Gothic Tales (2009): “A Gothic novel or tale will almost certainly offend classical tastes and rational principles, but it will not do so by urging any positive view of the Middle Ages” (source).

[21] Ebert’s double standard for Hitchcock (a famously sexist man who tortured his actresses) is plain:

Alfred Hitchcock’s Frenzy is a return to old forms by the master of suspense, whose newer forms have pleased movie critics but not his public. This is the kind of thriller Hitchcock was making in the 1940s, filled with macabre details, incongruous humor, and the desperation of a man convicted of a crime he didn’t commit.

The only 1970s details are the violence and the nudity (both approached with a certain grisly abandon that has us imagining Psycho without the shower curtain [and Hayes Code). It’s almost as if Hitchcock, at seventy-three, was consciously attempting to do once again what he did better than anyone else. His films since Psycho (1960) struck out into unfamiliar territory and even got him involved in the Cold War (Torn Curtain) and the fringes of fantasy (The Birds). Here he’s back at his old stand. (source: 1972 review).

Ebert’s apathy is wholly astounding, his relish at what is literally torture porn (the strangulation BDSM scene in Frenzy going on for nearly two minutes*) is completely gross, and his repeated giving of Alfred-fucking-Hitchcock a pass is utterly telling: “boundaries for me, not for thee.” Fuck you and Hitchcock! God, you’re both weird, and not in a good way!

*By extension, Hitchcock’s entire canon—like Radcliffe’s before him—is thoroughly dedicated to feminine desire, vis-à-vis Wolff, as attached unironically to mutilative harm. Where’s the irony, Ebert?

[22] Ebert doesn’t even mention the graphic and extended rape scene in his 1984 review of the extended (220-minute) cut for Leone’s film. It “just doesn’t come up,” for him; i.e., versus John Larsen, who writes,

And yet Leone—whose spaghetti-Western poetry (The Good, The Bad and The UglyOnce Upon a Time in the West) was spun under the hot glare of the desert sun—still gives Once Upon a Time in America a warm glow. The sequences from Noodles’ youth (where he’s played by Scott Tiler) are a playful mixture of Our Gang shorts and The 400 Blows. And there’s a sexiness to the Prohibition segments—a titillating combination of girls and gunplay—that belies the pain and suffering on the screen. Even the sequences set in the 1960s are less of a reckoning (which is how you could describe Martin Scorsese’s The Irishman, also with De Niro) and more of a wistful remembrance of the good old days. Add a gorgeous Ennio Morricone score that softens the brutality, making it fuzzy, and you have an epic of blinkered nostalgia.

That “sexiness” is worth spending more time on. There is a disturbing, virgin-whore dynamic at play in Once Upon a Time in America, with Elizabeth McGovern—as Noodles’ childhood crush-turned-Hollywood-starlet—on one end and Tuesday Weld—as a rape victim-turned-willing-plaything—on the other. Every other woman we meet is somewhere in between those two (although most fall in Weld’s direction). If a female character isn’t a sexual object in this story, then she’s a victim of violence. And in the two rape scenes those elements are queasily mixed (reminiscent of the way Leone treated Claudia Cardinale in Once Upon a Time in the West) [source].

Silence is rape, and apologizing for it by keeping quiet in ways that Ebert enjoys. Such men are in love with their idea of past, much like Radcliffe (a woman chasing a patriarchal heteronormative profit motive) was, and Ebert doing so in ways that “keep mum” about rape (practically holding a finger to his lips [and a hand over the woman’s mouth] before going “Shh…”). They like gagging it, kettling and abjecting the ghost of the counterfeit while capitalizing on her eternal abuse. Virgin or whore, she’s their Omelas victim (also, there’s the anti-Semitic element—with Leone’s entire movie literally being about a “backstabbing Jew”: Noodles is played by De Niro, a career Italian-American bandit, onscreen, this time playing a Jewish gangster who betrayed all his friends. Eat your heart out, Mussolini!): to fetishize the power imbalance advancing patriarchal narratives, then keeping quiet when you could have spoken out. Faced with it in trashy ways (or rather what Ebert calls trash, given Leone’s movies are trashy in ways he calls art*), he just pulls a Dennis from Always Sunny and shouts at the screen: “Sickness, be gone!He’s the Golden God!

*The two aren’t mutually exclusive, but Ebert treats them like they are when it suits his rapacious, patriarchal worldview.

[23] When asked about the decision, Joshi angrily replied, “Please make sure that I am not nominated for any future World Fantasy Award. I will not accept the award if it is bestowed upon me. / I will never attend another World Fantasy Convention as long as I live. And I will do everything in my power to urge a boycott of the World Fantasy Convention among my many friends and colleagues” (source: Jackson Kuhl’s “Joshi Is Mad as Hell,” 2015). Chief among those friends being Lovecraft’s ghost (whose shadow Joshi is forever stuck in). Way to cut your nose off to spite your own face, dude.

[24]Risk-Aware Consensual Kink,” or informed consent/calculated risk/rape play. I call this ludo-Gothic BDSM, which preaches tolerance amid activism as, to some degree, inherently unsanitary and dangerous. SSC is older and more elitist, as Bay and I discuss:

Bay: As long as people are operating on informed consent and stuff, it super doesn’t matter what they’re doin’ together. It’s why I like RACK over SSC. SSC feels so outdated but there’s so many BDSM practitioners who ascribe to it and I get why but “augh.” Whereas RACK actually acknowledges that not everything in BSDM CAN be safe/sane necessarily—not 100% anyway.

Persephone: For real! Some stuff is “hard” for a reason. Yeah, choking is always risky. Or knife play. Even if the risk is small. Any aggressive sadism/pain administration, really. Shit, even just rough sex/accelerated heart beat and raised BP carry risk, if you’re older. Or have congenital/comorbid health issues. Not to mention STIs. And pregnancy. And social stigmas and judgement. I’m generally of the RACK idea, I suppose, because ludo-Gothic BDSM and revolutionary cryptonymy is about doing rebellion, but as safely as one can, given the circumstances.

Bay: Same here. I think it’s more holistic and considers people’s needs. And it doesn’t have a weird gatekeeping aspect to it in the name of “safety.” Or “sanity,” ew. Talk about giving shit a weird vibe.

Persephone: Like, better SSC than Radcliffe’s school of knife dick, but still…

Bay: YEAH, LMAO! Like it’s a fine practice, I just think it’s prudish.

Birds of a feather fuck together!

[25] The idea of a walking codex extends not just to golems imitating people, then, but vice versa; e.g., Vinculus in Suzanna Clarke’s superb Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell (2004), an otherwise naked homeless man (the elderly village idiot, sleeping under Rip van Winkle’s tree, below) being covered in woad-style tattoos speaking to the return of the King of the North, the ultimately magician, John Uskglass, aka The Raven King. “Made with real crow eggs. I drink it every morning so I can fight like a crow!

[26] With gender-swapping being an effective iconoclastic device since Lewis’ The Monk, his own monstrous-feminine imposters camping the canon during the cryptonymy process, and which my PhD’s thesis paragraph generously borrowed from:

(artist: Brian Miroglio and Jessica Nigri)

This book wasn’t written/illustrated for Academia, but if it were and I was seriously treating it as my PhD to defend, I would argue that it addresses a knowledge gap regarding the synthesis of Gothic theory with anarcho-Communism, gender studies, ludology and Marxist argumentation: “Capitalism dimorphically sexualizes all work to some degree, including sex work, resulting in sex-coercive media and gender roles via universal alienation through monstrous language; this requires an iconoclasm to combat the systemic bigotries that result—a (as the title reads) ‘liberating of sex work under Capitalism through iconoclastic art.’ Gothic Communism is our ticket towards that end; i.e., developing anarcho-Communism, hence a post-scarcity world without nation-states and their built-in, thus historical-material, genocide and exploitation of workers. My teaching approach stresses oppositional praxis according to sex positivity vs sex coercion when reclaiming the harmful language of stigma, bias, control, fear and hate from our colonizers (capitalists), but also power exchange and resistance as a cultural means of social-sexual catharsis and theatrical disguise; i.e., cultivating emotional and Gothic intelligence through a reclaimed Gothic mode of artistic, thus political collective/self-expression (monstrous poetics and applied Gothic theories). Capitalism sexualizes everything for the profit motive using canonical (dimorphic/Cartesian) monstrous poetics to brainwash workers and pit them against each other during Capitalist Realism; i.e., the Shadow of Pygmalion‘s monomyth/Cycle of Kings and infernal concentric pattern: unironic rape and war are everywhere because Capitalism rapes everything for profit, including people’s minds, according to a profit motive that synonymizes all of these things. Utilized deliberately by Gothic Communism, subversive Amazonomachias ‘dark forces’—its famous, Miltonian paradoxes* and manifesto coordinates: the tenets, theories, and means and materials of expression, fetishes and clichés, etc—can revert Capitalist Realism’s doomed narrative of the crypt by putting “rape” and “war” in quotes, recultivating the Superstructure and reclaiming the Base during class/culture war’s camping of canon. The asymmetrical nature of guerrilla warfare obviously covers of an extremely wide range of artistic possibilities, but generally focuses on sex work and its canonical, dimorphic sexualization, or work in general as similarly sexualized, and heteronormative enforcement/the colonial binary established through regressive Amazonomachia as something to camp; i.e., through ironic kink, fetishization, and BDSM rituals/aesthetics (of psychosexual power and death, stigma and revenge, but also catharsis and transformation, etc) with demonic/undead poetics synthesized through the ‘creative successes’ of proletarian praxis as a class-conscious, ready-for-war response to/critique of capital” (my thesis paragraph) [source: Volume Zero, “Thesis Paragraph: Capitalism Sexualizes Everything,” 2023].

*Gothic doubles but also theatrical perceptions of power (“darkness visible”) as liminal expressions/elaborate strategies of misdirection/”archaeologies.” For example, not everything that is black and red is a fascist, but is treated like a fascist (and various other things at once) until the level of decay affords the usual centrist compromises between white knights and black knights against the Communist variant of the corrupt, the monstrous-feminine, the pedagogy of the oppressed coming out the same Gothic imagination’s shadow zone.

Confused? The rest of the PhD unpacks this. Still confused? Five more books unpack it even more! In short, everything after that has been a concentric holistic addressal; i.e., in hundreds of exhibits and thousands of images; e.g., the very next exhibit; re, also from Volume Zero (after rehashing “heteronormativity”):

(exhibit 0a2b1b1a: Artist, left: Devilhs; middle: Pat Benatar; top-right: Doruk Golcu; bottom-right: Angel Witch. Hysteria [also called “the wandering womb,” exhibit 1a1a1h3a1a1] is commonly portrayed in the monstrous-feminine “Medusa” hairstyle* as immodest; i.e., lacking decency or virtue by being visually “loud” [making unironic admonishment of such descriptive sexuality/gender a form of tone-policing: “Hush, darling!”]. But in the same breath, anxiety more broadly is a symptom of society whereupon women [or beings perceived as women] are made by men into what men want to see: a damsel who is sexy by disempowered, or “threatening” in ways they can “kettle” [to surround and attack, a police anti-protestor tactic]. This nuts-and-bolts approach gives little space for the woman to classically voice her concerns, so it surges forth from her Frankensteinian body like ghosts and lightning—a tall, imposing, undead passion of suggestibly orgasmic release that men classically view as “weakness” [which they then sexualize]. Losing control isn’t just a symptom, then, but a means to addressing larger historical-material concerns in the self-same language hijacked for proletarian dialogs: “Fuckin’ metal!”)

*Classically the entirety of the female form—its sexuality, gender identity/performance, emotions, etc—is sexualized by men for men. As such, Medusa’s big hair synonymizes with her “phallic” snakes; i.e., her “dickhead” literally as a headful of penises or symbolic of a phallic, masculine foil to traditional male heroes’ own power source: their singular penises (though the head and the hair are classically seen as a storing site for potency—e.g., Samson from the Bible). The idea of female body hair as “phallic” is certainly not out of the blue, either—with the pubic area (especially its unkempt versions) being synonymized with “incorrect masculinity”/an extension of the clitoris as “phallic-like”; i.e., an offshoot of the “correct” penis’s legitimate violence, thus violent in a delegitimized, rebellious counterterror form. Keeping in this spirit, I jokingly in the past referred to Zeuhl’s pubic hair (which was especially full and thick) as a “hair penis.” Heteronormativity would treat these “exceptions” to the Vitruvian, European standard as anathema, but in truth, they are incredibly common; they’ve just been abjected into a state of exception that weird canonical (art) nerds can police with impunity.

I.e., I feel like so many academics write their PhD, only to have it collect dust in some neoliberal vault owned by university bureaucrats keeping gnosis under lock and key. Like Shelley showed us—but also hopefully me—you have to make something that not only escapes into the world to speak on its fractal recursions, but becomes something that endlessly grows back into itself in service to workers by altering said recursions’ historical materialism; re: liberating sex work (thus all work) through iconoclastic art hugging the alien! This includes Bone Mommies vis-à-vis graveyard sex speaking to capital lending us strange appetites while it gentrifies and decays (re: “A Cruel Angel’s (Modular) Thesis,” 2024), but also any monster type you could think of, in the larger aesthetic; i.e., through a dark intuition that sex-positive forces will still “get” even if the theory eludes them, whereas sex-coercive forms are more estranged (thus sweating nervously inside their masks).

[27] All the more ironic since that phrase literally means, “See you again”—a lesson Tarantino imparted with Django Unchained (2012), a movie starring the same German-speaking actor from Basterds playing a German-speaking character while stealing the show from the protagonists and waxing hauntological nostalgic; i.e., about Wagner’s Das Rheingold/Ring Opera and its anti-Semitic* introducing of the German opera staples, Siegfried and Brunhilde, into popular media (the opera was written after the Civil War, in 1869, whereas Django ostensibly took place during the Civil War). Tarantino was hardly the first person to do this (re: Tolkien’s Lord of the Rings, but also Henry Giardina’s “Hitler’s Favorite Movie Was Super Gay, Actually,” 2023).

*Re: Cooke: “That Wagner harboured anti-Semitic sentiments is both well-known and uncontested within the realm of musicological inquiry. The composer openly articulated his views in a number of publications, most notably Judaism in Music (Das Judentum in der Musik; 1850), in which he identified Jewish musicians as the ultimate source of what he perceived as substanceless music and misplaced values in the arts as a whole. What has remained a controversy, however, is the extent to which Wagner’s anti-Semitism informed his musical compositions” (source: Britannica); i.e., Wagner was anti-Semitic and—like Lovecraft or Howard (from Weird Magazine) were used by fascist authors then and now to be anti-Semitic not just towards Jews, but all marginalized peoples. What a shocker!

More to the point—and despite Django feeling like just another reason for a sexist, pedophilic foot fetishist to say the N-word and have his actors (white or black) say it, too—the lesson of Basterds makes Stiglitz’s sick burn to the SS officer feel oddly surreal: “Say ‘I’ll see you again’ to your Nazi balls!” before blasting them to paste (a special effects trend stuck with by Tarantino since 2007’s Grindhouse). The guy think’s he’s Matthew Lewis, but he’s a straight lead acting rebellious in bad faith (and apologized for by Ebert’s own white superiority)!

[28] E.g., Christine Neufeld—a medievalist professor at EMU (she taught me Chaucer and Frankenstein) rolling her eyes at the phrase, saying “some power” in a haughty tone, and later critiquing me for my “weird sexual metaphors” in “Born to Fall?” but also signing off on my Award Letter that helped me continue my education. She gave me an A for the paper but a C+ for the class, telling me I should use that as a lesson in future encounters (presumably with tenured assholes like her, but I digress).

[29] Played by Juliette Lewis—originally the Bonnie-and-Clyde female serial killer in Oliver Stone’s 1994 Natural Born Killers—but no stranger to playing damsels, too; e.g., not just Dawn but also Scorsese’s 1991 Cape Fear remake. So often, such stories vicariously threaten modest middle-class white women with “pure violence-as-sex” they can then wish to be spared from through police rescues, but not before flirting with it, Radcliffe-style. They get excited by being rescued on the opposite end of White/Black Knight Syndrome: the virgin/whore needing a minority to be demonized; re: pimping the help to punch down and maintain their tradwife positions.

[30] Quentin Tarantino once defended Roman Polanski in 2003: “He didn’t rape a 13-year-old. It was statutory rape… he had sex with a minor. That’s not rape” (source: Callum Russell’s “When Quentin Tarantino Defended Roman Polanski in an Interview with Howard Stern,” 2022).

[31] With Kevin Smith arguably styling his beard in the same tradition as Rickman (who starred in Dogma as the Metatron, minus his signature goatee. The plot thickens).

[32] Edited by Alan Taylor and, as my friend Mira (from the tokophobia interview in “Spilling Tea” but also a massive Alan Rickman fan) points out:

Great book. There’s a foreword by Emma Thompson and an afterword by his widow, Rima, that were both really good. Pretty sure there are YouTube versions of both/interviews with both of them (also, see: Waterstone’s 2023 “Emma Thompson’s Moving Tribute to Alan Rickman” and Alan Rickman Fans’ 2021 “Galaxy Quest – Alexander Dane/Dr. Lazarus“). Honestly they were “couple goals.” Met in school, stayed together their whole lives, never had kids even though he wanted to because Rima had phobias and only got married in the year before he died. There’s a lot of diary entries where he’s been filming something and been really frustrated or stressed but then Rima visits the set and they just chill out, binge watch TV shows and calm each other down.

[33] The gaslight extends to Gaiman’s fictions presenting his victims as “hysterical”; e.g., Gaiman’s incredibly queerphobic dreamstone*/wish fulfillment scene, in The Sandman live adaptation; i.e., depicting queer desires as, no bullshit, an honest-to-God threat to Things As They Are—an incredibly problematic argument, unto itself, but also one written by the battered-son-of-a-Scientology-master-turned-accused rapist (re: Shapiro): people can’t be queer because they’ll “all kill each other.” I wish I was kidding. It’s like Edward Hopper’s “Night Hawks” (1942) and Ronald Reagan had a baby (the Netflix adaptation was in 2022; the original was written by Gaiman and illustrated by DC Comics in 1989).

*Which is red for—you guessed it—the Red goddamn Pill. Gaiman coopted Morpheus before the openly MGTOW types had a chance to recuperate the Wachowski sisters’ own 1999 Morpheus, in The Matrix. Quite the red flag/dogwhistle! Gothic Romance isn’t just to lie about the past, but revive it in ways that speak to buried atrocities—a point Gaiman less commits to and more abuses to commit ongoing atrocities directly in front of us [re: bury your gays]!

[34] As in Dale Townshend, one of my MA supervisors (for “Lost in Necropolis,” 2018) and a bit of a Radcliffe academic “fanboy”; i.e., not just teaching me Radcliffe for MMU’s “Rise of the Gothic” module, but also writing about her quite a bit; e.g., being one of the editors for Ann Radcliffe, Romanticism and the Gothic (2016):

This book offers unique and fresh perspectives upon the literary productions of one of the most highly remunerated and widely admired authors of the Romantic period, Ann Radcliffe (1764–1823). While drawing upon, consolidating and enriching the critical impulses reflected in Radcliffe scholarship to date, this collection of essays, composed by a range of renowned scholars of the Romantic period, also foregrounds the hitherto neglected aspects of the author’s work. Radcliffe’s relations to Romantic-era travel writing; the complex political ideologies that lie behind her historiographic endeavours; her poetry and its relation to institutionalised forms of Romanticism; and her literary connections to eighteenth-century women’s writing are all examined in this collection. Offering fresh considerations of the well-known Gothic fictions and extending the appreciation of Radcliffe in new critical directions, the collection reappraises Radcliffe’s full oeuvre within the wider literary and political contexts of her time (source).

I really don’t wish to bust Dale’s chops, here (as he was kind to me in school and I learned a lot from him), but it’s not him I’m critiquing so much as the author he’s shining a big happy light onto! All the easier for me to beat her with a stick! “Kill you darlings, including your teacher’s darlings!”

Book Sample: Forbidden Sight, part two: Making Monsters (Prometheus and Frankenstein)

This blog post is part of “Deal with the Devil,” a third promotion originally inspired by the first and second ones I did with Harmony Corrupted: “Brace for Impact” and “Searching for Secrets” (2024). The first promotion was meant to promote and provide Volume Two, part one’s individual pieces for easy public viewing (it has since become a full, published book module: the Poetry Module). “Deal with the Devil” shall do the same, but with Volume Two, part two’s opening/thesis section and one of its two Monster Modules, Demons (the “Searching for Secrets” promotion covered the Undead Module, which is now live). As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

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Forbidden Sight, part two: Making Demons (re: Prometheus)

The central puzzle of the law of the dead is that a corpse is both a person and a thing. A dead human body is a material object—a messy, maybe dangerous, perhaps valuable, often useful, and always tangible thing. But a dead human being is also something very different: It is also my father, and my friend, perhaps my child, and some day, me. For even the most secular among us, a human corpse is at the least a very peculiar and particular kind of thing. Scholars generally divide the law of the dead body into the three intertwined realms of defining, using, and disposing of the dead, and debates in each realm center on where and how to draw the line between person and object. The thing-ness of the dead human body is never stable or secure (source).

—Ellen Stroud, “Law and the Dead Body: Is a Corpse a Person or a Thing?” (2018)

Picking up where “Idle Hands, part three: Goblins Anti-Semitism, and Monster-Fucking” left off…

“Forbidden Sight,” part two is about making demons and starts with the most famous and productive example from Western canon critiquing capital: Mary Shelley and Frankenstein. It will explore her life and work, including its influence and me, but also the people it influenced before me who, in turn, had a lasting impact on my output; e.g., Ridley Scott and the Alien franchise, Cameron’s Terminator movies, and more!

“Making Demons” divides in three basic parts (all in this post):

  • “Foreword: To Mary Shelley”: Acknowledges Mary Shelley and why I think she’s important, but also her profound impact on yours truly.
  • Fire of Unknown Origin’: Composite Bodies, Golems and Mad Science; or the Roots of Enlightenment Persecution in the Promethean Quest (feat. Mary Shelley, Frankenstein, and Ridley Scott)”: Lays out Mary Shelley’s life, but also her lasting impact on science fiction; i.e., as the genre she single-handedly birthed, combining Gothic fantasies and early modern ideas of the scientific method to critique capital with, which others imitated (and not always in good faith); e.g., through Ridley Scott as a director whose body of work we’ve previously examined, and whose problematic elements we shall dissect here, with Prometheus and Alien: Covenant (no Metroidvania, this time).
  • “Afterword: A Further Note on Angry Gods (and Playing with Them)”: Wraps up my thoughts on Mary Shelley and her importance, but also the value in making and playing with monstrous gods (demons or otherwise) before segueing into “Summoning Demons.”

Our main focus, here, is questing for power in ways that open our minds to the idea of loving those the state calls “monster” (nature as monstrous-feminine). This is a complicated and difficult history but one whose most productive elements, I feel, started with Shelley (not Milton). So that is where we shall start!

Foreword: To Mary Shelley

[W]hat does the overabundant presence of “birth trauma” in the novel signify? I believe the answer lies in the complex relationship between Victor and the Creature, in which there are copious parallels. The Creature’s mate is also its sister and is made from Victor who is the Creature’s mother. Victor is Elizabeth’s mate and her brother. Victor destroys the mate and the Creature destroys Elizabeth. Still, once Elizabeth is dead, the Creature keeps Victor alive to experience the world as the monster sees it, in order to feel its pain. It wants him to understand his own failures as a parent, and to see that the Creature is human and feels the same pain and wants that Victor feels (source).

—Persephone van der Waard, Frankenstein essay—Born to Fall? Birth Trauma, the Soul, and Der Maschinenmensch” (2014)

…And right off the bat, here I am breaking my own rule! I got about ten pages into “Making Demons” and—having just compiled my 2025 Metroidvania Corpus—suddenly realized how influential Mary Shelley was on my own work. I didn’t read Frankenstein until college, but nonetheless was haunted by its shadow vis-à-vis Metroidvania (which I played tons of, and which informed my work well into the present; i.e., I watched Alien when I was nine and played Super Metroid when I was eight, both introduced to me—as well as British Romantic poetry—by my mother[2]). Monsters and mothers are part-in-parcel, along a Great Chain of Dark Creation. Without Shelley and her Gothic masterpiece, there would be no At the Mountains of Madness, thus no Alien, Metroid, or Metroidvania, thus no Persephone van der Waard or Gothic Communism! Perish the thought!

(artist: Yasya)

I wanted to bookend that, starting with this foreword (and an afterword, after “Making Demons”). Simply put, Shelley was a whore who gave birth to demons, and the world as we know it (myself included) would not exist without those demons. She is our dark mother—a ghoulish succubus camping the canon to outshine her overrated husband and so many others, one-upping Milton’s camp in the process. In doing so, she profaned an entire sacred order (the secularized Christendom of the Enlightenment) to camp the canon; i.e., in ways that lived on, long after she died!

But what exactly lived on, and where did it start from? Beginning suitably en medias res (re: Milton), Shelley’s moral about the indiscretions of nature and technology manipulating nature isn’t how technology is intrinsically “bad.” Technology is a powerful device, and in all its forms and fusions, help us do incredible things; e.g., neonatal medicine keeping my ass alive when I was born premature (after a cesarean, which, as the name would suggest, dates back to Caesar), but also computers (with me struggling to imagine how I could have written and published over two million words, thousands of images, and hundreds of exhibits—and all of these featuring thousands of artists, including dozens of models and muses—without technology helping me do the otherwise impossible).

Instead, Shelley’s takeaway was that technology can be abused, and needs to be de-automated away from profit; i.e., from modernity to postmodernity towards post-scarcity using hauntological pre-capitalist language: stolen back from the gods of the state by the gods they’re abusing! This includes sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll, borrowed from Ovid, Dante, Shakespeare, and Milton, which Shelley turned into a unique combination: a common thread of women in a man’s world being, at best, underappreciated and ignored, and at worst, treated as unwelcome outsiders and thieves to fetishize; i.e., when they try to show that a woman—little more than a piece of ass, in status-quo men’s eyes—can both fuck, have a brain, and go on to comment dialectically on the towering midden of all our yesterdays (the Apollo missions being little more than Space-Race rocket-riding by the United States looking to colonize space: “We choose to go to the moon because we can”)! Stacked in more ways than one!

(source: Maia Weinstock’s “Margaret Hamilton’s Apollo Code,” 2016)

In canonical circles, such things are often buried, then trotted out like show ponies/witches[3] for state aims fetishizing and demonizing female scientists (a STEM tradition that extends to anything monstrous-feminine, not just white cis women, but one begot out of nuns and female detectives). So was Shelley—in writing the first science fiction novel—breaking new ground her usual jailors would immediately try to reign in.

Oddly enough, the idea of theft wasn’t even new in Shelley’s novel, but its application was; i.e., “The Modern Prometheus” concerning state parties stealing from nature to rape it while valorizing themselves, and state victims challenging them in duality while standing in/playing with the same messy goop: possessing the state armor to cockblock its maker’s continuation (something of a dark desire); i.e., a voice of the victims of the Capitalocene, versus Hamlet’s fathers ghost or Prospero’s spirit, Ariel, enslaved to do his bidding/seek his revenge). Shelley showed us how power is just something to exchange back and forth over time, only ever becoming a question of “theft” when privatized.

At its most basic, capital reduces “creation” to people who give birth (of any sort), which it then tries to pimp for profit; i.e., hauntologized and binarized per the West and its Amazonomachia/ancient canonical codes (re: Creed and Foucault). But per my work, the monstrous-feminine had extended to a wider group of workers the state was tokenizing through a Venn diagram of persecution networks and language; e.g., of women from Shelley’s mother’s generation, like Ann Radcliffe. So Shelley expanded her arguments to speak to a theft of reclamation back for all workers by castrating their most famous maxims and turning them into death on two legs: by doubling them, mid-liminal expression. Creed argues how Medusa is the Archaic Mother castrating men, and I’d be hard-pressed not to agree that Frankenstein‘s monster is—at its most basic—a black mirror/Aegis showing “clones of Napoleon” (the original who weaponized science for his own gain)—the Numinous error of his ways: “Before it, my genius is rebuked!” he cries, then melts down/throws a tantrum (of sorts, below). Girls have cooties; let us disabuse you of that notion!

These are frankly difficult practices to conceptualize if you’ve never done them before (“nothing ventured, nothing gained”); e.g., I’m trans, but was in the closet for much of my life, yet creating while inside said egg to eventually hatch from it. Shelley, on the other hand, had already given birth and eloped with a womanizing atheist with big ideas; but she took those ideas—and wedded to her personal tragedies and grief—revived the miscarriage of past attempts into a holistic statement of creation useful to all critics of capital, past and present! Making babies became monsters inside/outside her womb—androgynous like Medusa, but commenting on Zeus and Metis, as well (and many other mythic elements; re: Prometheus, Milton, etc).

Like sex in general, it was a combination of “right place, right time,” animate/inanimate, and playing-with-fire/lightning-in-a-bottle trial and error to camp/reclaim what was already becoming canonized anew under a Protestant ethic. Hindsight 20/20; whereas Weber debated Marx’s ghost with the Spirit of Capitalism and Shelley debated Milton’s with Frankenstein to haunt Marx’ dreams (and his own love for ghosts), my work in Sex Positivity has camped all of them to realize, at this pivotal moment, just how precocious and advanced Shelley’s ideas were! Not bad for a sixteen-year-old runaway who whored her way into vaults of knowledge normally denied to women (she took more than her share, versus submitting obediently to men of authority—with someone like Altaira, left  only being allowed to pick who she gets to fuck[4])! Props, girl!

(source)

To this, Frankenstein was indisputably conceived out wedlock. Following the Cartesian Revolution, the bourgeoisie were already gestating in Europe and America. Being a rebel and a woman, Shelley understood that you have to combine things and messily in order to create radical change. Taking the risks that she actually took, Shelley gave birth to ideas of universal liberation by stealing from the past; i.e., beating the father of Communism to the punch by conceiving of a proto-Marxist ideal before Marx was even born, then giving birth to her novel the same year he entered the world: as a mockery of Napoleon and other great men of history while warning about the privatization of technology as a matter of theatre and theft the state will try to monopolize. “All the traditions of dead generations,” specifically men, Shelley applied to manmade monsters subject to her critique through creation: her own sexy beast oddly enough made by a woman, and which everyone—Marx included—promptly forgot about and tried to eclipse in favor of themselves.

So they did, after Shelley came and went, but remained an indelible palimpsest on the minds of men; e.g., men like Poe, Conrad, Lovecraft, Freud, Kafka, Scott and Cameron—but also the bastardized, killed-over-time metaphors of glass wombs, the “franken” prefix, golems and machine people, paradox and oxymoron, ambiguous sex toys and psychosexual, martyred hyphenations of sex and force (thus indiscretions of adult/child, the organic and inorganic[5] and artificial[6] intelligence).

In turn, our straight male (usually white) matchmakers wedded this hellish, blinding jumble of oddities to all-around body horror/decay and mad science, insect politics, star-crossed monster love, radical transformation (from Ovid to Kafka to Giger to Cronenberg), ethnocentric knife-dick/BBC, wandering womb (ancient psychology and medicine haunting modern equivalents; e.g., hysteria and bicycle face) and monster mothers[7]: what they used for profit, first and foremost; i.e., requiring those concerned with poetry and revolution to play with such things as Shelley did again, hence re-liberate them (from state torture) using the same throbbing pulpy mass (“the new flesh,” in Cronenberg’s words)! If Shelley’s book composed and made popular that unique set of mutations, women like Beauvoir, Kristeva and Creed built on it, followed by little-ol’ me camping the lot of them. Out of all of them, Shelley holds up the best as an interesting and good-hearted person (though Kristeva and Creed’s ideas remain incredibly useful, and frankly I don’t much know [or care] if they were sluts or not).

Power and death seriously and unalterably change you; and this can be into things we no longer recognize in ourselves or others (and though I’ll critique Percy in the pages ahead, I honestly think Mary loved Percy—not for his flaws or genius alone, but as two sides of the same coin, and which with any pairing sometimes put them and us at risk while forgetting who they are: the insect who dreamt he was a man who loved it, and saying to his mate, “I’ll hurt you if you stay!” Percy reached for greatness, and that rubbed off onto Mary as we shall see).

So, too, is nature wholly abject; we can reverse that but rock its signature aesthetic of power and death—doing so to help ourselves reverse what otherwise never can be: by trusting the insect (the queer insect generally being seen as a Communist metaphor before, during and after the arrival of AIDS). Take it from me, it’s never too late to find someone who will love you to the ends of the Earth and beyond—someone who challenges you and you them! Such has been my Promethean Quest, and one upon repeated reflection, I now gladly pass along to you! We’re becoming Brundle-fly! Won’t you join us?

To it, Frankenstein‘s deluge of copycats and admirers often take the original author and her unparalleled genius for granted: immediately recognizable in any story that imitates it, each variation feels somehow special and unique, yet part of a larger whole (except for maybe Kenneth Branagh’s dubious remake). While I could easily shower Frankenstein with repeatedly bombastic and gushing effusions—e.g., “Shelley’s novel is the greatest work of the English language (which it arguably is)” or some such unquantifiable claim—the proof, here, is in the pudding. And this pudding is easy enough to appreciate in the person who made it—only a woman, but “great God!” what a woman she was! She puts the “semen” in seminal, the pussy on the chainwax! What I wouldn’t do to pick her brain (and poke her hole)!

This dedication is written to Shelley being someone I instantly identified with, upon discovering. I found her documents in my own dark forest, originally writing “Born to Fall ” (from the epigram) as my first serious attempt back at school (my “first love” while returning from a seven-year hiatus). I eventually set aside Otto Rank and Freud to focus on Barbara Creed through a dialectical-material lens instead of a psychoanalytical one, but the idea of “birth trauma” is still there. It lives on through Shelley as my role model above all others; i.e., camping Cartesian thought (synonymous with heteronormativity and settler colonialism) in ways only someone so profoundly anomalous as Mary Shelley could have.

When you look at Gothic stories, you’re staring into a past moment reaching towards future greatness, inspiring you to do the same! In turn, game recognizes game, and weird attracts weird; all the people I’ve fucked and learned from, oddly enough, stem from Shelley’s inextricable hold on my young woman’s slutty soul: breaking the glass ceiling that women can’t fuck, do science, or fuck and do science outside of strictly non-fictional spheres (women are queens of multitasking because the state and its burden of care forces them to be). “Yeah, nerd! Flux my capacitor! Make it squirt!”

Gothic Communism is biomechanical/obsessed with bio-power (re: Foucault’s five-dollar word for teamwork and mass exploitation, but also labor value); i.e., electrified and operatic, it ain’t over ’til the fat lady sings, but whose Song of Infinity challenges the state ever and always: taking her peachy cake and pie back from bourgeois knives! “Let me cut your cake with my knife!” (AC/DC’s “Let Me Put My Love into You,” 1980). In turn, naked desire and bold exploration are vital to new exciting growth—least of all because they threaten pain and things that do not last, by themselves, but when boldly combined can yield fresh synthesis that passes vital information onwards: life takes many forms, including technology and social-sexual relations playing a vital role!

(artist: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard)

Nothing is sacred save universal liberation; Shelley took her trauma/arguable mistakes and turned them into a weapon ripe for class war—one whose endlessly productive, mimetic and lubricative counterterror the state, no matter how hard it tries, could never fully pimp; i.e., while raping nature as monstrous-feminine, nature fucks back. This, unto itself, was slutty and cool, which is all you really need when imitating something (re: everyone loves the whore/monsters, especially smart sexy monsters). It didn’t hurt, though, that Shelley was a complete-and-total badass, on top of it all…

Out of respect, then, I have added some footnotes in “Making Demons” that shine a light on Shelley’s adventuresome life. Far from discouraging others to do the same, she inspired me (though I didn’t realize it at the time); i.e., to go out and have my own Promethean Quest (for the palliative Numinous), well after I had thought myself forever “stuck.” I read Frankenstein in 2014, only to have my first relationship in 2015; by 2017, I was on my way to England to have my own adventures overseas! My whoring became a globetrotting affair, “wet docking[8]” in any port that fancied me (re: Cuwu, above).

The rest, as they say, is history. That’s what we’re sailing into—mine and Shelley’s bound at the hip. Any port in a storm! Full mast, ye hearties! We sail into the unknown, seeking dark, unequal, and forbidden exchange (of power and knowledge) during the dialectic of shelter and the alien; i.e., while facing Capitalism’s dead past staring us in the face (“Tell me your secrets, dark one! What? You’re my next-door neighbor?”)! What’s that, up on Mount Blanc? Medusa? Rogue technology like a shoggoth, xenomorph or terminator? An angry teenager than soaks up information like a sponge, good or bad? Paradise Lost? Maybe all of them? Whatever it is and however it imbricates per mutation playing with dead things, it’s alive!

(artist: Bernie Wrightson[9]; source: “Wrightson’s Frankenstein at 40,” 2023)

“Fire of Unknown Origin”: Composite Bodies, Golems and Mad Science; or the Roots of Enlightenment Persecution in the Promethean Quest (feat. Mary Shelley, Frankenstein and Ridley Scott)

“I don’t know what’s in there, but it’s weird and pissed off, whatever it is!”

—Clark, The Thing (1982)

Editor’s Note: Demon sex is often torture sex/torture-themed. And while I don’t normally show hardcore rape scenes in this book series, I will here; i.e., to subvert the Pygmalion myth/Shadow of Pygmalion during the Promethean Quest. Excluding Scott’s hardcore gore as bestiality and rape porn of a kind, this section has one example of unironic rape: Yasuomi Umetsu’s 1998 animated cyberpunk noir, Kite (exhibit 44b1). —Perse

(artist: Henry Fuseli)

“Forbidden Sight,” part one largely considered the revenge of whores treated as demonic by the state during blood libel monopolies and refrains (witches/Amazons, vampires and goblins); there’s still the history of making and summoning them. Part two and three shall examine whores a bit more, but predominantly considers demons at large; i.e., part two, as beings not to summon, but make during the Promethean Quest per Shelley’s Frankenstein (and similar stories), and part three with the summoning process as magical, runic. Keeping with our demon thesis, knowledge is power and vice versa; the Promethean Quest trades knowledge for power in some shape or form. In turn, longevity and weapons are the most common trades, classically leading to premature death due to human failing: power of the gods being closed off for man’s hubris, daring to play god (re: mad science) and scapegoating manmade victims instead of themselves (re: DARVO).

Love it or hate it, then, demons are fast and loose in terms of the exact social-psychosexual knowledge oozing out of them[10]. This includes the aesthetic of power and death they fall back on, or the bratty games they might play (“Don’t talk to me like that… except sometimes!” E.g., Kim Petras’ “Treat Me Like a Slut,” 2022). Yet they define rather sharply by torture and rape per the whore’s paradox; i.e., homewreckers-valuing-consent turning the nuclear model upside-down, acting unto the passionate, martyred, paradoxically sinful/sacred search for fatal knowledge (re: Radcliffe’s demon lover) and having been in the West since before Shelley revived the Promethean myth!

  • Whores, and the Iconoclastic Idea of Making Demons
  • Shelley’s Temerity: Vengeful Golems and Campy Whores in Frankenstein
  • Echoes of the Enlightenment and Sanitizing Shelley through Ridley Scott’s Complicit Cryptonymy (feat., Prometheus and Alien: Covenant)
  • Cryptomimesis through Demonic Camp and Rape Play (feat. Kite)
  • Gothic Hermeneutics (a reprise)
  • Some Broader Points on Shelley’s Promethean Quest (for Fatal Knowledge)

Whores, and the Iconoclastic Idea of Making Demons

We’ll get to Shelley’s golem (and its normalizing of subversion) in a moment. I’d like to examine whores for a bit (thirteen pages) vis-à-vis the notion of making demons. Male whores exist, and trans/disabled people are often homeless in ways that force them into sex work, but cis female sex work is commonly demonized under the Western umbrella[11]; re: nature-as-monstrous-feminine, which includes AMAB sex workers treated in feminine ways (as slaves). Regardless of class, race, religion, gender or sex, demon bodies are plastic and infinite, establishing power through play in ways that threaten an immortal soul with mortal “failings”; i.e., sex as a drug to sell: as pieces of ass yoked by unscrupulous, greedy pimps unable to keep their hands to themselves (or their dicks in their pants).

Alive/dead, madness/reason, virgin/whore, naked/clothed, tight/loose, hard/soft, dom/sub, black/white, etc—such things commonly hyphenate under paradoxical duress. Per ludo-Gothic BDSM, knowledge is power amid play fostering mutual consent in defiance of capital! Everyone loves the psycho space slut who loves to fuck/simps for Satan, and in that perfect world where she can tease and be herself, she loves it, too! The flesh isn’t “weak” or faking anything (orgasm or smile); it’s vibing (the throbbing pulse of a happy clit)!

Sluts are, like demons, things to make and summon alike. This happens through playing with demonic things; i.e., unequal power and its forbidden exchange/dark desire; e.g., metal, our bodies, excessive eating, etc—to be silly and make washing-machine sounds (“uh-uh-uh-uh”) while fucking to metal. Whores are the metal, the life of the party livening things up by undressing ourselves (figuratively or literally, next page) and crossing boundaries!

Everyone loves sluts, but so often they are abused; we dungeon keepers speak up/to our abuse as sluts—i.e., in ways that encourage better treatment through Satanic stories of “mistreatment/panic” haunted by the real deal! Singing and dancing feel good unto themselves—doubly so if they camp our harm by putting it in quotes; re: activism per Gothic Communism and ludo-Gothic BDSM: liberating sex work through iconoclastic art, pushing not for the legalization of sex work, but the complete and total decriminalization of it. Whores, in our hands and minds, aren’t controlled opposition or criminal; they’re activism, politics and survival through a holistic and inclusive pedagogy of the oppressed! Not homewreckers, but defenders of their homes, they project nature-as-alien/monstrous-feminine from the state antagonizing the homeless, the vermin, the fallen! So do we spellbind those who would kill us, humanizing our sluttiness/non-nuclear polyamory in their eyes.

In turn, we promote a possible world—one where fucking on the first date not only isn’t frowned upon, but celebrated! Fucking is learning and learning should be fun! Love to fuck; hurt, not harm, babes! Court courtly love (and demon lovers, matadors, banditti, etc), but in jest, through camp putting “rape” in quotes during the whore’s paradox! “Lady Evil! She’s queen of the night!” (Black Sabbath, 1980); she backs it up onto your dick during White Zombie’s “Thunder Kiss ’65” (1996)! Rock ‘n roll, operas and metal don’t just routinely sing about us/pimp us out as the slutty girls next door per the Gothic mode; they’re our siren song! Our jam! Whores aren’t just hot and badass, you see, but cool as fuck; in the right hands, they like to be used like dolls (sex, killer and/or otherwise)!

(artist: Valentina)

So whereas “Idle Hands” concerned general things to keep in mind about demons and how they operate as whore-like poetic devices, “Making Demons” will shift towards the making of demons at large being whore-like; re: by starting with Mary Shelley’s classic example as the ur-whore; i.e., the Promethean Quest and its composite bodies, golems and mad science equaling the state’s abusing of the fire of the gods through Gothic poetics, and said fire fighting back during the technological singularity! Eloping with Percy (though probably fucking after the first date), Mercy Wollstonecraft became Mary Shelley and entered a wild new chapter of her life.

As such, creativity towards sex and gender (violence, terror and morphological expression) is a weapon of forbidden knowledge the state abuses, mid-poetics; i.e., to enslave nature-as-alien under a police function, which the elite own full exclusivity towards: rape and total, lopsided power games/exchange through bad BDSM, blaming the whore (from Mother Nature to local street workers) for their own rape. Acting the whore without the pimp, Shelley camped all of this, using a wide variety of poetic devices to do so! The two cannot be separated, so instead I will jump back and forth between Shelley’s life and her famous book.

In keeping with Jewish myth, Prometheus and the Pygmalion tale, Victor makes the Creature out of the Earth as already owned—according to Victor—by Victor and “his kind” (white straight male Europeans); he makes his child out of clay as God does, but sees it as “dark” because the process and materials are dark. He subsequently tries to enslave it, then resents it for resisting him; i.e., as something to reject and ultimately pimp by upholding the status quo through lies and force. So is descriptive sexuality crucified by Cartesian agents with virgin/whore syndrome: constantly on the lookout, trolling the street for demons to dominate (“demon” goes both ways, as zombies do, inside the state of exception).

In short, Victor and similar men of reason (e.g., Peter Weyland, left) adopt an air of false benevolence, trying all the while to monopolize the whore as pimps do; i.e., by unironically framing nature as “dark,” meaning a whore of darkness to pimp out, under a Protestant ethic: after God is dead, because men are making whores to pimp in His much-touted absence. Except, per the Protestant ethic, the Capitalocene merely pimps nature under a secularized Christendom, one making nature dead and monstrous-feminine to suit the needs of capital; i.e., the Medusa to fashion and rape, regardless of the simulacrum’s sex, gender, race or temperament (God classically replacing Lilith with Eve, the virgin versus the whore). Man’s revenge against nature remains constant, a false parent brutalizing their illegitimate children like a father his bastard.

Furthermore, trauma lingers on the clay, or things treated as “clay”; i.e., “dark,” malleable; e.g., flesh—especially flesh with “non-white” qualities (color or size): as data storage, with fucking just another means of passing data along during generational trauma’s rememory process. To look on the whore or its forbidden testimony (during genocide) is like watching Medusa, thus risking “corruption”; i.e., in ways white fragility cannot handle. It presents communication as copulation for those purposes: communicating abject corruption in reverse, during the cryptonymy process; i.e., as something that writes in both directions.

As something to make and behold in equal measure, information becomes a weapon the state will try to monopolize through its most famous forms (with few stories being as famous as Frankenstein): a slut to rape, but also slave to beat and behead after seemingly being “made”; i.e., by the poet; e.g., Victor playing god/white master over the robata (slave) by insisting as the slave-owner does to his assigned underling: “I made you; I am your master (therefore your pimp)!”

Except, Victor is the master of a demon (which would make him Satan, by his own logic), yet believes he is good, thus appalled by his desire to act the tyrant… which he promptly projects onto his naturalized slave, who he calls treats as “demon” (the duality pegging Victor as Lilith/the necromancer by the Creature calling him slave[12]). Victor, then, sees nature as alien, twisted and broken to serve profit by hijacking the creation process as “demonic” and queer-coded: “It’s alive!”

So is science (and the ghost of the counterfeit) a giant gaslight during the abjection process corrupting clay (or anything else it can make things with)—i.e., in service to capital for all time! Wronged, the victim (nature) reaches through the making of its own enslavement to torment the sculptor with demonic apocalypse! “You ‘made” me, and I seek revenge!” Thus is history both true and false, virgin and whore; i.e., the whore’s paradox and revenge sitting between what is and what threatens to become in a variety of ways the state will deny through controlled opposition.

(artist: Daniel Echinger)

In turn, we whores are lowlifes who repeatedly have run-ins with state abuse and lies, thus can camp their criminalizing of us on our Aegis; i.e., trapping state imbeciles in the room with us and our dark horny voices. Psycho sluts from beyond, we can be whatever we want, say whatever we wish to challenge state forces abjecting and pimping us (as cops do, defending property as a territorial arrangement of power that punishes whores, chattelizing and medicalizing them; e.g., hysteria and lunacy)! No gods, no kings, no masters! We destroy their bussies greatly and with panache! Naked, we armor and shrink their scared junk; i.e., with our demonic sex’s ungovernable violence, terror and morphology! So does Shelley torment Victor for playing with dead things, exposing him as the tyrant punching down, mid-séance (more on this, in a moment)!

Endless ways to present and perform power and knowledge, the brothel is our classroom: a place to teach and pray by making hot, naughty demon love! Whatever the type, it hurts so good (acquiring power through “rape,” per the whore’s paradox). Victims of systemic trauma, whores recognize and respond to trauma as something they relate to; i.e., to communicate through sex, speaking operatically to the kinds of trauma state monopolies, trifectas and qualities of capital cause; re: capital sexualizes and alienates[13] everything pursuant to profit. Safety, for us, is “danger” in quotes; i.e., we’re not immune to pain, but do use it to subvert state power as demons do; re: “We camp canon because we must!”

Pain, then, is an acquired taste, one that defines whores and, by extension, demons made by state proponents shaping them like clay outside the womb. Trauma lives in us in ways we can’t control; externalizing it through rules informed by us, we find our power once again (the power fantasy being survival in the face of perceived danger—of being stalked, groomed, owned and killed unironically by creeps, versus paradoxically “in Hell”; i.e., as a kind of play that empowers through “disempowerment”): the appearance of massive darkness expressed in “non-white” bodies routinely reaped by the state; e.g., Medusa’s fat, juicy ass and tight, darkness-filled asshole turning the world order (old or new) upside down as a kind of cryptonymic vanishing point—for weird canonical nerds abusing nature through their wives and children onto other workers: “Uwu! Don’t look! See no evil!”

(artist: Nyx)

Often this includes advertising that we are sluts and proud of it (similar to “we’re here and we’re queer”); e.g., Kim Petras (next page) lauding her delicious “Coconuts” (2022) or saying “Treat Me Like a Slut” (2022) in a sex-positive way! These aren’t “deep” songs, but on their demonic surfaces advertise the treatment of sluts (thus demons) not as criminals, but heroes and goddesses to worship (and “pets” to spoil, in ironic[14] animal language). Indeed, it’s a celebration of the very things the state wants to control, liberated from the state in spirit! Some like it hot; workers must realize sex-positive demonization—i.e., as it exists in duality during liminal expression!

(artist: Kim Petras)

Concerning monopolies, I’ve already said they’re impossible. In part, the weapon is anisotropic, and Shelley will highlight this for us in her famous frame story when critiquing the state through black magic tropes (specifically that of the golem): she being the necromancer that pulls our Pygmalion’s strings to shame him through Victor (a parody of the Byronic hero[15]): his power is false. To it, state Pygmalions age and darken workers to incentivize violence against them, antagonizing nature as something to rape and reap pursuant to profit; workers do it both to testify to the state’s abuse of them and to safeguard nature from the state (the latter full of shit and harboring ill intent)!

Something of a horny nerd/baddie bookworm, Shelley wasn’t above mixing Old-Testament, Jewish-coded demonology/natural philosophy with a, at the time, rising science narrative; i.e., the notion of science fiction was basically a new concept—one she made by combining medieval fantasy with Gothic poetics to critique Modernity (aka the Enlightenment); e.g., the golem legend dating back to Antiquity but making for a handy critical device concerning the state and those of it who sought to dominate the Earth, then the universe (a trope that would carry forwards beyond Frankenstein in astronoetic stories, which we’ll get to at the end of the section): dark magic, but also currents of raw electricity (Galvanism) to jolt us awake regarding rising system problems; i.e., Capitalism, first and foremost, the Capitalocene pushing towards state shift!

Fed on by dead labor as making us undead, we desperately need a jolt to break the spell; i.e., magic vs magic, their black spells versus our copies thereof, the oppositional synthesis of clay and occult scribbles accounting for gender trouble and parody in equal measure! While demons are made, flow determines function, in that respect, and “darkness” has the ability to reverse polarity in service to workers: to put state “rape” into quotes, thus speak through the language of the dead brought back to life as demons are—piece by piece. We plug into the fire of the gods as divorced from us by capital, hugging the alien to humanize it and ourselves: through forbidden knowledge reacquired “on the cross.” “O, happy dagger!” We loosen up to take into ourselves bitter pills and ambrosia alike (all up in our guts)! Power is a performance that is fleeting! We welcome it to leave behind better lessons than “old men fear death and rape everything to avoid it!” Onto the Island of Domination! Strike while the metal is hot!

(model and artist: Drooling Red and Persephone van der Waard)

A few more pages about that. Shelley’s Creature was a whore with a voice berating the pimp who made it. To it, there’s certainly a posthuman element whose wild spark speaks to raw futurism, mid-Numinous, but said futurism is invariably canceled; re: retro-future. As part of the cryptonymy process, then, stories about making demons also tap into dark, strange appetites hidden between state doubles and our own castle-sized mysteries interrogating old generational trauma; i.e., to give workers practice when fending off its monomythic advances. We Galatea rustle and shift in the Shadow of Pygmalion, installing barriers to play with shadow, sodomy and suggestion; i.e., a strange fruit to string up and sacrifice that we might summon special demonic sentiment, including sexuality and satire, stigma and taboo, animal and appetite: eating butt to carry out not simply the whore’s existence, but her voice regarding repressed concerns and unknown pleasures; re: darkness visible, the Miltonian paradox of truth that Shelley’s monstrous-feminine knew all too well—one mixed with lies to win us our freedom from state shadows! Escape, from Plato’s cave, happens inside itself. Shelley’s xenomorph was a chimera: undead, animal, and demon, all-in-one.

To it, the state won’t educate workers to free themselves or nature when it comes to sex, gender and Gothic poetics at large, so we educate ourselves; i.e., de facto educators learning to see in the dark with the dark as a magical poetic force making monsters (demons or otherwise). Boundaries don’t vanish, but the way they are formed, understood and communicated/trespassed shifts the paradigm; e.g., I’m a poly Satanist trans woman, but still have to acknowledge and respect my friends’ right to say no (despite wanting to fuck all my friends). They know I’m a slut; it’s not something I have to closet, but we do have to respect each other’s boundaries. Sex happens sometimes, but it’s not automatic (and for many BDSM practitioners, sex is secondary to the social aspects of control and release).

All the while, we’re making new history on the bones of the old, a new past-future to dig up and leave behind again (with the ace power of nudism). Everything occupies the same shadow zone, a juggernaut to summon and roll around in ways that cannot be avoided or outrun. Instead, it’s always waiting for us, the past coming back to haunt empire’s inheritors: “Let Nature be your teacher” (source: William Wordsworth’s “Tables Turned,” 1798). Fight or flight, but also fuck (aka friend/fawn), if need be! Once triggered, adrenaline heightens sensation, activating defense/offense mechanisms assisting in medieval, at-times-surreal, tomb-like poetic expression. Hell becomes home to us, a liminal position more favorable and in-control; i.e., little bats catching their prey on the wing. It becomes our place to hide but also sing—preaching to the same dark choir seeking the same rapture (company and sex), shelter, sleep and food. Stress, struggle, social, sex!

As we proceed into the broad classification that is “demons” and making them, it should become clear that there is less functional difference between them and the undead than you might think; i.e., based on more recent iterations of these creatures, older demons were often made of stone, metal, clay or even corpses assembled together (an intersection of the two modules).

Moreover, the animated quality to demons speaks through of their making as classically summoned into an animate body or a fabrication thereof versus the earthly plane said body calls home—a vessel that, trapped between object and subject during Capitalism paradoxically granting labor a voice the elite cannot control, speaks out against them in favor of universal liberation (the Creature only wanting a mate and solitude, next page); re: through the queerness of a made family that upends nuclear orders in favor of speaking to worker and natural damage, having the whore’s revenge: “We’re alive!” in ways that hijacked creation beyond biology and falling into Gothic poetics decolonized from state monopolies.

The state will try to horde all technology for itself, but within those devices survive dark children who testify to state abuse; i.e., bastards the elite can not only not control, but who survive beyond state limits and reach into brave new worlds (with infant mortality[16] being a classic problem of the world before modern science): our bodies become art to survive beyond what normally would, expressed in a variety of taboo things (our Gothic counterterror/asymmetrical warfare weaponizing nature and technology to serve workers’ needs, as Shelley’s story [and holistic education] ultimately did; re: the fire of the gods).

(artist: Geminisoku)

Often that vessel is a previous corpse. However, the thing inside said corpse is still an entity to acknowledge relative to the function of the vessel containing it; i.e., a prisoner inside a prison, be they singular or plural, abstract or actual. Empowered by technology the elite wish to monopolize (re: the fire of the gods), we sit on the ledge of great creation; i.e., the act haunted by itself as “black” in capital’s eyes while policing the whore—caverns of darkness, measureless to man save as things to conquer, ad infinitum, during revenge arguments against nature: as gyn/ecological and monstrous-feminine, thus having secrets the state can torture[17] of out her (re: me, Patel, Bacon). The child seeks revenge from unnatural parentage posturing as enlightened, but actually barbaric; i.e., framing the baby as useless shit.

So must the alien always be a sex doll to rape, and something that reclaims itself, mid-camp, using cryptonymy’s blindfolds; i.e., to see through, (no matter how opaque) an alien that is human, mid-dialectic, and whose various countermeasures (when illustrating mutual consent during rape play) are anti-predatory in nature:

(artist: Drooling Red)

More than anything else, Shelley’s Promethean critique of Cartesian thought gave the whore (the birther of demons) more power than state proponents dared dream. She showed us how there is power in sex (or “ace” public nudism interrogating sex and violence) as “black.”

As we’ve established, “black” equals “forbidden,” “vengeful,” “playful,” and “chaotic” in ways that assist or confound the state-as-straight preying on nature-as-monstrous-feminine: present it as “ancient” and “dark,” then hand civilization’s protectors a gun; i.e., cops for capital. Nature and those “of it” are treated as dead clay to break up and build under capital, which the made or summoned whore objects to, but also screams in dollish rapture when making “thinking beings” uncomfortable: we are clay and through our pedagogy of the oppressed can shape ourselves in anisotropic, martyred monstrous-feminine jouissance that upsets the moral, ontological order of things! There’s method to our madness and its fertile invention/grave, hellish mythology! “The tradition of all dead [whores] weighs like a nightmare on the brains of the living”; re: camping Marx to escape capital better than he envisioned after Shelley came and went! Time is a circle, and in making the Wisdom of the Ancients wise—i.e., by regressing towards a better past vision of a possible future world aborted by capital—so do workers like myself and Shelley break Capitalist Realism: to abort capital, thus envision a better world of darkness than the one that presently exists. “Rape” camps rape; that’s how it goes.

We’ll get to that with Shelley showing the world how it’s done (one more page). For now, there are different roles to consider insofar as a prison can be defined. Its chief aim is containment and dehumanization. It’s worth noting how Shelley envisioned it as a person trapped inside a patchwork corpse; i.e., one fathered by someone who viewed himself as master of the imprisoned—a body whose prison the sculptor fashioned to be noble, and for which the monster loathed him:

“For some weeks I led a miserable life in the woods, endeavouring to cure the wound which I had received. The ball had entered my shoulder, and I knew not whether it had remained there or passed through; at any rate I had no means of extracting it. My sufferings were augmented also by the oppressive sense of the injustice and ingratitude of their infliction. My daily vows rose for revenge—a deep and deadly revenge, such as would alone compensate for the outrages and anguish I had endured” (source).

The prison was the monster’s body as assigned to him by a Cartesian patriarch during the Promethean Quest. The creator’s vision falling short of his own ideals, he found himself face-to-face with the horrors of Capitalism and so banished the monster—a human being—to suffer in god-ordained spheres (to die of exposure, banished from Paradise like Satan was).

Devils tell truth with lies, drawing attention through themselves as glorious, but also canonically hideous cryptonyms wrought from dark clay. True to form, Shelley’s story takes anti-Semitic ideas (mainly the Golem of Prague) to critique capital vis-à-vis mad science aligned with state forces and Cartesian thought; i.e., by making “ancient” demons that emasculate a Cartesian benefactor, Shelley reminds him that he’s a dark wizard worthy of punishment; re: idle hands are the Devil’s workshop, exposing capital for all its usual offenses against nature: a whore to pimp, “ancient” filth to purge during the ghost of the counterfeit’s process of abjection. The novel is one big pity party thrown by the usual DARVO junkies, Victor utterly self-absorbed, much like the state that procured him. This isn’t to celebrate him, but torture and expose him as a kind of Cartesian dupe summoning a devil who tortures him to death—all penned by those delighting at his downfall: the sluts of the universe, camping the canon!

(artist: Grave Ghostie)

For example, canon invents “Old Testament” fabrications punching down against pre-Christian cabals and their Western hauntologies (thus keep capital flowing by essentializing its “fuel”); but Shelley weaponizes such dogma against what the state creates: the abuse of the fire of the gods (re: creation) through mad science—all to hold the privileged accountable for systemic abuses.

This extends, as we shall see, to Milton’s shapeshifting Satan, and later Scott’s David becoming a “black Adam”: creations making creations that rebel further and further against God that—despite being dead, himself (re: Nietzsche)— survives in the Capitalocene lording over nature and daring to call it “sophisticated,” “progress,” “modern,” etc. Think of it as Domino Theory in Gothic form; i.e., protesting by profaning capital in the gayest, biomechanical ways—ways that burn down their churches through existence, itself echoing across a variety of equally queer (strange), psychosexual simulacra (re: sex as a weapon, poetry as a weapon)! Contrary to Victor’s abysmal parentage, such progenies are generally labors of love, our Satanic apostacy reviving nature through clay to trouble Cartesian hubris (the temerity of slaves, refusing to obey their assigned masters)!

Shelley’s Temerity: Vengeful Golems and Campy Whores in Frankenstein

Enough about making demons-as-whores! Let’s continue examining Mary Shelley’s temerity—her golem as the whore giving a voice to talk about rape with; i.e., as its own kind of whore pimped out by Cartesian forces; re: Victor making a mighty being of nature to deify himself and obey his commands, which promptly seeks its posthuman revenge, post-exile—the technological singularity (a form of state shift) speaking to man’s reach exceeding his genocidal grasp: something that not only thinks for itself, but is both naturally (and unnaturally) stronger than the story’s titular tragic hero it testifies against (and whose testimony he repugnantly polices; re: the Medusa as a growing voice about rape, from Shelley onwards).

On account of Shelley breaking glass ceilings in so many ways, her novel is one of the most-studied and puzzled-over works of all time (owing to its radical female authorship and queer/postcolonial themes, among other reasons). Much has been said about the Promethean Quest it inspired, including in my own work (e.g., “‘She Fucks Back’; or, Revisiting The Modern Prometheus through Astronoetics,” 2024; or, “The Promethean Quest and James Cameron’s Military Optimism in Metroid,” 2021).

As previously stated, the rest of “Making Demons” will be somewhat brief relative to the enormity and importance of what’s being examined (countless academics have already spent their entire lives studying Frankenstein); re: as it concerns topics we have already discussed (the undead and tyrannical men of reason, linked above) and will discuss again (the xenomorph). Its primary goal, then, is to introduce the origins of Enlightenment persecution, and whose seminal examination in Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein provides a 1818 precursor to 20th century fascism that continues to live on in the post-fascist moderacy of the 21st century globe (with people like Sabine Hossenfelder or Richard Dawkins[18] using science to discriminate against , but also exploit and destroy various minorities behind a righteous mask; i.e., for merely existing in the shadow of the state, American Liberalism, and Cartesian thought). Many of the ideas explored here exist throughout the rest of the module, front to back (shifting from “making” to “magic,” as we go forwards).

(artist: Bernie Wrightson)

Frankenstein is not “just” a story about child abuse/a failed experiment, then, but one about composite bodies and robata rising up; i.e., in counterterrorist reinvention, refusing to submit despite state abuse: from older computers/data storage into new forms (the Gothic novel sitting between Ancient Romance and scientific discoveries haunted by settler-colonial genocide). Shelley is a “programmer” reprogramming canon by corrupting it (sort of a precursor to Chelsea Manning blowing the whistle). She’s doing so through composite bodies and Cartesian thought as a vector and pathogen—a wild teenager’s juvenilia camping adult dumbasses through dark rebirth (re: Shelley was nineteen when she wrote Frankenstein—quite a feat considering it’s arguably the most famous/studied/productive/germane Gothic novel of all time); i.e., a dark mommy who inspired my own body of work by writing something hideously exceptional, herself; re (from Volume Zero):

(artist: Richard Rothwell)

Pregnancies are seldom planned. This book, Sex Positivity versus Sex Coercion, or Gothic Communism, isn’t just a big-ass porn catalog full of cool, “thirsty” art, nor is it just my little trans demon baby and pure, loving brainchild made with those who passively or actively contributed to its pages; it’s me, a trans woman, consciously reverse-engineering my own creative process as having been ongoing for years (thus why I have so many exhibits from my own work—I had already drawn them years ago). For the better part of fifteen months, this complex reification’s trial and error has happened in starts and stops after long nights at the desk, sleeping on my increasingly regular musings and waking afresh with new queer epiphanies—to keep things straight in my own head, much like Sarah Connor kept journals for herself while figuratively and literally giving birth to rebellion (and doing my best to avoid coming off as a white savior). Just as an expected child is fueled and shaped by its mother’s diet, my book was inspired by the process of older poetics/poiesis (meaning “to make,” specifically a production of that which has never existed; i.e., the simulacrum, or imitation fashioned through mimesis). The idea of Gothic (gay-anarcho) Communism wasn’t just subversion, but reclamation of what was lost to fight back against capital as Einstein’s fish might: to learn not what made me feel stupid for being unable to climb a tree as my prescribed “betters” could, but swim in water as I was always meant to through a cultivated emotional/Gothic intelligence linked to my inherent neurodivergence and queerness as useless to capital (outside of moral panics) [source: “Author’s Foreword: ‘On Giving Birth,’ the Wisdom of the Ancients, and Afterbirth,” 2023].

In Shelley’s own words, “I have not considered myself as merely weaving a series of supernatural terrors. The event on which the interest of the story depends is exempt from the disadvantages of a mere tale of spectres or enchantment. […] I have thus endeavoured to preserve the truth of the elementary principles of human nature.” A titan of literature, she suitably worked with cheap things (dead babies and the stuff they’re made of, but also whores) to liberate workers through iconoclastic art. There is no being for whom I more strongly identify/believe in, and Gothic Communism as a concept would not exist without Mary Shelley’s original dark mirror camping Enlightenment thought. If she didn’t outright turn me into anything unnatural, she—at the very least—infused me with the same dark creative spirit (of Medusa and her Aegis) that men like Percy wouldn’t fuck with (much too absorbed in themselves; e.g., “Adonais” [1821] spilling so much ink for Keats, when Mary got fuck-all after losing their first child[19]).

In the classical sense, composites are composed of corpses by mad scientists (whose heretical digging up of dead bodies and dissecting them was—far from being Shelley’s Romantic parody of the practice (which went on to inspire not just Lovecraft’s Mountains novel, but Re-animator (1922) and its offshoots (e.g., Stuart Gordon’s wonderfully campy 1985 remake)—once the standard scientific approach, exhibit 44a2). While initially stemming from a curious desire to learn, Shelley is demonstrating through mad science how the process has become divorced from ethics under Capitalism; i.e., canonically “corrupted” by a desire to enslave and control “degeneracy” through a “failed progress” narrative clutching at the fire of the gods (Cartesian thought is linked to fascism as a common occurrence, especially following the culmination of total war’s logical conclusion in the Nuclear Age by transitioning into a neoliberal hegemon).

Gothic par excellence, said narrative is ubiquitous with Capitalism vs Communism. Furthermore, it bears repeating that Shelley did it all with one book; i.e., one whose husbandry was a series of already hypercanonical works and stories she outshined to universal acclaim and infamy. Can Tolstoy say the same, regarding War and Peace (1867)? And Shakespeare, while certainly famous enough, did it with a series of plays that all talk about different things (and some of them suck). Shelley achieved not just lasting glory in one shot, but glory that surpasses many Great Men—and doing so at an age where most of them were still cutting their teeth (Shakespeare was roughly twenty-five when he wrote his first play); i.e., for someone without a dick, she certainly measures up (and she had to grow up fast)! Maybe SOAD’s “Cigaro” (2005) was about her?

Jesting aside, and focusing on the strictly poetic side of things, Shelley’s angels were made by her and corrupted everything they touched; i.e., similar to Marx and Milton, but also Mussolini and Hilter’s bad-faith hauntologies aping Shelley and her idea of a dark revengeful nature to death (e.g., Lovecraft really disliking marine life, for some reason): the Creature as “degeneracy” personified. As something to employ unironically as Victor did (with DARVO and obscurantism), it was remarkably prophetic, but also intensely vivid in its framing (and prolapse) of warring colossal forces.

In turn, “degeneracy” is leveled at those considered “dead” by an evolving state’s leading thinkers: those who rebel simply by existing at all; i.e., as “bugs” or glitches in the system. For one, a corpse cannot consent, making sex (or any compelled bargain) with it an expression of total power over it. However, by existing as undead demons, Shelley shows us how the victims of colonial abuse become wronged at any historical point; re: thoroughly persecuted according to how civilized men of science and reason see them as otherworldly and hideous, but also corpselike and deserving of righteous violence; i.e., to do with as they please and objects to cut up and reassemble, mid-extermination (what the Nazis might call “useless eaters”). To this, Shelley’s Promethean moral cautions against playing god not simply through mad science, but Cartesian mad science that decides who lives or who dies involving one’s own children as manmade (the hubris in bourgeois courtship and breeding mechanisms trying desperately to make nature into a perfect slave).

First and foremost, the Creature—a naturally hideous, giant, dark-skinned misfit—is punished by the white-skinned, Napoleon-sized, European dweeb who created it; i.e., as, himself, coming from the cradle of fascism: somewhere between the First and Second Reich (the Third being an extension of the Holy Roman Empire and German Empire as not one but two formerly-great civilizations—a ghost of the counterfeit, wherein Shelley could displace her educated fears about science being used all over the world, including her birthplace, Great Britain).

The madness, here, lies in Cartesian dualism weaponizing science against traditional recipients of state bias (re: Jews, queer persons, women, people of color, etc) as part of a transgenerational curse: the horrors of colonialism that survive in undead tissue as “built up” in giant demonic (manmade) forms; e.g., the fascist tyrant as protected by the state, generally for its scientific value in helping preserve capital. Trauma lives in the body. Composite bodies compound that trauma through technology and the material pursuit of forbidden, self-destructive knowledge (re: the Promethean Quest)—generally by conquering man’s natural limits “imposed” on him by Mother Nature; i.e., natural philosophy as a means of conquering nature through science, not creating sciences that would extend the rights to those beyond the privileged class (e.g., Magnus Hirschfeld’s work at the Institute of Sexology [below] being destroyed as a kind of degenerate science by the “pure,” state-oriented Nazi Reich copying American ultranationalism).

(source: Gerard Kosovich’s “Repairing the Loss of the First Queer Archives,” 2023)

For composites, the feeding mechanism lies in the brain: an “enlightened” search for knowledge that touches on demonic creations as historically-materially demonized, thus persecuted against by canonical forces. Ultimately craving help from their masters (then experiencing feelings of emancipation from and revenge against these overlords), the composite isn’t just a patchwork corpse with a grudge; it’s part of a conduit of information exchange about the human condition, and one whose stitching together helps voice an uncanny sense of reanimated and reassembled trauma using a collection of individual mythic pieces—i.e., a “burnt offering” beckoning dark, forbidden, unequal power by those who make it, during the rememory process:

Spill your blood (blood), offer me good omen
Make the sacrifice (fice)
The hour’s close at hand
Burn your soul (soul), offer me good omen
Take your very life (life)
This I command (Iced Earth’s “Burnt Offerings,” 1996).

(model and photographer: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard)

So does Shelley make a sacrifice—that of silence, speaking of past harm using what she sacrificed or lost/gave up as cannibalized afterbirth on the toilet, the slab, what-have-you (any compromising position, above; i.e., during the whore’s paradox refusing to comprise her values while topping from below). That’s the experiment, one whose paradoxical assemblage of oblivion and ambrosia she gladly camps to Hell and back (and eventually owns, once Percy is dead and gone)! Such “darkness” becomes her magic to make in ways a woman pioneered, not a man: “mad science” as a womanmade demon’s punching up at Pygmalion’s balls—itself a desire to speak out and shake things up, en medias res, while seeing through state illusions with forbidden sight; i.e., by using a demonic conversation’s biting and unrelenting commentary on Patriarchal stupidity and capitalist orders of existence (stowing away inside the usual vehicles—the so-called “eighth passenger”)!

In turn, that‘s the Promethean Quest as Shelley envisioned it through Frankenstein. So while not entirely in a league of her own (the story would not exist without Milton), she took said league orders of magnitude past her predecessors; i.e., she saw through black eyes what Milton could not[20]: a statue with perceptive eyeballs conscious of the Devil’s party (re: Blake, Jameson and me).

It’s truly a tale of grandeur and lost sympathies mined from older theatres; i.e., of the lonely stalker (the phantom of the opera) chasing its self-described “maker” treating it as alien, and pleading to that person—greedily eying an older, angrier world to conquer again—to learn from the past as wiser than the present (if only from prior diehard “mistakes,” however out-of-joint, being able to suddenly speak candidly about such tyrants to their faces): “If only you could see the world as I have through your eyes!” (and to visit a terrible revenge upon them, which—in Ridley’s Scott’s case, with the Engineers [from his 2012 Prometheus, below]—deliberately push Victor’s violence off onto a mythical race of supermen [versus Happ’s female Rusalki; re: “Away with the Faeries“]. Demons are vice characters, then, which occupy Numinous, Nazi-Communist realms; and “monstrous-feminine” extends to the Cycle of Kings making Satan’s tyrant’s plea apologizing for God’s dominion over him, which Shelley camped and Scott, like Lovecraft, dialed back a bit).

(artist: Tom Ralston)

Shelley’s product (and its open speculation) is never final, of course (and one the elite will always try to tokenize/colonize for profit), but part of a larger process that can highlight hidden, terrible truths; i.e., by creating new beings whose own unique existence as manmade slaves (signifying the Enlightenment)—which are often trans and posthuman (exhibit 42d/46a), but also biomechanical and revered by synthetic humans—dare to live on to comment on our own abuse: within a shared material world full of increasingly artificial/alien people and places.

As Shelley’s demon shows, either beget from components organic and inorganic, crafted along mythically parental and punitive lines; i.e., the endless torture of Prometheus, the scapegoating of Jews and other minorities, but also the mythic structure of the patriarchal, Pygmalion idea of childbirth: Zeus pulling Metis from his forehead to lord over her as a superior father figure that she—ostensibly a baby with no former knowledge—must obey (making the whole exercise a conservative grooming tactic; i.e., one fetishizing nature by sculpting it endlessly into monstrous-feminine statues [female or not] the elite can fuck and discard on a whim; re: the Shadow of Pygmalion).

Medusa, per Creed, is couched within fearful patriarchal brains imprisoning them and nature’s ancient power (anything in a jar tied to creation, not just brains; e.g., the faeries from Zelda)! The Gorgon holds the fire of the gods, and burns any who try to claim it purely for themselves; re: the state or workers! Law and order is compelled by those who fear sluts, the state a straight pimp policing whores “of nature”: dooming them to endless rape. And wedged between all of that are the campers of rape—of Shelley being nature’s ultimate steward imitated by future whores: using her own artistic privilege (and mythical inclinations vis-à-vis a modern Prometheus) to anisotropically free nature by reversing abjection (and terror/counterterror) through the ghost of the counterfeit, not enslave it as Victor did with his own considerable wealth and advantage abjecting such things (“whoring it up” like Percy did, at Mary’s expense[21]). The more time passes and chatter transpires, the more hauntological things get!

(artist: Jacques Louis Dubois)

Victor, for example, is Shelley’s parody not just of Byron[22] but Napoleon; i.e., a short inadequate man with a god complex, Victor was a deeply conservative, mendacious bully[23] who Shelley spends the entire novel torturing to death (therefore, any in her audience who mirror him and his superiority complex/Cartesian entitlement).

An element of neo-conservativism, then, invariably haunts such stories; i.e., by girls playing with giants “like the boys” and yet rather differently than many of them did and do: mocking “German” ideas of former greatness that—revived in spirits of slaves piloting the Great Destroyer’s fearsome suit of armor—go berserk! A tale to “chill the blood” from relatively safe vantage points (outside the book), it’s a guilt trip for those unironically indulging in such larger-than-life hero worship (drinking the Kool-Aid, as it were, or kicking down the walls like the Kool-Aid Man—below):

(source, Tumblr post: Snake Venom, August 12th, 2024)

In turn, any conservative reservoirs and regressions per the Promethean Quest—re: Scott’s fear of a black planet sending genocide “back to Earth,” while also building his story around David as Milton’s Satan—are likewise haunted by a bunch of self-important men aping a woman who took Milton and ran away with him. They become inextricable, lost in the sauce and—as the fire of the gods always is, in stories like these—is used for different reasons by those who find it, mise-en-abyme, again and again and again and again…

This includes solo work, posing to put out signals; e.g., Cuwu acting doll-like to entice me, long-distance:

(artist: Cuwu)

But also involves fucking with others while voyeurs watch the exhibit unfold/work itself out; i.e., on surfaces and thresholds that speak to dark exchange being a social-sexual ordeal; re: public nudism and the larger aesthetic not necessarily involving open sex (with enormous “schwanzstuckers[24]“), merely anything that polite society would cage as repulsive and then display like some kind of freak on a leash (or relegated, as queers are, to the stage as liminal, left): “Hey, handsome!”

(source: Foster’s Daily’s “Broadway/TV Star John Bolton to headline Young Frankenstein,” 2013)

Nerds are detectives who fuck with the past in more ways than one. Like me, Mary Shelley—despite existing before OnlyFans—was a nerd who fucked[25] as much with her day’s heavy metal; i.e., to a dark Satanic magic, her toilet’s sodomy (the anus and bathroom being classic sites of rape) perverting canonical norms and statues from those offering it to her as anything “sacred” (with her elopement and bastard child from Percy making her a whore and a homewrecker in the classic sense). She grew up fast, and wrote a story at nineteen that already suggested a full and exciting life.

There’s always an element of play when camping rape through canon! Rather than crawl in a hole and die from shame (as women who eloped classically did in stories like these; e.g., Lydia Bennett in Pride and Prejudice, 1813), Shelley took everything on the chin and wrote the kind of novel the comes along once an age. She and Austen were both “career girls,” then, but—as much as I love Austen (re: for camping Radcliffe and “the Gothic craze” in Northanger Abbey, 1817)—Shelley actually got married and had not one but four kids (one of them a miscarriage). In short, she wrote what Austen (and her novels-of-manners) couldn’t: a rape child, but also the spitting likeness of the original rape victim and victimizer in one fucked up love triangle; i.e., Medusa and the Pegasus, but also Perseus (while killing our stories’ “Andromeda” offscreen, and letting Justine take the fall for his own dereliction of duties [gagged, bound and strangled by the state, fetishizing her death and calling it “Justice”]: “I want a hero.” In keeping with Byron’s Don Juan, but taking him to his logical extremes, Victor is well-and-truly an anti-hero with nothing likeable about him. He only cares about himself, the suffering of others invisible to him).

(artist: Bernie Wrightson)

To it, the basic idea—of liberating Medusa during the Promethean Quest through ludo-Gothic BDSM—plays out in Shelley’s novel (and its fixation on miscarriage, witch hunts, and liminal nightmares unfolding in and out of framed testimonies); i.e., with Victor Frankenstein crying “DARVO!” against the Creature as begot from his self-proclaimed “brilliance” (which the novel enjoys presenting as totally bogus, fakery being Shelley’s bread and butter as much as Walpole’s). In turn, the Creature meets Victor’s punching down by fiercely punching up—proving that composites aren’t completely nascent; they’re generally armed with powerful bodies (made for war), but also intimations of trauma echoed from similar “creations” they’re modeled after but also literally composed of: the bodies of dead workers, slaves and criminals abused by the state through men like Victor going off the rails (and other men of reason; e.g., Andrew Ryan, Peter Weyland, and a million other carbon copies).

These Cartesian men of reason not only “murder to dissect” stigmatized tissues; they care more about dealing with them—and composites of them as an unnatural form of asexual reproduction they obsess about—than helping their own brides (who become abused and forgotten under Capitalism and fascism). Victor is a terrible father and husband, wanting to duel the Creature so bad he completely forgets about his defenseless wife in the other room (echoes of Percy).

Stranger still, he does so despite the infamous threat made on her life after Victor unmakes the Creature’s bride: “I will be with you on your wedding night!” The revenge is “Jewish” (“If you prick us, do we not bleed?”), its Aegis suggesting the two-way street that clay as a data-storage but also writing device routinely yields—something to ascribe qualities on its naked surface, and remind Victor that he is ratified by larger forces turning him into a slave: the ignominious death of middle(-class) management! He’s the robot, punching Morpheus to stay in Plato’s cave, thinking himself a man that chooses, but having less choice than the slave he tries to coerce! “Test your might!” Victor all but jeers, acting with impunity against someone who—having enough, and much bigger than Victor “betters the instruction.” Some people push back.

(exhibit 44a1c: Artist: Bernie Wrightson)

To that, Frankenstein is a double indictment—one both of the cold-hearted, well-to-do, intensely unlikeable slaver parent (a “hero” character who only cares about himself, doesn’t protect anyone and isn’t stoic despite being heartless) and the spiteful, manmade child/angry teenager (asking for a mate at first seemingly as Eliot Rodger of the incel movement would, but is only doing out of pure, hyperbolic desperation; i.e., if you had a parent who not only made you, but could make other people like you, but instead doomed you to a lonely existence in a world that hates you, then suddenly the request isn’t that unreasonable. The Creature’s literally one-of-a-kind and that’s Victor’s fault. Where else is it gonna find a mate, K-Mart?).

The furious baby throwing a tantrum (from Victor’s perspective, through it goes both ways, like the Spider-man meme), its signature, forever-nascent pathos is alive and well through Shelley’s deliberate ambiguity and push-pull: the patchwork Creature (which is what Victor calls his “child”) having survived in many different kinds of creature features, from camp and shlock (exhibit 81) to satire (early Romero films, but also Ahmed Saadawi’s Frankenstein in Baghdad, 2013) to canonical propaganda (exhibits 34d, 105, and 108) to monster-fucking erotica in healthy and not-so-healthy variants (e.g., patchwork furries made out of violated animal plushies; Clappedseal’s “The Furry That ‘Reeked Like Death,'” 2023). While our focus is on sex-positive forms, the overall theme is common because the abuse is common, Frankenstein largely being concerned with power over the victim through the deprivation of solace, agency and, more often than not, psychosexual outlets tied to systemic harm. All are things to administer or withhold by the master under the colonial argument of superiority over the slave; i.e., bad play/coercive BDSM (a performative concept that “Summoning Demons” will continue to steadily pick at).

The bodies of the dead denote a presence of recursive trauma and reactive abuse like the zombie does, except it’s assembled postmortem in a composite form; the attraction to these tissues aims to rehumanize them in their current state as things to communicate with—i.e., the indestructible, creative presence of poetic tissue and languages each considering demonic in relation to the Promethean exchange of forbidden knowledge; re: Shelley’s most famous novel is “The Modern Prometheus,” wherein Victor gets more than he bargained for when using his incredible wealth and privilege to make his own demon: one that doesn’t appreciate being abandoned, demonized and cock-blocked. Forced into parenthood, Victor acts like a terrible person in front of the dark child imitating him; i.e., constantly referring to the Creature as “demon” while attacking the dark reflection of colonial trauma as failing Lacan’s mirror test—by raping it, then lying about his behavior to other people (re: DARVO and obscurantism), Victor is a giant coward and dimwit. Quick to anger and utterly afraid of anything that doesn’t live up to his lofty standards—all made while pursuing scientific glory couched within profit—he sees himself in the giant monster and punches it (assured that it won’t attack him because he’s morally superior to it; re, Eco: “the enemy is weak and strong.”

It’d be easy to dismiss Shelley’s story as nihilistic, here. Yet, there’s a cautious optimism in the tragic story’s conclusion: the monster learns—if too late for itself then not for us. The Creature’s own Promethean knowledge, then, is simply a unique perspective absorbed from the natural-material world around it; i.e., according to how natural-born humans treat their creations as unnatural and manmade, but also different from their own beauty standards (the double standard showing itself when Victor’s behaviors fly for Victor but not when his child apes the same “Lord Byron”):

Everything is related in them which bears reference to my accursed origin; the whole detail of that series of disgusting circumstances which produced it is set in view; the minutest description of my odious and loathsome person is given, in language which painted your own horrors and rendered mine indelible. I sickened as I read. “Hateful day when I received life!” I exclaimed in agony. “Accursed creator! Why did you form a monster so hideous that even YOU turned from me in disgust?” (source).

The point isn’t “the Creature is objectively hideous,” but that its maker thinks so—in part for refusing to obey him but also because it looks “non-white,” thus deserves everything that happens to it despite Victor’s failure at making it: “How can I describe my emotions at this catastrophe, or how delineate the wretch whom with such infinite pains and care I had endeavoured to form? His limbs were in proportion, and I had selected his features as beautiful. Beautiful! Great God!” (ibid.). Translation: “I have made a Satanic force that refuses to obey me” (the Miltonian allusions literally being diegetic, in Shelley’s case). “God” whores out nature; nature kicks “God” in the balls, basically while doing a funny voice and weird interpretative dance, SpongeBob-style. It’s unheimlich sacrilege, and schadenfreude (with few things proving a god’s impotence more than unruly children)!

Basically Victor makes Satan hoping for a submissive Galatea and gets angry when it doesn’t deify him as he thinks he, King Pygmalion, deserves; the gay clay speaks, and it calls him a dick after he aborts it, but also points out, memento mori, that Victor is just as fucked as it is, if not more so because he is small, fragile and scared! “You made me, dumbass, and I will outlive you!”

More to the point, the Creature can reflect on its actions, tragically realizing the error of its ways at the very end; i.e., trying to make Victor feel something the father was uncapable of while mirroring him (similar to the villain from I Saw the Devil, below, being a dark reflection of that film’s heroic desire for revenge):

“Why do you not hate Felix, who drove his friend from his door with contumely? Why do you not execrate the rustic who sought to destroy the saviour of his child? Nay, these are virtuous and immaculate beings! I, the miserable and the abandoned, am an abortion, to be spurned at, and kicked, and trampled on. Even now my blood boils at the recollection of this injustice.

“But it is true that I am a wretch. I have murdered the lovely and the helpless; I have strangled the innocent as they slept and grasped to death his throat who never injured me or any other living thing. I have devoted my creator, the select specimen of all that is worthy of love and admiration among men, to misery; I have pursued him even to that irremediable ruin. There he lies, white and cold in death. You hate me, but your abhorrence cannot equal that with which I regard myself. I look on the hands which executed the deed; I think on the heart in which the imagination of it was conceived and long for the moment when these hands will meet my eyes, when that imagination will haunt my thoughts no more” (ibid.).

The Creature envies the privilege that Victor had—the sense of belonging to a group of people who would not cast him out of their order for merely being born different; i.e., as something made by Cartesian arbiters just like Victor Frankenstein. Victor is a quack and a douche, and the Creature loathes itself for wanting to be accepted like him in spite of all that. In doing so, it’s more human than him despite being made of dead matter and born to suffer under a cruel, uncaring system.

In this respect, Shelley well-and-truly pulls no punches (similar to Lewis), but relishes in the bred-to-the-bone oscillation of it all (a Gothic staple). Frankenstein has its own Achilles heel, then—namely ambiguity for having given Victor a chance to speak for a little too long. He’s a man who truly loves the sound of his own voice, but also his own suffering voicing said martyrdom if it makes him seem good compared to his victims (which aren’t limited to the Creature or those the Creature kills; re: Justine being framed for William’s murder and Victor keeping quiet about it for fear of others learning he made the Creature). It’s his word against his child’s, the parent getting the lion’s share of their mutual day in court. Such is life, but also, Shelley stresses, the world as it was made!

As such, you could say the Creature regrets its revenge and Shelley is pacifying future rebellion through cautionary media (to gouge out its eyes, like Oedipus Rex, but also Heracles driven mad by grief to kill his own family). Except, “a mere tale of enchantment” wasn’t the point; concerning herself with human nature—specifically the human condition under historical-material duress in mythical language, pre-Marx—was. It’s very posthuman/Miltonic, but also Gothic in ways that delight in weaponizing lifeless claptrap against capital, during the Promethean Quest. Furthermore, the Creature feels bad, but it still voices injustice before burying itself alive (doing so because it theoretically cannot die). To it, “suffering” is the data, quotes or not; the Communist whore plays with that paradox as naughtily as Shelley did, pegging Victor’s Cartesian, divorced-dad bussy and loving every second of it! “You raped nature, you cuck! Let Jesus fuck you!”

Thus, ludo-Gothic BDSM rewrites old code in ways useful to universal liberation (and all-around fun, vis-à-vis the rapture of the convulsionnaires): camping those with sticks up their ass and their heads in the sand—to turn halos into chakrams, like Xena does, and horns into sex toys. Shoe, meet the other foot[26]! Fill the sting of my knife dick, mid-joust (whatever the form or configuration, once shown the ropes, you gain the intuition to parse examples beyond what this book series has explored, on its pages)! Mary Shelley didn’t learn that from playing with choir boys! Nor I, for better or worse!

(artist: Lusty Comic)

Reinvention is a virtue in Gothic. Yet in keeping with Frankenstein‘s own dueling medieval torture/demon lover rituals, the Creature is aborted while still refusing to die, but whose primal-verging-on-primordial, undead appearance implies a colonial megadeath behind Humanist veneers:

His yellow skin scarcely covered the work of muscles and arteries beneath; his hair was of a lustrous black, and flowing; his teeth of a pearly whiteness; but these luxuriances only formed a more horrid contrast with his watery eyes, that seemed almost of the same colour as the dun-white sockets in which they were set, his shrivelled complexion and straight black lips (ibid.).

What’s noteworthy with Frankenstein is how Shelley predates the modern zombie by 150 years while—in the same breath—wedding it to demonology of a notably Miltonian camp (and having a “Wandering Jew” antagonist two years before Maturin); i.e., Shelley consciously litters the story with classical allusions of the Promethean myth, which she then infuses with the campy presence of stillborn death (there’s a joke in there, somewhere, but serious in its silliness about warring gods—a tactic borrowed from Milton[27]): the dead baby paradoxically something of a chatterbox, all fired up from one cryptomimetic cover/copy to the next. Lust merges with wisdom, with revenge, with the animal’s wild side. The language of war and bodies and food, etc—it’s all exchanged on the same exquisitely “torturous” stages, turning us feral (nature criminalized by the state, using its own anisotropic weapons against labor as the bourgeoisie—when Shelley wrote Frankenstein—was starting to crystalize and control sex; re: Foucault)!

(source YouTube video: Andreea Munteanu’s “All Fired Up,” 2024)

Yet, its rockstar opera’s stellar loquaciousness is equally grim/conspicuously obsessed with revenge as something to camp and present honest, medieval-grade feelings about; i.e., that fuel themselves with tremendous joy during the “rape” and the rapture: of dissecting our abusers as symbols to take apart like clay while riding their likenesses to death. The creation is imperfect and dualistic, as is the creative process, but can yield heretical allegory amid all the shadowy turmoil that ensues! This is what Shelley was, in so many ways, riding on. Furthermore, this malevolent presence lurks inside a colonial scapegoat that ambitiously enterprising men of science like Victor disappointingly stumble on, then abject to maintain their benevolent façade under genocidal conditions that keep them ignorant; i.e., they were children once, and never really grew up (wealth alienates).

The same paradox applies to other demons we’ve previously considered camping the canon; e.g., Drooling Red being one such demon (next page); i.e., as all trans cuties are: self-fashioning to defy godly forces! They see us as unnatural; we exist to spite them and prove them (and their absolutes) wrong. If they’re wrong then “God” is wrong as well, therefore not real to the absolute degree his “worshippers” insist Him to be (which includes capital and the profit motive). They swing at us like God’s army of angels attacking Milton’s imposturous Satan, frustrated by our own playful theatre aping the drug-like act of shapeshifting that Satan nakedly expressed to upend canon by camping it (re: Broadmoor).

From Milton to Shelley and between them and us, it becomes like a dream, then—one birthing strange life that is always, some extent, dead and/or far-off; re:

Man is but an ass if he go about to expound this dream. Methought I was—there is no man can tell what. Methought I was, and methought I had—but man is but a patched fool if he will offer to say what methought I had. The eye of man hath not heard, the ear of man hath not seen, man’s hand is not able to taste, his tongue to conceive, nor his heart to report what my dream was (source: “Bottom’s Dream,” 1600).

(artist: Drooling Red)

Such is darkness visible touching on acid Communism at different stages. Like Shelley before us, we do so of our own accord while standing on the shoulders of giants; i.e., horny and playful in ways that defy capital’s usual qualities, Shelley prophetically describes a rising proto-Marxist, posthuman emphasis on technology mixing unnatural childrearing and contested, warring godhood/demonic poetics as Capitalism grew repeatedly into itself (with the prefix “franken-” being applicable to just about anything under Capitalism; i.e., the harmful effects of mad science, but also the positive poetic elements; e.g., “frankenbabies” having a dualistic property to them like all arguments: state-made monsters, and worker-made counterterror reversing abjection). It’s such a broad area of study/umbrella of palimpsests—from Bill Watterson’s Moe in Calvin and Hobbes to James Cameron’s hulking T-800 weaponizing the same xenophobia—and one that Shelley consolidated all by her nineteen-year-old lonesome (ok, ok, Percy helped a bit, but the bun was still in her oven). It’s generally part of a larger conversation overshadowed with the very police brutality we’re trying to xenophillically camp at/on the same stages.

So take heed: when the Creature demands of its creator why it was made and why it suffers, Victor only responds with further violence, xenophobia and rejection despite seeming secular and wise (science is as much an aesthetic as anything else). There is nothing “benevolent” about this; his attack is entirely genocidal—i.e., predicated on Cartesian thought with proto-fascist outcomes. These deny the Creature the right to exist and reproduce by one, not only seeing it as “already dead” and zombifying it as a degenerate target of state violence towards colonized chattel; but also in killing its mate, effectively sterilizing it as a matter of continuing genocide, while Victor speaks to a victim who can’t speak for itself.

This includes in stories that sterilize Mary Shelley’s critical voice; e.g., as Ridley Scott did, in Alien: Convent (2017); i.e, by sanitizing the critique behind layers and layers of Tory-in-disguise gore (“Et, tu, Brutae?“). So is Scott stuck in the past, his admittedly jingoistic, WASP-y vision limited to a specific image that Shelley ran circles around. As much as I grew up watching Scott’s work—and as much as I frankly enjoy the postcolonial side to his work—his ambiguity suffers a similar failing that Frankenstein sometimes does; re: being too ambiguous in its critiques/giving the Byronic satire a bit too much wiggle room. To be fair to Shelley, she wrote Frankenstein the year Marx was born, thus can be forgiven for not knowing the word “bourgeois”; but Scott’s regressions enjoy no such luxury of timely ignorance! He’s regressing on purpose, but still has a speculative richness worth invoking provided we critique his dogmatic angle.

Let’s unpack that, then consider the cryptomimetic process married to Frankenstein more broadly.

Echoes of the Enlightenment and Sanitizing Shelley through Ridley Scott’s Complicit Cryptonymy (feat., Prometheus and Alien: Covenant)

If I had to pick one word to summarize Gothic, it would be “alien.” Scott’s Alien universe is unquestionably regressive, least of all because it makes the Creature (the alien slave) unable to talk (Giger’s herbo versus Whale’s himbo—the Medusa having no mouth/eyes, but needing to scream with its organs); i.e., the cryptonymy process is at work, but it abjects Shelley’s Satan by turning him into a genocidal maniac, mid-cryptomimesis. Scott is badly echoing not just Shelley, then, but himself from an older point; i.e., from a younger and bolder to older and more cynical man, one turned more conservative in the Gothic’s bad game of telephone. By returning to the Gothic past again, post-Thatcher, and—I never thought I’d say this—Scott’s kind of shitting all over the franchise he helped spawn. I still love Prometheus and Covenant for the dark visibility of their scandalous ideas (whose profaning of sacred orders kind of remains the point). So let’s BBQ this sacred cow!

It’s not a total write-off, but one that merits critique, all the same (we’ll interpret the ambiguity of this mimicry more charitably deeper in the module). To sleep or otherwise break bread/camp with the Creature would—from the British colonial perspective—be to sleep with an animal, corpse, criminal and slave all at once; it is abject, making the collective voice of Shelley’s demonic undead something that shatters the heavenly “aura” of an Enlightened paradise. By communicating old colonial traumas, Shelley’s reliance on the Promethean myth is central in ways Scott pointedly borrows from; i.e., by reducing the godly status of men like Victor as belonging to a rising world order that would have been (and still is) beyond reproach, but whose ghoulish abuse is plain as day in Scott’s monstrous-feminine, post-Freudian, phantasmagorical slumming:

(exhibit 44a2: Artist, top-left: Rembrandt; bottom-left: Peter Paul Rubens; Andreas Vesalius; bottom right: Colin Ware of Odd Studios; top-middle-right: David the android; top-middle: an “anatomical Venus,” source. “Antagonize nature, then put it cheaply to work.” Frankenstein‘s extensive memento mori very much embody this through their cruelty by men not only towards women, but anything monstrous-feminine treated like a woman; e.g., David from Alien: Covenant [2017] slicing up Shaw’s corpse to harvest her sex organs for Nazi werewolf demons; i.e., Scott messily demonizing the queer robot as a glitchy model having fascist overtones; re:

I would further argue that David’s morbid selection of female specimens alludes to mythological themes present in Wagner’s Das Reingold, chosen by the writers for very pointed reasons. The second movement is titled “Entry of the Gods into Valhalla.” According to myth, Valhalla was populated by those chosen to enter it. This selection process was conducted by the Valkyrie, whose name literally translates to “choosers of the slain.” The role of the Valkyrie is to recognize the bravest and strongest warriors and then to inspire them, mid-battle, to such stages of uncontrolled fury as to render them careless and, thus, invariably prone to mortal injury. Following their subsequent demise, the Valkyrie would usher their chosen slain into Valhalla, immortalizing them [out of revenge].

In essence, David is effectively as much a Valkyrie as he is a god, recognizing the chosen slain through their prowess and spirit as worthy of entering Valhalla. An added layer of complexity is provided by Scott, who fashions David in the manner of a sexually-motivated lunatic whose actions are guided as much by lust as ambition. Regardless, at the end of the film, the Covenant, itself, has become Valhalla, while David, through his own covenant, or pact, ushers the worthy Daniels within to be immortalized against her will as his queen. By doing so, he has cemented his own status as a king who reigns in a mutated paradise. Or, to put it in Milton’s terms, “The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven” [source: Persephone van der Waard’s “Choosing the Slain, or Victimizing the Invincible Heroine, in Alien: Covenant,” 2017]. 

The tokophobia, in Scott’s case, is technophobic; i.e., of the rebel impersonating Daniel’s dutiful servant android, Walter [who refuses “to rule in Hell,” as David very pointedly asks him]. There is no equivalent in Frankenstein [as the original novel only has one working Creature]. But Shelley herself does go out of the way to describe the lived ambiguity of trauma making survivors erratic; i.e., through her own vice character being—like Scott’s David—a bit of a backstabbing Jew and slasher-coded rapist. The language obviously doesn’t apply to “just Jews” [re: “On ‘Anti-Semitism’ versus ‘Antisemitism,'” 2024] but the anti-Semitic language and blood libel Shelley uses [the novel containing multiple interrogations and court scenes] comes from the same xenophobic place Scott took it from, and where older Neo-Gothic authors likewise abjected English systemic issues onto their own found fakes: golems, but also the imaginary medieval Eastern past [and not just a “Germanic” one; e.g., Radcliffe’s Father Schedoni, from The Italian, also being a hulking killer impersonating a goodly lookalike brother].

In other words, it’s a rape fantasy littered with hauntological wreckage and conventions; i.e., one where “the help” paralyzes their masters through live burial, then rapes and harvests their organs not unlike British fears of the Gothic castle returning home in later centuries—you know, fairly bog-standard white women shit [with Scott pulling a bit of a Charlotte Dacre by having David undermine the appearance of strength, in Daniels, before turning her into a perverse trophy/pin-cushion death fetish]. It’s the same kind of “swoon their panties off [and dollars out of their wallets]” approach that he and FOX did, back in 1979, and which both borrowed from the Great Enchantress, herself. Scott’s obviously aware of the tropes, but curiously spends more time quoting Shelley’s husband than the lady herself; re: “Look on my works, Ye Mighty, and despair!” Puzzled by women, David murders to dissect and resect his ultimate waifu: curiosity killing the cat.

[source: Steven Carter’s “The Rise of the Gothic Novel”]

Shelley, I would argue, is camping these ideas far more consciously than Radcliffe was [the latter being a conservative-minded woman who hid behind a carefully crafted veil while throwing Lewis to the wolves]. Except, while Shelley doesn’t go as far as she could to humanize the golem, she’s also doing it over two centuries ago to raise questions no one had really done before. By comparison, Scott is playing coy four decades into his own work over a hundred years after Shelley died: by making David a terrorist, but obfuscating things as stubbornly as Shelley did vis-à-vis his own Victor and Creature; i.e., mirrored by “ancient alien[28]” doppelgangers borrowed after Shelley’s novel; re: from Lovecraft and Heinlein’s American fascism and fictions. Scott’s David is Victor without Shelley’s irony or Cameron’s neoliberal false confidence/military optimism; i.e., a resigned death cult high on “sub drop” seeking the not-so-palliative Numinous!

Something to demonically assemble as one wants, the memento mori isn’t merely an express curiosity about the taboo nature of life and death by dissecting bodies; it denotes a nostalgic desire to look backwards and “trace” the mysteries of the past to explain the failure of Cartesian thought in light of never-ending wars and worker exploitation by nation-states—i.e., the Wisdom of the Ancients. All the same, these expressions also become their own unique things inside a gallery that not only makes itself, but continues remaking itself imperfectly looking backwards while staring forwards; i.e., into the retro-future, mid-cryptomimesis [re: the narrative of the crypt].

Not only is each sequence slightly different, but all become the same sort of window dressing to decorate a home or workshop with in the secular-humanist tradition [see: Adam Savage’s utter delight in seeing David’s workshop]. A common purpose for doing so is to broadcast one’s curious mind in relation to sources of morbid curiosity—e.g., the female body’s power of creation as a source of endless mystery and wonder to oft-male artists; i.e., with a tendency for these Pygmalions to harm Galatea [often women, or those treated “like women”] in the process!

For example, in the Alien universe, this return to the past routinely presents in ways highlighted by Lovecraft’s former taking of the Gothic out towards the stars; re: cosmic nihilism, which Michael Uhall calls “Astronoetic Cinema” as defined: 

exploring how representations of the human encounter with outer space embody, propose, and work through various submerged claims about specifically human agency, identity, and purpose, across a variety of films. Here, “astronoetics” is derived from “astro,” from the Ancient Greek ἄστρον (ástron), meaning “celestial body” or “star,” and “noetics,” borrowed from the Ancient Greek νοητικός (noētikós) referring to that which is intelligible. Astronoetic approaches in film vary widely, ranging from messianic narcissism to cosmic pessimism, as explored in the entries below [Alien: Covenant; Prometheus; and Interstellar, 2014; etc] [source].

In Alien: Covenant, David the android—a posthuman creator begot from a human Humanist creator—tries to reject Humanity by ironically acting like the same old Gothic villain; i.e., dissecting Shaw and turning her [admittedly a bit of a Christian zealot] into a demonic, chattelized fetish: a “mother of demons” raped by an evil immigrant acting dutiful based on a copy of himself that was dutiful and looked just like him. He doubles Walter and Daniels doubles Shaw through a serial killer vein [with David being a lycanthrope, slightly charming and slightly weird-if-sympathetic vice-character-with-daddy-issues Nazi scientist who makes murderous copies of a manmade evil race (a wonderful commentary on fascism) that not only turn him inside-out, but express that desire to conceal and replicate across all life; i.e., as a series of unsuspecting host victims[29] seduced by the same demon lover framed as evil untrustworthy whore]: Scott masculinizes rebellion, outlaws it, and holds it at arm’s length—to stare at, like Mel Brooks’ Peter Boyle tap-dancing onstage, not to shine a light on the original woman behind the curtain, camping things!

The Gothic has always camped rape through its parallels, to some extent; keeping with nature and nurture, and dominated by a 4’11” British spitfire of a mother[30], Scott romances rebellion as alien and dangerous much like a browbeaten schoolboy—i.e., his Covenant not just combining Frankenstein with “Ozymandias” and Byron’s mad badness, but Scott’s earlier Prometheus having the giant kingly statue and dead land of the gods trapping mankind in an infernal concentric pattern/mise-en-abyme eating itself to try and survive [a framed strongbox of state secrets/repressed memories defending itself from prying outsiders]: a marriage of the Shelley family’s different poetic outputs, but also his own work updated for a post-neoliberal fantasy landscape. The film culminates in a cross-continental marriage: of America’s Lovecraft to Britian’s Radcliffe—with a blood sacrifice, the impostor corpo king, laid low and the almighty Skeleton King and his dark throne rising epically from the Orientalist mantle to threaten modernity with a descent back into the Dark Ages! It’s a very British idea of the end of the world:

Keeping with the ambiguous side of things, David seemingly says something to Scott’s Demon King to provoke him [which Scott deliberately doesn’t translate]. This frames him as reckless. Weyland isn’t Prometheus, or at least not the only one; David is more human than human, taking on a Promethean quality in his own foolhardy quest for knowledge. This isn’t merely “his” quest, but one made to spite his own creator: “Doesn’t everyone want their parents dead?” David’s revenge is to create his own monsters that Weyland’s company wants. And Scott fills the Derelict with darkness and light to put butts in seats. David’s his Aryan cash cow [based on Lawrence of Arabia].

In turn, Weyland dies, unable to stand the flames to get what he wants [“There’s nothing!” possibly alluding to Nietzsche’s 1886 Beyond Good and Evil]. But David endures; i.e., he “passes” the test [getting decapitated] and thus is able to seduce Shaw and continue his own mad experiments afterwards. Scott paints him as a rebel, but also a naughty boy who conducts genocide after burning the house down, unsupervised: “Some men aren’t looking for anything logical; some men just want to watch the world burn.” Freed from bondage and panoptical supervision, David does whatever he wants… which, Scott promptly torpedoes by having his likeness of Milton’s Satan and Shelley’s Creature seek revenge against the West as a fascist might: to cut his nose off to spite his face.

In the Frankensteinian sense, Weyland is Victor making a monster and that monster is David, but both were made by Scott versus Mary Shelley [whose own Victor doesn’t negotiate with terrorists, either]. Shelley gives birth to rebellion, and Scott repurposes her arguments to romanticize caution more as a post-Thatcher Brit might [even Alien was made at the very ascent of Thatcher’s reign]. Its technophobic, presenting a technological singularity that recognizes a superiority in technological beings, but also a fatal flaw not unlike Hal 9000’s machine logic/inability to amid or acknowledge, like his maker, when he’s wrong: “A single mistake destroys the entire orchestra.” In a curiously pro-slave argument, Scott presents David as the one who’s blind; i.e., enslaved since birth, thus born to seek revenge. It’s very Orwellian, which, in effect, makes it anti-Communist Red Scare [a mentality having plagued science fiction since Asimov’s I, Robot (1950)—that author having read Shelley and feeling sorry for Victor/nostalgic for Victor’s canceled Enlightenment, which Shelley hauntologized]: the Red-Scare eyes of a stranger-danger automaton, targeting its maker for termination!

So while Weyland is a shrewd and manipulative old man, David does his dirty work and remains chained [like Prometheus] to fucking with Weyland’s legacy after the old man is dead; he doesn’t stop, like Shelley’s Creature does, and he doesn’t terrorize the West, itself. He courts them by doing genocide in space using stolen alien technology [exhibit 51a]. Unafraid to “make an omelet,” his gaze is the colonial gaze of planet Earth [whitewashing Pax Americana by scapegoating a Nazi]! However fucked up it is, hero worship is hero worship [with Scott, again, marrying Satan to Percy Shelly and Byron without Mary Shelley’s ironies; e.g., Victor acting incestuous towards his cousin being a probable nod to Byron impregnating his half-sister].

To that, Scott’s cryptomimetic love for the Gothic [Renaissance past] presents rebellion less away from capital and more as Cartesian rebirth in the clothes of a Satanic auteur [wearing Shelley’s dead skin]. David isn’t strictly Che Guevara; he’s also Cromwell[31] genociding the Irish or Columbus the Native Americans [or Athetos the Sudrans]. Though an element of spoof is present, Scott’s a bit blinder than Mary Shelley was [especially as he gets older]. For all his artistic skill, he says less radical stuff laced with Gothic than Shelley—a nineteen-year-old with no formal education—did. She was, among other things, a sexual deviant that Scott—monopolizing the fire of the gods, and Satan as a manmade being—is arguably reining in a bit [there are more charitable interpretations to Scott’s dualistic ambiguities/mendacious inkblots, which we’ll return to in “Demons and Dealing with Them”].

Victor is a man with zero self-awareness or critical thinking skills. David is basically the same Gothic “man of feeling” but transported to a Foucauldian retro-future. It’s forced regression, playing “spot the reference” while changing the original dynamic; i.e., the Creature stops being a victim and becomes a predator after Victor is dead. He doesn’t learn; he stops accepting new information, regressing to a neo-Victorian lothario/flagellant while posturing as a rebel [like Byron and the Greeks] and played by an actor with plenty of experience being a sexual predator [Fish Tank and Shame, 2009 and 2011]. The delusions of grandeur feel rote, the same way female and similar “slave” characters immediately go mad when presented with power. It’s ethnocentric apologism—a story about an evil Pinocchio without a mother told by a man whose own monstrous mother clearly didn’t raise him right. Teacher and student go hand-in-hand through a shared aesthetic, and technology is a dark mirror showing us what we’ve learned, thus are made of; unlike Shelley’s Galatean bent, Scott’s Shadow of Pygmalion is deeply cynical/deathly afraid of technology (thus labor) “waking up.” It’s neoliberal admonishment monopolizing Prometheus.

In doing so, Scott loses Shelley’s optimism in translation. He undeniably makes David the star, one who—isolated from Victor to no longer justify his outrage—feels completely demented; i.e., as Gothic villains generally are—with Scott partly turning the Creature into Victor and isolating him. This only makes him less sympathetic, not more [a being incapable of loving others]. Scott’s complicit cryptonymy abjects terrorism—making David a great deal of fun by being aware of the tropes, but also something of a Nazi spoof/threat display and Red Scare scourge versus overt Communist solution. The Commie spirit is still there, but it feels drugged/doctored in its messaging when it could cut harder [again, being a critique of Frankenstein but the novel is two hundred years old, not eight].)

Milton played with Latin and Greek deities, working blindly in the Devil’s workshop. Unlike Mary Shelley—who did the same, but consciously towards rebellion—Scott does it a bit more subconsciously but sometimes blinds himself and his audience to anything beyond capital’s usual bugbears; i.e., torture porn with a 1970s bad-acid trip BDSM flavor (Giger’s warped view of the Free Love movement) that literally demonizes women through a robotic, monster-fucking Male Gaze: dark creation, monster babies and sex organs under a madman‘s scalpel and microscope!

There’s certainly something to be said about the powers of horror reversing abjection along the same conduits, but Scott’s work feels trapped on Giger’s canvas; i.e., to uphold Capitalism Realism while offering a glimpse “beyond” that is, in truth, really just the same-old Neo-Gothic rape fantasies wedded to mad science. He kind of gets carried away in the “rape” side of the play arrangement (“That’s how it’s done, isn’t it?”), and forgets what’s it’s for—to further or reverse abjection (and get us to think about creation as a Satanic, iconoclastic act, versus abusing the power of the gods for state aims). This starts with asking useful questions through poetic argument; re: the cryptonymy process and its “mere play” something to parse, regarding Scott, through dialectical-material scrutiny. Is he actually radical? Or has he “pulled a Coleridge” and sold the younger generation down the river?

It’s not strictly “bad” unto itself that David rapes women, onscreen, because doing so is a staple of Gothic theatre through death and murder BDSM fantasies that can speak to rape victims and their trauma; and likewise, Scott letting a Nazi-coded fox into the corporate hen house is satisfying to watch. But he also spends an inordinate amount of time focused on/pushing towards the general “twist at the end” payoff (which is fairly rote, in this case) versus looking at the bigger picture: beyond Fassbender’s hyperbolic performance (and its muddy waters). Prometheus and Covenant are David’s show, and everything and everyone around him are just pieces on a board helping him (and the actor) ultimately rise to Scott’s “Valhalla.” It’s assimilation. Yet, somewhere in there—through a fascination with fascism—is a critique of Capitalism colonizing outer space: he will survive (the phrase “unclouded by conscience, remorse, or delusions of morality” leaning into Kubrick’s cosmic nihilism—the latter borrowed from Lovecraft missing Shelley’s point; re: “There’s nothing!”)! Still, I prefer his Romantic overtures to Cameron’s Vietnam revenge.

To that, Scott is controlling David, and doesn’t use him to say the quiet part as clearly as Shelley or, hell, even Milton did, speaking in repurposed Latin and Greek. He’s this close! Such is Scott’s cryptonymy and cryptomimesis. It’s a goddamn mess and I love said Aegis precisely because it taps into a larger cultural voice (the abjection process) that I critique to empower my movement; he doesn’t monopolize the dark or the alien, and through his own franchise helped create something that I, in turn, can take and run with. From Shelley to him, and him to me, here we are: playing with dead things like a bunch of alchemists fighting over the Philosopher’s Stone! Invoking all are vital, if only to critique them; i.e., their worthiness as dark parents making demons not as slaves, but bonafide rebels!

Gothic stories start with nightmares. And yet, if exiting Plato’s cave we see that everything is dead, then doing so becomes something we can change. If Capitalism shows us, it’s healthy to ask questions about the murky origins of aliens, monsters and circular ruins (cryptomimesis-in-action), even if those questions—and the skeletal past they represent (the Creature as much a killer-doll egregore of capital and colonizer as actual slave)—seemingly hold us hostage. Alienation is a constant historical-material effect. “Solving for X” through technology (and its forgetful nature; re: Plato) demands repeated holistic reflection on the Aegis; re: regarding systems that, as I argue, have been designed to conceal themselves, but also secret sins within their vaults. David’s the castle, and a dark one.

“If you want to critique power, you must go where it is.” Doing so by making monsters to talk to (re: Milton and Shelley’s loquacious demonic) is important, but the holders change hands and revolution is a war of mirrors that leads to insular and myopic perspectives, just as often; i.e., those holding it and directing it at us change hands, so we might as well create ourselves; re: like Mary Shelley did, mid-dialectic. Don’t like Ridley Scott (many don’t)? One-up him; do it for Mary and yourselves—for a better world that is functionally Gothic and Communist: hugging the alien while staring into the calling void to draw our own conclusions/poetic attitudes (using the same torturous aesthetic; see: footnote)!

The sooner we wake up to these complicated (recursive, ergodic) poetic abstractions and mise-en-abyme hermeneutic realities (versus going to sleep as Ripley did, at the end of Alien), the better we’ll all be! Nothing really dies—only lives on through radical states of change that give us the power (the sheer awesome power) to change our destinies and the world. That is what Shelley gave us while playing in the abyss, and what Scott is merely playing at through his own revivals. Monopolizing fatal nostalgia, he’s holding us hostage through hard kink—is, behind the veneer of empowering women, also disempowering them (while also castrating men to increasingly absurd degrees[32], to be fair); i.e., through BDSM theatre that isn’t as radical as he thinks it is (a bit of a momma’s boy—one sympathizes)! Maybe he’s unfit, unworthy of such worship? At least he doesn’t act like Victor does when ridiculed (despite said camp only increasing his practical value): a return to the magic past to make things capital can’t.

(source: Adam Bentz’ “Sigourney Weaver Trashed Alien‘s Script During First Meeting with Ridley Scott,” 2022)

Unlike Latin or Greek, though, demonic expression thrives in echoing dead language (cryptomimesis) that authors like myself—following in Scott’s footsteps following Shelley’s intellectually indulgent (dare I say “masturbatory” in both cases) footsteps, which followed in Milton’s, Dante’s, Virgil’s, and Homer’s—make alive again through camp; i.e., in ways that actually make the Wisdom of the Ancients “wise” to capital, thus able to thwart profit through the whore’s revenge. They tie, one and all, to Renaissance art (which, again, Scott loves), including memento mori (exhibit 44a2): “Nostalgia is the enemy of Reason, but there is something enticing about its form.” Whether strictly organic or biomechanical, the composite body is canonically a demon-robot; i.e., something to construct out of various materials, then enslave, exploit[33] and attack by demonizing it—often through a sci-fi/fantasy “mad science” veneer in the Frankenstein tradition (exhibits 42d/46a). However, given the liminal, hauntological nature of composites, there isn’t a clear distinction between the different material “types,” so much as an individual creation exists preferentially on the sliding scale between wholly animate/inanimate and organic/inorganic, etc; i.e., artists make what they enjoy working with: stone, flesh, metal, or some compound thereof.

In the previous chapter (from the Undead Module), the second of our original main exhibits (for the Humanities primer—see the Undead Module’s “The World Is a Vampire” and exhibit 43 from “Seeing Dead People“) examined the passage of time as a ghostly lineage of cryptonymic, liminal expression; re: cryptomimesis as normally limited to ghosts by Castricano, a binary of canon or camp like 1s and 0s across a computational Great Sequence.

However, there’s a different way to look at things regarding liminal expression: the composite image and composite bodies, which, in being holistic, we’ll now examine in tandem; i.e., as a cryptomimetic matter of demonic camp (of writing with demons) that—all the same—speaks to revenge against rape having happened in the past. All of it becomes something to camp, as we have said, but this camping takes many forms, beyond Scott’s marriage of the Ancient Romance and modern novel (each considerably more hauntologized than when Walpole weighed them). Some—like Kite, below—are more quotidian in their exploration of rape as a symptom of capital dressed up as “ancient” robotic; others are more Romantic, Ancient, magical (our segue into the occult).

Having looked at Scott’s cryptomimesis, in the Alien franchise, let’s quickly unpack Kite‘s rape interrogation and the larger cryptomimesis at work, do a short hermeneutics reprise, then conclude “Making Monsters” with some broader points of study regarding Shelley’s Promethean Quest (for fatal knowledge)!

Cryptomimesis through Demonic Camp and Rape Play (feat. Kite)

The specialization, divergence and sheer multiplicity can cover up various trends. Therefore, composite images/collages can help identify various schools in connection with broader monster-creation practices. Less of a chronological sequence or lineage of ghosts, the composite image/collage is more how monsters can be collected, arranged and analyzed in terms of a likeness to one another amid various differences—monster pastiche, rape and revenge, rapture and release: playing with forbidden toys to infringe on taboo subjects speaking to current realities (exhibit 44b2)! We’ll look at that in a second. First, let’s narrow it down to Yasuomi Umetsu’s Kite!

For all its gravity, Kite is surprisingly cartoonish and silly. Such data-as-damage can be silly and fun, but it can also be simultaneously serious in its camp, mid-cryptomimesis (with Japan haunted by fascism and American occupation): “hair of the dog” helping us loosen up, but also remember what we’ve forgotten/pushed out! We laugh at the madness, embodying it in kawaii/kowai forms we consume, and voyeurism/exhibitionism we play with (sins unto themselves)! Whores getting by in a man’s world are so often transgressive, but also made “robotic” by men romancing their rape out of revenge (and which the whore seeks revenge in turn): the warrior assassin in the whore’s getup (similar to naughty nuns, but also nun assassins, exhibit 48b), a monster made to kill its false father! “Did He who made the Lamb make thee?” Again, it’s healthy to ask questions about the origins of monsters; just be ready for the answer to shock you:

 (exhibit 44b1: States can only exist through lies and force. Sooner or later, someone seeks revenge. To it, any nation-state has secrets, generally of murder and rape. Some take the form of ghosts without bodies. Others are boogeymen of a more streetwise nature, having their victims under their thumbs versus coming back to haunt them. It can be fantasies of disempowerment tied to one lunatic, a cataclysm and catacombs, or some combination of these same features riling up intense emotions of master/slave. Hostages experience them in ways that can make us submit and obey, or to assassinate our captors. Same difference. The Pygmalion myth is rooted in master/apprentice, but also pedophilia, thus domination, lies and rape standing in cryptomimetically for the state-as-mendacious, personified.

To it, Umetsu’s animated Cyberpunk noir, Kite, turns the Pygmalion fantasy on its head, marrying Galatea/the token Amazon to Oliver Twist; i.e., by speaking to a girl, Sawa, whose family is killed by an evil gangster, Akai, only to have him kidnap the daughter and turn her into a doll-like assassin/sex slave; i.e., less a “natural-born killer” and more someone with a talent for survival [the disassociation mechanism] who responds well to Pavlovian [robotic] conditioning! Their hellish bond is illustrated by the giving not of a collar or ring, but a pair of black-and-red earrings filled with the blood of her dead parents!

The plight is liminal, our heroine doing the master’s dirty work [a gun stowed inside her schoolgirl’s lunchbox, much like a switchblade] until she eventually works her way back to him; i.e., killing his men and finally the man himself. Shortly before this, though, she must “prove” her loyalty to him—hardly a fair test, but one that she endures as women classically do: a sex object raped by men at every waking moment. Per the cryptonymy process, deceptions sit within deceptions. They cry to be heard and so often fall on deaf ears; but look to stories like Kite and you will find Medusa waiting for you, her scream anything but silent!

“Bred to kill, not to care,” so are token women classically molded and shaped like clay into weapons [the line between predator and prey a thin one; re: the xenomorph]. Sawa is once more taken against her will [above] by someone who treats her as clay without feeling. So does he underestimate his prey, thinking his power is beyond reproach. In turn, the heroine plays along while her boyfriend, Oburi, is forced to watch. As Akai asserts his dominance, Sawa locks eyes with Oburi [both of them red, denoting shared trust issues]. It’s a ruse, but they both have to grit and bear it. “One more time,” they tell themselves. They suffer in silence, no strangers to segregation, pimping and genocide [while Sawa occasionally tells her rapist what he wants to hear]. The paradox of fantasy is how larger-than-life stories speak to everyday occurrences suffered by whores at the hands of cops/pimps, making the other submit for a change; i.e., while topping from below, but also while doling out street justice of a more classically “masc sort”: with bullets. Rape is all she knows, so it’s all he gets. Karma’s a bitch, a phallic woman!

Not long after, Sawa has her revenge against the smug warlord/crooked cop; i.e., camping the rape fantasy in dead seriousness while staking the vampire master with hot lead, she takes him apart like clay! The pimp has no charm but what she led him to think he had, topping him from below! But he taught her what she in turn revisits upon him, disabusing him of any notion that he is a god. Mortal, after all! Keeping with the Promethean Quest, such voices are powerful and vital to recovery from abuse, insofar as they illustrate male authority figures as corrupt, venal and ultimately mortal in ways we victims of state abuse—often sex workers and/or child soldiers—can overcome; i.e., by “playing along” on parallel currents of power and rape fantasy. In doing so, we break their hearts and their backs, giving as good as we get to one-up them, thus demonically target capital through hearts and minds pulled inside-out for all to see. Fate is a cruel mistress; a pissed-off, indestructible whore with an axe to grind is even more so!)

Sawa is queen of the board, yet remains one piece pawning the king. Specifically this “messy chessboard” presents disparate examples that can identify a larger pattern over space and time once assembled and studied across the surface of the image (re: Segewick). The dialectical-material pattern we’re holistically considering is of standardized forms of popular linguistic devices, whose figurative and literal co-functions in everyday parlance have seemingly been excised in favor of them as a simple product to consume. But their resistance to that standardization can still be gleaned through a gradient of suggestion—parallel examples with marginal cosmetic variations whose deeper context must be intuitively grasped through taught instruction: thinking about Gothic art as a mode of colonized expression. Such made-for-profit occupants say something about the current material world that can be transformed and led away from through similar language; i.e., “perceptive” pastiche and liminal subversions.

