Book Sample: Chapter Five: Rebellious Subterfuge (opening and “A Plan of Attack”)

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Chapter Five: Rebellious Subterfuge. “Rise up, comrade zombies!”—The Revolutionary Undead’s Covert Activism/Cryptonymy during Liminal Counter-Expression

When you argue with a fool, be sure he isn’t similarly engaged (source).

Evan Esar, “Esar’s Comic Dictionary” (1943)

LGBT ideologues use doubt to create a fog of confusion. For them, the best recruits are the youngest. If you confuse kids about fundamental questions like, “What am I?” early enough, the recruit will be ripe in a few years and the ideologues can then tell them what they are — soldiers in the war against Western civilization (source).

—Jack Gist, The Western Journal (2023)

Picking up where “My Story of Trans-on-Trans Violence” and “Trans TERFs, NERFs, and Queer Bosses” left off…

(model and artist: Harmony Corrupted and Persephone van der Waard)

Whores communicate through sex; in Gothic through monster sex as something to reclaim, mid-cryptonymy lubricating the gears of war. We whores are beings of nature as hellish, this have to be our own detectives versus witch cops tokenizing mid-decay as something to perform. For us, detection is a process of concealment; re: surviving through dualistic aesthetics that we must use and the state will copy to also survive; i.e., our performance versus theirs, onstage and off. Gothic colonizes and decolonizes, mid-cryptonymy as dualistic! That’s oppositional praxis, regardless of the theory!

Furthermore, the more crisis the state is in, the more decay occurs, hence cryptonymy being what the state will scapegoat: to regenerate itself, which we employ to survive, solidarize and speak out with, infiltrating them anisotropically in duality (crisis when the state is actually at its weakest)! Again, once the killing starts, it snowballs. So it’s best to avoid fascism by preventing it. This cannot be done without developing Communism. Ergo, Gothic Communism reclaims monstrous language; i.e., to remind token cops of their own futile betrayals and self-conquest: the state betrayals all, regardless of loyalty (to save the Judas “for last,” as it were, or doom them to a lonely existence where none of their kind remain)!

This chapter considers cryptonymy per the actions and consequences of Gothicism; i.e., as something to patron through iconoclastic artists, or personally express its spectres of Marx for others to respond to in concert.

We’ll start by outlining the plan of attack, cover several popular examples to subvert during our own kayfabe spy games (the Amazon and Medusa as conspicuous icons studied for authenticity within canonical norms), provide trauma-confrontation targets and stratagems, and discuss potential consequences to our dissident aggressions on the Aegis; i.e., during revolutionary cryptonymy as something I would introduce here (in mid-2023) before building on the idea vis-à-vis ludo-Gothic BDSM in my PhD and manifesto.

  • “A Plan of Attack: Escaping the Man Box” (included with this post): Considers the basic idea of escaping the Man Box, hence Capitalist Realism; i.e., on the same stage populated by bad actors (re: witch cops).
  • 5b. “Transgressive Nudism; or, Flashing Those with Power (re: Cryptonymy’s Origins)”: Introduces public nudism (and its buffers, online); i.e., as a vital instrument to practicing revolutionary cryptonymy on the Aegis.
  • 5c. “‘Borrowed Robes,’ or Countering Nation Pastiche’s Sublimated War and Rape with Revolutionary Cryptonymy and Liminal Monster Porn in the Internet Age”: Considers the idea of performative disguise, said borrowed robes conducive to revolutionary cryptonymy in a variety of forms.
    • 5c1. ” part one: “Proletarian Warrior Moms and Breeding Kinks” (feat. Nyx): Explores one of my favorite monsters—Amazons, but also the rape fantasies (and fears) they classically embody and which revolutionary actions can gleefully subvert canon with.
    • 5c2. “part two: “Moe/Ahegao, Incest, and Eco-Fascism in Japanese Exports”: Explores various theatrical devices of rape play that workers must camp; e.g., Moe/Ahegao, Incest, and Eco-Fascism; i.e., as they’re exported to American from Japan in the neoliberal age.
  • 5d. “Rockstars: From Rock ‘n Roll Fans and Jimmi Hendrix’ Penis to Horror Movie Special Effects” (feat., Cynthia Plaster Caster): Sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll are an ancient form of protest; i.e., as reclaimed bread and circus, which this section considers through the social-sexual embodiment/reenactment of such things: the human body and memento mori.
  • 5e. “Stand to Fight, then Raise Your Fist and ‘Bow’ to Duck the Imperial Boomerang: Further Expressions of Ironic Girl War Bosses, Sexy War, and Gender Irony”: Delves into more examples of revolutionary cryptonymy with which to protest through war-like imagery and riot.
  • 5f. “Sexist Ire: Persecuting Iconoclasts (and Iconoclastic Vice Characters; feat. Elphaba Thropp)”: Warns of iconoclasm’s performative risk, and how reclaimed vice characters are punished without irony by state actors doubling our own subversive approaches.

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

While I wish to say that our violence is illegitimate in the state’s eyes, that should be obvious at this point; our solidarity is fated to experience violence, but our appeals are still made with grace under pressure when facing Capitalism as the destroyer of all things. Yet, we are not Pourtalès or Sazonov bickering in abject futility while the mechanisms of the state turn their fatal gears; there’s an awesome power we can harness from having lived inside it our whole lives—i.e., a “darkness visible” that transmutes the state through Gothic poetics that reclaim the lost culture, spells and illusions stolen by the state.

Furthermore, we may us them once reclaimed to further our cryptonymy’s pedagogy of the oppressed that creates giants, demons, and undead who break the shadowy spell of Plato’s cave (the Superstructure) in ways that simultaneously keep us alive and save workers from a cycle of never-ending abuse (whose enforcers—bred conspicuously for size, strength and passivity—become freakishly chattelized; e.g., like a Flemish giant rabbit; i.e., as the literal product the state cannibalizes to keep itself alive and continue the grift): the Seminal Tragedy stalled not through clemency or reprieve during periods of decay and restoration under crisis, but attenuation through gradual degrowth and transmutation of the system as the source of the ghost of the counterfeit and process of abjection that brings said decay back around.

Degrowth (thus de-escalation), in turn, happens through a reclaimed, proletarian Superstructure via worker poetics in the Gothic mode, often with powerful, sexy monsters: the ironic, gender-parodic monstrous-feminine. That is our power and it is not false; it’s solidarity and labor potential is what the elite fear most: our dignity, rights and labor as not things to bargain away for cheap illusions under Rainbow Capitalism.

One thing I do wish to consider before we start is Gothic Communism/revolutionary cryptonymy in action; i.e., labor exchanges between different works subsisting under Capitalism. The basic procedure is often commissioned:

(exhibit 101a1: Artist: Persephone van der Waard—a commission by Odie of their OC, Christiana Seay, with two of Persephone’s: Siobhan and Revana. Originally drawn in 2021, I wrote at the time: “Obviously I was inspired by Disney’s Fantasia [1940] However, I also drew inspiration from Anato Finnstark and Wlop.” As shown in exhibit 61a2, commissions are tremendously important for artists to be able to survive/continue their craft as a form of sex-positive expression. Whereas exhibit 61a2 shows me commissioning another artist, this exhibit is the other way around; without Odie’s generous help over the years, I wouldn’t have been able to continue my art—the raw fiscal support, but also having a reliable patron who genuinely cares about my work as inherently valuable in helping them express something important: sex-positivity through body positivity and artistic representations beyond the status quo:

These are more commissions from Odie. As a client, Odie is very sex-positive, his commissions covering themes including fat body positivity as well as muscular female bodies and all-around flexibility training and fitness. His commissions also include ethnic and queer diversity and a variety of poses and reoccurring characters [both his and mine; the model for the bottom-right photo is Miss Nia Sax]. Hannah Gadsby rightly states, “diversity is strength!” While such strength is important when striving towards holistic solidarity and sex positivity among workers, it also just feels nice being able to celebrate each other’s birthdays through art collabs! To stand and be recognized as part of a group of friends; i.e., evolution as a feature of evolution, not a flaw, explains Chats with the Void 

If everyone was “normal,” then every individual would have the same the same passions and aversions, the same potential. But throw in a few weirdos, and an entire species benefits from a wider array of strengths, weaknesses and possibilities! Your weirdness is insurance for the future” [source tweet].

while also explaining in reality that we “are not superior to anyone, and no one is superior to us. For we are creatures too complex for honest comparison” [source tweet]. Perhaps, though I would argue that fascists and Capitalism, as manmade, Promethean devices, are wholly inferior from a survival standpoint and will need to evolve or die. We can’t afford to closet ourselves. We must be sassy through cryptonymy to speak out with, mid-disguise.)

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

A Plan of Attack: Escaping the Man Box

“Excitable little fellow,” said Gandalf, as they sat down again. “Gets funny queer fits, but he is one of the best, one of the best—as fierce as a dragon in a pinch.”

If you have ever seen a dragon in a pinch, you will realize that is was only poetical exaggeration applied to any hobbit, even to Old Took’s great-granduncle Bullroarer, who was so huge (for a hobbit) that he could ride a horse. He charged the ranks of the goblins of Mount Gram in the Battle of the Green Fields, and knocked their king Golfimbul’s head clean off with a wooden club. It sailed a hundred yards through the air and went down a rabbit-hole, and in this way the battle was won and the game of Golf invented at the same moment (source).

—Gandalf and the narrator, The Hobbit

(artist: Persephone van der Waard)

Cryptonymy is way to speak rebelliously through buffers; e.g., me through Madikken as both a disguise and revelation (above); i.e., to break out of the Man Box, thus the closet and Capitalist Realism while its occupied by TERFs. We can’t do that without ruffling some feathers!

As stated during Volume Zero, the class traitor’s Achilles Heel is their inability to critique capital, to see it as largely made up but also about canonical perceptions that can be camped: a blinding “darkness visible” that leads to the myopia of Capitalist Realism. Our greatest strength as warriors (of class, culture and race) is our conscious ability to endure tragedy and farce within canonical historical materialism; i.e., mid-cryptonymy in order to deliberately expose the systematic rot (Capitalism in decay) that fascist cryptonymy upholds (from our thesis statement):

State proponents are straw dogs (throwaway effigies)/sacrificial roosters, believing themselves immune to the elite’s gain while the owner slits the faithful worker’s throat sooner or later. Their “greatest strength” is actually what dooms them to an ignominious death: complete alienation driven by a dimorphic connecting of everything to biological sex, skin color and their canonical-monstrous connotations in service of the profit motive but refusing to scrutinize things at a dialectical-material level (willful ignorance/”rose-tinted glasses”). Conversely our greatest strength class-/culture-/race-conscious warriors is our “darkness visible” doubling theirs through the Wisdom of the Ancients as something to cultivate relative to the modern world; i.e., our deliberate, cultivated ability to critique capital and its agents/trifectas through dialectical-material scrutiny and iconoclastic, campy behaviors that synthesize the Superstructure to our purposes (rehumanizing ourselves by separating from the colonial binary in monomorphic fashion) all while suffering the fools of canonical tragedy and farce within canonical historical materialism. Our aim is to “make it gay” by reclaiming the Base through our Four Gs: abjection, hauntology, chronotopes and cryptonymy—but also our Six Rs, or goals/Gothic-Marxist tenets of Gothic Communism (abbreviated here; we will unpack these fully in Volume One’s manifesto) during oppositional praxis [re: “Paratextual Documents“].

As stated at the start of the volume, their collective idea is to make Marxism a little cooler, sexier and fun than Marx ever could through the Wisdom of the Ancients (a cultural understanding of the imaginary past) as a “living document”; i.e., to make it “succulent” by “living deliciously” as an act of repeated reflection that challenges heteronormativity’s dimorphic biological essentialism and bondage of gender to sex, thus leading to a class awakening at a countercultural level through iconoclastic (sex-positive), monomorphic Gothic poetics (source: “Pieces of the Camp Map”).

Our exposing of the rot happens by using our dark forces’ “perceptive” Wisdom of the Ancients to out the cop and their heel [so to speak] through campy “darkness visible”; i.e., as deliberately doubled to overwhelm our foes (indented for clarity):

unmasking the American class (thus culture, race) traitor/fascist behind the cartoon white knight, black knight and “Captain American” vs “Nazi,” thus expose the capitalist qualifier “as it should be” as self-destructive, heteronormative (warlike) dogma; i.e., penned by or for the state to keep capitalism running, thus always in crisis and decay through the monomyth, Cycle of Kings, infernal concentric pattern and resulting process of abjection/narrative-of-the-crypt hyperreality (the half-real dystopia).

In short, our iconoclasm is an informed decision, but a risky one because we challenge the profit motive, which is defended by our aforementioned killer babies[1] as monstrously violent towards uncanny duplicates. Along with its complicit cryptonyms and carceral hauntologies, and capitalist chronotopes, canonical war become a besieged position of correct-incorrect that troubles true believers; i.e., shakes their faith, but demands they stay true and smite unbelievers. All of this must be camped, parodied, and played within to escape our collective doom; i.e., as made by proponents of capital and the state’s Capitalist Realism, it’s harbinger of devastation and blindness inside and outside of the mind, on- and off-stage.

This chapter discusses the aforementioned neoliberal/fascist war and its Judas-level internalization by TERFs as something to expose, transmute and deliciously embellish during ironic, liminal expression by Satanic rebels; i.e., those who work in opposition to Capitalism’s vicious, Man Box reactionaries and duplicitous moderates (whose own heroic personas are really just fascists in disguise, in disguise, in disguise…). Code/guerrilla war in queer circles is nothing new. Pre-20th century discourse was vague, but still presented itself in monstrous, campy language.

In the 1970s, though, queer people kept up the monstrous camp after the lexicon for identifying what queer was had appeared; we weren’t gay at all, we were just “friends of Dorothy!” The reasons for this are not complicated: queerness is tied to labor as a non-heteronormative, thus dissident, demonic force. In other words, worker solidarity presents us as a fearsome, dark monolith whose monstrous-femininity must be confronted as the end of all existence, thus condemning us to execution by those siding with fascists: our would-be friends, the so-called “paladins” of the world (whose crusader purpose is generally to look the other way but also conduct genocide themselves).

(artist: ND Stevenson; source: Caroline Cao’s “Nimona’s Radical Page-to-Screen Story Changes Were a Queer Necessity,” 2023)

To prevent this betrayal, we must convince those who would destroy us that we aren’t the enemy, the state is. As Amazons to Godzilla to vampires to orcs and xenomorphs, the iconoclast’s demonic, xenophilic counter-bestiary must adopt the same-looking disguises and rise up as the emotionally/Gothically intelligent dead—i.e., not in acts of blind revenge, pastiche and endorsement, but in synthetic oppositional groupings that counterattack proponents of the status quo (and their own liminal expression/disguise pastiche) through proletarian de facto educators that help the next-in-line escape the Man Box by transmuting it. This breaking of the Capitalist-Realist myopia happens by internalizing the means of synthesizing Gothic Communism not as Godzilla does—a dumb Greater Destroyer angrily stomping destructively everything until he is simply banished into the sea—but rioting in ways that help us affect material change through the hearts and minds of those who would do the punishing of this rioting force.

To be clear, violent resistance/uncivil disobedience is entirely legitimate in the absence of justice from a moderate (thus white supremacist and heteronormative) “benefactor”—i.e., for the revolutionary fighting for their rights, their constructive anger is entirely legitimate in terms of challenging the state’s monopoly on legitimate violence by aiming to transmute the structure by violence if necessary. Damaging property to the elite’s bottom line (the latter of which exploits and genocides workers and defenseless peoples) is valid, but this violence is weaponized against us; i.e., presenting us as the monsters who need killing. At the very least, we will need to be humanized as we do it.

Humanizing demands theatrical nuance and clever masks (cryptonyms) but also empathy whose cultural counterweights operate through cultural media that speaks to the very people who fear for their homes and their livelihoods as synonymous with the status quo; re, the synthetic oppositional groupings (from Volume One’s “The Basics of Opposition Synthesis“):

  • constructive anger—i.e., the commune/comrade worker’s constructive anger as a legitimate defense from state abuses; e.g., police abuse and DARVO tactics
  • stabilizing gossip—i.e., interdependent girl talk (e.g., #MeToo) and rape prevention tactics and patterns
  • “perceptive” pastiche/quoting—subversion and irony
  • ironic gender trouble/parody (camp)—i.e., a performative means of outing cryptofascist “trouble” by using parody to demask the fascist-in-disguise, making them “self-report” by figuratively gagging or crapping their pants: “flashing” exhibitionism, private/public nudism, “breeding” kinks, rape play/consent-non-consent.
  • good-faith egregores, including xenophilic monsters both as products of worker labor as well as worker identities, occupations, and rankings, which use similar language to bourgeois counterparts in order to disarm and persuade them to join our cause.

We won’t really have time to cover everything, here, but I should leave you with plenty of food for thought!

First, while the camp map from Volume Zero discussed the basic idea of camping canon, our synthesis roadmap pointed regarded these concepts as the means to synthesis in our own daily lives/theatre. Now I want to get in-depth regarding them in relation to proletarian praxis as our “true power” insofar as Gothic poetics are concerned: our ability to create campy riot (counterterror) through our bodies, our labor, our ability to relate to our hallucinating killers, thus to break them out of their berserker’s rage brought on by the sound and fury of endless war as taught to them since they were small.

Unlike them, there’s no Faustian bargain taking place because we aren’t recognizing the state as legitimate or safe; we’re reclaiming our power by taking back the Gothic imagination, thus disarming our killers of the dagger in their hand, but also their desire to use it by showing them the error of their ways by breaking the spell of canonical war as “good” but also “true” (“signifying nothing”): camping its arbitrary sanctity and bloodthirst through the iconoclasm of subversive and transgressive irony/gender parody that shows them their own serious failure. Our camp is not true camp, using Sontag’s definition; we know what we’re doing. We have to show them what they actually know and then lead them to question these concentric falsehoods with the emergence of empathy and critical thinking.

While the iconoclast’s anger, gossip, pastiche/quoting and xenophilic egregores actively absorb and counteract Capitalism in all its forms, the deed—of consigning its tyrants to ignominious burial (turned to stone like embarrassed gargoyles as Communism developers)—is an ongoing effort that is canonically met with neglect, abuse and denial; re, the four basic behaviors of class dormancy and betrayal (from “Scouting the Field“):

  • open aggression, expressing gender trouble as a means of open, aggressive attack (disguised as “self-defense” reactive abuse): “We’re upset and punching down is free speech” (“free speech” being code for “negative freedom for bigots who want to say bigoted things” to defend the elite’s profit motive).
  • condescension, expressing a moderate, centrist position that smarmily perpetuates the current status quo as immutable, but also optimal: “This is as good as it gets” but also which can never decay.
  • reactionary indignation, using sex-coercive symbols (argumentation) to defend their unethical positions: “They’re out to destroy your heroes, your fun, all you hold dear (code for ‘the current power structure’).”
  • DARVO (“Deny, Accuse, Reverse, Victim, Offender”), defending the status quo by defending the people who enslave them (the elite) by going after the elite’s enemies, thereby defending Capitalism during decay. When it decays, these “gamers” see “their” games in decay and will defend those, seeing human rights as an affordable compromise in the bargain. They see themselves (and the elite) as “victims,” and class warriors as monsters “ruining everything” (like Satan).

The elite use fascists to box rebels camping the canon in, the latter kettled by the close-minded defending canon; i.e., workers who are still “in the cave.” As such, those dependent on the system desperately attack those who are trying to liberate them by any means at their disposal: with elaborate strategies of misdirection, dark poetics and all-around Gothic allegory during a war of appearances; i.e., disguise-pastiche aesthetics and doubled, subversive cryptomimesis of particular artistic movements (the Vaporwave, Laborwave, “perceptive” cyberpunk; re: exhibit 42d1a, “Seeing Dead People“) through parallel societies that produce these things (e.g., Joy Division’s Haçienda).

The aim, here, isn’t to harm our opponents, but use the cryptonymy process to reverse abjection, thus destroy the worldview that guides their killing hand. If they should freeze in place and blush at the response, their shattered pride and deflated ego is a small price to pay for humanizing us in their eyes. Nevertheless, spies are often sexy in spy fiction, and the Gothic is no exception; the allegory for revolution is hidden behind the sexually descriptive body presented as mythical, legendary and strong in a very cliché, fetishized sense: camping the canon, thus reclaiming it for our own purposes (e.g., Amazons; re: exhibit 1a1b, “Symposium; Aftercare“).

We’ve already discussed the parenthetical examples earlier in the book. We’ve also touched upon the idea of elite panic versus fascist panic against labor solidarity as their shared ultimate foe in ushering in a world without sin, without state control and genocide through regressive assimilations of Gothic aesthetics and counterculture. Their shared class-war narrative can be countered by us, but targeting the elite and their hand on the Superstructure is more “big picture,” whereas dealing with fascists reprisals is more “little[r]” picture.

Obviously the two concepts overlap and have plenty of room for gradients: Trump is a fascist and a billionaire at the same time, as are J.K. Rowling or Bill Gates engaged in deplorable acts of systemic violence, harmful rhetoric and rape apologia; the capitalist and the cutthroat might duel from time-to-time, but are two sides of the same coin. Only by being betrayed by the elite can the fascist potentially “wake up” and become class conscious, but historically-materially they do not do as Guts does; they retreat further into delusion, seeking revenge and continuing to make Faustian bargains with the elite.

These historical romanticizations are conspicuously propelled into the present not just through gladiatorial sports and knightly romances, but also through gallant swashbuckling stories like Sir Walter Scott’s 1817 Rob Roy or David Gemmell’s 2001 Ravenheart, as well as the aforementioned Gothic variety as haunted; i.e., by the spectre of a pre-fascist dark medieval in post-fascist readers born and bred on combat sports, on dueling armies, on the romance of the soldiers’ short and brutal life. The biggest fantastical threshold that any of these romances offer is a proximity between the elite and the commoner that is seldom broached in reality the same way it is in media: through codified backroom deals, the tableaux of dashing violence and cloak-and-dagger espionage, and of course, the proverbial crossing of swords as a vivid extension of these men’s bodies, their genitals, their women and conquests reduced to a basic theatrical device: the politics of the duel as kayfabe, but also sung about through the highwayman’s ballad: “Stand and deliver!”

Sedition and heresy are, for all intents and purposes, often mimetic in appearance thanks to modern fears and dogma. For this chapter, then, we’ll summarize the general subterfuges listed above as forms of “bad” play that, while transgressive, push back against capitalist abuses by subverting them in open acts of rebellion disguised as toys, play and jouissance (thus, is actually good play from a proletarian standpoint). These tactics be employed covertly by revolutionaries when playfully turning sexual-gender expression away from bad social-sexual practices into good, forming connections and bonds with other revolutionaries however they wish to; e.g., rape play (exhibit i.e., 101c2); i.e., a chorus of Gothic-Communist spectres, whose subversive doubles (masks, bodies, weapons, plights, theatrical appeals) ontologically challenge state hegemony as the sole, “correct” mode of existence.

Diversity is strength through solidarity enacted on various registers using the Gothic mode to combat our own gender-non-conforming insecurities as doubled by state torturers. Monster-wise, this includes the Amazon or the Medusa as something to reclaim from its fascist, badass portrayals in centrist media; i.e., as internalized by TERF xenophobia during moderate moral panics that lead the charge with girl war bosses (which lead regressively towards fascists ones, all while widespread immiseration and genocide are affecting the Global South now). Irony is a key tool in subverting war/nation pastiche—a kind of ironic war boss that opposes the policing of state power using the same basic language as a form of espionage told in plain sight; e.g., Queen Maeve or Starlight (exhibit 108b4) from The Boys as positions within praxis to recreate during our own conspiracy of monstrous poetics.

The basic code of doing so is what I called “girl talk,” during the synthesis roadmap in Volume One (re: “The Basics“); i.e., a metaphor for community defense by teaching people to play nice, but also the literal conversations that occur when collaborating together towards this aim. We already have a basic idea of what girl talk and good play are, so I’d like to focus on cryptonymy through various forms of revolutionary “gossip” and linguistic corruption as the literal data for said code as something to code-switch using shared language against competing lines of code in praxial opposition. Being Promethean, Capitalism encompasses canonical morals and their codes of ethics and bad-faith tactics, which wrestle with iconoclastic morals and ethical codes as covertly humanizing various monsters by subverting their harmful biases and stigmas away from the elite’s Symbolic Order (the monomyth, Symbolic Order and mythic structure, etc).

Delineation can be done subtly to a degree, but invariably veers into the transgressive; i.e., as queer minorities and other oppressed groups fight not just to survive, but to exist openly as unoppressed peoples through their own abilities to create: playing god against the state and its uncritical hordes promoting moral panics in the face of slave rebellion/oppositional poetics that refuse to recuperate. This requires activism as a means of changing the Base and its material conditions, which in Marxist parlance further demands a recoding of the Superstructure through Gothic-Communist means. Simply put, culture war is class war and class war is a fight for the minds of workers as previously conditioned by lobotomizing agents of menticide. Their brainwashing must be undone and the factors that lead to it subverted and replaced through linguo-material displays of emotional/Gothic intelligence; i.e., the creative successes of proletarian praxis inviting a new age of darkness unlike the pulpy doomsaying of authors like H.P. Lovecraft, which fascists and centrists take to heart.

In other words, “death” isn’t something to fear because it is conquering us (as a coercive lever within heteronormative propaganda); it is something to appreciate as a status of immense change—i.e., by becoming an instrument of sex-positive charge through the Superstructure into society at large through the things we all eat: sex, drugs, and rock ‘n roll; heavy metal; comic books, myths and legends; powerful warriors, gods, and monarchs. As such, the Gothic imagination is obscenely overburdened with cultural-countercultural freight (so much so that Frederic James or Coleridge washed their hands of most of it)—not in a vacuum or at rest, but during dialectical-material engagements on the surfaces of these things in conversational thresholds where sublimation is attempted or torn down.

Please note: The nebulous, uncanny relationship between these opposing forces will make them immediately ambiguous. While I will do my best to signpost and elucidate their differences per example in ways useful to proletarian praxis, I also trust you to have acquired a fair bit of intuition; i.e., when cryptonymically parsing canon and iconoclasm within the same warring aesthetics and language. —Perse, back in 2023

(exhibit 101a2: Derrida’s idea—of playing with language in small pieces whose spectres of Marx haunt Capitalism—can be embodied and performed by Gothic-Communist revolutionaries on various registers; e.g., Bill and Ted’s Bogus Journey, 1991, vs The Seventh Seal, 1958, as a dialogic imagination that is hardly exclusive to big film studios. Indeed, the concept can be used by consumers, artists and producers through various modes of production: written poems, movies, videogames, artwork, sex work and various other praxial outcomes interacting back and forth. To quote Derrida himself, “There is no outside of the text.” Everything exists in opposition/solidarity within a continuum; i.e., onstage and off, both “just a game” and cops/victims during oppositional cryptonymy.)

As we’ve discussed throughout the book, there is a ludic stamp to opposition that must be re-played to develop Communism away from Capitalism. For example, war represses trauma through seemingly unrelated signifiers, which can themselves be reclaimed as a kind of war unto itself: culture war as yet another battlefield for class war to unfurl in plays on words, but also reclaimed symbols of games, of people, of things (of classic examples to make fun of; exhibit 101a2, above). Things seemingly as ordinary as heroes and villains (e.g., Captain American and Nazis) become things to challenge and subvert in cryptonymic stratagems with a game flavor. “Good play” becomes not just sex-positive but deft, “poker face” maneuvers within a game where the other peoples on the societal “board” hide their true intentions/endorsement of rape culture, genocide and general abuse; i.e., “bad play” as made in bad faith, in disguise, in ludic symbols but also within actual games to play as a form of oppositional discourse.

Through these deft cryptonymic maneuvers, sex becomes not something to cover up through submissive modesty tactics but rather employs quasi-acceptable/”correct” disguises that serve a Trojan function. The game, then, is a trick, wherein being clever is an emergent form of deceiving one’s enemies; deft play and deception are synonymous within gameplay as a means of survival, but also changing the way the game is played—i.e., the meta—while dealing with harmful impostors using the same basic masks, thus espionage maneuvers and attacks: the enemy looks like us, but also plays and fights like us during the harrowing process of reclamation.

Revolution, then, require performances where gender parody is a costume—one to not simply wear but remove at times, “flashing” people with an oppressed body being reclaimed by those fighting their own exploitation. There is also an exchange of stealing “borrowed robes” from TERFs during oppositional praxis; i.e., literally fighting over clothes, language, and status/sex symbols, which heroes represent and—par for the course in canonical expression—repress said abuses.

We shall thus cover examples of revolutionary satire as liminal expression, one whose cryptonymy grants the unheard their much-needed pedagogy of the oppressed: the “Trojan-esque” subterfuge as splendide mendax. Such “beautiful liars” stealthily-but-in-plain-sight inject irony and critique through cryptonymy into various, often boss-like positions; i.e., tied to war, BDSM and gender expression as forever policed by token traitors (we’re all kings and queens under Communism, loves). Lastly, we’ll explore some of the consequences one can experience when conducting oppositional praxis ourselves: as the Aegis in question! Survival is sass, but also ass as sass! Let the booty bounce abjection back at our colonizers. Fuck the alien blue, revolutionary cryptonymy your means of survival, solidarity and speaking out to dodge Judas overtures of token genocide, thus replacement (the whore a cheap plaything the state uses to antagonize nature with)!

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Onto “Transgressive Nudism; or, Flashing Those with Power (re: Cryptonymy’s Origins)“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnote

[1] It might seem morbidly cruel to punch babies, but these dumbasses aren’t actually infants, just infantile cannibals eating us to defend the state in crisis. They desperately need to be checked, challenged and disarmed by any means that doesn’t have us functioning as they do (class traitors) and doesn’t sacrifice our humanity in the process. So, “lay on, Macduff, and damned be he who cries, ‘hold, enough!'” Just don’t be a Nazi, about it; i.e., use your “dark forces” (your body, poetics and labor) to hamstring and gobsmack them, then document it. It’s not hard, considering they’re terminally allergic to sex positivity at large (e.g., “girls have cooties”); just hold up the mirror and watch them turn to stone like Top Dollar does (re: exhibit 40k1, “Ruling the Slum“).

Book Sample: “My Story of Trans-on-Trans Violence” and “Trans TERFs, NERFs, and Queer Bosses”

This blog post is part of “All the World,” a sixth promotion originally inspired by the three I did in 2024 with Harmony Corrupted and Romantic Rose: “Brace for Impact,” “Searching for Secrets” and “Deal with the Devil” (2024), as well as “Make It Real” for Volume One and “The Total Codex” for Volume Zero. Those promotions sought to promote and provide their respective volume’s individual pieces for easy public viewing in single-post form; re: for the Poetry ModuleUndead Module and Demon Module, followed by my PhD and manifesto. “All the World,” by comparison, caps off my book series with a promotion for Volume Three; re: my Praxis Volume. As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

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Permissions: Any publicly available images are exhibited for purposes of education, transformation and critique, thus fall under Fair Use; private nude material and collabs with models are specifically shared with permission from the original model(s). For more details about artist permissions, refer to the book disclaimer (linked above).

Concerning Buggy Images: Sometimes the images on my site don’t always load and you get a little white-and-green placeholder symbol, instead. Sometimes I use a plugin for loading multiple images in one spot, called Envira Gallery, and not all of the images will load (resulting in blank white squares you can still right-click on). I‘ve optimized most of the images on my site, so I think it’s a server issue? Not sure. You should still be able to access the unloaded image by clicking on the placeholder/right-clicking on the white square (sometimes you have to delete the “?ssl=1” bit at the end of the url). Barring that, completed volumes will always contain all of the images, whose PDFs you can always download on my 1-page promo.

Accommodated/Assimilated Minorities, part one: My Story of Trans-on-Trans Violence; or, the Abuse of a Trans Women Sex Worker by AFAB Sex Workers (Cis or Trans)

“What is a [woman]? A miserable, little pile of secrets!”

—Matt Walsh/Dracula, What is a Woman? (2021) / Castlevania: Symphony of the Night

Picking up where “Selling War as Sacred: Sublimated War Pastiche and Gender-critical War Bosses” left off…

(exhibit 100c7: Model and photographer: Persephone van der Waard and Zeuhl, in 2017. I was skinnier back then and Zeuhl was less of a prude: “You’re really good at this!” they told me, snapping appreciatively as I posed nude for them in the Manchester sunlight. At the time, I had never done a shoot before, but discovered right away that I liked it; posing cutely and acting femme felt correct to me.)

Note: This chapter section was originally written as a response to the abuse that I—a trans woman sex worker, writer and artist—was receiving online from AFAB sex workers about this book. I originally wrote it down when it occurred just to keep a record of it (2023), but decided very quickly to include it in the book and expand on it. I did so because it included an element of marginalized trans in-fighting I hadn’t covered yet: trans-on-trans violence, specifically of binary trans people fighting amongst themselves to the detriment of worker solidarity and class, culture and race consciousness. —Perse, back in 2024

P.S. (5/5/2025), Various events have happened since May 2023. I’ve decided to include them in the same Google Docs file. Some are mentioned elsewhere in the book series (e.g., Jade, in “Policing the Whore“).

Fascism doesn’t just weaponize cis trauma and privilege against queer persons. It tokenizes it as something to internalize. Transphobia, for instance, can happen with transmen being transphobic towards transwomen (or vice versa); of cis-het or cis-queer people towards trans people. Male privilege is a thing but so is male stigma, which tends to come out more from AFAB sex workers’ xenophobia towards cis-male sex workers or trans women sex workers. The latter are branded by the former as threats for having penises and taking money and paid jobs away from AFAB sex workers (to which paid labor belongs to overt sex worker positions instead of sexually dimorphized, unpaid forms of “women’s work,” like childbirth, “wifely duties,” housework, etc) while also being seen as the universal clientele that must pay cash transactions during business exchanges.

This bias extends to AMAB content creators like artists or writers creating content with or about AFAB persons, who will often cite them as having a “Male Gaze” on account of them having a penis; i.e., being a “false” woman, wearing a “disguise” to enter women’s spaces by trying to get “free nudes” even when the exchange taking place is expressed as “labor for labor.” These biases towards trans women by trans men are generally informed by preexisting stereotypes of cis-het men vs cis women: boys are gross and made from slugs, snails and puppy dog tails (which extends to male humor and male behaviors as fundamentally violent); girls, of sugar, spice and everything nice (excluding immodest female behavior as hysterical, tied to the ancient stereotype of the wandering womb) whose trauma is “superior” to AMAB struggles, aka “rape ranking.”

The double standard, here, is used to abject trans women by transphobic trans men, who are falling back on their side of this heteronormative standard while still identifying as trans men; i.e., “the good transes.” They adopt a new label and co-opt the implied modesty argument while bashing trans women as secretly gross. During witch hunts, this purported misbehavior becomes something to uncover, and indeed I was labeled as “disgusting” or “sick” by trans men who were, by all accounts, acting like transphobic cis women. That’s how worker division works.

In fiscal terms, the common argument I inferred was, “you approached them, first, ergo its unprofessional to ask for nudes unless they asked first.” In fact, I encountered many arguments that tried to publicly dictate my private dealings with other sex workers and artists, often made by people who had made zero attempt to tell me privately during our own exchanges that my behavior bothered them; afterward, I was given statements like “sex workers only want money,” which makes two false claims: One, “All sex workers want money, not art; i.e., art is free, nudes are not”; two, “you are not a sex worker.” The bias, here, is being committed primarily by AFAB sex workers (cis or trans) against me as an artist and trans woman (many of whom are “fin doms,” which is an incredibly lazy and dubious form of sex work—akin to “aggressive begging” cz reword; focus on aggressive instead of begging, dehumanizing label of “pay pigs” and focusing on negotiation). It’s marginalized in-fighting on a social platform that has become increasingly conservative in the passing months, with those less marginalized punching down against those more marginalized to appease the white, cis-het, male consumer base on Twitter. It’s these AFAB workers, including trans men, towing the line as “legion whores,” following the camp from the rear while the male soldiers march in lockstep.

(exhibit 100d: Artist: Pablo Picasso. Picasso’s work is generally revered for the name attached to it; i.e., of Picasso as the self-proclaimed “greatest” artist of the 20th century. In truth, he was a sexist pig/pedophile whose cubism, Hannah Gadsby remarks in Nanette, didn’t include the perspectives of women. Re: Marta of Forever Barcelona writes extensively on Picasso’s behavior,

Picasso wouldn’t be Picasso without all of his women. A huge part of his work revolves around women, specially [sic] the ones he had love relationships with. But the way he treated them was often abusive. He’d be attracted by their youth, their beauty and talent, suck it off, then brutally substitute them by a new acquisition when they couldn’t offer him anything else.

Maybe he learnt such misogynistic behavior from his father, who introduced him to the Barcelona brothels when he was just 13 years old to make him “a man.” And he continued visiting them: his famous painting “The Demoiselles d’Avignon” actually represents the women that worked in a brothel in Avinyó street in Barcelona.

The truth is that he had a very low concept of females and said sentences such as:

“There are only two kinds of women: goddesses and doormats.”

“Women are machines for suffering.”

“Each time I leave a woman, I should burn her. Destroy the woman, destroy the past she represents.”

He indeed destroyed many of them. Only a few were strong enough to survive their relationship successfully. To see themselves first idolized in Picasso’s paintings, then savagely decomposed when another mistress entered his life [source].

What a cunt.)

To that, I found myself constantly surrounded by people who were calling me names, branding me for things I did not do and provoking me inside a ring of reactive abuse. They didn’t need to explicitly say “art is free, nudes aren’t” or “you’re not a sex worker, you’re an artist” or “you’re not a real woman; you’re taking away our money,” etc; their actions indicated as such while making me a punching bag—i.e., someone they could attack because, I suspect, they as trans men and cis women, feel powerless in the midst of the paradigm shift on Twitter/the world and decided they wanted to punch down at a trans woman instead of those who are actually oppressing them. The lengths they went to do so included black mail, veiled threats, impeaching my character, posting private conversations out of context, black-booking me, hypocritically lying about their own conduct with me, and so on.

I suspect these attempts were to provoke me into snapping—either calling them names or leaking their reference material out of spite or doxxing them, etc. I did nothing of the kind, trying to defend myself as well as I could while giving the people I’ve worked with the benefit of the doubt. I dealt with my accuser directly and accused them of being bad faith and abusive; I went to my friends and people I’d worked with to try and confirm if my behavior had been inappropriate, despite no one having indicated this. In short, if anyone was harboring ill will, they had acted like things were fine as we negotiated, and kept their true feelings secret. That’s the very definition of bad faith: hiding one’s true intentions! Perhaps they felt no malice, at first, but it’s terrible communication and entirely on them; expecting me to be a mind-reader or implying that I “somehow knew” is coercive and abusive.

In conclusion, the sex workers treating me this way were primarily cis-/trans AFAB persons. They were TERFs whose abuse included trans-on-trans violence, but also discrimination towards artists while acting as the gatekeepers of sex, labor and artistic expression (which has an oddly SWERF-TERF flavor to it: forcing artists/trans women to “stay in their lane” while treating art and sex as completely separate practices that are wholly cash-transactional as dictated [at least on the ground floor] by female workers).

I don’t know if I’ll do a write-up about this; I already address TERFs and SWERFs a great deal in my book and some aspects of marginalized in-fighting, assimilation fantasy and class betrayal. However, the sections in my book concern trans people being enbyphobic and the LGB Alliance, but there isn’t a specific section on trans-on-trans violence. Given how it’s so marginalized, I might use my own recent experiences to create a new section in the book at the end of my chapter about TERFs: a section about trans men being transphobic towards trans women “in the wild” according to my experiences, first-hand. I had never heard about this before, having only come out last August, and only having reached a larger group of sex workers in the past couple of months for it to even become an issue if it was one (it was).

In any event, this summarizes the events of the past couple of days from my point of view. I’ve written them down now after I’ve had time to process them, block abusers, and communicate with friends. I’ve also had a full-night’s rest for the first time in days and in general feel ready to speak about these matters outside the influence of my abusers. As I consider my work to be about the prevention of worker exploitation and abuse, I consider it my duty to report on these issues, wherever they occur, and to study and learn from them. That includes my experiences as a trans-woman sex worker, artist and writer who has devoted her entire life to the betterment of all workers.

(exhibit 100c8: model and photographer, left: Persephone van der Waard and Zeuhl in 2018; middle and right: Persephone van der Waard, in 2021 and 2020. The middle photo was taken in a dressing room in Florida, when my ex, Jadis, was love-bombing me by buying me nice clothes; the right photo was taken shortly after I left Florida and started doing sex work at a new location where I wouldn’t be abused by the person I was living with.)

It’s important to remember, here, that Capitalism sexually-dimorphizes all workers under Capitalism; its structured, reactive abuse is biased, happening less towards less-marginalized workers and more towards more-marginalized workers. The further outside the heteronormative order and colonial binary you go, the more this leads to an increasingly entropic degree of worker division; i.e., punching down, class betrayal and ignorance—especially from those who have already been abused. Those in the middle—mainly cis women, who have cis-privilege—will punch down against trans women more than men, because they conflate AMAB trans/nonbinary people with the cis-het men who normally abuse them.

However, this double standard extends to AFAB people being the expected party to perform sex work while catering to cis-het men as the universal clientele. These vigilante “chasers” of trans women will treat trans women as “weak boys” they can dominate and fetishize; they will see trans men as “confused women,” whose abuse will lead trans men to punch down against trans women, who they see as “weak,” easy targets that cis-TERFs will also attack and label as “false women.” However, the classic “divide and conquer” strategy is also in full effect here, incentivizing AFAB people and trans women to—from the Patriarchal, heteronormative perspective—fight amongst themselves (even when trans women are just trying to stave off abuse). In these instances, it’s important to remember that the recipients of abuse are commonly trans women (and cis-male sex workers) being abused by trans men as a smaller offshoot of the transphobic AFAB sex worker community.

The abuse works in favor of the status quo as a form of assimilation: “If we abuse these people, we won’t be attacked ourselves.” It’s false hope, trusting things not to get worse. When they do, trans men will have to go in the closet, and AFAB workers will be forced to do unpaid sex work, leading paid sex work to become a criminalized, unprotected enterprise. It will be privatized by the elite through porn companies while individual sex workers (of any gender or sex) live on the streets, being brutalized by their pimps. Queer people will be closeted. And cis men under this heteronormative order will be abused as well, forced into roles they may not enjoy that either have them becoming victims or abusers themselves.

(exhibit 100c9: Artist, left: Josef Engelhart; right: Toulouse Lautrecsource: “The Belle Époque, Heyday of Paris Brothels [2023]:

Between 1880 and 1914, Paris was the world capital of pleasures. All the pleasures … A time – the Belle Epoque! – that will know that its peak during the International Exhibition of 1900, where the French capital became a symbol of art of living and luxury. Among all these pleasures were those now illegal. At the Belle Epoque, there were no fewer than 224 brothels in Paris, and a hundred in 1946, the official date of ban of these houses closed day and night: Les Maisons Closes (means “Closed House”). But unlike other European cities, where prostitution was also tolerated, the sex in Paris was more class. Healthier first, with girls weekly checked by doctors, and better, appreciated for its “cocottes” meticulously chosen for its aristocratic and bourgeois clientele.

The one of working-class neighborhoods where people was queueing behind authorized brothels, sometimes ticket in the hand, waiting to enjoy the pleasures of a prostitute who could endure up to 60 tricks a day. These popular areas, which were hotspots of Paris prostitution for several centuries, have also known in their history streets with suggestive names. Rue du Petit Musc for example, in the Marais, was called up to the 18th century the rue de la Pute-y-Muse (meaning “Stroll-Whore Street”). Or in the area of Les Halles once existed Rue Gratte-Cul (“Scrub-Ass Street” – now Rue Dussoubs) or Rue Tire-Boudin (“Fat-Lump-Laid Street” – now Rue Mary Stuart). In fact, we have to say it: At the Belle Époque, sex was simply everywhere in Paris.”

Paris or not, a whore is a whore, thus subject to the same rules of domination; some are just more exotic in their monstrous-feminine status.)

I will not be dissuaded by these attacks against me from TERFs and SWERFs. If anything, it has only strengthened my resolve and encouraged me to work harder to fight for the rights of all workers. This requires educating allies of their own bigotry but also that of their heroes. While cis women or trans men may not be aware of these issues (either not being trans, AMAB, or both) I will critique capital by proxy—i.e., using my own experiences/pedagogy of the oppressed to enlighten AFAB sex workers of their own bias and bigotry in defense of capital.

With that, let’s move onto part two and critiquing Natalie Wynn!

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Accommodated/Assimilated Minorities, part two: Trans TERFs, NERFs, and Queer Bosses (feat. Natalie Wynn)

History is a set of lies that people have agreed upon. Even when I am gone, I shall remain in people’s minds the star of their rights, my name will be the war cry of their efforts, the motto of their hopes (source).

—Napoleon Bonaparte, while on Alba

Note: I would specifically revisit this piece in “Inside the Hall of Mirrors” (2024), where I discuss Wynn vis-à-vis her reading of Jordan Peele’s Us (2019). —Perse, 4/21/2025

Whereas fascist feminists are Dark Medusa or Hippolyta weaponized against labor by the state, queer bosses are moderately conservative in relation to their own trauma, gender-critical condescension and reactionary violence; they are privileged queer persons who, once token, use gender-critical rhetoric against people marginalized differently than themselves (which turns into prison hierarchy of the abuser acting more marginalized during vengeful, but also sanctimonious DARVO tactics).

We’ll explore so now featuring Natalie Wynn, aka Contrapoints. Not always trans, but always centrist, people like Wynn usually attack non-binary people while acting better than out-and-out TERFs (their trauma, thus casus belli, is legitimate when deputized by the state into its monopoly on legitimate violence). Since non-binary people often identify as trans (Zeuhl did, for example), this makes binary trans enbyphobes specialized TERFs …NERFs?. Whatever you call it, that’s what Wynn is: a token cop-in-disguise (therefor traitor) whitewashing fellow fascists with moderate veneers; e.g., whitewashing Hillary-fucking-Clinton through trans cryptonymy glitz bandied about by a token SocDem:

(source tweet: Puppygirl Mao: July 3rd, 2024)

Towards enbys who don’t see themselves as transgender, queer bosses are simply enbyphobic, internalizing a superiority to their victims on par with other bigot types. Many trans enbyphobes, like Hunter Schafer, are transmedicalists (Jessie Gender’s ” Explaining Hunter Schafer’s Transmedicalism,” 2022) or align with their position (Schafer, in the Roman tradition of agreement, gives a trans enbyphobe like Piggy Taiwan the thumbs-up (Kat Blaque, “Jules Blames NB Folks For Transphobic Legislation?” 2022)—an unambiguous display of solidary against in-group opponents asking for their basic human rights): the notion that “individuals who identify as transgender, do not experience gender dysphoria, and have no desire to undergo a medical transition are not genuinely trans.” However, one of the biggest NERFs (at least in terms of material status, if not overall transmed conviction) is not an out-and-out transmedicalist, just an ally of one; re: Wynn and Buck Angel, respectively.

(exhibit 100c10: Artist, left: Cyan Capsule; top-middle: Natalie Wynn; top-right: Chuck Art; bottom-middle-and-right: Iren Horrors. Despite what second wave feminists [or 1993 Barbara Creed] might insist, the Medusa/monstrous-feminine isn’t biologically female. It is a threatening symbol of retribution and past wrongs that intersect with AFAB persons on their own axes of oppression. Like the Amazon, the Medusa’s fatal allure can be pissed off/snarky [Carrie Fisher’s 2023 postmortem, Wonderwell], varying degrees and combinations of sexy/repulsive [xenophilic/xenophobic] as well as statuesque in masculine and/or feminine ways [the Athena and the Medusa playing into this narrower dichotomy as tempered vs wild women]. Her petrifying stare can have bourgeois or proletarian invocations, but also neoliberal/fascist variants posturing as “reasoned/revolutionary.” These deceptions do not serve queer rebellion in the fight towards equal rights, merely pushing the equality of convenience for token individuals who have since assimilated. Wynn loves to evoke the image of the Dark Mother as a kind of “Batwoman” action heroine, for instance; her doing so is performative activism, sacrificing the Medusa’s much-needed critical power and subversive energy for the false power/empty threats of queernormative/neurodivergent concessions with the elite. Worse, her false resistance is yet another mask by which to hide abuse towards others behind. In the absence of radical empathy, her “rebellious” Amazonomachia is hollow, upholding the status quo.)

Gaslight, gatekeep, girl boss; this bourgeois trifecta serves as the obstacle course for many-a-climbing activist. However, these weren’t simply Wynn’s obstacles on the road to fame; they became her modus operandi post-success. Her current function is that of a binary trans girl boss, specifically a queer boss—more committed to the preservation of negative social order (and the disorder it reliably engenders through fascism and marginalized abuse) than positive social justice for all queer people. She achieves this order by performatively criticizing her assigned, obvious political enemies (cis TERFs) while functioning identically to them within her own subgroup: provoking in-fighting within the trans community through the creation of us-versus-them teams. Binary trans people versus non-binary people instead of binary trans and non-binary people versus the elite.

The rest of this chapter section specifically criticizes Wynn’s defense of Buck Angel and Wynn’s moderate political views more generally. Buck Angel is an abusive enbyphobe who, by her own admission, is a transmed: “I guess I am a transmed truscum because I live in reality! Haha this shit makes my day” (source tweet: 2020); she divorced Karin Winslow in 2003, outed her, and harassed her for over a decade (as late as 2014). Knowing this, Wynn still worked with Buck in 2019, defended their collaboration a year later in her famous “Canceling” video, and played defense for Buck during a Guardian interview in June, 2021. Worse, this interview was done after Essence of Thought’s follow-up response in March 2021, which details Wynn’s enbyphobia in far greater detail (“Let’s Discuss Contra Points’ Open Worship of Domestic Abuser, Buck Angel”).

In other words, Wynn has never apologized for her collaboration with Buck, nor decried Buck’s transmed position as harmful. Quite the contrary, she openly worships Buck as a fashion icon (which explains Wynn’s bias as someone myopically fixated on style; the tweet has since been deleted by Wynn). Wynn’s blind eye towards enbyphobia, while not overtly practicing it herself, still encourages enbyphobia by downplaying its severity. Through her disproportionate influence, she uses continuous inaction, condescension and professional-level gaslighting to cultivate an unsafe atmosphere, one where authority figures like Wynn publicly defend an infamous abuser living within the trans community.

To be clear, not everyone with an axe to grind with Wynn is a genuine party with actual concern, and real victims might even lack the ability to articulate their problems fairly or well. This includes binary trans transmedicalists like Piggy Taiwan angrily stressing in a now-removed Instagram post that enbys should listen to black trans people as a hyper-marginalized group while also blaming enbys for trans oppression. Piggy does this instead of seeing the genuine, bigger threat: conservative moral panic and neoliberal moderacy.

Infighting and misplaced anger aside, the onus is still on Hunter Schafer and Natalie Wynn, as public intellectuals, not to be enbyphobic. They are enbyphobic, helping foster bias against enbys through performative leftism that creatively and socially shows signs of political moderacy. For Wynn, her open condemnation of Rowling becomes performative in relation to her curious inability to condemn Schafer, Buck or herself; and both she and Schafer target the same minority within their own base by covering for each other. For any binary trans moderate, the negative freedom of institutional order takes on a binary trans face, enforcing the former through elevated material conditions the bourgeoisie weaponize against an assigned political foe: enbys. The elite don’t need to hand out direct orders; they merely need to incentivize them through capital, specifically Wynn.

Even so, binary trans moderacy remains a difficult issue to discuss, in part because it involves gender issues that are tricky to quantify. To expose Wynn’s neoliberal habits in relation to these, we’ll have to get down to brass tacks…

For starters, enbyphobia effectively requires a distinction that many cis TERFs will not make, and is generally practiced by binary trans people or cis “allies” against enbys. Indeed, Wynn herself shows that NERFs will punch up against cis TERFs while also punching down against enbys, making enbys something of a universal target. Another challenge lies in documenting abuses committed against various trans subgroups, one where crime statistics—a concrete practice—attempt to quantify people who identify according to semi-fluid definitions (UCLA’s “1.2 Million LGBTQ Adults in the US Identify as Nonbinary,” 2021): what a non-binary person is versus a binary transgender person (versus the victim’s testimonies versus their various attackers’ motivations and [mis]understandings about their respective targets’ identities, etc).

(artist: Alison Czinkota)

Binary trans people are just that—binary. As a statement within broader gender politics, non-binary people represent a complex gender spectrum that allows for a variety of stances; re (from the companion glossary):

An adjective describing a person who does not identify exclusively as a man or a woman. Non-binary people may identify as being both a man and a woman, somewhere in between, or as falling completely outside these categories. While many also identify as transgender, not all non-binary people do. Non-binary can also be used as an umbrella term encompassing identities such as agender, bigender, genderqueer or gender-fluid (source: Human Rights Campaign’s “Companion glossary of Terms,” 2023).

Some of these stances are more radical (relative to the colonial gender binary) than others, but that’s not really the point. Sex positivity is already radical, and should aim to expose sexist abuses committed by persons who hold positions of power, regardless of which camp(s) they belong to.

Note: Refer to “Audience, Art, and Reading Order” for my specific approach to definitions to various gender studies terms; i.e., through Gothic Communism as intersectional when decolonizing gender studies/reclaiming it from TERFs and other token bad actors. —Perse, 5/8/2025

This includes positions within the larger trans community like Wynn and her own veiled enbyphobia. Compared to cis TERFs, she’s a binary trans moderate, one whose centrist positions compete—but also semi-align—with cis moderates. Both are financially incentivized to commit Capitalist exploitation against a common victim: enbys, but also poor people (enbys, along with gender non-conforming people in general, tend to be poorer on average thanks to additional financial challenges that cis-het people do not face. According to Clay Halton’s “An Overview of the Unique Financial Challenges LGBTQ+ People Continue to Face” (2023), these challenges range from marriage and family planning to collage debt, health insurance and retirement.

All of this means that Wynn—despite being far more radical and leftist than Rowling—still sponsors a left-leaning position that centralizes herself, thus sells out her fellow workers. For starters, she doesn’t take a hard stance on the abuses of the Global South by the Global North (most Americans don’t). Relative to this discussion, though, she’s a binary trans woman sitting to the right of enbys by virtue of her attacking them from a materially privileged position in the same location. She punches down, TERF-style, against people who can’t materially challenge her—specifically as a NERF whose phobias disproportionately affect non-binary trans people, but also binary trans people who absorb her bias and claim it for their own.

The whole point of a microcategory like NERF is to highlight moderacy regardless of where it occurs, including how moderates fortify their material position within ironic groups (the trans community). We’ll explore how Wynn does that in just a moment. For now, let’s examine the base premise: Socio-economic elevation occurs through positions of conflict, wherein moderate rhetoric sows class oppression on descending rungs. “Chaos is a ladder,” right? The difference—between functioning as a pedagogue for the oppressed (which can still be a lucrative position under Capitalism) versus appropriating struggle for profit—is how one behaves with their improved material conditions.

Wynn is not only loquacious regarding her elevated material position (focusing on herself rather than platforming others, especially enbys who might have a bone to pick with her); her dialog is functionally moderate. Yes, she’s done much to raise general trans awareness. This sex-positive trait co-exists alongside her enbyphobia as something Wynn exploits for material gain. Just like Rowling enacts feminism in bad faith by “bravely” attacking other feminists (re: trans people or allies of trans people), Wynn is a powerful binary trans woman who harms the LGBTQ+ community by failing to go after its greatest foe: the elite. She does so by arguing for their very existence, ensuring her own material security as someone aligned with capital the way any moderate is. Laterally.

As a white, binary trans moderate, Wynn is useful to those in power because she engenders marginalized in-fighting as orderly. As MLK addressed in 1963 with his famous “Letter from Birmingham Jail,” not only are moderates inside or relative to the United States historically white, thus privileged in various ways that allow them to socially elevate; they also punch down or encourage punching down as part of the process. This “Great Chain” includes white cis TERFs like J. K. Rowling punching down against all trans people, but also white, binary trans enbyphobes like Natalie Wynn and Buck Angel against non-binary people (re: ” Contra Points’ Open Worship of Domestic Abuser, Buck Angel”); they just do it differently than Rowling does, albeit with the same emotional restraint, self-superiority and material advantage (the formula for moderacy-in-politics more broadly). You don’t see either of them actually owning up to anything after Piggy invokes trans people of color as the state of exception; they simply side with the idea that someone other than them is to blame, socializing scapegoats and doomed folk, then privatizing the rewards of already being famous themselves.

While moderates target marginalized groups, marginalized moderates like Wynn, Buck and Schafer use their own base to defang class warfare by pitting marginalized groups against one another. Even if this isn’t intentional beyond a reasonable doubt, the function remains disharmonious towards the oppressed seeking positive freedom for themselves. Moderates specifically use material advantage to claim de facto ownership over a particular base, whose victimization they champion in dishonestly performative ways. This isn’t always framed as, “My group is more marginalized than yours.” However, when presented as something to debate with other marginalized groups, we arrive at the troublesome presence of teams enforced by the promotion of wealthy de facto representatives with bourgeois class interests that supersede the needs of workers. Wynn doesn’t have to self-appoint herself as leader of the pack. From a financial-visibility standpoint, she simply is.

(source: Gender GP’s “Non-Binary People In History: Why Aren’t They Recognised?” 2021)

The problem with team-based rhetoric is that it leads to class abuse through the preservation of order—a divide-and-conquer strategy that weaponizes capital by turning potential class allies into class enemies. This means the real victims aren’t people like Wynn; it’s marginalized peoples at large—reduced by political conversations into good teams and bad teams and catalyzed by their performative leaders to in-fight unproductively. Feelings of alienation towards these leaders shouldn’t surprise anyone. Not only does this representation often fail; the representatives themselves frequently exploit the represented. Maybe don’t take all these donations if you’re going to use the money primarily on yourself and your own brand, Wynn?

The truth is, cis women are marginalized, but less so than binary trans people, who, in turn, are more marginalized than cis women, but marginalized differently than non-binary people (all while racial and religious discrimination intersect with gender discrimination). Are trans women “more numerous or visible” than non-binary people, thus more likely to be confronted for upending their assigned binary gender roles? Are non-binary people “more radical” than binary trans people for refusing to binarize to begin with? It’s honestly difficult to measure, but also totally beside the point. Victimhood isn’t a contest with a clear-cut “biggest victim.” Legitimate abuse needs to be accurately described, acknowledged, and condemned whenever and wherever it occurs, while actively seeking to expose the elite as the true vampires worldwide.

To this, Wynn’s enbyphobia has become actively harmful, using her wealthy position to deflect valid criticism coming from within the queer community at large. All the while, she continues to enjoy the obvious material perks afforded by a besieged “fortress” position (a castle isn’t just under siege; it’s a cushy place): She’ll attack Rowling but defend Buck Angel in the same breath, raking in $50k/month on Patreon purely through how she’s perceived: as someone defending herself, her castle, her hill to die on. Unfortunately it’s not just her hill; power under Capitalism aggregates through financial incentive, including class division generated by defensible positions[1] that align with capital.

About that. As Bad Empanada rightly points out (“Short Critique of Contra Point’s ‘Envy’ Video,” 2022), Wynn’s more of a symbol of wealth and power than an active iconoclast at this point, an anomalous success story in the trans community that refuses to accept genuine criticism when she’s actually wrong. And despite her being a far cry from Margaret Thatcher, Wynn’s lengthy and self-indulgent polemic on class envy (2022) antagonizes the poor in a very neoliberal way: worship of the owner class through moderacy as a besieged political position. Thus, her perceived proletarian radicalness wavers in defense of wealth as something to unironically perform (as Marie Antoinette, her throat slashed and spilling martyred gore) while victim-blaming the poor, saying they literally “envy” the rich[2]. She’s taking money from her own base to demonize critics within the same group, offering herself up as some kind of consolation prize (the neoliberal propaganda of “false hope”).