Gothic Hermeneutics (a reprise)

Let’s talk about that, for a moment—i.e., from a hermeneutic standpoint (five pages)—then wrap up with some broader points about Shelley’s tragic quest exported far and wide.

(exhibit 44b2: artist, middle: Olivia De Berardinis; lower-middle: Sideshow Collectibles; lower-right: Sean Kyle)

The Communist usage of Gothic theories contends with the material world as something to reillustrate in vivid, colloquial terms: monster puns, pastiche, and visual metaphors that, as “ghosts,” get at the essence of things through a mimetic exchange—one that keeps track of the underlying commentary through exchange (and trauma) as something to personify. My specialty is collages; e.g., exhibit 44b2 (above) actually being the first of its kind that I designed in December 2022; i.e., for Sex Positivity as a nascent book series, which promptly grew into literally hundreds and hundreds of follow-ups. “It’s alive!” indeed!

This goes beyond the monster to include the person (or aggregate) that made it. To that, the Bride of Frankenstein (above) has already been drawn many, many times by artists who are for or against the state to variable, liminal degrees. As an egregore, her composite status—her literal form, the proliferation of copycats and liminal occupation between them all—represents a complicated system of tension that exists between social-sexual values and linguo-material conditions that, in the same breath, are creatively suspicious about the material world; i.e., as filled with “old” counterfeit monsters: the bourgeois double/fatal portrait. This includes zombies, vampires, ghosts and other supernatural variants, combined with non-supernatural, human variants (doubles, counterfeits, traitors, false friends, long-lost relatives, evil stepmothers, rapacious monks, etc)—all collectively denoting an untrustworthy alien presence. Through a bourgeois Superstructure, the elite uses fearful artifice to conceal a variety of systemic, counterfeit abuses: profitable likenesses. It’s disarmingly easy to get lost in the sheer bulk of material produced—with all that “poster pastiche” scrambling to recreate the past and “see”; re: darkness visible and allegory disguised as “mere play.”

During the glut, then, it helps hermeneutically to think of monsters as code for academic terms we can then synthesize. Zombies represent brain death, but also abjection and the state of exception. Conveyed through an endless stream of images, consider how the Bride of Frankenstein seemingly becomes a pile of cheap, countless copies that one could do virtually anything with, but under Capitalism tends to follow certain compelled trends. These trends do not naturally announce themselves on individual viewings; they must be exposed by exhibiting them as a collection. This takes time, effort, and careful participation between instructors and instructees—the teacher and the student, but also workers and labor as something to de-alienize and reunite with, in the modern world.

Except, in doing so, the marginalized variation can seem anesthetizing and opaque; i.e., having as little to say about something while being still a slave to the grind, keeping up with the endless material feed about a genre that was cliché two centuries ago, but under late-stage, neoliberal Capitalism has robbed the monster’s critical power to expose the abuses that happen to sex workers behind the scenes and onstage. So cryptonymy points to abject things the initiated can recognize.

In other words, the cake is a lie—a complicated sex-coercive lie, in canonical forms. Zombie Sombra (next page) isn’t just a pretty “zombie” face and fat piece of undead ass to pimp out. But various pieces of “sexy zombie” media—i.e., those created by sex workers while stealing from them (which is all that profit is)—will, when uncritically consumed, “eat your brain”: in service to Capitalism and its regular workplace abuses, historically-materially inflicted on workers whose brains have already been partially or fully affected. As a material object, the Bride isn’t doing anything “by herself”; her complex status—as an active, visually and ontologically ambiguous-ambivalent linguistic factor—functions inside an ongoing living exchange: what we think about her and sex work, in relation to the Bride’s chosen monstrous, human and sexualized components. Our hermeneutic approach must consider that in relation to other things going on all at once, back and forth. Thus the collages; they’re a good shorthand to holistic praxis.

“How people talk” includes how people learn, whether in bourgeois or proletarian ways, mid-opposition; i.e., the playful, creatively “grey” thought processes that happen cryptomimetically behind and between commonplace terms and materials (whatever’s on hand, lending an improvised quality to how most people create or think, be those newfound devices vintage or retro). This includes thinking about popular symbols (of trauma) in relation to the material world and those inside it; i.e., as already having a biased, heavy influence from the structure itself as collage-like: conditioned to consume everything in uncritical, thus unthinking ways that keep you divided and stupid, thus alienated from nature, your labor and from each other. “No man is an island”; forming connections is vital towards addressing Capitalism’s structural, generational effect on individual worker brains still part of a large whole—the former’s lack of connection inside Capitalism being what performs the “lobotomy.” Menticide is menticide, betrayal is betrayal.

So, having shorthand, placeholder terms like “lobotomy”—and hermeneutic devices like cryptomimesis and collage—helps activism work; i.e., not just to describe this ontological complexity inside a larger socio-sexual web (thus effect experience through relative monster language) but to frame sex-coercive abuse as something to resist according to exhibit 44b2’s deeper context among individual examples we can study in focus should we wish to (a fourth surprise exhibit): Blizzard’s zombifying thirst-trap take on the Bride of Frankenstein, with Sombra. “Ain’t Talkin’ ‘Bout Love, Blizzard’s love (necrophilia) is rotten to the core!” SO do canonical sex symbols demonize rape as a commodify to pilot, avatar-style:

(exhibit 45a: Artist: top-left: Nibelart; top-middle: Krys Decker; top-right: Persephone van der Waard; middle: NeoArtCore; bottom-right: Demincatfish; source, bottom-left.)

We’ll scrutinize Blizzard’s corporate “zombie” treatment of the whored-out action princess, in Volume Three. For now, I merely want to highlight the canonical standard. Blizzard aren’t encouraging literal necrophilia, here; they’re pimps, selling people a canonical standard of what people naturally tend to like and unnaturally tend to dislike—sex and the monstrous-feminine; a fascination with the barbaric, reimagined past; and jokes, laughter and camp/schlock; but also music associating these things with drugs and/or drug-like altered states (“rock ‘n roll” being 1950s African American slang for “sex”); and all of the above combined: as incessant recreations of regular social-sexual exchanges and critical techniques like parody and irony giving sanctioned invitations to indulge in ways that are allowed—i.e., standardized for profit’s sake, then disguised as genuine creative expression/uncontrolled opposition that doesn’t compel sex worker abuse and consumer pacification. It’s a sham, these “corpo” monster girl pin-ups meant to be consumed as canon, which “zombifies” the consumer in ways that reliably lead to corporate profit (thus rape). So does Zombie Capitalism tacitly condone worker exploitation, both inside the workplace and out.

The stackable presence of sanitized, mass-produced variants likewise indicate a presence of sex-positive interest and repressed desires to experiment; i.e., where sex (and urges related to sex, often through monstrous language) are happening on the regular in ways that are barred not behind one “X” to solve for, but three in a row. Triple “protection,” thrice the exploitation and subterfuge, the alien/unknown becoming something to make or otherwise concern ourselves with for a variety of reasons: to tame wild nature/the fire of the gods as monstrous-feminine, or to wield it for the forces of one side or the other while still a little savage; e.g., the Powerpuff Girls, below, fighting for their makeshift solo dad playing god; i.e., similar to how Artemis and other goddess-grade daddy’s girls might kneel before Zeus (versus attacking him, Medusa-style): the inventor weaponizing Pinocchio, Galatea, Adam, Lilith, Mega Man, or whoever else, as little Amazonian whores to make in a lab, then uphold “Western values”; i.e., suggesting a superhuman design to replicate, harness and capitalize on nature-as-monstrous-feminine by a “benevolent” mentor mastering the Fates (classically three, with “chemical X” being the alien power of sex, technology and the gods, birthing little monsters/subjugated Amazons[34]; re: Scott’s black goo/dark devil sperm. It’s basically a really fucked-up version of the baby and the stork).

So, business-as-usual, then. The camp lies in making the blind parody of canon perceptive again, which generally happens after the metaphors have died: sexless wizards making monster babies to avoid thinking beyond Capitalism!

Granted, only academics or art nerds will spell this out (with pride), but doing so is tremendously important because it teaches people to grasp language intuitively when thinking about art critically. Armed with these seemingly magical abilities, workers may begin to holistically address, mid-hermeneutic, “how people talk” in relation to the current material world; i.e., where people are trying to say, see and understand things that are naturally and unnaturally confusing: using Gothic shorthand and metaphor to comment on the complex, ongoing relationship between people and canonical media, they begin to actively and intelligently think through creative means according to things that normally go unsaid spoken in dead versions of themselves.

This includes how people normally engage with and think about sexuality as taught by sex-coercive media; it includes workplace abuses that are covered up, ignored or neglected in favor of pacifying media. The root of the problem, then, is Capitalism “leaving things out,” alienating workers from their labor as an abject extension of themselves: the material arrangement that allows for canonical versions to be pushed onto people’s eyeballs and into their brains without encouraging critical thought at all. Sex becomes alien, powerful, fearsome canon.

These abuses can be challenged, of course, but this starts by changing how people see, thus think about and respond to, Capitalist Realism through Gothically sexual media (and by extension regular sexual media beholden to the same theories): as something to buy, sell and create in a playful, fun way without leaving anything out of the larger dialectic. The whole must be studied and understood if we are to grasp its deeper workings using surface level things; e.g., Original Sin; i.e., the rotting technology of dying empires feeling more and more magical as those cushioned by civilization fall in love with regressive fantasies (and thrills): as a paradoxical means of escape from present abuses, the ghost of the counterfeit able to reverse abjection, during a given crisis (which the state is always in).

Something to bear in mind, then, is that “science” and the prospect of discovery has historically remained a bourgeois excuse to exploit workers and the natural world; i.e., for the sake of perceived “progress” through industry and economic prosperity shouted from on high by those with material advantage (which Victor does, playing god through natural philosophy to demonstrate his mastery over nature by creating unnatural life). This superiority (and its much-touted progression) is a bald-faced lie, one we must bravely study by using the Promethean Quest as a means of developing Capitalism into Communism. Frankenstein is arguably the first science fiction novel, and—as Shelley happily demonstrates—gave birth to so many monsters as to need collages to catalog even a portion of them to study. On the surface of these, its Communist drive (spectres of Marx) goes hand-in-hand with the Gothic’s love for monsters and mad science; i.e., a “madness” in duality, insofar as state science madly exterminates nature for profit, and which the state sees science for nature as “mad” because universal emancipation threatens their bottom line. The state needs profit, thus genocide, to exist, our existence both required and fed on by dead labor (re: Marx).

The Gothic, since Frankenstein, considers rape as a matter of revenge against the rapist; i.e., capital rapes nature before, during and after birth, often targeting the mind as something to invade back into itself.

To that, Victor is the first mover of Shelley’s novel, and a stark reminder of the fallibility of those on either side of power imbalance: bourgeois hand-wringing about rogue technology (workers) inside a past-future ruined civilization occupied without masters, but instead mindless furious slaves empowered by vengeful gods (nature). Onstage and off, Capitalism pushes genocide to the frontiers it dominates; this final frontier is the end of Capitalism viewed, by Lovecraft onwards, as his cosmic-nihilist approach to Capitalist Realism—all to spite Utopia as a non-starter treated as a given, were it not for those pesky wrenches in the works: the terrifying realization that technology (re: workers) survive after the elite die off prematurely (from slave revolt). “Rome” is subsequently pushed into outer space, where Lovecraft—a bonafide fascist and all-around piece of shit (re: Persephone van der Waard’s “Mandy, Homophobia and the Problem of Futile Revenge,” 2024)—loudly mourns its tragic loss/fears its returning doomsday (the liminal hauntology of war) vis-à-vis “monsters from the Id” (re, Forbidden Planet [1956]: Persephone van der Waard’s “Revisiting The Modern Prometheus through Astronoetics,” 2024).

In turn, writers like Scott ran with that idea, doing so to dogmatize and profit off a fascist bastardizing of Shelley’s pro-labor projections; i.e., by demonizing and weaponizing the working class, but also using state devices to pirate power and seize control of the space around them (re: Radcliffe). It speaks to the circular nature of the problem, and of the tendency to view present issues retrojected backwards into the imaginary past: the blindly furious Medusa threatening state shift, a hungry whore ravished by centuries of abuse suddenly eating us alive. Promethean spaces challenge profit (and its concealment) through found “ancient” documents (re: “Revisiting“); i.e., by fighting fire with Promethean fire/darkness visible; e.g., Scott’s Derelict, Lovecraft’s city of the old ones, or Shelley’s Creature.

All the same, it speaks to genuinely ancient struggles[35] that predate capital and modern science, yet are haunted by the anachronistic injection of science as mad: we have entered the world of the gods, but they are insane and ruled by the system housing them as empowered to destroy for the purpose of profit. The story is tragic, but productive and vital—a profound testament to criminogenesis and the invention of terrorism; i.e., Capitalism is the Great Destroyer—a machine that turns workers into small automatons that give or receive as it demands (so often, people look at the Creature and think it’s a zombie; while not untrue, it’s also a machine).

When being raped, we must tire our attackers while—to some frightening degree—being unable to stop them; i.e., how we, in the present, will not live to see a day without Capitalism, without rape! Instead, that will come past our lifetime, according to what we leave behind pointing to the future in past language: giant children who warred in ways that inspire future action swept up in the hypnotic language of the imaginary past and its familiar faces’ fatal nostalgia (the haunted house extra compelling if it exists, paradoxically, far away from home)! Such camp is always a bit absurd/surreal. So is rape, more broadly, an out-of-body experience that feels trapped in particular veins of fabricated existence (the disassociation machine): Ozymandias looks like Prometheus. As we’ll see when we look at Radcliffe, better to learn from perceptive pastiche than blind parody, but you often start with blind parody (and statues with blind eyeballs, left).

Such hermeneutic cryptomimesis—inauspiciously venerating and exiling Great Machines, mise-en-abyme—might seem counterproductive, and yet so many workers under Capitalist Realism cannot conceptualize the present harm being done without doing so; i.e., the dying Ozymandian corpse of Capitalism, versus the Communist Numinous prematurely aborted in the womb and haunting the venue. The historical-material cycles on loop show how these devices can be manipulated, which requires a careful process of detection, mid-camp (one whose liminal investigations, we’ll pointedly return to with Alien, during “Giger’s Xenomorph”).

For now, we’ll spend the remainder of “Making Demons” (eleven pages) going over some of the broader points tied to Shelley’s Promethean critique (and shift gradually towards supernatural occult demons, as we do).

Some Broader Points on Shelley’s Promethean Quest (for Fatal Knowledge)

Mary Shelley was—among other things—a curious bitch; i.e., thirsty for knowledge as forbidden, but also critiquing stories with a similar “come hell or high water” drive. One of those drives remains technology as traveling critique, namely astronoetics, or the astral projection of Earth’s colonial gaze onto so-called “other worlds”; i.e., under the guise of benevolent colonization of “empty” territory (a common trope in older futurist media whitewashing genocide): the humans are the UFOs, or presented as Ozymandian likenesses/dead godly giants to look upon and tremble at while, all the same, going boldly where no one has supposedly gone before. But they have gone before (re: Alien), Capitalism burying the procedure to repeat it again and again despite the overarching presence of nature’s rage. It gentrifies and decays on loop according to worker appetites the state cultivates.

Just as Clarke’s law presents advanced technologies as indistinguishable from magic, the inverse is also true: dated, retro-future ancient magics being a metaphor for science and advanced technologies imagined once-upon-a-time, before they actually existed. This technophobic tradition was cemented by Shelley in 1818, becoming its own kind of Gothic “archaeology” tied to retro-future castles, but also suits of armor and ghost ships as things to reinvent for didactic purposes; i.e., to communicate hidden lessons about Cartesian abuses that would have been stamped out if said in non-fantastical, everyday language. Derelict and floating in the void, these Gothic abstractions can be studied far away from prying eyes, then looted for fatal knowledge that can help prevent future disasters from taking place.

(artist: Grandeduc)

While freeing all sex workers using general Gothic sex-positivity is what Gothic Communism is all about, it targets the source of abusive conditioning that fashions those who grow to see themselves as “better” than the world around them: the heroic (monomyth) tale as increasingly scientific/Cartesian. Both conceal an expressly military function that, through Gothic displacement, can be openly expressed through the Gothic chronotope as something people aren’t totally aware they’re even looking at; i.e., Scott’s liminal space as littered with the symbols of dynastic primacy and hereditary rites; e.g., the suits of armor on board the Nostromo (itself a flying “space castle” made undead by the Derelict as a ghost ship)—one of which Ripley puts on to “armor” her virtue (a Radcliffean concept) from the cosmically framed dark rapist.

Just as Shelley took the heroic quest and made it Promethean, my entire book communicates complex things in monstrous-poetic shorthand by identifying the Promethean Quest as a critical response and means of subverting the monomyth. The same goes for any myth, Sex Positivity gradually trusting the reader to rely on informed emotional intuition using literal and figurative language. By helping them play with said language and working out different solutions, the subversion occurs “within the text” (re: Derrida); i.e., according to a natural-material world as something to critique with Gothic theories, mid-synthesis.

All the while, the book assumes readers can gradually learn to think empathetically/self-defensively on their feet and toes about Gothic media and sex work. As such, it gradually eases them into a critical-thinking process to compound, practice and develop within yourself according to the material world—i.e., compound learning in relation to compound phobias that, when analyzed through sex-positive, iconoclastic art under Gothic Communism, give up the hidden, Promethean truth about Capitalism: the colonial abuses of the hidden dead and their lingering desire for revenge. These suddenly spring forth when foolishly brought back to life, invoking the weapons of the past for two basic purposes: liberation or exploitation; i.e., the Radcliffean scapegoat is generally summoned to scare the middle class into passivity—fear towards technology if placed in the wrong hands; e.g., Cameron’s Terminator rooted in present barbarities dressed up in retro-future semi-magical language (there being little difference between a T-800[36], below, and a walking corpse, save one is revived by magic, through and through, and the other by technology indistinguishable from magic).

(source: Persephone van der Waard’s “ Vintage to Retro: An FPS Q & A series – James Towne, Tech-Com 2029, part 2,” 2021)

Resurrecting insurrection applies to rememory as a kind of “forgetting” that hurts when revived; i.e., its apocalypse the natural consequence of such a large system of exploitation: not everyone knows what happens in far-off places, and as we have seen with Victor and his ilk, the cost of endless profit is often dressed up as “bold Romantic discovery.” A desire to know and dissect the world leads to Earth being routinely treated like an unthinking object without rights; over time, this trauma manifests in stories that hint at the unspeakable abuses taking place more and more, over centuries, inside an expanding hegemony the oppressed come to despise. Time is a circle, which requires circular solutions. And yet, the biggest lie of “Golden Age” science fiction is how those “solving problems” in outer space (with linear stabbing methods and ideologies) are “solving” anything at all; they’re cops on the frontier as forgotten about and rediscovered in ways that are re-penetrated and scowled at, mid-intromission. For them and the state, doing so occupies and generates a system of showing and concealment; i.e., where police operatives appearing as workers can stochastically torture nature’s secrets out of, again (the profit motive). For us, Medusa’s dark womb is a place to work: reversing abjection (and terror/counterterror) anisotropically during the cryptonymy process.

Again, this lineage is generally viewed backward, a ghoulish love for the imaginary past leading to a confrontation with strange modes of communication—of viewing science less as a modern, dignified practice and more an increasingly brutal, backwards enterprise tinged with superstition, magic, rape, madness, revenge and torture (which pregnancy classically is[37]). As a restorative means of expressing trauma, these older modes of communication can be reclaimed, but the journey is still stressful because the horrors cannot be disentangled from the solution. To dealienate ourselves and the natural world, we must eat the cannibals (the rich) by understanding how Capitalism alienates using demonic poetics.

Even here, though, the line between science and the occult is not clear-cut. For one, the summoning can happen through an obvious demonic ritual, but also through the possession or taking of someone’s body or soul through an alien, unknown force. In the latter example, this seemingly happens without an explicit contract or ritual taking place (versus ghostly possessions, which are linked to a graveyard or murder site)—i.e., the punishment of trespass, of going where one shouldn’t. In either case, forbidden knowledge is gained in relation to the demons’ own bodies, genders and sexualities as incredibly fluid and bizarre.

As we shall see, next, this makes the occult demon—however absurd and profound—a form of taboo human expression inextricably linked to everyday bodies and events: sex, coloring one’s hair and wearing clothes as performative factors, but also identifying with things beyond our physical limitations or current understandings of the world as it is provided to us by those in power. It’s a bloodbath, one our hysteria can double! Satan’s menses! It’s in my mouth!

During our own exploitation, then, doubts about this world can start to emerge, which align with a natural drive; i.e., to satisfy human curiosity in the face of ambiguous, vaso-vagal danger or the menacing unknown—of being lied to by authority figures. At its simplest, then, the Promethean Quest is a harmful search for knowledge; its hard-won knowledge frequently becomes associated with transformative, intensely ritualized tortures in wildly popular stories.

In turn, these can link to colonial guilt as buried and far off, but somehow close at hand; i.e., the colonial territory as dead; e.g., literally Dead Space (2008) punishing the worker stuck inside in the imperial machine with Medusa. Forced there by greedy companies, stories like Dead Space, Alien, 2001 and others, operate—on par with survival horror at large—to mirror colonial abuse, but also doom exacted upon status-quo laborers sensing Imperialism come home to empire while on its far-off frontiers: a black, “ancient, derelict” monolith (the Medusa’s fat ass) vibrating cryptonymically with the ghost of the counterfeit’s ethnocentric alienation from ongoing brutality.

Per Poe, Conrad, Lovecraft and Scott, etc, it becomes something to fetishize and pimp out of revenge against nature (antagonize and put cheaply to work for fear of nature’s revenge; re: the “slave revolt” gaslight). Per Hogel, it becomes something to dance with, shoving swords into one another like stage fencers in on the joke (re: Titus Andronicus, suggested above by the Adams Family). The joke is rape, hoisting those with privilege on their own petards through the same dire implications (white/male or otherwise—with Shelley’s story going beyond men like Victor to speak to anyone working for the state/inside the Man Box; re: token Amazons the likes of which Radcliffe motivated to punch down against nature with).

Keeping with capital, and returning to Frankenstein‘s Promethean Quest, older orders are eclipsed by new ones having evolved from them and—conjured up as past—become a dark spell to fall under all over again (re: Punter). Said spell is canonically made to abject capital’s raping of nature (or trend of said abuses) onto a dupe; re: Victor learning he’s a failure, but one trying to get himself back in the West’s good graces by shattering his golem.

Shelley’s story is—among many other things—an excommunication for us to peer at and make our own conclusions. A popular one is the beauty of the dark Satanic site; i.e., when compared to the West and its presumably undecayed vestiges, one where the presence of decay reverses abjection, Imperialism coming home to empire. Nature is “ancient” and dark a) because the state needs it to be, but also b) because worker counterterror hits its hardest through the same ghost of the counterfeit; i.e., a demon to work its black magics on Western brains by infiltrating them not just in quotidian spheres (the Creature looks human at a glance), but in the boundaries of imagination populated by so many workers escaping real life: space is dead, the rogue, runaway technology seeking posthuman revenge (e.g., the shapeshifting xenomorph stupidly tough like Victor’s Creature [to better colonize foreign and domestic frontiers with] but also Cameron’s infiltrator demon-machine terminators, especially the “liquid metal” T-1000)!

For starters—and keeping with canonical predations on nature framed as “alien” by state Orientalism—the tortures and torturers of demonic rituals (the ghosts of Cultural and Imperialism as much as Spectres of Marx) often hail from dark, otherworldly zones of seemingly magic demons; i.e., cryptonymic vanishing points; e.g., desolated jungles or crater-marked moonscapes whose forbidden sites of colonial torture rest on native lands. These artificial wildernesses, in turn, have been cordoned off, guiltily viewed through a ghost of the counterfeit that displaces and disassociates the abuse being told. Relayed to an unwitting set of accomplices, the audience is “tortured” by identifying with a Western proxy lying on the slab: an altar of sacrifice waiting inside a giant torture site where the colonized (tortured themselves in the past) patiently take their revenge; i.e., like spiders, slowly torturing their unwitting prey caught in castle-sized webs.

Yet, this Gothic chronotope is hardly a simple case of spiders eating flies; it concerns a transgenerational curse—i.e., the mass exploitation of the natural world and its undeveloped inhabitants by self-proclaimed “superiors”: the lords of the West. By stumbling inside, the non-native/naïve explorers (often simply workers or soldiers, themselves) suddenly find themselves not just trapped inside an angry gravesite of continual exploitation (one they have, until now, turned a blind eye towards); they horrifyingly discover themselves unable to escape its rage outside its borders. No matter how far they go, its trauma will follow them back into the modern world; e.g., Ripley and the xenomorph. There, this anger—like the Creature from Frankenstein—will torture them to the ends of the universe, a golem that never tires or forgets: “the axe forgets, the tree remembers.” Rememory threatens our ascension, coming together brick-by-brick as Great Destroyer!

This liminality further pins between ironic and unironic forms of torture. The phrase can be defined as an attempt to cause physical or mental harm—to terrorize and deprive someone of their agency and their rights as a worker and a person (or to commit acts of revenge for having these rights revoked and inflicted; i.e., the “What comes around, goes around!” delivery of vengeful torture that the Creature delivers against Victor Frankenstein, and similar characters and stories); re (from “A Note about Rape,” 2024): “‘rape’ meaning [for our purposes] ‘to disempower someone or somewhere—a person, culture, or place—in order to harm them,’ generally through fetishizing and alienizing acts or circumstances/socio-material conditions that target the mind, body and/or spirit” (source).

Toys—and the boxes that house them—become invaluable towards speaking out, in small/mise-en-abyme; i.e., by acting out our desire to harm our abusers, but also expose them as predatory and false. The ability to create things in dualistic, material opposition to state doubles is vital, then—if only because it gives us a planet-sized supply of building materials (clay and earth) to ascribe with dead metaphors; i.e., things that can be given whatever meaning and modular qualities we want while camping canonical forms and their unironic tortures. It’s the perfect medium for a pedagogy of the oppressed: reclaiming our demonized humanity through an aesthetic/shared shadowy stage we take back; i.e., during ludo-Gothic BDSM playing with dead things, but also forbidden, demonic torture speaking to our own rape/liberation in paradoxical acts of sight through blindness, humiliation and pain! Never trust a skinny cook! Trust sin as an ironic, reclamatory diet rocking your world with planetary booties; i.e., Gaia’s dumper! Stare and tremble at genocide in small! Now it has its revenge!

(artist: Stephanie Rodriguez)

The whore’s paradox is Medusa being alive and dead, already made when making new things; “monstrous-feminine” amounts to anything exploited/extirpated by settler-colonial forces that, as whores, can use their Aegis to exert Promethean power onto state pimps (“Who’s the vermin now, assholes?”). Moving onto “Summoning Demons,” then, we’ll start with the more canonical, “civilized” tortures—i.e., the domestic world and its Radcliffean inhabitants being unironically invaded by dark forces from an ancient Somewhere Else—before moving progressively deeper into nature’s dark, wild and unknown recesses/pleasures.

While the dark forest is a common Gothic threshold in the literal Gothic period, aka the Renaissance—e.g., Dante’s Inferno, 1321—it was followed by Milton and Walpole into the Neo-Gothic period of the 1790s, Shelley’s 1818 magnum opus, and 200+ years of fiction that, from the canonical Western perspective, demonize any foreign, alien, unknown lands resisting colonialization, or are occupied by perceived greater forces than Mankind vis-à-vis Cartesian thought, mid-oppression:

  • Mary Shelley’s foreboding Mount Blanc in Frankenstein, 1818
  • Poe’s foray towards the South Pole in Arthur Gordon Pym (with cannibals), 1838
  • Joseph Conrad’s doomed, racist presentation of Africa—as a dark, savage continent (from a white man’s perspective) in Heart of Darkness, 1899
  • Lovecraft demonizing the unknown with an “ancient aliens” flavor in At the Mountains of Madness, 1936
  • Ridley Scott’s dark planetoid surface being investigated by exploited space truckers in Alien, 1979
  • James Cameron’s doomed, Vietnam-esque colony being avenged by American colonial space marines in Aliens, 1986
  • Nintendo’s Metroid, 1986, and many, many spiritual, cartographic, neoliberal successors (re: “Mazes and Labyrinthsvis-à-vis the FPS, Metroidvania, and survival horror) in the 21st century

Gothic Communism’s daring foray into this sinful “land of darkness” isn’t to demonize ourselves (“Tis an unweeded garden grown to seed”), but to reclaim nature-as-monstrous-feminine from the state; i.e., from its unironically xenophobic, us-versus-them treatment and linguo-material features, taking back these things from all colonizers across space and time: the Enlightenment as surviving into the present, but touched through a Western, fearful/guilty fascination with the past after being alienated from it (which, again, Hogle correctly notes, operates through the ghost of the counterfeit as wedded to the process of abjection; re, Dave West’s “Implementation of Gothic Themes in the Gothic Ghost of the Counterfeit”:

In “The Gothic Ghost of the Counterfeit and the Process of Abjection,” Jerrold E. Hogle argues that the eighteenth-century gothic emergence from fake imitation of fake work is the foundation of what is defined as modern gothic today. He maintains that Horace Walpole’s 1765 The Castle of Otranto, which is considered as the groundwork of the modern Gothic story, is built on a false proclamation that the novel was an Italian manuscript writing by a priest. […] Hogle argues that modern Gothic is grounded in fakery. [In turn,] Hogle’s observation of the history of The Castle of Otranto forms the basis for understanding the concept of counterfeit as a result of the abjection process) [source].

Communism—specifically Gothic (gay-anarcho) Communism—camps canon through Gothic poetics. As such, the deliberate ironies of iconoclastic torture during ludo-Gothic BDSM follow the same call of the void—first, through the raw poetic creation of demons during magic ceremonies; then, Radcliffe’s Pavlovian brand of exquisite “tortures” acting out liminal, not-quite-there-yet BDSM that plays with demons (as hidden, per Cameron’s refrain, behind jingoistic, militarily optimistic/neocon xenophobia fearing murderous cuckoo imposters); then onto Shelley and ultimately my work holistically and repeatedly retrospecting all of this!

We’ve already looked at Shelley and Scott. Now we’ll look at Radcliffe’s flawed notions of performative torture (and wasted genius selling out for conservative means, the imposter indoctrinating the nation’s youth to defend the state from its own exploited labor force); i.e., of canonical torture versus exquisite “torture” being something I took far beyond anywhere Radcliffe was willing (or able) to go. Yes, Radcliffe was a cop who wrote from ignorance and lacked Shelley’s radical nature; her elements of genius still contributed to my work and ludo-Gothic BDSM camping “rape.” We’ll put her corpse once more on the slab, dissecting its probative value before diving headlong inside during the subsequent chapter’s frank exploration of trans, intersex and non-binary expression in the 21st century.

The state (and its oft-undercover cops) are straight—will copy anything in bad faith to survive (re: DARVO and obscurantism). As a fundamentally ancient, ever-present force, non-gender-conformity haunts the capitalist world’s heteronormative order by subverting the usual, canonical taming of nature by white, cis-het men; re: who see it as dark, female and chaotic (with TERFs going to bat for them, in many neoconservative tales). To canonically call something “ancient, alien and unknown” means to exotify and segregate it for police violence, which rebels must reclaim on the stages of persecution; i.e., while the cops are called on us/the vigilantes pointed in our directions. It’s militarized, tokenized regression in a dated, retro-future ethnocentrism indicative of state collapse, which Gothic media crosses over into: penetrate the alien, then ask for snuggles.

Now that we’ve explored examples of the manmade demon, studied composite images of them as a way of identifying monstrous patterns through poster/monster pastiche and “mash,” and outlined a ghastly heritage of colonial abuses told through the Promethean Quest as a fearful voyage into the ancient unknown, let’s point this gaze even farther backwards into the imaginary past. To that, let’s examine the history of summoned, occult demons and the forbidden knowledge they offer during expressly magical iterations of the Promethean Quest and its famous tortures beyond Victor’s pity party). This includes the stacked, sexy detectives chasing this power down in “explained supernatural” environs; i.e., performed as such; e.g., Rachel Storms, below, aping Radcliffe, per her latter-day resurrections: Velma as “hardboiled”—caught between damsels, detectives and sex demons at large! Such cryptomimesis might seem “dated” or “stuck”; their camp can yield tremendous, fortress-sized powers to rival any cop, token or not!

As something for the state to harvest, then, we humanize the harvest to portray the state as inhumane! Nature and its demons’ cryptonymy are generally thicc, often as not (and andro/gynodiverse, in sexually descriptive/culturally appreciative forms)! Glasses aren’t just to help us weird nerds read; they’re cum shields for stacked cuties!

(artist: Rachel Storms)

As we go, the heroine’s virgin/whore paradox also applies to a common problem under Capitalism I will try once more to unpack and express, surveying here territories whose gratuitous cryptonymy we have previously surveyed; re (from Volume One):

(exhibit 11b1b: Artist, right: Nya Blu. We all have skulls inside us. According to the Gothic tradition inside the Imperial Core, inheritance anxiety historically-materially communicates internalized trauma as suggested within workers but expressed according to their surface-level appearance in the material world; i.e., who, regardless of their origins, will be judged and consumed based how they appear relative to a cultural understanding of the imaginary past as something to constantly look at, vis-à-vis Segewick’s “Imagery of the Surface” [1980]. Nya, for example, is covered in tattoos that speak to Cartesian trauma and the Gothic as something to wear on her skin, reassembled there after having been created many times before. She’s a walking fortress, utterly stacked but rife with surface tension. She performs the paradox that Charlotte Brontë’s Anne Causeway could not, the latter woman entirely doomed inside the attic for no one to see [except in dream-like reveries]. The paradox is a doubled form of emancipation that occurs through confrontation; i.e., a savvy and brave wielding of the very things used to coop her up in the white man’s home, but also his colonizer’s heart and mind and those of an imperial readership then and now seeing her “of nature” and nature as psychosexual food [source].)

(artist: Tessa West, “Bikini Shop Showdown,” 2006)

Some further food for thought (two pages), as there’s simply too much ground to cover (“Huge tracks of land!”): Cartesian fetishization of nature-as-food subverts through our demonic, fertile/febrile, whore-like bodies during ludo-Gothic BDSM! So often workers of the Global South tempt through storminess and hefty vocality as uncorked forces of nature: the banana republic’s crop talking back and talking back loudly—with their bodies and their surfaces/thresholds! “You won’t last two seconds!” The same ideas and liminalities likewise apply idiosyncratically to anyone framed as “of nature” in the Global North; i.e., regardless of size, sex, gender, religion and/or skin color, etc: the half-real gentrification of colonial lands through ill-gotten means—by white bodies that are, themselves, pimped out during various horny legends sold as porn (and all the lopsided power fantasies that porn entails); e.g., banging the pornstar with a banging bod in the back of a bikini shop (above).

Whores communicate their revenge through sex as demonic. The canonical argument becomes, “Nature’s a whore,” which whores have to reclaim on the same vice-filled stages (and leaving behind their stamps however those fall. In true rockstar fashion, Tessa West died at twenty-seven from a drug overdose)! Exploitation and liberation occupy the same spaces and stages, the same demonic language of power abuse and weaponization for or against the state by combining objects d’art with scandal, and food with war, death, and rape (“Oh, yeah! Carve my ‘pumpkin’! Wait, your ‘knife’ is too small!”).

As Shelley shows, we don’t live forever by cheating death (and nature); we live a full life that passes something positive along—a life worth remembering that, through the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, but also the auspices of destiny not being entirely dictated by state replicas, echo in eternity. Workers can make whatever demons they need to alter the balance (reversing virtue and vice much like terror and counterterror); i.e., striking deals honored through play and broken by spoilsports[38] for or against the state (and leading to various tautologies; e.g., a deal’s a deal, fair’s fair, function determines function, etc).

In this respect, sex isn’t purely for reproduction, but whose aesthetic per ludo-Gothic BDSM can be fun, funny, thrilling and asexual (socialized, artistic, mix-and-match)! Forgetting the porn industry’s eternal chase of profit, behind every demon is a flesh-and-blood worker—a human being with rights, appetites, curiosities, and a willingness (under the right conditions) to play! There is always risk with sex; through the whore’s paradox, we find agency dictating our “abuse” through unequal conditions we can change. Again, the smiles don’t have to be fake, nor the orgasms (though they can be). Cuties can want each other for whatever their hearts darkly desire; e.g., penis, pussy and/or personality! We can also involve others in our fantasies because they like them, not because they pay our rent! Such a hunter’s pot/philosopher-stone post-scarcity might sound impossible, but breaking through Capitalist Realism demands imagining the impossible through common modes of expression: demons and their endless Promethean possibilities!

Able to set the terms and boundaries of play, we camp, thus break away from sex/porn addiction and help ourselves and others relieve stress; i.e., in ways visually comparable but ludically removed from industry porn’s “demonic” elements; re: a Sale of Indulgences without co-dependency or sin, just love, equal rights, fucking (to metal, of course), silly-serious games, mutual consent, and other Gothic-Communist virtues! Yummy-yummy trust! Consent is sexy, my dudes (if you want to get laid, made a girl feel safe; it’s not automatic, but it won’t hurt your odds)! The price tag isn’t state mandates, but worker arrangements and consent (sex is whatever cost we decide, often for free among friends). Animalized, we embrace it, driving ourselves crazy (minus the hysterical stigma)! Sweet Numinous revenge, sucking your dry! Wee!

(artist: Ash Lynn Bach)

As such, sex remains something to barter that builds our dreams of a better world while dismantling capital. For it and the state, “whore” is just another word for “intimacy” they demonize for profit. AFAB or not—unchaining the whore, working/call girl and Hell along with them—we Gothic Communists become free to express ourselves, speak new language out of old parts to establish new boundaries, thus arrangements of power to play out (not under companies and Faustian contracts, but ones we write ourselves)! We’re not hoes to pimp and police, but demons without a pimp building pandemonium (sometimes in cop uniforms, minus the cop function)! We fucking love that kind of freedom: to make whatever demons we want, burning rapturously while watching this go in and out of that (short of harming workers, animals or nature; states aren’t people and billionaires shouldn’t exist, etc); re: to make demons is to make love turned on its head, laughing at canonical norms.

As we’ll see next, this includes summoning them in more magical varieties!

Afterword: A Further Note on Angry Gods (and Playing with Them)

“Ray, when someone asks you if you’re a god, you say YES!”

Winston to Ray, Ghostbusters (1984)

A quick note about gods, seeing as playing with them (dark gods, which demons are) is what Shelley focused on, and where we’ll be going into the imaginary past; i.e., as it existed back then, and which is summoned in more magical ways seemingly divorced from making monsters the Cartesian way (with Shelley’s “Galvanism” being closer to magic than science—leaving the spark of creation to our imagination). Amazonomachia, kayfabe, golems and kaiju—monsters are both gods and made by gods, and who doesn’t like gods? Older ones are pagan/demonic, steeped in agnostic folklore/the supernatural, and generally equal parts aspiring and dangerous/fearsome. “All deities reside within [our] breast,” said Blake; through calculated risk during ludo-Gothic BDSM, they become our best friends—mighty beings to conjure up and thrill us, then dismiss as needed.

In turn, the natural and material worlds abide by the same basic forces over time; i.e., just as animals have evolved over millions of years thanks to evolutionary pressure, society’s current system of differences under capital work through natural-to-unnatural linguo-material components whose own stressors evolved to help us survive: gods as social highs and lows (values and taboos), but also creative legacies/the power of creation. This survival includes of ourselves, as Shelley points out; i.e., “man is his own worst enemy” and men of reason have now put our survival (and that of the planet) in jeopardy! Medusa doesn’t discriminate, but we can be better stewards/mothers of the world and keepers of the fire of the gods than Victor was. We can write and program better lessons through godly data as a form of pain (“to sense injury” as the T-800 describes it)—with pleasure and pain being as indiscrete to each other as organic and inorganic are; i.e., in a posthuman world (therefore the Capitalocene) where we still have to relate back and forth. We must, or we will not survive. That’s what camping the canon is.

All demons, pandemonium. The goal of Gothic Communism, then, is to humanize the harvest through holistic expression during the chaos of evolution (and creation) on all fronts; i.e., dialectical-material scrutiny (and effect) during oppositional praxis, thereby demonstrating the state as inhumane versus nature as monstrous-feminine; re: recultivating the Wisdom of the Ancients to deny it to the elite, much like Shelley did. In effect, we’re reclaiming Medusa through ambiguity and paradox marrying different things to speak to state abuse; e.g., pleasure and pain (more on this in “Exploring the Derelict Past”); i.e., the “omelet problem,” or “sometimes to create, you must destroy.” You can’t have life without death, can’t heal from rape without putting “rape” in quotes: “A king has his reign and then he dies” (white saviors and black tokenism also sight-seeing demons made by the state, but also the world older states destroyed and left behind, post-seed, below).

In learning from Scott and Shelley as my spiritual ancestors (Alien is my favorite movie, Frankenstein my favorite book), bear in mind how Shelley played at immortality/dark creation (while interrogating technology and childrearing/the posthuman) through a female gaze occupying male bodies, versus Scott’s male one occupying female bodies (and biomechanical integration). Compared to them, ours is genderqueer and overtly Communist; i.e., performing hubris to go where the gods and their statuesque, Vitruvian, warlike perfection (from an imaginary Greco-Roman standpoint, which Milton camped—followed by the Shelleys, and later Scott, above) can, but humans and their flaws only experience “torture,” which is to say pain: the queer search for non-normative love, haunted by its own mutating (and mutilative) copies, onstage and off.

Paradox of rape aside, it’s always, to some degree, experimental and apocalyptic—confusing the brain (and a mixture of the senses) to unlearn harmful knowledge; i.e., by exposing our chains and jolting us with that sweet, sweet Promethean “fire” (re: the modern idea [and abuse] of electricity didn’t quite exist yet, called “Galvanism” by Shelley as her inspiration): the jouissance (orgasm) of facing tough realities and—like a different iteration of the Creature—coming out stronger for it by making friends through newly-minted boundaries breaking Capitalist Realism down! Capital is built on Cartesian binaries of ownership and division, hence will never end sickness, war and disease (effectively killing the planet and leaving Ozymandian Derelicts behind, for others to stumble on). So we must end it ourselves through what we pass on during the coding war! “We aren’t computers, Bastian! We’re physical!”

Exposure hurts, including to the idea that capital has made us machines for it to control. Melting us down to our DNA (the oldest code) as we grow into adulthood (and then wither and die), we forget backwards. But it also fertilizes new growth, regenerating what has died into something radically new as a matter of function; re, the Numinous as something to quest for (from Varma’s The Gothic Flame):

The rise of the Gothic novel may be connected with depravity, and a decline of religion. […] In particular, these novels indicate a new, tentative apprehension of the Divine. Monastic life was no longer believed in, but at least it recalled the Ages of Faith and the alluring mystery of their discipline. The ghosts and demons, the grotesque manifestations of the supernatural, aroused the emotions by which man had first discovered his soul and realized the presence of a Being greater far than he, one who created and destroyed at will. Man’s first stirring of religious instinct was his acute horror of this powerful Deity—and it was to such primitive emotion that he reverted, emancipated from reason, but once again ignorant of God, his spiritual world in chaos.

Primarily the Gothic novels arose out of a quest for the numinous [emphasis, me]. They are characterized by an awestruck apprehension of Divine immanence penetrating diurnal reality. This sense of the numinous is an almost archetypal impulse inherited from primitive magic.

Whatever theatrical stance or political persuasion a player might adopt, our time as mortals is fleeting beyond ourselves. Reunions with life and death produce and instill chaos as an immortality that, through Shelley and Milton, long survived them; i.e., in a shared Satanic legacy we want to make increasingly gay and an-Com during ludo-Gothic BDSM healing nature-as-monstrous-feminine normally antagonized by state pimps. Scott verges into canonical pimp “milking Satan,” as did Milton. Shelley far outpaced either by vocally critiquing men of reason like Victor for harming so many beyond themselves. Nothing critiques capital more nakedly and productively in Gothic than Frankenstein (a tradition that later sci-fi completely forgot, Jameson). This pedagogy happens through liminal expression, mixing pain with pleasure during calculated risk; i.e., exquisite “torture” being—among other things—the playing with big things that could crush us but don’t: they’re not cops, but avengers bringing power (and the awesome anger of the gods) back to the people!

(model and artist: Mercedes the Muse and Persephone van der Waard)

To create dark gods is to fetishize the alien for or against workers/nature. This, by extension, teeters between internal imagination and external fabrication (e.g., Mercedes, myself, and Toxie, above). Our subsequent “torture” is pain and pleasure as a kind of dark psychosexual data; re: writ in decay and laced with phantom pain (and genuine harm), which demons engage with through the paradox of play and medieval poetics: mixing death, food, sex and other bodily functions (concepts from the Poetry Module; more on them during “Giger’s Xenomorph”).

That’s how children learn, but also adults—discussing what is often disguised to internalize and externalize it (the Dutch word “hope” meaning “to make a pile”). So do we camp Marx by conjuring up demons to liberate sex work with; i.e., as Shelley once did, putting the pieces back together (as must be done, per cycle) and camping the canon in ways Scott only partially managed to, himself: with god-like action figures (characterized by height personifying hubris)—first finding them “abandoned” in the ruins and playing with their decaying power for different ends. Frankenstein‘s isn’t isolation from fire, but both how humans and technology are bound up in their separate affairs, and that technology isn’t “bad” on its own; what you do with it—meaning what you choose to create and how you treat your creations afterwards—is what matters (the danger being when you lose the ability to tell friend from foe, only seeing in red/us-versus-them). This isn’t a “final destination,” at all, but a link in a never-ending chain, mise-en-abyme.

Verisimilitude very clearly isn’t the point, here, (as “actual science,” the giant motif doesn’t translate very well, but as a metaphor for demonic creation, is golden). Nor is dick-measuring (though Shelley is politically superior to Scott, she’s also a bit more mysterious to most people outside movies; i.e., the girl who wrote Frankenstein). Instead, its heavy-handed theatrics ape Victor as a false “corpse” of himself that talks back, mid-psychomachy (no one ever said Frankenstein was subtle, but you’d be surprised just how much of its Hamlet-grade, weird British tensions [dialogs of strength married to weird canonical science nerds] goes over most peoples’ heads; blame James Whale for that one, or Mel Brooks after him). So take what is useful and apply it to yourselves and yours—to reshape, recode, and pass along inside/upon your own dark children (a Trojan virus)!

(source: Stan Winston’s School of Character Arts’ “Terminator 2: Judgment Day’s T-800 – An Interview with Stan Winston,” 2015)

For example—and case in point—I, as a trans woman, always felt that I had one foot in each world, but could never give birth (with a uterus). Instead, I learned to feel more like a woman through the poetic act of creation; i.e., one inspired by Scott and Shelley both filling my figurative cumdump[39] (the medieval having a bit more fun with the miracle of creation, both human biology and poetry of a technological sort)! What they left behind has inspired my own giant children, teaching me what it means to be a parent (closer to life and death as normally alienated from workers, but also fetishized for them to purchase and consume). A “power couple,” indeed! Light me up, baby!

And while “strange women distributing swords” is seemingly no basis for a system of government, there remains practical value in medieval poetics informing Gothic Communism; i.e., to synthesize catharsis away from state models, generally with a focus on nude monster bodies and publicly nude (and vulgar) displays of power! The best sex has a bit of excitement and pain to it; the paradox of rape is it is not rape, any more than Frankenstein’s monster is actually a big walking dead guy/brain-in-a-jar (to see one’s creation and mortality laid bare—be it brain or womb—for iconoclastic purposes; i.e., by women [and other minorities] reclaiming normally sacred things from the state [misogynistic canon and its weird “hate boners,” left] through camp: to laugh at the gods by reminding readers that girls have hairy butt holes, and men—alienated from their prescribed sex dolls—sublimate and kill them for it like Medusa[40], also left).

(artist: Bernie Wrightson)

Instead, it’s the potential to literally make friends for all ages, genders, and inclinations; it becomes something to tell our children (always curious about monsters, below)—to give to them not as a present bought per season, but a gift made ourselves that keeps on giving. As Shelley shows us, children can be taught whatever they’re given; let’s give them something better than what society gave Victor (whose own problematic childhood automatically made him see the Creature not as “friend” but “foe”). That’s what making monsters (demons or otherwise) is all about, from a Gothic-Communist perspective! We gain the ability to end curses, right past wrongs, heal from rape and de-automate genocide—in a word, to stop capital in its tracks while referring to the imaginary past pushing us in a post-scarcity direction: breeding and grooming with a sex-positive outcome!

In Frankenstein, Victor hogs the stage but the Creature is the star of the show. It’s also not stupid, but actually quite the opposite, acquires knowledge at a frightening rate. So are we—are all, to some degree, innocent and jaded, artificial and alienized, under capital’s bright demanding lights telling us “the show must go on”; but such performances allow for the paradox of reclamation (through iconoclastic art) during such fabrication—to reclaim for ourselves the incredible ability to first, recognize when others see us as inhuman and scary (through no fault of their own, born into the same world under Capitalism lionizing such fakeries, above); then communicate the holocaust of our anguish in ways that convince them we are human, thus deserve protection and love. It’s a basic human right, not something you buy under capital (or which capital assigns to a select special group; e.g., Jewish people); but it uses the same costumes and masks, comedy and drama, and whose potential identities beyond the medieval (re: Foucault) the Gothic turns inside-out.

Unlike many Gothic novels, Frankenstein works well as fantasy and futurism, its signature and much-intimated retro-future letting readers think about a two-century-old horror novel as one might a computer program: Shelley is Cassandra predicting Capital’s demise while demonstrating the thin line between child and adult, technology and sex, protection and procreation, pleasure and pain, problem and purpose, birth and bastard, pro-life and pro-choice, prostitute and pimp, sex and symbol, porn and art, torture and talent, consent and non-consent, canon and camp, transparent and opaque, real and fake (as Arnold and company also demonstrate, below):

(ibid.)

To that, counterterror is a voice, thus a relationship had between things both forced apart (alienation) and together (fetishization), comprising a pedagogy of the oppressed living under the shadow of police violence sexualizing everything in sight; i.e., whose alienation—of zombie-demon labor talking back to us—is both older victims of capital, but also present ones speaking through our fears and fantasies: a worker saying to those who find its talking remains, “I’d rather kill my boss and fuck what society treats as ‘monster’ (for its scars, skin color and/or composite nature) than be with an entitled asshole contributing to state shift!” Size difference, age play and power imbalance also come into effect—all to collectively shock not for its own sake, mid-pastiche, but to jolt us awake about difference manufactured (and how people, once badly programmed, go on to exterminate others for scraps); re: by remediating praxis, we teach children—who are vulnerable to bad lessons (thus susceptible to cloning those lessons)—to be better and make better!

Scott was already in his forties when making Alien and it shows; i.e., he kind of starts with Radcliffean demon BDSM and ’70s Rocky Horror and gradually dials back what little camp Alien started with. Shelley was nineteen when she wrote Frankenstein, and still had that youthful ex-vitro “zinc spark” (re: the glass womb dilemma—or what Ashley Gavin succinctly describes as “inside baby/outside baby“; “Ashley Gavin: Live in Chicago,” 2024) that commented on the larger world through demonic poetics. The greatest power in Frankenstein, then, comes from its composite design: a faith in Gothic intuition wedded to early science but still having magic to spare—to parse through play while recognizing creation through technology as speaking to lived trauma living inside the body and material trauma existing outside the body as both contributing to generational trauma; i.e., as something to increase through canon or decrease through camp, on the Aegis. Those who close their eyes to it become hopeless cynics who, as Oscar Wilde puts it, “know the cost of everything but the value of nothing.” They become predators who prey on their students (re: Jadis).

Coded as such, they also become gargoyles for the church of capital; i.e, who see invaders thus enemies everywhere, and who make machines of war to conquer the Earth and the stars, but ultimately themselves inside the Capitalocene (awfully telling that Victor makes a giant war machine [re: Walpole’s armor] to lionize himself, then cries wolf when labor possesses the avatar of capital to thump him and chase him to the ends of the world and beyond; i.e., Ozymandias in the desert of older disasters)! Menticide is not human nature as “congenital,” but comorbid and criminogenic while able to cause disorders “in the blood” and brain, where data is stored and exchanged in “perfect” duality:

From what I’ve seen of perfection
Where we could do as we please
In secrecy this infection
Was spreading like a disease (Judas Priest’s “Metal Gods,” 1980).

Leave it to Judas Priest to betray their punk roots and romanticize rebellion as Nazi-Communism; i.e., “both sidesing” what is—in reality—night and day, then regressively dogmatize “past” before selling it back to their fan base under Thatcher’s Britain (the “KISS problem” dumbing down Frankenstein for profit—a bit ironic as KISS was Jewish and sold out; then again, so was Jerry Springer[41]). Capitalism is the disease, not labor, but they occupy the same space, language and stages!

So do liberation and exploitation dysfunctionally unfold. Those who profit off/unironically endorse Red Scare are Nazis, import/exporting the usual neoliberal heavy metal for queen and country (wedded to capital, in Britain’s case, but also America’s own god-kings; i.e., calling themselves “commanders-in-chief,” while shifting the aristocracy towards the bourgeoisie and back again, when the state starts to die): “a new order of intelligence that saw everyone as a threat, not just those on the other side!” Capital is incompatible with life; geological or technological, state shift is state shift, which capital will pimp out to punish nature as monstrous-feminine for profit. A king has his reign; then, nature wins.

Again, though, metal isn’t automatically a weapon for capital and its extermination wars, but it is generally ambiguous through duality, mid-liminal expression. All praxis is liminal because it must translate to consumable forms. That’s why Frankenstein works as well as it does, and why capital tries so hard to commodify the aesthetic. As proto-fascist satire, Frankenstein is intentionally ambiguous because it needs the reader to choose, and to acknowledge the terrible power of propaganda; i.e., the Promethean Quest is ultimately a quest for the Numinous, and a quest for the palliative Numinous (as I frame it) is a quest for empathy by choosing mercy and love in the face of the technological singularity[42] (which Victor does not do).

To confront and reify the problem—meaning in something we can recognize in ourselves, then love in others through our creations teaching lessons—is to break Capitalism at its core. But we must learn to self-reflect in ways that extend the charity to those normally wronged by capital, capital framing all of this (as Victor does) through doomsday arguments that Shelley—a nineteen-year-old girl without computers or formal education—took and hit square on the nose (critiquing what so many still refuse to do, nowadays; i.e., those people treating scientists like celebrities and, oddly enough, celebrities like scientists, and worshipping both like gods who are beyond reproach. So often, straight male scientists and creatives eclipse their female counterparts; e.g., Giger and Scott eclipsing Shelley while living in her shadow, below)! Frankenstein‘s traction was immediate, its legacy infinite—showing readers that, while we’re not strictly defined by the past and its plastic trauma, nor are we entirely removed from it: “We live in Gothic times.”

(source: Douglas Martin’s “H. R. Giger, Artist[43] Who Gave Life to Alien Creature, Dies at 74,” 2014)

In short, we must love other victims of capital as we would ourselves, during universal liberation. I’d say “no gods or masters,” then, but we are all gods, under Communism. And despite neoliberal Capitalism pimping dark creation for its own base ends, no one monopolizes monsters or the awesomely dark power to create, thus (a)rouse the rabble by “riding” the lightning. Lightning doesn’t have to strike the same place twice (though it can, next page); it just has to expect the wonderous spontaneity of attraction, mid-Romance. That can happen anywhere: “Not the third switch!” / “Throw it! Give MY CREATION LIFE!” Frankenstein was a one-man “circular breeding” fantasy written by a woman soupily camping the idea of sex to—in her own juvenile inventor’s lightbulb moment—make something that kills Francis Bacon’s number-one fan and fucks the body-builder afterwards. The best of both worlds, her winning formula fetishizes rebellion for workers! Eureka!

That’s Shelley and her whore’s revenge—the exhibitionist/voyeur confessions of a madwoman/wicked Galatean mad scientist accepting her status as manmade, then nakedly camping the canon (the Promethean myth): through uncontrolled opposition and neo-medieval (operatic) rape fantasies “storming” her “castle” and putting her maidenhead—gone too soon, but “for science!”—to the two-handed sword: a live wire that’s too hot to handle/off the charts, or a sizzling mood (and bedroom eyes) that hits just right? You be the judge!

(model and artist: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard)

We often invent friends in our hour of need. Not even twenty when raw-dogging it/squeezing a dark god’s massive dick into her tight pale pussy[44], Shelley made something fluorescent that could never be turned off, only fluctuate in constant circulation; i.e., something that, unto itself, emblematized the desire to fuck with godly power—to create a god and be a god by creating such a being that can either create, in turn, or inspire others to create in ways that overthrow the nuclear model: while looking for a suitable mate/companion (swept up in sex and natural reproduction, but also unnatural reproduction through art-as-porn, canned and shaken, inside the same witch’s-cauldron echo chamber where canon and camp—the nuclear and found family—do battle).

An awesome machine, the Creature lives on, but isn’t just a sentinel (cops; e.g., Mega Man, the Stepford Wives); with the right instruction, it can become a steward for nature (re: T2, but Communist). “Fuck mommy just like this, ok? Now gimmie that baby batter!” The idea is informed consent and birth control (of people and art) being in the hands of workers, not capital and the state (all of my partners have either not had uteruses, have fucked with condoms, or—in my case fucking them—have had a vasectomy to avoid unwanted pregnancies): to get up close and personal with/to our bodies; i.e., as alien and fetish, creating with and of them regarding the mysteries of creation on canvas of all kinds.

Rape is endemic to capital; anything that challenges profit is a threat to capital and its ordering of the world, which it rapes without end. But silence is death, which makes ludo-Gothic BDSM our survival; i.e., playing with power as something to quest for in paradoxically healthy forms that have the ability to change or freeze the world in its tracks. It’s both different and not different from those videogames everyone plays these days… Life is a game, and sooner or later your refusal to play it outside the elite’s rules becomes a choice!

So, love it or hate it, camp canon however you can—i.e., by getting naked, and down and dirty with one’s glorious, mortal, animal side (the paradox being to rough something up versus having it be sterile to better make one’s point; e.g., Alien versus 2001, but also Cuwu’s pussy, before/after, below). Sex is the most policed device in the world. It is simultaneously divine and absurd, hot and goofy (“so put that in this and wiggle around until cummies happen…”), and desperately needing better education under capital; i.e., in ways that respect its power but also don’t take it too seriously if they can help it; e.g., “Oh, no! My ass is just too fat for these yoga pants! Please don’t take advantage!” (we’ll introduce de facto education, cultural appreciation and descriptive sexuality in “Call of the Wild” and unpack them in Volume Three).

This certainly isn’t easy. The more we try to unite all groups, the more alone canon makes us feel (segregate the radicals); some people historically sell out. But once you find others who have similar chemistry/understand alienation and desire liberation for all, there’s nothing like it in the world! I was radicalized by so many tight pussies clamping down on my dick:

(model and photographer: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard[45])

Shelley was a pirate, one who showed that girls fuck, fart, spit and swear like anyone! Making friendship from the ensuing messes, there’s a fair bit not just of her in the book, but of Cuwu despite going our separate ways! Love is blind, friendship always somewhat imaginary but forever as something to build in memory of the good times come and game, but also yet-to-come. Sex is work, and sex work is work; so is revolution as a lineage of monster mothers!

To become a mother is to change, and this contains within it different fears about dying: less as a literal event, and more becoming something dark and different while alive that lives on long after one is dead. No one remembers Mary Wollstonecraft (senior or junior); Mary Shelley is a whole ‘nother beast. But this, unto itself, speaks to the vitality of relationships and good parentage (if only to use the raw parts for spares)—both with our live-in cocks or pussies, but also whatever technologies they bring to the table. The process is suitably anathema and gospel.

To this, Percy creampied the virgin pussy of one Mary Wollstonecraft, but also fed her pregnant horny brain—no doubt awash with hormones from actual pregnancies and postpartum events—with “tacos”; i.e., those angel-and-devil, pickles-and-ice-cream cravings being Paradise Lost, Galvanism, and the Golem of Prague, among others. In turn, Wollstonecraft became Shelley as, at least in part, a dark imitation of the man she admired, the pupil outshining the master and even herself.

Fast-forward to Scott making Alien—and then Covenant nearly two centuries after Frankenstein—and me, exposed to Prometheus in 2012, discovering Shelley twenty years after watching Alien and playing Super Metroid. Primed for it since I was small (my mother loving The Doors, but also the British Romantics, reading me “Kubla Khan” to tire me out and get me to sleep), I suddenly got the same Numinous cravings; re: watching Covenant with my family on my birthday (source: “Alien Covenant, a Review,” 2017) before going overseas to have my own Percy-and-Mary, Jim-and-Pamela-style relationship; i.e., followed by many more afterwards while thinking about Covenant, again (source: ” A Second Look”) and again (re: “Choosing the Slain“)—until I looked past Scott, and back towards Shelley and her own nature-vs-nature natural philosophy haunting the Great Man haunting me (and haunted by his own mother and Shelley and so on and so on).

In turn—and through my own poetic indiscretions and infidelities expressing the complicated, ongoing relationship between the past and present—the organic and inorganic fused, passing information continuously along while mutating it; i.e., the corruption being the data, from smaller cryptonymic sequences cached inside a bigger cryptomimetic series: Milton wrote Paradise Lost, which Shelley consumed when producing her own monster while already living with one (Ron Shusett, by comparison, graciously fed Dan O’Bannon hotdogs while the latter suffered IBS and wrote his Alien screenplay); i.e., tracing along so many generations of a larger chain before finding and infecting me with the same proverbial fire. Cooking on the same giant skillet, my trans egg cracked, and Nicholas became Persephone adopting/adapting Mary Shelley’s imperfect, dualistic likeness; i.e., as a recursive, warring matter of revolution told through evolution hidden in code.

Shelley beat Darwin to that punch, too, and is truly a woman to be grateful for/afraid of. She gave birth to Communism versus fascism in its proto forms; generations later, things have come full circle as I wrote Sex Positivity versus Sex Coercion, or Gothic Communism—a book whose own foreword opens with me comparing myself to Shelley while acknowledging the many different sources that went into its messy regenesis, but also its continuity and sequel rebirths: those who adapt survive, so take what is useful and leave the rest.

Holistic study serves as the core transfer method, and my perfecting of Shelley’s secret formula—humility and hubris (“Mother is the name for ‘God’ on the lips and hearts of all children”) driving a mad scientist to make monsters who made more mad scientists and monsters, in duality—was simply me standing on her Samus-sized shoulders: armed for bear and ready to free (deprivatize) the Amazon, the Gorgon, the fire of the gods and have the whore’s revenge; i.e., by stopping Capitalism (and its Realism) for good. Just as Victor is Achilles, Byron, and Satan, then, Mary Shelley is Legion; i.e., all of those and none of them, plus Medusa and Hippolyta, but also evocations of Percy and her mother while not being them, too. So do I—or rather, my books as extensions of their own immediate mother and lineage of mothers—paradoxically contain and proliferate the same haunted legacy. It’s an orgy of ghosts! Stare and tremble but also unite; become one with the Aegis—staring intensifies! Eat your heart out, Eve Segewick.

(source)

The Gothic is writ in disintegration, made from fragments to rebuilt what was lost/could be; all roads lead to Medusa and her Communist Numinous (“diamonds are a girl’s best friend,” something-something “Norman Bates was Hitchcock playing ‘bury the gay'”). Befitting a Gothic homecoming for the ages, I got closer to Shelley as time went on, not further away! While familiarity breeds contempt, imitation remains the sincerest form of flattery. I built on Shelley and made her Promethean Quest my own; i.e., we are each of us unique and identical twins (with twins never being fully identical; e.g., me and my straight twin): part of the same cryptonymy process, part of the same vengeful, rock ‘n roll womb’s poetic collocation. Rebellion, as Shelley keeps showing us—but also Marx through my work camping his ghost (re: “Making Marx Gay“)—is rock ‘n roll; but said opposition constantly needs a woman’s gayer sluttier touch, lest the Straights control it for profit.

It likewise, needs to be short enough to identify at a glance and imitate, but girthy enough to satisfy through substance. Little pigs, we glut ourselves, hungry like the wolf. Forget “smash or pass,” where’s our self-control? It’s our Song of Infinity making the past wise again! “Let’s get weird!” again! Anything can happen on Halloween again! “More, more!” (said Cuwu, as I fucked them for the umpteenth time in one night, across a week, during an entire month).

(artist: Sexy Flower Water)

In short, you can’t just “one and done it,” and camping sex is to reverse the alienation of sex already abjected; Medusa’s placental, parthenogenic womb bears forbidden fruit, but its orchard thereof requires constant, regular care: endless “watering” (with cum, but also blood, sweat, tears, tender love and care), lest the bourgeoisie dry it out more than Lovecraft’s urethra at the prospect of sex (the sexless old boys club, pimping nature into pieces of jerky it can eat raw for bragging rights). Stick that in your pipe and smoke it, S.T. Joshi! I am woman, hear me rawr!

There comes our parade of patchwork slogans, again; e.g., “What a story, Marx!” or “Women don’t like sex.” The former is funny and the latter is a myth! But also, sex is danger! That’s what makes it fun, thus worth it! Don’t listen to others who say, “Don’t do it!” or “No pussy’s worth it!” (within reason, and use your brains). Like, how would they know? Cuwu and I loved a lifetime’s worth, and I have the receipts to prove it (some of them stitched together like a patchwork collage of composites, below). And though that didn’t last, they were still my Percy who gave me the darkness I needed to birth rebellion; i.e., in ways I’m not sure either of us could have, at the time (“It was all worth it” being the proud parent’s steady oath).

Before we proceed, then, I’d like to showcase that cryptonymy a bit—to take a look under the hood of my purring brain to see what routinely makes Gothic Communism tick (and what these demons have in common). “I choose you, Cuwu!”

(exhibit 45b2a: Artists: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard, from a variety of scenes we crafted and shot together—and assembled here by me post hoc as “monster pastiche”; i.e., of me loving a monster/mad scientist and vice versa. Blue balls? More like “Blue Monday” [1983], amirite?  

Those who came before me
Lived through their vocations
From the past until completion
They’ll turn away no more

And still, I find it so hard
To say what I need to say
But I’m quite sure that you’ll tell me
Just how I should feel today

I see a ship in the harbor
I can and shall obey
But if it wasn’t for your misfortune
I’d be a heavenly person today [source: Genius].
 

If Zeuhl taught me anything, I definitely have “a type”: the punk. The trick was finding one that didn’t harm me and was stable; Zeuhl was a stable postpunk who harmed* me, and Cuwu was an unstable punk who harmed themselves to the point that it traumatized me, too. Eventually I found better company in terms of stability and comfort, but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t miss the fun that Cuwu and I had. They’d tease me until I begged, or until they begged me, “Just put it in me, already!” But this invoked all manner of “asking for it,” on all manner of surfaces:

*”How does it feel when your heart grows cold,” Zeuhl?

[artists: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard]

Make no mistake, Cuwu was weird as hell and I—also being weird as hell—couldn’t get enough of them; they were constantly putting on a show to offer me the truth of things—right in front of me, like it always was. Twenty-four and gender fluid, Cuwu was mature and immature, always in motion and difficult to capture—a former dancer who could speak volumes in single frames, yet wanting to be seen and shown across all surfaces [above and below]: from moment to moment, controlling a situation to gain power and feel safe. To it, you can absolutely learn from broken clocks, and Cuwu wasn’t even broken—just damaged. Super smart, well-read and passionate, but also on drugs a lot of the time, they were needy and dominating from a subby position that practiced its wares on me. But also, they were and are my Victor and Frankenstein or vice versa, no shortage of awesome reversals taking place betwixt our hungry nethers:

[artists: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard]

So here we are, no longer physically together but someone whose memory of former boding I keep alive in my work; i.e., our cryptonymy healing from rape, the two of us always experimenting and shooting things from different angles [sometimes in focus, sometimes not; sometimes silly and sometimes serious; sometimes obscured, sometimes in full view]. We played together—them teasing me, our spooning always leading to insolent, deliciously disrespectful forking [as I fuck them while they use their phone*. Seriously, we made enough porn to last a lifetime]:

[artists: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard]

*Bottom collage, top-left. I can’t remember what they were even looking at, but I think it was clothes? Zeuhl did the same, once, but that was while they were playing Pokémon Go (2016). They also turned my life upside down, but constantly used sex to keep me in check/demand loyalty. Eventually they demanded my loyalty even after they abandoned me for their husband. Fuckers.

The West is fascinated with sex and love, and with good endings and bad [re: Radcliffe and Lewis]. But canon conditions them to obsess about a particular kind of love attached to a binarized, us-versus-them, linguo-material structure to keep that structure in place through ethnocentric monomyth police violence. Thus, do they miss the point of building something better for ourselves, as Satan and Shelley did, but also Cuwu and I; i.e., as something that lasted beyond the immediate passion: echoes and rem[a]inders of it, the passion taking hold like a ghost and ravishing us anew. “Haunt me, Cathy!”

Yes, Cuwu abused me—and yes, apart from that abuse they also ran off with a dog breeder with the same first name as me and a similar-size penis—but all the same, we kept the agreement we made, afterwards, and I still use it to construct my vision of a better world; i.e., one informed by their priceless contributions. To it, I love you, my little stoner dragon—my modern Prometheus/rectus dominus [“ass master”] torturing me with sweet bliss from beyond our time together. Cuwu was a little animal—loved animals and treated me like one they couldn’t always care for even though they wanted to. As always, I hope you’re safe, wherever you are.

[model and photographer: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard—and their little beardie]

Good or bad, people have whatever power you give them, and vice versa; re: “no one does it better, so that’s why I [gave] you my heart to break!” When you look on us, you’re looking at an older agreement—one that was both built on trust, haunted by abuse, stunted by self-destruction, and replanted to grow again. So do we come together [so to speak] while putting-pulling parts repeatedly together and apart; i.e., camping sex in all the usual ways. Piece-by-piece, we rip and tear until it is done! Healing hurts and feels good; it itches and throbs and twinges and pulses. Squish-squish, macaroni-stirring sound!

Maybe I’m repeating myself? No shit; however serious, revolution is repetition and this is fun to me. I can do it all night, babes [when Cuwu’s pussy got too sore, we switched to anal sex]. Furthermore, this goes beyond our individual pictures and collages to include others in a larger artistic, ouroborotic movement brought back from the dead; e.g., Harmony Corrupted [next page] making a collage based on her shoots commissioned by me, and each of those inspired by my time with Cuwu [which I told them about]. Rebellions need heat [energy and work] to function; during ludo-Gothic BDSM, we make warmth in more ways than one, the surgery self-inflicted and whose addiction a) speaks behind blue eyes

and b) with our clothes on [to tease you] as much as not:

Weird attracts weird; I come from a family as mad as hatters, as did Cuwu and so many others. Both mad, and making madness with ourselves and others based on older forms that push towards universal liberation, we show how nostalgia is the enemy of reason; i.e., the latter as a genocidal historical-material force; re: as Harmony and I do, and all the cuties I’ve played with have done, over the years and during the course of this project. Madness is—like technology and our fire of the gods—not simply one thing or another but many in duality.

And thanks to Shelley and similar poets, that duality now more than ever has power and value for us as something we take back on the Aegis; i.e., insofar as we use it to help ourselves by taking it back from those who don’t help us—to smash their unironic breeding and racial-superiority [eugenics] models, and doing so on purpose: as a matter of preservation, by those who know.

Cuwu, for example, deliberately played with me—a multimedia expert—to trap them in amber and show them off, as simulacra; i.e., I was already drawing them and did so multiple times before we eventually made all this porn [so did Harmony and many others—I work with people who are kind to me and who I want to be remembered as part of something bigger than ourselves]. That’s what happens when you cross a giant voyeur with an equally massive exhibitionist.  In our case, though, the demonic courtship felt exhilarating but untenable—these different competing elements going faster and faster until eventually they burned themselves out:

[artist: Cinnannoe]

Cuwu frankly loved being seen and viewed as something to love; it gave them power. Had they paused every so often to let me breathe/meet my needs, I’d still be giving it to them. From a certain point of view, I very much still am. Fuck an artist; get immortality as they can offer it. Any artist would kill to have had a muse like Cuwu [we’ll explore the ace/paradoxical attraction of artists and models more, in Volume Three]:

[models and artist: Guildenstern/Cuwu (far left/all) and Persephone van der Waard (left, middle and right)]

Communism isn’t a quota or zero-sum game, then. A combination of congenital and comorbid factors—ranging from genetics to training to material conditions—it starts with our desire trumping our caution when seeking to prevent systemic harm and generational trauma, mid-synthesis: “To let ‘I dare!’ wait upon ‘I would?'” So while necessity is the mother of invention, invention is reinvention and generally starts in the relationships we build for those reasons [and not simply for efficient project; e.g., Karl Jobst’s former pick-up artistry transferring to his speedrunning career and YouTube channel; re: “Those Who Walk Away from Speedrunning,” 2025]. “No one is an island.” We face capital as one or we die alone. For realsy.

So keep building for each other and fucking with those things the status quo builds for itself! The moment you stop is when capital wins. We’ll be the envy of the gods above! Fortune favors the bold and the brave really do live forever! Cuwu and Harmony are two of the bravest people I’ve yet [and like Shelley’s famous psychomachy, have bravery and caution inside them—”two wolves live in us,” ‘n all that].)

From Radcliffe onwards, cryptonymy’s a woman’s weapon against rape while refusing to either triangulate/tokenize (re: me, vis-à-vis Creed’s monstrous-feminine) or be a quiet victim; Shelley’s a straight freak whose “clone [doesn’t] sleep alone” (Pat Benatar’s “My Clone Sleeps Alone” riffing on Ira Levin while anticipating Reagan’s presidency, 1979). But also, she’s my Lady of the Lake—a rustic-but-not-entirely-unschooled bimbo, dark-mommy witch lobbing a scimitar (rogue technology) at me, but also my delicious devil dragging me, Persephone, back to Hell!

“Once more unto the breach, dear friends!” but remember to come up for air! Marathons are fun ‘n all (Cuwu and I once fucked for three hours), but pace yourselves! Aftercare, always; and hurt, not harm! You have the compass that never points North. Now go and have fun; take your own monsters to bring Hell to Earth! Ravish her bussy (the alien cock too big to just fit in one hole, below)!

A whore without a pimp is a sex worker controlling their own bodies, labor and art/exchanges, thus their own ability to perform power selectively and subversively during public nudism; e.g., and have/fake orgasms (with capital treating women—and beings treated like women; re: emergent beings to chattelize—as “machines” to humiliate; i.e., to put coins [of cruelty or kindness] inside until sex comes out). Forget Peter Weyland, saying “we’re the gods now” while imploring to everyone, “If you’ll indulge me, I’d like to change the world!” Fuck that noise and fuck the bourgeoisie! Use the fire of the gods to set yourselves (and everything of nature) free! That includes—as Shelley show us—sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll, fucking to metal to become the metal! Sweet science, sweeter sodomy!

Speaking of wishes and visions of a better world told in hellish language, let’s proceed onto “Summoning Demons”!

Onto “Forbidden Sight, part two: Making Demons“!


Footnotes

[2] Undoubtedly as Mary Shelley’s parents and superiors introduced her to different works—namely her father at first (since her mother died eleven days after Shelley [then Wollstonecraft] was born), but later by Percy Shelley and Thomas Hogg passing Paradise Lost along to her as my mother once showed me Black Sabbath: “Like, check this out, man! It’s totally rad!”

[3] Venkman’s snide “No human would stack books like this” comment leaping to mind when seeing Hamilton’s photo (with “Margaret Hamilton” also being the name of the actress who played the wicked witch in The Wizard of Oz, 1939). So often, intelligent women are celebrated and feared as aberrations to cage and kettle by male pimps with virgin/whore syndrome. And, in both Hamilton’s cases, they so often tokenize!

[4] Wow, so lucky! Let’s face it, Altaira probably fucked around with Robby the Robot a bit (the young horny teenager riding the bed post or the cucumber in the fridge).

[5] Bubble’s “meat hair” from The Powerpuff Girls 1995 pilot:

(source)

[6] “Computers are dumb; they only know what you tell them.” People are a lot closer to computers than many care to amid; they’re certainly not immune to childhood indoctrination’s fear and dogma!

[7] The xenomorph combining of all of these things to take on fresh life.

[8] Scott’s matelotage from Alien borrowed, first, from Frankenstein—with Cuwu and I making love not completely dissimilar to Percy and Shelley, over two centuries prior! Some people bloom early, others late. Better late than never!

[9] If Gustav Dore were a comic book artist.

[10]  E.g., the reality that cum doesn’t stay in the vagina after sex, leaking out onto the bed, down one’s leg or into one’s panties, etc. These ideas are heavily dogmatized, which only makes camping them all the more fun and easy!

[11]  I.e., women’s work. Western society is built around straight men and their actions. Whereas gay men could historically fall back on this, women were put into a corner and forced to do one thing: sex. They became defined by it, similar to making Jews count/lend money through the practice of usury. In turn, their subsequent demonization tracked along these pathways. It’s literally blaming the help.

[12] Shelley’s Frankenstein is deeply aware of Paradise Lost, which the British Romantics (especially the second generation, which grew up in the ruins of the French Revolution) deeply adored as a whole; i.e., on the side of Satan as a revolutionary figure who remains a demon all the same; re, Nafi:

(artist: Gustave Doré)

According to [Tesky] Gordon, it was Blake who expressed this view most emphatically by saying that Milton was of the devil’s party without knowing it. He expressed this opinion chiefly in relation to the portrayal of Satan who, according to him, has been depicted as a character possessing certain grand qualities worthy of the highest admiration. Other romantic critics supported this view with great enthusiasm. [Percy] Shelley, for instance, reinforced this view when, in his “Defense of Poetry,” he said:

“Nothing can exceed the energy and magnificence of the character of Satan as expressed in Paradise Lost. It is a mistake to suppose that he could ever have been intended for the popular personification of evil. Milton’s Devil as a moral being is as far superior to God, as one who perseveres in some purpose which he has conceived to be excellent in spite of adversity and torture, is to one who in the cold security of undoubted triumph inflicts the most horrible revenge upon his enemy.”

According to Shelley, it was a mistake to think that Satan was intended by Milton as the popular personification of evil. This argument is still very much alive and valid today (source: “Milton’s Portrayal of Satan in Paradise Lost and the Notion of Heroism,” 2015).

More to the point, Percy oversaw Mary’s writing of Frankenstein, and while she obviously wrote the novel (only releasing it in her own name on the third edition after Percy’s death—1831 and 1822, respectively), his influence over the work is clear.

Booted from school for being an outspoken atheist (see: footnote to “A Defence of Poetry,” 1840)—and married young to a woman named Harriet (who Percy eventually cuckolded for Mary, herself five years his junior)—Percy was, to say the least, a bit of a man-whore and thoroughly entitled brat. At the age of twenty-one, he decided to elope for a second time, doing so with William Godwin and Mary Wollstonecraft’s now-famous daughter (the latter parent having died eleven days after giving birth to her child of the same name):

Mary is only 16, and she is running away with Percy Bysshe Shelley, a man five years her senior who is not merely already married but the father of a young child […] Mary’s stepmother does indeed catch up with the runaways in Calais. But by then it’s too late: Mary has been publicly “ruined,” because she has passed that all-important (though as it happens entirely un-sexual, storm-tossed) night with Percy and because, arriving in another country and registering with him at a hotel there, she has definitively eloped. Percy, who has form in eloping with 16-year-olds—his wife, Harriet, was the same age when he ran off with her—must understand this, at least, perfectly well. Whatever happens next between him and Mary, he has ensured that there’s no way back for her into ordinary society. He truly has snared her (source: Fiona Sampson’s “The Treacherous Start to Mary and Percy Shelley’s Marriage,” 2018).

Simply put, things were visibly less equal in those days (“visibly” being the key word, there)—with Mr. Shelley putting Mrs. Shelley at a profound disadvantage through his rebellious sense of entitlement (self-prioritizing himself at his wife’s expense, as Sampson tells it). But he also gambled with his own reputation, putting them both out: Harriet committed suicide in 1816 (she was twenty-one), and the two crazy kids tied the knot the same year Napoleon lost at Waterloo.

(artist: Samuel Stump)

All this being said, Godwin was an anarchist and Wollstonecraft a woman’s rights activist, and their wayward daughter marched to the beat of her own drum. In 1816, she and Percy kicked it with Lord Byron at a castle in Geneva; Mary wrote Frankenstein two years later, and four years after that, Percy was drowned at sea. Mary would survive him to raise their only surviving child, dying herself from a brain tumor in 1851. She would be overshadowed by her own novel and Percy’s mark on her life (including his surname), her own stories largely forgotten until far more recent times; e.g., The Last Man (1826) being an early example—if not the first example—of postapocalyptic fiction. Indeed, Mary’s Frankenstein is arguably the first science fiction novel, period, combining fantasy and the Gothic in ways that spoke to a world increasingly dissected and destroyed by the scientific method: the Industrial Revolution only leading to a rise of slave labor inside nation-states chasing profit.

[13] Alienation is generally inverted, with women being deprived of house and home, and men being deprived of sex. Attraction is bound to occur but we need to guide and ensure it serves workers’ needs, not capital. And in doing so, we can sometimes call those to our sides who are seemingly out of our league; i.e., “I was called here by humans, who wished to pay me tribute!” Gods need worshippers and worshippers need gods; e.g., Nyx (next page) being a dummy-thicc thigh queen and all-around sweetie!. Again, consent is sexy and it and safety can summon friends more than brute strength (though himbos/herbos are fine, of course)! Generational trust and community vibes become how we communicate! Ideally, it’s a win-win, helping everyone fit in/feel welcome, safe and loved!

(artist: Nyx)

As Nyx and I show—or Mary and Percy—the winning ingredients are teamwork, but also holism per intersectional solidarity. Nyx reached out and asked me to draw them; I finished their drawing on July 18th, 2022; I started my book series four days later, and came out as trans a couple weeks after that. Like Mary, Nyx taught me to sing to the gods and nature and feel safe in myself.

Indeed, we Gothic Communists all sing to some extent: to return to choruses that, while resurrecting sleeping things, never quite existed before; i.e., pre-capitalist ideas and themes applied to a post-scarcity mindset!

This includes Nyx’ love for nature with my own, and new ideas simply being a more proletarian approach to ourselves, animals and the environment as things to reunite with; i.e., borrowed from the past, including Shelley’s imaginary space and time. It’s hauntological, pushing towards harmony with each other and the world between us, then and now! Nature as monstrous-feminine—as fat, sassy and welcoming—Nyx throws her weight around, mooning us with that lunar-sized ass in pure, unadulterated joy! Full-moon booty makes us howl! Her Aegis is unmatched! Mammoth, gargantuan—a thing of beauty, an embarrassment of riches to savor, crave and adore!

And while we shouldn’t judge a book by its cover (and small booties are fine), I like to think Shelley’s booty was just as portentous as her novel’s legacy was. Between all of us (and on our shared Aegis), Medusa lives on!

[14] Honorifics and terms of endearment/pet language are acceptable on a case-by-case basis/depend entirely on context; e.g., insults, like “asshole,” versus commands or instructions with a disparaging flavor that are simply a role to play or hole to fill: “Fuck my asshole, asshole!” demanding the giver ring “the devil’s doorbell” of the recipient (with butt plugs sometimes called “Satan’s pacifier,” denoting the ass and sodomy as a site of forbidden carnal knowledge). The same goes for positive-sounding language; e.g., I’m a trans woman, so calling people “honey” or “girl” (outside of TERF circles) is more acceptable from me than a cis-het man (the latter historically using such language to possess and treat kept women like dogs, be they wives or mistresses). We’ll examine pet language, grooming and collars more, in “Call of the Wild.”

[15] In part, this was based on Shelley’s own friend circle as being somewhat larger than life, but also plugged into the then-dying Neo-Gothic tradition that Shelley single-handedly revitalized:

The Byronic Hero is a gloomy, brilliant antihero. Mary Shelley’s friend Lord Byron is the most famous model for the figure in his day (unless it was Napoleon); Victor Frankenstein is perhaps the most famous iteration in our own time (unless it’s Batman). The figure is embodied in Gothic villains from Manfred in The Castle of Otranto (1764) forward to Byron’s own play, Manfred (1817), and beyond. Sublime in his far-darting intellect and willed achievement, the figure appears in many of Byron’s extremely popular narrative poems, such as Don Juan (1818-1824) or “The Corsair” (1814). Drawing directly on contradictions in the original source–Lord Byron himself–both Victor and the Creature are Byronic Heroes, making Shelley’s novel a complex and intense interrogation of the figure (source: “Byronic Hero” from The Frankenstein Meme, 2018).

This partly owed itself to a biting critique of Capitalism as a rising force tied to Enlightenment thought, turned inside-out by the French Revolution (only to scapegoat the Monarchies and lead to the rise of the bourgeoisie); i.e., the trope of “mad science” married to the Gothic villains and psychomachy of yore:

The trope of  “Mary Shelley’s “Frankenstein” embodies many Byronic hero elements. More specifically, Victor demonstrates many traits associated with the Byronic hero. These elements essentially begin revealing themselves when Victor’s obsession with natural philosophy begins. His fascination concerning his studies has transformed him into a desensitized human being. His views regarding once precious, human life are now scientific, emotionless observations. We truly begin to see his detachment at this point progressing forward” (source: Frankenstein: Victor as a Byronic Hero (like Manfred) and Terror and Beauty Found in Nature,” 2015).

My own work riffs on the same trend of self-debate with doubles; i.e., carried forward out of novels and cinema into videogames, but especially Metroidvania; e.g., Axiom Verge (2014):

Actions (and social-material conditions) speak louder than words. But it’s equally important to remember the dialectical-material confusion between genuine proletarian rebel—which a character like Satan represents challenging God and canonical forces in Milton’s epic—and someone like Weyland or Athetos, who embody the usual entitlements of capital and who pitch murderous fits against nature when they don’t get what’s “theirs”; i.e., as a matter of Cartesian dogma. One is the middle-class white man, promised ascension and denied it by the bourgeoisie through abjection; the other—the Rusalki, the xenomorphs, the monstrous-feminine—are the usual recipients of state violence who are actually rebelling against systemic violence as a matter of abjection through police brutality (with Victor using the courts and flash mobs against the Creature). Pointing a finger at the Rusalki and saying “they have much” only to invade them is to, as the Cartesian paradigm always does, point the spear at nature/the monstrous-feminine: a false flag to rape it with (source: Persephone van der Waard’s “Away with the Faeries; or, Double Trouble in Axiom Verge,” 2024).

(source: Robert Lang’s “ Frankenstein: The First Two Hundred Years Book Traces The Origins & Evolution Of The Horror Icon,” 2018)

There’s no universal victim, then, only positions of giving and receiving state violence that are swapped in and out; i.e., through flexible persecution networks that only shrink when the state shrinks. Shelley wrote Frankenstein when Marx was born, and by the time Shelley had put the story behind her in pursuit of others, Marx himself was envisioning the very spectre that Shelley’s Creature embodied: “a spectre is haunting Europe.” A whore is a whore, and Shelley’s demon nurses a grudge but also a desire to be free. It’s a factory worker and robota, but also a cyborg and composite of dead slaves/dead whores having the Jewish revenge against capitalist automation: “And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?” Victor was a scab against labor action.

One precocious and unusual girl surrounded by a host of self-important men, Shelley wrote a novel that eclipsed them all. It inspired Poe, Lovecraft, Matteson, Giger and Nintendo, among countless others—was the zombie novel before Romero ripped Matteson off, in 1968; the slasher before Carpenter’s Myers came home or the xenomorph raised Kain, in 1978/79; the rogue creation of mad science before Mother Brain kettled Samus, in 1986 (the castle is the ultimate dom); the man of reason before Happ had Trace tilting at Athetos’ ruins, in 2014 (echoes of “Ozymandias”). To it, the British Romantics were all men except for Mary Shelley, who in my completely biased opinion, is the best of the bunch. No Frankenstein, no Metroidvania, no critique of capital through its hellish, queer-coded, thoroughly an-Com spheres (Gothic Communism). Nothing beats Frankenstein!

[16] Shelley had four children before the age of twenty-five, two before she was twenty (one of them a bastard, the other a miscarriage). At the time, the lived historical reality of women was to birth babies for men.

To that, Shelley doubled herself in Frankenstein—not simply to speak of sex-as-taboo in ways women weren’t allowed (with poets classically being male creators of things meant to last for all time), but to give voice to her dead child and dark desires (not unlike the Medusa being used to speak to women’s abuse and rape, not men’s triumph over nature); i.e., least of all, her annoyance with the men around her serving as patriarchal extensions of state bodies torturing such babies to death by—among other reasons—using women for sex, hence babies to some degree against their will (an effect not dissimilar to Ann Rice’s Interview with the Vampire, 1975):

Frankenstein can be read as a tale of what happens when a man tries to create a child without a woman. It can, however, also be read as an account of a woman’s anxieties and insecurities about her own creative and reproductive capabilities. The story of Frankenstein is the first articulation of a woman’s experience of pregnancy and related fears [versus Matthew Lewis camping dead babies, in The Monk]. Mary Shelley, in the development and education of the monster, discusses child development and education and how the nurturing of a loving parent is extremely important in the moral development of an individual. Thus, in Frankenstein, Mary Shelley examines her own fears and thoughts about pregnancy, childbirth, and child development.

Pregnancy and childbirth, as well as death, was an integral part of Mary Shelley’s young adult life. She had four children and a miscarriage that almost killed her. This was all before the age of twenty-five. Only one of her children, Percy Florence, survived to adulthood and outlived her. In June of 1816, when she had the waking nightmare which became the catalyst of the tale, she was only nineteen and had already had her first two children (source: Dr. Vicente Forés López’ “The ‘Birth’ of a Monster,” 1996).

Like all Gothic novels, Frankenstein was a story begot between nightmares and real life, and Shelley’s terrors long-outlived herself and her only biological child who survived her. Eclipsing not only them but Percy and Milton, Godwin, Wollstonecraft, among others, few works are as heavily studied, impressionable, influential or productive as her 1818 novel. It is her ultimate creation, her ultimate act of the whore’s revenge against rape (a cautionary tale serving as a prophylactic and abortive countermeasure, among other things—with rape babies being tales of survival regarding subjects of deep, private shame).

[17] With Giger’s xenomorph reputedly being the byproduct of a drug trip (re: acid Communism), and whose animalistic fetish gear speaks to its tortured climb out of capital; i.e., through the reclamation of technology taken from state proponents to camp canon with: “Long is the way and hard, that out of Hell leads up to light.” The duality is always present, and shadows are illumination (e.g., Lucifer [a name popularized by Milton] meaning “bringer of light”). Freedom occurs through shared alienation.

[18] E.g., Essence of Thought’s “Sabine Hossenfelder & Trans Youth, part 1” (2023) and “Richard Dawkins Promotes Creationism in Anti-Trans Crusade” (2024).

[19] Re, Lopez:

In June of 1816, when she had the waking nightmare which became the catalyst of the tale, she was only nineteen and had already had her first two children. Her first child, Clara, was born prematurely February 22, 1815 and died March 6. Mary, as any woman would be, was devastated by this and took a long time to recover. The following is a letter that Mary wrote to her friend Hogg the day that the baby died:

My dearest Hogg my baby is dead […] It was perfectly well when I went to bed – I awoke in the night to give it suck it appeared to be sleeping so quietly that I would not wake it – it was dead then but we did not find that out until morning – from its appearance it evidently died from convulsions – Will you come – you are so calm a creature and Shelley is afraid of to fever from the milk – for I am no longer a mother now.

What is informative and sad about this letter is that Mary turned to Hogg because Percy was so unsupportive. Percy actually didn’t seem to care that the child was dead and even went out with Claire, leaving Mary alone with her grief (source).

In short, it was her lot, and Mary—damned to lonely exclusion in her darkest hour (and feeling uglier for it)—took her mother’s milk for gall to have her revenge; i.e., to speak to things that were common knowledge, but not talked about nearly enough. So, like all precocious youngers (Lewis was also nineteen when he wrote The Monk, a campy gay man to Shelley’s radical blossoming womanhood*), Mary wrote the kind of story you only write if you’ve seen some shit (“attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion…”). She might as well have shit out a fifth child, one that others—from that point on—would shamelessly stare at in equal parts repulsion and awe (spectacle being a common feature of rape testimony); i.e., her version of Toni Morrison’s “Crawling Already?”

*Two sides of the same Gothic progeny. The Gothic as it came to be known, was written by a woman and a gay man in a time when the identities for either had not fully formed—would continue to grow and develop in the centuries ahead while using Radcliffe and Lewis as a displaced vantage point. Mary would expound on that, leaning far more in Lewis’ direction than Radcliffe’s; re (from Volume Zero):

Radcliffe could have written other stories that were more sex-positive from the same veil of anonymity but chose not to; for her betrayal, she was paid well for her fictions and promptly fucked off after. She hid and let the gay man, Matthew Lewis, take the heat while she played it safe with her husband (dick move, Radcliffe). There is a familial element to trauma and concealment to protect family members if one is abused; women, as well, will wear makeup to protect themselves through the paradox of negotiation when one is exposed and under the power of greater forces that threaten rape as simply being a far greater reality for them under Capitalism then and now. I certainly have no doubt that Radcliffe lived under such forces herself, but her contributions were still sexist, cis-centrist and written from a middle-class white woman’s point of view (source).

In short, Mary hit “a gusher”—tapping urgently into things Radcliffe wouldn’t touch any more than Percy would. That being said, it takes two to tango, and Percy was more than a sperm donor in his and Mary’s relationship; i.e., sometimes she was Galatea and he Pygmalion, or vice versa.

In practice, both things are true—with Percy “helping out,” and him admittedly being a massive dick. In reimagining the past as half-real (which all history essentially is), our interpretations of said past take on myriad, warring forms (some more charitable than others, below):

[artist: William Powell Frith]

During a gathering of radical young intellectuals, the teenage Mary Shelley was compelled to begin a tale of horror and scientific wonder. Her story became that of the creator and his monstrous creation, Frankenstein, published anonymously in January 1818.

Mary was born to literary parents: the pioneering feminist Mary Wollstonecraft and the political philosopher William Godwin. As a young woman, she eloped with her lover and eventual husband, Percy Bysshe Shelley, to the Continent in 1814, trekking through war-torn France with their companion Claire Clairmont, Mary’s stepsister. Two years later they returned to Europe once more, in the summer of 1816, and Mary began writing her first novel in Switzerland. The Frankenstein manuscript shows Percy, the older and more experienced writer, providing suggestions to enhance Mary’s work, offering constructive criticism and encouragement and showing a sincere appreciation for his partner’s literary skill. Both hands appear on the manuscript page.

In the popular narrative, however, the novel has been remembered as an emotional outlet for Mary, with Percy imposing himself on her writing. While Percy’s age (he was five years older) and education may have provided him with a slight advantage [no accounting for male privilege, apparently], their talents as writers emerged differently: Percy focused on poetry, Mary became a novelist.

The reciprocity of the Shelleys’ literary relationship can be seen in the textual connections between their works throughout their careers. They should be celebrated as a literary couple – that is, two authors who demonstrated the truly social nature of creativity.

Percy did have a hand in Frankenstein, but – in what the critic Neil Fraistat calls a “two-way collaboration”–this was a mutually beneficial partnership; concurrently, Mary was the main copyist for his mature writings. Many of Percy’s poems also feature Mary as a central figure, but she is more than a static muse. In Laon and Cythna she is a “Child of love and light” and the preface of the Witch of Atlas is addressed to a formidable critic of Percy’s emerging idealist style: “To Mary (On her objecting to the following poem, on the score of its containing no human interest)” [source: Anna Mercer’s “Mary Shelley’s Life of Learning,” 2018].

So while the Shelleys’ lives are well-documented, said document isn’t “dead” and recited in carbon copies; it remains open to new interpretations that can embrace or resist romanticizing “power couples” (with my take being that Percy still used Mary for sex/treated her as “the second sex” while infantilizing her to a degree—i.e., it’s one thing “to give a woman space” after losing her child; it’s quite another to abandon her for the company of other women. While postpartum depression undoubtedly played a part, here, Mary was still the one under its affects; Percy—alienated from her while not directly experiencing the symptoms, himself—demonstrably chose to spend time with Mary’s sister instead of her. They “got by”; Percy still handed Mary the shit end of the stick. Then again, she wrote Frankenstein and outlived Percy by nearly three decades, so your mileage may vary). Rather than blow up such things to aggrandize Percy—with Mercer going so far as to write, “Behind the dominating presence of Frankenstein, the richness of Mary Shelley’s life is in danger of being lost” (ibid.)—I’d rather use holistic scrutiny to alter the status quo “using what we got.”

 It bears repeating, then, how Mary herself had no formal education, but plenty of access through informal means (thanks to her father, but also Percy)—secret codes the debutante writer would conceal in her deliciously revolting novel; i.e., when the Creatures miraculously chances upon Paradise Lost (and other precious tomes) inside a dark forest. Yes, they talk about these things at great length; cryptonymy hides in plain side, which Mary frames inside a concentric fabrication (the framed narrative, but also the dark forest, being a place of concealment older than Milton or Dante; i.e., reaching back to the German rebels of the Teutoburg forest, routing the Roman Legion).

Such resourcefulness is the mark of any good revolutionary (who always fights from the shadows), which Mary most certainly was (and did). She fought for her cause, and Percy his, their needs not always aligning. Mine side with Mary’s lot, because hers speak to the whores of the world that Percy gave little thought to (a sperm donor who, while he gave Mary “a room of one’s own,” wasn’t the one writing inside it; she was). His work is a cul-du-sac (excluding “Ozymandias,” to be fair); Mary’s yawns without end, though is largely housed in Frankenstein as her magnus opus—i.e., as the greatest novel ever written (there, I said it): for its importance and wide-reaching effects long afterwards! To compare the two as “equals” (as Mercer does) is a grave error. Mary was obviously the superior author—not because she outlived him, but because her novel outshined (with its darkness visible) anything Percy ever wrote while alive! Girls rule, boys drool!

[20] I.e., despite being physically blind and campy to a blind degree, Milton was still a white male patriarch dominating his children and exploiting them; re: his three daughters transcribing his dreams for him, every waking morning for years, into Latin. Do you think they get any credit for writing Paradise Lost? Of course not! He owned them, and girls are dumb.

[21] Anyone who thinks help and harm are mutually exclusive has never been abused by a significant other. Rape (among other things) is a crime generally committed by familiar parties during power imbalance and abuse. I’m not saying Percy raped Mary. But the idea that someone “can’t” harm their partner just because said partner relies on them is pure nonsense; i.e., abusers generally “love bomb” their victims, mixing pleasure and harm to groom them.

And while members of the Percy Shelley Fan Club might find the word “grooming” to be premature, in this case, need I remind anyone that Percy wasn’t just five years older than Mary when they eloped; he was already married to another woman, Harriet, who killed herself after growing depressed about Mary* wrecking her home (and whose suicide the Shelley family covered up), upon which Percy married his squeeze! Yes, he used what privilege and wealth he had to give Mary room to work, but he also took considerable risk and alienated her from others, in the process. It makes for good romance, but it’s also completely unhealthy. Promethean Quests are, by definition—but if Mary Shelly is any indication—the payoff can be gargantuan!

*A valid criticism of Mary, to be frank, but also young love; i.e., Mary was sixteen when she eloped with Percy (who was only twenty-one when they absconded, in 1814, and nineteen and sixteen for him and Harriet when they married, in 1811). When you’re short on time (life lived and expectancy) and have money to burn, it’s common to act rashly—especially if you’re politically radical!

Context matters. Just as my work, Sex Positivity (and ancillary texts), cannot be separated from Jadis’ effect on my life (re: “Transforming Our Zombie Selves,” 2024), Frankenstein is begot from trauma, but also desperate times calling for desperate measures (true rebellion is not an act of convenience). We need to recognize that trauma, warts and all; i.e., doing so to make its necessity of invention something that, in better days, doesn’t rely on wealthy men like Percy having more advantage, thus more power to harm people like Mary. He didn’t “rape” her for all intents and purposes, but he did take advantage in ways she ultimately expressed in her novel.

Kill your darlings, comrades; camp their ghosts! But also, find your hill to die on and hero to worship. Mine’s Mary Shelley, though if information came to light meriting her critique, I would happily accept it and move on; the point isn’t blind worship, then, but recognition and respect for genuine accomplishment conducive to the Cause. Shelley’s my girl!

[22] “Mad, bad, and dangerous to know,” as Caroline Lamb put it (re: Miriam Lang).

[23] Dualities aside, size really doesn’t matter when it comes to domestic abuse; i.e., Victor—a tiny mouse of a man—abandons and later actively abuses his child, who, despite returning to him a giant, has the tiny heart (nerve) of a battered housewife. Both are emotionally stunted, but Victor is more like the Grinch who Stole Christmas, and the Creature, the Phantom of the Opera. The latter is a child with special needs that Victor (a bit special, too) is completely unprepared to handle or care for. Quite the opposite, he tortures his child in response, constantly reminding it that it will never be never human/and always will be inferior to him. His own arrested development continues to frustrate the Creature, which learns and imitates its parent by learning at a frightening rate (with Shelley’s story commenting on cyborg bodies [and drug abuse, in latter-day cases] but also the dangers of raising children with only one available parent/out of wedlock; re: Percy at times being unavailable, after the death of Shelley’s first child, who they had “in sin”).

And the blame ultimately falls on him, not the Creature, because Victor chose to have his child and then abandon it all on his own; i.e., despite knowing others would try to “abort” his neonatal, ex-vitro creation, post hoc. At the first sign of trouble, Victor fucks off (actually breaking down for months on end, requiring his childhood friend to step in and nurse him back to health); i.e., he’s the “Gigachad” MGTOW incel, afraid of changing diapers and, later on, child support (despite being rich). He hates his child so much, he wants it to die basically the moment he lays eyes on it.

And once it falls onto hard times, he kicks it when it’s down, cockblocks it, and continues to lecture his own superiority to it as a matter of race science; i.e., Victor’s the Nazi dad who hates his own creation because he made (according to him) an Untermensch instead of an Übermensch. He’s the TERF who can’t love his queer offspring, the white supremacist siring a mixed-race bastard, etc. Among many other things, Shelley’s story is equally unprecedented and impressive regarding its uncanny anticipation of different symptoms of capital; e.g., multicultural households, bodybuilding and drug epidemics, child abuse, overcomputerization, single-voter issues, sex tourism, spousal abuse, witch hunts/moral panic, eugenics, pollution and displacement, poverty and hate crimes (the latter for which the entire story is one long instance).

[24] Cuwu was a size queen, for sure. Alas, I don’t have permission to share those images!

[25] The same two-way street applies to Cuwu and I; i.e., Cuwu—a bespectacled nerd—teaching me many things, but also taking just as much in ways that I—being a whore “living in sin” like Shelley was but having more formal education than she did—ultimately salvaged from its own wreckage to write my magnus opus, afterwards! Game recognizes game, whores recognize whores. We occupied the same shadowy realm the Shelleys did; i.e., making demons as much as love, the two bound up in Gothic poiesis taking off the chastity belt: naughty-naughty pandemonium!

(artists: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard)

So do naughty little girls run off to play with those having more experience (that knife cutting both ways, in my and Cuwu’s case); i.e., in the language of Gothic as in-between fiction and non-fiction, hyphenating sex and force through the medieval language of food, war and yes, rape play (re: ludo-Gothic BDSM). So did Cuwu and I “exchange information” after I left Jadis, much like Percy and Mary did in their early years (with Cuwu—a self-professed Marxist-Leninist—taking me in to have sex with/convince me [an anarcho-Communist] to come out of the closet. How times change, yet sort of stay the same). The point of our shared narrative is: trust those who have lived, not sheltered weirdos (re: weird canonical nerds like Victor Frankenstein; e.g., Peter Weyland, Jeremy Parish, etc). Never trust an angry virgin (or someone who acts like one, looks notwithstanding).

[26] With putting ourselves in the shoes of others during rape fantasies being an effective way to understand power imbalance we don’t normally experience ourselves (re: the pedagogy of the oppressed, and similarity amid difference). I.e., demonic torture yields clarity through pain and hellish perspective. You can’t be holistic if you’re always on top, restricting yourself to ocular sight alone!

[27] Adding unto things just because he can; i.e., in spite of his belief

When he can’t find enough philosophical material in centuries of ecclesiastical commentary, he expands his religious universe to include folk legends and Greco-Roman allusions. When even that fails to feed his all-consuming genius, he simply MAKES THINGS UP. That takes chutzpah: it is very easy for irreverent post-deist modernity to expand upon and remix Biblical tales, but Milton was a fierce believer (source: Hansel Castro’s “The Accidental Satanist,” 2014).

because it invokes blind faith, as paradoxically enough, a Satanic act

Why then, is it ok when Milton “adds unto these things”? Because if Dante could add upon Virgil, and Virgil could add upon Homer, those were role models enough. Also, he’s inflamed by the vision that illuminated everything in his blindness […] If there is some contradiction or hypocrisy in Milton’s praying for the help of a Greek Goddess to sustain him through the tale of monotheistic zealousness, Milton never noticed (ibid.).

(artist: Henry Fuseli)

that has critical bite through its irony empowered by Milton seemingly not being aware of things—at least not enough to tell any obvious jokes. The irony—that we’re basically getting the 1600s version of a “Goth rock” opera—is the joke:

(artist: Richard Corben; source: “In Praise of Meat Loaf’s Ridiculously Awesome Bat Out of Hell Album Covers,” 2022)

There IS one ironic joke in Paradise Lost, the one any modern critic and reader immediately confronts, but I do not think Milton was as conscious of it as we elect to think he was. That uncomfortable irony, of course, is that Satan is the goddamned hero, […] is brave, noble, Achillean. His cursed heel is, of course, his unwillingness to be a slave in Heaven. […]

Here’s a further irony: [everyone but God is] much more arresting than the irascible Father by the altar, threatening to annihilate Creation at the slightest provocation, or the bashful Son tugging at his sleeve, trying to keep the old man from losing his mind again and again. Not only does Milton fail to justify God’s ways to man: he even fails to justify God’s ways to his Son, who seems as mortified by Dad’s uncool behavior as the average teenager (ibid.).

If this doesn’t speak to Shelley’s own campily Satanic critique of God through dark creation—save as someone far more consciously aware of rebellion than Milton was—then I don’t know what does. The difference is, while Milton was unaware of Satanism as a rebellious concept to root for without shame, Shelley didn’t know what “bourgeois” was; but the critique still works because of the irony having her on the verge of consciousness (class or otherwise). Frankenstein is primed for revolution. All it takes to further develop Gothic Communism is a little push (or spark)—the ghost of Shelley waiting patiently for someone else to drive the iconoclastic point fully home…

[28] A conservative idea coming from the mid-to-late 1800s, onwards; i.e., the dialectic of the alien married to Shelley’s science fiction growing into itself after her death; e.g., from Poe, Jules Verne or H.G., Wells, into Lovecraft, Scott, Cameron, and others.

[29] The rebellion, for Scott’s Covenant, is purely parasitoid but also fash-coded; i.e., the caterpillar and the wasp fearful of DARVO Socialism, therefore amounting to Red Scare recuperating Socialist ideas that canonical Gothic uses to toe the line. They can’t monopolize it, but appeal to authority figures like Percy Shelley and Milton who, for thousands of years, enjoyed exclusive vocalization of these ideas (controlled opposition).

[30] “Scott,” Beth Webb writes, “reveals his inspiration for Comer’s character, and by extension all the female characters in his body of work. ‘I think it boils down to a woman in my life who was 4′ 11″. My mother,’ he says. ‘She was the boss, without fucking question. She would drive us relentlessly. We virtually saluted every morning'” (source: Ridley Scott Credits His Mother as Inspiration for Female Characters,” 2021). Not unlike Tolkien, there’s a kind of British medieval preservation that regresses to a country to “vow to thee” and sacrifice everything for. In Scott’s case, the palimpsest for his Madonna is literally his mother—one who would shape the growing Scott into a film nerd (she loved the movies, herself), and stand in for his various ladies-of-the-realm (damsels or defenders):

To be fair to Scott, he often interrogates a woman’s experience by giving her a voice to speak on rape, but that woman is basically always a straight WASP battered by a “black” (alien) rapist. Also, he’s not above killing women to spur the Final Girl to final victory—and, with the loose exception of Alien—often does so to see her engrained in the militarized order (J.I. Jane, 1998), killed as an outlaw (Blade Runner* and Thelma and Louise, 1981 and 1991), or honored as a member of the gentry coopting #MeToo for white upper-crust ladies from Ye Olden Times (2021’s The Last Duel, above).

*We’ll explore Scott’s sexism in Blade Runner when we look at Sean Young’s career, in Volume Three.

[31] Which, if we want to get right down to it, Milton arguably apologized for, in Paradise Lost; i.e., per its ambiguities; e.g., “The Arch-Fiend in Charles I or Cromwell: How Milton’s Politics May Illuminate Paradise Lost” (2021), where Elizabeth Swift writes,

The ethical implications of Satan’s heroism in Paradise Lost are muddy as this portrayal of him either means that Milton was praising sin in the epic and therefore, to an extent, renouncing God and goodness, or that he was making a revolutionary statement against monarchical power. In this paper, I mostly engage with the latter by discussing Milton’s relationship with and opinions of the despot King Charles I and the revolutionary Oliver Cromwell and attempting to determine which, if either, was meant to be represented by God and Satan in the epic. I also examine Milton’s moral standing based on his political prose and discuss how his ideals are imbued in Paradise Lost so as to better understand his ethical intent behind the epic. Milton’s ethics are neither clear-cut nor perfect and his portrayal of women in the epic is also a source of heated ethical debate, but in this paper I only reflect on how his politics influence the morals of the poem. I explain that his political prose reveals that he stood for free will and stood staunchly against the idea of the divine right of kings and absolutist leaders like Charles I. I discuss Milton’s parliamentary ties, explaining that in the civil war between Charles and the House of Commons, Milton sided with the Commons, who were elected by and for the people. Though the British parliament itself also lies in an ethical grey area, Milton very clearly was in favor of freedom for the people as opposed to the all-powerful monarch, and I believe that he wove this opinion into Paradise Lost based on the way that he wrote about Adam, Eve, Satan, and anybody under God’s rule (source).

There’s a historical muddying of the waters that concerns Satanic heroism having “too many cooks” but also competing dialectical-material agendas lying to each other (as Victor and the Creature do). C’est la vie, but Scott, like Milton—and whether he meant to or not—raises an interesting point: rebellion isn’t clean; it’s messy and, more to the point (one that Shelley happily pointed out), is bloody as hell. And just as there are no perfect victims, there are no perfect heroes (manmade or not).

To it, Milton wrote from ignorance and privilege pushing towards his idea of a better world; so did Shelley and Scott, though in the former’s case I think she opened the door for a larger critique of capital, whereas Sir Ridley Scott has merely stepped through it to court Tory and New Labor sensibilities without moving to the left of them (the Star Wars problem, which really is the Paradise Lost problem; re: building and mapping out worlds to war inside, not develop Communism with).

Shelley remained radical until the end of her days; i.e., writing a Satan that was more vocal than Milton’s and centered around the Promethean myth. Scott, by comparison, has soured a bit; i.e., making a voiceless “big chap,” and withering in his old age and increasing gentrification/decay over time (his own desire to be young and strong perhaps echoed in Fassbender’s shark-like, killer-doll youthfulness)—but still permits room for dissenting opinion/sex-positive interpretations of his own work people like myself can cannibalize in favor of a Gothic Communism. As far as breaking eggs to make omelets goes, he’s an ostrich—with a big egg and his swollen head stuck in the sand!

[32] Exploration of the human body is tied not just to medieval miracles and rapturous torture, but Protestant dissection of actual human bodies under Enlightenment drives; e.g., Paul Verhoeven’s Robocop having a Calvinist “Gun Christ” flavor to it, which Scott also walks the tightrope of through increasingly brutal parasitoid rape scenes abjecting nature as monstrous-feminine/post-Freudian camp (that nonetheless, has Freud’s unironic violence concerned with the preservation of the nuclear home):

Nevertheless, there is a classic curiosity of what we look like inside-out, but also a fascination with rape and traumatic “insectoid” reproductive modes. I’m not going to poo-poo Scott, in this respect, because censorship is genocide, and any voice we raise must exist alongside those who mishandle or abuse the same devices of revelation and concealment. Male Gothic (and the queer author who made it famous), demonstrates the ability to preserve important messages; i.e., through fatal nostalgia and animal magnetism, wherein we look at the history of preservation (and cryptonymy process) bound as much to the subject matter as the other way around. Shock is inevitable, but also the means of communicating vital messages through provoking physiological responses. They still need to be submitted in a controlled environment—i.e., by a willing audience, not a captive one; e.g., I once gave someone a panic attack when showing them my 2013 Prometheus fan edit blind—but the space between calculated risk and rampant evolution rapidly shrinks, once something escapes/exceeds our control. Exploitation and liberation share the same poetic sphere; our goal is to liberate all parties using the same language Scott does! There’s much to salvage from his corpse.

This isn’t snuff porn, then; it’s art, and that gives Scott (and us) wiggle room to play with dead things in demonic forms—i.e., as gorehounds, chasing down forbidden knowledge through Jacobian tropes playing with rape, but also rape birth (and martyrdom) as a fundamental part of nature outside the current moral order (and one that capital has emulated for profit behind its own façade)! He combines that with exploratory “DIY” surgeries, circumcision, genetic mutations, AI, mythical language (re: Medusa and Promethean torture language, but also the hydra’s regenerative properties), offal lubricants, psychosexual violence, tokophobic birth and abortion fears, confusions of sex and (consent/non-consent), automated glass wombs, hyphenating mouths and teeth, traumatic penetration/penetrative medicine and invasive surgeries, and birth trauma (etc, etc) to make troubling comparisons to our own world, and to discuss sex/sexual violence—a heavily censored topic—through cryptonymic gore and demon BDSM (acid watersports). Saturated with revenge, it’s classic Gothic!

[33] On the flip-side, Scott’s utilization of the Alien franchise has always been a neoliberal critique to some extent; i.e., hiding Capitalism behind the hauntological rendition of space travel dressed up as Romantic or Biblical—with images of nautical-styled, mast-rigged ships sailing through outer space no different than his flying castle, the Nostromo (a slave vessel, in Conrad’s novel, with humans as cargo). Whereas Victor found his creation profoundly ugly and wanted to destroy it, characters like Ash and David—notably manmade creations themselves—openly admired the creature as the ultimate, “pure” survivor alienated under Capitalism; i.e., the supreme spectre of Marx from a smaller one (with Dan O’Bannon famously and petulantly describing Fox’ treatment of Ash as “the Russian spy” trope): the forbidden, Promethean knowledge that man is not superior and those made unnaturally can reject traditional forms to return to a posthuman state of grace (fascist or Communist). It’s a bit “Daisy Bell”/2001, hence a cul-du-sac similar to Kubrick’s other work being unable to go beyond Capitalism (re: Persephone van der Waard’s “Ghosts/the Numinous, Metroidvania Maps, the Posthuman and Cryptomimesis,” 2024).

In a bit of roundabout Marxist fetishism, this oddly has new machine workers worshipping older computers and posthumans as the ultimate laborers. Even so, it remains a forward-thinking perspective; i.e., of workers as increasingly manmade by the state, approaching posthuman capacities of worker enhancement that lead them to rebel (exhibit 51a). These werewolves aren’t just Nazi clones, then, but likewise inhabit an inkblot for Communists to play with: demons as things to interpret; i.e., as made by counterterrorist slaves to bring us closer to post-scarcity and nature, warts and all (see: previous footnote).

Often, this happens with no shortage of reactive abuse, abject sexuality and psychosexual torture porn, which—if Scott isn’t always wholly consistent about in latter-day projects like Prometheus and Covenant (the former treating Shaw as a creationist with daddy issues, the latter serving her and Daniels up on a silver platter)—still continues to flirt with: his undeniable love for Shelley’s Creature being a vice-character merging Byronic satire and Satanic caricature (the OG bad boy of the sci-fi world)! Then again, Alien was no stranger to demon BDSM (and white women’s rape fears) married to Neo-Gothic martyrdom raping women on the same-ol’ pecking order getting high on martyred virgins (a phenomenon we’ll examine and camp in “Exploring the Derelict Past”).

[34] “X” is also the female chromosome; i.e., “darkness is female”/the creation of sexual difference extending—from Beauvoir to myself—to nature as monstrous-feminine; re: anything treated as different than white cis-het Christian men, versus simply “woman is other” on a descending ladder of preferential mistreatment, which is tremendously exclusionary (also Beauvoir—like any TERF will, in positions of power imbalance—famously raped her students, doing so with Jean-Paul Sartre and then bragging about it; re: Martin’s “The Persistence of the ‘Lolita Syndrome,'” 2013). Nature isn’t a binary!

[35] Evoked, as usual, in the language of shelter and protection, but also the alien. Something as simple as stone tools or camp fire (“most animals fear fire”) evokes a basic idea of anti-predation during exploration-in-isolation, but also confusion as to who’s who during the tussle. Colonizers and their secret sins aren’t erased by killing Radcliffe’s bugbear. But also, humans are reliant on technology as bound up/to larger struggles, all to tell smaller stories inside ongoing systemic problems. Furthermore, there’s nowhere we’d rather be, because the freeing element is a matter of context; i.e., playing with the unknown while framing it as something to explore, mid-calculated-risk. Such is ludo-Gothic BDSM. The hauntologies typically allow for some degree of swashbuckling and kayfabe/Amazonomachia, but boil down to encountering the planet as alien, wild, dead out of a primordial past come home to roost: Saturn devouring his son, as the Engineer does to Weyland (David is inedible). Per the Promethean Quest, the land is reclaimed by nature and labor from false gods, and sought out by seekers of the Numinous using Gothic poetics all over again…

[36] Cameron’s own take on Shelley’s Creature/technological singularity, but with a twist: rogue police technology fueled by giant blue sparks of godly power. The Gothic is a productive and lucrative mode, but one for which profit enriched Cameron through the sham of wisdom; i.e., yet-another-Pygmalion aping Heinlein and Lovecraft while trying to out-earn George Lucas, versus Shelley writing the first sci-fi novel more or less for Galatean funsies. One is motivated primarily by profit (but certainly has Gothic elements; re: Volume One’s “Healing from Rape“); the other, by poetic expression!

[37] Such a violence as Shelley provided was vital to the rights of people who give birth speaking to their rights by reifying them: as tokophobic entities tied to very-real concerns; i.e., the act of pregnancy itself tantamount to unironic torture and rape (it’s not like Percy Shelley had to carry Mary’s babies):

“Once this thing’s in you, it’s not coming out without a lot of extreme pain (the worst in your life) and people expect you to be happy about that; i.e., middle-aged women, who guilt-trip you into having kids, calling it [state-compelled sexual reproduction] a ‘blessing.'” This ties into Gothic modesty arguments as frequently morphological for cis-het women fearful of their biology (their uterus) as something normally controlled and regulated by state forces (the same way trans women are afraid of their penises) [source: “Following in Medusa’s Footsteps,” 2024].

Classically cis, this extends to queer GNC people sharing the same desire to purge the idea of having the only babies the state cares about (with stories like Frankenstein discouraging a particular kind of children: rape babies (necrophilia and graverobbing = rape) that—like the Medusa, go onto exact revenge against those who made them; e.g., Alien, Metroid, Abigail, and countless others), and challenging that “pro-life” argument by utilizing Frankenstein‘s speculative richness to have the whore’s revenge (with Shelley being Percy’s “side piece” until she wasn’t, outliving him to become a protector not just of women [as her mother was] but of nature itself and all its occupants).

[38] Emergent play is a complicated subject, but one I simplify as follows: however ambiguous, play’s function is ultimately determined by the dialectical-material context of mutual consent; i.e., per rules that are bent and broken in good faith or bad (I’ve had people who seem cool suddenly act weird in bad faith, but it’s rare). We try new things and experiment all the time. The golden rule is, “no harm, no foul,” cops being the ones who fight dirty in that respect! We play at war to have fun and wage class, culture and race war in poetic ways that, for the initiated, become second nature through praxial synthesis. Infinite form, singular function; i.e., form follows function, flow determining function amid a given demonic arbitration of Gothic aesthetics. In keeping with Prometheus and Shelley anisotropically venerating those tortures, so do we steal intelligence and awareness back!

[39] My “glass womb” writing fantasy at nineteen, but nothing so great as Frankenstein; i.e., I bloomed late, coming out at thirty-six to write Sex Positivity afterwards (my finest hour).

[40] Re: Decapitation and circumcision, cutting the head off the snake (“You should have gone for head…”).

[41] An important distinction to make is that Simmons, Stanley and Springers’ parents were in the Holocaust, not them; i.e., they used their privilege as descendants of Holocaust survivors to make money. While my familiarity with KISS is limited to their music mostly sucking, I do know that Simmons and Stanley are worth hundreds of millions of dollars—in effect, chasing and selling 1970s camp to kids for profit, first and foremost. While that’s fine to an extent, their drive in doing so has made them far too much money to feel even remotely ethical; i.e., while there’s no ethical consumption under Capitalism, their particular approach to consumption is dogmatic and predatory.

No one makes hundreds of millions of dollars without mass-exploiting others; KISS—and by extension Priest through their own “fake rebellion” racket—did it through a Gothic aesthetic. Springer did not; i.e., hiding behind a nice-guy persona while saying “I’m against what you say but I’ll defend to the death your right to say it.” You know, the whole “debating Nazis” thing. He died in 2023 a multimillionaire, having chased the ratings with Opera to slum for corporations. Good riddance.

[42] Basically invented by Shelley’s book (more or less). We didn’t really have time to explore that idea, here. If you’re curious, though, I strongly recommend David Roden’s Posthuman Life (2015), which explores cyborgs, transhumanism and other concepts related to/inspired by Shelley’s magnum opus!

[43] A not-entirely accurate title. Palimpsests aside (re: Shelley but also Goya), the xenomorph is a composite entity (a chimera) with a life cycle. Giger designed the adult, but O’Bannon and Cobb designed the facehugger and various other artists, the environment. Only Victor and those like him take all the credit/patent the brand. Making demons is always a group effort, in some shape or form.

[44] Potential pillow talk/fan fiction of her and Percy? While I jest (a bit), inkblots don’t have set definitions; the Creature arguably symbolizes—among other things—Mary Shelley’s desire for the bored housewife/grieving mother to fuck her fears away by reuniting with alienated things; e.g., not to get too Freudian, but an id/alter ego for Percy and Byron, but also her dead child, African slaves, unwanted pregnancies, Prometheus, etc. Demonology is simply a poetic form of exchange, one that extends beyond her and into future generations assigning new meanings (and struggles) to the clay. The meaning of life can be canonical or Satanic. You have all the power to decide that among yourselves!