I’m all for weaponizing material conditions against the elite; Wynn turns them into a form of self-worship, alienating her base while lionizing the elite as something to perform: “Don’t call me bougie; I’m way beyond bougie” (Contra Points’ ” Voting,” 2021; timestamp: 6:15). Sure, it’s tongue-in-cheek psychomachia, but we don’t “gotta hand it to Wynn.” Though funny, chic and stylish, her work functions as bourgeois apologia dressed up in high production values that valorize historical owners—all practiced by someone who happily takes her fans’ money as tribute.

Yes, tribute. I seriously doubt Wynn spends $150k per video (averaging four videos per year). Worse, what little she does “give back” through content can feel rather classist (see: “Envy”) and vain: “Look at how nice my costumes are, my sets, my bathtub. Envy me.” Even if fans do envy her (Lite Writes’ “Envy of Your Icon: Contrapoints and Audience Alienation,” 2021), consider how their alienation is a consequence of Capitalism—the giant, trans-oppressive system Wynn has ridden to the top and is abusing enbys with. Other influential binary trans women certainly exist, but few if any approach Wynn’s level of visibility and material success. Worse, she actively defends her privilege, acknowledging it as proof of her correctness versus calling it what is: a definite blind spot that requires radical empathy with those more oppressed than she.

Rather than acknowledge her white privilege as problematic like Jessie Gender does (re: “Explaining Hunter Schafer’s Transmedicalism,” timestamp: 39:28), Wynn weaponizes her success to canonize herself, becoming the binary trans girl of the online “Left” (many of whom are “leftists” functioning as liberal centrists). While not strictly “tokenized” through a direct employer, Wynn uses her self-fashioned glamor to certify herself as her giant fanbase’s perpetual darling. This jives with the neoliberal tactic of party shielding with appropriated minorities: “Attack me and you attack the only legitimate (materially elevated) representation your community has!” Not only is the token character’s position “precious”—i.e., precarious and materially endangered—it also grants the elite a marginalized persona to destabilize potential dissenters with. Queer bosses become the Quixotic stars of “their own” productions, propping themselves up as the saviors of the oppressed while becoming unable to imagine what actual activism, thus Communism is and could be beyond Capitalism as it exists presently.

Ignoring Wynn’s neoliberal leanings (the worship of the rich by socializing blame), her arguments about cis TERFs remain true (“J.K. Rowling,” 2021). However, not only are these arguments low-hanging fruit; they can easily be dismissed and discarded by TERFs (cis or trans) and enbyphobes looking for ammunition against non-binary people as an oppressed group. If you’re as rich and well-connected as Buck Angel is, you can easily ignore everything Wynn says except her enbyphobic comments; and if you’re as rich and well-connected as Wynn is, you can easily afford to ignore whatever consequences result from Buck Angel (or anyone else looking to dogpile) using their disproportionate influence over online discourse to blow up your enbyphobic rhetoric.

A pimp is a pimp; Wynn is a token pimp (cop) whose ostentatious wealth, post-assimilation—and made-it alien whore’s continued desire for flippant, moderate glibness (versus structuring her points around academically-sound arguments that actually hold water)—show more than usual why left-leaning artists working as de facto sex educators need to be incredibly conscious about what they say publicly. Alas, Wynn does what she does because she wants to, not because she’s ethical. To this, she isn’t negligent just for the sake of performance; she’s tailored for ready public consumption, purposefully branding herself as “radical” while still being a lush, sardonic aesthete openly defensive of the rich, but also enbyphobic personalities. She’s rich, supportive of bourgeois politics (ibid., timestamp: 5:56) and enbyphobic, making her no-brainer polemics against Rowling, however correct on paper, somewhat dubious and apathetic in practice—a performative sleight-of-hand that, whether through bad faith or not, kind of poisons the entire well (the extent of this poison is open to debate; its presence is not).

Wynn’s vengeful enbyphobia affects an incredibly small group, but so do many nominal leftists online who shrug their shoulders at whatever falls under the current state of exception. But even if this were all Wynn did, bigotry is bigotry and she still needs to be challenged, not worshipped, for refusing to change her moderate enbyphobic position when criticized. The problem is, Wynn’s position on class attitudes, specifically the envious poor, extend well beyond enby people. Worse, she cultivates this narrative through a particular visual brand as canon, but also exceptionally good—i.e., the heroic aesthetic performing “real activism.” Not only does she hand-wave the poor using this brand; she uses it to repeatedly gaslight another highly marginalized group within the queer community. If this doesn’t merit criticism, what does?

(exhibit 100a3: Cryptonymy is layered and dualistic, “Inside [a] Hall of Mirrors“; i.e., disguise pastiche through concentric veneers/gobstopper masks stems from an internalized desire [for cops] to employ compound subterfuge to defend the state. Some persons might be centrists who are duped by fascists (making them accidental or fascists complicit with their ideas); many more are fascists in bad-faith, requiring gender parody/trouble to make cryptofascists posturing as progressive, centrist or simply “not Nazis” to gag or shit their pants, self-reporting in the most ignominious manner possible. Once the mask drops or breaks, centrists can be outted as conservative instead of their more polite-sounding disguises like “gender-critical,” which is difficult to recover from; for conservatives, they can always posture as strong [another mask] unless they are humiliated in ways members of their own den won’t tolerate or explain away.

Their insecurity is our greatest weapon. While humanizing our enemies—i.e., by teaching them to love us and each other by dismantling the source of darkness and division [the state]—sometimes, we don’t have that option. We become required to make fascists gag or defecate mid-cryptonymy by simply being ourselves; i.e., in ways we know will upset them, thus drop the mask: flashing, breeding, rape pastiche/play and nudism as a means of attacking our own insecurities as cultivated by the state by reclaiming the instruments thereof. More of this in Chapter Five.)

This prolific and varied centrism isn’t singular to just Wynn, but instead involves a “better masks” mise-en-abyme that encompasses content creators across the broader political spectrum. If out-and-out Nazis are mask-off, then American/American-aligned alt-righters, traditional conservatives, liberals (moderate Republicans) and the performative “Left” (re: TERFs, economic white supremacists) represent a spectrum of political masks, often stacked on top of each other. The deceptions and crises become circuitous, embroiled within manufactured conflicts that obscure class war as a wholly serious affair. We are their common foe, relying on solidarity to avoid getting assimilated or picked off, one by one by state power aggregating with them (as Tolkien’s Battle of the Five Armies shows, four-against one is never a good idea, but it’s not like we chose to be seen as goblins).

While these “gobstopper” (concentric) disguises face progressively leftward—deliberately tailored to match the financial incentives afforded by a political market expanded by dissent—all of them remain centralized positions with a conservative core; they preserve the status quo at a systemic level. This includes Sam Seder’s Neocon past (Bad Empanada 2, 2022) and continued material defense of American Imperialism; streaming giants Destiny and Kochinski, whose variable centrism Bad Empanada lovingly refers to as “the Clout Human Centipede” (Bad Empanada 2, 2022), but also serve as the AMAB side of our aforementioned TERFs; and anyone else who dresses up right-leaning material positions through activism relegated to the moral abstract (a frequent neoliberal tactic) through so-called “ex-fascism” (Bad Empanada 2’s “I Used To Be a Fascist, Here’s My Patreon!” 2022), fascism-by-proxy or marginalized moderacy dressed up as hilarious theatre.

Before we move on to potential solutions in Chapter Five (re: revolutionary cryptonymy), let’s quickly summarize TERF moderacy with enbyphobia included.

At the beginning of the book, I quoted the trans maxim: “If you scratch a transphobe, a fascist bleeds.” The same is true of scratching neoliberals, including TERFs and NERFs. They might think they’re not fascist when appealing to fascists. It won’t change the fact that TERFs engender the worst sort of sexism imaginable by normalizing persons who will happily wipe them off the map. This makes TERFS and NERFs functionally fascist, a kind of “false friend” to the automatic targets of fascism: trans people, non-binary people and intersex individuals. To determine which is worse—out-and-out fascists or closeted ones—I’ll simply quote MLK, “In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.”

TERFs, NERFs, et al present as seemingly benign icons—like swordswomen, lesbians, and suffragettes—not genuine, sex-positive symbols of equality, but sexism-in-disguise. The same idea applies to gender and enbyphobia performed by so-called allies like Kochinski. At best, these disguises amount to neoliberal illusions that hide bias to varying degrees (re: Thatcher, Rowling and Wynn); at worst, it invariably turns fascist, aggressively targeting the state’s enemies. This includes inaccurate metaphors lifted from dystopian stories.

Note: Essence of Thought would return to Jill Bearup in 2025: “Jill Bearup’s Transphobia is Even Worse in 2025 (Just Stab Me Now).” —Perse, 5/8/2025

(exhibit 100a4: Aping Victoria de Loredani to attack the vulnerable for the elite, Jill Bearup loves swords and appearing strong to “pull a Brutus” in defense of “Caesar” [to be Rowling’s attack dog]. It’s all a mask [re: “Jill Bearup’s Anti-Trans Bigotry?“] that our cryptonymy must drop. Mask-dropping is important, because—like in a Gothic masque—some of the mask-wearers are concealing weapons; some, weapons they want to use on activists; some, once fascism is normalized, are holding them in plain sight—i.e., saber-rattling. “Flashing” these persons to make them gag [or otherwise exhibiting sex positivity and xenophilia] requires a fair degree of caution and “Trojan” inventiveness, because they will happily stab leftists [or take part by looking the other way] then credit themselves as brave.

We shall explore how to dodge their attacks, disarm their destructive anger and break their illusions in Chapter Five; but also avoid the reality that “activists” demasked by Capitalism-in-crisis will go back into the closet, their feminist icons abandoned; re: straw dogs, specifically a form of “bad play” vigilantism that is allowed, until fascism takes control and these boy-like girls are either tempered into good little girls or—like the asses from Pinocchio—turned into monsters and tethered/subjugated; i.e., “feral” feminism and queerness, made into an example for others who “act out” by speaking out against the state.

For “gender-critical” people [often women] like Kellie-Jay Keen-Minshull, Margorie Taylor Greene or Jill Bearup, they stonewall during the cryptonymy process; deny, obfuscate or discredit; or otherwise suck the air out of the room and act like their “victories” or strange company are a coincidence that in no way foreshadows their own demise [re: “Why Women Join the Alt-Right“]. It’s Kafka’s Metamorphosis as a slow, violent regression—i.e., slowly becoming the demon, dragon, god or dark mother as society’s deputy then scapegoat. The class character of their betrayal likely means that some of them can be kept as pets, while others sit like Gothic heroines in the count’s castle, or a dark queen in their own built on the bones of those they’re crushed. The end is assimilation and exploitation, but also Judas’ curse for the pirate who “made it”: hoarded blood money. The reality is, for the few dragons that make it, the vast majority are like scorpions in a bucket, conned into stinging each other to death; or turned into rabbits, bred for meat, violence or sex—exhibit 100a5.)

For example, TERFs demonize cis women who support trans people (and sex workers) by calling them “handmaidens”—a mark of shame within the game of espionage that, for gender-critical types, invokes a deliberate misreading of The Handmaid’s Tale (1985). This conflation makes about as much sense as calling a trans person’s home a “joy division” (the sexual slavery wing of a Nazi concentration camp mentioned in the 1955 exploitation novel, House of Dolls) but that’s the point: active misdirection. The point isn’t authenticity at all, but a pejorative label that helps establish a reliable pattern of reactive abuse—i.e., abuse that provokes a genuine self-defense reaction from the victim, whereupon the expectant abuser “self-defends” in extreme prejudice. Queer people and those who aid them are painted sexual criminals who can be attacked, penned in and goaded until they snap; i.e., allowing token cops to police them during the cryptonymy process to have the pimp’s revenge against nature as monstrous-feminine: out of revenge in bad faith.

The threat, here, is cyclical and two-fold: First, Neoliberalism valorizes Capitalism by hiding its true function: to enslave the majority (workers) and profit off their labor, while killing as many people in faraway places as it takes to ensure profit. The subsequent societal collapse (a built-in feature of Capitalism) allows strongmen/women to ascend to formal seats of power by pointing the finger at scapegoats—Jewish people and communists, but also trans, intersex and non-binary folk. This alleviates some of the pressure put upon neoliberals, who regain control by calling fascists “the real enemy.” Rinse and repeat, culling the herd within, and outside of, the in-group. Whether neoliberal or fascist, TERF/enbyphobic rhetoric, including the cryptonyms of “witches,” is inherently bad faith. This requires the audience (us) to scrutinize their untrustworthy arguments (and the canonical apologia inside). Just as we’d double-check Pepe if the source image came from 4Chan (David Neiwert’s “What the Kek: Explaining the Alt-Right ‘Deity’ Behind Their ‘Meme Magic,'” 2017), giant corporations merit just as much scrutiny if not more. This includes their pimping of nature behind the usual cryptonymies:

(exhibit 100a5: Artist, top-left: Sim Kaye; bottom-right [AI-generated]: Spich AF; bottom-middle: Miles DF. We’ve examined the “killer rabbit” trope throughout the book [re: “Follow the White-to-Black Rabbit“]. In the case of regressive Amazons, their perceived power has a kind of class delusion, where they think themselves something other than what they are: a product, a foot soldier and piece of ass all in one; i.e., not a killer rabbit in the Gothic-Communist sense, but a rabbit to be killed that thinks it’s a killer not working for the state.

The point of the viral subversion reversing abjection mid-cryptonymy is its guiding by actual artists—i.e., with the ability to make art regardless if the art wants them to or not; they’ve seized the means of production and are using it for proletarian means in an informed, organic way that doesn’t just steal and imitate what came before like AI programs do. In other words, it’s connected to real people, artistic movements and geopolitics and isn’t just birthed from a computer vault of pilfered images [making the user’s product, and they themselves, ignorant of all of the above].

There are a million starting points to subvert and a million more ways to subvert them. We won’t have time to even really begin, but I invite you to consider the idea when we discuss subversion through subversive Amazonomachia [exhibit 111b] and couples-based consensual voyeurism/exhibitionism [exhibit 101c2].)

We’ll examine the latter next, specifically the relationship between neoliberals and fascists as something to defend ourselves, each of them using “boss-like” heroes to sell war to American audiences: girl bosses, queer bosses, and traditional male bosses as rabbit-like as a harmful ruse. These cryptonyms can be embodied as covert disguises that usher in transformative allegory—i.e.,  covert, revolutionary cryptonymy in a larger socio-material exchange. Inside this exchange, the pen that draws the sword (or the lobotomy pick) as things to be hammered into cryptonymic “ploughshares” is mightier than

  • the actual sword killing innocent people (whose slaughter under Capitalism won’t stop the ignominious, Promethean demise of the larger system)
  • or weaponized, canonically violent media that leads to the creation of “bad” witches, clowns, zombies, vampires, Amazons, etc; who then viciously kill activists by treating them as disposable fodder under the state of exception (zombies, are shot; vampires, staked; Amazons, married; witches, burned; etc)

We’ll explore that seminal tragedy as well; i.e., that monsters—as things to symbolically reclaim and decolonize in oft-liminal modes of expression, during the whore’s revenge—will be put down with colonial violence to varying degrees if exposed. “The whore’s revenge is to break the profit motive by making a world for which it (and rape) are no longer possible using these methods” (re: “Rape Reprise“).

So show ’em your Aegis, mid-cryptonymy during ludo-Gothic BDSM; i.e., no matter how much de facto token pimps-in-disguise like Wynn, Angel or Bearup sell out and attack us! Land back is sex and labor back, including all its devices of terror as monstrous-feminine; e.g., anal sex (re: “Reclaiming Anal Rape“) and BBC (“Concerning Big Black Dicks“) but also the monstrous-feminine at large (re: all my Amazon and Medusa research): something to pinch capital off in our holes! Tread carefully, comrade zombies, but rise up and fight!

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Onto “Chapter Five: Rebellious Subterfuge. “Rise up, comrade zombies!”—The Revolutionary Undead’s Covert Activism/Cryptonymy during Liminal Counter-Expression“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnote

[1] Wynn, Buck and Schafer blame enbys for systemic trans oppression while also serving as trans-canonical figures, aka queer bosses. Not only is holding their moderacy accountable taking a stand against capital as an oppressive system for trans people; if you’re a curious, concerned cis-het person looking in (source tweet: F.D. Signifier, 2022), you might get called an outsider who should mind their own business.

[2] Also known as the narcissist’s refrain: “You hate me because you want to be me.” This is a common TERF tactic.

Book Sample: Selling War as Sacred: Sublimated War Pastiche and Gender-Critical War Bosses

This blog post is part of “All the World,” a sixth promotion originally inspired by the three I did in 2024 with Harmony Corrupted and Romantic Rose: “Brace for Impact,” “Searching for Secrets” and “Deal with the Devil” (2024), as well as “Make It Real” for Volume One and “The Total Codex” for Volume Zero. Those promotions sought to promote and provide their respective volume’s individual pieces for easy public viewing in single-post form; re: for the Poetry ModuleUndead Module and Demon Module, followed by my PhD and manifesto. “All the World,” by comparison, caps off my book series with a promotion for Volume Three; re: my Praxis Volume. As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

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Selling War as Sacred: Sublimated War Pastiche and Gender-critical War Bosses in Overwatch 2, the Heteronormative Myth of the “Good War” in Saving Private Ryan, New Order, and Stonewalling Genderqueer Alternatives

Once more unto the breach, dear friends, once more;
Or close the wall up with our English dead.
In peace there’s nothing so becomes a man
As modest stillness and humility:
But when the blast of war blows in our ears,
Then imitate the action of the tiger;
Stiffen the sinews, summon up the blood,
Disguise fair nature with hard-favour’d rage (source).

—Henry V, Henry V (c. 1599)

Picking up where “Attack of the Bad-Faith, Pussyhat Feminist Undead/Demons” left off…

Note: This section is a real Frankenstein’s Monster. For one, the idea of war as sacred—meaning through the monomyth and neoliberalism—is something Volume Zero explores at great length. Here is where I started the idea; i.e., as something to explore, which I would even revisit after Volume Zero was written, then cite elements of its argumentation back into this piece. I would even quote elements of my canceled book, Neoliberalism in Yesterday’s Heroes (re: the Saving Private Ryan bits)—inserting them into here roughly three years after halting that ill-fated book’s production. —Perse, 5/5/2025

Canonical war pastiche is monomythic or “true camp” in that its “seriousness that fails” punishes workers; it parallels political stances on actual war as something to parade in front of viewers in sublimated forms (who, in turn, parade their relative wealth by showing canonical media not as something to criticize, but to flaunt and endorse). Not all TERFs love sublimated war pastiche, but their general attitudes mid-cryptonymy mirror some of its most famous examples recuperated by the state; e.g., Medusa, Ellen Ripley or Victoria di Loredani, etc, as anisotropically postpunk: Amazon cryptonymy as famously naked (war predicated on deception, according to Sun Tzu)!

We’ll examine some more of these “queen bitches” now, including fantastical examples like war boss/dog Odessa Stone in Overwatch 2 as a gender-critical proxy, but also Saving Private Ryan and similarly grounded-yet-romanticized iterations of the neoliberal myth of “good war” that stymie genderqueer alternatives (and look at New Order’s “disco in disguise” during the cryptonymy process, for good holistic measure).

To quote our thesis statement; re: (from Volume Zero, exhibit 1a1a1c1):

All at once, the revenge fantasy of Pax Americana kayfabe is the source of the class traitor’s greatest strength/treasure as false/on loan, an Achilles Heel whose “dagger of the mind” puts them to sleep; i.e., a heteronormative killer on autopilot blinded by canonical “darkness visible,” wherein they deliberately or accidentally (usually a combination ruled through fear and dogma) cling to class-dormant illusions and sacrificial theatre whose imaginary “ancients” are continually not wise to greater and greater degrees of tragedy and farce; e.g., George Orwell’s highly unimaginable and callow “double-speak” from 1984 (1949) as a Red-Scare dogwhistle coined by “the son of a British colonial officer from a wealthy landed family who began his career as a British imperial official in South-East Asia—basically an imperial cop” (source: Hakim’s “George Orwell Was a Terrible Human Being,” 2023). As such, the class traitor cannot scrutinize dialectically-materially. They are also a gender/race traitor whose false power—their theatrical “sword”—is also their greatest weakness/castrating source of impotency for the Roman fool to promptly fall upon (indented for clarity):

The greatest weakness of a bourgeois-minded worker/class traitor is their collective inability to critique endless war as an acclimating force; i.e., of them, towards manufactured illusions where the chosen hero does one of two basic things: a) picks up the false (imaginary) sword, mask or death edict and fends off or an imaginary enemy of darkness, or b) where someone else picks up a real weapon and conducts state-sanctioned violence through military imperium and paramilitary stochastic terrorism (vigilantism against agents of the Left or perceived “Left” labeled as “terrorists[1]“). Either way, the end result is a class-dormant inability to critique the system’s alienation of ourselves from our true potential as workers. By virtue of a hypercorrect, biologically essential, sex-equals-gender approach, the ensuing knee-jerk reactionary’s violence becomes an ultimatum during the state’s decaying crises: Anything that isn’t correct must die/is a threat to the fortress they’ve build around themselves through the state’s supplied dogma. Yet, the half-real dagger works as Macbeth’s dagger of the mind would: also in his hand but something he does not own (“I clutch thee but have thee not”). Used unironically in copaganda and the Military Industrial Complex, such a weapon operates in conjunction with the meta-narrative as rigged, thus entirely out of the player’s control; i.e., through the ghost of the counterfeit to further the process of abjection as lucrative for people who aren’t us, playing by their own set of rules that leave us with as little power as possible: not paying their fair share, but taking as much for themselves as they can through a parallel ruleset that steals our labor and pacifies us through marginalized in-fighting. The exact nature of the illusion—a fatal vision or fatal deed—doesn’t really matter if the material consequences and bad intent are combined in ways that are good for business. It becomes a vicious cycle of tilting at windmills (as Don Quixote does); i.e., generating and slaying real victims thought of as dragons, or “averting one’s eyes” through escapist illusions that disguise the mirrored murders displaced to somewhere else. “Out of sight, out of mind,” except there is no outside-text; the illusion is always there, “the handle toward our hand.” The black knight is always there, lurking like a shadow. Tied to the class traitor’s body and actions—he is the ideologically rigid, notoriously cruel doppelganger they can never outrun, a dark reflection mirroring their own evil deeds/compliance as one class traitor of many inside the profit model. His eyes are blacked out, showcasing his lack of humanity through state-issued blinders: a dark warhorse (the color of death, the fetish, the weapon, the gun, the Nazi/zombie Roman) waiting to sacrifice them, too (source: “Thesis Body”).

TERFs and other fascists’ greatest weakness, then, is their collective inability to critique these ancient war-as-endless “empowerment” fantasies while wearing the bridle and prancing about for the state in tragic/farcical ways. They’re like killer babies, paradoxically the enemy as simultaneously being weak and strong but also correct and incorrect and transforming to meet them in battle. “As it should be” means assembly and pro-state soldiering without question—i.e., as sacrificed themselves under the giant gears of Capitalism in decay as forever ongoing thus needing more sleepwalking apprentices who think they’re up to the task. As Capitalism enters crisis, the question “Is war good?” can be reliably answered as many times as asked: with an affirmative by combating Nazis as the so-called “greater evils.” In truth, they’re just the bad team in a theatre of staged combat where the functional Greatest Evil is cosmetically banal: the cold, hard economics of boring, old, white men.

To this, canonical war pastiche exploded in the 1980s under Reagan. After the Cold War (itself a giant false advertisement; re: GDF’s ” There Was No ‘Cold’ War”), the Soviet Union collapsed after adopting neoliberal policies post-Destalinization: shock therapy (the torturous label should be a clue). Emerging the “clear victors,” America became free to remake history through the materialization of increasingly vague and cartoonish bad guys as part of an ongoing arms race to continue the usual drive towards infinite growth and efficient profits through the escalation of war proliferation: an endless chain of made-up villains that American civilians could fight at any age, acclimating new generations to future wars. As a concept, war became perpetually commodified and celebrated, presented by America as the reasonable course of action.

Furthermore, TERF mentalities grew alongside them, a moderate feminism forged through neoconservative war. Its nature is ultimately regressive; i.e., during crisis, these feminists TERF/SWERF gatekeepers will become straw dogs—tossed aside for a dimorphized order that pacifies men and women differently through a cis-lens (re: the euthanasia effect). Everyone is a man or a woman, wherein men become dumb, “Beowulfs” and vigilante de facto cops for the state—toxic workers; women emulate them, until they’re not allowed to anymore and are force become battered housewives inside the infernal concentric pattern. As Capitalism enters decay/its Zombie-Vampire period, so do its heroes (and their legendary weapons) become reapers to defend the structure; they appear undead and demonic, while the state eats itself to preserve the elite. The herd is culled in a highly medieval fashion, dressed up as undead war and fought by anti-heroes who, like Kain from Blood Omen, “care not for the fate of this world” (exhibit 1a1a1b, “Thesis Body“).

Moderate expansion owes much to neoliberal dogma, chiefly the binary of teamwork to enforce us-versus-them thinking enacted through monomyth violence; re: punch, stab and shoot, mid-monomyth, in Gamergate fashion (e.g., the Doom franchise, above, being classically trans exclusionary thus transphobic; re: “No Girls or Trans People Allowed,” 2020). Actions aren’t moral, teams are. This grants the good team free reign—to kill, enslave or otherwise abuse the bad team with impunity. Far from abstract, this ideology actively materializes through consumer goods: monomythic canon, which parallels larger material realities present within the status quo; i.e., the infernal concentric pattern/Cycle of Kings. TERFs genocide trans people by abjecting and attacking them, all while consuming media that promotes a similar genocidal mentality in fantastical stories that mirror the American revenge fantasy as part of Pax Americana. In other words, the videogame “story” (usually cheap, recycled pulp) lazily parallels American Imperialism and its geopolitics in order to turn a profit at home: copaganda and the Military Industrial Complex working in tandem.

For example, paramilitary agents monopolize violence to ensure state control, performed by police officers on domestic grounds or by mercenaries on foreign soil. In either case, the inhumane, illegal nature of their actions (except in police states, which legalize police abuse) “veil” the state of exception as shielded by valorous language as a glorious, exceptional lie: Manifest Destiny as “self-defense”; i.e., they drew “first blood” (the false flag operation). TERFs will celebrate this worldview, calling it “as good as it gets” with their wallets; iconoclasts will call it like it is—a monopoly they can expose, thus critique Capitalism’s perpetual sale of “good/badass” war on all fronts, including toys, TV shows and videogames.

These conversations occur through a gradient of political purchases. Fascist reactionaries lament moderate consumerism as the Liberal betrayal of traditions, while moderacy laments sex-positive emancipation as a betrayal of compromise. Both stances are canonical, materializing through mainstream consumer goods consumed uncritically. In seeing these goods take non-traditional shapes, however, fascists and moderates will respond with relative canonical indignation, announcing as loudly as they can that someone to the left of them is hypocritically consuming entertainment with war inside it(!): Fascists will shout, “Look at those moderates, playing soldier!” However, both they and moderates will collectively denounce iconoclasts: “Look at those doves, playing with soldiers!”

The problem is, neoliberalism injects war into most products, often to sexualized, dimorphic extremes. Yet even iconoclasts can privately and ironically enjoy war pastiche. This includes watching warrior barbarians or space pirate ladies kicking ass—either through out-and-out guilty pleasures, but also war allegory that humanizes sexy rebels: partially antiwar/-totalitarian stories like The Terminator or Star Wars. What iconoclasts will not do is unironically endorse canonical war, including girl bosses’ moderate, TERF function within said canon: as personifying military action levied against real-world groups deserving of colonial retribution.

(exhibit 100c3: There’s a big difference joining up to kill the enemy in a proxy war versus because the state is trying to kill you. Corporal Ferro in The Terminator [top] is a freedom fighter resisting the Imperial Boomerang in posthuman form; Ferro in Aliens [bottom] is the American bomber ace genociding an Indigenous population to serve corporate interests. First, the company weaponizes the trauma of women just like her—e.g., Ripley and Newt, but also Samus Aran—whose lived abuse occurs under domestic oppression; then, they pit it against those the state wishes to destroy while still posturing as good; i.e., the annihilation of the state scapegoat as xenomorphic is gender-critical discourse and always has been, committed as much by bourgeois-minded women against their gender-non-conforming/Communist allies as much as by cis-het men. The fascist feminist is yet another dupe. As the neo-conservative becomes increasingly fascist, she will remind herself that she is doing this “for women everywhere,” that she is a real activist kicking ass against her problems by literally shooting, stabbing or blowing them up. She’s merely another soldier making the elite money and preserving global US hegemony.)

That’s the difference between Corporal Ferro in The Terminator compared to Corporal Ferro in Aliens. Same name, same Vietnam helicopter pilot helmet, same director, and both are killed onscreen. However, the context for their struggle is radically different: One is a mute, desperate freedom fighter combating systemic oppression under totalitarianism (specifically a dystopian future doomsday scenario where the Imperial Boomerang is brought home by machines programmed to execute state directions sans human instruction; i.e., the technological singularity); the other is a snarky military pilot, spitting catchy one-liners while upholding neoliberal revenge on the fantasy plane. For sex-positive people, though, Aliens is a guilty pleasure because it’s tremendously exciting despite its poor disguise[2] (as Vietnam propaganda). Simply put, it’s fun to watch… provided you turn off your brain and don’t think too hard about what the characters actually represent.

Beyond guilty pleasures, TERFs and iconoclasts differ in what they consume/create as it ties to views on strength and sexuality. This includes historically fetishized war content, like sexy orc women. To be sex-positive, an artist will need to recognize and correct the historically racist trope behind[3] demonically sexualizing persons of color (which orcs represent; re: exhibit 37e, “Meeting Jadis“). They can do so by humanizing orcs and other go-to war villains (e.g., Drow; re: exhibit 41b, A Lesson in Humility“), reverse-abjecting them through descriptive and appreciative language. This won’t take away the iconoclast’s ability to feel sexy or turn them into less of a person; it does make them less TERF-like, hence less racist, xenophobic and fascist (all qualities that unironic war pastiche helps encourage). By teaching them to love their assigned enemies, xenophilia turns the fascist Medusa or Hippolyta into an ally for the broader queer community

While these types of intersectional, antiwar analyses remain difficult for TERFs to stomach, their personas of strength can still outwardly “resist” coercion. This yields various ironies that set moderate examples apart from out-and-out fascists (their function is identical, but their appearance differs: good teams and bad teams; same game).

For example, while a TERF won’t enjoy being a pin-up-style “war Barbie,” she probably won’t think twice about being a classy swordswoman or badass orc. The reason owes itself to performative sexism, but also an assimilation fantasy that amounts to class elevation by becoming the man: an aristocratic woman-of-means with a killer hat-pin (Maris Fessenden’s “American Women in the 1900s Called Street Harassers ‘Mashers’ and Stabbed Them With Hatpins,” 2015) or rapier that acts actively and phallically violent towards criminals (the poor) or cartoonishly obvious sexists (old-timey oil barons, Marlon Brando, Don Draper, etc). Like Zofloya, she stabs them, thinking herself Brutus, the action her.

In other words, one sympathizes with traumatized cis-het women wanting to stab creepy male letches with their own “stabby cock daggers” to “pull a Brutus with” (re: “Knife Dicks“); just don’t be going and inserting those into groups you stupidly conflate with cis-het male rapists. Gender-non-conforming people are not demon lovers, groomers or serial killers; that misconception stems from heteronormativity’s action heroes and from TERFs who embody the action hero/police agent as defending the stability of the world as “as good as it gets.”

(artist: unknown)

However—and I know this from experience—TERFs can tolerate less gentrified personas with more sexualized components, too. They might not actively relish a strict pin-up of a traditionally sexy orc woman (above), but will happily embrace one that’s more “correct” according to their bellicose standards; i.e., if the orc (or redheaded, alcoholic, lusty barbarian: a racist Celtic trope perpetuated by the English) is unquestionably sexy-but-tough (but not too conventionally attractive—re: Jadis and orcs, exhibit 37e from “Meeting Jadis“).

Here, the TERF will mark her for a tomboy (or butch lesbian) and probably not complain—especially if she looks like a savage, brutal fighter whose deathly persona conveys masculine dominance. Jadis called this status “being capable,” a person who can handle their shit; in neoliberal language, this means enforcing US foreign policy (the money for all those toys has to come from somewhere) by becoming a harbinger of death (whose inability to imagine a world without war and genocide Jadis called “being realistic/the adult in the room”): aping the avatar. Doing so, however, doesn’t turn you into She-Hulk. It just makes you intolerant, superstitious and xenophobic.

For example, In war pastiche, TERFs love to endorse orcs because they reinforce the myth of the “violent savage” through a kind of middle-class slumming: normalizing police violence by performing as violent people of color who need policing (see: every Blizzard game ever). It maintains the status quo similar to Ripley vs the xenomorphs or Samus vs the space pirates. It’s literally cops-and-robbers or cowboys-and-Indians thinking dressed up as “pure” (meaning “dislocated”) fantasy (re: “Digging Our Own Graves“). Us-versus-them; cops and victims, but all orphans, all menticided workers bullied by the state.

I keep empathizing “us-versus-them,” here, because TERFs purchase appropriated feminism in bad faith. In doing so, they preach equality from an uncritical position as gatekeepers that use systemic conflict to maintain the status quo (and its material inequalities) everywhere. As centrist thinkers, TERFs “centralize” conflict by equalizing both sides—not in appearance, but as part of a rigged system they support through continuous purchases. Keeping in line with the TERF tradition of disguise, the free market becomes merely another lie—one told through war pastiche that invariably maintains order through conflict as something to sell.

Furthermore, these stories parallel state apologia, which conceals or downplays exploitation—outright genocide, for non-citizens, and a police state (to varying degrees) for citizens. As things worsen on the globe, war becomes badass through its propaganda as made directly by the state or by corporations. Heroes like Odessa start to appear—i.e., the ostensible “anti-hero” who fights dirty and is just a little bit racist/settler-colonist. She’s not just a cheerleader with pom-poms; she’s a dogged sports goon cracking skulls on the field, getting her hands dirty as a straw dog that is visibly dog-like; i.e., a bitch, un-lady-like and more like the Tramp in that respect.

To this, war pastiche seems to have good teams and bad teams. In truth, TERFs and fascists, despite appearing different, are actually on the same team, crammed into the same kennel: team bourgeoisie’s kennel as one of its “pack” (which takes all the power and wealth accumulation for itself—through labor theft, but also theft of our ability to think: a myopia). While TERFs hate their assigned enemies (fascists) performatively, they openly despise anyone who undermines their orderly view of conflict as a structure. This is why you see TERFs (usually middle-class white women) punching down at trans people for “playing god”; it’s effectively a form of tone-policing that admonishes the “hubris” of a legitimately oppressed group for trying to liberate themselves using what they got and what they try to reclaim: their bodies and monstrous stigmas as campy and reclaimed.

To this, the elite have instilled TERFs to divide and conquer through a deliberate, prescribed fear of the underclass. This “fear of the vandal” manifests inside popular centrist media (much in the same way racism works in America, the state; or how xenophobia works in American geopolitics the world over). While canon can be subverted, it isn’t automatically and must be reconfigured by workers in solidarity against state interests that will defend itself; i.e., through its lifeline, the Superstructure, to keep the operation of infinite growth and efficient profit (the Base) flowing smoothly.

As such, subverting Overwatch‘s Odessa is like lampooning the British Queen; it will be met with criticism from some, but the critiques will be variable, gradient. Some people might secretly approve of our guilty pleasure; others might join in, camping the canon (thus the Amazon) in all the usual cryptonymic, canon-vs-camp ways:

(exhibit 100c4: Artist: Persephone van der Waard. Originally I was excited to see Odessa come out, in Overwatch 2; I thought the “sequel” would introduce more characters, better graphics, and a longer story [the usual sequel-itis affair] to a game that I had already played quite a bit. Instead, Blizzard scrapped most of their planned content in specular fashion, sticking to the usual FOMA/microtransaction model. Meanwhile, Odessa’s glow diminished, having largely been “Amazon bait” for bigoted people, disappointingly containing a fair amount of sexist lines and a genocidal backstory. At the time I did this picture [July 4th, 2022], she had not been released outside of the beta, and I tried to create a sexy scenario that married clumsy antiwar sentiments [“Make love, not war”] to Blizzard’s centrist pantheon of strong-looking women. Obviously Odessa is just a white, settler-colonial version of Aunty Entity from Mad Max 3 [1985] but I wanted to play off the idea of power and resistance through a BDSM exchange that mildly subverted who was in control of who during two soldiers’ bedroom antics.

In hindsight, the fantasy feels stuck in the usual bigotries [the black servant/soldier appeasing Her Majesty by licking her white cunt] but revisiting this photo towards my book’s completion makes me feel happy to have realized I could have done better at the time; it shows my own progression towards a better state of mind. At the same time, a public exhibit of private behaviors mirrors the fetish outfit as wielded through monstrous roleplay that walks the tightrope when camping canon: “animals embody the canonical language of power and resistance as something to camp”; i.e., the role of the soldier as a tough “war bitch” whose boss persona is set aside in the bedroom and mounted by the service top servicing a “good dog!” in ways that can be camped. Speaking from experience, such “puppy play” feels good, but the context does not yield itself immediately at first glance; its animalized demonic BDSM and kink, and aesthetics of death and power must be explained, generally in exhibits like these during holistic study as an ongoing dialectical-material affair.)

Derrida summarized this effect with his own adage: “There is no outside of the text,” meaning the line between people, their creations, and the broader material world is less concrete than many care to admit. The dialogic is inconstant, in turmoil, and prone to change as the world turns, but also the gears of war beyond the hyperreal illusion. Indeed, centrism bounding from war pastiche amounts to a reactionary stance because it denies actual change in favor of perceived change even when the actual devastation is made known: hollow power offered by fake propaganda victories are preferable to some because they chase away Derrida’s pesky spectres of Marx. Disguise and ambiguity both ways, the state impersonating us and vice versa, mid-Amazonomachia.

For TERFs, these empty “victories” are enough, a game of pretend that’s preferable to doing any kind of legitimate activism (re: Jadis, in a nutshell). Sadly such “wins” are bogus: As the state passes policies that rob people of their human rights, capitalists paper over these abuses with neoliberal illusions that people can enjoy and bicker about: centrist myths that depict everything as “fine.” Like Plato’s shadows, they become the normal way to perceive things beyond our regular scope of vision. Tying into the Faustian bargain, canonical war pastiche presents their victories as somehow translating to real life, when really they just keep things the same by whitewashing societal inequalities perpetuated by the elite.

(artist: The Art Mage)

For example, Junker Queen—aka Odessa Stone—becomes queen of Junkertown by defeating its patriarch in gladiatorial combat, touting some kind of “special victory” that trickles down for everyone around her. It’s literally bread-and-circus pastiche, changing nothing at a systemic level: Odessa is queen of the arena and the arena isn’t going anywhere. Her tenure isn’t going to change anything because her desire to be violent through team-based gladiatorial sports is a defining part of her character. It’s literally her character’s ludic role in Overwatch 2. She’s a fascist feminist, a Dark Hippolyta who hides her submission to state power behind a veneer of rebellion/”doing an activism”; the mask hasn’t slipped yet, but the covert nature of its design is constant: fool the public into thinking their avatar presents the epitome of praxis while also being an ontological extension of the state told through war pastiche. She’s to Australia what Chun Li is to China or Cammy to the Union Jack: a standard-bearer but also, in her case, a white Indian—TERF Mad Max acting out “gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss” for a war boss.

Now that we’ve outlined war pastiche in relation to TERFs, let’s explore its nature further through Odessa—i.e., as a mechanism that leaps from Capitalism and its dominant ideologies: neoliberalism and fascism. Similar to Imperator Furiosa, Odessa is a girl war boss, except her tomboy blend of fascist and neoliberal ideas happens through appropriated feminism; a gender-critical herbo with a real mean streak. She’s a war dog who spits, farts and drools [and barks and bites in bed if you want her to]. She demonstrates the fact that, while TERFs tend to present as moderate, they will only do so until Capitalism enters crisis; this crisis happens through frontier/colonial war as the unstable venue of endless profit, exploiting vulnerable parties on the geopolitical stage. Brutal mercenaries like Odessa play a vital role in this process, recursively initiating war through vengeful origin stories: in crisis, she colonizes the wasteland for future people like her part of the same invasion structure beset by capital in decay (the disco in disguise a hauntological [retro-future] cryptonymy/apocalypse for such things). Amazons are the postpunk gatekeepers of apocalypse, which can go either way but for Blizzard is purely unironic: Odessa’s a white-Indian heel.

While Odessa embodies the contract killer with an axe to grind, she nevertheless postures as an inclusive feminist liberator uplifting Junkertown from patriarchal rule through Blizzard’s marketing of her. This liminal stance tracks with how neoliberals and fascists “argue” on how to articulate war, largely differing through presentation insofar as the disguise is concerned. Neoliberals favor the Greater Good argument, but also make Nazis; fascists fabricate betrayals and demand revenge, which neoliberals allow (only caring about profit and the freedom of expression towards profit during manufactured scarcity and conflict). Under Capitalism, each ideology mythologizes home defense against a variety of recursively manufactured enemies, often to absurd (and vague) extremes. This absurdity extends to the “defenders,” who walk the line between self-defense and pre-emptive aggression (so-called “false flag operations”). Defense of the nation will always lead to genocide through abjection of a total enemy—Communism, the oppressed, the Indigenous, trans folk, as replaced through a bad-faith double.

Odessa checks all of these boxes. First, she offers Junkertown a sacrifice, ousting the wicked king for the Greater Good. Becoming its much-touted white savior, she continues her revenge killings at and around Junkertown, wearing her “accomplishments” as war trophies—an act Blizzard deliberately whitewashes by having Odessa dress in abstract gore, cartoonish metal skulls that help disguise her genocidal nature: a violent killer who slaughters the wasteland’s indigenous population. Butchering “feral” people endemic to a foreign, “desolate” place, Odessa is an avatar of death who wears her victims’ bones. What’s more, she passes herself off as “one of them,” a “white Indian” strapped in leather, covered in spikes, and swinging knives and axes. Through this native persona, Odessa seeks to transform the land by developing it away from its natural state through an “improved” version of the Junker King’s arena: hers. “In place of a dark lord, you would have a queen!”

Not only is Odessa a caricature of racist, genocidal vaudeville; she’s explained to have had no choice in carrying it out. Exiled by the same evil king at a young age, Odessa takes to her newfound role as a willful, hungry scrapper. Eventually claiming the top dog rank (a gang hierarchy of power in prison systems; e.g., Wentworth) through brute force, she survives to avenge her exiled family’s death, killing the Wastelanders responsible and revenge-killing a great deal more through collective punishment (on par with John Brooder from Bone Tomahawk, 2015). She’s Medusa but blindly petrifying those more marginalized than herself even after she’s “made it”: the hatred and deception have internalized, hybridizing in a terrible icon that Blizzard sells, FOMO-style. Odessa was literally the poster girl for their “sequel” (several levels of false advertising happening at once).

While this violent past serves to explain her racialized bloodlust, the game displaces human racism by having Odessa discriminate against a robotic underclass inside a system of competitive persecution. When Odessa eventually triumphs, she replaces the king as the system’s top-performer. She inherits his arena and its bards, who praise her victory in ways not unlike Lord Humongous or Immorton Joe (but closer to Tina Turner’s villain, Aunty Entity, in Mad Max 3: Beyond Thunderdome): through rock and roll. “Meet the new boss, same as the old boss…” As such, Odessa triumphs in a world where only the strong survive. It also reflects the troubling existence of systemic bias in the real world. To that, the hero is a half-real canary in the mine; a bad omen shadow-on-the-wall dressed up as good, hearty and “empowering.”

This bogus power can be attractive for those looking to control others through the endorsement of fantasies. Jadis loved the Mad Max movies to some extent (Fury Road was their favorite). Out of the four, they disliked Thunderdome‘s second half/ending but absolutely loved the power that Entity had over Max. Indeed, she was a shrewd woman, one that George Miller openly admired in 2023 after Turner’s death:

When someone was such a life force, you don’t expect them to go. Of course it happens to everybody, but Tina was quite something.

When we made Mad Max: Beyond Thunderdome, I knew her music like everyone else, but it was her persona that drew me to her – particularly for the role [of Aunty Entity]. I knew where the music came from, where her power came from. In this Mad Max wasteland, anyone who survives, let alone becomes a dominant force, has had to survive a lot of things that would normally diminish a person. Every time we talked about Aunty Entity as we were writing, we’d say: “Oh, someone like Tina Turner.” She was the only person we could think of. And sure enough, she was the only person we ever asked.

She was the opposite of a diva. I had the privilege of working with her and getting to see just what made her so magnificent [Jadis loved Turner’s legs; indeed, I agree: she had a spectacular pair and maintained her stage body most of her life]. She was so sharp, mentally. She was acutely aware of the dynamics of every situation. She was very funny and playful, she loved to laugh a lot. She was a person of real substance. It wasn’t just the surface. I think that rises out of someone who endures so much in early life and uses it to become incredibly wise (source: “She Was the Opposite of a Diva”).

Neither Entity nor Odessa are liberators, though. Entity is the woman-of-color girl boss who exploits the town with backroom deals and bread-and-circus/strongwoman-as-a-circus-act (exhibit 7a; re: “The Nation-State“) “democracy.” Using these, she temporarily gets Max—our white savior—on the hip, then rides off into the sunset laughing at him like Baron Samedi. Odessa is white, but also victimized by a white patriarch. Her own origin story presents an imperial whitewash, the “colonist” having settled “empty” land (robots are not animals, let alone people); in doing so, she scapegoats anyone rightfully against the state, the colonized “omnics” presented as pure, “feral” evil that must be completely destroyed by someone who appears good (the Muslim and the crusader, the drow and the elf, the cowgirl and Indian, etc).

Except by proudly celebrating Odessa’s origin story as an unrivaled, genocidal slayer—one who is unapologetically racist—Blizzard appropriate girl-boss feminism, dressing up Australian settler colonialism as centrist science fiction: She “beats” her former master by becoming said master in the bargain. Again, it’s neoliberalism covering for fascism in defense of capital.

Loyal consumers—but especially the male side of the weird canonical nerd spectrum—worship this patent absurdity without question. However, Blizzard’s Ozzie rock opera pales in comparison to the utter bombast that is Gloryhammer’s “The Unicorn Invasion of Dundee” (2013). I want to examine the latter as it outlines the base mechanics of origin stories in incredibly simple and enjoyable rock ‘n roll language (a musical genre that was historically taken from people of color and appropriated to a white audience). In short, it can easily be enjoyed by just about anyone, but applies the universal adaptability of aesthetics within Zizek’s original framing: music.

Indeed, the war boss and her ludic kayfabe often go hand-in-hand with catchy music as an emotional appeal with an aesthetic moral focus (a concept we’ll apply to the parallel histories of Spielberg’s rescuing of “good war,” in just a moment); it becomes the self-pitying before-and-after ballad of the apocalypse unto a better time laid low as set to a rueful music box. As discussed in our thesis statement (re: exhibit 1a1a1a2, “Thesis Body“), this is the basic approach to the monomyth as centralized through videogames as franchised, neoliberal propaganda since the 1980s; e.g., Mega Man 4′s [1991] maudlin intro of an idealized peace beset by chaos; re: “Then one day, the industrial robots all over the world went on a total rampage”—a worker’s rebellion dressed up as total calamity and set to sad midi, the fall of the glorious utopia/futurist kingdom upset by a wily rabble rouser under Capitalist Realism sold to children (re: “Modularity and Class“):

All the while, the seminal monomythic plight is good versus evil as hegemonic, centrist. Rather than help workers or understand their plight, then, the male/traditionally masculine hero is “chosen” by said dogma to restore order through a heroic arming with stolen/prophesized weapons before embarking on a generic “fetch” quest that re-captures and return something stolen from the elite—the Triforce, a baby Metroid, Princess Zelda or Toadstool [whose marriage to the hero is a kind of “maiden tradwife” assimilation fantasy]—while putting down rebels or fascists in the process (space pirates, koopas, robot masters).

Like so many tools for the state, the monomyth protagonist’s anger is weaponized in an unhealthy way—i.e., that isn’t constructive towards developing Communism, but the same-old maintaining of capitalistic structures that exploit everyone except those at the very top. Fascists are put down like rabid dogs; Communists are chaos demons or feral zombies. Regardless of the hero’s affect—if they are innocent, jaded or edgy/pissed off—the material outcome is identical to the propaganda of Camelot hauntologized in a medieval of varying aesthetics of war and concealment; i.e., the futuristic paradise, decaying retro-future, or once-upon-a-time a post-apocalypse, mid-eco-fascism. The code being used is merely preferential in its cryptonymic arbitration, from Amazons to unicorns:

(artist: Simone Torcasio)

Note: “The Unicorn Invasion of Dundee” is such a great, campy number that I had to write it more than once—first, here, and then again in “Follow the Sign.” It might be blind pastiche at the end of the day, but I still love it anyways. —Perse, 5/5/2025

As such, the premise for Gloryhammer’s song is simple, stupid and violent, but also dogmatic: The good city of Dundee suddenly finds itself under attack by an invading outsider force, the evil wizard Zargothrax and his… *checks notes* …army of undead unicorns. Schlock aside, there’s no history to speak of, the good land deliberately emptied of anything that might suggest genocide and conquest committed by its noble rulers. Presentation-wise, we’re left with a clean, simple binary: a good team that did nothing wrong and a bad team that wrongs them in every way possible (the obsession with a foreign plot). This makes the hero’s mighty oath—”I will make Zargothrax die!”—something to enact with impunity. Palingenesis begins with a fictionalized nation death, followed by a return to greatness. It’s campy thus can be enjoyed, but the framework it follows is literally the false flag operation/American revenge fantasy. Knowing that can co-exist with enjoying the song and it won’t make us worse people or less cool; it will make us class conscious.

Such black-and-white, “blind” framings are not only possible in neoliberal/fascist stories; they’re normalized through this hauntological cycle of nation death and rebirth, again and again (re: the First, Second and Third Reich and all the neoliberal simulacra a Cycle of Kings in the larger narrative of the crypt). Their war pastiche pointedly dichotomizes relations between the oppressor and oppressed, flipping the script by constantly creating cartoonishly evil villains that simply appear ex nihilo. Fascists would treat Zargothrax as the scapegoat.

In neoliberal terms, though, Zargothrax is the fascist-from-somewhere-else, making the prince of Dundee functionally American (or South Vietnam). America needs cartoon villains like Zargothrax (or Red Falcon, Skeletor, Cobra, etc) to justify American totalitarianism on the global stage; moreover, America needs blackguards that act “worse” than America, generally announced by various normalized color schemes: purple for royalty, red for Communism, and black for fascism. The visible results don’t reject fascism; they depict fascism as a visible threat to do battle with forever.

Endless war makes legitimate rebellion against America impossible. Zargothrax can’t be a sympathetic villain, let alone a victim. War canon depicts evil’s relationship to good as inflexible, with zero room for nuance. However, to ensure that war also never stops, neoliberals also make war canon flexible. Teams can exchange members according to various military roles, personifying these roles under competing banners. Those under the good banner can even wear purple, black or red if they want; their team can ally with former enemies, including fascists, to defeat a common foe.

So long as “good” triumphs over “evil,” there is no cognitive dissonance when power aggregates; false power (illusions) coordinates workers against one another but also has them looking the other way as genocide escalates and eventually is carried out. Meanwhile, the Global South is being abused nonstop, its legends fueling the colonial guilt of the American psyche poured out onto paper, film and silicon; their crisis fuels the fear of revenge, thus making trans people the scapegoat chosen by conservative groups this time around. We enter the state of exception in the Global North, treated like orcs and goblins, but also drow, Medusa and xenomorphs (the former two anti-Semitic rape epidemics and blood libel; the latter threat each a stigma anthromorph: the spider, snake and wasp as enemies to squash). Like an arcade cabinet, the sensation is cheap and fast but “adds up,” demanding hordes of abject, zombie-level casualties to bring the high back around: a high score (Vietnam’s success was measured in kill count; re: “Military Optimism“). The whore’s revenge challenges said score by breaking the system leading to its endless tally (re: the structure of invasion, on and offstage).

Alongside commercialized or geopolitical examples, these moderate arrangements play out laterally through socio-political platforms like Twitter. For example, the LBG Alliance allies against trans and non-binary people, framing them as enemies of progress already achieved by moderate, centrist politics. Said “progress” is really a form of centralization tied to capital advertised through political pamphlets. Not only do its members use DARVO obscurantism against their political enemies (source tweet: Sophie Robinson’s defense from people basically shouting “We’re not Nazis, you’re the real Nazis!” 2022); they describe their own positions as “scientific” (code for “state-endorsed”) and under attack by ideologues from the Right and the Left, while also masquerading as a charity group to front their hostilities (Lily Wakefield’s “LGB Alliance Court Case to Decide Whether Anti-Trans Group Is Stripped of Charity Status,” 2022). These are fascist tactics, dyed-in-the-wool (which neoliberalism relies on to keep the market “free,” thus in the hands of those with total power).

Regardless of where and how these warlike activities transpire/materialize, any smaller offense becomes sanctionable provided it serves the Greater Good: furthering the profitable narrative that America is morally good, hence justified in its violent acts. This violence can be from America, or from allies of America (the West/Global North: Great Britain, France, Australia, etc) materially legitimized by the global superpower. Behind this chessboard of jingoistic façades lurk the bourgeoisie, whose hegemony remains unthreatened. By profiting from war and continuously selling it back to the public, they market “good war” as synonymous with prosperity for everyone; i.e., the LGBA fights the good fight, while trans people supposedly do not.

This, of course, is total bullshit/abjection. Capitalism is prosperous for the elite, who hoard their wealth through a top-down material system that justifies its own abuses by hiding them behind material illusions, including weaponized hauntology and carceral chronotopes. While neoliberals rely on fascists to survive, both ideologies create villains and heroes that obscure genocide as endemic to Capitalism. Enemies for neoliberals are simply evil, whereas enemies for fascists are fierce, dangerous and weak. Defeating either materially benefits the elite by deliberately altering people’s collective understanding of history—by funding the very stories the Base consumes. By using fantasy-as-Superstructure (a page taken from Tolkien’s fantasy canon, published after the establishment of the Western and Eastern Blocs), neoliberals erase or severely weaken allegory critical of the nation-state. In doing so, they validate the latter as sovereign, but also eternal.

(source: Bioshock: Infinite concept art, 2013)

Iconoclasts don’t simply expose how neoliberal stories obscure systemic abuse as coldly economic, the gears crushing all workers up like rendered corpses fed to the next line of chattel to fatten up (re: The Matrix); they reveal and condemn the poisonous, centrist ideologies that encourage direct abuse, its political endorsement, or apathy whenever and wherever it occurs. This includes TERFs, whose hatred for the patriarchy has become performatively insincere, all while hating trans people’s actual guts.

Apart from disguising fascism and endorsing actual war through war pastiche, TERFs emulate neoliberals in a third way: using their stonewalling rhetoric to enable trans genocide by rescuing the good name of war. Already afraid of the middle class, TERF anti-activism stems from the neoliberal’s other weapon of choice: words, but especially political incrementalism. Incrementalism is a deliberate, moderate hindering of emancipatory policies through a rhetoric of veiled threats—that barbaric regression will inevitably occur should attempts at more equal change be met. Whether through feet-dragging or downright stonewalling, neoliberals belittle emancipatory activists, claiming the latter “doesn’t understand politics.” All the while, they court their covert allies, fascists, for all to see.

Without changing anything material, neoliberals love to present reasoned arguments as being “automatically victorious,” a stating-of-the-obvious that renders evil obsolete inside a debate circle that anyone can attend. Historically this doesn’t track; the free marketplace of ideas, much like geopolitics, is merely a slippery slope fallacy that reverts to structures of power along material lines. Workers pay the price, suffering genocidal abuse under relapsing fascism while neoliberals go to war. Meanwhile on the debate stage, moderate superiority traps these same liberal hawks in a cycle of embarrassing rebuttals, telling the overt racist they’re wrong when the racist person is only there in bad faith. It’s all for show, a cycle of debate pastiche designed to make moderates appear reasoned against someone worse than them a priori.

This rhetoric whitewashes genocide as a present, ongoing event, rewriting oppressed histories into increasingly sanitized, lucrative forms. Those who challenge this process are defamed as morons or enemies of the state by those who are more moderate in their criticisms (e.g., Knowing Better vs Bad Empanada; re: “The Truth About Columbus“). In turn, endless consumerism upholds the neoliberal virtue of orderly conflict, which normalizes genocide by commercially translating it into good teams and bad teams of any sort—not just signature baddies, but nostalgic positions of war that individual consumers can emulate as vicarious champion units thereof, killing their evil counterparts in droves: nameless ninjas, karate dojos, power rangers, pirates, top gun graduates, etc. All the while, lateral political discussions unfold about war as something good that must occur. War is eternal, competing through moral positions tied to material conditions that do not change. Through this ceaseless back-and-forth, good defeats evil through two outlets: superior violence and dogma projected through the global consumerism already mentioned.

We’ve looked at war pastiche through the false power of pussyhat feminism and herbo war bosses (re: gaslight, gatekeep…). To be holistic, I’d like to spend the next several pages examining the myth from its male, Patriarchal source in a contemporary form: the good war through Saving Private Ryan, specifically its role as hypercanonical military propaganda galvanized by music as a driving force (this portion was written several years ago for my discontinued book, Neoliberal and Fascist Propaganda in Yesterday’s Heroes, when I was still living in Florida with Jadis). Then we’ll conclude the chapter section by looking at several other neoliberal tactics for stonewalling any form of activism that protests neoconservatism/renewed war fervor in canonical (thus heteronormative) war pastiche and nostalgia.

The reason I want to examine the past is that American transphobia is generally couched within Pax Americana through the myth of the good war as “good ol’-fashioned.” In this zeitgeist, non-cis queer people either do not exist, or become reduced to a regression of moderate “olive branches” towards cis-queer people that exclude their trans, intersex and non-binary comrades; and the cycle informing future videogames copying the same basic pattern while selling it to the usual suspects: white, cis-het boys and men (and those who emulate them).

To that, the theatre of endless war requires endless propaganda, which places a tremendous, constant need on music to invigorate war as an American franchise that is fundamentally heteronormative; i.e., not just the pageantry of Star Wars and xenophobia of Aliens, but any kind of media that pops up like toadstools whenever America invades someone else. I’m not just talking Freedom Fries, Nelson DeMille paperbacks, or cheesy 9/11 ballads; I’m talking about videogames like Doom, Metroid and Call of Duty that—like cartoons and cinema before them—all rely on various styles of anthemic music[4] to excite the consumer playing war as heteronormatively nostalgic.

For the rest of the section, we’ll focus on Saving Private Ryan, but there’s also plenty of videogame musics that personify war to maintain the destructive, myopic illusion of Capitalist Realism; e.g., the empowerment fantasies of Street Fighter through fighting as a sport (footnote, above) but also more openly sports-themed, team-based videogames.

Saving Private Ryan was a huge part of this nostalgia, whose waves of terror invoke Meerloo’s menticide as draped in the laurels of victory and American liberty. The same language used to divide the working classes of the American colonies, Howard Zinn points out, would be used in Saving Private Ryan to justify futures calls to battle, for glory and ultimately (for the elite) profit: the tireless recreation and simulation of the film’s own verisimilitude as “realistic.” Music is central to this aim. It conveys triumph and tragedy by appealing to our emotions, coding either outcome through a very particular goal: exploitation.

Regarding Saving Private Ryan as standing in a long line of American war apologia, this audiovisual attack deliberately mythologizes the individual. Placed in the hands of other men and consequently threatened with total annihilation, this person can try to make something of their lives. Such paradoxes are a goldmine for neoliberal politicians who want for soldiers. They need them to fight their proxy wars. Faced with this obvious contention, they will rehabilitate the present by regressing to nobler times.

Any good statesman can do this. Barrack Obama, for example, cites For Whom the Bell Tolls (1940) as one of his favorite stories. So did John McCain. Both men love Hemmingway’s hero, Robert Jordan, who fights for a cause that is equally doomed, meaningless and brave: “They’re fierce political opponents, but John McCain and Barack Obama do agree on a literary matter. Each man has picked Ernest Hemingway’s novel For Whom the Bell Tolls as a favorite, inspirational even” (source: Renee Montagne’s “Robert Jordan, Hemingway’s Bipartisan Hero,” 2008). Jordan’s story results in zero accountability for those at the top, and a general lack of empathy all around. As Jordan is sacrificed for the greater good, neoliberal bipartisans exploit his death; they get to puff themselves up while peddling endless war as inevitable, but salvageable with the proper mindset: war can be good if you think of it as good—i.e., by remembering the images “from” good wars, not bad ones like Vietnam (another reason for war hawks on either side of the establishment aisle to love/hate Black Sabbath: the cryptonymy of sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll abused by white Western men, American or not).

This engineered mindset argues that “war is chaos” without questioning why. Instead, it offers the common worker two shitty choices: meaningless death or meaningful death. This approach is all too common in canonical war propaganda, whose narratives are deliberately engineered to offer ultimatums. But even this choice is illusory. While Captain Miller dies in Saving Private Ryan, for example, he did not choose his time and place; neither did their training help to keep his troopers alive. Despite the appearance of sound and fury, though, Captain Miller isn’t blasted to kingdom come; he is methodically sacrificed and honored as an advertisement of valor. Thus Spielberg only flirts with chaos. It remains a deliberately drafted message that humanizes the Americans, while demonizing their prescribed enemies.

Leading up to the final moment, Saving Private Ryan is incredibly nostalgic and deceptive. Awash with military pathos, it pointedly phrases the entire struggle as foregone, but also good (Kay and Skittles’ “How Enemy At The Gates Lies To You: Saving Private Ryan, Othering, And Cold War Narratives,” 2022; timestamp: 28:43) and decided by an out-of-touch general in love with Lincoln’s letter to a widow. This appeal to emotion is manipulative all on its own, his underlings hanging their heads in shame. In turn, the men they order to save Ryan bicker about their lot, weighing duty and personal responsibility against the desire to mutiny. It’s voiced as patently absurd. And yet, as their friends around them slowly die, these same critics abandon any form of resistance. They choose to save Ryan to feel better about themselves: “Maybe saving Private Ryan is the one good thing we did in this whole, godawful shitty mess; maybe if we save him, we can all get to go home.” This illusion of autonomy coincides with the ideal soldier as emotionally committed to their obvious function: the forlorn hope.

This tactic of suicide is dubiously endorsed by Spielberg’s cunning maneuvers. The sleight-of-hand occurs through the appearance of contradiction: Whereas the opening shows the men on Omaha Beach being cut to ribbons (invoking the Almighty as they die for a Christian[5] god they’re taught to worship and fear through staged combats, the scene set for sacrifice as thousands-upon-millions of patriots for the Great Good, then sold as propaganda decades later), the last scene in the film showcases an impossible last stand. The heroes kill unrealistic amounts of Germans, before being sacrificed by Spielberg. He kills them one by one, saving Captain Miller for last. Mortally wounded, Miller tells Ryan to “earn it.”

(source: National Guard, 2013)

At first, Miller’s order might seem bizarre or esoteric, until we see the effect on Ryan. Decades later, he hates himself in a very Christian way—i.e., thinking himself a “bad man” because someone “better” than him died to save him (making Spielberg the ironically Jewish drafter of a Christ-like sacrifice). Thus, what starts off as a documentary on the horrors of war transforms into war propaganda channeled through survivor’s guilt by a Jewish author of Christian dogma (a token reversal of the Christian defense: I have done good so I can do no wrong” becoming “I have survived wrong so we can do no wrong!”

What’s worse, Spielberg’s target is the next generation as having “survived” a war they never lived to see. He presents scene after scene of nameless dead boys eulogized by music. The heroes look on, but so do we. Their banter of resistance gradually relents. Spielberg guilt-trips the audience by presenting dutiful soldiers who appear to make their own choices. They babysit the clean-faced Ryan, then die to save him, leaving behind fields of marble crosses, but also songs that evoke the victorious dead (the obsession with victory being a common denominator between the Allied and Axis Powers, or indeed, any nation-state marching soldiers off to war).

Leading up to the sacrifice, these men are shown to be somewhat feminine by American standards. Schoolteachers, translates and dress-makers, they joined the war effort and survived countless battles only to die saving Ryan because they “chose” to. The last among them tasks Ryan with the impossible: to earn what no man can realistically hope to live up to (there is always someone stronger). To borrow (and twist) Jane Austen’s infamous, unhappy question about Marianne Dashwood, Ryan was born to an extraordinary fate:

With such a confederacy against him—with a knowledge so intimate of their goodness, and with a conviction of their fond attachment to himself—which at last, though long after it was observable to everybody else, burst on him—what could he do? (to riff on Austen’s Sense and Sensibility).

This shotgun “wedding to war” plays not just on Ryan, but anyone who didn’t serve. And even those most virtuous in Saving Private Ryan are compelled to violence—not just Miller, but his obvious foil, the translator. Keeping with the “false power” narrative, killing the enemies and/or dying on the front lines “makes a man out of them”—a perfect simulation for war-as-a-business, hence why it was adapted to the FPS as an already popular videogame genre.

Spielberg’s vengeful war epic is a far cry from Schindler’s List (1990). His visual arguments are intentionally set to music that play on overwrought emotions. Spielberg repeats ideas back to them using music, offering criticism that is outweighed by sheer emotional freight as the mask slowly comes off. By the time it has, we’re clearly meant to hate the Germans as pure evil. These bastards deserve to be shot, even by dweebs like us. This cycle of war pastiche is hopelessly recycled in ways that suck the life out of the material, but also its consumers through the zombification of war anthems.

Per Zinn, Spielberg is singing a very different tune about war than German Sherman did (an early “author” of so-called “total/modern war”) comparing closer to Eisenhower’s cheery “order of the day” from 1944: “I am tired and sick of war. Its glory is all moonshine. It is only those who have neither fired a shot nor heard the shrieks and groans of the wounded who cry aloud for blood, for vengeance, for desolation. War is hell.” Small wonder considering he was tasked within leading these “hard war” offenses on the field against his own countrymen:

The Vicksburg Campaign signaled the beginning of the Union’s hard war policy, permitting whatever was necessary including the destruction of civilian property to bring the conflict to an end. During the Vicksburg Campaign, Grant lived off the land for a time, allowing his army to take what it needed from civilians in its path. Approximately seven months after the fall of Vicksburg, Sherman applied the “hard hand of war” against central Mississippi during the Meridian operation.

This operation was different in that, for the first time, Sherman instructed Union troops to wage a war of destruction, leaving civilians with enough for survival but not enough to support military activity. The Meridian operation, which provided a blueprint for Sherman’s March to the Sea, was also an example of psychological warfare, meant to destroy any hope the people might have had of a Confederate victory (source: Bill of Rights Institute’s “William Tecumseh Sherman and Total War,” 2023).

The fact remains, war is a theatre and Sherman’s theatre was grim; 20th century war was grim until it wasn’t, becoming optimistic, forgotten, criminal, covert, then ultimately rescued by Spielberg. The barbarism and utter destruction of American-led war played into war fever as something to stoke in stages; deny, obfuscate and discredit was joined with the age-old narrative of American Liberalism, concealing the atrocities of war and selling war as something to ease people into states of subdued panic and alarm fatigue, over and over.

This can be the kayfabe of Vince McMahon’s ’90s wrestling during the Gulf War or the vigilante pastiche of neoliberal videogame streams like the Streets of Rage series or FPS across the board. A similar trend can be seen through the music that is used in war films, even if they’re not explicitly shot for “realism” (meaning they pertain to an attempt at historical accuracy regarding military regalia/army kit): Superhero movies the likes of which pushed America into WW2 in the minds of the middle-class public; team-based sports with monstrous-feminine herbos that make the men who run the show bank by playing the Nazi in-game, as well as symbolling TERF rhetoric and active violence in the streets; and the language of war as something to subvert, mid-entropy and state crisis.

In short, good music is catchy and lends itself well to any political movement as much as fetishized, Gothic aesthetics do. It can take hold of you, but this hold as affected by dialectical-material principles that shift. The context behind New Order’s “Blue Monday” (1983), then, was very different in its heyday than when used as an advertisement jingle for Wonder Woman: 1984 (2020).

(models: Zeuhl and Persephone van der Waard, taken by a wedding guest at my brother’s 2019 wedding)

For me, though, the context is idiosyncratic because of when, where and why I heard it: It was a song that Zeuhl especially loved and introduced to me in Manchester while we studied together at MMU. I loved it, at first. However, after they broke up with me and started telling me how I felt, I heard Peter Hook’s words (and postpunk) in an altogether different light. The cryptonymy was muddied by Zeuhl betraying me the way Hook and company eventually sold out, themselves (as much through incompetence as bad faith; re: The Haçienda: How Not to Run a Club):

How does it feel
To treat me like you do? […]

I still find it so hard
To say what I need to say
But I’m quite sure that you’ll tell me
Just how I should feel today (source).

Note; Zeuhl’s a regular character in my book series; for more mention of them and our Manchester adventure, read “The Eyeball Zone” footnote detailing them at length (and “Non-Magical Detectives” to unmask them) —Perse, 5/5/2025

In turn, the same goes for Amazons and any other monstrous-feminine occupant of the Gothic as postpunk disguise; i.e., from oppositional cryptonymy as a matter of music combined with graffiti, bodies (superheroes operating as alter-egos that are, like Amazons, paradoxically exposed, on and offstage; re: “Prey as Liberators“):

(exhibit 100c5: Source: Jude Rodgers’ “A Watershed Moment in British Pop,” 2020. Jude writes:

“Blue Monday’s” reference points have been discussed by the band ever since. Its stuttering drum-machine beat mimicked one on Donna Summer’s 1979 track, “Our Love.” Its bassline was influenced by Sylvester’s disco hit, “You Make Me Feel (Mighty Real),” and a twanging bass figure from Ennio Morricone’s soundtrack to For a Few Dollars More.  

A robotic choir sound was sampled directly from Kraftwerk’s 1975 album track, “Uranium,” using a machine New Order had acquired, the Emulator. “Bernard and Stephen [Morris, fellow band member] had worked out how to use it by spending hours recording farts,” Gilbert explained in a 2013 Guardian interview.

The track was released only as a 12-inch, and its iconic sleeve was designed by artist Peter Saville to look like a computer floppy disc, complete with die-cut sections. It also featured coloured blocks and a key that spelt out the band’s name and tracks. Their label, Factory Records, sold the single at a retail price of £1, but each cost £1.10 to produce. It sold more than 500,000 in this version, a loss of £50,000 for Factory.)

Divorced from my personal context overseas in the late 2010s—but also the band’s patchwork creation of the work, Shaun of the Dead (2004) inside jokes, or HAL-9000 eyeball art (an imitation of Margaret Thatcher’s all-seeing eye) —the song simply amounts to the likes of a blind replica on par with “Zombie Simpsons” and so much undead pastiche: empty and replicated, missing the human element. Furthermore, any political bite has vanished; all that remains in the product hiding in plain sight (e.g., The Simpsons‘ El Barto or Capcom’s Kimberly as a recuperation of rap and graffiti art into merchandise to buy).

(exhibit 100c6: Artist, right: Reiq. A year after Blade Runner and a year before 1984 [and Ridley Scott’s Apple computer commercial; source: Retro Recipes, 2023]. The constant feeling of surveillance is canonized, contrasted against the street/graffiti artist as an unruly vandal whose activities must be reframed within a polite, middle-class aesthetic: the “kid-friendly” punk, not the radical kind that’s “bad for business” [e.g., Graffiti Radical’s media feed]. As Rudolf Rocker writes in Anarcho-Syndicalism [1938]:

Power operates only destructively, bent always on forcing every manifestation of life into the straitjacket of its laws. Its intellectual form of expression is dead dogma, its physical form brute force. And this unintelligence of its objectives sets its stamp on its supporters also and renders them stupid and brutal, even when they were originally endowed with the best of talents. One who is constantly striving to force everything into a mechanical order at last becomes a machine himself and loses all human feeling (source).

To be blunt, Kimberly is made for these purposes; i.e., a sexpot token street athlete who moonlights through an alter-ego because she chooses to, not out of necessity [e.g., Peter Parker syndrome—the weekend sleuth]. She’s a vigilante, commodified with a system that profits off her image as “cute,” “hip” and obsessed with nostalgia as something to hook youngsters on; in short, she’s false rebellion/controlled opposition as a total package—the sexy ninja girl bred on dumb comic books: “The idea has become the institution.”

[sources: Graffiti Radical, Bene Regoef, and Dywizjon 161]

Conversely the idea of radical graffiti treats the world like a canvas to convey systemic wrongs—i.e., people before property. Art becomes sloganized in ways that cannot be controlled and, indeed, are unconcerned with the way it goes about so long as the message is communicated without hurting workers. If private property/capital is repurposed for this aim, then all the better. As always, catchy-but-empty slogans like Blizzard’s “Hack the planet!” are AstroTurf gibberish and should be avoided [or at least repurposed]; but for every word emptied of meaning by capitalist shenanigans, the anti-capitalist sentiment is conveyed, in part through the destruction of actual corporate/state property mixed with ironic humor and, at times, absurdism: “Sex is cool but have you ever fucked the system?” [source tweet: Radical Graffiti]. Genuine revolution isn’t bought in franchised stores, simply to be a cool sticker for its own sake; it’s what the sticker is attached to and why—often single-copy emphera/snapshots working through the viral nature of human language to incorporate the universal adaptability of symbols, music, photographs and icons [often in concert] in ways that subvert and repurpose problematic elements, or reinstall gritty revolutionary sentiment as a legitimate symbol of activism and oppression [no Nazi punks, in other words, but also moderate/recuperated “punks”]; e.g., the picket sign as embodied by sex workers holding signs but also wearing and personifying them mid-struggle while holding the cameras themselves [the best defense/means of expose police abuse is photographing everything] exhibit 62a2.)

War music is no different in terms of how it can become blind pastiche, with Saving Private Ryan splintering into countless copycats. At first, the sets were the same; the guns were the same; the music was the same. From Medal of Honor (1999) came Call of Duty (2003), Battlefield and a veritable legion of online sequels that showed war in the past, present and future, at various places around the globe. They sold through a tacit argument—of “empowering” players through violence as part of a larger conflict, while furtively acclimating them for war as something to hear about, or even participate in themselves.

Furthermore, while the trend starts with “nobler” wars, Battlefield: 1942 (2002) gives way to Vietnam (2004), until games like Battlefield 2: Modern Combat (2005) and Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare (2007) approach modern war as neoliberal—not a defense from the Axis Powers, but simply foreign policy being business-as-usual. Music becomes a way to rehabilitate these proxy wars by occasionally re-invoking Spielberg’s musical arguments.

For instance, the music in Allied Assault (2002) is strikingly beautiful; e.g., the game’s main theme by Michael Giacchino. It nonetheless frames war

  • on neutral ground
  • in romantic language
  • with pointed goals

The developers of Allied Assault carefully leveled this approach at the next generation, teaching them to “earn it.” This can be done as many times as needed. As public attitudes on war invariably become dovish, neoliberal politicians play their part. So do giant review mills like IGN, routinely awarding Call of Duty clones with reliably high marks in order to manipulate gullible consumers. In turn, consumers become fans; fans “do their part” at home, becoming reactionaries who attack SJWs (Thought Slime’s “How the Far-Right Weaponizes Nostalgia,” 2020) and other threats to the neoliberal war machine. Such persons are grifters on every register.

The biggest zombies, then, are the consumers themselves (evoking George Romero’s “braindead mall” from 1978, albeit in the 21st century’s online videogame market). Comments on YouTube videos like “Medal of Honor: Allied Assault | Full Soundtrack (OST)” (2020) present the music not simply as nostalgic, but tied to a digital homefront bearing equal freight: a time youngsters want to return to, where no queer people exist (the comments have since been removed; but when I originally wrote this section, several years ago, they were still available and hopelessly effusive towards Spielberg’s imaginary WW2 past).Regardless if it sounds serious or cheerful, any slice of this marketing device through music is designed to transport seasoned veterans and greenhorns alike to a “better time,” one inside videogames and the communities built around them. Consumers for war games are targeted young. Without realizing it, they become dependent on these poignantly emotional, parasocial/-textual connections.

Often, the consequence is consumer death, specifically of the text but also the market that produced it. In fact, there’s a whole genre on Alpha Beta Gamer dedicated to dead worlds and dead games (e.g., “No Players Online – Creepy PS1 Era Styled Horror Set in the Empty Servers of an Old FPS Game!” 2020). When those at the top inevitably move on, servers die and shut down; their players, like the veterans actual wars, are left feeling abandoned even betrayed.

Capital is undead; as a cycle of capital—and tied to various gameworlds whose glory has long since fled—these straw dogs become “undead,” desperately in search of new territories that can restore their dwindling lifeforce. They also view this as “normal” and present the cycle to the next in line, who become reliable consumers that don’t question the routine existence of a collapsing market. And so on. Zombie customers purchase music to capture the glory of a former time, a simpler era when men were men and women were women (and queer people didn’t exist). This demonstrates blind pastiche as useful to those who wish to preserve the status quo.

Think of Doom Eternal shamelessly riffing off Alan Silvestri’s Predator (1987) soundtrack, or Streets of Rage 4 shuffling through the franchise’s greatest hits (and visual style; re: exhibit 34c2, “Fatal Homecomings[6]“). This nostalgia can exist through tremendous feelings of manufactured joy. By selling it, neoliberals avoid accountability while capitalizing on a growing sense of apathy in their consumers.

The historical-material function (outcome) of this recycled dogma is systemic exploitation through Capitalism, aka genocide, as something to overlook through the power fantasy (regardless of its Faustian design). Ratified by Enlightenment thinkers, their abusive/coercive legacy produced a system of genocidal, Cartesian violence that neoliberals help conceal, mid-cryptonymy.

Much of this concealment is committed through an empty promise, swearing their abstract debate victories translate to the real world if the market decides it to be correct. This will never happen; the emancipatory nature of a liberalized capitalist market is the neoliberal’s biggest lie, weaving “waves of terror” into personal responsibility rhetoric sold back to the public through myths of good war that remain steadily dimorphic, Quixotic. Anyone who challenges this status quo is discredited, including the LGBTQ+ community. Non-cis queer persons and their allies will be deliberately framed as lunatics, liars, or doomed victims[7] of genocide who cannot be saved. Only the free market matters. The free market will change. Except it never, ever does.

Before we close out the subchapter and move onto NERFs, a few last-second points about neoliberals; i.e., the ideology of the (usually) men who run the show, the billion-dollar companies, industries and executives pushing the system to its limit. Neoliberals uphold the status quo with material advantage and rhetorical expertise. One, they press their considerable material means, preventing socio-material change through grand illusions: “An enemy that is out there, waiting to strike. Who will answer the call?” Think Professor X and his titular X-Men, waiting greedily to assimilate and pinkwash genocide. Magneto was the good guy in that story (exploitation and liberation share the same spaces, as do heroes and villains, humans and mutants)!

Two, neoliberals are white/token moderates, which means they belittle emancipatory politics (and its material offshoots created by iconoclasts) within a circuitous rhetoric of manners: Concession is polite, and it’s rude to ask for more than crumbs. Built on xenophobia, personal responsibility and canonical awe, neoliberals shame, hypnotize and divide workers, making a united stand against their bourgeois overlords impossible because work is not only good, it must be fought by white cis-het men and women. Doing so will “set you free,” as J.K. Rowling posits; it’s not its own reward, but the noose that will hang the TERF war boss where she stands, then call it “the cost of doing business/of war” (much like the German army was utterly brutalized at Stalingrad during the Eastern Front).

TERFs employ all of these rhetorical and material schemes in their own war on workers (e.g., Jadis shaming me for criticizing J.K. Rowling). Like neoliberals, TERFs also court fascists, helping disguise them not just by normalizing them, but through continual appeasement framed as honest debate. Through debate, TERFs use neoliberal illusions and incrementalism, making concessions that fascist dogma will tolerate.

This includes tolerating sexist media (or sexist interpretations of sexualized media) that fascists produce. Fascists will accept TERF aid in bad faith because they want to achieve official power. Once this happens, their generosity will vanish; they will betray their former allies by revoking TERF concessions and installing a fascist hierarchy in their stead. Odessa will vanish, replaced with a dutiful, soon-to-be-raped-and-battered trad wife (Novara Media’s “Ash Sarkar Debunks Tradwifes,” 2023); it’s the taming of the shrew, putting the tomboy in a wedding dress. In other words, its standard-issue cult behavior dressed up as palingenetic ultranationalism… trussed up in a feminist girdle that isn’t Communist—a real Jacob’s ladder in defense of the state, full of knots and inherent contradictions that agree that Leftism is the devil.

(source: Dazed’s “Pride Has Forgotten Its Truly Radical Roots,” 2018)

Courting fascists stonewalls activism by masking its greatest deterrents, calling these persons the neutralizing moderate language of “gender-critical” to hide what they really are: TERFs. By doing so, TERFs are fascist themselves, proudly calling themselves “not feminists” like Keen-Minshull does. To this, it’s important to view sexist media as potentially fascist, and fascist sexism as something to recognize in seemingly more moderate forms, each working at various speeds to keep things the same, thus guarantee fascism as internalized from an early age. Remember that preservations of the status quo variably lead to Capitalism-in-crisis. However, regardless of when that occurs, some groups are invariably imperiled before the boiling point. In other words, only white cis-het people are slow-boiled alive (as Three Arrows points out regarding the slow descent into fascism in the United States versus the Weimar Republic—source: “America’s Coming Weimar Moment,” 2021); trans, intersex and non-binary people are placed directly on the burner, feeling the heat from the start.

TERF moderates disguise this reality—and fascism’s endemic nature within Capitalism more broadly—through a variety of full- and half-masks. They can call themselves “gender-critical” if they want, but they have to show support to the elite; this means proudly displaying as girl-boss lesbians, swordswomen, and suffragettes, as well as using dogwhistles (re: the UK suffragette colors: purple, white, green). As such, their moderate veneer of outward good manners and activism-in-the-abstract becomes the perfect disguise for violent reactionaries to hide behind, endangering trans, intersex and non-binary people in the bargain. This is not an accident; TERFs intentionally target trans people to demonstrate their fealty to the powers that be, attacking the latter’s political targets in exchange for clemency (which is really just a brief reprieve) but also financial rewards. This includes sanctioning violence against trans allies, often through neurotypical “shower curtain” rhetoric (the traumatized woman afraid of being vulnerable in her own home, naked in the shower or taking a shit with her pants down, fearing the fag with a knife beyond the Black Veil—the transphobic defense of the safe space [the public/private restroom] a manufactured hysteria that echoing Radcliffe’s battered, xenophobic debutantes hearing voices in the walls of dark castle that has something dangerous inside; i.e., the weaponization of earned paranoia to fabricate imaginary enemies to benefit their abusers by turning the victim into a useful fool; its infantile conversion therapy—a factory of turning trad wives, but also potential activists, into adult child soldiers).

These mercenary tactics manifest within the queer community through paradoxical in-fighting and neurodivergent tokenism (queerness, especially gender-non-conforming examples, having a neurodivergent flavor): trans-on-trans violence and trans enbyphobia, specifically binary trans enbyphobes (discrimination against non-binary people by binary trans people).

(source tweet, Harmony Corrupted: July 20th, 2024)

Next, we’ll explore both forms of marginalized in-fighting in two parts. In part one, we’ll consider my own personal experiences: as a AMAB sex worker encountering transphobia from AFAB sex workers online, including trans men (whose betrayals Harmony helped resist through their supporting of me during these times, above). Part two will look at queer bosses like Natalie Wynn, Hunter Schafer and Buck Angel.

Onto “My Story of Trans-on-Trans Violence” and “Trans TERFs, NERFs, and Queer Bosses”!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnote

[1] Something to keep in mind when we examine Joseph Crawford’s introduction to Gothic Fiction and the Invention of Terrorism (2013) during the “camp map”: the state’s agents of terror see themselves as the counterterrorists—with the state somehow being unable to turn them into monsters to do the elite’s bidding. In their own eyes, they’re pure and good, thus uncorruptible; in truth, they’re infantilized monsters, afraid of everything and conditioned to kill at the drop of a hat.

[2] Like Heinlein before him, James Cameron hides the Red Scare rhetoric by disguising the Communists as killer bugs from outer space. Cameron admittedly loved Star Wars but curiously excised its anti-totalitarian allegory (re: “George Lucas on Star Wars Being Anti-Authoritarian”). Top Gun: Maverick (2022) would repeat this formula 36-years later. Both films strip Communism of its real-world iconography (whose displacement I explore in “Military Optimism“).

[3] Oft-times, problematic historical markers are obscured through decades, if not centuries, of pastiche consumption. Again, the “ghost of the counterfeit” is that which haunts something that has largely become a series of increasingly neutral copies: Orcs are the historical targets of the state canonized in fictional media like D&D and LOTR.

[4] (another except from the same discontinued book section): This section explores the use of music in heroic narratives by the rich, or otherwise serving the needs of the rich in a neoliberal sense. It’s almost hard to attack them, because they were undeniably fun as a kid. And seeing how unromantic and bland the true menace that lurks behind this nostalgic veneer is, I can’t help but wish we were facing something extraordinary. Nothing so otherworldly as the killer Martians from Metal Slug 3 (2000), which conveniently unite the nations (and apologize for Nazis).

Returning to the idea of slow-boil, one of the devices pivotal to neoliberal is music. Yes, there’s “The Star-Spangled Banner” and “I Pledge Allegiance to the Flag.” However, music is historically tied up in stupidly popular hero narratives like Star Wars and Aliens that convey their own messages. In one chapter, I briefly explored their respective potential for allegory and propaganda; in another, I explored the role of action heroes as cops. In this chapter, I’d like to explore the role of music in videogames and media in relation to action heroes as cops.

Just keep in mind that I’m not dissecting fun purely for the sake of iconoclasm, nor saying these things can’t still be enjoyed (more of that in part 3); I’m merely analyzing the function of music when viewed by the capitalist as useful to their true aims: Not to be good people, but to reliably turn a profit through deplorable means, lie about it, and sit on the biggest pile of gold.

The rest of this section is divided into the following subsections:

  • Saturday Morning Cartoons (“Go, Joe!!!”)
  • Fighting Music; or, “Go Home and Be a Family Man!”
  • Sports Anthems (aka Tolerating Sports and its Owners)
  • War aka “The Danger Zone”
  • Retro Glory

Saturday Morning Cartoons

As explored in my last chapter, action heroes further political ideals to children by presenting as neutral, family-friendly entertainment. Saturday morning cartoons accomplished this through their music. G.I. Joe and dozens of other cartoons had catchy themes set to deceptively well-animated intros. Amid that, they communicated the world in simple, violent terms. Captain Planet had its own neoliberal solution. Its beautifully wacky music reflects an equally goofy premise: “The power is yours!” Unfortunately recycling plastics is basically a con—products made from oil, lobbied for by big oil companies for decades. Recycling plastics is a lie, one advertised by the likes of Captain Planet and shows like it since the 1980s.

Look at me, heartlessly killing Captain Planet. But I’m not grumbling aimlessly by presenting those with power as a convenient scapegoat (what Nietzsche calls ressentiment). Their role in the planet’s impending demise is plain: Capitalism is everywhere, and is historically well-documented and researched. No, my feelings can be acted upon. Iconoclasm is only the first step in the departure from faith—faith in capitalism, in this case. For instance, labor movements are nothing new in America; they’ve merely been suppressed by capitalists. (re: Mark Fischer’s “capitalist realism). The drive for meaningful worker action needs to replace the neoliberal yolk of personal responsibility. For this to happen, the myth of socialism needs to die.

This includes Red Scare tactics. These need to stop insofar as framing the Chinese and the Soviets as Communist. Rather, we need to adopt Marx’s critique of capitalism (in its modern forms) before we can gradually replace dismantle neoliberalism. For this, we need someone as effective as Captain Planet, but teaching realistic forms of resistance to neoliberal abuse. This might seem completely at odds, but neoliberal critiques generally emerged within media that resembles, on some level, its former self. Socialism is not antithetical to Saturday morning cartoons; it’s antithetical to the core tenets of capitalism that neoliberals have maximized since Reagan took office. If you think this is absurd, consider how North Korea—who are normally framed as enemies* of capitalism—using cartoons to educate the masses. I’m not advocating for propaganda; I’m arguing that cartoons (and their music) can serve as powerful tools within the system of capitalism to help it evolve into something better. Something more stable, that doesn’t threaten the entire planet by breeding neoliberals.

Fighting Music

Street Fighter II; The World Warrior delivered on both the gameplay and the music. Battle Arena Toshinden illustrated that good music is enough to be memorable, even if the gameplay stalls. Both titles were early releases for their generation’s platform. Guile’s theme “goes with everything” comments on the universal adaptability of a hopeful theme. In neoliberal terms, if a total enemy can be designed, the hope of defeating it becomes fungible; so many simulacra can be sold and exchanged as part of the same overall supply and demand. Hence, Guile’s theme goes with everything. It’s the perfect antithesis to the neoliberal’s fabricated enemies, the interaction between the two on a commercial level insulating their consumers to what’s really going on, geopolitically.

Fighting music also pertains to a sense of conservative, patriotic anthems and struggle: i.e., the Rhodesian anthem. A knight belongs to a nation; the nation and its creation myth and traditional values are under attack, to which the music spurs a defense of the nation. It’s important to remember this nation as fabricated as something to defend and protect in ways that primarily benefit the elite at the cost of so many ordinary lives.

Sports Anthems

Sports are a reliable sight for cathartic drama. But the myriad gears of the capitalist machine are also laid bare—a sobering reality that is overshadowed through admittedly badass music. Even if you don’t like sports, the spectacular music for NFL Gameday (1995) can make you forget how bafflingly dumb football is.

The amount of stupid shit that billionaire sports owners get away can sometimes break the spell (re: Secret Base); but they become associated with the music and the spectacle as the Providers of All That Is Fun. It certainly isn’t the charts. Then again, this so-called “chart porn” is all that remains after years of economic exploitation that would rival the bread and circus of the Roman Empire.

[5] The language of Christian superiority would be present over General (and future American President) Eisenhower’s 1944 “Order of the Day”:

Soldiers, Sailors, and Airmen of the Allied Expeditionary Force!

You are about to embark upon the Great Crusade, toward which we have striven these many months. The eyes of the world are upon you. The hope and prayers of liberty-loving people everywhere march with you. In company with our brave Allies and brothers-in-arms on other Fronts, you will bring about the destruction of the German war machine, the elimination of Nazi tyranny over the oppressed peoples of Europe, and security for ourselves in a free world.

Your task will not be an easy one. Your enemy is well trained, well equipped and battle-hardened. He will fight savagely.

But this is the year 1944! Much has happened since the Nazi triumphs of 1940-41. The United Nations have inflicted upon the Germans great defeats, in open battle, man-to-man. Our air offensive has seriously reduced their strength in the air and their capacity to wage war on the ground. Our Home Fronts have given us an overwhelming superiority in weapons and munitions of war, and placed at our disposal great reserves of trained fighting men. The tide has turned! The free men of the world are marching together to Victory!

I have full confidence in your courage, devotion to duty and skill in battle. We will accept nothing less than full Victory!

Good luck! And let us beseech the blessing of Almighty God upon this great and noble undertaking (source).

Translation: “Go kill yourselves for us, lol!”

[6] Which also cites from Neoliberalism in Yesterday’s Heroes—specifically from a mostly-finished piece on Streets of Rage 4 (2020) that I never released, “Policing Bodies” (2021). Said piece was written alongside “Military Optimism” but never released. I’ve since decided to release the entire original script for “Policing Bodies”; i.e., on my old blog where I wrote it.

(source)

[7] Falling under the state of exception, this includes those whose exploitation from U.S. foreign policy is obvious, but whose clemency is denied because it is “impossible”; i.e., not actually impossible, but framed as such by smarty-pants neoliberals who gatekeep further change by calling it “impractical” (Bad Empanada 2’s “Liberal Zionism Dissected (Again!) – Loner Box BACKTRACKS, Adopts My Positions He Argued Against,” 2022; timestamp: 33:44). This gives them an out (taking the moral high ground) while also letting them “be realistic” in defense of U.S. Capitalism overseas; e.g., the Zionist centrist argument that Palestinians deserve a human Right of Return, not a physical one (Bad Empanada 2’s “How to Spot a Right-Wing Leftist: Justifying Liberal Outcomes With Leftist Language,” 2022; timestamp: 4:14).

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“What is a Witch?” part three: Attack of the Bad-Faith, Pussyhat Feminist Undead/Demons; or, the Fascism-in-Disguise of “Witch” Girl Bosses, Male Gatekeepers, and the Gender-critical Movement (feat. Ian Kochinski)

“You know, soil cleans off a lot easier than blood, Quintus.”


“But with an army behind you could be extremely political.”

—Maximus and Quintus, Gladiator (2000)

Picking up where “Nerdy Patriarchs, ‘Real Men’ and So-Called Male ‘Witches'” + “Kento’s Dream” left off…

(exhibit 100a1: Artist, bottom: Katy’s Cartoons. Not everyone can draw well; the root context is what matters, not its ornamentation.)

Note: Sex Positivity started as a critique of the TERF movement in popular media. This subchapter contains much of my early writing of TERFs; i.e., focusing on their brand of fascism extensively and at a time when I was watching Essence of Thought‘s coverage on TERFs, as well. —Perse, 5/5/2025

As stated during the introduction, TERFs are fascists-in-disguise. They think they’re good, righteous, victims (re: the monstrous-feminine as under attack by trans people). Described as such by Judith Butler (Emanuel Maiberg’s “Why The Guardian Censored Judith Butler on TERFs,” 2021), the genderqueer icon notes how TERFs are “one of the dominant strains of fascism in our times.” They will not be there to help, but commit genocide against trans people as a marginalized group. Indeed, as cryptofascists, TERFs deceptively posture as moderates under neoliberalism, an ideology that aids and abets the very reactionary abuses Butler fights against: “racism, nationalism, xenophobia, [carceral] violence, [femicide and the] high rates of attacks on trans and genderqueer people.” TERFs commit all of these through varied obscurantism: an assortment of monstrous, undead/demonic disguises and deceptions, whose cryptonymy we’ll explore now (theirs—we’ll delve into ours, in Chapter Five).

The biggest disguise that TERFs use language as a mask, specifically the feminist label as a loud and angry cryptonym—i.e., the Medusa in bad faith, generally what Cheyenne would call “pussyhat feminists” (“Why Women Join the Alt-Right” (2023). As such, they present radical beliefs as “gender-critical” towards genuine activism; i.e., reviving the bigoted suffragettes of another time—the UK suffragette colors: purple, white, green—(and stealing the color scheme to Marilyn Roxie’s genderqueer flag when doing so) to infiltrate and infect activists subversively sex-positive movements from within, but also to batter and discredit during reactive abuse during us-versus-them brawls, polemics, and spectacles disguised as “debates”; i.e., fascist feminism dressed up as centrist, as progressive, as “one of us”: “‘I’ won, and might makes right/cooler headers prevail, so now freed the market and turn loose the wolf.” It’s weird canonical nerds versus weird iconoclastic nerds; i.e., per oppositional cryptonymy as pimp versus whore, whore cops punching down in bad faith, monopolizing oppression to weaponize it against state victims. Fascism—including token fascism—is theft of power through disguise for the state.

Note: There is a fairly active debate raging about whether to use the word “TERF” if it “poisons the well” of activism through a corrupted label (Caelan Conrad’s “‘TERF’ vs ‘Gender-critical’ // Addressing the Criticisms about My Gender-critical Series,” 2023). I think questioning the wisdom—of using a label that was always built on the equality of convenience (feminism; John the Duncan’s “Transphobia: The Far Right and Liberalism,” 2023)—is its own debate that, while entirely valid, I can separate from my decision to call a TERF a TERF [and, as Thought Slime points on in their 2025 video, “Fascists Will Waste Your Time,” we should make fascists uncomfortable, not mollify them].

(artist: Persephone van der Waard)

Personally I consider myself a feminist, but don’t like to call myself one for the same reason I don’t call myself an atheist even though I am one: because of assholes popularly associated with the movement. I’d rather call myself something cool like “Satanist,” Gothic Communist, “gay faggot” or “gender studies expert”; i.e., something that a) doesn’t have nearly the same history of colonizing others because it’s always been a symbol of rebellion and b) dickheads wouldn’t try to call themselves because it’s reclaimed hate label or thing that they’re conditioned to hate. Your enemies can’t attack you if they’re experiencing cognitive dissonance (not without outing themselves, anyways)! Hoist them on their own petards! —Perse, back in 2023

Put another way, TERFs are bourgeois witches—i.e., fascist zombie Einsatzgruppen who materially during cryptonymy align with proponents of genocide, be those corporations and the banal evil of systemic abuse through cold economics, moderate politicians who turn a blind eye, or bloodthirsty ideologs (with fascism often having an openly occult flavor that extends to TERF “witches” and “war dogs” in seemingly muzzled/moderate forms, like Caleb Hart, The Liver King or Ian Kochinski). To it, capital decays feminism, and token, bigoted feminism can take many forms; i.e., often hauntological ones tied to war that dress it up in the already-deceptive language of American Liberalism, but also feminism, itself (e.g., Stormfront, who we’ll get to in a bit).

Except while much of the remainder of this book focuses on female TERFs in that regard, a brief word about male TERFs: Moderate feminism disguises reactionary politics by appropriating bodies through an inclusive façade. Whether male or female, it then adds further disguises to the already moderate mask and reactionary core, sporting concentric veneers that lean further and further left. We’ll explore these “gobstopper masks” more in the NERF section. For now, just know that TERF feminism and its undercover deceptions extend to cis-feminists of the male or female biological sexes (while deliberately excluding intersex people, of course).

Like their female counterparts, male TERFs act in bad faith. This stems from dogmatic ideologies funded from the top down; i.e., AstroTurf movements meant to police actual grass-roots organizations. Sexist dogma and Capitalistic hegemony intertwine through materialized ideals that advertise the arrangement for all to see. In turn, the benefactors of Capitalism financially incentivize TERF habits, empowering individual agents by granting them the basic means to make trouble. It doesn’t need to be an explicit agreement if the ideology and structure are already in place; the entire relationship can be plausibly denied regardless of what occurs. Meanwhile, TERFs thrive on obfuscation—muddying the waters through reactionary “leftism.” Just as emancipatory feminism interacts to varying degrees with artistic expression and various worker rights, reactionary abuses also intersect through multiple comorbidities.

Note: Ian Kochinski is a horrible person, and one I’ve promised to cover since Volume Zero. I didn’t do so in those books because I had already written about him, here. He was pretty terrible back in 2023, though has been exposed as a pedophile and zoophile more concretely since then (re: Bad Empanada Live’s “Vaush P*dophilia Controversy,” 2024). He’s truly bottom-barrel chudwad, and here we’re dragging him at last. —Perse, 5/5/2025

(exhibit 100a2: Source: Vaushv on Instagram, 2020. The Internet Age is thoroughly deregulated, to such a degree that people can say pretty much whatever they want without needing to cite sources or legally provide counterarguments. Simply put, it’s a grifter’s business, and one where “the pen is mightier than the sword” becomes weaponized against worker interests by people like Ian Kochinski. All you need is a computer, a mic, a camera, and a willingness to lie and exploit others for personal gain.)

For example, Ian Kochinski truly runs the toxic gamut, a

To hide all of these things, Kochinski must don a multilayered disguise that says he’s not Man Box/white supremacist. This includes his brand name, “Vaush,” which comes from a blackface narrative Kochinski wrote (Orikkun, 2021) about a black woman called Wacheneide (that shortens to Vaush). “Vaush” isn’t just a character Ian’s playing for fun; it’s a “bad” mask that intersects with his bad-faith, white supremacist/misogynistic takes on black nationalism fueled by Zombie-Vampire Capitalism. Like the canonical vampire, he’s a parasite posturing as benign. For example, in his famously hostile debate with female person of color, Professor Flowers (Professor Flowers’ “The Master Debater Vaush: On Black Nationalism,” 2022), Kochinski famously calls out black separatists (through Flowers) for “acting like black Nazis” against their white colonizers (a DAVRO trick, on par with calling Little Hoot “gay Hitler“; re: Little Hoots’ “Elon Musk Personally Banned Me From Twitter!”; timestamp: 4:38).

During the debate, Kochinski carefully frames his racism as “reasonable,” but also “not actually racism” by dressing up his reactionary outrage in moderate, feminist language. Such disguises didn’t stop Kochinski’s fans from harassing Flowers for months while Kochinski looked the other way. That’s the whole point: to create an unsafe environment for activists that doesn’t immediately announce itself. However, Kochinski also talked down to trans woman of color, Kat Blaque, patronizing her for not condoning his usage of misogynistic rhetoric against J.K. Rowling in “defense” of trans people (Kat Blaque’s “What My Spat With Vaush Taught Me About Being a Black Woman Online,” 2022), refusing to placate a moderate, in other words. Kochinski would describe Kat the same way he historically has described trans people, but also Professor Flowers: as fragile and stupid, but also less informed on their own daily struggles than he, a cis-het white man.

As discussed in Volume Two, Vampire Capitalism is tiered. It yields an orderly vertical arrangement of power with coercive functions: The Big Bad (the bourgeoisie) followed up by smaller and smaller proponents in the same overall army. To that, Ian is kind of vampire “middle management,” masquerading as a truth-teller that actually wears his worst mask on the outside. Simply put, he’s a duplicitous cunt who feeds off vulnerable women like a vampire for their essence, unable to make any himself through meaningful social-sexual relationships that actually value workers.

Like a Skeksis Lord at the Castle of the Crystal, Kochinski has become divided by Capitalism, a system that splits those defending it, tolerating it, or resisting it into different camps of exploited workers: cops, vigilantes and battered victims (class traitors) versus enemies of the state in praxis. Kochinski is very much a bad copy—a Trojan virus (that was a hacker pun). Crediting him—a still-sleeping, lobotomized shill, and menticidal rapist/warlike zombie-vampire—as leading people towards the Left is to thoroughly poison the well (the same goes for Caleb Hart, Liver King and all the rest of “the boys”—somnambulists only too happy to throttle anyone who tries to wake them up).

Such “reasoned” tone policing is also common among white atheists like Jimmy Snow (re: Rhetoric & Discourse’s “The Hypocrisy of the Atheist Community”) and Rationality Rules, who punch up against the “low-hanging fruit” of organized religion, but punch down against “uppity” feminists and other social activists who take things “too far.” For example, Jadis hated it when I—despite being an atheist—publicly preferred to call myself a Satanist as to not be associated with the New Atheist movement and incredibly popular/visible social wackjobs like

Not only are these accommodated anti-intellectuals not immune to state-sponsored fear, bigotry and hatred, but they’re frequently complicit, often getting paid to punch down and say shit that’s demonstrably false (Wisecrack’s “Why are Smart People So Dumb?” 2021) and get worshipped for “not being reactionary” because they’re not religious, which is absurd; Alex Arrelia on Twitter is absolutely on the money when countering that claim:

I think there’s a misconception that religiosity is inherently reactionary, and as an atheist I think it’s import to reject that framing, because it actually allows secular conservatives to be broadly accepted as “more moderate” than their religious counterparts (source, 2022).

The damage such persons can do is compounded by their disproportionate influence over victimized groups (similar to Winston Churchill or J.K. Rowling but less overtly racist or transphobic; all they have to do is be smug and white). We already explored the idea of “weird canonical nerds” at the end of Chapter 3; now we’ll examine those frequently gatekept by weaponized (white) male consumers: weaponized activists, aka male TERFs.

During their arguments, Blaque made a curious point to Kochinski: that bigotry is often informed by actual[1] trauma, especially within marginalized groups weaponized by moderate orchestrators (often men, or persons with material advantage working for the elite). Transphobia, for example, often comes from chicken hawks like J.K. Rowling, who use their own past trauma to encourage to emotionally-vulnerable cis women to conflate trans women with past male abusers in their own lives.

Capitalism demonstrates how persons in power can compel the bullied to bully fresh victims, making them punch down by exploiting their compound, canonized fear. In these cases, the chain of abuse grants the initial, opportunistic ringleaders (themselves part of a larger circus) a pass, working abused people like puppets. By sporting multiple disguises, suppressing legitimate activism, and collaborating with open reactionaries, men like Kochinski also highlight the general TERF MO at an individual level: material profit through rhetorical concessions with formal power. At a systemic level, neoliberals cover for fascists, which cover for Capitalism through a tenuous, complicated alliance of perfidious, multilayered distractions. Inside bourgeois democracies, the elite require these distractions—and the complex socio-economic circumstances that bring them about—to hold onto power.

(artist: Mathiole)

At either register, supremacy is supremacy. However, the elite treat war as a means to an end under Capitalism in ways they can structurally enforce: owner/worker division, efficient profit and infinite growth through mass exploitation, which leads to the cultural and literal deaths of entire peoples (often along ethnic, but certainly cultural lines). For profit to continue, though, war must pass prolonged moral scrutiny through complex concealment. Not only must the elite use Liberalism (fighting for democracy and freedom) and neoliberal illusions/dogma (war is a business that keeps America strong, thus prosperous for everyone) to conceal genocide from activists; they must conceal Capitalism’s inherent instability as a genocidal system structured around vertical power. That’s where TERFs, including men like Kochinski, come in. They’re the veneer of white, manly reason (which girl bosses, trans meds and female TERFs at large emulate through their own disguises).

When Capitalism inevitably enters crisis, neoliberals shift blame from the elite onto a conspicuous destroyer persona: fascism (or Communism, which we’ll explore in the “Bridging War” section). Imperialism does this easily enough against foreign enemies. However, fascism’s violent dogma isn’t relegated to faraway lands; through the Imperial Boomerang, fascist dogma appears domestically within disgruntled, often privileged workers. These malcontents include soldiers, but also business owners, landlords, actors, and so on acting as paramilitaries; i.e., solider-like. They must be disguised while still being able to do their jobs.

However, classic fascism cannot disguise these groups effectively because it abjures female warriors and executives by consigning AFAB people to women’s work (cooking, cleaning, childbirth and sex). To compensate, neoliberalism hides fascism by appropriating fascist feminism at home as grafted onto cultural exports with moderate personas: TERFs hidden by various popular personas, like the girl boss, but also as monstrous-feminine—e.g., witches, demon queens, cyborgs, Amazons, etc. Moderacy conceals reactionary cores, the former being “discarded” in times of crisis, but also retreat. TERFs affect moderacy by using their expanded rights and material advantages to whitewash war by playing “dress up.” Predicated on vengeful dogma clothes in sensible manners and friendly costumes, TERFs use neoliberal moderacy to

  • conceal open fascism on the homefront.
  • disguise war, genocide and “peace through strength” as reasonable positions to uphold through popular heroic archetypes; e.g., the Amazon: Wonder Woman clones like Red Sonya or Samus Aran, exhibit 100b1 (and various demonic/undead personas, but also Gothic conventions revived in the present space and time: Dacre’s Victoria, exhibit 100b2).

All the while, they demonize non-violent activists by co-opting their reclaimed symbols of rebellion through force: the undead/demonic egregores we examined in Volume Two as something “to rock” for the state; i.e., through false rebellion against trans people and their allies as “the real threat.” Doing so intentionally obscures the dialectical-material factors at play. “Top dog” is a tenuous proposition for a token agent, because assimilation rendered null and void first when the state decays and begins eating itself. The first war dogs put to heel for going heel are the token ones, the outliers. They become mounted, muzzled, and gagged by hypermasculine male dogs under the status quo, and punished if they fail to comply. As the state of exception expands, they must surrender more and more power. Failure to do so exposes the double standard of the “euthanasia effect,” whereupon the female warmonger—”I am woman, hear me roar!”—is forever silenced by being put down (while male variants of the “mad dog” are allowed to fight to the death under the status quo).

(exhibit 100b1: Artist, top-left: Akira Raikou; top-middle: Erik Von Lehmann; top-right: Jan Rockitnik; mid-left: Reiq; middle: Jonpadraws; mid-right: Jan Rockitnik.

The idea of the subjugated Amazon-as-terror-weapon is nothing new and something for which I have researched at great length. However, in terms of the Amazon as a feminist symbol that exists in opposition, its counterpart—as something to claw away from activists again during the Internet Age—is more recent; i.e., “I am woman, hear me roar!” as supplied by girl-bossing through a mythic-looking framework: “Hippolyta” as conquered by “Theseus” after their Amazonomachy or the Medusa’s legitimate rage leveled against other victims of male violence instead of Perseus. The language becomes useful to the state because it co-opts famous symbols of oppression within the language of monsters and power exchange presented as attractive, but also under attack; i.e., a carrot to dangle in front of marginalized groups, specifically cis women, to get them to assimilate then punch down. TERF variants of the Amazon uphold the status quo, voicing “oppression” in order to perform an expected duty of themselves through their privileged position as token women: to attack trans people.

Such compromises utterly ignore the subversive ironies of William Marsden while regressing towards a pro-Patriarchy depiction of Amazon force [one common during the times of the Ancient Greeks, but also under neoliberal Capitalism thanks to TERF pandering to and by corporate entities]. Intersections also include Amazons of color like She-Hulk, whose tempered, black rage is kept in check within a lawyer’s suit; and whose body is given the adequate amount of standard-issue curves. Similar body restrictions can be seen on the bodies of Samus Aran, but also Cammy White from the Street Fighter franchise; i.e., two soldiers who serve the state as bounty hunter/privateer and assassin, respectively. The sexiness of their oppression is co-opted to serve the state by matching traditional, colonial-binarized, feminine optics with the body language of war as masculine/male: the curvy-muscular female sexpot.

It’s certainly possible to have a muscular femme person who adorns the symbols of war for peace-like, proletarian purposes, but this proposition is always going to be liminal [exhibit 102a4/111b] so long as Capitalism and its agents exist; indeed the language of the “imaginary past” aesthetic is historically-materially used to justify [and disguise] the re-emergence of fascism when Capitalism enters overt stages of crisis. As a ghost of the counterfeit, the male body—as something to inject into female ideas of counterculture and oppositional force—features a Saturnine, patriarchal visage. As Jan Rockitnik tweets, “God I can’t get over how much Augustus’ patronage dominates the idea of ancient art. All so pristine. It’s only when you dive into early-Roman empire you see it was all saccharine propaganda as his era was bookended by civil wars and incest” [source, 2023]. The balanced, Vitruvian grace of post-Renaissance morphology in hauntological art is a cipher/dog whistle for fascist shenanigans.)

(exhibit 100b2: Artist: Jan Rockitnik; top-mid: Ey Yo Jimbo; top-right: koda1ra; bottom-left: Michi Pinup; bottom-right: Tarakanovich.

The girl boss is a cop/action hero that takes many forms, though these forms are not always girl bosses in the functionally bourgeois sense. In BDSM terms, the gym queen, protective secretary, schoolyard virago or vampire matriarch can certainly be presented in sex-positive/proletarian ways [the Warhammer 40k she-wolf is Imperialist any way you slice it] but this distinction is functional, meaning it requires context to parse; i.e., girl bosses normally serve men and patriarchal institutions; e.g., Ms. Bellum serves a child-like Mr. Mayor as his de facto “waifu.” In short, who’s wearing the costume and what does their performance/opinion of the material concern?

While monstrous language can be reclaimed through the wearing of contested identities like a literal mask/costume—as something to enjoy/endorse to varying degrees, this proletarian reality isn’t guaranteed [if you want to critique fascists aesthetics, reclaiming the “Sandow-esque” body is a good place to start; e.g., Claire Max]. For example, if a TERF is masquerading as a Gothic dark mommy to convey a BDSM arrangement of power exchange, their doing so remains dressed up in visually immediate symbols of female resistance; the proposal is doubly a ruse in their case because the mask isn’t just something that is worn, but worn to be understood immediately as a symbol of resistance that has already been reclaimed. The TERF doing so will be counting on such; i.e., that onlookers will identify with the notorious image inside popular media as something to enjoy sans critique, thus not investigate the TERF’s sexist/transphobic behavior when they start acting like class traitors [transphobia, along with other bigotries, are ultimately classist because they enforce material conditions along racial/gendered lines to meet the class interests of the elite]. This betrayal becomes endemic to the climate of a particular medium as saturated with various symbols operating at cross purposes; i.e., that are liminally contested by opposing groups embodying the same basic language, then fighting back and forth for centuries.

A good, Gothic example of this ongoing liminality is Dacre’s Zofloya, wherein the tall, imposing Victoria stabs the fragile and achingly vulnerable Lilla to death. In orchestrating this murder in her novel, Dacre destroys the symbol of feminine fragility that Victoria’s masculine embodiment resisted. Yet, her resistance still occurs through cis-het clichés that endorse the status quo in fascist ways; i.e., traditionally masculine violence that turns Victoria into a tremendously monstrous caricature [written by a cis-het white woman]: the feral bitch. To that, Victoria isn’t a rebel on par with the Satanic sort; she’s a fascist, meaningful traumatize, but incredibly treacherous, petty and uncreative in her approach [receiving her instructions from someone else—a man, no less—and then refusing to follow them]. Furthermore, the catharsis of transgression is somewhat dubious because it treats female rebellion as hysterically brutal and unhinged; re: “I am woman, hear me roar!”

Even so, it’s not entirely without merit. As Sam Hirst writes in “Zofloya and the Female Gothic” (2020):

For Hoeveler, Zofloya is an incredibly conservative text which condemns female sexuality. She sees the destruction of Lilla as a portrayal of the danger inherent in everything that Victoria represents. / Other readings have seen the death of Lilla as a profoundly feminist moment in which Victoria destroys the fetishized version of femininity represented by Lilla. The portrayal of Victoria suggests this second interpretation is more viable. As the central character, she is portrayed with a psychological complexity which precludes her being a mere symbol of iniquity. We are offered extenuating circumstances for her downfall, such as the paucity of her education, and evidence of redeeming qualities, such as bravery. She is also allowed her own voice, which at times challenges the stated narratorial interpretation. […] While clearly not entirely sympathetic, Victoria is a fully-formed character who resists a simplified ‘misogynistic’ reading like Hoeveler’s. Zofloya does not offer an inspiringly virtuous heroine but this does not preclude it ‘rewriting’ the female. The monstrosity of Victoria itself relates to female experience, it can be seen as acting as a dark double of the author reflecting her own ambiguous relationship with repressed elements of her own identity [source]. 

It’s important to remember, though, that Dacre’s discourse is cis-gendered—diverting the Satanic, shapeshifting poetics away from female bodies and minds while also being divorced from, and ignorant towards, trans, intersex and non-binary dialogues centuries later. Relative to queer struggles at large, the violence committed against Lilla by Victoria is pitted against whatever villain state agents teach TERFs to emulate.

To borrow from Hirst, the elite can “rewrite the female” by incentivizing previously traumatized women to act on their current empowerment in fascist ways. The state does so by taking advantage of female abuse, weaponizing it against labor movements; i.e., by handing the battered housewife or former prostitute a knife [and badass costume] and steering them towards someone they hate [and women are often taught to hate each other in manufactured competitions, but also anything different from the Symbolic Order/colonial binary they are competing inside]. Just as Victoria responded to her abuse by becoming a violent fascist, TERF Medusa/Amazon against a liminal symbol of female oppression [the Gothic heroine], this “coin flip” applies to TERFs in general who might admire, thus use, Victoria’s volcanic, xenophobic capacity for masculine street violence [knives and stabbing weapons, but also bullets and pugilism] against their political enemies in differing monstrous forms: the beheaded/tamed Medusa or Hippolyta as fascist/centrist attacking “bad,” sodomic variants.

In a word, they’re appearing to switch from poison to direct paramilitary action instead of poison[2] [the cliché “woman’s weapon” which Victoria saves for her husband, someone she sees as stronger than her but also someone she desires to marry, thus disempower herself in the traditional amatonormative bargain: the marriage] but something poisonous reminds behind the badass façade. This genocide includes not just trans people, but other cis women in heteronormative gender trouble; e.g., the blonde, delicate Jesse being stabbed to death by her knife-wielding co-stars, in Refn’s 2016 The Neon Demon [above], because they resent her performance for being “better” than theirs. In Refn’s retro-future, disco operas, the violence of theatre becomes a powerful-if-at-times-confusing allegory for cis critiques. In other words, it’s “trash” that shouldn’t be investigated by TERFs beyond mere dismissal, similar to their rejection of Ridley Scott’s own Gothic pastiche should it become overtly xenophilic.)

By presenting violence against trans people (and their allies) as reasonable, TERFs meet queer activists more broadly with varying degrees of nostalgic condescension and open force. In doing so, they weaponize feminism to attack the elite’s political enemies. While this extends to anyone whose politics aren’t bourgeois, the TERF focus remains on trans people (or intersex people who identify as trans). Adopting “cool” girl boss (or male ally) personas to gaslight and gatekeep them with, TERFs control gender and sexuality more broadly through a cis-supremacist stance that centralizes white cis women (which extends to symbols of cis-feminine expression in Gothic poetics; e.g., Victora from Zofloya, above, or the Wicked Witch of the West, exhibit 112c). As trans woman Iris Lee writes in “TERFs Uprising: Trans Exclusionary Radical Feminists Gatekeeping Womanhood” (2017):

The problem with “trans inclusive feminism” is that its premise is still based on cis supremacy. It’s the cis women who are centred in this idea of feminism. It reminds me of a comment a cis women friend of mine made when I came out to her: that I’d “joined the club.” As if trans women and femmes, and gender non-conforming people, are an accessory and an addition to the club of feminism. The writer Sarah Schulman in her book Ties that Bind on familial homophobia discusses how homophobia is not actually a phobia but a pleasure system enforced by straight society. In the same way, my experiences of transmisogyny aren’t necessarily a “phobia” cis women have of me, but a way of making themselves feel superior, or have more power, in a system they benefit from (source).

(exhibit 100b3: Photographer: Iris Lee, from “TERFs Uprising.”)

Let’s examine cis supremacy as something to further disguise—which TERFs help achieve—before looking into the larger geopolitics. First, TERFs remain cis-supremacist even when sanitized by corporations. Many are materially elevated, hence look normal, safe, and Americanized. Even so, moderacy merely hides more severe forms of control and dogma. When moderate, TERFs are effectively “mask-on” cryptofascists. But even openly reactionary fascists still wear a mask “half-on.” This is because fascism achieves its goals through deception and normalized violence. So does neoliberalism. Both conceal and normalize genocide. They just do it differently. In Gothic terms, they abject genocide, spouting a ceaseless deluge of material and rhetorical deceptions across American politics at home and across the world. Only when total war becomes acceptable does the mask fall away entirely.

In either case, canonical indignation remains the universal response to emancipatory activism. Moderate TERFs simply operate in a more selectively vindictive and tempered manner than reactionary TERFs, favoring moderate condescension over open aggression when punching down against trans people. However, there’s no concrete line dividing neoliberalism and fascism. Neither is a political party but an ideology expressed through material conditions across a broader socio-economic forum. Through this spectrum, the two historically exploit the world as covert business partners. While fascism tends to sit inside neoliberalism (which owns the means of production), both disguise parallel motives through idiosyncratic obscurantism: Some have power and some seek power. This overlap leads to a continuous outpouring of visual chaff that aestheticizes the codified dogwhistles (re: exhibit 0c, “Twin Trees“) and historical figures of yore for cross purposes: our old friend, disguise pastiche (which cryptonymy is, complicit or not).