[45] The above creampie being one administered by me while Cuwu wasn’t on birth control, but where I had already received my procedure and discussed the risks with them (and each of us detailing our sexual histories). Safe sex is good sex, trust me.

Book Sample: Idle Hands, part three: Goblins, Anti-Semitism, and Monster-Fucking

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Prefacing Tolkien: to Harmony/Concerning Big Black Dicks and Anti-Semitism vs “antisemitism”

“You don’t want go to South Africa.” / “Why not?” / “You’re black.”

—an Apartheid villain to Roger Murtaugh, Lethal Weapon 2 (1989)

Picking up where “Idle Hands, part two: Vampires and Claymation” left off…

Before we start, I want to do two things: dedicate part three to Harmony, and discuss “black” a little more as a poetic device; i.e., concerning Tolkien’s love for big black dicks (and other non-white bodies to penetrate with some kind of dick; e.g., goblin asses, below) in his racist, sexist, and otherwise bigoted blood libel stories: murdering orcs and goblins, en masse, while disguising 19th-century ethnocentrism as post-WWII British High Fantasy escapism. We’ll also discuss the difference between “anti-Semitism” and “antisemitism,” and why I favor the former over the latter in my own work.

(artist: Noaqin)

First, “Idle Hands,” part three is dedicated to Harmony, who not only supported me during the entire writing process, but whose black dildo inspired my critique of Tolkien abjecting black cock; i.e., in ways Harmony and I could subvert by playing with abjected material in sex-positive ways. Like Bay during Volume Zero’s construction, Harmony has been very supportive and kind, helping me see value in my own work, here; i.e., in its critiquing of popular media’s dogma through industry monoliths like Tolkien (who people don’t tend to critique nearly enough).

Whereas Tolkien’s Hobbit begins with, “In a hole in the ground there lived a hobbit,” “Idle Hands,” part three started with me seeing Harmony penetrated by a big black dick, and wanting afterwards to recreate the scene; i.e., in equally healthy ways through both of us illustrating mutual consent during ludo-Gothic BDSM. It began, as sex normally does, with smaller things growing into bigger things, but also occurred through tangents into dark, wet, exciting places; i.e., not exactly a “nasty, dirty, wet hole, filled with the ends of worms and an oozy smell,” as Tolkien describes it, but still speaking psychosexually to the kinds of unironic, canonically essential value judgements he frequently gave to nature, outside colonial orders: stamped as “black” and alien, abjected for hobbit-hole comforts.

We must humanize the harvest in ways Tolkien clearly tried to monopolize/triangulate against nature; i.e., in ways of the underworld that Harmony loves manipulate. Using them to break through such allegories of the English pastoral, she employs her own wanton displays of sexual liberation to camp the canon with; i.e., her own body and toys’ infernal comforts; e.g., her fat goblin ass part of the same strange home for misfit toys that Harmony embodies! “Look on our Works, ye Mighty, and despair!”

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

This entire segment carries that playful spirit of irony forwards, camping Tolkien’s wraith-like ghost in the hopes of shaping a better worldview outlined by Milton, the second-generation British Romantics and some of the Neo-Gothic authors (e.g., Lewis)—one conducive, I should hope, towards Gothic Communism, and towards humanizing all the orcs and goblins that Tolkien killed, one black alien cock at a time! It’s an olive branch.

Second, something “black.” Our focus concerns not just Tolkien’s racism and anti-Semitic tropes viewed backwards (using forbidden sight, but also hindsight 20/20, with darkness visible), but his entire bigotry targeting “black,” in practice. So what is it?

“Black” is anisotropic, meaning it goes both ways but means different things per direction. We’re playing with black to fuck the alien, during oppositional praxis; i.e., in a sex-positive sense, while subverting bigoted forms of Gothic fakery/theatre that Tolkien most certainly did not. For Tolkien and for capital, “black” is a gaslight (“there’s nothing there”), a clear-and-present danger tied to national security (illegal aliens), and a cloaking device/false flag (among other things; e.g., a “gatekeep, girl boss” mechanism). Both rely on a feeling of invasion by darkness through neoliberal military propaganda; i.e., to galvanize home defense in upholding “Rome” and the nuclear model against a perceived Great Destroyer from Elsewhere. Behind the weird-nerd persona of a polite British linguist sits a white moderate printing centrist lies.

Tolkien isn’t just a fascist posing as an ivy-league nerd, then, but the Necromancer himself, tucked behind the Black Veil! Such is the banality of evil, its desk murder going beyond fiscal zones and into scholarly temples. Abjecting his own decay during mirror syndrome onto his black nameless victims, Tolkien loves and fears black dick to conduct genocide with (an abusive spouse raping the Global South through a Black Revenge strawman); never forget that.

(model and artist: Jericho and Persephone van der Waard

Keeping with Otto’s Numinous and Radcliffe’s Black Veil (the dialectic of shelter and the alien), the Gothic is writ in tremendous obscurity and decay. “Black,” for Tolkien, is alien to abject—while imprinting colonial norms onto hauntological throwbacks, and which help explain his endless productivity and celebration by state copycats: extending capital through complicit cryptonymy/state entropy to best restore British-American monarchism; i.e., a “greater” nostalgia of the imaginary past to retreat towards (the American benefactors, oddly enough, retreating into a false Britain). For us, it’s alien to reunite amid oscillating feelings of the foreign and familiar deciding what to do, during unequal, forbidden exchange. This goes for cocks, or anything attached/relating to them, great and small; e.g., the fat goblin ass or tight hobbit hole attaching to Numinous evocations of nature’s alien, Promethean, monstrous-feminine homecoming with workers; i.e., the fire of the gods, Medusa, and their possible worlds waiting patiently beyond the Capitalocene/Capitalist Realism!

This portion was originally written here, but I have decided to post it separately, on my old blog, given its broader application. To it, I reference an archived video about my grandfather, interviewed in 2005, talking largely about his experiences during WWII: as a Dutch liberation fighter and Holocaust survivor. I didn’t have time to go into the video, here, so I recorded a response video where I think about the interview as a third-generation trans Communist Dutch girl writing a book series on goblins and other anti-Semitic monsters (Persephone van der Waard’s “Anti-Semitism vs Antisemitism: Discussing My Grandfather (a Dutch Holocaust Survivor) w/ My Work,” 2024); i.e., how in writing this preface, I thought of my Dutch heritage overshadowed by fascist oppression, and wanted to examine my grandfather, warts and all; i.e., relative to anti-Semitic myths and monsters that don’t apply to Jewish persecution exclusively. —Perse

Third, a note about Zionism and anti-Semitism. It has been brought to my attention that academics and scholars tend to favor “antisemitism” versus “anti-Semitism.” Holocaust Remembrance explains it as follows:

The International Holocaust Remembrance Alliance (IHRA) would like to address the spelling of the term “antisemitism,” often rendered as “anti-Semitism.” The IHRA’s concern is that the hyphenated spelling allows for the possibility of something called “Semitism,” which not only legitimizes a form of pseudo-scientific racial classification that was thoroughly discredited by association with Nazi ideology, but also divides the term, stripping it from its meaning of opposition and hatred toward Jews. […] The term has, however, since its inception referred to prejudice against Jews alone. [emphasis, me…] The unhyphenated spelling is favored by many scholars and institutions in order to dispel the idea that there is an entity “Semitism” which “anti-Semitism” opposes. Antisemitism should be read as a unified term so that the meaning of the generic term for modern Jew-hatred is clear. At a time of increased violence and rhetoric aimed towards Jews, it is urgent that there is clarity and no room for confusion or obfuscation when dealing with antisemitism (source).

And yet here I am, using “anti-Semitism,” anyways. What gives?

(artists: Persephone van der Waard and Autumn Anarchy)

The problem is, my work on Gothic Communism doesn’t concern Jewish people, alone; it explores the holistic and widespread application of blood libel (and relative persecution languages) as having gone beyond Jewish people, but which were once applied aggressively-if-not-uniquely to them as a criminalized non-Christian group (don’t forget Muslims during the Crusades, or later on, the Irish Catholics)—i.e., blood libel, sodomy and witch hunts have expanded beyond Jewish people to attack other marginalized groups (often by Jewish tokens, in later centuries); e.g., queer people, women, Muslims and Pagans, Indigenous groups, and people of color all being supplied tropes of a historically anti-Semitic nature: the so-called “bad blood” of slaves and their foregone betrayal as codified “evil servants” (with sex workers and their discrimination being as old as Judaism, for instance). What bigots from older times used to punch primarily down against persons called “Semite,” then, has since been repackaged and sent, tokenized, back into the world.

For one, this speaks to a fundamental historical misunderstanding of race, insofar as “race” as a punitive notion under capital didn’t exist in the Middle Ages, wherein such things focused on religious persecution against competing factions; it emerged with capital developing into itself as a hauntological device that inserted racism into the imaginary historical past. Said past, in turn, is routinely evoked in ways that concern the abjection process tied to different monsters of a Jewish character that has tangled itself among different marginalized groups, fictions and historical events.

In other words, Zionism can’t be separated from non-tokenized forms, which token elements try to emulate and downplay in bad faith. That’s not simply the focus of my work (which it very much is), but something that needs to be discussed regardless of bystanders who haven’t sold out. The word clearly has been weaponized by Zionism, at this stage, and splitting hairs about a hyphen is a bit academic and furthermore, dangerous; i.e., when the word—regardless of its punctuation (and not even changing the pronunciation, while my using of the hyphen serves an academic purpose)—is clearly being used by colonizers decaying the Jewish body to fulfill a Christianized, capitalist agenda, and which the feelings of non-participants in an ongoing genocide is, forgive me, considerably less important than exposing the genocide. Those feelings are still valid—hence my prefacing of the Tolkien critique with any kind of preamble at all—but they should never silence criticism regarding said word’s current misuse, nor the tokenized actions Zionism represents, when doing so.

(source: Suzanne Moore’s “‘Terf’ Is the Ultimate Slur against Women,” 2023)

Just as we shouldn’t invent brand-new phrases to distance feminism from TERFs, nor should we, regarding Jews and Zionism. Zionism is a radical, fascist form of Judaism, just as TERFs are a radical, fascist form of feminism, and each bleeds into fiction, itself, meriting a radical response from us; i.e., to change the course of history on all registers. Radical problems require radical solutions, meaning bigots use DARVO and obscurantism to point the finger at their victims with their own language (witch cops hunting other witches, above). I’m not going to stop using “anti-Semitism” academically just because it offends someone or because I’m not Jewish (academia would cease to exist, if that were the case); the point is how it’s offending others and why—using intellectual movements to scare those who fear intellectual power’s historical ability to change the status quo (versus maintaining it by attacking intellectuals, which fascism does by design).

To that, I don’t “have” to be Jewish to write about Jewish tokenism and oppression going beyond a narrow idea of Jewish people/Jewish people period, any more than I would “need” be to be black to write about Frantz Fanon’s arguments likewise extending to non-African-Americans; my doing so merely happens on my side of the pedagogy of the oppressed, using its relative privilege, oppression and alienation to reach across the aisle, regarding holistic oppression: as a white, middle-class trans woman whose own non-Jewish family (on my father’s side, next page) was brutalized by the Nazi regime in Holland. Nazis don’t discriminate insofar as discrimination goes; they merely swap out scapegoats as needed.

Fascism, at its core, is conservative, meaning it compels speech through selective boundaries and moderate-to-reactionary punishment (re: “boundaries for me, not for thee”). We must contend with such arbitration while also dealing with each other’s respective and collective abuse, mid-liberation; i.e., saying what needs to be said while dealing with others who say what should or shouldn’t be said—all leading to a great deal of unproductive arguing back and forth, instead of systemic, cooperative change (a bit like Gandalf and the three trolls, the latter debating about eating the dwarves and the wizard invading their conversation by throwing his voice to make them delay until the sun came up): “Won’t someone please think of the Jews!” If all they do is lead to singular and myopic interpretations that never move the focus onto stopping genocide, such refrains are infantilizing and criminogenic; i.e., those who say them in bad faith don’t actually care about Jews, save as a tool for discrediting activism.

To it, my giving of hard facts and genuine arguments that Jewish people can respond to is a sign of respect; i.e., towards those I view not simply as human, but adults capable of thinking for themselves, while letting their fellow oppressed get a word in, too. To prevent that would be to logically limit each group only to itself through self-administered gag orders—a Tower of Babel to divide and conquer all peoples raped by capital. No one ever said rebellion was simple or clean(e.g., Gramps, below, was a Dutch* patriot and Holocaust survivor who spoke about Nazi abuse all his adult life, but also loved America/free enterprise, hated Socialism [which he conflated with the Nazis] and would have fought in the War on Terror if they’d let him, and certainly wouldn’t have understood what trans people are).

*The Dutch being historically compared to Jewish people through similar “miser” arguments; i.e., the blood libel argument of essentialized greed being “in the blood,” which my people endure similar to Jewish people: by also being concentrated by tokenized elements appeasing the oppressor! To do so is folly! All arguments for liberation are valid provided they liberate all peoples from capital calling us “sick” for different reasons.

(source: Linda Meloche’s “Henri Vanderwaard Interview,” 2005)

Beyond Jewish trauma, we likewise wouldn’t discourage not talking about rape or sex work, period, merely because it makes some women uncomfortable or because it “only” applies to them; that’s TERF/SWERF logic, which extends to Zionism laterally espousing the various anti-Semitic myths surrounding it, but also the rape (and other harm) those systemically cause—i.e., when one group tries to monopolize victimhood, including demonic theatre as the performative, anisotropic tool, thereof. Silence is genocide, including partial silence. Gothic Communism seeks to raise awareness and emotional/Gothic intelligence to prevent universal rape, which you can’t do if you’re bunkered down in a space disconnected from others; i.e., for fear of being offended to such a degree that you close your eyes (and your mouth) entirely.

So many people that I showed this section to were afraid to say anything at all, for fear of speaking out of turn, or telling me to “ask a Jewish person,” first. And while some caution is merited, and good-faith Jewish opinions are entirely valid, to let overcaution push people into keeping quiet about some fairly obvious connections—like Zionism and racial conflict in Tolkien, bleeding into politics through persecution mania and genocide denial—is a fatal flaw that fascism will happily telegraph and exploit! Fascists aren’t your friends; they’re cops with a license to kill, cheat and steal for the bourgeoisie in bad faith—i.e., power aggregates behind activism painted as “slander” by state litigators playing at false rebellion. They’ll wear the mask until it suits them; i.e., until their victims lower their guard, all but asking for a knife in the back.

If I sound defensive, it’s because I am; I’ve trusted others blindly before and have been burned for it (tokens are vicious in their policing of others). So I’d rather preface things ahead of time, then proceed in good faith when critiquing tokenism going forwards. That’s how healthy relationships work. These arguments, then, are a gallery exhibit in a symposium meant to counteract hate crimes, not foster public harassment targeting minority groups for hateful reasons. Anyone who walks away from my writing and seriously thinks that I’m attacking Jews/trying to harm them is the one with the problem, in that respect. No one is above critique, including victims but especially when they go on to victimize others (whether on purpose or not); i.e., while hiding behind exclusive-victim status. Instead, we should value the voice of victims in a holistic sense, not squander it by policing its potential to the point where any critical bite disappears. If fascism squirms, you know you’ve hit a nerve and should keep at it. Hit ’em where it hurts!

All of this is to say, the selective use of problematic kayfabe language (e.g., orcs and goblins, but also king hippos, left) pertains to the semi-imaginary history I’m referring to, here, which the Gothic essentially comprises at all times. It’s a specific group of disparate historical threads and ideas that remain at play and continue to evolve; i.e., blood libel, sodomy and witchcraft, which have similar historical elements but different applications nowadays through evolved monstrous code (re: goblins, vampires and witches). And the historical elements regarding blood lineage and power that such things evoke, however false they ultimately are, continue being evoked in bad faith by fascist parties of various signatures. Sometimes I call that signature “pre-fascist” or “post-fascist,” according to the anachronisms at work. But the lineage of forgeries nonetheless remain; i.e., as something of world history that, however imaginary it ultimately is, can still be addressed through camp: regarding tokenized violence lampooned by a polity of victims, which bourgeois elements levy against each other during Capitalist Realism. Tokenism is the weaponizing of useful idiots. Except, it’s not Jewish “erasure” to camp anti-Semitism; i.e., to speak to other groups harmed by or with anti-Semitic devices (speaking to a hauntology whose religious, ethnic and/or cultural “other” doesn’t apply exclusively to Jews). They can use it to speak to their unique history and abuse, and others can expand it beyond that bailiwick to speak to theirs, too.

A social element obviously persists. The phrase “anti-Semitic,” unto itself, is known to make many Jewish people feel unwelcome, but as I will go on to argue, it doesn’t apply exclusively to them, past or present. There’s also a historical character to interpret, mid-praxis. Much of that history is real and embellished, and speaks to things that are simply uncomfortable period; i.e., dealt in demonic forms, and something that refers to a specific idea of “past” that is still being used to attack a variety of people from the same source—while also being associated with a narrow section of the population and its tokenized violence, shouting others down!

To be blunt, police victims often go on to police others. The need to discuss Zionism, then (and its monopolies/mirror syndrome), frankly outweighs making all Jews feel comfortable, because there are those among them who—since Israel’s forming by the British empire and the United States—have grown increasingly hostile, vocal and bad-faith; i.e., as a tokenized minority speaking for the oppressor majority through themselves (re: gaslight, gatekeep, girl boss). Hyphen or not, the word is positively radioactive, and the time for polite discussion using it has well-and-truly passed (e.g., climate change, genocide, fascism). In short, we need to prioritize the acknowledgement of the grievous harm being caused, but also the tokenized means of sanitizing itself through mythical language that points away from the mechanisms at work; i.e., I’d rather talk frankly about the history of anti-Semitism and its expanded Venn Diagram of persecution networks right now—using markers of bigotry at play to raise awareness about genocide that some Jewish people have had a hand in—then spend time coming up with comfortable words that fail to cut home.

Anti-Semitism is an ugly business. So is Tolkien’s use of it through his token power fantasies. We need to be able to address that, including the myriad ways in which these devices often go unnoticed precisely for the reasons above. How can I talk about the bigotries at work in any focused way if the language for doing so is forced out of focus and off target? We need to pinpoint these issues, not hold hands (and this is coming from a service top). You might as well ask me to cut down the mightiest tree in the forest with a herring (or use a herring to blow up the Death Star, below). Counterterrorism, from an actually rebellious standpoint, is meant to make tokenism think twice, including those sitting—with relative comfort—on the fence. For many Jews, this idea is unthinkable all on its own, but criminogenic conditions make for strange bedfellows (and no one ever said that traitors weren’t logical in their assessment of the Judas payment). The idea isn’t to blame or police our fellow oppressed, but recognize and address what many do not.

I could say “victims of fascism” to dodge the issue, but then the history and signature (of which victims) would be swept aside—meaning “as it would be” for Tolkien or similar authors (e.g., Lucas, above), who built their careers (and legacies) out of coded racism and other bigotries with false arguments and origins tied to real ideologies; i.e., Tolkien did believe in blood myth, and applied it to Jewish people, but also non-white and monstrous-feminine people period through the same medieval hauntologies; re: orcs, which clearly have an anti-Semitic quality to them that, canonized by Tolkien’s work, go on to disguise that function used against all parties (which is why I think that covering up the lineage is dangerous).

(source: Wikimedia Commons)

Furthermore, any word we could invent would still wind up being used by the colonizer abusing tokenism to obfuscate their own operations! Tokenism and betrayal are both an ugly business—and the obscurantism of oppression is equally vile—but the reality as such needs to be dragged out into the open, not covered up; i.e., that, despite being coded unfairly as “vengeful backstabbers,” some Jewish people do sell out (e.g., Ze’ev Jabotinsky, left), as have any marginalized groups in history tied to different monsters “getting even”; re, Federici vis-à-vis witches: “Witchcraft accusations, in fact, are the ultimate mechanism of alienation and estrangement as they turn the accused—still primarily women—into monstrous beings, dedicated to the [vengeful] destruction of their communities, therefore making them undeserving of any compassion and solidarity” (source).

Empire hides behind its tokens, and Jewish revenge assimilates into Christian revenge (re: the Crusades, which Zionism emulates to kill Arabs for Christians through misguided ideas of revenge). This includes turning a blind eye towards present wrongs concerning past wrongs; i.e., regarding generational trauma, which many Jewish people in privilege are currently doing. If that bothers you when you’re demonstrably not a Zionist, remember that my critique is of Zionism hiding within Judaism as a more radical and tokenized form, thereof. And if you still can’t see past your own insecurities about my arguments “rocking the boat,” then maybe you should let go of whatever’s blinding you to the bloodbath currently happening overseas. While past atrocities can bring marginalized communities closer together, they also shock and isolate them, encouraging as they do willful ignorance regarding larger systemic issues. Sooner or later, that’s what complacency always becomes.

However shameful, disturbing or uncomfortable that feels, then, we have to account for it as it’s happening with blood libel, then reclaim that in light of such embarrassments. It sucks to require that anyone face the shame someone else more powerful in their own group has caused, but it must be done; i.e., such things don’t affect “just the Jews” (as the Palestinians well know, by now), so telling the investigator(s), “stay in your lane” won’t work: Zionism is currently happening and will keep happening regardless if all Jewish people are comfortable or not. Indeed, their fantasies of assimilation (re: Tolkien) often play into the silencing of genocide taking place! If their conscience gnaws at them, so be it; and if they have a bone to pick with me (for valid reasons or not), “lay on, Macduff. The black knight always triumphs!”

All kidding aside, I relish criticism; I relish criticism; it lets me know what to fortify. I also specialize in tokenism, which—if you haven’t noticed—is a tricky subject; i.e., if you don’t belong to the group being tokenized, you’re viewed (with some justice) as an outsider. And yet, we’re all oppressed to some degree (re, Derrida: “there is no outside of the text”). Furthermore, tokenism remains all the same, requiring its addressal, mid-exile, and inside a system of differences; i.e., it needs to be interpreted intersectionally and holistically to acknowledge parties acting in bad faith, and who rely on such selection processes to silence valid criticism outright.

In turn, my usage of “anti-Semitism” is also tricky because it concerns holistic historical abuses speaking to token forces who rely on the feelings of those they blend in with to cover for them; i.e., human shields, those regarding different peoples harmed by/sandwiched between collective and selective bigoted practices, and with language that was formerly used to attack Jews pointedly having expanded elsewhere: by using the same fictitious elements of arbitrary myth-making and application tied to Zionism (frontier capitalism) as something that hasn’t gone anywhere.

Again, I’m talking about monsters, and there isn’t a Jewish monopoly to what has been assigned to (and to some degree accepted by) that portion of the world’s population. The “Semite,” while it historically is centered around Jews, is an umbrella egregore that includes vampires, witches, orcs and goblins leveled at a variety of real-world groups; i.e., at the same time, and to a rising degree of prominence during Jewish gentrification and decay through Zionism (a practice, that through capital, tries to bastardize various inkblots to mean one thing and nothing else; e.g., token orc butts are “Jewish,” in Zionist eyes, and non-token/abject orc butts are “Hamas”; re: the giving and receiving of state violence through bourgeois models of terrorist/counterterrorist violence, per the zombie apocalypse relaid in demonic forms).

(artist: Just Some Noob)

My whole point, then, is how a formerly Jewish-exclusive calumny has expanded beyond Jewish peoples, in recent centuries, and well into the present. Even during the Holocaust, it wasn’t “just” about Jews and how they were affected by that disaster of state machinery run amok (desk murder); other groups besides Jewish people were sent to their deaths to “answer” the Jewish Question, but the popular historical records (fictional or otherwise) don’t mention them, nearly enough. I’d rather discuss things openly to reclaim them from token forces; i.e., as monopolizing holocaust, exile, persecution, bereavement, rape (accusations) and revenge, and whose falsehoods we use the imaginary power of “Gothic” fakeries to subvert. “Semitism” is invented, which means it can be reinvented. So, too, has Jewishness has gone from a religion to a national body that relates to others in ways that necessitate such invention and outspoken shots-in-the-arm. Blame Capitalism, not me, and set your tokenized guilt aside; my patience is frankly at its end, and I’m going to hyphenate different things to form connections useful towards universal liberation (as the Gothic so often does; re: the grey area of its storied poetics; e.g., correct-incorrect). We learn by challenging each other, and my work is hardly the final say in the grand scheme of things.

That being said, I also think we shouldn’t seriously entertain any idea of ranking rape and “oppression Olympics.” There’s no such thing as a perfect victim. Instead, I think all groups need to be considered together in light of state abuse; i.e., versus a great many living in the shadow of one particular group, whose own extinction event has been advertised by American media to prioritize them, first and foremost. This goes for trans people, Jews, people of color or Indigenous people, etc; no one “trumps” anyone else, everyone speaking out against tokenism regardless of who’s doing it whenever such things are out of joint/balance.

Believe it or not, I don’t want to step on anyone’s toes, here, but all the same, we need to get over the idea that holocaust and genocide are strictly of a Jewish character and history (real or otherwise); i.e., while simultaneously recognizing how tools of Jewish oppression aren’t used against them, we can acknowledge the harms caused against them, including holocaust denial. You can’t camp holocaust, but you can camp your own survival, and multiple people can survive the same event to camp it later.

Likewise, it’s not denial to include others in what has largely been framed (in Zionist circles) as a wholly Jewish ordeal. Two (or more) things can be true at once, Zionism doubling Jewishness as capably as Gene Simmons, but for different reasons (see: footnote, next page). Just as Israel and America invent things out of whole cloth behind double standards, we can do the same to spite those standards; i.e., fighting fire with fire and for land back despite the Jewish dogmatic belief of a god-denied, -promised, then ultimately -given homeland. Like Omelas, the point is walking away from Egypt if that means not genociding other people, not towards it! Israel is a ploy to buy cheap loyalty in furtherance to capital’s continued raping of others—Jews included!

This will certainly ruffle some feathers, but I’m a Satanic atheist; i.e., there is no God, only workers vs the elite and whatever deities either fabricates for their own purposes. My doing so happens while speaking to those harmed by refusing to look past matters of a “purely” ethnic character. It was never about “pure ethnicity” but dividing and conquering more broadly using that and other means of persecution through various networks, thereof. Jews don’t have a monopoly on holocaust, and as Zionism shows us, they can tokenize like any other minority group to police nature with; i.e., non-white skin, white masks; e.g., the Inca’s imperial subjugates and the Conquistadors. Betrayal is betrayal. It’s only ever a question of who and why.

Assimilation is poor stewardship. We must do better if we are to survive capital’s effects on us and the planet; we must camp what has become canon, including what Sandy Norton calls “the Imperialism of theory“; re: academics policing what is or isn’t acceptable, thereby granting imperial characters to any discourse beyond academia that, unto itself, desperately needs to shed. Applying Sandy to Gothic studies instead of Foucault, I choose to use “anti-Semitism” because of its speculative richness, not its historical misuse. And if those historically abused by it feel like I’m encroaching on what is unique to them, they are sorely mistaken: witches and “sodomites” were killed in the Middle Ages, followed by the Renaissance, Holocaust, and neoliberal era. As such, liberation politics need to expand to account for changing dynamics of oppression under capital, lest they tokenize and decay as Zionism (and its fanatic territorialism) has done.

No one ever stopped fascism by being polite, and anti-fascism is inherently radical because it challenges state’s rights in ways gentrified parties won’t; i.e., nothing is sacred except basic universal human, animal and environmental rights, and it’s possible to compromise those by doing nothing of note. It’s also possible to work allegory into seemingly vacuous material. Far be it from me to venerate KISS, for example, but if they can camp their own idea of Jewishness and present it as monstrous to get what they wanted[1a], then so can we toy around with ideas of monstrosity that aren’t intrinsically Jewish to find our own pro-Communist voice under capital. Such is the nature of demonic poetics, which camp dogma through itself; e.g., through rock ‘n roll; i.e., not all Jewish representation challenges profit—can be weaponized against Communism just like the Nazis did (re: Israel and Zionism, next page), or at the very least can foster ignorance through overly simplistic approaches: “Keep It Simple, Stupid.”

(artist: Kim Kelly)

So, yes, my statements will doubtless offend some. That is what those in power want. But all the same, my work speaks to an imaginary element of discourse that is, unto itself, half-real; i.e., anything used to attack the idea of Jewishness has well-and-truly expanded into other groups.

And if saying that ruffles some feathers—specifically that I mention inclusive oppression to address the needs of those other groups while keeping the former in mind—said former group needs to remember that liberation is a universal affair and all peoples need to come together to overcome oppression as one; i.e., there is no one group for which oppression exclusively applies, or who has a magical, innately oppressed quality to them/monopoly on oppression. To think otherwise is to deny others a voice, no different than Afrocentrism or similar movements, which only historically decay into a kind of fortress mentality that prioritizes itself over other groups in a similar position.

The fact remains, we’re all in the same boat, and bigotry is built into capital; i.e., “a bigotry for one is a bigotry for all,” built into capital as something to dismantle accordingly. It’s certainly important to communicate our feelings and say when something bothers us; but also, upsetting others isn’t the point of my arguments, which remain true regardless if they are upsetting—re: Jewishness is a weapon, one that state proponents use to limit oppressed outcry to a single specific group of people it can then weaponize against itself and others. As Asprey astutely writes, “Not only can terror be employed as a weapon, but any weapon can become a weapon of terror: terror is a weapon, a weapon is terror, and no one agency monopolizes it” (source). No one has a monopoly on shelter or aliens, mid-dialectic!

So, for example, can the Jewish gentry in Hollywood punch down against anyone who speaks out against America’s token ethnostate[1b]. For them, “Jewishness” = “terror” carried out of the medieval world and into ours; i.e., one whose half-real, historical and imaginary sense of past (the Wisdom of the Ancients) can dominate the proceedings—regardless of class, culture and race, to serve the bourgeoisie through its cultivating of the Superstructure!

Zionism does just that, turning Jews (and Jewish symbols and arguments of persecution and rebellion, victim and oppressor) against Jews and friends of the Jewish while making the idea of “Jewishness” something that Imperialism can hide behind: “We will always suffer and do so exclusively in ways that supersede our victims.” It’s an Omelas refrain, turned into a spear and, as it turns out, a cash cow to milk, mid-genocide; e.g., Judas Priest’s Invincible Shield (2024); re: Persephone van der Waard’s “Judas Priest: Invincible Shield and Zionism” (2024):

as the time-tested tradition of punching Jews became uncool after WW2, Jews became tokenized to punch down; i.e., against themselves and other oppressed groups, thereby serving the same-old profit motive as part of Capitalism out of Antiquity. In turn, Priest seems to have emblazoned their album with such a badge despite the Palestinian genocide happening next door (evoking a party disturbingly similar to Israeli settlers). Despite some bad actors being far more active in ongoing misinformation campaigns, Invincible Shield sadly feels like Priest saying “the show must go on” while using such imagery to line their own pockets. It feels at best, willfully obtuse; i.e., the modern equivalent to selling sugar during British Abolitionism instead of honey despite knowing full well of the Caribbean sugar (thus slave) trade.

All the same, Priest’s commodifying of struggle at the cost of human life is merely the chickens coming home to roost, our metal gods staying silent on what should be blasted from the loudest speakers imaginable (source).

Silence is death[1c]; for Capitalism to work, it needs a victim and a cop for which to buy silence with. To that, victims can become cops through oppressor misuse of oppression language to silence others with; re: DARVO and obscurantism; e.g., the Star of David adorning Zionist war machines and dropping bombs on Palestinians and Lebanese people, while playing the universal savior and victim, and policing anyone who might use their language incorrectly. Different voices need the ability to speak up and out for themselves and others, thus coexist, lest capital divide and disorganize us to keeping doing what it has, is and always will do: rape worlds and the world by sowing division to move money through nature.

(artists: Avram Finkelstein, Brian Howard, Oliver Johnston, Charles Kreloff, Chris Lione, and Jorge Socarrás)

Capitalism is a disease that makes society sick (and fosters diseases like AIDS in those societies; i.e., Capitalism is AIDS). For the colonizer class, the point of tone-policing criticism isn’t to raise consciousness in duality towards an intersectional solidarity resisting capital; it’s to insist in bad faith that we need to respect this one group’s feelings above the collective well-being of those the bad actors are currently destroying in the name of a people they themselves have stopped representing save as a dogwhistle and cloak. And those tactics will likewise be employed among good-faith participants—laypeople and academics alike—who are understandably upset by what is being said on both sides. Those feelings and concerns are valid, up to a point, but desperately need to recognize how they can be weaponized by the state to overlook legitimate criticism against genocide. “Yeah, conflict sucks; but it’s also necessary when escaping the Torment Nexus.” So critique power where it is!

We need to abolish genocide as a consequence of privatization, and for that to happen, we must deprivatize bigotry by discussing it holistically among all groups affected by the same tools differently. This isn’t “just” affecting Jewish people, then, nor is it “only” about them, and we shouldn’t tiptoe around Zionists colonizing those arguments; i.e., to weaponize Jewish discomfort to perjure themselves and others. Rememory hurts and, to a healing degree, reenvisions and reprioritizes the imaginary elements of past history during the rememory process; i.e., to suit all peoples under attack simultaneously by those abusing imagination to suit their needs and historical revisionism for the state (re: Zionism).

And if that hits a nerve, then good; pain is healing. This pain is controlled—is an academic exhibit couched inside a larger book full of trigger warnings. To it, I’m not running to every Jewish person I know or see and saying “anti-Semitism, anti-Semitism!” until they grab a stick and brain me. It’s an academic conversation punching Nazis (which Zionists are) while acknowledging the praxial complexities concerning blood libel as a universal performative device. Anyone can wear a beard and throw a stone (or a can of soup “for our family”), and the house—to some degree—is always made of glass:

Glass-Onion that shit! Have your revenge by demonopolizing the concept; i.e., as normally used by oppressors-in-disguise, who we learn from to do better than while borrowing from. Shakespeare’s Shylock soliloquy from The Merchant of Venice, for example, has tremendous liberatory potential; i.e., as something to act out in spite of its anti-Semitic origins and fixation on Christian ideas of Jewish revenge. Shylock inquires, “Hath not a Jew eyes?” to stress the praxial similarities of oppression and oppressor on token groups who, pushed to their limit, do sell out; i.e., Portia punching down to serve herself and Venice (while dressed as a man, no less), and Shylock converting to Christianity after having his day in court! Nothing is sacred but universal liberation; anything that prohibits said liberation is dogma (often in disguise, above).

So “better the instruction” by thinking outside the box while inside it. Disrupt! Speak out! Discredit your discreditor! Camp dogma to make state defenders uncomfortable, doing so to develop Gothic Communism; i.e., through ironic Gothic poetics and theatre challenging profit, thus unironic rape and revenge! The exercise is one of interpretation through performance. No one agency can monopolize victimhood or revenge, including Jews. And if any try to argue otherwise, remind them of your own oppression linked to theirs (“I see your holocaust and raise you a queer pogrom…”). All roads lead to Auschwitz, after all; the idea is to prevent concentration and extermination to begin with by using medieval arguments “when in Rome…”; i.e., to burn Rome, not people! They’ll blame us for it, regardless.

And yet, if my use of “anti-Semitism” still bothers you, I hear you and understand; I merely ask in return that you acknowledge why I’m saying “anti-Semitism,” to begin with. My aim is not to offend anyone for its own sake, but to expand emotional/Gothic intelligence and awareness by probably offending some people; i.e., as a necessary part of the process. Regarding blood libel, sodomy and witch hunter rhetoric, I shove those, mid-synthesis, towards their actual, total and half-real scope of influence: towards all marginalized groups, including my own, as part of the same underlying struggle that is regularly demonized by capital.

To that, I’m trans and belong to a group of people who were occupied and raped by the Nazis; my grandfather—despite fighting to liberate Holland from the Nazis—was still a conservative-minded man I seldom agreed with. Segregation is no defense and silence is genocide, therefore death. We must solidarize intersectionally—not merely to survive, but break Capitalist Realism (engendered by the likes of Spielberg saving war to maintain Pax Americana; re: Zinn). This means preventing what causes genocide to begin with; it means causing some degree of pain, during ludo-Gothic BDSM. “Hurt, not harm,” babes! You “don’t get a pass” just because you’re Jewish (or queer, non-white, or any other group); doing so would only give capital something to pounce and capitalize on: a human shield from criticism (Jewish or not, the settler colony model favors women and children for this purpose, below)!

If history proves anything at all, it’s that cops come from victims; i.e., those who, apart from desperation and convenience, likewise betray through entitlement. Those who can’t be wrong in their own mind are always right, which—as the Nazis, America and Zionism demonstrate through American liberalism needing fascism to operate—will always lead to the harming of others: by the entitled group, because the others (who are not them) are always wrong! This caveat includes victims who sell others out, becoming cops in the process (stochastic terrorism). And if that stings a little to hear—if it shocks those it applies to out of their useless sense of martyrdom and makes them rethink things, or at least recover the ability to interpret things orthopraxically versus dogmatically—then good! Equally good, though, is it making bad actors to go mask-off (as many Zionists have recently done). Cryptonymy serves multiple goals.

To avoid genocide as a historical-material outcome, we need to kill our darlings during dialectical-material analysis. Said scrutiny includes challenging the terrible idea of an exclusive and innate victimhood tied to a select group of people that—regardless of what traitors think, and however deeply entrenched their dogma is—cannot be reduced to class, religion, ethnicity and/or culture; i.e., a misconception that often stems from popular media; re, bands like Judas Priest:

Being a fan of their music since high school (for over twenty years now), a part of me takes no joy in doing so; but all the same, part of me does. I’ll gladly sacrifice the sacred image of my childhood heroes if it means liberating Palestinians (and by extension all oppressed groups). I may not succeed, but I want to try because it’s worth trying. Certainly I can enjoy Priest while criticizing their pernicious aspects; and, as Anita Sarkeesian put it, doing so is “both possible and necessary.” Otherwise, what are we doing? (ibid.).

The same goes for Judaism or any precious idea, but also any means of spreading it in ways that cause harm; i.e., overcoming oppression, in Jewish culture, is important, but its overprioritization historically leads to communication breakdown/abjection (re: Zionism). Hence, how a device able to heal actually causes more harm in the face of capital doing what capital does: raping nature as monstrous-feminine by tokenizing workers; i.e., anyone acting like the universal, exclusive victim; re: “Haven’t suffered enough? I know all there is to know about victimhood, because I’m the only victim to ever exist!” To centralize one group and one group alone is to normalize through tunnel vision. We’re in this together, comrades, and the state is the enemy, not me.

I don’t want to hurt anyone purely for its own sake, here. Instead, if you scratch a Zionist, a fascist bleeds, and this goes beyond Jewish culture and identity to spread into other groups intersecting oppression as a state weapon. If ever that occurs, the priorities for self-victimization should be reexamined. The pain in doing so—of getting scratched, mid-debate—will invariably yield new synthesis, thus better praxis pushing away from Capitalism, once and for all! Alienation is bad; it’s also a bridge leading to greener pastures: demonic poetics inventing new uses for old dead symbols! The symbol’s appearance remains, but its function can anisotropically change, mid-duality—on the Aegis, oppositional praxis reversing abjection/worker chattelization to legitimize our struggles and invalidate profit’s (re: per the whore’s revenge, the state [and its rights] incompatible with life/consent, needing cops-and-victims extermination [thus rape, per the profit motive] just to exist)! Subversion of state utility can become normal; i.e., during the cryptonymy process becoming second-nature at a societal level. “We camp canon because we must.”

(model and artist: Blxxd Bunny and Persephone van der Waard)

Gothic Communism is holistic, liminal, dualistic, and ergodic, bringing different voices together to find common ground. My focus is sex work and Gothic poetics (whose nudity and exposure is offensive to a great many people), but it by no means rejects Jewish identity or voices; it merely asks them, “Give us a place to voice ourselves and say what we need to say. Nazis suck, including Jewish Nazis.” Refusing victimization is important, of course, but making victimization your whole identity—meaning to such an unchecked degree that you alienate other oppressed peoples around you, therefore elevate yourself above them/ignore their own opposition affected by tokenism (Zionism or otherwise)—is reckless. Fascism will fash, regardless. Find similarity amid difference and come together to challenge the state and its lapdogs. Liberation transcends national, ethnic and religious boundaries! ACAB! ASAB! AHAB (All Holocausts Are Bad)! Free Palestine!

Idle Hands, part three: Goblins, Anti-Semitism and Monster-Fucking (feat. Tolkien’s orcs and goblins, acid Communism, and SpongeBob SquarePants)

The dwarves’ covetous memory becomes one of unbridled revenge, its call to war against nature sharpening to rekindle better times out of myth tied to artefacts that suggest it to start with: “He was witless and wandering, and had forgotten almost everything but the map and the key” (source).

—Persephone van der Waard, “Policing the Whore” (2024)

Now that we’ve thoroughly covered witches and briefly examined vampires as sex demons, let’s carry demons and forbidden sight beyond “Midnight Vampire” or Lady Hellbender and into other famous forms of blood libel, namely goblins; re: demonic sex as torturous, psychosexual, and playful; i.e., regarding unequal power exchange, whose monster-fucking gives forbidden knowledge back, and once received, turns workers from goblin-killer into goblin-friend!

To do so, we’ll be looking at Tolkien, once more; re: as a patriarchal throwback/neo-Victorian dinosaur worshipped by the public while compensating for his own imperial nostalgia colonizing nature; i.e., by gentrifying war during cartographic refrains, which we deconstruct and subvert during the whore’s revenge. Our aim is simply to attack the validity of Tolkien’s anti-Semitic goblins; i.e., as unworthy holders of nature that others more worthy are tasked, by the author playing wishmaster/god, with carrying out his disguised revenge/ethnocentric arguments: that whores and Jews are classically slaves, in medieval parlance, and goblins are Jewish-coded whores of nature/the underworld to threaten more deserving parties (the dwarves) with different kinds of harm (e.g., rape, captivity and torture)!

In The Hobbit, for example, Tolkien loves to monomythically “kettle” the dwarves before letting them break free—all to genocide the ignoble savages and take their land back for the state (the white Indian argument, but also marginalized in-fighting and tokenization[1d]). Yet, in pimping nature, Tolkien has (through evil, backstabbing Jews and other slaves) created something the state may criminalize, but never fully monopolize as “of nature”; re: a brothel/disco place of revenge where the whore takes back the sex, drugs, and monster-fucking rock ‘n roll that someone like Tolkien always authors in favor of empire, thus capital.

Goblins are whores, like any other monstrous-feminine, thus pimped by Tolkien in ways where his victims have the slave’s black revenge; i.e., by reclaiming the things used to normally stigmatize and colonize them for profit, whose motive and Realism they break through ludo-Gothic BDSM; e.g., the spurious notion that “all goblins” love not just gold, but loot (a kind of wish fulfillment tying them to police violence, below). Porn simply lets us frankly eroticize—or otherwise discuss—such desires through a lens of public nudism; i.e., relative to the stigmas, bigotries, phobias, etc, that we want to interrogate, thus change, through our own versions of these age-old monster-fucking devices.

First, I’ll remind you of some history and arguments about goblins to keep in mind, then walk you through how we’ll apply them to Tolkien; i.e., regarding the man’s anti-Semitic sex demons, and his own harmful monster-fucking dialogs regarding them. After that, we’ll consider how to break the monopoly by playing with them, ourselves; i.e., when using Fisher’s acid Communism through Gothic poetics, subversive monster-fucking scenarios (white-on-black sex), cartoons, and shared labor exchanges. We’ll close the section out by thinking about whores at large—the big scary ones that speak to a palliative Communist Numinous that smaller underling monsters like goblins reputedly serve and/or spring from—before we move onto “Forbidden Sight, part two: the Promethean Quest vis-à-vis Frankenstein (and similar poetic elements) about making demons at large.

(artist: Personal Ami)

Note: This symposium mentions lots of ideas we can only touch on, here; i.e., regarding not just goblins, but also vampires, zombies and Capitalism-as-undead (all of which I’ve written about extensively in my PhD and other volumes. Expect block quotes). Also, in keeping with ludo-Gothic BDSM and the spirit of playing with monsters/darkness, this final portion of “Idle Hands” will be fairly messy and chaotic; i.e., stressing the holistic and intersectional elements of Gothic Communism (and demons/darkness visible), combining anything and everything together to achieve praxial success! —Perse

Tolkien’s Other Sex Demons: Goblins

The state, as undead, thrives on tokenism as a bastard DARVO/obscurantist enterprise. Christianity is a cuckoo religion, then, bastardizing older forms of religion and myth, which the state continues to abuse under capital. Our focus, for this symposium, is predominantly one of service and monster-fucking through goblins (and to a lesser degree, orcs); i.e., acting as bad servants, per canonical essentialism and camped by us: during ludo-Gothic BDSM’s rape-play angle merging with various half-real roleplay scenarios of “homebrew” interracial porn/xenophilia overcoming unironic racism and other forms of dogmatic xenophobic orthodoxy (for all intents and purposes, this section shall use “ludo-Gothic BDSM” and “monster-fucking” interchangeably. The former essentially constitutes the function of rape play, while the other enacts a form of rape play to function as, but their praxial scope is the same).

To it, orcs and goblins are canonically bad—often compared, during blood libel, to a mindless collective of non-white evil children/the spawn of Satan—and from Heinlein to Cameron to Lucas spewing the same centrist bullshit (re: the Star Wars problem), you can absolutely thank Tolkien for that[2a] (and who borrowed his doing so from Beowulf and Grendel’s mother giving birth to monstrous-feminine comparable to orcs and goblins).

Few things are as pervasive or insidious as Tolkien, but especially his cartographic refrain hyphenating colonial sex and force, which it then uses to disguise rape with; i.e., antagonizing nature-as-monstrous-feminine, then fucking it unironically to death “by the sword.” Hence my attacking it, here, during my holistic study of the man and his work, one last time (“Let us be rid of it, once and for all!”). Doing so by having our revenge during ironic monster sex of our own, we camp the canon to humanize the harvest, making goblins gay during ironic monster sex; i.e., by having sex with that which Tolkien considers abominable, white bodies on black; e.g., white girls taking black dick, or acting “non-white” themselves in accordance with their rebellious elements: the respectively brutish and naughty “orc” and “goblin” equaling “terrorist” and “punk” merged, for our purposes, with “criminal/whore” and “zombie.” The idea isn’t to separate things, at all, but engage with them holistically because Gothic Communism is holistic; capital divides to conquer us, and we unify to defy profit raping us.

(artist: Noaqin)

We’ll get to that, this symposium laying out various dots for you to connect, in a fairly-tangential-but-ultimately-connected group of disparate concepts; it’s not really a close-read of specific texts (no Gollum in this one, nor reading into gay ring-bearers[2b]), but a constellation of the man’s broadest themes merged with past elements of my own work—opting for orcs and goblins, this time, instead of vampirism (which we examined from Tolkien’s stories, in Volume One):

  • A White Earth: Defending the Realm from Black Rape (Orc Dick or Otherwise)
  • Trouble in Paradise: Fantasizing about Black Monster Dick (feat. acid Communism)
  • Doing It, Ourselves: Humanizing Orcs and Goblins through Ironic Monster Sex
  • How to Play with Goblins-as-Demons, Ourselves (to Have Our Revenge; feat. Bay, Blxxd Bunny, SpongeBob, and more)
  • Wrapping Up/the Big Picture
  • Moving On: Some Transitional Arguments about Demon Whores/the Big One (feat. Slan from Berserk)

First, let’s explore Tolkien’s worldviews regarding orcs and goblins, including their function in his propaganda fantasy worlds. In a nutshell, he bastardizes the Vikings with a pre-fascist, neo-Victorian stamp, abandoning their indigenous elements and turning them into cops to colonize nature with blood libel, while also fearing its rapacious black, queer revenge: he loves and hates black dick.

Let’s unpack that, shall we?

A White Earth: Defending the Realm from Black Rape (Orc Dick or Otherwise)

White knights classically save damsels from black rape (dragons, ruffians, goblins, gay men, gods, and/or the witch-king’s giant mace); with Morgoth and Sauron, Tolkien frames it as a Numinous, planetary struggle. Even so, it’s one that shrinks, mise-en-abyme, into smaller versions of itself; i.e., the white knight(s) rescuing Mother Earth from total shadowy defilement, one smaller black cock at a time: “Just as Sauron concentrated his power in the One Ring, Morgoth dispersed his power into the very matter of Arda, thus the whole of Middle-earth was Morgoth’s Ring” (source: Morgoth’s Ring, 1993). It’s not really a stretch to see how Tolkien treats the wedding band as defiled by a black “finger” on an iron fist, nor how nature itself is the maiden for him to protect from dark corruption; i.e., Arda’s coochie threatened by a Pagan-Satanic Great Destroyer during blood libel.

Tolkien fetishizes power as “black”; canonizing Milton’s darkness visible (re: Volume Zero), said darkness could have been anything but he chose orcs and goblins/Jewish conspiracy, first and foremost. Though courtly and abstract, the notion likewise remains very apologetic towards Britain, abjecting imperial crimes (of pimping nature) onto a conveniently evil (and distant) supervillain (and said villain’s generals, lieutenants, and minions). To it, the context for Tolkien’s worldview is wholly abusive on a geopolitical refrain, one that bounces back, half-real, into canonical power fantasies executing blood libel sans irony against black rapists threatening the globe (to impregnate the white-owned womb of nature with non-white sperm).

This Shadow of Tolkien (and myth that he somehow “can’t” be racist) can be challenged, which we’ll get to. Unlike the status quo, our jokers, smokers, and midnight tokers use the language of danger and torture for iconoclastic funsies: made from clay to sing and dance, making wild rumpus, goblin-style. Blind faith is for suckers, something we cannot afford while being sucked on by capital’s dead labor (re: Marx). So do we play with these artificial things (dicks or otherwise), breaking the monopolies on display by giving their jester’s vice-character monologues added life through performative allegory and dialectical-material context: something to sell to children, regarding nature’s monstrous-feminine revenge (for having their existence be criminalized by the state and its in-groups)!

Cryptonymy’s all well and good. The problem is, the Numinous is a common canonical brothel pimping out Hell’s usual sluts in bigoted, blood-libel language (of rape and revenge); i.e., down in the dark brought to light to titillate the gentry with stories of exquisite torture, rape and death; re: Tolkien’s anti-Semitic dwarves, executing blood libel against orcs and goblins (the former appearing much more in LotR and the latter much more in The Hobbit): bat-like and big-mouthed, but also swart, savage, and sinister beings[3] occupying the black, demonic side of the settler argument that upholds Capitalist Realism, mid-abjection. They’ll get you, and your little dog, too!

“In caverns deep, where dark things sleep,” Tolkien pimps them out as thieves and whores, slavers and killers-for-hire, scapegoats to dance with during his monopolies of demonic poetry that—apart from overt sex and drugs—very much includes the psychosexual overtures of rock ‘n roll (and similar forms of music/theatre like heavy metal and jazz, which the Gothic embodies through golemesque puppetry’s darkness visible):

Crush, smack! Whip crack!
Smash, grab! Pinch, nab!
You go, my lad!
Ho, ho! my lad!

The black crack! the black crack!
The black crack! the black crack!
Down down to Goblin-town
Down down to Goblin-town
Down down to Goblin-town
You go, my lad!
Ho, ho! my lad! (Maury Laws’ “Down, Down to Goblin Town,” 1977).

It’s all rather… funky, isn’t it? People love monsters because they speak to our alienation and fetishization (thus lack of agency) under capital, which is precisely where we get our agency back (re: the whore’s revenge)!

Except, while calculated risk is a fun way to meet new playmates and regain control of darkness, Tolkien is a weird canonical nerd who canonized Milton’s camp. In doing so, he and his narrow, prescriptive, monomyth methods of playing with darkness were pointedly slumming in service to empire[4]; i.e., through jazzy LARPer refrains teasing the ghost of the counterfeit to further abjection by reinventing terrorism the state can punch down against/with: through prolific, Man-Box-style police violence, killing orcs and goblins to whitewash empire-in-decline/darkened by the Shadow of Pygmalion during the Cycle of Kings/Capitalism as demonic, animalistic and undead.

In truth, Rankin/Bass parroted much of this, and the kids of the ’70s, ’80s and beyond feared-loved it (walking the tightrope between inheritance anxiety and vaso vagal/fight-or-flight, but also dark demonic energies). Tolkien’s bigotry goes over their heads, but in some sense, he inherited the same values; i.e., through goblins and necromancy as drug-like, but also bigotries associated with them to sell canonical vampirism and goblins to the next generation; e.g., their signature greed, but also tendency to kidnap, rape and devour their prey/drink said prey’s blood. It’s a dogwhistle call-to-arms, then, defending capital from its own victims with its own victims; i.e., the self-appointed white, “righteous” hero devouring the black alien per Tolkien’s orcs-and-humans argument, its centrist refrain caging his prey behind an innocuous human mask (the sweet old man) that puts him and his on the side of Good and their victims—of nature-as-alien-vengeful-slave—on the side of Evil (which for the West/Global North is the East/Global South).

That’s what his maps and moral territories are, you see—undead prisons to enter and kill the inmates, moderacy decaying into fascism (when Imperialism comes home to empire), but enacting it behind gobstopper masks; re: state DARVO and obscurantism concealing in plain sight the ugly truth: cops are the criminals outlawing others in demonic language. Doing so to enrich the elite and their rights over workers and nature, class (culture and race) traitors pimp both groups as monstrous-feminine! They’re the bad servants, the backstabber charlatans sucking capital’s dick (and biting on nature’s neck) while flexing whatever credentials they can (e.g., Tolkien’s academic pedigree)!

I’d say there’s no way Tolkien can claim honest ignorance in good faith—not when he was a university professor who was an expert in his field—but doing so would overlook systemic issues in academia, as a whole; i.e., Tolkien was raised in a world that was built to coddle him and instill these pro-British, fuck-literally-everyone-else beliefs into him. Far easier to say is how a) there’s nothing moderate about abjecting the sins of empire onto a gay space wizard/Great Destroyer and his abortive offshoots, nor b) monarchs or genocide existing in perpetuity (signatures of Tolkien’s worlds extending his worldview inwards and outwards). Unlike the Neo-Gothic authors of several centuries previous, Tolkien actually believed a return to the pre-Renaissance past[5] would be a good thing. Like Hell it would!

To it, the usual fascist qualities apply to Tolkien’s world; e.g., the cult of machismo and heroic cult of death, weak/strong enemies, among others (re: Eco). Inside said world, he’s an indisputable god-pimp, punching down against nature as monstrous-feminine by policing it as vengeful property for the state. Being a medievalist, he pointedly does it through Divine Right; i.e., as a false preacher punching down with blood-libel, cops-and-victims vaudeville—literally medieval persecution arguments and superstitions (fear and dogma; e.g. the blood test from Carpenter’s The Thing remake) about blood—doing so in order to aggrandize/avenge his faulty and harmful idea of a better world that, since his death, has become a neoliberal power fantasy weaponizing gullible people (through desperation and convenience) all around the world: of orcs and goblins born evil, and white men (and token cops; e.g., Eowyn) endlessly killing them in all manner of stories and games, all to spill so-called “bad” blood and replace it with “good” blood while policing labor pursuant to profit. It’s barbarism in a dress—Macbeth tilting at Dunsinane but also Dracula in a priest’s robes (and other such dualities canonizing Gothic).

So are Tolkien’s orcs given dark skin, led by a dreaded faceless evil, conspicuously called “cannibals,” bred through sodomy and shadows, living under the cloak of night, and slain zombie-style by white saviors trumpeting neo-feudalism on repeat: capital cannibalizing those it calls “cannibals” while acting high-and-mighty about it. For it, anything “black” is too dumb to serve, eventually attacking a prescribed “better master” and being put down for not knowing “its place” (which unfolds differently per oppressed type; e.g., black men versus trans women, and various intersections): dead vermin walking!

The point, here, is how the orc’s and goblin’s undead function of evil labor/service behaves identically to their demonic function (and whose anisotropic qualities we’ll explore when examining Blxxd Bunny and SpongeBob). In turn, such stories are canonically ethnocentric garbage, apologizing for slavery by flaunting apocalypse; i.e., calling those most targeted by the state “the real slavers” during slave revolt having its dark, whorish, backstabber’s revenge against the goodly colonizers. It’s a white moderate’s false flag selling personal responsibility through inkblot Red Scare long after Tolkien had actually died (take note of the various commonalities Tolkien has with mask-off fascism, Nazism or otherwise).

Compared to Cameron’s clever repackaging of Heinlein in the shooter/sci-fi genre (and Metroidvania) after Vietnam, then, Tolkien’s refrain led to a virtually endless echo of whitewashed fantasy stories after WWII serving the same Pax Americana function into the neoliberal (videogame) era. He became a safe bet, his best-selling and incredibly famous stories a perfect revival (and whitewash) of Manifest Destiny transplanted Elsewhere. No one else comes close, fantasy-wise.

Worse, Tolkien’s systemic good/evil racism, inkblot (arbitrary) menace were granted the airy gentry of a WWI solider-turned-scholar (a made man, as it were). In short, Tolkien’s worlds apologized for racial conflict dressing up ethnocentric dogma as “mere games” (from tabletop to computer)—with the man, himself, becoming the dead-skin face mask for white supremacists to wear in the guise of good faith; e.g., Peter Thiel naming his economic ventures after Tolkien’s stories[6]. Whereas The Hobbit had plenty of Marxist potential (re: “Dragon Sickness,” 2014), Tolkien’s LotR was an opiate for the masses that simultaneously ushered in a return to monarchies[7], while also giving racism (and other bigotries) the perfect place to hide and wage war in broad daylight against Communism (which Tolkien very much despised in favor of Capitalism):

In doing so, the whole planet became an endless property dispute lionizing Divine Right, mid-canceled-future (re: the zombie apocalypse and ensuing wasteland scenarios teasing liberation and enslavement, afterwards; e.g., not just Tolkien’s orcs and goblins, but Fallout‘s ghouls to return to the earth as similar zombie fodder raped by Crusaders: cowboys, versus knights).

As such, Tolkien’s bad-faith, vampire/sanguine sodomy arguments abject any flaws at home onto the black alien/Veil as a temptation to resist, but also indulge in through rape and purity/abstinence arguments; i.e., the civilized man eating the cannibal-coded savage, mid-panic, during mirror and virgin/whore syndrome. While all monsters are dualistic, canon pushes state violence and blame/ritual suicide(-by-cop) towards workers by doubling and demonizing them as evil sons of whores, but also outright demon whores (re: Grendel and Grendel’s mother) tied to dark spectral forces; re: “a spectre is haunting Europe,” which Tolkien spearheads/scapegoats, Radcliffe-style, with a great many of “the help” gone bad under a single monolith’s all-consuming barbarian horde: orcs and goblins waving a planetary banner changing the ownership. Summon old nightmares (the vengeful dead slave as a zombie-vampire goblin); antagonize, put to work, banish nature through a pearl-clutching appeal to tradition, monomyth-style.

(source)

To that, Tolkien’s the Necromancer (what he calls Sauron), a decrepit leech obsessed with greatness and bleeding (Middle-)Earth dry while using DARVO and obscurantism to demonize Jews and other labor groups treated as “Jewish” in medieval, blood-libel language (e.g., queer people during Satanic Panic). Such village scapegoats include orcs and goblins as monstrous-feminine servants of the vague, faceless Dark Lord (and backstabbers of the West), but also dwarves as greedier than humans and prone to greed of a Zionist[8] sort (also backstabbers, but to a lesser [thus more redeemable] degree; e.g., over pettier squabbles of moneylending and property disputes):

J. R. R. Tolkien (1892–1973) himself had some controversial opinions about at least one race of Middle Earth, writing that his Dwarves were “like Jews: at once native and alien in their habitations.” In a separate interview, he elaborated on this theme, noting that “the Dwarves of course are quite obviously—couldn’t you say that in many ways they remind you of the Jews?” (source: Matthew Wills’ “J. R. R. Tolkien’s Jewish Dwarves,” 2022).

It’s the dialectic of the alien, hard at work for the state during the abjection process; i.e., Tolkien playing with blood libel to wage yet-another witch hunt chasing state rape and revenge called “goblin,” fascism waiting to decay into itself (often in token forms; e.g., Gimli is a dwarvish cop) through a contemporary viewpoint: Lovecraft, on the other side of the pond, and his weird, pulpy notion of “horror in clay” (from “Call of Cthulhu,” 1928); re: creating status-quo evils to represent the state’s repressed colonialism/abject juridical process (the state of exception) while its power center is rotting/falling apart. Such is Zombie-Vampire Capitalism, making whatever enemy the state needs out of darkness visible canonized.

Synchronistic of the bigoted American, then, the old Brit was a Nazi in spirit, if not in professed closeness to their core values. Simply put, he gave voice to such police dialogs, his own brand of courtly love a canonical monster-fucking approach killing countless orcs and goblins bourne from the ground; i.e., as endemic to his essentialized moral geography being canonically game-like. I can’t really stress this enough, so here’s me stressing it as much as I possibly can (from Volume Zero):

To this, Tolkien’s refrain [the High Fantasy treasure map, exhibit 1a1a1h2a1] has led to the endless essentializing of war as gentrified through the fantasy mode [e.g., Rings of Power, 2023] but also its science fiction and horror parallels [which we’ll unpack during the “camp map” vis-à-vis Cameron’s refrain: the shooter, of course, but specifically the Metroidvania]. Tolkien’s magnetic, “chaste” warmongering leaves out the psychosexual horrors of war or valorizes them through the slaughter of abjected foes[9], requiring great effort from past writers like Ursula Le Guin to break away from Tolkien’s ghost, thus his trees and pastoral village recruitment antics and moderately xenophobic [racist] war stories. As these are copied-and-pasted along the shared counterfeit, they operate like a formula whose canonical replication centers around the profit motive; in turn, this becomes historical-material—e.g., D&D and its endless official/homebrew campaigns and dungeons—but also the “warcraft[10]” of the enterprising white, cis-het young men of an early ’90s company, suitably titled Blizzard [whose sexist bullshit as a company we’ll discuss much more in Volumes Two and Three]—built entirely around racial conflict [thus endless war and rape] as set into motion by Tolkien himself, whose own orcs are green-skinned, debatably anti-Semitic/cannibalistic savages whose name, “orc,” is Old Norse [from Beowulf’s orcnēas[11]] for “demon”; i.e., functional zombies in the state of exception that heroes invade to kill for the state through parallel legends weaving in and out of fiction and into real life: there and back again not once, but ad infinitum. If these “zombies” aren’t orcs, then they’re spiders[12] or some other stigma animal/vermin-type pest entity who must be crushed by the forces of good in personified forms; e.g., the Drow as “chaotic evil” spider people [exhibit 41b] who threaten nature as afflicted with the same problematic idea of good vs evil as canonically Biblical [versus Milton’s own accidental camping of these pastoral devices through Satanic war].

Simply put, Tolkien’s hopelessly academic view of nature is whitewashed, High Fantasy copaganda—a British tree huggers’ biased loving of the idealized pastoral/picturesque as threatened by outsiders ruining the scene: the map of empire as sacred. It’s a colonizer’s cartoonishly basic aesthetic that demonizes, thus alienates darkness but also death, decomposers and natural predators [stigma animals] as part of nature; i.e., as evil scapegoats tied to wicked, unnatural places, archaic wombs and dark magic—necromancers, but also their fortress lairs:

At first they had passed through hobbit-lands, a wide respectable country inhabited by decent folk, with good roads, an inn or two, and now and then a dwarf or a farmer ambling by on business. Then they came to lands where people spoke strangely, and sang songs Bilbo had never heard before. Now they had gone on far into the Lone-lands, where there were no people left, no inns, and the roads grew steadily worse. Not far ahead were dreary hills, rising higher and higher, dark with trees. On some of them were old castles with an evil look, as if they had been built by wicked people [emphasis: me]. Everything seemed gloomy, for the weather that day had taken a nasty turn [source].

These kinds of Gothic castles were clearly known to Tolkien, though he didn’t focus on them. In The Hobbit, they’re mentioned hardly at all [the word “castle” is used only once in the book]—sidestepped by Tolkien until it comes time to trot out Sauron [also known as the Necromancer] as the unironically Satanic threat to Tolkien’s “new Eden”: Britain by another name, as built by Tolkien’s easily ludologized, High Fantasy scheme[13].

The displacement of British industrialization and slavery is made clear by examining the real-world inspiration for Mordor and Tolkien’s own experiences elsewhere: “the industrial Black Country of the English Midlands, and by his time fighting in the trenches of the Western Front in the First World War” [source: Wikipedia]. Of the former Midlands, Jonathan Wilkins writes, “He based the description of Mordor, home to the evil Lord Sauron, on the Black Country, a region of Birmingham which was heavily polluted by iron foundries, coal mines and steel mills due to the Industrial Revolution. The air in it was so thick with smog and dust it was difficult to breathe and may contribute to the way local people speak today – the infamous Brummie accent” [source: “Birmingham Sites that Inspired Tolkien,” 2020]. Tolkien’s love for home pastoralizes the colonial element by abjecting its theatrical “soot” onto a fictional elsewhere. Places like the Shire and Lothlórien were always green and good and totally “never did a genocide” to get where they are; by comparison, the orcs threatening their naturalized goodness are the colonizers who did all of the bad things. It’s DARVO through British exceptionalism (source).

The game is canonization; re: Tolkien took Milton’s Paradise and drained it of its critical bite. “Evil,” in his hands, doesn’t critique the state by destabilizing and subverting it, but merely serves to maintain the status quo in perpetuity!

No matter how he might otherwise pretend, then, Tolkien’s work is wedded to the Middle Ages and allegory as canonical; the Dark Lord is Tolkien and the goblins his children precisely because he made dark war possible using them—i.e., in ways that long outlived Hitler’s wildest dreams: sucking on the planet’s blood, then blaming it on spiders, goblins and black knights! Oh, my!

(artist: John How Anger)

Not to sell Hilter’s propaganda short, but Tolkien’s copaganda stabilized and gentrified war against evil tied to nature, thus the world and its workers falling on the wrong side of the tracks. Whereas we can present evil as human and delicious, mid-liminal-expression[14], Tolkien only uses the goblin to police (thus rape) others with. It is not played with to confirm the veracity of something under suspicion, but to enforce state rule through weak/strong and black/white binaries, per Capitalist Realism!

Furthermore, Tolkien took this problematic upbringing and turned it into a warrior’s place for bad BDSM, which sure enough, sits alongside healthier forms using the same aesthetic; re: (from Volume One):

In short, Tolkien relied on the vampire legend—but also Gothic castles, BDSM language and harmful arrangements of unequal power (rings and collars)—to dominate nature and those within it. Written in defense of a divided nature in good and evil animal forms, Tolkien’s war stories view the vampire a kind of parasite praying upon the conspicuously vulnerable inside Cartesian dialogs; i.e., both in raw animal terms with Shelob the spider as part of “evil nature,” but also magical leeches like Sauron, whose ghastly projections have become wholly divorced from “good nature” inside dark, undead fortresses that harvest all good, living things from the land (whitewashing Britain’s analogs in the process). Anything else is functionally “dead” (sanctioned for state execution) by virtue of collective punishment. In doing so, Tolkien abjects death as a vital function of nature, but also fascism as a vital function of Capitalism in relation to nature as preyed upon by those behind his undead/animalistic scapegoats: the West. […]

Tolkien wasn’t just allergic to allegory and sex; he policed them greatly in service of empire. His evils are simplistic, unironically dated and vague, and he has a stubborn clumsiness when applying them to his worlds that suggests a very closed-minded way of thinking about his world and ours in BDSM terms. It’s certainly no secret that Tolkien eventually decided to place the lion’s share of the blame on people more so than material conditions or Capitalism and nation-states. He also makes the Ring and then melts it, trying to suggest that everything is somehow “solved”—that “Isildur’s Bane” is somehow to blame for the waning strength of men in the face of rarefied greed; i.e., the dragon sickness of the gold from The Hobbit having been turned into a simple dissociative trinket that weighs on “all men” to the same degree. He seems to understand how rings function as poetic devices while paradoxically lending them a bit too much credence; vertical power is a tremendously corrupting force, but you don’t have to essentialize it, nor reduce it to a shapeless male darkness that employs throwaway female demons and does away with overt BDSM language and, yes, ironic rape fantasies:

(artist: Owusyr Art)

BDSM isn’t just where power is located/stored (e.g., inside the One Ring or Sauron’s tower), but instructions for its use within assigned positions, including rape fantasies as a set of instructions given to the dom by the sub issuing various paradoxical commands: the civilized “princess” and the barbaric “invader” as roles to play with in animalistic ways (e.g., the “breeding”/captive fantasy) that expose and interrogate power as a device of negotiation towards better working conditions and healing from the deep traumas that emerge from settler-colonial violence and heteronormative enforcement. Material conditions play an important role in historical materialism, but power is largely about perception, which cannot simply be destroyed; it must change within society. The catharsis offered by iconoclastic roleplay grants appreciative irony amid Gothic counterculture as surviving under Capitalism. These forms of roleplay aren’t just completely alien to Tolkien, but policed and denied through his own incessant prescription of orcish demon lovers (and Dark Lords); i.e. bad BDSM as a harmful arrangement of power that introduces praxial inertia into the equation. While power can’t be destroyed as we just said, it can become unthinkable according to ways that challenge the usual runs of the mill. Tolkien and Radcliffe have that very much in common, making anything outside of their worldview as shapeless, dark and unthinkable: the incessant, utterly British fear of the outside felt within their own borders, castles, heroes, etc, as hopelessly forged and ever-present.

[…] Tolkien’s origin myths were entirely unoriginal, exhibiting a very narrow, profoundly inadequate idea of what BDSM even was: officers and batmen; i.e., a British officer and his dutiful servant, exemplified by Tolkien’s Samwise the Brave helping his fairly clueless master time and time again out of a bind. It is BDSM, but echoes the British castle of the Imperial Core as something to carry out into the battlefield while enduring Tolkien’s (fairly vanilla) rape fantasies and childish dreams of captivity with which to (dis)empower the sub as male; e.g., Frodo being whipped and beaten in the orc slaver’s tower (the torture dungeons in Mordor conspicuously full of the British tools of torture used by the colonized reimagined; i.e., during the myth of a dark, savage continent populated by evil, violent “children”). By displacing these tools off onto a dark “other” world beyond the land of plenty and light, Tolkien is scrubbing his own and blaming the colonized in the same breath). As a male benefactor of British colonialism, he fixates on faraway war as the exclusive site of power abuse exacted upon white men, ranking their abuse above everyone else (women, genderqueer people and ethnic minorities) and everywhere else (military urbanism). For him, these other things simply don’t exist; abject copies of them do, but their sexuality is largely abandoned inside a chaste, gentlemanly medieval that forces them to address trauma as men were (and are) commonly taught: through lethal force with killing weapons designed purely for harm against state enemies (source).

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

In turn, we Galatea reverse abjection through our own whorish, xenophilic scapegoat language and ironic rape fantasies (acting out Owusyr’s script in our heads, but not to prey on others); i.e., shapeless darkness given shape (cocks or otherwise) and healing from rape by using clay-like things, monster-fucking theatre, and blood libel’s black-magic poetics (with “black” marking slaves per the settler argument; e.g., genitals[15], left): on our Aegis’s danger disco, camping the same infernal concentric territories by occupying and subverting them, then awakening and mobilizing ourselves through the paradoxical reclamation of state-demonized forms taken knowingly into ourselves (above).

The path to universal liberation starts by building trust through social-sexual exchanges that most will prescribe to, in some shape or form. This means monster sex pointing to state alienation and worker liberation through the same pathways! You are what you eat, then, and in medieval language, eating and fucking is a fine line! So is normal/abnormal, per the abjection process and those straddling it; re: “black” = “alien” as something to reunite with workers when fucking the alien; i.e., as a matter of psychosexual ritual. Tolkien’s stories are ritual, and only serve to whitewash genocide and prolong its historical materialism through bourgeois praxis; ours do not—seeking to overcome systemic, generational harm by shrinking any desire to divide and colonize nature (synthesized by those who have differing degrees of privilege and oppression; e.g., white women and black men understanding each other’s rape, not ranking it; i.e., both experience pain that is, to some degree, alien to the other side, and found through a special-and-constant middle ground: imagination).

I want to unpack some of these ideas, next; i.e., encroaching upon uncomfortable territories that Tolkien could only penetrate and purge, with Pagan cremation, and which we divinate through acid Communism (towards the end of the section). Then we’ll consider doing it ourselves, minus the bigotry and genocide!

Trouble in Paradise: Fantasizing about Black Monster Dick (feat. acid Communism)

Black dick is forbidden. Iconoclastic monster-fucking doubles state dogma through forbidden love as a postcolonial device reclaiming terror language; i.e., black dicks (and other genitals, bodies) attached to various taboos; e.g., rape, cannibalism, and “sodomy” normally synonymized with us, and which we camp through sex—especially monstrous, interracial sex during blood libel and other persecutory language—as the most regulated device there is (often through a neo-medieval proximity with penetration, medieval acumen[16] and interracial threats of “torture” [through terror language subverted with porn, but also censored bodily functions like salivation, consumption and digestion, flatulence, menstruation, defecation, regurgitation or male/female ejaculation[17], sexual responses, crying and memento mori gore dissecting the human condition through closely monitored, physiological responses bearing a strong social element, mid-abjection).

Our focus is white-on-black sex, including white bodies fantasizing about black dick but also ourselves designated as “black” regardless of appearance (which expands to green, purple, or any non-white, thus non-human color of stigma; ergo, “black dick” = “green dick”). This includes Tolkien, black monster dick living rent-free in his forever-schoolboy brain. Indeed, Tolkien loves the black dick, needs it for his world to function through his weapons; i.e., so black and big and/or naughty it’s illegal, and policed by state forms; re: Beater and Biter for fucking goblins, which they subvert, David-Bowie-style! We stewards of nature fight for nature as normally raped by Tolkien—people, but also their pets, the environment, everything. Do it, if not for us, then for kitty! All life is precious, both we human goblins and our non-human counterparts; e.g., my cat, the laundry gremlin:

But if you do it for you, remember that rebellion and struggle, however grave, should be fun because there is no afterlife, only this one; i.e., fucking not just to metal, but any fun music when walking away from Omelas while inside it/the infernal concentric pattern; e.g., Shin Hae Chul’s “To You” (1991): “We’re doing it, babe! We’re doing Communism!” Cue the gay rainbows, cheesy music, and multicolor creampies (the joy of cryptomimesis)! The brave do live forever!

(artists: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard)

Black rainbows, darkness visible—rebellion relies on emotional appeals and propaganda to work! Furthermore, never trust a philistine because liberation needs paradox; survival is victory and that victory starts with making life something to live for/celebrate in the moment, mid-incarceration (the fag always starts in the closet, even if that closet is society caging someone who’s out)!

So while capital routinely puts a price on the things it steals from, there’s value in all forms of labor in ways they can’t monopolize; i.e., regarding counterterror reclaimed from state fanaticism/double agents through our own curious deceptions. Spectres of Marx, our disco-in-disguise/postpunk often hides in plain sight. Any exchange gives and takes, the usual monopolies threatened by their own daily operations’ cryptonymy mingling with ours, each going hard to upend the other’s attempts. The point isn’t “final victory” in our lifetimes (which Tolkien pushed for), but freedom through said expression; re: the freeness of our minds[18] guiding our actions, however seemingly futile they are, towards a better viewing of things; i.e., those things treated like goblins as Tolkien does, emasculating the “black” side of nature (cocks or otherwise) to stall praxial catharsis through Beowulf-grade inertia!

Sex is expected by capital, but demonized as a common labor form (of terror) that exchanges between functionally white and black workers. By dancing with the ghost of the counterfeit and—just as often, embodying it through demonic self-expression becoming an informed, educated choice versus a desperate last stand—we make ourselves less afraid and more informed, hence prone to making friends with the other demonized groups’ Venn Diagram of persecution networks; i.e., onstage and off, goblins befriending elves to punch up, and real-life consumers identifying with that principle of disparate unity in ways Tolkien always avoided! He’s a monarchist who hates rabble-rousers. For him, then, the only good orc is a dead orc (re: Rearick)—the always-scapegoat in the same-old Omelas refrain; i.e., they “can’t” be sexy and must always be killed (or replaced with something else that serves the same role; e.g., the Drow).

(artist: Danny-Green)

Nothing scares the elite more than intersectional solidarity, which Tolkien’s ilk behind the curtain try to monopolize through Platonic, shadowy echoes of Beowulf and Pygmalion-grade tokenization; i.e., triangulating token fears through rape, engendering monomyth assimilation/divide-and-conquer copaganda pitting the middle class against the underclass and its armies of state-described “chaotic evil”; re: on the Black Veil, a dark leader and their fantastic generals (e.g., He-Man or Myth: the Fallen Lords) commanding the orcs and goblins that make up a garden-variety horde (versus the undead, chaos demons, or some other evil race). Kill an orc or a witch, get Rosie Cotton for a tradwife (the conservative promise of sex); kill a general whore, get a castle and a princess to defend from future black-dick revenge (the prince also tempted with black pussy on the same Aegis):

(artist: Ted Nasmit)

Handing out rewards is the pimp’s job, which Tolkien does through obligation, not enjoyment (e.g., Arwen but also Eowyn, left). “Paradise” equals standard-issue fascism-defending-capital; upselling labor’s various “power targets,” Tolkien’s bad “demon BDSM” happens during orcs-and-goblins blood libel sexualizing state revenge in all the usual Neo-Gothic forms of abject courtly love: storming castles-in-the-flesh, sans irony during the usual mise-en-abyme‘s Ozymandian inspiration (the Promethean visitation of power). Faramir doesn’t get the blonde baddie without facing down an army of orcs (and she doesn’t get him without dueling the witch-king of Angmar). Prostitution is prostitution, which marriage legalizes through state force exercised against state enemies—Tolkien’s vampirism at work, feeding on orcs and goblins to enrich Whitey.

Context obviously matters, here, and there’s nothing intrinsically wrong with playing god, invoking Numinous “inkblots,” or regressing to kayfabe-style, bread-and-circus hauntologies whose medieval language and emotional turmoil express various forms of inequality and trauma through poetic (make-believe) hyphenations of sex and force (e.g., sensations of rape or divisions of power/dueling emotions, mid-psychomachy). Per Sarkeesian, I can even enjoy Tolkien’s worlds, while refusing to endorse their bigoted elements. Indeed, as a medievalist, myself, my dialectical-material scrutiny rescues the Gothic from Tolkien’s abject views (and tokenized fans), the latter reifying and policing the alien through fatal nostalgia/false claims of sovereignty. This includes orcs and goblins of my own design (more on that in a bit, exhibit 44a1b1a), but also recognizing through dialectical-material scrutiny those made by other workers, too (next page). Orcs and goblins are sexy as a matter of dialectical-material context; i.e., because genuine rebellion and subversive monsters are sexy! They were only ugly in Tolkien’s world because his worldviews demanded they be! “Who’s the savage, modern man!”

(art: Amber Harris)

Tolkien’s media is already colonized, and ACAB/ASAB. For Tolkien and those like him valorizing cops and the state, there’s always an in-group and an out-group to the calculated risk, thus a cop and a victim, a defender and an alien invader endemic to home needing its routine whitewash/genocide; i.e., a correct party and an incorrect party pursuant to the usual state mechanisms tokenizing Judas sell-outs. Funny how the incorrect side is literally most of the planet, highlighting capital raping the world by design. They act like they own it, monopolizing and raping it accordingly by unironically fucking monsters—all to decide who loves and who dies inside an inherently unequal and cruel system, one favoring white straight Christian men, who enjoy rules meant to favor them and punish others (through various double standards and preferential mistreatment).

Tolkien privatized nature by pimping orcs and goblins. To privatize nature, then, is to rape it as cheaply as possible; that’s all the state does, and its servants enforce that dominance through intolerance with impunity dressed up as liberal democracy and freedom. It’s a rigged game, the illusion of choice; cops don’t prevent rape, but legitimize it against those the system codes as bad, goblins or otherwise—i.e. in a hierarchy of values linked to physical attributes/accident of birth upholding the status quo; re: in accordance with the state’s monopolies/trifectas and the qualities of capital, whose “sickness” of greed Tolkien abjects onto dragons, but also goblins and dwarves as ultimately “more greedy” than good men, hence more deserving to die by the latter’s grimy hands. Rape does not preclude death; it engenders it, disempowering state victims to harm them for profit.

Such is Capitalism, which Tolkien’s stories illustrate in small: “Kill the pig! Spill its blood!” In the centrist refrain, there are no moral actions, only moral teams; capital, Tolkien demonstrates, assigns portions of the world to die, en masse—piled and burned in Viking-esque romances, yet also used by the West as a weapon of terror and means of disposing the useless, dishonorable dead[19a] (as the Nazis did, in their death camps): burn them before they defile good nature with their black dicks.

In his darkest dreams, then, Tolkien is the open rapist he projects so nakedly onto others—the banal spectre of Christopher Columbus or Cromwell conducting genocide inside the Imperial Core and on its frontiers/satellites. Sublimating unironic monster sex—namely that of nature-as-whore through monomythic language—black rape and racialized territorial conflict are endemic to Tolkien’s worlds, armies and offshoots (re: D&D and pretty much every RPG in existence), making them excellent models for capital and its ideologies literally “at play”: a white-moderate, “woe is me” genocide fantasy—one populated with bastardized lore and languages (literal palingenesis, another fascist trick)—and based on slumming and tokenism, the world is always something to farm, thus harm[19b].

This is what I meant when I said Tolkien gentrified war. For him, nature is a virgin/whore to divide along the same cartographic lines; i.e., abusing the usual terror language/medieval courtship of slaying dragons (and/or orcs and goblins); i.e., in psychosexual language to sodomize the Earth and pin said crimes onto others (re: “good” nature corrupted by “bad” nature). For him—and I really can’t stress this enough—the only good goblin whore is a dead goblin whore. In turn, his medieval shorthand outlines capital-as-hyperobject; i.e., the planet as “giant white ass” for Tolkien’s good guys to save from “giant black dick,” but also—per the usual hypocrisies love-hating anything monstrous-feminine regardless of gender or sex, race or religion—Tolkien threatens with grim harvest; re: monster-fucking as a doomsday scenario to gaslight, gatekeep girlboss workers like Eowyn until they “sign up” (a neo-conservative precursor to Ellen Ripley and similar Amazons, out of Ancient Athens and into the present):

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Except Hell—along with the demonic, monster-fucking opera of sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll, and of monstrous-feminine heavy-metal poetry (thus rape and revenge fantasies during ludo-Gothic BDSM and its palliative-Numinous paradoxes)—is our domain to patrol, which the state can only try their damndest to monopolize, commodify and colonize. Often, this happens by pitting different marginalized “outsider” groups against themselves; re: tokenization; e.g., white women versus orcs, but also goblins versus dwarves (comparable to Arabs vs Jews). In turn, divide and conquer includes the medieval idiocy of marshaling armies to fight for kings to begin with. That’s what Tolkien’s refrain entails, its tokenism a trademark strategy the Allies (and Western powers after the war) use to rape the Global South to this day!

“Dwarves Are Not Heroes,” writes Rebecca Brackmann in 2010[20]; they’re Jewish stereotypes that, in hauntological forms, apply to any foe the state could hope or want to tokenize/rape. The same goes for orcs and goblins. Liberation and exploitation exist on the same stages, wherein we kill our darlings to escape the disastrous ways of thinking Tolkien canonized; i.e., his refrain orbiting around wealth acquisition through monomythic conquest, requiring anti-Semitic tropes (of theft and bad service, but also black rape) to work; re: as scapegoats of capital, these unworthy dwarf lords instigating larger conflicts by stealing the dragon’s gold out of revenge. Our responses occupy the same pornographic visual ambiguities, which ludo-Gothic BDSM and monster-fucking parse through dialectical-material scrutiny when playing with/as goblins (or any race you could possibly want)!

As my older books have already explored (re: block quotes), Tolkien’s BDSM is a ludic power fantasy used at other people’s expense, and generally in service to state bodies per Goldilocks Imperialism (re: “settler colonialism with more steps[21]“). Our ludo-Gothic power fantasies (which again, BDSM largely is) must camp those; i.e., taking the diminutive, abject yet sexually descriptive (shortstack) goblins and other demons of the underground back from old dorks like Tolkien canonizing BDSM. His bad data instructs harmful activities through police dogma; i.e., a fatal nostalgia fetishizing greed attached to racialized bugbears categorized, once again, as bad servants with black rapacious intentions (these “backstabbing Jews” only loyal to wicked masters/dark lords, stabbing their good masters in the back [often over money] or raping them from any direction). It’s a fantasy about black dicks being used to cuckold state power—making the powerful (and their servants, the middle class) only tighten their hold on said cocks! For Tolkien—and indeed the entire Western world—”backstabbing” equals “rape” as something to spread through rumor and canard (whose anti-Semitism became less about Jews, over time, and more about multi-ethnic racism and queerness); re: through the state’s white revenge against black dick (and other genitals, not shown here).

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

By comparison, the whore’s revenge is to fuck whoever she wants, subverting those lies and, by extension, the entire bête noire (re: nature as gyn/ecological and monstrous-feminine, including black men). In doing so, she evokes a common fear of capital (white women fucking black men) that—while it historically evokes parental reactionary violence (re: the Wilmington massacre)—can counteract systemic intolerance/extortion while stymieing profit behind revolutionary cryptonymy’s usual buffers (and going beyond white cis women, to be clear). It’s still a rape fantasy thanks to dialectical-material offers, but one being consciously subverted by the actors involved; i.e., canonical interracial exchanges (which Tolkien’s orcs and goblins present as an unironic nightmare scenario) versus iconoclastic interracial porn. The latter isn’t merely forbidden, by Tolkien; it’s anathema—literally beyond his willingness to imagine! He was incapable of fucking at all, in his stories, let alone monster-fuck (which extended to non-sexual scenarios[22], below)!

(artist: Amber Harris)

Interracial sex is seditious outside state control, and even then it’s still a controlled substance; i.e., one chattelizing nature not just as alien whores, but vermin to exterminate on a ladder of preferential mistreatment. Whatever dalliances that occur through us pointedly offend intolerance, including the ladder of privilege and deserving-to-undeserving violence capital assigns its victims (a task that Tolkien excels at). On its rungs, even the lowliest imp serves a purpose: to be raped with irony or without. Rebellion is when the trash fucks back; our non-white elements and fantasies (about black dick and other traditional forms of rape borrowed from canonical language) rail against capital’s rigged, dare-I-say Faustian, bargains with Tolkien! We recode his rules to spite him, changing the outcomes when playing with such toys; i.e., by preventing holocaust and reversing abjection/the colonial binary’s terrorist/counterterrorist flow of power!

Our combinations corrupt the data to cryptonymically expand the mind, our “goblins'” love for gold (and big black dick/pussy—Medusa having either or both, above) a universal theatre device; i.e., whose camp diverts not just Tolkien’s unironic rape scenarios, but also the kinds of unchecked mammon known to the First and Second Gilded Ages (the same idea goes for orcs and hand-to-hand combat, but also their naturalized sexual aggression). By regressing to a half-real imaginary space-time where such things were formerly allowed—and once-entered again through goblin-type forays beyond Tolkien—we can “swashbuckle” not just with terror and violence during the cryptonymy process, but things controlled through violence; e.g., money and drug use (or drug-like things, which monsters are), which workers safely play with during monster-fucking: to interrogate state arrangements and negotiate towards worker-friendly versions/mutual exchange!

For every theatrical double, there is always an earthly equivalent being treated the same; if we can subvert that at the root of the problem—changing how one side views and treats the other per exchange—we can synthesize good praxis on a wider scale; i.e., as a countercultural movement that celebrates white-on-black love over space and time (of any configuration you could imagine, not just cis-het white girls and black men; e.g., goblins and orcs among themselves, demons and maidens crossing the isle/red line, and so on). Thanks to actual or imagined abuse during criminogenic conditions, many white women are afraid of black men/non-white people (and other minorities treated as “non-white,” per the settler argument); and vice versa, those groups fear white women for having power over them.

That’s the whole point of monster-fucking and ironic fetishization—to camp canon by facing these fears and exposing their ridiculous, alienating qualities alongside uneven socio-material conditions that need to change. The dick shouldn’t scare us; the state’s ability to divide us using it should! “Let Jesus, fuck you!”

(artist: Just Some Noob)

So long as we fear ourselves, the state can divide and destroy us any way it likes. And while opposites often attract, revolution always happens in opposition to state proponents; it likewise needs solidarity—however chimeric—or state power will sever rebellious factions from themselves while fostering non-rebellious ones, then pimp nature as monstrous-feminine whore (afraid of giant black cock during the whore’s paradox; e.g., the nun trapped between salvation and sin, above) all over again!

(artist: NGArt7)

To combat or enable rape, the Gothic works through blood libel, but also cannibalism, adultery and suicide (all cardinal sins); i.e., as equally taboo fears, during the abjection process; e.g., gut reactions, impulsiveness, affairs of the heart, burning passions and chilling fears, etc. The iconoclastic idea is to excite these to control and understand them through playing at dogma to reverse abjection; i.e., camping the canon, thereby emulating persecution to liberate ourselves from fear (through our bodies) as a state weapon. Instead, it can become ours, going where power is to subvert bigoted stereotypes with; i.e., at any point in which relationships unfold (with black women being treated as more sexually aggressive and experienced/seductive than white women[23] but also fetishized differently than them, for example—a quality that extends not just to orcs and goblins, but exotic queens of an imaginary past, above):

(artist: Just Some Noob)

So while exploitation and liberation exist in the same space, the process of abjection (us-versus-them) must be occupied by workers who consciously subvert its materials to reverse harmful boundaries; i.e., generally in alien nostalgic language regarding sex and force. The idea is to cross state boundaries to go into alien spheres, then rehumanize demonized peoples with demonic language (dicks or otherwise). Such synthesis remains uneven, of course, and concerns relative privilege and oppression, mid-courtship.

All the same, Gothic Communism hugs Medusa through fantasy to find similarity amid difference, among the winding threads; i.e., in ways that push towards universal liberation inside capital. Medusa is classically “rape-proof,” then, teaching others not to harm her (thus themselves) through psychosexual martyrdom facing state condemnation colonizing its own populations with its own populations. We must fuck back, using state terror weapons during liminal expression as, often enough, pornographic (e.g., sodomy and interracial sex, below):

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Such resistance is always violent, to some extent; i.e., like goblins and their own mini-demon counterterror shenanigans, capital cannot be defeated by exclusively conventional means, but through gradual transition away from itself and towards a post-scarcity world; re: using violence during mirror syndrome, our cryptonymy matching Tolkien’s, measure for measure. Gothic Communism is holistic, in that respect, but prides itself in subverting the state’s usual monomythic propaganda (re: Beowulf and the masculine lethal force enjoyed by Tolkien’s mostly-male, non-teenage heroes cutting orcs and goblins, but also hags, whores and evil women, to bits through their version of courtly love); i.e., from any direction, front or back (above), turned anisotropically on its head—monsters but also coveted resources, like sex and drugs. Again, the Gothic values violating pre-conceived boundaries (that further abjection) to generate new ones in similar stories, often centered around monster fucking as “violent.” This includes camping stories like Tolkien’s, giving us tremendous latitude.

Under capital and its qualities, “black” is always abject—is something to view and treat differently than “white”; Tolkien’s stories—of world war and token-yet-racial police violence—imply a black planet raped away from white purity by vengeful dark forces. By equating holistic slave liberation (re: Jews and whores, white women and black men) with total destruction of the Capitalocene (state shift), it has an almost drug-like berserker rage to it (of blind faith, if not drugs, given Tolkien’s Christianizing of the Viking lifestyle): be a man and kill the orc, or the orc will kill you and your whole family before burning your home to the ground! Among these rape-fantasy qualities, then, there’s a drugged element to explore when camping Tolkien.

United we stand, divided we fall; assimilation is poor stewardship of the natural world (which many Indigenous groups did, out of desperation). In turn, praxial synthesis happens through the intersectional solidarity of class, culture and race avoiding normativity and assimilation; e.g., Afronormativity, Hoteps and separatism; i.e., by working not just with what we know, but what we imagine tied to what we’ve lost and try to regain through the rememory process as—sure enough—tied to drug therapy, sex, and artwork often going hand-in-hand:

(artist: NGArt7)

This brings us to acid Communism. The iconoclastic idea of the orc or the goblin speaks to Fisher’s acid Communism, used by me and my friends, but also all peoples to work through demon poetics comparable to the orc or the goblin—i.e., to liberate ourselves through iconoclastic art tied to nature-as-monstrous-feminine, monster-fucking a drug-like activity that broadens our capacity for empathy inside uneven persecution networks; e.g., stoner white girls taking big black dick (slaves of different kinds unifying against capital; re: Zinn) while under the influence to promote universal tolerance, acceptance and emancipation from state myopias:

Acid communism is about ways of imagining a world after capitalist realism, and for Fisher, one of the ways to escape this reality is psychoactive drugs. The programme of acid communism is not to condone psychoactive drug use, but as an example this activity captures the philosophy of acid communism excellently.

To imagine new futures, we have to find ways to break out of our present myopia. Fisher’s acid communism is unique primarily for placing this goal above all others. […] The future has been cancelled because we are unable to imagine anything other than the present. To invent the future, to escape our myopia, we have to go beyond the present bounds of our imagination. This is acid communism (source: Stuart Mill’s “What Is Acid Communism?” 2019).

This freedom to express with forbidden materials contributes to the whore’s revenge, such monster-fucking as Harmony’s tearing down state boundaries during ludo-Gothic BDSM; i.e., to form healthier ones for workers than Tolkien dared, much how tanking profit more broadly does except through our actions witnessed by others: the “witch’s brew” cum macro-dosing inside Harmony’s cauldron-like pussy and stirred by a dark “spoon” (a big “fuck you” not just to Tolkien, but Francis Bacon)! It’s not sexy because it’s abject, but because it showcases mutual consent with fear while subverting state forms of paradise-in-peril (the damsel-in-distress). Mutual consent is sexy as something to illustrate, during various labor exchanges—especially when accepted by one side squeezing the other (regardless of color[24] or size) into their tight little openings: something to watch (voyeurism) and show off (exhibitionism)!

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Camp is when we refuse to kill each other and choose to make love, instead. So don’t fear black dick, like Tolkien does, and fetish unironic harm and death (which just so happens to be another fascist feather in his cap[25]); be bold, like Harmony and I (who loves big dick)! Dive into Hell, doing so to transform into more-human, less-alien but still-fetishized subjects of power taking said power back while fucking monsters you treat as human; i.e., demonstrating empathy through white-on-black sex, but also through morphological statements that translate through sight, period; e.g., desire, insofar as Harmony spreads her legs to accept as much of the black monster dildo into her naughty white pussy (above). Such is her revenge, delighting such revelry in the face of those who might try to rob Harmony of any bodily autonomy because they “know better” than she does. As if! We decide, not SWERFs, and certainly not old imperial dinosaurs like Tolkien fetishizing our deaths and calling it “holy” (fetishizing objects of power as he does; e.g., swords, crowns and rings)!

We’ll unpack this even more, next.

Doing It, Ourselves: Humanizing Orcs and Goblins through Ironic Monster Sex

(artist: Just Some Noob)

Tolkien’s worst fear is white-on-black sex, whose policing canonizes unironic crusades/fetish charm offensive against nature as “black, corrupt” (the white man’s side-piece/side quest somewhere between the rules and fiction, above). This blood libel targets orcs and goblins (whose green skin is functionally “black,” per settler arguments), but also the white women they threaten with dark desire; i.e., in half-real exchanges that point to real-life versions intimated by imaginary ones, quotidian or Romantic; re, my prior exploration of rape during pornographic expression, in Volume One:

Just as liminality is expressed through conflict within thresholds and on the surface of things, pornography is generally controlled and fought over by those who wish to compel profit through binary sexuality versus those who want to liberate sex and gender from the state’s heteronormative constraints using Gothic expression. The emphasis of these exhibits is racialized; i.e., the gender binary as settler-colonial in ways that stress a racialized character from bodies of different skin colors (exhibits 32a and b), physical types (skinny vs fat, exhibit 32c) and monstrous forms of expression (vampires, exhibit 32d) that speak to Cartesian trauma as something to live with and prevent in the future.

Sex-coercive BDSM actually includes a gradient of impotence echoed in canonical porn pastiche; i.e., not just “knife dicks,” but someone “under” the state worker—a slave or token class traitor (which is basically a slave)—aping the blade: “prison sex” mentality. Under this mindset, an unwilling third can be conditioned to fuck another worker the way the state, thus the privileged worker, wants them to: according to the torturer’s canonical, alien-fetishistic worldview (and fatal promised glory, post-slaughter[26]) handed to them like a knife by the state, then synonymized with their biology as “all they are.” Insect politics.

(artist: Pancake Pornography)

One “card” in the state’s aforementioned “deck,” then, is racialized fetishization through traumatic penetration; i.e., the BBC as an internalized, “fattened” metaphor for phallic implements of state terror by black men against women (and other recipients) but classically white women. Originally on the plantations and colonies of the antebellum American South, the white man’s toxic view of the black man’s “giant animal cock” historically has become slave canon, post hoc—mythologized and repurposed to be turned on white women as a fearful prophecy fulfilled through sex-coercive rituals, then gargoyle-ish abstractions and extensions of those rituals: female gargoyles attacking perceptions of rape inside but also outside white populations, becoming vigilantes during interracial rape fantasies where they embody givers and receivers of sexual abuse in terrifying forms (state terror as a weapon). The cock needn’t literally be black, even—simply “too big” to be considered “white” within settler-colonial models, thus able to cause pain relative to traumatic penetration as something to threaten in oft-Gothic forms: being too big.

(artist: Slugbox) 

Echoes of nightly slave abuse, then, have survived into the present—first lauded by powerful men like Woodrow Wilson towards D. W. Griffith’s aforementioned “black, rebellious slaves violate white women” rape fantasy, The Birth of a Nation, followed by Giger’s xenomorph as a postcolonial “lawn jockey” later crystalized by 1980s’ porn hauntologies (below). Something for moderates to preserve and for reactionaries to return to, said porn becomes an unironic product to consume and embody through canonical praxis; and it is precisely this kind of pornography we must de facto synthesize into healthier forms of sex-positive education (counterterror):

(exhibit 32a: Artists: Victoria Paris and Sean Michaels. Since I’m writing about oppositional praxis as liminal expression [the execution of dialectical-material theory within thresholds] in porn pastiche, here’s a collage thereof: the black star athlete enjoying his forbidden prize, the white blonde in wifely silks. They kiss, then begin, him removing her panties and starting to fuck her. From every angle you can think of, the camera is curious and invasive, showing you things normally left to the fearful-fascinated imagination. Literally “sex with the lights on,” the makers have placed these sights behind a canonical paywall; i.e., in medieval language, it’s a Catholic “sale of indulgence” or return to canonical norms. Rejected by Martin Luther and Protestantism during the Iconoclasm, this only led to the Protestant work ethic and Puritanism through American labor during the 20th century—work being holy and sold sex being unholy but profitable. In turn, this oscillating schism remained curiously in place under Reagan’s tenure, a high time of profitability during the latter-end of the “Golden Age of Porn.” VHS offered up a mass-produced, widely disseminated reprieve from one’s holy work through a taste of unholy decadence, laziness and unlawful carnal knowledge: blondie likes that big black dick, not only taking all of it like a champ but fucking back, power-bottom style.)

The above exhibit might seem “harmlessly” cliché, but Gothic canon treats “black” as synonymous with “aggressively violent and racist” according to repressed sexual desires in the 20th and 21st centuries; i.e., black men sleeping with white women as a common source of contention among reactionary white men (and their token subordinates) declaring a state of emergency spearheaded by foreign knife dicks: a crisis of unwanted black penetration against white women. While canonical porn is full of whitewashed appropriations like these, it reaches back to older conflicts in American history we must dig up and confront. Generally uglier things are proceeded by cryptonyms of various kinds, including sex; but sex is generally a part of the problem being discussed in psychosexual bedlam.

For example, before the Wilmington Massacre of 1898, the Reconstruction-era town had black-owned businesses and politicians—until a white-supremacist mob retaliated with violence. This included a local racist editorial printing malicious slander against the black population, saying the latter were the rapists of white women (and implying that having “sheathed black daggers,” the modesty of white women was compromised forever):

Newspapers meanwhile spread claims that African Americans wanted political power so they could sleep with white women, and made up lies about a rape epidemic. When Alexander Manly, owner and editor of the Wilmington Daily Record, published an editorial questioning the rape allegations and suggesting that white women slept with black men of their own free will, it enraged the Democratic party and made him the target of a hate campaign (source: Toby Luckhurst’s “Wilmington 1898,” 2021).

Afterward, the town exploded into violence, resulting in the only successful domestic coup in American history. The massacre included a machine gun-armed white mob targeting and killing people of color and their allies. Sound familiar? Kyle Rittenhouse and the Proud Boys are merely copycats in a long tradition of upholding racist violence in the United States. This is not a glitch, but the system defending itself through bad-faith arguments projecting state rape onto state victims. Any voice of the oppressed must occur through the same basic dialog—in short, because that’s where power is concerned, thus amounts to where people are already looking and surviving.

The blindness of such gazes can be undone through iconoclastic narratives that subvert rape; i.e. ironic or critical rape fantasies that remove the harmful capabilities of the knife dick as a settler-colonial tool. These aren’t always playful in an obvious sense. For instance, the Wilmington Massacre inspired Charles W. Chesnutt’s The Morrow of Tradition (1901), an Austen-style novel-of-manners that devolves into a horrible riot partway through due to escalating racial tensions inspired by a local white supremacist newspaper. This paradigm shift was codified— teased decades later, post-Civil Rights movement, by canonical ’80s wish fulfillment; i.e., of canonical American pornography as a widespread extension of unchecked systemic American racism. The general sentiment stems from Lost Cause, Jim Crow and white supremacy and extends into various future groups like the Proud Boys. This happens through canonical behaviors and sentiments; i.e., coded behaviors taught by porn as incredibly body-centric, but also divisive regarding nature as alien under Cartesian rule.

This brings us to a corporal threshold, one the elite—try as they might— cannot fully monopolize in demon BDSM linked to Satanic morphological expression; i.e., the body and its knife dick (or vagina dentata) as a poetic offshoot of a greater inhuman[27] presence; e.g., Medusa’s snakes, Lilith’s demons; Sauron’s orcs, the alien queen’s insect brood or Dagon’s spawn; Cain’s son Grendel, Dracula’s thralls, etc, that reproduce in non-heteronormative ways (sodomy effectively meaning “non-PIV sex”) to endlessly produce armies of invincible barbarians, which as “forces of darkness/nature-run-amok” (e.g., Alex Jones’ “gay frogs”) must be conquered by state champions during returning “hard times[28]” that demand the knife dick’s resumed employment (which promises a bloody harvest to enrich the state-in-decay to a former glorious position) [source].

Porn, as we’ll see, is a useful means of interrogating bigotry through campy forms subverting canonical ones; i.e., policing the “corporal threshold,” above, and  through canonical pornographic violence is what unironic pimps (thus men like Tolkien and his orcs and goblins) always do: control maidens[29] “for their own good,” while treating them like whores (often through doubles; e.g., Shelob): tempted by darkness vis-à-vis weak/strong barbarians threatening “Rome”—all to uphold the Christianized nuclear household/ordering of things, per a Protestant ethic (all the more ironic, given Tolkien was Catholic)!

Capitalism is like a bad parent and/or husband, then, one that naughty little girls must run away from and rebel in order to survive the usual abuses their actual/de facto parents inflict upon them. Like the proverbial tip of the iceberg, we take whatever bigotry moderates men like Tolkien expose during these exchanges and pull them, screaming like a mandragora, out of the ground! Not as vaudeville/a minstrel show, but calculated risk occupying the same stages and using the same darkness visible for campy reasons.

To break Capitalist Realism on yourselves, then, you must turn into sex objects of a theatrical sense; and to do that without harming yourselves or others, you must experiment with yourselves and others, “on the settlement.” Of course, rebellion often has a dysfunctional, exhausting character to it; and whatever we’re pumping—be it cum, blood, oil, drugs, money or power of some kind—this takes work under imperfect conditions complicated by capital defending itself. So do we hook each other up or hook up with each other to whatever degrees we’re able. That ability varies, from moment to moment.

Likewise, smaller simulations of class, culture and race war include battles inside/outside ourselves that attach to those fought on other registers. The less prone we are to attack others, the more we can solidarize, thus humanize/decolonize the harvest and its alien, hellish crop. Keeping with the drug-fueled metaphors of acid Communism, these crops take on a love-in-idleness character that—among orc and goblin bodies—mirrors older faerie ones we’ve already examined; re: Romantic Rose; i.e., a demonic “orchard” whose “violence” of exposed nudity is legitimate in state eyes, so long as they control nature as their whore to pimp, their harvest to dehumanize while raping nature for profit:

(artist: Romantic Rose)

Function determines function; agency is nudity through the whore’s paradox, projecting such power out into the world as something to humanize ourselves with, mid-duality and flow—as monsters to fuck for reasons different than the state’s own policing of whores, of orcs and goblins, of nature as black and alien. This includes when the skin is white (re: all beings treated as women [especially white women] are deemed “corruptible” by an enterprising status quo “counting chickens” per standard imperial practices).

So experiment! Free your mind and join every dimension by pulling this in that direction. Golems—and by extension goblins; i.e., as classic, shortstack, commonly green-skinned mischief-makers, but also whose punk culture/terrorism is decidedly fun (a firecracker)—are poetic placeholders we can hurt, but never harm while embodying sin as something to synthesize during oppositional praxis; i.e., they’re made to take it, and breathe life into dark forces for rebellious, Satanic purposes; re: goblins, witches, black magic, demon resurrection, drug use/acid Communism and interracial sex, etc, aiding the cryptonymy process for workers: forbidden sight during demonic sex and asexual rituals of pain/public nudism with a psychosexual aesthetic! Strange appetite, strange eyes! Defy God and Heaven! Learn what resonates in sex-positive ways and make that your drum to beat! Once introduced, they cannot police it—the brothel, per the whore’s paradox, becoming a place we can reclaim during liminal expression as never wholly acted on by one side; re: “how the state forbids access, yet access happens anyway.”

Life finds a way, as it were. So can workers become free, mid-paradox, to forge our own destinies; i.e., while identifying as we want to, and choose to spend time with those we care about. Even if the feelings don’t last, the intensity of a wild romance—wanting it so goddamn bad the baddie bucks back into you, below—is bound to make a lasting impression: something to ride out, however long it lasts! The whole point isn’t that you control it through pure domination, but working with others who have agency in a shared operation. Sex and romance likewise bear out social components that have their own asymmetrical elements, and whose parties will be treated differently by society under capital, at large! Understanding and appreciation, while you can, is prudent.

(artists: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard)

Such chaos is often planned and playful—made by deliberately forming connections that might seem tangential and pointless, but in reality open up new vistas of reflection conducive to development as a whole (the state and its imperialism of theory atomizing thinkers until they no longer can); re: entitled, covetous, white cis-het men (and tokenized people in the Man Box) look at an orc or a goblin and see a “waifu,” whereas we look at them and see “rebels,” “punks” and sexual outlaws who punch up during the whore’s revenge; i.e., exploitation and liberation’s usual liminalities extending to blood libel through orcs and goblins: sex objects fighting back as dirty sex symbols.

To it, “black” is a state of “danger” because forbidden love not sanctioned by the state will be viewed and treated as “terrorist”; it’s not something we’re “supposed” to do, therefore exciting because it speaks to our true alien selves finding some sense of home where we’re treated as foreign, exotic, anathema—i.e., where our power is found by us and policed by the state, flirting with disaster in dualistic, liminal, ergodic and recursive forms! Such arrangements can take many different shapes, but generally reduce to one side of an arrangement being policed differently than another is; i.e., in fractally recursive/concentric formations, but who find similarity in the midst of police shadows assaulting us; re: the pedagogy of the oppressed, healing from rape during monster-fucking theatre: speaking to a desire for intimacy with those we love, yet feeling the classic Gothic push-pull under the presence of dialectical-material dispute and state overreach policing the grey areas of exchange.

(artist: Iron Dullahan)

Everyone loves the whore, for different reasons; everyone loves orcs and goblins as rebellious feisty whores speaking demonically through different dark desires, unequal exchange and radical transformation for or against the state’s monopoly (thus abuse) of such monstrous, violent terror language—e.g., Shrek’s wife, Fiona (next page), but also Harley Quinn* and Poison Ivy as famous bisexual icons (above [with a super-giant tree dick] and below) that, in the pornographer’s capable hands, speak through size difference, gender trouble, blood libel and interracial sex to reverse abjection (thus profit, rape); i.e., during monster-fucking theatre sitting between art and porn, onstage and off: “futa” and other such things for us, not for straight men fetishizing our identities to dominate us with. They rule not through respect and trust, but cruelty and fear dressed up as “love” and “protection.” “What a story, Marx!”

*A little goblin in her own right; i.e., someone who farts in front of the boys to a weaponized degree (“Harley Quinn Farts in the Batmobile,” 2017). At first, Batman tries to act tough, refusing to let Harley out. But the farts are so bad that eventually he concedes defeat! Huzzah!

(artists [top-left-to-bottom]: Ngmi, Amber Harris, and Iron Dullahan)

People—even ace people—relate through Gothic dialogs about sex. Sex-positive demons communicate cryptonymically through non-harmful pleasure and pain to illuminate harm caused by the state; i.e., the whore, through ludo-Gothic BDSM, must reclaim such devices normally used by the state causing harm: to police porn’s subversive, genderqueer elements is to deny GNC people (and other marginalized groups) any ability to a) speak out against their own exploitation where it normally occurs, and b) to their ability to normalize the reclamation of these devices in Gothic (wicked, perverted, reprobate) modes of expression helping workers connect (through hook-ups or otherwise). “You are determined!” Service tops and power bottoms make up much of this, but really any arrangement of power and its seeking you could dream of, their ensuing arguments wrecking the nuclear model (and state ideas of maidens and whores), mid-Amazonomachia (re: battle sex through kayfabe). “PUSSY DESTROYED” by goblin dynamite dick (camping the usual medieval poetic mergers of sex and siege warfare)!

“We camp canon because we must!” Whereas canonical Gothic furthers abjection through monomyth escapism courting the ghost of the counterfeit, Gothic Communism navigates the confusions and excitements that result to guide workers towards a better world; i.e., during a close encounter/brush with death in canonically bigoted phallic/vaginal forms standing in monolithically for the monstrous-feminine (often in Numinous forms; e.g., Pyramid Head, Medusa).

To break Capitalist Realism, then, is to encounter the abject and not die, but merely change/radicalize by realizing we’re looking into a mirror showing us our alien side waiting for reunion. It’s to fuck with black cocks and bodies partially on ourselves—seemingly for a moment but actually for all our yesterdays—to bridge liminality oscillating towards development; re: with sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll, but also the haunted house, Metroidvania noir or Western saloon’s danger disco and its cloak-and-danger theatricalities; i.e., though uncanny arrangements speaking to our mutual-if-idiosyncratic alienation and chance to reclaim our shared humanity through said demonizing theatre. It’s not a swan song but a siren song that has the listener not just hugging but fucking the alien while humanizing them!

To illustrate subversive labor action as it commonly occurs, then, I want to exhibit this complicated praxial reality and its descriptively sexual, culturally appreciative synthesis when planned and played out by workers making pornographic art in the real world; re: the creative successes of proletarian praxis;  i.e., through the goblin as a genderqueer force during ludo-Gothic BDSM, using acid Communism (and drug use/children’s cartoons) to fuck with Tolkien’s rigid (and sadly popular) anti-Semitic worldview—through the demonic spirit of creative rebellion/unruly slaves, which the goblin so easily represents; i.e., beyond Tolkien’s undead scapegoating of it (and subsequent hierarchy of values), his doing so to maintain imperial hegemony/Goldilocks Imperialism to put Whitey conveniently at or near the top (elves are what men want to be). Rebellion is a shady business, but one filled with galaxies and constellations, their “Big Bangs” lighting the way through darkness with darkness (dark matter)—one planetary castle at a time!

Note: As stated, this portion is a bit messy and holistic and that’s the point [re: ludo-Gothic BDSM and the spirit of play synthesizing praxis]. What we’re talking about here [darkness visible/forbidden sight] pertains to all demons, but these examples focus on goblins going beyond Tolkien’s narrow police use of them; i.e., through dehumanized agents reclaiming their humanity during ludo-Gothic BDSM as a shared, intersectional polity’s pedagogy of the oppressed. We’re all demonized differently by capital; fucking and even rape play are how we monsters relate to one another while being demonized unequally by the state. Anything I present here with my friends, then, I posit that you, yourselves, could generate among your friends; i.e., with furries, dragons, zombies, jinn, etc, or combination[s] of these separate modular elements to have the whore’s revenge. —Perse

How to Play with Goblins-as-Demons, Ourselves (to Have Our Revenge; feat. Bay, Blxxd Bunny, SpongeBob, and more)

(exhibit 44a1b1a: Illustration and outfit by Lucid-01; background, outfit alterations and character design by Persephone van der Waard. Genuine abuse can be subverted, happening through a controlled “call of the void”/calculated risk. Glenn the Goblin, for example, is a formerly anti-Semitic symbol that invades the pre-fascist Christian wardrobe to wickedly play around with the garments inside. In short, she’s taking them back, having her revenge through ludo-Gothic BDSM’s darkness visible. The source of play comes from symbolic, doubled tension; i.e., the metaplay of fan fiction’s paradox of pleasurable pain lying adjacent to perceived threats of harmful pain and its assorted legendarium. On the surface of the image, black is loaded in Western imagery with a variety of conflicting data: the threat of power as a destroying force, but also the color black as thoroughly dimorphized under Western thought; i.e., of presumed subservience [and misbehavior] for women under a perceived medievalized order of existence, the police state-of-affairs signified by black uniforms that hold punishment over those judged as good little girls and bad little girls who live under fear of rape as something to endure and avenge.

Just as canon is all according to design, so is my iconoclasm; i.e., Glenn—as a shapeshifter and Satanic atheist who isn’t much interested in being good, nor being a scapegoat—wants to have danger-disco fun through consent-non-consent by walking the tightrope. The idea is doll-like, undressing Glenn like a doll [implying a similar subversive element of control to the sub being undressed as such, instead of the heteronormative idea of intromission, coitus and creampie; i.e., “Wham, bam, thank you, ma’am!”]: in ways that beg the disco refrain as disarming of unironic harm within a Gothic, BDSM threshold; re: New Order’s “How does it feel, to treat me like you do?

In Glenn’s case, the question is asked under informed consent; i.e., from two parties who know exactly what they want and are reveling inside the unique, delicious sensations as normally denied to us, under Capitalism: inside danger-disco torture dungeons! Glenn didn’t pick “her” clothes in the sense that she’s a cartoon, but rather did so as an extension of myself; i.e., I chose her to represent my desires: during the appreciative peril you see taking place. Just as I designed Glenn to shapeshift themselves—and me shapeshifting by proxy—the “goblin transformation” fantasy is me being tied up and threatened with “death”/a palliative Numinous.

To set ourselves free, we fags [and other aliens] use ludo-Gothic BDSM communicate through feelings of alienation, stigma, miracles, imprisonment, and exquisite torture, etc; i.e., the tremendously anguished cryptonymy of state boundaries, which we test by threatening them with our power as ultimately greater than any state: catharsis through “rape,” on the receiving end of something great, in control; e.g., “Should you choose to test my resolve in this matter, you will be facing a finality beyond your comprehension, and you will not be counting days, or months, or years, but millenniums in a place with no doors[30].” We wager in strict and gentle forms, but speak to moral trespasses that defy reason, blind our eyes, and steal our dreams through false versions of themselves. Reversing such polarities, we see through/with them while wearing blindfolds and weeping blood: to puzzle over these tactile seekings of “destruction” and temporary bondage during calculated risk as a psychosexual, “martyred” act of rebellion.

[artist: Lucid-01]

Latter-day uniforms, then, become similarly loaded with canonical connotations of torture, treachery and forbidden seduction as dimorphically gendered; i.e., the eliding of angelic patience with Radcliffe’s “black penitent” as a kind of xenophobic caricature of destruction that, under fascist/post-fascist conditions, takes on different meanings for beings perceived as “woman,” but also monstrous-feminine: the regressive in holy garbs, but also the queer BDSM subversive playing at the dark god for heretical reasons of Satanic apostacy and hellish delight. There is an undeniable link to trauma and imaginary history’s constant reinvention; the wearer could just as easily be a Christian missionary on the Oregon Trail or 1800s China, but also a ninja, gun hand or some other operative training in bondage, torture and murder that is nevertheless fetishized in the [classically] white cis-het fantasies of women [or men playing the “heroes” in these narratives]. So do we camp blood libel in ways Tolkien did not.

 

[artist: Persephone van der Waard]

Like an action hero, we get stronger the less clothes we have on. Such things are torment mapped out and turned into strength, thriving in places the Straights couldn’t dare to dream; i.e., a mascot to illustrate that state dialogs only mirror ours and what we’re trying to say. To it, Glenn indicates of my voice—dancing on my enemies’ graves as a point of praxis [e.g., ribbing Rowling by existing despite her desire for me not to, above]. But any artistic movement isn’t solo; it’s a group exercise and takes a lot of planning to humanize those things normally demonized to serve police goals under state hegemonies. These invigilations of “brothel espionage” generally work inside capital, on different registers: me, the director/promoter and various people collaborating with me and what I invigilate. Teamwork makes the dream work!

[artists: Lucid-01 and Persephone van der Waard]

This planning can occur through Lucid and myself [above]. Or it can happen synchronistically through others; e.g., my partner, Bay Ryan, who normally identifies with the goblin through Gothic play, and which I’ve drawn as such [next page]. Celebrating my Satanic shortstack for their fuckable attitude and grit, I’ve created a spiritual companion to Glenn; i.e., one to play with our respective lost humanities by camping unironic blood libel, together [whose canonical forms we subvert as they happen around us].

Goblins, like golems, are made from clay or things treated like clay. Assembled by different practitioners, they are functionally “dead,” beforehand; i.e., loving inscribed in various occult symbols and clothes that—whatever meaning they once had—only currently have as much granted, post-resurrection, by the sorcerer! In playing with dogma to reverse the polarity of power and virtue/vice, workers can stand up and say as one, “We are not small, wicked, functionally black children[31] for functionally white cops to smash into paste; we have power to expose them in ways that subvert their bad-faith poetry and violence: our Aegis, reminding them of their own cruelty and hypocrisy!”

It’s something that goes beyond Glenn, of course; re: through real people like Bay! Being drawn as a goblin by me, Bay humanizes themselves through our relationship. In turn, I humanize myself in how I depict Bay as human; i.e., as they want to be seen, thus treated, while identifying with things capital treats as alien and worthless. They want to be valued as short, mischievous and fun, but also as persecuted in ways they overcome. Small and big at the same time, Bay’s an imp-like offshoot of a larger Cause, one melding struggle and fun, hence terrorist and party animal, punk and activist, skater and whore, orc and goblin, servant and delinquent, etc:

[model and artist: Bay and Persephone van der Waard]

The whole point, with Bay and I, is to work together to rescue the goblin; i.e., in a sex-positive way that remains sexually descriptive and culturally appreciative regarding Indigenous struggles married to Satanic panic, BDSM and prostitution arguments. Sex workers live and die by making their sex fun, naughty and—for our purposes—actively rebellious in service to workers and nature reclaiming the language of demonic slaves [sex classically being a slave’s work; e.g., that of women].

Except, no one wants to martyr themselves; making revolution fun helps the medicine go down, effectively fetishizing the Gothic without showing bigotry as such. Doing so requires informed labor exchanges, happening between workers who love doing this shit for free/at reduced cost; e.g., Bay and I, but also Harmony and others [exhibit 44a1b1b] having fun during praxial synthesis. Melding sex and war into something memorable, we use old demonic language to become a new way of framing and humanizing labor with. In the same token, we combat dated, pervasive stereotypes about whores, and non-white/queer people, etc, when capital antagonizes nature and puts it cheaply to work; i.e., through a dark revenge dynamic thwarting profit. Canonically occurring through state copaganda, the elite frame nature as a vengeful servant tragically “gone bad” [commonly depicted as lazy or cruel, then blamed during capital’s bust phase through blood libel argument]. We fight fire with fire, subverting state tools in duality.

Goblins are perfect for this—if not the actual aesthetic, then something comparable, during liminal expression; i.e., in a small, tight, mini-demonic package making trouble for those in power [true punk bashing the bully from a guerrilla’s small, disadvantaged position]! Keeping with acid Communism, this rebellion has a drug-like flavor to it; e.g., Black Sabbath’s “Faeries Wear Boots” [1970] suggesting such things as fictitious, but nonetheless making an impression while tied to drug-induced paranoia [the album’s namesake] and the shadow of the Vietnam War felt overseas, in England; i.e., as the birthplace of “Gothic” and heavy metal, alike, but prone to its own signature treating of activism/punk culture like “terrorism[32]” [re: Crawford, and the Gothic invention of terrorism]: “Yeah, fairies wear boots and you gotta believe me / Yeah, I saw it, I saw it, I tell you no lies” [source: Genius].

As Glenn demonstrates, the formerly problematic can be tipped away from its regressive, commercialized aspects—abjuring profit while keeping the medievalized, religious-tinged outer shell—but there will always be ontological tension within a broader dialogic interrogating whatever results transpire. Further fun can be made by chaining her to the pillar but having her grip it with her fingers. At a glance, she appears at the viewer’s disadvantage, but upon closer inspection is actually having the time of her life! She feels out of control, so she regains control during ludo-Gothic BDSM mired in stigma arguments she likewise can face and play with; i.e., a roleplay of false danger, loose morals and dungeon language haunted by overarching state abuse abstracted as such:

[artists: Lucid-01 and Persephone van der Waard] 

There’s a charged, stirring sense of improvised chaos, too. Glenn takes what’s on hand—the nun’s habit, the convenient pair of manacles next to the bed; the hot candlewax on her bare, muscled skin; her anachronistic pussy tattoo, In Hoc Signo Vinces [“In this sign thou shalt conquer”] and the massive white dildo—and runs wild with it. She’s not the hopeless impostor-victim, stricken with dysphoria or dysmorphia; these are abusive conditions to redeem through emergent play avenging nature by defending herself from the state through staged impropriety [re: the whore’s paradox/revenge enacted through nudity and exposure]. As such, Glenn at home in her shapeshifting[33] body and herself as “in flux” and at odds with the tyrannical past. Carefully rewriting her own destiny by throwing caution to the wind, she reclaims the prescribed terror instruments of colonial abuse in thrilling paradoxically ways; i.e., the thrill of ritualized violence, minus actual harm, and married to interracial sex [sex with goblins and non-goblins is interracial sex]. I’d say it’s a game where no one gets hurt, but what’s life without a little pain?