(source: Fashwave)

Disguise pastiche is often a culture war of aesthetics that expresses more or less politics depending on the type: Laborwave (re: exhibit 42d1a, “Seeing Dead People“) having political awareness/class consciousness for the simple reason that Vaporwave is more passive and lost in the act of deconstruction without direct, Marxist critiques of power and fascism argues for the exactly opposite: a dearth of intellectual capacity and class, culture and race character conducive to universal liberation during the cryptonymy process.

Fashwave, then, is a kind of “poster-monster” pastiche hybrid tied to TERF war pastiche, whose connection and socio-material fusion we alluded to in Volume Two, but also during exhibits 100b1, b2 and b3 (targets and givers of state violence, including Amazons as code for or against state abuse). As we discussed in Chapter Three, the deathly aesthetics of fetish gear aren’t intrinsically canonical; ironic consumption and production, for example, disguise ulterior sex-positivity to conceal themselves from bourgeois reprisals.

However, pastiche in broader linguo-material terms includes fascism and neoliberalism as “masked,” which both engage in activist suppression maneuvers disguised as canonical indignation and self-defense. Modern cryptofascists include the so-called American Patriotic Socialists (re: NonCompete). Like those weirdos, TERFs offer “false revolutions” (a core component of fascism) that help detract criticism against bourgeois power while hijacking socialist language, doing their best to render it nominal, thus critically inert. Not only are centrists duped by fascist tricks; many are fascists-in-disguise, wearing masks on masks on masks…

Those with more privilege perform fascism against those with less, party leaders or capitalists pitting reactionary workers against even more vulnerable targets, all in the name of old money and power (re: Parenti). Fascism is historically enabled by billionaires, a “banality of evil” narrative playing out in real-time through Elon’s normalization of fascist rhetoric on Twitter:

Over the past few weeks, we’ve seen Elon cozy up to the right wing. They’ve noticed. And are hoping they can deplatform left leaning accounts on Elon’s Twitter. Right wingers don’t support free speech. They only want space for their speech to be freely made (zellieimani, 2022).

Just as mutual consent isn’t self-explanatory and requires context through dialectical-material analysis, so do the many disguises of fascism-inside-neoliberalism. Material conditions beget history as a series of disguises, to which cryptonyms for or against the state denote trauma as disguised by the fact it, itself, is a disguise. When studied, these remain ambiguous in ways the elite can reliably use as a personal cloaking device. Kind of like Where’s Waldo? (1987) except the bourgeoisie are being hidden by Nazis, which are hidden by the bourgeoisie in cartoon forms (which, as the rest of the book shall explore, are endemic to Capitalism).

The fact remains that the elite have always owned the means to expose fascists and prevent war. Instead, they globalize war to capitalize off its genocidal borders. In neoliberal terms, this prolonged exploitation relies on several factors: the veneer of self-superiority pitted against an essential foe, and a game partner who will throw in the towel by starting a war they cannot hope to win (the Axis powers, for example, lacked the material means to defeat the Allies). This grand exchange isn’t strictly agreed upon in advance; it flows around giant power structures (nation-states), unfolding organically between hegemonic capitalists improvising alongside their lesser counterparts outside of the United States: the cryptonymy of nation-states dressed paradoxically up in performative emblematic “disguises.” A dogwhistle is a dogwhistle, centrism full of such things from the days of colonial American (re: Zinn), onwards.

(artist: Joe Simon and Jack Kirby)

Also like jazz, the ensuing chaos is less random than it appears. Through the theatre of war functioning as yet another disguise, the American elite (then and now) posture as the Greater Good[3] (a model codified in comic books during WW2 [Matthew Wills’ “Captain America and Wonder Woman, Anti-Fascist Heroes,” 2020] leading to the so-called “myth of the Good War,” which Saving Private Ryan [1998] according to Howard Zinn, helped rescue shortly before the War on Terror began:

In Saving Private Ryan, there is never any doubt that the cause is just. This is the good war. There is no need to say the words explicitly. The heartrending crosses in Arlington National Cemetery get the message across, loud and clear. And a benign General Marshall, front and back of the movie, quotes Abraham Lincoln’s words of solace to a mother who has lost five sons in the Civil War. The audience is left with no choice but to conclude that this one—while it causes sorrow to a million mothers—is in a good cause.

Yes, getting rid of fascism was a good cause. But does that unquestionably make it a good war? The war corrupted us, did it not? The hate it engendered was not confined to Nazis. We put Japanese families in concentration camps. We killed huge numbers of innocent people—the word “atrocity” fits—in our bombings of Dresden, Hamburg, Tokyo, and finally Hiroshima and Nagasaki. And when the war ended, we and our Allies began preparing for another war, this time with nuclear weapons, which, if used, would make Hitler’s Holocaust look puny (source: “Private Ryan Saves War,” 1998).

and which we’ll examine in the next chapter section). They then offer their evil enemies a de facto position: to be the punching bag of a bigger, better equipped bully. While this might seem like a raw deal, fascist leaders and rogue dictators (CIA plants) escape brutality by exploiting their workforce. By turning workers into soldiers (a form of militarized labor) who can die for a cause, the elite (on either side) enjoy the material benefits reaped from worker exploitation.

As the collective beating unfurls on the global stage, war becomes something to sell in various forms—raw military goods, but also through militarized artwork. This commercialization of war helps ensures that global US hegemony continues through Imperialism as something to whitewash through neoliberal propaganda. Neoliberals disguise fascism by

  • hiding its function cryptonymically (visibly) inside a large material system: the logical byproduct of Capitalism-in-crisis
  • framing American Imperialism as the exclusive “better” option

As crisis nears—which it invariably will—social-sexual activism becomes something to recooperate. This includes feminism. By using feminism as a disguise, the elite further global hegemony behind a false variant appropriated to serve bourgeois needs: TERFs.

As bad faith performers, TERFs can present as mask-on, half-on, or mask-off; as urbane neoliberals, vengeful fascists or some in-between variant presented in monstrous-feminine language (re: Amazons, which feminists [of any wave] are classically depicted as). Even so, the covert practices of either ideology vary by degree and flavor, not function: to defend and conceal the elite’s continued material advantage. Some TERFs are moderate, adopting neoliberal dogma and centrist argumentation (more on this in a bit) to appear normal on the outsideThe Boys critiqued this material reality by having Stormfront appear as female:

Speaking about why the show decided to gender-swap Stormfront, showrunner Eric Kripke explained that he wanted to hurt Seven leader Homelander more. “We wanted to sort of create Homelander’s worst nightmare,” Kripke said. “And his worst nightmare would be a strong woman who wasn’t afraid of him and proceeded to steal his spotlight. “I think that would hurt him way more than if it were a male character because he is a gaping hole of insecurity.” Kripke went on to explain how this new version of Stormfront has mastered social media to frame her message in a way to build support for her ideology. “A lot of hate and negative thought these days, if you look online, is packaged in really slick, social media-attractive ways,” Kripke said. “It’s not like the old dudes with crew cuts in the 1960s newsreels anymore.” Kripke added that this version of Stormfront will show how new hate movements are led by “young people, who are trying to hook in a new generation and we sort of wanted to reflect how insidious that is.”

Previously Cash said of the character: […] And she can be quite the feminist. There’s a lot of, I wouldn’t say misdirect, but she also is a very empowered woman” (source: Stephanie Chase’s “The Boys Boss Explains…” 2020).

The showrunners’ aim, then, wasn’t to achieve “equality” by letting girls play Nazis; they were showing how Nazis operate in neoliberal spheres, concealing themselves by fooling the audience: with the moderate material language of appropriated inclusivity and female “empowerment.” Like Kellie-Jay Keen (re: Shaun), Stormfront is not just a girl boss for lip service, but a sleeper agent whose weaponized hatred triggers in response to perceived enemies: anyone who threatens white supremacy as a rising ideology during state crisis. She’s a particular kind of a feminist: a Feminazi in disguise acting like a man through Man-Box espionage (the unfortunate irony being that “feminazi” is an actual phenomenon, just not what conservatives mean when they use the term).

To this, Stormfront has literally internalized fascist dogma as something to hide until the moment is right. She’s a scared bully with superpowers, un enfant terrible without a soul. However, she wasn’t cloned like Logan’s Gothic double X-24 (itself a killer baby dressed in black, Nazi-style); she’s a battered Nazi housewife pumped full of drugs, the wunderkind as the wunderwaffe. She personifies war as a walking lie, a deranged murderer in a bad disguise. Nazi propaganda made her think like this, but the Reich’s palimpsest was American settler-colony romances: the Western. She’s anti-intellectual, fed on corporatized narratives, putting her head in some very dark clouds: the forgone harbinger of not just her destruction, but all life through a seminal tragedy stuck on repeat.

Stormfront’s deception cautions against fraud: Once fascism formalized, she would merely drop the “gender-critical” act—surrendering her active, heroic role to become Homelander’s Nazi broodmare (two manmade, procreating super beings straight outta Victor Frankenstein’s nightmare). She’s not trying to preserve the status quo; she wants to push it further to the right. The show frankly kind of misses the mark, framing Stormfront as a true ally who talks the talk, whereas the gender-critical movement is riddled with dogwhistles that give them away to those in on the code. In other words, they’re not nearly so opaque as Stormfront appears.

To be clear, not all TERFs are closet Nazis patiently waiting for their moment to discard a top-layer and dismantle human rights wearing their “true form.” Many buy into the good-versus-evil schtick as unironic consumers, embracing neoliberalism’s assigned values first-and-foremost. They think fascism won’t happen to them, or that trans people “really don’t understand biology or gender.” In either case, intent, ignorance or stupidity (from the TERF) doesn’t matter, material outcomes do. First, whether moderate or reactionary in rhetoric, TERFs continuously defend Capitalism and war as the rational position through their political positions, which their artistic purchases/creations laterally endorse. Meanwhile, these veiled gestures serve as political action disguised as “neutral” consumer activity.

Second, all TERFs scapegoat trans people, levying condescension and open aggression against them. This selective retribution places TERFs within a larger structure that commits, tolerates, or encourages active genocide on the world stage—often through acts of revenge dressed up in righteous, Enlightenment-era dialogue. To maintain their role in this collective charade, TERFs employ obscurantism through transphobic prejudice with dogmatic origins (trans women are “men playing dress-up”). In this sense, they presents themselves as “true activists,” abjecting sex-positive individuals as perfidious rabble-rousers harmful to “true women everywhere.”

For TERFs, trans people constitute a “fake” category, while the artists who illustrate them (erotic or otherwise) undermine the status quo through cultural appreciation: Draw Ms. Chalice with a penis (re: “Poison Was the Cure“) and you erase “actual” women; i.e., fostering gender trouble from second wave feminists, who see trans existence as poisonous to the state (re: “Defined through Sex“). Genocide is holistic, a bigotry for one a bigotry for all.

In other words, TERFs antagonize sex-positive iconoclasts through DARVO obscurantism abjecting universal liberation, mid-complicit-cryptonymy. They abuse others, gaslighting and gatekeeping them from a position of feigned persecution—playing the victim while abusing the victim in the victim’s reclaimed language (the Amazon, the Medusa, the succubus, etc). It’s all TERFs know how to do, “prison sex” being the closest thing to social interactions on a political level. Everything is reduced to rape and war. For example, while iconoclasm generates gender trouble through reverse abjection, many out-and-out sexists call this process “political.” Unlike Hernando from Sense8, TERFs devalue emancipatory politics by denouncing “TERF” as a slur against them, a false witch hunt they can codify through unequal material conditions aligned with heteronormative power for decades following second wave feminism coming and going. As Ecce Homo writes in “TERFs and Other Evils”:

To begin with, the acronym TERF stands for trans-exclusionary radical feminists, but don’t let this “radical” fool you. This term was initially coined in 2008 by trans-inclusive cisgender radical feminist blogger Viv Smythe, but it is dismissed by those identified by others as TERFs as a slur. Despite the fact that this term has been popularized over the past few years due to celebrities—such as Harry Potter series author J.K. Rowling—who have drawn the spotlight to the issue of the inclusion of trans women or femininities in the feminist movement with their transphobic “feminist” views, this debate has unfortunately been around at least since the ’80s with the rise of the transgender identity as a distinct gender identity in the USA and Europe. Among the criticisms that the second wave of feminism faced was the fact that it wasn’t intersectional enough because it was based on a very limited account of who counts as its proper political subject, the woman. Along with a series of criticisms raised by the feminists of color or the lesbian and bisexual women, the movement of that time was accused by trans women and femininities of being too cisgender and at times trans-exclusionary. And that’s because, even though gender was/is considered to be a malleable social and historical construct, sex on the other hand seemed/seems to be thought of as biological and unchangeable, the anatomical “least common denominator.”

According to this line of reasoning that has been revived recently despite the decades-long deconstruction of sex as biological, trans women are not ‘real’ women and as such they must not be included among the feminist ranks since their political claims are not only different from those of cisgender women, but they also undermine the latest’s rights. In this transphobic rhetoric, trans women are many times depicted as confused lesbians or narcissists or even “attention sluts.” From the point of view of the lesbian TERFs, trans persons, along with intersex persons, do not belong to the LGBTIQA+ community since they do not share with gays, bis, and lesbians a same-sex desire but instead, they are all about gender, and not sexual, identities. On their part, the TERFs themselves, that usually prefer the term “gender-critical” for their self-identification, deny being transphobic and present themselves as radical feminists who fight for the rights of “true” women. They deny any violence, apart from the transphobic violence of misgendering of course, and they base their views on their personal experiences that focus mainly on bodily functions in order to highlight the biological definition of gender (source).

It’s important to recognize, though, that “radical” goes both ways and isn’t just something to assign to the Left; furthermore, feminism—while it should be reclaimed from fascist and moderate forces—should not be ignored as having been historically used by conservative groups. By silencing alarms about their harmful behavior or discrediting what they’re about, this is just another disguise, one often presented in more benign language: gender-critical feminism. So while it can be tempting to say that TERFs aren’t radical and/or feminist like Ponderful does (“‘Gender-critical’ is Not Feminist & Here’s Why,” 2023), there’s simply no ignoring the fact that they are operate both within opposition praxis, albeit in favor of the state and Capitalism. Nazi feminists are totally a thing and have been since feminists has been a recognized movement (re: “Transphobia: The Far Right and Liberalism”); capital survives through tokenized divide-and-conquer decaying feminism that our cryptonymy must counter in opposition (more on this in Chapter Five).

On the surface, TERFs demonize emancipatory activism for simply being wrong. In truth, this goes far beyond simple disagreements. To suggest otherwise is—you guessed it—yet another mask, and that’s exactly what TERFs do; they play the socialist the way Nazis did, the way that Americans do then (the American Nazi Bund) and now (re: “American Patriot Socialism, MAGA Communism and National Bolshevism“). By presenting themselves as “merely disagreeing with trans people” through competing ideas, TERFs are pointedly distracting the public from their true aim: to exterminate trans activism, thus erase trans people, by using co-opted monsters to defend the status quo from worker liberation as a material threat. There is no compromise regarding ideas that are mutually exclusive. Fascists and anti-fascists cannot co-exist because fascism installs a hierarchy that intentionally kills a select group inside of itself.

TERFs don’t merely disguise themselves. They obfuscate social-sexual activism into a poisonous form. By framing trans people as bad actors inside a reasonable debate, TERFs either rob them of legitimacy by calling them mentally unsound, or display them as harmful outsiders (usually some kind of invader threat: zombies, demons, aliens, bugs, etc, as bad-faith costumes/disguises). By removing trans agency and painting a target on them through Gothic poetics, TERFs invite violence against trans people, opening them up to increasingly brutal (and disparate) forms of self-defense by bad-faith feminists stealing their agency through recuperated Gothic language. It makes no difference whether TERFs swing the cudgel or look the other way while someone else does; they still encourage systemic violence through intrinsically dishonest means backed by capital.

Consider the TERFs of Great Britain (aka TERF Island; Chrissy Stroop’s “I Don’t Feel It’s Safe to Visit the UK,” 2021). J. K. Rowling is their chief, the corporate girl boss claiming to speak for “all women” (including trans men). Not only is this a lie; Rowling appears strong and TERFs love her for that, including how she spreads bias through widespread, unchecked media visibility (novels, movies, tweets) and a pronounced ability to dogwhistle through regressive activism (the suffragettes of Great Britian [and elsewhere] having a fascist/white supremacist flavor)—our aforementioned pussyhat activism, or advocating for women’s oppression in disguise. In doing so, Rowling and her followers frame trans people (and the oft-Gothic doubles of sex/activist symbols they represent themselves with) as inherently impure and false, gaslighting them by downplaying the abuse as a “simple disagreement,” not actual genocide. TERFs will even court known fascists (“JK Rowling and Matt Walsh Bond Over Transphobia, Get Blasted Online,” 2022) to facilitate this myth—teaming up with strange bedfellows against a perceived “Greater Evil” to defend “true feminists'” hard-fought “gains” (the “This is as good as it gets” argument).

To this, TERFs self-deceive, disguising their own killers. It doesn’t matter that fascists will eradicate TERFs once they are in power. Fascism cannot tolerate anything that threatens their racist, sexist, xenophobic dogma, but TERFs fail to realize this for the same reason that all agents of fascism do: Like neoliberalism, fascism lies to those it professes to aid, destroying them in the process. The Imperial Boomerang starts with the promise of great rewards. Over time, the structure gradually colonizes itself, starting with the most marginalized—an underclass—and gradually cannibalizing its own soldiers, from most to least marginalized (a ladder of preferential mistreatment; re: “Pieces of the Camp Map“). As Rowling shows us (from Radcliffe onwards), TERFs fall somewhere closer to privilege than not; i.e., tokenizing more out of convenience than desperation.

Even so, all fascists are victims of fascism, including its fatal promise of endless strength (sublimated genocide). Polite, urbane, deliberate—TERFs are fascists-in-disguise; they might think themselves safe, fighting for “true equality” through “reasoned” arguments (e.g., Rowling’s bad-faith tweet “women are a biological class” is on par with “the moon isn’t made of cheese,” 2022) and appropriative brand recognition: monopolizing oppression as an uncover police costume. This selective shell of reason won’t keep them safe from fascism/Capitalism; it isn’t actual armor that can deflect bullets or knives—more like armor in the Radcliffean sense: swooning in the face of danger to protect a fragile mind from obliteration. They aren’t Victoria; they are Lilla, and Lilla got royally fucked up—i.e., the ignominious death afforded to the Gothic damsel, not the villain.

This self-destruction originates from emulating vengeful strength serving the pimp, mid-cryptonymy. Because TERFs idolize strength, they hate sex positivity as liberatory more than they hate open fascists. Both ideologies view the present through the esoteric language and outmoded symbols of an imaginary past (what fascists call “greatness”): a warped fantasy that doesn’t intersect with the dialectical-material complexities of the here-and-now. It’s precisely this here-and-now that must be considered by iconoclasts—phrasing sex symbols and gendered language descriptively and appreciatively with an oft-Gothic imagination to foster empathy towards marginalized groups.

That being said, bodies (or images of bodies) can be interpreted as representing actual persons according to ideologies that fundamentally disagree on shared language—especially gendered terms like “men” and “women” (to the point that non-binary transactivists will deliberately say “transmasc” or “transfemme person” instead of trans man or trans woman). With this kind of duality in effect, someone’s politics can be incredibly difficult to ascertain according to their outward appearance, all but requiring picket signs to spell things out (or conversations). For the sex-positive protestor actively punching up, this can actually make them a target of moderate-directed reactionary violence punching down:

(exhibit 100c1: Source: Teresa Navazo’s “‘Feminism’ TERF.” Trans people are, and have been, labeled a threat by second wave feminists since the 1970s in multiple countries. In short, whenever fascism can be found, trans people must voice their oppression against these people by picketing. Trans people are an identify defined through struggle, not biology. The innate inability to separate the two puts them at risk when voicing their oppression in public spaces. While the act is done to raise awareness towards minority rights abuses, it also serves to raise awareness towards the existence of fascists trying to normalize themselves in the audience of the picketer’s audiences. Fascists will try to say that activists are a threat to the audiences way of life, not the fascists. It’s standard-issue DARVO with terrorist labels being thrown about to demonize activists in Gothic ways—i.e., the French Revolution is reignited; its Terror and enemies are “at the gates.”

All the same, exposing fascists is important work; though not without risk, it must be done to counterattack genocide as an old struggle to fight against tied to state actors. As Navazo writes [Google-translated from Spanish]:

The term originates from the 1970s and is an acronym that stands for excluding Radical Trans Feminists. This feminism is characterized by rejecting trans people and by seeking the exclusion of trans women from feminist spaces and, at other times in history, these feminists have demanded governments, such as in the United States, to withdraw medical and legal care for trans people. Janice Raymond, main theoretical figure of TERF feminism, in 1979 published the book The Transsexual Empire[: the construction of “the fag with tits”] where she argues that transsexuality is an evil creation of the man’s empire to enter the spaces of women and show off the power that they have there. In addition, she accuses transsexual women of carrying out a male rape of women’s bodies by reducing their forms to a “mere artifice.”

Since this publication, different approaches have been elaborated on trans people, all of them with different political implications, but if these approaches have something in common, it is the construction of an image of a “true woman” that is taken as the banner to say that trans women are not those “true women.” Since then TERF feminism has been expanding both in ideas and in members and geography until reaching our days. With all of the above explained, I am basically describing a group of people who believe they are feminists [for all peoples], but who only fight for equality for convenience, excluding trans people (what comes to be transphobic). To make it clear, there is nothing [inclusively] feminist about that. Feminism, the concept of which still does not seem to be well understood, is: the fight for equality between men and women and against all forms of oppression. This group is a hate group. Yes, I’m sorry. I know that hate groups do not like to be singled out as such, homophobes are shocked by being singled out, racists, sexists, abusers, etc… In many cases it is because the people who act like this do not really do it with the awareness of doing so much damage. But the reality is that discriminating is an act of hate [source].

Capital toxifies rebellion to police its usual victims with themselves; re: antagonize nature as monstrous-feminine with nature as monstrous-feminine.

Capital toxifies rebellion to police its usual victims with themselves, routinely leading to cryptonymy in bad faith; re: antagonize nature as monstrous-feminine with nature as monstrous-feminine. The Judas is cheaply bought—doubly so for the token Judas; i.e., as cheap in service of capital as cheap, but especially when the fascist bust period cheapens life further seemingly than before. Amazons or otherwise, token cops are cheap pimps that whore themselves out; i.e., to police labor and nature out of petty revenge. They suck more than anything because assimilation is poor stewardship, and so much of capital’s expansion, around the globe, owes itself to token betrayals, big and small [re: “The Roots of Trauma“].)

(exhibit 100c2a: Artist: ryoimaru. As we’ve established throughout the book, art is ambiguously political, illustrating mutual consent [or its absence] through the context of poiesis and praxis. Sexuality and power are things that can be used by TERFs and SWERFs, and—like fascists are, more broadly—these groups are hardly in agreement or consist about the correct approach to war bossing and police tactics [even the strongman/woman deciding what is correct will often change their mind; i.e., führerprinzip]. The above image is both censored, but has an uncensored version as well. While TERFs would in-fight with SWERFs, but also themselves, to determine what is correct—e.g., should the apple be removed or not—the fact remains that they would be happy to use sex to get what they want; i.e., to weaponize it within patriarchal circles to make things more convenient for themselves, including the ability to posture as strong in ways that are slightly less constrictive than being forced to appear traditionally femme [a “privilege” that Jadis loved to proclaim as the end all, be all of “equal rights,” perfectly happy to use their body to get what they want, while denying others the same privilege]. While it remains valid to understand and express that female sexuality and “strength” of masc/femme types are generally sold to cis-het men as the universal clientele, it’s equally important to avoid committing fascism in the process: The moment the Amazon [above] is used to enforce the status quo, she becomes false rebellion; re: a subjugated “Dark Hippolyta” [or centrist, goody-goody “Paladin” version] defending masculinity and all that be won as already having been won, thus under siege by fearsome enemies at the gates: transgender twinks, non-binary cat boys, intersex bottoms, etc.)

Simply put, TERFs love strength, but also fancy themselves as self-righteous, undead, and victimized by the people they bully for “failing” to seeing TERFs as the victors who “won the war.” Like a lane of cars stuck on the same road during a traffic jam, everything feels more acceptable for them if they think they’re “beating” the other drivers. Indeed, they want iconoclasts to examine sexualized media through their canonical lens: “the correct way.” Anything else is silly obfuscation and meaningless chaos.

However, as stated during Volume Three’s introduction, there’s a difference between being correct within the norms of a particular group and being correct according to the idea that people have basic human rights. Fascist hierarchies are incompatible with universal human rights, which they frame as dark, dangerous and degenerate (while paradoxically embracing a black, oft-paganized medieval themselves). As a result, TERFs gatekeep trans activists because most trans people believe that human rights apply to everyone (excluding NERFs and transmedicalists and their disguised biological essentialism, but more on them and that in a bit). Also as a result, eco-fascism takes over and (some) humans become the virus; the zombie apocalypse begins, its instigators becoming zombie tyrants that cull the activist herd for the men behind the curtain.

For all their purported strength, then, regressive Amazons will be swept away by the whirlwind when the time comes (and it will, again and again and again, until “the last syllable of recorded time” is cut short by the termination of the Capitalocene and the end of all life as we know it on Planet Earth).

History teaches us that the mechanism of the state—however dramatized—results in mass exploitation and death. Indeed, canonical sound and fury begin through seminal tragedies that revive the slaughter of the Great War through emotional appeals and heteronormative dogma:

One last try to stop that crushing chain of causality leading the world inexorably to war, Pourtalès—the poor German diplomat playing a bit part in a tragedy that he has the desire but not the means to avert—has one last meeting with Sazonov. Pourtalès drops to his knees and says, “If we fight, it will be revolution; it will be the end of monarchy, the end of us both. […] I beg of you in the name of all that is right and decent, call off this war.” Then Sazonov says, “No.” Then, Pourtalès rises to his feet and takes a piece of paper from his pocket and says, “In that case, sir, I have the honor to inform you that we’re at war.” […] and a month later, a million men are dead. The seminal tragedy had begun (source: Extra Credits History’s “World War I: The Seminal Tragedy – The Final Act – Extra History – #4” [2015]; timestamp: 8:28).

Through the personification of strong-yet doomed, futile gestures, the sole canonical bulwark between certain destruction and imperiled survival is a servant of the state in some shape or form. Ignoring the literal diplomat, this is reflected in future wars, foreign and domestic, where Capitalism found a way to make war good again and overlook or justify the slaughter of soldiers, nature and the world for profit—i.e., the evocation of the liminal hauntology of war and its death knell of those who are different (i.e., fighting for their human rights) as executed by the arm of the state for cold, hard economics. There’s nothing “seminal” about repetition, which capital enforces through complicit cryptonymy as criminogenic; i.e., a breaking point foisted onto workers until they menticide and betray their own—monopolizing violence, terror and monsters for the state eating all workers per Cartesian, heteronormative and settler-colonial thought (re: “The Nation-State“). DARVO is DARVO, obscurantism levied against labor in grandiose language:

(ibid.)

Again, capital is a system of continuous replacement that tokenizes mostly before fascism begins in earnest; once the killing starts, tokens are chewed up and spat out first. Until then, fascism has a million-and-one disguises to steal power with; i.e., during state cryptonymy gaslighting workers through inheritance anxiety making them perfidious in terms of weaponized self-preservation—to be born into a system, the police state, that will kill you if you don’t play ball: “We will not be replaced!” being the calling card of white genocide fearing the bourgeoisie if they don’t punch down. However bad-faith, though, their lies always betray them, ipso facto; i.e., as something we can expose through them attacking us when we propose universal liberation without debating Nazis. To expose their bigotry during the cryptonymy process is to break their friendly veneer on the Aegis: they never meant us anything but harm, any and all moral panics a spearhead exposing their ill intent during the liminal hauntology of war (when Amazon cops appear). It’s rape play without irony, which our ludo-Gothic BDSM can camp, mid-praxis.

As we shall see in Chapter Five, then, the sex-positive iconoclast can alter the diplomacy of good war and its Morton’s Fork by recognizing that sexualized media can be universally ethical; i.e., can uphold the rights of everyone while also being aesthetically dark, sexy and monstrous. Certainly it’s not a human rights violation to like sex, or to even advertise sex as something fun, even transgressive; it is a human rights violation to induce compulsory heteronormativity in bad faith, serving the state as the Great Destroyer of all life on Earth. By endorsing the racial and sexist pseudoscience of fascists, this is precisely what many “moderate” TERFs embody (even if they are cis-queer or otherwise making the homophobic, LGBA argument that things “were better” in the ’80s when it was “just” cis gay men and lesbians; source tweet: mattxiv, 2023)! However, their compulsion also results from sexist norms in popular media that go beyond the obvious examples; re: subjugated Amazons as a kind of police disguise: something to retreat into (and punch down with).

(artist: Wolfhead at Night)

To deflect criticism, TERFs treat overt sexism as something to reject (re: “The Hawkeye Initiative”). While that’s certainly a good starting point, their activism promptly stops there (i.e., “I did a good thing so I can do no wrong!” despite it being a fraction of the bare minimum). Rather than accurately represent marginalized groups, TERFs abject the consequences of their moderacy onto foreign targets. They do this by voting at the ballot or with their wallets, endorsing a sexist Superstructure through the intersection of political action and material diet. Said diet embraces ideological habits pandered to by neoliberal appropriation: the girl boss, specifically the noncorporate “war boss” popularized through sublimated war pastiche; e.g., Amazons (exhibit 100b1) who kill the states enemies, but also punish anyone who isn’t different through “death by Snu-Snu!” (the TERF war boss chasing the femboy as someone to dominate as men do: through “prison sex” coercion and force). Gotta rescue the Good War with cool monsters, bone-studded herbos and hot, sexy redheads clad in tomboy muscles and fur bikinis (sold everywhere, unlike iconoclastic media, which tends to be wholly extracurricular—like this book).

(exhibit 100c2b: Artist, top-left and bottom-right: Matt Groening; top-right: Laurel D. Austin; bottom-left: Shikarii. During oppositional praxis, “Death by Snu Snu!” becomes something to threaten the boys with—who, in canonical terms, are the universal clientele, thus entitled to the BDSM cliché of relinquishing their power momentarily while being topped by someone who is aesthetically pleasing to them, yet still looks physically capable; a similar idea can be provided through the classic dominatrix fetish outfit as intimating the fascist spectre of death and power as conjoined on a fetishized female body [the dominatrix outfit often a cross between living latex and a French maid’s, delivering her own kind of “death by Snu Snu” not like the Amazon, but also Slan the succubus, Count Dracula, the xenomorph, etc, as indicating death and Snu-Snu of a particular kind: sodomy and monstrous-feminine BDSM theatrics].

Obviously there’s room for subversion; it’s the policing of the mode in favor of the status quo that you have to watch out for. While overt fascists are clearly a problem, the centrist argument of “equality for all” falls under the purview of American Liberalism as adopted by burly “herbo” recipients of the girl boss mantle sublimating genocide in centrist media; e.g., Sonya from Blizzard’s Diablo series, but also daintier models with their own force equalizers. Both have vaginas, which “feminize” war in the classical heteronormative model (it also imagines female sodomy as acceptable death for the scared bigot, who [at least in his own imagination] sees himself as still getting to use his penis, versus someone putting something phallic inside his hole[s].

 As I write in “Zombie Police States,” it’s possible to enjoy the fantasy without endorsing it, providing criticism through critical awareness, mid-game: 

The politics in Ion Fury are hardly neutral. This being said, there’s room to enjoy the heroine as a nerd playing a cop, versus a cop whose actions reinforce the game’s underlying police state. The outcome is performative, but at least I have the option—to hold my nightstick like Sarah Connor instead of Judge Dredd” [source]. 

In short, imagination is vital during an oppositional cryptonymy process; i.e., amid performances where you can’t change your costume because it is supplied for you to accent those aspects of yourself that are less easy to alter [skin color and genitals]. Doing so allows players as future poets to subvert the imagery and change the costume [or role of the performer] in various ways; e.g., the Drow or orc, but also the Amazon or war boss sports queen as not shackled to a neoliberal status quo that endorses war through its pastiche in tabletop games, videogames and various other media forms.

For example, Austin’s Amazonomachia doesn’t really do much to try and subvert the status quo—Amazonomachia being as much the Amazon’s allies and enemies as the Amazon herself and the rape fantasies she revisits on her perceived enemies during bad-faith argumentation sold as videogame power fantasies [and similar media; e.g., comic books, movies, etc]:

[artist: Laurel D. Austin]

Subverting this, then, occurs on a gradient to a matter of degree, allowing the Amazon to be subverted, but also her performance relative to other identities and performers as things to produce and sell, but also enjoy and endorse/criticize under Capitalism. Heteronormative allows for a bevy of alternatives outside of the singular established norm—the latter, despite its proliferation, actually being ontologically rigid in terms of what is allowed. We, by comparison, are Legion; there’s virtually no limited to the ways a story can be subverted in a genderqueer sense, “darkness visible” the raw, passionate, chaotic potential of Satanic rebellion as a subversive, class-conscious force waiting to wake up and render the authority of the state [and its furious defenders] utterly meaningless in the face of greater things: the power of worker solidarity through a reclaimed Gothic imagination; i.e., “seize the means of seduction,” exhibit 62a2.

 

[artist: Persephone van der Waard]

For example, the D&D Drow/tiefling [re: exhibit 41b, “A Lesson in Humility“] is canonically “pure evil,” thus kill-on-sight; by presenting her as even remotely harmless or friendly in ways that allow for negotiated exchange, the process of abjection has already started to reverse; the same goes for goblins, Amazons, Medusas, dwarves, or any other monstrous-feminine stereotype you could think of, as well as their assorted, endless forms of gender trouble and parody as divorced from sports and war as automatically violent and heteronormative. The degree to which this subverts or transgresses can vary considerably—with some barely different from the status quo. Link in handcuffs isn’t performing the role of the hero in any obvious way; he’s “bait” for our Amazon “damsel” who wants him to please her [she’s the queen, her curse lifted at the end of the game]. To this, my drawing takes an already subversive heroic story to its logical [from a queer perspective] conclusion: Link would ironically prefer this arrangement instead of being the hero-killer for the state. He’d want to obey his queen by not beheading her, but being tamed by her to accept her phallic love or obey her various commands.

Meanwhile, Shelly isn’t presented as not being a mercenary but seemingly “just” posing with her gun within a Gothic tableau; i.e., not actually shooting anyone, but also not adorned with her trademark death insignias. Still, while she’s posing in the buff against a kind of painterly Sublime—i.e., a BDSM threshold thrown back into the dark forests of desire—it’s basically gun porn, making it doubly liminal and less of a hard stance than the other pieces in this collage because it’s mostly concerned with aesthetics. But the aesthetics can be taken to degrees that are difficult to account for under Capitalism.

To that, a cop adorned in antifacist regalia is a class-traitor paradox, but nonetheless a cop. So a cop-turned-class-warrior requires these stickers as taught behaviors to cryptonymically transform themselves [or be transformed by iconoclastic artists] into something useful to Communists; rebellions are generally fought with stolen gear by former military-turned-smuggler types or those who otherwise have access. While Rainbow Capitalism can try to empty the flags and reclaimed labels of the LGBTQ through “blind” aesthetics, an effective counterstrategy is simply covering a female/monstrous-feminine body in symbols of rebellion the elite or their watchdogs cannot recuperate: antifa/anarcho-Communism.

You can also resist control in body-positive forms: wildly colored hair and “excessive” tattoos, piercings, sex worker paraphernalia [cat ears, tail butt plugs and fishnet stockings] and body hair as part of that subversively indominable scheme. Instead of a poster girl for police-state order dressed like nuclear-grade T&A, then, I’ve chosen to envision Shelly Bombshell as an antifash turncoat foil to mega-chud Duke Nukem, her statuesque body a radical graffiti, camp-level billboard for sex-positivity and human rights, her “living weapon” status repurposed for revolutionary violence; i.e., on the surface of the image during the threshold of pornographic liminal expression.)

(original design: George Broussard and Allen Blum)

Sexism under Capitalism is warlike, imprisoning and rapacious; TERFs frequently adopt this bellicose attitude through girl bosses, unable to imagine anything beyond canonical variants. While the corporate girl boss personifies corporate, political and public leadership with geopolitical ties, the girl war boss competes through team-based displays of strength—re: Ripley or Samus as space tomboy pirates; i.e., Girl Rambos, queen bitches good and both. As strong as Hercules and seemingly impervious like Achilles, girl war bosses actually kill enemies of the state and of corporations (specifically targets of US neocolonialism, becoming neoliberal/fascist canon in the process). For this reason, TERFs love her (re: “The Puzzle of ‘Antiquity’“); she is strong and cis, another disguise to hide their bigotry behind while also abjecting genocide behind the normalized consumption of war—i.e., more sublimated trauma as they hack symbols thereof to bits: the state’s chosen scapegoats (that was a pun; re: Austin).

We’ll explore girl bosses’ explicit relationship to selling war in another section, including queer appropriation. For now, just remember that iconoclastic art has to be more than “empowering” in the way TERFs generally view power—not through the individual agency of capable team players that serve the elite, but as something that exposes elite abuse through these same actors. In doing so, iconoclastic praxis can demonstrate how canonical war appropriates teamwork, using the competitive language present in war pastiche to discourage cooperation against the powers that be: a united worker front, historically called rebellion.

For example, an iconoclast can’t just show a woman with a sword killing an orc, demonstrating her team as good and the orc’s team as bad; they have to tell the story of the entity described as an orc as it actually existed—as a worker, a slave, a subject to imperial rule.

In other words, the past, present and future oppressions of a human people need to be described. For this to happen, there needs to be good orcs and goblins—meaning, sadly, victims of US Imperialism (aka, “the highest form of Capitalism”). D&D doesn’t allow for this, structuring racial conflict along moral lines that players police through violent competition. This plays out in orcs that, if they are humanized, become a “dark family” from a place with a funny-sounding name (“funny” because it has been erased by Western Imperialism and is abjected by Cartesian dualism, thus must be revived in undead “sleeping beauty” forms; re: Ghil’ad Zuckermann); i.e., whose own right to exist is “canceled out” by the civilized doubles in the West. The reality is the two ideas co-exist in opposition, leading to oft-transgressive interactions, including the rape fantasy as a kind of popularized pedagogy of the oppressed, mid-rememory:

(exhibit 100c2c: Artist, left: Owusyr [originally featured in Volume One; re: “Concerning Rings“]; source, top-right: Forgotten Realms Fandom, “Orc pantheon.” The rape fantasy can allow those with privilege to disintegrate the mantle of their own bias, degrading the princess as a kind of “shaming ritual” [similar to penis shaming as a means of confronting one’s shame regarding their body or gender identity]. In turn, it can present ethnic minorities as not being automatically violent, performing the fantasy in ways the privileged girl expects, subverting them through transgressive means. As such, they offer a liminal commentary on the reality that bias and actual, systemic abuse are always close at hand—i.e., the “waifu” of popular media furthered by fascist cultural values; the proximity with those invites comparison for the sake of differentiating the two.

The same idea applies to twinks, whose own negotiation towards reclaiming their own label as a self-depreciating slur [twink being an insult used by gay men in the ’90s] required a starting point: the consent-non-consent of Gregg Araki’s twinks-in-peril bringing the reality behind the performance to the fore while offering the performers some sense of agency in having survived that reality long enough to subvert it using their own bodies, their own “pulverized” holes. Like Cooper’s Frisk, the point of their anal “memento mori” is to lead people to ask questions about the status quo, led on by transgressive art as a hammering blow that breaks the comfort of pacifying illusions. Conversely De Niro’s rape scene in Once Upon A Time In America isn’t so much a subversion, but a heteronormative tragedy of the toxic male acting like a spoiled brat:

That “sexiness” is worth spending more time on. There is a disturbing, virgin-whore dynamic at play in Once Upon a Time in America, with Elizabeth McGovern—as Noodles’ childhood crush-turned-Hollywood-starlet—on one end and Tuesday Weld—as a rape victim-turned-willing-plaything—on the other. Every other woman we meet is somewhere in between those two (although most fall in Weld’s direction). If a female character isn’t a sexual object in this story, then she’s a victim of [overt] violence. And in the two rape scenes those elements are queasily mixed (reminiscent of the way Leone treated Claudia Cardinale in Once Upon a Time in the West) [source: J. Larsen’s “Once Upon a Time in America,” 2017].

The same incel-grade, state-sanctioned sex has been documented by TERFs, with cis-lesbians promising sex to their foot soldiers if they perform well enough [Essence of Thought’s “How Bad Is Jill Bearup’s Anti-Trans Bigotry?” 2022]. From Ethel Thurston’s script for the same video: “That is why people who have escaped the gender-critical ideology note the fact that prominent voices in the movement promised to personally help them find a wife if they moved to a different country and did well in spreading the gospel.” Likewise, from the usual transphobic nonsense of the second wave, the pointing of the finger at a dark scapegoat is standard-issue blood libel: “Cis women rape people. Myself and my brother were both raped by a cis woman inside a domestic violence refuge. But, in Ms. Bearup’s mind, all cis women must be pure in their actions” [ibid.].

It’s white knight behavior through palingenetic scapegoats, where their accusers commit in-fighting revenge against other members of a collective underclass for a feeling of being owed sex [waifus] as yet another kind of weird canonical nerd having bought into the settler-colonial dogma. It’s also, like always, a pyramid scheme; the money flows up, as do the moneymakers, the models of the in-game waifus or those unfortunately valued as “being comparable.” The soldiers flounder and fail up through the privilege of being hired muscle in a never-ending frontier romance—hauntologized and full of comforting certitude, apothegmic cryptonyms, and raw genocide as just around the corner. These facilitators of genocide become the stars of their own Quixotic dramas, eventually falling on their own swords or otherwise losing what they care about: their certitude and promised prizes and glory as they empty their brains, hearts and nerve, losing the ability to attract people openly and honestly as equals. They love through theft, force and deception, putting their Dulci-level “maidens” on a pedestal.)

Now that we’ve outlined how TERFs cryptonymically disguise fascism through Amazonian/Gothic aesthetics, including its relationship to neoliberalism and genocide, let’s examine the TERF relationship to all of these things commodified: as a mirage of dutiful, “straw dog” consumers of war pastiche, and how neoliberals stonewall during moderate rhetoric to stymie activism: the gender-critical façade within war pastiche—war as sacred!

Note: If I say, “gender-critical” from here on out, I’m acknowledging bigoted feminists’ preferred label as a cryptonymic school of rhetoric; i.e., what they want to be called as a means of disguise. So if I say “TERF,” I’m calling them what they function as/don’t want to be called. The two terms are more or less synonymous, but one gets to the point of actually outing these fuckers. —Perse, back in 2023

Onto “Selling War as Sacred: Sublimated War Pastiche and Gender-Critical War Bosses“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnote

[1] In my own social circle, my sex-positive friend, Mavis, was turned fervently pro-life by an abusive ex-boyfriend. When he demanded she go and get an abortion, she refused, to which the boyfriend physically beat Mavis to try and force a miscarriage. This pushed her into a radical, politically divisive position that leads to marginalized in-fighting to the detriment of working-class solidarity.

[2] As my partner Bay mentions, poison is a disadvantage method of killing one’s victims, whereupon women historically are denied the ease and privilege of being “badass,” thus able as “phallic women” to stab someone to death and be celebrated for it (re: Brutus’s attacking of Caesar’s barbarism clashing with democracy—the zombie tyrant—or Macbeth killing King Duncan). Seeing as women are forced into singular positions that cannot be threatened by their own use of masculine force, they must resort to using poison in a highly calculated and difficult way of executing their victims. While the luxury of impulse killing is normally denied to them, they must likewise bear the stigma of universal poisoners despite men famously using poisons to kill each other [see: the “food taster” section from Unknown5’s “5 Most Dangerous Jobs In History,” 2022; timestamp: 33:59]. Poison-as-cowardice only became stigmatized the moment women used it for themselves; i.e., they started thinking and acting for themselves [which isn’t always perfect: Victoria kills Lilla and date rapes his husband with poison—a kind of poison-centric “TERF Medusa” who paralyzes her victims with literal poison; it can also be a metaphor for stored female trauma—e.g., Kagero from Ninja Scroll, exhibit 17a (re: “Healing from Rape“).

The lie of fascist feminism is the deputizing of the knife in the woman’s hand as “her own” thought/liberation; it is not, merely the machinations of male tyranny recruiting deputized women to act like centrist action heroes [war bosses] inside an expanded death cult to enforce the colonial binary through false “activism/revolution.” While two conflicting ideas can and do co-exist on the same contested image, Ripley’s killing of the Alien Queen isn’t her killing her past trauma as attached to those who would historically rape her—i.e., men; it’s her scapegoating queerness by conflating one form of monstrous-feminine as “always dark,” thus illegitimate, whereas Ripley’s fascist moment of darkness is “fleeting” and ultimately serves the state. Her own violent sex repulsion is selective, Ripley acting sex-negatively towards free love, labor and anything else the state needs dead by imprinting those onto a dark, uncertain menace she xenophobically associates with past abuse; i.e., someone that vaguely resembles a former rapist.

This standard-issue TERF recruitment and weaponization allows the monster to be whatever the state needs it to be, thus antagonizing female/feminine victims of abuse to attack each other (and various other intersections; e.g., the black male rapist, the trans woman, the Muslim assassin, etc). It’s psychological “kettling” that defends the heteronormative status quo and all of its clichés and historical-material outcomes through a female harem guard. In short, nothing changes.

[3] The Greater Good, in canonical media, becomes a kind of nostalgic code of law that—in the presence of opposition to the law as an oppressive force—becomes a second kind of code; i.e., something to recognize as a cryptonym, one that signals those who are conditioned to respond to it positively by seeing activists as threats to a “better time” and its Puritanical values. In cinema before, during and after WW2, this became known as the Hays Code (Maria Lewis’ “Early Hollywood and the Hays Code,” 2021)—literally a code of ethics tied to what normalized society deemed acceptable according to those holding the reins during the Great Depression/Capitalism-in-crisis. A similar regression in the face of moral-panic alarm bells screaming “degeneracy!” can be seen with the hero, Superman, whose own outmoded code of ethics was literally enshrined in the Comics Code of 1954 by an Authority of the same name. The outcome was predictably regressive—i.e., an enforcement of a perceived good through the moral panic of Fredric Wertham’s Seduction of the Innocent crying foul (Thought Slime’s “Give Me Superman’s Underwear,” 2023) on par with the 19th century demonizing of Gothic media as “terror literature” in relation to renegade activism/terrorism [re: Crawford]. This mentality continues to survive in other moral panics; e.g., Red Scares, yellow menace, Satanic Panic, etc. All are done according to the Liberal “invisibility” (and apologetics) of Edward Bernays’ optimism towards an American public relations that controlled the minds of its subjects “for the better.” In short, such tactics pacify consumers, but also make them fearful of making mistakes according to a Puritanical status quo; in the presence of moral panic, so many everyday healthy activities like sex or questioning police states suddenly became not just punishable offenses for being printed, but thought crimes.

Book Sample: A War Hauntology Primer—”Nerdy Patriarchs, ‘Real Men’ and So-Called Male ‘Witches'” + “Kento’s Dream”

This blog post is part of “All the World,” a sixth promotion originally inspired by the three I did in 2024 with Harmony Corrupted and Romantic Rose: “Brace for Impact,” “Searching for Secrets” and “Deal with the Devil” (2024), as well as “Make It Real” for Volume One and “The Total Codex” for Volume Zero. Those promotions sought to promote and provide their respective volume’s individual pieces for easy public viewing in single-post form; re: for the Poetry ModuleUndead Module and Demon Module, followed by my PhD and manifesto. “All the World,” by comparison, caps off my book series with a promotion for Volume Three; re: my Praxis Volume. As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

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A War Hauntology Primer—”What is a Witch?” part two: Nerdy Patriarchs, “Real Men” and So-Called Male “Witches,” including Liver King but also Shonen and Bishonen Pastiche (feat. Mega Man X, Liver King and Caleb Hart)

Where are these men? Asleep beneath their grounds:

And strangers, fond as they, their furrows plough.

Earth laughs in flowers, to see her boastful boys

Earth-proud, proud of the earth which is not theirs;

Who steer the plough, but cannot steer their feet

Clear of the grave (source).

—Ralph Waldo Emerson, “Hamatreya” (1904)

Picking up where “Praxis Volume Outline, part two + Chapter Four: Bad Faith (opening and “Ladies First; or, the Grift of False Rebellion”)” left off…

By getting this far, we’re already explored examples of good (proletarian) and bad (bourgeois) witches. Now I want to articulate what separates them more clearly so we can neatly distinguish the TERFs—both male and female—from the genuine, transformative revolutionaries they try to blend in with. TERFs are like terminators in that respect: They infiltrate in bad faith, then destroy in service of the state (often through war pastiche as mirrored, but also sublimated by the very media they consume as teaching them to act that way—dogma).

Note: I’ve written about mega Man a fair bit in this book series, but he only really appears in exhibits; e.g., exhibit 1a1a1a2 (re: “Thesis Body“), 1a1a1c4 (re: “Pieces of the Camp Map“) or exhibit 43e1 (re: “Seeing Dead People“). That tradition started here; i.e., with me killing my darling Mega Man: as a cop childhood hero, specifically a witch cop per Clarke’s Law and Isaac Asimov’s I, Robot. Incidentally Caleb Hart got his start in speedrunning with Mega Man, pushed around in-game and out by the Shadow of Pygmalion, Dr. Light; i.e., as much as the in-game robot boy was… until the Mega Man Leaderboards banned him for being bigoted (Alpha Gamer’s “Speedrun World Record REMOVED because of Political Opinions,” 2020). —Perse, 5/5/2025

We’ll start with the boys (re: Mega Man) and work towards the girls. After a summation of a few more ideas, this subchapter and the next, then, will focus on more male TERFs and centrists as they present in fantasy and science fiction, as well as in the flesh: the Liver King as a “war chief” being of the imaginary past literally on steroids, and the aforementioned Caleb Hart and his, Man Box ilk of weird canonical nerd as inspired by the shonen/bishonen pastiche exported by America’s neoliberal ally in the East, Japan (as inspired by Westerns; re: exhibit 27a2a, “War Culture“); i.e., war as a cultural export out of a formerly occupied nation that America “pacified” during WW2 and whose “real men” remain beholden to a particular kind of cultural export long afterward: nation pastiche (which we’ll examine more in Chapter Five) and war pastiche of various “magical,” neoliberal genre types that include women as badass, but generally “lesser” than male authorities; i.e., the Wicked Witch of the West sitting in Oz the Great and Terrible’s interminable shadow:

(exhibit 98a4: Artist: J. Scott Campbell. Witches and goblins are classic symbols of persecution, Elphaba the monstrous-feminine [witchcraft] merged with blood libel and sodomy tropes [the Maguire version, Wicked onwards, is trans; see: “Sexist Ire”]. The Wicked Witch of the West can be a symbol of proletarian revolt, but can just as easily be reduced to a neo-conservative sexpot who gets mired down in incremental, equality-through-convenience disputes—e.g., about nudism—instead of actually critiquing power. Just as power and resistance share the same space, the aesthetics of death and power as badass can be employed by bourgeois and proletarian forces in cryptonymic opposition; the context must be gleaned through dialectical-material scrutiny as a matter of “oppression disguise” to worn, in good faith and bad as Witch™ mid-Amazonomachia. Tokens look like the oppressed, green skin or not.

To that, “Who does our badass, war-boss queen [and her implements of power and resistance] serve?” and “What is the context of her doubling in relation to class, culture and race war?” become vital questions to ask. It’s fine to enjoy her “dark queen” schtick, but endorsing it unironically without understanding its class character leads to blind pastiche, thus genocide apologia and soldiers [winged monkeys hunting down our proverbial “friends of Dorothy”].)

To the summation: “Magic” and technology are practically synonymous in the fantasy and science fiction genres (which were born out of Gothic fiction with Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein); it is also a form of visual shorthand to communicate various ideas quickly—often by sight. We’ve already examined “forbidden sight” and black magic extensively in Volume Two, and female witches in this volume—i.e., in relation to sex work as distributors of forbidden knowledge that a frequently demonized and must be reclaimed, mid-struggle.

To broaden the term, witches are any feminist/genderqueer person (male, female or intersex) who “who sticks out,” challenging mythic structure of the monomyth as sacred, but also rape, conquest and war stuck on repeat (copaganda and the Military Industrial Complex churning out waves of terror and sexy implements of war-as-fetishized). From a dialectical-material standpoint, then, good/proletarian witches are against Capitalism and all it produces: “good” war, genocide, worker exploitation, menticide, etc. Bad/bourgeois witches support the system and its sex-coercive “undead” effects; they lie, rape and kill however they can, then beg for scraps when the bone thrown to them isn’t enough (empty or false power). They abhor collective solidarity and equal rights/equal material conditions, choosing to submit to positions of power great than themselves on different generic registers; e.g., J. K. Rowling as the billionaire Queen of the TERFs, followed by princesses, knights, stableboys, etc, as part of a larger chain of colonized war boss language with girl bosses and burly girl subordinates (not unlike the Gothic variation out of the medievalized, Neo-Gothic past: a Mother Superior and her dutiful sycophant underlings serving the Church).

This includes the carceral-hauntological language that hides the problem: the Gothic castle and its hoard of good and bad guys, kings, estates. Castles, monsters, phobias with oft-BDSM flavors—the disinterred language is already ambivalent, loaded with older historical deceptions that mutate as Capitalism struggles to defend itself. The canonical sublimations become dark, sexy and cool, but also present as legitimate or authentic in comparison to the reclaimed variants—with DARVO being a classic means of counteracting activist reclamations of monstrous slurs; overtly terrestrial slurs can be discounted as “actual” racism, whereas something like “orc” or “witch” can be more readily co-opted by the oppressor class “neutral.” It’s Meerloo’s “verbocracy” as a weaponizing conditioner of fearful behaviors told in popular media during oppositional praxis.

The same goes for the reclaimed undead and demons as a form of recuperated rebellion—either defanged, corrupted or demonized to delegitimizing extremes. This process of discounting activism while colonizing their language involves lobotomized or vampiric consumers and creators who crave for trash or make it themselves without a revolutionary thought it their brains, but also those who posture as oppressed: the “good” witches wearing masks of false “revolution” as they reinforce the current socio-material structure; re: Autumn Ivy as a non-binary example of that.

(artist: Wolfhead at Night)

Anyone can be a cop, the same applying to all TERFs (most being cis) but also any fascist playing the victim; i.e., to varying degrees of victimhood and leader principle out of the purported struggle by scapegoating minorities through a kind of military optimism at the domestic level (the false hope being doubled: one, that these targets can be converted, disciplined or expelled from society through violence, thus returning things “to normal”; and two, that once normality is achieve that their anxieties will vanish and they will be safe forevermore).

I say “false revolution” like Parenti does because TERFs are “activists” who do not alter the status in any meaningful way. They’re not just state versions of the zombie, vampire and witch preying upon the weak while hiding inside a false image; they function as robotic, knee-jerk slaves for the state, attacking those perceived as aliens under state hegemony. This persecution structure includes deceptive “renovations” that fuse masculine qualities to the feminine; i.e., a monstrous-feminine label formerly assigned to female enemies of the state. Once fascism is exposed, the state must try to hide it; it makes a new kind of infiltrator to hunt labor with, using the impostor device in fascist ways that support the state’s continued existence.

In short, that’s what TERFs are, Skynet defending itself through evolved class infiltrators. They look human; their camera-like eyes glow red like live, recording cameras that constantly survey state enemies and feed that information back to Skynet. Instead of making their own fate, they’ve surrendered it to their far-off, owner-class overlords. As such, every look they give is a concealed report that betrays their class, their comrades. Worse, the closer they get to the state, the more inhuman it makes them, until rape, lies and violence are all they know and understand. They become Lady Macbeth’s un-sexed phallic woman—go from sex pests to sex fiends that, seemingly shark-like and ravenous, prey on others less as predators and more like parasites: in hiding but also in plain sight; e.g., the real parasites from Parasite (re: exhibit 42b, “The World Is a Vampire“) are the rich family with the Gothic household, one where they feed on the servants and the servants feeding off each other in order to survive under Capitalism; i.e., just like vampires in a castle do, those at the top feed on those under them while considering them weaker and less well-fed and -bred than themselves—inferior (re: exhibit 41j, ibid.).

This happens partly out of self-preservation by the soldiers, who do not wish to be exposed as corporate-state lackeys. But they still take on tolerable notions of masculinity as “non-toxic” but also non-degenerate—not literal shapeshifters who transform their physical bodies benignly using carefully controlled HRT treatments with full disclosure to the public about what they’re doing and why in clear, open language, but various deceptive forms of masculinity that uphold the status quo:

  • linguo-material markers that stress the biological sex of the performers as appropriately male or female within the colonial binary.
  • the taking of drugs to enforce the body image in ways that maintain the creation of sexual difference

We’ve already explored how intersex people and various other gender-ambiguous peoples are framed as hauntologically criminal: incorrect. Likewise, under the liminal hauntology of war as invoked by neoliberals and fascists, various token “alternatives” are allowed exist if only to flesh out the masculine ranks of fascism until it achieves formal power. This includes trans people (which we’ve already explored) and cis women (which we’ll explore throughout the chapter). Their monstrous-femininity is allowed to exist up to a point; i.e., until it becomes unwelcome.

However, before we delve into female TERFS, a few more note about the boys (in this section, the next, and part of one after that). Let’s discuss the action hero as a kind of “male ally” that presents as welcoming towards women, but whose welcoming posture is inherently deceptive: the male variant of a witch cop, a TERF.

Witches and feminists also include men, with “bad” variants offering deceitful, “undead” ideas of strength and masculinity who—while they loudly claim to love men and women and everyone else—achieve their ghoulish success through the same ill-gotten means as Caleb Hart: Patriarchal Capitalism. For male “witches,” this generally happens with hauntological “warrior” personas—ravenous abusers that literally gobble up everything around them, then lie about it:

(exhibit 98b1: Liver King isn’t just a fibber or mild imposter but a tremendous fraud whose power is hollow. Yet while he intentionally embodies the war chief of imaginary Patriarchs like Zeus or Conan, his bad-faith attempts at inclusivity under the yolk are quite fragile. As James Hale writes in “Raw Eater ‘Liver King’ Facing Backlash for Alleged Steroid Use” [2022]: 

Liver King, a social media fitness guru and supplements hawker who preaches returning to an all-natural, raw meat-based “ancestral” diet, is facing backlash for alleged steroid use. For those who aren’t familiar, the Liver King (real name Brian Johnson) has gotten big on YouTube, Instagram, and TikTok over the past couple years. He uses that platform to urge his millions of followers to embrace a “primal” lifestyle, aka a keto diet with a lot of raw meat–and raw liver, and testicles, and bone marrow–thrown in. He claims to operate by nine core “ancestral tenets,” most of which involve rejecting the “tremendous friction between modern environments and our biology” that he says is exacerbated by stuff like canola oil [source].

As we shall unpack below, these marketing tactics are fascist dogwhistles tied to man box culture; i.e., being a “real,” authentic man that is better than women or people like women: anyone who isn’t white, cis-het and visibly powerful in as a traditionally masculine way. Unlike Mark Greene and A Call to Men, authenticity for Liver King isn’t defined by treating others as equals with basic human rights; it’s by “living up” to a ridiculous performative beauty standard/self-made image for cis-het men to emulate and enforce, which generally requires Liver King to lie about his own pre-existing wealth but also his intentions more broadly. He’s the Alt-Right on Instagram, a cave man’s con man cryptofascist treating everything as a business while playing the himbo; in truth, he’s a physically augmented bully and liar that operates as fascists do: through deception, mad science, scarcity and surveillance in defense of the realm as forever insecure from outsider threats and insider conspirators that lead to degeneracy.)

The Liver King, for example, is a bad “witch.” He’s bad because he’s an already-wealthy man greedily lying to his audience about his mythical physique—how he gained it, his motto “nose-to-nail” a gross metaphor for the way in which he devours everything in sight to cultivate his perfidious body image; he’s a witch because he also uses it to preach sacred, hauntological notions of truth that are essentially completely invented out of an imaginary past threatened by degeneracy (no different than race science in that respect): the “ancestral tenets” of a fortress-mentality paganism (the Nazis weren’t Christians, they were pagans).

Liver King’s dogma involve a number of fairly innocuous activities blended with strangely prescriptive ones: “Sleep” is fairly self-explanatory. However, “Shield” is more insidious:

The fourth Ancestral Tenet is Shield because we need to avoid dangers just like our early ancestors did, but instead of running from lions, nowadays we run from seed oils, excessive wifi, EMFs, and manmade poisons (source).

Combined with the eating of raw liver (and other organs) to serve as fuel, the actual fuel of the movement is deception to reshape society in fascist (therefor decaying and falling apart) ways. Consider the King’s pledge:

The human body has been perfectly conditioned for an environment that no longer exists. It’s our responsibility to recreate that environment, if we wish to thrive in the modern world. By living ancestrally, we overcome obstacles between ourselves and true health and happiness. We rewrite the mismatch between who we are and the environment in which we live (ibid.).

For him, the rewriting of history is framed as good, but also “witch-like” in an “authentic” way. A seemingly ancient double of Zeus, Liver King is the “real man” who offers “helpful” education to today’s troubled men—specifically impressionable, young men: real men are primal, ancestral and buy Liver King’s products, listen to his advice but also preach it like gospel; i.e., multi-level marketing. As is generally the case, his entire MLM operation is demonstrably false and rotten: ubiquitous advertisement tied to bodily strength as a masculine/male virtue, as delivered by a Frankenstein strongman celebrity—a composite body image fabricated with the hopes of making even more money through sexist, dishonest means that still leaves room for plausible deniability. Sound familiar? Caleb Hart does the same thing, hiding behind the centrist, “neutral” pastiche of the Mega Man franchise; there, the Western’s “weeb-ish” fascination with a hauntological Orientalism—the byproduct of the American occupation of Japan yielding exotic forms of warfare in shonen/bishonen (“boys comics” and “pretty-boy comics”) fantasy and science fiction.

(exhibit 98b2a: Artist, top-right: ZELKnotos; top-mid: Pas; bottom-left: Napo. In neoliberal media, war is something to commodify and sell to children and teenagers through Zombie-Vampire Capitalism. Although the gender roles are canonical dimorphic, the “pretty boy” flavor to Asian theatre and media is something has become assimilated by neoliberal canon. As such, the “pretty boy” robot is a kind of regular hero in these sorts of stories. Pretty can be powerful, in the canonical sense, if it “gets the old job done.”

Just as common, though, are the usual, sexist “motherly” positions for female characters, or hypermasculine personas in the Mega Man universe—so common, in fact, that these generals and “Spartan-esque” Boba-Fett-style “centurions” are, in fact, replicated assembly-line style; the only reliably way to quickly tell apart is their color code. To that, the red-white-and-blue scheme should be a big clue to the kind of role these heroes play in their futurist, “utopian” worlds: world police, on an increasingly automated planet replete with a stockpile of mass-produced weaponry and toy-like soldiers [whose variety exudes the illusion of difference; they all serve the same purpose: policing the world through media]. The existence of order is a negative freedom for the machinery of the state to run as smoothly as possible—i.e., with the police repeatedly fighting and defeating evil [often purple and skull-emblazoned] robots in displays of successful military operations over and over. Simply put, it’s a playground that teaches children monomythic war in a futurist-centrist “false Utopian”; i.e., a neoconservative dystopia whose internal concentric pattern, narrative of the crypt, chronotope, Cycle of Kings, and all they entail combined, stretch on until the end of time/of the world.)

Caleb Hart and Liver King aren’t identical. Caleb’s cryptonymic function is more generalized, while Liver King’s is more Gothic/superhuman (the “gym bro” rhetoric versus “eat liver like Zeus does!”). However, their respective messaging as content creators has the same complicit purpose: sell a product or service through a “heroic” body that implies either man must be “good at everything” (including war and “dominance/defense” as synonymous with sex, despite growth hormones tending to negatively impact your sex drive and gonads) therefore trust them! If the book so far has been any indication, blindly trusting figurative or literal strongmen to keep you safe from systemic abuse is a really bad idea (re: zombie tyrants, exhibit 39c1 from “Escaping Jadis“).

Furthermore, even if they don’t rape you, they’ll sure as hell fleece you (and give you body dysmorphia; i.e., bigorexia). Though fascism is a conman’s game, it’s still a losing one for them, too. For one, nothing they say is true—hard times do not create strong men and there isn’t a worldwide conspiracy of invincible barbarians at the gates (re: Bret Devereaux) or evil Jewish billionaires bankrolling the apocalypse; and two, they’re literally afraid of—and want to kill/rape—anything and everything that isn’t a white, cis-het men. It’s a pretty miserable fragility and paranoia, but one that comes about from turning off their brains and following the leader.

What’s more, as complicit, generalized cryptonyms, weird canonical nerds like Caleb Hart and Liver King tacitly promote a Patriarchal system that abuses everyone under it by keeping young men “weak, strong and surrounded by enemies,” thus Quixotically braindead, bloodthirsty and menticidally sex-starved (also bad-faith, as thoroughly encapsulated not just by Eren Yeager, the profoundly fragile and fascist protagonist from the 2013 anime, Attack on Titan, but his fans; source: F.D. Signifier’s community post, 2023).

Getting “swole” won’t automatically get you fame, let alone women and love; it exists inside a shrinking circle of manufactured scarcity and conflict. Liver King’s offer has nothing to do with those things; instead, he’s pointing to his own body as pure snake oil, then selling it to you as sacred wisdom. He conceals pre-existing wealth behind this façade, much like Caleb Hart would ask you to ignore his daddy’s wall of law books in the background. There’s no way to hide it, but you can condition people to ignore it or worship it—as pacified servants who think there’s nothing better to be imagined or created by themselves. They’ve turned it all over to giant, killer machines.

(artist: Homare Works)

In the historic tradition of bad-faith de facto male “educators” (aka recruiters/con men), both men are surprisingly loquacious. Caleb never shuts up on stream (an occupational hazard, to be fair) and Liver King repeats the same bullshit over and over (and over). Both are useful to capital because their pastiche is blind, their “prison sex” gossip co-dependent, their anger is possessive and vindictive, and their quoting canonical. Furthermore, their gamer mentalities remain utterly concerned with applying a Cartesian, quantifiable metric towards dominating the world around them through coerced luck/odds; i.e., the JRPG idea of progressively “leveling up” through a colonial metric that can be charted, but also bragged about as a feat of strength that evolved alongside neoliberal Capitalism as an expression of it in hauntological form: epic, phat “looting.”

All the while, both men (and their offshoots) have physical bodies that not only look the part, but insecure young men connect the sexist slogans to like tattoos (a kind of perverse “tabloid realism”). So while they might seem rather different, the likes of Caleb and Liver King serve as unique fractals splintering off from a larger undead whole: Capitalism as a necromantic, predatory gentleman’s club. Through its top-down lessons, said club values masculinity as something to posture and sell, hating on non-cartoon/autonomous women while praising anti-intellectualism through a cult of strength and machismo that punishes conspirators who threaten Capitalism with Communist ideas (what Hitler called “Cultural Bolshevism,” known today as “Cultural Marxism, a Red Scare/anti-Semitic[1] tactic common among fascists, neoliberals and other pro-Capitalists). Even if only part of Umberto Eco’s entire list of fascist points (re: “Umberto Eco’s 14 Points of Fascism“) these are still fascist ideas. Like swapping out a turret for a machinegun or giving a tank a new coat of paint (or a zombie a new limb or turret arm), the differences denote a different type of the same basic war machine personified: warrior undead.

Rotting and falling apart, fascism is merely an abortive offshoot of Capitalism. Both thrives on obscuring themselves and their connections. Like the myths it promotes, however, the bodies of Caleb and Liver King are largely artificial—not “fake” so much as achieved through massive material advantages neither likes to advertise. In particular, Liver King (whose goofy “I Am Ninja” voice belies the smaller pilot inside the bigger “suit,” on par with Mike Tyson or if Adolf Hitler had Schwarzenegger’s body and no longer needed to shout) acknowledges his pre-existing wealth but insists have nothing to do with his current success. No, if you believe him, then we have the tenets to thank for him reportedly approaching billionaire status in the next ten years (Before They Were Famous’ “Is He Really Making $100 MILLION a Year?” 2022). Seemingly overnight, massive scandals about Liver King’s “fake natty” lie have erupted online (More Plates More Dates’ “The Liver King Lie,” 2023), involving—and I wish I were kidding—thousands of people (at least) saying “it was just a joke” and everyone was “in on it.” Meanwhile, as those reporting on him are milking the endless drama farm, Liver King himself insists that he lied and didn’t lie, but only changed the narrative after damning concrete evidence about him came to light.

None of this is new. It’s just Capitalism working much as it always has, just with better drugs, fancier graphics, and more abundant, seemingly innocuous cryptonyms to sublimate trauma. Speaking of which, this concept of infinite growth mirrors one of the core tenets of Capitalism manifest in neoliberalism war pastiche: bigger, better, upgraded. War sequelitis. Eventually the market gets saturated, but the games keep coming. And if they don’t, someone’s gonna spend ten years making a Mega Man X fan game because they love the franchise so much.

To be fair, I’m excited for Mega Man X: Corrupted (JKB Games’ “Intro Stage Speed Run,” 2021)… even if I think X is basically a centrist superhero cop with zero ability to stop and self-reflect—just dumbly listening to his Hamlet-style, ghost dad simulacrum[2] over and over. In short, he’s robot Pinocchio with daddy issues trying to be not just a real boy but a real man. Meanwhile, as the videogame war never seems to stop onscreen, the tragic male hero sadly commenting on this but carries on anyways (a shambling zombie cop, vampirically stealing powers of marginalized workers criminalized by the state: political dissidents, rebel [Maverick] factions, iconoclasts, the homeless).

The problem is, this centrist tragedy doesn’t solve shit—a centrist canonical power trip of false hope that cryptonymically conceals not just the real wars and genocide happening in the world, but the things that cause them in relation to bourgeois canon: the videogames and those who make them, extending to the petit-bourgeois and their decade-long lover letters. Sure, the game’s music bops just like it did in the ’80s (AC Lonn’s “Mega Man X: Corrupted – Submarine Ocean (Force Starfish Stage) Extended,” 2020). Cool nostalgic music, check.

You know what doesn’t bop, though? Endless war and genocide, then lying about it to kids! Turning the next line of workers to future war criminals, sleeper agents, weird canonical nerds, and orphans is seriously fucked up (and over time, you can’t even put the labor into doing a well-made game out of it; the workers you exploit have to make what you make better than you do! Gotta love internalized efficient profit): Mega Man is a witch cop incessantly upgraded for war as never-ending; i.e., inside a future canceled by Capitalism, whose owner class pimps this nostalgia back to children who go on to view state-compelled martyrdom and self-pity as “totally rad.” It’s the Protestant ethic in action—reprobate and sacred, with a “pick/pity me” mentality driving endless war into the retro-future.

Under Patriarchal Capitalism, men like Liver King and Caleb promote ideas that keep people harmfully binarized, but also dependent on various “snake oils” that lead them to feel inadequate in the face of perceived supermen: Caleb sells videogames, conflating them with his gym bro antics while constantly “upping his game” through a brand image inextricably tied to famous war toys (that self-upgrade, no less); Liver King sells bullshit that not only doesn’t work, it leads to drug-seeking behavior tied to body dysmorphia as not just false, but self-destructive (in the Faustian vein; i.e., offered by someone, versus found/stolen “from the gods” in the Promethean sense).

We’ve already examined Caleb’s brand of weird canonical nerd. As for Liver King’s, his customers will try the tenets and offal naturally before turning to lying like he does (taking drugs and then selling drugs) when neither actually works—i.e., doesn’t get them the bodies they want, the sex partners they want. To try and acquire these things, they’ll imitate Liver King, whose continued rising success has nothing to do with his ethical statements and everything to do with prior material advantage and a willingness to keep exploiting people by lying to them (and calling his critics “degenerate sub-primals,” a dogwhistle[3] if ever there were).

Like Caleb, Liver King’s lie extends to other material factors, but especially personal property—toys, anime, and other media tied to war as a zombifying commodity that enforces sex and gender role under Capitalism through the “metal” expression of war (Mega man and his sister were called Rock and Roll in Japan, with Roll being relegated to the sidelines as a perpetual “Stepford” Housewife). Currently these various methods occur through fascism without too much[4] open violence (only violence in the world of videogames where commodified war is stupidly common).

However, these sublimating variables can easily become openly violent/actively undead under crisis, generally crises announced by hauntological artwork tied to war. We’ll examine these symptoms for the remainder of the chapter, including how Patriarchal Capitalism-in-crisis leads to a proliferation of bad-faith witches and composite undead defending the system through hauntological war. For a brief moment, though, I want to outline war hauntology as something routinely produced by neoliberal/fascist outlets on a geopolitical scale.

(exhibit 98c1: The liminal hauntology of war is commonly expressed between dimensions as interlinked, threatened by the rise of fascism as something to overcome; i.e., in The Ronin Warriors by noble, beautiful, witch-cop boys defeating their centrist opposites through a bishonen theatre of staged war disguised actual war—a curtain of comely boy flesh touting their own empowerment as sexy. It’s very similar to Sailor Moon [re: exhibits 51b3, “In Measured Praise“] except it has more of a yaoi flavor at the end, the titular warriors disrobing to fight Tulpa in the buff: warrior detectives getting to the bottom of the Radcliffean menace exorcized through naked force.)

(exhibit 98c2: Model and artist, middle-right: Blxxd Bunny and Persephone van der Waard.

Empowered by the spirit of evil, Emperor Tulpa lets Kayura do so much more than the male warlords. The results are undeniably entertaining—with Kayura absolutely mopping the floor with our heroes for most of the show [in fact, she never loses a fight]. The catch is enslavement: Kayura is clearly under the emperor’s thrall, wearing a necklace that controls her on Tulpa’s behalf. Eventually the charm is shattered in battle, forcing Tulpa to invade Kayura’s mind more directly. For a bishonen anime in the late ’80s, Samurai Troopers actually provides a rare look into power abuse from the female perspective: Tulpa supplies Kayura with an empowered, girl boss position by which to control every aspect of her life: how she talks, dresses, fights, and thinks. But somewhere inside is a buried voice, one operating independently from this fabricated persona that Tulpa must hide; i.e., from someone who is always presented as more powerful than she is, but also whose strength is greater than what he can control.)

It’s fine to enjoy but not endorse sexy monsters; i.e., like any problematic media with enjoyable elements (re: Sarkeesian). In the carceral sense, though, war hauntology is the constant, cryptonymic re-envisioning of the future; i.e., by using outdated, cryptonymic depictions of war that essentialize conflict as vital to the manufactured drama. This pastiche includes the disquieting arrival of “quiet” invasions—not the aforementioned “killing time” of the fascist harvest, but fascism as primed to happen through Capitalism; ensured by consumers pacified by ubiquitous neoliberal war pastiche, the harvest is already here—it’s only become more visible during an ongoing nightmare. Suddenly everywhere, the liminal-hauntological appearance of “benign” war commodities denote genocide and other displaced atrocities as already-here, but normalized through useful centrist myths: Teenagers can defeat them, often through force, often with color-coded uniforms and the flashy magic of special moves, allying with strange bedfellows and defeating an obviously-evil tyrant in defense of the status as it currently exists. This “banal” process happens cross-generationally until future generations become acclimated to war as a good position. They look on it and its past combatants as old friends.

The popular phrase, “Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic,” has yielded many different interpretations (e.g., five from CCCB Lab’s Cultural Research and Innovation, 2018). Arthur C. Clarke originally coined the phrase in his 1962 book, Profiles of the Future: An Inquiry into the Limits of the Possible, making Mega Man as witch-like as the Ronin Warriors/Samurai Troopers (exhibit 98c1); and their sequel enterprises even more magical and complicitly cryptonymic in centrist ways: good teams, bad teams, a playing field with two different sides, a boss, and a dainty, blue-haired girl who kicks everyone’s ass, Lady Kayura (exhibit 98c2).

Big battles, big explosions, big “false hope” mid-kayfabe with blind camp; i.e., to conceal the hidden atrocity of war behind a rescued, “good” fakery that’s wholesome enough for children to play with, while still preparing them for life’s inevitable “realities” (re: Capitalist Realism). A bigger and bigger lie that not only covers up the system, but adumbrates it, mimics it like a zombie plague or vampiric curse. Often, it contains with hints of it inside, like Kento’s temptations to the Dark Side (in true heel fashion) by Dais, Warlord of Illusion, through armor that Kento had inherited from past warriors—men pointedly described by Ghost Emperor Tulpa as “once having the will to conquer the universe!” aka Zombie Voltron.

As this example is ideally suited to exploring the entirety of our argumentation within itself, I want to dissect episode thirteen of The Ronin Warriors (a US syndication of the original 1988 show, redubbed for American audiences): “Fate of the Ronin Armor” (1995). I will summarize the episode, but more importantly break down the dream sequence contained inside in multiple exhibits that, explained by me in collage form, will highlight the broader liminal relationship experienced between audiences and war hauntology that the show expresses in complex audio-visual Gothic language—an older Gothic interrogation carried over to American like some relic and displayed to United States youngsters; i.e., whose minds have already been formed and shaped by the material world under Capitalism, acclimating them to future slaughter. Auto-genocide!

After this exhibit, we’ll move onto TERFs more generally before considering war pastiche (a kind of cryptonymy) as something to sublimate, thus disguise war’s systematic/propagandistic function as entirely disempowering.

Kento’s Dream: A Feast for Crows; or, Echoes of Fascism and Zombie Voltron within 1980s Neoliberal War Pastiche (feat. The Ronin Warriors)

Violence is a part of life. It should be remembered that violence and aggression is part of everyday life now. You see it over the TV. You can’t just pretend that it does not exist (source).

—Bruce Lee, Bruce Lee Striking Thoughts: Bruce Lee’s Wisdom for Daily Living (2002)

Thus, like the sad presaging raven, that tolls

The sick man’s passport in her hollow beak,

And in the shadow of the silent night

Doth shake contagion from her sable wings (source).

—Barbaras (on the raven’s ability to “predict” death), The Jew of Malta (c. 1589)

Note: Similar to Mega Man, The Ronin Warriors is a show I cite primarily in exhibits throughout the rest of the series; e.g., exhibit 39c1 (re: “Escaping Jadis“) and 51b3 (re: “In Measured Praise of the Great Enchantress“). Here, we actually have a close-read! —Perse, 5/5/2025

In episode thirteen of The Ronin Warriors, Kento learns the truth of his own armor’s bloodthirst. After a train wreck sends him hurling into a collapsed tunnel, he emerges as if from a deep to find himself alone on an ancient battlefield. There, two nameless warriors duel to the death while Kento looks on in horror (“horror” is the operative world, as the scene features spilled blood in an otherwise bloodless show meant for kids). Overseeing this forgotten, distant transaction is a lone raven, gazing into the funerary future with a single, all-seeing red eye: a harbinger of the proud warrior’s doom!

(exhibit 99a: As an eater of the dead with oft-anthropomorphized intelligence, corvids not only have special sight; they are known for eating the eyes of the ignominious dead: those fallen stupidly on the battlefield. They are assigned as de facto keepers of deathly knowledge and totems of extreme cruelty in ways that other animals sometimes aren’t: “The raven himself is hoarse / That croaks the fatal entrance of Duncan / Under my battlements…” [re: Macbeth]. For example, while cats, like ravens, are marked to be witches’ familiars by association, cats do not [to my knowledge] tend to be historically found on battlefields, thus are not known for eating decaying human corpses. They are known as guardians of the underworld, but this mythology comes from an ancient civilization: the Ancient Egyptians. Conversely, ravens have been immortalized by Marlowe, Shakespeare and Edgar Allan Poe, etc, in much more recent poetry—i.e., Western Europe’s fascination with the deathly past through various ghosts of the counterfeit.)

The horror for Kento—the big, strong himbo of the group—is the ghost of the counterfeit showing through him in a dream supplied to him by someone else as a means of military recruit: Join us; come over to the dark side. It is your fate, your doom. Kento’s rejection of, and continued resistance towards these machinations of equal force, denotes an incessant failure to learn from the past and his part within it, but also a neoliberal “as-good-as-it-gets” false hope: a cycle of war through false copies of the West, wherein people are saved and fallen and saved again across the forever-young bodies of an expendable soldier youth: through cool-looking acts of violence levied against zombie corruptions of formerly good militarized heroes (as we explored in Volume Two, “corruption” is a concept prevalent in virtually all of Western canon, spanning from Star Wars to Myth: the Fallen Lords to Mega Man X and The Ronin Warriors, etc; i.e., the fascist zombie and its corruption of a former good hero, or babyface, turning them heel). “See nightmare; smash nightmare. Nightmare gone… right?”

Wrong! If Dias is an openly zombie-like, drug-addled, vampire-esque, undead super soldier—who dresses like Shedder with antlers, wears an eye patch, laughs like a James Bond villain, and keeps a pet raven (whose benign nature but Cartesian demonization we discussed in Volume Two; re: exhibit 41c2, “Hell Hath No Fury“)—then Kento and company are his furtively carceral undead, cute-boy opponents. They think they’re good cops/white knights, because they’re on the “good” team. That’s it.

In truth, they’re laden in flowers like revived Roman conquerors come home to roost, their homecoming broadcast on rock ‘n roll loudspeaker (quite literally flower-power-meets-arena-rock, but curiously blended with city pop, experimental electronica and horror music common from Japan in the 1980s). It’s a necromantic centrist scheme of neoliberal war where one is pitted against the other through the process of abject as “toned down” for kids (neoliberal “joy division” of collective worker action). The authors of these Saturday-morning illusions—the neoliberal necromancers themselves—deliberately trap people in a material structure of endless wars playing with two kinds of undead soldiers who collectively drain, drug and lobotomize the emotional and Gothic intelligence of unsuspecting laborers, who go on to assimilate or annihilate those who have yet to be converted. It’s most unfresh, a dastardly scheme that sights workers and their territories entirely for profit. That’s the banality of evil in action. It behaves like a bad dream—hijacking the way the human mind normally works, including how historically-materially extends into the real world.

(exhibit 99b: Faced with the false copy of the Westernized past, Kento abjects it by embodying “might makes right”: “Iron Rock Crusher!” his variant of “Hulk, smash!” or “I am the teeth in the night!” These slides were designed at the start of when I began to pioneer my exhibit style; re: exhibit 44b2, “Making Demons.” I’ve left them unfinished for historical purposes.)

As Kento is confronted by a disembodied voice that smugly introduces itself as “the master of his fate,” the blowhard Kento isn’t fooled; he calls the hidden manipulator by its name: Tulpa, the evil emperor ghost. That’s one temporary deception. But the half-lies is part of a grander violent scheme, whose awful procession of “wax schedules” and lifelike zombies would make John Webster green with envy. “Silence, little man—look!” And behold, a pale horse: the endless battlefields of the many unburied dead.

Faced with them, Kento—a Scooby-Doo-esque scaredy-cat (intimating the Gothic “dog-like” servant trope common to loyal fool as faithful yet animal-esque towards a central hero)—literally trembles in fear (and is literally sloganized by the show’s antihero, Anubis: “Quake with fear!). Then, zombies—specifically the Dark Warlords—spring from the heap, reanimated fakeries of their real variants to fool Kento with. He falls for it, quick to anger and ready to fight them all (the puncher’s chance an empty one on a fool’s errand). But, oh-ho-ho, Tulpa did not bring Kento to this dream to do battle, but show him the way! Don’t waste your strength, you’re doomed (adumbrating the structure itself, that old fox). Merely look and see the origin of the Legendary Nine Armors: worn by past boys to conquer the world again under similar subterfuge.

But herein are another four lies (and probably more but I can’t go over them all in this section): “These armors were made for one purpose:

  • to destroy mankind
  • In this battlefield lie the bodies of those who have fallen in battle against these armors.
  • The armor when used makes the user more bloodthirsty.
  • To destroy it is to destroy a part of oneself—i.e., what man can destroy a piece of his own heart?”

The truth is, the armors can be reclaimed and reused by us Communists as teaching tools that hammer swords into ploughshares with Gothic exhibits that forbid the fascist “harvest” of the liminal-hauntology of war as an endless witch hunt, “destined for massacres and vengeance, sent across the earth post-recruitment to install” (the false revolution of fascism scrambling for power amid the cyclical power vacuums that Capitalism engenders). Nor do the bodies of the dead simply amount the blind and foolish, hoodwinked into making war for Capitalist purposes; they are the bodies of comrades fighting fascism in the proverbial killing fields.

Remembering Sarkisian’s adage, enjoyment isn’t automatically endorsement provided said enjoyment isn’t critically blind; i.e., consuming war pastiche won’t automatically turn you into a killer, nor are you destroying yourself if you critique it. Doing so only transforms you and war into something else—a friendly variant of Zombie Voltron as alluded to all the way back during Volume One (re: exhibit 15b1, “Healing from Rape“). And maybe, just maybe, old Tulpa speaks truth to power when he wishes to break “Mankind” the only way he knows how—through violence and war. Then again, maybe not; without warriors there’d be no one left to fight, no living to add to his ever-growing armies of the undead, in the Nether World where the shadows lie—his Dark Warlords a bit like Sauron’s unlucky ring wraiths, duped into the sorry company of Balrogs, winged beasts, and diegetically manmade orcs and goblins that ultimately came from Tolkien’s brain to try and describe the material world he himself fought in… but bishonen in their regression:

(source)

Poor Kento can’t help it, though; he wants to fight as boys currently fight—to fight and die “like a man.” In a way he’s closer to the truth and actual wisdom than his more righteous, seemingly smarter buddies. Meanwhile, Dais—an agent of darkness and goaded by his boss—attacks Kento wearing various disguises, hazing him as he stands liminally transfixed: to win him to his greater harm—their greater harm—mixing lies with bits of truth. The Gothic-liminal chaos of the scene is tremendously complex: It simultaneously evokes this exchange happening between texts in the diegetic present space of time as connected to our own material world and its lateral occupants both standard and revolutionary (re: parallel spaces and occupants)—between liminal occupants and liminal objects through liminal hauntology and liminal education that oscillates between dialectical-material forces dressed up in the undead language of war (whose doll-like warriors embody virtue and vice, mid-kayfabe). It’s a really messy affair that only compounds over space and time.

Hence why complex trauma requires continual good education to pierce and glean from everything beyond the veil while shrouded within inside. There is no “outside” of the larger “text,” homeboys; we’re born into the natural-material world and it shapes how we think, but also how we react. Furthermore, the scene invites us to look in ways that are conspicuously undead and doubled—with deliberate, diegetic acts of looking mirrored by opportunities for us to compare what Dais and Kento are doing that denote them as equally doomed as the first soldiers of the dream (which neither is aware of as they fight but which we can see, watching horrified and unable to stop the fated carnage as both men kill each other in a cycle of dynastic power exchange and hereditary rites; re: Bakhtin + Marx).

(exhibit 99c: The first half of this this collage is the phenomenology of our Kento exhibit, illustrated by meme hieroglyphics. The second half is another example of Juul’s “half-real” concept explored in Chapter One and how people playfully combine different things together for seemingly random, linguistically-ludically indiscrete fun—as something to talk about for education and enrichment as a liminal proposition through “conversational play” [the same kind of “sixth sense” memeing also used by STEM-type YouTube personalities like Chubby EmuZe Frank, or Casual Geographic: a collective appeal to a “universal” sense of humor by code-switching from jargon and dry humor to slang that aims to ironically humanize those oppressed under the status quo—animals, of course, but also patients]. Instead of The Ronin Warriors, the exhibit about them [exhibit 99a] is something I can talk about or meme about, or I can do both, swapping out frames or words to communicate a similar message quickly but also in a different form of exhibit about the same overall content.

In turn, this is discussed not just by me, but to a friend of mine about this same subject matter in metatextual ways—where we communicate as people generally do about popular media in the Internet Age: with memes by also telling stories about each other in real spaces and times about fictional things that exist in the material world: The photo of me in coffin is literally at the Edgar Allan Poe museum in Florida; the cat, Pluto, lives at the museum; the memes—of Poe and making a song that combines Dolly Parton, Poe and a meme about Poe and Jules Verne—is just how language tends to function under half-real circumstances. More to the point, it’s in this strange liminal space that praxis is being naturally performed: in discussions about canon and counterculture.)

“When will you fools learn that there are no wars fought by heroes?” (exhibit 99a). If, like Kento, we must stand and stare helplessly as ambiguous doubles of the excavated past return, what can we do? Lucky for us, love can bloom on a battlefield despite the banality of evil, and we can change into something less war-like while still being knowledgeable about war in all of its forms, heroes included. When I was a still a boy and not the trans woman I grew into, I got into fights; I reacted to violence in response to my own trauma and to echoes of trauma I could sense in the material world around me.

My mind never, ever stopped working (nor has it). I used to think it was a curse, but it was actually a gift that, once given the proper instruction, helped me transform and, in turn, write this book as a messy compilement of my path so that you might take it yourselves: to grow up into undead doubles that fight for Communism by disarming Capitalism’s war machinery—its language and its peoples—by hammering them and the structure that houses them into implements of peace and love, a reclaiming of the six Rs lost to Capitalism: to form “Zombie-Vampire-Ninja-Samurai-Knight-Frankenstein Voltron” as a composite-liminal Creature friendly to Communism and its legion of sex-positive socio-material outcomes, versus a sexist endorsement of the ’80s neoliberal status quo, like how Cyber Shadow (2021) does it (Rubhen925’s “Cyber Shadow – Full Game Gameplay Walkthrough,” 2021) with its heteronormative robot boy/girl ninjas.

In turn, development happens by working in tandem for a better world beyond Capitalism, revitalizing the Gothic imagination towards those aims by literally embodying it within ourselves, our bodies, our labor, our wicked, sexy art. You can even enjoy Cyber Shadow (I bought a copy of it and appreciate its zealous attention to detail); but transmute it in ways that critique Capitalism using the Gothic mode as something to synthesize. Make your gossip interdependent, your praxis iconoclastic, your pastiche perceptive, your quotes transformative, your own creations enriching to the world; wield your anger in sex-positive defense of your communes and your comrades.

(exhibit 99d: The world of videogames has, since its inception on the cusp of neoliberal expansion, been marketed to men. This includes the classic games, like Contra, Mega Man, or Ninja Gaiden, but also the games that were nostalgically revived through latter-day hauntologies like Cyber Shadow. In short, this reflects in the makeup of the game’s characters and narrative, but also the social-sexual behaviors and business behind the players’ metanarrative that the games’ heteronormative bias informs.

Speedrunning is—like combat sports and videogames, in general—a sexist, heavily segregated enterprise. For one, speedrunning pays very little and demands tremendous devotion and practice from its competitors (with WR-holders putting in tens of thousands of hours of “grinding”/practice to have a small handful of chances to win); two, nearly all speedrunners are cis-het men/male [and some trans women] thanks to competitive sports aforementioned bias and the male, often-white competitor’s own privilege—with the practice reliably described as “domination” and “self-improvement” from [all-male] speedrunner documentarians gushing about male-runner-to-male-runner obsessive chasing glory for themselves and themselves alone; i.e., Summoning Salt’s “The Quest to Beat Jimmypoopins” [2023] for Ninja Gaiden 2 [1990]. It’s a highly competitive and lauded history with little reward beyond glory and empheral recognition through a crisis of value; the record is theirs, as are the glory and the labels and naming. It’s self-aggrandizement verging on Quixotic deification and Captain Ahab levels of obsession, which isn’t interested in anything but male capability and unequal dimorphism as something that’s just taken for granted. It simply is; anything that falls short is simply failure, nothing more. In short, all of this is merely business-as-usual; i.e., bigoted and harmful and built around the status quo as something to protect [re: “Those Who Walk Away from Speedrunning“].

All the same, the ability to capitalize on the practice is highly difficult given its random nature. As I write in “Doom Eternal: Made for Speed… but Speedrunning?” [2022]:

Speedrunner-conscious developers isn’t wholly a bad thing. A byproduct of games being unintentionally speedrun is having to deal with things speedrunners hate. One such annoyance is Random Number Generation. Speedrunners hate RNG, in general; in Doom, they’ve had to work around RNG for decades. The original Doom games feature random weapon damage—a dice roll with every shot. Doom Eternal is less random, its variability provided by enemy placement and distance. That’s enough to keep things unpredictable, but also fun and challenging for the player. This theoretically owes itself to the game being designed with speedrunners in mind. But players themselves should be free to make their own categories. That’s part of the fun—the unpredictability in how a game is gradually played faster and faster. However, a company that pre-determines what categories players will make can reduce the experience to speedrun-by-numbers. Avoiding the temptation to tamper with a game to steer its speedrunners in a particular direction is advisable.

Purses are one alternative. Cash prizes could bolster competition; they would still fall outside the traditional professional sphere. Professional sports are generally watched live. In the same sense, speedrunning is watched live on Twitch. So much of it isn’t seen by most people, however. It’s not planned in that fashion. Professional gaming involves stages—for the players to game on, and crowds to watch them live. It has to be organized, and predictable to the extent that exciting things will occur. It’s one thing to have a race between speedrunners for fun; it’s quite another to expect runners to take a world record live. There’s no way to predict when this will occur, but as Cheese demonstrates, a big purse can inspire miracles.

A large purse can make players practice harder. Expecting them to do it predictably as a reliable draw is foolish. Most of the time, world records are a grind. Unless the game is relatively new or isn’t speedrun often, it will become optimized, allowing little room for error. The less room there is, the lower the odds that a record will occur. Easy records will occur quickly and get expensive; attempting difficult records is repetitive and will get boring. And if a record seems imminent, so is the possibility of failure. Reliable disappointment can turn all but the most dedicated away. This highlights another issue: Most records are not viewed “live” because they can’t be predicted to occur live. This means that unless you saw it when it actually transpired, it’s a pre-recorded video. This runs against the idea of professional sports, which need a “live draw” to reel in the crowd. If classic speedrunning can’t do it in its current state, then something needs to change. / And here, Doom Eternal presents a curious solution. Make a fast, brutal game that’s fun to watch, but can also be speedrun using classic movement strategies while also being a Doom game. Doom Eternal checks a lot of boxes, and it certainly will give players something to watch on Twitch. I just don’t think its biggest moneymakers will be speedrunners (source). 

Simply put, speedrunning isn’t made for business in the classic sense, but falls back on the aesthetics of war as something to draw out competitions between men that showcase male dominance of the game as product; in turn, the domination as a historical tour de force becomes the product—with reliably sexist, but also settler-colonial results, onstage and off [re: “Nature vs the State“]. Twitch is a white structure of power, as is YouTube and videogames as a business; i.e., including speedrunning as built within these territories advertising themselves as “manly” using cliché masks, costumes, weapons, and tableaux: not just Doomguy’s blood and guts, but Mega Man, Link, and Samus, etc, as monomythic/male-centric in ways that are heteronormatively violent state apologia. Versus them, the monstrous-feminine is always passive and assimilated, or a “corrupt” enemy to kill during virgin/whore and mirror syndrome having the pimp’s revenge against Medusa.)

Whoever you are, reader, just know that it’s entirely possible to “wake up”—to enjoy war pastiche as a guilty pleasure without endorsing its carceral, curse-like effects. But doing so will have to contend with those who see canon as sacred—something to consume and quote like a modern-day war bible that colonizes everything around it—the language, but also its users (quoting Ghostbusters [1984] blindly without transformational power—i.e., verbatim but failing to recognize Dr. Venkman as a fictional sex pest played by real-life sex pest, Bill Murray—Charles’ Trepany’s “Dying from Shame,” 2022).  Indeed, I’m living proof: In the past, I’ve written constantly about the centrist war pastiche from my own nostalgic past as something to reinvent, rethink, transmute into sex-positive forms (its own kind of magic indecipherable to the too-far converted undead—the zombie-vampire samurais, robots and other Capitalist legionnaires, but also those who make them on various registers of the Great Neoliberal Chain of Being—a carceral, coercive, complicit poiesis). Apart from Neoliberalism in Yesterday’s Heroes, I’ve specifically examined how Aliens and Doom  acclimate new people to war multiple times; re: for my videogame research on Metroidvania, and in my reviews of Doom Eternal (a fan favorite, 2020) and anti-fascist polemic on Ion Fury (2019). I’ve also faced lifelong pushback in the shadow of neoliberal forms, like my love for Ridley Scott’s Gothic, antiwar polemic (and frankly giant, beautiful mess) Prometheus (2020) versus Aliens having colonized the franchise away from its anti-neoliberal origins, Alien (a bit like Star Wars in that respect). It’s a messy, ongoing process.

However, centrism and war pastiche aren’t just American; as Kento and The Ronin Warriors demonstrate, they (and other sentai-style shows, from the 1960s[5] onwards) extend to other forms of media from other countries that “ally” with America under constant geopolitical threats of military and economic force. Parallel fantasies converge along the same material lines, manifesting hauntologically through instances of retro-future war pastiche, generally with sci-fi- and fantasy-flavored subgenres: samurai warriors, mobile-suit gundams, and metal “mega men” (a false-Utopian, dated futurism; re: Jameson’s argument from “Progress versus Utopia” modified:  “The future of one moment has now become our own undead past”), etc. Moreover, these ghostly arrivals—their sudden appearance and continued, nostalgic existence—are welcomed, ushered in by their victims like a canonical Trojan Horse. This isn’t just the obvious scapegoats, but the neoliberal/fascist soldiers inside the Horse who think they’re the good guys (or who think they’re safe from those in power).

Meanwhile, those who speak out aren’t just speaking to their critics, but the canonical forms they uphold as an extension of undead war as righteous: the disguises themselves. These multiple, surreptitious attempts to install war simultaneously deny its relationship as a counterfeit attached to real-world barbarities. Forget Tulpa’s tower of evil “finally” being brought into our world (exhibit 99e, below); the tower is already here, has been here since the beginning and only to evolve with the structure into something more and more nightmarish; re: invasion is a structure, Tulpa’s tower one of sin the Ronins must banish, Radcliffe-style!

(exhibit 99e: “Bring me the Earth, and join every dimension!” Emperor Tulpa demands, bringing the tower of evil into the human world. There, Tokyo’s population is ignominiously borne into the structure, forced to serve the evil Yokai forever [according to the Fu-Manchu ghost toadie].

Specifically this liminal hauntology of war—felt constantly during Capitalist Realism’s boom-and-bust [a return of the phantom tyrant]—is both neoliberal and [eco-]fascist. It elides fears of an imaginary barbaric past—specifically the romance of the Sengoku/warring states period—with various state deceptions and humiliations during and after WW2; e.g., the lies of the Imperial Japanese government and its rigid control of information, followed by the American bombings and subsequent occupation period. When the original show aired as Legendary Armor Samurai Troopers in 1988, the allegory concerned anxieties surrounding ongoing neoliberal boom: the late-1980s bubble economy in Japan.

To this, Samurai Troopers expressed displaced, dissociative fears of an imminent societal collapse, one that would have accompanied the guaranteed economic uncertainty hanging over Japan’s inflated, illusory successes. These lasted from 1986 until 1992; by the mid-’90s when the show was translated into English and being syndicated to American audiences, the market crash and historical-material record of vengeful warring spirits would rapidly have become a thing of the past; i.e., a product to export to youngsters concerned more with the centrist warrior’s romance than the deeper, historical-material context. In other words, they internalized the lie of false power while its deeper, troubling context reliably sailed over their heads.)

The great doom of Capitalism—which we will grapple with for the rest of this book—is how it destroys everything it touches, including those it professes to aid, through the protection of fascists by neoliberals. It does so by forgetting art-as history and trapping people inside fake histories where war and persecution mania aren’t simply everywhere; they teach bad sex education that clouds the brain, so that nothing beyond Capitalism can be imagined: the ghost of the counterfeit furthering the process of abjection, thus the monomyth and Cycle of Kings as a panoply of false power.

Furthermore, the engines that drive its continued genesis are Capitalism itself caught in a hauntological loop of self-defense that burns everyone to cinders, isolating men and women in ignominious ways that make them Gothically and emotionally unintelligent and monsters entirely sex-coercive. The greatest, loudest defenders, then, are centrists—those who posture as good “witches,” but align to everyone’s detriment with Zombie-Vampire Capitalism like a carceral, complicit, coercive (re: the Three Cs) undead Voltron: TERFS.

Now that we’ve examined an ideal example of what triple-C, Zombie-Vampire Voltron is, I’d like to pull back a bit and explore TERFs more broadly as the bad-faith witches and undead that try to disguise themselves as “friendlies” instead of “hostiles”; i.e., they aren’t working for the Man, they’re gender-critical[6] in ways that happen to triangulate against state enemies. They’re what we push back against using what we got, during ludo-Gothic BDSM, but per the cryptonymy process (as Chapter Five will explore) is always a calculated risk, mid-exposure.

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Onto “Attack of the Bad-Faith, Pussyhat Feminist Undead/Demons“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnote

[1] Anti-Semitic cryptonyms generally conceal Capitalism defending itself from alternate forms of wealth distribution. Seemingly linguistically unconnected to Nazi scapegoats, these dogwhistles nevertheless find themselves in the same conversational “company” as the usual scapegoating language: Nazis blame Jews and Communists; American Patriot Socialism, MAGA Communism and National Bolshevism (Non Compete’s “‘MAGA Communism’ is just Fascism,” 2022) blame “globalists”; and neoliberals blame Communists, socialists and anyone they feel like calling terrorists (code for revolutionaries and other states of exception).

Note: Refer to “On ‘Anti-Semitism’ versus ‘Antisemitism’” for further discussion on the term; i.e., as I use it in an intellectual sense. —Perse, 4/21/2025

[2] War simulation in all the usual hauntological monomyth ways; re: exhibit 43e1 (“Seeing Dead People“), exhibit 1a1a1a2 (“Thesis Body“) and exhibit 1a1a1c4 (“Pieces of the Camp Map“).

[3] A dogwhistle is still a dogwhistle even if Liver King doesn’t know it. Ignorantly parroting fascists makes you at the very least uninformed and apathetic, at worst openly complicit: dogwhistles conceal/reveal through cryptonymy.

[4] Make no mistake, stochastic terrorism and trans genocide are already happening. School and public shootings are normalized, including ones that target trans people. It’s just not state-sanctioned or industrialized yet (and god willing, never will be).

[5] When color televisions started to become more common.

[6] A TERF dogwhistle; i.e., TERFs are fascist, hence operate through DARVO and obscurantism (the decayed, false language of rebellion) to hide their cop-like function: during a complicit cryptonymy process.

Book Sample: Praxis Volume Outline, part two + Chapter Four: Bad Faith (opening and “Ladies First; or, the Grift of False Rebellion”)

This blog post is part of “All the World,” a sixth promotion originally inspired by the three I did in 2024 with Harmony Corrupted and Romantic Rose: “Brace for Impact,” “Searching for Secrets” and “Deal with the Devil” (2024), as well as “Make It Real” for Volume One and “The Total Codex” for Volume Zero. Those promotions sought to promote and provide their respective volume’s individual pieces for easy public viewing in single-post form; re: for the Poetry ModuleUndead Module and Demon Module, followed by my PhD and manifesto. “All the World,” by comparison, caps off my book series with a promotion for Volume Three; re: my Praxis Volume. As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

Click here to see “All the World’s” Table of Contents and Full Disclaimer.

Permissions: Any publicly available images are exhibited for purposes of education, transformation and critique, thus fall under Fair Use; private nude material and collabs with models are specifically shared with permission from the original model(s). For more details about artist permissions, refer to the book disclaimer (linked above).

Concerning Buggy Images: Sometimes the images on my site don’t always load and you get a little white-and-green placeholder symbol, instead. Sometimes I use a plugin for loading multiple images in one spot, called Envira Gallery, and not all of the images will load (resulting in blank white squares you can still right-click on). I‘ve optimized most of the images on my site, so I think it’s a server issue? Not sure. You should still be able to access the unloaded image by clicking on the placeholder/right-clicking on the white square (sometimes you have to delete the “?ssl=1” bit at the end of the url). Barring that, completed volumes will always contain all of the images, whose PDFs you can always download on my 1-page promo.

(model and artist: Harmony Corrupted and Persephone van der Waard)

Volume Three: Praxis, part two: Sex Positivity versus Sex Coercion

They told him, “Don’t you ever come around here”
“Don’t wanna see your face, you better disappear”
The fire’s in their eyes and their words are really clear
So beat it, just beat it (source).

—Michael Jackson, “Beat It,” on Michael Jackson’s This Is It (1982)

(model and artist: Transguy Tyler and Persephone van der Waard)

Picking up where “Obliterating Phoebe: In the Shadow of Pygmalion” left off…

Volume Three covers praxis, specifically the informed, continuous application of successful proletarian praxis as we interpret the Gothic past moving forward. Whereas part one laid out sex positivity, sex coercion and the liminality between them, part two contains Chapters Four and Five plus the Conclusion, which concerns the creative successes of proletarian praxis versus state praxis. Time to fight!

Hard Dicking: Praxis Volume Outline, part two

The thing to remember is that acting, music, poetry and theatre are all powerful ways to communicate, but also a time-tested means of survival against bad-faith actors […] People act all the time for a variety of reasons; many more “lie” at particular places where lying is expected (e.g., the postpunk disco) as a means of getting at the truth in ways designed to help others (thus policed and infiltrated by undercover state agents) [source].

—Persephone van der Waard, “On Giving Birth” (2023)

(artist: Mu Hut)

Whereas part one laid out sex positivity, sex coercion and the liminality between them, part two contains Chapters Four and Five plus the Conclusion, which concerns the creative successes of proletarian praxis versus state praxis. That is, if the state frames it as us-versus-them, we “better the instruction” as a subversive, Gothic means of developing Gothic Communism through class/culture war.

  • Chapter Four (partially included in this post) explores sexism and other bigotries within a gradient of canonical moderacy and reactionary politics in popular, sexualized media—TERF hauntologies, sublimated war pastiche, girl/war bosses, and queer tokenism at large.
  • Chapter Five seeks to provide lasting solutions based on emotionally/Gothically intelligent activists who can detect, recognize and separate all of the above when creating their own cryptonymic material, all while enacting Gothic Communism, outing state proponents, and living in a brave new world of sexy “awakened” monsters: the liminally subversive/transgressive zombies, ghosts, vampires, witches, Amazons, etc.
  • “Pussy on the Chainwax!” closes the book series out, giving the reader two basic choices: a) to serve the state and Capitalist Realism, bringing about the actual end of the world, or b) to face the perceived “end of the world” in order to stop of the Promethean cycle (and ultimate desolate conclusion) of Capitalism.

As I wrote in Volume Two (citing Volume Zero):

“All heroes are monsters, thus liminal expressions that are sexualized and gendered” (source). Challenging state monopolies by reversing the dialectical-material function of said labels (and their poetics) is exactly what we must do in order to succeed.

The state, in other words, will triangulate and send its killers after us wearing the same monstrous masks (and theatrics of unequal power) we humanize ourselves with:

(artist: Rino99)

Chapter Four: Bad Faith. “Rise, my pretties! Rise!”—TERFs and Other Flying Monkey “Witch Cops” and Girl War Bosses in Nerd Culture vis-à-vis Neoliberalism, Fascism and Genocide

“You weren’t kidding. They’re spinning out of control.”

“Spinning out of control?” 

“Yeah!”

“Oh, what is?”

“The power of the…monkey? Monkey. They can kill, you know? It’s just… it’s something they did for a long time.”

“The monkeys?”

“Mmm.”

—an actual conversation, where Jadis recorded me talking to them in my sleep (exact date unknown, 2021)

(model and artist: Harmony Corrupted and Persephone van der Waard)

Up to this point, we’ve examined throughout the book how state proponents are conditioned to see themselves as action heroes starring in their own tenebrous productions, whose unironic kayfabe becomes the language of pro-state espionage; i.e., aggregating in shows of state solidarity and lethal force to bravely fend off the forces of darkness within a script of never-ending violence against labor (the end of the world in their eyes, thus fight bitterly against). As such, they operate through their own strategies of misdirection to achieve Macbeth’s “walking shadow.” That is, they are the “poor player, that struts and frets his hour upon the stage” within Pygmalion’s shadow.

The lack of significance, in their case, is the myopia of Capitalist Realism within, the desert of the real; like weird canonical (male) nerds, there’s nothing for them to imagine except unironic cataclysm inside the shadows of Plato’s cave, defending the state in righteous, infantilized anger (whereas queerness is acclimated to darkness and the shadows, initiated and molded by “darkness visible” as a poetic, transformative power that can revive the awesome voices of the Communist dead, thus develop a better world outside Plato’s cave—more on that in Chapter Five).

Within this regressive fury and creative void, TERF masks, uniforms and muscular bodies—but also kayfabe and weaponry—become sacrosanct, but also false bravado and kindness: a web of lies that subordinate people have agreed upon for a shared love of the canonical theatre of war itself. In short, they are not Galatea, but an offshoot of Pygmalion’s offshoots. From white, cis-het men, to white, cis-het women, to tokenized parties under the TERF umbrella, all are centrist at best, which is to say “fascist-in-disguise” (or otherwise hidden by self-deceptions that are bad-faith or legitimately Quixotic). Any way you slice it, they cannot create anything that doesn’t, in some shape or form, lead to genocide. The structure must be challenged, which means recognizing its proponents for what they are: billboards, and in many cases, outright soldiers.

We’ll explore these now with feminisms muddied history as fraught with betrayals and bad-faith impostors possessed by the spectres of fascism under neoliberal hegemony. Our focus is the Amazon as the quintessential war boss; the Medusa, her dark double, an openly queen bitch. Yet liminal expression leads to various forms of deception (disguise pastiche) within the threshold and on the surface of the monstrous-feminine image during oppositional praxis. As with Volume Two’s focus on the undead and demons, remember Weber’s maxim: the violence of the state is legitimate, this time through deputized female, queer and activist minorities that internalize the oppressor’s bigotries, then bastardize activist symbols of resisting oppression to bring these bigotries about through regressive subversions/unironic disguise pastiche (e.g., internalized misogyny and racism through self-guilt and shame, but also oppressor personas; i.e., Fanon’s Black Skin, White Masks applied to any axes of oppression or nexus of overlapping modules).

 

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Ladies First; or, the Grift of False Rebellion: A Brief Summary of the Regressive Amazonomachia of Girls Trapped inside the Man Box (Girl Bosses and War Bosses)

“You have heart! I’ll take that too!”

—the Hunter, The Dark Crystal: Age of Resistance (2019)

Note: Sex Positivity was begot from my past struggles with GNC abusers; re: Jadis; i.e., TERFs as fascist feminists to expose, mid-cryptonymy and during Amazonomachia as a poetic device. While Amazons are things I would obviously go on to explore at far greater length (re: “Amazons“), here is where I took the idea “witch cop” and began to conceptualize it in duality through the cryptonymy process. —Perse, 5/5/2025

(artist: Gregory Manchess)

All centrists “witches” (feminists their various monstrous personas: Amazons, Medusas, banshees, etc) are cops; all cops are bad, including those who see themselves as “shepherds” (good wolves/hunters) protecting the “sheep” (dumb and stupid workers) from “wolves” (scapegoats), but also the de facto deputies and fascist vigilantes posturing as the oppressed (and magnetic) Hippolyta or Medusa in babyface or heel language. Regressive Amazonomachia, then, is copaganda BDSM that emulates the unironic monomyth (re: Wonder Woman minus the performative irony and informed class character), including its gladiator-sports personas as hunters, wolves, fighters, protectors, providers, and mercenaries of either moral pole; good or bad, they’re all weird nerds Quixotically trapped inside the Man Box as something to advertise proudly or “resist” through false rebellion, thus contributing to the myopia of Capitalist Realism through Gothic tropes like the Great Destroyer and black knight, Archaic Mother (the Medusa) or phallic woman (the Amazon) as, again, regressive Amazonomachia.

As such, they emulate or submit to the active violence of men in service of the status quo, wielding canonical BDSM’s implements (and personas) of carceral violence, mental and physical torture, and straight-up murder against the state’s enemies. These killers-for-hire become unironic death fetishes, the fascist wearing a displaced fascist costume: a post-fascist Hugo Boss with a pulpy videogame or comic book flavor with which to get close and strike the vulnerable down at close quarters. Like a Gothic novel, the disguise becomes over-the-top, theatrically coded and trapped between good and bad faith portrayals. But the person wearing it in bad faith always wants to be in control, to keep someone under their power forever—to force them to submit, to love them, to see them as a god.

(exhibit 98a1a: Artist: Illustration and outfit by Lucid-01; background, outfit alterations and character design by Persephone van der Waard. Genuine abuse can be subverted, through a controlled “call of the void”/calculated risk.

Glenn the Goblin, for example, is a formerly anti-Semitic symbol that invades the pre-fascist Christian wardrobe to wickedly play around with the garments inside. In short, she’s taking them back. The source of play comes from symbolic, doubled tension; i.e., the metaplay of fan fiction’s paradox of pleasurable pain lying adjacent to perceived threats of harmful pain and its assorted legendarium. On the surface of the image, black is loaded in Western imagery with a variety of conflicting data: the threat of power as a destroying force, but also the color black as thoroughly dimorphized under Western thought—i.e., of presumed subservience [and misbehavior] for women under a perceived medievalized order of existence, the police state-of-affairs signified by black uniforms that hold punishment over those judged as good little girls and bad little girls who live under fear of rape as something to endure and avenge.

Just as canon is all according to design, so is my iconoclasm; i.e., Glenn—as a shapeshifter and Satanic atheist who isn’t much interested in being good, but nor being a scapegoat—wants to have fun through consent-non-consent by walking the tightrope. The idea is doll-like, undressing Glenn like a doll [implying a similar subversive element of control to the sub being undressed as such, instead of the heteronormative idea of intromission, coitus and creampie—i.e., “Wham, bam, thank you, ma’am!”] in ways that beg the disco refrain as disarming of unironic harm within a Gothic, BDSM threshold; re: New Order’s “How does it feel, to treat me like you do?” In this case, the question is asked under informed consent, from two parties who know exactly what they want and are reveling in the unique, delicious sensations as normally denied to us under Capitalism. Glenn didn’t pick her clothes in the sense that she’s a cartoon, but she is an extension of myself and I chose her to represent myself during the appreciative peril: Just as I designed Glenn to shapeshift themselves, and me to shapeshift into them by proxy, the “goblin transformation” fantasy is me being tied up and threatened with “death”/a palliative Numinous.

[artist: Lucid-01]

Latter-day uniforms, then, become similarly loaded with canonical connotations of torture, treachery and forbidden seduction as dimorphically gendered; the eliding of angelic patience with Radcliffe’s “black penitent” as a kind of xenophobic caricature of destruction that, under fascist/post-fascist conditions, takes on different meanings for beings perceived as “woman,” but also monstrous-feminine; the regressive in holy garbs, but also the queer BDSM subversive playing at the dark god for heretical reasons of Satanic apostacy and hellish delight. There is an undeniable link to trauma; the wearer could just as easily be a Christian missionary on the Oregan trail or 1800s China, but also a ninja, gun hand or some other operative training in bondage, torture and murder that is nevertheless fetishized in the [classically] white cis-het fantasies of women [or men playing the “heroes” in these narratives].

As Glenn demonstrates, the formerly problematic can be tipped away from its regressives aspects while keeping the medievalized, religious-tinged outer shell, but there will always be ontological tension within a broader dialogic interrogating what results. Further fun can be made by chaining her to the pillar but having her grip it with her fingers; at a glance she seems imprisoned, but on closer inspection is actually have the time of her life? There’s a loose sense of improvised chaos, too. Glenn takes what’s on hand—the nun’s habit, the convenient pair of manacles next to the bed, the hot candlewax on her bare, muscled skin, her anachronistic pussy tattoo: In Hoc Signo Vinces [“In this sign thou shalt conquer”]—and runs wild with it. She’s not the hopeless impostor-victim, stricken with dysphoria or dysmorphia; these are abusive conditions to redeem through emergent play.

As such, Glenn at home in her body and herself as in flux and at odds with the tyrannical past, carefully rewriting her own destiny by throwing caution to the wind: reclaiming the prescribed instruments of colonial abuse in thrilling paradoxically ways—i.e., the thrill of ritualized violence, minus actual harm [I’d say it’s a game where no one gets hurt, but what’s life without a little pain?].)

(exhibit 98a1b: Artist: Blxxd Bunny from a shoot their provided for one of my paintings of them.

Compulsion isn’t strictly authoritative; it can be the cathartic pursuit of what feels good, which is often a subconscious impulse. Yet, the adage, be careful what you wish applies to the sobering reality that harm is not historically-materially divided from pleasure, pain or power exchange; i.e., during social-sexual rituals where all of these things are distributed unevenly, dimorphically and abusively through fetish, kink and BDSM aesthetics. In short, the best things in life [in terms of stimulation and jouissance] come with a dialectical-material element of risk: is my lover a tool for the state, the status quo? But without pursuing catharsis, you run the risk of being a slave not just to society’s polite norms, but their hidden , brutalizing ones too: the snowy bridal gown and the black nun’s habit intimate the same systemic issues. If they wear a uniform, then it must mean something—with the uncanny possibility of their being a false option or replication that isn’t the intended function.

Again, this can be sex-positive or coercive; it all boils down to dialectical-material context: what is the point of the costume within the piece in relation not to Capitalism, but it’s core, systemic values, etiology and symptoms (e.g., the Virgin/Whore syndrome)? And more to our purposes, how can these be subverted within the paradox of cathartic, exquisite torture in ways that don’t endorse or promote actual harm or canonical iterations of something as seeming throwaway and performative as a nun’s outfit—a hauntological mask, costume or role to play that brings one joy and other denied pleasures in parallel societies: lost histories and possible new worlds within the half-real fictions of Gothic poetics as de facto education: Come and see, but also do; critique through experience as profound, intense, iconoclastic.

The ludic nature is, like a videogame, divorced from actual harm; the ritual is there, but not the dreaded result, allowing for instruction to occur through repeated, simulated experiences involving the same ingredients. While this can be for or against the state (with fascists embracing the heroic cult of death through the slaying of demons as a codified message), “slaying” in sex-positive language has a highly specific meaning and desired outcome: rape prevention and the disillusion of systemic harm. Within this broader network of opposition, denial becomes a power ironic device in relation to unironic doubles: the denial of polite restraint, of compunction, of pleasure; but also the denial of correct sex, of orgasms of prescriptive harmful norms and their forms of compelled restraint, abstinence, ignorance, protection.

In short, denial becomes a profound because of gender trouble and parody with desire outcomes for either side. Heteronormatively sees queerness as a death of the world [e.g., the 2022 Netflix miniseries for Neil Gaiman’s Sandman selling queerness to the straights as a kind of morbid death fantasy]. For us, the goal is crossing over from the right to the left by virtue of reclaiming subversive denial and indulgence as a positive vice at a societal level: a world without sin, but still has sexy nun’s and the Gothic pastiche as geared towards euphoric pleasure and pain.)