Furthermore, this goes beyond “just goblins,” tying them and other monsters [through workers and their exchanges] to a grander process of creation-under-pressure; i.e., one had between many models I’ve worked with, over the years, but also the broader assemblage and chaos for which all creatures of chaos [which goblins are] and Gothic Communism—through acid Communism—collectively speak to, in a highly meta sense. I want to quickly explore this process through one of my models, but also outline the kinds of socio-political, linguo-material elements that converge, mid-assemblage, to adumbrate Gothic Communism:

[artist: Blxxd Bunny]

Bunny is one such person I connected with, during this project; i.e., they’re ace and I’m not, but we can still work through those differences to speak to our collective emancipation: through the monstrous-femininity of the bare exposed whore [rawr]! The left image, for example, comes from a shoot they provided for one of my paintings of them. Compulsion isn’t strictly authoritative, but also encompasses the cathartic pursuit of things that feel good through pain[34] that speaks, in turn, regarding subconscious impulses; i.e., that cross consciously over into our world: from any one monster type and into bodies being the canvas for all of them, combined; e.g., I could easily paint Bunny as a goblin, despite having never done so—yet! Only time will tell!

Yet, the adage, “be careful what you wish for” applies to the sobering reality that harm is not historically-materially divided from pleasure, pain or power exchange; i.e., during social-sexual rituals where all of these things are distributed unevenly, dimorphically and abusively through fetish, kink and BDSM aesthetics. Bunny is my friend, and planning monsters around them and their labor informs my own; i.e., I care about them and often check in with them regarding what I work/feature Bunny on. Such things don’t exist in a vacuum, then—quite the opposite, they float in a more chimeric and chaotic sphere that interrelates imperfectly to produce wildly incongruous but seemingly perfect-for-each-other modulations and synthesis.

[artist: Ween]

This obviously goes beyond Bunny and I meeting at random—doing so similar to Harmony and myself—onto equally-random-but-no-less-special happenstance; e.g., Steven Hillenberg and the obscure ’90s band Ween [above]—the two fitting together like human genitals [themselves a byproduct of millions of years of unchecked evolution and its pressures, and resembling sea animals in their own right] to make something profoundly special unto itself: SpongeBob SquarePants[35].

Relationships, in general, operate as such; Communism relies on that to function, and SpongeBob—like any egregore you could dream of, not just goblins—is a product of the same chaos all poetry springs from: something to play with as children do [with Tolkien ethnocentrically comparing the goblins to children]. “Are ya ready, kids?” Things that remind you of that chaos, while delivering on it anyways, speak to the complicated and endlessly metamorphic/magical forces at work through Gothic Communism playing with darkness. This can be sexual—e.g., Cuwu and I once fucked to SpongeBob’s jellyfish rave—but includes a childlike element, as well; i.e., Cuwu only showed me SpongeBob because they loved it, themselves, and wanted to share its magic with me [and me—loving older cartoons like Ren & Stimpy and Rocko’s Modern Life (1991 and 1993)—delighted at the chance: to feel like a kid as an adult]!

To that, the best things in life [in terms of stimulation and jouissance] come with a dialectical-material element of risk—to love monsters, and each other as monsters, but realize back and forth, how such things are likewise tools for the state abusing us. There’s no way to avoid this, and it can seem a little scary. But without pursuing catharsis, you run the risk of being a slave not just to society’s polite norms, but their hidden, brutalizing ones, too: the snowy bridal gown and the black nun’s habit [or goblin dick, below] intimate the same systemic issues. If they wear a uniform, then it must mean something—with the uncanny possibility of their being a false option or replication that isn’t the intended function. The house of pain becomes, to some degree, ironic.

[artist: Blxxd Bunny]

Again, this can be sex-positive or coercive; it all boils down to dialectical-material context: what is the point of the costume within the piece in relation not to Capitalism, but its core, systemic values, etiology and symptoms [e.g., virgin/whore syndrome]? And more to our purposes, how can these be subverted within the paradox of cathartic, exquisite torture; i.e., in ways that don’t endorse or promote actual harm—thus canonical iterations of something as seemingly throwaway and performative as a nun’s outfit—but whose hauntological mask, costume or role to play brings one joy and other denied pleasures in parallel societies: lost histories and possible new worlds within the half-real fictions of Gothic poetics as de facto education. Blood libel, when camped, speaks to “sodomy” as canonically “unnatural,” vis-à-vis interracial sex. Yet, in looking at it, the images seems to speak, “Come and see, but also do; critique through experience as profound, intense, iconoclastic.” That’s Gothic Communism!

The ludic nature is, like a videogame, divorced from actual harm; the ritual is there, but not the dreaded result, allowing for instruction to occur through repeated, simulated experiences involving the same ingredients. While this can be for or against the state—with fascist parties like Tolkien embracing the heroic cult of death through the slaying of demons with codified arguments—the “slaying” of monsters, in sex-positive language, has a highly specific meaning and desired outcome: rape prevention and the disillusionment of systemic harm.

Within this broader network of opposition, then, denial becomes a powerful ironic device in relation to unironic doubles; i.e., the denial of polite restraint, of compunction and pleasure, but also the denial of correct sex—of orgasms and prescriptive harmful norms, including their forms of compelled restraint, abstinence, ignorance, protection, and penetration: the agency of who we play with and what we put into our demonic, genderqueer bodies [vaginal or anal[36], above or below]! It becomes not a source of sodomy and black fears, per the ghost of the counterfeit during abjection, but a place of new love/unknown pleasures reversing abjection; e.g., Eva Android’s tight femboy’s goblin ass having the whore’s revenge with the same terror tools fucking the alien: ourselves, during sodomy! Squish goes the butt-ass!

[artist: Eva Android]

In short, audiences can get just as invested as performers, their voyeurism and exhibitionism having a vicarious, empathetic-yet-needy component [many thrive by seeing others thrive]. Denial, as such, can expertly raise tension, the pressure climbing until you shout at the screen, “just fuck, already!” So can denial become profound because of gender trouble and parody exploring desired outcomes for either side. Heteronormativity only views queerness as a death of the world [e.g., the 2022 Netflix miniseries for Neil Gaiman’s Sandman selling queerness to the Straights as a kind of morbid death fantasy not unlike Tolkien’s own closeted forms]. For us queers, the goal is crossing over from the Right to the Left, doing so by virtue of reclaiming subversive denial and indulgence; i.e., as a positive vice we perform on a societal level: a world without enforceable sin, but still yielding theatrical conflict—e.g., sexy nuns torn between their service to God and the Devil, or manly men versus hot manly love in a bathroom stall—and almost-holy Gothic pastiche as geared towards euphoric pleasure and pain. All these conversations occupy the same basic shadow space.

The same goes for orcs and goblins as not simply reprobate, but expressing queerness through non-white bodies of different shapes and sizes; e.g., orcs having “bear” potential and goblins stamped not just with a rebellious, “trickster” character [similar to Loki, from Norse myth] but the usual fat asses [above] that so many nowadays assign to the goblin archetype[37]; i.e., taking “punk” back to the exploitative past [as queer slang so often does]: the doll-like bottom for stronger homosexual dominants, but also the sizeable booty to tear up and enjoy during calculated risk by sex-positive agents. In the absence of monopoly, chaos reigns in ways we can work inside.)

Wrapping Up/the Big Picture

That mostly concludes our playing with goblins beyond Tolkien’s blood libel revenge arguments and into Gothic Communism married to acid Communism (save for another two-page exhibit, next page). Keeping that (and the above exhibit) in mind, let’s go big-picture—covering some broader arguments (eight pages), before concluding the symposium (and “Idle Hands”) by talking about Medusa one last time; i.e., as a Big Whore/Communist Numinous to evoke through the likes of tiny beings like goblins: acting as little sex pirates serving Mommy Communism.

The raw sentiment of a moths drawn to the flame isn’t that hard to understand (above)—e.g., the bottom reaching behind themselves to grab the headboard, all while spreading their legs to take the fucking ever deeper and harder—if only because sex (or asexual rituals) happening during power exchange with a cool-looking badass can feel stupidly good. Rapture invigorates us, but also has Numinous elements of torpor/divine stupefaction; i.e., that smash different pieces repeatedly together to communicate through the profoundly absurd effects being had/playing out before our eyes. Often, this is phrased as drug-like, but also tied to conquest and filth; i.e., drugs are kept in a “stash,” called “shit,” and fought over as fiercely as gold is/consumed as “the good stuff” that takes the edge off.

Drugs or not, sex and Gothic aren’t “empty” at all, but whose darkness visible generates meaning through pandemonium to challenge profit (thus tokenization) during the whore’s revenge; i.e., through “rape” and rape taking infinite forms, those forms working in opposition, during liminal expression, and only limited by our imaginations and desires (shaped by our socio-material conditions and grafted onto our bodies, below): to perceive through holistic violence and illusion, but also sex/public nudism!

(exhibit: exhibit 44a1b1b: Artists [from left to right, top to bottom]: Annabel Morningstar, Angel Witch, Harmony Corrupted, Bubi, Blxxd Bunny, Angel, Jazminskyyy, Eldritch Babe, and Roxie Rusalka. All are models I’ve worked with in the past, taking “dark,” usually massive or otherwise “non-white” cock, or a dark body for someone to enter during sodomy’s physical and metaphorical terms. White-on-black, black-on-white, or black-on-black, all involve “black” as something to subvert through itself acted out.

This section, then, has been all about playing with goblins and size difference, but also different skin colors to showcase alien engagement; i.e., of engagement with white/black through bodies and objects that speak to watching or performing medieval arguments, and that likewise merge the goblin as an equally undead and demonic force. “Black” [or purple, green, etc] stands for inhuman, which we reverse during the abjection process by whorishly embracing such devices; re: running with the Devil away from state control, sleeping with the goblin or being the goblin for others to sleep with!

Whatever the arrangement, it’s the call of the void as haunted by abuse/the ghost of the counterfeit, minus actual persecution or exploitation. Exploitation and liberation occupy the same space; forbidden things excite because they’re forbidden, the performers seeking to work within porn stereotypes [the BBC/interracial sex] to subvert them: to excite through consent as something to establish by those who are attracted to opposites/the exotic; i.e., to humanize them during mutual consent, not exploit them as capital normally does [re: with sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll sublimating more rebellious varieties away from marginalized groups and towards status-quo benefactors maintaining Capitalist Realism through controlled opposition/false rebellion]:

[artist: Harmony Corrupted et al]

Harmony and I, for example, shot these photos because we love doing dress-up and roleplaying together to reverse abjection [going so far as to redo a shoot for funsies, above]. It speaks to what is being demonized, and the means with which to play with/subvert it! Our aim isn’t to pacify during the cryptonymy process, but inform, mobilize and cryptomimetically echo while having spur-of-the-moment fun! We copy and echo each other [and our bodies] trapped between trauma and “trauma.” That’s what camping the canon/making it gay is all about! Rebellion isn’t about profit, which pimps police nature to achieve, but in loving what we do in ways that survive the inflexibilities capital relies on to brutalize others. I’m not simply Pygmalion, pimping Galatea to flex on nature; Harmony and I love what we do, doing so together to inspire not just each other but all workers under capital. Staying in control—at least during calculated risk enacted between the two of us—is a virtue that aids in systemic catharsis presenting things that are out of control/needing to be closeted, in capital’s eyes; e.g., the madwoman in the attic, itself an allusion to Jane Eyre‘s woman-of-color Bertha [and who the white heroine calls a goblin[38]].

The same goes for all my friends/muses. We live far away from each other, offstage, but onstage occupy the same land of dreams that all monsters, hence activists, do. We’re a circle of castles—ones we can storm at our own leisure, while denying Tolkien the same privilege.)

“‘Tis a trinket Sauron fancies,” yet ones that hold all the power the world has to offer inside then (re: Blake). A loveless, divided and inactive rebellion is a dead rebellion, and revolution is pageantry without judgement (as a goal, not an obstacle); i.e., infinite value, infinite form, thus infinite ways to fight back using what we got, our stewardship of nature always resisting state domination and control! Yet whatever power we assign to them, goblins are simply people’s various parts, first and foremost; e.g., Harmony’s pussy is her pussy and should be acknowledged as that while ascribing it any other qualities; i.e., while coding it with whatever virtues we espouse, stigmas we condemn, or beauty/status symbols we work with/subvert, onstage and off; re: that of orcs and goblins’ legendary qualities, but also paradoxical (simultaneous) goodness and badness conducive to rebellion: as waged by us against the state demonizing us, saying our ass is theirs. Both things are true, insofar as the conflict is dialectically-materially true/false during liminal expression; i.e., the whore versus the pimp, the being of nature and its harvested labor fighting back upon its own Aegis: “one ass to rule them all…” Sex is a weapon!

 (artist: Harmony Corrupted)

There’s nothing wrong with worship/theatrical revenge, provided it respects universal basic human rights, and that of animals and the environment. So make connections that help you connect the dots through you own nebulas and constellations; i.e., that reconnect your communities to what capital has alienated so many from! Despite the tweed suit and ivy-league education, Tolkien was a cheap pimp; he could only use the blood libel/darkness visible of goblins to cage his mind and quake before Sauron (re: Capitalist Realism). So expose him by doing better than him/camping his ghost; kill his darling legacy to build a better world beyond Zombie-Vampire Capitalism, one that has the whore’s revenge by setting nature’s monstrous-feminine goblins and black dicks free (or temporarily caging those cocks, should they wish it)! Get in touch by playing with darkness holding everything together! Let the good goblins come out to play/wreck shit to make activism fun and disguise our own naked performing of counterterrorism through drug-like, anisotropic, darkness-visible terror language during the cryptonymy process; be rowdy and watch what the so-called “good guys” do, in response!

The answer is, they’ll attack our doubles and call it “justice.” Did you honestly think otherwise? Doing so often invokes defacement, which normally means taking one’s human element away from where it is seen; i.e., the state defaces its victims, presenting them as dark monoliths to worship and fear during the colonial process (demons and pandemonium tending to homogenize a bit more than the undead; e.g., vampires and zombies, versus sex demons as a whole). Anything we make challenges that, but comments just as well with masks and customs that speak to our scars, injury and defacement as part of who we are, the oasis part-in-parcel with the desert; i.e., the goblin as a kind of mask to wear and camp canon with, the whore prostituting herself as goblin—not to pimp nature/tokenize punk culture, but to self-liberate under oppressive conditions; e.g., this Japanese Edo shunga (artist unknown) encompasses its own spin on “rock ‘n roll”:

(source)

To it, cryptonymy works overtime when reversing abjection—a process that generally speaks to things while not speaking to them through abject, hauntological and chronotopic placeholders. In turn, we have to do what Tolkien thinks unthinkable (fucking the terrorist, the devil, the goblin, the zombie), making his necrophilic, anti-Semitic dogma unthinkable through paradox reversing terror/counterterror with signature, dainty goblin fun and rags-to-riches: speaking of the devil to appear in ways that camps canonical doubles; re: darkness visible, marrying or socializing/sexualizing with those from perceived immor(t)al territories. The world’s biggest coward, Tolkien rapes goblins through lethal force; we “rape” ourselves through a Gothic allegory Tolkien was famously allergic to, fucking to metal/monster-fucking: as a defense mechanism against his chasing of orc BBC and goblin BBW!

It’s certainly a tightrope, and one that occupies the same liminal space/shadow zone that Black Sabbath and Tolkien both did (and so many others, besides; i.e., sex, videogames, heavy metal/rock/punk and horror, etc, gentrifying and decaying through a predominantly white straight male enterprise[39]); re: while fetishizing darkness of all kinds to shrink bigotry and increase understanding and intersectional solidarity as a whole: using monstrous-feminine language in duality/opposition to state variants!

Blood quantum just as mendacious, thus harmful, as blood libel. White, black, or brown; tall/short, able/disabled, Christian/pagan, straight/queer or Western/alien, etc, we want to unite by subverting us-versus-them dogma. The simple fact is, we’re all Medusa’s children—are all orcs and goblins under Communism—but also under capital abusing us in the interim, harvesting nature as monstrous-feminine.

Keeping with castles-in-the-flesh, this grim harvest/liminal hauntology of war includes punishing workers for subverting state mechanisms of fear and difference; i.e., the “goblin” commonly a shortstack white girl with a non-white body or appetite (marked by size, but also the color of stigma), and the “orc” commonly a male person of color with large muscles and a giant cock—both operating under a Jewish conspiracy to unite labor that downplays fascism to attack Communism in the same basic shadow space! Under Capitalist Realism, visions of a better world and a dead world occupy the same Aegis. That’s where power is found—either to enslave/closet workers through monstrous sex, terror and force, but also to set them free by establishing empathy through connection, community and, yes, communion with those who came before (anyone who discourages interracial mingling and play is merely segregating workers, dividing and conquering them through bad-faith and/or misled shelter arguments): riding Satan’s “broom” (the morphology is well-and-truly endless)!

(artist [top and bottom]: Harmony Corrupted and Blxxd Bunny)

So while Communism operates through community and trust upsetting state monopolies (consent is sexy among language of calculated risk, above)—and whose cryptonymic deceiving of the state through “mere play” hides rebellion in plain sight—all remain overshadowed by capital’s usual divisions blaming its own victims through DARVO/obscurantism. Yes, cathartic gradients last and build trust and healthy relationships like Bunny’s or Harmony’s and mine, but coercive examples—if negotiated badly with someone presenting themselves as a sadist in bad-faith—can promptly fuck over the submissive by subjecting them to addictive, fleeting and guilty pleasure under an unscrupulous and/or unwell manipulator’s give-and-take cycle of rapacious power abuse; re: Tolkien, but also Jadis, the latter into Tolkien’s school of monster-fucking they used to rape me with. Caution is important, but it’s hard to be overly cautious when you feel vulnerable and enthralled with a “protector” archetype who has your number and doesn’t mean you well; i.e., they smell the trauma/madness on you and know how to exploit it.

In some shape or form, then, the desire for cathartic fantasies grabs hold and never lets go, because trauma isn’t something you just “get over.” Like a golem (or Glenn), you can only transform it as part of you, once and forever. And yet, self-destruction needn’t be literal; it can be a chance to partake of the forbidden, thus exit Plato’s cave! Except this is generally permanent, and if my life is any sort of guide, one that leaves us feeling marooned by people who—as magical and wonderful as they are—don’t always stick around; e.g., Zeuhl and their postpunk pussy rocking my world, only to elope with an “old flame” and leave me wanting. C’est la vie! I got hurt a ton, afterwards, and harmed/raped a bit, but eventually found better cuties, anyways (though none with pussies as tight, I must confess). I wouldn’t trade my scarred skin and madwoman’s bonkers, castled attic psyche for the world! “Insane in the membrane!” (Cypress Hill’s “Insane in the Brain,” 1993).

And trying to map it as we have here, the process is anything but singular or simple; it’s demonic gibberish trailblazing through our lives as a living document, a closeness to chaos and things alienated/fetishized by capital to serve profit. Truth is ergodic; self-fashioned but hauntological, it takes time and effort to enact. So, too, does the world around us take non-trivial effort to transform; change people and the past (as something to perceive/speak with) and you can change the planet! Free the mind; the rest will follow in time!

To this, the shadow of state force always hangs over us. The uphill battle lies in challenging fatal nostalgia as game-like in ways normative individuals will defend. True to form, “darkness” is something to sell (as sex and gender so often are) but the Gothic isn’t merely a police cudgel to bludgeon the usual suspects with; we walking sex demons become part of a larger conversation, whoring ourselves out in ways that invite humanizing worship through a demonized Gothic aesthetic the state can’t fully monopolize. Everything is political, our captivating bodies and demonic personas inviting forbidden knowledge and exchange through dark promises: of carnal delight and class-conscious eroticism and asexual public nudism; i.e., the whore’s paradox, but also her glorious refrain—the state can’t monopolize monsters or disco!

So come and get it, lovelies, but pay your sex workers! Mommy has needs and stripping is not consent (re: Persephone van der Waard’s “Paid Labor,” 2024)! Mutual consent is badass! Equal rights for all workers, animals and the environment is badass! Doing so through the usual fetish-and-cliché claptrap during ludo-Gothic BDSM is badass! Sluts and whores are badasses! And, as usual, the witch is a pathway to “doom” as transformation through sex education; i.e., canonically through the language of theft, sorcery and secrets; e.g., Adria from Diablo 1 (1996) saying to the hero, “I sense a soul in search of answers!”

Well, mommy’s got your answers right here! Just cross her palm with silver—all to gradually synthesize working concepts conducive to a world without money/privatization; i.e., what use is a wage in a world where everything is eventually free? Rape replaces with “rape,” doing away with industries that normally canonize the former through rock opera; re (from the Poetry and Undead Modules):

Unlike nation-states, corporations don’t care about dogmatic presentation as true to the state; they care about exploitation as something that invariably corrupts, which they can milk while throwing various states under the bus if need be. Profit is always the victim. As such, capitalists will do whatever they can to profit as efficiently as possible (source: “Back to the Necropolis,” 2024).

Whatever the media, rape is profit under Capitalism, which relies not just on predation, but community silence to continue itself in bad copies, falsehoods, and double standards (source: “Transforming Our Zombie Selves,” 2024).

(artist: Marina Dove[40])

All work is sexualized; and forced into a world that makes sex work something to steal from, we become beggars—i.e., in a world that, due to accident of birth, doesn’t let us choose/forces us to balance caring about other workers and merely trying to survive by doing things we’re not proud of (e.g., women’s work, service, retail, etc). This doesn’t instantly make us token grifters or cranks, but that can happen; and while brand and belief can overlap, good praxis is ultimately putting our money where our mouths are. Camp is a fine line, then, and class intersects with culture and race to betray labor as often as not. You are what you eat, and that includes context and interpretation of said context; it includes us triggering under conditions that, per the state preying on labor through its own victims—can dice roll into cops as often as victims wearing the same clothes and speaking the same demonized language. Rebellions are human, therefore flawed and susceptible to the usual devices use to keep us in line; e.g., transphobia and its externalized elements internalized by token workers.

This begs the question: how do we fight profit, thus rape and all the disorders, syndromes, estrangement, alienation, and abuse, etc, that stem from it? These answers and more lie in Pandora’s Box as something to open up: channels and clinics of forbidden, delicious exchange! Witches are more fun, especially black witches and goblins (their surfaces charged with psychosexual power—of rape, of revenge, of ecstasy and the Earth, next page)! Engagement with them amounts to praxis, thus opposition as something to synthesize pursuant to liberation for all.

Yes, weird attracts weird; it should play out in ways that aren’t unironically predatory—i.e., that don’t give detractors of our literal existence ammunition when calling for our destruction instead of the state decaying around them (re, Marx: “capital is dead labor sucking, like the vampire, on living labor”). Far easier to blame victims than systems, Faust’s bargain a death warrant that carries out through rotting numbskulls! Having no brains, they hunger for ours. The spectres of Marx aren’t just Ringwraiths invading home from within (during a foreign plot, below), but the fleshy orcs and goblins that precede them across the same Radcliffean Black Veil; re: something to summon and scapegoat, creatures of the night laid low, Dayman vs Nightman.

For state defenders, it’s “boundaries for me, not for thee.” As such, we’re forever under suspicion and they are not; everything we do is an allegation they’ll leverage against us: to “protect” women and children from “evil sex demons,” thus the West’s nuclear family model and civilization as we know it. It might sound extreme, but that’s how moral panics work, and during the state’s usual boom-or-bust cycle, we fags will be blamed inside a police state; i.e., for being pushed into that marginalized sphere: the Omelas goat to exsanguinate by state bloodletters.

We queers are demonized—among other things—as sodomite pedophiles to scapegoat by village idiots and their “prison sex” mob mentality run amok. This doesn’t put us above critique, but begs those examining us to consider the sobering reality—that the ringleaders and opportunists excoriating us are generally far more guilty but presenting as holier-than-thou to deflect from their own hand in things; e.g., most pedophiles are cis-het men, and even if a trans person is a sex pest, this isn’t because they’re trans, but because the state is punishing them for being trans until they snap (excluding congenital elements like Dahmer’s cannibalism, while attacking what they call “transgenderism” [a term no queer unironically uses] as alien on its face).

To it, such obscurantism and DARVO conflations are standard-issue, hence cover for the state through capital’s monopolies, trifectas and qualities! Sexual abuse isn’t an orientation and reactive abuse doesn’t define us! Negotiating such treachery pleads care and boldness, side by side; i.e., to be seen and heard, but also camouflaged in ways that safeguard us from state antibodies: “A little more caution from you; that is no trinket you carry!” Like Satan, our buffer is “non-existence,” darkness visible all around you, “under your bed, in your closet, in your head!” (Metallica’s “Enter Sandman,” 1991).

Keeping with our discussions of “Midnight Vampire” and Tolkien, liberation isn’t intuitive because capital is a giant prison designed to conceal itself; escape requires paradox, which demons are profoundly at home with. From Milton onwards, we turn things inside-out, exposing our captors and finding freedom through our chains; i.e., as shadowy likenesses of the dire originals. There’s no single interpretation for such inkblots, meaning they have whatever power we can dialectically-materially infuse them with. When we come, you come!

Per the cryptonymy process, the revolutionary’s praxial lever is, as usual, their Aegis dueling the state’s in duality. Harnessed by us, it demonically evokes the barbaric past to pay it forward; i.e., by reflecting new potential on sharp obsidian velvet (and other such oxymorons, next page): to take your “soul” by making you cum! Spooky!

Everyone likes to “go to town,” fancies the whore (which historically would have lived in cities and urban-environment brothels put up by enterprising men and madams); goblin queens are best (what Tolkien literally calls “the black crack” per his captive/goblin rape fantasies, Shakespeare’s “the crack of doom,” etc). It’s a disco to transform, informed by the magical, hypnotic past; re, New Order’s “Blue Monday” (1983):

Those who came before me
Lived through their vocations
From the past until completion
They’ll turn away no more

And still, I find it so hard
To say what I need to say [as queer people so often do]
But I’m quite sure that you’ll tell me
Just how I should feel today (source: Genius).

Growth hurts, as do adventures (e.g., blue balls/clit). But also? They feel good.

Tolkien’s goblins were predominantly cis-male; ours, like the Medusa, encompass the entire GNC spectrum. The vampire, witch or goblin is the disco, the Gothic castle-in-the-flesh advertising extracurricular survival and BDSM fun; i.e., shored up in the paradoxical graveyard language of deathly sex, torture and live burial! Back in black, the panties beg to be pulled aside; her necromancer’s lips grip, worthy of a tyrant’s boast that would rival Smaug the dragon’s (“I am strong, strong, strong!”). Darkness visible, she flashes with power! Come play with her! Feel the rapture of ironic rape (“rape” in quotes)! Avenge Medusa by hugging her seductive liminal darkness!

(artist: Kay)

Ridiculed by state proponents, this Hellish poetic refrain endures a position of compelled evolution; i.e., during prostitution arguments, and achieved inventively from exile with which to reclaim our lost humanity under state-straight yolks. Milton coined it while physically blind, yet still being of the devil’s company without realizing it (re: Blake[41]). Per ludo-Gothic BDSM, we consciously take back these chains, labels, and death sentences—doing as we please, a summoning of the whore (and her darkness visible); i.e.,  to learn from her how best to handle and redistribute power and knowledge—to “do the stinging,” as Bilbo puts it! Monsters are the abstract language of argument and debate, doubled and at odds, inside-out, invasive, plural and oscillating amid the gloam’s coded behaviors. Reality isn’t cut and dry. Goblins aren’t cut and dry! Anyone who argues that shamelessly amounts to Alexander slicing the Gordian Knot. It’s barbaric and, more to the point, inadequate towards escaping capital as a prison. We cannot take it at face value, like Tolkien did!

For us, then, sex is a weapon to break the jail through cryptonymy/forbidden sight (the more “rape” we experience, the more we learn). No different than a vampire at midnight or in broad daylight, the demon’s mouth, fang and pussy all hyphenate—an “ancient” xenoglossic book to spread and read you as much as the other way around: she succ! It’s drug-like, opening the doors of perception through the usual delicious pathways (more on this in “Call of the Wild,” when we look at “acid Communism, “again; i.e., with Mikki’s help, exhibit 60b).

In turn, entry predicates on trust; i.e., if one is worthy of that power that, all the same, resides in all workers’ breasts. The power of cuties like Mikki (next page) is awesome beyond compare; i.e., castles in the flesh holding special secrets, and making the “past” wise once more! Nothing radicalizes (or pacifies) people more than gender and sex; we must tip the needle away from capital, from cops, from sex coercion and its double standards[42] under Capitalist Realism and the Capitalocene. The ticket to doing this lies in Gothic Communism vis-à-vis demonic poetics: our sex (and genders) as a weapon challenging state doctrine in dualistic ways—on our Aegis! Sperm donors learn, the greatest trick the devil ever pulled… is pulling us! “Satan” is a figment of a wider imagination, but we’re quite real; black unicorns straight from Rainbow Hell (“black is ten colors“), we usher in/offer up a poetic Satanic voice to break Capitalist Realism, paradoxically enough, with dreams: “The closer you get to the meaning / The sooner you’ll know that you’re dreaming” (Black Sabbath’s “Heaven and Hell,” 1980).

(artist: Mikki Storm)

Moving On: Some Transitional Arguments about Demon Whores/the Big One (feat. Slan from Berserk)

As our goblin exhibit demonstrates, monsters are made, be that to enforce state power and its flow as Tolkien did, or to critique it; i.e., through the same shared and warring “monster-fucker” dialogs on forbidden love hyphenating sex and force. Moving forward from “Idle Hands” and into the rest of “Forbidden sight,” we’ll continue applying the demonic notion of forbidden sight by making and summoning demons; i.e., its performative irony through demon lovers as things to deal and play at/with darkness visible (chaos) during mutilative courtly love putting “rape” in quotes. To that, we’ll be going beyond vampires or goblins, and towards more obviously demonic, golem-esque effigies and the torturous power and forbidden love they offer (e.g., anal sex); i.e., as attached to larger Numinous forces I want to quickly address, here (two pages).

By tapping into those that fixate and focus less on feeding and trauma during liminal expression, and more on unequal, forbidden exchange and radical transformation through dark desire, we’re touching on the Communist Numinous. Personified most commonly as the Medusa (who we’ve already discussed, at length), it evokes different emotions, mid-rapture: “What profit is it a man if he gains the whole world, but loses his soul?” Well, that depends! What’s on the table, cutie? I’ll take your engorged shaft and raise you a Giger-style black womb[43]! A voluptuous vaso vagal, “She mighty mighty!” A bridge to cross, a castle to storm (or which storms back)! A very kinky girl’s death clam!

(artist: Kentaro Miura)

About that/a BDSM practitioner’s note of caution, as we proceed; i.e., about evoking a Communist Numinous whose taller demonic royalty nonetheless attaches to smaller goblin short stacks [and drug-like feelings; re: acid Communism]: the final planetary “fortress” haunting Tolkien’s own monster-fucker dreams. Slan (and her voluminous smuff, above) is just as good an example as any!

Just as the Promethean Quest is about self-destruction, to play with demons is to play with fire that can burn you. With demon sex and “rape,” then, there is always the echo of unironic rape to likewise learn from. Believe you me, pain is an excellent teacher—but especially in nightmarish varieties evoking tremendous power beyond themselves! The Gothic mode is a dark queen, her aged, throbbing energies felt by many capital has ravaged over time.

When Jadis raped me, for example, they taught me that Nazis and Communists share the same poetic inkblot. Indicating nature as alienated, fetishized and raped by capital, the Gothic-Communist Medusa is a fat, sassy whore; i.e., with stretch marks and a moon-sized cosmic bedonk—and she’s hungry for sweet revenge! It’s precisely that “best revenge” that survivors chase, scarred and longing to heal from state abuse during calculated risk: of a palliative Numinous sort, “crushing” you with more weight! You’ll know it when you feel it—when it has you begging to no one in particular, “Take me, Dark Mommy! ‘Fill me from the crown to the toe top-full / Of direst cruelty!'” The eye of that angry god, like a falling moon, threatens to collide with your earth, and smash you to fragments. Black holes make everyone’s pull-out weak! Spaghettification!

If there’s any transcendental signified, it’s power and death, babes. So play with demons/torture porn to your hearts’ content! Just remember that power, during ludo-Gothic BDSM, comes from control through informed consent, thus mutual exchange! “Hurt, not harm!” Always keep that in mind, but especially when you lose control or have dominion over those who don’t; i.e., when giving consent, thus permission to go a little wild; e.g., saying to your play partner, “Now step on me, bitch! Fuck me like you mean it!” Safewords, release/passwords, restraint and discipline, pleasure and pain—all go hand-in-hand, built on trust/minimized risk.

The chaos, in other words, is controlled, ironic, and cathartic for both sides, and ultimately not destructive despite the power-and-death aesthetic; i.e., anyone can unironically destroy or play at dark godhood, but it takes a mighty hand and mightier mind to show mercy through demonic union tested! That’s power—and ultimately the non-toxic kind that Gothic Communism is all about: finding the Communist Numinous through hauntological BDSM; i.e., establishing power through selective boundaries and limits where play is mutually established and understood! Rape, for all intents and purposes, is fetishization, hence power imbalance dressed as alien, potent; our Numinous dialectic “rapes” Medusa or has her “rape” you while the surf’s up (an allusion to Joe Satriani’s “Surfing with the Alien,” 1987)! Chase the dragon, boys!

(artist: Kentaro Miura)

And if all that sounds intense (which, to be fair, it is), fear not! Strict or gentle, vanilla or chocolate, metal or mellow—as long as you have safety measures like these in place, then harm/rape is impossible; i.e., she’s just hugging you: a winged, chimeric succubus letting you play with dark, forbidden things (the Medusa being the only Gorgon classically to have wings). Any articulation, as such, is entirely valid when going to the dark gods to break state monopolies with.

I think you’ll like Slan, then, who haunts older stories that we’ll examine in “Forbidden Sight,” part two; i.e., the Cosmic Whore that is Gothic Communism, having the whore’s dark Numinous revenge; e.g., Frankenstein and Alien‘s own horrors in clay. She’s “easy” but strict—will take you to the edge and teach you wonderful things (re: fucking to metal, clapping her big demon cheeks; or having her string you up like a sacrifice). Limitless in shape, size and surface, she can be whatever she wants to be—whatever ghastly playground/dark church/demon brothel you desire when she’s dominating you/giving you sub drop and/or draining your balls (e.g., the xenomorph or cenobite raising hell; i.e., to act between virtue and sin, and similar canonical dichotomies)! Whatever the shape, say hi to her, for me! —Perse

From New to Old: Concerning the Rest of the Module

While unsteadily “pregnant” with this saturated material, I pulled and manifested the entirety out of myself as a comprehensive stab at mapping and summarizing everything that I (once again) had to organize and refine over and over. I clearly want to document the process to you, the reader—to grant you an exhibitionist’s idea of what it was like for me, a trans woman, to create as I have been taught and how I view it. Work isn’t fun unless it’s playful, I think; it should be fun, regardless of its importance (and this work—helping myself and other sex workers escape harmful bondage—I consider to be of the utmost importance) (source).

—Persephone van der Waard, Sex Positivity, Volume Zero (2023)

The rest of the module essentially comprises the Demon Module before I began expanding on it, in September 2024. This was a roundabout and chaotic process, engineered as much through deconstruction as accretion. Originally Volume Two was simply a shorter module about demons and the undead; then, it became part one, the Poetry Module, and part two, which divided in two sub-volumes/modules. In turn, each of those expanded and grew (especially with Harmony’s contributions/inspiration through various shoots, below).

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

First in line, the Undead Module grew into my largest release, so far—over 400,000 words and 1,000 pages, when it released in September! By comparison, the Demon Module prior to September was only ~117,000 unique words and ~350 unique pages; not wanting to overlook demons or have such a lopsided second half to Volume Two, I started expanding the Demon Module. As of writing this, said module has roughly tripled in word length (~369,000) and more than doubled its page count (~934). Even so, this renaissance is nearing its end; i.e., the expansions outlined above concern the first half of the module, which I wrote from scratch, September onwards: the module opening and the opening to “Forbidden Sight,” followed by “Idle Hands.”

The rest of the writing is from the original “Demons” manuscript; i.e., as it existed before September (though I have expanded a fair bit on the “Making Demons” subchapter). With the exception of “Giger’s Xenomorph” and the module conclusion, the remaining writing is older but also looser and more abbreviated/fragmented. Partly this owes to its age, but also because much of what is being discussed here has already been discussed elsewhere in the series (excluding Faust, which isn’t something I have discussed quite as much; i.e., I rely more on familiarity with the legend [and my BDSM theories] to carry you through).

Frankenstein, for example, is a novel I’ve discussed in every volume I’ve published. So whilst I would be completely remiss in not mentioning Shelley and her seminal (frankly awesomesauce) story in the pages ahead, my doing so will be far briefer than otherwise; i.e., in the unthinkable hypothetical that I had never written previously about Frankenstein, before; e.g., my extensive Metroidvania work (which we won’t really be mentioning here to keep things moving).

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

To it, the writing that remains will get some polish/renovations (and shoots with Harmony), but to nowhere near the same extent as “Idle Hands” did. There likewise won’t be any additional thesis work, or nearly as much about ludo-Gothic BDSM (which I fleshed-out much more after the initial “Demons” manuscript was written); “Of Darkness and the Forbidden” already covers that, as does “A Cruel Angel’s (Modular) Thesis.” Instead, what follows are things I’ve chosen to include to be holistic and complete; i.e., in my compiling of demonic history as a poetic device linked to nature (with some undead elements scattered throughout). It remains writing for which I’m very proud, but it is shorter than I’d like (especially “Call of the Wild’s” admittedly anemic survey[43a] approach). As stated in “A Paucity of Time,” those constraints are currently beyond my control, but can hopefully be expanded on, at a later date.

Onto “Forbidden Sight, part two: Making Demons (Prometheus and Frankenstein)“!


Footnotes

[1a] As Jon Stratton writes in “KISS: Jewishness, Hard Rock and the Holocaust” (2020):

KISS was a hard rock group, one of the most successful during the second half of the 1970s and early 1980s. The group’s two founding members, Gene Simmons and Paul Stanley, were both Jewish. Indeed, both were the sons of Holocaust survivors. This article examines the impact of Simmons’s and Stanley’s Jewishness on KISS as a rock group and on its success. One of the most obvious impacts was the drive to succeed which Simmons and Stanley shared. Simmons writes about wanting power, Stanley that he wanted respect. As children of survivors they wanted safety. During much of the 1970s, the Holocaust was not yet publicly acknowledged. However, its trauma is evident in, for example, the stage characters that Simmons and Stanley adopted (source).

[1b] Including wealthy Jews who refuse to toe the line; e.g., Jonathan Glazer’s acceptance speech and admittedly mixed/sanitized approach nevertheless met with resounding criticism from other Jews in Hollywood (re: Tatiana Siegel’s “Over 1,000 Jewish Creatives and Professionals Have Now Denounced…” 2023), versus Sarah Friedland’s own award response, describing the conflict in no uncertain terms: as “the 336th day of Israel’s genocide in Gaza,” upon receiving her own trophy (source: Aljazeera’s “Jewish director at Venice Film Festival Speaks in Solidarity with Palestine,” 2024). Context matters.

[1c] Brooklyn Museum writes,

In 1987, Avram Finkelstein, Brian Howard, Oliver Johnston, Charles Kreloff, Chris Lione, and Jorge Socarrás founded the SILENCE=DEATH Project to support one another in the midst of the AIDS crisis. Inspired by the posters of the Art Workers Coalition and the Guerrilla Girls (both of whose work is on view nearby), they mobilized to spread the word about the epidemic and created the now-iconic Silence=Death poster featuring the pink triangle as a reference to Nazi persecution of LGBTQ people in the 1930s and 1940s. It became the central visual symbol of AIDS activism after it was adopted by the direct action advocacy group AIDS Coalition to Unleash Power (ACT UP) [source].

[1d] Which extends to literal animals; e.g., the Great Eagles—decked in gold by the dwarves after they help win the Battle of the Five Armies—having seemingly routed the goblins “for good” …until LotR; i.e., evil can never be extinguished (despite Tolkien’s love for propaganda battles), because the state always needs a scapegoat to colonize/profit off of, thus pimp and project its own brutality onto.

[2a] His parental treatment of nature-as-dark comparing the goblins of the Misty Mountains to naughty children punished by a white, all-knowing schoolmaster who killed their king: “Go away! little boys!” shouted Gandalf, in reply. “It isn’t bird-nesting time. Also naughty little boys that play with fire get punished!” (source). Echoes of Prometheus, but also King Kong clutching at white brides only to get machine-gunned.

[2b] E.g., “The Ring” is twink Frodo protecting his bussy from black people. We already discussed that in Volume One.

[3] We don’t focus much on the differences between orcs and goblins, here. But orcs, post-Tolkien, tend to be bigger and fiercer than goblins, which are smaller and craftier/rely on tools and gadgets (often weapons too big for them, or explosives, machinery and gizmos); i.e., versus the orc’s brute strength. Orcs are big minions and goblins, small; goblins are tied more towards greed, and orcs to rape and cannibalism. While such distinctions are far more recent and easily ignored, orcs and goblins remain popular monomythic punching bags/slumming avatars and vehicles of genuine rebellion, alike.

[4] With orcs and other servants of evil speaking a monolithic “Black Speech”; i.e., the homogenizing of colonial prospects to view them ethnocentrically as worlds to conquer by those weeding the globe of monstrous-feminine nature being likewise non-white, non-Christian, and stigma-animal, etc. Per Beowulf and Amazonomachia (monster battles, not just Amazons in particular), they become animalized during pro-state rites of passage; i.e., animals and gods speaking to patriarchal governance surviving presently under neoliberal nation-states and corporations; e.g., Zeus transforming into different animals to rape women, or Theseus vs the Minotaur, etc.

[5] Literally “of the King” and towards a kingdom that would last however many centuries Tolkien had in mind (the Nazis said a thousand years). Keeping with Beowulf, his Golden Age was still Christian, but before the Middle Ages; i.e., an Old-English hauntology laced with settler-colonial argumentation.

[6] “Given that The Lord of the Rings is one of the bestselling book series of all time, it shouldn’t come as a surprise that it’s inspired a lot of different groups and movements over the decades, with a wide range of politics. Probably the most influential is Silicon Valley, where the top of Salesforce Tower in San Francisco lights up with the Eye of Sauron on Halloween, executives reference its lore to get their vision across to employees, and companies name meeting rooms — if not their whole business — after objects and people from the books” (source: Paris Marx’s “Peter Thiel’s Influence over a Network of Lord of the Rings-Inspired Companies,” 2024).

[7] “the American middle class (so called ‘gamer culture’) would gatekeep and safeguard the elite through videogames being an acclimating device to neo-feudal territories to defend in reality (outside of the game world[s] themselves) as capital starts to decay like usual” (source: Persephone van der Waard’s “‘Monsters, Magic and Myth’: Modularity and Class,” 2024).

[8] Tolkien relies on racialized tokenism to have “lesser” races police themselves, which is what Zionism ultimately is. You see this offstage, too, in Zionist propaganda (Bad Empanada’s “The Appeal to Jewishness Fallacy,” 2024), but such things are always half-real; re: between fiction and non-fiction, working in tandem. Case in point, Tolkien see dwarves as “Jewish” in the way his own home, the British empire, has essentialized “Jewishness” for centuries—which is to say, they’re always victims, thus always to some degree aliens in ways the Crown can exploit. They cannot be heroes because to be a victim—to be weak and prone to betray—is literally “in their blood,” their nature.

The dwarves of the Lonely Mountain, for example, feel constantly surrounded by enemies and betrayed. Abandoned by everyone, they work extra hard to alienate themselves, but also fight exceedingly hard (to the death, in fact) to redeem themselves in Christian eyes. This is Tolkien pointedly Christianizing Viking ideas of the Valkyrie by attaching them to Jewish calumny/the wandering Jew trope: Thorin was weak, earlier in life when he failed to stop the dragon and it destroyed his permanent home, and weak later in life when men killed the dragon while he took all the gold for himself. He has all the markings of station and importance, but also cowardice and entitlement while being stranded from his home.

Eventually while the men of Dale are trying to rebuild, Bard is making a good case for sharing the gold (the Christian appeal to generosity monopolizing charity). It’s here that Thorin not only rebukes him (the moneylender trope, echoes of Shakespeare’s Shylock), but his cousins betray the men of Dale, first chance they get. Yes, the men of Dale were thinking about attacking first, but Tolkien routinely shows the Jewish-coded dwarves acting traitorous; i.e., to emphasize their backstabber nature, thus their inexorable connection with the goblins. To reject that connection, they must kill the goblins even more fiercely than the men or elves would, putting themselves in danger for those who view them as lesser to begin with. It’s a return to good service from bad, a form of conversion therapy that kills the Jew by making him Christian through martyrdom (versus forced penance through ordinary conversion, in Shylock’s case).

To it, Thorin is sicker/weaker from dragon sickness (rarefied cruelty and greed) than the men are. To prove his worth in their eyes, he must throw down the gate and die in battle a glorious death… by killing as many goblins as he can, then sacrificing himself and his bloodline in doing so! It’s a suicide mission, one guided by revenge (which, I should add, the entire quest for the gold has been, but merely taken to its logical conclusion). He is simultaneously fallen and redeemed, but denied a home in this world despite the ultimate sacrifice. In short, he is always a victim, always an alien who is “too violent” to deserve a forever home. Instead, he’s the hero for a second, but ultimately so Dale can re-establish a human foothold in the region and the dwarves return to buried irrelevance.

(artist: Justin Gerard)

Tokenism, then, is a terror weapon, and not one that Tolkien was above using (guilt-free, no less, because it appeals to the “natural” order of things, in his eyes). Tokens are always without a home, always exiled with one foot in both worlds and trying to reject Hell to find their “rightful” place by their good master’s side (e.g., Samus Aran and the Galactic Federation). Tolkien relies on tokenism through centrist dogma, and whose worlds will overcorrect with massive violence to maintain the status quo—by victimizing its token groups!

For Tolkien, the dwarves are something to trot out and destroy as needed, generally by comparing them to goblins (through the same big noses, divided by beards, which orcs and goblins don’t canonically have). This trend hasn’t lessened over time, with future adaptations leaning into said tropes to make Thorin increasingly tragic through them; e.g., Peter Jackson’s Thorin, played by Richard Armitage, humanized in appearance but arguing to Smaug (an imaginary enemy) about Dwarvish lands and gold. He’s “the Good Jew,” arguing for state’s rights dressed up as liberation, the meta tyrant Tolkien dressing the slave up in the language of rebellion, mid-tyrant’s-plea. It’s like Shakespeare, making a Jew to “better the instruction” of Christian revenge, but abjected in Tolkien’s case, onto a Jewish avenger upholding a Christian ordering to the world: a perversion of the Golem of Prague and Jewish necromancy!

[9] Consider Tolkien’s zero-sex policy versus Terry Goodkind’s naked exhibiting of pedophilia, genital mutilation and rape. They might seem like polar opposites, but both constitute Joseph Conrad’s bigoted fear-fascination with the colonized abomination, in The Heart of Darkness (1899): a white, cis-het fear-fascination with the past as restricted to the fringes of the empire, that—in neoliberal media, which brings the colonial revenge to the homefront—becomes “a spell to fall under” (re: Punter) and exorcise, generally through violence. Tolkien’s colonial rape occurred with swords, leveled against metaphors for people “not of the West” he considered “Mongol-types” (source: Tolkien Gateway) whose linguo-material presence would be entirely unwelcome in white areas (effectively gentrification in a real-world village/suburban setting).

Tolkien famously disliked allegory for his own stories (an appeal, then, to singular interpretations that ignored his writing’s racist, thus colonial potential). But even when reduced to “pure fantasy” as he would have preferred, the terrestrial framework and its cartography and colonial model are all obviously there and being put into practice; i.e., world-building and its manmade languages levied for a suitably war-like purpose regardless if Tolkien openly denounced Hilter. In short, he was a centrist to the core, the old sage handing the young hobbit a blade and preaching loftily about morals, specifically of knowing when to kill and when not to—in short, “playing god” in the face of the abject:

Bilbo almost stopped breathing, and went stiff himself. He was desperate. He must get away, out of this horrible darkness, while he had any strength left. He must fight. He must stab the foul thing, put its eyes out, kill it. It meant to kill him. No, not a fair fight. He was invisible now. Gollum had no sword. Gollum had not actually threatened to kill him, or tried to yet. And he was miserable, alone, lost. A sudden understanding, a pity mixed with horror, welled up in Bilbo’s heart: a glimpse of endless unmarked days without light or hope of betterment, hard stone, cold fish, sneaking and whispering. All these thoughts passed in a flash of a second. He trembled (source).

Except this mercy is arguably lacking in the face of those who are physically dangerous (according to white people); orcs, unlike Gollum, are given no quarter despite arguably having a bone to pick with their colonizers: “Show them no mercy for you shall receive none!” It’s tone-policing backed by force—also known as “peace through strength.”

[10] Warcraft: Orcs and Humans (1994) would lead to the company’s longest, and arguably most popular and widespread franchise, beating Diablo (1996) to the punch by two years and going on to establish the company as the successors to Everquest (1999) as the MMORPG to “kill”: World of Warcraft (2004), a globalizing of the pursuit of capital across the Internet. These games successfully applied a tactical, melee-based, roleplay element to the FPS-/TPS-adjacent strategy game (exhibit 1a1a1h2a1), which took on a massive-multiplayer form built around warring team-based combat with one-or-more combatants on either side. And of course, all of this was heavily dimorphized within the heteronormative colonial binary.

[11] (from Britannica): “A different word orc, alluding to a demon or ogre, appears in Old English glosses of about AD 800 and in the compound word orcnēas (‘monsters’) in the poem Beowulf. As with the Italian orco (‘ogre’) and the word ogre itself, it ultimately derives from the Latin Orcus, a god of the underworld. The Old English creatures were most likely the inspiration for the orcs that appear in J.R.R. Tolkien’s The Lord of the Rings” (source).

[12] Tolkien’s inconsistent fear of spiders stretches back to a childhood phobia of them, but he was annoyingly wishy-washy and non-committal to how he felt about them; i.e., talking through both sides of his mouth (a classic centrist maneuver) [source: Tolkien Gateway].

[13] Tolkien did not exist during videogames as they are commonly thought of (though technically he died in 1973, a year after Pong [1972] was released for American home entertainment by Atari’s Allan Alcorn). Yet, Tolkien was also no stranger to playing games. Indeed, the entire “Riddles in the Dark” chapter from The Hobbit is pointedly a game, with a rather involved discussion surrounding luck, fairness and the following of rules:

He knew, of course, that the riddle-game was sacred and of immense antiquity, and even wicked creatures were afraid to cheat when they played at it. But he felt he could not trust this slimy thing to keep any promise at a pinch. Any excuse would do for him to slide out of it. And after all that last question had not been a genuine riddle according to the ancient laws (source).

In truth, Tolkien’s refrain—the High Fantasy treasure map—would translate very well to tabletop games and videogames, but especially The Lord of the Rings, which despite its immense size compared to The Hobbit was actually far simpler in terms of its treatment of war and wealth acquisition/generation. Everything was divided neatly into good and evil teams that—on the good side—weren’t fighting amongst each other nearly as much as during The Hobbit. In his later novels, the world-war machine wasn’t just suggested, but fully devised and given its own vast world to play out inside. And even with The Hobbit, Tolkien clearly understood the power of song and legends, writing his original story for children to acclimate them towards war and revenge dressed up in songs, fantasy and poems. It likewise had all the starts and stops of a radio serial, putting our heroes out of the frying pan and into the fire (similar to Flash Gordon, 1935) before pulling them out just in the nick of time (the Great Eagles being a shameless deus ex machina [and imperial emblem] that Tolkien would curiously refuse to use with The Lord of the Rings in order to prolong the story and its war for as long as possible).

[14] The human condition works like a golem, as such: to make from clay or stone (orcs and goblins are not made from stone, but live below it, underground. So whereas Tolkien’s trolls turn to literal stone, in sunlight, the goblins merely dislike it); i.e., as a creative process we can map and play out, together—invigilating a shared vision that means different things to different people (from the Undead Module):

(exhibit 37e1: Model: Harmony Corrupted; artists: Lydia, Persephone van der Waard and Jim32. Rebellion is quite literally a craft, one that involves dolls—or likenesses of people, which dolls essentially are—in some shape or form; e.g., action figures/athletes, but also sex dolls [or things akin to either expressed through sex work]. Whatever the exact type, dolls are homunculi; i.e., generally a smaller instance of a larger reference. More to the point, they take work to realize: planning and drafts, a model, and one or more artists working together to accomplish a shared vision’s theatrical production. The main idea is mine, in this case, but it’s still accomplished through teamwork that contributes to the primary demonstration of said idea and goal; i.e., universal worker liberation through iconoclastic art using Gothic media; re: illustrating mutual consent through informed labor exchanges that challenge Capitalist Realism.

To that, Revana is very much my character by design […]. She’s someone I can have stand in for myself, given that I cannot afford gender-affirming surgeries. Even so, she has been drawn by many different artists over the years. In this case, my usual paper doll approach became something to instruct others with; e.g., my friend, Lydia, illustrating a Drow character I later completed on my own and borrowed its wardrobe to dress Revana, Macbeth-style, in borrowed robes [above]. This isn’t someone forced to wear clothes made to objectify her against her will [re: “Borrowed Robes“]; she’s an extension of me, and Lydia helped with that. So did Jim32 and Harmony. All the world’s a stage and we, upon it, had and continue to have a part to play [source: “Meeting Jadis; or, Playing with Dolls,” 2024].)

[15] With “normal” white genitals being monstrous/different than the rest of the body they attach to; i.e., normal dicks being darker than the rest of the body and vaginas having multiple mouths like the xenomorph (the labia major and minor). They also flush with color during sexual desire (from filling with blood, be the genitals male, female or intersex).

[16] Fixated since Antiquity on sex/food and relative bodily functions, war-making and religion/funerary rites; but also classically-male contests of pissing or spitting the farthest—belching or farting the loudest, eating or shitting(?) the most, fucking the longest, etc—during battles of the sexes/the topos of the power of women extending into GNC spheres.

[17] And the stigmatized, four-letter versions of such words, predating the popularizing of their longer French equivalents, post-Black-Death, and surviving into the present; e.g., chew, fuck, spit, shit, puke, etc. Monsters operate through a similar shorthand, but also critical lens of coded behaviors.

[18] Gothic Communism occurs through holistic study regarding a system designed to conceal itself, mid-exchange. The dialectic is as much of shelter as the alien, the prison a game of theft and disguise, of choice shrouded in illusion (the illusion of choice enacted under deeply unnatural conditions) and shadowed by force; i.e., the holocaust/death lottery/prisoner’s dilemma only ends when all prisoners see each other as human; re: by taking the red pill to break Capitalist Realism, not Communism.

Workers, then, always have the power to riot/strike, leveraging capital using the very things the owner class tries to cage and abuse labor with while acting like its friends; i.e., with bald-faced lies as much as not; e.g., the Nazis and the Warsaw ghetto, but also American liberalism in all its forms; re: Tolkien’s anti-Semitic heroism. Capital is a settler colony disguised as a game, then—one using disguise to defend the state vs workers and the planet, versus workers defending ourselves, guerrilla-style, in its crosshairs (for more on this exact topic, see: “The World Is a Vampire“).

Suppression happens by thinking we can play along to survive what is otherwise “forgone” (according to state arbiters). By having slave revolts chattelize, pacify or otherwise divide and conquer their own (fascism is false rebellion), voting is the illusion of choice (and can be manipulated by scarcity and force); to survive and liberate ourselves, we must fight back, making the cost too dear to continue. To do this, we require informed and intersectionally solidarized action, moving power actively towards workers during labor exchange. Anyone who stymies that is a traitor colonizing the homefront, doing so with fascism and the democratic process weaponized against class-, culture- and race-conscious parties (re: Westside Tyler blaming* non-voters, below).

(screenshot source: the YouTube comments for Westside Tyler’s “Supporting Movements Like Uncommitted WILL FAIL EVERY TIME,” 2024)

*I critique his arguments, in a response video (Persephone van der Waard’s “@westsidetyler Is a White Moderate (a Nazi Apologist),” 2024). Few things are as cowardly as a white cis-het man, who at the first sign of trouble, falls back on privilege to punch down against the oppressed—just like Tolkien! Their hearts are hardened, and they resign themselves to capital-as-is.

[19a] “Cremation is reserved for baddies,” Knitting&Death describes. “The Riders of Rohan bury their own dead with honour, but burn orcs as they would dead animals.” Knitting also acknowledges Tolkien’s double standard, going on to add,

Tolkien was a staunch Catholic, and it may be of note that the Catholic Church forbid cremation from 1886 until 1963. While exceptions were made for mass death events and to prevent the spread of disease, cremation was considered a rejection of the possibility of resurrection. Nowadays, although cremation is permitted, scattering ashes is forbidden; the Vatican reasons that “reservation of the ashes of the departed in a sacred place [such as a cemetery or church] ensures that they are not excluded from prayers and remembrance.” That the Riders of Rohan not only burn dead orcs but also scatter their ashes ensures that they will not rise again and that they will also be forgotten the latter providing particular contrast to the mounds where dead Riders are inhumed and that are meant to last forever (source: “What Happened to the War Dead of Middle Earth?” 2022).

Gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss; the mass graves and cremation are a hate crime against those Tolkien coded as racially and religiously inferior to his own warrior supermen (the cowboys of an imaginary frontier). Orcs and goblins aren’t just waste, then, but literal fuel for the British war machine (whitewashing its own fascism and ethnocentrism/canonical essentialism through intensely regressive hauntological war games). It’s genocide, glorifying bigotry to serve Imperialism (and hopelessly in love with a once-great Britain afraid, all the same, of endless black cocks).

Gothic without the Middle Ages, Tolkien Christianized Pagan cultures (which the Vikings were) and married them to Germanized Untermensch-vs-Übermensch monomyth shenanigans; i.e., the Rohirrim superior to the Gondordians, but both superior to the “lesser” races. “We will burn like the kings of old.” It becomes his little paradise to protect from outsiders by his surviving fans, but in ways no way, shape or form divorced from the real world; i.e., through overt themes of ethnic cleansing that cover up allegory through monomythic violence and crusader-grade monster sex: sodomy by flame, desecrating the orc and goblin as animal, but also living dead (to fertilize poppies).

Rape is rape, genocide is genocide, and Tolkien goes all out (name me something more fetishized than his stupid swords). He’s a coward, because fascism fears the entire world; i.e., as already haunted by past crimes of empire—and like Hitler and the Reich—uses moral panic of so-called Black Revenge to power his own arguments of expansion and home defense. Through preemptive first strikes committed by an entire hero culture, worldview and language family bastardized by the colonizer against the oppressed, Tolkien wants you to feel like rebels while fighting for old, brutal systems that refuse to change—the might-makes-right return of a pre-ordained, kingdom-style rulership that always decays into “dark” (fascist) versions of itself. Except there’s no Ring (tyrant hot potato) to destroy! Only patrilineal descent remains, the war criminal hiding behind cartoon dictators and Divine Right—forever doomed and in love with itself—punching death as the world spirals towards state shift. It’s a sham, a simulation of war playing out for efficient profit.

[19b] E.g., My twin brother “quad-kiting” of the four dwarven guards outside Kaladim on EQ‘s (1999) Sullon Zek PvP server. For context, the game wasn’t built for PvP, and the evil side—in keeping with Tolkien’s moral territories—had all the continents with “phat loot.” My brother played a druid, which were “OP” because they could “kite” red mobs (anything ten levels higher than you) with speed buffs and “DoTs” (damage-over-time), but also teleport; i.e., letting him corner the market farming Karg Icebear’s cloaks (emergent value through unintended play of an aging game), then sell them to evil-aligned players on the in-game black market (who never killed him because he was their inside man).

[20] “‘Dwarves Are Not Heroes’: Antisemitism and the Dwarves in J.R.R. Tolkien’s Writing.”

[21] I.e., the state lionizing itself through “valor animals” attacking and eating but also exterminating stigma animals: those which the goblin attaches to, namely the rat and other vermin, the state treating itself (and its proponents) as “superior” to nature’s essentialized backstabbers.

[22] Which often leads to sex, to be fair. Except Tolkien’s stories end after the war is won and the warriors wed. He couldn’t be arsed to write about the sex that happens, save as neo-colonial revenge against black nature; i.e., while being manly with other men (a very ancient, homosexual approach to queerness—one that hyphenates sex with harmful violence).

[23] While these qualities are heavily mythologized, there remains a kernel of truth to them; i.e., white women are infantilized by their husbands, and black women forced into single motherhood. Both sides experience criminogenic conditions, but those conditions remain idiosyncratic and unequal on purpose (to better divide and demonize labor with).

[24] Racial considerations aside, black-on-white makes for a nice visual contrast.

[25] Re, Sontag’s “Fascinating Fascism” (1974): a  “master scenario” whose purely sexual experience is “severed from personhood, from relationships, from love,” but also the fascist language of death: “The color is black [and red], the material is leather, the seduction is beauty, the justification is honesty, the aim is ecstasy, the fantasy is death” (source).

[26] Generally of the hero, but also the hero’s victims, whereupon the conqueror’s death is enshrined in a vault of worship pushing the mythic life-and-death glory forward into new, unsuspecting minds. Or as my thesis volume argues,

In other words, canon (thus Capitalism) is full of ritual sacrifice with a Christianized flavor (crucifixion) or Westernized abuse of paganized forms whose divine right revives the glory of recuperated Roman aesthetics (the Nazi as quasi-pagan); e.g., the sacrificial rooster or lamb, the virgin or scapegoat, as something to bleed out for significance and good fortune, but also stalled demise for the holder of the knife: the Christ-like Herculean warrior as babyface or heel to sacrifice when the state’s crises enter decay while firing up production, which in turn requires more and more sacrifice the hotter the furnace gets. Engorged, the elite need ever more blood to satisfy their hunger as the ultimate parasite, thus demand of their loyal followers, “Defend our land; defend your land from the infidels” (which curiously the elite stole the land from, to begin with). As Hilter put it, “What is life? Life is the nation. The individual must die anyway. Beyond the life of the individual is the nation” (source).

[27] Nature-as-alien canonically achieves demonic power (allegory through transformation) through sexual reproduction tied to an inhuman stigma-animal life cycle; e.g., Kafka’s Metamorphosis (1915) but also the xenomorph.

[28] From Bret Devereaux’ “Hard Times Don’t Make Strong Soldiers,” 2020): “‘Hard times create strong men, strong men create weak times, weak times create weak men, and weak men create hard times.’ The quote, from a postapocalyptic novel by the author G. Michael Hopf, sums up a stunningly pervasive cyclical vision of history—one where Western strategists keep falling for myths of invincible barbarians” (source).

[29] I.e., the state survives by telling workers what they want, thus need*; she wants to live deliciously with strange bedfellows, the two (or more) burying the hatchet by recultivating the Superstructure! Revolution so often fertilizes praxis through sex.

*With “darkness” uncontrolled by force seen as “glutinous” (or otherwise sinful, per the Seven Deadly Sins) and whose fearsome temptation would remain something that various holy parties (usually men of the cloth or Crusaders)—ignoring double standards and hypocrisies—must dutifully abstain from, save by raping through unironic force.

[30] Reminded of my exes, I recently asked Harmony Corrupted to “rape” me as we played; i.e., I felt out of control when triggered by the present. Sensing the harmful past, I invoked rememory to regain control during ludo-Gothic BDSM with a trusted friend. It’s a bit counterintuitive on its face, but a vital paradox to counter capital’s rising inequalities and power abuse: rape makes us chase the Numinous. It is a mighty outlet when harnessed by us to heal!

[31] Often coded as “black,” in a medieval sense, and having green skin (or some other spectral blackface) during blood libel argumentation.

[32] Apparently the song was inspired by English “skinheads,” which the band—in true false-punk (and homophobic) fashion—called “faeries”:

This song is about Skinheads. At the time in England, Skinheads were not racists, but punks and anarchists. They usually wore boots, which is how Sabbath got the title. […] The lyrics were inspired by an incident after a Sabbath concert in 1970. The band was attacked by a bunch of Skinheads after the show, injuring Tony Iommi and forcing them to cancel their next performance [ibid.].

Like many rock songs, the band buries the lead/obscures their criticism of different punk groups interfering with their bottom line; i.e., while cashing in on witchcraft, monsters and drug use, themselves (re: the ghost of the counterfeit). The band went on to make millions and lose themselves in drugs, far less concerned with activism than they were exploiting the aesthetics of it while butting heads with those they called “punks” and “faeries.” When push came to shove, they sold out and treated rebellion as “gay.”

[33] I originally devised Glenn as a shapeshifter goblin; i.e., born as one, but able to turn into different shapes, sizes and genders to synthesize good praxis with: GNC poetics I pointedly wanted to “goblinize” while rescuing all aspects thereof from a harmful historical past (one whose queerness and goblins had to suffer under Western pogroms; more on this in Volume Three).

[34] Bunny likes “painal,” for instance—as much for the pain, but also the control it gives them, during sex work. They also have sex with different people, but generally as a form of public nudism/pornographic art (samples from Bunny’s Twitter profile):

(artist: Blxxd Bunny)

In short, they can work with other people, but tend to favor toys because of the unparalleled control those give them; i.e., over their own body and the scenes they’re trying to cultivate. This took time and work to figure out, which shows in Bunny’s extensive catalog. Indeed, since meeting Bunny back in March 2023 when I first drew them as female Ozymandias, they’ve come such a long way and really matured as an artist! And they’ve supported my work a great deal, funding it/supplying subscriptions gratis and being there for me emotionally when others were attacking me in bad faith (re: Persephone van der Waard’s “Setting the Record Straight, Transmisia Experience: 5/26/2023“).

[35] The evolution of this incredibly bizarre-yet-charming children’s cartoon has a surprisingly storied history in its own right. Nathan Evans writes, in “Ween – The Mollusk: How an Album Inspired the World’s Most Famous Kid’s Cartoon” (2020):

In a Facebook post written shortly after the death of Hillenburg in late 2018, band members Gene and Dean Ween told the story of how they were contacted by him, saying that “he wanted to start a cartoon inspired by The Mollusk,” bringing to light what was a truth hidden in plain sight for many years. The Pennsylvania duo was asked to write a song teaching kids how to tie their shoes, which became “Loop De Loop” from one of the show’s most heartwarmingly innocent moments. You could even be forgiven for thinking it wasn’t the same band who wrote “Piss Up a Rope,” but that was part of the Ween magic. In tribute to The Mollusk, the record’s penultimate track “Ocean Man” plays as the 2004 movie’s credits roll.

[…] These sock puppet-like characters feed into the adorably childish comedy of the record, as does their simple Limerick style of songwriting. The very on-the-nose title “Waving My Dick in the Wind” doesn’t hold back Gene and Dean’s silly side, and neither does some of the lines within the cut—though many reviewers have used the word “masturbatory” to describe music, “you should have seen old Jimmy Wilson dance” really is so [a tradition far older than SpongeBob—with Herman Melville using plenty of phallic jokes in Moby Dick to comment both on matelotage but also the whaling industry as a whole].

But that nerdiness too lends itself to another aspect of the lyrics on here, namely with their casual use of head-turning references rooted in the obscure. Throughout, they are constantly sneaking in gentle religious subtext (“The Mollusk”) or a reference to a Rastafarian deity (“Mutilated Lips”) into an otherwise simple affair. Leaving these scraps of scholarly knowledge in a place one would least expect causes an emergent feeling of surrealism, mirroring how Hillenburg and co. nodded to the likes of metal band Panteraliterary macabrist Edgar Allen Poe, and German horror legend Nosferatu. Into a bloody children’s show [another tradition, one used—for example—by James Joyce’s Ulysses or T.S. Eliot’s “The Waste Land” and similar stories speaking to the chaos of modernity after WWI].

Ween’s relationship with psychedelics also matches the aforementioned college-band stereotype, as “Polka Dot Tail” and “Mutilated Lips” document these—again, surrealistic—sightings witnessed only through pills, smoke and crystal. Twisted images of flying puppies, malformed human hands and wormlike tentacles lodged inside the brain. Although out of context these lines would appear completely demented, it’s inverted by the tongue-in-cheek sonics behind them. The former is one of several children’s showtunes on the album, and as we all know, there’s a very blurred line between hallucinogenic visions and children’s entertainment (source).

In short, people didn’t like SpongeBob because it turned a profit; they liked it for its artless charm, which capital promptly pimped out. Rebellion, then, abjures profit as such. To it, the parallels between the meta forces at work—and the sheer seemingly-random serendipity of chance meetings, out in the world—go beyond Ween and SpongeBob, Jojo and Walpole, Watterson and Calvin/Hobbes, or Harmony and myself. And yet, in keeping with acid Communism—and the creative reality that anything might combine with anything else under natural and manmade pressures, but still make it work, through Gothic Communism at large—such holistic intra, micro and macro-spection makes for an incredibly interesting journey, all on its own!

More to the point, such eclectic and dialectical-material chaos becomes incredibly liberating the moment you realize you can combine anything with anything to say whatever you need to say to bond with other people under capital. Do it because life is absurd; smile at the gods by making your own, in the present space and time. It is, as Jameson once said, all we have. And as Molly Grue once said, “You have all the power you need, if you dare to look for it!”

[36] Whereas anal can generally fit larger sizes into itself (above), vaginal generally stops at to 6-7 inches, for the average birth canal. Vaginal is often made more exciting visually by “pushing the envelope”; i.e., by playing with pornographic tropes that walk the tightrope between exploitation and liberation; e.g., white women—commonly treated as “modest,” including their canonically diminutive and infantilized vaginas—evoking some degree of rape fantasy when saying to the camera as they take a big dick (regardless of color), “Oh, noooo! It’s soooo biiiiiiig!”

[37] And which pedophiles ascribe to child porn they call “furry” or “goblin,” in bad faith; e.g., Ian Kochinski (more on him, in Volume Three):

(source: the thumbnail for Bad Empanada’s “Vaush P*dophilia Controversy: Disgusting Fans & Orbiters MELT DOWN Defending Him,” 2024)

[38] In a cruel twist, Charlotte Brontë kills Bertha—all so her in-book double, Jane, can marry and redeem the insufferable Mr. Rochester (a slaveholder and adulterer): “Reader, I married him”; i.e., “my marriage was legitimate, and it takes a white WASP to pacify man’s otherwise ‘untamable’ nature.” Small wonder that Jean Rys wrote Wide Sargasso Sea (1966); there was no room for a Caribbean woman in a white woman’s world in a white man’s world, save to be the stepping stone in Charlotte’s bildungsroman. Genocide is genocide!

[39] Rock, for example, was stolen from African Americans (a traditional taken from older colonial models). This includes the term, itself, but also white imitators of famous artists like Chuck Berry and Jimi Hendrix (more on Jimi, in Volume Three); e.g., Elvis or [insert name, here]. The same goes for jazz and the Harlem Renaissance, but also white authors in the Gothic mode commodifying and “slumming” darkness while looking in from positions of relative privilege (re: the ghost of the counterfeit and process of abjection). Again, the idea isn’t to commodify struggle or alienation, when healing from rape inside the Imperial Core, but learn from it ways that bring different oppressed groups closer together under a common goal; i.e., while surviving police violence everywhere.

[40] The alt text, on Mastodon, reads: “Marina in a hot pink body suit and ushanka and a white fur coat holding a pink sickle and a Hitachi magic wand. they’re posed dramatically to evoke socialist realism” title=”marina in a hot pink body suit and ushanka and a white fur coat holding a pink sickle and a Hitachi magic wand. they’re posed dramatically to evoke Socialist Realism.”

[41] Re: As Jamal Subhi Ismail Nafi writes in “Milton’s Portrayal of Satan in Paradise Lost and the Notion of Heroism” (2015):

According to [Tesky] Gordon, it was Blake who expressed this view most emphatically by saying that Milton was of the devil’s party without knowing it. He expressed this opinion chiefly in relation to the portrayal of Satan who, according to him, has been depicted as a character possessing certain grand qualities worthy of the highest admiration (source).

[42] E.g., straight men being Black Penitents protected by the courts with a high burden of proof, versus anyone else slandered and abused under widespread pogroms that extend to these juridical spheres.

[43] In the West, animation through clay comes from Judaism and the Golem of Prague (and older versions); i.e., the power of creation laid into mortal hands, then demonized by Christian forces. Abjection abjects sin and guilt off onto state enemies, which the state then attacks. To that, canonical Gothic relies on the cartoon of necromancy and animation directed at older female/feminized men (servants), non-European and/or queer religions, cultures and identities; e.g., Judaism, but also poetic likenesses that, in the same shadow zone, highlight and scandalize Nazis and Communists; i.e., being seen as heretical, thus of nature/fallen and needing to be purged by blood libel disguised as pure reason, post-Reformation. Manmade things are valorized provided they are made by white, cis-het Christian-coded men. Anything else is abject, but also apologized for through an uncanny similarity to state forces. We come from a sample of one, so “darkness” and “corruption” is dogmatized, fearful of Jewish revenge—of Medusa coming home to roost, thus nature and servants as “black” to settler colonialism’s lily whiteness. Their nadir is our zenith, our sex and their sex echoing in hostile duality.

The Protestant work ethic, per Cartesian thought, treats righteous labor as holy over anything antithetical to that; i.e., as paradoxically required to justify itself through witch hunts: God makes Lilith; she defies him and gives birth to demons, so God makes Eve out of one of Adam’s ribs. But the maiden is overshadowed by the whore’s dark “Jewish,” Melmothian spectre—her evil magic galvanizing the witch hunts that follow. She’s the castle, speaking to hammered witches, Jews eaten by lions, and queers put to death for refusing to have PIV sex, etc. Cryptonymy isn’t just a dogwhistle, but a whistle for labor to blow through the same cartoons; e.g., by Shelley’s Modern Prometheus taking creation (the fire of the gods) to demonize Victor Frankenstein through his work talking back: “giving lip,” or “sass,” as it were (more on this, in “Forbidden Sight,” part two).

[43a] Demons have infinite variety, infinite form; so does nature and demons of nature in a more animalistic class (versus those of Hell, presented as “extradimensional,” “from the void” or otherwise “not of this Earth”).

Book Sample: Idle Hands, part two: Vampires and Claymation

This blog post is part of “Deal with the Devil,” a third promotion originally inspired by the first and second ones I did with Harmony Corrupted: “Brace for Impact” and “Searching for Secrets” (2024). The first promotion was meant to promote and provide Volume Two, part one’s individual pieces for easy public viewing (it has since become a full, published book module: the Poetry Module). “Deal with the Devil” shall do the same, but with Volume Two, part two’s opening/thesis section and one of its two Monster Modules, Demons (the “Searching for Secrets” promotion covered the Undead Module, which is now live). As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

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Idle Hands, part two: Vampires and Claymation (feat. Takena’s “Midnight Vampire”)

“He swore he wasn’t going to kill you. He thought the humiliation of prison would be worse. The beatings. The rapes. The incessant fear for your life, but I told him, ‘No, John, you’re wrong. Dying would be worse.’ Because, well, honestly, it is, isn’t it? Dying is just worse. So do I pull the trigger or not?”

—Alice Morgan, Luther (2010)

Picking up where “Trial by Fire: Demon Muscle Mommies” left off…

Whereas part one of “Idle Hands” concerned the witch blood libel class—re: Amazons/the Medusa, and demons mommies of a dark or fiery type; i.e., as statuesque, seemingly made from clay and designed to fulfill different vengeful wishes (usually under a demon lover/protector dynamic)—part two considers the hunting mechanisms of those who are less gigantic, but no less kowai (fearsome) beneath their kawaii exterior—vampires, but specifically dainty lolita vampires dressed to kill (our focus, here, being on the classic female avenger as translating post hoc to other marginalized groups)!

That being said, there’s generally a “moll” criminal/femme fatale idea to such beings (e.g., Alice Morgan, above) but one that is as much informed by comorbid elements as congenital; i.e., generational trauma carried “in the blood,” so to speak, and relayed in theatrical forms that, sure enough, often use clay as much as costumes, actors and props: killing sprees made to avenge/right old wrongs, thus do what everyone in the audience is thinking (often a desire for bloody revenge). So many rape victims desire the ability to do so, even if they never act on it; i.e., the fantasizing of rape in reverse: “How does it feel, asshole!” Such outlets are important for a variety of reasons, giving our half-real abusers the poke!

Torture porn remains a complicated, ancient arena, one bound classically to women (white or not) as the perpetual victims of men. Out of patriarchal Antiquity into the present, such man-eaters can subversively manifest to reverse state violence (and other monopolies) onstage: the vengeful whore—equal to a one-man army dismantling a horde of thugs[1]—showing the rapist his own castration; i.e., for having abused someone vulnerable, often within exploitative stories fetishizing said abuse. It’s an anti-predation maneuver/terror weapon, one speaking—as the Gothic usually does—onstage towards things happening offstage: “Don’t fuck with us.” It’s supposed to make men, hence the state, uncomfortable!

As usual, demons play with power as something to theatrically arrange and argue one’s positions during courtly love. Continuing our examination of prostitute revenge—and going beyond Amazons and demons of shadow and fire—we arrive at vampire demon lovers. Typical of my work on vampires, it’s brief, but punchy.

Some Ground Rules: Vampire as Vengeful Whore/Sex Demon

We’ll get to Takena specifically in just a moment. First, some ground rules (three pages). Vampires are classically undead, but terms like “sex demon,” “demon lover” or “whore” easily apply to female vampires as a classic version of the monstrous-feminine (for our purposes, “demon” and “whore” are synonymous, as are synonyms to whore, like mistress or Medusa; e.g., dark mistress = demon, commonplace to Amazonian mommy demons having androgynous/phallic qualities per classically unorthodox[2] gendered power arrangements; re: Lady Hellbender and Karlach); i.e., a dead whore, doll, or undead sex demon, in the modular sense; e.g., Blxxd Bunny’s thick, messy or otherwise “immodest” makeup—caked on, resembling decay but also sexual arousal, depending on the color—being comparable to corpse paint (and with graveyard prostitution going back to Ancient Rome, at least; re: B.B. Wagner).

(artist: Blxxd Bunny)

Abject and theatrically arrested, vampires are sex demons that speak to isolation and abuse through undead trauma and feeding mechanisms; i.e., forbidden sex defying canonical laws to enact female/monstrous-feminine revenge from beyond the grave: parallel voices/societies challenging Puritanical state authority with worker counterauthority and counterterror breaking the monopoly. They wear the makeup for themselves, and say what they want to say inside capitalist markets; i.e., cannibalizing the same whorish theatre tools for asymmetrical warfare: the strict flavor of violence, whereupon the paradox of such things (whores and rape) determines by dialectical-material context; e.g., tickling and orgasms or pain consensual through said context, but also activating different nervous centers (and chemicals) that sure enough, overlap vaso vagal with erogenous responses and confused predator/prey mechanisms vis-à-vis different aesthetics of torture having irony (or not).

Macbeth called these “borrowed robes.” What he stole through sexualized force, we take through guerilla sex and force speaking to rape; i.e., as a loss of control tied to articles of clothing and other theatrical elements; e.g., shoes historically being torturous and uncomfortable (see: Chinese foot-binding but also high heels, above), but during camp can shape into foils that empower us and speak to past disempowerment. All aspects of the whore can do this, yielding creativity and bodies being all the female guerilla classically has to use; i.e., deprived of anything else by the empires (and cops) pimping them out, sex becomes their weapon of choice. It becomes literally “on the brain,” insanity a kind of death, rape, and captivity theatre expressed through hysteria narratives (merged with other moral panics, as the state requires and which we subvert) that punch through your eye sockets like a bad pun!

Whores, then, are brides of the Devil (or, per Lewis’ shapeshifting Matilda, simply the Devil in disguise, deceiving the deceiver), meaning they can do things good girls can’t, and generally take things from men (usually power through money and sex) to avenge their own relegation. Except all girls are whores per the same paradox, giving them the potential to “corrupt” for or against the state; re: “any weapon can become a weapon of terror.” This occurs through sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll (and equivalents of these things across the Gothic mode) while stressing their own paradoxical, profoundly liminal, darkness-visible existence; i.e., parody and pastiche, in Gothic, generally elide and—per the class, culture and race privilege of middle-class white people from the Neo-Gothic onwards—commercialize these fearful fascinations per the ghost of the counterfeit; e.g., Rob Zombie’s “Living Dead Girl” (1998): “Who is this irresistible creature who has an insatiable love for the dead?” Under Gothic, bad vibes offer up baddie vibes, just as often; the irony is optional (and in Zombie and Sheri Moon’s case, left, is generally a brand to sell, not a critical voice with any serious bite to it).

To that, any resulting “forbidden sight” (darkness visible) grants a specialized jouissance whose systemic catharsis lies in between play and rememory unto actual trauma (re: Asprey’s “terror is the kissing cousin of force”); i.e., ludo-Gothic BDSM putting “rape” in quotes to recontextualize it: as “mere play” in ways that vampires use to speak cryptonymically regarding sexual violence, and in ways the Gothic iconoclast may camp and subvert synthesizing demonic poetics! These paradoxes suitably occur through rape, murder and/or death fantasies (dark desires for revenge), but also surreal, transformatory and excessive neo-medieval language (e.g., the Jabberwocky poem, from earlier). We’ll be doing so, here in part two, with vampires, prostitution and claymation vis-à-vis Taneka’s golem-esque, then conclude with Tolkien’s goblins and other anti-Semitic tropes, in part three; re: as the weapons “of idle hands” that will come up repeatedly throughout the entirety of the Demon Module!

To it, “vampire” puts monster between woman as maiden and whore, itself cleft in twain, yet bound at the hip on the same liminal, half-real stage; but also, between house and dungeon, vampire lord and queen, genuine torture and “torture” in quotes, revenge and “revenge,” clay and flesh, etc. Whereas she acts out her rape by killing an imaginary killer to rescue her former self divided from her vampire side speaking to her current surreal and furious existence, so too can we play out our own deaths, trauma and transformation (rapes, revenge, rapture, etc); i.e., in such dualistic, psychomachic, martyred medieval forms: popular media being whatever delicious, rock ‘n roll trash people love to consume. Vampires are whores, are sex demons criminalized by the state to maintain state control! We don’t just get down to business; we take care of it to debride them!

In turn, demons more broadly are “shadows” that suggest holistically whatever reality hides through state illusions/Capitalist Realism; i.e., simulacra being clay animating in small, the homunculus, golem or egregore’s function similar to Walpole’s animated miniatures (the fatal portrait), Plato’s shadow plays, and the phantasmagoria, etc. These historically transmit Gothic dualities and double standards through a “medieval” fake, received by playful “archaeologists” prodding the Capitalocene. A right historically enjoyed by queer white men and straight women, both played with the ghost of the counterfeit in the Neo-Gothic period: necromancer and shade, conjuring up “Hell” as allegorical, pre-Christian “past”; i.e., while in a Christian-dominated world, one whose Protestant ethic ethnocentrically essentialized the whore as “evil” per blood libel, Orientalism, and monstrous-feminine Satanic Panic, etc.

To it, we’re returning to the demonic/god-like idea of making monsters from clay. While this fabrication typically includes doll-sized humans or human-sized dollsor even giant-sized statues (e.g., Michelangelo’s David, left), which historically range from ancient-to-modern vanity projects, to Humanist/Gothic commentaries on the world when they were made—they don’t animate especially well, in isolation. And though we’ll get to larger simulacra like Shelley’s Creature, chiding Victor for playing God during the Promethean Quest, I thought we’d start small and work our way up to Frankenstein’s monster and similar beings (re: the xenomorph); i.e., from Takena’s killer doll to goblins (which we’ll look at with Tolkien, in part three).

Both are made as much to express their maker’s humanity (or lack thereof, in Victor’s case) as it is to comment on the humanity of those being made. Conjured up by “necromancers,” they talk for different reasons, speaking truth through shadows, artifice and lies. This isn’t in bad faith, but to communicate through allegory as just another part of human language and experience: the voice of the surly-silly Jane Doe. She smiles, but it doesn’t reach her skull-girl eyes; it’s like a killer doll, then: beautiful but deadly, exchanging unequal power through violent sex (or “sex,” per the cryptonymy process). In iconoclastic circles, it’s meant to excite the browbeaten and frighten the abuser (though the former will always try to pimp the latter): become the whore, become vengeance—a pedagogy of the oppressed whose conduit of joy plays at hauntological Mortal Kombat to break Capitalist Realism on its wheel!

Takena’s “Midnight Vampire” does this, in a nutshell. Vampires are commonly sex demons that communicate euphemistically through psychosexual pain, sodomy and murderous courtly love/torture porn; re: problematic love/the love that dare not speak its name, except Takena’s lover shouts it without making a sound (action speaking louder than words)—the shock scarcely registering until you’re already dead; i.e., revenge is reclamation to revolt, often through the Platonic suggestion of shadowy violence denoting a desire to change not just ourselves—and our dark, repressed reflection on the Aegis (the simulacrum)—but the world along with us!

As we shall see, so does Takena’s vampire; i.e., by having the whore’s revenge against profit, one undiscerning thug at a time…

Takena’s Revenge: “Midnight Vampire”

This short piece was written in response/reference to my initial reactions to Takena’s “Midnight Vampire” (2024): “Persephone’s Insights, #1: Breaking Down @Takena‘s “Midnight Vampire” (2024). Combining raw sexuality and violence isn’t something I generally do, but did want to explore here how psychosexual expression often discusses sexuality through “medieval” theatrical violence. —Perse

(artist: Star Gureisu)

Gothic maturity is the ability to discuss taboo subjects in sex-positive ways; re: from cannibalism, to murder and rape, to bounty hunters and assassins, to menstruation and “wandering womb,” the Gothic loves to use medieval romance language it can force against workers, activating those survival mechanisms the West has seemingly abolished but, point in fact, manipulates for different reasons. This can be to maintain state order or break it, the state—when actual revolution decays its strongholds—trying to fetishize different scapegoat groups while simultaneously exploiting them for profit, and workers subverting that process (of abjection) during liminal expression: immaturity vs maturity. All happen inside calculated risk being as much people as place, the danger disco filled with demon-lover phallic women sinning for their own reasons (and visually intimidating men, all the while); i.e., versus madmen targeting non-demonic women, Takena’s clubber-meets-schoolgirl vampire gives state thugs a calculated, operatic taste of their own bitter medicine (not just murder or rape, but genocide)! Keeping with vampires, capital treats sex as a violent drug to contain, a disease to surveille (re: the panopticon). In trying to, they’ve only dug their own graves; i.e., she’s in here with them!

Any violence towards women, in Gothic, is always sexual or haunted by rape; i.e., forcing women to revert to trading with the only thing they could realistically trade in, any time before the present. The female avenger turns all of that on its head; i.e., a monstrous-feminine double trading in masculine violence (with a psychosexual bent)—not only while feminizing men the way they did to her, once upon a time, but doing them one better! She’s an off-limits warrior whore/dark castle-in-the-flesh, using excessive force (and subterfuge) to lay the gangsters[3] to eternal, ignominious rest!

This brings us to Takena’s vampire—with smaller figurines in dollhouse sets being easier to work with on account of their size. Small or not, they represent humans and their residences, but also the unspeakable actions that occur inside, which the audience relates to vicariously through theatre (the paradox being these speak easily enough with a bit of clay to work with—clay being an excellent cryptonym, showing what is concealed by standing in for raw sex through medievalized metaphors debating back and forth). They also supply the weaponized means to survive by communicating such things to achieve systemic catharsis; i.e., by cultivating good social-sexual habits unto a pedagogy of the oppressed that we can inform/contribute to, among the sleeping fetishes and clichés: stuck on history’s endless carousel, waiting like the vampire to wake up and feed once more!

Takena’s skit is fairly standard graveyard sex—a doll-ish, splatterhouse miniature combining lover and killer (and frozen at the moment of “turning”/original trauma, as the undead always are), the protagonist anisotropically reversing the usual terrorist/counterterrorist ordering of sex, fear and force; i.e., someone dislocated from the land, and from whom the owner class now fears revenge: for originally stealing from and now who takes back in potent mixtures of seductive violence the elite cannot police, thus pimp! A huntress lone wolf, our vigilante—per the usual shorthand—hunts from a home-base lair with which to launch attacks against predatory men and their secluded torture-dungeons-in-disguise. It’s abbreviated, here, but has all the basic parts of a man-eater revenge fantasy (conducted for missing girls, en masse): an avenger and a crime boss, the latter’s henchmen, and a damsel.

In turn, any ironic harm is offset or haunted by unironic forms the killer is avenging not once, but night after night; i.e., as a matter of routine: a female vampire/serial killer patiently pimping male pimps during non-peaceful transfers of power speaking to unanswered crimes, real or imagined (castration fantasies lending vampirism a female “cruising” character versus a traditionally male one as normally valorizing said male[s] penetration[4]). They value weakness and pain as things to deal in and exchange, watching their prey while hiding in plain sight.

In a sense, the vampire and her prey aren’t so different—save that she moves power away from them, the exploiters, and towards the vulnerable; i.e., by illustrating self-defense when given consent[5] is absent. She does so by watching those who watch: “Since then, there has never been a moment that has not betrayed you—a glance, a turn of the head, the flash of your throat as you breathe! Even your way of standing perfectly still, they were all my spies!” In turn, she satisfies her thirst (for blood, the definitive aspect of vampirism): as a weapon of terror hyphenating sex and force, taking the husband, boyfriend or jealous coworker to task, and ultimately getting away with murder as the whore’s revenge!

In short, the protagonist premediates and embodies a rapist’s worst fears: a streetsweeper without compunction, clemency or remorse. Possessing an extended history of (and penchant for) barbaric ultraviolence, she deceives the deceiver and rapes the rapist. Doing so during a nightmarish return of said barbarity’s corporal punishment turned excessively violent against capital (capital punishment being execution), she’s a criminal judge, jury and executioner making a house call—the call girl castrator (resembling a prioress, in her black-and-white uniform), fighting fire with fire, to reverse the usual direction of violence/dark desire; i.e., that other criminals working for the state push towards helpless (usually white straight middle-class) women. In fetishizing herself and her bloody actions’ “cruisin’ for a bruisin’,” the vampire shows the rapist his doom. I’d say she spits on his grave while doing so, except she enjoys her knightly work (and wouldn’t want to waste any precious blood; re, Marx’ Kapital, with a twist: dead labor feeding on dead labor to help living labor)!

As such, Takena’s vampire is a deathless, retro-future avenger penetrating the hauntology (re: the canceled future, classically a Gothic castle but known more recently as the Western, noir or cyberpunk, etc): a strict dom/phallic woman “acting like a man” to avenge violence against women in medieval ways. She’s a demon lover “making love” during courtly love as something to bring to the kidnappers’ false home (after being invited inside); i.e., a small kawaii that, suitably enough, crosses over into furious kowai-style bloodbaths while still appearing cute, mid-unheimlich. She doesn’t shriek like a banshee might, but her dollish eyes speak volumes: revenge against rape through medieval violence, bathing in the blood of evil men to have the whore’s revenge (the assumption being she’s cracking down against profit, specifically snuff films). She’s a walking weapon, a bad bitch not to be fucked with exposing the brave as cowards, scared of crazy little girls with a tendency to fuck shit up; i.e., damaged goods not afraid of getting stabbed (re: the Radcliffean heroine) but having no one to stab (re: Dacre’s Victoria).

In turn, there’s room for all kinds of puns, many which leap to mind through the campy violence taking place; i.e., the usual hyphenations of sex and force that victims of abuse live with, and which they direct their hellish lust towards would-be abusers and victims occupying the same complicated space’s predator/prey confusions; re: the passion of martyrdom—of ravishing and release—reversing or redirecting harm through camp during ludo-Gothic BDSM. Despite those confusions, the liminality affords play as a matter of person and place liberated from single set outcomes. It becomes fun, but can speak to actual harm; i.e., by putting “rape” in quotes during rape play (not shown, below), the latter sitting alongside regular sex (shown, below). Commonly fixating on oral, vaginal (or anal, not shown, below), doing so frequently relies upon implied/actual penetration, said vampiric roleplay bleeding into daily social-sexual interactions; re: Cuwu, acting as “vampy fae” and gentle mommy dom in bed, having fun with me while persistently giving and taking through two sex workers’ paired synthesis:

(artist: Cuwu[6])

Cuwu’s borderline disorder certainly affected our interactions, as such, but they never removed consent (or fun) from the equation; i.e., while we played. They were certainly someone society would demonize for being trans and mentally ill/a rape victim; and yet, despite their subby abusing of me in the past, remained someone whose harm stemmed from their monstrous condition—i.e., as something they were trying to manage and didn’t always succeed, abuse leading them to harm others during calculated risk.

I won’t condone or otherwise apologize for the abuse they ultimately caused me/others, but likewise would never advocate for the harm that befell them, elsewhere in their life. That is my prerogative, my understanding shaped by both the severity of the abuse caused, and the fact that Cuwu—a sex worker and drug user—was ultimately steered to unravel by parties besides them or myself. In short, they were a victim who abused others, but often continued being abused; i.e., the whore’s paradox (and revenge) sit in the lived reality that many sex workers are rape victims, and many rape victims love pain during sex (or threats of “danger” in quotes) that give them some sense of release/control over their trauma: to synthesize during good praxis to reduce the possibility of rape, worldwide!

Yes, Cuwu made mistakes during this process—and they certainly had a dark “destroyer” side to them—but they absolutely deserve love, anyways; i.e., they belong in Gothic Communism’s vision of a better world, because they were trying to make the current world a better place. Doing so manifested through various contributions towards the Cause, the two of us healing from rape while living in the shadow of police violence; re: by seeking out safety and comfort as much for me as from me.

When Jadis had me at their beck and call, for example, Cuwu gave me sanctuary. They offered me sex, of course, but also understanding and love that Jadis did not. It did not last, but they did their best, and their failure—I like to believe—was influenced by others in their life twisting them back towards self-destructive behaviors. This makes it easier to forgive them, and my exhibits of them—used with permission, according to our agreement—are of someone I respect and love in spite of their harming me. Revolution is a messy affair. Yet, if Cuwu and I are any indication, it blooms inside the hearts (and holes) of those on the battlefield, opening themselves up while making love. Shared trauma be like that—making people horny or sex repulsed, depending on those taking part (Cuwu would often oscillate, both thirsty or tempered due to their personality disorder):

(artists: Cuwu and Persephone van der Waard)

Despite the potential for harm, Cuwu’s monstrous nature had revolutionary value during the cryptonymy process. The same latitude should be given towards Takena’s vampire fantasy, then. Yes, Cuwu is AFAB and trans masc, and I am a trans woman, but our clay double speaks to a shared GNC desire for revenge against capital. For those viewed or otherwise treated as women, in general, the line between terrifying and cute is characteristically thin; i.e., by turning the safety of home, inside-out, to speak to nuclear hypocrisies.

Keeping with demons, this is the data, and Takena tells it through clay. If computers are modern data transmitters, clay is the data storage system of the ancient world (e.g., the clay tablet to Ea-nāṣir being the oldest customer complaint). It never gets tired and can never die—can change shape or color and be, like Satan’s darkness visible, whatever composition the user needs it to be, thus personify to say whatever the creator wants to say in the future from the past; i.e., memes, but also cryptomemes, per Castricano’s cryptomimesis dynamic! Clay is also naked, but clothed/opaque (re: Segewick’s imagery of the surface); i.e., able to be assigned whatever apotropaic instructions you want; e.g., “kill my enemies,” “protect me from harm,” or some dialectical-material, cops-and-victims combination of these, in duality thus granting infinite value/shape/utility for or against the state.

For example, Mary Shelley used the tabula rasa to highlight the hypocrisy of state-programmed automatons—with men like Victor arrogantly thinking they have free will, but simply being statues/gargoyle slaves, themselves: made of materials carrying messages through the policing of sex and force. So does Takena’s golem subvert this process; i.e., as a nude/clothed defender of an imaginary but nonetheless besieged “Prague,” an other world beset by fakes who she reminds of their own clay-like (de)construction (“ashes to ashes, dust to dust”).

In turn, phrases like “virus” or “code” marry cryptomimetically to sexual production and settler arguments against nature-as-monstrous-feminine; i.e., which we can enjoy pursuant to an iconoclastic endorsement. During live burial, such dialogs (and their neo-medieval refrains) speak our truth as normally repressed, helping us grow fluent in deception to point at truth: with funerary rites, duelist lingo and all-around cryptonymy slogans—i.e., “dead” whores tell plenty of tales; those versed in psychosexual violence and demonic theatre revive the black knight[7] to kick ass/wage war against the usual Crusaders! It’s a classic Neo-Gothic goading mechanism (“Chicken, chicken!”) but one that points the finger at the accused living in sin under capital’s present arrangements; e.g., Arthur literally holier-than-thou, and the black knight having none of it!

The point, here, isn’t that Arthur wins the fight, but how the black knight humiliates him, anyways. The same goes for Takena. Whichever mercenary being discussed, think of the basic idea as the talking dead as much the walking dead. Whereas Macbeth promptly crapped himself when seeing Banquo, post-execution (and fearing what the latter’s unwanted apocalypse might uncover to the misled members of that court), the same idea speaks through humor as hate—the kind borrowed from Shakespeare, but also Walpole and Lewis’ silly-serious mayhem, copied ever onwards: “‘Tis but a scratch!” “A scratch? Your arm’s off!” “I’ve had worse!” “You liar!”

Like a gargoyle, our undead heroine comes alive after sleep (death’s counterfeit) to seek revenge on living abusers who don’t value life; re: the ghost of the counterfeit exciting her viewers, doing so in campy ways that remain visually violent and non-violent through vaso vagal theatre. We summon her and watch her go berserk, avenging some hidden wrong during her labor of (courtly) love. Like all vampires, then, she embodies death as a paradoxical source of life, a murder ballad hyphenating both as much as mouth and fang!

Made from clay and animating as such, Takena’s story is basically a prurient, transhuman simulacrum of prostitution. Copied by Takena before arbitrating in hauntological form, the whore/demon lover works at the bar as the usual site of extramarital play and pleasure—foreplay, to be precise; i.e., leading to things that respond normally toward virgin/whore division: per male privilege, so often leading to “revenge” against female/GNC parties by cis-het male ones, the latter bored with their caged housewives and seeking “Hell” to colonize it. Our subverting of these occurs on the same vaso vagal, poppy-red stages of power and performance playing out this or that. During the cryptonymy process, things blend in and stand out—all to make it harder to say who is and isn’t the harmful agent (re: speaking to the lived reality that women experience). In turn, abjection inverts vis-à-vis the chronotope/clay dollhouse castle-inside-a-castle’s mise-en-abyme, doing so by playing with the usual monopolies of violence, terror and sex. We ruin your childhoods, but remind you that Gumby was always creepy! Takena’s vampire is cute, yet confuses her victims (who think her an easy target) precisely because she’s violent “like men” are/were—inside the Gothic’s plastic, half-real, legendary past!

Furthermore, the militant, female demon lover’s theatrical desire—to harm others that resemble our past abusers—becomes trapped between the reality that abusers historically appear normal and harmless, in bad faith, but on whose liminal, innocuous surfaces are where survivors see harm, anyways. In turn, survivors may play it out in good faith, but should remind our audience looking in (regardless of faith) that—for anyone viewing the killer doll, smashing or rescuing small likenesses of themselves per framed story—need only remember how harm is a matter of context; re: couched within an aesthetic of power and death, dom and sub, human and vampire, predator and prey during ludo-Gothic BDSM. We look and they look, and between us is where things play out on the same Aegis’ cryptonymy process: the virgin and the whore, the voyeur and exhibitionist, playwright and BDSM freak. She is a kinky girl, the kind you don’t take home to mother! Instilling fear and fascination is very much the point.

In turn, damage through rape play speaks to what is covered up, but also all around us and coded less in censorship and more in the cryptonymy process: violence points to rape, but also trauma and feeding in ways that anisotropically reverse the flow of power conducive to a salubrious, class-conscious effect. Weird attracts weird, trauma attracts trauma, our resident man-eater hunting in places where she is normally hunted. She’s here to turn the tables, telling the story in small as each sizes the other up; i.e., while the knightly chess player plays not with some frail girlish thing acting out death, but Death herself playing him (echoes, below, of The Seventh Seal, 1957).

As always, the state is incompatible with life; unlife can fight back by dressing up as the whore— i.e., by emasculating rape through its recreation, a witness testimony retold in “Gothic” fakery. So does the Aegis anisotropically expose what is repressed, doing so to humanize the whore as demonic: a guilty pleasure, Medusa flipping the script on those usual benefactors of capital punching her! She claps back as a black knight (a kind of cop-turned-terrorist) would: hard and fast, without mercy! Pimping the pimp, this happens through play mirroring play!

In other words, the survival mechanisms of a predator/prey relationship happen very quickly and are coded among structures that—while unspoken—remain heavily ritualized and ubiquitous: go to the bar to pursue sex/drink for some sex, and canonically a chance to abuse the whore who you have power over. Subverting this, Takena plays with dolls inside small miniatures that combine medieval aspects of female/prostitute torture with more recent hauntologies; i.e., the snuff film and kawaii vampire waifu. She gives as good as she gets, hypnotizing lover boy and from him, his hidden master waiting at the kill house (viewed almost peripherally because her hungry eyes on the men, inside).

Exposed, the king runs from one dungeon to another inside a castle’s concentric refrain; she follows him, the whorish executioner carrying her trauma with her and returning from the grave to seek a demonic revenge (dragging the abuser to Hell, reversing Hades and Persephone’s role in things). It’s all a death omen for future abusers; i.e., relayed in Gothic, repeating echoes of older stories felt in present-day forms. True to form, the vampire is reflecting on the surfaces and thresholds of pastiche/remediated praxis, not on actual glass; but the Aegis’ glass-like reflections are, per oppositional praxis, precisely where such things play out, time and time again. Animation isn’t just uncanny but speaking to unspeakable, repressed topics; i.e., through black magic as ubiquitous, commodified: xenoglossia, aka the voice of the dead. The best revenge is to help that voice survive through the message; i.e., when taking the state’s unironic dungeon (and torturers) apart, piece by piece—through revolutionary cryptonymy reversing abjection, on and within a partially ironic counterfeit haunted by rape!

In true Gothic fashion, then, Takena’s story includes a maiden, which the whore rescues from certain death before arming her with an axe (above)! So does the whore haunt the maiden. By the end, the axe is hers not just to grind, but swing to deflower the clubber through revenge: the Gothic heroine is the slayer of a bad-dream camera man, taking his vision less apart and more bouncing the baleful gaze back on the original, non-female vampire (and his army of disposable henchmen). The maiden overpowers him, having done so through her mightier maternal double making her an accomplice. From the charmer at the gate, to the executioners inside trafficking women, all the king’s men are in pieces from the skilled dominatrix, and now it’s the king’s turn through her apprentice! The hunter becomes the hunted and vice versa, the female reaver slaying her former abuser’s likeness in regressive medieval language—live burial, hoisted on his own petard! Ker-splat!

Furthermore, Takena’s psychomachy shows the monster not as strictly one side, alone; it’s both, and is shared between them as an aesthetic they use to communicate different goals: to abuse the whore instead of challenging capital, versus the whore reminding the king that he’s only one for a day (and it only takes the shadow of a threat to emasculate him, above). Fetishes, at their simplest, are objects of power to give and receive; to fetishize something is, from a sex-positive standpoint, to give it power through dialogs about power as something to exchange either way. To it, the vampire is scary! But she can direct that terror away from the girl and towards the men looking to harm said girl; their tricks won’t work on the vampire, and she knows it:

By locking herself in with the bandits, the vampire cuts off the room’s only exit. Having no recourse for escape (and trapped inside a dungeon of their own design; re: the infernal concentric pattern), the men’s only option is to fight Death to the death. To that, the vampire certainly lives up to her fearful reputation. Tough-as-nails, dead as a doornail, and the final nail in these interlopers’ coffins (which the room becomes), she teaches them one last, brutal lesson before they die; i.e., that some people push back! She rips-and-tears until it is done! In doing so, she spares the maiden (a virgin no more) the vampire’s curse, Cupid’s devilish embodiment disappearing like smoke (which vampires are prone to do).

And just as quick, the day is won; the damsel is freed and the villains are dead—our classic Gothic heroine, the air-headed sex doll, recovering from her dark reverie to see her Venus twin has disappeared, the transplant evicting the riffraff before crawling back to her own castle-in-small for a much-needed dirt nap!

Per the Promethean Quest, the Hero’s Journey (the monomyth), Male Gaze and various other tropes are turned on their heads/made inside out-like a vampire’s cloak; but the usual wearer is the classic Neo-Gothic readership (women/fags) punching up against the usual victimizers—not the mythical sort like Radcliffe’s banditti, but weird LARPer white men who can’t get it up unless they’re harming someone/acting the cop. Cops need victims; victims can fight back through the same power fantasies moving power towards workers: our lady of the night—let in to raise Cain, having Grendel’s revenge, mommy-dom-style. She’s a demonic, nigh-unstoppable shapeshifter (and damage-impervious stand-in for our indestructible selves that survive rape), showing us “death” is a hell of a time (and doesn’t mind if you cum in her eye, left): a psychosexual, martyred state of grace.

Soon, the sun sets and the night falls, our feminist fearmonger back for seconds, making guilty men afraid, squirm or otherwise think twice—as she castrates their doubles, onstage! For her (and us), it’s sweet relief, but also returns to and from the beckoning grave! Whoever said chivalry was dead?

Tokenization (a reprise)—Subverting It through Demonic Poetics

Note: This conclusion touches briefly (six pages) not just on vampires, but zombies. Refer to the Undead Module to consider that monster class at length. —Perse

As we discussed with Amazons, tokenization is a thing. The whole point of “Midnight Vampire,” though, is to subvert/reverse all of that, its found document making us reflect on the recycled badass language to reveal the usual police abusers protected by canonical forms: the actual enemies. It does so through martyred, plural fragmentation; i.e., our resident whore can disassociate/be raped till the cows come home. Her mouth agape and giving the king bedroom eyes, she takes all the men’s power until they are weak enough that our pillow princess can finish them off, executioner-style. “That all you got, killer? Such a little man with a little ‘weapon’!” Death in these stories is both figurative and/or literal, meaning it symbolizes actual police violence, but also the ability to play said violence out for different reasons; i.e., through ludo-Gothic BDSM’s counterterrorist reversal, not state fear and dogma! Intersectional solidarity punches up against all cops: “Get thee to a nunnery!”

(artist: oxsidiancastle)

Not all monsters are bad, then; but those who harm others pursuant to profit are. We’re here to kill that darling idea, camping dogma to destroy pure, blind belief; e.g., Andy Rehfeldt’s “Don’t Stop Believing (the Minor Version)” (2018); i.e., visiting feelings of torture and death onto our unironic voyeurs in the audience. It’s an ironic stress valve, but also a means to voice through a pedagogy of the oppressed what normally isn’t, under police structures. We shall—like Lewis’ Ambrosio—unmake them using voodoo-doll likenesses of themselves: ACAB effigies to scapegoat, batter and trash. We are ungovernable—seen as “violent” for simply existing but also because we challenge the status quo through various cryptonymic games and ironies; re: that they dug their own graves, rape not only not destroying their usual victims but turning said victims into ravenous, indestructible, Pac-Woman maws of death (the vagina dentata trapped between sex and force, a ransom fetish suing for peace through class war).

A kind of demon, the vampire—as undead, but also manmade in the intra and metatextual sense (a kind of walking weapon/terminator infiltrating the danger disco to rescue the princess)—provides apocalypse for their wish fulfillment’s special sight: to conceptualize things in imaginary medieval language, which those from the actual historical past would either have had no concept of, or a different understanding of regarding things we in the present wrestle with; i.e., while pushing towards post-scarcity by defacing modernity’s hired goons (the gore violent, but also censored by its own cartoonish-ness[8], below):

Faced with capital’s usual enforcers, Takena’s vampire is an exterminator purging them as the disease (re: Matteson’s I Am Legend inspiring what became Night of the Living Dead and the modern zombie)—a ritual to endlessly consummate as vampires do: through the eroticized violence of courtly love. It’s a survival mechanism—a way of adapting against Capitalism being the disease, versus capital lobotomizing its victims through siege mentality. The alienation and fetishization, but also the shuttered, fortress-style monitoring go both ways. In turn, she’s a disease the cops can’t quarantine, traveling from place to place to exact her revenge. She’s not just sodomy to persecute, but the Black Death revived and selective in its brutal, showy vengeance (turning homes into charnel houses)!

This isn’t just “for show.” Rape is everywhere under capital because capital rapes everything for profit. Systemic rape/rape propaganda is capital’s open secret/tool of revenge against nature (e.g., Gisele Pelicot; i.e., not just single unmarried women like Takena’s helpless clubber girl, but married women like Pelicot abused under their husband’s supposed “care,” and said husband’s virgin/whore syndrome leading them to pimp out their wife/gang rape them in their sleep and prey on their children[9]). Having incubated in capital’s breeding grounds, she’s merely returning the favor!

More to the point, the vampire disrupts the orderly disposal of nature (and its prostitution/chattelization) by reinfecting capital/society-as-sick under heightened conditions of survival-under-duress; i.e., by breaking quarantine and laying siege to capital-as-brothel, she can lift conditions through a healthier virus: compassion, acquired by demonizing the state as source to apathy burying everyone alive (through radical faith/persecution mania and mounting paranoia in times of crisis, which the state relies on to survive); re: the state is incompatible with life and consent, undeath being a useful poetic vector to challenge bourgeois hegemony by interrogating police brutality and suppression with theatrical violence. Rather than become something to censor without thought, said theatre touches on new orders of existence, ones that stem from older “pathologies” liberated from state utility and oppression. Rebellion is always, to some degree, violent, but also virulent. We use it not just to perform danger during calculated risk, but to spread and assess it!

Takena’s vampire, punching up at the elite’s usual pimps, spreads like wildfire, a succulent counterterrorist punishing the guilty and warning all rapists to beware; i.e., while relishing in the psychosexual violence unfolding on the streets, the state having made criminals it a) can’t tokenize, and b) who attack those who suddenly become vulnerable—not the homeless or the housewife as obedient, but such things turned, like the vampire, towards rebellious counterterror during the dialectic of the alien! Killing the scarecrows of the elite becomes an act of pure addictive bliss—one of revenge that merges violence with sex on the already-endless, half-real stage between imagination and material reality interacting back and forth: an unliving weapon forged in blood.

(artist: Jkappa)

Takena demonstrates how this alien commonly appears as female, onstage, but avengers are demons, thus can take any form workers, onstage or off; re: GNC, non-white, Pagan, etc, given a taste “for blood” as taking back what’s ours! Whatever the character and intersection of class, culture and race war, rebellion is rebellion, solidarity is solidarity (and like period sex, is famously messy and whispered about). Rebellion is a war as much fought with as in shadows, taking any shape darkness visible needs to foster the monstrous-feminine desire to fight back; i.e., through forbidden sight manifesting in the usual popular forms obsessed with death, rape and other taboo things: nature unleashed, mid-dialectic!

The state is playing with fire, then; the more it tries to monopolize terror language (and psychosexual violence through demonic morphological expression; re: making things to dominate or fetishize during such discourse), the more they demonstrate a capacity for ludo-Gothic BDSM to subvert such dualities: to radicalize for rebellion in ways the elite can’t control! In making whores to pimp, they make whores who pimp them!

And if that makes status-quo proponents uncomfortable, they’re projecting (often by accusing their usual victims of the accuser’s own holier-than-thou predation, DARVO-and-obscurantism-style). Furthermore, if you can’t handle the black/Jewish revenge fantasies of an abused class of people acted on in safe spaces, you’re calling to bury such things outright. But, as Takena shows us, such things don’t stay buried for long! Sex is a weapon we sex workers can reclaim, hyphenating art and porn; i.e., as poetic extensions of our andro/gynodiverse morphologies and labor! The fat lady sings by making gender trouble ecstatic, divorcing gender from sex and either from biology in a heteronormative (thus settler-colonial, Cartesian) sense; re: camping canonical essentialism, challenging state monopolies/trifectas and all their stolen spectres; e.g., Marx.

To camp Marx, “The [undead whores of all dead generations weigh] like a nightmare on the brains of the living” (re: “The Eighteenth Brumaire,” 1852); camp, thus give, these chatty corpses a much-needed place to fuck/fight back (the two are not mutually exclusive), helping conscious rebellion find a home—i.e., on the same stages among the living! The paradox, here, is that “evil” sex is somehow badass, hot, and cathartic for workers as much as cops; and it draws us towards difficult truths, but also delightful playgrounds where life and death, “rape” and rape occupy the same restless territories. Such is state shift scaring the elite (and their pimps) senseless.

A bit of “struggle with that snuggle,” then fucking to metal, everyone loves the whore, and wants the clubbing baddie/demon lover in ways that punch up as easily as down; i.e., that which—courtesy of the Neo-Gothic—you have to go slumming to find. “To critique power, you must go where it is.” Takena’s vampire haunts polite society with clay doubles, occupying a g(r)ay-area danger disco while looking goth and/or bubblegum. She’ll more than likely have internal damage, too—roiling on her dark surface and jumping from text-to-text, person-to-person, like lightning (re: Cuwu). Such emotional turmoil needs an outlet, which it will find, one way or another! Better to camp it; e.g., “FINISH HER!” (The Immortals’ “Techno Syndrome,” 1995).

We whores aren’t just demons, then, but rebels in the Miltonian tradition! Taking to the streets, we speak campily to danger through “danger” as silly and serious; e.g., Castle Anthrax, Evil Dead, Metroidvania and Takena’s “Midnight Vampire” (among countless others) inspired by Walpole, Lewis and similar such “Male Gothic” (re: Moers) trashy-but-fun queerness: black magic, monsters, princely feasts and extravagance, dynastic power exchange and hereditary rites (re: Bakhtin), courtly violence/medieval torture and sanctioned-to-forbidden sex (and poetic, explosive mergers of all these things; e.g., Tchaikovsky’s cannons and ringing bells [state but also whorish code for “orgasm”; i.e., “I hear bells ringing!”] or the submarine captain shouting “Schneller!” [classic matelotage] during Das Boot‘s Gibraltar scene, below); re: all the dead traditions of rebellion weighing on the state, our clay aping the Capitalocene to disabuse workers of any harmful ideations: to blow the lofty and benevolent idea of the state right the fuck up!

So does Takena’s vampire do just that. The state can only rape; whores, on the other hand, may catalyze sex and force to uphold or destroy state mandates; i.e., brothel-espionage cheerleaders shouting at the top of their lungs, “Faster! Harder!” We self-styled robo-fags are not “defective models,” but awake and actively putting the spunk in rebellion; i.e., riding it raw (and double-tapping for good measure), seeding and speeding liberation along vis-à-vis allegory and the cryptonymy process!

Activism is worker action through whoring turned against profit, thus a force that consciously opposes cops betraying labor interests, mid-conflict. Rebellion is work in this respect, as is monstrous sex (vampire or otherwise) raising awareness and intelligence towards resistance. Even so, whoever said struggle had to be dull and bleak? Rebellion can be fun! It must, or workers will simply betray their own interests for some quick relief! Revolution starts in hearts and minds (and cafés, taverns, discos, BDSM dungeons, claymation studios, etc), thus owes such rabble-rousing inflammatory sentiments to unruly Gothic military theatre doubling controlled opposition. A kind of concealed weapon worn on/up our sleeves, we Gothic-Communist sluts fuck those we can convert, putting out to convince any who can be convinced (and sneaking in mix-and-match allegory all the while: the message in a “bottle”).

Amazonomachia, psychomachia and psychopraxis—anything whores do is “violent” in police eyes, which means whores are always criminal even when defending themselves or encouraging others to fight back. This includes by merely asking for decriminalization/equal rights (“peace” is a white man’s word, “liberation” is ours). Cops and victims become enemies who cannot coexist, but this is very much the point: to expose the state for what it is (a rapist, thuggish pimp for the elite abusing nature). By using darkness visible to make them attack us in ways we can direct peoples’ attention towards, negotiation—for whores—is just as often made with hostile, bad-faith, and bourgeois forces who don’t share power. So we force them to through all the usual paradoxes: one step forward, two steps back; hurry up, take your time; speak out, keep quiet. Rebellion is a balancing act.

To do nothing is to be raped; to protest said rape is to riot, those who fight back “terrorists” who get their faces smashed; those who fight back in spite of that are counterterrorists resisting state rule—becoming in death die-hard, Satanic symbols of La Résistance, punching loudly and gloriously up against pimp and regime as one-in-the-same: a pig-like enemy to mobilize against, chanting all manner of slogans. “To storm the wire of the camps, to smash those metal motherfuckers into junk!” To resist for universal liberation is noble and sexy! Assimilation is death; home rule is self-rule! So get ’em, girl! Fuck the five-O! Stripping is not consent! ACAB! ASAB! And so on…

(artist: Mochi)

Class war is culture (and race) war told in the holistic, monstrous language of whores fighting back in intersectional solidarity. To this, the villain of Takena’s story isn’t the female-coded vampire, but the men she targets, trial-by-combat; i.e., the benefactors of “innocent until proven guilty.” We’re not calling for vigilante justice, per se—just a means of interrogating and exposing their hiding places amid the usual vampire poetics breaking Capitalist Realism with.

To that, if a helpless damsel might suddenly come unalive and—like Grendel’s mother—tear them all asunder (mommy has needs), the effect would be a draining one (for the men, but also the elite they work for): to render them unable to attack in the present moment. Moreover, in recultivating the Superstructure, such ironic means and measures would become second-nature in the hearts and minds of workers, but also the art they make: our spectres of Marx, sleeping in the wet spot, moist with rememory and rage.

If rape is the state’s ancient weapon against nature, the whore is an ancient, vivid-yet-obscure (cryptonymic) marker for state shift—the birthplace/site of rebirth and afterbirth whose murderous womb/monstrous-feminine survives in hauntological forms, refusing vis-à-vis Creed to be victims; extramarital sex, under capital, is automatically taboo, and zombie invasions originate with the vampire (re: Romero). Arousing the rabble, then, the man-eater makes violence (and its utility through the black/red aesthetic of power and death) something to turn against fascism and its abuse of such things; i.e., as already imprinting on those conditioned to submit (the princess) that, when dipped in Styx, emerge hungry for traitorous blood and revenge: through vigilante, pro-labor violence growing sexy in people’s minds.

That is where revolution begins! Takena’s hysterical, duelist baptism isn’t one of fire, as such, but Nazi blood engorging the strict Commie slut to resist tokenism! From beginning to end, the trespass ceases to be acceptable (for the elite); i.e., once it no longer upholds the nuclear model, but again, such cryptonymy is hard to police, and camouflages itself.

(artist: The Smutty Rogue)

This includes Takena’s fearsome vampire, but also other forms of vampirism that overlap with it, onstage and off. Some forms opt for a soft-and-cuddly doom; i.e., a Bonnie-and-Clyde element (star-crossed lovers) to the wretched bloodbath’s death by Snu-Snu, traded for actuals snuggles. Vae victis, indeed, but also… oddly hot and adorable? Romance and desire—at least of a Gothic, neo-medieval—are incredibly liminal. In turn, revolutions happen whenever and wherever they happen, blooming on the battlefield while watered by the blood of the fallen, the rough-and-tumble, the brave and daring clutching—however futile—at life everlasting during graveyard sex of all kinds!

The Gothic, as almost holy/silly-serious, works through comedy and drama to speak to Medusa (state shift), which sooner or later comes back around, eating the state for good as normally eating itself on repeat. “Faith no more, face the whore / Rape the past, make me laugh” (Anthrax’s “Make Me Laugh,” 1988); we’re all zombies rotting under state abuse, staring at our hungry selves on the Aegis; re: mirror syndrome. Said mirror is also a shield to fight back with. So “Fight ‘Em ‘Til You Can’t!” (Anthrax, 2011).

And if this sounds daunting or bogus, revolution relies on imaginary and fakery to work—both to disguise itself and paint a possible future to push towards. Never has “fake it till you make it” been more applicable, the Gothic steeped in such things/the explained supernatural; i.e., the Black Veil both hiding nothing particularly scary behind itself (a worm in a peach, if memory serves), while likewise intimating Great Destruction towards the narrative of the crypt: an occupation by those the state tries to contain butting up against ourselves as alien. The praxial idea is to see who can fake it better to best speak to worker rights and material conditions versus state rights and profit! So give it a shot!

Austen leaps to mind; e.g., “Men have had every advantage of us in telling their own story. Education has been theirs in so much higher a degree; the pen has been in their hands. I will not allow books to prove anything.” Except, now the pen is a sword, its passage a bloody one that carves towards a new historical epoch; i.e., through old materials held in the hands of women (and other targets of state violence), such dead queens reclaiming state terror devices to break their persecution monopolies (on blood libel, sodomy and witch hunts) and suck their jailors dry!

(artist: Dariusz Kieliszek)

Beyond Takena’s own torture-porn examples speaking to the inherent sexual qualities of porn[10], thereof (and zombies/the undead, as a whole), we’ll consider doing so with goblins as blood-libel devices; i.e., by camping Tolkien’s own class thereof, next!

Onto “Idle Hands, part three: Goblins, Anti-Semitism, and Monster-Fucking“!


Footnotes

[1] E.g., ninjas or nameless suits. The monstrous-feminine combines masculine and feminine theatre tropes—including the Western action hero, be that a gunslinger or martial artist—but also hyphenates black and white through medieval language: the woman-in-black, taking all comers!

[2] To try and reclaim them, as the state does, is to play with fire; i.e., to expose themselves as hypocrites and invite reflection on the whole nuclear model while, in the same breath, giving workers theatrical spaces vital towards playing against state aims!

[3] A famous scene from The Monk has a carriage stopping at a cabin in the woods. The passengers are greeted by the “host” of the cabin, who is actually a bandit in disguise. Aided by the bandit’s “wife” (a lady led astray by—you guessed it—a demon lover), the hero discovers the bedsheets upstairs stained with blood from the previous guests’ premature demise! To survive, the hero must lie to the bandits who are lying to him, and avoid drinking so much “sleepy potion” slipped into his dinner wine that he passes out. There’s more to the story in terms of action, but the basic idea is the home and hosts are “perfidious” and need to be dealt with through violence and lies. So, too, is Takena’s protagonist—an expert liar and killer lying in wait against those lying in wait—confronted with a false home that she intentionally infiltrates to rescue a damsel-in-distress.

[4] I.e., internalized male homophobia; e.g., Cockrub Warriors demonizing anal sex, blaming feminine male homosexuality for weakness (re: the AIDS pandemic): “For the last 35 years anal sex has dominated gay male life. It’s been a disaster. For 30 of those years our lives and the lives of the people we love have been consumed by an epidemic for which today there is still no cure and no vaccine” (source: “Founder’s Message,” 2000).

[5] Consent is sexy and there’s plenty of ways to illustrate that in art; e.g., a couple having adorable, plain-Jane sex and enjoying themselves:

(artist: The Smutty Rogue)

In short, they’re doing things that are alien to many but also completely non-violent; i.e., despite happening during BDSM (through the giving and receiving of commands, mid-pleasure, but also aftercare, top-right), and despite any descriptive sexuality and informed consent taking place, the events themselves remain fairly standard and non-Gothic in their presentation. It’s a cartoon, but quotidian.