The raw sentiment of a moths drawn to the flame isn’t that hard to understand (above)—e.g., the bottom reaching behind themselves to grab the headboard, all while spreading their legs to take the fucking ever deeper and harder—if only because sex [or asexual rituals] happening during power exchange with a cool-looking badass can feel stupidly good. Yet, while cathartic gradients last and build trust and healthy relationships, coercive examples—if negotiated badly with someone presenting themselves as a sadist in bad-faith—can promptly fuck over the submissive by subjecting them to addictive, fleeting pleasure under an unscrupulous and/or unwell manipulator’s give-and-take cycle of rapacious power abuse. Caution is important, but it’s hard to be overly cautious when you feel vulnerable and enthralled with a “protector” archetype who has your number and doesn’t mean you well; i.e., they smell the trauma/madness on you and know how to exploit it. In some shape or form, the desire for cathartic fantasies grabs hold and never lets go, because trauma isn’t just something you “get over.” You can only transform it as part of you, once and forever.

Keeping that in mind, Chapter Four as a whole will examine, expose and push back against canonical disguise pastiche, aesthetics and rhetoric as state operatives; i.e., the myriad, bad-faith deceptions adopted by witch cops and (oft-female) war bosses and other expendable class traitors and token minorities in neoliberal/fascist nerd culture; Chapter Five considers the iconoclastic side of this same risky equation, including the various aesthetic deceptions and revolutionary subterfuges that writers, artists and sex workers can reclaim, mid-conflict, from those attempting to recuperate or sublimate revolution—i.e., by undermining Capitalism and toxic masculinity/the Man Box as the scapegoats of manufactured crisis disguised as its greatest champions. Queer Trojans. —Perse, back in 2023

(exhibit 98a2: Source: David Graver’s “Behind the Scenes of Netflix’s “The Dark Crystal: Age of Resistance” [2019]. The Skeksis Skekmal, is the “primal” eco-fascist: the lone-wolf, “Batman” Great Destroyer dressed up in pagan icons, skulls and bones. His self-styled savagery searches for power as something to take culminates in a desire to conquer death. In thinking himself having done so, his other half sacrifices itself to restore balance; i.e., an exchange of the Leveler to prevent fascism’s emergence onto the medieval stage, which—in the Age of Capital—allows the fascist death lord to emerge, but at a terrible price. Of this ravenous, systemic appetite, I write in “The Dark Crystal: AoR – Appetites” [2019]:

Here, the Skeksis veer wildly away from Gelfling needs and wants. When a Gelfling dies, it returns to Thra; memories of the dead are preserved in icons, trinkets and rituals. These help them live on in non-destructive ways. The Skeksis lack these talents, hanging the Hunter from the rafters. As the Ritual-Master says, there is no service for a dead Skeksis. They have no idea how to bury their dead, nor how to confront death at all. For them, death is a great mystery—something to fear.

This fear is what drives them. Birds eat to live, but not for fear of death; Skeksis eat because they are afraid, and mortally so. This fear sends them into gross and indiscriminate splurges, hideously overwrought with vampiric comfort food. And since there is no amount of food to be consumed that staves off death forever, the Darkening spreads, weakening the world. The Skeksis do not care, their all-consuming need to live blinding them to the mayhem their murderous hunger wreaks [source].

For him, there is only strength and despite its mythic quality [there always someone stronger] only continues to be nowhere near enough to save him from himself or the Darkening [the so-called “puncher’s chance”]. The same goes for the Skeksis at large, they and their dark crystal’s torture castle of chains, mad science and general skullduggery doomed to crumble, but not before sacrificing everyone around them.)

Before we get into the meat of things—going through feminism as a checkered movement through different subchapters—we should go over what regressive Amazonomachia is. Simply put, regressive Amazonomachia is an aspect of culture war within feminism that peels back worker liberties due to concessions with the elite through tokenized culture and assimilation fantasies: witch cops. Witch cops aren’t just tall, imposing queens; it includes their underlings, their “flying monkeys” and purported allies of the oppressed working for a bought-and-paid-for queen bitch. In The Wizard of Oz (1939), flying monkeys were the airborne servants of the Wicked Witch of the West (quiet part: a displaced female scapegoat for Patriarchal Capitalism—attacking the gay “Friends of Dorothy” while demonizing female power); Theremin Trees likens them to narcissist worship (“Worshipping Narcissists,” 2018).

For us, it’s a combination: Capitalism is a liminal position of tremendous conflict that yields a variety of socio-material effects, including cryptonyms that can be used by actual revolutionaries to dethrone the man behind the curtain as being the real wicked “witch” (well, a wizard in Baum’s case, but it’s the same idea when dealing with TERFs ). Like the zombie or the vampire, the expanding state of exception invokes the witch as sublimated trauma for or against the state: proletarian witches or bourgeois witches.

In Chapter Two, we examined proletarian witches as victimized by the state, including more overtly fascist forms/undisguised moral panic: witch cops as babyface heroes and heel antiheroes in “their own” stories, including Shelly Bombshell as a fascist feminist providing equal opportunity genocide during Amazonomachia for anyone and everyone (exhibit 84a1). Chapter Three looked at the weird nerd as overtly belonging to the status quo: white, cis-het men as manipulated through their manufactured, heteronormative insecurities to do the elite’s bidding.

Apart from Ripley and Samus; Medusa, the xenomorph and Alien Queen; and again, Shelly Bombshell, we’ve yet to really scrutinize class traitors in-“disguise” (the disguise is generally a dogwhistle) during Amazonomachia: TERFs and their own “prison sex” behavior as violently fetishized, fascist monsters, but also more overtly centrist variants; i.e., the “Greater Good” Amazon or Medusa girl boss as unironic war bosses that punch up against fascists but punch down against the Left during their own Amazonomachia and aesthetics. Combined, these hegemons and other token, minority cops/vice characters project their coercive rape fantasies/wish fulfillment and survivor’s trauma onto their fellow workers (fascist recruitment feeds on trauma, targeting battered housewives and comparing their abusive husbands to trans people).

This includes the visiting of war and rape as canonically disguised (coercive sublimation) through unironic pastiche—a type of war propaganda whose cycle of various sublimated masks serve as “uniforms” through domestic material consumption: invaders, defenders, and fortress-minded “witches” that hauntologically promote sudden exchanges of violence pertaining to otherworldly dangers being seemingly everywhere. Moral panic becomes the norm, the masks of theatre employed to execute, not prevent it. In a similar bending of the knee to capital, the fascist crises of white, cis-het men are adopted by their female counterparts.

(exhibit 98a3: Marisa is a war boss TERF; she might seem like a pure “Dark Amazon,” but in Street Fighter 6’s centrist approach, actually employs “wheyfu” kayfabe to oscillate between the wrestler’s dialogic-pugilist position of babyface and heel: the American and the Nazi [often, in not dressed in leather and lace, at least black and white; i.e., a marriage of geopolitics, kayfabe, and 20th century BDSM rhetoric as hauntologically “backward”/regressive through the medievalized dichotomy as a rhetorical-theatrical dialogic]. Historically fascism is an American export, rooted in the United States and exported to Germany and elsewhere around the world [e.g., kaiju schlock, carried over into Godzilla as converted to “good, but also fighting a variety of evil-looking bio-mecha baddies—a trend imitated by Nintendo’s Mecha Ridley from Zero Mission, but also Metaquarium’s Super-Metroid-meets-Metroid Fusion romhack work-in-progress, X-Fusion]. To disguise themselves, fascists wear masks: the heel’s badass garb as false power they weight against the false power of centrist cops; to disguise their relationship to fascists, neoliberals/centrists will also wear masks over their fash-adjacency status: the babyface’s goody-little-two-shoes uniform as a false rebel in their own right, with the subjugated Amazon fighting during regressive, not subversive Amazonomachia. In defense of capital, both sides of a given performer sublimate genocide as bread-and-circus wrestler’s pastiche enacted between state bodies; to become sex-positive, they often have to be divorced from sports altogether—i.e., a meta “hard stance” that goes entirely against the monomythic grain and its Faustian promise of heroic power and material advancement, and sexual fulfillment; exhibit 111b.)

Neoliberalism extends the war boss “privilege” to women, performing in the interest of the state. Simply put, the TERF is a “bad bitch/witch” and a “bad bitch/witch” is a class traitor with or without the badge; i.e., a witch “cop” (vigilante) often LARPing who (often) dresses in black-and-red or -purple, and has non-white skin colors that denote a presence of otherworldly death and power tied to an older hauntological space and time: masks, uniforms, muscles, T&A and weapons.

During state decay, this liminal hauntology’s capacity for violence spills over through the TERF as a police agent inside a copaganda narrative that treats canonical, centrist rhetoric and media as sacred, but also increasingly under attack; the TERF-in-question delivers reactive abuse towards the state’s enemies, dividing and conquering them through marginalized in-fighting enacted by less marginalized or token parties against those more marginalized who refuse to betray their own class interests.

Unlike Milton’s Satan—or a vengeful, terrorist necromancer like David, from Alien: Covenant (re: “Dissecting Radcliffe“) or Carmilla from Castlevania, etc (re: “Castlevania, season 3 review“)—TERFs one and all bend the knee to power by taking in the neoliberal illusion and fascist dogma as a Faustian “deal with the devil”: the owner class as either granting them a brief reprieve, or a life of servitude where they kill and betray all of their comrades for thirty pieces of silver. The same fate that was true with Alice in Borderland or Squid Game, but also Wayne’s World’s made-up Desert Storm Commando Warrior (re: exhibit 34c2, “Fatal Homecomings“) and the many actual palimpsests present for the critique: the hero is a vigilante within the infernal concentric pattern, who suffers at the hands of the sole victor in the entire scheme: the Cus D’Amatos and Don Kings who run the show.

As a kind of unironic disguise pastiche/regressive double, the uniform becomes something to put on by writers, consumers, and other socio-political agents, making their own actions within capital a form of copaganda. It’s Michael Parenti’s notion of false revolution and victimization by class traitors buying into the assimilation fantasy while following the leader (or rather, a chain of leadership in vertical arrangements of power).

To it, the TERF as a war boss is a victim who is conditioned to attack the states enemies while wearing disguises, including ones meant to fool themselves: that a re-aiming of the Medusas legitimate anger at Patriarchal forces—her stone vision—at the state’s enemies during Amazonomachia, not unlike Zach Snyder’s Superman or Homelander’s eye lasers, is legitimate, but also just; she becomes lethal and blind, killing what she sees through her body as a destructively angry extension of her pro-state ideology whose vision is “set to kill” towards anyone who threatens her idea of home relative to herself and her trauma (fascists fear anyone different than themselves; so do centrists, but dress it up as Nazis or Communists): the redirection of worker grievances—their legitimate anger towards systemic abuses—aimed at other workers in a destructive (exploitative towards people) sense. Her insecurities become weaponized and she and those solidarizing with her punch down as hard as they can: “As one!” Maximus might scream right before charging headfirst into the barbarian horde.

(artist: Wolfhead at Night)

We’ll get to that and how to subvert it during proletarian Amazonomachia, in Chapter Five (our own disguise pastiche/subversive doubles and constructive anger—the destruction of exploitative hegemons, paradigms, systems, what-have-you through worker solidarity and subterfuge). For now, just remember that in American consumer culture, overt patriotism is sometimes swapped for seemingly more moderate forms that furtively join arms against labor as a whole: gamer/comic book culture and its own “junk food,” badly educated mentalities. Media indicative of an American global “presence” is often tied to war in duplicate forms, especially the shooter genre as a common form of canonical propaganda (“Military Optimism“).

By extension, the pastiche of war sublimated through videogames and their palimpsests often becomes something to ideologically defend from various, poorly defined enemies: dangerous “outsiders” who can suddenly appear and “compromise” you without warning: orcs, Drow and other states of exception that feel increasingly undead, but similar to you, parasitoid. The irony is, the regressive “activist” becomes self-deceptive but also self-destructive: the killer vortex that vacuums everything up, including themselves and their loved ones. In short, they colonizes themselves in the process, happening through an Imperial Boomerang that is always in motion, always hungry and always afraid.

(artist: Alex Andreyev)

The same basic idea applies to other modes of self-consumption, whereupon moderacy is generally advanced by political groups identified by the media they associate with or identify around. This includes TERFs and other cryptofascists, who often attempt to posture as more left-leaning than they actually are. This proceeds up to a point, course; i.e., apart from token examples, TERFs are cis, but also presenting as centered and reasonable when they tone police, condescend, or otherwise deny queer people their basic human rights (I don’t have a lot of cis friends for this reason, precisely because it’s far easier to explain my oppressed position to other trans, intersex or non-binary persons than it is someone who doesn’t experience that oppression, themselves; but also because cis people, including cis queer people, are prone to either get confused, or decide to condescend towards me or otherwise lash out in a variety of ways. I don’t need that shit). Their LGBA moderate/reactionary polemics work on par with MLK’s “white moderate” foil in his “Letter from Birmingham Jail” (source tweet: hachx0, 2023).

Moderates, then, are generally super lame and disingenuous, so they wrap themselves in badass things to seem cooler than they really are—i.e., by liking “cool” things like Aliens, Doom or similar retro-future stories tied to war as a “pick me” appeal to the status quo (and a “weird flex” to gender-non-conforming persons). The hauntology’s liminality is twofold: from a cosmetic standpoint, and because the hosting media becomes a mask with multiple functions that extend Capitalist Realism forward:

  • to hide the consumer’s true intentions behind.
  • to wear proudly like a badge or uniform, weaponizing the wearer during fascist times of crisis.
  • to build the walls of the myopic crypt higher and higher, discouraging emancipatory variants through a gradient of Capitalist Realist myopia: transphobia, racism, misogyny and anti-Semitism, etc.

Before we proceed, a note about moderacy in general: Over the next six sections, we’ll examine moderacy as it to canonical iterations of the Four Gs and social-sexual activism’s emancipatory forms. We’ll start with TERFs, outlining their deceptive/fascist nature before examining how it, along with their endless consumption—of war pastiche and neoliberal dogma—continuously informs TERF centrism as something that hauntologically weaponizes in crisis; from there, we’ll move onto enbyphobia in binary trans women, NERFs; and lastly we’ll explore the role of the girl/queer boss in selling war and how to respond to it differently than TERFs do: in a sex-positive way (re: with Nyx’ help, below).

(artist: Nyx)

Note: Out of these four sections, the next two cover deception, war pastiche and stonewalling as it connects to TERF behavior. Like neoliberalism and fascism, though, these are not discrete categories; they intersect and must be discussed interdependently as part of a larger issue. Each subsection will try to illustrate this reality while focusing on a primary topic. —Perse, back in 2023

Onto “Nerdy Patriarchs, ‘Real Men’ and So-Called Male ‘Witches'” + “Kento’s Dream”!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

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Inside the Man Box, part four: Obliterating Phoebe: In the Shadow of Pygmalion, or the Weird Nerds’ Canonical Praxis at Large (feat. Sepultura, Steven King, Eren Yeager, Harley Quinn, and Kefka Palazzo, etc)

I too awaited the expected guest.

He, the young man carbuncular, arrives,

A small house agent’s clerk, with one bold stare,

One of the low on whom assurance sits

As a silk hat on a Bradford millionaire.

The time is now propitious, as he guesses,

The meal is ended, she is bored and tired,

Endeavours to engage her in caresses

Which still are unreproved, if undesired.

Flushed and decided, he assaults at once;

Exploring hands encounter no defence;

His vanity requires no response,

And makes a welcome of indifference (source).

 

—T.S. Eliot, “The Waste Land” (1922)

Picking up where “Poison was the Cure: On Goblins, Being a Weird Nerd and Trans Cryptonymy” left off…

(exhibit 94c2a: Trapped between titanic forces, the weird canonical nerd desires to fight the forces of evil and prove his manhood. Centrism, like fascism, equates manhood with the state, the status quo. As such, centrist nerds tell themselves considerable lies in order to justify that a] their violence is good, thus legitimate; and b] that their enemies are always bad, thus illegitimate. The idea is very popular in neoliberal war pastiche like The Ronin Warriors, which we will examine more in Chapter Four during the “Kento’s Dream” subchapter.)

Note: The Shadow of Pygmalion/Galatea and Pygmalion/Galatea effect are concepts that crystalized in Volume Zero (re: “Thesis Body: Gothic (gay-anarcho) Communism vs the State; or, Galatea inside the Shadow of Pygmalion“). It’s a tremendously important idea—one that relates to Amazons and the Medusa, femboys, the Rusalki from Axiom Verge (and frankly almost anything in Metroidvania; re: “She Fucks Back“), and witch cops, etc. Here is where it got its start; i.e., Caleb Hart was the model for Pygmalion in Sex Positivity but one which we’ll examine similar or at least later characters. —Perse, 5/5/2025

As a bad educator of transphobia and adjacent bigotries, Caleb is a vigilante that polices canon from degenerate influences. Simply put, he’s a vigilante within a larger pecking order. As we discussed in Volume Two, vigilantes defend capital for the state in neoliberal and fascist narratives. Coded by these monomyths through videogames and other popular media as “under attack,” weird canonical nerds become de facto policers of their own imperiled masculinity as exported to them—i.e., by “defending” the temples of this holy instruction from outside, degenerate forces: we fags as weird nerds that camp canon as Galatea did, come alive.

So before we delve into TERFs and fascist, monstrous-feminine “witch cops” committing queer genocide in Chapter Four, I want to conclude Chapter Three by discussing the shadow of Capitalism that hides and extends the usual suspects; re: white, cis-het men and their vanguard leading into bolder deceptions and attacks against different targets they often overlap with; e.g., Harley Quinn, Eren Yeager and Kefka Palazzo, Sepultura, etc; i.e., fascist feminism’s Dark Mother vs centrist Amazons “good version” of the same “sex, drugs, and rock ‘n roll” hegemon that operate in the state’s interest, abusing Gothic: in the Shadow of Pygmalion as exemplified not just by Caleb Hart, but Steven King (videogames vs books).

First, a brief summation of what Pygmalion’s shadow even is: The shadow of Pygmalion is the monomyth/Cycle of Kings. From skeleton to noble, it travels around and around in a Patriarchal loop perpetually afraid of the monstrous-feminine: the “Pygmalion effect” (re: exhibit 12 and Steven King, “Challenging the State“) as afraid of the monstrous-feminine as thinking for itself, a great statue of Galatea that doesn’t just come alive but whose very existence challenges the status quo passively and actively. Our shadow of Galatea, then, is challenged by the usual handling of power through the mechanisms of the state; i.e., not as a democratic progress that doesn’t exploit workers, but the go-to mode of exploitation. As such, it become the mise-en-abyme of great men that—whether fascist or neoliberal—perpetuate the status quo through an inability to take hard stances against the state. The state is always right and war is always good because without it, the state would not exist; to keep existing, the state must police bodies to rape nature on schedule: virgin/whores, nature as monstrous-feminine through bad demon BDSM (which our ludo-Gothic BDSM camps through the cryptonymy process to reverse abjection with all the usual aesthetics, below).

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

This leads to a variety of offshoots imitating the larger structure as perpetuated by older forms of media that are adapted into new forms of media, and new generations of given media types that romanticize the barbaric, monomythic quest through the ghost of the counterfeit in a grand narrative of the crypt. Horace Walpole writes a novel two-hundred-plus years ago; Steven King puts his own spin on things, which then is adapted into a videogame, streamed, consumed by the streamer’s chatroom, endorsed through a variety of material goods that codify and ferry the overarching xenophobia inside popular culture as thoroughly bigoted.

The shadow is the Patriarch reviewed and revived through what is now being called Man Box culture. It’s the shadow of the skeleton king refusing to die, but also his “good” counterpart apologizing for the tyrant’s overtures and desolation; ghost-like, never alive nor dead, both are constantly revived and transmitted during cryptomimesis in favor of centrist dead—what, in Volume Two, we called the Cycle of Kings in relation to centrist kayfabe (re: “Perceptive Zombie Eyeballs“); i.e., the return of the tyrant and his undead, fascist host, followed by the return the noble king and all that king’s men in response, or emulations of either force in assimilated minorities (e.g., Amazons): paladins versus death knights in the performance of normal skirmishes inside the orderly conflict inside historical materialism’s good-versus-evil, both sides united staunchly against anti-capitalist forces as the End of All Things (often scapegoated as female or at least monstrous-feminine; i.e., the Archaic Mother [re: exhibit 1a1c, “Symposium: Aftercare“]—a paradox given Communism was envisioned as a critique of Capitalism and its token cops piloted by straight boys-to-men, Caleb Hart onwards).

Capitalism, then, is something to defend from the spectres of Marx through false reconciliation; i.e., centrism is merely a perpetuation of the same destructive cycle through counterfeit paladins, death knights and the foreign idea of chaos-as-female/monstrous-feminine sitting squarely outside their orderly duels of good-versus-evil. To this, powerful men like Steven King become replicated as profitable foils to the obvious skull-and-crossbones baddies. They reap the rewards of things staying the same, but enjoy the label of being “liberal” or “progressive” as a badge of honor differentiating them from Caleb Hart and even worse grifters. They’re not different in function, though, but by degree according to the purpose: exploitation through stereotypes that become endorsed through a collective societal inability to challenge the Cycle of Kings and its twin male shadows keeping Gothic-Communism’s queer poetics anathema, damned.

We’ll get to Steven King in just a moment. First, let’s consider the larger sex, drugs and heavy metal/rock ‘n roll machinery that he and Pygmalions like him lord over (themselves millionaires pinned between the billionaires of the world at the top and everyone else at the bottom).

(exhibit 94c2b: Artist: Michael Whelan. Sepultura come from Brazil, their older music [that is, before their fame gave them a means of escape] reflecting the sense of unreality to their living conditions; i.e., their individual homesteads placed within the nation as home, but thoroughly sickened by a greater plight that effects everything inside of it: a sepulture, or burial. The live-burial, in this case, is being born dead inside an undead nation on a continent so thoroughly and infamously exploited by the United States. Under this shadowy influence of mass exploitation is a complex web of lies and covert paramilitary maneuvers that evoke a distant, brutal time out of the West’s own backlog: the medieval collapse after a former greatness. It could be said that things were “better” before the conquistadors came, but the Aztec, Mayan and Inca empires weren’t perfect; however, they also weren’t Rome. The cycle of antiquity butting up against modernity is a Capitalist illusion engendered by global capitalist venues feeding money into the mother country stolen from its neighbors in the Global South. “Fed through the tube that sticks in me, just like a wartime novelty”—places like Brazil are recursively visited by nightmarish scenarios whose abject realities are completely unimaginable and, indeed, medieval to the Global North. Our worst nightmare is literally Tuesday for these people and their immiserated lives, all of which could be entirely prevented if the shadow of Pygmalion were dismantled. It’s not just a threat that “could happen,” but intimates behind a barrier hiding the living hell required for the elite to glut themselves with piles of stolen generated wealth in the global economic system. Contrary to the return of a nightmarish past, this is a doomsday that has never existed before ushered in behind evocations of former hells through inherited survival’s guilt: Sepultura’s breakout album features the cover art of sci-fi/horror artist, Michael Whelan:

“I discovered Michael Whelan from a series of paperback H.P. Lovecraft books that I found in Brazil,” Cavalera says. “I suggested to Monte that we should try and get in touch with this guy for the cover. Then when Monte got a hold of Michael, Michael sent him a bunch of different paintings, including Beneath the Remains.” While the Whelan artwork Cavalera initially wanted to use was nixed by Roadrunner (and eventually used for labelmates Obituary’s 1990 album Cause of Death), the singer ultimately agreed that the label’s pick — a surreal red-and-black skull painting titled “Nightmare in Red” — “fit the record better” [source: Brad Angle’s “The Story behind the Cover Art,” 2020].

The album was also the band’s desperate, last-ditch effort to break away from their home country and establish a larger audience:

“You only get so many shots in this life — and you gotta make it count.”

Sepultura‘s shot came in 1988. And founding singer-guitarist Max Cavalera was dead set on hitting his target. Back then, the Brazilian band was a rising extreme-metal force with two albums under their bullet belts — but little recognition outside of their home country. Thanks to Cavalera’s boundless ambition to break out, he marshaled all his resources, called in favors and worked his tape-trading connections to score him a plane ticket to New York City and face time with industry tastemakers and label reps. His hustle paid off when Roadrunner Records’ Monte Connor offered his band a record contract. The new deal meant that Sepultura’s music would reach a lot more people. For the then-broke act from Belo Horizonte, the stakes couldn’t have been higher.

“We knew in our heart it was our shot — a make-it-or-break-it album,” Cavalera continues. “If we would have released something shitty and nobody cared that would be the end of it. Done deal. We needed to step up on the music side, and we did” [ibid.]. 

 This, I would argue, wasn’t simply Sepultura pandering to metalheads across the border but an earnest attempt to convey their own frustrations living in a place so obviously exploited compared to customers abroad who were better cared for [and who could afford to pay for their music and merchandise]. Behind the story of their collaboration with Whelan and his artwork, the struggle against capital is told—rather fittingly—beneath the remains not just of their material, but across a revival of dead kings, of kings, of kings; not just of the hidden kings of the present under Capitalism, but the spectral monarch of H. P. Lovecraft revived the 1980s [whose work until this point was somewhat obscure]:

Del Rey Books asked Michael to do 2 paintings of horrific images they could use on 7 volumes of H.P. LOVECRAFT stories. He didn’t have to illustrate the stories, just create images that conveyed the mood. This and LOVECRAFT’S NIGHTMARE A form his only real diptych—1 artistic image created on 2 panels and the paintings can meet side by side either way with one flowing into the other. They are featured in MICHAEL WHELAN’S WORKS OF WONDER, his second art book, and they are hugely popular with heavy metal bands and fans [source: “Lovecraft’s Nightmare, B”—MichaelWhelan.com].

Concerning Lovecraft and the American metal scene, Pygmalion’s shadow yields some curiously broken clocks, or those that “wind down” [fear being a lucrative scheme; people pay a great deal amid waves of terror to feel in control; i.e., by telling themselves through the Gothic fiction that it’s “just” a nightmare, thus could never happen to them]. For Sepultura, they—like Lovecraft’s contemporary, Louis Borges—came from somewhere else where the nightmares were actually real. While they eventually “grew up,” their music mellowing out somewhat as they acclimated to fame and success, the band always retained a knack for critiquing power begot from their origins—origins being outside of the charmed life that metal giants like Metallica, Iced Earth or Judas Priest lived, each band eventually selling out to a comic book spoof of their former selves, pandering to a comic book narrative/audience that dubiously trademarked “Fucking Metal!” that echoed Lovecraft’s pulpy, Weird-Tales magazine vibes dreaming fitfully about the collapse of the West while failing to realize such devastation was happening elsewhere already [and indeed capitalizing on that fear]. However misplaced, such conspiracies often come from a place of truth as obscured, which the so-called “good guys” of Pax Americana cannot explain away [Bad Empanada’s “Why Liberals Can’t Counter Conspiracy Theories,” 2023]. They’re basically the dad from The Ice Storm [1997] angrily telling his daughter [the magnificent Christina Ricci] to be quiet when she not-so-subtly mentions genocide during Thanksgiving: “Dear Lord, thank you for this Thanksgiving holiday. And for all the material possessions we have and enjoy. And for letting us white people kill all the Indians and steal their tribal lands. And stuff ourselves like pigs, even though children in Asia are being napalmed.”

The reality of death is that it walks in our footsteps, haunting patrilineal descent until the fatherly household crumbles to dust; in the interim, the first-born son is coddled—in my family’s case by the pants-wearing matriarch—until she herself was confronted by the riddle of the Sphinx as a kind death-bringer: the madness of the monarch slowly approaching death as a womb-like state of non-existence, the decay of memory something to experience towards one’s own demise but also inherit from the family line as doomed. In my grandmother’s case, I could see her haunted by the proverbial spectre of death just as she herself once saw death in other things.

For example, when my mother was younger she had a golden retriever named Prince; when she broke up with a lover who had erectile dysfunction, the man poisoned Prince; when my grandmother got home from work, she saw Prince in his doghouse and thought, “I saw him and he was dead; he wasn’t at that moment but he was dead,” to which he died the next day seemingly out of the blue; when I saw my grandmother five years ago I could sense a change her that I likened to an inversion to Wordsworth’s “Intimations of Mortality” [1807]—intimations of death; and as that feeling has worsened in a very tangible degree, she has become more like that frightened little girl who used to read Sir Arthur Conan Doyle’s “The Hound of the Baskervilles“: the black dog is coming ever nearer and she, ever more child-like, fears her own death until she can no longer describe it in words. Such is the fate of all the West and its monarchs, their futile desire to conquer death only leading to tremendous suffering, confusion and desolation: “Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player who struts [their] hour upon the stage and then is heard no more.”)

We have already considered how kayfabe is the language of espionage for or against the state inside the Gothic mode (often by using the language of war as an athletic competition that fetishizes war, death, lies and rape); i.e., fascism as the conclusion of one revolution of the infernal concentric pattern, which is whitewashed by lovers of “good war” using the language of American Liberalism (centrists) and the future as a dead mall, but also a war zone. But obviously it’s more complicated than two basic sides.

There’s also paramilitarism and guerrilla warfare. Employed within either facet of this ongoing power exchange, the functional difference between a cop and vigilante becomes rather vague and largely non-existent under fascism, whose police state operates on enforced surveillance and rogue cops policing a wider and wider group of people during persecution mania as enabled by centrists (who protect property, not people). Denial is always part of the equation and generally performed by the “better” side against a perceived menace (the theatrical “shadow enemy” attacked by the state’s own terror agents—the CIA, of course, but also class traitors of various kinds: the paramilitary and its witch-cop vigilantes and token subsets).

Regardless, the state is always perfect/can never be wrong yet is always under attack, thus forced to compromise with calls to ancient destroyers: mercenaries from another barbaric time used to putting in the kind of hard work to keep Capitalism intact. Alarm fatigue and waves of terror indoctrinate children, arming them with a live-or-die mindset against an insurmountable, unknowable foe; it’s the process of abjection taken to regressive extremes, breaking the state apart under its own axiom as deputized by self-colonizers hunting their own population with vigilantism tacitly/temporarily legitimized by the state (whose own, direct violence is always legitimate). These lynch mobs rise out of xenophobic moral panic and various manufactured crises, including masculinity as threatened, but also something that can never live up to its own hype; the imposter is the performer knowing they aren’t Conan or Red Sonya. The result is a culture of callow, bigoted, superstitious, and thoroughly conspiratorial bullies who—reared on dogma inside thoroughly broken homes—think they’re rebels, pirates, Vikings and the like, but also feel profoundly insecure amid their own cis-het gender dysphoria and body dysmorphia (these conditions aren’t exclusive to queer people).

(artist: Madame Tussaud)

In truth, fascists are delusional, armed thugs who defend capital, which takes advantage of their own exploitation and monomythic bad education under Capitalism. In following a violent, stupid leader whose ideology they refuse to question in relation to themselves, they become smaller versions thereof: ostensibly perfect and invincible, but in all actuality are flawed beyond repair and wholly undercover inside their own lies; the deceit becomes self-consuming/Quixotic.

This being said, While all cops defend property instead of people, centrist veneers offer the myth of “good cop, bad cop” in war-boss language minus any semblance of sex-positive irony. All Cops Are Bad, but centrists officially refuse to take hard stances on their political platforms—i.e., compromising with and debating fascists, while actually aggregating with them to hate leftists for their hard stances against the state (which includes sex-positive irony during BDSM, kink and demonic/undead, Gothic counterculture art). Fascists, meanwhile, take aesthetically hard stances for the state and capitalists, invoking the police state as badass/radicalized under Foucault’s Boomerang to invoke the state of exception; i.e., against the Left as targeted for zombie-apocalypse levels of violence (which again, tacitly positions “badass” and “cool” solely within false activism.

To reactionaries or moderates, then, Leftism is merely a terrorist gesture in centrist eyes, hence not actually badass like fascist death knights are). Fascists commit genocide during the infernal concentric pattern and centrists apologize for it (while committing genocide themselves, raping the mind with Fisher’s hauntology—i.e., carceral hauntologies such as the cyberpunk or medieval regression); the point isn’t accountability but coercion and enforcement in fetishizing language while repressing proletarian sentiment and praxis. According to the state and its allies, we’re the imposters, the devils-in-disguise, the Archaic Mother threatening Patriarchal hegemony (to be fair, we are, but many of them believe we mean them harm in the process, when our aim isn’t harm but transformation towards a post-scarcity world devoid of state abuses).

Weird canonical nerds, as we’ll continue to explore, are cops-in-spirit if not actual, formal authority under Pygmalion’s shadow. Indeed, they become de facto deputies, whose xenophobic, incel-level Man Box vigilantism during gender trouble is largely ignored but tolerated by the “real” boys in blue. The same likeness is seen reflected across the surface of various mercenaries defending capital: cops, war bosses (male or female) and other paramilitaries who LARP, or LARPers who consumer what they want to function as—to rape and kill the alien, the radical, the enemy as something that looks like them and their fetish gear (with Batman dressed all in black in cahoots with the commissioner by waging a forever war against the “degenerate” scum of Gotham, instead of giving away his vast fortune/family money to end poverty thus crime).

(artist: Blxxd Bunny)

This is no accident. From the historical-material dreams of various Pygmalions come the historical-material monsters of men toward their own, manmade insecurities: Gay Medusa—the Big Whore let out of their box—is coming for them and theirs by threatening the cycle of war as good, thus being the perfect scapegoats for the infernal concentric pattern. Whatever form the scapegoat takes, the praxis is canonical, but can be resisted and escaped the same way it came in: through the images themselves and the eclipsed revolutionaries making them (women, queer people/persons of color and religious minorities, etc).

Already touched upon with Volume One when we looked at Stieglitz’ Pygmalion-esque patronage of O’Keefe (re: exhibit 24c1, “The Basics“), we’ll look at some of these sexist shadows now—of the powerful men behind the curtain in horror media—then apply our findings to the sexist, usually male proponents of capital/the state during the Internet Age: weird canonical nerds and how they suffer from the canonical praxis/comparison of their own bad education as internalized: the more visible, hypermasculine action heroes in monomythic media (of which these students crafting their own masks in imitation can never measure up to; becoming insure, killer babies in the bargain, they’re always gagging at/dumbly chasing the abject or crapping their pants at labor activists before running in guns blazing like a dumbass.

The basic cryptonymy idea is to let slip the mask; i.e., in ways that expose and disarm the fascist as false, but also the centrist—covering for them and the state through action-hero, TERF kayfabe—as hollow, two-faced, and impotent behind their own concentric veneers).

(exhibit 95a1a: Artist, top-left: unknown, source; bottom-left: Katy DeCobray; top-middle and middle: unknown; bottom-middle: unknown; right: Frank Miller. Batman is the posterchild of vigilantism. Coded as noir and medieval, his antics promote both the myth of the useful billionaire and the false rebel tied to child soldiers coded through the monomyth to serve the dark knight [Robin and his or her many iterations working under the same ol’ Bruce Wayne]. He is awash in Gothic splendor tied to old family wealth, white privilege, entitlement, and bad life choices. Not only does he get police protection, but he’s lauded for being “hunted” by the cops while living a double life: the aristocrat and the thug who’s owed sex and yet whose horrible plurality explodes into pathetic blubbering and psychotic, Don-Quixote-level violence against the poor who he blames for killing his mega-wealthy parents [the cause for these criminogenic conditions to start with]. By extension, his enemies are generally queer-coded and his imitators are basically fascists in practice—i.e., the schtick minus the capital, but the same level of emotional health and broken childhood homes.

To this, similar characters generally reflect a fascist tendency within their makers, with Hajime Isayama being an unapologetic genocide denier/Japanese fascist. Seldomusings writes in “The Possible Disturbing Dissonance Between Hajime Isayama’s Beliefs and Attack on Titan’s Themes” [2013]:

Hajime Isayama, the 27 year old author of Attack on Titan, supposedly expressed these beliefs in June on his private Twitter account @migiteorerno, but this rumor has only recently been circulating the Internet. June was also when South Koreans (some fans of the manga and anime, some not?) discovered a post on Isayama’s official blog from 2010 where he said the character Dot Pixis was based on historical figure Yoshifuru Akiyama, who Isayama called frugal and respectable. Because Akiyama was a general of the Imperial Japanese Army who contributed to the colonization of Korea and the commander of the army stationed in Korea under Japanese occupation, Koreans commented on the post in disgust and anger that Isayama would admire someone considered a war criminal, going as far as death threats.

The @migiteorerno account is private, but some tweets are visible on the site Favstar that organizes tweets by number of times favorited and retweeted. One that has been spread across South Korean news articles to various blog posts apparently reads “I believe that categorizing the Japanese soldiers who were in Korea before Korea was a country(??) as ‘Nazis’ is quite crude. Also, I do not believe that the people whose populations were increased twofold by Japan’s unification(??) of the country can be compared to people who experienced the Holocaust. This type of miscategorization is the source of misunderstanding and discrimination.” @migiteorerno dismisses how Japan’s imperialist war atrocities are often considered the East Asia equivalent to the Holocaust, instead giving credit for Korean’s modernization to Japan’s colonization. The blogger behind Ask a Korean acknowledges the complications of Holocaust comparisons in this post and Korea’s resulting modernization in this post, in both explaining better than I could how it does not excuse Japan’s past actions and present avoidance.

Attack on Titan fans have found connections between @migiteorerno and Hajime Isayama that point to it being his private Twitter account, such as @migiteorerno mentioning seeing movies right before Isayama’s official blog didJapanese fans on 2ch treating @migiteorerno’s tweet about the official Attack on Titan video game as Isayama’s words, and @migiteorerno communicating with and following Isayama’s professional associates. In addition, how @migiteorerno’s tweet ignores Japan’s war atrocities to instead focus on South Korea’s modernization parallels how Isayama ignored Akiyama’s war crimes to instead focus on his life as a countryside school principal after the army. The latest Attack on Titan official guidebook Outside Kou has also confirmed that heroine Mikasa Ackerman was named after the Japanese battleship Mikasa, a flagship of the Russo-Japanese War over control of Korea [source].

The secret identity of the tweets aside, the especially telling part is—like Killing Stalking—there exists a blank refusal by either author to take a hard stance against canonically fetishizing crime, war and various groups. In Isayama‘s case, this includes straight-up fascists. Since 2013, the show’s conclusions and central hero are undoubtedly fascist-coded, and more than a little like the alt-right weebs/weird canonical nerds who worship him for basically being an incel god-king/edgelord who unironically destroys the whole world through his de facto avatar, Eren Yeager.)

(exhibit 95a1b: Eren Yeager is like a sad, fascist clown; i.e., full of cis-het pathos towards the marginalized while posturing as one himself. Unlike the Joker’s ironic variant, his canonical criminality arguably lacks any queer subtext at all and instead stems from a self-victimhood that is imposed at all times. Clowns are hella queer but especially the villainous kind in popular stories. As Zina Hutton writes in her 2018 master’s thesis, “Queering the Clown Prince of Crime: A Look at Queer Stereotypes as Signifiers in DC Comics’ The Joker,” the Joker isn’t just queer-coded, but a threat to the hero and his extensions:

[historically] encoded with stereotypes about queer masculinity that are then used to create a pervasive perception of the Joker as a villain whose queerness serves as a subtextual threat to Batman – and his fans. 

The Joker is one in a long line of pop culture villains whose queer-coding appears to come from a place of unquestioned and casual homophobia and that requires serious assessment as the Joker has set the mold for multiple other villains. As superhero comics increase their impact on other forms of media (such as young adult novels, video games, and films), it is important to analyze the way that media creators working in these industries construct narratives around characters like the Joker whose identity comes with loaded messages about what queerness looks like for their audiences. Messages that serve as signifiers – signals about something intended to reach the audience. The most relevant example is that of the queer signifier as it is supposed to denote queerness and/or a queer identity in a character. These signifiers may take the form of literal signs such as the handkerchief code of the seventies or the use of certain kinds of slang (i.e., ballroom and queen slang as seen in the documentary Paris Is Burning). In this context, a queer signifier is supposed to signal the character’s queerness. Signifiers need not be stereotypes, but may take the form of stereotypes in media that are homophobic and/or anti-queer. 

Queer readings of the Joker come about because he pays Batman a little too much attention, because he wears makeup, and because he’s seen as incapable of and uninterested in having relationships with women. Additionally, the Joker is read as queer because he chases after Batman – when in the same vein, queer readings of the Batman usually don’t center on his relationship with the Joker or their unending game of cat and mouse. This distinction matters because this relationship, while having a mirror reflection of each characters’ focus represented, only acknowledges the Joker’s interest as one that could be read as queer. Batman’s fixed following of the Joker is seen as pure, just, and absolutely heterosexual while the Joker’s fixation on Batman is presented as deviant [source]. 

The irony of the incel as an edgelord is the person who could never establish meaningful social-sexual relationships with other people, yet who constantly insists that they aren’t gay. In other words, they aren’t closeted queer people or even criminally queer people like Jeffrey Dahmer was; they’re straight people acting out against the things they want but hate: anything perceived as weaker than their idea of strength, including women

[Artist, bottom-left: Harlisleys; top-right: Fabian Monk; bottom-right: TomatoSoup13. Our fag-hag Harley Quinn is a canonical bisexual according to Gayety. She’s the comics’ go-to unicorn, except Batman prefers Catwoman and her femdom catsuit. For us, she’s Galatea potential, a campy queen clown to delight in and emulate in our own odes to Galatea.]

but also monstrous-feminine male groups that they chase through self-hatred [Robin, obviously]. They fetishize Batman as the unironic the billionaire cop and Joker as the super-straight edgelord, either lacking the vamp-camp of older versions that subverted the cultural homophobia surrounding the Joker or making Batman the object of ridicule and fun. And while camp is [at least according to Sontag] “seriousness that fails,” there’s nothing funny about the real-life violence that unironic Jokers and Batman imitators perpetuate. They suck all the joy out of everything. “Camp” is less queer people “making it gay” and more making it our own by reclamation our stigmas and trauma.

The same effect applies to shonen anime as locking horns with its Western counterparts—with Frieza’s space-alien, clown-like persona evoking an unironic fascist desire for dominance when he’s on top [Frieza’s name and behavior rhyme a little too closely with Caesar’s] and causing a great deal of chaos when he’s reduced to the sideshow act. Similar to Dio from JoJo, Frieza can be a great deal of fun in ironic forms, but like that character is incredibly mean-spirited, the queer persona kettled into godlike, narcissistic, patriarchal extremes [see: Kefka Palazzo, below] instead of speaking for the oppressed through camp; i.e., the jester in the king’s court, the Loki to Goku’s Thor that desires to be Zeus, Caesar or Odin, but then—being queer-coded—can never reconcile with the system he has acquired top position inside. Simply put, there’s nowhere for him to go, no one for him to share it with or identify with, inside [even more so than straight men, but even straight men would grow restless—itching for yet-another-fight].

This is why the Saiyans don’t kill Frieza at the end; like Batman or any other “good” guy” you could think of inside superhero canon, they need him to justify their own position within Dragon Ball‘s centrist kayfabe. He’s the trickster in a straight scheme, and their debates and disputes are—in the shonen style—highly destructive; i.e., settled through force, but also heteronormative displays of strength with no quantifiable metric, just the recursive, straw-dog logic of “here comes a new challenger”: the statuesque body as swollen with traditional masculine power and Ragnarok-level glory in the face of possible defeat. The self-aggrandizing conflicts are manufactured, never-ending and doomed, with zero room for anything but raw physical violence and its incessant deification. These displays become the games of the gods, while around them the lives of ordinary people under ordinary material conditions, are blasted apart [Frieza destroyed the Saiyan planet for laughs, killing more than just the warriors on there, but all life].)

Before we proceed, then, here are some things about weird canonical nerds I want you to keep in mind as we move into Chapters Four and Five (which will discuss fascism/centrism as performed not just by white, cis-het men, but by male/female feminists, cis women and cis-queer/token trans, intersex and non-binary people; and how to challenge these Man Box assimilations and ideas of “correct” rebellion [bourgeois, “waifu” Amazonomachia, exhibit 98a3] during proletarian subterfuge [thus subverted, proletarian Amazonomachia, exhibit 111b] and extracurricular de facto education).

First, their class-dormant/class-traitorous hostility towards sex workers manifests in our four basic ways (re: “Scouting the Field“)

  • open aggression, expressing gender trouble as a means of open, aggressive attack (disguised as “self-defense” reactive abuse): “We’re upset and punching down is free speech” (“free speech” being code for “negative freedom for bigots who want to say bigoted things” to defend the elite’s profit motive).
  • condescension, expressing a moderate, centrist position that smarmily perpetuates the current status quo as immutable, but also optimal: “This is as good as it gets” but also which can never decay.
  • reactionary indignation, using sex-coercive symbols (argumentation) to defend their unethical positions: “They’re out to destroy your heroes, your fun, all you hold dear (code for ‘the current power structure’).”
  • DARVO (“Deny, Accuse, Reverse, Victim, Offender”), defending the status quo by defending the people who enslave them (the elite) by going after the elite’s enemies, thereby defending Capitalism during decay. When it decays, these “gamers” see “their” games in decay and will defend those, seeing human rights as an affordable compromise in the bargain. They see themselves (and the elite) as “victims,” and class warriors as monsters “ruining everything” (like Satan).

according to their canonical synthetic groupings (re: “The Basics“)

  • destructive anger—i.e., possessive or bad-faith, “destructive” anger and defense of the state.
  • destabilizing gossip—i.e., co-dependent, “prison sex” mentalities and rape culture as abuse-forming patterns through worsened (coercive)/missing social-sexual education and material conditions.
  • “blind” pastiche/quoting (dogma)—i.e., the remediated praxis of unironic pastiche and quoting.
  • unironic gender trouble/parody (camp)—i.e., a performative means of cryptofascism whose gagging or crapping their pants amounts to reactionary violence against out-groups during moral panics/the state of exception.
  • bad-faith egregores that personify/disguise the bourgeois proponents’ frustration and pre-emptive aggression during said struggles.

I won’t have time to address each of these in turn; they’re more basic concepts I expect you to approach intuitively as we move forward.

Second, there are some underlying comorbidities that affect fascists/centrists to different degrees as weird canonical nerds (again, things to keep in mind as we proceed through the rest of the book):

  • As we approached in Volume Two’s zombie section, fascism and vigilantism leads to mass alienation, disembowelment and ignominious death; i.e., the siding of vigilante and cop as similarly dehumanized in protection of the status quo. When defending property before people, the conscript’s sense of belonging is overwritten by a conditioned desire to attack and kill that which is different: the other. As we shall see, this Promethean outcome applies to male and female proponents, including weird canonical nerds, TERFs (girl-boss Amazons, Medusas, etc) and witch cops, etc, as stuck in the Man Box, acting like men. As power aggregates, the call to assimilate deepens. Former activists of convenience become afraid of change, of self-critique, of difference, which leads to their own destruction, but also the destruction of other people: the Promethean pursuit of traditional, masculine power through the monomyth.
  • False power and insecurity. In fascist terms, power is false, self-destructive, Faustian. The hero, despite appearing strong, becomes fragile, ignorant, callow and doomed; their loneliness compounds, seeking a sense of community and belonging from a xenophobic con that ultimately drives them apart—i.e., the power trip becomes a death omen, fantasy and cult, fiddling while Rome burns. The only solution they have/acquire is to become stronger within this metric, which only disassociates them from the trauma they inflict on themselves and others. Death, rape and exploitation through toxic masculinity becomes cool, cherished for its Ragnarok-level endgame. The genocidal outcome/call to war is endlessly glorified. In wrestler parlance, the kayfabe becomes meta, embodied inside the text as imitated by life and vice versa. Back and forth, the Gothic villain—a tremendously flawed, emotionally stupid archetype—is supplied with the mantle of absolute power, to which he cannot imagine a world beyond Capitalism, thus being conditioned to “solve” its problems through mandatory holocaust. Only the mission matters, ending with the practitioner committing suicide; until then, they’re the ultimate slave—a heartless, unthinking drone utterly devoid of humanity and empathy. They bury their trauma, then bury and burn the world on an altar of perceived strength and defeatist, meaningless glory.

(artist: Jed Henry)

  • Damnation and impotency. Again, and as we shall see, the same prescribed lack of choice can be said of Achilles or Darth Vader but also their real-life equivalents: incels, dude bros, TERFs, etc. Moody stoics like Eren Yeager are closer to Andrew Tate (or Sneako: D. Signifier’s “Anime Fans Deserve better than Eren Yeager,” 2023; timestamp: 1:38:18) than his own self-inflated sense of importance, while Conan was written by a weird, dorky loner who feared pretty much everything (and eventually shot himself for fear that Conan would eventually murder him). These lost boys never change or use their brains; frozen in time, they follow their chicken hawk leaders like zombies, shuffling to their doom. Indoctrination generally targets youthful trauma and desperation for acceptance for this reason, but some accountability needs to be had or fascists become blameless. They are not, desperately needing to recognize their own privilege as spoiling their satisfaction while alive, too busy chasing glory in death and the afterlife through a “there can only be one” mindset (a casualty of the mind through war/nation pastiche). Yet there is always someone stronger than them—or rather, something. Capitalism always wins, sacrificing its strongest heroes and personas for the state, first and foremost, forever.

For now, our focus is on canonical men’s arrested development and fragile ego (specifically their inability to take criticism) as something to manipulate by the chicken hawks poaching them; i.e., ringleaders with a far-reaching shadow that treats those inside like child soldiers longer after they grow up. Darkness abounds as persecution mania within the broader dark is exacerbated by the smaller shades lurking inside. Marginalized workers—even when reduced to white, cis-het women in a colonial binary—are eclipsed by men. In 1929, Virginia Woolf likened this eclipse to a shadow in A Room of One’s Own:

But after reading a chapter or two a shadow seemed to lie across the page. It was a straight dark bar, a shadow shaped something like the letter ‘I’. One began dodging this way and that to catch a glimpse of the landscape behind it. Whether that was indeed a tree or a woman walking I was not quite sure. Back one was always hailed to the letter ‘I’. One began to be tired of ‘I’. Not but what this ‘I’ was a most respectable ‘I’; honest and logical; as hard as a nut, and polished for centuries by good teaching and good feeding. I respect and admire that ‘I’ from the bottom of my heart. But—here I turned a page or two, looking for something or other—the worst of it is that in the shadow of the letter ‘I’ all is shapeless as mist. Is that a tree? No, it is a woman. But…she has not a bone in her body, I thought, watching Phoebe, for that was her name, coming across the beach. Then Alan got up and the shadow of Alan at once obliterated Phoebe. For Alan had views and Phoebe was quenched in the flood of his views (source).

As Woolf notes, this took centuries of “good teaching” and “feeding”—a kind of creative husbandry shepherded by dudes. I would argue it’s a curse, one drunk on its own terror and splendor and grappling with its interminable bugbears. The weight of their deeper heteronormative, capitalist implications is felt on the surface, where it breeds weird nerds through recursive canonical pastiche; i.e., bourgeois nerds.

Furthermore, the sum of this canonical praxis is designed to exploit workers inside a punitive system for the elite’s benefit: Patriarchal Capitalism and its accommodated “kings for a day.” For capital to work, it must—to a degree, anyways—surrender power in frontier territories it can police on loop. This goes for James Cameron’s liminally praxial nightmare vision of the retro-future and recuperated military scapegoats, which we’ve already discussed (re: Metroidvania, “The Quest for Power“). However, it also applies to other kings of the mode and their name-branded visions; re: Steven King (for once, pun not intended, but I’ll welcome it).

(artist: Justin Hillgrove)

Yes, Steven King is a weird canonical nerd—profoundly “weird,” but generally playing it safe and not very Marxist-Leninist (let alone anarcho-Communist). Hollywood just loves his monsters, but he profits off them far too much and says far too little in Marxist language to be considered a useful ally. The same goes for James Cameron. As I cite from this manuscript during Volume Zero (re: “Interrogating Power“),

Even at his most critical (when he was poor) he still pushed the girls around and called the shots; now he’s just a billionaire Marxist franchising “war” as activism but having no shortage of racism against Indigenous Peoples following the 2009 original and its 2022 sequel, The Shape of Water. Much of this has to do with Cameron’s blue-washed, white savior/Indian mentality for his own endless “war,” which ultimately lacks critical bite but makes white-owned companies billions of dollars:

In 2010 Cameron said something that did not exactly help his cause. He had been protesting against the building of the giant Belo Monte hydroelectric dam in the Amazon. The dam’s construction threatened the way of life of the Brazilian Xingu people. While speaking to The Guardian, he said, “A real-life Avatar confrontation is in progress. I felt like I was 130 years back in time watching what the Lakota Sioux might have been saying at a point when they were being pushed and they were being killed and they were being asked to displace and they were being given some form of compensation. This was a driving force for me in the writing of Avatar – I couldn’t help but think that if they [the Lakota Sioux] had had a time-window and they could see the future… and they could see their kids committing suicide at the highest suicide rates in the nation… because they were hopeless and they were a dead-end society – which is what is happening now – they would have fought a lot harder.” Many took that to mean that he was suggesting that the Lakota should have fought their colonizers harder (source: “Native Americans boycott James Cameron,” 2022).

All that money and Cameron can’t say the quiet part out loud—just lots of fancy effects and big explosions (“full of sound and fury. Signifying nothing!”). It’s what Communists say about their works that leads to iconoclastic praxis. So while King and Cameron are garden-variety centrists, their own canon is still productive when transformed. We can stand on their educated, giant, artistically-savvy shoulders to clamber out of the manmade well (that as a Ringu pun).

Unlike King and Cameron, I’m a profoundly weird, highly educated and artistic nerd (if this book is any clue) but deliberately choose to use my horny weirdness and classical education in actively iconoclastic ways (my definition, not King’s): in defense of the marginalized, specifically their basic human rights as things to fight for in demonstrably revolution—not the false revolution and empty hope of “popcorn monsters” and movie magic (sanctioned violence against women, black people and other marginalized groups) that historically puts white butts in seats (expanding the audience only intensifies the sacrifices that remain).

To quote Akim from Conan the Destroyer (1984): “There’s a better way to handle a wizard!” With a sexy-gay-Communist wizard of course! We’re not cops at all, bitches; we’re gossipers with perceptive pastiche and constructive anger that deescalates genocide by dismantling the state apparatus through transmuted propaganda! Our “trap cards” (that was a femboy pun) totally make you gay as fuck!

(exhibit 95a2: Artist: Virus-G. The anti-vigilante is someone who doesn’t work for the state or the status quo, but rather subverts it through iconoclast media that pokes fun of the monomyth; i.e., the wizard doesn’t tell the cis-het hero what to do, they steal the spotlight. That’s what Galatea does, overpowering Pygmalion as a mighty queen of camp.)

I’m not selling you a ticket, just asking you to think about the ones you buy yourself. Watching Steven King movie adaptations or reading his books is not revolutionary praxis; you have to say or do something with it, making monsters that challenge what is frankly cheap, bigoted slop (to varying degrees of moderate and reactive abuse) thus make food or other products taste better for everyone (though tummy aches and so-called “refeeding syndrome” often socio-politically manifest in those conditioned to subsist on brainless, uncritical/”apolitical” garbage; Zizek’s self-disparaging jab, “I already am eating from the trashcan” except it applies to outright enemies of workers; e.g., Jadis loved fast food and centrist media/interpretations equally). While the compelled guilt of neoliberal Capitalism is feeling bad about eating food that actually tastes better than anything the elite provide—i.e., AAA dreck, fast food and storebought brands-it is possible to make products taste good without committing genocide: living under Capitalism isn’t a zero sum game. This includes ourselves, our bodies and our reclaimed culture and Gothic poetics as the product. We make things taste better because profit above all else isn’t our endgame. Everything is more colorful, pleasurable and hard-hitting (the sweet, sweet demon-wizard-unicorn sex by gay space Communists and Satanic rebels).

By comparison, weird canonical nerds unironically use their weirdness to defend heteronormative canon as a sacred extension of Capitalism—i.e., something to wolf down, ask for seconds, then emulate. Men like Steven King and uncritical consumers of King’s work keep the market “free” in neoliberal terms, but also for its sexist symptoms to flourish (implying efficient profit and infinite growth, but repressing the violence of either of those things). Their behavior amounts to neoliberal hero worship at the billionaire level, but also among various “working class heroes” like King. He may have been relatively poor (for a white dude) once; striking oil, he’s just another accommodated “intellectual” trying to emulate the owner class and spread their harmful ideas amongst their own fans. Even when he’s sexist, the guy can do no wrong in their eyes precisely he makes money having formerly come “from nothing. Aja Ramano’s praise is nigh endless:

It’s nearly impossible to overstate how influential Stephen King is. For the past four decades, no single writer has dominated the landscape of genre writing like him. To date, he is the only author in history to have had more than 30 books become No. 1 best-sellers. He now has more than 70 published books, many of which have become cultural icons, and his achievements extend so far beyond a single genre at this point that it’s impossible to limit him to one — even though, as the world was reminded last year when the feature film adaptation of It became the highest-grossing horror movie on record, horror is still King’s calling card. […]

Born in 1947, King grew up poor in Durham, Maine, the younger son of a single working mother whose husband, a merchant mariner, abandoned his family when King was still a toddler. A lifelong fan of speculative fiction, King began writing seriously while attending the University of Maine Orono. It was there, in 1969, that he met his wife, Tabitha. By 1973, King was a high school English teacher drawing a meager $6,400 a year. He had married Tabitha in 1971, and the pair lived in a trailer in Hampden, Maine, and each worked additional jobs to make ends meet. King wrote numerous short stories, some of which were published by Playboy and other men’s magazines, but significant writerly success eluded him.

Tabitha, who’d been one of the first to read Stephen’s short stories in colleges, had loaned Stephen her own typewriter and refused to let him take a higher-paying job that would mean less time to write. Tabitha was also the one who discovered draft pages of what would become Carrie tossed in Stephen’s trash can. She retrieved them and ordered him to keep working on the idea. Ever since, King has continued to pay Tabitha’s encouragement forward. He frequently and effusively blurbs books from established as well as new authors, citing a clear wish to leave publishing better than he found it. Meanwhile, Tabitha is a respected author in her own right, as are both of their sons, Joe Hill and Owen King. Carrie, which King sold for a $2,500 advance, would go on to earn $400,000 for the rights to its paperback run (source: “His Legacy Is So Much More Than Horror,” 2018).

(exhibit 95b: Source: A Call to Men: “Healthy, respectful manhood means valuing and respecting women, girls, and LGBQ, Trans, and nonbinary people — and respecting and valuing oneself by striving to live authentically.” Keep “authenticity” in mind when we examine Liver King in Chapter Four, exhibit 98b1; his marketing of an authentic life as something that only non-degenerate persons can perform; anyone else is sub-human, but especially critics.)

Assimilation fantasy and class character aside, consuming Steven King’s false hope of neoliberalism alongside neoliberal/fascist personas of strength like Caleb Hart gradually makes consumer culture uninformed, passive and bigoted. Beyond cis-het men, even, Man Box culture affects seemingly rebellious, but actually subservient groups and their regressive cultural markers: the Amazon, Medusa or dominatrix as subjugated, their replicated aesthetics turned away from their proletarian critical function in service of the elite behind the mask. Another “brain crypt” myopia, Mark Greene (a leading proponent of Man Box theory and cis-het allyship) rightly points out how man box culture leads to any bigotry you could list, including misogynistic, “rape culture” subtypes: incels, nice guys, neckbeards and gamers (the identity having colonized the profession it comes from) but also TERFs and feminist bigots. Trapped inside a sexist mode of thought, these persons fall victim to older inhabitants who, incredibly bad in bed, have already fallen under its hypnotic spell:

  • reactionary grifters like Andrew Tate, who—conflating sex and penetration with war and rape (the penis is a knife or a bullet)—casually hawk toxic masculinity as a poor, dip-your-toes-in-the-water “disguise” for real-world sex crimes and pyramid-schemes-for-dummies. In either case, Tate is a “bad lover,” using the lover boy” to dominate and compel women to make money for him by deceiving, isolating and pimping them out, then selling this technique to other men disguised as self-help advice (Hasan’s “Lawyer DESTROYS Andrew Tate,” 2023).
  • Moderate shills like Caleb “I’m not a rapist” Hart, who preach their own sacred education tied to personalized sexist brands that worship the sexist past, while sweeping systemic abuse of working women, people of color and queer persons under the table.