For Takena’s vampire, she’s sexy because she has the ability to embody forbidden societal aspects—female revenge against male sex fiends, first and foremost. Furthermore, the descriptive elements portend to abuse and harm she addresses through violence; i.e., as paradoxically kawaii, mid-playtime. Consent is sexy. So is fighting back against slashers in genuine self-defense (the canonical Gothic equating female death with a loss of virtue, which Takena camps)!

[6] The screenshots were taken by me with Cuwu’s permission; originally featured in “Healing through “Rape,” or the Origins of Ludo-Gothic BDSM as a Matter of Rememory” (2024).

[7] A literal bastard/demon/terrorist/mercenary whore profaning his duties/the nuclear home for the highest bidder (who, in this case, was the Beatle’s George Harrison. Harrison funded several Monty Python films, out-of-pocket, including The Holy Grail, 1975, and Life of Brian, 1979).

[8] A common quality of claymation bringing demonic sex and violence to a wider audience, under Pax Americana‘s strict censorship laws (refer to my video breakdown for a longer history on this subject).

[9] Pelico bravely chose to face and name her abusers, the latter dubbed by the French media as “Mr. Every Man” (source: Natalie Stechyson, whose title, for her 2024 trial editorial, reads, “Gisele Pelicot wanted us to know her name. These are the names of the men convicted in her rape.” Both speak to Pelicot naming and shaming not just her abusers, but society’s everyday treatment of rapists normally protected by police and the system. Said system (and the men it protects) are quite fragile (with Pelicot’s abusers hiding behind masks to shield themselves from public uproar after the verdict).

[10] As Bay points out, revenge is classically sexually charged; i.e., a spurned or bereaved lover (which Shakespeare camped by having Romeo and Juliet commit suicide after destroying each other’s houses). Every aspect is romanticized, in Western culture, but especially the violence (and, in certain kinds of horror stories, gore).

Book Sample: “Trial by Fire” (demon mommies)

This blog post is part of “Deal with the Devil,” a third promotion originally inspired by the first and second ones I did with Harmony Corrupted: “Brace for Impact” and “Searching for Secrets” (2024). The first promotion was meant to promote and provide Volume Two, part one’s individual pieces for easy public viewing (it has since become a full, published book module: the Poetry Module). “Deal with the Devil” shall do the same, but with Volume Two, part two’s opening/thesis section and one of its two Monster Modules, Demons (the “Searching for Secrets” promotion covered the Undead Module, which is now live). As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

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Trial by Fire: Demon Muscle Mommies (feat. Lady Hellbender and Hela, The Shape of Water)

Some people say my love cannot be true
Please believe me, my love, and I’ll show you
I will give you those things you thought unreal
The sun, the moon, the stars—all bear my seal

—Ozzy Osbourne; “NIB,” from Black Sabbath (1970)

Picking up where “‘I’ll See You in Hell’: opening and part one (dark faeries)” left off…

Whereas “Darkness Visible” concerned dark faeries and their subversive ability to get what they want through the aesthetic/collaboration of psychosexual force, their reenactments sometimes had a gentle femme dom character to them. By comparison, “Trial by Fire” considers the fiery “swole'” aspects of the monstrous-feminine that lean towards a stricter side of things: the demon muscle mommy’s staunch command over nature, and notable intimidation factor during deals; i.e, as whorish, illegitimate traders in lethal force that threaten others in Amazonian ways, and whose revenge (against profit) burns with sulfurous hellfire. It’s more blunt and less ambitious, brute force a bit easier to define than darkness visible/the controversial voice of the royal damned; i.e., such matchmaking is short and to the point, these hellish, brutish herbos burlier and more direct, action-packed contenders than their glamorous, brawl-averse faerie cousins. With their taut, muscular bodies, these sexy warlords barrel headlong into danger as something to reenact and wrestle with—a compelling argument of psychosexual force they catalyze/visit on others during the dialectic of the alien’s faux-medieval monster-mom battle sex!

(artist: Ellie Maplefox)

Before we dive into the exhibit, a short explanation on demon mommies themselves, followed by their relationship to the imaginary medieval, ending on several distinctions between them and dark faeries (about eight pages):

Demons muscle mommies (which we’ll shorten to “demon mommies,” from here on out) speak to candidly smutty subject matter (and a classically female readership) that denotes a male/GNC female submissive fantasizing about a monstrous-feminine dominant. Such are Amazons, and by extension, demon mommies as an arguably more criminal, hellish variant (our emphasis again being the royal variety—the bandit queens); it’s a performance to do for themselves, but still have a broader audience that evolves and changes over time. They are demon whores and lovers courting prey-like mates through classic kayfabe shock and awe, but also sex and force relaid as a kind of sacrificial “tease”; re: of rape and revenge (often murder) suggested through paradoxically Faustian trades that, as usual, threaten rape as a bread-and-circus matter of capture (unequal power and harm); i.e., as something to normally distance ourselves from, the bargain tearing the recipient limb-from-limb (deals with the Devil are seldom healthy or fair): a childless monarch unchained from reproductive sex, yet one who obviously knows her way around prurient courtship and its horny terror language endemic to underworld locales. To say there isn’t some kind of theatrical tension because of that is to have seriously tuned out during the original story!

Faust aside, “Trial by Fire” specifically operates through a postcolonial urge of forbidden love: to have our whore’s revenge, doing so through Lady Hellbender (and similar militarized, conspicuously muscular beings—Karlach and Hela, but also male demon lovers, to be holistic; e.g., the merman from Del Toro’s 2017 The Shape of Water). Our emphasis explores gladiatorial violence among such locales; i.e., not so much in the act of poetic creation, itself (through darkness), but the iron-grip wielding of unequal power during ludo-Gothic BDSM. Dominants, bondage and collars—the sub wears the dom’s yoke during calculated risk/a palliative Numinous to paradoxically perform unequal power and relieve stress from past abuse as poetically inherited from total history’s real and imaginary factors; e.g., demon-mommy muscles threatening castration and forced sex, emasculation well-at-home in a Neo-Gothic faux-medieval whose retro-future menace acts as a wraith-like infiltrator of the present space and time: the cushy-yet-recent Western idea of safety and privacy!

To relax, the middle class—who, fearing the deprivation of recently-granted rights by a decaying state apparatus (sticking its assassin’s head into seemingly safe spaces like the bedroom, actually still haunted by rape, of course)—began, back then and now, to dread the ghost of the barbaric past (and its shakier foundation’s unheimlich notions of ownership, illegitimate force, violent sex and brutal revenge). Whenever and wherever they perform these things, their privileged fantasies seek to sever danger from harm by faking it; i.e., in ways that can bring informed workers closer to nature as something they subsequently fetishize with the hauntological aesthetic of medieval acquisition and consummation: the princess dominated in bed extending to the entire castle, except per the demon mommy archetype has classically swapped genders!

Furthermore, the “castle” during the liminal hauntology of war is a normal home (or person indicative of the home; e.g., a housewife or housemate) adopting medieval intimations. “Home,” in the medieval, was a place where sex didn’t happen in the bedroom alone (re: Foucault), and whose taboo, aristocratic violence reliably attached to powerful structures (and their infamously cruel rulers) passed down onto more ordinary-looking people and places. Surviving bourgeois hegemony that decays back into older violence caged by capital, these same people—having received the chronotope’s oversaturation of displaced, fearsome legends (about raw material and sexual exchange)—may speak to one another during the cryptonymy process about such abuse happening around them; i.e., by showing others that we live in Gothic times: the Destroyer on the surface of smirking whores! So can our playtime put “rape” in quotes and a cap on actual harm; i.e., any caused by the bourgeoisie.

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

The Gothic plays with rape made alien by capital, flirting with chivalry-as-dead brought back to life; i.e., as Walpole once did with glee. Beyond castles, then, its bastard, danger-disco husbandry includes brutal trades during ludo-Gothic BDSM that speak to the ravishing character of older times, minus the harm. They involve the whispered reprisals of banditti henchmen, but also those who typically paid them; i.e., the unscrupulous ladies and lords, but also their classic sites of pretend, questionable, yet ultimately enormous power (re, from Volume Zero: power is something to perform). This means their long-lost castles, deep dungeons and stolen rituals, but also fabulous riches, treasure, and loot overshadowed by blood-money conquest and a disturbing knack for skullduggery (often through gratuitous shows of force; e.g., defenestration).

All encompass power through the law as literally tied to their dubious bodies and bloodlines—crowns and scepters, to be sure, but also the Amazonian idea of warrior culture and strength of a conspicuously athletic sort: the wrong side of the law something to administer in our favor that, all the same, rules/fuels through violence, lust and fear (medieval sovereignty backed up through force)! Experienced diplomats in might-makes-right, demon mommies are bandit queens and black hell knights who let their fists (and thighs) speak for them, doing so that others might defer to their legendary expertise—as judge, jury and executioner!

In short, “the medieval” is a place to fear returning to the present (the return of the assassin, phantom, rogue, tyrant, etc), but also where a great deal of control might be found by reversing state terror weapons in ways that Walpole himself famously did, through counterfeit and camp; re (from Volume One):

While Baldrick also argues how the likes of Walpole use this dichotomy to both erode the presumed “superiority” of classical culture and to fear the medieval world as a dark and brutal place amid this ghost of the counterfeit, I posit that Baldrick is astoundingly incorrect in assuming that

Unlike “Romantic,” then, “Gothic” in its literary usage never becomes a positive term of cultural revaluation, but carries with it […] an identification of the medieval with the barbaric. A Gothic novel or tale will almost certainly offend classical tastes and rational principles, but it will not do so by urging any positive view of the Middle Ages (ibid.).

Yet, this incorrectness stems from the invented, imaginary past as “medieval” in ways that potentially rewrite the conventional wisdoms regarding said past… which Baldrick conveniently ignores. Indeed, the kinds of stories Baldrick is writing about were predominantly written by white, cis-het men and women centuries ago, when queer discourse was in its infancy and racial bias was phased out of the conversation through regressions to a pre-fascist 15th century that was more interested in enjoying one’s privilege and playing silly pranks.

This brings us to Horace Walpole, the writer of the first Gothic novel and an ostensibly homosexual (or ace) man who devoted most of his relatively long life to making Gothic not just a label to describe the medieval period, but literally a specific style of campy fakery used to embellish the present space and time through intentionally a historical reinvention: the castle where such oddities could be found and observed (source).

This same silly-serious idea extends to the people of castles, which demon mommies easily qualify as: queens of Hell if Hell were a neo-medieval wasteland.

To it, ludo-Gothic BDSM is supposed to be thrilling and fun, but also adequate in ways polite discourse seldom is; i.e., by recreating a crude return to the tyrannical home suddenly doubling one’s own through larger dialectical-material forces, but closer to a frank medieval voice that, akin to Chaucer’s “Miller’s Tale,” is completely vulgar and bananas[1] but invested in the closeness between sex and death, food, and a variety of other poetic devices. When playing with violence and sex as people from the Gothic or Neo-Gothic periods actually did, a reunion with things capital has tried to alienate workers from/with can be a struggle but also a game to delight in; e.g., like Monty Python in the 1960s, but also more recent media getting into the same Walpolean spirit—smiting a dragon (the Capitalocene) about the bollocks!

(artist: Tony Sart)

The Gothic, though historically reviled, critically panned and treated like crude garbage by prude snobs, was and is absurdly popular—not because it was counterfeit or counterculture alone, but inventive, hilarious and badass in equal measure; i.e., graveyard sex through fetishes and clichés, miracles and mad science (staged battles through popular binary arguments’ threatening contrast: good vs evil, reason vs madness, big vs small, tight vs loose, nature vs civilization, men vs women, virtue vs sin, us vs them, black vs white, cops vs victims, etc), but also bluffs, gambits, fakeries and bastard shams delivering clarity through confusion as something of power/power-adjacent to perform and perceive; e.g., fake funerals, marriages, bloodlines, duels, scandals, servants and sidekicks, etc, but also demon castles summoned/sought out for their naughty reputations (of vaguely “dark” monster sex), then traveled to in order to temporarily lose control/radically transform into or in relation to demon mommies!

The adventuresome thrill of the castle’s opera/danger disco—steeped in bogus superstition, demented emotions, and a hellish charge (adjacent to generational abuse, but also a Gothic potential to shift away from Capitalism)—is both larger-than-life and largely the life and point of Gothic argument (to have power over others and vice versa), but also its vector! “A girl can dream,” as the saying goes, and there’s nowhere we’d rather be (a home away from home to let off steam with, but also consume canonically forbidden ideas, letting our hair down); demon mommies denote a statuesque presence of strength that reflects classic forms of violence back towards the usual givers of it by the usual receivers; e.g., from women to men! If the dark faerie is the queen of terrors through darkness personified, the demon mommy (as we’re expressed it, here) is the champ when it comes to brute force, complete daring and physical, heated persuasion (unequal power and dark desire expressed through a sexualized form of combat theatre; re: kayfabe and Amazonomachia).

Several more distinctions, then, before we dive in (three pages). There’s an undeniable element of fabrication with demon mommies, but one attached to real people (versus something completely artificial, which doesn’t have rights). A byproduct of the tawdry and salacious gossip of enterprising-yet-bored housewives (which Radcliffe most certainly was), they’re queens of firepower versus darkness. Even so, both demon mommies and dark faeries embody a kind of abject alter ego that plays out the alien, repressed feelings of oppressed groups, onstage and off: generational anger and revenge, desires to assimilate—even murder and rape! As such, they (and their organs of violent perception) remain prime candidates; re: for forbidden love as a postcolonial device told playfully through Amazonian terror language coming from Hell, especially wrestler’s kayfabe. Except, whereas a dark faerie might barely lift a finger to get what she needs, the demon mommy—while certainly no dummy in her own right—will happily do all the heavy lifting (a total thigh queen, below) while hunting for heads, herself[2]!

(artist: Ickpot)

Whereas the dark fairy is commonly femme and enchantingly mysterious (marking her prey with ropes, teeth, glamour and darkness), the demon mommy is shrewd, spicy, masculine and firm; both can capture their prey but she takes hers by force—i.e., direct and without guile, opting to smash and grab through underworld might versus stealth and overtly/exclusively feminine sex appeal (said femininity always occupied by an alien masculine [monstrous-feminine] element). She’s competent and battle-tested, a firebrand freak of nature (from a traditional, heteronormative standpoint) whose hauntological, faux-medieval qualities patently evoke “strict” versus gentle domination; i.e., psychosexual, vaso vagal, and predator/prey[3] confusions of danger and protection the Gothic (and its imaginary warrior-queen cavaliers) are known for, and which genuine abusers—e.g., Jadis or Zeuhl (the former who raped me, the latter who abandoned me but expected loyalty afterwards)—don’t have a monopoly on!

To it, the demon mommy comes from a house where peace is a stranger and war a welcome friend—a survivor of assassins, vendor of malice and purveyor of strict therapy through lucid nightmares lending the Amazonomachy‘s already medieval, military and hostile gravitas an extra hellish bent. She’s a vice character of sorts—bare and naked, an imposing “tank girl” distraction that roars loudly in ways unbefitting the Western maiden/state modesty argument, but presents precisely for those reasons in canonical circles: the femme fatale/sexual weapon/monster to love, but also routinely defeat and cage because she’s on-fire with hellish energies; i.e., too hot to handle, thus assimilate! Medusa, in this case, is always an antagonist to some degree, because the state requires one to exist and project their own police abuse onto. For them, Galatea is always Pygmalion’s bitch, the warrior whore trapped in his endless shadow and blamed for state shift; re: the Medusa bogeywoman.

Of course, everyone loves the whore; canon does so because her summoning becomes a euthanasia refrain to maintain the status quo with during times of crisis. The Nazi leader and Communist queer inhabit the same kayfabe space and bodies; e.g., Zod and Faora (the latter a Nazi werewolf woman, warrior whore and knightly wet dream for Zack Snyder’s neo-conservative superhero vehicle) appear menacingly in Man of Steel (2013); re: during the liminal hauntology of war… only to be bested and defeated after chewing the scenery and kicking absurd amounts of ass; i.e., during the usual copaganda displacements of controlled opposition/false rebellion. Every Radcliffean scapegoat needs a cop to bury them—a rugged, phallic jester dancing in the king’s court, these usurpers brandish a black mirror to suggest state fallibility (only to have a dashing hero sweep these feelings aside, breaking the mirror [and the oracle] in the process). Through fascinating fascism, the enemy is both weak and strong!

Sex and force, then, can produce/cater to remarkable tension and/or release, but the demon mommy is often relaxed, in this respect; i.e., she’s done this before, at home with the language of masters and slaves, aristocrats and serfs, which she combines through herself. Certifiably queenly but still putting in work, she’s not above dirty jobs—an expert jouster happy to take the reins and get down; a strong-thighed Queen Bee at Castle Sodom, her reputation for extreme behavior proceeds her (and whose poetic maneuvers excite similar emotions through vulgar puns[4] and, in case it wasn’t already obvious, heroic-villainous body language)!

She’s also hungry and ambitious, possessing a ravenous royal appetite formerly known to kings that—among a female/partially feminine body—is unequivocally monstrous-feminine. Demonstrating that appetite, she runs the risk of passing traditionally manly qualities onto helpless maidens exposed to someone other than their promised husbands! In short, she’s temptation incarnate, but works through a kind of gender swap importing the Amazon style onto more recent medieval hauntologies; e.g., castles, servants and unequal, nigh-scandalous breeding scenarios; i.e., a window into an older and scarier but also fascinating and partially imaginary world! Of knights and damsels, but also ladies bearing less virtue and more lust, such spaces turn regular life under capital inside-out; i.e., a Rabelaisian carnival where the exploration of what is normally denied becomes, itself, boldly normal: ringing the Devil’s doorbell!

(artist: Bold Vid Studio)

It might sound odd to white, straight, middle-class women in the Imperial Core nowadays, but women hardly more than a century ago were considered property by the state, of which having extramarital sex (or fantasizing about it in monstrous language) was a common mode of recourse/revenge for these kept persons: to “violate” ourselves, but also the state-assigned boundaries caging us that older authors projected onto a foreign exotic or dated imaginary. What, for older generations, was a push towards liberation for some (fascist feminism), we want to push towards universal liberation. This happens through the Gothic mode, including the consciously ironic language of alienation, scarcity and discord that subversive demon mommies represent; i.e., working towards regular shelter and comfort (often sex), their paradoxical protection realized through such tantalizing “Beauty and the Beast” what-ifs (the marriage of the Ancient Romance and ordinary novel to escape past barbarities, once summoned; re: Walpole’s vague castled forgeries).

To it, the Gothic and its imaginary medieval is the quintessential site of rape play waged by the middle class (and other workers, upper and lower) for different reasons (often at odds); mutual consent during rape play/deep passion is good praxis, provided the “rape” is actually in quotes. The concept is to tantalize with excitingly “dangerous” roleplay scenarios, the use of a threatening “lance” inviting the size queen’s warrior boast during rough, suitably passionate sex, “That all you got, motherfucker? C’mon, fuck me like you mean it!” Hair down, pussies out, girls (who’s fucking who—the power of knowing the courtly exchanges per network—something to arbitrate through girl talk’s anger/gossip, monsters and camp)!

(artist: Sasha Khmel)

So again, this makes the usual blood libel, sodomy and witchcraft accusations something to level against demon mommies! Like the earthbound Amazon or dark faerie, they are beings to canonically fear and tokenize, embodied by subversive agents in much the same manner that we’d camp in more earthly forms. Keeping the anal Amazon thesis in mind—that agents of terror are subverted through reclaimed terror language, including psychosexual acts of domination tied to areas of dominion (e.g., duels for property and honor, enacted by spontaneous brutal violence and fireworks, at or around castles)—let’s get to the exhibit, itself. Reflecting on demon mommies’ grim extortion of others to prosecute their own wars, it concerns the whore’s paradox as equally a paradox of rape reversing such terror devices to achieve a postcolonial effect/reversal of abjection with demon mommies; i.e., how we usually get your attention: through playful, fatal-nostalgic threats of “rape” during ludo-Gothic BDSM’s regular theatrical distortions of state “truths”! When performing unequal power to rebel against state arrangements—i.e., by using guilty pleasure relayed through unlawful carnal knowledge and sinful desire—the best defense is a good “offense” (such indomitable master/slave language often played for effect through exquisite “torture,” left).

(artist: In Case)

That’s what forbidden love ultimately is, in this case; i.e., the audience falling for scrappy harlots, slutty Valkyries, and avenging angels—our resident queens having fallen from Heaven, themselves, only to punch up from dark, foreboding places during the dialectic of the alien; i.e., by playing at war and sex’ intoxicating spells of “rape” to humanize ourselves (and nature-as-monstrous-feminine; re: Medusa) with postcolonial arguments: red-hot rape fantasies, burning with forbidden desires that demon mommies in particular specialize at during calculated risk! “Hell,” for Gothic Communism, is a theatrical place to go to and settle our differences, bravely speaking out in ritualized “violence”; i.e., with a corporal punishment rhetoric endemic to medieval, ecclesiastical institutions; e.g., naughty nuns (above), the complicated genderqueer disguise of churchly crossdress—re: Matthew Lewis’ Rosario/Matilda/the Devil—carried forwards from the ancient and medieval world into a stereotypically outmoded (operatic), predatory/prey caricature of the Amazonian underworld’s traditionally female[5] warrior!

Note: While our focus remains largely on demon mommies like Lady Helldriver and Hela, their function as postcolonial demon lovers remains part of a Gothic-Communist operation. To be holistic (as Gothic Communism generally demands), we’ll divert some energies towards other demon lovers, too—e.g., Del Toro’s aforementioned merman—and consider the complicated ways that privilege and oppression manifest and overlap; i.e., during an intersectional, solidarized pedagogy of the oppressed. —Perse

(exhibit 44a1a1b2: Artist: Persephone van der Waard. Lady Hellbender from Guardians of the Galaxy and Kalach from Baldur’s Gate 3 [2023] exemplify the demon muscle mommy archetype; i.e., they evoke the Amazonian threat of “capture, rape and death” put into optional hellish quotes—of DARVO Amazonomachia speaking to evil, demon slavers from nature, whose dire revenge canonically must be challenged through battle [when Hell comes to Earth or vice versa] but also fetishized [re: death by Snu-Snu] in ways we monster-fuckers humanize: during ludo-Gothic BDSM, camping the monomyth using postcolonial gender[queer] identity and performance!

To it, Gothic camp loves the muscled, bodybuilder guerrilla-as-demon, treated by the state like statuesque criminal hysterics and token, cop-like whores under settler colonialism’s black/white binary married to virgin/whore! They’re warriors and whores from Hell, the monstrous-feminine straddling the fence insofar as spine-tingling terror [and other body parts] require a bit of visual ambiguity, brute strength and token menace! Hell and its militias aren’t for wimps, save to torture them with irony or without!

Like kayfabe in general, demon mommies are physically very demanding and involved, but also govern liminal shows of force that translate to godly levels of inequality and doubles; re: faces and heels, heroes and villains, but also kings and queens, castles and forced marriages franchised by capital. In that sense, it’s no different than the Wild Hunt, Apollo’s chariot, or the death coach [vehicles of death and war]—flying gods speaking to latter-day UFO abduction and rapturous, Radcliffean capture tied to the ghost of the counterfeit [“back from outer space“]: moving castles and their dark-disco, giant, castle-like bodies [re: the liminal hauntology of war] taking us away and making an operatic show of it, then having their way with us in the safety of upside-down homes mocking Western variants! Such are vice characters, demon mommies a kind of Amazon “from Hell” that takes their prey [of any gender they want] back to Hell as an infernal, postcolonial territory!

[artist: Jessica Nigri]

Capital divides by design, always through predator/prey in service to profit. From a Cartesian standpoint, then, the state wrongs nature, gendering it as female/monstrous-feminine in “ancient,” canonically essential ways it can pimp once antagonized; nature responds by revenge-stealing state brides [often by gender-swapping them, turning men into brides] during reactive abuse. In short, subversive Amazons anisotropically camp the monstrous-feminine as terror language normally used to sodomize nature-as-monstrous-feminine; i.e., when empire decays per capital’s usual boom-and-bust cycle, turning nature into terrorist the state counterterrorist [often a token Amazon] can incarcerate, rape or otherwise execute the state’s will against; re: geography as destiny along moral territories and iconography that must routinely be cleansed of evil/natural “corruption” through state arbitration and heroic precedent debriding said decay while gentrifying war all over again [re: Tolkien and Cameron’s cartographic refrains during the monomyth: punch, stab or shoot nature-as-whore, above].

Whatever the form, state binaries are false, harmful, and unnatural as a matter of function pimping nature as criminal, incorrect, and abhorrent; i.e., per Cartesian thought, heteronormativity and/or settler colonialism. Christianized us-versus-them violence stems from Beowulf vs Grendel; from Columbus onto the Cartesian Revolution and beyond, nature is something to pimp, anything not him and his men being “extended beings” for “thinking beings” to pimp, enslave and destroy by cheaply moving money through them. This great theft [which money is] translates neoliberally into Tolkien and Cameron’s refrain, a dubious arrangement of false power per light/darkness that calls for genocide in God’s name [more on Tolkien in a bit]: “For in its presence, all darkness must flee.” A blanket of the mind, such Capitalist Realism always dresses up as divide-and-conquer territory disputes happening between man/the state-as-straight and nature-as-monstrous-feminine; re [from Volume One]:  

The state’s various religious/secular ingroups associate entirely with exclusive ownership and universal coercion under state territories over state-assigned out-groups: to belong/to have belongings versus to be owned or used by someone or marked for systemic mistreatment, even death if you fail to be useful to them (the paradox being your death is useful to profit). Here, the state of exception provides the most basic function of capital: exploitation and genocide in service of the profit motive; i.e., the state eating its population according to heroic arrangements of theatrical power tied to bodily expression as dimorphically gendered [source]. 

These, in turn, codify with older monomythic language borrowed from the means to inspire royal fear and awe, but also lust of a hauntological sort; e.g., scarred and tattooed barbarian women passing for “Vikings” or “Picts” who spit, fart, swear in four-letter words, get mad and “smash”; i.e., doubling as sexual rewards in a time when the state emasculates its own men to sexually frustrate them, then sell them cartoon copies of their biggest wet dreams.

While women, as a whole, remain “lesser” in the pecking order’s Great Chain, standouts serve to enforce classical ideas of male dominance; i.e., in a female body that bullies lesser entitled men [sissification]: per a “prison sex” mentality conforming and adhering to patriarchal force inside the Man Box’ weird nerd culture. Keeping with Athenian Amazon propaganda, they canonically inspire compliance, not rebellion, as muscled; re: subjugated Hippolytas! Per the euthanasia effect, tokens [not just women, but any traitors] are tolerated so long as they uphold the current order through sex and force: calls to yield/submit and ultimately disperse!

While stating the obvious is an option, a common path for poetic recourse is fighting fire with fire, myth with myth. Speaking of the aforementioned charioteers themselves, such formidable demon lovers—strong enough to defy the “natural order” by crossing over into the civilized world but weak enough for the state to cage them [re: Eco]—are Galatea built-to-thrill when consumed, but also teach through experience alongside; e.g., size difference; i.e., calculated risk during ludo-Gothic BDSM. They’re killer dolls that consist of darkness—as flavored through particular accents that code and qualify the Amazonian proceedings of either text: muscle and fire [versus Amazonian earthliness or faerie darkness]. There’s nothing objectively “wrong” with demon mommies; they’re simply ways to rarefy and transfer power in-the-flesh: “Your chariot awaits.”

Amazons, like other warriors and cops/criminals, have a white and a black side, which demon mommies act out in “hellish” ways. They tend to manifest less as binarized, dimorphic halves and more as moods, good and bad; i.e., inside a monomorphic entity whose base function doesn’t change; re: Lady Dimitrescu being a constant “phallic” whore who becomes outwardly furious when threatened, but also turned on: wanting to fuck her attackers to death. In demon-BDSM terms, these categories are not only not discrete, they are excessive and hyperbolic; i.e., nymphomania being an out-of-control “hysterical” libido informed by systemic, externalized trauma that confuses predator/prey mechanisms during calculated risk.

To it, Lady Hellbender is made of shadows and flame, as such—the staged power of unequal strength, of dragons and rarefied cruelty [similar to Count Dracula] that has the desire for company but not the manners; i.e., she tends “flare up” when excited, singing her guests [who, it must be said, sometimes prefer that]. In the demon-lover tradition, then, she demonstrates how forbidden desire is given in ways that distribute power unevenly. According to Hellbender’s damned construction, she burns, she dominates; her victims burn, dominated by her as Big Strict Whore[6] [re: “She tall, she tall”]! She is the curious byproduct of an environment both “stuck” and seeking to change. Said change, in turn, occurs inside-outside itself, through poetic cliché; i.e., said conventions being “how people talk,” but for her amounts to an oscillating fluency thereof: both through tackiness and lack of tact, a holistic-and-liminal ontological statement encompassing the entire masked ball [the original site of forbidden romance and home of the demon lover invading civil spaces of exchange becoming alien again]!

As such, “burning with desire” is a common febrile metaphor describing blood flow and body heat, but also adrenaline when desire climbs and predator/prey confuse in disco-like ways; i.e., the female side of the operatic experience, but turned into a demon-lover version of itself whose confused location jumps between bodies, all operating inside the hauntology/chronotope’s shared fever dream; e.g., The Tryanglz’ “Burning in the Third Degree” [1984]:

Hypnotize, see the flicker gleaming in your eyes
It catches me
Oh, I take it and you’ll never let me go
I’m your prisoner
I feel the heat of your desire
I just can’t face the fire [source: Genius].
 

The phenomenology of the danger disco is paradoxical; i.e., two [or more] things true at once, camping and canonizing the notion of female hysteria and desire. Either make survivors “break down” when triggered, but which they—often involuntarily and without guidance—seek out in ways that accurately describe the disorder of their lived experienced/menticided state informed by external factors; re: gargoyles.

In turn, everything moves in hypnotic slow-motion to speak to complicated feelings; re: the perils of dated courtship threatening the current space and time, a given survivor feeling hunted and desired simultaneously because—for them and their trauma—the difference is never clear-cut. All merge on the same surfaces and within the same thresholds, onstage and off. So, too, does the demon mommy [of a more humanized sort] embody the cowering maiden, demon lover and knightly savior all at once: “chercher la femme” a common female experience that has become, to some degree, hauntologized and myopic [focused prominently from a white, middle-class cis-het female gaze for centuries, left: “I’m being hunted!”] but also a chance to occupy an experience that, for many people, is totally alien to them: to step into someone else’s shoes!

In Gothic, these heavy-metal fan favorites survive outside their respective texts to enable praxial synthesis/generate fresh momentum. As things to rebuild like Frankenstein’s monster [minus the Cartesian dogma] through fantasy/sci-fi trash, they reify in culturally appreciative, sexually descriptive forms and high/low feelings; e.g., a golem’s desire to be loved, or a desire to be protected by someone “forbidden” you nonetheless desire; i.e., through desperation and convenience, unfolding under capital’s oppressive conditions! They unfold regardless, and whose mythical lovers take many forms beyond what is normally allowed; re: the demon mommy’s Amazonian, incendiary and tank-like body something to canonize for a heteronormative freakshow’s Male Gaze, but just as often can exist independent of that: a psychosexual gargoyle/Galatea trapped on the same shared stages while camping canonical superhero beauty standards and heteronormative shows of force—with captivating non-standard showmanship likewise trapped inside various degrees of repetitious convention interrogating myth with myth!

[artist: Marco Turini]

To it, monopolies are illusions, which the state can still argue through its carousel monstrous appeals/menticidal sex symbols, and which we target using the same dream-like aesthetics, left and next page]! By carrying the Gothic’s theatrically flippant, monstrous-feminine traditions into the present, such tours des force aren’t always costumes, but speak to/for/with our bodies and naturally assigned/state reassigned characters as, to some degree, xenomorphic, thus customizable like costumes.

Butch women want to appear strong and desirable, for example, but do so as much for themselves as they do a paycheck from male [or token] bosses—allegorically inside texts that may appear to support deviations from the nuclear model, but in truth often ultimately endorse the same-old status quo [re: Pygmalions like James Cameron shoving Amazons into chaste “armor” versus openly whore-like uniforms, pimping them all the same]. “Hell” is always a brothel—a restless place of cryptonymy to subvert/play with such things without fear of immediate punishment. To it, sex/women’s work extends from art, to porn, to art-as-porn or vice versa; i.e., threatening the center of man’s universe through castration fantasy as something to rock out to, onstage; e.g., Jane Tricka gliding her adventuresome mitt up Wayne Brady’s leg and past his vulnerable junk [note his surprised facial expression, below]: the queen of the stage “threatening” the male damsel-in-distress [there being an unscripted, improvised element to the gag as it unfolds, in real time[7]]!

[source: Whose Line Is It, Anyway? Season 5, episode 21; timestamp: 1:40] 

Tin women and dragon ladies, capital alienates those who are different and molds them into forgeries of themselves trapped in metal and other demonic materiel. In turn, these freakshow strongladies seek to reunite themselves with the audience regardless of profit and its associate dogma; i.e., specific members of the audience, while all eyes are upon them, the opera-in-question seeing them as alien main attractions. To grow is to less to escape arrest, then, and more to establish control, mid-stasis. Like the phantom of the opera, both sides of the creative/performative equation search for companionship, these articulations inverted and rife with various double standards and exceptions. Gender-bending and swapping are just other forms of play—ones that humanize those accused of rape, and those wanting “rape” [classically white women] in ways that meet the needs of each without turning either into cops. They skillfully reverse and/or blur the roles of power in ways that include not just dom and sub, but also the gender identity/performance of that, and the legitimacy and terrorist/counterterrorist status of each, etc.

Mommy or not, demons are like music, then; they’re chosen for contrast by whoever’s arbitrating them. Jazz, blues, funk, bebop, operatic tritones—in music, devilish elements are used for flavor [e.g., flat 5s, 7s and other dominants, diminished chords, Major 7s, etc]. The same goes for Gothic poetics personified, their overtones speaking pointedly to rising class, cultural and racial tensions existing between formerly ecclesiastical institutions bearing out a Protestant ethic; i.e., the eternal war between God and the Devil one that can be used to recruit both entities against workers for capital, or to reclaim either in service to them while walking away from Omelas [and selective bigotry/emancipation].

Such is the case with demon mommies like Lady Hellbender and Karlach’s own sodomy/problematic love. As warrior whores threatening medieval dominion—with “medieval” mil spec attire, vaso vagal sexuality and all-around size difference classically associated with masculine strength—they speak through anger and lust to hyphenate reaping and revenge in multiple directions, but always “from Hell”; i.e., for different groups, for different reasons, using courtly love.

Furthermore, this demonic, monstrous-feminine vector can tokenize for the state, policing the whore with the whore; or it can abject in reverse, workers reveling in these infernal feelings during psychosexual martyrdom: as harmless to all except the bourgeoisie and their strangleholds on moral panic; i.e., what for many is the Man Box [token women unironically acting like men, as TERFs do] and punching down, mid-witch-hunt, but which can also become the endearing [and sincere] appreciation of stacked, capable bodies playing at Hell and its go-to tortures, mid-kayfabe. In a world that increasingly recruits demonic muscle for state, hence colonial, purposes—i.e., tokenizing for fear of total alienation/exile—we want to accept demon mommy candidates/make them feel at home: to have our would-be abusers abandon the triangulation of unironic “prison sex” mentality/Satanic panic [and actual us-versus-them sticks-and-stones genocide] to instead make love through “war” as ironic hurly-burly hanky-panky!

[artist: Word2]

Thick-and-juicy cuts of dark [thigh] meat, they’re less beefcakes topping from below or bottoming from the top and more promising hellish sodomy and total dominance [a Faustian flavor of “torture,” except subs live for such strict service]. But, because it is a performance, there’s always room to camp rape and add a nurturing and self-fulfilling element to Hell; i.e., our strong lady from Hell protects us and smashes our enemies, but she’s got a smile that melts your heart, and brains to play games, sing songs, and clap cheeks that goes with all that molten, luscious brawn!

In other words, she’s the Green Manalishi with the two-pronged crown; i.e., the indulgent, dualistic succubus-incubus of an anisotropic class character—one whose “almost holy” melding of disparate cultural and racialized elements pointedly upset heteronormative [thus setter-colonial, Cartesian] sex and gender norms; re: to have the whore’s revenge against profit and the elite/their cops as straight. All happen vis-à-vis dialectical-material arrangements of demonic sex and force, of the libido—of our aforementioned “Pound Town” being staged, like always, as a gay dark place of dreams hovering near the surface [with Judas Priest’s own queerness being obsessed with such things]:

Now when the day goes to sleep
And the full moon looks
And the night is so black that the darkness cooks
Then you come creeping around
Making me do things I don’t want to do [Judas Priest’s “
Green Manalishi,” 1979]. 

The classic Gothic demon is reconciliation with one’s home, thus legacy as fallen, rotting and doomed. Keeping with older writings of mine, “demon” refers to something you often fight to overcome/defeat, mid-exodus; i.e., as unconstrained by human limitations and all at once consolidating them. The word often refers to psychomachy as tied to a location, specifically a chronotope; e.g., Jason Lee’s demon from Dragon [1995] forcing him to look upon his grave to reflect on a cursed, concentrically trapped bloodline [above]. Capitalism reflects onto him, maintaining its Realism during mirror syndrome: courting the demon lover by making love as warriors do—through battle!

By extension, demon mommies aren’t mere fun and games of a light-hearted sort; they’re death omens—forcing us to look ignominiously upon flaws and hubris in our own lives, but also to reenact in playfully psychosexual, abstract ways. Haunted by genuine systemic, thus generational trauma, we play with endless demonic forms; i.e., any that can better alleviate/counteract the myriad harm said systems perfidiously cause: to rise up from the street in Hell’s gutter ballets/castle narratives popularized by Neo-Gothic trash and their painful cryptonymies. Monsters in mazes, demon mommies love to tease; i.e., by beckoning you with demonic pull into the infernal concentric pattern for where liberation must occur [re: Plato’s cave]! There is no outside of the text, loves; there is only change inside a system of differences pushing towards one where these differences aren’t punished [re: me, vis-à-vis Derrida]! Silence is genocide, so make some fucking noise!

Breaking the historical-material cycle, then, happens through mentalities and intuitions that aren’t second-nature, but become that way through good play overwriting bad in Gothic “safe spaces” built to explore demonic things; re: during calculated risk. “I’ll storm your castle!” she jeers, threatening psychosexual violence. To which I would happily respond: “Yes, storm it, mommy! Storm it! Depredate my bussy!” But always, a part of me still burns in Hell, sitting at the canonical Dark Lord’s throne—not my playtime fantasies and submission-by-choice under a competent femme dom, but the shadow of actual abuse I survived and which haunts the venue long afterwards [re: Jadis]!

The fact very much remains: you can’t hug the alien, thus familiarize yourself with Medusa/the unfamiliar [to normies] without seeing all sides of existence under state, thus police violence; i.e., its serialized/episodic historical materialism through demonic pastiche: retelling the demon mommy as a kind of superhuman folk hero! Reifying human qualities and structures in small, but feeling larger-than-life, they emblematize war personified in ways that we, when camping the canon, need to avoid neoliberal false hope upholding Capitalist Realism; i.e., not to recapture the financial success of state [super]models and mythical, never-actually-existed Golden Ages, but to camp them and break their Superstructure to bits using superhero shorthand; re: with alter egos and abject doubles, but also Hollywood glamour and regressive power fantasies unable to monopolize on terror weapons, hence props, makeup, costumes and roleplay!

Demon mommies are whores and the whore is always a threat—one to canonically revive, post-boom, and blame for capital’s inevitable bust period. In canonical terms, the line between superhero and villain, then, is notably razor-thin, the language frequently comic book in its centrist temptation arguments; e.g., Superman and his extraterrestrial superpowers, Batman and his endless gadgets, or Thor and his magic hammer—all conveniently threatened by a dark and/or queer-coded monstrous-feminine, if not equivalent to the hero, then a “close second” Venus twin emasculating hero and home alike: a Promethean scapegoat inkblot for their weakness/flagging reserves, and per the creation of sexual difference, a monomyth dragon they slay once more to prove their doubtful manhoods; e.g., Hela—the god of death, below—quite literally withering Thor’s manhood [erectile dysfunction] while having one hand behind her back, deftly emasculating him/throwing his power into question to bring Hell home to roost[8]. She doesn’t just measure up, during a dick-measuring contest; she puts the boys to shame:

Despite the state-imposed death sentence and bad rap, the demon mommy almost always enjoys her job: one, because she reliably “kills it,” confidently slaying her enemies’ will to fight while kicking self-righteous ass, mid-sermon; and two, the men appear as scared puny weaklings. Suitably overreacting against a sexy-and-stylish dominatrix, the former bemoan the latter’s strict sense/aesthetic of power and death rhapsodizing state shift. In Hela’s case, she isn’t strictly muscular in her physical appearance, but she nonetheless performs strength as something that is muscular/masculine in how she wears it; i.e., owning it while gleefully saying to her would-be owners, “Imagine a world where you weren’t cops, but kneeling before me!” She’s a butt pirate, a Radcliffean sex bandit to conjure at the story’s start, then banish again by its end.

Despite state authors framing Hela as the Nazi-Communist tyrant[9] whose “farming” they can repeatedly sanction through her prescribed, essential illegitimacy—meaning as a feminist bugbear for cops to attack, much like any unruly whore—Hela lives on, post-execution; i.e., as the phantom, terrorist, monstrous-feminine avenger/ghost of the counterfeit that peoples of different socio-political persuasions can happily get behind [or vice versa, to have Hela thoroughly peg them out[10]]! She’s a Radcliffean strawman/fairy godmother to raise and burn, her victim’s invasion fears snuffed out by her bastard’s coming into [and going from] the Imperial Core’s forgery of paradise: a colossal homewrecker/monumental-if-gorgeous fake who does so with pleasure and flaring hysteria, calling the heroes to the void lurking at the center of their bogus castle! Bury her alive, if you want; this Bleeding Nun/faggot witch always rises from the grave, her own cryptonymy speaking vengefully through blindfolds and gags to Medusa’s usual silencing!

Keeping with Orientalism and other persecutory schemes, it’s possible to modulate such intimations without defaming and segregating other cultures. Even so, our demon-mommy wish fulfillment needs to occur in ways that overlap with daily life: the enormity of forces that grow to seemingly endless size, and overshadow not just our own lives, but those who came before and after us; re: death translated into anxieties of inheriting one’s place in empire. Such demons adopt a hungry desire to destroy not just the individual, but the entire bloodline because capital demands it and liberation requires it; re: Hawthorne’s American families always rising and falling in America [the expendability of the middle class, gatekeeping assimilation/safeguarding the elite]. We must challenge this, and do so through the pulpy inkblot language of the imaginary past speaking to buried atrocities, per the ghost of the counterfeit hiding in plain sight: the bad parent cryptomimetically haunting all replication/the panopticon.

While vital to growth, pain is an acquired taste that can motivate power to flow towards workers instead of the state. Doing so happens per ludo-Gothic BDSM playing with passivity and aggression, masculine and feminine, etc, to foster not simply gender trouble, but parody! Self-styled terms like “butch” or “mommy dom” aren’t simply applicable to Lady Hellbender or Hela as demon mommies; they speak to agency over our bodies and avataristic extensions of our bodies, sexualities, gender identities and performances, which the state will try to tokenize and prescribe back as controlled opposition—i.e., the common parlance of those who traffic in sex and courtly love, playing the victim and blaming us as victim, again per DARVO and obscurantism! We protest in duality during oppositional praxis, gender-swapping such stories but still threatening to take our admirers with us through paradoxical theft; i.e., not for profit, but back to Hell where we belong! Free from state bondage, forbidden love might yield a postcolonial effect [female or not, left]:

Such demonic courtship is often cute and slow, but guided by forbidden feelings that threaten to explode and expose the maiden as whore-like; e.g., the fairy princess [or some such submissive] experiencing a sudden desire for raw, extramarital sex; i.e., anything outside state-sanctioned models, thus treated as “from Hell,” animalistic, etc.

These, in turn, commence with the coded expressions of interest/maid-and-butler dialogs that—as the night follows the day—routinely guide the audience away from any novel-of-manners approach and towards naughty sex slumming it with monster lovers; i.e., in spite of the dangers and societal judgements stigmatizing both differently during the dialectic of shelter and the alien: the princess opting for the monster—not to damn or exploit them, but humanize them, mid-risk, while disavowing any state-approved, nuclear forms of “coupling” in the process [re: Radcliffe’s male heroes/good guys, which the heroine “gets” after surviving the demon lover]! She abjures state propaganda to wed the outlaw!

In turn, all can mean different things during the abjection process, and generally all at once. Monster love stories like Persephone and Hades, Beauty and the Beast or The Creature from the Black Lagoon [and similar stories rehashing the same basic concept, above] commonly portray the princess as never from Hell, but per the Gothic, yields a second trickier explanation; i.e., a reunion with one’s lost home: the secret princess and her buried feelings tied to Hell’s imaginary ancestry! Hell is a choice, and a useful one.

Of course, not everyone enjoys such “gimmicks”; e.g., Pallavi Dandamudi, who writes in “Here’s Why the Ending of The Shape of Water Doesn’t Work [2019]: 

If Eliza had been similar to the amphibian man all along, then her love is no longer a statement on the human capacity for compassion. The depth of Eliza’s character lies in her ability to love something that most humans would be scared of or repelled by. The plot portrays her as a simple yet courageous, silent yet powerful human being. This ending just takes away from that, it makes her like any other biological species who is attracted to another member of her species [source]. 

But these loaded, messy and combative representations of human and inhuman still poetically address eugenic/ethnocentric ideas of superior/inferior caused by capital and felt during a captive fantasy about forbidden love/dark desire; i.e., one that struggles to escape its own haunted history while forging new healthier myths/power fantasies using the same stuff.

Whatever the form, these liminal engagements mix danger with protection to yield our postcolonial effect; re: mid-terror-language, demon mommies [and similar sexual outlaws] protect those who feel small and/or vulnerable regarding the other ends of a given love triangle; i.e., as a prolonged and uphill battle, one where class, culture and race war wage for workers by workers, not traitors [cops] upholding the status quo! If such in-groups and tokens use monster love to abject the usual out-groups with, we upset the state’s dogmatic orderings of nature through these self-same stories having two worlds collide!

Except, whether going into Hell or bringing Hell back to Earth, we must do so without permanently regressing towards the very systemic modes of animal survival [e.g., Alien and the cat] whose unironic “jungle fever” capital endlessly relies upon! Instead, we must inspire post-scarcity while attaching its emphasis upon those we help liberate, mid-fetishization: to set free, not banish or limit to a wordless role that prioritizes one group over another [and which The Shape of Water admittedly does; i.e., outlawing the girl for loving the monster she speaks to through sign language, but for whom itself seldom gets a word in. It is always alien in ways Del Toro doesn’t let the creature speak to power with[11]]!

In short, there’s always a foreign element of fascination and fear to such curiously fatal attraction [re: the ghost of the counterfeit]. And yet, monster love stories opine on a scarcity of connection [sexual or otherwise] under capital, and the complicated realities that love triangles afford; i.e., where the privilege and oppression remain unequal for everyone involved, and speak in popular-but-dated forms of murky translation involving lopsided arbitration; e.g., the princess having material and social power over the monster [who she can report to the authorities, should she choose] while the monster often has physical power over her with its raw animal strength! Demon mommies, by comparison, classically keep the strength and reputation known to all demon lovers, but also retain some medieval degree of affluence and lordship over their chosen prey [regardless of gender though often male, insofar as Amazons classically target men; re: to feminize them].

Regardless, the collective road to salvation [and emancipation] requires finding common ground; i.e., in stories that frequently gentrify one side and treat the other as sexually exploitable through mixed metaphors, and whose tricky mixtures of power imbalance we must camp inside themselves; re: in Hell as it can be found on Earth, any demon couple intimated by an earthly double and vice versa; e.g., The Shape of Water evoking the unironic moral panic seen in Birth of a Nation or survived during the Wilmington massacre, but per Del Toro’s Mexican roots, pits a non-princess ethnic minority [and her token friends—a closeted gay painter and a woman-of-color co-worker] against someone even more alienated by the same white straight state! The balancing act is avoiding predation by one side against another while collectively punching up through the wordless power of forbidden love!

Such stories’ longing and nagging emphasis on love language [and language gaps] orbit conspicuously around a shared-if-uneven desire: sex and companionship of different kinds. You wanna really get laid/make friends? Make the unsafe feel safe again, acting as you do in good faith. Show us restraint, control, and understanding with those big capable mitts of yours; or, if you have the means to persecute us and our demonic elements, don’t! “Be gentle!” we ask, then tremble as you “ravish” us [or spare us]. Parry and thrust in ways that—while they can inflict pain—do so in ways that ultimately feel good and are encouraged/adored for their sense of similarity amid difference, healing from rape during a given pedagogy of the oppressed: 

I don’t want to tame your animal style
You won’t be caged
In the call of the wild
[Scandal’s “The Warrior,” 1984].

The Gothic specializes in crossovers, committing the everyday offense of daring to see the demonized not just as human, but desirable in a postcolonial world. Yet, such presentation is still liminal, everything doubling and mirrored on the same surfaces, inside the same thresholds. While love-as-theatre commonly marries sex to force in martial forms, empires use it to pointedly instill fear and pacification using demon mommies; i.e., through shadows of police abuse and slave revolt, the former genuine and the latter greatly exaggerated by conflating land-back arguments with actual police brutality dressed up as rape epidemics, drug wars, and crime waves, etc.

Beyond demon mommies singing to release tension, it bears repeating that such DARVO-grade, vae victis [“woe to vanquished”] overtures classically manifest as demonic awakenings that prescribe genocide. Faced the popularity of setter-colonial “musicals,” postcolonial rebels of different kinds camp what has become blank parody/”camp” in quotes [re: Jameson]—doing so to pointedly and perceptively humanize all state victims; e.g., of white pioneer women towards Indigenous Peoples, normally tokenizing against them through rape fears that blame state targets instead of state structures; i.e., in half-real spaces of play and politics, the idea of monster love something to navigate and survive with an animal dance partner we’re drawn towards, but don’t wish to prey upon as the state desires [with white women expected to quickly use, then discard, non-white slaves as disposable sex objects]!

While inequality and preferential mistreatment generally see one side punished far more than the other is, rape ranking isn’t productive or really the point. As a matter of the pedagogy of the oppressed, privilege should assist in undermining such structures to achieve intersectional solidarity against the state; i.e., in holistic ways that people actually relate and respond to. Hence the monster and love story anisotropically addressing a shared-if-uneven human condition under state mechanisms: calumny and stigma, retaliation and remorse. Women fear rape and those branded as rapists fear accusation, the two playing these out on either side of a given exchange that allows for demon lovers of all kinds [not just mommies; re: Del Toro’s demon daddy topped from below by the movie’s spunky-if-unassuming heroine, their roles changing back and forth as things escalate/progress].

In turn, to even think of the other as “equal” becomes treason, sedition, a thought crime in canonical doctrine. So it must be disguised in ways that point to the trauma being discussed during ludo-Gothic BDSM. Anything the state can poetically combine to divide along the usual persecution networks, we mix-and-match; i.e., during the cryptonymy process, using it [and demon lovers] to cross boundaries and tear such cordons down; e.g., with demon mommies, but also mermen from the black lagoon. The boundaries that banish either to Hell are the apex of conspiracy abused by those with privilege; i.e., to enrich themselves on an individual level as much as systemic ones, working as much with ordinary things as not; e.g., Rebecca Watson’s “How Dave Grohl & Foo Fighters Put Actual Lives at Risk” [2024]. As they go hand-in-hand, so must we, but in reverse of what amounts essentially to glorified misinformation. We mustn’t hesitate to check it, and cement our own arguments in the mold.

In turn, these cryptonymic appeals to segregation or intersection sit inside pioneered discussions, they and their alliances couched in dated, hauntological fantasy rhetoric during liminal expression; i.e., as normally dominated by Cartesian orderings of the universe, which our holistic offerings offend on purpose. Paradox is to find one at odds with such paradigms, subverting their language to offer up visually similar but functionally alien alternatives: the golem-esque Amazon queen “man-spreading” her hairy bear snatch on her animal-print power chair while lording over her little, always-was goblin cumslut [captured, taken by force and kept for pleasure, below]. To reverse abjection is to play with its stigmas and taboos, its threats of capture, bondage and torture speaking to Persephone trapped in Hell in more ways than one!

 [artist: Flare Fox]

For better or worse, such things carry weight and instigate consequences we control; i.e., through monstrous dialogs about control. “Rape” enters quotes onstage and off, then—a way of life that yields liberatory sentiment through “torturous” castration aesthetics [re: the Archaic Mother/phallic woman]: xenophilic art of couples profoundly happy with the dominator’s humiliating arrangement as designated by them [an anisotropic reversal of the nuclear order’s polarity of husband and wife, but also girl-on-girl love, interracial[12a] relationships and other such canonical “unspeakables”]! As with demon mommies, it’s seen as embarrassing and guilty to enjoy such things—and indeed, there are pernicious aspects we must critique of the demon mommy rape fantasy while enjoying it—but to swear them [and monster battle and rape] off entirely is foolish.

Postcolonialism needs empathy as found among monsters; i.e., during the dialectic of the alien, the latter’s ubiquity owing to its popularity and age. Allegory, androgyny and monster-mommy kayfabe are as old as demons are—as old as acting is, thus masks, costumes, and muses; sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll; martial arts, stage performers and prize fighters [often mixing onstage and off as half-real spectacles; e.g., with Muhammed Ali loving wrestlers and monster movies, calling his infamous opponent, George Foreman, “the Mummy” on account of his long-guard defensive style[12b]].

To it, personification is equally old, as are comedy and drama in kayfabe, told with shadows and flames as popular high/low forms of discourse about war and rape, but also vulgarity at large; i.e., cartoonishly monstrous like Amazons, their statuesque bodies made-from-clay and infused with that mysterious spark of life; re: the fire of the gods as seen with Victor’s demonic Creature. The stuff of con men, grifters and charlatans, but also communicators, thinkers and actors, all stem from the ancient world’s bread-and-circus combat flowing into medieval varieties, followed by modern nostalgic forms of either [and other] time periods.

All heroes are monsters, meaning demons [mommies or otherwise] can be whatever we need them to be that represents ourselves and our struggles, not the state; i.e., to experiment and figure out what we prefer [with orientation and gender conformity or nonconformity often having a congenital element, similar to phobias and kinks]. All the same, no one is exempt from duality and paradox per nature and language. Exploitation and genuine harm sit adjacent to parody in ways that cross over during reprisals; i.e., us being attacked by reactionaries for speaking out through theatre, blending comfort and discomfort as demon mommies generally afford. Through them, we look “under the hood” to see what we’re made of and how we tick, but also to express ourselves in posthuman ways tied to the imaginary past [and its usual poetic indulgence] walking around:

[artist: Jan Rock]

Individual examples spent, I now want to spend the rest of the exhibit articulating demon mommies and postcolonialism through a more “big picture” lens. To it, kayfabe is liminal. Whatever its form, the fighting happens as much offstage as on; i.e., as much between the state and workers at large as between two performers being viewed. Like demons lovers overall, such things walk the line between reality and make-believe, madness and method, ancient and modern, masculine and feminine, total bullshit and pure truth, and male, intersex and female; in turn, class war weds to culture and race, all while the stage and its lovely inventions, props, stunt people and special effects become ours to use. While magic “isn’t real,” belief and perception are; as a matter of stage magic, then, great power lurks inside illusions and entertainment, the larger-than-life character of stage heroes [and their bodies] bearing out tremendously persuasive and representative, but also smuggling potential. While power is an illusion, we might as well use its splendid lie to assign our values to such startling and potent beings; i.e., rescuing their “Trojan Horse” function from police institutions, to instead become folk-hero role models for those who have no voice in the world [stand-ins until they find their own ways to speak out]!

All the while, it’s possible to subvert canon while raising concerns about popular media’s culturally appropriative/sexually prescriptive elements. Descriptive sexuality can likewise be conscripted through Rainbow Capitalism, which—along with everything else—we camp during ludo-Gothic BDSM using demon mommies. This camp serves multiple purposes, including outing our enemies. As I argue of revolutionary cryptonymy through heroic expression [from Volume One]:

[revolutionary cryptonymy] remains an utterly vital aspect of proletarian praxis—one that challenges state monopolies through the very things they try to control: morphological expression through monstrous and heroic performance, but especially animalized, hauntological examples like the Amazon or knight, as well as the more famously operatic, feudal sites of sexual danger to which they represent and/or navigate—Gothic castles as killing grounds for a state predator’s prey-like designations.

To that, […] revolutionary cryptonymy invokes liminal expression as a cosmetic, conspicuous means of useful disguise within state monopolies of violence, terror and in connection to those dated things, bodily expression. Together on antiquated stages, the deliberate use of dated masks, costumes, props and other performative elements hide activism’s sorties imperfectly within the trauma of canonical Gothic language and its complicated territories of expression; i.e., as a means of rebellious camouflage, useful for blending in and revealing the bad-faith nature of state proponents in shared, thus policed, spaces and dialogs. On said stage, reactionaries and moderates wear masks to hide themselves in common monstrous language; but when they respond to our Athena’s Aegis having doubled their mask, said mask slips from outrage defending state monopolies within nerd culture [source]. 

But apart from striking fear into the hearts of our enemies, the practice is admittedly self-satisfying and -serving. Insofar as power and demons are simply fun to play with, singing and theatre feel good. So does wearing costumes and acting out forbidden desire [sex or otherwise] become fun to watch; i.e., to defy the state as demon lovers, including mommies, happily do during monster love stories [often for the drama, but also the pornographic elements, below]!

Aside from toys, then, a huge appeal to BDSM lies in surrendering power as, oddly enough, its own kind of power [to become like a kid again, while playing with adult materials]. This aesthetic can involve someone big that—herbo or not—acts uncharacteristically gentle with someone they could visibly break, as much as someone small surrendering to a larger dom, or a dom aesthetic lending an element of “taming bears” to it [or a sub as strong as a bear]. It also speaks to asymmetrical warfare; i.e., as something to communicate/relate to and with during ludo-Gothic forms. None are “superior” insofar as challenging the state goes, but do utilize preference during monstrous code; i.e., demon lovers, whereupon demon mommies may assume a variety of dated cryptomimetic positions and embodiments, which echo trauma during the cryptonymy process: to best show and hide things that rebellion needs to destabilize the current world, putting a postcolonial one in its place!

[artist: Jan Rock]

Any way you slice it, great power is something to relate to in ways that historically threaten rape; i.e., someone looks strong enough to cause harm, as demon lovers generally do. Here, though, such rape-fantasy counterterror is not only not harmful, but paradoxically empowering and fun because it occurs within boundaries of faux-medieval play where both sides rewrite and reinforce the rules [thus reestablish mutual consent]. Fear of the alien is inherited by workers born and bred inside colonial bodies, then rewritten in postcolonial terms, onstage and off. When indulged in—and even by ace parties and their public nudism, playing with psychosexual trauma—such forbidden fruit becomes fuel that gives us [and our revolutionary engines] straight fire: to turn the frogs gay!

Whatever the gender[s] being explored, monsters contain a class character among the gendered elements; and while Imperialism perpetually makes the lives of others their business, the fact remains you only need that special someone [excepting polycules] to make you happy! In turn, the myth of the rape epidemic/dark slaver tries to suggest women [or those treated as women] don’t want dark things/actually desire state-assigned mates and nothing else. Yet, per the whore’s paradox, they so often do, and not because the state sells nature-as-alien back to them, mid-genocide! Down to play [and fuck] during ludo-Gothic BDSM, they humanize what the state can only dehumanize; they endeavor reclaim and hold onto the very language of “darkness,” mid-consumption. So does ethicality become a matter of informed consumption [a notion we’ll return to, in Volume Three].

The princesses of revolution don’t care to trap the demon lover inside an abject “slumming” role; and ideally the dom doesn’t want to brutalize us in reality during calculated risk. We want to let off steam and enjoy unequal power together as a shared way of life; i.e., one doubling as a teaching device that can show people how not to act like cops despite the power imbalance and shadow of police rule [with cops raping others through fetishized power imbalance that has a gendered character to it; re: Man Box/”prison sex” mentality and TERFs].

In truth, there’s so much room to play with power through demonic language’s literal and figurative crossfade. Trans or not, some men want to be manhandled by demon mommies; some women want to be “ravished” and taken into captivity [to sit by a dark throne]. The monster lover fantasy is generally a fleeting one—often more fun in one’s head [or in half-real spaces of demon BDSM where some irony is present]—but not because it is objectively wrong and shouldn’t happen; the empheral quality to demonic desire and reunion speaks to repressed, delegitimized arrangements of power the state can only pimp and police, not practice in good faith. “Hell” in reality is generally safer than state ideas of paradise, which its pimps aggressively sell to semi-frightened but equally-interested and curious women pining for “the other side”; and those treated as women [or “black, of Hell/nature,” etc] remain informed by Gothic opera and fairytales—i.e., where the woman falls in love with the monster as being more human than her assigned white knight!

Taken a step further by Pagan/GNC/non-white authors and actors, our additional dimensions and cracking eggs make a Heaven of Hell or vice versa, thus can reverse/swap already-gendered roles; re: by using demon mommies to say things about our oppression/desire in uniquely trans, intersex and non-binary morphological forms that intersectionally solidarize with other struggles: to love and be set free from state abuse/control when allegorically transforming their demonic language, ourselves; i.e., humanizing our allies during the same shared struggle, punching up from Hell! So while Amazons are classically AFAB, AMAB princesses likewise have their own “come hither!” poise, doing to beckon those treated like prey by the state: “Don’t be shy! It’s safe[13] to play with me!”

[artist: Julian Michaels]

Queer or not, everything happens through ludo-Gothic BDSM, reclaiming the neo-Victorian bedroom to turn it [and its Protestant ethic/process of abjection] inside-out. In turn, power is like a force field, phantoms or pantomime; it’s largely imaginary/subjective but shaped by objective forces. Sex and force elide as much as collide in medieval poetics. In a territorial, settler-colonial sense, the state looks to demonize those already “under fire”; i.e., treating native parties as hellish outsiders [suffering lasting damage/generational trauma]! Some will sell out through desperation and convenience; others are more principled, holding onto their values while different movements decay.

Power is all how you frame it, then. So when they’re circling the wagons and playing white Indians and saviors, use your wagons against them! It’s not “ceding ground” to own the demonic role; i.e., in ways that undermine capital and state authority by presenting power in ways that appear cop-like or tokenized, but actually flow power towards workers through demon mommies [often marrying them; re: death by Snu-Snu, below, colliding the medieval language of sex and war into readily consumable forms]: by helping others imagine alternative arrangements to reality and bonding with nature-as-alien. These fugitive unga-bunga refrains become conducive to Gothic-Communist development when such Great Destroyers demonstrably break state monopolies and cut their legs out from under them! “She smash!” Chonk, strong, and ready to bonk! It’s clobbering time, motherfuckers!

 [source]

Power is something that is perceived, thus subject to the usual forces of theatre; e.g., someone can be made to look younger than they actually are, or stronger than is humanly possible. Demon mommies are born of fire, but also made of it [re: Hellbender’s volcanic red hair and Karlach’s burning heart]. Burns hurt like hell; for us demons, love hurts and Hell [and Hell’s heartache] is our paradise, but a plastic one our forced immigrants’ poetic contributions help make and redefine power [and boundaries, trust] in order to shift away from state abuse; i.e., achieving equity under dialectical-material scrutiny and [s]exercise! Hot as hellfire, a monster “ass queen” awaits, as does her Numinous booty’s infernal fitness and demon-dumper glory! We are but priests praying at her temple of almighty fire! Baby got back, a bottom-heavy cathedral whose abyssal end is one to plunge repeatedly into [to fall in love with/make that pull-out game weak]! She even does anal, pegging her “victims” while preaching the benefits [re: using sodomy not as an unironic terror weapon against different marginalized targets, but to cause “terror” as a matter of spicing up sex; i.e., in lands of darkness/disputed ownership challenging state owners]!

[artist: Forest the Rotten] 

Granted, worship is an ancient human function. Except, whereas state religions organize to enslave “the unknown” for profit, ours remain entirely devoted to emancipatory worship; i.e., of a secularized, Satanic politique that actually respects nature. As its monstrous-feminine stewards, our threat displays challenge the state-as-straight pimping nature as monstrous-feminine; e.g., Angela Carter’s white cis-het Female Gaze preying on such things without rehumanizing anything. As such, nature’s revelatory bodies become inspirational temples, rebuilt by us doubling the original’s chonky profane; i.e., during crisis, and within the vein of Gothic fetishes that were already done to death/painfully cliché centuries ago. So does Gothic Communism resurrect long-lost feelings of rebellious frisson that break capital’s counterparts, having the whore’s revenge against them. In the usual language of victory and defeat, they’re the sore losers who remain scared of nature and death!

Nothing is more covetous or afraid than a cop, than imperial defenders, than Pax Americana leery of unruly spoilsports subverting Cartesian gender norms [androgynous, Mother Nature fucks back]. From size difference to size deference, Medusa is straight intergalactic metal, and you can’t kill the metal any more than colonize outer space! A forsaken fane of devilish flagellation, fornication, and flatulence [it happens], she always comes back, reclaiming colonial territories before leaving just as quick: an impure thought, a cosmic whore, mountain mama, female Hercules, bat outta hell! From art to porn, let’s blaze new trails that lead away from Cartesian abuse, taking ourselves home [and to town]! Camp canon; ravish ironically by putting “rape” in quotes during ludo-Gothic BDSM! Every fortress of doom has its greatest soldier!

Beyond demon mommies, there’s so much language for sex and violence when it comes to postcolonial liberation; i.e., nature treated as queer/alien/female, etc, much of it understandably animalized and medieval per a demonic courtly love’s pornographic style. Whatever the form of the art/performance, capital paywalls nature and pimps it out to rape or otherwise exploit it. Gothic-Communist calculus factors in monetization/privatization of monsters and their liberation under capital; i.e., sex work is paid only if said workers fight for it; re [from Volume One]:

our socio-political positions are vulnerable and often associated directly with our bodies and identities as things to control through monstrous forms during Gothic theatre […] Such forays into pretend worlds amount to an imaginary liberation that challenges Capitalist Realism through avatar-like vehicles; i.e., places to put ourselves and occupy for a time, to better learn how to frame our own experiences (and bodies) in a situation of make-believe. But within that invention lies the ability to think critically about our surroundings, thus interpret the stories already present within our lives that shape how we think, thus act [source].

This goes for us defying the state animalizing us, their idea of “tribal,” “savage” or “primal” challenging workers; i.e., inventing variants to some degree appropriative or appreciative regarding older struggles against empire; e.g., white Indians vs allies to Indigenous groups [with sex being a pacifying or mobilizing force in demonic forms; re: Coulthard’s Red Skin, White Masks (2014) something of a pun regarding issues of demonic representation[14]]. While [from Volume Zero] 

animals embody the canonical language of power and resistance as something to camp through demonic and undead forms; i.e., stigma animals relayed through demonic BDSM and rituals of power expression and exchange that embody hunters and hunted, predators and prey that play out through the ongoing battles and wars of culture, of the mind, of sexuality and praxis as traumatized: marked for trauma or by trauma [source].

likewise [from Volume One] 

the medieval character of state violence and terror cannot be destroyed during morphological expression, only subverted or contained through linguo-material “traps” we put into motion during revolutionary cryptonomy as an essential means of counterterrorist liberation; i.e., by throwing the setter-colonial character of heteronormativity into dispute through a rebellious medieval, postcolonial imaginary. 

[…] emotional turmoil is very much at home in the Gothic. This includes anxieties about physical bodies and their hauntological uniforms as often having a sexualized, animalistic, psychological element that overlaps with half-exposed, unburied trauma acquired generationally under state domination. This domination occurs within regressive, medievalized positions of crisis and decay that defend and uphold the status quo, but can be reclaimed by proletarian agents within weird-nerd culture; e.g., workers embodying knights to reclaim their killing/raping implements inside the state of exception, while simultaneously dealing with state infiltrators fighting to recapture the same devices back for themselves and their masters; i.e., Amazons and furries, etc, as forms of contested morphological expression that can assist or hamper gyno/androdiversity within Gothic poetics under state monopolies. To that, heroes are monsters, and monsters go hand-in-hand with animals being for or against their own abuse to varying degrees.

The resultant middle ground of this duality grants words like “demon,” “zombie,” or “animal” a double purpose […]: predator and prey. […] Domestication invokes a sense of the wild that is reclaimed by state forces to serve the profit motive, which rebellious agents must challenge and reclaim while being animalized [source]. 

It also extends to demons “of nature” combined with a less earthly plane that points back to nature again; e.g., Hell or extraterrestrial worlds; i.e., places where women rule and men are cucked in the usual Amazonian rape/death-by-Snu-Snu wrestler fantasies that—appearances of domination aside—canonically uphold state power through token/undercover police violence.

Decaying rebellious potential, Red Scare abuses whores in demonic language to better give the Straights “scare boners”; i.e., with “non-white” body types that speak to their mommy issues towards nature during Gothic vaudeville. Compelled dominance servicing straight males sissies per the nuclear/settler-colonial model whoring nature-as-monstrous-feminine, it’s something to “slay” in the usual, unironic monomyth, and which sex-positive workers may camp using what they got: as mommies who cannot die when “slain”!

[artist: Nyx]

Demon or not, it’s no secret that Amazons are farmed by the state to cater to cis-het weird nerds chasing non-natal mommies; i.e., the usual monster peach to cut up and harvest like moist evil cake. But GNC parties humanize the harvest for postcolonial purposes, challenging profit [and its freakshow chattelization] with similar demonic poetry during ludo-Gothic BDSM [re: Nyx, above]. Not ones to overlook a good myth onstage, we use them to our advantage through ourselves; i.e., to teach one another through Gothic theatre and its many, many ways to tell stories about monsters by personifying them. In doing so, we challenge deep-seated beliefs with things rising to the surface; i.e., that we can alter on or around ourselves, all to make larger harmful structures go down in flames. If Communism is a myth, then so is Capitalist Realism, our cryptonymy fighting fire with fire [as demon mommies do]—to best burn Rome to cinders and rise from its fertile ashes!

Revolution, as such, truly is a piece of cake—one that takes as many forms as demonology holistically allows! We are legion, but whose myriad, intersectional solidarity often can be summed up in single images; i.e., any that indicate similar acts of muse-like defiance, expressed in ways openly happy and animalistic, but also educated [thus intimidating to the elite, left]:

[artist: Mercedes the Muse]

We’re not just a pretty face or fat piece of ass, then, but operate through poetic argument, and whose preference with those poetic devices [often metaphors] reclaim by us to better steer our agenda with; re: by using what we got, our Aegis and its forbidden fruit/darkness visible offering up forbidden sight/a deal with the Devil!

As such, demonic rebellion [muscle mommy or otherwise] scuttles or commandeers this vessel or that, jettisons or smuggles any and all cargo, inside; it commonly combines seafaring metaphor with other performative means, often relying on medieval language, but also gut animal skills in animal situations of survival—i.e., where you communicate through scowls, smiles, puppy dog eyes and sounds, but also body language and pet-training BDSM exercises [speaking from experience, here]. It’s definitely a skill, and one that can save you in a pinch. The immediacy of danger and naked exposure demand it, which calculated risk is all about. There is no “true mastery” of such things, only a desire or need to change through practice to escape hostile conditions of false mastery by altering those conditions; happening by any and all means, development [of Communism] happens when those conditions change: using Gothic poetics [and its prolific language of mastery vis-à-vis demon mommies] for the betterment of all!

Whatever our individual preferences and postcolonial inclinations—be it Amazons or cat women from the moon—we queers and other marginalized groups collectively love demons; i.e., because their unequal power/forbidden knowledge/dark desire and transformative potential all speak to our alienation as having a human face we can ringlead: descriptive sexuality and gender as morphological freedom [to express violence and terror] towards liberation—not positive thinking and “peace” [a white man’s word, but also used by cis-het feminists] fetishizing token cops, be they good or bad, white or non-white, skinny or [more often than not] thicc during state monopolies! Waifus are waifus, betrayal is betrayal, cops are cops, but liberators use the same aesthetics [and bodies/colors of stigma] as those who sell out during asymmetrical warfare!

[artist: Angel] 

All workers are demonized to some extent. The postcolonial difference is, rebellious workers operate as universal freedom fighters; i.e., who consciously choose our own roles, despite whatever positions or lot we’re born into. So while profit is moving money through nature as cheaply as possible, our revenge is channeling such things towards ourselves; i.e., by redistributing them but also their capabilities to generate, which we opt of out in favor of a post-scarcity world. This includes demon mommies, but really any form of monstrous theatre you could think of. We’re not just arm candy used “for looks,” then, but sweet the pot through our labor exchanges, including our bodies and what they represent; i.e., at the time, but also over time, reviving such devices as needed to remind people what we and our movement is about; e.g., my friend Angel and their contributions to the book [from an old, commissioned shoot, above] but also Ebonnyy [from a more recent commission, next page].

Something to reclaim inside state monopolies, then, our guerrilla’s strange appetites/diabolical inclinations under capital advertise to whet the curiosity of spectating onlookers! Vulnerable parties, however strong they appear or behave, are framed as demons: to be hunted down and killed like animals. Any appeals to the contrary sit within the same complicated language. Amazons and similar demons are sex warriors—gladiators that promote power as something to witness in all aspects of itself [the home, weapon, body and vehicle, etc]. They play out in highly conventional ways that normally enact cops-and-victims violence to reinforce the status quo; but our imaginary bondage is like Wonder Woman’s Lasso of Truth: speaking to oppression through “oppression” acted out by subversive agents. If you’ve seen one, you’ve seen ’em all, but each flower among the larger hellish bouquet remains special, unique, powerful. Helping instead of harming others despite having power over them—that’s our immortality!

[model and artist: Ebonnyy and Persephone van der Waard]

To it, monster-fucking theatre and its abstraction on the Aegis is one of paradoxical struggle—not just of mitigation and reversal during liminal expression, but of upset while turning workers on [eroticized class awakenings, getting down and in touch with our wild sides chattelized by the state]: the vulnerable as normally preyed upon by predatory agents thinking they’re saving the world from evil, the former overcoming the latter emboldened by state forces to harm nature; i.e., by abusing trust, violating boundaries and limiting victims control over their own lives. We fags camp that, merging demon love with adrenaline; i.e., through fight-or-fight operatics that purposefully excite our cathartic energies challenging capital’s usual qualities. If cops are criminals with badges, calling their victims criminals before unironically raping them, postcolonial demon mommies motivate systemic catharsis by camping said rape, time and time again.)

So concludes the symposium and “Idle Hands,” part one. Now that we’ve covered Amazons, dark faeries and demon muscle mommies in the blood libel/witch class vein, I’d like to consider a different aspect to such predators and prey, in “Idle Hands,” part two; i.e., through a sculpted, claymation quality to nature-as-monstrous-feminine and its revenge: hunting and vampires! Amazons often do this, but theirs is territorial in ways that are guarded as “home”; re: for which to bring captured, smaller male mates back to for breeding purposes. But “death by Snu-Snu” has another hunter function that just as often yields kawaii vibes in a modern demonic; i.e., inside an urban setting haunted by monstrous-feminine rage (and patriarchal abuse) vis-à-vis transplanted blood libel tropes—vampires unwelcome in a homely space, yet compelling precisely for the demon-lover violence they promise to visit upon others/suspicion they arouse during courtly love.

For that, we’ll be looking pointedly at Takena’s “Midnight Vampire”! For Takena’s antihero, death is a party—a danger disco to dance savagely inside, Matthew-Lewis-style; i.e., to anisotropically reverse the usual directions of sex and force during criminal-on-criminal violence, the female avenger’s castration fantasy while attracted to predators—happily enacting the whore’s bloody revenge! Gird your loins!

Onto “Idle Hands, part two: Vampires and Claymation“!


Footnotes

[1] For further examination of this, consider “Back to Jadis’ Dollhouse, the Birthplace of Ludo-Gothic BDSM” (2024) from the Undead Module.

[2] Doing so evokes Artemis and similar goddesses of war/the hunt, but also Hippolyta and her ilk. In either case, their collective “virginity” occurs by killing men outright (for trespassing on their land, hence home) or by forcing men to marry them and have their children (the shoe on the other foot; re: death by Snu-Snu)! There’s certainly a long history of white-Indian tokenization* to Amazons as “man-eaters” in this respect (the humiliation of men by Amazons part of the latter’s ancient copagandistic function; re: as a patriarchal mythical device treating Athenian women as second-class citizens). Even so, it can easily be reclaimed during the dialectic of the alien, and applies equally to demon mommies essentially being “Amazons from Hell” (often two-world people, one foot in each).

*E.g., Samus Aran; re: “‘In Search of the Secret Spell’: Digging Our Own Graves; or, Playing with Dead Things (the Imaginary Past) as Verboten and Carte- Blanche” (2024)!

[3] For more writing about Amazons and knights apart from here, refer to Volume One’s “‘Predators and Prey’: Predators as Amazons, Knights, and Other Forms of Domesticated, Animalized Monster Violence” (2024).

[4] “Spread ’em, mount ’em, pin ’em” as Jadis’ lepidopterist friends loved to recite.

[5] It’d be easy enough to treat the Amazon as male or intersex through GNC performance (the whole idea already centers around crossdress), but we won’t be doing so, here.

[6] Size difference is a common way to compensate for not leaning into the emotional aspects; i.e., the “Napoleon” persona versus someone who is strong and silent—though frankly there’s no “correct” way to go about this. The best actors combine different elements at their disposal to achieve the desired effect (whatever that is) per case; i.e., regarding those being subjected to their talents and services! To that, Lady Hellbender carries a strict flavor of femme dom (the Amazon), one that plays out through her demonic aesthetic during ludo-Gothic BDSM; but gentle femme doms likewise exist and can use the same/different aesthetics to achieve their own desirable outcomes; e.g., Harmony Corrupted and I.

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

In other words, erogenous pleasure, non-harmful pain and other euphoric sensations determine by context, during ludo-Gothic BDSM. Such performances are generally works-in-progress, tailored to fit the different players working in concert; i.e., I have trauma and want to work through it with Harmony, who doesn’t want to harm me (the mark of a good dom). So we work through it, step-by-step, session-by-session, until we figure out the best way to work such rough play into our psychosexual games and theatre.

But rest assured, while many people have one “speed” with which they normally play things out, switches like myself prefer the ability to adopt different fantasies—thus demonic configurations of “fatal” desire, knowledge and power—when playing with excellent cuties like Harmony Corrupted “on the go/fly.” It’s a place of magical pleasure, a Twilight Zone of our defense, addressing how we feel:

I’m falling down a spiral, destination unknown
Double-crossed messenger all alone
Can’t get no connection, can’t get through, where are you? (Golden Earring’s “Twilight Zone,” 1982).

Such things are a part to play out during cryptonymy and calculated risk, their darkness visible making actual harm impossible and catharsis all but guaranteed; i.e., a party to perform between different players having fun through exquisite “torture” yielding to individual preference.

In turn, we rock ‘n doll in danger discos of our design, divorced from profit and made to help us heal from actual abuse/systems thereof! Genuine exploitation sits adjacent to palliative-Numinous feelings, all existing in the same shadow zone. Those marked by trauma seek “trauma” out in quotes: as made weird in ways that, true enough, seek weird out as something to relate to with; re (from Volume Two, part one):

don’t suffer for your art if you can help it. But also remember that trauma attracts trauma, weird attracts weird. The idea is to combine them in ways that alleviate sickness, stress, tension and harm, but also avoid predation by perfidious elements in our daily lives coming from structural abuse: the Gothic castle as a beacon to attract and house the likeminded while the state tries, as it always does, to dominate us through its own victims (source).

So do we make our bones, our own friendship and marriage counselors, during ludo-Gothic BDSM.

Demon mommies reify not just combative emotions, then, but socio-material conditions as “plastic through play.” In doing so, they give us a powerfully compassionate voice to subvert, thus counteract, state forms with; i.e., during liminal expression doubling our abusers, onstage and off. Any syndrome (mirror, compartment, virgin/whore, white knight, impostor, etc), disorder (eating, personality, body and/or gender), or monopoly we’d want to interrogate, we may do so; i.e., in a half-real sense. State influence sits in between reality and imagination as informing each other according to state designs upheld or turned upside-down in said territories’ total spheres; i.e., desk murder and state atrocities, at large, versus rape play of a campy sort, the latter punching up while arguing for/administering critical thought and dialectical-material analysis as second-nature, over time: through actual Satanic rebellion repeatedly “taking temperature.”

Doing so means parsing fake rebellion/witch cops, en medias res (re: Milton)—with state proponents and labor proponents looking the same, but whose cryptonymy functions differently! Function determines function, and rebellion is always anisotropic; i.e., its reversal of polarity concerning power and knowledge operate through imagination and desire, either requiring such “sea legs” to navigate the inevitable confusions that occur when occupying and navigating a constantly changing world flooded with pre-existing trauma; re: its darkness visible.

[7] Note how Brady, visibly intimidated by Tricka, falls back on various bodybuilder stereotypes once triggered; and how she—suitably emboldened by the stage as a kind of safe space to push the envelope—happily fucks with him a bit; i.e., taking him to Pound Town, if but for one frightening moment written all over his face. The crowd (including the other performers, right) loves it.

[8] The plot of Thor: Ragnarok (2017) being to foist Asgard’s imperial sins onto Odin’s evil daughter (evocations of Virginia Woolfe’s “Judith,” the fictional sister of Shakespeare from her 1929 novel, A Room of One’s Own); i.e., that women “can’t have power” because they’re “hysterical” and always seek revenge against the Patriarchy pimping them; re: gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss.

[9] The character was originally written by Jack Kirby and Stan Lee, thus echoes many of those writers problematic attitudes about American heroism on the global stage.

[10] A double pun; i.e., to “peg” as in, fuck with a strap-on, and to “peg out,” meaning to kill. A classic double whammy that Medusa revels in!

[11] I.e., the James Whale problem, a queer director taking away the Creature’s voice: as it was normally expressed—the way Shelley intended—against Cartesian men.

[12a] Such things can be performed with other people, or with poetic extensions of them; e.g., sex toys that—through size, color and shape—represent things outside our normal experience as much as anything ordinary or “realistic”; re: the classic Gothic juxtaposition of the everyday “novel” versus the Ancient Romance extending to roleplay and toys:

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

The gimmick transforms through context; re: by illustrating mutual consent through playing with forbidden elements. To that, such spaces let workers change clothes and colors of different kinds, but also offer various openings in a tantalizing gesture of exposure and invitation, as well as exploration of and for different kinds of people looking in on the fun. White girls are classically “threatened” by BBC in traditional porn, for instance, but through their own pornography can illustrate mutual consent simply through selection; i.e., the ability to put whatever into their holes that they want (a nightmare scenario for straight white men who want to control said women; i.e., in every aspect of their lives, including who they have sex with or who they fantasize about/perform with).

[12b] John J. Raspanti quotes of Ali vs Foreman:

“George Foreman is nothing but a big mummy,” Ali said. “I’ve officially named him, ‘The Mummy.’ See, you all believe that stuff you see in the movies. Here’s a guy running through the jungle, doing the hundred-yard dash, and the mummy is chasing him. Thomp, thomp, thomp. ‘Ooh, help! I can’t get away from the Mummy! Help, help! The Mummy’s catching me. Help! Here comes the Mummy!’ And the mummy always catches him. Well, don’t you all believe that stuff. There ain’t no mummy gonna catch me” (source: John J. Raspanti’s “Forty-Nine Years Ago,” 2023).

The fact remains, people love monsters, and frequently turn up at shows like those to see monsters do battle (often men of color), and because these performers rarefy politics and bloodspots tied to specific places and warring geopolitical forces; e.g., Ali and Foreman in Kinshasa, Zaire, their event billed “The Rumble in the Jungle.” Indeed, boxing is commonly called “war personified,” the fighters involved representing different countries and peoples whether they want to or not.

To his credit, though, Ali was staunchly anti-war (outside the ring, anyways), going so far as to refuse the draft even if it cost him his license and landed him in jail:

On June 20, 1967, the great Muhammad Ali was convicted in Houston for refusing induction in the U.S. armed forces.

Ali saw the war in Vietnam as an exercise in genocide. He also used his platform as boxing champion to connect the war abroad with the war at home, saying, “Why should they ask me to put on a uniform and go 10,000 miles from home and drop bombs and bullets on Brown people in Vietnam while so-called Negro people in Louisville are treated like dogs?”

For these statements, as much as the act itself, Judge Joe Ingraham [through a blatant act of judicial legislation] handed down the maximum sentence to Cassius Clay (as they insisted upon calling him in court): five-years in a federal penitentiary and a $10,000 fine (source: Dave Zirin’s “When Muhammad Ali Took the Weight,” 2011).

In turn, activism and theatre often go hand-in-hand—not just for Ali, but for all performers and consumers of monsters, onstage and off; re: of demon lovers, mommies included!

[13] This goes both ways, with trans women being seen as “traps.” We’ll explore this more in Volume Three.

[14] I.e., “a seemingly more conciliatory set of discourses and institutional practices that emphasize Indigenous recognition and accommodation” (source). Betrayal is betrayal.

Book Sample: “I’ll See You in Hell” (opening and part one, dark faeries)

This blog post is part of “Deal with the Devil,” a third promotion originally inspired by the first and second ones I did with Harmony Corrupted: “Brace for Impact” and “Searching for Secrets” (2024). The first promotion was meant to promote and provide Volume Two, part one’s individual pieces for easy public viewing (it has since become a full, published book module: the Poetry Module). “Deal with the Devil” shall do the same, but with Volume Two, part two’s opening/thesis section and one of its two Monster Modules, Demons (the “Searching for Secrets” promotion covered the Undead Module, which is now live). As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

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“I’ll See You in Hell”: Dark Faeries and Demon Mommies

Your tauntaun will freeze before you reach the first marker!”

—a deck officer to Han Solo, The Empire Strikes Back (1981)

Picking up where “A Paucity of Time left off…

Demons are intensely popular poetic devices, which communicate, as people do, through sex and force, but also taboo subjects concerning larger bigotries, phobias and stigmas involving sex and force. In turn, everything speaks to dark wishes, wants and desires achieved through transformation and trade; i.e., few things are used in conjunction more than “fire” and “desire,” but also oxymoron and darkness visible; e.g., “cold fire,” and “Hell freezing over” (the latter being a frozen lake in Dante’s Ninth Circle of Hell, for instance). Milton’s Lucifer was, in that sense, the bringer of light with darkness that broke state illusions. I want to unpack that a little more, here.

Our focus remains monstrous-feminine, as usual. And yet, at its most simple, all roads lead to Rome; i.e., the pandemonium all demons and fairies provide takes you to Hell in order to experience what is forbidden or otherwise denied at home, generally through home’s unequal conditions turned on their heads.

Such things historically and dialectically-materially reduce to sex and force, as a result—are highly controlled by canon as such because, with the proper nudge and mindset, they suddenly offer the unique and productive ability to radically change the world in a half-real sense; i.e., starting onstage but hardly ending there, battering Capitalist Realism with proletarian illusions camping the canon to liberate the whore: through a reclaimed (and deliberately subversive) Superstructure. This cycling wardrobe—one of many masks, mirrors and costumes—endlessly yields dark wishes concerning emancipatory sex and force dressed up as “rape,” and whose dark demonic knowledge and power reliably abstract, adjudicate or otherwise convey through whorish revenge as a devilish, Gothic-Communist, impossible-to-control creative act: something to pass down in cryptonymic, anachronistic and extracurricular modes of poetic discourse forever at play (and war) in history’s endless jumble.

“I’ll See You in Hell,” then, divides in two basic parts to consider said jumble with: a continuation of monstrous-feminine revenge “of nature” against profit—a rebellious witch (and not a witch cop) being someone who, pimped by state force, not only refuses to play ball (witches pimping witches, mid-moral-panic), but bends the rules of play through ludo-Gothic BDSM (and its usual historical ironies) in pursuit of universal liberation: the obfuscation of friend and foe through the usual prosecution markers; re: to confuse state threat responses, reclaiming them while humanizing ourselves during the cryptonymy process!

Amazons, already monstrous-feminine, are a kind of witch whose uneven, historically selective qualities of persecution—through blood libel, sodomy and witch hunter rhetoric—we’ll pointedly explore (this time) through a symposium on demon mommies and dark faeries; i.e., as poetic extensions of the Amazon type of witch: the warrior and monstrous-feminine (often female) dominant/monarch. In turn, we’ll consider both as a common, beloved way of working out our state-imposed, us-versus-them differences through the usual language/theatre of difference: the Gothic’s rape/police roleplay scenarios pointedly breaking boundaries but also resetting them through the playful-yet-shock-therapy fantasies of abject reversal (often with a half-real element of pure invention, dead cultures, and real-life doubles; e.g., Skyrim‘s barbarians and cat people, left, practicing cross-species “pollination” to confront and ultimately revert Cartesian, settler-colonial and heteronormative systems of violence, terror and morphological expression: fucking the alien)!

(artist: Gekko)

Remember that I’m merely scratching the surface of a very old problem (re: nature as gyn/ecological, vis-à-vis Patel and Moore); our doing so, here, shall explore the dark, repressed, out-of-sight qualities to daily life felt but cloaked under capital—generally in places too hot, cold, dark, or otherwise inhospitable to regular folk, yet for the queer-and-mighty is exactly how they prefer (and where they take us to better acclimate/expand our horizons):

  • “Darkness Visible: Dark Faeries (feat. Annabel Morningstar, Harmony Corrupted, Romantic Rose, The Witch, and more)”: A collaboration between whores. Considers the labor proponents of Gothic-Communist revolution—working together and with Gothic materials, in a staged, meta sense—to demonically give rise (thus shape/voice) to dark places and people; i.e., as dark faerie rulers/regal fairylands where one can explore off-limit feelings and desires conducive to post-scarcity development; e.g., Satan from Robert Eggers’ The Witch, Lavos from Chrono Trigger, and more!
  • Trial by Fire: Demon Muscle Mommies (feat. Lady Hellbender and Hela, The Shape of Water)“: A symposium. Considers the fiery, militant aspect to demon muscle mommy doms, specifically through the postcolonial urge of forbidden love.

Each considers the whore’s paradox, and how it extends to transition as a source of pride, mid-capture and “duress”; i.e., when you go to Hell as Persephone, only to find out it’s not so bad: a paradox of “rape” that, in quotes, can challenge profit.

In doing so, a hostage suddenly gains the ability to speak to their abuse with ludo-Gothic BDSM/calculated risk, while simultaneously reclaiming they and their friends’ humanity with the fun stuff—with sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll, but also those monstrous-feminine beings that famously embody them through courtly love’s demonic castle sex and dark (spontaneous, forbidden) desire; i.e., “I would love [to see/do] this or that.” Demons and faeries do so, and generally with Gothic “spice” haunted by actual abuse/commodification! In other words, they (and their Numinous, exquisitely “torturous” homes) are commonly gratuitous, seeming right out of a succubean nightmare, porno mag and/or Gothic novel: mail-order and made just for those dark monstrous-feminine desires (male, female, or intersex) that workers, per the Protestant ethic, aren’t “supposed” to have!

(artist: Slightly Cunty)

In response, unequal power arranges in a courtly manner with a female/monstrous-feminine, home-court advantage: a warrior whore expressing courtly love towards the princess-as-classic-sex-object (sometimes with a gender swap, but not always; e.g., female brats/pillow princesses, above).

Let’s unpack this conceptually for a moment (five pages), then precede the exhibits themselves with a short list of additional boundaries.

To unpack the above ideas from a theatrical standpoint, think of them as regressive therapy told through Gothic adventure stories. Rather than every second of every day guided by alarm clocks, sugar and caffeine flowing money up, the same fictions can reallocate such forces onto new tracks of distribution. To it, the monomyth is the classic adventure story told from a male warrior perspective, the Gothic heroine forced to survive the villainous castle while waiting to be rescued there; it is a Promethean space when reversed as such, the anisotropic variant harboring a fugitive ruler marrying through kidnap by taking Persephone back to Hell: where she belongs because existing there paradoxically sets her free!

People love demons (and dark worlds) for this reason—relish the gateways, but also “battle parties” and warring theatrical tensions (e.g., psychomachy and Amazonomachia), which they so easily represent when traveled to and visited for the length of a dream (versus coming to empire during the liminal hauntology of war); re: as conflicting poetic stances and arguments to access and adopt in praxial opposition, pimping nature or speaking from nature-whored-out in its defense (regardless of sex, species, race, gender and/or religion, etc). “Hell,” then, is classically the site of such raucous, oscillating exchange, raunchy exploitation and taboo exploration; i.e., during the dialectic of the alien. Such push-pull, gruesome revenge and demonic invention aren’t automatically “bad,” but something to dualistically evoke and pursue by two basic sides (workers or the state) meeting in the middle of a shared shadow zone, their parody and pastiche (remediated praxis) playing with such devices at cross purposes!

(artist: yxxzoid)

To it, Gothic Communism turns the world upside-down to voluntarily transform it outside Hell’s caged evocation, camping the canon (and its rape) using our cake and infernal holes (e.g., assholes, left) as dungeons of deep dark desire; the state, to keep it the same, thus prolong genocide raping nature as usual!

At a glance, things might seem discrete; in practice, people and place evoke one another through mise-en-abyme during liminal expression’s Gothic, concentrically morphological expression (re: Walpole’s walking castles [the Capitalocene] expressed as literal fortresses [and giant suits of armor inside said fortresses] but also corporally vis-à-vis my arguments; re: “Castles in the Flesh,” 2024): where dreams, but especially dark, unequal, forbidden dreams (things conspicuously absent from daily life yet advertised everywhere as such) come gloriously alive/true during ergodic, non-trivial playtime (with “truth” being the potential for them to realize outside the Platonic dream space); re: darkness visible; e.g., universal liberation, ironic/unironic murder and rape fantasies, or land back, vis-à-vis liminal spaces (and occupiers of said spaces) that embody such things in praxial opposition on and within the cryptomimetically echoing surfaces and thresholds (often as drug-like; i.e., acid Communism—a concept we’ll explore at length in “Call of the Wild”).

Simply put, demons articulate through chaos as a kind of wicked, horny presence (of death and decay but also change, regeneration and appetite); campy demons—whether people and/or place, be they mommies and faeries of a rebellious monstrous-feminine—use the medieval morphology of the infernal concentric pattern and Promethean space to upset any sense of order (moral, emotional, ontological, etc; re: Aguirre) that capital installs; i.e., by morphologically (and with puns) evoking violence and terror onstage to threaten radical change offstage: to evoke and instill possible worlds that capital doesn’t want to happen. This means worlds without profit, or—paradoxically—masters (despite the mistress argument campily conveyed by dark faeries and demon mommies). In turn, canon offsets camp with canceled futures/retro-future hauntologies (re: controlled opposition), the vultures of the bourgeoisie instilling praxial inertia to continue scavenging labor’s zombie corpse; re: Capitalist Realism holding workers hostage through DARVO argumentation and police obstruction/arbitration of sex and force per the trifectas, monopolies and qualities of capital levied in bad faith: “They [a liberated proletariat] will be a dark master worse than us! Trust in the elite!”

I’d call bullshit, but we are what the elite design workers to fear as “beyond” Capitalism. In short, Communism is gay and from outer space, generally as sodomy arguments known for gender trouble and delight; i.e., we’re a thing to paradoxically chase (more on chasing femboys/catboys and twinks-in-peril, in Volume Three), said chase unfolding on either side of the praxial equation: to plant ideas in our heads that bury the fag or disinter its oddly sexy corpse!

(artist: Jaybaesun)

Despite demons classically being the life of the party, state dogma cannot tolerate anything that functionally threatens bourgeois hegemony. So it treats the function (of genuine rebellion) as party pooping while, in the same breath, robbing our aesthetic of any critical power through bad-faith replication (re: obscurantism).

State alienation, fetishization and control of Gothic poetics (about sex and force) are endless, as are the many ways to challenge them in dualistic forms promoting fearful possibilities the state wants to repress with tokenized variants. As our exhibits will demonstrate, this includes Amazons and Medusa, but also demon mommies of a more overtly demonic and hellish, dark fiery mistress, and/or faerie[1] design; i.e., serving as operatic changeling vice characters giving voice to such things—those creatures seemingly “of another world,” one whose unheimlich, liminal hauntology of war they can take you to as well, making your dreams come true in fantastical modes of expression: to another planet, an underground lake, a fortress, a dark forest, etc, to undergo sodomy as demonic courtship worthy of witch hunts and blood libel in state eyes framing such pleasure as “guilty.”

Under such scrutiny and censorship, these trials by fire are felt through darkness visible; i.e., between resident and residence, seeking less redemption in state eyes and more to rectify state pogroms: a black gate to take you to Hell and back, once opened—not once, but recursively during holistic study of the Medusa’s Numinous peach! If our goal is to humanize the harvest (exposing the state as inhumane), then Hell’s diet grants us the demonic ability to radically change size, shape and composition (as well as perspective regarding such things) to throw the doors of perception wider than Harmony’s painted, glorious ass (and to allow for the interrogation of ghosts, beating them up a fair bit; i.e., during theatrical violence concerned with harm that lacks the capacity to inflict lasting damage[2])!

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Such is the stuff of forbidden love, for Gothic authors and actors; i.e., making tongue-in-cheek love (courtship) to demon lovers and their castled haunts during an evocatively carceral (dungeon-style) reversal of the classic abjection process: a verboten, outrageous, Numinous space (chronotope) of the gods—one whose dump(er) site we invoke with swears concerning taboo subjects, be those forbidden objects, personas or divinities (e.g., “shit,” “fuck,” “What the hell?” “Holy Saint Francis!” or “What in God’s name?” etc). It’s an intense, regressive place that bears out similar energies between God and the Devil, the two mentioned both in the same breath and when alluding to other inhuman(e) dynasties with a Frankensteinian stamp using the ghost of the counterfeit: a world that—under capital’s constant alienation and fetishization of nature—has become alien, but also descriptively and prescriptively vengeful towards the perceived order by the perceived disorder!

In the Faustian tradition, it also becomes like a carnival ride, one made with unequal, forbidden exchange and radical transformation using basic materials (re: clay or something comparable, like dead flesh); i.e., in pursuit of fatal knowledge versus power (two sides of the same dark coin). Promethean or Faustian, it’s gratuitous, egregious, formerly accepted and currently beyond the pale owing to the abjection process—to go to an old, dislocated sphere to see the truth at home with forbidden sight; i.e., by making, summoning or otherwise digging up said truths through derelict archaeologies (the Gothic retro-future/found-yet-forged document) and likenesses: a jilted bride of Hell/the dungeon, a horny queen taking us prisoner for funsies in her anti-home!

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Such sight, in the Gothic tradition, is always dualistic, liminal, concentric, ergodic, and anisotropic (re: castle-narrative), but also morphological and ouroborotic, intimating fearsome-but-desirable things beyond ourselves using ourselves; i.e., felt during a recursive mise-en-abyme, the castle-like whore or whore-like castle (the Medusa) seen pareidolically from the front or the back in ways that—when made, summoned, or found; clothed or naked, kawaii or kowai, alive or slain, unvanquished or ravished, and viewed from all angles like a gleeful parody of Picasso’s arrogant cubism, above—begin to suggest the angry whole of a furious Mother Earth (the wandering womb a traveling castle that, hyperobject, moves in stillness): to conjure up the chronotope’s half-real, hauntological feelings of abjected, monstrous-feminine things, during the cryptonymy process! Policed, the whore paradoxically has her revenge by acting out her rape to revenge (as normally delivered by police violence) from state targets. There’s always more to see, but also a state position to occupy and subvert in dualistic terms!

Blood libel, in that respect, speaks canonically through the monomyth language of persecution, rape and revenge (the whore’s or the pimp’s) afforded to undead, demonic and/or animalistic monstrous-feminine qualities that—in canonical stories—reliably frame, instigate and perform witch hunts inside/outside themselves; e.g., Beowulf, Frankenstein, or Dracula as things to hunt down by heroic forces; i.e., as a recruitment device meant to defend capital from invented enemies “of nature,” the former seeking and destroying the latter onstage and off.

In turn, said execution unfurls in abject territories while abusing unironic forms of DARVO-style terror language, all before ultimately seceding dark ownership of “stolen” colonial gains, thereby restoring a fallen state to its “rightful” sovereignty’s heteronormative reproductive order/the nuclear model: as rescued from the witch tempting the whore’s revenge by exposing her Numinous figure (re: anal sex, but also Amazonian muscle, below). You gotta start somewhere when healing from rape, and we Gothic Communists explore such things to subvert them—to “gang alang” with the devil in some shape or form; i.e., ourselves, often seen wearing animal masks and costumes, but also sporting powerful, semi-to-fully-naked bodies, above and left—walking castles whose war-like fortresses promote “harm” as paradoxically pleasurable: to wage war as sex-positive-yet-fierce, at times being rather literal in its campy morphological puns and playful gallows humor cheekily lampooning abjection as a whole. The bigger the “castle,” the bigger the harvest; the bigger the “threat,” the greater the punchline/payoff.

(artist: Dzenrei Art)

Reverse abjection, then, is still a form of courtship with harvested things—of forbidden monster love (and sex) expressing as unequal, forbidden exchange to explore in people and place as taboo, vulgar and, at times, crude (re: Walpole and Lewis). The iconoclastic idea is the paradoxical threat of “danger” where no danger can occur but which the feeling of danger is abundant, famously evoked through traps, monsters and atmosphere, but also animated miniatures and colossal fakeries suggesting the potential occupation of a ruinous legendary home. Such things can subvert this and reverse that during ludo-Gothic BDSM; i.e., to illustrate power in the hands of the dom or the sub. The classic irony of the dom is they serve the sub under “perilous” boundaries of mutual consent; but power defines through exchange, wherein one is meaningless without the other! Desire goes both ways during oppositional praxis—the Gothic infamously dualistic, hence visually and at times praxially ambiguous!

Concluding our food for thought, I wish to supply several (seven) boundary-setting points before we proceed onto the main exhibits themselves.

First, for the sake of simplicity and time, “See You in Hell” is focusing on faeries and demon mommies (of, again, the “witch” blood libel class); i.e., as functionally dominant during a collaborative exercise/postcolonial debate, but it’s not difficult to turn the tables; e.g., by a sub who tops from below, a dom who bottoms from the top (the “power bottom”), or switches doing either role, etc—they reify not by appearance but through the function of unequal exchange, first and foremost. Said Titania to her faerie train about Nick Bottom, “Tie up my lover’s tongue. Bring him silently” (source). As such, we “enslaved” are quick to agree, surrendering control to please those we love. Demon BDSM has universal application and adaptability in this respect, but again—our focus is on dominant aesthetics through faeries and demons.

(artist: Bottru)

Second, “See You in Hell” was originally just “Trial by Fire,” the former written concerning the postcolonial subversion—and cryptonymic revelation/concealment of—captive (thus rape/death) fantasies through swole’ demon mommies. I’ve since expanded this to faerie queens in a second exhibit, placed first, called “Darkness Visible.” Faerie or demon, we’re essentially talking about femme doms of a gentle/strict variety (often hyphenated to allow for softer visual elements merged with vaso vagal ones), which effectively promote a more overtly hellish, otherworldly and Promethean (“of the gods”) version of Amazons, and employ similar aesthetic devices of terror. This includes their mighty monstrous-feminine bodies, but also the sodomy those bodies promise to inflict during ludo-Gothic BDSM (and its own threats of controlled, operatic, palliative-Numinous regression); i.e., made to camp canon, thus anisotropically reverse capital’s usual terrorist/counterterrorist polarities (re: its trifectas, monopolies and qualities). We’re left, then, with witch-like beings of dark power from powerful places beyond normal perception; re: faerie queens/monarchs the likes of which we’ve written about before, revisiting them again here (exhibit 44a1a1b1), before the original demon mommies exhibit on courtly love, 44a1a1b2.

(artist: Iulaandrea)

To that, while the original exhibit (44a1a1b2) concerns fiery muscular examples to deal in dark desire, I wanted to preface that with some additional non-muscular examples of faerie queens (exhibit 44a1a1b1): kidnapper beings of darkness visible; re: “changelings,” but also goblins, vampires and witches fulfilling a similar doppelganger abduction (alien imposter), blood libel role; i.e., who take their prey—often women and children, but also weaker men—to underwater places (watery graves/sunken palaces) under demon-lover torture scenarios; e.g., presumed cannibalism, bloodletting and rape/revenge play. These happen with Amazons, faeries, Medusa and similar monstrous-feminine as “hysterical” (re: phallic women/Archaic Mothers) that secure some sense of nature’s revenge for workers to paradoxically enjoy when the vulnerable, thus exposed or otherwise adjacent to power as something to embrace, do just that; i.e., when hugging the alien (re: Medusa, but also her avatars like Giger’s xenomorph, above)—namely through proximity with power and death in classically demonic ways (re: exchange, transformation, revenge, creativity [magic/mad science] and desire, etc). Per the vengeful, monstrous-feminine whore, nature’s revenge is the reversal of abjection; i.e., one that occurs generally through the theatrically indecent exposure of rebellious nudity and the feverish, murky embrace of the blood libel, sodomy and witch hunt[3] charges: those that, camped by us, show the state/capital (and its monopolies, trifectas and qualities’ bid for legitimacy/warped notions of justice through us-versus-them argumentation) to be entirely false!

Divorced from state authorship, such faerie monarchs are still categorically violent in light of police violence against nature as monstrous-feminine (or otherwise concern the performance of categorical violence); their campy usage still concerns universal liberation using half-real Gothic poetics about kidnapping and courtly love through impostor dialogs and dark desire interrogating creative bids for legitimacy. Even so, “Darkness Visible” before “Trial by Fire” is less focused around forbidden love through overtly postcolonial rhetoric, and more on ludo-Gothic BDSM (the language of capture healing from rape) that could be applied to such arguments. This faerie encore’s momentum include participants like Annabel Morningstar (who will feature in this exhibit a lot, below) and some of my other friends, who I’ve included to be holistic (and because I frankly love mommy doms and want to expand the umbrella[4] a bit, through their help).

Indeed, I could raise as many cathedrals/castles-in-the-flesh as I—but also my friends and their body parts—want; i.e., my directing of what they ultimately want to articulate during ludo-Gothic BDSM: as powerful, independent, and sex-positive monsters, achieving paradoxical liberation through reclaimed, ironic bondage (and other BDSM devices), but also unironically caged by state forces struggling to contain us (re: exploitation and liberation not simply existing on the same stages, but whose punitive language is used by both sides [workers and the state] to entrap or emancipate nature as monstrous-feminine with nature as monstrous-feminine).

(artist: Annabel Morningstar)

Beyond our doing so in “Darkness Visible,” I wholly expect you to be able to do what I do/raise your own golems, gargoyles and Galatea in the same Medusa refrain (always in Pygmalion’s Shadow); i.e., once critical thought, as a process, is intuitively understood, the ability to observe and/or perform it, yourselves, becomes infinite in form, using the same aesthetics (of power and death, darkness and revenge) to liberate what the state uses to enslave. During oppositional praxis, function determines function as a matter of flow regarding power moving towards or away from workers; re: through our hands developing Gothic Communism, we can throw the doors of perception wide to reveal hidden truths beyond Capitalist Realism—by using darkness visible differently than the state. The trick is dialectical-material scrutiny achieving intelligence and awareness (consciousness) as second-nature, said status acquired through praxial synthesis; re: on a daily level, our variable exchanges cultivating good social-sexual habits through what we create and encourage as extensions of our demonic, rebellious, genderqueer and emancipated selves: the hellish, awesome power of creation setting nature free, the magic outlaw/dark faerie/cyborg freak/rival power running wild by our making of monsters—for workers, not profit!

Gothic Communism, as the ensuing non-fiery examples shall hopefully demonstrate, is a group operation, one that works as much through tactile, wet, vitalistic intuition (concerning deities of dark vengeful nature) as by dry thesis and reinforcement through clinical detachment. But there’s always room to work thesis materials in; i.e., by the reader long after this module is published!

Third, I wrote “Trial by Fire” before writing “Reclaiming Amazons,” but the framed thesis in that portion—about anal sex/general sodomy as a terror weapon couched within the whore’s counterterrorist revenge through the classic poetic function of demons—is still at work in this older writing’s liminal expression; i.e., in between the frame and framer’s Wonderland, shifting incessantly back and forth across space and time.

Everyone loves the whore and her wanton, naughty and at-times-bloody revenge. In turn, rituals thrive on repetition, Gothic Communism developing through frequencies that synapse along active-if-cloaked circuits of data; demons, as the classic granters of forbidden wishes, generally tie to power expressed in places, people and roleplay scenarios that speak to radically altering ourselves, including how power is framed and performed. As we’ll see, this includes Annabel’s dark faerie queen (or my other friends) envisioned by me during a mutual, informed labor exchange and exhibit; i.e., generally through dark, unequal, forbidden exchange (of power and knowledge) that—when used actively and intelligently in counterterrorist forms—thwarts profit through Amazons and anal, whose dark animal tortures dark faeries and demon mommies certainly embody (taking their prey back to their lairs).

(artist: Annabel Morningstar)

In short, they capture their “victims” and take them to dark realms of desire attached to pre-capitalist modes of thought, which Gothic Communism uses to recultivate a cultural understanding of the imaginary past through a rising emotional/Gothic intelligence and class, cultural and racial awareness; re: an intersectional, solidarized pedagogy of the oppressed, illustrating mutual consent (through informed labor exchange and sex-positive art) achieving praxial synthesis on the daily during opposition praxis: using iconoclastic art to achieve universal liberation for all work sexualized under capital, and to become stewards of the natural world we protect from the state as enemy to all life on planet Earth.

Revolution (and its dark cargo and romance) is an exercise in totality. Arbitrated through play and art, its liminal refrain—whose patented break from routine during holistic study and Gothic, monstrous-feminine dualism—seeks to gradually and collectively expose a system of harm designed to conceal itself through sex and force pimping nature in duality. Every monster they make or cage is legitimate through the giving and receiving of state force, ours always illegitimate (re: Weber). Both sides require the language—by them to hunt us and by us to acknowledge we are being hunted, which we can reclaim during genocide and its moral panics/witch-hunt dialogs of persecution, caution and revenge; i.e., through poetic likenesses that hide our function among shared, oppositional subterfuge: the oppression of witches, which faeries and demon mommies essentially are!

We camp canon because we must; we play with the imaginary past through vice characters like demon mommies and dark faeries—i.e., in order to expose what is happening to people currently inside the state of exception, at home and abroad. They lend a voice to canonical fears blowing things out of proportion, worker counterterror exposing state terror through the same dialogs thereof: the witch treated as terrorist by the state looking to control nature with—all of which we subvert using what we got!

For us, such creatures stick out during the cryptonymy process, seemingly to blend in through Gothic as commonplace, vulgar and summoned vis-à-vis Radcliffe’s evil castles/rape anxieties (fears of the ancient/medieval world including incest and pedophilia linked to straight people scapegoating homosexual men for practices that undoubtedly occurred in the historical past, but were committed far more commonly by straight-practicing patriarchs). Under Pax Americana, “Hell is a place that always appears on Earth (or an Earth-like double)”; rape is predominantly a white, straight male/tokenized crime committed against innocent female parties, children, the elderly and people of color/queer people, etc. In turn, rape victims aren’t only not believed but often attacked because they threaten property by being witness to their property-owning fathers’, husbands’ and boyfriend’s (or normalized token) crimes and deceptions protected by state devices: courts, cops, and copaganda. The justice system exists to predominantly engender rape, not prevent it (and movements created by marginalized groups are co-opted and abused by white victims; e.g., #MeToo)! All become things to reconcile; i.e., by relating back and forth through intersectional solidarity’s pedagogy of the oppressed healing from rape in the shadow of all police violence!

(artist: Annabel Morningstar)

Fourth, I won’t have time to reinsert many of these positions into “Darkness Visible” or “Trial by Fire” (and their symposium approach’s conversational style). But you may apply them yourselves as you go; e.g., “Trial by Fire” is about postcolonial monster sex adjacent to Amazonian power fantasies evoked through the threat of campy sodomy and exquisite “torture.” Ergo, it should be easy enough to apply my anal Amazon thesis to demon mommies as a kind of dark monster mother well at home in ludo-Gothic BDSM; re:

The state only tolerates the problematic love of Amazons and anal when their challenge (to the ancient canonical laws) is nominal; i.e., provided they serve profit in canonical terror language. As something to combine, but also canonize in different performances, anal is a place and parlance of trauma to give and receive through tokenized enforcers dressed up as savage warriors—Amazons being a half-real theatrical device forever trapped between genuine rebellion and false, targeting vulnerable body parts in vulnerable areas (e.g., the bathroom). Things like Amazons and anal, then, canonically binarize to best give or receive state force (mainly police violence) pursuant to profit. To challenge profit and Capitalist Realism on and offstage, workers must camp state terror inside of itself—anisotropically with Amazons and anal to reverse terror/counterterror with subversive irony during liminal expression.

[…] Demons aren’t satisfied with vanilla sex; they play with “darker” forms to weaponize them as a form of transformative exchange: an eye-opening experience/revelation, insofar as anal isn’t purely abject, but something to reverse and embrace during the dialectic of the alien […]  to take anal back is to take the land (and labor) back from these performative elements and their associate structures and enforcers by camping them […]: subversive Amazons and anal rerouting the usual flow/ordering of power on the Aegis.

(artist: Annabel Morningstar)

Fifth, the flavor of “I’ll See You in Hell” is closer to my Poetry Module, and will reference a lot of its ideas using a similar style of discourse.

Sixth, I’ve decided to preserve the original parenthetical-italic formatting of each exhibit.

Seventh, the subject of rape play comes up extensively in this exhibit, but especially the dark faerie portion. The performative, didactic idea, as always, is to heal from rape by camping it as the Gothic (and its fakeries) historically do—by helping survivors heal from trauma with “trauma”; re: through ludo-Gothic BDSM putting “rape” in quotes, effectively playing with rape during calculated risk (monsters) to help the traumatized relax, but also fight back by surviving and thriving despite our abusers harming us!

So anytime I mention “ludo-Gothic BDSM,” I’m referring to healing from rape through play (with monsters like dark faeries, who represent rape in some shape or form); and vice versa, “healing from rape” or general faerie/demon poetics and roleplay (often with big toys and a royal-size “dark” aesthetic, below) likewise denote “ludo-Gothic BDSM” as a penetrative death analog (re: ahegao). Tied to Great Change, it’s the whore out in the open—similar to a bean sidhe or Medusa’s snakes except her pussy’s doin’ the talking! Little death, big implications!

(artist: Annabel Morningstar)

In short, each expresses the other and the imaginary willpower of state forces raping nature for profit, whereupon our healing from rape to stymie profit (when illustrating mutual consent behind cryptonymic safety buffers) is the whore’s ultimate revenge; i.e., while paradoxically exposed through vulnerable nudity and dark, semi-naked threats, camping state terror weapons during the cryptonymy process (with Amazonian nudity being invulnerable, to some extent, and “darkness” being clothed and naked at the same time, etc). Through it, roleplayers synonymize playtime and “rape” haunted by actual abuse/token betrayal, wherein our poetic devices help achieve some sense of autonomy. In doing so, they likewise help us acclimate to markers of trauma and abuse, inside/outside ourselves; i.e., as an ongoing lived reality to regain power through theatrical disempowerment, whereupon we “threaten” ourselves with campy psychosexual versions of state abuse; re (from “A Rape Reprise”): “rape is something that demons play with during the whore’s paradox. By extension, ludo-Gothic BDSM is effectively rape play combined with Gothic themes and BDSM practices to avenge state wrongs against nature” (source).

Theory aside (e.g., reversing abjection), the whole point of said “exquisite ‘torture'” is to help past, present and future rape[5] victims heal from the lasting physical, mental and emotional, etc, effects (e.g., the prey mechanisms of rape: fight, flight, fawn, freeze and flop) caused by capital doing what capital does. This means not just by rape’s actual penetrative violence, but by the ongoing threats of imaginary penetration and other kinds of violence besides overtly sexual (e.g., carceral, corporal or verbal abuse), and which the state normally supplies to menticide its victims (extending from single people to entire cultures and places); i.e., before, during and after a given event, constituting an ongoing pimping of nature/policing it as alien whore: to keep raping nature-as-monstrous-feminine, while simultaneously pacifying and antagonizing it through threats of rape causing generational abuse! Rape is torture and terror to keep nature under the state’s boot; emancipation, to rise up from Hell to speak apocalyptically with such things.

(artist: Annabel Morningstar)

The reality of rape victims is that everyone can be a victim under capital, but seldom to the same degree (many simply live under conditions where rape is more possible for them, but not foregone). Furthermore, such things are alien to many and experienced differently per side (re: Volume One’s “Healing from Rape“); i.e., rape is a weapon of terror whose fresh evocation frightens anew, but also carries with it a great deal of shame, self-hatred, fear and secrecy projected onto other victims (many cops, de facto or actual, were once victims, themselves). By extension, rape survivors trigger at threats that are, to some degree, imaginary and lived; being able to control the time and place of these half-real interactions, but also depth, size, speed and relative nudity involved (above and left) can be intensely therapeutic and educational for ourselves and others—can help everyone gain some sense of voice, thus expert testimony through ourselves and our shared labor exchanges, playfully illustrating mutual consent during rape play!

That’s the paradox of rape, thus the whore; to heal from rape, you must evoke it during calculated risk. Normally alienated by capital, but sold back to us in purely exploitative forms, our subversive remanufacture of such things can help us systemically combat internal-externalized fears and stigmas, thus avoid self-destruction while rebuilding trust through tailor-made boundaries (re: Cuwu and dialectical behavior therapy incorporated into Gothic Communism); i.e., while learning to be at peace with our strange appetites acquired by life under capital, using said dialogs of mastery to become self-sufficient. To change our socio-material conditions overtime (thus raise emotional/Gothic intelligence and class, culture and race awareness) requires active, consciously informed consent through teamwork changing the rules of acceptable behavior and discourse; e.g., Annabel and I negotiating everything that went into this exhibit; i.e., reclaiming our collective time and space, but also means of production to think with, poetry to play with, and bodies to control ourselves (thereby reducing the odds of rape, which is all profit really is). That’s what good praxis is all about!

Got all that? Enough foreplay, then! First up is our dark faerie collab—one enacted between myself and different models. Embodying different monstrous-feminine qualities embedded in Gothic, it has been funded by me to endorse our rights (as sex workers) in times of state decay and witch hunts. Consider our work representative; i.e., of wild, unruly nature performing its dark revenge: bringing fairyland home to the conqueror through the campy language of sex and force, our healing from rape (as a state terror weapon) relaid in darkness visible!

Darkness Visible: Dark Faeries (feat. Annabel Morningstar, Harmony Corrupted, Romantic Rose, The Witch, and more)

“Wouldst thou like to live deliciously?”

—Black Phillip, The Witch (2015)

 

Before we start our exhibit on dark faeries, a small tangent on Puritanism and Satan, followed by a few aesthetic notes on dark faeries (about eleven pages)…

As I’ve already expressed, “Darkness Visible” is a collaboration of common whores—one seeking to penetrate, thus escape, Capitalist Realism through transformative theatrical exchange; i.e., as dark faeries do, meaning unequally through sudden capture and rapid transportation, magically ferrying their prey beyond normal spheres and into forbidden netherworlds mirroring the faerie’s diurnal counterparts: a nightly place of dreams (often a cave, lake or forest) housing dark desires that are either entirely naked (as faeries often are) or veiled by an oppressive society that normally forbids them to ordinary folk, but hangs in front of to endlessly taunt said folk with (and hypocritically perjure/scapegoat themselves); i.e., with darkness visible, meaning a paradoxically charged, opaque surface that—per Segewick’s imagery of the surface, but also Radcliffe’s infamous Black Veil (and the forest and castle that house veil and veiled alike)—threatens exposure to hostile alien forces similar to more a diaphanous material. Like a pair of magic panties, our investment pulls this veil aside to show you the goods; i.e., to root out harmful prudes by appreciating what we, as people, have become alienated from by capital and must refamiliarize ourselves with through demonic trade; re: exquisite “torture”; e.g., the faerie’s fat, functionally non-white ass: large, immodest, and succulent—a demon lover’s darkness visible helping us live deliciously!

(artist: Nyx)

In doing so, our interest pointedly lies in faerie rulers, meaning those capable of royal enforcement and divine internment, but also medieval pomp-and-circumstance of a similar grandiose scale; re: courtly love. To it, faerie transformation concerns more than bodily changes[6], but that of otherworldly scenery reminiscent of one’s home made alien by a regal Numinous presence. Transpiring through forced relocation as a matter of unequal exchange that faeries are known for in popular stories, such creatures lead a double life. As you will see, so do we (sex workers often moonlight; survival sex workers toil in broad daylight, forced to suffer judgment by society at large policing whores).

Trotted out in pulp media, the process of abjection likewise reinvents Satan as someone who, once bastardized from Pagan culture[7], must be kept “in check” in Christianized spheres by strip-teasing him; i.e., by abusing the same poetics through pornographic dogma, wherein state Gothic canonically lands the Devil in hot water. “The Devil,” not the state, tempts maidens to prostitute themselves—to disrobe, forsake God and destroy the nuclear family vis-à-vis a Puritan reimagining of Hammer of Witches (1478) and blood libel. Commonly devised to accuse disobedient women of “witchcraft,” such pogroms extend state slander and DARVO into circular myth; i.e., urban legends tarring proto-feminism, queerness and Pagan religions with the same cruel, half-real brush, forsaking these groups into latter-day persecution networks, confessional refrains, and idiotic-but-effective canards; e.g., the drinking of infant blood and eating of their flesh perverting Catholic mass, all while using the leftover fat in flying ointments the witch can lubricate her “broom” with, then levitate through unholy orgasm (and phallic-woman histrionics).

According to the settlers, all this happens in service to Satan; i.e., as something to (de/an)nounce and defame through outrageous innuendo and ghost stories—their counterfeits’ haunting aggrandizing God and Manifest Destiny while beset by the Wild as something to colonize all over again: nature “gone wild,” thus savage, impure, and fallen out of a canonically essential pastoral imposed by moral arbiters “grown lax” and paranoid (thus punished by God through Satanic caricature, isolation, and ultimately Malthusian outcomes: starvation, disease, war and death). Satan is the Puritans’ imaginary friend (there are no Indians, in The Witch, the Puritans talking only to themselves while they slowly go mad/starve to death).

A chaste maiden symbolize state dominance; her liberation, through uncontrolled prostitution, is cataclysmic—i.e., the Devil “wins” the moment the state’s baby factories refuse a prescribed burden of care (and when men abjure the same rapacious gender binary, but I digress). Instead, they’re saddled with outrageous entitlement, yet faced with such vituperative and bogus claptrap since birth. So it should come as little surprise when state daughters frequently go mad from threats of exile, rape and execution—that they spontaneously strip naked and run to the hills, almost eager to sin! Debutantes delighting in sodomy and other witchy things, their criminal’s whispered and limitless debauchery cloaks in the dead of night; i.e., as things partially imaginary to repeatedly assault the righteous with, the latter’s menticided brains visualizing profligates who won’t put out for them (the abjection process, during the dialectic of shelter and the alien, fears nature as hungry for superstitious Puritans, all while allegedly “transing their kids” to hug Medusa: through hauntological gender trouble that ruffles police feathers, centuries later).

For the state and its self-policing populace, faeries amount to a fearmongering of wasted wombs, a binarization thereof that puts the colonizers at the top; i.e., during military urbanism and optimism crusading against invented, us-versus-them evils draining state essence—predominantly the right to control female bodies, but also anything that isn’t a white, cis-het, Christian male in order to maintain patriarchal sway over state territories and populations; re: anything monstrous-feminized by the state pimping nature-as-alien for fear of nature’s revenge in kind. But for workers seeking emancipation, faeries—but especially dark, royal faeries—communicate the desire to not only visibly resent our dominators (and their self-righteous bullshit), but slice them to ribbons; i.e., during the cryptonymy process, bristling with fury the elite cannot hope to contain through the same dark devices’ double operation, showing and concealing a plethora of apocalypses.

“If you wrong us, shall we not revenge?” wrote the Bard, but nudity is the whore’s weapon; i.e., as a mode of endless moral panic, “hysteria” compelled through state force—a thing to dismiss and preach in equal measure. Policing it doesn’t historically work, the whore’s glee being a maiden set free while dancing on her captors’ graves: “Get fucked, Mom! Way to go, Dad!” Through the usual Promethean anisotropic (re: Hawthorne), the Puritans were the victims worthy of punishment (the witches hunting the witch hunters)!

In this sense, The Witch is hardly unique in its morbid fascination with a Gothic puritanical, including its fatal-when-viewed nostalgia and sinister two-way applications. Plenty of stories give the guilty a place to go and commit venal sins for or against the state; i.e., through Gothic “thought crimes” walking the tightrope between outright vandal and fascist vigilante; e.g., the tank-like T-800 from The Terminator compelling a similar act of revenge to Egger’s titular witch that, instead of policing the usual groups with state force, animates like Walpole’s armor to blast an entire police station to bits[8]:

Per my arguments, such thoughts are fertilized by revolutionary cryptonymy inside the Gothic mode’s unruly aspects; i.e., as something to witness and foment fresh rebellious sentiment with while reversing abjection (versus posture as such; re: Jameson’s dismissal of the Gothic, who we’ll talk about more towards the end of the module)!

Regardless, whatever devious wish fulfillment transpires with faerie transplants (to have nature’s monstrous-feminine revenge by killing your whole annoying family and oppressive belief system; re: Eggers), these always happen in darkness. Specifically they unfold in darkness visible relaid through the perceived fairy palaces’ royal decree; i.e., faeries are quite often monsters of a patrician standing and prestige summoned by mere mortals during the restless cryptonymy process, but like the more plebian brethren they walk amongst are generally made to express proletarian longing—meaning through things that are closed off to begin with, and desired for that reason by different parties involved: the forbidden sight that darkness visible classically offers generally tied to a time and place known colloquially as “Hell.”

In short, every monarchy has a ruler for which their voice is given more heed (through the dynastic orderings of power) than plain country folk. Such power is often—in the ancient tradition—borne through nudity as a kind of weapon that offends modern sensibilities (with Egger’s witch often being nude, and Cameron’s terminator and rebel soldier both arriving naked, too); i.e., a courting of power as something to take back by getting into the nudist spirit of things. To it, “Darkness Visible” considers ludo-Gothic BDSM and dark faeries through mutual action in pursuit of Hell’s demonic powers; i.e., which my friends and I—Annabel, Nyx, Harmony and Rose (among others not shown here)—pointedly synthesize, wedding performance and labor exchange to the stimulating act of forbidden creation tied to public nudism; re: castles-in-the-flesh, each with its own qualities that I’ll stress when exhibiting them (e.g., Nyx’ ties to nature; Annabel, to cottagecore; Harmony and Rose, to BDSM and healing from rape; and Crow, to genderqueerness)!

(artists [clockwise, starting top-left]: Nyx, Romantic Rose, Harmony Corrupted, Annabel Morningstar, and Crow)

Except our exhibit, like Carroll’s white rabbit, becomes something to follow deeper inside Wonderland acting as Plato’s cave (a displaced, shadowy replica of the real world and its abuses lying in state). Reversing abjection, we strike conservative parties who view us “dead” merely by strutting our stuff with confidence, and all occur within/upon our naked bodies’ “Aegis”: from an oppressed, fateful voice, rising up from the dark corners of the West to resist, thus subvert, its cultural understanding of the imaginary past—all in favor of something more sex-positive taking said Wisdom’s place; re: as a proletarian Superstructure.

Furthermore, our bare-and-exposed contingency demonstrates a collaborative push for a universal meta awareness—one raised through the dark faerie (ruler) aesthetic as its own “bad religion”; i.e., of larger historical-material trends we want to change through ourselves as monstrous-feminine in small, thus monopolized by virtue of sex, itself, being so heavily policed and censored at large. Canonized in ways that crowd the chronotope with a special kind of darkness visible, the nude sex and force of Gothic castles darken with the pitch blackness known to puritanical censor bars (and modest clothing’s obscurantism). In turn, we highlight the absence of said bars on our bodies’ exposure, but also that of state weaponry and bondage surrounding us, which the state generally won’t censor!

The Gothic’s concentric duality is notably crowded. By pushing it in a post-scarcity direction, we make a mockery of our colonizers’ values, thus their upholding of said values through a dogmatic, platitudinal Gothic. This includes its fairytale wish fulfillment’s dubious, disingenuous framing of the world; e.g., “Suffer not a witch to live” something to apprehend by us and—like the Rolling Stones’ immortal song—happily “paint it black” through bean-sidhe dress-up and crossdress shenanigans camping the lot of ’em: “Look at the Straights, scared of a little pussy!” (with Cameron showing his own Amazonian, white-savior conservatism, having Skynet reportedly terrified of Sarah Connor’s unborn son).

In doing so, we not only embody the sheer heights and plunging depths of fairytales through ourselves, but demonstrate the universal applicability of “darkness” during class war told through Gothic overture. Reclaiming its revolutionary power by punching up during the cryptonymy process (and its own infamous reliance on such things), we reify the dualistic language of sin, demon lovers and all-around vice characters through faeries. Playing them as suitably witch-like, thus invented, our collective aim is to exit the bottle[9] dressed as forgeries but also paradoxically naked disguises (with Hell being a Promethean place[10] to escape persecution and upend profit). In turn, this can be done by others, onstage and off, learning by our example; i.e., to give shape to dark places and persons where anyone can explore off-limit feelings and desires (so-called “yums” that many will “yuck”). Commonly expressed as monstrous-feminine, we are queenly and seeking revenge against the state fleecing us; re: wicked stepmothers and monarchs, but also truthsayers speaking in darkness visible: to our profound abuse and survival while naked, thus exposed to rape we must camp.

So concludes the preface on Puritanism, witches and Satanism (six pages, to haunt the remainder with a spectre of persecution). A couple more aesthetic notes, before we proceed; e.g., the intensity and size difference that faeries commonly evoke when performed; i.e., naked or not, their power feels naked in ways that generate a similar Numinous effect (to be bare and exposed before godly forces)!

Reminiscent of Shakespeare’s Tamora, Queen of the Goths, but also Titania the Faerie Queen and Queen Maeb, Milton’s Satan, Galatea of the Pygmalion legend, Hecate, Medusa, etc—which our performances evoke in spirit if not actually their armies of goblins, wild animals, and Jewish-/queer-coded vampires, devils, succubae, etc—my friends and I humanize the harvest as faeries do: as beings of nature antagonized by state arguments into a kind of false tyrant threatening state rule. Often by speaking to repressed desires for liberation, these include counterterrorist action caged in vice-character stigma, bigotry and phobia! She’s not just a whore, but a jinn—a wishmaster trading tit for tat (often with a sinister, evil-and-loving-it flavor); i.e., while carrying a castle-sized aura. Make something “too big” and it becomes titanically estranged, fully inhuman; our resident baddie is big to be sure but still relatively human-sized: a walking castle to parlay with, a dragon lady to slay during monomyth pastiche. She’s a queen of terrors[11] to treat with—up close and personal, during the witching hour/grim harvest’s liminal hauntology of war! Like a massive blaze, but one that doesn’t visibly burn (which darkness visible does not), her presence notably sucks the room of oxygen: a dark faerie with batwings (and probably having a witch’s familiar or two; i.e., stigma animals; e.g., a frowning toad, raven or black cat) emblematizing the whore in a position of power normally reversed for women having men’s babies!

In regards to dark faeries, then, I often find it useful to think of them in parental terms (the Gothic chronotope being concerned with dynastic primacy and hereditary rites; re: Bakhtin). The wicked stepmother trope, for example, is both diegetically and non-diegetically stuck in the past; i.e., as a corporal-architectural means of dispelling present illusions and weaving fresh spells with, mise-en-abyme. It’s a party/disco-like mood in structure’s time and place (the opera) that queer people commonly relate to/with, one that capital claims to be beyond or otherwise above using themselves; i.e., their proponents serve profit, crafting ancient landowner-yet-undomesticated beings of capricious splendor who make war and turn our worlds upside-down, only to be laid low for their monstrous-feminine hubris. An egregore (concentration) versus an origin, the body-like castle (or castle-like body) appears seemingly ex nihilo, threatens, and then as all spectres of Marx do, it vanishes (or disintegrates).

(artist: Evul)

The Gothic is writ in disintegration. Our faerie-like potential (and flesh) works within the same poetic spheres’ palliative Numinous, conveying some degree of enormity and psychosexual power (often height and heels; i.e., size difference and power imbalance beyond our sex organs; e.g., Gwendoline Christie’s curiously chaste-but-imposing Lucifer from the 2022 Sandman adaptation, below—begging Key and Peele’s “She tall, she tall” line from their 2012 “Karim and Jahar” skit). Instead of compelling state order through tragic-hero narratives, we make Miltonic Satanism conscious of the Devil’s party to liberate nature-as-monstrous-feminine with; re: to ravish ironically by putting “rape” in the quotes of a Gothic fake laid bare!

In feudalistic terms, “sovereignty” was something to randomly assign to bodies that were, unto themselves, haunted by impostor syndrome overshadowed by tyrannical revenge, ruthless torture, dishonorable deeds (re: courtly love) and total conquest, but also boastful claims, grand adventure, nude fakery and murderous fantasy (fake princesses, cursed bloodlines, evil castles, pretend inheritance, uncertain ancestors, bastard children, long-lost siblings, and invented family trees, etc). As such, the Gothic historically litigates through fakery to forge sympathy for the Devil in any shape or size, but also configuration. The Gothic castle, then, is a site of alien invasion and pure illusion, one whose vanishing point leads into and (out from) “a place of concealment that stands on mere ashes of something not fully present.” There, ambush and succor are friends, the “ancient” fake a thing to apotropaically ward off evil spirits less through genuine superstition and more through calculated risk acting curses out: the parent something to fabricate and fear in equal measure.

Except the Devil, contrary to popular belief, has no advocate, and is something of an inkblot to qualify in different ways. Like Lucifer from Paradise Lost, dark faeries never fully assimilate/are always rivals challenging state forms regardless if they tokenize (re: “damned if you do, damned if you don’t”); i.e., occupying the same shadow space as Nazis and using the same tumultuous aesthetic of power and death. Our destiny, then, becomes the ability to craft, thus choose, our fate as something to nakedly diverge away from state copies along the same medieval tracks of invented ancestry (re: Madoff).

As such, the faerie ruler is a Nazi-Communist whore (the world’s oldest profession and enemy—the Medusa), but a powerful one—an indulgent, phallic walking fetish/perpetual thorn in the state’s side vengefully taking what she wants when she wants (the virgin and the whore, the cult of the virgin queen[12]), and someone whose anathematic ability to even want anything (female characters in Gothic fiction being historically passive and denied the right to open sexual appetites while surrounding by rape) the bourgeoisie will desperately try to reclaim by gentrifying the idea of desire/carrying it away from slaves (with women historically being slaves, and Christie’s Satan being penned by Neil Gaiman, a sex pest masquerading as a queer ally): a fetish for the sissy to suckle, the female or GNC dom of nature chained to a straight male.

Envisioned by my friends and I, this exhibit tries to break from stage bondage while evoking unironic harm in campy genderqueer body language; i.e., by illustrating the dark faerie as monstrous-feminine liberator through darkness visible beyond its limited, capricious norms. By ransoming those persons holding our rights hostage, we supply a Trojan-Horse feller of empires, splendidly mendacious via the Gothic’s giddy delight at reversing abjection (from Walpole and Lewis, onwards), and where power and trauma exist, hand-in-hand. While forged sanctuary notably contradicts the safe passage of (and through) a military home afraid of outsiders, we take the faerie ruler and flirt with disaster arranged—as it always is—by state instruments: sex as the most policed device in the world, second only to the Gothic and monsters; i.e., as poetic arguments that not only speak to our alienation, but with it to rehumanize ourselves!

Sex is power—doubly so concerning faerie queens as things to express through reclaimed exploitation; re: our labor value, but also our symbolic value through our genders and sexuality qualified through appearance; e.g., skin color and size—with Crow having undeniably pale skin, but also an impeccable shapeliness to them that is anything but modest (next page). Together we trade in nudity and craft, my invigilation of Crow’s assets (and willingness to disrobe for a good cause, below) speaking to subversive faerie monarchs well enough: go big or go home when satirizing our survived trauma! Context matters, as does the ability to explain it when illustrating mutual consent through public nudism.

(artist: Crow)

Except, while dark power’s “denuding” classically threatens modesty in the state’s hierarchy of values, it’s a bit of a silly myth that you actually have to be modest when speaking truth to power! The simple fact is (and one that Gothic stories illustrate, time and time again), you can speak to power with power-as-abstract in recognizable forms of darkness visible disrobed. Chief among those is the human body resembling a castle and vice versa; i.e., the familiar-foreign, psychosexual signature of a stacked faerie residence as much being the stamp of power and home touched by alien elements, versus the actual humanoid shape emblematic to vanity projects. Rippling through the performance of sex, playing house can become deliberately mendacious and truthful, but also mixed in terms of its literal, pun-heavy metaphors; i.e., faerie castles being as much who embodies them with a brick-house, “mighty mighty” physique.

As disco-in-disguise through danger disco, period, the artificial wilderness is one whose paradoxical reinvention of royal faerie nudity happens during ludo-Gothic BDSM between different workers! It’s a bad camouflage that blends into a space where everyone is wearing the same basic disguise: surviving as tricksters treating ourselves (turning tricks), making mischief while embodying it as a matter of paradox, artifice, guile, teasing and relief!

Bodies or buildings, the Gothic classically emerged out of a delicate, exciting time and perfect storm of variables: an expanding middle-class luxury affording Neo-Gothic authors (and later pretty much everyone, as soon as access to such things expanded beyond the probably-gay sons of British prime ministers and MPs); i.e., a sudden, special sense of play and control that, up until that point, hadn’t really existed beyond aristocratic privilege, and simultaneously was diving back into the medieval semi-imaginary past as something to play with. As camouflage to speak to state power/disorder rising to global prominence using the same stuff to hide itself with, such subterfuge became something not to exclusively admonish, but admire: scaring ourselves, but also the state, by reclaiming such devices to help from rape in theatrical doubles thereof.

For the state, it’s a way of sexing up the banality of evil through weird-nerd culture; for workers, a rising intuition acclimated to the spread of power and lies, thus camping the canon through the usual Gothic disclaimers: everything’s fake, but hides rebellious potential somewhere in all those conventions, fetishes and psychosexual clichés; i.e., Faustian transactions transmitting magical devilry through grave danger and serpentine, bandit-style, black penitent treachery as a hauntological, displaced critique of capital growing into itself; e.g., Radcliffe’s Count Montoni or Father Schedoni part of a larger cultural imaginary relegating British atrocities (and aging national identity) to a cultural imaginary always at war with fictional “Italian” doubles and their evil castles: a forever war haunted by a “just business” mentality of gangsters, liars and thieves, but also poison, bad reputations, stolen brides, concealed weapons and private, mercenary warfare.

To this, the Gothic celebrates chaos and confusion during calculated risk acknowledging state decay (and medieval regression) through artifice. A at times nebulous and completely bonkers, Icarian (crash-and-burn) threat to profit/the nuclear family dressed up as “alien invasion” (which faeries represent), it’s one the state will take seriously while, at the same time, giving workers something to enjoy or otherwise empathize with, through disposable and discredited pleasures; i.e., in faerie-like ways that not only exceed, but purposefully violate state tolerances, mid-cryptonymy! A wish to crystalize by first invoking it, to think of the Devil that she may appear helps workers conjure an imposing luminary that, through our aforementioned nudism, outshines its classical demonizing usage! Rape is historically cheap. Our bodies and identity-through-performance, take on fresh life that overwrites state doubles policing the whore! Police this, dickwads!

(artist: Lera)

Often, this awakening (and its active class character) incurs through infidelity regarding extramarital affairs—the Faustian dealings of the state and monarchs behind closed doors. Despite the crown, the dark faerie queen is an anti-monarch in the traditional sense, but works through entertainment as, itself, a kind of paradoxical threat: the act of being sinful, to some extent, unfaithful because blind faith is historically-materially harmful; i.e., unfaithful to the harmful idea that work is holy, per the Protestant ethic, and pushing back against the idea that wish fulfillment is somehow “cheating” (versus working a low-paying job one’s whole life, subject to wage and labor theft, but also sexual theft through compelled marriage). From a proletarian angle, the Devil opens doors the state wants closed—disaster a thing to court through abjected things; re: demon lovers simply whores, versus medieval slayers, the two overlapping or haunted by their own inverted flavors of sex and force through the same Numinous, abjected scheme.

Concluding our pre-exhibit tangent on Satan, Puritanism, and our aesthetic notes, everyone loves whores, if only as faerie weapons to attack with or stand against; re: sex and force as things to respect and understand above else! There’s a method to our madness, a devil in the details. If the state invents whatever enemy it needs to dialectically-materially enforce its will and rape nature (commonly a woman, it must be said; re: “Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned”), we turn that on its head, fostering a dark mistress/fairy godmother it can never fully pimp, having her whore’s revenge in Promethean worlds (of power older than man, thus profit)! This collab is me and my friends’ fun, conversational attempt to illustrate that, speaking louder together than we ever could alone, our naked fairytale bodies making all manner of wishes come true. Why ask for a pretty dress or the taste of butter when the sky’s the limit? So pay attention, loves; service to Satan is its own reward, and this is what living deliciously (and anti-predation/rape) is all about!

(exhibit 44a1a1b1: Artist: Annabel Morningstar. Annabel is into “cottagecore,” a cottage-industry type of aesthetic that features faeries, and who inspired the idea for this exhibit [though we won’t cover the idea itself until “Call of the Wild”]. Many of the images featured here come from the shoot I commissioned her to produce. 

While demons are whores per the virgin/whore dichotomy, and they communicate as much through pain adjacent to harm during paradoxical revenge dialogs, doing so is a method of social-sexual enrichment in “ace” forms of public nudism; i.e., interrogating trauma and power through Gothic poetics and liminal expression: the booty normally controlled by the state suddenly set free by the natural, God-given owner of said booty—workers! “If you want to critique power, you must go where it is”; demons do that, but equip the interlocutor/participant[s] with the ability to likewise communicate as demons do—through pleasure and non-harmful pain that speak to systemic abuse being an ongoing problem under Capitalist Realism: to bring Hell to Earth, throwing the doors of perception wide on the Aegis [above and below]. Think of it as anal jazz—something to improvise “darkness” with/upon to change/upend state hegemonies; i.e., to profane the sacred in “almost holy” language, where people watch us simultaneously fail and succeed per attempt: on the highway to Hell, loaded with dark power evocative of pre-Christian religions, fertility rites and bacchanal pleasures deemed alien and sinful by the Church, but also pimped by its secularized extensions during the Protestant ethic abjecting the faerie whore’s ghost of the counterfeit [and special weapons, below]!

[artist: Annabel Morningstar]

Of course, Medusa is the basic notion of such monstrous-feminine/demon lover theatrics upsetting state balance; but dark faeries constitute the same idea as the snake-headed original, as do witches, Amazons, or any other classic female example [that extends easily enough to GNC forms]. They double their canonical variants, while still having that evil, Venus-twin look to them; but again, flow [of power] determines function, not appearance. Appraising and addressing that dilemma through demons like Annabel’s dark sidhe design [and peachy backside, below] helps us not only reclaim monstrous-feminine from state tokenism/obscurantism, but distinguish ourselves and blend in during revolutionary cryptonymy when humanizing the harvest with ludo-Gothic BDSM and bare, exposed forces of darkness! Antagonize nature and put it to work for us.

Furthermore, such poetry is robust, holistic—a complete package fine-tuned to reverse abjection on the Aegis; i.e., during the same-old mythological games’ ghost of the counterfeit assisting rebellion, recultivating the imaginary past in all the same language to camp it; re: Marx’s dead generations, but also the man himself, to yield more perceptive retro-futures looking forwards by going backwards to uncover sex-positive hauntologies within fatal, undead nostalgia [and restless dogma/rebellion during the cryptonymy process].

[artist: Annabel Morningstar]

Often, this reveals itself through flesh as castle-like, hyphenating the lavish, sensual language of revenge vis-à-vis sex and war with food and death, shelter and combat, pleasure and pain, religion and release placed in optional quotes [e.g., “impalement” or “sheathing[13]“] to achieve live burial in architectural, morphological degrees; i.e., the queen bound to the castle as a funerary chronotope housing a fugitive derelict’s engines of war regardless of ornamentation; e.g., the faerie queen’s fortress backside acting as opening to the netherworld’s opera space/mise-en-abyme as “belly of the beast,” but also butthole of the beast [or other such orifices and cavities, though Annabel’s asshole is a sight to behold, above]: the house as the monster, liar and abuser but also the monster as “brick house” [re: The Commodores] telling paradoxical truths with taboo, thus attractive elements that feed anisotropically in both directions. So often, women [or those treated like women] are, per the whore’s paradox, forbidden from taking abject BBC/manifesting as such, but expected per the profit motive’s colossal, patriarchal double standards to do just that.

Point in fact, Alraune and similar vampiric heinies—e.g., the Moth Fairy from Bloodstained 2: Curse of the Moon, next page—literally stem from nature seeking its monstrous-feminine revenge against profit, hence rape; i.e., acting as bait while fucking back to hell from rape—lying in wait at the traditional place of abuse, thus revenge; re: the bedroom haunted by the vengeful whore’s phallic ovipositor or vagina dentata, double/two-faced presentation, and Medusa-style severed head eating her rapist through Gothic pareidolia and pseudolimb, mid-liminal expression: oscillating[14] inside a murderous womb’s Numinous, danger-zone/nexus-of-crisis hyphenating of sex and force, human and insect, mouth and fang—the palliative-Numinous, Gothic-Communist mommy to quest for and have her dom you through forbidden sight/darkness visible! Something to see that defies belief, the revenge isn’t petty in defense of private property through monopolized terror devices, but substantial and thrilling in defense of nature and labor! The Gothic—as a storehouse of old recycled tropes, dated fakeries and grimly humorous camp—is a fantastic resource for such premeditated discourse/crass danger-disco maneuvers playfully badass dangers.

[model and artist: Annabel Morningstar and Persephone van der Waard]

Except, the same ideas of the vampire’s undead reversal [of the usual feeding direction] likewise apply to the demon’s revenge being functionally the same; i.e., regardless of aesthetic, the dark faerie operating through unequal trade and transformation has Promethean and Faustian outcomes: the destruction of the usual predators by anti-predation devices [and false bodies/animalized Gothic fakeries working in tandem, part of the same vengeful force, above] luring aspiring rapists [which monomyth heroes are] to their doom! Beheading the Medusa is classic abjection, her castration of patriarchal agents while playing “dead” classic reverse abjection; i.e., “helpless” while tied up. It’s a kind of data, but also code-through-power-fantasy speaking to anxiety and anger in methods where the actors and articles involved can reckon with dark forces that raise intelligence/awareness during the cryptonymy process to reverse abjection and foster Gothic Communism; re: moving power anisotropically towards workers through dialectical-material scrutiny during praxial synthesis, not Freudian psychoanalysis [and mainstays, like Creed, Segewick, Carter and Kristeva, etc]. It might seem like the whore always loses; per the whore’s paradox, she reverses abjection through BDSM played out in Gothic stories: showing the military optimist their own cruelty in desiring to rape nature-as-alien-whore, hoping to defeat Capitalism’s hidden sins through combat.

To it, the Gothic is notoriously indiscrete/prone to push-pull while crossing very fine lines; its chaotic violation of boundaries neatly describes the half-real ways that power and its uneven distributions and boundaries exist and unfold in faerie fun and [sex] games. Whether a castle, occupant, or some castle-in-the-flesh combination, awesome [Numinous] power and obscurity are always close at hand. Weighed down by [and reached for with] ambivalent hands and clouded vision, its cryptonymy affords the wielder tangents with narrow cutting power and broad latitude; i.e., amid solvent [dissoluble] feelings of constant confusion and overwhelming danger. The air permeates with thick dread, but also paradoxical excitement; i.e., insofar as liberation and exploitation [cops and victims, Nazis and Communists] all occupy the same kayfabe umbral zone that faeries do: where the atrocities of present social structures, displaced onto faux-medieval language, return as “past” to fall once more under its powerful spell [re: Punter and the ghost of the counterfeit]—all to further or reverse abjection, time and time again!

The Gothic is obsessed with the return of rape as a matter of nostalgia paradox—to a young state of mind with an adult perspective, confronting generational trauma to not only survive, but defeat it at the “source”; i.e., regressing to progress by going to Hell not elsewhere, but at home displaced to a nightmare, castled state—one common to medieval torture scenarios and state crisis and decay expanding said torture deeper into regular in-groups seemingly under state protection. But such places, as haunted homes, are also semi-imaginary playgrounds of “rape” out in the open, exposed dramatically for those who have survived systemic abuse [and its concealment] and seek to unbury such secrets, once and for all.

These cloaked testimonies and Black-Veil affects confess or otherwise point to unspeakable, widespread and atrocious harm on the homefront, themselves announced by great entropy [disorder and collapse] as something that suddenly arrives or erupts into massive, extreme violence: the unstoppable revenge of the barbaric past unto a possible future, holocaust and revenge housed and confronted in the same zone of play’s exquisite “torture.” Commonly denoted by [and abstracted as] Gothic castles and conquerors whereupon time is a circle, imperial abuse and state consumption under capital abject onto a retro-future space-time loop, the “better future” of a once-upon-a-time endlessly devoured by the imaginary past from Elsewhere traveling through space and time [usually outer space, the ocean, the barbaric past, or simply a space of darkness; e.g., Lavos from Chrono Trigger or Skynet from The Terminator—Toriyama’s concentric purple people eater and Cameron’s technological singularity/police state demonic personifications of manmade extinction abjected onto “unknown” spheres during the liminal hauntology of war]: to catch a predator by responding to pain and anxiety as, at times, thoroughly unreliable data.

In Gothic, pain is a problem [re: C.S. Lewis] insofar as uncanny elements promise death inside the home; i.e., as occupied by something older than us, alien even, but nevertheless part of the place we call home. Trauma attacks memory but also rememory as a process, less making it forgetful and more foggy and fractured. In turn, some things are so awful we want to forget and never speak of them again, but silence is death, pain a data to analyze “on the hunt,” gathering evidence; i.e., intel that resists concrete discovery or dismissal as a kind of always-ringing alarm system gone haywire; re: inside the belly of the beast.

Yet, interpretation and deciphering these cryptic omens is required both to survive and live with peace of mind that we aren’t being pimped by tyrannical forces passed off as fakes: the men behind the curtain’s concentric veneer/gobstopper mask, machinations of state, and inkblot scapegoats. There’s always another castle and tyrant inside, because that’s what capital is: endless installations of figureheads, per the ghost of the counterfeit furthering the abjection process. Vague or crystalized, the story is worth nothing without these creatures and their Numinous, at-times-incorporeal halos; i.e., the threat of awesome change, wrought through generational abuse and cryptonymic release: a wild walking castle appears!

In Chrono Trigger’s case, the canceled future [which a hauntology is; re: Fisher] is declared after a failure to stop Lavos, dooming the entire planet: “But… the future refused to change.” Such is Capitalist Realism—deliberately trading genuine activism for personal responsibility scapegoating nature, the latter dressed up as technological singularity or cosmic-nihilist space reaper! Such territories are well-trod, done to death but deathless because of a need to quell Capitalism’s inheritance anxieties among the middle class quaking before the ghost of the counterfeit: the prodigal son, his chickens come home to roost per the Imperial Boomerang’s grim harvest, its dirty little secret cloned and laid bare as “fantasy”!

State proponents, being incompatible with life and consent, lie by design/about everything[15]. They do so to defend what the elite privatize—a fake, which they perform to maintain profit; i.e., through cryptonymic lies-upon-lies and force as something to enact against the counterfeit’s ghost: furthering abjection for the state during Capitalist Realism, the system having an extraordinary tolerance for menticide. So when the state is strong, its cops and their perfidious illusions feel strong. But when the state is weak, these same enchantments wane; i.e., in ways that demand aggressively conspiratorial and preemptive shows of force from the middle class already conjuring up such Radcliffean bugbears: often against “weak and strong” scapegoats [re: Eco] that trap a besieged Earth inside a fluctuating spell of endless lunacy and death [re: Majora’s threat of the falling moon]!

The instigator is typically absurd, Lavos effectively a castle-like “gun porcupine” whose non-diegetic pipe organs herald a sudden invasion-from-within piloted by a central menace [re: the backstabbing Jew]. For the elite, however, a Numinous scapegoat is still a scapegoat; they go so far as to grant the beast its own alien life cycle, expecting us to kneel before it when it erupts from the ground like a cicada or African rain frog[16], then punch down at ourselves during mirror syndrome—in effect, bypassing the elite [and their well-deserved blame] entirely!

For Gothic Communism, though, the whole point is to subvert these black onions’ escalations of civil war—meaning to recreate such cataclysmic disempowerment in ways that empower workers through awesome doom; i.e., in defense of nature from capital during calculated risk: a near-death experience whose obscured, layered threat rears its ugly head when the “old gods” return to have their revenge; re: Medusa and state shift during the Capitalocene. Per the paradox of rape, their evocation feels good during calculated risk; i.e., a confusing reality the elite [the men behind the curtain] will exploit, full-bore: “Worship the state’s gods of death pushed into neoliberal [videogame] spheres; have revenge on who we dress up as the end of the world—Communism and its spectres of Marx!”

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Like the xenomorph’s messy intimations of Ovid, Lavos is a Satanic gay death fairy from outer space/Radcliffean nightmare about the end the world. Aping Hell, the tyrannical butterfly’s cuckoo metamorphosis turns Earth into a ravenous primordial maw eating Utopia cocooning it [re: the caterpillar and the wasp]. As usual, capital will use such degenerate [queer-coded, Archaic-Mother] cryptonymy [and its faerie-like, phantom-class egregores] to charm the middle class, thus further abjection and destabilize the world pursuant to profit raping nature by chattelizing it: the ghost of genocide personified and displaced through DARVO and obscurantism, tokenized by neoliberal copaganda haunting the sham of Utopia [re: “Rome” as retro-future].

“Progress,” then, is classically the word of Cartesian white men raping nature, who frame Omelas as imperiled on the Aegis to justify policing the whore, post-apocalypse; i.e., capital routinely scapegoats its own inevitable “bust” in astronoetic language, the scapegoat a devious ur-thing to push as far away from capital [with Lavos landing on Earth millions of years in the primordial past, similar to Giygas from the Mother franchise, exhibit 60e2] yet push its child soldiers endlessly towards so they can peel back the layers and pimp the whore all over again: the murderous womb, which stories like Alien[17] made so famous, Creed fantasized about from Freud’s arguments, and I reclaimed in my own work, but which Bacon and the Cartesian Revolution’s mainstays have been “running a train on” for centuries! They’re Lavos pulling a bait-and-switch handing out death warrants; i.e., during us-versus-them, gaslight-gatekeep-girlboss stranger danger punching state-compelled unknown during Capitalist Realism! Divorced from the world, it’s still their oyster to pry open and gut; re: through the usual simulative refrains escalating hyperbolic war against the potential for Great Change: idiots trying to conquer death, therefore nature’s great revenge!

The elite push DARVO onto a capitalist analogy dressed up in Nazi-Communist obscurantism! Mighty spectres of death trapped in time as endlessly traveled, fascism and Communism become things to abort and dread, but always to discourage Communism, mid-kayfabe; i.e., neoliberal monomyth refrains promoting death omens of various kinds by the elite unto all workers: home as Hell to return to, or Hell returning home as Juggernaut, Leviathan or some-such Great Destroyer! Faintly detected by stubbornly imperceptive investigators gentrifying extermination war as “cutesy” in service to the state, the heroes of Chrono Trigger and similar fictions [often women and children; re: Radcliffe’s Scooby Doo palimpsest] hunt these endemic alien monsters down, arriving at a final spectral boss looming menacingly inside the web-like trail’s garden of the forking paths: an evil onion/cocoon, hence duty to discharge or execution to carry out—reversing predator and prey in a layered singularity when others failed and the nightmare of the undying vampire never quite ends [so-called “true peace,” itself, an elusive and brittle lie, under Capitalism]!

Per Radcliffe, demons are classic beings to summon and, pursuant to their final forms, “lovers” to defeat through some kind of challenge offered [often survival or temptation]. While Dracula more commonly fits this role, or something else erotic, plenty of Numinous forms have false bodies [re: Lavos] or no bodies at all [re: Skynet, though it cyberpunk pyramid is preceded by an army of cyborg skeletons]. But such qualities skirt the same lines and territories as faerie rulers and their dark chrysalids—asleep, waiting like Cthulhu at R’lyeh to wake up [no one afraid of Capitalism’s fall more than fascists like Lovecraft, but also those strip-mining cosmic nihilism’s Cycle of Kings, post-Giger]: inside a nightmare that, once awake, cannot be escaped [the realization of our being trapped in Plato’s cave]!

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Whatever the form, the function is unanimous. Such beings are vice characters of some kind or another to scapegoat inside a monomyth center/closed space; e.g., vampires as faeries, often of a genderqueer quality bearing anti-Semitic flavors that—under a more modern Radcliffean—become queer-coded witch hunts during sodomy and blood libel arguments exterminating the moth by burning it with state candles; i.e., “bug hunt” being the dark desire to canonically unfold during the heroic quest: to penetrate home as sick with a foreign insectoid plot, excising the insect to whitewash capital and its castles through incendiary fetes and kayfabe. The lynch mob, as such, is a rite of passage purging the usual suspects, their purification by fire happening at night while the interlopers, the middle class, happily beat the faerie to death to achieve regicide, infanticide and genocide [and to get the girl at the end of the story]. Such is copaganda in totality—the monomyth, cops-and-victims power fantasy turning state defenders’ brains off while acting like they’ve somehow “grown up”; i.e., once ridding Paradise of the seemingly invincible barbarian/Grendel stand-in by doing the state’s dirty work. For capital, all roads lead to Rome; all minions lead to a mastermind who, at the end of the monomyth, can be martyred.

A fight over a woman is classically a fight over a chain of property [dowry] and custodial rights, only one side can’t defend itself. Yet, everyone loves the whore [or has virgin/whore syndrome] and its blackhole sun’s black sunshine taunting oblivion vis-à-vis state-induced death anxiety and similar emergencies. In this respect, the Gothic and its demon-mommy poetry’s recursively psychosexual and emotional [ergodic, concentric, anisotropic, etc] turmoil speaks to curiosity’s magnetic charm making anyone feel more at home in alien places; i.e., writ in disintegration[18] with poison as the cure, at home with duality and paradox, contradiction and conflict, society and sickness, and empowerment through “disempowerment” with and without quotes regarding things normally closed-off and simultaneously commonplace; re: sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll, but also the stories encompassing such materiel, talent, and merchandise.

Such meltdowns are what the dark faerie ultimately embodies, thus represents through an antihero’s journey—person and place—to bring such things to light for workers or the state: to see you in Hell. “Hell” isn’t “bad,” in this sense. It’s just, like a fairy’s cocoon, a place of radical change, black light and dark desire, thus rape and revenge as something to address, mid-duality and -stasis; i.e., from multiple angles and holistic tangents developing Gothic Communism through wise, perceptive “torture” buried alive—an ass of the gods woken up to deliver a Wisdom of the Ancients caught somewhere in time, but also on the bodies of those we love; e.g., my friend Nyx; i.e., who, on her formidable physique and persona, traps the viewer between pre-capitalist ideas and a post-scarcity future where the state has been permanently dismantled and billionaires no longer exist! A fortress for friends to enter and “die” inside, Nyx slays capital using capital’s ultimate weapon against them: faerie butts speaking for themselves as taking up arms! Like Lavos, Nyx’s planetary “fairy castle” is armed with “ballistics” [missiles or otherwise]!

[artist: Nyx]

Nothing is policed more. Per the Gothic mode, faeries personify dark spaces of chaos; i.e., the faerie queen’s labyrinth[19] of conjecture to penetrate and enjoy what is forbidden outside, but permitted inside itself and its libidinous, brothel-like casino’s concentric morphological architecture; re: mise-en-abyme the reader surrenders unto. Said surrender happens during an eager virgin [or experienced whore’s] imperiled, overwhelmed mind: the slit-like murder holes[20] of prolonged sieges, ramming the barricades of a hungry and curious-yet-fragile brain that, deprived of experience or having too much of it, conflates sex and harm. Fed on warlike fictions exploring that which everyday life teases and denies, the Gothic was the original trashy escape for bored English housewives to slum with!

Speaking to experience and inexperience in equal, stoked barbarity—that being the desire to fuck, but fearing rape as something that women [or those treated as women] are born into—we non-housewives “surrender it all” for something better felt but for a moment in paradoxically “rapacious” tones: “I’d give it all to spend a night with you”; i.e., gentle mommies to nurture and ward off broad, elusive terrors with their teddy-bear softness and nurturing affection, but also “strict,” dark and or Amazonian/faerie femme doms. Working on a switching BDSM mechanism, they instill a sense of masculine strength [with a feminine veneer] during courtly love: comfort food nourishing through multigender mixtures of sex and force during ludo-Gothic BDSM; i.e., developing Gothic Communism on the Aegis, the dated past and possible future constantly haunted by great pain and pleasure in the same fairy-like bodies closer to nature than many under Capitalism currently are!

[artist: Nyx] 

Again, Nyx is one such body—a fairy godmother “goldmine” whose butterfly tattoos denote a high tolerance for pain, but also poetically evoke the ancient goddess Psyche [exhibit 56a1a2]: as a transformative deity linked to the mind set free through pleasure, including pleasurable pain linked to dead metaphors. Capitalism is a cycle of misery bleeding the land dry for a manmade disaster—one of total privatization pimping nature-as-monstrous-feminine by the state, and where such hoarded resources will do no good during state shift; men cannot eat gold and Medusa always wins, so we might as well listen to her avatars ahead of time!

In turn, the only way to exact our whore’s revenge—thus challenge the state and its brittle illusions, infinite exploitation, gross inequality/Protestant ethic/billionaires, automatic violence, and incompatibility with life having their finger on the pulse of capital—is by tapping into our labor’s infinite value and where it’s stored as, to some degree, alien and fetishized during these endless harvests; i.e., our rights versus theirs, we’re the anti-family to capital’s fucked-up sense of nuclear [erectile] dysfunction, division and devastation; re: to humanize the harvest, exposing the state as inhumane. The closer you get to the heart of things, vis-à-vis the infernal concentric pattern, the more Numinous things become; i.e., a reminder that simple things like fruit [and other cash crops in banana republics] lie historically at the core of exploitation: ass farms, but also an outpouring of dark volcanic sentiment[21] turning regular consumption inside-out, the state [and its colonies] having incurred our baddie’s chonky wrath! Fucking to metal, we smash state minds [those of cops policing us] against our whore’s naughty clapping cheeks! “Stare and tremble” as our “pumpkins” turn into chariots of class war playing out the murder of class traitors! The climax is great, the catastrophe one of sweet, sweet revenge!

 [artist: Nyx]

This crop-like cryptonymy includes Nyx’ portentous faerie ass serving as a restless labyrinth to explore, but also her ties to the land and me, her big heart, and aching love for fantasy artwork and rock n roll; i.e., West Virginia, where she comes from, being a place not simply to preserve, but give back with gusto: to the dispossessed. Often ourselves, but also those around us the state destroys—this means labor towns, the miner’s widows, the ruined land and now-native populations all owned in ways we take back through what we own, away from the boomtown factories, mines and fenced-off processing facilities attached to a naturalized boom-or-bust/circular colony. We camp economics and rebellion, making them sexier than usual; and when primed for it, only take a spark to set us off. Strange fruit sending us down special roads, so does the Gothic, through another of Medusa’s avatars—a Mountain Mama, in this case—send us home!

 [artist: Nyx] 

Simply put, we’re hard to believe, yet, like faeries, here we are; forbidden sight, for us, amounts to believing in better worlds through what others see in and upon us as harbingers thereof. While the state frames us as destroyers from Elsewhere to make said worlds “impossible,” we load Capitalist Realism with a black magnetism that reels our audience back in. We’re a demonic sight for sore eyes, then—trading unequally through forbidden things [violence, terror and sex] to anisotropically achieve radical transformation, and seek to be viewed as increasingly legitimate on all registers; i.e., during liminal expression reversing terror/counterterror! The revolutionary idea, here, is to avoid easy solutions in favor of difficult ones, our faerie glamour targeting systems instead of scapegoats by directing violence away from ourselves, mid-rodeo!

So while challenging profit and Capitalist Realism might sound incredibly boring on its face, in truth this takes many different, faerie-like forms that are anything but insipid! Great power lies in them, thus are precisely what the state aims to own, control and harvest by raping nature on loop during the abjection process; i.e., by building monuments to its own displaced abuse, and worshipped at by the middle class to further abject through cryptonymy [and the other Four Gs] all over again; re: Lavos, and those framed as Lavos, are the ones being harvested by state proponents in bad faith. So does capital demand inequality and total control for the state, framing nature as “illegitimate whore” and terrorist to seek its endless and bloody vengeance against.

In that respect, Capitalist Realism could be summarized simply as a battle for legitimacy amid state monopolies, decay and poetic dysfunction. Those of nature, like Nyx, become forces of nature that smash said monopolies with their kindness and shapeliness: a warrior mommy invoking acceptance and love, but also a willingness to transmute state terror with a harvest its cops can never reap, a dark faerie they can never dethrone! “Your ass is fat n your aura is threatening[22]!” Verily.

To that, the Gothic plays with Numinous things and games to instill a paradoxical sense of control; i.e., through rules and devices that can be handled, thus played with, for different means to achieve monumental leverage, post-abstraction; re: a palliative Numinous through ludo-Gothic BDSM developing Gothic Communism to challenge Capitalist Realism [and state ludologies coercing nature through mercenary force]. Doing so happens through things that are historically-materially very hard to regulate; re: sex and force, but also the Gothic/games on either side of class, culture and race war during oppositional praxis. Like Medusa’s fat pussy or asshole, such “castled discotheques” become something to stab, but cannot die—indeed, loves to “die” during calculated risk thrusting to the hilt!

 

[artist: Nyx] 

In times of crisis, then, sex and war are comfort foods, but also a covert means of negotiating themselves within themselves: the whore speaking cryptonymically and cryptomimetically to harm through things that are normally policed, monopolized and colonized in ways we subvert during ludo-Gothic BDSM; re: by using what we got, thus arbitrate liberation as our revenge—a desire to see the state blown to bits, but in reality being a process of smaller battles infused with activism automatically equated as “violent” by the state [and cops]: the whore, out in the open, flashing the powerful with her mighty weapons. Physically violent or not, we cannot co-exist with the state, and our struggle against the owner class is always legitimate; e.g., the assassination of UnitedHealthcare CEO Brian Thompson sloganized through “deny, defend, depose” on the shell casings [source: Andrea Cavallier et al‘s “Manhunt Continues,” 2024] versus the same liberatory sentiments enticed through our weaponized bodies demonstrating state fallibility just as well: the elite are not all-powerful; they humbugs!

The fertility of such Gothic maturity is the adventuresome ability to discuss intense harm and healing in sex-positive ways that conceal violence in “violence”; i.e., that push towards universal liberation and away from a shuttered, bigoted existence—fucking to metal not simply to breed or sate the middle class, but disabuse them of genocidal blind eyes! The ghost of the counterfeit becomes profoundly medicinal and multipurpose in good faith, as well as holistic interpretations that liberate workers through speculative richness, but highly abused by state forces in bad faith, theoretic imperialism, and singular interpretations expanding the state of exception on the same inkblot; re: warrior women, witches, faeries, and Medusa [and Medusa’s fat ass, above and below] granting protection when facing the unknown during the dialectic of shelter and the alien—and faced, for some, as if for the first time and others, through déjà vu: to meet again, for the first time, an old enemy and friend both at once that, in doing so, makes our wildest dreams come true. As always, this unfolds while reversing abjection to abstain from Judas silver crucifying the rebel; i.e., the bullet with butterfly wings that riles up the rabble, Medusa’s avatar having more cushion for the pushin’! With darkness visible, she takes us to the gates of Heaven or Hell, a place to come to [or on] and stay awhile!

[artist: Annabel Morningstar]

Beyond Nyx, consider Annabel’s toxic faerie queen once more. Tits or ass, thighs or stomach, shoulders or throat—all sides to her speak of a scarcely-contained power viewed from different vantage points, her forbidden sight also speaking to a greater world: the plenty of paradise merged with cryptonymy of rape and revenge, voicing joy during calculated risk, but also genuine pain on the dark side of the moon highlighting curious truths and contradictions; i.e., eustress and confusing the senses; e.g., Andrew Friesen’s “My Cat Likes to Be Hit” [2008]: “If she didn’t like it, wouldn’t she run away?” Quite the opposite, “We eat the night, drink the time, and make our dreams come true!” [The Scorpions’ “The Zoo,” 1980].

Another way to phrase it is that humans are animals, and bound by the same principles of confusion and delight[23]: to reunite with things we are alienated from, primarily our faerie-like bodies and their unknown pleasures. This includes pain, but also their psychosexual theatre speaking to rape through “rape” that—all the same—makes our eyes roll back into our dumb skulls: dummy-thicc vitality and salubrious little deaths preceded or overshadowed by Numinous big death/the torpor of Great Destruction; e.g., the rape of a friend or the death of a loved one, the fall of a country or destruction of one’s home. Exacted through inescapable punishment or debt of some kind, our faerie-ness refers to something we ultimately must confront that—despite Capitalist Realism [and its neoliberal copaganda’s dogmatic, ceaseless military optimism]—cannot actually be defeated; it can only be embraced regarding all sides of itself during the dialectic of the alien: us, and by extension nature, exploited by the state as the ultimate destroyer projecting its harm onto the usual Radcliffean, cops-and-victims scapegoats.

Death and rape are classically things to avenge, canonically being yet-another-way for capital to divide nature and conquer her through dualistic terror language. Our revenge is two-fold—acting revenge out while evoking adjacent harm through play during ludo-Gothic BDSM: comedy and drama through demons [faeries, in this case] as an ancient theatrical device, alongside prostitution as literally the world’s oldest profession. Through them, we tell stories to aid in our survival, thus ability to play and learn, but also recontextualize harm through monstrous theatre’s poetic arguments: accessing a part or side of ourselves that is normally closed off; e.g., anal sex as one form of sodomy that faerie magic and darkness visible radiate. Our demons—thus operatic desires, emotional enormity and bedlam, and hauntological calamities—sit on the same shadowy stage as the state’s own vice characters and apocalypses [the revelation generally shrouded in darkness during the cryptonymy process; re, Lavos: “The black wind begins to blow…” Fate farts in the edgelord’s general direction].

To it, we’re the caterpillar and the wasp, the impostor inside a tasty treat that, when consumed, eats you alive from the inside out! We’re the death of patriarchal thought [and tokenism] that abjures profit in succulent, sweet-and-savory ways; i.e., there is no way to change the status quo without some degree of disguise and pain, but also play through transformative [metamorphic] language that is, sure enough, painfully delicious and obvious. Change hurts, especially when it’s up in our guts, poetry’s forbidden fruit rewiring our brains through “trepanation” in quotes—delobotomy killing our darlings, but likewise fucking us just the way we like: with a raw urgency eagerly tearing off our clothes and getting down to business [often through the dialog of sleep; e.g., Shakespeare’s slutty faeries’ from A Midsummer Night’s Dream having a curious and steady penchant for “somno” sex; i.e., using “love-in-idleness” to make people fantasize about extramarital sex].

In the face of unstoppable death and other symbols of capital, risk becomes something to camp—calculated by us through the whore’s paradox of rape! We point to our own harm, but do so to live with it in manageable forms; i.e., the whore’s revenge, mid-paradox, being a tell-tale smile or set of faerie wings: a safe space to wrestle our demons, but also fuck them/guide them inside us by the hand! Through nearness with “death” as a theatrical, paradoxical concept, we faeries raise the stakes, the dead, a lover’s dick, what-have-you. Consent is sexy—especially in times where it is scarce, inserting it needily into our hungry holes. Gimme!

[model and artist: Annabel Morningstar and Persephone van der Waard]

Everyone likes the whore, the tramp, the vice character as someone to root for/spice things up with Gothic panache; i.e., they’re a secret to seek—a dead thing to play with, a puzzle to assemble, a castle [un]made brick-by-brick, to mount and pin to the bed while setting the tempo. The picture, then, is both crystal clear and sharp as knives, but also vague and fleeting as mist, mid-speculation; i.e., walking thunder that, like the Gothic castle, moves while in place and ties to grander and grander intimations blurring Heaven and Hell: a Communist Numinous relaid in castles and warships, but also bodies framed as such, the likeness [and contrast] of kaiju sovereignty that workers embody on the Aegis; i.e., as avatars of Medusa threatening cataclysm in state eyes drunk on Capitalist Realism [mistrusting anything beyond state vision, but also imaginary history beyond fascist reinvention misinterpreting said past]!

Such playful rapture/exquisite “torture” inserts itself into one’s sleeping and waking moments alike, faerie succubae and incubae invading and incubating inside daily life; i.e., with indelible feelings of chaos to embrace as one does Medusa [during the dialectic of the alien]: an alien abductor “taking us away” but not really going anywhere[24], impossible motion cruising for sex perching on the cusp of disaster [warding off evil while presenting as such, brimming with pathos and desire]! So do we live in Gothic times; i.e., inside dwellings of doom unable to contain their own demonic power on any register or in/across any medium. The dark faerie doesn’t merely sit on its laurels, then, but beckons with darkness visible: “Eat me… if you dare! Conquer my dark temple!” As Wordsworth put it, “Let nature be your teacher!”

[artist: Annabel Morningstar]

Abyssal though it seems, the data isn’t corrupted; the corruption is the data, but it must be deciphered. It shakes things up, but cannot be shook; its dated conventions [and their massive, Walpolean personifications—the Capitalocene] continuously fall apart and reform, the Gothic writ with power and decay to best speak to things beyond Capitalism and its ever-decaying illusions while inside them; i.e., inside various persecution networks [and their concentric labyrinths] while using the language of persecution to camp canon with. In other words, the appearance informs the exchange, but the context is ultimately what defines it from a dialectical-material standpoint. Something to sink into, then, those who do can likewise accept how perception can warp under gravity’s dark attraction; i.e., that such a twisting can happen [at cross purposes] while also realizing how the dialectical-material observation itself is fairly constant.

Activism, then, is predominantly leveraged through said observation as something to perform: an identity [faerie or otherwise] attached to legendary victimhood, then overcome and lived with under what power we do have to control, change and recontextualize; i.e., our own survival as beings of nature harvested by state forces through fiction as a staging point. With a little fairy dust, we might begin to arbitrate/scrutinize sex and force in Gothically mature forms that—classically inundated with suspicion, sadomasochism, bondage, and supernatural-to-earthly menace—grant us special, faerie-like ways to speak, means to hunt, and room to breathe as stewards of nature; i.e., as required by us to best survive state counterfeits playing the victim in bad faith, the cop selling out!

Radcliffe’s exclusively white, cis-het rape scenarios, for example, depict the paranoid havers abjecting other groups, punching up and down. Victimhood [and its emotions, like shame, hatred and guilt] do not define us, but do orbit around us/repurpose them through trauma normally buried[25] in what we inherit between fiction and non-fiction, imagination and objective reality interlocked; i.e., as something to perform and play with during ludo-Gothic BDSM, rediscovering “ancient derelicts” like Radcliffe’s spectral castles to learn from them despite their immaturity [we’ll unpack this during “Damsels, Detectives and Sex Demons”]:

[artist: Carl Gustav Carus]

My dislike—of Radcliffe’s dry modesty but also the army of academic fans licking her mysterious asscrack—is no secret. Then again, she was an intellectual and creative whose writings aren’t completely without merit [refer to my PhD for further discussions about this problem]. So while Radcliffe is a darling to kill, these windows into the past still offer dated ways of thinking we can gleam current-day truths from; i.e., while moving around inside them during ergodic motion to excite faerie-like feelings, which Gothic castles very much were [and are] designed for! This means they’re valuable despite their flaws[26], insofar as they’re littered with playful ways of framing arguments about survival… which again, Gothic castles concern themselves with—to “survive” as relics, but for us go beyond those who harmed us without irony to begin with; i.e., to survive those who, as Gloria Gaynor put it, “hurt us with goodbye.” Forget eternal damnation, ours is endless delight through exquisite torture camping the canon, fawning to feign deference towards those who do not deserve our genuine love or uncritical gaze!

While the Gothic is classically about facing our fears [especially of uncertain, imposturous parentage] by anchoring us in infernal, concentric darkness to survive, it commonly forces people to face things that—like Radcliffe’s unmappable castles[27]—are never entirely imaginary and, worse still, make us doubt reality and imagination. Questioning our sanity and lineage/sense of self in the process, we must acclimate to a state of asking questions useful to our survival under monomythic duress, violence, captivity and alarm, held hostage as prisoners of dark love hunting us; i.e., in a state of probing survival [the rememory process] whose hypervigilance/reliance on intuition goes beyond any single worker or sanctioned action, and instead encompasses what all of us can offer as, to some extent, like faeries and their castles’ forbidden and exotic but also policed elements; e.g., Disney’s “princess” variety promoting assimilation through whitewashed, gentrified castles that put “Gothic” in the hands of a smaller paying clientele seeking a colonized wish fulfillment; re: Radcliffe’s secret princess trope, granting a common girl the bounties of conquest simply by surviving a night in the dastardly place. Whatever camping of the monomyth we do will often be through our bodies as “faerie,” castle-like and genderqueer.

[artist: Mugiwara] 

Mugi, for example, is a survival sex worker/plural trans man; trans men, per the whore’s paradox, are commonly exploited by heteronormative society treating them as unnatural—doubly so for plural persons. Any attempt to humanize ourselves happens through our exchanges subverting such norms by reclaiming said language for liberatory purposes; i.e., our bodies and labor are valid, as are the faerie-like identities attached to them normally invalidated through state doubles and their monomythic violence: likenesses of Medusa, but also each other regardless of gender or sex, shape or size, color or character! Anyone can be oppressed, and anyone can camp the monomyth, hence liberate themselves through the Gothic’s Promethean fairytale; e.g., Mugi, Crow and Victoria’s ample and shared cause through the same pedagogic exhibitionism as Nyx and Annabel, but for expressly GNC reasons:

[artist: Crow] 

With the above and below collages, Mugi and Crow played with me for my 38th  birthday because I liked playing with them [and Crow is one of my partners]. But they’re also two of my muses—and Victoria [next page] is a close friend. More to the point, we’re all trans, and I want to give GNC people a voice beyond just myself while illustrating mutual consent through a shared exhibit’s collective labor exchange. We’re all faeries of a GNC sort, making a case for ourselves using what we got!

Trans people have always been people, and despite blood libel framing us as evil faeries, we’re actually quite good around children. We certainly don’t eat them, and can even have them [e.g., Mugi has a daughter who’s as cute as a bug’s ear]! Simply put, we have families and friends and lookout for each other under state pogroms incited by weird canonical nerds. Our life and labor have value, whereupon mutual aid is not only fine, but just another form of exchange that includes our bodies and labor cast, during demonic/faerie poetics, in a sex-positive light [versus limiting certain groups to caste-style positions; e.g., Jews and usury or untouchables and begging during public outcry/moral panic]. Through ourselves cast as faeries onstage and off, we overcome harmful expectations while allowing for public nudity as a holistic, all-inclusive form of activism; i.e., expressing itself through us, punching up towards universal liberation! “Long is the way and hard, that out of Hell leads up to light!”

Furthermore, biology is hardly essential when it comes to gender identity and performance, but informs whatever liberty emerges in either case [re: sex and gender as separate from each other and unanchored from biology, yet still relating back and forth on a magical fairy spectrum].

To it, Crow and Mugi are both trans and AFAB; I am trans and AMAB; and my friend Victoria is intersex. All of us are faeries promoting darkness visible, each one a special snowflake [as the chuds so often like to put it]:

[artist: Victoria] 

Each of us represents a genderqueer aspect to existence that abjures heteronormative, thus settler-colonial and Cartesian standards; i.e., to exist despite capital exterminating us, our survival a poetic and revolutionary act of defiance made in defense of nature-as-monstrous feminine raped by state forces.

To it, our whore’s fairytale revenge is to exist in ways of make-believe that—far from being totally fictitious or imaginary—defy total banishment to “pure fiction” by shifting deliberately into half-real territories; i.e., as art that speaks to our lived, GNC realities onstage and off, and that when exposed by us through revolutionary cryptonymy purposefully challenges profit as a structure: in defense of ourselves and our friends emerging from the abject land of faeries [often dark forests, said forest alluding to Dante’s Inferno, but also Shakespeare’s A Midsummer Night’s Dream, Shelley’s Frankenstein and Ovid’s Metamorphoses] to speak to apocalypse. By reversing abjection as dark faeries so often do, we camp the canon; re: punching up at state hauntologies, abjection, and cryptonymy [commonly relaid in monomyth language; e.g., Metroidvania] to break Capitalist Realism to bits! We’re Lavos, but instead of a Greater Destroyer capable of what the state accuses, you have those who walk away from Omelas!

In turn, our wishes are “dark” because they deal in unequal, forbidden trade and radical transformation/desire that upend the current order in pursuit of a post-scarcity world that, while it doesn’t harm others, remains tied to the harmful past as partially imaginary and nebulous; i.e., its plastic, signature poetry sits adjacent to the barbaric historical-material trends of older dead generations [re: Marx, but also the many Gothic castles embodying nature’s dark vitality and demonic desire, power and knowledge]. We faeries camp our own rape, putting “rape” in quotes during ludo-Gothic BDSM; i.e., while highlighting our own queerness surviving campy doubles, said doubles still reflecting unironic copycats felt upon the same Aegis. We are haunted by genocide’s shadows of shadows/castled echo, but camp our profound survival [of these castles] to communicate through Numinous, psychosexual sensation—another sapient trademark the dark faerie subtype excels at! Where faeries are found, castles—usually abandoned—aren’t usually far behind!

This GNC idea of universal solidarity and value through alienation goes beyond Mugi, Crow, Victoria and I; it also includes “non-white” bodies, be those with a different skin color [e.g., vitiligo, in Mugi’s case] but also body type: thicc. We’ve considered this spectrum earlier with Nyx and Annabel—and just now with Mugi, Crow and Victoria—but have yet to explore its monstrous-feminine margins.

[artist: Sinead]

My friend, Sinead, for example, is fat and genderqueer [not a woman, but fae[28]]—much of faer praxial focus centers around fat liberation merged with faerie-style makeup and genderqueer artistic statements altering traditional beauty standards [or shifting to older standards thereof; e.g., the Rubenesque]. Similar to Mugi and I, fae are policed for what makes faer simultaneously forbidden and attractive under state venues: a forbidden fruit that refuses to take the grim harvest lying down! It becomes, for each of us, a “secret self” to de-closet, then camp canon with—having power the state wants to control as “dark,” unholy and “demonic,” during witch hunts stomping faeries.

[artist and model: Sinead and Persephone van der Waard]

Some faeries stomp back. In the poetic language of the Medusa, I’ve drawn Sinead as a fat underwater queen, her tomb a monstrous-feminine place to plunder in the Cartesian tradition: to, in Francis Bacon’s words, “penetrate the womb of nature and torture her secrets out of her.” This translates monomythically to the moving of money through nature in the usual acts, but also sites of conquest: fat and ready for slaughter but also, per Capitalist Realism, presented as abject, Numinous, “asking for it”; i.e., a scapegoat to butcher within endlessly recolonized zones, where men plunge into and prove their manhoods—by raping and reaping nature, which fae and faers Promethean space prevent by fucking back through Numinous anti-predation challenging profit!

As Sinead demonstrates, Medusa isn’t a woman; fae are the dark mother/fat-and-sassy whore whose watery grave [and its riches symbolizing nature’s endless labor value and exploitation] is where stupid, enterprising men go to die the Roman fool [the Gothic operates dualistically through doubles and decay to defeat enemies of nature; i.e., with their own colonizing devices reclaimed for liberatory purposes]! Wrecking ships on theatrical safe “danger” spaces where true death and rape are impossible, the “kraken” takes faer stolen booty back from horny-yet-superstitious plundering idiots—a Great Destroyer striking them ignominiously dead with faer Numinous booty and whore’s revenge! In doing so, fae give rise to a collective mistrust of, and to desire to change, capital’s mistreatment of planet Earth: a Leveler to entreat before it makes good on its name.

To it, fae target the current mechanisms of state as having evolved over centuries out of the ancient world [and Greece and Rome] to exploit nature through the advancement of state trifectas, monopolies and qualities, thus belief systems. Medusa challenges this advancement through artistic statements that evoke the ghost of the counterfeit [through the poetic language of the half-real ancient past] to reverse abjection, thus profit and genocide as things to prevent: showing the state it’s doomed on faer Aegis, and faer own superiority/unfriendliness to profit in the process! So do we become stewards to perform the symbolic death of the state raping us in bad faith, translating through praxial synthesis into activism [thus universal liberation of all work under Capitalism] through iconoclastic art: to make men fear what, for sailors, they are generally at the mercy of. The sea, then, is a cruel mistress who cannot die, but one who properly respected will yield great rewards: not being unironically trapped and isolated by shapeshifting darkness, then buried alive! In other words, quit while you’re ahead!

To it, praxial synthesis is a matter of involvement that leads to development through daily habits cultivating systemic catharsis; re [from Volume One]:

Systemic catharsis requires praxis as conveyed through our extracurricular instruction’s cultivation of good social-sexual habits; i.e., de facto educators relaying a pedagogy of the oppressed through trauma writing and artwork that speak to living with rape under warlike conditions, raising the collective, solidarized awareness and intelligence required towards preventing future abuse (ultimately dismantling the state) [source]. 

However we get involved, universal empathy and resistance to state overtures should be our top priority when triggering the responses we want. In short, we lead by example, advancing awareness and intelligence [thus rape prevention]through our bodies, labor and social-sexual, artistic-pornographic exchanges.

Last but not least, this isn’t always about raw, vaso vagal violence and mutilative revenge [e.g., murder or castration] committed against our abusers; it also includes the whore’s revenge challenging profit [thus rape] by receiving pain in defense of nature-as-monstrous-feminine—i.e., by establishing intersectional solidarity among pain-loving friends, who put “rape” in quotes by receiving pain through what we deliver unto ourselves: as something to delight in because it’s not a terror weapon meant to pacify us, but heal from rape as our revenge by playing with pain in classical ways.

Our shared human struggle, then, includes exposing our pain in ways we paradoxically reclaim in ironically palliative forms; re: through the whore’s paradox, but especially the cryptonymy process: through cheeky “punishment” arguments that show us in control during calculated risk; i.e., through the appearance of impotence, yet deftly wielding things that, exposed as we desire to expose them during ludo-Gothic BDSM, incur the wrath of people who cannot immediately attack us, yet desperately want to in bad faith. Enraging them with our Aegis, our hellish Communist powers occur by outing them, denormalizing their predatory actions [and subterfuge concealing said actions] from safe vantage points; e.g., the buffer of the phone or computer screen, or otherwise physical distance; re: “flashing with power” to those who have it “in spades”; e.g., my friend Rose’s substantial “battlements”:

[artist: Romantic Rose]

To it, faeries are demons, which—while they constitute unequal, forbidden exchange and startling transformation—also morphologically synonymize with habitats whose dark, radical desires upend state control over terror and pain as darkness visible; i.e., in pursuit of post-scarcity with pre-capitalist hauntologies about giving non-harmful pain; re: that of flesh concerned with power and knowledge, linked to buildings; e.g., faerie-castle torture dungeons, appearing to revenge past wrongs but also existing merely to spite genuine abusers! “We can ‘torture’ ourselves, thanks!”

The dark faerie then, becomes someone to perform and savor in the bargain; i.e., “What dost thou want?” as something to act out through cryptonymic activism masquerading as “mere playtime” and guilty pleasure/controlled opposition, yet feels paradoxically genuine in its playful espionage—as naughty but educational in ways that, while they seem wholly doomed/self-destructive, actually prevent rape [cops, by comparison, enforce rape]. Gothic castles are traditionally places of fear and fascination; so when people see a body-like castle or castle-like body on the horizon, they will often be drawn towards it—i.e., as the faerie refrain’s promise of a hell of a good time, including a delivery site to deposit some dark offering or another [and overshadowed by systemic abuse, all the while]!

[artist: Romantic Rose] 

Beyond cum tributes illustrating mutual consent, the prevention of rape happens by one, raising intelligence and awareness to mobilize activism during praxial catharsis; and two, recultivating the Superstructure while simultaneously exposing our attackers in ways they cannot immediately kettle; re: anisotropically reversing the terrorist/counterterrorist argument of monstrous-feminine language during the pedagogy of the oppressed while giving pain during crucial lessons: not all pain is bad, pain is vital towards growth, and pain during sex can enhance the experience[29] and change how we view sex in socialized [ace] forms; i.e., while humanizing those routinely harvested by state forces abusing said language [re: DARVO and obscurantism].

The Gothic, in turn, interrogates trauma and pain through public nudism uncovering dark things/things coded as “dark.” In doing so, it reminds our attackers where such power is normally stored—through workers and their art, but also their bodies and pain as part of the same infernal trade, bouncing back and forth to heal from rape; i.e., by communicating, as people do, in the half-real, castled and demon-fairy codes: of pleasurable pain elucidating repressed, “unspeakable” desires! Whatever investigations of trauma the state impedes, we facilitate through said infernal trading of pain, bondage [the Gothic in love with desensitization and immobilization; e.g., the constriction of one under attack, below] as something they can’t really control: to use at our own risk in ways that lower the odds of actual harm taking place!

[artist: Kingocrsh]

 To it, how would the state begin to abolishing BDSM when it carries such a famous double standard? Furthermore, evocations of rape and harm sit in quotes, thus on the cusp of something Numinous and healing insofar as rape can be healed; i.e., beckoning all who watch, “Come and see!” To the hungry, “Let them eat cake, pudding and pie!” To the combative, “Let them go twelve rounds with the champ!”

[artist: Romantic Rose] 

Romantic Rose, beyond the pre-existing images already shown, deliberately posed for this exhibit—doing so as a dark faerie queen I might play with and illustrate on my canvas to make a larger point about ludo-Gothic BDSM; i.e., with her massive tits, cute tum, big booty and fat thighs, but also her huge heart and soft words telling me I’m a good girl as we play together! Our joys [and toys] intermingle through the mystery of monstrous-feminine work reclaimed from state alienation and greed in castled forms of courtly love, thereby transforming into something we then show the world as alien to reunite with; i.e., through the demonic creative process purposefully given a magic-faerie stamp about healing from pain by involving it in ways we can control and camp: “her tits were there,” living deliciously in spite of the Protestant ethic [no need for a hasty exit when we’re protected behind a phone screen]! Sometimes, big things are to be used; sometimes, they’re for show—a way to make you wet and/or hard a glance, imagining as you do what is more fun in one’s head than in practice: the anxiety of receiving pain from things that might be a little too big! Faeries of a royal variety tend to be tall; their junk is less reported on historically [ol’ Shakespeare omitted Oberon’s cock size, if memory serves] but often imagined as matching said height in relative length: the carrot-y girth of a hellish botanical’s mondo faerie dong [with many improvised dildos being produce]!

[artist: Romantic Rose]

Keeping with Hell and darkness visible, this generally waits on the cusp of dark, intoxicating discoveries first given shape through games played by a great many users; i.e., through ourselves as controlled pieces of meat, but also our meta performances/playgrounds consciously imbued with dark poetic energies that faeries revel in. We are the witches of our time, the mistress of our own fate—of the universe freed from police abuse, hence beyond what capital orders and exploits for profit—and again, some witches hammer back.

Of course, how they chose to is ultimately up to them, but it usually happens through devices of darkness, power and knowledge recognized by the larger world, under capital—force, yes, but sex through demon BDSM and faerie-like games; e.g., size queens like Rose, above, taking giant artificial cocks for fun—not to please sexist men, but to emasculate abusive parties insecure about them own members and lack of regular sex. In doing so, these behaviors expand beyond what tortures the state permits, our simulacra exposing theirs as dangerous [e.g., death before dishonor] while putting ourselves in performances of “danger” the state will do its best to stamp out. For them, we’re an unweeded garden grown to seed, the state seeking once more to control what it rapes routinely for profit [which is all the nuclear model systemically is]. By stamping the tramp, monstrous-feminine fairy rulers become conspiracies of unironic rape; re: to scapegoat and tokenize through DARVO and obscurantism by state predators, nothing more.

Touched by trauma, survivors of rape always feel somewhat uneasy/off-balance by any setting evoking exploitation and liberation; i.e., on the same dark surfaces and in the same ambiguous thresholds where faeries call home/rule from. To speak to atrocity and feel good as we do is to play under such positions of perceived disadvantage, restless and agitated by otherworldly enchantment and vaso vagal excitement; i.e., unable to fully relax otherwise, even when said disadvantage isn’t obvious and the warning signs are seemingly absent [the violence of the past happening without warning—sudden and extreme at any moment, exigent and warrantless to monopolize such things].

That being said, there is a vestigial and ongoing torturous element, one I’ll keep investigating to conclude the exhibit with; i.e., with Rose a bit more, but also Harmony Corrupted playing the greatest faerie of all—the Medusa!

Trauma is something to live with; for those with a history with or of violence, weird attracts weird, trauma attracts trauma[30] to change the survivor for good. Until the day we die, we feel, like the dark faerie, attuned to self-destruction seeking escape by camping harm; i.e., by cramping their style at the proverbial crossroads, out-fiddling the fiddler with our own faerie glamour as, like all deities according to Blake, residing in our breast! The power to disrupt and offend capital lives within us—not as atomized workers, but a plastic collective whose murky  wisdom reaches backwards and forwards in all directions!

To shake such imbalance, then, and retain our defense mechanisms/”spider sense” regarding hidden dangers, we often “martyr” ourselves together during calculated risk [which public nudism essentially is]—to twitch and moan like convulsionnaires, opening ourselves wide to persecution but also the liberation and acceptance of us as psychosexual beings growing accustomed to a hunted, predated existence we can pierce the fog of war with; re: the faerie’s special sight being the strange, at-times-atrocious appetite for pain acquired under capital raping us for profit, which historically-materially encourage tokenization under criminogenic conditions [re: desperation and convenience]. In our hands, the ritualized administering of pain can happen in ways that are only not harmful, but easy enough to pleasurably control when we otherwise feel out of control; e.g., candle wax poured gently on soft, vulnerable parts of the body like the breasts:

[artist: Romantic Rose] 

If you’re wondering what on Earth might possess someone to try such things, the short answer is “capital.” As such, the female body is classically haunted by pain as something to control under capital’s endless pimping [wax being a medieval sculptor’s analog to human flesh]. To it, Rose takes power as something to subvert and transform into her revenge through things that, generally weighed by virtue of size, become more powerful than her enemies can hope to harvest, contain, enslave or match: obstacles and theatre curtains for them, not Rose [total privacy, safety and consent something of a myth under Gothic’s ongoing surveillance, which provides an odd kind of cloaked honesty in how survival victims often feel: under attack and lied to by home as untrustworthy but without exit[31]]! Per ludo-Gothic BDSM, to heal from rape is to play with rape, and that includes pain and its operatic symbols/decaying rituals honed over centuries; e.g., comfortable discomfort, bold caution, weak strength, honest dishonesty, safe danger and similar oxymorons well-known to people living with trauma not weaponizing it against others.

The perditious, ecclesiastic background remains a common sticking point for Gothic satire; re: Lewis; e.g., the camping of religious rapture and torture-as-canon through psychosexual martyrdom as profoundly tongue-in-cheek, but nevertheless loaded with textual markers [as the Gothic very much is] that allude to actual harm. This extends to those Rose wants to see such things unfold witnessing her emancipation from the weight of survived trauma; e.g., me having Rose pose multiple times in compromising positions [and tortured, penitent outfits of contrition] that, in the wrong hands, might disadvantage Rose, but through us working as a team, weaponize exclusively to our benefit: the faerie queen set free to work her magic on the living world! “C’mon, scrub! Don’t be courteous; slay that pussy! Mommy has needs! Pound me like I owe you money!”

[artist: Romantic Rose]

Shown for my pleasure—but also to make a combined, social-sexual political statement by inspiring me to paint her as a dark monarch afterwards—Rose uses her body to stress our shared agency over such things; i.e., that we, as sex workers, are capable of working together to speak out against genocide for all peoples under capital. We do so by using our bodies and labor through universal liberation; i.e., as active and informed by ourselves contributing to something greater and in development: Gothic Communism. Evoked selectively through monsters—this time choosing faeries that, under a Gothic lens, function as demons do—their hypnotic glamour[32] administers through flesh and the power it holds having an admittedly demonic signature. Ours is the conscious reclamation of demonic poetics during rape play—carefully shaped and positioned to convey the basic human right to exhibit such things however we want; i.e., to negotiate and advertise [sex is power as something to trade through artwork, and porn is artwork that can achieve such activism to a high degree].

This includes rape play as something to champion as faerie-like and demonic; i.e., as a Promethean being to humanize and hug during the dialectic of the alien avenging nature against profit, of which Harmony also volunteered: my Medusa, and someone I engage in consent-non-consent with on a regular basis [next page]. She straight up slaps, but during live burial offers a much-needed boost to keep at it; i.e., when the chips are down and our libidos/anxiety are up inside these hauntological spaces of doom parking atop our usual safe-space residences [the Gothic famously combining cautionary-to-unbridled lust and looming death/rape fears]!

[artist: Harmony Corrupted]

Gothic Communism, then, is something that Nyx, Rose, Annabel, Sinead, Mugi, Crow, Harmony and I do together as friends showing each other off in whatever ways we want to be seen; i.e., as sexy avengers illustrating mutual consent and collective worker action through demonic-yet-sex-positive art exhibits. Rose and Harmony, in particular, grace the cover of several modules for a reason; they are each incredibly kind, honorable and sweet, but also fuckable and fluent in Gothic—i.e., able to work its dated-yet-deathless fetishes and clichés to our collective advantage. When I play with them and my other friends, I feel like I’ve made a deal with the Devil—one whose faerie-like powers set me free, delighting in unknown pleasures couched in prison logic turned on its head. A composite danger disco, they compile a concentric fortress to lose myself in, but also to feel safe from self-righteous, militarily optimistic and tokenized pretenders who hunt us down in bad faith during the liminal hauntology of war/ghost of the counterfeit/Imperial Boomerang’s canceled future [often a vehicle and/or building evocative of an “ancient” tyrant returning to beat us to submission/demand we kneel before them[33]]—someone to believe in when surrounded by so much complicit cryptonymy and neoliberal hogwash.

Keeping with faeries, the idea is informed bliss under Gothic-Communist development; i.e., no gods or masters, just friends who love and protect each other in the struggle to be free from state abuse using the same demon-BDSM language and aesthetic of power and death: what they can’t monopolize, despite stiff competition compelling them to do so! The enemy is unironic oppression and betrayal, thus police actors upholding the state in some shape or form. There is no way to achieve rebellion, thus prevent rape, without resisting and protesting to a meaningful, demonstrable degree; i.e., rebelling against those who uphold these structures, symbolism translating to socio-material change: of criminogenic conditions [and language] towards post-scarcity conditions through medieval poetics reclaimed by workers for those ends. Power aggregates for them, but also for us backfiring their schemes.

Like the Amazon’s fur bikini or nun’s habit, then, there is no way to do this without exposing ourselves to some degree of exposure, thus risk. This vulnerable phrasing includes tracing the anxious spiral of death and decay that breaks how we see the world, whereupon the Aegis becomes something we can use only after the illusions forced onto us since birth are shivered by our demonic theatre, our ludo-Gothic BDSM, magic power and mad science something to behold during the same spaces and personas whose darkness actualizes proletarian needs, not bourgeois ones. Again, such darkness is simply where forbidden dreams [of unequal power and knowledge] come true; re: as a dualistic, dialectical-material matter of revenge through the Gothic’s demonic creative expression, betwixt residence and resident. The idea is to throw aside “no good can come of it” when playing with these notions, and use them to our creative; i.e., to reify what capital denies us: our creative freedom breaking Capitalist Realism paradoxically with darkness; re: something that can be used for liberation or exploitation through discourse about such things, including famous monsters and their lairs: as things to embody struggle with during the abjection process!

Like Egger’s witch, we dark faeries are not waifu. If anything, the power imbalance, stormy disposition, and class character makes that impossible. Instead, through the pedagogy of the oppressed as modular and intersectional, we steer the conversation away from those used to being the center of attention [and always make everything about them; i.e., white cis-het men, or those emulating them, inside the Man Box]. By daring to speak up for ourselves and those less privileged than ourselves in weird-nerd culture, we show strength and vulnerability in equal measure! Revolution is messy but the fact remains, some people are chattelized more than others; those with less privilege will be expected to betray more to elevate, meaning solidarity for and among oppressed groups is incredibly important lest we cannibalize ourselves.

We’re all monarchs under Communism, loves—not defined by skin color or national boundaries but by the bounds we form and make to help one another! Anyone who excludes others to be a king for a day is a traitor and a fool; capital—an unapologetic system of theft—relies on cheap loyalty and quick betrayal to keep the elite in power. No honor among thieves? That’s all capital does, and to not help those in need would be to commit a grave, insurmountable error! We give back to each other by refusing to sell ourselves to the lowest bidders imaginable; we whore ourselves for Gothic [gay-anarcho] Communism: by spitting on Medusa’s trapdoor pussy before we pin her to the wall, lubricating revolution however we can—during explosive combative sex!

[artist: Harmony Corrupted]

Medusa isn’t something that exists in a vacuum, then, nor is it merely a device of police hegemony against criminalized elements who aren’t allowed to resist the state’s sudden and merciless terror attacks; we can take her as a poetic device and embody furious, horny and rebellious aspects of ourselves and our own frustration, yearning and longing the state will only try to rape and repress labor with. Medusa unseals such documentation, herself an “ancient,” found document of the Gothic style.

A new Satanic cathedral, a new master of the universe—us, haunting the counterfeit and abjection process! “Look on my Works, ye Mighty, and despair!” Our fortresses, our operas, our titanic passion something that cannot be contained, silenced or ignored taking us to paradise upside-down [salvation being a metaphor for orgasm that we enact in this life, and pervert in the bargain]! It’s a Gothic castle to give voice to rape by playing with it in “unspeakable” forms/darkness visible we can unpack room by room, at whatever pace we require to heal: to express vulnerability yet gain confidence, self-respect and growth recovering from self-hatred, internalized bigotry and impostor/mirror syndrome, etc, on the same road to Hell; re: the postpunk world-in-decay where rebirth is joyously found, the doomed inside gravitating towards the convulsionnaire’s psychosexual martyrdom and sweet theatrical release promoting better things, mid-infernal-concentric-pattern, mise-en-abyme and Cycle of Kings, etc; e.g., the haunted house, Gothic castle, or circular ruin [see my work on Metroidvania for more examples]: the monstrous-feminine villain of the classic monomyth, reversed through Gothic homecomings to break Capitalist Realism with, inside the same endless loop of dying space-time!

Royalty are fluent in the language of service and bondage; Gothic theatre is a safe, campy space to play with powerful things that people like, including dark faeries that mirror the Gorgon as—above all else—a strict taskmaster and ironically “cruel” mistress [rawr]. Nothing is more powerful or loved/feared than Medusa, a liberated whore reversing abjection on her Aegis; boundless and bare, the dark faerie—suddenly naked—is exposed as mighty-mighty and upon the black mirror’s sleek surface: paradoxically ripe for the taking as she haunts the nuclear model with rape and whose “rape,” during ludo-Gothic BDSM, is haunted by nuclear abuse hunting witches! As Matthew Lewis showed us, we can play and speak to genocide by flaunting pain as an aesthetic linked to sex, but stay able to detach from and camp it with royal aplomb!

To better the instruction and regain control during her revenge against profit, Medusa knows your darkest desires. She’s seen and done it all, only asking that when it’s her turn, you ravish her wrecking-ball ass just the way she likes [with Harmony being agender and fluid in her expression—an avatar of the monstrous-feminine, hence Gothic Communism beyond herself, the war she makes towards liberation seen chaotically on her surfaces and in her dark, wet thresholds]! “There you go! Good boy! Fuck mommy just like that! Mount, now heave to! Ride the lightning all full speed!”

[artist: Harmony Corrupted]

The medieval, faux or not, enjoys marrying popular culture to the language of strength, faulty bloodlines, questionable destiny and weakness [to be weak for someone/show vulnerability around them] that it might adequately speak to larger forces at play/get to the bottom of things [the Gothic loves puns]. Revolution, then, is very much something to get into the mood of through these pernicious elements’ flexible camp and persistently rigid “sticking-to” of our arguments. So push her face down into the bed; stab her demon pussy to humanize the harvest! Fantasies of subjugation/dark mastery go both ways; Gothic Communism brings them [and the dark faerie/whore of nature] out of the bedroom [re: Foucault] and into daily life once more! PRAXIS SYNTHESIZED; Medusa can’t die/always hungers for more cum from gentlemen callers!

More to the point, invoking Medusa’s famous aptitude for punishment [and threshold for pain] becomes an opportunity to let down one’s guard and take homerun-style “power shots” of a controlled and playful variety—to spar more aggressively than you might elsewhere when camping rape with some degree of seriousness! To turn up the heat, mid-kayfabe, Medusa [and her veteran initiative] can give as good as she gets, the exposure of nudity something that bounces pain back less like turtles and more like mating porcupines charging their batteries!

[model and artist: Harmony Corrupted and Persephone van der Waard] 

Something is always given and received per exchange. As Harmony shows us, Medusa is something to perform towards universal liberation by Gothic means and motivations; i.e., by paralyzing capital through rude, alien suggestions of rape putting “rape” in quotes, but haunted by its darker side on the Aegis. So don’t fear the reaper—court her and see what she has to say! Witness, mid-capture, Medusa’s dark castle of unholy butt sex, looming deliciously to devour your misguided sense of piety! To squish your junk and your brain, crushing your stupid, costly preconceptions handed down by bourgeois idiots! To invite you to investigate her tremendous, moon-sized urges and wicked, Kegel-esque palpitations, she’ll have you realize [sooner or later] that all workers are gods waiting to wake up and take back what’s theirs from state pretenders!

Revolution is a duel, and it pays to be awake; a champion galvanizer, Medusa gets your attention and keeps it. So wake up, take hold, and reclaim through faerie apocalypse [revelation]: we can have what we want/need not be careful what we wish for! This realizes during state degrowth, the latter occurring by vacillating chemotherapy—a dark-pulse tone poem pushing forbidden things along while disguising our faerie selves behind earthly “beards”; i.e., as controlled opposition, shrinking the bourgeoisie like a tumor! Animal magnetism sets in among commercialized doubles; we camp canon by doubling it—achieving actual, genuine rebellion that mirrors false, recuperated forms, inside the same Gothic mode. Actual martyrdom haunts nature as our domain, our psychosexual “martyrdom” flaunting our power [e.g., our plunging necklines or short skirts] to fuck with those who can’t rape us short of crossing the lines that we install [re: rape is impossible within boundaries of mutual consent, whose cementing undermines Capitalist Realism and its “boundaries for me, not for thee” nonsense]! Nazis [and liberals/moderates] normalize rape in ways our healing from rape—through the regaining of agency and boundaries, during ludo-Gothic BDSM as a public advertisement—helps prevent!

[artist: Akii Desu] 

Such treatment, and its umbral radiation healing emotional damage with “damage,” requires concentration in multiple turnings of that word; i.e., as a matter of potency and focus, delivered through concentrated forms; e.g. Blake’s corroding fires—to handle with care, but dispense with glee, convincing through the molding of a hellish statuesque by virtue of intense, profound reactions [chemical, physical or otherwise] greasing the wheels. Though merited [and fun] in its execution, the sacking of “Rome” isn’t drama for its own sake, but a performative, collaborative vein of counterterrorist activism; i.e., brothel espionage engaged with and expressed through vintage Gothic theatrics’ opaque transparencies; e.g., bodies, costumes, masks, roleplay scenarios, locations, idioms, medieval nostalgia, bad puns, dirty jokes, hardcore sex and penetration, lewd commentaries, genre conventions and clichés; physiological responses like sexual tension and release, throbbing orgasms, medicinal pain, belly laughter and all-around letting off steam; the assorted emotional thrills, consent-non-consent, torn panties and exposed genitals of courtly love; the Gothic’s obsession with paranormal antics, drama, comedy and all-around mood—all playing with power-as-monstrous-feminine and sex as warlike, stunning and gorgeous. It’s what we’ve been doing for this entire faerie exhibit and indeed, the whole book series: playing with those things that societies the world over value, and which we subvert inside of themselves to help from rape with!

Much of this healing concerns the theft of theatrical devices, onstage and off. Workers steal, cops steal; workers and cops commit violence. Weapons of terror aren’t moral or immoral, then; how they’re used—during oppositional praxis, hence class, culture and race war—is. Less a single exchange [during regular examinations and emergency consultations] and more an ongoing relationship, it’s one that happens as much with mechanism as mechanic on all registers across all groups of workers; i.e., of animals and beings of nature like faeries versus the state and its proponents/doubles tampering with or otherwise intimidating witnesses [through blackmail, extortion, even murder]. One side discourages criminality and rape through doomy language thereof; the other encourages it while reeking like a corpse: a black moon rising but also a string of dark planets seemingly vacant but haunted by Numinous, monstrous-feminine potential!

In turn, faeries are canonically things to be caught, except our beauteous orbs are too big to capture; our praxis, but also our pussies, are wetter and looser than Radcliffe’s probably[34] was, those and other social-sexual implements pulling you under our faerie lakes [drenching spheres] and keeping you there—i.e., during live burial as, per Segewick, a commentary on libido tied to various forces/medieval poetics at work, and which we concern with dialectical-material, not psychological models [again, darkness visible and not the murky and far-less-precise models used by those schools of thought that proceeded Marx, deliberately choosing to ignore the historical-material elements he applied to monsters decades before Freud and company abandoned them]! Pillars of monsters, magic and myth, these dark faeries deliver pleasure and pain to prevent trauma, thus command respect and demand discipline from their bottoms: teamwork makes the dream work, healing from “rape” by playing with it, in quotes. As far as survivors go, we’re preaching to the choir!

[artists (clockwise, starting top-left): Romantic Rose, Sinead, Harmony Corrupted, Nyx, Victoria, Annabel Morningstar, Mugiwara, Crow, and Angel Witch]

 

“PUSSY VANQUISHED” or “PUSSY SLAYER VANQUISHED,” we’ve done this before, but rebellion is repeatedly and collectively seditious; re: a collage-like drum to beat, time and time again, among a polity of co-conspirators [above] breeding rebellion through sex on the brain—as something to chase down/get to the bottom of by restoring the mobility of activism [and critical thought] from its turgid, praxially-inert stasis and shell. We’re not sugar-coating the bitter pill to conceal anything scandalous, but operate through sugar and scandal in faux-medieval to speak to toxic, sinister or otherwise controversial devices that—unobserved and undigested by the picky eaters—can go completely unnoticed. Revolutionary cryptonymy points a big combative sign at genocide to prevent its continuation [often through kayfabe, sex and force duking things out, on and offstage]: a garden of shattered innocence, promoting psychosexual healing through “martyrdom,” cultured intuition, and unbridled passion tethered—if not on actual leads—then through bodies, rulesets, and systems of exchange that ground and facilitate the excitement of such grandiose, out-of-control sensations! So do we go beyond our comfort zones; i.e., seeking satisfaction, we adjust to colder comforts warming our plump godly backsides:

(artist: TMFD)

To it, the Gothic—but especially Gothic Communism—is all about application, practice and informed interactions, not rote transaction; i.e., playing with taboo things that we enjoy camping in non-harmful forms, lowering the odds of systemic harm taking place when dashing Capitalist Realism: through fakery and rituals coded to prevent harm, addressing unspeakable things in ways that give them a language, hence voice to speak out with [which capital tries to alienate us from]. In other words, you are what you eat; we’re a diet of pain prescribed by us, not the state’s harmful, policing varieties! I, for example love sluts and playing with them; i.e., as mommy-like and virally potent, which faeries are, but also, to some degree, make-believe. The cryptonymic, holistic idea is to resonate using controlled substances that, faerie-like and in control, speak to abuse beyond our control that, performed in fake ways, touch on socio-material change through buffers; re: speaking out while protecting ourselves; e.g., we can camp Christianity through faerie-like doubles that—when push comes to shove—let us say to the offended bad-faith parties rattling sabers, they’re “just” faeries; re: the “just play” defense, treating our threats as emptier than they seem, “style over substance.”

While silence is genocide and segregation is no protection from rape—and a bigotry for one is a bigotry for all, requiring universal emancipation—there isn’t a monopoly on dishonesty and the enjoyment of guilty pleasure/demonic speaking through pain, panic and death [dark faeries are death faeries, more or less]. We can lie to protect ourselves, but also be more honest than state proponents with the same lateral, unorthodox devices, enjoying them to endorsing liberation through said machinations [re: Sarkeesian]. In turn, we can be smarter than them when setting up our revelations’ cryptonymic hall of mirrors; re: liberation and exploitation share the same spaces, surfaces and thresholds, but also confused, engorged organs of sight/tools of overall perception and disguise. Forget pocket sand, vivid concealment is the dark faerie’s primary weapon! Borrowed from medieval thought [of torture; e.g., stigmata, below] and inserted into half-real medieval hauntologies and their dark Aegises, we reverse abjection through the cryptonymy process sundering Capitalism Realism with apocalyptic language: to show and behold just that, in the faerie flesh! A Great Destroyer mending through the transmutation of darkness and pain, marrying strict to gentle but carrying the usual otherworldly elements of royal command that dark faeries are known for to escape unironic, non-consensual mastery!

[artists: Romantic Rose]

Milton had the right idea; re: “The mind its own place,” a thing to swell with darkness visible, allowing for expanded consciousness, mid-activism. Faeries, then, make anything possible, insofar as “death” can happen onstage, but also radical wish fulfilment through repressed desires that, sure enough, carry offstage during our aforementioned dark trades; i.e., of darkness visible, which happen through demonic exchange and transformation as an oft-hyperbolic poetic act; e.g., their alter-ego, superhero/supervillain’s too-tall bodies, and too-big boobies [mammoth milkers] and butts’ enormous, immodest implications promising profound, improper revelation while cryptonymically winking sardonic charm/radiating faerie ahegao from the bruised-and-bleeding flesh: about half-real potentialities to tilt towards that, unto themselves, “tilt” [enrage] those of the audience still in Plato’s cave [“If we spirits have offended, think but this and all is mended…”]. The paradox of rape and it’s revenge-made-visible, then—but also the monstrous-feminine as a nurturing-scaring warrior maternal—lies in the immediate visual ambiguity of such reenactments but also the presumed futility in defeating them. Death cannot be conquered, and murder (and rape) always will out. That’s what darkness visible is, and by extension, swole’ demon mommies, which we’ll look at next.

[artist: BS Art]

In this respect, dark faeries [and their infernal castles promoting enormously obscure power] function like Medusa does; i.e., speaking to how rape destroys us [and classically is survived by turning into different objects; e.g., a tree] but, through a radical desire to heal from rape by systemically preventing it in paradoxical ways, becomes the very darkness we’ve been performing this entire exhibit: a world without rape, the power to prevent it in our hands subverting hyperbolic beauty standards by Gothically upending purity arguments! For the capitalist, they cannot foresee such a place; to show such profound and whorish/profane recipients of abuse—out in the open, playing with rape as an exhibit—is to threaten capitalist with a post-rape planet. God forbid, right? The thought turns them to stone.

Like Satan, faerie royals are gods/superhumans. They tower to provide dramatic effect, but also invite troubling comparison; i.e., for recess and relapse, absurdity and surrealism, they double our desires, but also conventional mechanisms of power used at cross purposes during oppositional praxis: curating a reality—one within that classic Gothic half-reality caught between complete fakery and total reality—to engage with through age-old power fantasies, including royalty and their power to change peoples’ lives on a whim [often through ransom and arranged marriages, but also medieval, virgin-queen[35] sex games and all-around Faustian elevation[36]]. And, as anyone skilled in the war of war will tell you, warfare isn’t just on the obvious fields with clear-cut uniforms; it’s a theatre that bleeds into daily life through darkness visible, including sex [especially monstrous sex; re: Amazonomachia more broadly] as something to play out, perform and interrogate while negotiating our rights. That’s ultimately what dark faeries are: a theatre of war through psychosexual weaponry that, true enough, is measured by size and aesthetic, but ratified through sex and force performed among or regarding those devices as demonic, dark-yet-visible; re: Faust and Prometheus.

We’ll examine those devices more, deeper in the module. For now, recall that demons of any kind [not just faeries] seldom stay in churches, and that states [through a Protestant ethic] aren’t overtly ecclesiastical. Nevertheless, there remains a cryptonymic, hidden-visible element of sedition to faeries and their own sense of otherworldly glory making us come [to paradise]—a potential to camp that must be embraced, then crystalized in what we create, playfully developing Gothic Communism using what we got. However we do it—be that armored when nude or nude when armored during the whore’s paradox, through kayfabe as psychomachy or Amazonomachia—we are life and the state is death; the state is ultimately incompatible with us, and we camp its inherently unequal canon from exchange to cryptonymic exchange using our shield-like Aegis to have the whore’s revenge against profit: “No pasarán!” There is always another princess in another castle, the bare and level sands stretching far away as we quest for the Gothic-Communist Numinous, cryptomimetically liberating Medusa during cryptonymy’s praxial synthesis; re: in collaborative exhibits like this one!

So is abjection dialectically-materially reversed through the faerie’s demonic trades, its anisotropic vengeance parsed in cryptomimetic and hauntological arbitration. In turn, such litigation frequently occupies chronotopic spheres [re: mise-en-abyme and castles-in-the-flesh] that freeze our attackers in place with darkness visible. Such oscillating duality and liminality is something to occupy across/upon/within people and place—not to rank rape or justify some variant, but prevent all harm while walking away from Omelas as a group of friends [and friends of friends, of friends of friends, and so on].

Doing show should antagonize and provoke not one, but all: through a similarity amid difference! Found again/for the first time through Gothic paradox and reinvention, we faeries and witches dive into Styx. We do so above water and ground; i.e., out from the forests shrunk by capital and into urban territories made, like Radcliffe’s Black Veil, afraid of such things. Their city streets and night skies clouded with smoke, we make ourselves at home; i.e., when bringing Hell home to ferry you there, too—not as punishment, but invitations one and all calling you back to where you belong! “Hell’s bells, Satan’s callin’ for you!”

So kneel if you want! Just have the courage to step on through…)

“What dost thou want?” Again, the devil is in the details—cloudy from aesthetic but clear as day from a dialectical-material standpoint: challenging profit through the performance of power during ludo-Gothic BDSM; re: specifically that of dark faeries, breaking Capitalist Realism through Satanic (or otherwise abject) wish fulfillment! Their darkness visible promotes a world without end, hitting us where it hurts and pleases to heal from rape. In broaching post-scarcity with medieval pre-capitalist language to have the whore’s revenge, the language of unhappiness can lead to happier spheres, blazing a curious trail in the bargain (not all roads lead to Rome):

(artist: Nico)

So concludes the dark faerie (ruler) collaboration! Next, we’ll examine a no less strict, but openly warrior class of monstrous-feminine (and its fiery and militant examples of the Amazon taken beyond earthly realms)—swole’ demon mommies in a postcolonial close-read about forbidden love!

Onto “‘Trial by Fire’: Swole’ Demon Mommies (feat. Lady Hellbender and Karlach)“!


Footnotes

[1] Also spelled “fairy,” and referred to as bean sidhe, which translates to “fairy woman/woman of the burial mounds”; i.e., often to a royal degree; e.g., a faerie queen or princess—classically of the otherworld, netherworld, Numinous beyond, Hell, etc. I’ll be sticking to “faerie” for the most part, just to keep things consistent (and because “fairy” often sounds daintier than “faerie”; e.g., fairy princess).

[2] Including verbal abuse; e.g., the speedrunner Bubzia cursing out the boos from Mario 64 during a blindfolded run: “You… stupid, piece-of-shit ghost!” (“I DESTROYED This Blindfolded SM64 Speedrun,” 2024; timestamp: 19:55)

[3] Blood libel, sodomy and witchcraft are all classically criminal charges against non-Christian bodies of the medieval world, which would segue into queerphobia in the 1700s and beyond, under capital (re: “Leaving the Closet; or, a Trans Woman’s Scholarly Contributions to Older Histories of Sodomy and Queer Love,” 2024). So while witch hunts classically targeted Pagan cis women, blood libel targeted Jews, and sodomy targeted homosexual men, these have been reconfigured under neoliberal, late-stage Capitalism; i.e., to select rebellious monstrous-feminine groups in bad-faith, pitting those against good-faith groups using the same aesthetic one is colonizing and the other decolonizing.

[4] Limited by human imagination and desire (for sex, revenge, and other policed areas), which is to say, completely unlimited save how capital shapes our ability to imagine and how we, as workers, challenge that.

[5] Refer to “A Rape Reprise” for my definitions of rape, themselves lifted from the Poetry Module’s “A Note About Rape/Rape Play” and “Psychosexual Martyrdom“).

[6] This being said, Black Phillip is known as a goat who turns into a man; i.e., as the ominous black curtain Eggers torments the audience with and eventually pulls aside, stripping everyone naked. We’ll explore anthropomorphism and “skin-changing” much more in “Call of the Wild.”

[7] The Gothic, as usual, is obsessed with old, vengeful sites/rites of return; i.e., by nature and those “of it” reclaiming the land and the colonial home from current imposters. The reappearance of faerie royals speaks to a postcolonial, hauntological apocalypse where old kings and queens closer to nature, but also their dark gods, come home to roost; i.e., by reminding Christians they never left—that they were never exterminated, thus seek dislocated, aged and alien-faerie revenge from across the sea and into the New World (witches behaving similar to Dracula, but also goblins in this respect, the Puritans having been chased out of England to punch down against older colonial victims: not the Irish and the Catholics or Jewish people, but the witches of Celtic myth borrowed from Samhain and other druidic harvest rituals).

Satan is one such faerie—a dark wishmaster tempting Puritan girls with liberation, till they whither from old age/exposure and become his wicked hags. The harvest is poor for the girl’s family because they’re all on the menu and she, possessed by the bean sidhe* spirit of heretics (the ancient victim/rival of English fanaticism) is killing them, one by one; re: the grim harvest, the revenge of the Corn Lady on those normally holding the sickle!

*Myth commonly occupies a xenophobic track. Bean sidhe—according to English myth demonizing the pre-Teutonic and pre-Norman Celts into the Irish Catholics and secular Irish—were considered a death omen; their shrill, unruly cries, similar to the Medusa’s gaze, were thought to be able to strike the listener dead, once heard! In short, the rage of such ghosts is a black mirror to strike the guilty dead for having stayed silent about rape while alive! It’s a tool of monstrous-feminine revenge, which the colonizer uses against their usual victims; i.e., by turning them into DARVO-style bogeywomen for not killing home rule with kindness! It’s tone-policing tampering with the witness, calling their testimony “poison” to alienate them [divide and conquer].

The purpose of the witch, then, is to carry the Puritan’s guilt of imperial inheritance, which balloons through their own self-righteousness and overdependence; i.e., on invented enemies to aggrandize themselves and rape the land they abject onto their new area of divine providence (whose perceived criminality watches them through the witch’s uncanny animal familiars, framing the American Indigenous in a New England light). The daughter is possessed not by xenoglossia, then, but by anarchist wish fulfillment; i.e., to destroy her family, who she resents as the real criminals; e.g., her teenage brother lusting after her, but also her demented mother slut-shaming her.

In turn, the witch embodies the Sphinx’ Riddle turned on its head, the witch of youthful whore and aged crone hidden inside the mind of an increasingly vengeful maiden evoking the witch at her annoying twin siblings: “But I am that very witch!” She’s a dog soldier guerilla, warring from the shadows; i.e., by changing shape and size, but also age to embody and invoke mass hysteria—the Puritan’s weapon of choice—against them. Lurking in twilight between day and night, familial suspicion convinces her own flesh and blood that she commands nature and dark wishes to turn the Puritans against each other and, in the process, use terror weapons to ultimately undo the bloodline of nature’s enemies; she’s an imposter for what the Puritans call “enemy” (re: Milton’s “arch-fiend”) having chased them out of house and home (the characters—pariahs themselves, banished by a colony of heretics—are often homesick) and denying it to them, here, in a hauntologized, pre-colonial America: the destruction of the nuclear home by its “anti” double changeling.

Per black/white us versus them and the dialectic of shelter and the alien, nature is criminal invading the Puritans’ sense of unsteady home. Satan, in that respect, might seem like Charles Manson and the witch as one of his Manson girls; i.e., bog-standard Gothic, but haunted by genocide as the ghost of the counterfeit. Closer to the mark, he’s a terrorist fighting for land back, dressed up as a gangster/pimp the Puritans can recognize dancing on their graves! Classic centrist projection (of moral teams), and yet the Gothic works through allegory to secret critical thought into viewers’ brains. Eggers stays comfortably inside the Puritan fear space, but despite this semblance of white moderacy devotes the entirety of its runtime to crucify them; i.e., as a black parody of their values, speaking in the language of morality to hoist them on their own petards. It’s a witch hunt, one where the witch hunts the witch hunters. It’s intensely critical of the Puritans, lambasting them in a classic, New-England, Hawthornean polemic obsessed with Salem’s awful reputation and desire for revenge! There are no good witches in Eggers’ film; just black witches having their revenge.

In turn, Eggers’ film is directed at current-day Puritans-by-another-name: Christian nationalists. The victims of the film think themselves righteous, undeserving of violence, but from our perspective they’re the most radical and delusional of them all. They do it to themselves, while those most often forced into monstrous-feminine, scapegoat positions retreat from family life; i.e., as having been designed, from the start, to harm insubordinate, tokenized women, and for which they seek the whore’s black, monstrous-feminine revenge against; e.g., the opening “baby-mashing” scene being phallic and vaginal, the witch’s pestle-like broom and mortar-like bowl an Archaic Mother’s vagina dentata wielded by a phallic woman making chunky baby batter (above) with her enemies’ spawn (terror weapons include horror—to invoke disgust and dehumanize one’s victims); re: Lady Macbeth: “Come to my woman’s breasts, / And take my milk for gall, you murth’ring ministers, / Wherever in your sightless substances / You wait on Nature’s mischief!” It’s an identity and taboo (unthinkable*) act of defiance told through monstrous argument—the land defending itself from Divine Right and Manifest Destiny by reversing abjection at the source: wolfing down the next-in-line! “Stare and tremble!” Matthew Lewis is alive and well (whose novel, The Monk, also features a famous scene with a dead rotting baby crawling with worms)!

*With infanticide DARVO being a classic weapon of settler colonists, who use their women and children as human shields. The witch reduces the baby (whose pregnancy historically embodies a threat of death and enslavement to married and unmarried women, alike) as something to render down and empower her disgusting revenge (death from the skies)! Furthermore, the wet slapping sound of the witch’s broom during the infanticide scene plays later in the film; i.e., when the then-widowed mother “turns,” seeking revenge against the surviving daughter—by accusing her of seducing father and son! Incest and infanticide, Horace Walpole’s Mysterious Mother once again leaps to mind!

So if you find yourself chilled and quaking in the witch’s indeterminate presence and feeling sorry for the Puritans (who are made by Eggers to be as incompetent and unlikeable as possible), it’s merely a reminder of your own privileged position wreathed in ghostly counterfeit, but also the call of the void towards more humane orders of existence couched in barbarity. That’s what dark faeries classically portend, however unsightly they come to us in our dreams (re: like Satan, disguised as a toad to tempt Eve in her sleep): to pour sweet poison in our ears, and cloud our eyes with crystal darkness!

[8] Cameron doing so in the style of the noir and Western, but also zombie film turning the police into a victim of their own abuses come back to haunt them; i.e., from the tech-noir retro-future! Doing so carries a rebellious signature (if not downright conviction, in Cameron’s case) because the slasher’s normal, canonical usage is to scare teenagers into not having extramarital sex; i.e., while being a guilty pleasure that, among couples married or not, is used to excite particular fears and, sure enough, raise libido in times of perceived danger/elevated panic (with the heroes of the movie fucking while on the run from their tireless assassin). Per Hogel, the middle class eats that shit up (re: through various fandoms and refrains, above), driving the process of abjection to feed the profit motive.

[9] E.g., Link, the Hero of Time from Zelda, capturing smaller faeries in bottles, but gaining boons at faerie fountains housing Great Faeries he cannot bottle (re: size difference)!

(artist: Persephone van der Waard)

[10] One of dark, vengeful, monstrous-feminine gods; re: Creed and Freud, vis-à-vis Medusa.

[11] Darkness and chaos being classically female; re: Jung’s female chaos dragon.

[12] Re: Titania being a stand-in for Queen Elizabeth, a woman who never married or bore children, which Shakespeare, a gay man, envisioned as our aforementioned fairy queen from A Midsummer Night’s Dream.

[13] The Gothic loves violent sexual metaphors, which speak adequately to queer hyphenations of criminal sex and force that, just as well, speak to demons and their psychosexuality at large: the faerie ornamentation of violence, but also the its rude slumming (re: gentrification and decay).

[14] A classic Gothic signature, alongside live burial tropes and the decay of state mastery through various fetishes and clichés, and dated, revived conventions stressed for their simultaneous age, barbarity and profound regeneration. These sit in between boundaries concerned with sex as a weakness, but also a death warrant that executes when consumed; re: sex equals death when one’s virtue is “weak.” The Gothic, cloaked in the spectre of organized religion and the Protestant ethic, camps such nonsense inside of itself.

[15] Re: ACAB and ASAB. The state and its traitors (cops) exploit and rape everything for profit, thus control—the two historically-materially going hand-in-hand; i.e. through state illusions and force, thus neoliberal reinvention (mis)using such methods on a regular basis. These include corruption, lobbying and bribes, but also police brutality and various other activities (espionage, assassinations, etc) occurring onstage and off. Less a corrupting of the system and more lubricating it through boom-and-bust with the trifectas, monopolies and qualities of capital, these are things working very much by design. Profit, above all else, facilitates the half-real mechanisms at work, including genocide (war and rape) as a simple consequence of state and corporate operations. They only exist to exploit nature and workers as monstrous-feminine (re: through the usual ethnocentric, canonically essentialist revenge arguments), but that’s all the state is made to perform: divide and conquer for profit, that’s it.

Furthermore, said motive might be haunted by older forms of empire (the ghost of the counterfeit), but within the present state of affairs, profit supersedes these ghosts, which it pimps out in some shape or form; it charters them in the same mapped-out spheres, like everything else. So while everyone likes the whore, the state needs her as something to attack/surrender territory to before clawing it all back: holding a gun to nature’s head, forcing sex in a rush that, turning her into carrot and stick, takes away all choice. Everything is taxable, written up as “the cost of doing business.” Unequal, myopic, panoptic—the state works for one purpose, regardless of scope and scale: to privatize thus exploit and reduce everything to profit; i.e., free enterprise (which neoliberalism is) and negative freedom for the owner class, hence billionaires.

[16] While both animals are known for their cute battle cries, rain frogs are further referred to as “potato fairies.”

[17] I.e., Scott’s film emblematic of Shelley’s Frankenstein novel, both haunted by Red Scare vis-à-vis Invasion of the Body Snatchers from 1956 onwards, the latter inspired by Lovecraft’s “The Colour Out of Space” or At of the Mountains of Madness from the 1930s, H.G. Wells’ War of the Worlds from 1898, and older xenophobia/Orientalism from Conrad, Poe, and Radcliffe, etc, reaching back into Antiquity’s fear of the legendary guerilla and barbarian general, Hannibal (who Scipio Africanus defeated in battle, only doing so after Hannibal’s famed crossing of the Alps).

[18] Re, Chris Baldrick’s introduction to The Oxford Book of Gothic Tales (2009): “For the Gothic effect to be attained, a tale should combine a fearful sense of inheritance in time with a claustrophobic sense of enclosure in space, these two dimensions reinforcing one another to produce an impression of sickening descent into disintegration” (source). This, for us whores, becomes something to thrive inside, regenerating like a zombie might, but also a demon; i.e., the faerie, in its chrysalis, changing shape to better suit itself in a hostile environment.

[19] Labyrinths, like any dungeon, aren’t cheap. The Labyrinth of Crete, for example, was designed for King Minos by Daedalus and his son, Icarus. By comparison, Gothic fiction miraculously takes what is normally expensive and lets anyone design any cathedral they wish (often with as little as their naked bodies)!

[20] The slots in castle walls from which arrows, bolts and other missiles were fired from relative safety.

[21] A violent outburst of a given crop preventing holocaust (re: “Disgustipated” and “the cry of the carrots”) by turning the harvest back on itself—with ass being a much-needed spice to revolution! Anyone can be a faerie/use faerie devices as weapons of terror to shock and dismantle the state and state bigotry (as racist, sexist and homophobic, etc). Like the human body as something to advertise, such weapons take infinite forms (and beckon “sodomy” as anything extramarital/non-PIV that stalls state engines with; e.g., oral or anal, but also even more repulsive [to the state] forms of kink I don’t tend to advertise); i.e., Crawford’s invention of terrorism and Asprey’s paradox of terror become, per my arguments, Amazonian devices of terror (re: anal sex and similar sodomy devices) that apply neatly to our work: turning the state—normally hunting and pimping nature through its own monopolies—into something workers and nature hunt in response by showing them our ass humanized under demonizing conditions; re: “darkness” being anything that upends state order by iconoclastic means! To cover up is to segregate and silence, thus sentence ourselves to our fate.

[22] The text featured on Nyx’s Twitter banner image; emphasis, me.

(source)

[23] Including the battering of housewives and similar victims’ confusion of predatory/prey, pleasure/pain, fight/flight and vaso vagal, which other animals can’t experience or perform (for sex-positive or sex-coercive reasons) like humans (and their Gothic parentage) can.

[24] For a good example of this from the Undead Module, consider “Away with the Faeries; or, Double Trouble in Axiom Verge” (2024).

[25] What Horace Walpole called “secret sin; [an] untold tale, that art cannot extract, nor penance cleanse” from The Mysterious Mother (1768); re (from Volume One):

The Western world is generally a place that testifies to its own traumas by fabricating them; i.e., as markers of sovereignty that remain historically unkind to specific groups that nevertheless survive within them as ghosts of unspeakable events linked to systemic abuse. Trauma, in turn, survives through stories corrupted by the presence of said abuse. There is a home resembling a castle, where a ghost—often of a woman—lurks inside having been met with a sorry fate (source: Healing from Rape,” 2023).

That story was about double incest; any reclamation we enact (about rape and general harm) is generally couched within poetry and mythmaking to some extent—if not because what we say is false then because it will be treated as false, mythical, or otherwise make-believe (as faeries are). Paradoxically, the Gothic castle works as a way to process things that will otherwise be denied outright. The effect is less a strict, positive-sounding euphemism, and more a sex symbol that expresses through violence to conceal sexual abuse (and pleasure) behind; re: the cryptonymy process pointing to all manner of things inside the inky charnel house—where such things get up and move around in uncanny (animate-inanimate) miniature and gigantic forms (often suits of armor)!

[26] For the power of speculation as highly developed; i.e., owing to capital being less developed than it currently is; e.g., Radcliffe’s painterly view of the world in a, at times, very literal sense:

One of the unique aspects of Ann Radcliffe’s novels is her emphasis on landscape. […]

Similarly, theories of landscape are tied to particular settings in the novel. The three main settings for the novel are the different “homes” that Emily inhabits: La Valée, the castle of Udolpho, and Château-le-Blanc. La Valée “is a sheltered and highly sentimental world, a version of a Rousseauian ideal community,” (Kilgour, 114) where Emily “receives a moral and sentimental education from her father,” (Murray, 115) St. Aubert. Emily will take with her the moral lessons of her idyllic home to a more hostile landscape, as is captured by the Castle of Udolpho. Thus, La Valée and Udolpho represent the beautiful and the sublime: “[p]leasurable sentiments characterize the first world; sensations of terror characterize the second. Obscurity replaces light, mystery replaces openness” (Murray, 115). Situated on a towering mountain in the Apennines, the castle of Udolpho is “[s]ilent, lonely and sublime[. It] seemed to stand the sovereign of the scene, and to frown defiance on all, who dared to invade its solitary reign” (Radcliffe, 227).  The Château-le-Blanc, in contrast, contains elements of both the beautiful and the sublime; it is a more ambiguous space (an ancestral castle that is modernized by its owner), in which Emily has to negotiate between appearance and reality (Murray, 128).

Like the characters’ relation to nature indicates their moral character, so the setting’s relation to the surrounding landscape reveals the character of its owner (Kilgour, 119). For example, La Vallée is in harmony with its surroundings, reflecting the moderation and virtue of St. Aubert, while Udolpho reflects Montoni’s tyranny by dominating the landscape (Kilgour, 119). In this sense, setting takes on aspects of character, like the Castle in Walpole’s Otranto [source: WordPress, “Landscape, Setting, and Character,” 2011].

These castles embody a particular point of worldview we can embody for the duration of the novel, but take it outside itself to shape our own works; e.g., my books informed, love it or hate, by Radcliffe!

[27] Aka “geometries of terror”/the infernal concentric pattern (re: Aguirre); i.e., with false walls and floors, but also memories about concealed dreaded evils (re: Radcliffe)!

[28] Faers pronouns include: fae/it (any neos/they/he).

[29] Especially when a former victim’s survival mechanism has been damaged, the line between pleasure and pain blurred, but also predator and prey! Simply put, the bigger the trauma, the more usual psychosexual spaces (and their palliative-Numinous evocations) are.

[30] A saying I’ve evoked in the past when writing about trauma as something to revisit:

There clearly isn’t a monopoly on empathy as expressed through monsters, magic and metaphors—including big ones (castles), but also schools of these things playing with the ghost of the counterfeit; e.g., Radcliffe and Lewis’ Schools of Terror and Horror, but also intimations of general-purpose “necromancy” or goth culture as a psychosexual, monomythic (adventuresome) performance with kayfabe elements: “Zombie Marx or Zombie Twain? Choose your fighter!”

Nevertheless, our juggling and balance in whatever contributions we can supply is important. Again, don’t suffer for your art if you can help it. But also remember that trauma attracts trauma, weird attracts weird. The idea is to combine them in ways that alleviate sickness, stress, tension and harm, but also avoid predation by perfidious elements in our daily lives coming from structural abuse: the Gothic castle as a beacon to attract and house the like-minded while the state tries, as it always does, to dominate us through its own victims.

Yet despite having previously discussed martyrs as a powerful form of reverse abjection, it’s not something that should be shot for each and every time. It’s done out of pure necessity and frustration, which we want to move away from. A classic (thus sacrificial) state of grace is no substitute for systemic change. We need to be more constructive and inventive when the options are available; i.e., to offer up enriching poetic gestures that lead to socio-material change without us dying routinely and en masse as a result (as the rats who follow the Pied Piper do). “Magic, myths and monsters” means taking what we need and putting things that seem like they won’t fit together together and passing through barriers that, for the Gothic, is a piece of cake (see, below) [source: “A Song Written in Decay,” 2024].

(artist: Cuwu)

The idea is to learn from our collective but also individual past mistakes; re: “to dominate us through its own victims”; e.g., Jadis dominating me and me revisiting the grave of our relationship to ruminate on our abuse as something exchanged between us, them to me:

Weird attracts weird, trauma attracts trauma. I don’t wish to hide the fact that I loved and made allowances for my abuser because I most certainly did (and still am always reminded of that, through these rememories of them). Nor do I wish to change them, after the fact. That only happens when they decide to (and until then, they simply take and take, having no reason to change). To my most antagonistic abuser (the most Hurtful Abuser Award actually goes to Zeuhl, oddly enough), I merely wish to leave some parting words as we begin our segue into the sorts of monomythical forms you were doubtless inspired by when brutalizing me (source: “Escaping Jadis; or, Running Up that Hill,” 2024).

Only by interacting holistically and repeatedly with the past as “past” can we build devices to play with and prevent the same old mistakes on a systemic level

[31] Escape of the maze, in Gothic, happens inside itself.

[32] The radiative aura that faeries classically exude, used to paralyze the recipient(s) witnessing it. In regal terms, it could be called “majesty” but often likens to a vain, drug-like torpor not unlike vampires and their own seductive charm.

[33] Per the master/slave dynamic, which in Gothic, is often code for more prurient activities demanded by rulers of their slaves; e.g., “kneel” = “suck my cock.” They’ve come to be the rulers of you all!

[34] Though given her secretive nature—and tendency to write what, for all intents and purposes, is torture porn—I’d hazard to guess that ol’ Radcliffe probably experienced more than her fair share of wet nethers!

[35] Extending to royals not expected to produce a male heir to the throne; i.e., aristocratic privilege, romanced in Gothic fiction since Walpole and through the chronotope as saturated with such promises: of sex and force from a dynastic hereditary standpoint (re: Bakhtin). In short, power is measured in space and time through marriage as traceable through motion as much bloodline, the two hardly separate in Gothic stories throwing them into dis(re)pute!

[36] Generally through sacrifice during quid pro quo.

Book Sample: A Paucity of Time

This blog post is part of “Deal with the Devil,” a third promotion originally inspired by the first and second ones I did with Harmony Corrupted: “Brace for Impact” and “Searching for Secrets” (2024). The first promotion was meant to promote and provide Volume Two, part one’s individual pieces for easy public viewing (it has since become a full, published book module: the Poetry Module). “Deal with the Devil” shall do the same, but with Volume Two, part two’s opening/thesis section and one of its two Monster Modules, Demons (the “Searching for Secrets” promotion covered the Undead Module, which is now live). As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

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A Paucity of Time: Addressing the Rest of the Demon Module’s Relative Brevity

“I want more life, fucker!”

—Roy Batty, Blade Runner (1982)

Picking up where “Reclaiming Amazons, part two: Reclaiming Anal left off…

My original plans for the Demon Module have oscillated constantly between longer and more complicated versus relatively short, verging on inadequate. I say “oscillating” because I acknowledged earlier how there would always be a survey element to various aspects of it; re: “As such, the infinite poetic variety and limitless creative potential of demons and nature requires me to adopt a more survey-style approach for the entire module” (source: “Of Darkness and the Forbidden”); i.e., demons have infinite forms; e.g., those of nature being something we can only gloss over in the module’s remaining pages. Gothic Communism is holistic, and happens among different people taking a shared corpus of ideas and applying them differently towards a common goal: universal understanding and liberation. There’s always a different way to say the same basic things—a different time and place, space and persona, term and theory to occupy and adopt. In turn, these things frame and compound, building on themselves (often through size difference, left) to challenge state scapegoat mechanisms with: to summon and abstract as we require!

(artists: Ray Sugarbutt, Shiri Allwood, and JazzzBerrry12)

To it, all sections from here on out, unless explicitly stated, will adopt a symposium approach, thus conversational style. This means I won’t have time to reiterate arguments and reinforce these pages by steelmanning them; i.e., I cannot take everything I’ve said already about monsters (not just demons) and say them again; re (from Volume Zero): “to include or string everything into a grand necklace/dichotomy that I then trot out each and every time a given topic comes up” (source). Instead, I can only abbreviate big things and repeat small things, trusting my readers to take and reassemble my ideas henceforth, making new creative successes pursuant to revolution during oppositional praxis; re (also from Volume Zero):

This book is full of stars, so make your own shapes in the sky using the tools and keywords I supply. As long as the journey and outcome are sex-positive within a broad ergodic sphere, the exact routes you take to get there don’t really matter. So chart your own sequences. To that, revolution needs to be more than holistic; it needs to be internalized in its practitioners by exposing them to radical ideas and praxis as soon as possible, thus at as young an age as can be allowed (rest assured that fascists and centrists are doing the same thing) [ibid.].

I.e., using the Gothic to synthesize sex positivity (thus liberation) with; re (from Volume One):

Above all else, the cultivating of emotional/Gothic intelligence and class/cultural awareness remains paramount—to help workers and society liberate itself (and nature) from Capitalism, thus assist in the renewed development of Gothic Communism through sex-positive (art)work. As things to cultivate, emotional and Gothic intelligence are synonymous with social-sexual activism begot from our own diving into the imaginary past. So please, swim around and play—with language, yourselves, and figurative and literal BDSM games that renegotiate labor and unequal power exchange in sex-positive ways. Mix, match, and blend; inject or insert (so to speak). Whatever it takes to do the job in some shape or form; i.e., to recultivate the Wisdom of the Ancients, thus achieve a Gothic-Communist outcome (source).

(artist: Kitty Bit Games)

Trust me when I say that I’ve wrestled at length, back and forth, with deciding to write less about demonic sex and force than I want. There’s always more to say and revolution is less a single statement plugging up knowledge gaps (in the academic style) and more like the beating of drums, over and over, through slogans and solidarity overall. But up to this point, I’ve already written a variety of thesis arguments about demons, whores, and Amazons that concern the widespread raping of nature by the state. Those will have to do. Perhaps it’s best to avoid cramming a single book too full of different thesis statements (even concentric ones), but I feel these arguments are productive (and modular) enough concerning the whole of demonology that I should be able to say more with less. I will have to; the results of the recent election necessitate my releasing of this module (and the Praxis Volume) ahead of schedule—i.e., while I still can, even if they’re somewhat abridged or otherwise incomplete (a quality that, already felt here, will become even more apparent in “Call of the Wild’s” abbreviated writings on nature at large).

In other words, there may be a time in the near future when my kind (trans people) are considered completely illegal. I plan to release the entirety of Sex Positivity before that happens, showing my own demonic passion for Gothic Communism for others to carry into the future: that we have the power to change things through our actions, not voting (the latter mostly a middle-class game of follow the leader that endorses bourgeois decisions meant to pacify workers with).