Either facilitates fresh bricks for the mind prison, a monster factory whose reassembled Confidence(tm) turns men into weird, unfuckable nerds with zero “game,” girl talk, social awareness, or critical-thinking. Yet, they “trigger” when they feel threatened—”threatening” for them meaning an end to the Matrix jar of illusion goo that their little, fragile brains float inside. The bind is quixotic and Promethean; the nerds don’t think themselves monsters, working for the cause until it inevitably destroys them.

To prevent rehabilitation, fascism discourages self-reflection despite the feelings of doubt. However, so does Capitalism, the hypermasculine sophistry extending to a gradient of neoliberal moderates like Steven King or Caleb Hart, who don’t realize (or care) how much their bad instruction contributes to the rise of fascism within societies already decaying towards that outcome; i.e., through Man Box culture, Pygmalion-esque doubles and neoliberal war/nation pastiche. More likely they hide their true intentions behind various masks and personas. That’s literally the whole point of bad faith—to blend in, then attack with bad intent, often as “lobotomized” creatures of habit. Bad habits, bad education, bad play; low emotional/Gothic intelligence, canonical praxis. It’s something that survives not just in the men we’ve examined so far, but those who LARP as being more progressive and outspoken than they actually are—e.g., Ian Kochinski (a real piece of work; more on him in Chapter Four).

(exhibit 95c: Top-far-left: Cus D’amato and Mike; middle-far-left: Ryunosuke Tsukue; top-middle: Gozer from Ghostbusters: Afterlife, 2021; middle: concept art for that film; bottom-far-left: Kairo; bottom-middle: Vladimir Tytla, Disney’s animator for Chernabog [Fun Fact Film’s “The Origin of the Chernabog,” 2020]; top-right: Betsy Brantley, the human stand-in for cartoon Jessica Rabbit; button-right: Heidi Klum as Jessica Rabbit.)

Women’s role—if the Woolf quote was any clue—are left disembodied, without any subject of themselves. Either they are outright victims the likes of which King rehashes for a quick paycheck, or they are the scapegoated workers of their own death warrants—forced to reify “kick me signs” with their bodies, their voices, their labor as stolen from and commissioned by powerful men with a canonical worldview in mind. This Symbolic Order takes time, effort, and work to maintain. Heidi Klum’s costume, for example, took nine hours, rubber eyelids and a fake plastic butt (similar to Quigley’s “Barbie doll crotch” from Chapter One). For any of these she-devils, this special-effect, “plastic reality” (re: Julie A. Turnock) is deeply heteronormative—with limited wiggle room for anyone but cis-het white men to say anything. The woman, then, is destroyed, along with the past she represents (re: Picasso). This includes white, cis-het women, who are more privileged than any other AFAB group. Even they become “ghosts” that men fear in truly bizarre and sad ways; i.e., Matthew Lewis’ Bloody Nun behind which an awful crime has been committed, over and over and over.

Many more, as we’ll see, become furious monsters: killer ghosts, but also Amazons, Medusas, succubae working for the state by leveling the gaze at the easiest to blame: those they can punch down against—each other. That’s the transgenerational curse, in Marxist terms: labor theft as demonized, bricked over by gruesome, “whitewash” cryptonyms—the living burial of rape culture tied to power structures dotted with hauntologized, Gothic threats of systemic violence: gargoyles. Not only was the albatross vision of Gozer thoroughly colonized by female bodies and workers made to do a male patrons bidding—re: O’Keefe and Stieglitz—but in true chimeric fashion, 2021 Gozer was the byproduct of three different women to produce a fetishized female bogeyman that generates whatever “arbiter” moral panic men want to evoke: a “hag in disguise” to protect the women and children from [and venerate the image of childhood heroes like Bill Murray and his creepy onscreen counterpart, Dr. Venkman]. All the same, the face, body and voice of Gozer are made with real women—Olivia Wilde, Emma Portner and Shohreh Aghdashloo—who, in this Commie Mommy’s opinion, worked hard to make Gozer something other than a punching bag.

Like Margaret Hamilton’s Wicked Witch of the West, the most intriguing thing about the film (from a Gothic-Communist/gender studies perspective) is the witch herself. It’s same ghostly creative tradition that enchanted Chernobog from Fantasia, 1940; Jessica Rabbit from Who Framed Roger Rabbit?, 1988; or Kairo‘s creepy-as-fuck, dancer-performed ghost walk (Spikima Movies’ “Anatomy of the Scariest Scene Ever”)—not just the ghost of the counterfeit, but in the counterfeit and on its surface, its chronotopes and hauntology through famous proverbs and oral traditions. From a Western perspective, the past becomes a bad copy of itself, one whose fabled atrocities hold Cartesian proponents in thrall. It becomes like a bad dream, one that never seems to end.

Somewhere inside, though, there’s lurks the potential for a revolutionary Trojan to emerge, to wake up: a feisty Galatea. This awaited return is not like Lovecraft’s dead Cthulhu—who the author prophesized through Islamophobia; i.e., the “mad Arab” scribbling about the Great Old one dreaming at R’lyeh—but a counter Numinous whose banshee scream terrifies the death knight, paladin and pope, as well as Lovecraft and similar scholarly Cartesians like Dr. Goody (whose ruins of Ca’n Dar evoke a similar inherited genocidal/survivor’s guilt) to death: “That is not dead which can eternal lie, / And with strange aeons even death may die” as a reclaimed old wives’ tale, assisting labor rebellion and class consciousness as a continued negotiation through undead/demonic poetics.

In short, as monstrous-feminine having our revenge, we faggot whores are Galatea, hence the thing they fear most; i.e., for having wronged in the past, present and future through capital’s rapacious profit motive. Armed with the knowledge that the state cannot be trusted, then, parallel societies may hijack the shared boogeyman’s mantra/zombie tyrant’s refrain: “In his house at R’lyeh, dead Cthulhu waits dreaming.” In turn, it can be used to revive a hauntological Dark Mother that challenges the Cycle of Kings’ inexorable march towards total genocide. No more Pygmalion kings, good or bad; no more elite or state; something whispered about but resurrected afresh can revive out of a Gothic imagination once camped by Mathew Lewis, James Whale, Ann Rice and Cassandra Peterson. Now it shall be camped by us as taking up Galatea’s mantle—to kill capital’s darlings on the Aegis:

(exhibit 96: Artist, right: Jean-Léon Gérôme.

Left: The “false deference” and female rage of Sadako Yamamura, the ghost of the counterfeit from Ringu. While she can be parodied into friendlier forms that are still sex-positive [re: exhibit 41g2, “Understanding Vampires“], here she emerges from the viral VHS tape [which is a poor medium for copying as VHS tapes decay when copied, but whatever] and kneels threateningly before the hero detective. Her fingernails are missing [a sign of torture, but also live burial—of trying to claw one’s way out]. She pursuits him into the other room and parts her black veil [eat your heart out, Ann Radcliffe], striking him dead with her baleful gaze. Her MO is the petrifying gaze of female revenge, shaming the accommodate male detective to death. It’s a Gothic trope, but an iconoclastic one if we consider the source of the shame: him confronting that she was raped by men just like him. Brain reverse-raped! His death is symbolic of the death of the patriarch in its unwitting servants: dude bros.

Right: Jean-Léon Gérôme’s “Truth Coming Out of Her Well to Shame Mankind” [1896]. As Ariela Gittlen writes in “A Brief History of Female Rage in Art”: 

Academic French painter Jean-Léon Gérôme’s take on the allegorical figure of Truth (specifically, the philosopher Democritus’s aphorism: “Of truth we know nothing, for truth is in a well”) differs from contemporary interpretations in a number of ways. A beautiful nude woman emerges from a well, an open-mouthed shout of anger on her face and a whip in her hand, rather than the usual mirror. Although she is nude (a blunt reference to “the naked truth”), she looks ready to charge straight for the viewer in a full-throated battle cry [source].

Both Sadako the ghost and Gérôme’s Truth are cryptomimetic, echoing hidden atrocities buried within art during oppositional praxis.)

We’ll continue exploring female monsters as recuperated and subverted entities in Chapter Four. To close out Chapter Three, let’s apply the bad education of Pygmalion’s shadow to our weird canonical nerds, da boys, as a symptom of the Pygmalion effect (re: exhibit 12, “Challenging the State“). Right off the bat, you can practically hear it in the defenders of canon: “Láthspell I name him! Ill news is an ill guest!” For example, Rob Ager aka Collative Learning smugly declares, “Most people in the world, or about half of them by my count, don’t want to live in so-called ‘reality'” (source: “12 Delusions About the Future of Humanity,” 2020). But he really has a hard-on for Capitalism—all at once unable to define it, but confidently asserting it reductively as “trade.” It’s the “all rectangles are squares” conflation, with the “end of Capitalism ‘delusion,'” as he calls it, being a cheap “Gotcha!” moment: “Exchange of labor will exist “after” Capitalism, therefore Capitalism hasn’t ended!”

Wrong. Provided we don’t all die first, Capitalism and its histories will end by Capitalism evolving into structures of labor exchange that abolish privatization: Communism and its stated goal, according to Marx. It’s not mystical, but I suspect Ager doesn’t know enough about Marx to comment. Instead, he sounds like a calmer version of John Cleese gnashing his teeth at international Communism (“Bicycle Repairman,” 1969)—with Ager offering his own smug psychoanalysis in the bargain; i.e., a kind of armchair critic “talking down” to that “half of the world” he was referring to. Care to guess who he’s talking about (hint: not men)? “Even if you do nationalize an industry, that doesn’t end the monopoly. Sometimes, a state-run monopoly can be worse than a market-based monopoly.” While I am an anarcho-Communist and think that Marxist-Leninism is historically imperfect, it’s still light years ahead of neoliberal Capitalism. Ager’s gambit is Red-Scare jargon and neoliberal apologetics; i.e., keep the market “free!”

However, it’s also profoundly sexist, with Ager worshiping his own education and canonical praxis through his endless reviews; he thinks that films were better when “men were men,” but also Capitalist. He’s a gold-star standard for Mark Fisher’s Capitalist Realism; he can count the number of pubes around Stallone’s asshole, but can’t imagine a world beyond Capitalism. In other words, not so different from Oliver Harper’s In Search of the Last Action Heroes (2019). Search all you want; their disappearance is only expanding to evolve beyond men as the universal client/distributer of state sanctioned, dimorphic violence. Forget “This city is headed for a disaster of biblical proportions” (with poor Gozer from our sample essay being hectored and boxed up like Pandora by an old sexist dinosaur like Bill Murray and his den of grandpa pussy thieves); this is a learned behavior that has already been learned and canonized at the cultural level by smug cis-het white dudes just like Ager closing ranks on various registers (see: Todd Grande defending Jordan Peterson; source: Shark3ozero’s “The Most Cucked Jordan Peterson Fan Ever,” 2023). Power aggregates, embodying MLK’s infamous condemnation from the Birmingham jail of the white moderate as a class enemy for all exploited workers. Worse, it becomes something to emulate by various assimilated token actors.

(exhibit 97a1: We’ve already discussed action heroes as vigilantes in Volume Two; this fucking poster celebrates vigilantes of a neoconservative, fascist sort under neoliberal dogma. It’s so sexist, so jingoistically lobotomized, vampiric and in love with itself—just look at those phallic rockets, blasting off orgasmically to the thought of neoliberal war and its sweet, sweet profits [the kind defended by Joe Takagi, the neoliberal from Die Hard, 1988, and which Hans Gruber, the movie’s recuperated fascist leader, tries to steal by threatening profits through false revolution, hypocritically lecturing the corporation’s “legacy of greed” while pilfering their pockets for himself and throwing his conspicuously expendable crew of warrior-mercenaries under the bus]! The ’80s hero worship, revenge fantasy and worker exploitation dressed up in retro, war/rape apologia—may they never come back. Note: As a filthy Commie, I certainly enjoy many of these movies, but I don’t endorse their neoliberal worldview. It’s poison for the brain. Also, where’s my boy toy from the future at, Kyle Reese? Why are there four fonts for the title? So many questions!)

You know the back-handed compliment, “Behind every great man is a woman?” Well, behind every “great” man is a bad-faith master—a structure and its dogma that teach the next in line like dogs to bite. To cite Jonathan Banks, this isn’t a master/slave dynamic where consent happens in negotiated[1] good faith, though; it’s the false father of gladiatorial sports and corporate sharks swimming in the treacherous waters of Capitalism. Think of it as Ryunosuke Tsukue from Sword of Doom (exhibit 95), a serial killer samurai who’s unorthodox style “lures” would-be challengers into a false sense of security before he murders them quickly and mercilessly. Then combine that with Cus D’amato’s toxic advice to Mr. Dream himself, Mike Tyson (also exhibit 95): “Throw punches with bad intent.” Neither Tsukue nor Tyson was a brutish, sluggish “ham and egger”; they were coached and classically trained by older men within their own times and places to deceive their opponents and show them no mercy in competitions of warlike strength. In Tyson’s own words, he tearfully announces:

I’m a fucking student of war; I know all the warriors, from Charlemagne, Achilles the number one warrior of all warriors. From there Alexander and Napoleon; I know them all, I read them all, I studied them all. I know the art of fighting, I know the art of war, that’s all I ever studied. That’s why I was feared. That’s why they feared me when I was in the ring, because I was an annihilator that’s all I was born for. And now those days are gone, it’s empty, I’m nothing. That’s the reason why I’m crying, because I’m not that person no more, and I miss him. Because sometimes I feel like a bitch, because I don’t want that person to come out, because if he comes out; hell is coming with him (source: Mike Tyson’s “Sugar Ray Leonard | Hotboxin’ with Mike Tyson,” 2020).

Cus wasn’t a sweet old man, you see; he was a powerful old man who famously coached poor, starving athletes that he recognized for their “talent”—useful to him as something he could turn into a money-making champion. In the 1950s Cus coached Floyd Patterson, who Sonny Liston (a meaner Jack Johnson and hardened to fight in the US penitentiary system) promptly ate alive (Rainy Day Boxing’s “Boxing’s Most Intimidating and Unwanted Champion,” 2021). In the 1980s, Cus scooped a teenage Mike up off the streets, then worked him like a dog until Cus up and died, leaving Mike to fall into the hands of Don King. Eventually Mike was manipulated by those around him into exposing his heel’s aura of invincibility (that sports fans love and which Mike played the “black knight” of sports to a tee: the centrist language of the “indestructible” heel personifying fascist warriors of older, medieval times), fucking up on his own accord when he went to jail for rape and aggravated assault. Cus is to blame. He didn’t teach Mike how to be a good person; he taught him how to fight and more to the point, to fear Cus. Cus used Mike and prepared him for failure later in life: a warrior Jesus “patsy” on part with Link from Blood Father.

Note: Refer to “Back to Necropolis” for further discussions of Afronormativity; i.e., that include Mike Tyson’s replicas in videogames, but also black Nazis in stories like Castlevania and Star Wars. —Perse, 4/21/2025

As discussed in Volume One, Mel Gibson’s Link illustrates the perpetual victim of men like Cus (re: exhibit 25, “War Culture“): the titular Preacher as a smaller chicken hawk in a circle of progressively bigger ones—a patriarchal pecking order that leads up to men like Caleb Hart, Steven King and upwards higher to heads of state, church oligarchs, billionaires and other ghouls of capital. Link’s myth of the redeemed gunslinger is useful if only to showcase the flaws on Capitalism in ways that hit hard. War takes our sons and fathers, no matter how streetwise; its war and rape culture takes our daughters, love, labor and brains and uses them up, burns through them like fuel. If Link was the dad I never had, I wept for his death onscreen using tears I have inside for my own lost father. Dad never listened and society wouldn’t help him; his blood and kin wouldn’t listen to me decades ago, and I have no desire to beat a beat a dead horse that refuses to drink (a double horse pun). But I see so many badly trained people fighting like dogs in defense of the very structure that makes all workers its bitch (a double-dog pun, with a third pun tacked on).

This concept—of fascist/neoliberal, Pavlovian “dog training”—is a facet of Pygmalion’s shadow, which menticides male workers, fucking over in many different ways, and breeds generations of weird canonical nerds, who breed weird canonical nerds, on and on. Sisyphus 55 notes a lack of intersectional safe spaces for white men (the most privileged group exploited by the bourgeoisie) to discuss social issues (“Journey Into The MANOSPHERE,” 2022; timestamp: 20:25). Deprived of conservative guarantees amid declining Capitalism, they instead turn to perceived strongmen for answers, garnering a sophomore, “wise fool” status through the acquisition of cheap, easy knowledge that confirms their birthright worldview—i.e., stupid nerds who think they know a lot, when their behavior is really more about enforcement of neoliberal canon, treating videogames as a colonized pedagogic sphere under Patriarchal Capitalism. In turn, the dated views they uphold extend to their own bodies and personal property as instructional to everyone around them. Overcompensation aside, they project their insecurities onto a dated worldview they must defend at all costs; their strength is a complete lie and they’re nothing without it.

Capitalism’s hauntologies aren’t just mind prisons that closet people; they’re fortress mentalities that make soldiers. Not only will employees and their fanbase close ranks to defend heroes of neoliberal Capitalism (including their employers and owners) through what I’ll call “parasocial “docking”: where two men “dock” by having one wrap his foreskin around the exposed head of the other’s penis. Why a queer metaphor? Simply put, I’m using it for comedic effect; i.e., to shame the super straight “tech bros” who are not only up on Elon Musk’s hog 24/7 but frankly—as mentioned during the manifesto—do some pretty awful things to normal working people, including artists (re: drawslaves and paint pigs). As a whole, neoliberal Capitalism tends to defend bigoted consumers and content creators/grifters in order to preserve itself as a system. Bans do happen to notable figures/sizeable channels like Kanye West, Andrew Tate, Low Tier God (Joon the King’s ” My Cyberstalker NEEDS to be stopped,” 2021) or Sneako (J Aubrey’s “The Decay of Sneako,” 2022). However, their corporate de-platformers tend to be conspicuously lenient, only dropping the hammer after these men go “mask-off,” offering the usual “red pill” grift to “escape the Matrix” (the usual fascist snake oil, in other words). Growing comfortable with open acts of fascism, all were banned for refusing to dogwhistle, promoting various criminal behaviors denounced by mainstream media—anti-Semitism; sex trafficking and domestic abuse; and child porn—or copying someone who promotes these activities. And even when it’s obvious that someone is a predator, like Ian Kochinski or Low Tier God[2] are, it’s very rare that anything is done to address these matters at a system level (which would interfere with the profit motive).

Again, money is the point and takes priority as it did and continues to do with Steven King or Caleb Hart. It doesn’t matter if they ruffle some feathers; they just have to be “mask on” about it. But even the more radical are privileged by virtue of the situation, poor businessmen who can continuously fail, even when the bad grift radicalizes them to the point of jailtime, temporary exile or constant ridicule (re: Low Tier God, Sneako, and Andrew Tate; to Donald Trump; to Adolf Hilter’s  Nazi party to Radcliffe’s Count Montoni; etc). They can always return and be welcomed a sizeable portion of the room because Capitalism is geared towards such behaviors; i.e., profit through unethical controversy and cheap, unscrupulous destruction masquerading as “speaking truth to power” and other forms of false rebellion. False rebellions fail until they don’t and then fascism drops the mask.

(exhibit 97a1: Source, bottom: MoistCr1TiKaL; right: Turkey Tom’s Instagram [tombutdark] in 2023 [nice shirt, dumbass]. They have all the smug, shonen-esque confident of someone who’s never actually been oppressed by consumes a million stories about it; i.e., Zuko from The Last Airbender [2005] except terminally obtuse [closer to Eren Yeager in that respect]. When their backs are against the wall, then, people like penguinz0 and Turkey Tom are bad allies/fair weather friends. In short, they’re white cis-het boys with Instagram accounts who use their platforms to move merchandise and treat social activist and reactionary regression as the same thing: content to farm. They’re not activists, but centrist profiteers who, in appearance, are a category removed from being like Andrew Tate Logan Paul. In truth, they’re functionally the same except Logan’s a bigger asshole in public about it and Tate says the quiet part out loud. It won’t take much for them to turn heel, but even if they stayed babyface they’d still be centrist, thus oppressive to actual minorities.)

The problem is, this “mask on” (or at least partially on) abuse has existed for years, corporate tolerance allowing the shared Man Box message to germinate far wider than it would otherwise. Centrists finger wag at reactionaries and leftists alike, but continued to waste their platform making a great deal of money that isn’t geared towards changing the system in any meaningful way—i.e., doesn’t change material conditions or take hard stances that would lead into the changing of material conditions.

For example, penguinz0 telling iDubbz not to apologize for being a bigot (D’Angello Wallace’s “Charlie and the Hot Take Factory: Wrong About iDubbbz,” 2023); Turkey Tom defending Low Tier God[3] by not calling out his bigotry for what it is, choosing instead to “roast” him for content, instead (“Low Tier God Roasted Me (my response),” 2023); and NBC’s refusal to hold its abusive men accountable despite a veneer of elevated propriety (Georg Rockall-Schmidt’s “The Allegations That Could Destroy NBC,” 2022) or using the loudness of weird, toxic incels/fascist men like Andrew Tate to profit off controversy instead of challenging their views in ways that would actually scare off future weird canonical nerds just like him (Georg Rockall-Schmidt’s “Andrew Tate and the Lost Boys,” 2023). Such apologist refrains are frequently made by those who, short of total war and/or nuclear disaster, will never be immediately affected on a systemic level by the dialog they’re tone-policing: white, cis-het men.

As a whole, Capitalism is designed to function like this. By shielding its chosen foils from criticism and punishment—but also financially incentivizing their toxic, duplicitous behavior by allowing them platforms—the structure and its proponents helps bigots make money and spread fascist ideas under its banner. On par with normalizing Nazis within centrist theatre, the elite’s tolerating of fascism in the “free” marketplace of ideas belies an elaborate, multimedia distraction: ubiquitous, orderly battles of good-vs-evil that drain the public’s ability to use their imaginary potential to critique structures of power through their socio-material extensions that lead to genuine material suffering (a ghost of the counterfeit that Steven King is only too happy to exploit). While centrism commonly manifests in popular media (more on this in Chapter Four), it parallels real-world establishment politics—i.e., American Democrats funding alt-right groups whose socio-political authoring pens yet another “greater evil” to grapple with the “greater good” (Second Thought’s “Why Are Democrats Funding The Far Right?” 2022). All to fortify the status quo, this only leads to fascism in the long run.

Sex-positive individuals, then, are faced with a colossal problem: Canonical bodies belong to an institution that colonizes everything around it, discouraging iconoclasm in favor of so-called “perfect” bodies representative of perfect masculine ideals inside a perfect top-down structure that promotes a perfect “past.” This means that whatever utopian paradigm shift we want to impose has to occur within the disguise-like means and materials of society as it exists presently (we’ll examine this concept briefly for the moment, then examine it more fully in Chapter Five): We must confront the monsters of Capitalism that artists, producers and consumers invoke, reeducating these individuals through sex-positive variants to reimagine/restructure the world. Only then can these old, tired tropes vanish be laid to rest and the narrative of the crypt finally end:

(artist: Elena Berezina)

The canon of the present uses ambivalent hauntological imagery that I, as an iconoclast, seek to alter. I don’t want to ban the use of monster sex, for example; I want to change how it’s perceived through the Superstructure by making not just shaping-shifting “good” goblins, but revolutionary Amazons, Medusas and other monstrous-feminine Galatea that challenge the scores of false rebels that Pygmalion centrists like Steven King either produce themselves, or refuse to challenge in any hard sense when a straight-up TERF like J.K. Rowling writes Troubled Blood under the penname of a gender conversion therapist. No, the unironic kayfabe is good for business, and King would rather wag his finger than say the quiet part out loud. Despite being old as dirt and a multi-millionaire, he’s an operative framed as a king with a mighty persona, pulling all manner of things from his forehead. As this book has so far illustrated, the historio-material function of these complicated symbols—specifically when utilized by state agents and capitalists forging American propaganda—is regularly transphobic. However, it doesn’t need to be. Even so, we’ve yet to explore in greater detail how moderacy treats iconoclastic alternatives. This judgment includes those who corporations historically pander to: cis-het men who, if they’re really lucky, get to grow up and be just like Steven King or Caleb Hart (which is more likely for cis-het men, but still not a given; Capitalism only lets so many people have wealth).

Even among the lucky few, there’s a tremendous amount of regressive sentiment. Sexist men are the obvious, traditional example. While male gamers function as entitled clients targeted, shaped, and groomed by the system, weird canonical nerds become defined entirely by what they consume and personally own, not how they think. For them, “knowledge” isn’t tied to intellectual analysis; it’s linked to a reactionary consumer model whose worship of naked financial success and proud apolitical indifference scapegoats social-sexual activism: “Go woke, go broke.” In believing that videogames are made exclusively for them, Gamergate types become accommodated, bred through pure consumption to think that videogames should be made just for them. Whenever they aren’t the center of attention, they act slighted or betrayed by companies who dare to cater to other demographics in search of profit. This includes corporate appropriation through Rainbow Capitalism. Whether male or female, fascists literally can’t tell the difference between moderate feminism and genuine sex-positivity (with many more trying to confuse the two, as we shall see).

The reason for this conflict between fascism and capital is that neoliberals have capital, thus care about profits, first and foremost. History is a living document they rewrite to suit their needs as capitalists; i.e., the conquerors, having won and assumed control, using the means of production to make AAA, big-budget illusions: “The state fashions its propaganda not about what is happening in the present and what will happen in the future; it also fashions propaganda by re-writing the past” (Renegade Cut’s “Who Won the Space Race?” 2021; timestamp: 12:59).

In keeping with capital, this requires the creation of enemies by those in power to distract and divide from the fact that workers are being sucked dry by a system controlled by a small number of incredibly influential and ruthless people with their hands on the levers of power and human-looking masks over their shriveled ghoul faces: State power aggregates against opposing aggregate forces within the working class, but it also dehumanizes the elite and their smaller vampire servants through an endless pursuit of profit and disguising of genocide as an integral part of this process, to which deception is also integral. Any vampire fears exposure—the gay man because he will be staked during moral panic; the bourgeoisie because they will be outed as liars, but also weird, pathetic liars who literally only care about money and nothing else—mega vampires who hide in plain sight, wearing expensive, Wall Street suits and Chanel makeup that can’t quite reach their souless, doll-like eyes:

(artist: The Meme Industrial Complex)

Our exposé on neoliberalism and strategy to recultivate a bourgeois Superstructure through Gothic poetics obviously effects the elite, but they are sheltered by a massive class divide. You won’t bump into the elite, who are too busy bombing a foreign country by satellite, marshalling the CIA against them, or embargoing them into oblivion (“all displays of soft power”) while getting their nails done to frankly be bothered with the local riff-raff. However, they are terrified of organized labor, thus will orchestrate pollical movements that serve as a convenience counter mechanism: to control labor solidarity as outside of their material influence (re: “Why Are Democrats Funding The Far Right?“)—i.e., outside of the written word. To this, they become distanced, thus alienated from the fascist/centrist police who invoke total/good war and street-level crackdowns to do their bidding (“displays of hard power”). Class traitors are closer to home for the everyday worker so the everyday worker must worry about them more (and their stochastic terrorism-for-the-state-as-controlled-opposition to labor movements)—i.e., at the level of word-of-mouth while face-to-face in the streets. Simply put, the fascist and the centrist are the ones who gets their hands dirty and keeps the money flowing up.

Fascists desire power but do not have it; they view profit as secondary to the means of population control by currently rewriting history through violence acts of revenge committed by vigilantes and state paramilitaries moving towards control as something to consolidating around a strongman and his strange den of goons (who centrists challenge in righteous, babyface violence): rigid social hierarchies that control sex and gender as promises of power by working in concert with the elite. As such, weird canonical nerds aren’t Nazi “punks” counter-protesting labor movements like Kyle Rittenhouse. Many of them are grifters acting as mini-leaders or centuries through the misinformation pipeline feeding these moral panics. As such, they not only vote with their wallets through canonical indignation; they perform the conservative online grift of acting besieged, fostering attitudes surrounding canonical media and who should be making it. This goes beyond Hilter and Goebbel’s state propaganda, or Germany and America’s Hollywood as a means of coercive, anti-labor public relations nearly a century ago, and includes a vast network of (mostly white, middle-class) grifter reactionaries leading into the present state-of-affairs.

For example, Jeremy Hambly’s proud, ephebophilic overcorrection of Rainbow Capitalism and corporate appropriation with She-Ra (exhibit 97b) coercively fetishize the girl boss by turning her into a hypersexualized return-to-tradition: a teenage sex worker that pleases male clients in the most cartoonishly way possible (Thought Slime’s “A Video About One, Weird, Horny Tweet,” 2021). Far from unusual, Hambly’s gross entitlement mirrors the pedophilic tendencies of ’90s cartoonist like John Kricfalusi (re: blameitonjorge’s “John Kricfalusi: An Open Secret,” 2019), himself part of a larger “open-secret” policy towards industry men like Kevin Spacey, Bryan Singer, Roman Polanski—defended unironically by creepy “foot guy” Quentin Tarantino in 2003 (“He didn’t rape a 13-year-old. It was statutory rape… he had sex with a minor. That’s not rape”; source: “When Quentin Tarantino defended Roman Polanski in an interview with Howard Stern,” 2022)—and many, many others supported by Patriarchal Capitalism as the status quo:

(exhibit 97b: Artist: Linkartoon. The point of She-Ra: Princess of Power was to be LGBTQ-inclusive with a “herbo”—i.e., a female “himbo,” meaning a big, strong, meaty girl who’s probably queer to some extent; drawings like Linkartoon’s pointedly regress these mentalities, but especially when defended unironically and blindly by fervent, sexist reactionaries like Hambly as nice guy/incel material. Linkartoon’s She-Ra is not physically strong at all; she’s doll-like in a very Barbie-like way specifically to appeal to white, cis-het men [with the removing of actual bones in a cartoon pastiche evoking an invisible corset whose vice-like grip crushes the victim’s ribcage and pelvis into oblivion].)

Another tragedy of Capitalism, then, is that even “Golden Age” porn (from the 1970s/’80s) can be carceral-hauntological, leaving weird canonical nerds like Hambly completely unable to imagine anything beyond how female characters in any medium were historically sexualized just like this. For them, this is a return to the glory of the past, which is both gross and sad (this being said, sex-positive pornographic expression is totally fine, and I’d happily celebrate more artistic treasures like Andrew Blake’s Night Trips[4] [1989] being hauntologically invoked in emancipatory fashion).

However, fascist men aren’t the only source of reactionary angst. Neoliberalism allows feminists nerds to be sexist, too—moderate, “mask on” TERFS, but also a variety of centrist artistic slogans and symbols of “equality” to channel bigotry-in-disguise: appropriated feminism as a kind of mask/beard, wellspring and stonewall that yields a variety of capitalist bastardization. This Amazonian lineage of moderate deception, proliferation and inertia can be reviewed across older generations of feminism, which were (and are) regressively more racist, homophobic and transphobic. Transphobia is prejudice plus power through relative institutional gains; moderate transphobe victories are also fraught with “minority police” compromise—lukewarm concessions that ideologically reject positions more radical than themselves, worshiping their own past as something to marry to the status quo and fetishize into pro-state doubles: the minority cop as an Amazon gatekeeper that furiously polices, thus punishes those under her.

While neoliberalism is already genocidal on the world stage, its moderate concessions with fascists groups reliably lead to overt genocide in domestic areas. Generally this happens through liminal hauntology as something to invoke and weaponize in a variety of ways—less about righting genuine ethical wrongs and more about donning masks to “cull the herd” during times of perceived identity crisis, scarcity of materials and all-around hardship.

We’ve already examined fascism’s evolution into itself in Volume Two (e.g., “Police States“), followed by Chapter Two of this volume’s discussing a notably general-approach aestheticism existing in a post-fascist world; i.e., one that’s quickly regressing under neoliberal Capitalism towards overt and expanded genocide around the planet (as opposed to the lived, cloaked reality of the genocides in the Global South committed by the Global North). So now that we’ve examined primarily the male side of nerds and fascism—re: through a bad-faith adoption of the witch as a conservative, DARVO, Pygmalion stratagem in Chapter Three—we’ll explore fascist nerd culture as it appears under token feminism (male or not): as something to camp, using revolutionary cryptonymy to separate the “good” witches from the “bad” TERF-y ones (again, male or not) during oppositional praxis as cryptonymy! For every mask the enemy wears, we meet them in duality with our own. We’ll show ’em how it’s done, but also how they challenge us with their own bad mirrors!

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Onto “Praxis Volume Outline, part two + Chapter Four: Bad Faith (opening and ‘Ladies First; or, the Grift of False Rebellion’)“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnote

[1] In his 2020 writeup, “Consent and Master/Slave Relationships,” Jonathan Taylor’s supplied definition of consent is:

Consent is the explicit indication, by written or oral statement, by one person that he/she is willing to have something done to him/her by one or more other persons, or to perform some sort of act at the request or order of one or more other persons.  In terms of sexual consent, consent may be withdrawn at any point, regardless of what has been previously negotiated orally or in writing (source).

Per my own work on ludo-Gothic BDSM, consent is something people consciously agree to that historically-materially reduces risk of rape at a system level.

[2] Low Tier God’s grooming of minors has been an open secret for years, as has Kochinski’s pedophilia. Even with Shang Tsung’s excellent exposé investigating Low Tier God’s grooming tactics (“Low Tier Groomer – the TRUTH behind LTG’s lies EXPOSED,” 2024), and Kochinski accidentally revealing his private lolicon (and horse) porn collection to his streaming audience (Bad Empanada Live’s “Vaush is a P*dophile (CONFIRMED),” 2024), it is unlikely that anything will be done about either person unless the backlash forces corporate to respond. Until then, these incidents—for the men involved—merely serve as dogwhistles for other community predators and grooming mechanisms for the young adults (often men) in their audience bases to attack critiques; or as Shang Tsung warned when I praised his video and wanted to mention it here: “I appreciate that but I’d caution you that he (LTG) usually goes on the offensive against anyone that criticizes him, so just be aware he may try harassing you” (source).

Furthermore, such persons are generally awarded some degree of exposure as, despite Tsung’s scathing exposé and years of foreknowledge regarding Low Tier God’s abuse, Low Tier God was allowed to present at the 2024 Stream Awards (Maximusls2400’s “Low Tier God Gets Booed at Streamer Awards,” 2024). As I commented myself in that video, “A groomer and bigot still has a place at the table, it seems. Basically like Hollywood; i.e., it’s an ‘open secret’ what kind of man LTG is and yet they still have him present the awards.”

[3] Turkey Tom says, “I don’t want to cause a big moral issue over this, because I think he’s really funny.” I think Turkey Tom means, “I don’t want to take a hard stance.” Seriously my dude, we can laugh at Dale’s bigotry and still point it out; the fact that Turkey Tom won’t preface his response to Dale with this simple truth constitutes apologia regarding Dale’s abuses, but also Turkey Tom’s hand in things (his “degenerate” YouTube series feels rather vindictive in a white savior way—i.e., it lacks a lot of nuance, failing to point out how the abuses that occur within certain communities like the furry fandom don’t apply to furries at large).

Note: I wrote this before I understood how shitty Turkey Tom was; i.e., his racism, furryphobia, and white supremacy, which “Furry Panic” explores at length. Turkey Tom sucks ass. —Perse, 4/21/2025

[4] Fun fact: Blake’s film won a silver medal at the 1989 WorldFest-Houston International Film Festival, specifically in the “Non-Theatrical Release” category. This makes it the first porn movie to win a medal at a major international film festival. Refer to exhibit 1a1a1i1 from “The Finale; or “Sex, Drugs and Rock ‘n Roll” to see me analyze this wonderful film.

Book Sample: Canonical Discrimination in Videogames, Including Fan Art and Speedrunner/Streamer Culture

This blog post is part of “All the World,” a sixth promotion originally inspired by the three I did in 2024 with Harmony Corrupted and Romantic Rose: “Brace for Impact,” “Searching for Secrets” and “Deal with the Devil” (2024), as well as “Make It Real” for Volume One and “The Total Codex” for Volume Zero. Those promotions sought to promote and provide their respective volume’s individual pieces for easy public viewing in single-post form; re: for the Poetry ModuleUndead Module and Demon Module, followed by my PhD and manifesto. “All the World,” by comparison, caps off my book series with a promotion for Volume Three; re: my Praxis Volume. As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

Click here to see “All the World’s” Table of Contents and Full Disclaimer.

Permissions: Any publicly available images are exhibited for purposes of education, transformation and critique, thus fall under Fair Use; private nude material and collabs with models are specifically shared with permission from the original model(s). For more details about artist permissions, refer to the book disclaimer (linked above).

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Inside the Man Box, part two: Canonical Discrimination in Videogames, Including Fan Art and Speedrunner/Streamer Culture (feat. Caleb Hart, She-Hulk and goblins)

“I don’t have an issue with GDQ putting on this type of event, but I have issues with the ‘attendance.’ If truly all the people attending were indeed females, great. But that won’t be the case” (source tweet: Dagnel RGT, 2019).

—Caleb Hart, attacking the trans community in 2019

Picking up where “‘Inside the Man Box; or, Patriarchal, Nerdy Hatred’ (opening and part one, ‘Ontological Ambiguities’)” left off…

As explored in Volume Zero, canonical videogames are—at least through their intended design—a neoliberal false-power fantasy that lures players inside. Ostensibly to escape, it’s actually a training simulator teaching them how to be violent towards those coded as “different.” The instruction happens while exploring the monomyth as replicated, thus extending the Cycle of Kings another generation between the fiction, rules and real world (re: exhibit 1a1a1a1_a, “Thesis Body“): inside the minds of young men. The lie of Western superiority (the ghost of the counterfeit) furthers the process of abjection by chasing down the corrupt and monstrous-feminine before quite literally putting them to the sword—the hero’s sword, according to its intended use within a follow-the-leader scheme: “Do what I say and I’ll make you rich, famous, powerful. Now find the enemy and dominate them, break them down, make them a trophy and a joke.”

As we shall see, this isn’t a joke at all, but an eerily accurate description of how weird canonical nerds actually behave when taught through videogames in the Internet Age; i.e., by watching sexist pigs like Caleb Hart play them (or Ian Kochinski, but we’ll talk about him in Chapter Four, as well as other forms of war pastiche that sublimate war through false power). He’s a gym bro leaning into the Ozymandias refrain:

(artist: Caleb Hart)

As usual, we want to camp canon, so here are several ways to do so as I have done them, which in turn are become the very false flags that weird canonical nerds will raise to attack us; we can’t be ourselves and avoid a fight, and segregation is no protection, so we might as well out them by having them shit their pants while we enjoy ourselves (for camping the canon, although their humiliation factors into our delight):

(exhibit 93a: Artist, left: Persephone van der Waard; bottom-right: Doctor-G. The emphatic twink subverts videogame canon in ways that weird nerds like myself live for. Weird canonical nerds, on the other hand, will do their best to stamp us out without getting caught. All the same, Link is still coded classically as the wood elf child, less of a “good goblin” and more of a fairy boy/lost boy of the Peter Pan variety [or Oberon the fairy prince, Bay points out]. Ganon, then, is very much a goblin or orc king with his green skin, hulking muscles, dark steed/gear and big nose; i.e., the black goblin knight/regent who—like Dracula or Sauron—returns out of the past like a fascist spectre that must be laid low by a new Hero of Time; and Link—in order to grow up and become a man in the monomyth tradition/rite of passage—must embark on a quest to rescue the damsel from Ganon’s BBC. It’s the same basic idea with Mario, always saving Peach ostensibly from Bowser’s big dragon dong [and Mario’s princess always being in yet another castle]. Pretty girl = reward; ugly girl = hag.

[artist, all: Kukumomo]

There’s plenty of room for gender parody. However, as a neoliberal enterprise, videogames emulate the courtly love of older mediums where male entitlement is ubiquitous amid rape as the ultimatum. Indeed, extramarital sex and female agency is always “unthinkable” within the traditional heroic model [wherein gender trouble is the ruffling of feathers during non-binarization and sex-positive consent-non-consent, etc]. The damsel in distress is always at risk of being raped by a fascist rogue or black male rapist, thus must be rescued by the white knight [with the lady’s rape being far easier to sensationalize than her adult personhood, general autonomy and non-standardized sexual preferences; i.e., a non-maiden purposefully having sex with people other than white men and teenage boys, or not having sex with anyone].

And lastly, the Japanese iteration of the monomyth offers up the ultimate reward in a canonical sense: The closeted sissy chasing female giants to mother them after the quest is complete; i.e., Samus or Tifa as tomboys who prompt, chide or goad the player, but also literally giants like Nabooru, Urbosa or Midna as the tall Japanese mommy archetype [there’s nothing wrong with mommy doms in general, but the enforcement of this towards an entitled group of infantilized boys and men is highly problematic] or Ganon as a Big Daddy archetype, etc.)

Now that we’ve outlined the various ambiguities of trans/non-binary people, as well as intersex and drag royalty and where they hail from/find themselves in videogames, let’s examine those discriminating against them who play these same games. The simple fact is that discrimination is taught and videogames are excellent teachers; or rather, the players of videogames internalize the message as a bigoted worldview they must defend from outside forces attacking from within. All this being said, it can be difficult pinning things down. We’ll give an example, resupply the companion glossary definitions of “weird canonical nerd” and “Man Box,” then examine our man of the hour, Caleb Hart (we’ll also unpack further nuance for addressing and inhabiting these cultural biases at the end of the subchapter when we look the monomyth—e.g., from the Star Wars and Harry Potter franchises, but also She-Hulk as a complex, thus liminal category caught between assimilation and rebellion inside this kind of nerd culture that men like Caleb would endorse).

Part of the problem is how videogame companies appropriate queerness, but even this isn’t constant. Nintendo’s Hyrule has evolved over time to allow for increasingly sex-positive arrangements of unequal power exchange (albeit in an admittedly centrist gaming model of good-vs-evil). Squaresoft/Square-Enix is another matter. The mid-90s weren’t exactly a time of glowing sexual acceptance for gay men, leading to a scene in Final Fantasy 7′s (1997) retro-future city that treated Cloud’s “day in a dress” as comical. While I consistently enjoy seeing Cloud (and the player) willingly forgo the hypermasculine posturing of a twink super soldier, the roleplay is nevertheless temporary. However, the game’s 2019 reinvention reframes Cloud’s crossdress as ignominious punishment: It’s humiliating for him to surrender his agency (and the player’s), made clear by how ashamed Cloud appears afterward, visibly rejecting the entire exercise:

The best qualities of the new Honeybee Inn sequence are embodied by a character that didn’t exist in the original game, Andrea Rhodea. Andrea is the fierce proprietor of the Honeybee Inn, a dancer who oozes equal parts warmth and charisma. He’s an instantly magnetic screen presence, and the scene’s joyous abandon is largely owed to his charm. As he takes Cloud through a thrilling dance number, our stuffy hero seems to open up. It’s a performance so convincing one can practically smell the spilled nail polish, and at the end, Andrea waxes poetic. “True beauty is an expression of the heart,” he says. “A thing without shame, to which notions of gender don’t apply.” It’s a touching sentiment, and a profoundly queer one.

Yet Cloud doesn’t take it to heart. As soon as they leave the Inn, Cloud turns his back on Aerith, facing away from the street. She tries to talk to him. “Please don’t,” he replies, hiding himself. So much for “a thing without shame.” And therein lies the main issue with this whole sequence: Andrea’s message of self-exploration outside the bounds of gender is bookended by Cloud’s total failure to appreciate or internalize that message (source: Caleb Wysor’s “Final Fantasy VII Remake Complicates Its Queer Legacy,” 2020).

In the same hauntological framework, the views on queerness are endlessly dated within the city’s temporally frozen cyberpunk tableau. In other words, the franchised pastiche of Final Fantasy has begun to reject queerness in relation to its own complicated fanbase, a “bury your gays” revival in videogame culture tied to a nostalgic videogame past (“Make Midgar Great Again!”) that weird canonical nerds blindly endorse: the pursuit of strength during a manufactured state of emergency.

My personal definition from the companion glossary (and “Paratextual Documents“) describes weird canonical nerds as

A term I coined while borrowing from and expanding on Cheyenne Lin’s “weird nerds” phrase from “Why Nerds Joined the Alt-Right” (2023), and one I present through my usual dialectical-material approach despite the obvious social components I’m weaving into things: weird canonical nerds vs weird iconoclastic nerds, or otherwise proponents of canon vs camp in popular culture; i.e., anything that weird canonical nerds posit, their iconoclastic brethren challenge in duality.

To it, weird canonical nerds work within a toxic subset of nerd culture. Whereas nerd culture more broadly is for those who present an increased intellectual interest in a given topic—often in literature, but also popular media more broadly as something to consume, critique, or create (with iconoclastic varieties extending such matters into a spectrum of modular activism and counterculture)—weird canonical nerds are those who undermine genuine, active intellectualism; i.e., by exchanging it for dumb, hostile and even bad-faith consumerism and negative freedom for the elite. As something to blindly enjoy/endorse through zealously faithful, uncritical consumption, they celebrate the monomyth and Cycle of Kings as “good war”; e.g., Gamergate, 2014, but also TERFs and their territorial emergence in the late 2010s. Not only are TERFs, and by extension weird canonical nerds, very wide—as a practicing group of stochastic terrorists that encompasses white cis-het male consumers and women, as well as token traitors (of class, culture and race)—but they unironically lead to fascism per the infernal concentric pattern as a holistic enterprise (with Gamergate endorsed by weird canonical nerds into the 2016 election of Donald Trump, and whose neoliberal sentiments’ fascist outcomes were felt throughout the consumption of media and mentality alike as things to practice).

Weird canonical nerds are systemically bigoted, pertaining to Man Box culture as something to openly endorse, or “resist” in ways that do nothing to change the status quo/avoid the infernal concentric pattern/Cycle of Kings; e.g., TERF Amazons, but also proudly “apolitical” non-feminist nerds who embody a particular status within the nerd pantheon of canonical heroes: Mega Man as a go-to centrist male hero, for instance, but also Eren Yeager as the “incel fascist” with mommy issues, or Samus Aran as the Galactic Federation’s singular girl boss/white Indian, etc. All become something to endorse within critically blind portions of nerd culture that ape their prescriptive, colonial heroes within culture war dressed up as “apolitical” (the fascist ideology being secondary to the pursuit and claiming of personal power by changing one’s shape and language to fit those aims; e.g., Reinhardt Heydrich as a fascist war pig [to combine Umberto Eco with Black Sabbath] who would say whatever he could to justify his own iron grip on the minds of the populace: the foreign plot inside the house, once and forever).

To this, the Gothic and its various intersections, contradictions and conflicts are embroiled within oppositional praxis for or against weird canonical nerds, hence depictions/endorsements of different monster types; i.e., that, in the white, cis-het male tradition of privilege, such persons routinely “fail up,” and as success—like a whore/wife or nice house—is something they are taught to believe is owed to them (the promise of shelter and sex). Such betrayals and entitlement extend to token minorities allowed a slice of the pie, post-betrayal, but also must surrender their pie when the time comes (for which the real “Indian givers” are the settler colonist bearing false gifts: the Trojan Horse, aka the Faustian bargain, in Gothic circles).

Capital is a funnel whose wholly mechanical and cartographic approach to the world expresses across all its registers while policing them: a privileged center and sexist, racist, and otherwise bigoted hierarchy of values.

Furthermore, this fortress mentality isn’t exclusive to one game or sport; the same problematic revival has bled into the competitive realm of online e-sports, including speedrunning as a male-dominated enterprise with a small subset of token minorities from formerly or potential activist territories: the nation’s youth becoming toxic, vis-à-vis capital decaying into its usual replacement antics; i.e., capital is a structure of continuous invasion and replacement, which is why tokenism occurs. Under fascism, these tolerances are exhausted, reducing to “pick me” behavior from those with more privilege, mid-toxification increasing state abjection (thus cryptonymy) on all registers!

Exposed to bad educators as financially incentivized under neoliberalism (which profits off division, bigotry and manufactured competition within the manufacture, subterfuge and coercion trifectas), Man Box culture is endorsed through the vast circuitry of professional sports, porn/sexualized media and videogames within nerd culture as “making it weird” in a coercive sense. They root for the hero against the villain, which is always an extension of who they’re supposed to be; i.e., the one to love or endorse as working against those the state wants dead. In this case, the fascist nature of masculinity-in-crisis leads to obnoxiously toxic and terminal death cults feeling entitled to sex with an oft-nationalized flavor as exported through taboo materiel—incels, of course, but also “weeb” culture and its more radical forms of sexual coercion: moe, ahegao and incest culture. These are all symptoms of the unironic monomyth as a kind of Faustian bargain enacted through bad de facto parentage/education; i.e., “boys will be boys”; e.g., like Caleb’s own awful “I’m not a rapist” brand thereof, passed onto other young men across streamer culture.

We’ll specifically touch upon incels, weeb culture and its pedophilic incestuous offshoots more in Chapter Five. For now, I want to examine Man Box as the broader umbrella term that applies to weird canonical nerds as ostensibly not-yet-radicalized to that extent (though when I discuss weird canonical nerds, the synonymous potential is always there and my points about either aren’t mutually exclusive). Our definition of Man Box culture from the companion glossary is from Mark Greene, who writes, re:

For generations, men have been conditioned to compete for status, forever struggling to rise to the top of a vast Darwinian pyramid framed by a simple but ruthless set of rules. But the men who compete to win in our dominant culture of manhood are collectively doomed to fail, because the game itself is rigged against us. We’re wasting our lives chasing a fake rabbit around a track, all the while convinced there’s meat to be had. There is no meat. We are the meat. Our dominant culture of manhood is often referred to as the man box, a phrase coined by Tony Porter of A Call to Men based on Paul Kivel’s work, The Act Like a Man Box, which Kivel and others at the Oakland Men’s Project first conceptualized over forty years ago.

The man box refers to the brutal enforcement of a narrowly defined set of traditional rules for being a man. These rules are enforced through shaming and bullying, as well as promises of rewards, the purpose of which is to force conformity to our dominant culture of masculinity. The number one rule of the man box? Don’t show your emotions. Accordingly, boys three and four years old begin suppressing their own naturally occurring capacities for emotional acuity and relational connection, thus setting them on the path to a lifetime of social isolation (Chu, 2014). The damage is done before we are even old enough to understand what is happening.

Man box culture also suppresses empathy. The suppression of boys’ and men’s empathy is no accident. It is the suppression of empathy that makes a culture of ruthless competition, bullying and codified inequality possible. It is in the absence of empathy that men fail to see women’s equality and many other social issues for what they are: simple and easily enacted moral imperatives. Instead, our sons buy into bullying and abuse as central mechanisms for forming and expressing male status and identity (source: “How the Man Box Poisons Our Sons,” 2019).

To this, weird canonical nerds extends the broader myopia of Capitalist Realism through Man Box culture as a comorbid pair festering within the domestic side of class warfare that can lead to more radicalized right-leaning variants. It bleeds onto feminist groups, converting them within popular Gothicized aesthetics. I’d like to explore how this starts within the echo chamber of cis-het male culture for the remainder of part two; then proceed onto part three’s provision of addressing and subverting it; followed by part four’s concession that the shadow of Pygmalion is something queer culture not only must subsist in, but deal with TERF bigotries that spring out of these broader material concessions (whose “witch cops” we’ll scrutinize in the next chapter).

Onto Caleb Hart.

(source: Big Jeffery’s “Speedrunner CalebHart42 Banned from Twitch for Racism,” 2019)

We’re now going to examine the way famous proponents enact bad de facto education through ludic metaphors and game identity-as-performance; i.e., by connecting both movement and tutelage to stochastic abuse against trans and other gender-non-conforming representation under Capitalism. The “name” we’ll be looking at is Caleb Hart, a weird canonical nerd par excellence because he uses his “dude bro” Twitch streaming platform to materialize, endorse, and teach bad lessons/play through videogame culture as something to be “the best” at in a very hypermasculine, patriarchal sense. The play becomes fearful and dogmatic, therefore isn’t emotionally/Gothically intelligent; its Man Box culture is presented as hip, cool and more importantly, “neutral” thus apolitical. Weird canonical nerds hate politics because they’re bigoted; for them, politics is lame thus has no room anywhere in their media. In truth, they’re just bigoted, but want to act like outlaws outside of politics.

Note: I don’t wish to discourage the enjoyment of videogames or speedrunning. Playing videogames and enjoying speedrunning is perfectly fine, but I still agree with Anita Sarkeesian and marry her idea to Jesper Juul’s own theories in my own Gothic-Communist approach to proletarian praxis [re-play, from the manifesto’s Six Rs]:

“It’s both possible, and even necessary, to simultaneously enjoy media while also being critical of its more problematic or pernicious aspects.” The idea in doing so to understand, mid-enjoyment and critique, that development is not a zero-sum game, “a half-real zone between the fiction and the rules” that allows for emergent forms of transformative play.

To that, the following critique of videogame culture and speedrunning isn’t a total discounting of their potential value. Indeed, to repeat an argument from my manifesto, “I think the grassroots culture and non-profit approach to speedrunning allows larger groups of people to solve immensely difficult problems collectively outside of established business practices”; i.e., speedruns and “ironman/kaizo” challenges that go beyond the prescribed, intended way of playing a game [thus having Communist potential]. And the practice at large doesn’t preclude activism [e.g., Heckin’ Steve’s “DKOldies: Interview with Former Employee Jigsore (Full Interview Uncut),” 2023; or Karl Jobst routinely taking Billy Mitchel—the pinnacle of Capitalism teaching people to lie and cheat others to get ahead—to task: “Billy Mitchell And The Red Joystick Of Destiny,” 2023].

Even so, bigotry and ignorance need to be confronted whenever and wherever they occur (and to allow for gender-non-conforming behaviors outside of “victories first, cry later” mentalities for boys; e.g., Oatsngoats crying like an absolute girl for a [well-deserved] Super Metroid Any% world record, 2023; it’s ok to show emotions, my dude). The “bad luck” of Capitalism is, in truth, endorsed and enforced through white, cis-het male bias [and relative privilege for assimilated groups who play along under their watch]. The only way to lower the odds of abuse is to change the teaching mechanisms that “master” players to “play along” to a particular set of rules tailored to the real world and its linguo-material extensions (artwork, games, porn, etc) as interacting back and forth over time: material conditions. —Perse, back in 2023

P.S. (5/6/2025), Oddly enough, Karl would redeem Billy a fair degree by being the one to try and lie and cheat his way through a lawsuit defense case he couldn’t win (Persephone van der Waard’s “Bell TOLLS for ‪@karljobst‬: Redeems Billy Mitchell by Lying about Apollo Legends!“) and, as already mentioned, being a massive bigot and Nazi collaborator (Persephone van der Waard’s “Karl Jobst Is RACIST in 2025 + Full Evidence!“). Both videos were made in 2025 based on evidence I had written about previously in mid-2024 (re: “Modularity and Class“) and later, mentioned alongside Caleb Hart (re: “Those Who…“).

Historically the videogame business has sexist roots, being made by Japanese companies for American customers: white cis-het boys and men who punch down against those they historically abject, animalize and abuse (with most speedrunners belonging to this demographic). Combined with the transphobic business model of competitive sports (Essence of Thought’s “Refuting The Anti-Trans Pseudoscience On Trans Athletes,” 2019), conservative ludic circles treat transgender, enby and intersex people, but also crossdressers as a particular joke: a source of sexual shame that must be hidden or made fun of.

While Fuentes loves his aforementioned catboys, Caleb—a famous Twitch streamer and Mega Man/FF7 speedrunner known for his transphobic behavior and toxic fanbase (Andrea Rovenski’s “Calebhart42 BANNED From Twitch for Racism & EXPOSED As an Anti-Trans Bigot,” 2019) brings his weeaboo-style bigotry into the world of competitive e-sports, albeit with a traditionally masculine physique implying he’s simply “the best,” therefore an agent meant to police and mistreat others in the Cartesian sense: of cataloging and owning everything through male-assigned labels and theatrics. All of these things belong to men, whether they deserve them or not; in turn, they decide what “women” wear in games—i.e., representations of women and their history as designed/written by men for men. As I write in “Borrowed Robes”; re:

When it comes to wearing clothes in videogames, women cannot consent. Consent requires choice, and female depiction in videogames historically demonstrates a lack of choice regarding character clothing. For women, clothing doesn’t represent actual female players and their wants; it represents desires prescribed to them by men. These serve as a form of control—specifically to female players through their characters. […] Traditional female characters have little to do with female desires in this regard. Instead, these characters are “visual treats” for a male player-audience to enjoy. This logic applies to female game events more generally. The more substantial an event or [heroic a female] character is, the more sexualized they tend to be (source).

(artist: Liang Xing)

This selection—for what women should wear and how their bodies should appear—is not only a decision historically-materially made by men; it’s reinforced by sexist straight men in drag (and TERFs). Drag queens are historically cis, though most aren’t bigoted (some, like Ru Paul, are; source: Marleina Robson’s “The Head Drag Queen is Transphobic?” 2019). Instead, their identity is defined through struggle as an outlier group targeted by the status quo. In relation to dimorphic images of the past—one when boys played videogames and girls played with dolls—Caleb is very much not a drag queen in good faith. Instead, he has routinely teased his mostly-male audience with the prospect of “dressing up” as Cloud does, but also as Tifa Lockhart; i.e., prescribing how a woman should dress to other (mostly white) cis-het men and boys.

To it—and pointedly through competition towards videogames—Caleb treats queerness as something to reject, but also colonize in his own dated gender performances: bad play crossdressing as didactic. Like Fuentes, the point isn’t to celebrate femboys at all, but rather venerate his own hypermasculinity in relation to hauntological notions of the future that leave no room to imagine genderqueer attitudes beyond yoking them. Caleb does this by outwardly rejecting femboys while simultaneously fetishizing them through deliberately bad-faith performances—i.e., the Steven Crowder approach, in other words (which emulates institutionally powerful men like Rudy Giuliani, who’s crossdressed in bad faith for decades: “Rudy Giuliani in a Dress: Will Voters Care?” 2007).

The “strongman” approach to crossdress has different flavors. As a weird canonical nerd, Caleb offers bad education to an entire generation of young men who—often from broken homes and surrounded by Gothic dogma—see themselves as gamers, but also people who think that their education and their teachers are superior to the gender-non-conforming persons; i.e., those whose de facto education the Max Box demonizes as “groomers,” to which Ashley Gavin, channeling her inner Pazuzu, apes her mockeries; re:

What’d they think I was gonna do? Right, like how gay do you think I am? That I’m just gonna bust out, on stage, at the PG show? And be like, “Alright, listen up, kids!” [drags on imaginary cigarette] “How old are you guys, eight? Nine? Alright, so some of you little boys, yer gonna wanna ram a cock down yer fockin’ throat! And some of you girls, yer gonna wanna bury yer face in pussayyyyyyyyy!” [does best Gene Simmons impression] “And some of you sick fucks, yer gonna wanna do both! Now you go run and tell Mommy and Daddy that you heard it from the dyke first!” (re: ” Live in Chicago”; timestamp: 12:00).

Despite being a comedian, Gavin’s background is actually in computer science; she wrote “Girls Who Code,” taught at MIT and fought STEM discrimination:

One of the more basic challenges was that people don’t even know what computer science is. It’s hard when a client really has no idea that computer science is a liberal arts field, and that it’s actually taught in the same way you would teach physics or English and that it’s not a technical field. I mean, it’s technical in that you make technology, but the skills you would learn – you could use them forever, and they are transferrable. For example, the things that make someone a really great computer scientist also make them a really great writer (source: Anulekha Venkatram’s ” A Peek Inside Her Agenda: Ashley Gavin,” 2014).