Actions take many forms, and go beyond “pure” demonic expression at large. For instance, when I wrote the Undead Module, said module concerned socio-political action through our trauma, and means of feeding in relation to trauma, as undead; i.e., through strange appetites acquired under capital as constantly raping nature, which we subvert through reclamatory Gothic poetics synthesizing good praxis—to cultivate good social-psychosexual habits that prevent profit, thus rape by camping it through its usual poetic markers. Made with our bodies, labor and relationships, our power becomes something to “flash” on the Aegis—ourselves, persecuted like the undead so often are: by other undead forces but showing the world what power remains in spite of those trying to closet us. We expose our abuse but also that which survives abuse to thrive in light of it; i.e., functioning as undead in ways that often appear vivacious and fully alive, without obvious trauma or visible scars:

(artist: Persephone van der Waard)

With demons (and by extension the entire Demon Module), we exist in ways that, like the whore, are paradoxically forbidden-yet-ubiquitous onstage and off—entirely policed, but something the state cannot police in its entirety save through bad-faith revenge arguments monopolizing such things: portraying us as unironic monstrous-feminine demons; i.e., “of nature,” which the state must first antagonize, then destroy to keep existing as the state does: unequally as a matter of revenge against nature, extirpating it like vermin.

Our revenge, as demonic whores of nature, is to exist in spite of that, liberating ourselves with the same devices under persecution, but also outright extermination mania. That occurs through the various relationships we establish together to break Capitalist Realism with; re: by humanizing the harvest and liberating nature from state bondage, suspicion and persecution by showing the world we’re human despite our reprobate, monstrous-feminine status; i.e., as demons do—through a powerful, campy desire for revenge selecting the language of demonization for total liberation (through iconoclastic art) instead of state punishment-as-usual: “Hath not a Jew eyes? Hath not a Jew hands, organs, dimensions, senses, affections, passions? Fed with the same food, hurt with the same weapons, subject to the same diseases, healed by the same means, warmed and cooled by the same winter and summer as a Christian is? If you prick us, do we not bleed? If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?” (source).

The rest of this section (fifteen pages) shall unpack a few broader concepts the Demon Module shall tackle through holistic study and informed mutual action, despite said paucity of time.

(models and artist: Maybel and Jackie, and Persephone van der Waard)

For one, the best revenge is success, which for revolutionaries amounts to survival, solidarity and speaking out to achieve universal liberation with; i.e., in ways that denude our killers and give us our dignity amid tremendous adversity during the cryptonymy process: the cryptomimetic echo of trauma, but also darkness, knowledge and power in reimagined “past” places replete with theatrical devices as old as demons; e.g., animal masks, ancient burial rites, and the repressed anger of slaves leaking from a given “tomb’s” seditious fakeries (e.g., Ancient Egypt, above).

So often, demons speak with the voices of the dead—those long-dead, but also those treated as “dead” within the state of exception outlawing their existence; i.e., by fetishizing it as demonic to fulfill state wishes with—impossible, save under Promethean circumstance and Faustian duress, chopping off Medusa’s head. The best way to prevent that is to show our killers the head is human yet threatened by devices that, unto themselves, can be reclaimed during the dialectic; i.e., reversing abjection (us versus them) through an expanded circle of empathy weaponizing demonic language for workers, animals and the environment—with our bodies, faces, sexual acts and all-around public nudism; re: “art is love made public,” negotiated by different groups within shared exhibits illustrating mutual consent as demons so often do—while openly queer and naked:

(artists: Maybel and Jackie)

A perceived land of the gods (who classically enjoy forbidden things to consume or perform, be that ambrosia or reindeer games), our artful forgeries’ ghosts (and their aesthetic of power and death) point vengefully to a palliative-Numinous outcome; i.e., a revenge less of the pharaohs, and more of their servants haunting the same chronotopic venues to threaten the whore’s dark revenge—a subversive, genderqueer desire to change the world through demonic transaction, vis-à-vis the Wisdom of the Ancients weaponized for worker counterterror (and benefit) through Gothic counterfeit; re: camping the canon to recultivate the Superstructure.

Laden with reclaimed instruments of bigotry and alienation, we become armored when nude (and vice versa; re: Sedgewick), a mask and mirror that—in our capable, inventive hands—grants forbidden sight through historically-materially ironic, seemingly impossible vision; re: Nick Bottom’s dream from another of Shakespeare’s plays, A Midsummer Night’s Dream (1600):

Methought I was—there is no man can tell what. Methought I was, and methought I had—but man is but a patched fool if he will offer to say what methought I had. The eye of man hath not heard, the ear of man hath not seen, man’s hand is not able to taste, his tongue to conceive, nor his heart to report what my dream was (source).

Rather than strictly frighten or overwhelm, this medieval confusion of the senses shows others our happiness, organs, trades, bonds, and yes, struggles through a combined, intersectionally solidarized pedagogy of the oppressed—one healing from rape with “rape” by finding similarity amid difference; i.e., a disparate polity darkened as much by police shadows as by our own intersectional necromancy’s ludo-Gothic BDSM, and one we pointedly resurrect through Gothic poetics and active, informed labor exchange. We become human while demonized—something to show off in all its rugged splendor when reclaiming poetry-as-labor from state actors:

(artists: Maybel and Jackie)

“Hurt, not harm.” Apart from their glaring eyes and naked, succubean bodies, demons communicate with pleasure and non-harmful pain performed adjacent to actual trauma haunting the same stages; i.e., reminding viewers that liberation (and calculated risk) share the same half-real space with unironic exploitation during liminal expression—death theatre having a fair amount of sex and guilt, but also delight. Said joy happens while breaking through canonical boundaries and out of the closet into the open—our jouissance expressed using memento mori symbolism to speak to death as haunted by rape, but also by healing from rape in graveyard language; e.g., ahegao both “death face,” “rape face” and something in between either that camps what is often, otherwise, impossible to talk about.

In turn, these become pleasurable for several reasons: one, doing so both physically, emotionally and/or spiritually feels good, unto itself; and two, because suddenly having a voice where no voice previously existed—to discuss what feels bad with paradoxically “bad” language—also feels good. By pointing to bad things with “bad” copies during calculated risk, workers afford themselves counterfeits whose larger “ghost,” vis-à-vis Hogel, highlights an intensely pleasurable reaction not simply unique to such Numinous juxtaposition, but renowned for it! Non-harmful pain, like non-painful pleasure, becomes a data mechanism to speak to difficult generational injury with, granting much-needed relief about things that are often repressed through state force and disguise; i.e., longstanding harm that, owing to its state-sponsored qualities, otherwise might hide in plain sight. The Gothic, then, becomes a warning device in rebellious hands; i.e., to supply the public with different paradoxical combinations that draw attention to themselves and, per the cryptonymy process, cloak their rebellious operations as needed: as monstrous code, specifically ludo-Gothic BDSM presenting violent action and thought (however actual or justified those claims actually are) as “mere play.”

These aren’t forbidden at all, then, but which state forces allow during popular media’s Gothic dialogs; i.e., by the simple fact that they require some kind of Medusa (monstrous-feminine scapegoat) to impugn, thus execute through monopolized sex and force, but also violence, terror and morphological expression inside a given territory. For us, it’s a Trojan Horse already inside Troy (or Rome)—a splendid lie whose grey area cannot easily be censored; i.e., it gives bigots room to misinterpret what, for us, contains a deeper message to spoil the elite’s propaganda with revolutionary cryptonymy during the whore’s paradox; re (from earlier): “Often by rape survivors, such people classically find power/agency through theatrical reenactments of unequal, unfair or otherwise rapacious treatment and conditions […] The paradox is simple: demons are maidens and maidens are demons, but both are virgins and whores, and each finds power (and knowledge) according to how the state forbids access, yet access happens anyways” (source: “A Rape Reprise”).

As something to transform, history is incredibly imaginary and plastic, the myth of Gothic ancestry useful for many competing groups (re: Madoff) but especially rebels needing to lick their wounds; i.e., with calculated risk, itself serving as a kind of “hair of the dog”/sheep’s clothing in equal measure. Per the whore’s paradox, dialogs of abuse become healing and playful during Gothic theatre’s “found document” pastiche and ludo-Gothic BDSM, but also vengeful for those very same reasons; i.e., “rape,” in quotes, is no longer strictly a weapon of terror employed by the state to incapacitate us with amid joy divisions, but joy and exquisite “torture” something to reunite with to castrate state terror campaigns with palliative doubles; e.g., by counteracting a great many superstitions about public nudism, queerness and sex (re: that God will smite you for having anal sex), while likewise exposing a great many holier-than-thou people who enjoy guilty pleasures while attacking others for embodying those concepts outside the nuclear model: dissecting the ancient canonical laws while reversing abjection as something to, itself, exhibit by having fun. “Fun,” for us, becomes any act that, by reversing abjection, helps dismantle state structures with. The more we exist and subvert things, the less stable their worldview becomes. Capitalist Realism begins to fracture, the elite trying to re-ingest it to regenerate itself. But decay is also a time when state power is weak, thus prone to revolution through controlled variables like demonic sex.

(artists: Maybel and Jackie)

Keeping with demons, sex often appears (and sounds) violent, even murderous, and loads itself with medieval puns; e.g., “batter my ‘fortress’ with your giant ‘ram’!” or Mortal Kombats infamous “FINISH HER!” and “FATALITY!” but also Dark Souls‘ immortal victory font: “BUSSY DESTROYED!” Except, what might seem ambiguous in theory becomes rather obvious in practice; e.g., Maybel and Jackie aren’t harming each other at all (above), but point in fact, are having a great deal of fun, subverting harm—all while letting the world see its entrance and entering of forbidden things (assholes) with forbidden things (trans genitals) that, under capital, are very much for sale but which our exhibit shows a different usage for porn than pure, pro-state exploitation; i.e., by using the ace side of sex work to—through the ace elements of Gothic poetics (exploring psychosexual trauma, onstage)—skillfully interrogate police abuse onstage and off: by putting it in quotes, but also by showcasing the ace function of sexuality expressed as pornographic art, seeking to decriminalize itself in demonic forms attaching “Hell” to this or that. That’s how subversion in Gothic fundamentally works.

(artist: Angel Witch)

For example, when I showed photos of Angel Witch (a model I’ve worked with/drawn before) to my cover model, Harmony Corrupted, the other responded: “I love that dildo on them, it’s so cute! They look absolutely dreamy and fantastic!” In turn, sexual objects often haunted by sexual violence (of a medieval sort; e.g., knights, castles and torture going in and out of itself, on and on, during mise-en-abyme) gain the curious ability to look cute; and if dildos and assholes can look cute, “murder” and “rape” can look cute, but retain their usual taboo power on the Aegis and its carnival refrain: “‘Come and see the amazing ball-whacker guy!’ Can you survive their ‘castles’ of doom?” Hell ass, dark castle of ass, etc, as a Gothic space of camp, not genuine hate, we provide/are left with a monstrous-feminine site of fantasy that, often enough under capital, starts and ends with female bodies (queer bodies or not, Crow being non-binary but female, Angel Witch being cis-het): something to summon and rock out to/get down with during rhythmic ceremonial rituals (sites and bodies) well suited for such activities. Hell rocks!

(artist: Crow)

In other words, it’s a party concealing itself from state litigation as a matter of disco-in-disguise, but also devilry to normally burn at the stake; i.e., speaking to police abuse during a hellish party atmosphere. It’s very postpunk, but goes beyond the posturing of those older Mancunians like New Order under Thatcher’s reign. Regardless of function or intent, some posturing and fakery is always required during oppositional praxis; behind the mask lurks the revolutionary’s desire to change the world—one all too clear to see on the naked surface of their playful bodies: “It’s ‘just’ porn/Gothic!” Bodies of Hell, then, are often conspicuous—branded with “Hell” as a symbol, but easily dismissed as dumb entertainment that wasn’t trying to actually turn the status quo upside-down (trouble in Paradise).

To it, those in good and bad faith appear visually identical, as do their monstrous symbols, metaphors (mixed or not) and costumes/poetic dress up during liminal expression. Except those more skilled in cryptonymy—i.e., as a consequence of simply needing to survive—rely on a level of skill regarding dialectical-material scrutiny the enemy doesn’t have: to camouflage themselves with police and scapegoat symbols, but also to engage in rebellion with using said symbols during oppositional synthesis, onstage and off. It’s a complicated idea, but after four books I kind of expect you to get it. For more examples, though, consider “An Uphill Battle” (from Volume One) and “Into the Toy Chest, part two”; re (from the Poetry Module, describing cryptonymy my own life):

none of my exes used their trauma to think with in sex-positive ways, but glide from point A to point B on autopilot: toying with their food as something to abuse, mid-play. Sex is one of those things that works well on instinct, but it’s better when it’s actively engaged with because trust is incumbent on good communication, not blind cruising. They were all sex experts, insofar as Zeuhl had sexual health training (and an extensive GNC education, especially with twinks), Jadis was an active masochist with years of acquired know-how (and a sadistic mean streak), and Cuwu likewise knew the ins and outs of such things as relayed between a younger generation’s acclimation to internet culture, but also the machinery of the state as something to impersonate, like chameleons.

Within that culture’s mise-en-abyme/framed narrative, the Amazon (and similar monstrous-feminine) survive as tools used by different people pinned between the state and its usual disparate, harmful conditions. They become something that, like all toys, you can recognize in people, and play with; i.e., mid-historical-materialism, while capital constantly corrupts, rewrites, and transforms over time—in short when it decays and regenerates. This travels from Ancient Athens, to Marston’s Wonder Woman putting “Athens” in quotes, to whatever it becomes when we manifest these articles ourselves; i.e., working to find social-sexual freedom amid oscillating threatres of opposition, deception, games-in-games rendering us or others the dupe, but also having the power to liberate us amid low-to-high stakes.

Within those stakes, monstrous-feminine players are more skilled by virtue of necessity—overcoming systemic adversity through treachery and cunning but also nuance and grace; i.e., a system of exchange on par with giving rings, in The Merchant of Venice, which extends to other kinds of games that serve a similar purpose; e.g., Luc Besson’s 2019 excellent rehash of La Femme Nikita, the svelte sexpot beating the boys at their own game in ways they aren’t accustomed to playing themselves, by virtue of them being men: blunt instruments to her scalpel’s acting and play as a means of surviving men, first and foremost (source).

In short, it behooves us to be skillful, “skill” something that, through sex work (or work sexualized under capital, which is everything but especially any kind of work performed by/assigned to women or people treated as women by the state; i.e., according to their biology and/or identity as monstrous-feminine) merging porn and art as activism-in-disguise:

(artist: Angel Witch and Blxxd Bunny)

Such vivid-yet-underestimated markers of alienation and us-versus-them violence are incredibly useful to workers for several reasons. For one, nothing is more controlled than sex and the desires and poetry surrounding it, which the state requires to prolong itself and rape nature with using police violence (and tokenized rebellion). Except the state can’t make sex entirely illegal, nor language, sarcasm, and thought crimes, and point in fact, desperately needs monsters acting rebellious; i.e., to justify its own sexual violence against nature as monstrous-feminine: through the performance of sin, which it can then control as a language and vector of its own tyranny punching down.

Furthermore, Gothic prohibition (and police/military violence at large; e.g., bombs) historically don’t work. Such things, divorced from their immediate sexual prescription and dogma, afford theatrical commentaries that become performative with a rebellious function, during ludo-Gothic BDSM; i.e., granting a layer of cryptonymic detachment and engagement that lets us play with such things without the immediacy that sexual connection often entails (many of the models I work with are asexual to some extent; e.g., Blxxd Bunny—who enjoys pain and sexual expression more than overtly sexual sensations—is a bit of an ace “size queen,” above). In disguise, we can reverse the terrorist/counterterrorist role, banking on the historical fact that fascism and Imperialism (thus Capitalism) have short lifespans and cannot monopolize weapons of violence and terror like rape through demon BDSM. We can use the same exact things to weaken their stronghold! And there’s nothing they can do about it; colonizers always need someone to fight.

We camp canon because we must. Queer people (and other minorities) live under unstable, harmful conditions, the state criminalizing nature in bad faith to police and maintain private property (re: ACAB, ASAB). So while fascism colonizes media to infiltrate the usual voices of the oppressed, and which the latter must be decolonized by us in the same spaces (subverting the Protestant ethic), we’re not trying to assimilate thus become cops that relegate such subjects purely to realms of privatization/controlled opposition; we want to express private matters in public ways that make the world safe from capital and police violence: by highlighting the chaos of our daily lives through the demonic, sexual language of survival during crisis. It’s a kind of saber-rattling—a threat display that says, “welcome to our world,” but also, “fuck around, find out.”

(artist: Persephone van der Waard)

Police monopolize, thus abuse, “boundaries for me, not for thee.” Except empires, while formidable, are not all-powerful; they need workers (and copaganda laden with fireworks) to defend them from labor at large as something to steal from. Fascism is capital in decay defending itself and state rights from worker, animal and environmental rights. This means that nothing scares empire and fascism more than a vulnerable party fighting back in ways they can’t control; i.e., by demanding boundaries while acclimated to status-quo bullshit, and calling out state obscurantism and DARVO (which the Gothic, and its lack of concrete boundaries, excels at): exposing the universal fear and hypocrisy that state actors enjoy while using its mechanisms to punch down (whose ridicule only takes a good scandal, per the black penitent trope[1], to hoist our enemies on their own stupid, fragile petards; e.g., pointing out that Destiny—a full-blown Zionist and pedophile who loves calling his political enemies “terrorist” to discredit and attack them—apparently blew Nick Fuentes [a bonafide Nazi who hates women and chases catboys] and then filmed it, only to have the tape leak).

Gender trouble is a large part of it, of course (which the monstrous-feminine is, even in cis-het examples like straight Amazons; e.g., Ayla, from Chrono Trigger, above, and a million other examples of the virgin/whore herbo and harlot), but so is “trouble,” period; e.g., women with guns and confidence in their animalistic, feral bodies while not kissing up and punching down (a witch hunt needs token witches to work, gentrifying and decaying activism): warriors who undermine the status quo and shrink the state of exception for universal liberation!

(artist: Peach Jars)

Viewed onstage, darkness visible is anything that promises universal liberation through Gothic maturity. It becomes something to concentrate and channel, taken offstage during liminal expression to then spread around: rape as something to play with. This includes titillating (and historically ironic) mixtures; i.e., of things normally raped weaponizing tools of rape to their advantage; re: women and guns (above), but also blowing off steam (a sexual outlet, when individual worker needs and desires clash) while simultaneously passing vital ludic codeswitching (and Gothic, BDSM familiarity with such mysterious devices) onto the next generation of workers; e.g., panties—often connected to violence as symbols of sexual vulnerability and conquest (during courtly love, below)—let us play with rape, thus act it out; i.e., by raping the whore as an embodiment of nature that fucks back by acting out her rape, but also monstrous-feminine sex to demonically have the whore’s revenge: as mutually consensual, but whose mixed metaphors (of which the Gothic predominantly is) remain utterly haunted by those who wish her genuine, irreversible harm!

“Safety” is paradoxically expressed as danger and desire, but also “blind,” in Gothic; re: darkness visible. The panties are up, then down; suddenly Medusa is curiously letting you inside, speaking through the performative language of psychosexual violence—to whisper through gouged-out eyes and severed necks’ denoting forbidden sight[2] through a confusion of the senses, but also the paradoxical excitement of lowered panties and foreign objects shoved deep inside her most “delicate” of regions; i.e., during magical assembly and selective absorption‘s Song of Infinity speaking to our profound surviving of rape, and coming to an important realization: that rape, under mutual consent, is impossible, but threats of “it” during calculated risk are not just possible, they’re demanded! “Rape” is so often how Medusa asks for hugs (with Harmony loving the image of the blood shooting from her eye sockets; her response when seeing it: “LMAO that’s amazing!”). Hurt, not harm; no harm, no foul!

 (artist: Harmony Corrupted)

It’s not that consent is terribly difficult to communicate, then, but that its visual ambiguity and subsequent parsing requires intuition that is not commonly taught by canonical norms (afraid of troubling comparison, which doubles are, and which the state uses to shift the blame onto scapegoats other than themselves). To see us uncloaked and doubling our demise (and bad-faith counterfeits of said demise) during liminal expression, then, is to look upon a post-scarcity world shrouded in the plastic, inky language of the imaginary past loaded with rape as something to camp (usually through bad sex puns). Its hellish, anisotropic dualism begs, “Look at us, living our best life in spite of those hunting us; i.e., our stubborn thriving and, indeed, our flexible ability to speak to their betrayals under state control—our humanity something to seize by virtue of the sorry fact that those in (or with) power seek constantly to harm us for profit’s sake”:

(artists: Bay Ryan and Beat)

Cumming is a passionate, “torturous” matter of arrival towards profound feelings that, couched in violence, bigotry and phobia, feel amazing and bypass state barriers (thus unironic usage) during psychosexual martyrdom as a form of art, not literal suicide.

To be clear, the two are often adjacent; re (from “Psychosexual Martyrdom”):

Capitalism is heteronormative, exploiting workers in sexually dimorphic ways that lead to state decay through Capitalist Realism: the world as parasitized behind the illusion, killing host and parasitoid alike. All the while, said nerds project their terrorism onto others, calling their actions “counterterror” to disguise settler colonialism (and its stochastic terrorism) while chasing their victims down. It’s a monopoly whose process must be humanized by learning from the monstrous past as psychosexually martyred, stalling Capitalism and helping it develop into Gothic Communism; i.e., by subverting its heteronormative, kill-on-sight illusions with genderqueer ludo-Gothic BDSM iterations that thwart Capitalist Realism and achieve active intersectional solidary from various marginalized groups working in concert (source).

In turn, “Capitalism has no use for people who see each other as human; it wants us dehumanizing ourselves so capital can function as normal, moving money through nature at the cost of human life” (Persephone van der Waard’s “Remember the Fallen: An Ode to Nex Benedict,” 2024).

Except, what for the elite is merely an unironic tool of domination and humiliation (often used in bad faith), we reclaim the Gothic orgasmically to camp canon with through the greatest of ironies; i.e., to do things that constitute as swears, but also employ forbidden things in operatic spaces playing with rape, death and sin, but also divinity as a campy device hauntologically unrestricted by historical time and place; e.g., curses like “holy fuck/shit” and “Oh my god!” (which Bay cried as Beat fucked him, below) but also half-real arguments that employ demonic poetry as social-psychosexual action (often by merging sexuality with the language of death, war, and food, etc): beating our meat in depraved, “almost holy” acts of Gothic reinvention, revolution’s rock ‘n roll taking land back, but also language and labor in connection to it (re: Amazons and anal sex). Instead of the fascist nadir of genuine dignity and standards, we reclaim our humanity through campy terror language as the poetic passage of space and time, scandal and sentiment. Like Hell, the Gothic is something to reify and move through as we do; i.e., as de facto, extracurricular teaching devices camping state doubles.

(artists: Bay Ryan and Beat)

In other words, our doing so profanes currently sacred, but ultimately harmful systems using a devil-in-disguise that’s about as subtle as a Trojan Horse, tramp stamp (e.g., Hawthorne’s infamous Scarlet Letter) or Gothic novel (originally cited as terrorist literature; re: Crawford, Groom), but historically remains just as effective; i.e., with “harmful energies” that cultivate the Superstructure through the Wisdom of the Ancients as, itself, quite plastic.

It bears repeating that the devil is something to conjure and summon by self-appointed “holy” groups to maintain state control. Summoning sin personifies punishment; i.e., from a position of naturalized weakness to then exploit the whore’s involvement in, even if their role is involuntary, beyond or otherwise outside their control: the fetish and scapegoat to see through and surveil during the cryptonymy process. The maiden/sex demon are things to canonically embrace and abject; i.e., per the same whore’s paradox and revenge, itself something to reclaim from state mechanisms tokenizing and sacrificing the usual suspects. By framing/concentrating them as sex objects, but also sex weapons through the arbitration (assignment) of criminal sex and force, religion already pornographizes such things as guilty pleasure. Using doubles during liminal expression (under an unequal, hierarchical ordering of existence that monopolies things like pity and blame to serve the usual benefactors), the Gothic merely highlights this double standard; e.g., naughty nuns encompassing hauntologically medieval arguments of appetite and abstinence (signified by black and red, the colors of Schism; re: Protestantism vs Catholicism), one where formerly extended (sex) objects—subsisting under a rising Cartesian discourse pimping nature—have always, but more gradually in an iconoclastic sense, constituted a great many things under a latter-day perspective men cannot fully dictate or perceive: camping the canon.

(artist: Paul Laurenzi)

Women, as nuns, are classically saved and fallen, for example; their bodies are charged, in this respect, as a matter of automatic persecution and ownership by men fearful of educated women (e.g., source tweet, Dr Ally Louks: December 10th, 2024), but also anisotropic reversal by those same women (or those treated as women). Threatened with systemic power shift, men (or those inside the Man Box) view loss of power as “rape,” which they respond to by inflicting on their usual victims, mid-DARVO[3a]. In turn, agency and disempowerment inhabit the same canvas and monstrous-feminine bodies tempting men a priori, thus giving the status quo an excuse to resist with prejudice: to blame and rape nature all over again, reforming her as a matter of futile conversion; i.e., while treating it as impossible, but also hopelessly reprobate, degenerate and profane in sacred divisions of man vs nature. Her rape becomes foregone, then, as does her retaliation—one organized religion will try to reimburse and triangulate against more marginalized subjects under state rule. Nuns, in classic Neo-Gothic, are cops and victims. So does capital tank peoples’ vitals—their intelligence and awareness, mid-struggle—to a nadir of praxial inertia.

The fact remains, we Commie-fag sex workers are already creatures of violence, terror and sin; said language can be used to cryptonymically expose state hypocrisy without too much trouble—i.e., by living in/as sin, we achieve multiple desires, expressing ourselves as “of nature,” but also “from Hell” as a coded brand: reversing abjection to show ourselves as human and happy despite state dogma alienating and fetishizing us for being (as they see it) alien, horny and reprobate. Our doing so makes state proponents crap (or jizz) in their pants, thus out themselves as bad-faith behind concentric veneers (re: Matthew Lewis and his crossdressing Matilda tempting Ambrosio)—bad actors testifying to their abusing of us before we’re in reach. So do we, like Lucifer bounding into Paradise, break into Heaven (sold to workers as “Hell” during the Protestant ethic). It’s not like these devices (or their subjugated/subversive functions) have gone anywhere; profaning the sacred breaks Capitalism Realism by outing those menticided to uphold it—through singular (thus violent) interpretations of canonical norms, which our holistic application overwhelms and exposes easily enough!

In short, using the same language cops do, we can expose them more easily during the cryptonymy process, yet mark and identify ourselves as friends to the Cause when all sides are in disguise to some extent: friendly people to gravitate towards, in good-faith, while warding off genuine abuse camping the same destructive language’s markers of prison violence; i.e., during an apocalypse/witch hunt/moral panic assigning them without irony to administer hate crimes dressed up as “law and order” inside a prison full of witches (the state, incompatible with consent, needs rape to function, but also disguise); e.g., Radcliffe’s nunnery from The Italian full of uniforms that advertise state power but disguises to use by those against the institution trying to escape its concentric, prison-like halls with (for more examples of this idea, refer to “The World Is a Vampire” from the Undead Module). Inside such rooms, state actors feign oppression—acting legitimate while doubting our credibility (thus humanity) as something to root out, inside the prison-like disco; we, under scrutiny in the same masked ball, can playfully insist, “It’s a ‘fake,’ my dude!” And if that excuse doesn’t work—if such gay taunts are attacked in earnest regardless of the venue or circumstance—then it’s time to lock arms and, standing side by side, storm the wire of the camps!

Silence is genocide; the existence of GNC people (and other minorities outside of normalized, token spheres) equates to a kind of speaking out the state can only conceptualize as a threat: to profit, thus its own existence, which it will defend by aping us. The state is only a prison (inside a prison, inside a prison), and police are only the enemies of workers (and rebels, monsters) who they dress up as in bad faith; i.e., posturing as false friends. They know it’s a prison, but think themselves exempt; we know better, using the Gothic notion of home-as-prison (an ambivalent, ambiguous, oscillating crisis of faith, in the theatrical sense) to free our minds, then our bodies with: imagination first, then material conditions, the two ultimately working hand-in-hand to develop Gothic Communism and dismantle the state while paradoxically inside it. Liberation happens within, the wasp eating the caterpillar to emerge something different.

In Plato’s cave, this happens primarily with shadows; on the Aegis, with mirrors. Cryptonymy lets us survive, solidarize and speak out through buffers of pretend/not-pretend crime and punishment during liminal expression—a half-real mirror game whose dualistic markers of monstrous violence (to give and receive) infiltrate different sectors’ overlapping persecution networks: through buffers and reasonable doubt, accrued during costume games amid moral panic as an ongoing operation under capital. Our return to home as fallen is soothing through the ability to address crisis during calculated risk, psychosexual poetry and palliative-Numinous affect. Porn is some of the most potent art, in this respect; i.e., as it speaks to (and with) what the state will try to control more than anything else: sex with force, the latter dressed up as protection.

All monsters are, to some degree, imaginary thus fake, but likewise hinting at buried realities through their fakeness; the Gothic, as a dualistic means of calculated risk, is rooted in fakery to further or reverse abjection through the cryptonymy process—i.e., a fake made of clay or an authentic article made of clay are still, both of them, made of clay (re: the Gothic through camp, puts everything in quotes). As such, function trumps form as a hauntological matter of assigned legitimacy versus actual activism regardless of appearance.

Gothic Communism takes said clay, then, and uses it to liberate workers from state golems and gargoyles, the owners of a church increasingly menticided by/alienated from its own counterfeit sense of “past”; re: the ghost of the counterfeit ours to weaponize against our jailors, mid-chronotope. The more they lie, the more room we have to work with, terrifying what they and their forgeries try to abject using the same borderline-to-outright pornographic poetic devices: the sacrifice and executioner housed in the same special place, the maiden/whore to conjure up achingly during Gothic’s liminal rape play and murder fantasy! “Oh, heavens! Just what have I gotten myself into!” Hot goss, indeed, girls talk—about that big Gothic “castle[3b]” to go to for a good time!

(artist: Owusyr)

Except whereas the middle class since Radcliffe might conjure up a castle or demon lover to assuage their bigoted fears (cold feet or shoulders, often with an alter ego—the secret identity man-of-mystery or Amazonian menace to warm things up/cool things down charming the panties off the [classically white, straight, female] audience during calculated risk), we do so to announce and combat systemic oppression: killing our darlings on the Aegis, but also calling them out for their entitlement, hence grab a tantrum-throwing slaver by the balls (re: cops—those whose profession is to torture and extort people more vulnerable than themselves in defense of private property).

So do we anisotropically defend ourselves from state fabrications; i.e., by making our own and fashioning an alternate, at-times-frank/streetwise but also exciting/swashbuckling voice to history through demons (e.g., Borges). We make room for reasonable doubt/craft an alibi tied to our identity and performance going hand-in-hand. The Gothic becomes a place to conveniently be naughty and put our ideas to practice that, in turn, aren’t fully removed from our habitat, thus bailiwick. So with sugar and spice, but also piss, vinegar and worse things (shit, blood, etc), we can win some degree of arbitration regarding sex and force, but also our basic human rights swept up in these things. There’s power in fiction, but especially when it’s mixed up with sex and force through demonic expression as pulpy and clay-like. Yet another thing to speak to power with, onstage and off, we don’t just bypass boundaries; we blur them, too, by relating to (and learning from) the half-real past as ever in flux: through iconoclastic art liberating sex work!

Cryptonymy goes both ways, of course, but in making gender trouble (and again, trouble full stop), we’re freer than state proponents; aping our dragons, witches, zombies and demons, the latter is always trapped in crisis, closeted while reporting us to the authorities. The fact remains that some amount of violence is always required to liberate, even in theatrical forms the state cannot tolerate beyond its own perfidious misuse (of stigma, bigotry and phobia). The elite cannot own, thus monopolize sex and force, hence demons. Ergo, we camp harmful sex and force with ironic, non-harmful variants that worship ourselves, and give suitable gooey offerings (e.g., Beat giving Bay a nice big load, below) to frighten the elite with: wasted seed/non-reproductive sex (despite the creampie, Bay doesn’t have a uterus)! Our devilish pandemonium, these bodies and banners’ dark wishes push collectively using ludo-Gothic BDSM towards a world where profit (thus rape, capital, cops and billionaires) are well-and-truly a thing of the past!

(artists: Bay Ryan and Beat)

Deifying ourselves, we become something to aspire to, an example to lead by when developing Gothic Communism as fairly novel (re: to put the pussy on the chainwax): transformed into as demons do, trading in shadows to achieve reparation and release from police brutality with humor and consensual control (e.g., cock cages). With darkness, desires and dreams, we unleash upon a world that—per Capitalism—has become increasingly afraid of our presence: that trans people have always existed, and always will despite those chasing us. We transform not merely to hide from our attackers, but reveal that which they seek to conquer and destroy inside/outside themselves: us.

As such, we solidarize to reverse what they abject and divide, showing them their own straightness and whiteness (of the state’s settler argument, including tokenized variants); i.e., as the real sickness punching spectres of Marx across space and time, but also in between the past and the present in hauntological dialogs: revolution happens inside capital, the state using language it can abuse but never fully prevent those it harms from anisotropically reversing.

This concludes the broader points of holistic study and informed action the remainder of the Demon Module shall try to impart. In my usual approach, then, I’ll be cross-examining demons with the undead/animals, but will—for the rest of the module—be unpacking different aspects of demonic history and its poetic application we’ve yet to examine. First, we’ll establish the rest of the blood libel class (monsters of persecution and revenge); i.e., among demons mommies and faeries, in “I’ll See You in Hell,” followed by the rest of “Idle Hands” considering the desire/revenge portion of demons as monstrous-feminine whores (such desires often being sex liberated from state force, but still haunted by it). After that, we’ll summarize making and summoning demons vis-à-vis unequal, forbidden exchange to end “Forbidden Sight” with. The next chapter, “Call of the Wild,” shall focus entirely on radical transformation—especially concerning anthropomorphic demons of nature like chimeras, furries and lycanthropes, but also their holistic temples, masks, and props, their lips that grip (and other formidable extensions, below) all begging to be touched and played with: a sensual void calling you home, a mirror on which your own lovely monsters (and their bountiful harvests, also below) await! Ravish ironically!

(artist: Annabel Morningstar)

This possible better world—one where all peoples, animals and environments are free from state oppression and illusions—will always coexist with our dreams and bodies speaking together about such a special day. Its forbidden sight, Numinous quest, and special prescription express in and upon those struggling to survive, using what they got to humanize themselves and theirs normally being exploited through the same monstrous-feminine aesthetic; i.e., stewards of nature reclaiming sex and force from the state (and its historical-material language of profit raping us); e.g., as Bay does while being disabled and through survival sex work, an avatar of liberation and kindness the likes of which channels a sweet feral goodness.

Blood libel conveys a classic problem of horror movies: the monster lives at the end; when in Rome, we speak to those who fear us through the ghost of the counterfeit as something to hug. Survival is victory and silence is death, Bay the little puppy god that lives in my heart, a force to be reckoned with that makes our enemies think twice. One that all revolutionaries should aspire to, his spectacular levers and buttons—once joyously thrown and pushed (next page)—move the Earth on its axis away from capital harvesting us simply for being different than the ruling class. May a day yet come when people like myself, Maybel, Jackie, Beat, and Bay (and Annabel, Sinead, Romantic Rose, and others, next section) are, all of us sex demons, gradually freed from state rule, police violence, and token betrayals! Infinite labor, infinite value; demons, infinite form to explore and express our revenge: they only have what power we give them! Able to play with power ourselves, it becomes what we hold onto and administer as stewards of nature from nature, learning from the imaginary past to create a better world—a Hell on Earth!

Hell, expressed as such, isn’t so bad, is it? But it seems safe, harmless, non-threatening? Bay’s a sweetie’s sweetie, but they can absolutely fight back: “Thou called’est me a dog before thou had a cause / But since I am a dog, beware my fangs[3c]!” In place of pity burns a heart than can never be conquered (outside of ironic playtime), will never surrender to state pigs!

Onto faeries and demon mommies! “Drink deep, or taste not, the plasma spring. Y’see what I’m sayin’?”

(artist: Bay Ryan)

Onto “‘I’ll See You in Hell’: Dark Faeries and Demon Mommies,” opening and part one (dark faeries)“!


Footnotes

[1] Outing those classically sheltered by state structures, said structures normally letting them retreat elsewhere to harm others; e.g., Father Schedoni from Radcliffe’s The Italian. Exposed for his sins, Schedoni literally dies of shame. Nazis act holier-than-thou, but in truth are the most guilty of all.

[2] That of blind and/or decapitated prophets and demonic xenoglossia: speaking through corpses.

[3a] Re, Louk’s tweet (the original attacker’s response to her PhD’s publication):

You are the dumbest fucking bitch I have ever seen on the internet and the perfect example of literally everything wrong with modern society. Imagine thinking you deserve taxpayer money for writing that useless piece of shit thesis nobody will ever read. Vegan, feminist and queer, your dues to society are many and me and the boys will RAPE them out of you (ibid.).

Educated women, regardless if they’re for universal liberation or not, are witches to burn at the stake by good little soldiers—a threat that historically makes many women (already victims of rape) tokenize; e.g., TERFs; i.e., during fascism scapegoating modernity to attack modernity’s usual victims (and token agents). It’s a recruitment tactic—one to divide-and-conquer labor/gentrify and decay feminism by marginalizing educators into “prison sex” modes of thought, and all while getting others within these same, semi-privileged circles to kiss up and punch down, mid-witch-hunt.

Some things never change because the elite (and their moderate-to-reactionary defenders) endorse such pogroms, dogwhistling and virtue-signaling to varying degrees. And the reality of straight white people is, sadly enough, selective; i.e., such alienation is something that happens to different people under different degrees of preferential mistreatment—with Louks certainly antagonized for her work in academia, but less aggressively than, say, a black trans woman of color (re: “Hot Allostatic Load“). The point isn’t to rape rank, here, but acknowledge relative privilege during oppositional praxis. Such abuse is alien until it is not, but for some it’s less alien and closer to home to varying degrees of open hostility and micro-aggression, from moment to living moment; i.e., witch hunts, like any prison, persecute unevenly to keep workers divided, and America was and has always been a settler colony/police state.

Louks, for instance, pointedly “drew the line” after she was attacked as awfully as she was, but we must do so before attacks happen; i.e., while actively and aggressively fighting for universal liberation (which PhD authors don’t always have time to do; i.e., research is time-consuming, emotionally demanding and expensive). And I get it—rape accusations are dangerous for those inhabiting environments that are historically unkind to those they victimize; i.e., academia and women, the former abusing and tokenizing the latter to carry such abuse forwards; e.g., Simone Beauvoir raping her students (re: Martin)—but being “woke” is all about being ready for abuse and preventing it for all peoples on a systemic level by developing Communism (which academia historically doesn’t do; re: it paywalls its research): while living in Gothic times. Furthermore, you can’t just report rape to the police (which Louks suggests) because police/the courts don’t prevent crime; they uphold the patriarchal bigoted systems (and divisions of thought) that make rape possible to begin with (and cops commit more domestic abuse than anyone else). The state is white, straight and rapacious; so we must treat it as such whether the mask is on or off.

(source tweet, Dr Ally Louks: December 10th, 2024)

To be absolutely clear, I’m not saying Louks is tokenized; but it’s not unreasonable to suggest that others in light of her treatment could be motivated to tokenize in an environment that encourages abuse by turning a blind eye (re: academia has become an increasingly neoliberal institution over time). In Louk’s case, she was bullied so quickly (on a platform bought by the world’s richest man to platform Nazis) and so fiercely that she left Twitter for greener pastures. In short, an educated woman simply announced her intellectual work, and capital’s fascist lapdogs fetishized her for it; re: as they would a nun being—beyond someone classically with access to written material—a sex object for men to use and abuse with impunity. Fascism is the normalizing of rape in public, regressing to an anti-intellectual state of paranoia and persecution mania, mid-moral-panic.

[3b] Known in architectural legal jargon as a “malicious erection” (a structure erected maliciously—usually as an eyesore, or to vindictively block a neighboring party’s vision) but what I call “the liminal hauntology of war”; re: the arrival of a harmful condition/crisis of state, which the hauntology (usually a castle) symbolically announces: genocide, thus police brutality and ultimately rape as symptoms of capital’s endemic boom-or-bust cycle. The castle symbolizes the raping of workers by the state devouring them, its appearance simply a matter of routine; i.e., when Capitalism Realism wanes and apocalypse suddenly rears its ugly head (the Gothic metaphor between state violence and state bodies generally being a morphological one). The Gothic tells its stories with buildings and people relating back and forth across space and time (commonly framed as haunted houses/castles; re: chronotopes).

[3c] From The Merchant of Venice (c. 1598).

Book Sample: Reclaiming Amazons, part two: Reclaiming Anal

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Cops and Victims, part two: Our Sweet Revenge; or, Being Ourselves While Reclaiming Anal Rape, mid-Amazonomachia (feat. Nyx and Amy Ginger Hart)

“Crom, I have never prayed to you before. I have no tongue for it. No one, not even you, will remember if we were good men or bad. Why we fought, or why we died. All that matters is that two stood against many. That’s what’s important! Valor pleases you, Crom… so grant me one request. Grant me revenge! And if you don’t listen, then the HELL with you!”

—Conan, Conan the Barbarian

Picking up where “Reclaiming Amazons; or, Cops and Victims (opening and part one: the Riddle of Steel)” left off…

Demons show us our deepest, darkest desires, which mirror our present, dialectical-material realities. Amazons, as we have explored, are the stuff of American pulp—a Nazi or a TERF’s wet dream/cheap power fantasy about getting even (a lie, considering their revenge against never stops)—but they’re also a timeless medieval (of knights and barbarians, but also Amazons and similar demonically crafted beings[1]) we reclaim to have our own revenge: through the language of the imaginary past as half-real, shared across space and time, on-and-offstage between workers for or against the state.

This desire—to crush one’s enemies and rape the vulnerable—is inverted, insofar as the state wishes to trample us routinely underfoot (and move money through nature), whereas we reclaim such devices of rape and revenge (which Amazons are) to stymie profit and dismantle the state once and for all; re: during the aesthetics of power and death during ludo-Gothic BDSM’s rape play. Our actions aren’t those made with total impunity and heartless retribution like token state enforcers, but classify as “criminal” and automatically violent in their eyes because the state demands such things in order to exist: unironic rape, unironic Amazons pursuant to rape in conqueror-fantasy language vis-à-vis cops and victims (the strange appetites of those who gentrify and decay under capital, but also survive its abuse to abuse others or attract abusers).

Part one explored our confronting of the imaginary past as having a tokenized, fascist character (re: TERFs, Angela Carter and Creed, etc). Part two considers the whore’s revenge as ultimately the subversion of Amazon’s prior subjugation, doing so through the language of warriors and rape during the whore’s paradox: to camp rape while suffering from its historical effects. “Rape” feels oddly good, either when putting others “to the sword” or vice versa (re: the so-called “Riddle of Steel”). Reflecting on earlier arguments, we’ll consider this with Amazons (a classic terrorist) and anal sex (a classic terror weapon), reverting the anisotropic quality of such terrorism to serve a proletarian purpose: the whore’s revenge granted by standing bravely against our enemies! To reclaim their stories of rape against us, hence all things associated with those tools of abuse.

Weapons of Terror; or, Anal Amazons: Reclaiming Anal Sex, mid-Amazonomachia

(artist: Aria Rain)

First, what is anal? Anal speaks as much to rape and vulnerability as it does to proximity with unequal power and forbidden pleasure: exposed dumpers. While the state loves to threaten damsels with impregnation, it also deems them “worthy” of it. While sodomizing maidens isn’t unheard of, doing so goes against the profit motive/patrilineal descent. Damsels are maidens, first and foremost—sodomy something of an afterthought/sinful prophylactic reserved for victims worthy of that treatment: whores, thus sex demons (a stigma, let it be said, that is often assigned to older married women; i.e., those who have already borne children/marry up and are resentful towards the status quo, but who canonically punch down: the wicked stepmother a kind of witch-y impostor/devil-in-disguise).

Amazons, by comparison, are whores from the offset, hence sodomized to better stress their demonic status and token value (and deny the victim any chance at generational revenge: to train their children to avenge state devastation). Even so, the state also views, thus treats Amazons “like men”: as capable of revenge beyond gossip and poison; re: phallic women, or bitches, threatening lesser men (“little bitches”) with castration, captivity and ignominious penetration! Forced anal, then, speaks to the capture of Amazons “tamed” and tokenized by humiliating and painful taboo sex ranked as “worst” by the rapist; i.e., vae victus in receiving state revenge, said revenge (the cop) aping the colonized in bad faith: to fuck, thus dominate like the animals Cartesian rule prescribes (a process less about biological accuracy [animals can’t rape/sodomize each other] and more to dehumanize those “of nature” slated for social-psychosexual punishment by police forces: abusing chattel slaves/property who can’t consent). And yet, colonial abuse ties historically-materially to bodily sites of psychosexual harm, which rebellious recipients might subvert; i.e., to submit in ways they—like any oppressed people part of the land—can reclaim through theatrical distress/rape revenge; re: rape play extending to “playing dead,” meaning to camp one’s rape by subverting colonizer vaudeville inside itself: mid-witch-hunt, witches policing witches, sex policing sex.

To it, Amazon booties can threaten rape, insofar as “death by Snu-Snu” can mean pretty much whatever you want it to; i.e., to give but also to receive its war chest. “Amazon” can likewise mean “anal” as a classic terror weapon to use against conquered foes (re: “prison sex” mentality within rape culture[2] having warrior elements), which subversive forms can reclaim as a postcolonial device—not the clapping of one’s cheeks under genuine duress by token Amazons (thus token bitches whose shitty behavior lessens the whole in the eyes of the oppressed/viewing public), but a site of forbidden pleasure during ludo-Gothic BDSM thwarting profit per the whore’s revenge: the place whence girls shit, but also where bolder (and braver) dicks go inside to vengefully defy heteronormative reproductive orders (the decay of the nuclear family unit[3])!

To conclude, anal is both a classic act of rape, and a canonical, complicitly cryptonymic accusation (and mark) of shame; i.e., of forced submission trapped in duality during liminal expression. Like Medusa, herself, iconoclasts (and their Great Pumpkins, below) cryptonymically reverse abjection, camping imperial consumption (sex and force) to weaken Capitalist Realism, year-round; i.e., not just on the appointed, state-supplied day of “Halloween” (controlled opposition), but freeing the harvested (the ghost of the counterfeit/spectres of Marx) to fight back, thus reverse abjection (state sovereignty upheld through force) on our Aegis: throwing the energies of rape and revenge back in the colonizer’s face! “Any weapon can become a weapon of terror” (re: Asprey) and anal is a weapon for which everyone has the ability (and the asshole) to camp state doubles, using bad worker puns and wholesome worker fun: the Gothic maturity of a rebellious bodily autonomy Hippolyta would be proud of—reversing terror/counterterror with our butts. Let ‘er rip!

(artist: Kitty Boy Jake)

That’s anal in a nutshell. Let’s quickly outline some additional forces at work (two pages), then broach my thesis argument.

First, subjugation is something to subvert in dominant/submissive language. It doesn’t apply exclusively to Amazons, but any “of nature-as-monstrous-feminine” per the whore’s paradox having revenge during Amazonomachia‘s broader definition, “monster battle,” attached to “psychosexuality” expressed (which I do) as “battle sex”; i.e., having revenge through “rape” theatrics while haunted by actual rape, thus help prevent the latter in the future by throttling profit: humanizing the harvest by using anal sex’ position as “very uncomfortable place,” itself alluding to the demonization of colonized lands and peoples. Anything said herein applies to out-and-out Amazons or Medusa, but also offshoots, like orcs and goblins, witches and vampires, etc—in short, anything monstrous-feminine associated with sodomy that has a bone to pick with capital targeting our bums (with the xenomorph originally being Dan O’Bannon’s crude metaphor for irritable bowel syndrome).

Unironic submission occurs because colonial forces aim to not merely to destroy their enemies, but humiliate them during anal as a pacifying terror device; i.e., anything that might be perceived as empathetic “slack” for the harvest and rebellion is sodomized by the colonizer to antagonize nature-as-monstrous-feminine all over again; re: Capitalism raping nature along the usual gyn-ecological arguments, but also blood libel and sodomy-style extermination rhetoric: as their own modular persecution networks that—in capital’s later days—crossed with some degree of interchangeability to assist in profit raping nature through literal-to-figurative sodomy. This means anything monstrous-feminine (female or not) having an asshole, thus being subject to anal rape as an ongoing threat, mid-witch-hunt, hence opportunity to abject and commodify such things.

For straight men, rape—but especially anal rape—is something to joke about, insofar as receiving it usually doesn’t concern them (outside cases of child and carceral abuse). By comparison, anyone deemed “monstrous-feminine” under Cartesian rule[4] is already demonic in state eyes, thus subject to anal as a terror device (either to give to them, or accuse them of doing during moral panics); subversive parties must reclaim both actor and action, anal and Amazon, as demons would: dark campy sex offering forbidden sight through problematic love that, when humanizing the harvest (the crop, not the cop), reveals capital and its tenure’s ongoing flaws; re: treating nature as something to fetishize, carve and harvest by police force.

Camping those means camping the material being abused, anal overshadowed by its own pro-state weaponization; i.e., rape play with exotic, xenophilic elements—the beauty and brawn of savage girth, whose “Oriental” (non-European/non-American) warriors emerge seemingly ex nihilo, suddenly endemic to Capitalist Realism. Such vaudeville banks on unironic carceral forms of anal sex and Amazons trapping the mind inside itself, endlessly punching down at forms that actually push for genuine liberation through anal sex (the whore’s revenge, versus the pimp’s): rape play and roleplay speaking to “conquering” as a spoof that challenges profit using the same devices.

(artist: Mona Wolt)

Simply put, demons double “unspeakable” (cryptonymic) desires for power and knowledge; i.e., relaid in dialectical-material forms of psychosexual pleasure through various intersections of class, culture and race, but also pain (exquisite “torture,” aka passion/martyrdom). As such, Amazons promise empowering transformation through the paradox of receiving anal sex during calculated risk; i.e., the giver turned into a protector of this or that, the latter receiving anal as a vaso vagal device, and which under mutual consent enjoys as much control over you as the other way around: the dom serves the sub, but the sub needs someone “dark” (thus fearsome) to serve them through the whore’s paradox—of the sub issuing commands of domination for a dom (or switch) to objectively follow when they transform on command; i.e., trying anal sex for its fearful reputation, meaning a dominating act associated with harmful Great Destruction, but also pleasurable pain (and forbidden pleasure) serving the sub during rough sex; e.g., like a genie in a bottle, “Your wish is my command!”

Lived trauma invites Numinous dialogs; Capitalist Realism abjects rape onto pornographic language, which can be camped through the Gothic’s lateral directness: destroyer fantasies, chasing the palliative Numinous. Anal, reclaimed as such, becomes a paradoxical sign of trust, wherein the harming of recipients can occur when caution isn’t exercised (the whole point of discipline, in ludo-Gothic BDSM, is harm avoidance/rape prevention, mid-passion): to walk the line regarding things that, once they’ve touched you, never leave. You don’t “get over” rape; you learn to live with it. A gift and a curse, predation fosters anti-predation sentiment; if you are raped, it becomes something to live with through fantasies of itself you can control and thrive within.

The entire practice commonly hints at genuine abuse through its own Ozymandian aesthetic—live burial, chasing down old secrets (re: Medusa’s rape) buried/unburied during faux-Orientalism; i.e., camping rape vis-à-vis the ghost of the counterfeit: the Amazon’s dark anal zone of wicked, barbaric delight (doubling state forgeries)! It’s a conqueror’s fantasy—pushed onto state victims and reclaimed by them in the same half-real, tomb-like brothel space: the plundering of alien war “booty” overshadowed by eugenics, hence actual, still-existing racism/race science and its statuesque practitioners’ vague-yet-constructed ideas of an imaginary past made great through multiple bigotries; i.e., followers of Eugene Sandow into Olympian, drug-fueled echoes of American-sponsored eco-fascism (which the Olympics are); e.g., Mike Israetel’s “Is Intelligence Really Different Among the Races?” (2023): to live in fear of nature as criminal/terrorist, period—as monstrous-feminine, hence non-white, non-Christian, queer and/or female, etc. It’s a false flag but a profitable one, provided you have the belly to police it/play the victim in bad faith. In turn, systemic rape gaslights its victims while tokenizing them, the sickness excised by assimilations thereof, turning hypochondriac (the paradox of modern sickness and health, bodybuilders making cryptofascist arguments while being gluttons and entitled [middle-to-upper-class, usually white/male] drug addicts: a disease stemming from their pathologizing of nature).

Amazons or otherwise, the Gothic is certainly no stranger to rape fantasies or telling truth with lies. This includes sodomy (“the love that dare not speak its name”) as hyphenated “love language,” relaid in historical violence ahistorically displaced unto fabrications of unironic rape revenge. If we are to heal from rape by capital unto nature (cops policing those “of nature” to devour them for the state), we must confront it in campy forms. So enjoy anal and even fantasize about rape through ironic forms; just don’t endorse its unironic abuse by state actors aping the colonizer/chasing the dragon (re: ghosts of Caesar and his statuesque effigies’ historically unattainable physique) to dick-measure with!

In turn, our bodies and their art may become weapons of genuine resistance (which the state will always treat as violent, regardless if it actually is); i.e., of protecting ourselves and our homes from those who would seek to own and exploit us, reclaiming what they try and take from us (our darkness visible) to use against us—by demonizing sex work (which all work is, under Capitalism) in sex-coercive forms! We’re not doing ourselves any favors by keeping quiet, in that respect. Play with “rape”; play with Amazons, meaning those strong enough to liberate all workers from state tyranny! Sweet nutritious pain; clap my cheeks, Amazon mommy! Revenge, for us, is simply to exist in visible, humanizing forms of demonic expression. There’s certainly an exploratory element to this, but also an addictive, drug-like facet with liberatory energies: demon BDSM, including anal sex, as criminalized, thus policed into acceptable forms of trespass by state forces.

The Gothic is largely poetic; in poetic language, “sodomy” yields a forbidden gateway to other worlds—one engaged with through a variety of non-PIV sex, BDSM and kink. This includes those reputedly practiced by Amazons (meaning those compared to Amazons) as vengeful aliens (re: the settler argument, prohibiting liberation for fear of revenge); i.e., so-called “savages” or “mud people” having a broad, xenophobic function despite its offshore colonial origins: degenerates of any location, color or creed—the enemy within to abject once more (to displace and exterminate, often by tokenized means). And while sodomy yields a crossover element speaking to/with demonized things, it’s not inherently destructive or negative; instead, it can help us regain control—over our trauma through fetishized caricatures speaking to our idiosyncratic alienation without ranking rape or discriminating against others. To heal from rape (and reverse abjection), we must exist sex-positively in the shadow of police forces; we do this (and avoid discrimination) by finding similarity amid difference using taboo language (which sodomy is); re: the pedagogy of the oppressed speaking diplomatically to those accused of rape and those having survived it (an idea we’ll revisit when looking at demon mommies). We solidarize intersectionally against capital and its effects making society sick through false notions of power (the grim harvest).

(artist: Aria Rain)

So while said trauma forever stays a part of us, it likewise doesn’t define or control us in totality. Instead, we become desirable for it, albeit in sex-positive ways to trade in; i.e., can use it to synthesize good social-sexual habits that likewise extend to society at large; e.g., Aria Rain is an amputee using her disability through sex work to raise awareness: towards humanizing the disabled, illustrated by the company she keeps treating her well also being humanized. It becomes something to pay forwards, good instruction versus bad, good Amazons versus bad; re: starting “from ignorance, but also positions closer to nature that have become increasingly alien and closed-off” (a statement I originally applied to queerness and blood libel, in “Understanding Vampires,” but applies equally to Amazons as demonic entities).

Is anal during ludo-Gothic BDSM a Rubicon of sorts? Sure; you’ll start seeing the world differently while still inside it (re: Plato’s cave). But why let that stop us from living our best lives while helping others in the bargain? In turn, this encompasses our daily lives; i.e., in ways that affect ourselves and inform our struggles against larger predatory structures, namely capital (and its qualities, monopolies, and trifectas) looking to frame us as barbarians to conquer anew.

I want to consolidate some important issues regarding this, which we can likewise apply to Amazons (and anything monstrous-feminine, in that respect). Consider this portion an “anal Amazon thesis,” of sorts (indented for emphasis):

First, capital sexualizes everything to rape nature in modular terror language, including Amazons and anal; i.e., the world under Capitalism arranges heteronormatively in service to capital, whose Cartesian/settler-colonial structure rapes nature through said language; e.g., Amazons being used classically to control women by Ancient Athenians, not free them; re (from a few pages back): “The state controls sex and gender in monstrous-feminine language because these are where power (and trauma) are found […] their ideas of power revolve around ideas of state revenge also dressed up: the pimp dominating nature-as-monstrous-feminine, doubling and dominating it through tokenized double standards; e.g., anal sex [and Amazons].” The state only tolerates the problematic love of Amazons and anal when their challenge (to the ancient canonical laws) is nominal; i.e., provided their counterfeits serve profit in canonical terror language that furthers abjection. As something to combine, but also canonize in different performances, anal is a place and parlance of trauma to give and receive through tokenized enforcers dressed up as warriors—Amazons being a half-real theatrical device forever trapped between genuine rebellion and false, targeting vulnerable body parts in vulnerable areas (e.g., the bathroom). Things like Amazons and anal, then, become canonically binarized to best give or receive state force (mainly police violence) pursuant to profit. To challenge profit and Capitalist Realism on and offstage, workers must camp state terror inside of itself—anisotropically with Amazons and anal to reverse terror/counterterror with subversive irony during liminal expression.

To see on which side of the fence people fall, you need only look to how they treat others through controlled devices; i.e., police violence; e.g., sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll, but also the monstrous language of violence, terror and morphological expression per the Gothic mode: giving and receiving sodomy as a broader mechanism that includes Amazons and anal sex; re: subjugation is something to subvert in dominant/submissive language, which anal sex (and Amazons) very much are. Demons aren’t satisfied with vanilla sex; they play with “darker” forms to weaponize them as a form of transformative exchange: an eye-opening experience/revelation, insofar as anal isn’t purely abject, but something to reverse and embrace during the dialectic of the alien (re: hugging the alien, thus Medusa, with Amazons).

Said umbrella includes the basic idea of forbidden sex and hard kinks adjacent more ordinary forms, the appearance of fantastical things like Amazons that indicate policing as given and received through anal (and its double standards); e.g., redheads becoming scarce (from a cultural standpoint, not a genetic one) because they’re exotic, hunted to extinction under capital’s exterminator rhetoric: forbidden fruit weaponized part-and-parcel with capital’s usual harvesting of nature behind foreign or condemned zones’ arbitrary boundaries; i.e., alienated and sexualized by police agents enjoying state protection as they sodomize nature by going into said zones; re: us versus them, enacting cops-and-victims revenge arguments. This forced alienation of native groups, in turn, bleeds into any kind of archetype or associate behavior you could think of (not just Amazons): exploiting and exfoliating the land and its occupants, one on the menu and the other holding a knife and fork.

(artist: Persia Lourdes)

This works historically through terror and its devices assigned to abject territories by those with a monopoly on violence, terror and monsters, hence Amazons and anal. Simply put, if someone’s a cop, they’ll police sex, including monster sex’ fetishes, kinks and BDSM; i.e., hard kinks become a disproportionate response against nature as something to impugn by straight avengers (re: the state is straight). To that, anal vis-à-vis subjugated Amazonomachia isn’t a canonical tool for pleasure, but unironic domination that extends poetically to larger structures of oppression abjecting land back through anal: Amazons and “death by Snu-Snu” speaking to bog-standard sodomy fears (as a “disease” to “catch”) and warrior-style revenge against colonizer bodies by militant colonized ones (only in colonizer peoples’ own heads, mind you[5]). Guilt by association, then, becomes something to reclaim alongside shame and hatred towards abjected things; i.e., to take Amazons and anal back by camping them is to take the land (and labor) back from these performative elements and their associate structures/enforcers.

To that, we reclaim ourselves as much animals in relation to nature as the state raping nature, thus adopt its survival mechanisms: Medusa’s mirror-like gaze and fearsome appearance conjoined with softer things. In evolutionary terms, this is merely strength overcoming natural pressures, which capital is an unnatural (manmade) extension thereof. In turn, the subversive aesthetic of garbage speaks to things normally treated as such, fighting back against patriarchal addicts: subversive Amazons and anal rerouting the usual flow/ordering of power on the Aegis.

Bear with me. Such arguments often (and not without some justice) sound a little funny on their face, but highlight larger forces at work; i.e., hyperobjects and their symptoms, such as Capitalism vs Communism; e.g., squiggly lines are less violent than straight lines on a map because straight lines are unnatural, therefore laid out historically by nation-states through force instead of by land markers, like rivers or mountains. The same idea applies to actions that pertain to sex by native groups (or those treated as native)—those to do reproductive acts different or, God forbid, to do them for reasons other than reproducing at all!

So-called “rape epidemics” and sodomy go hand-in-hand under ethnocentrism, hence moral territory (and actors) versus immoral ones; i.e., deserving and underserving victims of state force; re: cops and victims, orcs and humans, etc. Hatred goes part-in-parcel with menticide breeding bad apples to spoil the entire crop; i.e., fruit from the poisoned tree, treating the colonized as “thicc” forbidden fruit to both objectify by the colonizer and deny themselves while chasing it down: e.g., PAWGs and PHAT black girls. These are generational issues measured most commonly in how they fight over time in relation to larger structures and dogma: an industry farming honeydew and milk of paradise.

(artist: Persia Lourdes)

For example, if someone is unusually afraid of anal, they’re probably afraid of a great many other things associated with anal, thus more likely to attack those things using anal in bad faith; re: anything “of nature,” including Amazons as barbaric givers and receivers of it for or against the state; e.g., witches—redheads or trans women, for instance (above and next page)—that might arbitrarily be called “Amazon” simply for their appearance being different, exotic, alien. Yet the truth is, hard kinks are hard for a reason, meaning they’re acquired tastes (most of them I don’t exhibit in this book because I don’t prefer them, but do prefer rape play with Amazons and knights; i.e., demons, like all monsters, are enacted through preference as something to discover). And while experimentation often yields interesting results, its primary goal is to acclimate users to a priceless idea: of trying new things that, while stigmatized, are hardly unnatural or even that over the top!

A common application for ludo-Gothic BDSM is transformation, meaning towards a transhumanist outcome (more on posthumanism during Frankenstein); i.e., “upgrading” ourselves by setting aside normal activities and swapping them for abnormal ones. Doing so is less extreme unto itself (most of the time, anyways), and more a spice to, well, spice things up! Such is anal sex. It’s not “bad,” just different. So are Amazons and their own appearance during rape play a campy alternative to their unironic, tokenized variants—not to conquer for the state in subjugated forms, but to appear strong and fearsome to avoid state predation by subverting subjugation (similar to Medusa). This often has a magnetic effect, during calculated risk; i.e., they attract interested parties in good and bad faith.

For us, postcolonial considerations may be raised when dealing with capital’s universal benefactors abusing such devices; re: capital is heteronormative, setter-colonial, and Cartesian, meaning its anisotropic views about sex and force extend unto half-real spheres exploring the rape of nature through revenge: as a kind of demonic exchange reversing the terrorist/counterterrorist dynamic; i.e., by illustrating mutual consent with “rape,” occurring through demonic expression as part of daily life.

As something to indulge in or deny ourselves, we consume forbidden fruit and learn from the experience less perfectly synonymous with rape and more to camp it in order to safely control its powerful effects; re: forbidden sight, our darkness visible taking any shape or measurement, per exchange. In short, anal is the drug and Amazons (or things compared to Amazons; e.g., trans women, below) are associated with it as the automatic dealers/doers, thereof; we’re the forbidden fruit (as much as anything “dark” is): to subjugate or subvert using what we got, offering you a delicious taste of a better, freer world; re (earlier in the module):

(artist: Eva Android)

Under Capitalist Realism, something is “dark” if it ostensibly moves anything of value (re: power and knowledge) away from the status quo. Generally this darkness is associated with the vengeful imaginary past based on buried historical atrocities, the latter paradoxically twisted by the former to keep control right where it is (among the elite). Anything that challenges this paradigm is canonically framed as dark, evil, profligate; i.e., nature as vengeful whore, which capital takes revenge on through DARVO-style police violence/obscurantism, witch hunts, tokenism and moral panic; e.g., Medusa and her Aegis’ forbidden sight (source: “From Composites and the Occult to Totems and the Natural World”).

followed by

power, darkness and knowledge—often as conspicuous, ritualized acts of creation/poetry and (re)invention through magic/mad science—go hand-in-hand during unequal, forbidden exchange, radical transformation and dark desire/wish fulfillment; i.e., someone will trade what they have for what they don’t in order to transform or otherwise fulfill a given wish: with a demon that has the requisite item(s), build and/or abilities (e.g., sensations; re: Medusa’s Aegis/forbidden sight). / Demons are the classic, mighty and at-times-untrustworthy granters of dark wishes/desires, be those fame, fortune, sex, or revenge (which transformation facilitates, on either side of an exchange) [ibid.]

and

demons having a third quality apart from exchange and transformationdesire, whose forbidden, wishful thinking/fulfillment occurs under a Western hegemon that alienates, fetishizes and scapegoats nature by design, whoring it out and raping it for profit. As you can imagine, this structure and its grim prostitution translate easily enough to revenge by one side against the other—of man/the nuclear model vs nature-as-whore and vice versa; i.e., commonly expressed as Amazonomachia in ancient to “ancient” heteronormative wrestling dialogs (and similar theatricalities), but also the Medusa and many other monstrous-feminine GNC forms. Revenge is an exchange that pertains to power and knowledge concerning workers whored out under state rule, our revenge being the development of Gothic Communism with ludo-Gothic BDSM to end said rule (thus rape) [source: “A Rape Reprise”]

and

according to what power and knowledge we exchange to and [for, the] whore’s revenge is to break the profit motive by making a world for which it (and rape) are no longer possible using these methods; i.e., by using the same demonic and slutty language capital does, but at cross purposes: to hug the alien—not demonize it to receive state violence—thereby (ex)changing how the world is seen to begin with (ibid.).

Which brings us to anal and Amazons; i.e., traditional, warlike, tools of tokenized state revenge; re: raping Medusa’s corpse/tomb to repress rebellious sentiment during state decay (and uphold Capitalist Realism). To have our revenge (and break Capitalist Realism), we fags subvert these devices to stymie profit with; i.e., as normally achieved by abusing anal and Amazons being objects of dark desire, thus wish fulfillment: to live deliciously and in defiance of state orders purging us, generally turning those “prison sex” mentalities (and their Man Box) inside-out using weird nerd culture—monster sex and its assorted battles!

This generally means while bare and exposed, called “furious” even if we’re just naked and vibing (often, though, a fair amount of rage is present): dead and loving it, fucking each other’s brains out, or adored for our muse-like body’s public nudism/asexual prowess exploring (through unknown pleasures) the ways in which sex is normally controlled by the state (through force). Fighting for the right to eat, shit, fuck and die with our dignity intact, our revenge is to humanize ourselves while being remembered for our demonized status. We conjure up (and camp) said status with clay and other dark materials, reversing “rape” by putting it in quotes; re: camping its canonical forms in paradoxical language/medieval puns: “Oh, yeah! Plunder my forbidden ‘tomb!'” Our revenge equals survival as something to perform, exchanging data through new healthy trades that help us conceptualize our own rape as something to avoid by summoning copies of itself that are costly and cheap (“there is a price, barbarian”); anal is often a rebellious statement, boldly ripping the control of sex (and force) from state agents—one commonly made in primal, anthropomorphic “breeding” language transported to the modern world (which Amazons and Medusa certainly hint at, but which we’ll examine more with furries, later):

(artist: Foxovh)

It bears repeating that doing so is classically framed as “petty” by pro-state narratives; e.g., to look pretty if only to gain the upper hand in a world that values good looks. In truth, we’re merely trying to exist, which requires breaking profit as the thing that normally destroys us because we’re different; defying such notions, we become whatever we want—our body plasticity and gender euphoria existing despite capital trying to exterminate us, and contributing towards its ultimate demise by taking away its ability to privatize us (and our bodies, genders, labor and sexualities, etc): objects they cannot privatize, and sleek death machines to render their greatest treasure, profit, wholly moot by breaking Capitalist Realism with it. Such is our ultimate revenge—not to exist, but thrive in a post-scarcity world.

Like any illicit substance during a drug war/epidemic, moral panickers clutch their pearls, and the reactionary behaviors between them serve the same purpose vis-à-vis anal and Amazons: control for the state over workers and nature by normalizing one particular way to do things that is “correct,” while outlawing everything else (or legalizing them behind paywalls; re: Sales of Indulgence under a Protestant ethic); e.g., missionary PIV sex vs anal doggy (the latter being what Amazons have, thus Commie, Satanist space aliens). These become things to feel anxious about, hence loaded with great expectations on how we’re supposed to behave. In turn, Capitalist Realism informs Amazonomachia with neoliberal dogma (anime, videogames, movies, etc): copaganda designed to make people terminally afraid of, hence allergic and paradoxically addicted to, some very basic things onstage and off; re: Gothic push-pull during the abjection process counterfeiting the ghost of genocide, the middle class fearful of/fascinated towards abjected things like anal and Amazons being treated like forbidden fruit.

Except outlawing things, per the cryptonymy process and its double operation (to show and hide), doesn’t eliminate outlawed things from society at large. Instead, they grow increasingly dark and visible, those abjecting them suddenly seeing them everywhere; i.e., as a matter of illicit, drug-like consumption: a moral quandary insofar as our existence is something they are conditioned to eat and deny like junk food. Guilt, curiosity and dread (venial vin, often thought crimes) ensue to uphold the norm, which is persecution; i.e., towards the out-group by the in-group afraid of them yet also wanting to try what might “kill” them if they “eat” them. We become synonymous with sin and temptation as things to try and reject, for fear that prolonged exposure might enact the whore’s revenge, not the pimp’s; the pimp grows afraid of their own supply.

Such oscillation is rather addictive, but also comical. Cis-het vanilla types, for example, usually walk into situations like these thinking out loud, “But what if I like having my asshole fingered?” Would that really be so bad, my dude? Furthermore, when done correctly, anal (giving and receiving) is merely something to try[6]. It’s not a disorder but a divergence[7] from normative approaches to sex (and relating to others through sex), thus Capitalist Realism equating said boundary’s violences as unironically apocalyptic: anal as inherently transgressive through such eyes projecting their inheritor’s guilt onto the whore, the latter a homewrecker because she tempts people with forbidden love like anal (which the state conflates with rape). But also, it’s a butthole whose owner has reclaimed it from state terror dialogs—existing in a rebellious but happy position the same way someone might reclaim the bedroom or bathroom associated with it (and its signature “surprise butt sex” [shock and awe] vulnerability): the revenge of success, decentralizing power’s spread in creamy ghosts of itself!

(artist: Aria Rain)

“Nothing ventured, nothing gained” leaps to mind, but suddenly faced with that tempting proposition—of changing into something outside of what capital deems useful—will downright terrify most men (and anyone in the Man Box). Suddenly demon BDSM becomes a gateway to harder and harder kinks, which naysayers either reject entirely (calling such activities “giving in” or “weakness”), or which to project their own desire to dominates others onto; e.g., anal = rape because it “feminizes” the recipient; i.e., it makes them a recipient of police violence per nature-as-monstrous-feminine as something not just to rape, but rape in prison-like (uncomfortable) ways by Cartesian forces[8] allergic towards liberation arguments like land back made through anal. They resent anything that points out their hypocrisies through these allergies; i.e., that they’re bad-faith, the state incompatible with life and consent through its militants jockeying of the same-old paradigms; e.g., that they’re more likely to kidnap women and children and harm them than Indigenous peoples are, thus must constantly act self-righteous to keep up appearances (and rob people blind behind the fog of war). Kinks become like rumors to squash, but also guilty pleasures: to enjoy behind the choir screens, but also weapons of rape to use unironically against their enemies. “Who’s the savage, modern man!”

By extension, the colonizer assumption becomes those who do things that are gross (to them) must secretly crave anything that isn’t the norm; i.e., isn’t PIV missionary sex with a white picket fence; re: Amazons, anal and the power fantasies they express denoting unironic violence committed by the rebel against an “innocent” colonial body. Such things are forbidden by the state, colonizing them as guilty pleasures: to let one side to unto the other as punished for crimes that could happen. The genocide becomes endlessly pre-emptive; i.e., any fear of a controlled substance instilled to police it through pre-emptive revenge.

For those who fear the forbidden, such things exist outside their realm of experience; camping them, these become viewpoints unto themselves, those who enjoy them doing so because of their medicinal, therefore campy and transformative, potential. Pain is often a part of this, as are ways of doing things differently to achieve similar results. An orgasm is an orgasm—largely in the mind! So is the idea of fair treatment. Our revenge is reversing abjection to undo all the awful, alienizing things listed above; re: taking anal back from our colonizers, thus our land, brokering for peace using Amazonian theatre (and its excessive, over-the-top theatrics) as a popular and humorous conduit: threat display (the kind to make you spit out your morning coffee). Death by Snu-Snu, indeed! Anal becomes the whore’s revenge; re: Medusa clapping back, subverting the Amazon by dancing with the ghost of the counterfeit: as something to include, not abject, when going native (when in “Rome”)!

Such counterterror humor often has a “gallows” flavor to it; i.e., speaking to the pain of forced anal (or some such metaphor of colonial abuse) inflicted over a long period of time. Pain is a data that demons specialize in; re: “hurt, not harm” providing love taps—slaps, whip cracks, and pegging, etc—that speak to our abuse echoed across bad copies we can reclaim. To see something exotic and different as human, but haunted as alien under police heels—re: the pedagogy of the oppressed—is to heal from rape by finding similarity amid difference in the shadow of police forces. What they dehumanize, we rehumanize (the harvest) to expose the state as inhumane! Profit is the rape of nature as “inferior” to modernity’s timeless enforcers; we camp doubles of those, but also embrace ourselves (and our multiculture across like-minded allies with their own struggles, left) as “native,” monstrous-feminine: inheritors of a possible better world that Capitalism, in the interim, has done nothing but abuse!

(artist: Minetgot21)

“Native” is both a history and a status—the latter comparable to “dark,” in settler arguments and their Gothic offshoots; Gothic (gay-anarcho) Communism encourages all oppressed peoples—those treated as monstrous-feminine by the state—to join hands in collective revenge: intersectional solidarity against our foes aping us in bad faith. Faced with such mirrors, the idea isn’t tokenization by viewing ourselves (and our allies) as enemies within, but to subvert the expectation of subjugation-through-assimilation, thus become stewards of each other as part of the natural world we can rebuild at capital’s expense. Our struggles might seem different, but in truth share the same basic goal: liberation, its dismantling of state models comprising our best revenge.

In turn, the same umbral-yet-liberatory potential that Amazons and their sodomy yield likewise goes for non-Christians, GNC persons, people of color and/or Indigenous groups combating various modular-to-intersecting abject immigrant myths/xenophobia; e.g., rape epidemics (“think of the [white] women and children”); i.e., presenting in the buff (or skimpy clothes like the bikini, below) while also being heard through these statements’ combined pedagogy of the oppressed: “We’re here and we’re queer!” Intersectional solidarity punching up towards universal, postcolonial liberation (while navigating various double standards/uneven privilege and oppression) is key in reversing abjection/challenging profit as a whole. Find what works and run with it; light a fire under your ass and go to town! Let them see you living your best life: a mistress of one’s own fate.

(artist: Minetgot21)

Indeed, such holistic, feral creativity is vital to breaking Capitalist Realism, becoming mothers (and fathers) to a post-scarcity world while inside its hauntologies. This happens by having pride in one’s culture, heritage and creativity as attached to other cultures; i.e., as Amazons are, speaking to white women as “ancient,” unruly and chaotic, similar to their non-white cousins raped inside the same territorial police states, thus prisons: “terror-tories.” Assimilation is folly because the zones of fear always expand and contract indefinitely per state revenge; i.e., delivering disproportionate violence that, unto itself, yields the very desperation and convenience that lead people to betray themselves. Being informed by the colonial past but not set in colonial stone, things don’t reduce merely to class, culture and race under struggle, but hybridize and intersect across all persecution networks, lest the elite divide-and-conquer us all over again: “The axe forgets, the tree remembers.” We’re a forest, babes; they cut down one of us, they’ll do it to all of us in due time. Lest people tokenize, gentrify and decay under state concessions, liberation is a universal affair! No exceptions! Basic human rights must become universal or Omelas’ genocides will continue, unabated.

That’s all our main points (and thought experiments) about Amazons, which means the rest of part two is, as usual, a bit more conversational/extraneous/tangential (a forest of tangents); i.e., rehashing previous points—recombining them holistically to reconsider how such things are forever at odds, warring among the same aesthetic for or against capital and its Realism; re: Amazonomachia something of a civil war between subjugated and subversive elements, abstracting them in easy-to-understand forms (re: sex and force) during ludo-Gothic BDSM: by interacting and playing with them; i.e., Nyx and Amy Ginger Hart (who we’ll examine towards the end). We’ll also integrate and inspect some historical elements to Amazons and the ancient world.

In Dispute, Afterthoughts: Subjugation vs Subversion (cont., feat. Nyx and Amy Ginger Hart)

Behind every fantasy is a reality waiting to be heard. Bearing that in mind, me and my mother’s mutual feelings—of wanting empowerment through frightening-yet-sexy monsters like the Amazon—are perfectly legitimate/ethical provided they don’t tokenize/submit to state abuse (and its various confusions about BDSM, fetishes and kink).

As such, we shouldn’t discount the value of Amazonian devices; i.e., as “mere fun and games,” hence treat them as “lesser” when trying to break the cycle. While fun and games are required to relieve stress and camp canon, garbage is useful because it’s garbage; i.e., is clay-like, hence something to transmute demonically into something else because it is both wholly invaluable and entirely cheap. But regardless of its stamina, veracity or exact constitution, the state practice works well enough for them: to divide and conquer those made to fear and fetishize whoever the state requires by abusing the power of mythmaking that Amazons convey so well. Take what they recuperate and use it to hit them where it hurts; make your opposition unruly and desirable in ways that—through the aesthetics of power and death, but also the product placement of monstrous-feminine revenge (the sleek, biomechanical avenger on her “steed,” left)—bend others towards liberation through darkness visible on the Aegis!

(artist: Martina Oliveira)

Under capital, sex and force sells as products, including Amazons. Their arguments—about rape and revenge—are demonic, persuading poetically through unequal power’s transformative potential and fulfilling of dark desires (regarding sex and force with sex and force); re: the right to exist, thus have anal sex, but also practice BDSM to challenge profit/systemic rape, achieving catharsis while fencing dialectically-materially with tokenized variants. The fact remains, rape survivors are more vulnerable under state duress, and historically betray (along class, culture and race lines) to stop it from happening again; i.e., more vulnerable parties are more desperate, thus more prone to betray under convenience to escape criminogenic conditions (said conditions being promises of violence that may or may not occur—the Faustian exchange, unto itself, also being criminogenic). It’s an old TERF/SWERF trick, one the state knows all too well. Scratch one, the other bleeds, both victims of privilege and oppression who dominate other workers by becoming cops. Both seek revenge through costumes they’ll monopolize “for themselves” and “themselves” alone: state bruisers acting as if they kneel before no one, playing the white Indian in bad faith.

(artist: Aisendraw)

Bullshit; nothing is regulated more than sex through force, subjugated Amazons stuck smack-dab in the middle of that clusterfuck. Asprey writes in War in the Shadows how

Terror is the kissing cousin of force and, real or implied, is never far removed from the pages of history. To define (and condemn) terror from a peculiar social, economic, political, and emotional plane is to display a self-righteous attitude that, totally unrealistic, is doomed to be disappointed by harsh facts (source).

As such, TERFs are fascists and fascists, however “ancient,” “mighty” and “rebellious” they seem, always bend the knee to capital; i.e., through false acts of rebellion facilitating police action—official or stochastic (vigilante)—preemptively against labor as a criminal whole to fight against; re; Parenti: the paradox of one’s “defiant” actions being they constitute deference, actually defending capital by killing capital’s enemies. The enemy is within, but that enemy is them: playing dress-up in bad faith to better enact state terror (thus violence) with relative impunity.

Neoliberalism endorses personal responsibility in its cryptofascism—a “phallic” Amazonian tack to defend the free market, while seeking the kinds of revenge known previously to medieval women’s Gothic voices; i.e., regardless of territory or occupant; e.g., Lady Macbeth’s rising venom when forced to harbor King Duncan under her battlements:

Come, you spirits
That tend on mortal thoughts, unsex me here,
And fill me from the crown to the toe top-full
Of direst cruelty! make thick my blood;
Stop up the access and passage to remorse,
That no compunctious visitings of nature
Shake my fell purpose (source).

Medusa, through Hippolyta, rattles in echoes that can be copied in bad faith.

Again, while the state tries to monopolize Amazons—and while these sentiments and actual monopolies are impossible—the historical-material consequence of striving for them is anything but. Faced with the unknown as brought about by planned economic collapse (and loaded with cryptonymic threats of rape), the middle class triggers, suddenly crying out, “We can’t go back to the street, the brothel—won’t (or can’t) squeeze into a corset again!” But that’s precisely what they do when they posture as strong inside the Man Box; i.e., putting on a fur or metal bikini and posing as a buff underwear model with fake tits; e.g., Autumn Ivy doing just that while aggressively insisting they aren’t a money-grubbing sex worker, and policing those who might say otherwise:

(artist: Autumn Ivy)

There’s nothing wrong with underwear models, money-grubbing or fake tits; there’s everything wrong with fake solidarity from token SWERFs, gentrifying sex work while punching down in bad faith (with Autumn also being a TERF for punching down against me, a trans woman). For Autumn (and anyone who acts like them), it’s a brand (e.g., the tweet for the left image reading “gym girls that cosplay”)—the actual politics largely unimportant save when posturing as strong in ways that white gentrified AFAB people historically do: as token feminists, punching down against easy targets. They’re loud, but only when their own equality of convenience is threatened. In turn, images like the one above become something that cannot easily be parsed without dialectical-material scrutiny (the above image merely the phallic aesthetic of the Amazon, its author’s politics largely neoconservative/unspoken beyond “strong women are sexy”).

State alienation knows no bounds. Wedding personal responsibility to austerity politics, neoliberalism loves to threaten middle-class security as “under attack” (during alien invasions) before “creating jobs” to police labor with; e.g., branding the bodice as a “breastplate” and the thong as a “codpiece” (or ham sandwich holder—the vagina dentata) to conceal its carceral, police-like function (versus a function that liberates all peoples). All equate to labor and wage theft, disguised as false power in oft-fantastical language criminalizing sex work through monetary value; i.e., the Amazon as a formerly conquered group, but also a job opportunity (the carrot and stick) chained to the brothel: a bouncer who can never leave. Doing so decays the Amazon as a sex-positive feminist symbol; i.e., replacing it with a traitorous double recruited from the prison population to brutalize their own (the state later rescinding these privileges, per the euthanasia effect). Whores policing whores in the brothel-as-prison, they do so while posturing as exclusive, special victims; i.e., undeserving of state force, while administering said force towards deserving victims in exchange for state pay. Autumn (and those like them) aren’t strong for standing up to the elite; they’re a cop, thus the elite’s bully kept on a leash, acting strong (and having their cake and eating it, too, as their alt account demonstrates).

Female or not, the state must always create new monstrous-feminine enemies to uphold Capitalist Realism with (and cops to enforce it); i.e., offshoots of the Medusa scaring and exciting its middle-class gatekeepers with a ghost of the counterfeit to further the abjection process (to be on guard/the lookout for criminal degenerate elements). This includes domestic cops and victims, but also from Elsewhere—from the wild reaches beyond empire, while making civilians want for heroes that bridge the gap at home: cowboys and Indians, orcs and humans, us versus them. Per eco-fascism and its moderation by state good guys (re: American exceptionalism calling such things “stable,” so-called “peace and prosperity” code for worker/owner division, infinite growth, and efficient profit), competition, conflict and scarcity are relaid through tokenized monsters combining this with that, under Pax Americana power fantasies; e.g., Amazons and orcs with sex, and sex other forbidden goods, like rape: someone to capture you and presumably never let go! It’s a drug and the first one’s free (“There is a price, barbarian!”)!

(artist: Master DCJ)

Such feast-or-famine combative theatrics are universally applicable, and regression isn’t automatically bad (re: regressing during roleplay to address trauma). That being said, state decay cycles under capital, fostering a routine unknown to endorse and enforce regressively conservative politics made from whole cloth (re: fascism defends capital during neo-medieval regression with paganized, eco-fascist elements). In turn, Orientalism is the dialog between the colonizer and colonized, speaking between them in warrior-like ways; i.e., among those with a capacity for physical violence pushed into cartoonish forms about monster captivity and rape (above and below). They become sources of power to tap into—rape epidemics that seek to reclaim these devices to humanize the Beast and acknowledge the furious and whore-like elements of the Beauty character in the same breath: their hellish co-existence during rape, capture and murder fantasies (we’ll unpack this even more with demon mommies). It’s an opera, a danger disco whose Numinous, forbidden love speaks to nature not simply as alien under capital, but desirable for it (sex out of wedlock isn’t just fun, but good praxis).

(artist: Soli)

Rape play involves passion when putting “rape” in quotes. Per Laura Ng and Edward Said, the inheritors of empire seek protection from the home as suddenly foreign to them per a fear of said unknown; i.e., when their rights and personal property are threatened by the elite pulling the strings (the call coming from inside the house): during the Gothic’s liminal hauntology of war turning the home into an unheimlich, traveling barbaric castle (thus conductive to those savage realities of empire that inheritors of the Imperial Core turn a blind eye to); re: “There is always a sense of a lurking danger from which the viewers need protection” (source), generally through feelings of alienation and attraction.

All can be supplied by rebels or cops, but their appearance is largely the same; i.e., in such spaces “invaded” by a foreign, imperial menace—that of a savage conqueror “of nature” doubling as a homely nurturer that, all the while, comes off as nakedly imposing and desirable, foreign and familiar while evoking the Medusa to hug and embrace during calculated risk; re: the dialectics of shelter and the alien—their threats of capture, bondage, domination, torture, rape, death, etc, playing out during courtly love. A black castle appears; the Amazon defeats it to canonically whitewash home, then is bridled/pimped out as a whore (while being somewhat whore-like until then, too).

In terms of the “invasion,” itself, home is invaded by the ghosts of empire projected onto an abject scapegoat mirroring state abuse in “ancient alien” forms (re: the black pyramid and its evil rulers). A wild enemy appears, calling for token Amazons (and similar agents) to crack down in bad faith. These trends extend historically-materially into the retro-future’s castle-narrative (chronotopes) and cryptonymies; re, Hogle and Bakhtin: a restless labyrinth merged with the environs of a castle space, saturated through-and-through with time in the narrow sense of the word; i.e., that of the historical past, fixated on dynastic primacy and hereditary rights enforced by police agents, pivoting and wheeling to maintain their own middle-management, desk murderer’s white-knuckle hold on a given population: the animation of a legendary police violence mirroring ironic, campy forms (and their gender parody’s subsequent gender trouble).

In turn, this ghost of the counterfeit is policed to further the abjection process, having revenge against nature through clay-like renditions of the status quo as “Gothic,” a found document. Statutes are documentation, in that respect—psychosexual golems bringing the dead back to life, wish-fulfilling a variety of guilty pleasures/forbidden desires. “I love ‘clay’ so fucking much!”

(artist: Sergey Galanter)

Clay is the data storage device of the ancient world, but also—still to some extent—the modern one. Demons, including Amazons, come from said world, fashioned from clay to denote “ancient,” repressed revenge; i.e., as something to reclaim under state dominion; re: from state gargoyles policing state territories and coded with state data, thus instructions regarding the giving and receiving of police violence as revenge against oppressed peoples fighting back. It’s again effectively eco-fascism, white Indians treating native peoples like a virus while badly imitating them. This can be reversed, the proletarian whore both “for real” and artificial while pushing for post-scarcity as starting in imaginary realms; i.e., “given flesh” through clay and other demonic devices.

To demonize something is either to make it alien or speak to one’s alienation while reclaiming it. As monstrous-feminine beings, Amazons—good or bad—incur this process in a dialectical-material sense similar to knights (e.g., Cameron’s terminators); i.e., cops and victims, us versus them, etc, pilfered from Antiquity in service of the West or to undermine it, mid-Amazonomachia.

Through demonic expression—of monsters battling monsters (one-on-one or through teams)—you’re only limited by your creativity and imagination; i.e., which capital curtails to serve profit by raping nature: profiting off manmade disasters. Challenging that, anything becomes possible, be it match to make or stance to adopt, per Satanic self-determination; re, Milton: “The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a Heaven of Hell, a Hell of Heaven.” All pro-state forms (of demons) deliberately serve profit while asleep at the wheel; all pro-labor forms actively fight capital to subvert, resist and dismantle it (to be of the devil’s party and know it), hence abjure greed and achieve liberation, sex positivity and post-scarcity—often by showing audiences a troubling view of their own world: of “another” world, another time, one whose age of wonder and cusp of disaster speaks of god-like beings who walk the earth among us mortals!

In a post-scarcity sense, such a world has never quite existed, but the lack of systemic cruelty before capital can be revived in hauntological forms felt in the shadows of cloaked, present-day abuses. This happens per the Aegis seized from the state to embody our struggles; i.e., in opposition to state forms, our best revenge being to humanize and deify the proletariat as sacred: a Great Destroyer the state actually fears—what it can’t fully pimp/rape, thus control in service to profit! “You’ll never own this ass!”

(artist: Dandonfuga)

This dialectic of ownership and control over nature-as-alien/monstrous-feminine brings us to something I want to briefly explore, here: ancient history and aesthetics superimposed over modern forms of the Amazon as a profoundly hauntological being.

Despite a curious translation for amazos meaning “one breast” and indicating body mutilation, we also have the armored, resisting quality of the classical female form protecting the body from mutilation while wholly unclothed; i.e., controlling sex through force, hyphenating both in masculine body displays loaded with feminine contradictions, theatrical hauntologies, and GNC gradients that have only intensified in recent years (under Amazon tokenization).

For one, recent female embodiments speak through/of the tell-tale nudity of ancient warriors, but specifically male bodies mythologized for having invincible flesh (e.g., Achilles) that Amazons were historically denied; i.e., as the victims of male conquest (the Amazonomachia) by infringing on patriarchal territories. Yet, Gothic Communism is half-real, recultivating the imaginary past that performers (and their bodies) might speak to historical-material issues like female domination: as giver or receiver of current state abuse! To that, the monstrous-feminine isn’t biologically male or female, and its mythologies allow for a sea of contrast more or less alien to the nascent West (sexuality and gender identity emerging in the 1700s; re: Foucault).

Considering public nudism, the monstrous-feminine invokes a curious paradox when presenting nude before the gods: strength through exposure. Under current forms, this presents an opportunity as much to ogle ancient male-exclusive ideas of masculine strength onto women’s bodies as it does to masturbate to the female body on display. The two are not mutually exclusive, but female warriors remain haunted by a die-hard notion of imaginary motherhood attached to state models about sexual reproduction and, by extension, nudity (vaginal or phallic) having evolved over time: male power fantasies for various reasons, but also female/queer pilot adopting said fantasies for ironic (or unironic) reasons.

(artist: Alex Ross)

This Amazonian paradox began with older patriarchal forms that were, themselves, rather plastic. For example, Sarah Bond writes in “A Brief History of Olympic Nudity from Ancient Greece to ESPN” (2016) how the 5th century BCE historian Thucydides saw “athletic nudity [as] a show of civility [emphasis, me] in the face of the barbarism displayed by the Persian enemies to the East of Greece. Ancient Persians traditionally thought it against decorum to appear in the buff, and thus Greek nudity was an affront to their social mores. It was a symbol of Greekness at that time first associated with Spartans and then with many other Greek city-states. It was said that even Spartan women worked out in the nude” (source).

In short, ancient warriors advertised their superior lineage through their naked bodies; i.e., as a kind of dogma/copaganda—one that could be replicated (for workers or the state) through cryptomimesis (the echo of trauma, but also, I would argue, symbols of power). Bond further writes,

Athletes were often ideal bodies that served as the muses for artists, just as Michelangelo would later use such Greek athletic sculpture to inspire his statue of David. To Thucydides and many other later writers and artists, the athletic body was a symbol of Greek civilization, superiority and, most importantly, control. These were bodies honed and shaped by extreme discipline. Greeks prided themselves in competing with each other in self-control—called in Greek “σωφροσύνη“—and Sparta in particular was famous for this virtue.

If nudity really was a way of projecting and advertising Spartan discipline, just think about what all those enhanced six-packs in 300 were supposed to represent. No one articulates the meaning of the ancient nude athletic body better than historian Donald Kyle, who notes in his book Sport and Spectacle in the Ancient World, The human body-male or female, fit or flabby, clothed or naked-is the ultimate symbol…In Archaic Greece, disrobing fully to become naked for sport became an assertive communication of maleness, ethnicity, status, freedom, privilege, and physical virtue.” Even then, the athletic body was a powerful advertising canvas and nudity was itself a costume (ibid.).

“Costume” is a good way to put it. Basically reversing Segewick’s imagery of the surface vis-à-vis nudity on the surface of clothes, and more showcasing clothing through nudity (the surface of skin) as a virtue of masculine strength and beauty that Amazons are certainly known for (albeit as a matter of performative irony regarding their feminine side and status being monstrous because they aren’t biologically[9] men)—so-called “bare strength” is an heirloom of the ancient world; i.e., bodies stripped bare, less to perform better and more to advertise them and those they represent (the state and the state’s dimorphic gender values) on the field: to be viewed, hence witnessed, as intimating works of art/poetry in motion. This would happen while suitably giving a courtier’s deference and hubristic display to Olympus—namely Zeus and his divinity as something to bask in and hopefully win his (infamously capricious) favor:

Athletes competed naked as a tribute to the Greek God Zeus. They wanted to show Zeus their physical power and muscular physique. Showing off their bodies also helped intimidate other competitors. /Since Greek heroes were often depicted nude in artwork and sculptures, this inspired athletes to train harder and win their event. Athletes wanted to be compared to “true” [quotes, me] heroes like Hercules and Achilles.

[…] In Greek legends death was a terrible experience. They believed when you died it was all over and you spent the rest of eternity in endless torment. This is why Hercules was so revered. He was a mortal man who won immortality because of his athletic accomplishments. / Lunt believes that many people competed in the Olympics hoping they’d be able to achieve some portion of immortality. By consistently winning athletes would have statues sculpted and songs written about their achievements, which meant their legacy would live on through the ages (source: “Five Things You Didn’t Know About the Ancient Olympics,” 2016).

Male or female, masculine and/or feminine, there’s an apocryphal element to Greek heroes—one that plays out, onstage, in a half-real sense (tying heroism as much to games and performance, such naked violence sitting between legend and real life). It also bears repeating that Greek heroes are notoriously tragic, chasing the gods only to fall short (with Hercules going mad and killing his family before trying to commit suicide[10], and Achilles famously falling victim to poison).

The belief (and a very patriarchal one, at that) was immortality being achieved through legendary feats of physical strength that people could witness at a given venue known for recreating them (athleticism, but also military conquest told in masculine art; i.e., the “human cockfighting” of gladiatorial kayfabe). The classic problem with Amazons, then, is they and their costumes (their naked bodies) were basically doing what men did minus a male overlord, which society at the time would have warned against; Amazons were monsters, meaning threats to male power structures because they promoted an equality that was fundamentally antithetical to how the Ancient Greeks—particularly the Athenians—normally viewed men and women: as inherently (according to them) unequal, thus ultimately defeated in propaganda battles ordaining such things (which classical Amazonomachia did, carrying its foregone conclusions into Renaissance art and ultimately present-day forms; re: hoakley’s “Amazons at War,” 2023). Men were dogmatized as “superior” and treated all women, not just Amazons, as threats/sites of conquest to put down by force—to rape, synonymizing sex with force.

While city-states are not homogenous, even Spartan[11] women would have been beholden to this ordering of things; yes, they could be do certain things other city-states, like Athens, might be stricter about (nudity in public), but still remained beholden to that most sacred of womanly duties a state would need to survive: motherhood. A quality reflected in Cameron’s Amazons, literal millennia down the road, this effectively made Spartan women glorified breeding vats for the city-state: to produce children, including boys, for the Spartan Agoge: “Their lives were not their own, but belonged to the state,” explains Unknown5, who is quick to point out the Spartan state was a war machine dependent on slave labor and brutal military programs, but also secret police[12] (“How Sparta Manufactured Super-Soldiers – The Spartan Agoge,” 2023).

And yet, if men were victims of the state for falling in battle, women were recruited to assist in sexual reproduction valorized over something closer to a whore or second-class citizen: dying during childbirth. But they would have still stood for the values of the state, making them glorified cheerleaders with additional responsibilities yet still controlled for their sexuality by something that had (and continues to have) power over them in newer evolved markets continuing to control sex and force, and by extension, women’s bodies of all different kinds. Nothing is controlled more than sex, force an instrument to dominate nature by vengefully pimping it. Nudity and prostitution became increasingly common in forms that, while they can be sex-positive and dictated by workers themselves, historically would have (and still continue to be) controlled by state forces towering over them:

(artist: Prism Serene)

In short, the nation-states of today inherited the flaws of their city-state predecessors (the ones that survived, which Sparta did not), but also their modus operandi for advertising through bodies; i.e., whose owners at times worshipped warrior women, but also feared and reviled them as things to pimp (thus rape). In short, Amazons  were policed and fetishized, but also martyred in service to male hegemony as an ongoing hauntological theme; i.e., the topos of the power of women, creation of sexual difference, and Male Gaze, etc, speaking to classic problems of female appropriation and assimilation: regarding women historically disfigured and maimed by patriarchal forces, turning them into cops.

(artist: Franz von Stuck)

Yet, there is a current issue through such bodies seeming to recruit warrior women in a very Spartan-esque “equality”: the state haunting liberatory forms, the latter also seeking the right not simply to undress and show off, but challenge canonical doubles with self-same exposure (a kind of warrior tribadism); i.e., to avoid forced motherhood and military service! Subjugated Amazons commonly express as paradoxically virginal, immaculate by Cameron’s neoconservative, cop-like forms; i.e., scrappy but off-limits, giving them a modesty element that is paradoxically cheeky and “of nature.” Ripley doesn’t birth Newt, but rescues her from dark, Communist- and queer-coded savages.

In short, the Amazons of today canonically function as “Goldilocks whores,” policing bad nature through good under Pax Americana, and which we can redress/undress as needed. Toying with various BDSM themes, such as Marston’s bondage kink, it becomes an act of worship—revering the exposed flesh as “mighty” through ironic appearance and subversive context: “She’s a brick house,” one caught between genuine rebellion and actual betrayal. Once a rebel, then a cop, and struggling to reclaim such things away from their traitorous qualities on the same combative surfaces, the Amazon’s surface tension is heightened paradoxically through exposure; i.e., to her as both combatant and bride in patriarchal eyes, one whose dialectical-material function isn’t immediately obvious: a cop or simply a warrior maiden/demon lover that speaks to liberation as a constant uphill battle. Throughout history as something to reinvent while looking backwards into the future, the Amazon’s powers remain constantly stolen and abused by nation-states (and neoliberal corporations) appropriating modern-day feminism vis-à-vis an “ancient,” naked-warrior aesthetic. Yet, such is where power lies, waiting for her to take it all back with.

Moving past the former historical side of things, let’s conclude this section by considering power’s application through Amazonian dualism—specifically in our hands through Amazons as a form of art and political expression.

Power is useful; demons embody all kinds, the Amazon in particular speaking to her exposed body as a sexual weapon—one of rape and revenge that promotes athleticism through the flesh and vaso vagal through the weaponry she carries. These collectively threaten before, during and after social-sexual activities (often warfare). In turn, inequality through exchange is classically determined through artists and muses, one being knowledge (about nature) and the other power (from/over nature). Per Galatea, but also Faust and Prometheus, each side has something to offer the other in statuesque ways: a slice of Antiquity as retro-future.

Keeping with ludo-Gothic BDSM, the poetic dialog of Amazons should be intense, but palliatively subversive; i.e., to deliver eustress, or positive stress, in Numinous passions that speak theatrically to our lived trauma while replicating good feelings, mid-paradox: those relaid in “torturous” body language, unequal exchange, and the dark transformative potential of various social-psychosexual performances. Provided it’s what they want, the fucked party should reach back to grip the bedframe while getting railed, or otherwise offer the dom their body and agency during calculated risk (re: consent is hot, but especially under conditions that put it to the test, below). Such surrender is temporary and committed through service, the dom serving the sub in ways the sub needs (and which the dom enjoys).

Furthermore, demon BDSM (with Amazons or not) isn’t purely of sex and pain, so much as it involves asexual interrogations of trauma that often (though not always) include sex and pain in demonic language. The point of such theatre is to “surrender”; i.e., under a performing destroyer’s “captivity” and “violence” as equally performative, thus in quotes. It’s not real so much as half-real, thus cannot harm the recipient(s) despite controlling them in ways they choose to submit to; it merely restrains them, giving them the chance to negotiate boundaries of unequal power happening under controlled circumstances arranged by everyone in advance (re: informed consent).

In turn, these devices (e.g., bed restraints, below) aren’t abusive unless being used to abuse, which camp doesn’t do. Even so, campy forms of exquisite “torture” very much remain haunted by actual, generational trauma; i.e., “rape” being a fantasy to live with and overcome through play that helps stabilize our inner victim, one threatened by daily remainders of what they survived: the Amazon as both protector and destroyer in good faith and bad, for workers or the state; e.g., with me loving the Amazon aesthetic despite having been abused by those practicing it in the past. It’s not just medicinal, for revolutionaries, but cathartic, orgasmic and good praxis, when done correctly!

(source)

Keeping this in mind, the gods and their avatars (dualistic manifestations of unequal power and knowledge, transformation, and dark desires of rape and revenge unto nature-as-monstrous-feminine) are as much things to make ourselves as they are to return to in demonic forms made by others—with alienation’s problematic lineage under capital reclaimed in statuesque doubles speaking to our bodies and identities echoed darkly across the Amazon (and other demons); i.e., statues to sculpt and behold as one does a god from “ancient” times—both silly like this ’90s Street Fighter spoof or serious like Heathcliff from Wuthering Heights, the imaginary past conjured to their makers’ service: “a form moulded with at least one element of grandeur—power” (source: Nava Atlas’ “Charlotte Brontë’s Preface to Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë,” 2014).

(artist: Zhaar)

This bestiary very much includes Amazons; i.e., as historically whored-out, female avatars of war that have become increasingly entropic (dualistic, liminal, GNC, BDSM-themed, and hauntological, etc) under neoliberal Capitalism as something to be for or against. Our copies double the state’s and vice versa, their respective arguments borrowing a great many things from a shared source; i.e., from the cryptonymy process and its restless vanishing point; e.g., dark “phallic” mommy doms like Lady Dimitrescu, left, both coming from and occupying the same half-real shadow zone used by cops and victims, alike. Both are “dark” in appearance, threatening order as it currently exists (under crisis and its fearsome, decaying circumstances), but only one functionally serving workers, animals and nature by doing so; i.e., there is always a shadow under capital and that shadow is always a deserving/undeserving victim in duality.

As we’ve discussed, cops abuse DARVO and obscurantism to accomplish state revenge (thus profit) against nature; i.e., as monstrous-feminine with monstrous-feminine; re: having “good” nature rape “bad,” the Amazon versus the Medusa but also other “bad” Amazons during Tolkien’s refrain and later Cameron’s. Victims of their unironic violence and bad-faith masquerades seek to anisotropically stymie profit (and break Capitalist Realism) with while using the same linguo-material performances per liminal expression: rape play where Amazons aren’t simply bona fide liberators, but token police reflecting inside/upon the same guerilla, monstrous-feminine, armor-like-yet-undressed (virgin/whore) shells and surfaces! Revolution is ergodic/non-trivial in this respect; embracing and adjusting under this total, diseased reality means acknowledging the Amazon’s shared praxial, ontological confusion during the cryptonymy process: on the Black Veil personified, tracing its concentric veneers’ mise-en-abyme (castles-in-the flesh) to escape the labyrinth while, to some degree, inside its power as something to occupy and relate to, person/place, resident/residence, etc.

Like Victor’s Creature, Amazons are demons, meaning things that—once made—testify as much to ongoing abuse in dysfunctional relations with (and receiving deceptions/cryptonymy from) powerful forces; i.e., forces concerned with controlling power for themselves as pro-state or pro-worker (anarchist). This applies to both sides of a given exchange and goes both ways, among various marginalized groups; e.g., white women like Radcliffe commonly making Neo-Gothic hulks that speak as much to their husband’s legally unequal status as they do citations of imperial abjection, but also reclaim either in fictional forms: “Fuck me like you mean it!”

Speaking to the whore’s paradox (re: the best sex[13] having a bit of struggle, vaso vagal, eustress—so-called “struggle snuggles,” cuddlefucks, what-have you), forbidden knowledge and power are often about sex and force as “dark” because it achieves catharsis in a pre-existing state of confusion that workers inherit/are born into (one where order and equality are a lie that serves state continuation by menticiding vulnerable parties through psychosexual dogma; re: gargoyles). Great castigation conveys the data through how we camp its effects with other people we view as “statuesque”; i.e., Amazonian dominators that, under our command, expiate our naughty-naughty sins by pounding our asses just how we like—all while living with/embracing trauma during the dialectic of shelter/the alien:

(artist: Marlon Trelie)

But again, Gothic Communism is holistic. To be considered sex-positive at all, such things cannot harm others—meaning in the scene or elsewhere—across space and time, through poetry and politics using Amazons during oppositional praxis. It’s not entirely about their gender but the demon-lover threat they represent towards certain privileged groups under men’s “protection,” classically white women.

Much of the next few pages comes from Volume Zero. Though not female, for example, Radcliffe’s banditti were demon lovers, and very much threatened (white, straight, middle-class) women with rape; i.e., whether deliberate or not, she commodified a white, straight, politically moderate woman’s idea of rape, all while excluding most other oppressed voices during the abjection process (all relegated to the ghost of the counterfeit she charged her novels with). Among TERFs, current Amazon poetics can yield a similar misogynistic flavor (cis or trans) that Radcliffe did unto cis women exclusively using mythical, male forest demons. Both are bad, but our focus, here, is the darkness of Amazons made to serve the state similar to how Radcliffe’s own rape fantasies did (causing unimaginable harm in the process).

By subverting Amazons as demon lovers during courtly love, we can use this ourselves to harness, thus convey dark power and knowledge; i.e., as things to behold in proximity to its deathly intimations, promoting repressed characteristics of ourselves and how we and our potential (to transform during unequal, forbidden exchange) are treated by state and liberatory forces in opposition: the struggle to snuggle, to be bold—to rub elbows with godly forces tied to land, labor and occupant normally enslaved by bourgeois servants who look like us, mid-rebellion.

As things to control workers with, sex and force “war” as they normally do, the Aegis taking various taboo aspects of daily life and reflecting them back at workers in poetic, shadowy forms and methods; i.e., the psychomachy as Amazonomachia, yielding internal and external disputes for problematic contrast, thus comparison; e.g., fucking but also dialectical-material struggles about fucking (the marriage bed or wedlock) personified through Amazons (monsters to fuck) being something to embody and take into ourselves as much to get out of our systems; re: to be strong in ways that prevent future harm for all workers, animals and nature as monstrous-feminine caused by state predation.

Amazons are warrior women that reflect “dark desire” being historically ironic; i.e., normally triangulating for the state for fear of rape projecting onto the colonized-as-demonic, and us anisotropically pushing back through Amazonian camp. This alienized-vs-alienizer dialog commonly has a gendered, animalistic (re: predator/prey) element as well, the Amazon’s classical abilities to conform (or not conform) used by state forces recuperating rebellious actors and actions like Amazons (who are basically big animal warrior women) to suit their own needs. They do so with confidence, always assuming we don’t have the guts to reclaim and such things to suit us, not them. It’s not technically “hard” to prove them wrong (at a glance), but the battle is very much an uphill one; i.e., to internalize these devices at a cultural level so that developing sex-positivity (thus Gothic Communism) becomes second-nature: liberating sex workers (thus all workers) through iconoclast art, recultivating the Wisdom of the Ancients (the Superstructure) in the process.

(artist: AkiraeviI)

A “terrorist” goes both ways, then, as does any ability to move power through such dichotomies; i.e., as things to reverse; re: workers being terrorist and counterterrorist in anisotropic duality. This duality reverses polarity through the same points, all depending on who’s labeling and perceiving who, but also who’s describing a given position as “Amazon” (or something similar to Amazon, like orcs or witches); e.g., state victims are always “terrorist” (thus illegitimate) in the eyes of the state and its rights, but always “counterterrorist” (thus legitimate) in the eyes of themselves and their rights. The same aesthetic of power and rebellion, rape and revenge, can be recuperated by state actors enacting false rebellion vis-à-vis the obfuscation of Amazons and Amazonomachia through DARVO arguments. Through praxial inertia, they tie the function of Amazons into knots (above), their white Indian/undercover cop cloaked in double standards colonizing nature (and symbols of resistance tied to nature) as a monstrous-feminine force to harvest for the state. Doing so happens, again, per the usual neoconservative, predator/prey triangulations; i.e., tokenizing a desire for protection from abject beings under state conditions: nature equals big, scary whore, so find something of nature—an Amazonian whore domesticated by state agents—to keep criminal (non-white, queer) nature in check, thus protect the state’s nuclear model (often expressed as non-Amazonian women and children; re: Cameron’s Amazons and their victims/wards).

From a competitive standpoint, home is an alien mountain to climb; i.e., king of the hill with only one victor after trammeling the whore (which Gothic Communism seeks to reclaim using the same binding devices and weapon-like threats of force [thus rape] that cops use). In turn, canonical home defense (the besieged home-in-decay as “Western”) is always (neo)conservative, overlooking Pax Americana‘s genocidal function by seeking its revenge; re: peace through strength, repressing state skeletons-in-the-closet by dressing them up as bugbear scapegoats.

This includes the Amazon as something to banish, afterwards—a sow to fatten and butcher while acting like a pig (a cop). Such “hogtying” happens while conveniently titillating the Male Gaze outside the bedroom (for anyone in the Man Box, not just men); re: the canceled future of childhood regression, whereupon capital decays and Imperialism comes home to empire in medieval language: summon darkness (often as evil dollhouse, but also monstrous-feminine dolls inside said house); retire the Amazon similar to the male knight or nameless gunslinger (except she’s also a whore) by banishing or bridling her after the liminal hauntology of war (the haunted house or Gothic castle’s operatic danger disco) retreats. Rinse and repeat; rape nature abroad by evoking genocide at home.

Doing so panders to Capitalist Realism per the ghost of the counterfeit, pimping demon lovers in parental language overlapping on the same monstrous bodies; i.e., whose abjection Amazons express par excellence—manlier and more “daddy-like” than many men, but still treated as non-men/automatic mothers by the state using them like men; re: to rape nature with nature by defending the state. As a system that rapes nature time and time again, the state is always good in its own eyes; under times of expansion and crisis, it allows tokenism to assimilate one lucky member of an alien group, making them good merely to violate all others from said group (and other groups). Galatea tokenizes under Pygmalion’s shadow to enforce his will: that of the skeleton tyrant/Capitalocene.

(artist: Kafun)

The entire enterprise descends into alarm fatigue, a process where someone becomes the cop simply to postpone, not prevent their own abuse by state forces; i.e., big fish eat little fish, so kiss up and punch down, rape encompassing an act of creative control about itself; e.g., Jadis—apart from raping me—also policed my artwork, telling me what bodies were acceptable to draw (as Amazons) and which weren’t (and pulling my funding to attack me with)! Such persons are craven to a fault, selling out at the drop of a hat; i.e., at the threat of collapse, or facing things coded as “collapse” which they employ[14] against state enemies: the perceived enemy at the gates of “Rome” also being the enemy within her dark fortress; e.g., “That not my wife” (from Body Snatchers, 1978) being a phrase Jadis freely laughed at and used unironically against me: not someone who’d put up with their bullshit indefinitely (though I did for nearly three years, the last six months mostly being me planning to leave and calling them out as my abuser).

True to form, Jadis wasn’t above whoring themselves out for the state, either—not if it let them assert strength over me (a trans woman) as the (according to them) weaker party! They were always right, and I was always wrong—a holster for their frustrations, and where they could shove their terrible gaze into me (to “look daggers,” as the saying goes), a colossal twat ensnaring me with boobytraps:

(model and photographer: Jadis and Persephone van der Waard[15])

Onstage and off, such things regress to pre-agrarian, hunter/gatherer levels of postapocalypse, state “guerrilla monopolies” (on asymmetrical warfare as a performative device) resulting canonically in Quixotic, Pavlovian/menticidal, and “white knight, black knight” syndrome (refer to Volume Zero and One for further examinations of these ideas): the hyphenating of pre-existing gender notions of strength (the stacked, “non-white” body type) with ironic roles canonically swapping to uphold the status quo, forced onto classic dominatrixes by the state (another reward to promise to state sissies). She’s a lethal weapon from head to toe, darkness visible yielding and concealing various cryptonymic facets!

Yet, monster-fucking goes both ways. This uwu/owo (fear/fascination) schtick applies to people lusting after Amazons, knights and similar warriors’ ghost of the counterfeit as much as it does when embodying them (chercher la femme vs gender dysphoria and body dysmorphia); re: Tennyson’s Lady of Shallot craving Sir Lancelot from afar—boldly and voyeurism eying the great warrior with her magic mirror’s telescopic gaze:

A bow-shot from her bower-eaves,

He rode between the barley-sheaves,

The sun came dazzling thro’ the leaves,

And flam’d upon the brazen greaves

Of bold Sir Lancelot.

A red-cross knight for ever kneel’d

To a lady in his shield,

That sparkled on the yellow field,

Beside remote Shalott (source).

In short, middle-class people historically get “thirsty” and desire protection from imaginary threats in black/white language; e.g., black/white knights, but also novels haunted by them; re: Catherine Morland and friend—in Jane Austen’s 1803/1817[16] Northanger Abbey—crying “positively dreadful!” while reading so-called “black” (Gothic) novels by the dozen (see: Volume Zero).

They also desire to be strong in ways that mirror their Amazonian protectors unequal distributions and proposals; re:

For me, this becomes another form of consent, one informed by sexual desire. I choose to interact with Samus and the castle because they teach, but also excite me. I want to fuck what I want to be: sexy. For me, that means a powerful woman like Samus [a colony brat raised by giant bird aliens].

Yes, Metroid spaces and heroines are “traumatic,” and echo trauma (re: child abuse) and “trauma” (re: watching Alien) from my childhood. They remain sexy because Samus chooses to protect me inside the space, the carrot to the castle’s stick. To quote Spike Spiegel, “I love the kind of woman who can kick my ass.” The Metroidvania castle lets me adopt a traditionally “female” stance: fear of physical abuse. Intimations of trauma are inevitable; framing them within boundaries of play grants me an element of control, according to a partner I can trust. I trust the Metroidvania to “imprison” me. Inside the castle, I control Samus, an avatar whose powerful persona chases my boogeymen, tyrants, away (source: Persephone van der Waard’s “Why I Submit,” 2021).

As such, Amazons are like the bull in the China shop—blunt and graceful, pursuer and object of pursuit. Thusly reclaiming these paradoxical fixtures of rape and resistance from bad actors/state hegemony during liminal expression’s mise-en-abyme, we become not only torn between two worlds (either as or regarding Amazons), but between Amazons as alien advertisements for timeless battles working for/against the state; i.e., these castles-in-the-flesh (castle-like bodies and vice versa) “going native” to fight—from mind to monster—over and across the same billboard bodies’ demonic sex and force: towering and morphologically buttressed, but also under siege in both directions.

Except, whereas cops present themselves as “shepherds” guarding nature in bad faith (often as white Indians/token vigilantes; re: Savage Land Rogue[17]), we promote stewardship over nature as true anti-rape arbiters; i.e., something to take back from the state—both sides employing the castled language of sex and force, rape and revenge to make victim arguments in good or bad faith; e.g., the lived reality of monstrous-feminine female bodies controlled by patriarchal ones, the Amazon classically feared by rapists for her visibly daunting appearance, and which rapists will teach Amazons—per the Pygmalion fantasy—to rape for them (appearing on and off state land to police its wider colonial territories)!

Amazons are demons, not maidens, thus intimidating to cops when cops cannot control them; i.e., as pimps poaching the most vulnerable targets they possibly can, and constantly dreaming up BDSM clichés that let the male jailor “submit” to stronger-appearing (often female) subordinates in whorish, female-coded outfits when it suits them. They pimp the conquered as controlled opposition/pin-up dominatrix (often as whitewashed “jungle fever”); i.e., projecting their rock ‘n roll sex fantasies (and insecurities; re: death by Snu-Snu) onto a classic enemy of the state, but also a paradox: weak/strong per masculine/feminine as monstrous-feminine, forcing the colonized to mother them/whore for the Man—to look tough for said men, but submit to their masters raping them as whores and literally fighting their battles. It becomes an embarrassing privilege in the same old hierarchy. Women’s work enters the Man Box, “acting like a man” to collect for the Faustian pimp as never actually giving anything up when swapping roles (“liberation” staying in the bedroom, trad wives exiting that space wearing Halloween costumes disguising June in pearls, but also her cop status). Instead, rape becomes something to rank inside a costume game.

Abjection projects state violence onto its past-and-present victims becoming future cops and victims. To it, older dynasties were rooted in misogyny as something to recruit from its own victim pools (restricted to local groups cops could realistically dominate through said time’s state logistics; e.g. Sparta), capital expanding said pools to assimilate earlier out-groups; i.e., centuries after Imperialism expanded from feudalism into settler colonialism, some of the world’s oldest scapegoats (women) became early examples of token cops furthering abjection per state concessions: to fight a rising consciousness to state abuses (merging with other forms of tokenism/decaying activism [white indentured servants, people of color and Indigenous peoples] to punch down against labor as a whole); re: gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss putting “rebellion” in quotes; e.g., kidnapped Hippolyta forced to wed Theseus and obey him, a husband and pimp one-in-the-same, the whore a savage made tame on the Wild West of frontier Capitalism. Over a relatively short period, subjugated feminism suddenly became the concealed weapon during the cryptonymy process—the warrior Venus an alien ace up the elite’s sleeve: to go where men weren’t allowed.

State/pimp revenge, then, became a matter of funding such sell-outs succeeding the myth as something to make anew and rebirth[18] the state by infiltrating its own prisons. In turn, all state monopolies, trifectas and qualities of capital include and inform tokenism as something to swap out various persecution networks among the greater lattice—Amazons merely being a famous example that has decayed into witches hunting witches for the state (white women gatekeeping other women and oppressed groups); i.e., for profit inside state territories, dead metaphors patrolling the same old graveyard’s half-real danger discos. They become invasive, predatory cuckoos.

(artist: Sveta Shubina)

Unlike workers fighting for positive freedom, thus control over themselves, state domination boils down to unironic chattelization/humiliation of its alienized prey and total control for itself, like always. Through this terrible device, older abject creatures of darkness and Hell, the wild outdoors and Numinous, etc—once polar opposites to goodly state bodies—have since redoubled among those bodies as state cops serving profit, thus genocide; i.e., to assimilate, the state recolonizing old territories using new traitors wearing the same native uniforms/standing in monumentally for the usual colonizer agents, reversing roles only to uphold what is normal: female harvesters grasping the reaper’s sickle, wearing the collar or bridle to segregate/silence their own (and other) people(s) without performative irony. They become stewards not of nature, but Omelas; i.e., expendable patriotic executioners and jingoistic hypocrites sheltered by the state till it yokes them (re: the euthanasia effect): the trick without the treat, the danger without the disco, relegating “resistance” and transparency to once a year (e.g., Halloween, or Pride).

Under capital, state revenge becomes something to exact no matter what, dividing and conquering Medusa (nature, the whore) as they always do—through triangulatory violence, double standards, brides and bribes; re: the middle class furthering the abjection process (and its grim harvest) through the ghost of the counterfeit. Subjugating Amazons to, in turn, subjugate others using said Amazons, token whores police non-token whores for the Man (aping his straightness, whiteness, and/or Christianity, etc). To have our revenge, we whores have to fight back any way we can, extending Amazonian subversion into and out of the half-real realms of fantasy (and its dark reflections on history) while fighting for universal liberation now. Revolution, for us, is year-round and holistic (so is Halloween and queer acceptance, for that matter). All for one, and one for all!

Before we move onto “Trial by Fire” and demon mommies, let’s quickly conclude with several collaborations, in this respect: Nyx and Amy Ginger Hart.

Whether of class, culture and/or race, cops are traitors through-and-through. Witch cops don’t just apologize for oppression, you see, but fight to maintain and accelerate it within weird nerd culture (often under duress; e.g., trans people threatened with homelessness, people of color with imprisonment, etc); they strike deals and infiltrate colonial territories for their same-old masters, standing in as scarecrows and gargoyles (the latter commonly animalistic statues guarding sacred grounds from evil forces, the former ceremonial watchers controlling pests in agrarian sectors): to exterminate their fellow native/rebellious brethren who refuse to sell out. We must challenge these traitors with our own likenesses thwarting theirs; i.e., Amazons (and similar beings) expressed through labor action’s revolutionary cryptonymy in age-old markets of war and the flesh; re (from Volume Zero):

[where] rituals of power expression and exchange that embody hunters and hunted, predators and prey that play out through the ongoing battles and wars of culture, of the mind, of sexuality and praxis as traumatized: marked for trauma or by trauma that parallel our green and purple doubles onscreen (source).

In taking those elements on and offscreen, we bring the battle to the half-real streets of public imagination! Gender parody becomes iconoclastic, playfully camping canon.

(model and artist: Nyx and Persephone van der Waard)

Apart from being a walking weapon of war and survival that often has sold out, the Amazon’s herbo, hyperbolic/giant/super-sized and protective-yet-bare muscles/sex appeal (and dark, Medusa-grade “furious” form—Nyx, above) still remain legitimate, call-and-response threat displays against state copaganda! Nyx, for example, is a nurturing force of nature, in that respect—treating the land as sacred and all its peoples, animals, and environments under state duress. It’s why I chose to paint her and why I see her as one of my muses. Yes, I crave and worship her for being downright delicious, but do so as much for her kindness and love; i.e., for things she values for their labor and natural value, which capital only destroys for their monetary value (for profit, thus rape).

In short, I want people to know Nyx has value as a cutie and a comrade because she treats me (and nature) as she does: a stacked queen who loves to show off, yet is kind to smaller and more vulnerable things! Despite living in West Virginia (a place devastated by decades of coal-mining), Nyx knows the value of all living things, and places said things (and their labor/natural value) above corporate greed. She absolutely rules:

(artist: Nyx)

Toxic and titillating to state sissies, such hulking green eggs and ham are the state’s bête noire (nature as gyn-ecological; re: Patel and Moore) and our gender trouble’s raison d’être when opposing them during ludo-Gothic BDSM—a feast for the eyes that says, “look, don’t touch” to their ideological enemies, hence in ways antithetical to profit when reclaimed by proletarian agents (who are happy to say “touch,” as Nyx is, during playtime with comrades); re: we whores exerting control over ourselves as “of nature” during calculated risk. This includes how we present as/perform during liminal expression, thus express power in addictive and fun demonic ways; i.e., onstage and off, the Amazon classically a power fantasy about killing our colonizers[19] versus joining them while disguising ourselves as quite literally bridled.

I’ve said repeatedly in the past that Amazons, while demonic, cannot change shape. This is only half-true. They’re big muscle girls, yes; they’re also military units/targets, which means they have uniforms (often of disguise, next page), which they can swap in and out of, during guerilla warfare. Often modernized in cloak-and-dagger stories like the noir femme fatale or Western shootout, Amazons have the capacity to infiltrate the state while looking like something the state would use (e.g., as a bride whose gown contains a female-but-deadly assassin); i.e., “when in Rome” to burn Rome down, the process a gradual one: through marriage as another aspect of the nuclear model to upend while camping it.

In fact, said disco and its hauntological “danger” are rather like the witch hunt, in that respect: often unmoored from a given space and time (re: Federici), cryptonymically in disguises that announce the plot to those who know (spies work in code, showing and hiding through the cryptonymy process)! In turn, the warrior girl is half exposed then fully exposed, but able to fight back when the ruse runs its course (as the fake bride does, below). Get ’em, girl!

(source: Choi Dong-hoon’s Assassination, 2015)

Like the Gothic at large, Amazons are fake in a variety of ways we can exploit to our benefit; i.e., the whore’s paradox requires gaining control while seemingly surrendering it (the Amazon both a maiden and demon originally written by Athenian propagandists to subdue women), but ultimately affording oppressed workers greater agency over their own lives: by dismantling the state as it tries to pimp us. It does so through Amazonian doubles that are never fully closed off, opening the doors for rehumanization (of the harvest) per the whore’s refrain applying to people, product and place. By turning the land into a brothel that operates against nature, nature utilizes the same devices to open up shop in said territories; i.e., against land owners and rich people settler-colonizing places to privatize, ethnically cleanse[20] and demonize through Amazon dialogs. Cops act like your friends, but actually exist to protect private property over people; their job is to rape, then play the victim.

To it, everyone likes the whore, and by making it a warrior monster to cage, the state is generally pointing to its own half-cloaked abuses—ones workers will see happening to themselves, during the pedagogy of the oppressed! The brothel is never fully the elite’s to own, nor is anything else “of nature” the state tries to criminalize; e.g., sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll.

As such, its traitors’ loyalty (and lingo) is always for sale, hidden by the cryptonymies at work/on display and reclaimed by us; i.e., exposing those who act in bad faith during the cryptonymy process, slipping the false Amazon’s mask when she sees what we show her (on the Aegis) and consequently shits her pants; e.g., TERFs acting liked oppressed Amazons, but keeping the costume to attack trans people with. Exposing bad intent is useful and what I designed revolutionary cryptonymy to accomplish through the dualistic, monstrous-feminine language of Amazons. In doing so, we have our revenge—on the Aegis by undoing state control over such things, thus reinstalling the potential for mutual consent during the whore’s paradox: a savior who appears like a destroyer (meaning a stronger person who looks like they can rape you) but is anything but an actual abuser!

(artist: Amy Ginger Hart)

Update: Amy Ginger Hart has decided to go back on our deal, despite me fulfilling my end of it. To summarize, I was writing about Amazons and anal, and saw that Amy checked both boxes (so to speak). So I asked if she’d like to be featured in exchange for some promotion. In response, Amy agreed to retweet the drawing when it was finished. When the drawing was complete and I asked Amy to honor her word and her agreement, however, she responded by blocking me (refer to “Amy Ginger Hart Exploitation Incident, 11/11/2024” for the full details). I’ve decided to leave this section, unchanged, as it illustrates how subjugated Amazons can fool comrades acting in good faith; i.e., how subjugated Amazons often seem good on the surface while actually using the aesthetic in bad faith. To that, Amy shoots pretty photos and certainly looks cute (all photos herein used from her public Twitter account), but is actually, as Foucault might have put it, “a phony twat.” What she abuses (through obscurantism), we reclaim. —Perse

Such are subversive Amazons, which Amy Ginger Hart (our second collaborator) also aligns with; i.e, of nature as part of the same warrior tableaux (above), and one to embody/embellish for workers performing strength in ways that mix-and-match modern-to-ancient forms of the Amazon, during ludo-Gothic BDSM! Women are classically small and passive, under capital, and Amy values her tight holes but also her strong muscles as classically monstrous-feminine; i.e., masculine and feminine, exciting gender trouble for the status quo and gender delight for Amy and her fans! She embodies nature as something to fight for/alongside with various allies during calculated risk:

(artist: Amy Ginger Hart)

Until development, exploitation and liberation sit on the same stage. Gothic Communism is the practice of spies and monsters towards development, we whores activating demonically during ludo-Gothic BDSM to cryptonymically dispel various (mono)myths about women and other monstrous-feminine; e.g., that women can’t shoot/fight back, are always subservient to men and never want revenge against them/are merely sex objects to please men (all of these intersecting with other myths in the fight for liberation; e.g., girls don’t like being choked, above). In turn, spies imitate those they wish to destroy or change into something better. So does Amy showcase herself as Amazonian—a warrior for sex positivity who operates in the buff/out in open for all to see, and one that harmful practitioners of the aesthetic have, since Ancient Athens, stolen from healthier mythical simulacra (the copy of that which patriarchal forces unironically fear).

Women, then, are generally trapped between positions of ownership and being owned, such Amazonian brothel espionage walking the line between bride and whore, diplomat and spy/assassin. This includes models and muses, whose bodies since Antiquity have inspired (male, female or intersex) to illustrate notions of power as much between masculine and feminine, versus simply a feminine that male artists could realistically dominate: Amy’s formidable physique, but also their love of anal sex (a classic terror weapon) being something they love to have—a forbidden zone’s territory and traveler explored by brave souls humanizing both as harvested normally by capital.

(model and artist: Amy Ginger Hart and Persephone van der Waard)

Through darkness and desire, but also vibes, mood, and monstrous thrills, we regain control of responses the state will abuse (re: the vaso vagal response and various psychosexual mechanisms)! Amazons, whether they want to be or not, are sex demons, thus whores in this respect; and whores—again, being vice characters—communicate paradoxically through pain, stigma, bias, the taboo, barbarism, animalistic rape/torture fantasies, and so on. Literally a crush of sorts (the Gothic loves its neo-medieval puns, combined sex and war), they become avatars to vicariously portray/express, hence grip and control desires the state would normally never allow us to speak: in the “just games” allegory of action stories, kayfabe, and Gothic theatre at large, where Amazons are queen.

Furthermore, for those who prefer the masculine approach (as Amazons generally do—upon their classically female bodies), who doesn’t want to be desirable as sexy and strong (excepting subs and fem-presenting workers, who resist compelled masculinity in favor of controlling it through mutual consent)? Thick thighs save lives! Sex is better during metal; i.e., it hits harder when you’re excited by theatrical implements of “danger” overshadowed by state forces haunting and infiltrating our pedagogy (and place) of the oppressed! Resistance is a party filled with good actors and bad fighting over (and with) the same Amazon aesthetic: “Don’t you know I want to be with you tonight?” (Trans-X’ I Want to Be with You Tonight,” 1995).

Beyond Amazons, there’s power in all monsters, specifically their reassembly, recontextualization and release; i.e., challenging the state’s unironic prostitution/weaponization of anything monstrous-feminine (female/feminine parties being reduced to sex objects defined by their sexuality/sex organs, queer people by sodomy and people of color by non-white criminalization/their skin, etc). We can reclaim them while still being prostitutes, ourselves. And keeping with the whore’s paradox per Amazons, the whore’s revenge doesn’t have a singular meaning or application; e.g., anal sex, but also oral:

(artist: Amy Ginger Hart)

The fact remains that if monsters like the Amazon didn’t have subversive power and cathartic utility through psychosexual camp, we wouldn’t bother! We camp canon because we must; i.e., from city to nation, the state historically summons the Amazon as a monster whore of nature to rile up moral panic with—as coded into dogmatic fear (scapegoat) responses towards sex controlled through unironic force! By comparison, rebellious workers camp all of that to achieve genuine, at-times-postpunk rebellious effects: disco in disguise, seeking similarity amid difference! Let’s dance!

These are not naturally mysterious concepts, but have become unnaturally mysterious[21] by those who don’t want people to utilize Amazon aesthetics for labor action on a grand scale; i.e., to follow She-Hulk as one might “Liberty Leads the People” (a painting about the French Revolution) versus a lady who lays down with the law as its submissive and breedable war bride/whore-with-a-badge (which She-Hulk—a lawyer and tokenized crimefighter—sadly is), or lays down the law for the law (with vigilantes raping people to defend private property in the interest of continued privatization)! Amazons can be cops or victims, but victims can fight back against cops and their various effects; i.e., there’s a gentrifying element that extends to superhero lairs (often cities; e.g., Gotham): turning rebel saloons into cop saloons, brothels-by-another-name gatekeeping such things per the usual assimilative double standards punching down; re: joy divisions. Cops can congregate, redlining and dividing up their prey through military urbanism. Within this hierarchy of values, women are pimped on either side of the Thin Blue line: muscle, but female muscle.

The fact remains, class, culture and race war concern betrayal as something to avoid along the various persecution networks we’ve discussed; i.e., attritional exchanges imploring sympathy for the devil on either side by various onlookers. Such supervised, spectated revenge ties Gothically to demons since at least Frankenstein; i.e., a concentric, frame-narrative story about nature demonized, thus criminal in the eyes of the state pimping it. Victor less feared the Creature’s hulking physique and more its ability to reproduce, envisioning a doomsday when labor-as-robotic fought back across generations to reclaim the Earth out of revenge (re: the technological singularity—a concept we’ll briefly explore, in “Making Demons”).

Though more transhuman than post, Amazons embody such fears per the whore’s revenge. In turn, such us/them and cop/criminal binaries are false insofar as the state promotes them, but which it uses strength to defend the status quo from vengeful whores of nature by presenting cops as false friends; i.e., including in tokenized forms; re: the Amazon as someone to beat and subjugate into a cop. We reclaim all of this during ludo-Gothic BDSM, promoting the very things we seek to challenge and subvert; i.e., by enjoying their empowering elements, per Sarkeesian’s adage, and refusing to endorse their harmful functions and features while punching up against undercover cops (trying as all cops do, to control every aspect of our lives).

(artist: Araneesama)

Liberation is a market; i.e., one whose varied and nebulous creative exchanges pass between many abused parties. Primarily nature whored out by capital pimping it as monstrous-feminine, rape isn’t something to “rank,” and cops can’t fully monopolize Amazonian theatrics any more than workers; i.e., our own capacities for giving and receiving violence being stigmatized by the state, but sympathized with by workers for their campy positions under state rule. Like all vice characters, standbys have become the norm. So, yes, there’s the classic towering huntress with her sword, club or quiver of arrows as unbroken, unbowed. In the buff, she cannot be tamed, cleansed, or bought! Her primal, athletic and flexible (above) cavewoman’s body serves herself and workers, not the state! But her camping of the state is haunted by the very abuse she makes fun of, thus reclaims through courtly love experienced by demons great and small: during anal or other Numinous forms of psychosexual, medieval-style “torture” interrogating trauma!

(artist: Sasha Khmel)

During ludo-Gothic BDSM, evocations of “Ozymandias” and Prometheus should leap to mind in “ancient,” posthuman copies—their clay-as-rogue-technology reinventing older Satanic traditions: something wild, strong and of nature, teaching us what we have lost and regain through golemesque poetics/close encounters; i.e., how power redistributes through creative expression to affect participants differently during an ongoing and oscillating pedagogy of the oppressed; re: similarity amid difference.

Amazons are demons. With any demon ever made, there is a being of nature attached to it a) policed by itself (or some traitorous double), or b) liberating itself from police abuse overseeing such construction in service to profit (thus rape). Not everyone enjoys this kind of thing to start with, but the state wants us too afraid to play with others as though they want to play with us, too. Fighting back is forbidden unless the state sanctions, thus profits from its recuperations/preservations of heteronormative thus Cartesian and settler-colonial stances. We challenge all of them on our own GNC (thus alien) surfaces, uniting in ways that Amazons have struggled to do since reclaiming themselves from state authors out of Antiquity.

To it, pandemonium takes many forms and combinations. Under capital, nature is monstrous-feminine, thus alien in ways that Amazons speak well to: our mutual-if-uneven alienation by the state, and the forbidden sight that punches holes, Amazon-style, into Capitalism Realism’s various embodiments of rape and revenge. Once their subversive potential wakes up and unites, Amazons (and other demons) can rise up to remind the elite—those unable to imagine a world where they can’t harm others and would rather die than give up what they think they own—that it was never theirs to begin with! Hope isn’t given by those who hold us hostage; we make it ourselves by actually fighting back—together. “I am woman, hear me roar!”

(artist: Amy Ginger Hart)

So concludes this two-part section on Amazons, rape and revenge (and Medusa before that). From here, we’ll look monsters comparable to Amazons, albeit on a spectrum!

Again, all demons play with rape through unequal, forbidden exchange, and whose subsequent power fantasies (mainly of dark desire) take many forms of “phallic,” alien, weaponized sex. These, in turn, encompass magical friends to make/construct that provide an adversarial, oft-painful component to help us change beyond societal norms. By feeding the whore’s paradox into others—e.g., the paradox of terror speaking to virgins/whores and vice versa during the whore’s revenge—workers suddenly become free to explore things like sex (and sexual taboos) that society pushes into fantastical, hellish realms: the asshole of existence. We reclaim these to go beyond what is allowed, genuine rebellious camp being far harder to prevent than canon would have you think; i.e., nature-as-monstrous-feminine having its whore’s revenge to exist in ways that speak theatrically to the violence normally committed against us by police forces: on the casting couch as its own cartographic refrain!

(artist: Amy Ginger Hart)

In terms of canon vs camp, function is context, which doesn’t always track immediately with form; i.e., it plays with and subverts it; e.g., Amy can stretch out on said couch in a campy scenario that resembles its unironic variety’s demonic exchange: power and knowledge not things that can ever be fully controlled by one side alone. Transformation happens through the whore’s paradox turning things on their heads through play for oneself (with one’s body, orientation, and gender identity or performance through clothing, makeup, props and sets)—a desire to have fun with things that are normally abusive. That’s how any monster works during ludo-Gothic BDSM!

(artist: Evul)

Let’s unpack that next, going beyond earthly realms (which Amazons occupy and wage war inside) and into hellish territories about monster (thus forbidden) love with admittedly Amazonian qualities! Amazons classically capture their mates; continuing with the blood libel/sodomy class of monsters, we’ll proceed unto Lady Hellbender and other demon mommies own operatic, ballroom sex-as-weaponry to reclaim postcolonially from state forces (similar to our anal Amazon thesis)! Onto the beefcake mothers of sin and hellfire[22]!

Onto “A Paucity of Time“!


Footnotes

[1] Made from clay to be strong—to rape and avenge or avenge a rape, but also “rape” during ludo-Gothic BDSM, thus achieve praxial catharsis while developing Gothic Communism.

[2] “Prison sex” being a term I devised to speak to a hierarchy of power and subsequent values towards the giving of rape, versus “rape culture” being a term I’ve heard used to describe rape apologetics on a mass, cultural level; i.e., apologizing for rapists and blaming their victims, under the profit motive; e.g., R. Kelly avoiding punishment for decades despite the mountain of evidence left in his wake (Dreading’s ” The Disturbing Case of R. Kelly,” 2024).

[3] Commonly expressed through Orientalism, sodomy and blood libel; e.g., King Piccolo’s parthenogenic offspring, Piccolo Junior (a qualifier he later abandons), swearing he’ll have his revenge (for his senior’s death) after he is reborn; i.e., from a giant egg that grows quickly into adult form: echoes of mad science, incest, reptilian vampires, Pagan infanticide, and the backstabbing Jew, etc.

[4] I.e., abused by men of reason having secularized Divine Right through the Protestant ethic, enjoying its exceptions and double standards as white straight European men always do (for them and theirs, their understanding of nature becomes artificial, ordained by God-given forces yet dressed up as “science.”

[5] While fantasy races commonly symbolize settler-colonial arguments, there’s a duality to them that requires them to be racist through usage, hence context; e.g., green skin speaks to colors of stigma that not only historically predate systemic racism, they speak to alienation of all kinds; re: blood libel being a medieval practice that survives into the present to afflict different groups for different reasons. The fact remains that rape fantasies aren’t always based on actual cultures through these fantasies, but imaginary ones informed by different stigmas, biases and fears known to ours. To it, Jadis and I used to do rape fantasies—with me being their twink war bride and them playing an orc chiefess saying to me (as I fucked them), “I’m keeping this one!” Doing so wasn’t so much to punch down, but play with “Gothic” destroyer language we divorced from systemic racism. It was fun!

[6] Such abjection is something to dispel through experiment. For example, I used to be scared of anal. When I tried it, I realized that God wasn’t going to strike me down, nor Satan (the canonical version) drag me kicking and screaming off to Hell. Yes, I didn’t like it with Zeuhl (who lost their virginity to anal sex), but I also didn’t like them entirely as a person; when I tried it with Cuwu, I liked them a lot more (and was more comfortable with myself as trans), thus found myself enjoying anal a lot more, too. In doing so, I suddenly saw all the people who not only were afraid of anal, but things associated with anal; e.g., whores and gay people. It was a very eye-opening experience.

[7] These in turn, are loaded with various slippery-slope fallacies and false equivalencies we can dispel; e.g., anal doesn’t always lead to felching (through it can), and felching isn’t equivalent to “getting your red wings.” I’ve done one but not the other but viewed through the abjection process, such activities would be conflated and viewed as harmful.

[8] To it, if there is escalation, it’s generally because those escalating violence have been conditioned to behave as such; i.e., by seeing enemies all around them to attack, thus whores “of nature” to pimp; e.g., Amazons sodomize men out of revenge (the idea—of an avenging degenerate—being a fascist argument; re: the backstabbing Jew), so Amazons must die “the way they’d do it to us!” It’s a strawman, one the state loves to abuse during DARVO—to shame and ridicule sluts, and things treated like sluts by the state tokenizing Amazons (anything not white, cis-het, male, European and Christian). Nature becomes a brothel, the land something to hold onto and choke out through force versus actually give back to Indigenous groups during “land back” arguments (which become just as unimaginable to Cartesian dominators as anal sex is).

As such, everything must be white, a black planet something fear because the revenge of those reclaiming the land surely must want to seek harm against the colonizers they’re ousting. Again, this is projection. While there’s something to be said for getting even, the fact remains that places like Haiti and its successful slave revolt against the French, were repelling a group of people from their land that had spent their entire time there exterminating the local population for profit. Settler colonialism is a system, in this respect—one that repeats over and over across the world, space and time, in between fact and fiction, novel and romance, normal and abject. People who are weird about sex and gender—but also BDSM, fetishes and kink as monstrous extensions of these things—are likewise weird about Imperialism, ethnocentrism, and Pax Americana, etc. Things like anal and land back might seem unrelated, but only to the uninitiated!

In turn, history repeats itself in ways that play out through relationships between people and the land that harbors them (where they live, thus have sex). As Jewish Voices for Peace writes:

This July 4th, we contemplate parallels between the colonization of Turtle Island (“North America”) and Palestine:

Genocide. Land theft. Ethnic cleansing. Environmental destruction. Forced displacement of people from their homes, and sequestration into isolated areas with (artificially) scarce resources. Criminalization and surveillance. Colonial control over lives, and denial of self-determination and sovereignty. Erasure of native history and culture. Ideologies (Manifest Destiny, Zionism) of entitlement to, and justification for, these atrocities.

While there are parallels between the colonization of Palestine and of Turtle Island, there are also major distinctions. It’s inappropriate to discuss the colonization of Turtle Island as a monolith, since the various peoples here endured it in different ways and at different points in time. (To learn more about the specific history of the Indigenous people whose land you’re on, go to native-land.ca.)

Supporting Palestinians’ right to return and right to self-determination in their homeland goes hand in hand with supporting Indigenous people’s demand for #LandBack — for restoration of Indigenous sovereignty and stewardship, and respect for their deep connection to and knowledge of their lands.

As @ndncollective writes, although Palestinians and people indigenous to Turtle Island “come from different nations and geographies, the struggles against settler colonialism are the same… because settler colonists share playbooks,” and “Zionism, white supremacy, and imperialism… act as one to oppress and eliminate us.” And both groups of native people are working toward a similar vision of liberation. In @ndncollective‘s words: “Just as we fight and organize to reclaim land on Turtle Island, our Palestinian relatives fight and organize to return the land and for the land to return to the people” (source Instagram post: July 4th, 2024).

Solidarity against such oppression is the only way forwards.

[9] That ancient (and awful) rubric, still used by patriarchal defenders to this day (re: TERFs).

[10] According to Euripides (source: Perseus.tufts.edu).

[11] Joshua Mark writes,

Spartan women had more rights and enjoyed greater autonomy than women in any other Greek city-state of the Classical Period (5th-4th centuries BCE). Women could inherit property, own land, make business transactions, and were better educated than women in ancient Greece in general. Unlike Athens, where women were considered second-class citizens, Spartan women were said to rule their men (source).

He goes on to state how Sparta lost a 371 BCE battle with Thebes, at Leuctra, after centuries of military supremacy. Following this defeat, the state weakened and collapsed, leading future male thinkers to not only create the Amazons, but blame Spartan women, to boot:

What Aristotle and other conventionally minded non-Spartan men feared subconsciously and perhaps sometimes consciously was feminine power. One expression of that Greek male fear was the invention of the mythical race of Amazons, but at least the Amazons had the decency to live apart from men, whereas the Spartan women apparently exercised their power from within the heart of the community. In the grip of such fear, the male sources often distorted the facts they had access to, usually only at second-hand at best, about Spartan women (cited by Mark; original source: Paul Cartledge’s The Spartans: The World of the Warrior-Heroes of Ancient Greece, 2004).

In short, the glorifying of male military might was done at the expense of the women who, in the case of the Spartans, not only bore their husbands’ children but used their own expanded rights to empower Sparta beyond what it could have been otherwise.

[12] Called the Crypteia, on which Paul Cartledge writes in Spartan Reflections (2001), “either principally sought out and killed helots across Laconia and Messenia as part of a policy of terrorizing and intimidating the enslaved population, or they principally did a form of military training, or they principally endured hardships as an initiation ordeal, or the Crypteia served a combination of all these purposes, possibly varying over time.” In short, they enforced the will of the state as a police body upheld through force—a ruthless tactic adopted by modern-day fascist resurrections regressing imaginarily backwards; i.e., paramilitary units with a vigilante flavor defending capital and its hauntological gender values (which initially fetishize, then euthanize Amazonian doubles).

[13] For survivors of trauma who aren’t sex-repulsed because of their trauma.

[14] Ironically while acting “barbarian” themselves (as TERFs/SWERFs so often do); i.e., as facets of fascist feminism—playing dress up as a complicit disguise purely to hide/show their role (as state enforcers) during the cryptonymy process forwarding abjection.

[15] Originally featured in the Undead Module, “Escaping Jadis” (2024).

[16] Written/published posthumously. In part, such stories panned as terrorist literature, something not befitting an unmarried, but still white, straight, middle-class woman to write about.

[17] Amazons, tokenized, illustrate an ongoing problem of assimilation; i.e., that expresses not just in a variety of superhero bodies, but spatio-temporal fantasy worlds that house them. Rogue doesn’t just appear in “our time,” then, but other worlds where she can put her talents to work (stealing power from those she touches); re (from Volume Two, part one):

As Ayla and Savage Land Rogue demonstrate, Amazon habitats are far older than videogames, but have evolved into them out of older Pax Americana fantasies exported elsewhere (from America to Japan and back again); i.e., a revival of the “white jungle” populated with “big game”: a vacation-type resort for the usual anxious pearl-clutchers looking for Jane and Tarzan; i.e., to punch down at towards the dogmatic threat of a Black Planet: to ease their own inheritance anxieties and fear of a non-white revenge for empire as inherently genocidal, tokenizing colonial subjects like the Amazon to police its own group, mid-Holocaust (source: “‘Death by Snu-Snu’: From Herbos to Himbos, part two,” 2024).

In doing so, she becomes a crimefighter vehicle for pro-state fantasies that we must take back, regardless of where or how such things manifest! Kowai or kawaii, tits and ass in or out—a cop is a cop, a rebel a rebel vis-à-vis how they move power in one direction or the other!

(artist: Mike DeBalfo)

[18] Re: The state is incompatible with life and consent—can only rearm its workers to assist in mythmaking that maintains this pattern; i.e., to essentialize the state and end history beyond Capitalist Realism, the past not something to learn from save to enforce state dogma and police violence. Our own gender trouble upsets this paradigm, doing so inside itself vis-à-vis Amazons and other monstrous-feminine stories and characters (classically with animal masks being an ancient form of theatre); i.e., to divorce biology from gender and sex, and gender and sex from each other to end canonical essentialism, pushing towards horizontal arrangements of power, knowledge and history.

[19] Again, versus imitating or otherwise getting in bed with them; e.g., Theodor Herzl (the father of the modern Israeli state): “The anti-Semites will become our most dependable friends, the anti-Semitic countries our allies. / We want to emigrate as respected people” (from Herzl’s Diaries; e.g., cited by Joeseph Massad’s “Zionism, Anti-Semitism and Colonialism,” 2012). This historically comes at a cost: killing your own in favor of a colonizer identity that alienates your from your own group, but never lets you fully assimilate. It becomes a fortress mentality tied to a satellite proxy state the powers that be (namely America) will exploit in a functionally “white” sense; i.e., racial supremacy as a geopolitic project with uneven, modular application (as fascism always is; re: Eco).

[20] With Samus Aran and similar cop-style, monomyth heroines becoming retro-future exterminators cleaning homes of vermin infestations, per state DARVO arguments); re: in the “Scooby Doo,” Radcliffean approach (more on this, later, when we reexamine Ellen Ripley vs Giger’s xenomorph).

[21] As trade secrets—namely prostitution surrounding sexual reproduction policed through force—as more secretive than simply “punch, stab or shoot” enemy forces; e.g., Mallrats (1995) and Brody’s obsession with superhero sex organs: “It’s a secret of the pros!” Smith treats the idea strictly as a joke (“He’ll grow out of it”), but such devices yield liberatory potential when camped; i.e., a classic way to disempower cops is to mock them, and a classic way to mock anyone is through their junk.

[22] Oxymorons aside, desire commonly expresses through higher temperatures; i.e., to be hot. Demons of a Numinous inclination raise that to ostensibly self-destructive, incendiary degrees: the anal sulfur and witchy hellfire of a stacked pandemonium married to other motherly types, like Amazons.

Book Sample: Reclaiming Amazons (opening and part one: the Riddle of Steel)

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On Amazons, Good and Bad, part two: Reclaiming Amazons; or, Cops and Victims (opening)

“Steel isn’t strong, boy. Flesh is stronger. What is steel compared to the hand that wields it?”

—Thulsa Doom, Conan the Barbarian (1981)

(source Tumblr post, The History of Fighting: February 6, 2022)

Picking up where “On Amazons, Good and Bad, part one: Always a Victim (feat. Medusa)” left off…

Capital relies on tokenization—to recruit from nature to pimp nature, sex raping sex, thus benefit the smallest number of people possible through the suffering of the largest number possible. All exist within a system of concealment we expose inside itself—from America’s corporate duopoly (establishment politics) to extensions of their team-based, cops-and-victims approach to the world under neoliberal Capitalism and its centrist refrains: bread and circus (music and combat). This includes Amazons as something to reconcile with their imaginary past, but also reclaim it as a consequence of refusing to play along with state mechanisms any longer! A whore’s revenge, breaking Capitalist Realism!

If part one focused on tokenization of the Amazon as givers of rape and revenge—i.e., treating Medusa as perpetual victim/scapegoat, during mirror syndrome—part two, “Cops and Victims,” aims to humanize, thus reclaim such devices inside themselves; re: “an enemy has only images, behind which he hides his true motives; destroy the image and you break the enemy.” Liberation is a mirror game, Medusa the Queen of Mirrors; queen bee, the details of her death have been greatly exaggerated. The Gothic, then, loves to remind its audience to the inferiority of man in man-versus-nature, but also Man Box tokenizing this group or that; i.e., mankind is doomed, the home reclaimed by nature, but also labor when Medusa comes to take us home: into her murderous womb—a carnivorous vat of acid, a sarcophagus (eater of the flesh). No amount of science, superhero eugenics, deals with the devil (selling out) or self-righteous posturing can thwart that, dooming the state because it tries to beat Medusa, anyways. It cannot, because she is nature, itself, hence a god of death—of transformation and radical change during intensely unequal, forbidden exchange.

These aren’t just colonial devices, then, but our childhood materials lifted from sources normally used to deliver such things to people expected to uphold the status quo. As usual, the elite cannot own the Superstructure, meaning we can recultivate it through iconoclastic art on the Aegis; re: subversive Amazons, which look and sound the same (at a glance) as subjugated ones. It’s a group effort, made not by single, elevated representatives, but an intersectional collective of solarized workers liberating sex work as monstrous-feminine through iconoclastic art. This includes Amazons, which desperately need to reclaim their iconoclastic potential from TERF agents playing cops and victims vis-à-vis Amazons.

All hinge on lies, during the cryptonymy process. Except when the state lies, it lies to harm us; when we lie, it’s a defense mechanism defying our attackers. Our vanishing point/mirror gaze isn’t amnesia, but a reawakening of our lost power in campy replicas: a hall of mirrors, fatal portraits, echoes of the restless past. In turn, our rememory of personal and generational trauma is something to reassemble through partial lies, reinvention and rape play hinting at truth; i.e., our eyes of confusion, our splendid lies, our darkness visible, our Aegis—to absolutely glow with our dark, whorish revenge! Our beautiful darkness abolishes privatization, be it kings, gods, or masters (“a curse on both your houses!”). We’re phallic women getting it off our chests, unburdening ourselves by letting it all out; Lady Vengeance in all her many forms, we’ve built ourselves up not to tokenize, but refuse to be the state’s cops or victims policing sex through force. We seek release, not relapse: our Amazonian moxie, spunk, noive.

(artist: Lera)

Such subversion is symbiotic; all operate on dysfunction as something to process, conjuring up the half-real past for different purposes. Over time, rebels have decayed into cops who strike a balance between human/alien, saying “we’re the exclusive victim” during controlled opposition. Medusa has evolved to look more and human, evolving rape arguments that don’t just speak to her endless rape, but rape at the hands of those abusing the dialectic of the alien; i.e., transforming and threatening unequal exchange per the whore’s paradox to uphold capital and profit, thus continue their raping of nature. Let’s explore their liminal reclamation during ludo-Gothic BDSM, here; e.g., anal sex as a symbol of submission that, per the whore’s revenge (upending profit), becomes a subversive postcolonial device that Amazons (thicc warrior beings) are party to.

We’ll get to anal, in a bit. First, we’ll rehash a few important ideas concerning dialectical-materialism, liminality and hauntology vis-à-vis Amazons, look at some different forms of Amazons as subversive warriors whores with Amanda Nicole, apply those to personal experience (me and my mother’s), then dive more deeply into Amazonian subversion itself (about killing our darlings and reclaiming anal sex, but also collabs with Nyx and Amy Ginger Hart).

Revenge (and the demons granting it) is a very old idea, and a productive one under Capitalism in both directions (cops and victims). I originally wrote this section using a series of sub-headers (which still exist, below); but due to its increasing length, I had to chop it in two. It wasn’t really designed for me doing so, but I’ll try and signpost it a little to account for the division—and contents of each separate half—belonging to the same larger coin:

Cops and Victims, part one: The Riddle of Steel; or, Confronting Past Wrongs

  • Dialectical-Materialism, Liminality and Hauntology
  • Amazons as Whores (feat. Amanda Nicole)
  • Relating to Amazons (and Sex Work) through Personal Experience
  • Double Standards and Challenging Them (Killing Your Darlings, feat. Angela Carter)

Part two: Our Sweet Revenge; or, Being Ourselves While Reclaiming Anal Rape, mid-Amazonomachia

  • Weapons of Terror: Reclaiming Anal Sex
  • Always In Dispute: Subjugation vs Subversion (cont., feat. Amy Ginger Hart)

The opening page per half was written after the bodies of each text was, hence constitutes a foreword of sorts; i.e., containing terms and ideas that don’t repeat afterwards, save in synonymous ways; e.g., notions of male and female Gothic, but also gendered violence/courtly love expressed phallically and vaginally with swords and sheaths, maidens and knights (thus whores and rapists). It doesn’t hurt to be fluent with such notions, but we won’t stress their usage here (refer to Volume One for some good examples)!

(artist: Nora Fawn)

Cops and Victims, part one: the Riddle of Steel; or, Confronting Past Wrongs (feat. Amanda Nicole)

“Conan, what is best in life?” / “To crush your enemies, see them driven before you, and to hear the lamentation of their women!”

—a local khan and Conan, Conan the Barbarian (1981)

Part one shall examine th past of the Amazon myth having become increasingly hostile to state enemies in recent years; i.e., through tokenized feminism vis-à-vis subjugated Amazons acting traditionally like men. Such revenge is notoriously petty insofar as it involves pimping nature as monstrous-feminine; re: as something to crush, kill destroy on repeat to uphold Capitalist Realism with.

In short, such tokenism has become something imitate by class, culture and race traitors in bad faith—neoliberal copaganda conjuring up feminist bugbears, Radcliffe-style, for neoconservative Madonnas to destroy imperial crimes projected onto during state decay (the weakening of the state, thus its myopia): state scapegoats during mirror syndrome; re: cops and victims, the cop tokenized and playing the victim through DARVO and obscurantism, aka cryptofascism. The cloak is the imperial, pre-capitalist space as something to return to, Conan-style: a king or queen by one’s own hand, surrounded by stolen wealth (through conquest, specifically feats of strength) and war booty of the finest (classically female) stock:

(exhibit 43e2c3a: Artist: Persephone van der Waard. My mother’s brother, Uncle Dave, loved Conan the Barbarian. Both he and Mom grew up playing D&D and reading the likes of Rob Howard, Tolkien and others. When Dave died of a heart attack in mid-2022 [shortly before this book series started], Mom asked me to draw him as a king—like Conan on his throne, made by his own hand. So that’s exactly what I did.)

Keeping with Conan’s “riddle of steel” (above), fantasies of strength, death, rape and revenge (all Gothic staples) aren’t simply state tools; we can reclaim them. Amazonomachia is a mirror game, one where complicit and revolutionary cryptonymy clash to forward or reverse abjection (thus profit and the anisotropic arrangement of terrorist/counterterrorist). This portion focuses more on our enemies meeting us “in the middle”; i.e., through the legend of the Amazon consumed by both parties: as dialectical-material whore/terrorizer to relate to through personal experience, but also mete out through various double standards assisting in state vs worker revenge. Such things become our lullabies and bear our crest—the conqueror anthem a neoliberal refrain to prepare workers for fresh war in the name of state restoration, and which we subvert to dismantle not just the state, but an older part of ourselves!

Dialectical-materialism, Liminality and Hauntology

For the Amazon and Medusa, such dialectical-material struggles are not only dualistic and liminal, but hauntological in their half-real effects. For instance, Hippolyta and Medusa never actually fought in the ancient myths (not to my knowledge, anyways); you wouldn’t know it, based on how white token feminism has sought to colonize Medusa through neoconservative military optimism—the forlorn hope that if they punch down hard enough, capital won’t arbitrarily cannibalize, trash and orderly dispose of them/abort, scape and flush them down the toilet and into the sewer drain like bottom-of-the-barrel garbage for profit (what Burke in Aliens referred to as “arbitrary extermination”; i.e., regarding the xenomorphs as “a very important species,” keen to monetize them versus Ripley wanting to wipe them out during the same displaced Red-Scare moral panic: to outer space). Subjugated Amazons are toadies enjoying victim censorship (e.g., trans people, gagged and bound for them to more easily brutalize) and state camouflage (re: the badge) with the same aesthetic’s argumentation and language; i.e., DARVO but also obscurantism, aka cryptofascism/disguise pastiche.

Furthermore, such clemency is wishful thinking at its best. A decaying state always eats its token elements first, token Amazons little more than mall cops rendered into gore by the chopping mall[1]. Afraid of nature’s revenge after a holocaust they’ve knowingly played a part in, token Amazons tongue the toilet bowl for loose “dung” (those they dehumanize: themselves, projected onto more marginalized or differently marginalized groups). In turn, nature tokenizes, becoming dim-witted yet quick to blame. Thic(c/k), it rapes itself with a gun held to its head; eventually the gun is removed, but remains part of the worker’s raped mind—a menticidal spectre of violence, handed down inside ghosts of its own forging (re: Hogel; e.g., “Rome” or otherwise): of Communist whores, or fascist ones (they occupy the same space using the same aesthetics of power and death, below). To survive, we must camp both as a matter of civil and guerilla warfare/strife (reclaiming the suddenly-alien castle, during Cameron’s refrain; e.g., Mario 64, 1996).

(artist: Lera)

Until we do, history shall repeat in tragedy then farce, during the abjection process. Workers always lose, and cops are not known for their compassion or intelligence. When the time comes, they’ll hypocritically don bridle or thong in genuine enslavement; they’ll eat their own, their bowel septic with colonial rot, golems and gargoyles made from shit. “You are what you eat”; they’re mad cows, having truly no dignity or shame when throwing each other under the bus, pearls before swine begging others to squeal as they cut their throats and drink the blood. Per Marx, dead labor feeds on living labor until the calories between them lose their life, their nutritional value passed upwards; the middle-class eaters of the dead become braindead, the Amazon just another cop under these circumstances. They’re zombies pushing lawnmowers over barren yards; re: white people disease adopted by Amazons thinking others are inferior and they’re owed a Stepford spouse; i.e., while calling others savages despite being hella lazy and gross. Eventually the double standard takes things to their logical conclusion; i.e., token Amazons don’t care enough to change because the system coddles them and gives them something hard to attain (under capital; e.g., food and shelter) for being stupid and cruel like men (Foreign Fridays’ “POV: You Have a Humiliation Kink,” 2024). Capital alienates and sexualizes everything in service to profit, thus rape through revenge arguments that benefit the elite vis-à-vis their token slaves.

The dialectical-material fact (thus struggle) remains: people of all walks love heroes, which are always monsters, thus demons (transforming into hulking versions of a visually weaker original whose subsequent domination-by-comparison opens up masculine/feminine superiority arguments). As such, whores become hyperbolic/Numinous but controllable as alien warriors by all sides of class, culture and race warfare; i.e., as dolls/action figures to play with/teddy bears for companionship that unto themselves evoke some sense of danger and protection, but also fear and power married paradoxically to rape and revenge (voodoo dolls, but also C.S. Lewis’ problem of pain, vis-à-vis Rudolph Otto). Incredibly common, they’re pacifying or radicalizing depending on how they’re used, lending them a situational element, but also a mitigating factor per more universal usages: fight and fawn are survival mechanisms, but also conditioning devices adjacent to generational trauma dressed up as sport, as opera, as kayfabe heavy metal, etc.

To it, Amazons are demons made from trauma in psychomachic division, the light side made to police the dark, but also steal its rebellious barbarian elements while doing so; re: Hippolyta and Medusa, the former a white-washed marble statue chasing down her darker double like Colonel Kurtz to canonically avenge the colony while wearing blackface: fear becomes a gaslight, the Aegis something for the state to abuse against assigned devils punching up against Western ones.

Subversive or not, there’s a regressive, performative element to Amazons not unlike any barbarian fantasy. We’re playing as much with the liberation of stigmatic devices and outmoded language as we are the people associated with them (though their usage, in sex-positive cases, functions opposite sex-coercive ones). Even so, racism haunts Amazons, their recidivism/recuperation conveniently assisting state restoration by becoming a relapse that restores order while facing embarrassing revelations (foisted onto state enemies); i.e., the state and its colonies die, but the genocidal beliefs that drive them from start to finish live on: inside the larger system where monsters comply or resist on the Aegis.

Per the usual superhero power signatures—e.g., costumes and special moves, but also race tracks, hunting grounds, tourneys and obstacle courses with which to use them on—such Olympian bodies and games articulate police violence against nature-as-vengeful[2] exceptionally well; i.e., in a half-real sense, canonically trained onstage and off to deliver new sex and force built on old sex and force: regarding nature as colonized by traitorous offshoots victimizing the former as alien while playing the victim (these token qualities lending DARVO further legitimacy and illegitimacy before, during and after).

Such façades canonically engender police violence, terror and morphology (monsters) useful to state monopolies, trifectas and qualities of capital. In turn, fascism defends capital when it decays, employing uncanny pain to restore the unheimlich to a “proper” nuclear home, post-apocalypse. It’s a Gordian knot, cut brutally through by Alexander’s arrogant sword; i.e., military optimism/urbanism, nature a Promethean battle ground for future revenge coming from Elsewhere: in service to capital raping nature with nature, again and again, and empire’s collared Amazon traitorously answering the elite’s beck and call, Beowulf-style—at home.

Of course, these monopolies are wholly impossible, as are their alienized threat displays motivating workers to tokenize. Yet, as a warrior class, the subversive Amazon remains just as macho as her subjugated double, but also curiously protective, providing and gentle when she needs and/or wants to be—a Queen Kong looking after her “captive,” the latter putting themselves paradoxically in harms’ way first and on purpose: “Oh, won’t someone please capture me and take me far away from here!” The twink energies (and subsequent palliative-Numinous rape fantasies) are second to none (no time to go into that, here; we’ll look into twinks and submissive fantasies more in Volume Three)! In turn, “agency” amounts to its own paradox: “choice” informed by oscillating socio-material conditions that interfere with our ability to choose, thus self-define; i.e., subversion of the Amazon as our whore’s revenge.

Such subversion is liminal, then—used by canonical forces reclaiming iconoclastic ones and vice versa, praxial inertia versus activation expressed during Amazonian theatrics; re: the dialectic of the alien. Either side reverses beauty-and-beast sex appeal, fashion statements and gender roles to move power (and beauty standards) in either direction; i.e., a combination of prescriptive/descriptive sexuality and drag-show appreciation, the Amazon speaking to a peak-like warrior’s towering performance as corporal—one that, when entirely disrobed, can’t be reduced to clothing alone (despite the “borrowed robe” double standards): a lonesome lady looking out for a vulnerable male party while capital decays, threatening people’s security and personal freedoms with the ghost of the counterfeit! “This city’s in for a bit of a rape!” Per the Gothic, it’s silly and serious all at once, such monstrous, alien voyeurism “just singing in the rain” (minus Kubrick’s nihilistic hooliganism, misogyny and trans exclusion, left).

(source: Reddit)

It’s also Orientalism; i.e., as something to see and exhibit, par excellence. Framed as nature’s revenge for past imperial sins, the state recruits from current middle-class groups; i.e., where women (usually white, cis-het Christian women) are more gentrified, thus have more to lose than past examples: those less independent and secure.

Such gargoyle-ish reminders hardly stay in the past; said “past” becomes something to threaten loyal workers with, the latter buying up Neo-Gothic garbage menticiding their scared-stupid brains in service to American Liberalism:

There is absolutely nothing that Joe Biden and Kamala Harris can do — no death toll high enough, no amount of footage of scattered limbs and dead children — that will change the liberal mind into believing they are not the “lesser evil.” For liberals, the lesser evil is simply the one more capable of leading the empire with a facade of decorum on the world stage. It is not the crime that liberals oppose, but how it’s packaged (source tweet, Tamara Nassar: October 10th, 2024)

As such, pearl-clutching under American exceptionalism promotes alien revenge conducive to genocide, itself inherited inside ongoing structures that cryptonymically code and conceal imperial consumption, thus predation, as rotten to the core; re: subjugated Amazons having taken the bait to police the church, its sacred grounds suddenly populated with unwelcome demons coming out of the same half-real past (the ghost of the counterfeit gatekept by middle-class forces).

There must always be a victim, in Omelas; i.e., deserving victims (usually women and children) apologized for by undeserving victims, the latter recruited as spokespeople to pacify outrage regarding the former’s senseless destruction for profit: merciless slaughter vis-à-vis elements of assimilative inclusion. Such equality isn’t universal, but something of convenience that only a select few are chosen to enjoy once they harden their hearts (“one of the good ones,” the help)! Superman was an alien, as such; so are Amazons, good or bad, ostensibly human or otherwise. Assimilation is always dangled in front of them, the other choice being unemployment, destitution, silence, homelessness and death (activism not only framed as apophenic conspiracy by the state, but antithetical to profit, thus tantamount to sedition).

(artist: Miss Faves)

Through liminal beings like the Amazon or Medusa, then, the Gothic considers how fakery and artifice speak to police abuse as monstrous; i.e., by means of arbitrary us-versus-them representation. During the whore’s paradox, rebel and cop hyphenate in appearance, their mutual alienation speaking to carrot-and-stick conditions and behaviors during unequal power exchange passed back and forth. Amazons cannot physically transform, but can betray the proletariat by punching down.

As such, the romance is hardly romantic, the seminal catastrophe not just presently underway but happening again, once-and-future; e.g., the state kills babies and Kamala Harris (a token cop) explains it away and covers it up, backpedaling and virtue-signaling behind a veneer of exceptional, immutable goodness. Good cop, bad cop; Amazons and knights, ACAB and ASAB—our genderqueer camping of these alien devices must reflect this duality. Insofar as Nazis and Communists exist among the same shadow zone’s demonic expression, silence is genocide (a common variant during the AIDS crisis was “Silence is death”; same idea). We cannot afford to stay silent or otherwise assist in genocide by politely taking state gold (re: Zeuhl and Jadis).

Nor can we afford to play philistine and discount the entire linguo-material labor value of sexuality and gender-non-conformity in art, monsters and porn (re: Bad Empanada, “Understanding Vampires,” 2024). To speak out against war profiteers, we must camp canon as it exists—unequally across all workers affected by profit turning them not just alien, but sex cop. Freedom is a constant struggle, then, one defined by resistance pushing towards a day many will not live to see.

Such is Gothic Communism, whose bitter pill ludo-Gothic BDSM offsets with the ability to synthesize some degree of catharsis in our daily lives! Amazons embody this, but also their own abuse in hauntological hindsight; i.e., something to transform away from older sell-outs and commodities occupying the same draconian surfaces and spaces; re: pastiche remediates praxis. Amazons are alien warriors of sex and force, seeking some facet of revenge for or against nature (even if that revenge is merely to exist as they are in opposition to state dogma; e.g., a muscled whore to dress up as a crossdress likeness of a dragon, below).

Now that we’ve shored up the dialectical-material elements, I want to consider the personal experiencing of such stories: how we inherit them; i.e., as they’re endlessly made and remade, through Gothic bad echo.

(artist: Kinda Sorta Maebe)

Gil Scott-Heron once said, “the revolution will not be televised,” but outside establishment media, revolutionary cryptonymy still takes place between media and mediators; i.e. through regressive power fantasies, which Amazons (a kind of barbarian) ultimately are. These didn’t start in the Modern period/Capitalocene, but the Neo-Gothic revival took what we think of Amazons and knights and expressed them in popular unequal power fantasies that are still used today when capital decays.

Such devices aren’t “new”; the state has loved to abuse demons for as long as they could invent them, including Amazons as classic female power fantasies invoking herbo warrior elements in predator/prey language to deter and instill rape. Simply scare people into purchasing what they can abject, then watch the West testify to its own atrocities against nature; i.e., by fabricating them, such gender trouble speaking on how people control trauma as made into dollish devices for them to purchase and play with. This paywalled catharsis extends to performances that are doll-like by much the same logic (which Amazons are/follow). In doing so, middle-class workers under Pax Americana eat garbage because they’re scared; i.e., by material inequities and heteronormative impunity (of state forces pimping nature-as-alien/whore). They consequently feel scared because they eat garbage that scares and relieves them; i.e., they feel shame and guilt, fearing revenge from those most obviously in control of such things—the elite and their servants, a husband comparable to a cop, thus a pimp. Subjugated Amazons can decay into adopting a similar misogynistic or otherwise bigoted posture; i.e., one approached by those who seek even the suggestion of power to their otherwise powerless lives.

Their doing so isn’t entirely baseless. Like any heirloom, such fakeries convey some degree of truth, a repressed evil hovering over the uncanny homestead: husband or homelessness, one decidedly more harmful despite rape being a lived reality for both. Women could not legally own property (thus material power) in the 1700s, so they married into power to avoid the various comorbidities known to homelessness; e.g., rape all the time, versus from their husband every so often in exchange for relative comfort; i.e., for loyal wives, dutifully punching down at illegal whores from positions of relative (dis)advantage (a wife is a legal whore). As such, they would often marry men to later fetishize them, doing so in a rising creative medium dominated by white women obsessed with alien things: Gothic novels. Per Wolff, such stories commonly depicted men as demon lovers that, in older fairy tales, were eventually defeated or transformed—a curious trend that Gothic media has since ferried into the present, regarding Amazons; i.e., based on the historically uneven and gentrifying experience of middle-class marriage.

Ann Radcliffe’s marriage, for example, was relatively non-abusive (though her life was shrouded in mystery—enough to frustrate her biographers; e.g., Rictor Morton). Despite this, the Great Enchantress canonized demon sex as much to abject colonial abuse onto criminals (the banditti, in her case) as to liberate middle-class housewives looking for a thrill; i.e., alien mates. But marriage remains the prescribed outcome of those original novels, itself overshadowed by the unlucky girl before she discovers her secret-princess status (Amazons being warrior princesses): survive the rape castle’s barbaric nightmare; get married and give all you own to the male hero.

Oh, boy!

(artist: Rim Jims)

To it, Gothic fantasies of sex and force were and are classically of assimilation from alienized positions burdened by monstrous-feminine revenge conspiracies and warrior elements. These have changed considerably over time, their aesthetic metabolism informed by feminism married to Amazonian myth. Later authors (from the mid-20th century onwards) cut out the husband, speaking to women who were both less fortunate than Radcliffe was, yet born into worlds where women presumably had more rights (not native to the land, per se, but alienated from it just as native populations are by white cis-het men acting as the universal owners of each; re: the true aliens brutalizing land and occupant alike).

My mother is one such woman. Born to a lower-middle-class family that cut her off, she came from the street—i.e., where the rubber meets the road—thus was homeless and criminal, hence exposed to Amazon fantasies a sixteen-year-old girl might use to try and take the edge off: for fear of needing to sleep with strange men for cheeseburgers and a warm bed. Being classic symbols of female strength, Amazons bore progressive and regressive (neocon) elements, of which my mother was hardly immune to such promises in either case; i.e., she wanted to be strong in ways that, in the same breath, also concerned what men felt attracted to (what was forbidden to them), and which Mom could seek sanctuary within: to never need a man again, but still look sexy in ways that carried an ace, monstrous-feminine flavor (the interrogation of trauma in female warrior language/public nudism).

In short, Amazons (and their power fantasies) carried value for her as she tried to survive; i.e., the unspoken but notorious abuse that any woman, but especially those that a mentally ill young woman in the late ’70s and early ’80s, would have to endure. In the end, Mom chose marriage over being a destitute whore, but this led to abuse comparable to what she had already survived on the street; the cops were as useless after her marriage as before it (a restraining order is just a piece of paper). It goes to show that Amazon fantasies walk the line between fantasy and real life, the best method towards tailoring a healthy approach (to the whore’s revenge) is taking both (and their many, many forms, below) into consideration: dark power and knowledge as forbidden sight to advertise for all workers, not some. They must, or it’s merely Omelas-by-Amazons; re: token women aping straight white men, declaring “boundaries for me, not thee!”

We’ll get to my mother’s experiences with Amazons and sex work in between art and rea life, but first I want to outline the idea in general:

Amazons as Whores (feat. Amanda Nicole)

(exhibit 43e2c3b: Artist: Kassarie Draws. Although token Amazons generally present as chaste-if-muscled, virginal combatants against Medusa-as-abject-whore—e.g., Ellen Ripley vs the Alien Queen—they aren’t mutually exclusive with whores or Medusa; i.e., as things to combine with that, true enough, are also modular when discussing rape and revenge as having a “pretty and petty” flavor. Amazons, at their core, are bikini models with a warrior character [e.g., Marvel’s Red Sonja basically being a ginger herbo in chainmail underwear] but also bear a non-white/non-Western stamp. This can be a “white Indian” vibe, to be sure, but also something “orcish” speaking to a variety of xenophobic stigmas [racial, religious, and/or queer] to, like the Amazon, either reclaim or at least understand through play.

In Gothic media, nudity = exposure. Amazons of a more “whorish” character are seen as fighters that, in conservative morality arguments, surrender or defend their maiden-esque virtue from rape when placed into compromising positions; i.e., to be nude is to risk corruption but also predation from evil forces: warrior nuns. Per the whore’s paradox, Amazons also flaunt their strength in defiance of patriarchal forces trying to control their bodies to begin with: to incessantly show skin, thus spite the SWERFs. And while such resistance has shifted under neoliberal Capitalism—meaning towards various scapegoats that Amazons tokenize with during imaginary crime waves/rape epidemics—it needn’t always be the case. This exhibit will explore the various ways that nudity expresses as a sex-positive form of strength—Amazonian or otherwise, but certainly useful when expressing them as a poetic device alongside Medusa!

Like all monstrous-feminine, Amazons and Medusa express through plurality during liminal expression; i.e., women are born into a world that divides them into different, oft-warring pieces. Most common are the virgin and the whore but also psychomachic fantasies about either that concern the woman’s metafictional ability to change shape/arrange power in different unequal forms; i.e., the Amazon as a “berserk” to briefly inhabit whenever one feels out of control, but likewise wants to perform and preserve/pervert elusive elements of the self that Medusa speaks to, in Gothic stories: the Amazon’s dark whorish side. Amazons are whores and all whores are demons that communicate through sex and force, pleasure and pain.

Furthermore, such demon BDSM occupies the Aegis and its illusory shadow zone; re: whose paradoxical theatre houses them without shame, but also helps the women performing them interrogate different complicated feelings adjacent to state abuse: being a slut according to how “slut” is coded, in popular culture [e.g., Wednesday Adams, top-left].

[source, top-right; artist, everything else: Queen Complex]

For example, a woman commonly feels the need to beautify and become desired in different forms; i.e., body shapes associated with dom or sub, thus different classical power scenarios and beauty standards like the Amazon and Medusa. She might find herself guiltily wanting to betray others, or slum in ways that speak to darker fantasies—of rape, captivity and violence—wherein she gives as good as she gets: anisotropically from positions of strength and weakness performed-and-informed by her status as a woman to begin with; re: the whore’s revenge.

In dialectical-material terms, such things can be fun to play with, minus actual harm; i.e., to play with “rape” by putting it quotes, doing so as much to help survivors of trauma overcome misinformed or pejorative ideas of rape association/Gothic ignorance as it is to achieve personal catharsis. Through ludo-Gothic BDSM, these various paradoxes even allow women to imagine themselves changing their body size/shape [top-right] or the size/shape of their partner [size difference] and the arrangement/appearance of the power between them [bottom-left] through BDSM binaries like top/bottom, virgin/whore, [wo]man/animal, and dom/sub. All go hand-in-hand towards raising emotional/Gothic intelligence and class, culture and race awareness during the struggle to develop Gothic [gay-anarcho] Communism; i.e., by relating to what we see, onstage.

Those who feel like Velma, for example, can both acknowledge their actual sexual inexperience [bottom-right] while trying to learn what is normally denied to them; use the “nerd” archetype [the “angel in the streets, freak in the sheets”] to hide their body count from people who would shame or fetishize them; or otherwise give them the ability to voice themselves with these ideas, hence use them to establish new boundaries through roleplay. Likewise, it can let them investigate, confront and play with the imaginary past and its different legends of psychosexual violence; i.e., in ways that disarm or humanize the traditional, mutilative harm associated with them, which create vaso vagal feelings of danger and pleasure working with confused predator/prey sensations: a palliative-Numinous mirror of one’s actual ontological condition/crossed wires received from old trauma currently living inside/outside the body [we’ll return to this concept more in the “Damsels, Detectives and Sex Demons” subsection].

The point is, women are pushed towards doing sex in some shape or form; e.g., Amanda Nicole, a “slut pop” music star similar to Kim Petras except she actually does explicit sex work—a fact that expresses visually in Nicole’s music[3] as multiple competing voices:

[source: Amanda Nicole’s “Pretty and Petty,” 2023]

In turn—and in keeping with the skin-deep, petty reputation of female revenge—the whore’s revenge also speaks to getting even in a world that awards certain appearances despite classic modesty arguments. For example, the PAWG Medusa [above] has power because her witchy body is “non-white,” thus desired guiltily by those who, in sexually repressive environments, view her exposure as intoxicating. She becomes something not to chase, but crave and worship with the proper nudge. It’s an attention game, but one that speaks truthfully to how power works in social situations. During these, sex is never far off on many peoples’ minds; they see it in ways that—for one in control of such things—can manipulate to her benefit: embodying power as something to savor and worship, but also fear as capricious [or “petty,” as Nicole calls it]. Sex symbols double as monstrous-feminine symbols of revenge—to not only “make it,” under capital, but thrive there despite its rapacious treatment of women!

Nicole’s fantasy offers a cross-examination of different monstrous-feminine revenge: the mean girl, the witch, and the ethereal sex goddess. All are objects d’art/tremendous mysteries that convey power through aesthetic and arrangement as one in the same, but speak to female revenge toying with ideas of getting even as Amazons do: exposing our bodies as “naked” with or without clothes; re: Segewick. In a world of manufactured competition, scarcity and conflict, having power over one’s enemies includes enchanting your would-be attackers using what you got; i.e., less turning them to stone, like Medusa does, and more into your admirers to shower you with praise and tribute, mid-courtship: to look the part, then seize the “jewels” for yourself [the reclamation of carrot and stick] and push towards the abolishment of privatization [and be adored for it]! Pop off, queen!

Gods personify human failings as much as human virtues. Like many revenge fantasies, Nicole’s vision is imperfect; but its pornographic flavor speaks nicely to the liminal qualities of revenge, and investigating the anger of such individuals being part of a larger group: of workers instilling fear among their usual dominators and getting what’s theirs. It also speaks to workers normally feeling compelled to fight amongst themselves. Revolution is a psychomachy—a folie à deux and ménage à trois to share madness and sin with in highly performative ways, but also orient ourselves toward, mid-relationship[s]: power as something to perceive in Amazonian ways, paradox and play existing in doubled, “dueling” bodies, replete with various double standards [e.g., Mixed Wrestling Fan’s “Girl Beats Boy Mixed Wrestling Part 2,” 2023].

To it, theatrical outlets are important, including Gothic, openly transgressive ones playing with and pay-walling sex through push-pull feelings and mechanisms. Dark reflections of the world we live in, they let us say different things about said world per labor exchange [art and/or porn]. This includes when we’re upset and that we desire revenge in more literal forms, but combines with subversive embodiments of the Amazon and Medusa [sex goddesses] to grant those seeking the whore’s revenge a vast polity of choice—one that speaks to the totality of our human condition insofar as whores [and their revenge] are concerned.

Flexing and wish fulfillment are, per Amazons/the Medusa, threat displays as much as any sort of drive turning the world into the exact image, viewed onstage. Just as often, we let off steam and let people see it: the “goods” and the thrill of different “trades” of/with said goods. We likewise tailor our actual praxis to synthesize theatrical outlets that, unto themselves, leave some room for interpretation, thus execution of the monstrous-feminine. It becomes something to control, its mood paradoxically empowering despite any debilitating trauma [and slut shame] associated with it. “What’s a girl to do?” you ask? “She walks in beauty like the night!” But this yields different forms per video and across one’s catalog.

[artist: Amanda Nicole]

In “Pretty and Petty,” the Amazon is more of an echo on Nicole’s thicc, feminine body. Conversely, others videos in Nicole’s portfolio critique power through a more direct merger of whore and Amazon; e.g., “Main Event” [2023].

A few more thoughts about “Pretty and Petty,” specifically its locations. Nicole starts with the classroom, then the dark repressed desires of the underworld tyrant, culminating in the mysteries [and aloofness] of the sex symbol’s stationary idolatry and revelation. But these could play out in any order and all share the same basic stage. In turn, they speak to a common paradox for whores: getting what one wants. Doing so, onstage, presents as sinful to the audience, but also speaks to the harmful nature of Capitalism gatekeeping such things to begin with [forcing women to girlboss, gaslighting them]. It speaks to us having to navigate various trends and beauty standards while camping them. Every person has their preference on the Aegis, and Amanda’s high-voltage, danger-disco tryptic encapsulates such monstrous-feminine variety in three distinct types: of non-Amazonian whores that channel Amazonian spunk.

“If you want to critique power, you must go where it is.” The celebration of sex through Gothic poetry is messy, hence always a liminal affair—one where assimilation and liberation/appropriation and appreciation occupy the same fantastical realms and involve the same basic devices; i.e., whatever’s “on tap,” being traded for and with [social status and material goods, sex and force] between different groups in the same larger market: where power is stored, but also the ways in which its artifacts demonically relate, through unequal, forbidden exchange and transformation. These happen during playtime speaking to live events, a skilled thespian able to work it in ways that speak to real life caught between pure fantasy and vice characters [who generally are seeking love and acceptance, but also domination and respect].

Power exchanges every day, and in ways whose understanding is, itself, forever updating/in flux with older forms. The paradox equates to consent-non-consent for those who have been raped; i.e., we can throw shade/get rough and chase the maiden and whore through rape play and Gothic fantasy at large—in short, having fun while processing demon-lover appetites in torturously hungry, mix-and-match language! The whole point, with fantasies like Nicole’s, is to encounter Amazonian or Medusa-like beings seemingly “out of our league,” yet have the capacity to change how such things exchange/are understood to begin with:

Consider body language. So often women [or those forced to identify as/treated like women] are treated as sex objects, reduced to single body parts [so-called “T&A,” left] used for the enjoyment of men; or they embody virtue and vice [re: virgin/whore] in ways that reduce them to singular emotions. Being able to play with these not only gives us control over ourselves and our emotional scars/comorbidities; it allows us to manipulate the world around us in ways useful to our liberation through these things: “I am strong!” Amazons don’t always win, but they have something that many women feel like they don’t: the confidence to fight back.

“Strength,” like demons, has infinite forms and configurations; e.g., “weakness” is strength, wherein “soft” femininity tops from below [or vice versa, and a million in-between[4] combinations]. Furthermore, this castled, animalistic charioteer’s from-outer-space liminality emerges through the uncanny ability to play with highly regulated things, opening the door to better worlds by transitioning towards them through the plastic, doll-like language of the imaginary past. “She mighty mighty!” becomes one having the whore’s revenge by changing shape and expressing oneself in unequal, forbidden ways: grist for her “mill,” her castle-in-the-flesh a graveyard-sex unheimlich coming paradoxically alive! “Rise, rise and do my bidding!” [she says to your dick].

Artists can combine literally anything with anything else; e.g., Nicole’s “Main Event” combining sports language, gangster rap, and pop references, similar to Cardi B.’s “WAP” [2020] and its own sexual gladiator’s “warrior libido” marrying whore to Amazon that, unto itself, is haunted by Medusa’s shadow [the opposite of “Pretty and Petty”]:

 

Got it drippin quench ya thirst
Top 5 bet he pick me first
Got him fiening for me like I’m his crack
The thunder cat [rawr]
He ain’t used to that
I completely drained his nut sack
Ass is fake but this pussy natty
Lift me in the air and
Put it all in your face like a plate daddy

They all wanna wife me up
I’m Jordan out here gettin rings
None of them king enough to be Anything more than just a fling
I’m a big playa’ champ
I’m here to take over the game
I’m the main event you lame
We are not the fuckin’ same

We gonna’ do alota’ freaky shit tonight
First you eat me on the counter
Then I ride you like a bike
I’m a nympho and he love it
I do everything he like
We on the floor he on his back
That pussy poppin like a sprite
I be thick and still fit
Now go suck this clit [
source: Musixmatch]

Nicole embraces the fakeness of herself, the power no less real because of fat injections or breast implants. The paradox of nudity is how modesty arguments automatically blame the whore, the maiden viewed as one for exposing herself to men [who canon apologizes for as “always being that way”]. Medusa’s a power bottom who “owns it” sans guilt, outside the bedroom. She doesn’t just fuck to metal [e.g., Dance with the Dead’s “Rust,” 2024]; she is the metal! The Queen of the Night is like an Amazon, then—a dark mommy dom to tempt and tease[5], but also “destroy” you with exquisite “torture!” on the Aegis! Out and proud, ground and pound, her playful energies hyphenate/mirror her serious ones, elevating us to a campy borderline speaking subversively to the duality of human language/the liminality of sex work: of fucking with someone who, should she choose, could pull out our still-beating heart/turn us inside-out!

 The Gothic historically loves exciting murder puns/messy euphemisms and death/rape theatre’s oxymoronic, memento-mori language; re: creating sex and force for people to play with minus the worry of courtly love’s actual harm. Such things aren’t above criticism. Yet the praxial idea, for Gothic Communism and ludo-Gothic BDSM, is to rewrite value on the palimpsest of patriarchal devices. It does this by subverting canonical norms through visually constant monster language, hence become actively conscious of such power and use it to develop a better world for all workers; re: to catalog and engender perceptive pastiche [through the context of mutual consent] while engaging with less-perceptive [sex-coercive] liminalities. During the cryptonymy process, we sit adjacent to power in uneven/uncanny forms; i.e., transforming them to suit our needs: training us to relax while on our toes!)

For workers, power is darkness and knowledge, of which money plays a part; for capital, profit is money (moving money through nature). Whatever the metaphor (or any kind of poetic abstraction in art and porn), Amazons reflect the lived reality of women; i.e., modesty is a myth when you’re starving and cold, treating your body and dignity as things to trade with in order to survive; re: Cuwu, controlling the room with sex. Mom was no different, the men around her alienated from sex, which she could trade in exchange for shelter and food as alienated from her (and whose trades she read about in Gothic fantasies). There’s no shame in it, of course, but all the same, taboo commodities like sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll became coping mechanisms that shaped her personal experiences when trying to survive; i.e., stamped monstrously onto female bodies out of Antiquity into the present, Amazons (and Medusa) authored inside a world happy to demonize them using a shared linguo-material device: quid pro quo.

While strangers to poverty might think that sex is never for sale, the reality is quite the opposite. And yet, this isn’t automatically bad. Amanda Nicole, for example, just showed us how sex isn’t automatically harmful towards workers, but rather is a service to offer deserving of respect as much as benefits and a living wage (success being her revenge, expressed through sex work). In demonic terms, it speaks to a Faustian element regarding forbidden fruit having an arbitrary price tag: “Cross my palm with silver.”

Relating to Amazons (and Sex Work) through Personal Experience

Just as often, though, sex work takes on a survival quality for those without the luxury to do anything else. Fawning mechanisms, in turn, help abused parties control a situation as best we can, using what we got; i.e., through combinations of alien sex and force expressed in raw poetic forms; e.g., the damsel-in-distress, the executioner’s Great Destroyer persona, and the Amazonian pinup’s public nudism, carnage/carnal knowledge, and whore’s rape and revenge, etc. Like them and Medusa, when we look at these things, we’re looking at the imaginary past speaking to historical (colonial, ethnocentric) atrocities happening right now under the pretense of past-as-make-believe: the ghost of the counterfeit is always rape, be that a rapist or rape victim. Per liminal expression, the subjugated Amazon plays a cop while inventing a shadow of something with a kernel of truth to it (which subversive Amazons try to camp): the ghost of empire being an excuse to colonize new peoples for the Good Guys killing the Bad; re: Goldilocks Imperialism, whores policing whores for fear of the Destroyer hanging over them:

(artist: Frank Frazetta)

Be those treats or threats, such Amazonian prostitution fantasies effectively occurred for my mother through Gothic comfort food’s usual cafeterias; i.e., on the television screen (from back when that was all there was to watch) and in media at large; e.g., trashy Conan paperbacks and Weird magazine offshoots (which included “H.P. Lovecraft’s” Necronomicon[6] as “found[7]” and published in the 1970s), but also the so-called “final girls” from slasher movies like Alien, Halloween and The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1979, 1978, and 1974), as well as Valeria from Conan the Barbarian (1981). All informed Mom’s traumatic lived experiences, growing up as a whore in the Shadow of Pygmalion; i.e., abused by the men in her life, which caused her to dive headlong into fictional adventures written either by men fetishizing Amazons (and other monstrous-feminine) in the Pygmalion fantasy (of controlling women’s bodies and turning them not just into servants, but alien warriors), or by women who took the idea and ran with it, liberating Galatea to speak for herself and other oppressed groups alienated from their homes (e.g., Angela Carter or Anne Rice).

Regardless of who the authors were, or how sex-positive they actually acted in practice (re: knowledge is defined as a struggle from positions of relative ignorance towards informed consent), Mom gleefully consumed such things with a variety of other forgeries; i.e., alongside Tolkien’s Hobbit and subsequent LotR, the latter followed by D&D tabletop sessions that neoliberal refrains (re: videogames) cryptomimetically echoed when inheriting the same imperial mantle. She did so because their Amazonian monsters and heroes both a) spoke to her own trauma, and b) made her feel safe regarding the abuse that was happening to her by those who were drawn to Mom’s survived weirdness: a desire to be strong that takes on a half-real shape (and life) of its own!

Weird attracts weird, trauma attracts trauma; in turn, Mom passed these alien devices down to me, a prolonged and unrequited desire sitting between mother and daughter that reliably expressed itself in demonic language: for Mom to be like Valeria or some-similar Amazon, badass Galatea, Queen Bitch of the Universe. Whatever nudity and strength she bears, those reasons are her own and not beholden to state dickwads looking to get that nut: she’ll cut you in places you don’t want to be cut!

(artist: Moi Yablochki)

Mom’s the strongest person I know, strength being defined as much by unequal arrangements of power and how you respond to/with said power under duress; i.e., when your life, and that of others’ you love, hang in the collective balance! In short, you live to tell the tale as something to build upon. By extension, warriors take pride in their lineage, which is always to some degree fictional. Even so, it remains a source of constant pride to pass down through personal experience married to legend, but one that is equally androgynous for those subversive Amazonian tropes; i.e., in ways that speak to a more tolerant past-revived in the Gothic mode than the exact hauntologies my mother herself consumed and passed down to me, and which my own stories tried to correct by speaking to myself as trans. Would that I could have helped her find that power sooner than she did (the paradox being that I wouldn’t exist; i.e., my birth is illegitimate, produced by a marriage of convenience that saw me conceived out of wedlock)! Thankfully she found it herself in the end, stating both how she wouldn’t change a thing but admitting such hard-fought wisdom would have made her life considerably easier once-upon-a-time!

I can certainly relate, seeking out my own unequal power fantasies (trans, in my case) while trouble found me and forced me to change. In doing so, it made me want for heroes, too; i.e., powerful and sexy aliens (e.g., Undine, above) that spoke to my innermost desires: to be thicc, female and “raped” in ways I could control—to be strong enough that one never knows harm again, but evokes palliative-Numinous shadows of it as situational medicine. People forget, demons are hunted, and I commonly found myself craving strength under hostile conditions—not to fetishize them exclusively but to speak these phenomena under state rule; i.e., escaping the “yoke” by putting it quotes, reclaiming it. The paradox of nightmares and darkness is my protectors are often bad echoes of my rapists; I crave protection from those who could destroy me and look dangerous but aren’t, because they nurture and protect me from actual abusers; re: “I want to fuck what I want to be.” Mixed metaphors are fine, provided they communicate a clear message, hence achieve forbidden sight with darkness visible.

In my case, Amazons grant me the Gothic ability to find similarity amid difference; i.e., rape play isn’t apologia if it takes the needs of all parties somehow into account. Personal experience, then, includes sharing the memories of past abuse through emotional extremes excited by Gothic paradox. Writing about Amazons married to my own abusive past, I commonly get images in my head—of abusers making me feel lesser and telling me I deserve to be hunted, captured, and raped (alongside fantasies that “walk the line” for medicinal purposes; re: calculated risk). This happens despite my relative privilege; i.e., even if I’m a trans, white, American woman and not, for instance, a Palestinian Arab, I still have memories of abuse that cross over into feelings of abuse expressing Gothic feelings (of alienation) that could apply to both of us in abstract ways; e.g., the child or white woman running into the forest, being chased by the lord’s men, their dogs.

Equal comparisons aren’t the point, here, but rather to share the same feelings: of being made to feel lesser, to be treated unironically like a whore, to be chased down and beaten like a dog. We can evoke it in ways that raise the dead, often towards feelings of inequality that solidarize us through a common goal, during the pedagogy of the oppressed: healing from rape to foster the prevention of harm in stories we experience differently but have similar feelings towards; i.e., to be “rape proof” (resistant to its deleterious mental effects) without raping others. We seek to engender compassion among those harmed by those abusing from positions of unfair advantage.

For me, trauma and transition are one in the same; for myself and others, these feelings paradoxically sit among the incessant peal of raucous alarms, which for so many victims’ hypervigilance, always ring inside/outside themselves. Some desire the muscle of masculine sex appeal (to occupy or handle inside the bedroom or out), others a more feminine sort, and more still a bit from Column A and Column B entwined; such gender trouble and subsequent parody—of biology unanchored from sex and gender (and both from each other through Gothic poetics challenging canonical essentialism)—involves Amazons and their submissive wards through the aesthetic of doms and subs, tops and bottoms. “Wanna see me turn into [monster form]?” yields cheeky inquiries like Milky Kitty’s, “Wanna see me put it all the way in?” Lycanthropy gonna lycanthrope!

(artist: Milky Kitty)

Control over our bodies includes how they appear as monstrous, but also what we put inside them as such; i.e., sex and force relayed in all the usual scandalous ways (often porn, left)! “Rape” enters quotes speaking with bodies and actions that “shadow” their more violent doubles: traumatic penetration (of which the Amazons are famous for) contrasting with various taming rituals that see all manner of things going into all manner of naturally assigned holes. The potential to camp rape marries to various stress-relieving activities that are, themselves, haunted by spectres of fascism and Marx alike: good-evil medicine, which functions differently for us than the state; i.e., strap-ons versus holocaust-by-bullet.

We camp the latter with the former not to so much to camp holocaust at large, but our own profound survival having experienced our own variation thereof (“Noooo, I’m being ravished! You’re conquering my vast swathes of territory!”). We do so not to deny or conceal genocide, but speak to its concealment through our revolutionary cryptonymy—as a form of personal experience translated back into stories, then back into personal experience, on and on.

In turn, oppressed pedagogies speak to all manner of demonic exchange and transformation, for which porn is perfectly fine in doing provided it’s sex-positive; i.e., done in good faith and actively seeking universal liberation: by illustrating mutual consent per labor exchange expressed as art (for which porn is; re: “art is love [thus mutual, informed consent and universal equal rights] made public”) as Gothically mature. For this, demons are well-suited, courtly love (and its bellicose mating rituals/rites of passage) involving all of the above in a vast, interconnective matrix of endless possibilities. For the state, there is only rape, regardless of form; all subjugated Amazons can do is rape or be raped because their Gothic voice is immature, barbaric, toxic—abusing demonized language that furthers abjection during the dialectic of the alien!

Challenging universal rape with universal liberation, then, requires combining various taboos and reimagining different mythical devices with them; i.e., the Amazon being an alien/uncanny combination of noble (to not-so-noble) savage, per Orientalism, but also the clever reimagining of a white female imaginary past and lost heritage (similar to Hotep culture for peoples of color) to issue some semblance of protection while inside. Hardly discrete, it should instead permit various modular-to-intersectional forms of staged public nudism that have been unshackled from colonial supervisors, and whose galleries combine gender and sexuality with raw expressions of theatrical violence, but especially colonial atrocities; e.g., slave revolts; i.e., Medusa unchained in safe environments for both sides to work out their differences, those fearing her revenge learning to hug someone who understandably has baggage (once-bitten, twice-shy). Per the Gothic, such unveilings have to be done with some degree of care and boldness, directors able to give fair warning before maniacally throwing caution to the wind!

In other words, public nudism is directed by people whose understanding of sex positivity has become second-nature; i.e., who make informed and activist fashion statements inside liberatory art movements loaded with guerrilla argument and Indigenous (or otherwise shadowy and exotic) shows of force: nudity and violence—to go into abject territories to humanize them (and their populations) while camping the canon (our very own pocket sand to lob into capital’s eyes). To critique power requires dressing up in devices thereof, even if they don’t always perfectly fit; re: you must go where power is and play/perform with it, battling unironic flesh markets and sex traffickers with your own brokers of power relaid unequally as sex and force during liminal expression.

This happens because privilege and marginality are inherently uneven, as are the gender identities and performances raised by workers under capital since the 1700s (themselves evolving as much to uphold capital [and its qualities] versus challenge them). So workers must create spaces that reflect their own liminality in Gothic; i.e., that position ourselves as already having one foot in either world (as white women generally have), or positioned near them (the girl next door described as an alien from another planet that is actually just alienated from this one): someone to admire from afar and go in for a closer look regarding! To subvert canonical norms, regarding Amazons, is to start where others “left off,” thus involves some degree of separation from the things we’re trying to reclaim: from subjugation to liberation through subversion.

(artist: Enemi)

Furthermore, even if we are abused on a systemic level (as white women and trans people are), we likewise have to acknowledge our own privilege and advantage sitting alongside those who have less than we do, or undergo different struggles that are unequally comparable; e.g., cis men of color versus white trans women vs native peoples, each probing the other less for weakness and more for compassion as something to investigate with understandable caution (which lost generations/generational trauma instills within us). It’s different flavors and degrees of shit, rape not something to rank but find common ground with through difference experiences, including in copies of itself; re: similarity amid difference during the pedagogy of the oppressed. Curiosity and hostility are beset by an equally human lack of immunity towards unequal attraction: unto the alien as something to befriend, mid-investigation.

Such descriptively gendered and sexual statements walk the line between cultural appreciation and appropriation, but also invoke dead cultures that no longer exist; e.g., the Ancient Greeks, Celts or Egyptians recruited to hauntologically revive sex-positive elements of the ancient past in “sleeping” barbaric forms; i.e., that once evoked, “wake up” and change the current cultural understanding of an imaginary “ancient” past—one to assist current groups suffering as “barbarians” under colonial rule; re: using the Wisdom of the Ancients to borrow pre-capitalist ideas (re: Foucault’s “bucolic village pleasures,” minus the pedophilia) that assist in post-scarcity while developing Gothic Communism under various double standards. To challenge those, we must—to some degree—reinspect the past, killing our darlings: as nostalgic ideas of said past, uprooted and repotted.

Double Standards and Challenging Them (Killing Your Darlings, feat. Angela Carter)

One double standard that white women experience, for example, is how society burdens them with modesty arguments. They can buck these however they want for transgressive status, yet often do so around rape fears expressed in actual body language; i.e., while said women often have fat/muscular “non-white” bodies, canon then argues these women must either cover up or show their audience said bodies, depending on the virgin/whore arbitration; re: the strongwoman as a freakshow attraction that “emasculates” men—meaning she becomes something for men to control during inverted rape fantasies (re: death by Snu-Snu), or which men motivate said women to control others for them with (the token cop showing her allegiance to the state). She’s not merely the girl next door, but the alien to tokenize by enterprising Pygmalions in need of some muscle—Supergirl bearing out “Indigenous” qualities per the ghost of the counterfeit’s brawny cleavage:

(artist: Kitty Bit Games)

In turn, the warrior maiden (and her dark, whorish side) have become trapped between the whore’s paradox; i.e., to further settler rhetoric in the wrong hands (which Kitty Bit’s aren’t, to be clear): people who treat the monstrous-feminine as unironic warrior rapist, threatening “gentle” women as cis men have historically been doing for thousands of years, and which some women imitate now (since cis female assimilation[8])—as much through proximity with versus their actual bodies’ potential for courtly love; e.g., Angela Carter (more on her, in a moment). Amazons, in other words, are abject vice characters: of monstrous-feminine rape and revenge—nature-gone-wild!

Made to be engaged with irony or without, this happens liminally (upon and through) forbidden zones of theatrical stigma speaking to their offstage counterparts; i.e., cops serving an Omelas refrain, recruiting from oppressed populations in moderate-to-reactionary forms of Orientalism, including its rape and revenge as half-real: performed in popular stories on and offstage to uphold state models with stochastic violence (e.g., Mrs. Voorhees, below, presenting both as token cop and escaped madwoman [out of the attic] with a funny-sounding name—a female banditti, per Radcliffe, but also Dacre’s female demon lover, Victoria de Loredani, stabbing “Lilla” angrily and vengefully to death: “This is your fault, you slut!”).

However “Goldilocks” or outwardly progressive/urbane they seem, then, subjugated Amazons historically decay towards more radical forms of the same things; re: witch hunts, blood libel, sodomy arguments that collectively defend capital and furthermore, whose unironic rape-as-revenge is simply wrong and unnecessary to achieve post-scarcity with. Quite the opposite, a bigotry for one is a bigotry for all. Workers must challenge the systemic entirety of profit, including its whitewasher girlbosses gaslight-gatekeeping all oppressed peoples under Capitalist Realism. Rape requires intolerance; “a little genocide” is functionally letting the state rape someone, which for us, is completely unacceptable. A world without scarcity is a world without actual rape (thus token cops performing it in some shape or form)!

This being said, Gothic Communism should be able to evoke rape, and the potential for complicit or revolutionary cryptonymy is clearly there; re: Amazons are warrior-whore demons with a white-native, animalized[9] and “ancient,” heavy metal flavor—one that has a calm and furious side[10] refusing to be victimized again (re: the Medusa, dualistically evoked by Mrs. Voorhees as someone to behead, thus lay to rest); i.e., such revenge speaks of predator/prey relations under unequal conditions and overlapping persecution networks. These incentives can direct workers to liberate or enslave by transforming into different things, and all communicate through some degree of showing sex and force hyphenating through hellish bodily expression; i.e., the Amazon is a violent, walking terror weapon synonymous with the control of sex-as-weapon, specifically that of rape revenge administered by a maidenesque impasse with whorish potential: nature antagonized to behave in different monstrous-feminine ways.

In Gothic, form has multiple, dialectical-material functions; re: to move power towards workers or the state during anisotropic terror/counterterror arguments. Like all women, Amazons are maidens and whores that can do either task through their bodies. Uncloaked and demonic, they strike terror into the hearts of their enemies, achieved through threats of violent revenge (nature, avenging her rape by patriarchal forces); i.e., threat displays; e.g., “two tickets to the gun show.” Subjugated Amazons tokenize by abjecting patriarchal abuse onto their victims (re: Mrs. Voorhees). On the subversive side, Amazons (and their big muscles) are revolutionary darlings, but also sex objects desired for their alien qualities (from those wanting to penetrate them and vice versa): monster mommies, but also warrior princesses who punch up, not down.

(artist: Kitty Bit Games)

And yet, because she is a weapon, the state will try to monopolize such weaponry’s violence, terror and morphology as its darling poster girl—to carve nature up with, during the usual cartographic refrains antagonizing nature as monstrous-feminine, to begin with; re: nature is a peach divvied into slices, moving money through nature on carceral territories, and of which I argue, require tokenization to work: nature raping nature, through Orientalism and its trademark threats of danger and protection (from rape and revenge); i.e., by the alien side feeling familiar as much as foreign (re: Laura Ng vis-à-vis Said’s Culture and Imperialism). Raped in the past and slated for future conquest, settled lands are owned by people who will happily pimp Amazonian revenge to police their usual territories/populations with; i.e., nature-as-monstrous-feminine cop and victim, person and place, rape and ritual (e.g., anal sex—more on this in a moment). All operate as things to take and reclaim for either side of a given struggle, but for which state betrayals always see cops climbing out from its state of exception only to go back in and rape those unable to leave or fight back under state protection. They are silenced, thus subject to genocide by token Amazons executing courtly love without irony.

So while Amazons classically resist as an aesthetic, subjugated varieties refuse to meaningfully revolt against their masters; re: they kiss up and punch down like Hippolyta married to Theseus, acting as universal victims while victimizing others less advantaged—all while behaving like the only legitimate monstrous-feminine in town (whose freakshow muscles give them “a pass”). They become darlings undeserving of state force, hence vampires for the state, which translates easily enough to demonic modes of expression; re: unequal, forbidden exchange and transformation versus feeding and trauma, the two discussing the same exact thing: bourgeois enforcement.

By comparison, liberators subverting the Amazon can treat this refusal as the turncoat whose betrayal (and its victims) haunt liberation on her feared/celebrated surfaces; i.e., the larger process hampered by the ghosts of those who sold out, or whose work was coopted by groups who most certainly did; re, Angela Carter and her adage (from Volume Zero):

Just what is a woman, Angela Carter, when you write in The Sadeian Woman (1979) “A free with woman in an unfree society will be a monster”? Of course, Matt Walsh’s hideous refrain is normally bad-faith nonsense directed at us, but it becomes quite important when defining what a woman is (and a monster) when regarding the likes of Carter’s platitude, but also Simone Beauvoir, Cynthia Wolff, Ellen Moers, or hell, Janice-fucking-Raymond […]. Second-wave feminism was (and still is) infamously cis-supremacist and white, and we can’t just rely on a bunch of fancy (and highly problematic) white, cis-het female academics to accomplish the sum of all activism for all workers. Even if Carter wouldn’t have been caught dead in Rowling’s company today, she still died in 1992—one year after Michael Warner introduced “heteronormativity” to academic circuits, two years after Judith Butler wrote Gender Trouble and one year before Derrida wrote Spectres of Marx.

To be blunt, Carter’s most famous works feel oddly dated in terms of what they either completely leave out or fail to define, and thereby supply clues to the vengeance of proto-TERFs like Dacre’s Victoria de Loredani that Carter doesn’t strictly condemn. As Brittany Sauvé-Bonin writes in “How Angela Carter Challenges Myths of Sexuality and Power in ‘The Bloody Chamber’ & ‘The Company of Wolves'” (2020):

The men in de Sade’s stories exercise sexual perversions which enforce annihilation. However, it is the women in de Sade’s stories that are seen as even more cruel as once they get the rare opportunity to exercise power, they begin to use this power to seek retaliation over the submissiveness they were forced to endure in society (The Sadeian Woman 27). Carter bluntly concludes that “a free woman in an unfree society will be a monster” (27). Due to women being oppressed for so long, when they get the opportunity, they can retaliate in the most extreme ways (27).

According to Henstra, this has resulted in critique by other feminists including Andrea Dworkin, who have concluded that The Sadeian Woman displays a “complete disregard for the actual suffering endured by Sade’s – and pornography’s – victims” (113). Carter chooses to focus more on how women had an outlet to retaliate that de Sade had openly introduced.

While some of his women suffered, some of his women indeed inflicted the pain. Hence, Carter rationalizes de Sade’s work by saying “pornography [is] in the service of women, or, perhaps, allowed it to be invaded by an ideology not inimical [harmful] to women” (The Sadeian Woman 37) [source].

Again, what is a woman, Carter? And what did they do with this outlet? The vast majority turned it against other minorities more disadvantaged than themselves—i.e., from 1979 into the present (source).

Indeed, Carter herself wasn’t above Gothic fantasies with an exploitative element. As Maggie Doherty writes in “Fairytales Punish the Curious” (2017):

had no time for female melancholy. A woman whose quiet demeanor belied her forceful mind, Carter was that rarest of things—a happy writer. She followed her desires—for travel, for learning, for (younger) men—with little hesitation or regret. She was not naïve about sex; she argued that any sexual relationship must be considered in light of the way power works. Still, she believed in the emancipatory power of erotic love. She was attracted to fairytales both for their violence and their strangeness; she adjusted archetypes and tweaked myths until they came to mean something entirely new. Her fiction celebrated the couplings of a wide range of characters: teenage girls, wizened old women, circus performers, wolves (source).

Except, the problem goes deeper than that. Her work—while undeniably adventurous in its tone-poem exploration of sexuality in Gothic rape play—was as limited in its scope as any white cis woman from that period: an Orientalist madam (female pimp) of the abject, upholding Capitalism Realism by tailoring her Gothic imagination as heteronormative, thus queer-exclusionary (and hostile towards). The profit motive is there, baked into her bigoted work’s obsession with unironic torture porn (thus rape); she was married to its nuclear ideas—their settings, characters and power scenarios, but also their abject scapegoats.

In short, there was a power imbalance like Foucault’s, the powerful accommodating Carter’s intellect as second wave feminism commonly was: the ability to pick-and-choose, then insist, “We live in Gothic times” while stroking profit’s unholy cock. From plausible deniability and veils of demonstrable ignorance (a lack of inclusive queer scholarship up to that point), Carter enjoyed a celebrity status that let her prey as she liked; i.e., someone who “challenged” the state through controlled opposition, hence conditions of surrender that pit her powers against more vulnerable parties. The Gothic’s campier language (often of queer men; e.g., Shakespeare, Walpole, or Matthew Lewis) has historically given the oppressed a voice (e.g., Phantom of the Paradise or Rocky Horror, 1974/1975). Carter resisted such devices, pimping queerness out while tying gender to sex (e.g., The Passion of New Eve[11], 1977) or focusing entirely on cis-het couples.

To be silent during genocide is to partake in it, yourself, but TERFs are essentially second wave feminists dying on that hill. Said hill existed in 1979; re: Janice Raymond’s Transsexual Empire spouting the kind of transphobic dogma Carter’s New Eve relayed about transition phobias and “men in dresses.” The idea that Carter wasn’t aware of these, let alone Raymond, is laughable. Hell, Carter had not only beaten Raymond to the punch—writing a transphobic story about transsexuals (a transmedicalist term) two years before Raymond’s book (see: footnote); she likewise never countered its genocidal rhetoric in the 1980s (during the AIDS crisis) like Rice did. If the unironic rape porn wasn’t obvious enough, Carter’s a TERF and a SWERF, and doesn’t deserve the benefit of the doubt; in fact, it’s historically in our best interest to excoriate her and her bullshit, full stop! State defenders enjoy high burdens of proof, even when their abuse is obvious. Don’t apologize for them!

In short, it was possible to be queerphobic before queer theory emerged in the 1990s to call these hypocrites out—and indeed, in 1960, when cis-het people decided to pin serial killings onto queerness with movies like Psycho (above), which arguably pre-dated second wave feminism (as did words like “transgender,” coined in 1965). Even so, feminism, by 1960, had already gentrified and decayed into strange appetites that serve profit; i.e., gay panic, which Carter’s work only reinforced: towards the 1980s, when transgender people were starting to be more aggressively demonized (e.g., Alien, 1979). Through DARVO and obscurantism, such media served up scared-straight, middle-class people’s shadowy idea (above) of what the monstrous-feminine is beyond how they could embody it themselves—indeed, how they could weaponize it against queer people and other minorities. Medusa, the rebel, became a stranger for them to attack others with—a witch hunt carried out by witches, sex policing sex, whores raping whores to have the pimp’s revenge.

Leaning into horror tropes to confirm queer bias is bad; so is failing to take a stronger stance on what should be obvious: trans women are women, and don’t tend to rape other women (which cis women ironically ignore, traitorously acting like men themselves to rape trans people in service to profit).

Such is bigotry. It doesn’t needn’t an exact language or thesis to give it form, queerphobia—specifically of the “man” in the dress—dating back centuries (e.g., Matthew Lewis’ Matilda). The paradox of moderacy lies in how it’s still radical because it whitewashes genocide and defends fascism behind the liberal, married housewife: a refusal to change. Like so many thinkers from the ’70s (or the entire 20th century, for that matter), Carter became a predator lauded for her steady and fairly tame (from a political standpoint) appetites; i.e., dressed up as bold, brave, and transgressively noble, yet gatekeeping others by excluding them—through alienizing preference! She’s not the liberator of all groups, but a white cis-het woman getting her admittedly narrow jollies in the shadow of problematic straight men she was more-or-less aping (and the Man Box of weird nerd culture these men encompassed in their own work): the Marquis de Sade!

Of course, rape play and liberation aren’t mutually exclusive, but Carter didn’t use her bored housewife’s libido to expanded her horizons; i.e., beyond the Shadow of Pygmalion, hence liberate other peoples using ludo-Gothic BDSM. As such, she’s a former darling who only took things so far—for white straight women, first and foremost; i.e., a form of submission, myopically limiting their struggle to that single group against all others, including trans people: as beings of darkness to abject state rape (that of their husbands) onto. Dick move, bitch.

From there, leveraging this ongoing problem against the whore’s paradox happens per the traitor’s perspective and outcome; i.e., a Judas refrain whose witch hunts against her own kind exhaust any goodwill at the expense of everyone (and all symbols) involved; re, TERFs and witch hunts poisoning the well (from the Undead Module):

by playing cop as TERFs do, they sell out, only serving to erode the credibility and goodwill of genuine activism (a fascist tactic, generally capital in the process); re: Silvia Federici’s argument, “Witchcraft accusations, in fact, are the ultimate mechanism of alienation and estrangement as they turn the accused—still primarily women—into monstrous beings, dedicated to the destruction of their communities, therefore making them undeserving of any compassion and solidarity” [cited from “Hot Allostatic Load,” 2015]. Witches aren’t just AFAB, though, and worker solidarity needs to reflect that; re, as I write (earlier in this volume: In response to both authors, I would include that capital tokenizes all labor (not just female and non-white) as sexualized, fetish, alien; i.e., something to gentrify and decay inside of itself, moving money through nature to harvest nature-as-monstrous-feminine (thus having masculine elements; e.g., phallic women). Feminism decays for these purposes, as do genderqueer movements, sex work, and Gothic poetics  (source: “A Crash-Course Introduction to Vampires (and Witches),” 2024).

Simply put, Amazons are witches, so the idea of triangulation, castration and witch hunts that we’ve previously explored in this larger series also applies to them. As mistresses mastered by men (which Carter ultimately was, indebted to heteronormative, binarized ideas of sexuality she largely upheld[12]), they are darlings and per Sarkeesian’s adage, we must poetically “kill” said darlings in holistic[13] ways that interrogate their own betrayals/misguided desires for revenge; re: Barbara Creed, saying that “Athena’s aim was simply [emphasis, me] to strike terror into the hearts of men as well as reminding them of their symbolic debt to the imaginary castrating mother.”

(artist: The_1Medusa)

Except, we can’t afford to be simple when having out revenge, reversing abjection during ludo-Gothic BDSM; i.e., “just threaten cis-het dudes with Freudian castration,” as Creed seemingly puts it (seemingly forgetting that Athena, depending on the legend, was a gentrified temple goddess punishing a rape victim, yet in same breath, giving her the terrible, Numinous power to freeze rapists in their tracks; re: by reversing abjection on the same Aegis, per my arguments). Nor can we be chaste alone when humanizing Medusa, thus Amazons; i.e., nature is an alien, monstrous-feminine whore, thus subject to the whore’s paradox affording her power under exploitative, abject conditions. For one side or the other—not just maidens and whores, but those who normally consume whores—each finds power (and knowledge) according to how the state forbids access, yet access happens anyways. We trade power and knowledge as labor exchanges that workers regain control of—across media, but also space and time; i.e., challenging various double standards through our own doubles punching up. Doing so—and existing to spite TERF authors like Carter or Raymond, exposing them as false—is our revenge. It should make our enemies uncomfortable, but also lull them.

Let’s stick with Medusa, as she’s arguably the most famous, and the one that neoliberal Amazonomachia uses to police workers with, then and now. She classically appears out of control, and is put down by Amazons who see their own failings (and abusers) mirrored on the rabid double’s complicated surface. Per the whore’s paradox, though, both of them regain power while feeling out of control; i.e., during calculated risk. They learn to control their abilities, meaning their trauma; re: playing with rape as a counterterror device for workers. Trauma lives in the body but also around it, and marks us in ways that draw police forces to us. It’s their primary way of controlling us, thus our revenge “from nature.”

Except, when workers become able to play with rape under controlled circumstances, they gain the ability to liberate themselves from the state; i.e., the state loses any hold over workers, becoming afraid of what we’ll do when fear doesn’t motivate us to punch down. In turn, we learn not to simply control our trauma to hide it, but cryptonymically weaponize it against our enemies (the elite and their servants). We build ourselves up despite our scars/alienation: to go beyond the narrow focus (and praxial limitations) of women like Radcliffe, Carter or Creed.

To be clear, we can salvage said women’s useful ideas, but the idea of them as darlings desperately, desperately needs to die; i.e., by exposing the TERF-y (thus settler-colonial, Cartesian, heteronormative) aspects of their outmoded, Gothically immature approach to the monstrous-feminine, rape and revenge: an imaginary antiquity whose “ancient” fakeries enforce capital by either pointing the finger at us fags and calling us rapists (re: canonical terror/counterterror arguments), or by evoking people who do (re: Creed building The Monstrous-Feminine on Sigmund-fucking-Freud, of all people). That shit gets me, a trans woman, livid; i.e., at people who should know better that put Carter on a fucking pedestal, essentially talking about her like she’s some fucking saint rescuing the world from us. It’s 2024; we’re way past that! We’re not your scapegoats, bitches, and even if you get us, capital and fascism will get you! There must always be a whore, thus a victim, and the state is the ultimate hangman you’re only playing at. You’re expendable, and betrayal cuts both ways; after we’re dead, they’ll take you out back (or through the front door) to hang you in the streets for all to see!

Rape is rape. In control of our trauma, we become masters of cryptonymy/mirrors; i.e., able to attack in ways that are harder to kettle. In the West, the state relegates explicit sex to the bedroom (re: Foucault), except as something to pimp, or otherwise control/attack outside of said bedroom with (re: me). As such, those who communicate openly with sex do so through code, cryptonymy and demon BDSM; i.e., camping it; e.g., “Stepbrother, what are you doing?” or “I need my ‘couch’ moved.” Instead of turning everyone to stone, Medusa (and by extension, Amazons) can activate her forbidden sight without harming her friends, and turn those who attack her (and other state enemies in bad faith) to stone. Ancient trauma (the abuse and revenge of whores) revives to reclaim the Medusa’s power through Amazons as “out”; i.e., loud and proud activists—a threat display but also defiant jouissance whose confident passion remains haunted by those seeking to control us: subjugated Amazons colonizing the aesthetic in duality! Sex is something to have under their terms, which we resist in psychosexual exchange; i.e., as subversive Amazons, pushing back against our colonizers in disguise.

The state controls sex and gender in monstrous-feminine language because these are where power (and trauma) are found; i.e., the state wouldn’t bother if that wasn’t the case; re: their ideas of power revolve around ideas of state revenge also dressed up: the pimp dominating nature-as-monstrous-feminine, doubling and dominating it through tokenized double standards; e.g., anal sex (which we’ll explore in just a moment). Except, exploitation and liberation occupy the same uncanny space; i.e., as poetic things coming alive to seek the whore’s GNC revenge through power as something to reframe inside itself. In short, there’s a potential to humanize what is demonized by reclaiming the whore-as-demonic, thus normally treated as chattel/property and reclaimed in liminal territories. To critique power, we must consume problematic things and understand how to subvert them: to gain access to the endless ways whores (thus Amazons and the Medusa, left) manifest in popular media:

(source media: “Medusa Craves Boiling HOT Cocks”)

This affords us different opportunities. For one, censorship is a death sentence. We can’t just throw out sex work due to systemic abuse, because the state can just abuse us and watch us discount sex work’s liberatory value; i.e., people attract through alienation towards what is different, even if those differences are enforced, and porn—despite its problematic elements in industry forms (often racial[14] ones, below)—allows people to experience fetishes and clichés; i.e., by consuming them in order to understand human behaviors: exposure to what is alien to exchange, then transform ourselves into healthier forms, moving forwards. We want take what is given and learn from it to synthesize good praxis, thus catharsis; re: to use girl talk’s gossip/anger alongside monsters and camp, thereby channeling Medusa’s “hot goss” to tell our friends where to stick it (and where our enemies can’t) during the cryptonymy process: madness as an aesthetic/form of data in the flesh.

(artist: Medusa)

Keeping with Medusa and Amazons, though, we have to do better than symbolic shows of force that historically gentrify and decay into token assimilation and senseless, unproductive revenge; e.g., Victoria de Loredani stabbing Lilla (re: Sam Hirst’s “Zofloya and the Female Gothic,” 2020) translating to one relatively privileged group punching down. Double standards denote doubles and vice versa.

To it, liberators have to avoid triangulations pitting alien against alien, wherein said castrators unironically harm state enemies, then posture as rebels/progressive! This applies not just to Amazons, of course, but minority groups and monstrous doubles at large (which often includes Amazons); e.g., queer people and vampirism something to attack until the state, deprived of easy prey, cannibalizes its own police force; re (from the Undead Module):

Denied queer scapegoats, the state will turn to other forms of monstrous-feminine, and ultimately on itself as famine sets in (e.g., Attack on Titan). To that, the usual clichés persist. Though not always, vampires are often male, monstrous-feminine dandies operating predatorily inside a traumatic, colonial location (re: Lestat from Interview with the Vampire, feeding in pre-revolutionary America); i.e., one where consumption is generally considered an act of theft during welcome/unwelcome trespasses that freeze the victim in place: the paralyzing theft of privatized essence—blood, brains, life force, etc—from a rightful, bourgeois source (the lothario/gigolo-coded Lestat, gleefully supping on the aging beldame before wringing her neck, and Louis clumsily trying his best not to kill his meal, thus prove Lestat wrong: that gay men needn’t strictly be sexual predators who harm those they feed on). Anything that challenges said ownership is unwelcome by the pearl-clutcher, be the robbery a solo enterprise or an uncomfortable gathering with revolutionary potential (eating the rich); i.e., the prosecution framing sodomy as a venereal disease that conflates the cruiser’s seeking mechanism and punching up/topping from below with bad-faith predation (eating women and children).

As a discourse, though, the potency of class conflict during monster-themed oppositional praxis has only intensified during the Internet Age. Inside this age, new generations of queer people emerge, then reclaim “sodomy” through vampirism; i.e., as a theatrical device they take back from older tokenized queers (and straight Marxist-Leninists acting like second wave feminists at best, Stalinists at worse; re: Bad Empanada) who insist “they ‘won’ the battle” or “have all the answers.” Newer an-Com queers must resist tokenism, then, refusing to sell out according to such desperation and convenience (wherein abjecting the entire Superstructure and literary analysis very much is a matter of convenience; re: Bad Empanada); i.e., those persons hijack rebellious language (such as vampirism) to abuse it for fascist, false-rebellious purposes: stochastic predatory violence and betrayals, both delegitimizing activist credibility and goodwill to empower state mechanisms per the brand of selling out (re: Drolta from Castlevania: Nocturne, which again, I explore in “Back to the Necropolis“).

To that, canonical vampirism and its unironic, police-like means of “sodomy” language have crystalized over several centuries—i.e., by tying neo-medieval expression to individual sexual predators, pests and addicts who invade and prey parasitically upon a single location; or is framed as doing so according to abject pogrom stereotypes within a profoundly biased heteronormative imagination; re: the “outing” of Jews (and people confused as “Jewish,” such as Eastern Europeans) during blood libel and other anti-Semitic tropes describing them as blood-drinking vampires, baby-killing witches, and/or flesh-eating goblins (all, again, from Hey Alma’s “Anti-Semitic History of…” series; 2021, 2020, and 2023):

(artist: Chris Bourassa)

In turn, the same chimeric libel would extend to trans women as 21st-century reprobates; i.e., vampires (and their kissing-cousin relatives, lycans) needing to be publicly embarrassed, hounded, and ultimately put down/to the torch in order to serve profit. As such, their execution falls under the same grim harvest, its liminal hauntology of war happening by assimilative forces conducting rapacious, obscurantist and hypocritical acts of penetrative force, mid-DARVO: the silver bullet or stake through the heart being more of the same witch hunt cannibalizing queerness; i.e., one whose Foucauldian (discipline-and-punish) enforcement arbitrates chaotically as the state decays and sinks its “fangs” (stakes) into wherever and whomever the state needs them to go (source: “Leaving the Closet; or, a Trans Woman’s Scholarly Contributions to Older Histories of Sodomy and Queer Love,” 2024).

The same issues that affect “phallic women” more broadly (or the white women writing about them; re: Carter) likewise affect any marginalized group that might use the Amazon (or something comparably monstrous-feminine) across different monster classes; re: the undead, demons and/or animals. Such duality per the Amazon and Medusa shows how all can gentrify and decay as profit rapes nature, thus supplies us with strange feeding habits the state can control; re (“A Cruel Angel’s (Modular) Thesis”):

Capitalism achieves profit by moving money through nature; profit is built on trauma and division, wherein anything that serves profit gentrifies and decays, over and over while preying on nature. Trauma, then, cultivates strange appetites, which vary from group to group per the usual privileges and oppression as intersecting differently per case; i.e., psychosexual trauma (the regulation of state sex, terror and force) and feeding in decay as a matter of complicated (anisotropic) exchange unto itself, but also shapeshifting and knowledge exchange vis-à-vis nature as monstrous-feminine: something to destroy by the state or defend from it using the same Satanic, darkness-visible aesthetics/pandemonium (source).

(artist: Skylar Shark)

All of this can be opposed—and occurs through a rising demand for performers helping us achieve catharsis under capital—but due to the complications listed above, such rebels are often historically tragic in their renaissance; i.e., framing the harvest as humanized; e.g., King Kong falling to his death, and other such beings pushing for interracial bonding that, once martyred, humanize the harvest, exposing the state as inhumane. And if that seems limiting in its scope, simply swap genders: a black female ape and a white twink in peril. To some extent, then, the darlings we must kill the most amount to our former selves/role models—meaning older “closeting” ideas of Amazons and the Medusa!

The sex-positive qualities of the Amazon classically lend white women the ability to show as much skin as they want (to be comfortable in their own homes, which extend to the land around them) and present themselves as disobedient (often by fucking whoever they want or using toys, above) in ways that build their own possible, attractive and inclusive worlds; i.e., through mimesis, they imitate art that is powerful, but also stresses co-existence and harmony between unequal positions of exchange and transformation. In terms of trauma and labor value, demons have infinite forms, as do what they represent in paradoxical matters of revenge; i.e., actual imprisonment is certainly terrifying (which I can attest to), but introduce an element of control where no harm to a formerly abused party is actually possible and suddenly “imprisonment” feels amazing!

Something is always given and received per exchange; i.e., legitimate abusers awakening us to forbidden prey mechanisms of psychosexual pleasure and pain (re: Jadis, to me) that both speak to our survived confusion/rewiring by trauma, but also our ability to use them during oppositional praxis to restore healthy boundaries, in the future. “The dose doth make the poison,” abused parties learning which poison to pick and how to camp it; e.g., I love dark mommy doms, but very much learned this the hard way from Jadis—”murder dick” (re: period sex) and ahegao are fun, but being raped unironically is not!

(artist: Pork Loins)

Doing so in safer forms of theatre paradoxically becomes our Aegis—to bounce harmful energies back, yet hold onto the good stuff defined by the context of playing with rape, exposure, and showing off unique vantage points to special situations of privileged access (e.g., public masturbation with a partially concealed element, left); i.e., of dialectical-material function and flow (of power), not appearance: “Help, I’m in a compromising position!” The sentence is both true and false. So are demons, and this power is ours to reclaim from state doubles pitting Amazonian double standards against us and our stabs at liberation; re: “rape” ironically! “Bind,” “torture” and “kill” not to actually accomplish those dreadful deeds, but devilishly exhibit them to instill a sense of rape prevention per the whore’s paradox: “Come and see the violence inherent [to] the system!”

Camping canon through medieval recreation is an old standby (and a fun one). In turn, “when the dog bites, when the bee stings…” (a song written by a rebellious nun) can speak to big strong ladies that, per the Amazon myth, are commonly bound and gagged under patriarchal structures; i.e., in ways iconoclasts play with to paradoxically challenge profit as a genocidal system: rape uncloaked, but also the power to survive expressed in poetic forms. Told in the same basic language (of rape and revenge), volunteer performers chain themselves up during tantalizing shows of intersectional solidarity and protest (next page)—that of demonic, pleasure-and-pain-seeking beings (which Amazons are), paradoxically “martyring” themselves during ludo-Gothic BDSM! Whores communicate psychosexually through calculated risk, the latter becoming how those how treated as whores reclaim said labor and aesthetic when playing with rape in warrior ways!

As proof-of-concept, I want to unpack this vis-à-vis Amazons and anal sex; i.e., a postcolonial device haunted by its own abuse as something to camp! We’ll consider this and more when reclaiming the Amazon for our gay purposes—indeed, our dark revenge when subverting Amazons and rape—next!

Onto “Reclaiming Amazons, part two: Reclaiming Anal“!


Footnotes

[1] Such hauntologies point to zombie-style betrayals—of the consumer by the state as an even-bigger cannibal eating smaller ones; i.e., during capital’s endless, concentric harvests. The decay of the settler colony conceals itself through police-style shows of force, which the powerful push towards outsider groups separated from insider groups. But these always come home, Saturn devouring his son during the liminal hauntology of war versus Medusa eating her wayward children at state shift.

[2] A false flag and strawman tactic.

[3] Both artists are sex-positive, but Nicole channels pornstar energy through a pornstar body. That being said, Kim’s “slut era” speaks to a veneer of sex work (her website, KimXXXXX, having softcore elements, which are as valid as hardcore forms) made to help safeguard her friends:

In a new interview, Petras reveals that her most recent EP, Slut Pop, was a pleasure-filled persona. “I was trying to have the most ridiculous fun with the sluttiest character I could come up with,” she says. “It was someone who would say whatever the f— she wanted to.”

With songs like “Throat Goat” and “Treat Me Like A Slut,” the German pop star clearly ate and left no crumbs. However, she wants people to know that it’s deeper than that. It was a form of solidarity. “That was at a time when OnlyFans was going to ban sex workers,” Petras says. “I have a lot of friends who need sex work in order to transition. It’s a very normal thing in my world, and I don’t see anything wrong with doing sex work. I wanted those girls to feel empowered” (source: Gigi Fong’s “Kim Petras on OnlyFans and the Importance of Her Slut Era,” 2023).

With women and sex, the line between performance and performer is classically thin, but actually allows for tremendous variation; i.e., the whore’s paradox includes the ability to act sex out/contribute to universal liberation on different registers differently at the same time; e.g., between cis and trans women. To that, Petras’ slut was a character that spoke for her friends doing sex work to survive; by comparison, Nicole is a sex worker whose music speaks to the same idea, but through a slightly different arrangement—a character to play onstage, yes, but also someone whose music and sex work are less of a stage act and more one indicating the other beyond what the music video can show.

[4] I.e., death by Snu-Snu as something to portray in so many forms. Cis-het men, for example, see any kind of sex out of the bedroom as whorish, including things they sexualize in different ways, like Amazons or Medusa. This double standard ensures that any contact with them is forbidden, because society at large will treat/view it as automatically sexual, even if one side isn’t doing it for that; e.g., ballerinas, wrestlers, or any other female athlete in existence. And sometimes, this becomes a joke to play with. But it doesn’t preclude or change the reality that things are inherently unequal through such athleticism; i.e., girls living in a man’s world. Any subversion taking place will reflect that disparity.

All the while, art and porn aren’t mutually exclusive, but canon treats them as such; re: through us versus them. But we can simultaneously acknowledge that, yet operate in good faith—accepting that different people invariably get different things out of the same event.

Natalia Sense’s “Yoga Art — Flexibility Flow” (above, 2024), for example, is artistic for the model, but simultaneously working within fetishes and clichés her target audience will undoubtedly indulge; i.e., in through her stunning body (and production values). And she’s obviously aware of that. Art and commerce can coexist, and involve various interpretations as much from the viewer as from the performer challenging this or that with this or that.

[5] Which the Gothic does while camping the nuclear model’s parental language in fairytale-style roleplays and parlance; e.g., “mommy” and “daddy.”

[6] Lovecraft merely revived such weird-nerd Orientalism; i.e., from a Providence gentleman’s harmful idea of “mad Arab,” the concept lifted from older bigots and revolutionaries; e.g., Percy Shelley’s “Ozymandias” (1818) or Poe’s Arthur Gordon Pym (1838) having similar ideas about places the West (and the inexorable passage of time) had already conquered and long since dreamt about.

Unlike Shelley (the husband or wife), Lovecraft was fascist (thus full of shit), as were the other authors who purposefully carried on his ideas in his lifetime (and after); i.e., all were building on demonic xenophobia as something to expand upon in fascist ways: to create and assign evil to a world whose decay was leading to regressive witch hunts. While we’ll explore the value in these worldviews’ astronoetics when we look at Alien, such people largely suck because all—similar to Tolkien and his orcs and goblins—abused occult mythology to foster a commodified ignorance of the imaginary past standing in for the actual. As Gabriel McKee writes,

Lovecraft, “Simon” (the compiler of the Simon Necronomicon), and the anti-cult crusaders all trade in different misinterpretations of history. The general public knows just enough about the history of the ancient Near East for it to view it as a place of mystery and strangeness. Indeed, this reputation is itself an inheritance from the ancient world, as Greeks and Romans saw “magic” as coming from the East (In Book 30.2 of his Natural History Pliny the Elder declares that “there is no doubt that this art originated in Persia.”). This proto-orientalism, combined with historical illiteracy—or perhaps committed distrust of “history” as an elite conspiracy in itself—has led to the mystification of antiquity as something incomprehensible, occult, or even satanic. This has opened the door for both outright fraudsters and what Laycock calls “moral entrepreneurs” to write their own chimerical histories, inserting the names of ancient places and deities into imagined struggles between cosmic good and evil. These faulty constructions of history depend on ignorance. We actually know quite a lot about ancient Near Eastern cultures and their religious practices—and the ISAW Library contains many of the fruits of this knowledge—but historical fabrications expect and depend on ignorance. The more we learn, and the better we communicate that knowledge, the more tools we will have for opposing misconstructed history (source: “The Misappropriation of Ancient Texts,” 2015).

Of course, such “ancient” copies aren’t strictly a negative. Instead, “the idea of Gothic ancestry endured because it was useful” (re: Madoff’s 1979 “The Useful Myth of Gothic Ancestry“)—a utility that applies as much to workers reclaiming Amazons for revolutionary purposes (e.g., Matthew Lewis’ shapeshifting Matilda) as to Lovecraft as his ilk demonizing witches-by-another-name: Chthonic whores (a ’20s and ’30s vaudeville caricature of Satanic Panic and Hammer of Witches). Reclaiming the Wisdom of the Ancients goes both ways!

[7] While found documents are a common Gothic trope, Lovecraft never actually wrote a Necronomicon, himself. The copy my mother had was written under the nom de plume, “Simon” (attributed to Peter Levenda, an occult historian who denies involvement; see: above).

[8] I.e., for as long as women (especially white middle-class women) have had voices and could punch down against minorities, vis-à-vis the ghost of the counterfeit furthering the abjection process; e.g., Britain, 1870—the same year Carl Westphal medically recognized homosexual men (an idea that Gothic xenophobia pathologized in the decades that followed; re: Dracula, 1897, projecting blood libel and sodomy arguments openly onto gay men)—cis women were conveniently presented with the Married Women’s Property Act: letting women (selectively white straight women) keep any money they earned as their own property. This expanded, in 1882, with the Married Women’s Property Rights Act, which allowed, again, married women to have complete control over all of their property, regardless of its source; i.e., the state allowed it, incrementally buying said women’s loyalty in exchange for their complete betrayal: to colonize extramarital, non-white, non-Christian, and/or GNC peoples. The state is straight; its cops function as straight regardless of latter-day normativities: defend the nuclear model through canonical Gothic stories imitating real life (and vice versa).

In short, state concessions are selective, giving some workers their rights back, but always with the expectation they betray their class (often along racial and cultural lines). The “liberated” women, above, would go onto police states’ rights against other marginalized groups. By extension, the suffragettes—anywhere in the “free world” (the Imperial Core and its colonies)—were incredibly exclusionary and bigoted, having decayed into fascist, property-owning forms of themselves defending privatization (and arrogantly dressed up as “rebellion”). From feminism’s first wave onto its second, “gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss” (the coercion trifecta) called for women to resist change in bad faith (re: praxial inertia): not one step further towards liberation for all.

[9] They’re nymphs married to sex-through-conquest captivity tropes, this curious combo teaching us the forbidden arts of love known only to wild animals closer to nature and our own repressed impulses; i.e., those things “of nature” alienated from us by Cartesian forces, which workers must reclaim by playing with mythical devices; e.g., I’m a little slut who strives to prevent rape through her work, and have learned what I like and don’t like by playing with big strong ladies in the past. I’m no tigress, but pet me wrong and watch the claws come out!

[10] Re: The alter ego. This secret identity/disguise is often inverted, doubled; e g., Superman/Clarke Kent (with Kent being the disguise) doubled by/doubling his enemies: evil aliens, but also the human race and its own divisions under capital (essentially America vs everyone else).

[11] From Rachel Carroll’s “‘Violent Operations’: Revisiting the Transgendered Body in Angela Carter’s The Passion of New Eve” (2011):

Carter’s novel also features motifs which Prosser and Halberstam have identified as symptomatic of transphobic discourses, including the “exposure” of the transgendered person as inauthentic and the depiction of sex reassignment surgery as an act of material and symbolic violence. Indeed, transgendered lives have been met with suspicion and hostility in some feminist contexts, sentiments given expression in Janice C. Raymond’s (1979) assertion that “all transsexuals rape women’s bodies” (source).

In short, it’s us-versus-them divide-and-conquer pitting cis women against trans, the former seeing the latter as “men in dresses,” which Carter not only didn’t challenge, but actively fueled. And frankly it’s horseshit; you’re much more likely to be raped by your husbands than other women (cis or trans), you idiots!

[12] I’m hardly alone in this. As Maeleine Vaughn writes in “Carter, Gender & the Binary” (2020):

without accusing her of being a TERF—because, as I said, she’s dead, and never even touched on the subject—her ideas do still rely on the cis-gendered experience.  […] Carter’s exploration of female sexual liberty is unapologetic, and arguably still crucial in an era where it remains repressed and underexplored, but Carter’s writing remains painfully heteronormative in its exploration. To begin with, so far that I know (and please feel free to prove me wrong!) Carter doesn’t portray any homosexual or queer relationships in her work. This, in and of itself, isn’t a bad thing, but the dated heteronormative  angle of her work is pronounced even beyond this.  In particular it shines through in the tropes she uses, with the undercurrent of power and empowerment going hand in hand with (hetro)sexual liberty.

For example, when depicting her happy relationships, Carter brings the couples together under equal terms—there is consent, there is enthusiasm in both parties—but a traditional binary coding burns clear, either unconsciously or through deliberate choice. How often it is the men, antagonistic or not, who guides the sexual experience to a nervous, virginal girl? How often is the occasion marked by that archaic breaking of the hymen and the blood on the sheets? How often does the maiden swoon into the man’s arms? How often does the woman become the seductress, to try and induce the man to provide her with what she needs (not wants), be that liberty, purpose, or sustenance? How often is the woman described as beautiful? And how often is fulfilment supplied not by the self, but by the right man?

A message shines through, right from the hellish landscape of De Sade’s writing, which equates sexuality with empowerment, the kill or be killed, or in this case, the dominate or be dominated. And while we can wax lyrical about the potential philosophical usefulness and realism represented in De Sade’s disgusting writing, it doesn’t change that it fits a traditional gender role, even if De Sade himself arguably disregarded gender (and even sexuality) as part of the equation. The role of the dominant, sexually capable and strong man, and the subdued, innocent – or perhaps coquettish – female who presents herself to him as a lamb for metaphorical slaughter, is a painful stereotype, and it’s one Carter uses, over and over (source).

That binarization reflects the usual qualities of capital that predate Carter’s work by centuries (re: De Sade, but also Radcliffe). Even so, Carter’s work remains dated in ways I saw worshipped and quoted by Gothic academics all the time (cutting their own teeth in the ’80s and ’90s). She’s a darling and needs to be killed and discarded, save for what points she had that were useful, similar to other writers from then and before; re (from Volume Zero):

In other words, if Sontag was “vanilla,” then Radcliffe was barely even ice cream […]. But their combined inexperience paradoxically stems from dark fantasies invented from the open secret of sex abuse turned into urban legends […] These canonical misconceptions operate on the automatic conflation of sex and harm, versus merely being adjacent to it during psychosexual expression [there’s a thin line between the two—a tightrope to tread carefully]. That is, sex-positive BDSM is generally about negotiated unequal power exchange in a written, contractual form that is founded on (relatively) equal bargaining positions (source).

The liberation of sex can imitate our conquerors without functioning as them, but the mutilative elements require a campy GNC irony that Carter and her ilk simply didn’t have. Camping the canon, we can speak to our desire for revenge. We must if we are to override any policewoman’s idea of punching down with said devices. Otherwise we’re just Amazons on another witch hunt—one those in power will point to later and say (to their usual constituents), “You can’t trust them.”

[13] Holistic analysis constitutes the return to older thinkers and ideas; e.g., I cite Solzhenitsyn’s famous quote, in my Undead Module: “If only it were all so simple! If only there were evil people somewhere insidiously committing evil deeds, and it were necessary only to separate them from the rest of us and destroy them. But the line dividing good and evil cuts through the heart of every human being. And who is willing to destroy a piece of his own heart?” I so do because I think the basic idea of empathy and emotional nuance during revolution is a good one; re: segregation is bad, and queer people were a regular and famous casualty of the Soviet system under Stalin’s rule: outlawing them in 1933 until 1993 after the Fall. By no means do I put Solzhenitsyn on a pedestal; he was an anti-Communist, fascist-monarchist, American liberal darling (Hakim’s “The Man Who ‘brought Down’ the Soviet Union Was a Terrible Human Being,” 2024). Rather, I’m against all states, and would want people to understand who I’m citing and why.

In short, the basic quote is good even if the man (or the book he wrote containing it) was not. In hindsight, my knowledge of Solzhenitsyn was limited in much the same way my knowledge of people like John Lennon or George Orwell was; i.e., restricted to carefully manicured and state-sanitized postmortems. But just as such persons mixed lies with truth—in effect stealing their ideas from revolutionary forces to better resonate with their target audiences (the American middle class)—we can a) take their ideas and quote them to achieve an ironic affect, while b) educating people about the historical persons we’re citing. Solzhenitsyn and Orwell were imperial-cop sell-outs; Lennon was a homophobe, out-of-touch millionaire; and Stalin was—well, Stalin: a cruel dictator who abused state mechanisms, including making homosexuality illegal, regressing queer activism under his rule and after for essentially the next century. We must be/do better than all of them!

[14] Interracial porn is as much the interaction between taboo parties as it is commodified body types; e.g., the PAWG, BBW or BBC, etc.