Gavin’s breakout role as a comedian happened in 2023 (similar to Hannah Gadsby, she had been doing comedy for years). And while Caleb has been streaming for a very long time, he’s also been racist, sexist and transphobic for a long time, promoting this concept as a part of his brand’s double standard by welcoming “healthy conversation” about iconoclasts just like Gavin (who, in their eyes are no different than a trans person: a faggot). They cannot self-reflect; they see enemies everywhere; their singular and heteronormative interpretations are always right, everyone else’s are always wrong—with dude bros collectively fearing the dialogic chorus of anyone who takes up the queer mantle in their own pedagogy of oppressed/cryptomimesis.

In other words, Caleb specifically promotes his emphasis on fitness and physical strength as things to perform and present through his profession as a bigoted, entitled gamer with ties to Japanese ludic exports. “Gamer” is an artistic extension of what defines him and what he endorses: his accomplishments, brand, and body as informed by videogame tropes and stigmas, but nevertheless elevated by his appearance as a successful-looking, white, cis-het male who is utterly jacked (and whose purported “domination” of his field extends the bias to his crusader’s pedagogy—to his body image, to his students, back and forth, on and on—as inherited from the shadow of older skeleton kings).

To this, the human body in canonical art more generally personifies gendered ideas of masculine/feminine strength through “appropriate” bodies; heteronormative personalities in mainstream politics, popular thought, and mass entertainment consistently try their best to personify these monomyth ideals through “correct” performances, including Caleb’s, as carceral-hauntological: cis-het “mega” men with strong-looking bodies who continuously overperform in their lines of work, presumably have PIV sex, “dominate” their sexual partners, and definitely don’t thirst for femboys.

(source)

Tokens aside (we’ll get to them), rape culture is classically white and male; Caleb and other top-performers of toxic masculinity defend Capitalism as forever in crisis; there is nothing beyond it for them and they police their vision of the Free World as the only one that is correct. Anything else is a threat, isn’t the best: girls are dumb and suck at videogames (and science, driving and sports, etc); people of color are “accommodated”; trans, intersex and non-binary people either don’t exist or shouldn’t be allowed to compete—i.e., denied from playing games as a teaching device and as a means to have fun. Indeed, the two are not mutually exclusive, save inside the playpen of Caleb and his school of dumb boys. All of them learned this from somewhere; i.e., the echo of Japanese war trauma and subjugation to a Western power that Japan was trying its best to emulate by reviving the Shogunate in a method not unlike Mussolini or Hilter’s “Roman” palingenesis.

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In other words—and returning to the idea of coercive undead educators from Volume Two—Caleb embodies the Frankensteinian “zombie hulk” who vampirically drains the brains and life force of those around him, turning them into complicit vampire-zombie warriors, but also himself as they collectively soldier for Capitalism in a viral sense. He embodies this in e-sports, quite literally wearing the Mega Man franchise on his sleeve and plastering its zombifying paraphernalia all over his stream, an online all-boys club with posters of Tifa on the walls and nary a trans person, person of color or real girl in sight (save those who align with Caleb and his cronies through trauma or bad education). Everything Caleb says or does through his own metanarrative reinforces the homosocial, incel-level sexism and latent homoeroticism of the primary text, generally through reinvented slogans or insignias associated with Caleb’s brand (on par with Key & Peele’s “Put the pussy on the chainwax!” [2020] but far less funny in an ironic way). In ludic terms, though, dominance often occurs in contests of strength—mostly notably sports as a male-dominated sphere, a kind of “homosocial frottage” where sexist dudes literally and figuratively cross swords through contests of strength that push women (and those perceived as monstrous-feminine) away or force them to assimilate. This extends into e-sports, where fans conflate the breaking of personal/community records with cartoonishly swollen displays of manly virtue.

To use an example other than Caleb, the compliments that Weegee receives from fans during his WR Mario 64 run (“Super Mario 64 120 Star WORLD RECORD Speedrun in 1:37:35″) largely concern his masculinity and genitals (timestamp: 1:33:19) conflating virtuous masculine gameplay to laying pipe. However, speedrunner historian (and bigot; “Still Racist (and Fash), in 2025) Karl Jobst also describes Weegee as verging on becoming the greatest runner on the greatest speedgame in speedrunning history (“The Greatest Achievement In Speedrunning History Might Happen Soon,” 2023)—all tied to its scope, scale and lucrative nature in the broader speedrunning world as becoming increasingly sport-like, thus gatekept.

By presenting individuals “doing well” in various fields, e-sports—like sports in general—have expanded neoliberally under Patriarchal Capitalism, selling the profitable (for the elite) idea that traditional sports have for over a century: vicarious excellence, specifically and classically white male greatness as a symbol of upward class mobility for the lucky champ (the king-for-a-day promoted by the Don King kingmakers of Capitalism). This enshrines the toxically undead gendered attitudes of the performance and performer as something to platform by the owner class towards a wider working-class audience. In turn, this audience views performative excellence in videogames as “jacked,” an already-dated post-Renaissance notion that assumes anyone who’s buff must be good at literally everything (whereas women and tokens who are muscular or otherwise “built” are good at pleasing/working for men in ways useful to Capitalism; e.g., the pornstar or the black male slave). More false knowledge piled onto war and rape culture dressed up as “strength.”

Conversely this treats visibly non-buff dudes who perform well at sports as “the Man,” usually manifesting in linguo-material, slang-heavy ways like “‘swole giga-Chads” (or something equally cringe) but also muscular, white-washed statues hauntologically associated with neo-classical views of classical art. Think Zeus pulling Metis from his forehead, the Patriarchal “Seat of Reason” that Renaissance thinkers supposedly channeled when rebirthing Civilization, except that concept doesn’t really spring from nowhere and, in fact, was codified during the Enlightenment: Plato wasn’t just the tutor of Aristotle and “a founding father” of Western philosophy. He was a conspicuously muscular man whose immortal name harkens to his halcyon days as a young, strapping wrestler!

Plato was a fighter. This is not a metaphor. The historian Diogenes Laërtius tells us that Platon, meaning “broad-shouldered,” was the philosopher’s wrestling nickname. As a prominent aristocrat, Plato was known for his pedigree and youthful poetry but also for his physique: the muscles of a gifted grappler, who reportedly competed at the Isthmian Games. And for all his wariness of the body and its wayward desires, Plato also recommended wrestling for the youth. In his dialogue Laws, he celebrated the benefits of stand-up grappling. This had a straightforward military use, developing “strength and health” for the battlefield. But it also cultivated character if “practiced with a gallant spirit” [Bay: “Boys will be boys, so let’s put them to use” as an ancient placation/apologia of men’s spirits as indominable, uncontainable, thus unaccountable]. The overall impression is that physical virtues encourage psychological excellence: perseverance, courage, and perhaps a greater sense of autonomy (source: Damon Young’s “Plato Said Knock You Out,” 2015).

While easily parodied, this kind of male privilege socially-sexually translates to “braindead, pushy” masculine personas in the here-and-now that vampirically demand sex from those they deem inferior to themselves—women; or in the case of femboys, “women” (the top being stronger than the bottom, practitioners of these rapacious deeds lying to themselves in increasingly bizarre ways: “It’s not gay if we close our eyes and pretend”—i.e., a sort of “don’t ask, don’t tell” approach).

Furthermore, the havers-of-the-muscles become false preachers with false bodies and powers—king-like Pygmalions to worship and follow as leaders; i.e., regardless of their authenticity or merit (the tissue is “dead,” slathered on like clay to disguise who they were/are) and entirely because of what they represent: ghoulish patriarchal dominance under Capitalism. When they flex, lightning rains from the heavens! Women around them miraculously turn into Barbie dolls with giant, plastic boobs! And when they don’t get what they want, they break down sobbing before destroying everything in a fit of infantile rage. Like Don Quixote, they tilt at windmills, lost in the monomyth’s endless promise of plentiful reward but also savior status.

(source: Fandom)

Indeed, where are all the real women (cis or trans)? In a strange way, these homoerotic warriors become coercively queer—about as gay as Dahmer was, in practice, or Nick Fuentes. These men’s use of women is binarized through the colonial assignment of power relative to each—the master and the slave, one criminalizing the other, but also alienizing and stigmatizing them. Such an arrangement is literally canonized, enshrined within canonical praxis.

As consumers, creators and patrons, the ability of men like Caleb Hart to love others is tremendously flawed by their Man Box mindset, so much so that they disguise they inability to relate to women (or other people besides white cis-het men) with coercive sublimation: fake war brides. This can be Fuentes’ catboys, but also real-life AFAB persons bullied inside canonical works. Radicalized mentalities towards the Call to Adventure stem from trauma, including TERFs with neoliberal/fascist superiority complexes. They must fit in and compete for the war bride whose appearance is advertised through the Japanese waifu. Like Caleb, female TERFs have their own “canonical beards mindset”: marrying warrior husbands that tradwives “settle” for to fit in; or the canonical, “death by Snu-Snu” depiction of an “alpha” Amazon she-wolf taking her own emasculated, “war bride/bussy” husband/wife inside the Man Box in order to feel in control (which Jadis elected to abuse my bussy with minus my consent); i.e., by force (which she will immediately have to surrender when the state enters decay).

We’ve already explored how beards—to roll with the facial hair theme we’re using—constitute a kind of social “grooming” tied to particular body images; i.e., as conflated with intelligence: monomythic “good looks” that broadcast virility in a heteronormative sense (or its token allies), which Communists like Marx then tried to camp:

Previous to the late 19th century, beards were common among the upper classes, the wealthy and powerful men who ran the country. They were a symbol of strength and individuality – a bold statement of one’s masculinity and prowess. / However, as the Victorian era drew to its ebb, the beard once again – as it was liable to do – went out of fashion, at least among some quarters of society. Inspired by their communist leaders, the so-called “bearded radical” became commonplace, marked by their thick, long beard. / No self-respecting communist or anarchist agitator would be seen without such voluminous facial hair. Throughout the 1830s and 1840s and into later decades, the beard became the icon of labor racialism, socialism, communism – and a dozen other “isms” (source: Beard Sorcery’s “Why Did So Many Famous Communists Have Beards?”).

To build on that relative to moderates, a “good, manly figurative/literal beard” means a man/token person is not only intelligent, but “emotionally intelligent,” which is really just a bad disguise for canonical dominance within the Symbolic Order. Already emasculated by the state, nerdy men police nerdy women (or those they code as women) to sublimate their own trauma as “being not manly enough”; they gatekeep them, becoming some faction of the sex pest-fiend gradient that contributes to the state’s reactive abuse cycle in oft-corporatized forms. Propaganda’s propaganda, the monomyth as the narrative of the crypt, the only thing that survives.

A common defense is, “it’s obviously a joke,” except the sexist abuse, brain death and deceptions are quite real. For example, Caleb coerced a former sex partner—Barbie Edge—into having unprotected sex with him (after saying “I’m not a rapist” to her), vampirically gaslit her, then had his parents coerce her into terminating her pregnancy (source: Barbie Edge’s 2020 tweet sharing the link to her story about Caleb on Google Docs). Afterward, he said his judgement had waned, while also treating her like a sex machine, someone to please him when he whined and didn’t get what he wanted, subsequently crying like a baby about his ex (never a good move, my dudes; no one likes being compared to the abusive ex you’re carrying a torch for). More to the point, he lied back then and now about it to fans who absorb this DARVO bullshit like a sponge—younger fans whose brains are still forming (as evidenced by the truly awful fan art, see: above). Called out, some might repeat the same defense: “It’s just a joke.” He’s just playing around, not to be taken any more seriously than Wooderson from Dazed and Confused (exhibit 63b).

Well, joke or not, it’s still sexist, just drawn badly and shown to children. More to the point, Caleb isn’t a teenager and neither are (some) of his fans. Defending their behavior in any shape or form only excuses it. Meanwhile, their material presence lingers toxically in the larger world, emboldening those they teach with bad “parenting” lessons about “better times”: how to treat women as Mega Man does—badly (which radicalizes to more openly toxic forms, like Eren Yeager). Negotiation-wise, these mini-zombies and -vampires don’t take no for an answer, but they do absorb the ability to disguise themselves as not doing anything wrong—i.e, exactly like Mega Man[1] himself, in that respect: a little neoliberal, vampire-zombie robot “boy” working tirelessly for the state.

On the surface, Mega Man’s not just a cop, but “a good guy.” Beneath the skin, he’s a functional gun-for-hire “throwing lemons” (the inside joke, here: Mega Man is throwing “lemons” at Wily. In truth, he’s shooting bullets at Wily’s robots—Wily’s slaves [the word itself derives from re: the Czech word robota, or forced labor, as done by serfs]. This Commie twist leaves us with two aging grandpas in a centrist narrative that reduces rebellion to “foxy” [wily like a fox] fascism as something to put down by Dr. Light as his good boy robo-cop, Rock).

In this sense, canonical “monster pastiche” isn’t just cosmetic (the “poster pastiche” idea from Volume Two); it’s pastiche that yields sex-coercive, zombie-like and vampire-like effects within content creators and their fans (especially war pastiche, whose “warrior undead” and sublimated trauma we’ll examine more in Chapter Four) crying for “free speech”: a desire not to be canceled in “culture war” as a manufactured conflict the elite condone to protect their own material interests; i.e., “Let them fight.”

These coercively necromantic attitudes rest in the sexist hauntology of professional sports. In the increasingly franchised world of e-sports, performers have begun to be viewed as traditional athletes, assimilating pre-existing notions of masculine strength tied to a glorious past: when women were subservient and didn’t do sports (a recent overcorrection of the 20th century that, in the 21st century can be still seen in transphobic sports gatekeepers). These also project onto body images the audience didactically consume through subscriber/tipping models.

Furthermore, these models often come into conflict with the sexual division of labor—Caleb and those like him bitterly deriding female streamers for “cheating” at the game of capitalizing the streaming of videogames: getting high stream counts/tip amounts by showing as much skin as the status quo allows women versus what it allows men (e.g., Caitlin Wright’s “The Favouritism of Male Streamers: Why Are Women Left in the Dust?” 2021). Meanwhile, parallel mantras like “more plates, more dates” become something to dick-measure amid parasocial exchanges—with sexist gamers using their spot on corporate-owned platforms to teach their business customers to internalize the same undead rituals under Zombie Capitalism (with Vampire Capitalism stressing the draining quality that Capitalism teaches its workers to do).

In the spirit of de facto educators, Caleb embodies the heteronormative persona as a sexist hauntological role model for his community to push to sinister extreme. A currently moderate brand whose toxic fanbase belies a conservative core and past, Caleb Hart the person embodies physical strength; Caleb Hart the brand attaches to artistic extensions of itself that personify the strongman: as a ludic, fatherly portrayal of strength coming from the nostalgic Man Box past. The “barbarian” gym bro embodies false power, false preacher and false father who dominates his enemies (anyone different than, or resistance to, the status quo); i.e., through the “prison sex” mentality as something to pass onto future students: cis-het boys (and token persons) that Caleb instructs like a surrogate parent or big brother. He’s literally their daddy/the man to beat for being bigoted.

True to form, Caleb also has a long history with racism and transphobia, but also domestic abuse. According to Barbie Edge, the events between her and Caleb happened in 2016, and by 2019 during their last encounter Caleb still hadn’t changed. For him and his fans, “correctness” only amounts to however heteronormative power and coercion can be adequately disguised—i.e., to whatever degree he requires to become normalized, thus “harmless” at any given moment. Not only are these “innocent” displays bad-faith attempts to hide privilege and predation (a gym bro will “close ranks,” defending the abuses of a fellow gym bro, much like cops and other fascist/neoliberal soldiers do, but also their fans, friends and families; source: Hasan’s “SHOULD YOU APPROACH GIRLS AT THE GYM?” 2023); signs of their use materialize through the wearing of various famous “masks.” Caleb literally “wears” the reinvented Cloud like a skin (exhibit 93b; eat your heart out, Hannibal Lecter) to conceal his toxic politics and former body image behind a moderate guise. He’s the “good guy” because Cloud is good and “everyone” likes Cloud (correction: I like the delicate twink variant of Cloud; I want to dress him up and have tea and peg his “little boy pussy” with my girl-cock).

(exhibit 93b1a: Source: a 2019 tweet by Caleb Hart. Caleb posing both as “swole” and twink-ish, while actually being incredibly sexist and abusive towards women online and in the flesh. Much of this behavior is instructed to young men who look up to him during his streams; i.e., a male authority “preaching to the choir” of submissive boys raised on the monomyth. He’s not just saying “I’m not a rapist” to Barbie Edge, but also these young boys who will become convinced his behavior isn’t wrong despite how duplicitous it comes across; i.e., absolute chudwads dressing up “as women” to mollify women and other minorities coded as other in a monstrous-feminine sense. During a manufactured “battle of the sexes,” they will emulate his inherently bad-faith tactics anyways because “women, amirite?” For them, “twink” also serves a double function: for bigots to wear incognito while resisting sex-positive versions of twink as a grand conspiracy to defraud “real men” by emasculating them/turning them into silly sex slaves; e.g., catboys. Unlike the queer reclaiming of words like twink and faggot [artist: Maewing], weird canonical nerds’ ideas of such positions are inherently sexual and coercively so, framing such individuals as weaker than them, deserving of scorn and punishment, but also mockery within a punitive “prison sex” hierarchy that frames activists [not white cis-het men] as delusional, degenerate groomers [with black men, even cis ones, being accused by white men of sleeping with white women, infantilized both groups]. They are a legitimate threat, thus to be chased after and killed, but also fetishized by chasers living in the closet [Caleb and company see twinks as degenerate, but also work as open “chasers” themselves].

For example, Sabs’ depiction of scary boy flesh, below, illustrates a friendlier version of feminized male sex work that subverts the classical symbols of exploitation and queer identification historically used by heteronormative forces: the vampire, the witch, and the robot as existing under Capitalism and subjected to the power of men—i.e., the male hunter, Satan-as-male, or aged homosexual gentry perusing the flesh market’s “wares.” Sabs‘ work, while still liminal, nevertheless views the past as imagined in a sex-positive way. It doesn’t try to eliminate sex work; it celebrates the twink-in-peril as resourceful and capable, able to navigate the world using the monstrous-feminine powers of cuteness and raw sexual energy in ways that subjugate their would-be killers’ rape culture: topping from the bottom to teach men that sex doesn’t need a violent top “acting like the man” with a knife dick [or some similar device].)

(artist: Sabs)

For the queer people that Caleb attacks, “correctness” amounts to gauche misrepresentations of what is incorrect—with corporations (and by extension fans and content creators) comparing trans, intersex and non-binary people to demonically violent, criminally insane sex pests/fiends, not Caleb. However, fascist and neoliberal discrimination against queer groups also includes inaccurate representation through “correct” bodies and “incorrect” bodies: Normal people have normal bodies, normal sex, and normal genders; queer people do not, are instead fetishized as sexual deviants, criminals and feminine-yet-manly monsters (Buffalo Bill, Norman Bates, Ray Finkle, etc). Disseminated through mainstream media and enforced on a societal level, this binary is ontologically prescriptive and bears hauntological elements; audiences see what they are meant to be—the self as defined by objects the viewer is meant to identify with through a nostalgic view of the sexist past, while also reacting negatively towards objects they’re meant to abject: anything that challenges these carceral-hauntological views.

Another way to look at weird canonical nerds, then, is how they become class traitors through the wider societal emulation of heroic media, whose tremendous complexities I’d like to examine for a moment more before we press on to part three as a means of addressing them, ourselves.

Canonical heroes are designed on crises that emulate class, thus culture warfare; this means that their internalized bigotry affects weird nerds of all types who see themselves in the heroes vicariously. Whether white, black, male, female, or cis/trans, the accommodated and the assimilated identify with the hero who either visually resembles them or who they want to visually resemble, thus emulating their prescribed behaviors and plights. Harry Potter, for example, is a white savior on the good team, the plain-and-tall, Boy-Who-Lived “chosen one” who becomes a cop because someone older than him recruited him to the cause (often an old sage) inside an essentialist scheme. His and similar Vader-esque temptations to darkness is the monomyth in action, its propaganda playing out inside these characters’ fans, who—internalizing the scheme as a bigoted model—is merely the customer turning heel inside the meta-narrative.

To this, even if Harry never fully becomes the zombie tyrant, or Luke Skywalker never joins the Dark Side, etc, they’re still white knights in a centrist, genocidal scheme that downplays the existence of such a side as fundamental to the monomyth as canonical, thus fearful and dogmatic; it is to be bought and worshipped, not dissected and questioned—especially in relation to its effect on how we think, thus see the world.

In turn, this internalized dogma is predicated on anger towards the self as incorrect or flawed; i.e., not manly enough, not white (knight) enough. They become desperate to prove themselves by being the hero, which for fascists is predicated on scapegoats and blind/petty revenge, the shadow of the tyrant looming overhead and threatening to invade. Contrary to what they think, the invasion is already underway and, at times, further along than many would care to admit: Luke or Superman are just one angry moment and bad choice away from murdering “the enemy” in a fit of rage; the same goes for the conquered and their offspring born under the established, monomythic order of things—e.g., She-Hulk, the Jedi, and similar comic-book-type characters and media the Gothic swims in:

(exhibit 93b1b: Source, top-left: Reddit, 2018; artist, mid-left: Claire Leighton; bottom-left: ; top-middle: Takeshi Miyazawa and Rico Renzi.

Heroic self-deception is anisotropic and multifaceted during intersectional bias, as is the fetishization of outsiders. Whereas white cis-het men think they are more disadvantaged than they really are, tokenized minorities think they are more exceptional; and both are overburdened with tremendous insecurity.

Much has been said about Heathcliff’s toxic relationship to Kathy and the criminal-hauntological perpetuation of “Black Irish stereotypes” that Charlotte Brontë demonized behind her own masculinized pen name, Currer Bell:

Whether it is right or advisable to create beings like Heathcliff, I do not know: I scarcely think it is. But this I know: the writer who possesses the creative gift owns something of which he is not always master — something that, at times, strangely wills and works for itself. If the result be attractive, the World will praise you, who little deserve praise; if it be repulsive, the same World will blame you, who almost as little deserve blame. […]

Wuthering Heights was hewn in a wild workshop, with simple tools, out of homely materials. The statuary found a granite block on a solitary moor; gazing thereon, he saw how from the crag might be elicited a head, savage, swart, sinister; a form moulded with at least one element of grandeur — power. He wrought with a rude chisel, and from no model but the vision of his meditations. With time and labour, the crag took human shape; and there it stands colossal, dark, and frowning, half statue, half rock: in the former sense, terrible and goblin-like; in the latter, almost beautiful, for its colouring is of mellow grey, and moorland moss clothes it; and heath, with its blooming bells and balmy fragrance, grows faithfully close to the giant’s foot [source: Nava Atlas’ “Charlotte Brontë is Preface to Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë,” 2014].

While Charlotte’s compliment is left-handed/racist in an appropriative sense—i.e., “the man who was almost one of us” versus appreciating him unto himself—the reality is that she did not make Heathcliff; Emily did [who Charlotte infantilizes]. The fetishization of the male “other” is, then, a regular tactic of white women and has been for as long as they have held the pen. “I will not allow books to prove anything!” indeed, Anne Elliot.

While anger is vital to revolutionary praxis, it is also a powerful manipulator fascists and centrists exploit to equal measure. Consider how disconcerting it is that Luke is not only pinned between the state and rebellion in black-and-red as utilized by fascists and Communists alike; but also how he and the Jedi—as the good cop power trip being marketed through the white hero’s kayfabe—are stuck within a capitalist ringleader’s game as arbitrarily going either way:

The documentary Empire of Dreams states that George Lucas initially intended to call the film Return of the Jedi, but then changed it to Revenge of the Jedi when he was told by Lawrence Kasdan that “Return” was a weak title. Only a few weeks before the film’s release did Lucas change the title back to Return of the Jedi. In interviews, Lucas said that the reason for the change is that a Jedi wouldn’t seek revenge. There are many though, who speculate that George Lucas had planned to call the film Return of the Jedi all along, and only used “Revenge” as a means to throw off merchandise counterfeiters. It has also been claimed that the reason for the change was because the working title of Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan was The Vengeance of Khan, and that the title was changed because of its similarity to Revenge of the Jedi. In William Shatner’s autobiography Star Trek Movie Memories, director Nicholas Meyer confirmed that he didn’t believe that 20th Century Fox would allow Paramount to change his film’s title from The Undiscovered Country to The Vengeance of Khan because of the making of Revenge of the Jedi. Nevertheless, all of this potential controversy was erased when Star Trek II was retitled The Wrath of Khan and Revenge of the Jedi finally became Return of the Jedi [i.e., return of the noble king versus revenge of the tyrant]. In any event, the working title was partially reused for Episode III: Revenge of the Sith [source: Wookipedia].

In short, the cultural anxieties inherent in and inherited by white cis-het men and those under them within the monomyth have been proliferated by the Billionaire Marxism of men just like Lucas, a moderate Pygmalion similar to James Cameron and other imitators imitating Lucas as imitative of various older role models including Alex Raymond and Akira Kurosawa.

The same goes for Stan Lee. She-Hulk emulates whiteness by appearing small and meek, to which the other lawyers regard her with equal parts fascination, suspicion and anticipation. For insecure, bigoted men, she is a kind of threat that “white women could never be” even before she transforms; for white women, she’s a threat by “being stronger than they are,” more physically imposing and sexually voracious according to the stereotypes. These mechanisms only amplify holistically when She-Hulk transforms, becoming the kind of “real lady” that white-knight fanboys suddenly pay attention to because she’s “like them”: manly and strong thus must like the same things. This is a form of gatekeeping that serves to further distance She-Hulk from them, but also fetishize her in their eyes.

As for She-Hulk herself, she is torn between wanting to fit in and stand out, her true self the reality of not really being one or the other and both being a threat response/survival mechanism versus her acting as she might if no threat were present. She’s forced to transform in a state of crisis, fitting in to avoid punishment then resenting the system for it. While valid, her “acting out” can be weaponized by those seeking to capitalize on it [reactive abuse] and She-Hulk certainly isn’t exempt from the perils of social-climbing becoming its own Vanity-Fair-level ladder of chaos, leaving her heritage and history behind rung after rung [the perils of the diaspora being that black culture is erased, but also associated with crushing poverty, neighborhood crime, drug abuse and domestic horrors. In the face of that abject criminogenesis, not everyone choses to be a class warrior. Some assimilate out of necessity to become class traitors to varying degrees].

[artist, top-left: Kael Ngu; top-right: Reiq; bottom-left: Jeff Easley; bottom-middle: ; bottom-right: ; middle: source]

The fetishizing of She-Hulk is, itself, tied to inner myths and complex double standards. Insecure white men will feel threatened and turned-on by her as “more manly” than them in a dark, savage way. But her power will be checked by “actual” black men in the same racist pecking order as “stronger” than her [to which she is both the dominator of weaker male/female subordinates who are her “war brides,” while being herself promised to, or otherwise under the power of, a stronger male leader or someone owed sex who sees her a sexual tithe. There is always a stronger man that she cannot second guess or resist]. In the interim, she will be quasi-likened to a black man, thus beholden to the same myths that inform the public imagination; e.g., John Henry of American slave folklore as the “exceptional” freedman whose value was tied up in his ability to outwork machines of industry to prove his value in the Jim Crow era. While Josef Bastian writes in “Tall Tales — An American Tradition” [2022]: 

It’s a tall order to establish a folklore and mythology for an entire country, especially when you’re a melting pot of immigrant belief systems, native cultures, and tribal societies who have been brought here against their own will. In this type of environment, the mythological waters can muddy all too quickly. Most folklore stems from ancient, oral traditions, where stories are shared down from generation to generation. The mediocre ones fade over time, but the better ones get carried forward, morphing and modifying themselves along the way at the discretion of the storyteller.

The American Folklore Society points out that:

“Folklore is our cultural DNA. It includes the art, stories, knowledge, and practices of a people. While folklore can be bound up in memory and histories, folklore is also tied to vibrant living traditions and creative expression today… It is one of the many ways we communicate who we are. Often–but certainly not always–rooted in the past, folklore is one of the ways we share with each other the things we see as vital and important. It is a central, every-day part of life and how we make sense of the world today, and it is at the heart of all cultures–including whatever culture we call our own–throughout the world. Folklore is a fundamental part of what it means to be human.” 

The idea of “better” is subjective relative to settler-colonial bias that effects different bodies in different ways; i.e., the struggle of rememory—to be seen as human amid discrimination—is partly dehumanizing through the hauntology of the superhero as a throwback that arguably simplifies the struggle as a desire to be strong in zombifying ways. It may very well reflect the sentiments of the time, but these need to be recognized as boxed within a colonial model that forces the now-larger-than-life memory of the former slave into a kind of mighty shadow they can never step out of: a big zombie to their little zombie.

[artist, top-and-bottom-left: MARCIOABREU7; top-middle: Giuliana Cabrazia; bottom-middle and top-and-bottom-right: July Bubbles] 

In that shadow herself, She-Hulk is equal parts sexualized as a monstrous-feminine “black man” who tries to assimilate as meek, but the differences between her and Clark Kent or Peter Parker are complicated by a variety of factors. One, her strength is sexualized [the waifu as curvy and soft] or like a man’s [the wheyfu’s brawn]. Two, racial intersection of a slave woman’s physique eliding with slave men and slave food and the white bodies she seeks to emulate. Three, green being the color of stigma [exhibit 94a3] that effects people called “goblins” other than just black people.

All three intersections converge on the same surface image: her large, watermelon-like breasts and buttocks, her chicken-like thighs; or a more muscled or pin-up-style, white-coded Amazon lacking these “non-white,” thicc-bodied traits [excluding the PAWG marketing device in sex work [re: exhibit 32b, “Knife Dicks“]; or videogames like Overwatch that market sex work in ludic narratives, exhibit 73b] while sporting trademark green skin having a kind of fantastical blackface-meets-assimilation fantasy/scapegoat vibe common in centrist narratives [e.g., the Drow and their own complex body politics; re: exhibit 41b, “A Lesson in Humility“]. Yet, more than just skin color, body type, sexuality and gender, She-Hulk and characters like her are also commodified in ways that become simply standard; i.e., the class struggle becomes perennial, thus stuck in a feedback loop that values She-Hulk for the exact reasons that alienate her. Any attempt to liberate her is a liminal struggle, then, one that must reclaim these symbols in ways that don’t feed into the same ever-expanding scheme. It becomes a disguise within a disguise where the surface-level language—like a Gothic novel, metal anthem or comic book— remains largely unchanged and sexual.)

Star Wars is practically synonymous with the monomyth, hence why I dub it “the Star Wars problem.” It’s not the only one to franchise (and pimp) such things; e.g., Harry Potter was poor and made into a prince, but otherwise fits into relative privilege pursuant to monomyth models. The same internalization of white heroism is emulated by token outliers, who become “white” saviors on the inside to try and fit in while lacking said privilege and over-relying on what they do have. All the while, they privately hate themselves even more than those with more privilege do on account of their incongruous, thus monstrous skin color, genitals, religion, ethnicity, and/or perceived femininity not being the white, cis-het Christian male standard—with fascist bigotry generally reducing these margin recruits to black, non-Christian and female/weak or monstrous-feminine/strong.

In other words, the enemy is always both weak and strong and token weird canonical nerds are always of the enemy on account of what the status quo will never let them forget (the classic method being according to what they cannot take off: Even if She-Hulk bleached her skin like Michael Jackson, she would always be black in the eyes of her assumed conquerors). Persons like this don’t fit in by capitalist design and try harder than everyone else to appease their own internalized impostor/conqueror, but in the end will be replaced first the moment they “fuck up.” It’s what happens to white women like Kim Wexler working under white men like Howard Hamlin in Better Saul (2015) or intersectionally She-Hulk as a black version of the same scheme as even more outside than Kim is; the struggles of both are important and valid, but despite their degree and flavor of segregation and abuse are used by the status quo to turn workers against each other—i.e., divide and conquer.

Whoever the mark, it isn’t a chosen failure on their part. Through no fault of their own, they are borne into material conditions that not only assign their physical qualities differently from the colonial standard; it proffers a kind of Heathcliff/Black Knight syndrome, one encouraged by these person’s in-group “peers.” It’s schoolyard-bully tactics, wherein the oppressed are the expendable exceptions that prove the rule; i.e., the first to be affected by blood libel/quantum, rapid onset gender dysphoria, global Jewish conspiracy, and similar fascist conspiracy theories. They will internalize those, too, and use them to abject their fellow oppressed by acting the minority-cop class traitor amid this network of confirmation bias: “See! They’re acting like the poor degenerate [slur]! But I’m not like that!” They become blind to the class, race or gendered character by thinking themselves not just the exception, but exempt. In turn, those with more privilege (which is modular in nature; e.g., white cis-het women versus black queer trans men) do not see the world through these inherited insecurities. They simply have less of them, thus greater blind spots (to which Harry needs and upgrade to his prescription).

We obviously won’t have time to delve into all of these different modularities. We’ll be focusing on reactionary white nerds for the rest of this chapter and regressive Amazonomachia in Chapter Four. But the base mechanisms of assimilation inform genocide as a group effort perpetrated as much by the many kinds of suffering conquered themselves as bought-and-paid for. “Vae victus!” (meaning “suffering to the conquered”) is their Judas refrain (whose context is different than when Legacy-of-Kain-type white boys say it), selling out their fellow comrades for a cheap comic book, monomyth persona; i.e., not something they made themselves, but an extension of the socio-material arrangement of settler-colonialism sold back to them, over and over again. While this assimilation gamut does yield material benefits for some under capital, for the vast majority the concept is simply an illusory consolation prize to retreat into: something to buy. —Perse, back in 2023

Men like Caleb Hart are the blindest of all. Even without tokenized elements, hate groups and corporations encourage heteronormativity by abjecting queer people in front of their target audiences. The resultant biases are lucrative—meaning they’re easy for the elite to produce and for workers to enact, maintaining the status quo for as long as possible through people like Caleb, but also Caleb’s fans/collaborators, including tokens. Capitalism is patriarchal, therefore hierarchical, incumbent on a bigoted language system. While neoliberals deliberately use this system to turn a profit (whether through colonies, corporations, or slave labor) anywhere and everywhere, fascists use the system to colonize itself, inadvertently entering a state of decay (or rather, decaying under crisis). Like a vat of toxic waste, this condition can last for years (the Third Reich lasted for twelve), but remains highly charged and dangerous throughout; centrism is merely the burying of this radiation behind an American flag (to which Lloyd Kaufman gloriously and grossly lampooned).

We’ll examine fascism and nerd culture even more in Chapter Four. For now, remember that audiences who look at bad de facto educators like Caleb Hart will see what Caleb shows them: a fixed, myopic gender binary that rejects alternatives of the already-great past by framing them as less-profitable than what is “superior.” Man Box not only becomes the meta, but looks the meta because it is hypermasculine/white (or otherwise supports the status quo in similar ways; e.g., Marisa or Zarya in their centrist forms).

Furthermore, doing so leads to increased radical bigotry as Capitalism decays and people’s limited imaginations become threatened by a proposed lack: of the very system they hopelessly depend on to give them dated images of dominance that make up who they are; i.e., the naturalization of heteronormativity as virtuous through market-induced profitability (thus naturalizing neoliberalism as the straight state of affairs). Already inflexible, there’s simply nothing for them to fill the void with. The same myopic fragility goes for Caleb’s fans. Though many are young, they grow up to be weird canonical nerds with playful imaginations stunted by their carceral surroundings. They police the wasteland with fear and dogma as canonized, decreasing their own odds at happiness through the empty “success” that comes from exploiting others like chattel.

Before we move onto Chapter Four and the plethora of weird canonical female/feminist nerds that Capitalism engenders beyond just Caleb Hart and his own Man Box behaviors in other men, we have two more subchapter parts to go. I want to propose a jailbreak—i.e., queer people “breaking the spell” by reclaiming the linguo-materialistic components of the prison itself, thus fabricate new “archaeologies” that slowly liberate the mind and end the curse. While this can happen playing with many different monster types within Gothic poetics, the goblin will be our focus in part three of this subchapter.

Note: For even more research specifically on goblins, refer to “Goblins, Anti-Semitism and Monster-Fucking” from the Demon Module. —Perse, 4/21/2025

(exhibit 94a1a: Model and artist, top middle: Lil Miss Puff and Persephone van der Waard. The reference material was taken in three parts: a collab ref shoot, a sexting session between Puff and I where they played the mommy dom, and sex between Puff and their partner—all part of an agreement reached between the three of us before starting.

As for the monster I used in this example, I went with the goblin, as Puff and I are both LotR fans and—reading about Tolkien and goblins—I wanted to subvert the goblin with Puff’s help. The goblin, then, isn’t merely an anti-Semitic symbol, but more a source of romantic/erotic pursuit precisely because it is morphologically different from the Vitruvian, European standard. Those who cherish the goblin in a sex-positive sense do so for the goblin’s trademark plump, diminutive figure that nevertheless can deliver “big mommy energy” in the bedroom; i.e., built for giving [and receiving] enormous pleasure in the same adorable form, using it to nurture their partner/client, while simultaneously giving off quirky ’90s-Goth vibes [or some other monstrous aesthetic/color scheme]. In my case, I decided to place Puff inside an attic, in front of a witch’s window. There, they lay as a kind of discarded toy that evokes a sense of lost childhood, but also dark secrets and forbidden fun.

The location of the attic is deliberate. Lil Miss Puff waits inside a private, secluded space, one classically reserved for hiding or storing things tied to the “memories” of a home: the toy box as a Neo-Gothic metaphor for the brain, revived in hauntological forms—i.e., for the “toy” wanting to escape, but also to play inside by confronting trauma as nostalgic in cathartic ways. The goblin as toy-like can invite people inside to partake, basking in special, hidden delights; e.g., the madwoman in the attic as historically “kept” but also someone to reacquire her agency through Gothic poetics. I specifically use these terms and their queer context when drawing Puff to subvert Charlotte Brontë’s sexist/xenophobic usage of what a goblin in the attic would signify to heteronormative viewers like Jane Eyre: something to fear and want dead.

In doing so, I recognize classical abuses [and their trappings] as things to escape through the same Gothic language during oppositional praxis. The goblin, then, is a liminal expression of trauma by which power and material goods are reclaimed by workers resisting state hegemony during sex-positive BDSM. Sometimes this requires playing into queer stereotypes in magical, cutesy ways that ultimately hoodwink our usual exploiters in dialogs where resistance and power are not simply in the same place, but use the same language [and carnal expression] operating at cross purposes:

Huffslove‘s “goblin” is actually an elf playing into goblin [anti-Semitic and rapacious, below] stereotypes to steal from the rich through the fantasy mode of high adventure. She’s not entirely divorced from the idea that goblins love money [much how Jews were forced into positions of usury in medieval stories] but uses this idea to benefit someone other than the elite. Similar to Deep Space Nine‘s [1993] updated, progressive take on Roddenberry’s Ferengi, there’s room to appreciate and critique what is ultimately an imperfect-but-vital step towards developing society away from Capitalism and its abuses.)

(exhibit 94a1b: Artist: The Sabu. Goblins are commonly seen as tricksy and cruel—dark little monsters that “break and steal,” famously kidnapping[2] elves, humans and other races before taking them underground, where they torture, rape and eat them; i.e., cannibals [which elides the Jew with the person of color and the Irish]. A primary function of their classic depiction is captivity and rape fantasies for white women, a racist “pigmy” slant to the oft-undead/demonic bigotry that incorporates goblin thievery into the “demon lover” archetype of the black male rapist [and the Medusa as “undead” for female goblins] and pirating of the victim’s physical “goods” after taking everything else from them; re: “You have heart; I’ll take that, too.” Subverting this xenophobic composite of the goblin—i.e., as a guilty pleasure of canonical wish fulfillment, rape fantasy and appropriative peril—is important, both for the people associated with them, but also to help the women xenophobically fetishizing them to become more emotionally/Gothically intelligent and have societally healthy rape fantasies that subvert the mechanisms of torture at a monomythically copagandistic level.)

Onto “Poison was the Cure: On Goblins, Being a Weird Nerd and Trans Cryptonymy“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnote

[1] Mega Man is very much the antithesis of Astro Boy (1952)—i.e., a boy, not a man, who is made by a scientist whose government bosses want to use him as a weapon (the show is actively concerned with injustice and antiwar/-American sentiment). Creating Astro involved giving him a sense of self. This selfhood conflicts with his position as a manmade weapon. Conversely, Mega Man is taught by Doctor Light to have no self by serving the state; i.e., by fighting “evil” as color coded purple and decked in skulls. That series emerged in 1987, thirty-five years after Astro Boy and eight years into neoliberalism’s expansion on the world stage (videogames, as we know them, have almost always—apart from Atari in the mid-1970s—existed commercially under neoliberalism).

[2] This capture vaudeville is often set to music meant to terrify/entertain children [or infantilized women], starting [for our purposes] with Tolkien, a white British man writing The Hobbit for his white British son (re: “Goblins, Anti-Semitism and Monster-Fucking“). Refer to my page on Tolkien research to see more on Tolkien; i.e., than I can realistically cover here.

Book Sample: “Inside the Man Box; or, Patriarchal, Nerdy Hatred” (opening and part one, “Ontological Ambiguities”)

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Inside the Man Box; or, Patriarchal, Nerdy Hatred Against Transgender/Non-binary People, Intersexuality and Drag (feat. Caleb Hart, She-Hulk, twinks/femboys, goblins, and more)

Caleb coerced a former sex partner—Barbie Edge—into having unprotected sex with him (after saying “I’m not a rapist” to her), vampirically gaslit her, then had his parents coerce her into terminating her pregnancy (source: Barbie Edge’s 2020 tweet sharing the link to her story about Caleb on Google Docs). This behavior is public record and Caleb has never addressed it at all, let alone in any meaningful sense (source).

—Persephone van der Waard, “Those Who Walk Away from Speedrunning” (2025).

Picking up where “Artistic Nudity and Asexual Bodies/Relationships in Art; Gay Artists” left off…

From rape to grievous bodily harm, the Gothic “slums Nadir” as a means of canon or critique, vis-à-vis the troubled Western estate plunged into civil strife, constant shadowy surveillance/paranoia/suspicion/moral panic, wounded trust, and ambiguous unrest; i.e., nadir and revolution as not black and white, but again, “grey” per the cryptonymy process exploring various taboos in praxial opposition; e.g., rape, serial murder and demonized mental illness, etc, in neo-medieval forms that fascism enjoys (through state protection) and which Communism rebels against.

(artist, left: Barbie Edge; right: Caleb Hart)

Here, our continual of this iconoclast trend extends to Greene’s Man Box; i.e.,  Patriarchal Capitalism and its broad coalition of unholy defenders funnel humans into rigidly prescriptive gender roles—roles that fascists will increasingly police through hate, emboldened by opportunistic billionaires making online spaces less safe for queer people (Little Hoots’ “Elon Musk Personally Banned Me from Twitter!” 2023). We’ll explore the symptoms of trans genocide in Chapter Four. For now, we’ll examine some of the causes in four parts, per popular media and, in particular streamer culture vis-à-vis Caleb Hart, goblins, and more:

  • “Ontological Ambiguities” (included in this post): Examines some of the ontological, monstrous-feminine ambiguities that prompt stochastic terrorists to attack the queer community and their representations in popular media (commenting on hauntological, Gothic variants wherever applicable).
  • Canonical Discrimination in Videogames“: Considers the attackers’ problematic, Faustian education that leads to an attacker’s mindset: through traditional modes of male education learned by weird canonical nerds like Caleb Hart through sexist (monomythic) videogames and gamer “Man Box” culture, which didactically appropriates twinks, catboys/femboys, etc.
  • Poison was the Cure“: Takes a breather from canonical praxis and consider a defense that weird queer nerds can adopt when challenging the status quo, specifically my approach to goblins (and videogames) within iconoclastic media as something to synthesize ourselves.
  • Obliterating Phoebe: In the Shadow of Pygmalion“: Explores how the world of canonical media—but especially e-sports—has informed bigoted attitudes in videogame culture, including how the elite are currently enabling these attacks in the predominantly male world of competitive e-sports; i.e., as “dominated” by sexist men similar to Caleb Hart obsessed with making their mark as he has: being “the best” in ways that overwrite the history of everyone else (we’ll focus on feminist moderacy and female/queer bigotries in Chapter Four).

There’s a lot to cover. I’ll try and sign-post as we proceed, if only because we’ll jump back and forth between topics (owing to their intersectional nature).

Keeping that in mind onto part one: some of the ambiguities of queer existence that bigots attack (we’ll bring up some other factors in parts two through four)!

Note: Similar to William Goldings’ Lord of the Flies (1954[1]), Omelas is policed by children, We’ll talk about videogames as the neoliberal medium for fascist argumentation; i.e., as the vector for state dogma, under the Shadow of Pygmalion (an idea I coined for this series). Refer to “Those Who Walk Away from Speedrunning” for a comprehensive look at such dogma; i.e., per my research on it (and which features Caleb Hart—the dubious “star” of this subchapter—in its own pages).

(artist: palson)

Inside the Man Box, part one: Ontological Ambiguities (feat. twinks, femboys and shunga)

“Nobody owns a world record […] Be proud to be a part of your game’s history even after your times have been beaten. Because unlike a world record, your legacy could last forever” (source).

—Summoning Salt, “The Quest to Beat abney317” (2023)

Note: While I openly identify as trans, now (re: “Coming Out as Trans“), I used to identify as a femboy—meaning for my partner-at-the-time, Jadis (re: exhibit 43d, “Seeing Dead People“). Furthermore, my art website originally was dedicated to femboys and tomboys, originally reading “he enjoys depicting strong women and androgynous men” (source: “My Art Website Is Live!” 2020); i.e., before I changed the website title, thus brand, to vanderWaardart, in 2021. —Perse, 5/5/2025

When the state and its nerd cop pushes against us, we also must push back as nerds; re: weird canonical nerds vs weird canonical nerds, per state vs worker rights; e.g., Caleb Hart (and similar Pygmalions) pimping trans people like myself, which we’ll get to.

Seeing as Gothic Communism explores discrimination in the Internet Age, I want to focus on transgender/non-binary people in videogames—with additional emphasis placed on intersex people and several drag queen sub-classes: femboys and catboys (formerly endangered in Gregg Araki and Dennis Cooper’s queer exploitation work)—glancing at the catgirl drag king subclass (exhibit 91a1) and shunga (exhibit 92a) as well, to be holistic.

Please note: Terms like “femboy” exist organically in marginalized spheres, which host a plethora of specific and generalized definitions. Unlike reactionaries and moderates, gender-non-conforming individuals generally allow for a gradient of different usages to co-exist (satenmadpun’s “The Philosophy of Femboys,” 2022): binary trans, intersex and non-binary femboys, for example (exhibit 91c). This includes paratextual media like videogame fan art, whose own fans go so far as to encourage “femboy” as a unique gender identity while simultaneously discouraging “trap” and various other catch-all slurs that bigots use to exploit femboys (Professor Lando’s “Femboys Explained,” 2022; timestamp: 10:14), often condemning them openly and “chasing” them privately as monstrous-feminine sin to indulge in, mid-gay-panic.

However, this can be dramatized in reality TV shows that explore the open chasing of femboys, such as Ladyboys: Inside Thailand’s Third Gender (2014). The show presents the smiling montage of white, cis-het expat men chasing AMAB femboys and bringing them up out of poverty. It seems negotiated equally and fairly but the reality is, the chasers have a material advantage whose unequal material conditions tip the scales in their favor. They are the prince and the ladyboy is the pauper. Under these “sex tourist” conditions, they are pursuing something akin to sodomy through prostitution of AMAB sex workers.

To that, while sodomy with all sex workers functions through the monstrous-feminine desire not to have children (and to delegitimize accidental children as bastards), the so-called “trap” is historically an AMAB sex worker who “baits” cis-het men into having sex with an outwardly female/femme appearance but doesn’t have any reproductive sex organs. Unlike AFAB laborers, who traditionally are forced to bargain with their ability to have PIV sex and bear children, AMAB sex workers who present as women can make no such offer. So while neither AFAB nor AMAB sex workers actually want children, AMAB examples are often discriminated against by AFAB workers for not having to bear the “same” risks (which ignores the fact that both are doing sex work—a cruel and dangerous profession under Capitalism—just to try and survive). In short, the male faggot is incorrect within a larger punitive hierarchy.

(exhibit 91a1: Model and artist: Bubi and Persephone van der Waard. Catgirls are an identity unto themselves, but one that is canonically supplied to cis women in online streaming circles not so much as drag at all [as the outfit/descriptor “cat” is still quite femme from a hetero standpoint] but meant to cater to heteronormative men in fairly standardized ways; e.g., gamer/e-girls, which come with their own pejorative labels, like e-thots. Catboys, on the other hand, are visibly queer relative to an open sense of non-gender-conformity tied to the coercive emasculation of certain AMAB persons by chaser reactionaries who see “cat” as femme, thus weak [neko/twink being a Japanese word for a gay male bottom—generally someone femme to be dominated by sexist parties, which extends to catboys as neko and cis catgirls across the board; and similar “pet” treatments of fertility animals or servile creatures: bunnies and dogs, too]. In trans, intersex, and non-binary circles, the terms catboy/girl and drag queen/king are obviously fluid depending on how one identifies/performs.)

All sex workers face risk, but these risks vary on traditional notions of sex and gender. AMAB sex workers who present as femme or identity as women face tremendous risks by their customers. If a reactionary cis-het man is expecting a pussy but finds a penis when he and the sex worker go back to the hotel room, he may simply kill the sex worker for having ironic/”incorrect” genitals and invoke the gay panic defense afterward; i.e., he felt “threatened” by the other person’s penis, and “coerced” by an outwardly femme appearance having “baited” the customer into a “dangerous” position: a DARVO grooming accusation that aligns with other recuperated terms like “woke” as a kind of oft-“Satanic” degeneracy or corruption that must be cleansed from society to restore balance (while paradoxically praying on the scapegoat as a compelled fetish, of course; “boundaries for me, not for thee”).

Furthermore, sex with prostitutes is not safe for any worker regardless of sex or gender for several reasons. One, it’s historically criminalized and the victim has no rights (cops will blame them for doing sex work to try and survive despite their material conditions giving them no choice). Two, sexist/transphobic men aren’t interested in a fair exchange; they want to dominate a femme-appearing submissive through violence. PIV sex isn’t even the point; performing toxic masculinity is. To that, look no further than Andrew Tate, a known transphobe who makes a common chaser argument; i.e., that it’s preferable to bang Megan Fox with a dick instead of Hulk Hogan with a pussy because the latter will physically fuck you up if you try to get violent with them (in sex-positive circles, the theatrical “violence” isn’t harmful, displaying power exchange as a mutually consensual and subversive concept that allows anyone to perform whatever role they want; i.e., what they identify as/with, exhibit 91b/91c).

There’s also the stereotype of the affluent homosexual man engaging in pedophilia domestically by “dating from the slums” as the actual, unironic groomers of the cute boys they were predatorily chasing: Brian Singer, Kevin Spacey, Foucault, etc (most predominantly those marginalized with relative privilege: cis-queer white men). Their uneven material conditions parallel men who practice sex tourism to take advantage of an immiserated local population, or slaves who slept with their slaves, etc. It’s precisely this material imbalance of conditions and the uneasy negotiations that occur under duress that we have to be mindful of when considering the iconoclastic depictions of ourselves that are chased after or framed as bait—often by cis-het men, but other transphobic groups comprised of TERFs, cis female sex workers or even trans men/women pitted against one another (myself having been the victim of trans-on-trans violence committed by trans men against me; re: “Setting the Record Straight, Transmisia Experience: 5/26/2023“).

Femboys, ladyboys, catboys, twinks, etc, aren’t “false women” nor groomers. Nor are they automatically AMAB, as proven by binary trans men and trans masc enbys or genderfluid persons subverting roles normally assigned to cis-het men, homosexuals and trans women (exhibit 91c). Regardless of the sex or gender of someone who identifies or performs as a femboy or twink, not everyone approaches these roles sex-positively and their usage remains immediately ambiguous in a visual sense. Iconoclastic depictions of femboys (and the trans, intersex or non-binary people using these labels; exhibit 91b/c) amount to appreciative representation during the context of liminal expression—i.e., a right for these groups to call themselves “traps” as an oppressed class in a systemic sense should they choose to (similar to identifying as a witch in relation to an ongoing struggle against heteronormative oppression and persecution).

Under canonical praxis, artists—or those who distribute or consume their work—will project onto femboys as disposable, presumed-male commodities that “bait” cis-het men with the temptation of a “forbidden fruit”: the “trap” of entirely unreproductive (or gender-confused sex, regarding trans men) as a slur assigned by the oppressor towards the oppressed. This is a kind of desperate or coercive queerness whose internalized homophobia bears reactive, heteronormative roots, and its “chasers” should not use the word “trap” to “joke” about femboys, any more than white metal musicians should “joke” about racism by

  • putting the Confederate flag on their guitars (with Dimebag Darrell being a privileged, middle-class white boy whose band swapped images over and over until their found their biggest fans: middle-class white boys):

One of the acts most prominently connected to the Confederate flag is Lynyrd Skynyrd, who were known for using the flag as a stage backdrop, on their merchandise and even featured it on the cover of their 1988 live album Southern by the Grace of God. It was legitimately a huge part of the band’s image.

In 2012, Skynryd decided to stop using the Confederate flag. The last surviving original member, guitarist Gary Rossington, explained why during a CNN appearance.

“Through the years, people like the KKK and skinheads kinda kidnapped the Dixie or Southern flag from its tradition and the heritage of the soldiers, that’s what it was about,” Rossington said at the time. “We didn’t want that to go to our fans or show the image like we agreed with any of the race stuff or any of the bad things.”

Essentially, they acknowledged what the flag represented and they didn’t want to be associated with those things. Though I would argue it was never hijacked in the name of white supremacy — it has always been about white supremacy — it’s commendable that Skynyrd took a stand even though it meant they’d lose some supporters.

Plenty of other artists have used the imagery including Tom Petty, Ted Nugent and Kid Rock. Pantera’s late Dimebag Darrell, Ozzy Osbourne’s Zakk Wylde and Poison’s Bret Michaels all had Confederate flag guitars. If you’re interested in reading more about these artists’ use of the flag (most of which have abandoned the use of it) you can check out this piece diving into the genre’s history with the flag by our sister site Ultimate Classic Rock (source: Rabab Al Sharif’s “The Confederate Flag Isn’t a Symbol of Rebellion — It’s a Symbol of Racism,” 2020).

  • using the Nazi salute (Metal Sludge’s “Rock Stars who saluted Nazi Sieg Heil; Sixx, Hetfield, Ulrich & Bowie,” 2016).

And even musicians of color should be careful using oppressor dogwhistles to code-switch with, lest they become colonizer token puppets/useful fools, canonizing racism on par with Candice Owens, Kayne West or Blair White as “minority police” class traitors; e.g., Kayne’s praising of Adolf Hitler—but also encouraging white people to say the n-word; Donald Glover’s 2012 recollection of it in “Donald Glover Reveals The One Thing Charlie Sheen Did Right” (2021, timestamp: 3:33).

With all of these, nature is—as always—as monstrous-feminine thing to pimp, including male examples like femboys; i.e., in games like Zelda‘s famous Amazon fantasies putting Link on the disempowered end of these exchanges, which we can camp in our own media, on and offstage, as much as people like Caleb Hart colonize. In either case, exploitation and liberation exist in duality inside the same contested half-real sphere:

(exhibit 91b1: Source, left; artist, right: Belka-dog. Some people identify with their birth sex, but play with gender. For example, some femboys relate to Link from The Legend of Zelda series as AMABs [for proof, consider this Twitter clip of Link having jiggly balls in Tears of the Kingdom, 2023] who feel femme but still have “boy” in their gender label. But they subvert gender expectations by having Link play with the role of the damsel-in-distress in an ironic way: the twink-in-peril rescued and defended by Amazon women “enslaving” him [war brides/collaborators]. This example isn’t of cis men playing “dress up” in order to be humiliated by virtue of temporarily surrendering power to female “waifus”; it’s an AMAB femboy being shared between female warriors or otherwise those who identify women with power as something to cherish and enjoy—i.e., a unique form of power exchange and non-binary gender expression between non-heteronormative roles and identities. Non-binarized, AFAB persons could also play the role of the femboy and AMABs could play the role of the drag king in trans/enby circles.)

(exhibit 91b2: Femboys demonstrate androdiversity with tremendous irony. For example, although undoubtedly there are plenty of femboys with smaller schlongs, plenty on the market advertise the slenderest of elfin bodies and the girthiest of members [contrary to heteronormative belief, big bodies—especially ones on inordinate amounts of synthetic testosterone—have shrinking genitals]; e.g., the vacillating throbbers of cuties like Catboi Aoi, Rayray Sugarbutt, Olivia the Robin, Zay Zay, illiteracy4me, Hanyuu, Jaybaesun, etc.

The giant cock, then, becomes something to subvert as a “universal” symbol of rape, becoming a highly colorful exhibit, instead; e.g., Paladin Pleasure Sculptors. Similarly JadeNeedsHugs subverts the fucking Predator as cutesy but also physically imposing. This intersection of the hunter fantasy with cuteness represents the role of the submissive often surrendering different forms/amounts of power relative to their actual bodies and genitals, but also their imagined bodies and performances in fantasy realms.)

(exhibit 91b3: Artist: Two drawings by Persephone van der Waard, touched up for the book: a demon femboy [2021, originally from the ASMR channel, Dark and Twisted Whisperand a snow elf prince [2021]. The drawings were originally created for Jadis, who was encouraging me to delve into niche categories [that they just so happened to like; i.e., a TERF genderfluid person abusing me, a femboy at the time, to take them femboy porn; re: “Escaping Jadis“]. I also wanted to be morphologically flexible, allowing for different sexualities/intersex and non-binary modes of experience regularly associated with demonic poetics. Also, I wanted to—with these particular demons—illustrate the idea of a “grower-type” penis: one that looks small, but grows considerably between total flaccidity and tumescence.)

(exhibit 91c: Model and artist: Cedar and Persephone van der Waard; artist, far-top-right and far-bottom-left: Sabs. As introduced by exhibit 91a1, the idea of the gender swap isn’t just crossdress from cis men dressing as cis woman or vice versa; it involves gender trouble, parody and play as divorced from the colonial binary altogether. Under these non-binary conditions, then, the word “boy” doesn’t imply a set gender at all, but merely operates inside a flexible performance whose labeled gender roles announce/identify the power exchange on display however people want to present it: a smaller “(fem)boy” protected by a stronger “manly” master. While Batman and Robin are a classic cis-gendered example, the basic operation and its visual markers can utterly thrive in gender-non-confirming circles; e.g., Sabs’ take on Robin the boy wonder as thoroughly androgynous. In non-binary terms, “boymoding” and “girlmoding” refer to dressing like a boy/girl relative to one’s chosen gender—e.g., a trans femme person boymoding when they dress “like a boy” in public. However, this can be as much dressing the way you want to present versus conforming in self-defense to a given idea of gender performance; i.e., within a mode of unequal power exchange whose set role types yield flexible gender components, such as “topping from the bottom” while still doing conventionally girly activities framed as “boyish.”

For example, a trans man can—as a pet-like catboy or servile femboy—be protected by a formidable, armored protector of any sex/gender yet still present an ancient, medieval flavor that feels subversive of the usual depictions within crossdress. By toying with the gender roles in a genderqueer, xenophilic fashion, iconoclasts can subvert the historical-material flavor of fixed gender roles, allowing any gender to enjoy the titles and roles of power exchange dressed up in sex-positive nostalgia as pointedly hauntological, thus intentionally different/at odds with the standards that bigots enforce. In other words, the reinvention is not of the language itself or chronotope, but how it’s used: who can do what within hauntological BDSM regardless of gender. Under these conditions, words like “cave,” “stable,” and “lance” take on very different, playfully sexual meanings that aren’t entirely divorced from their medieval history. Undoubtedly there would have been some form of love between people forced to identify as male in the historical past: knights and their squires as more genderfluid than would have been recorded in official histories.)

As a larger social-sexual system, heteronormativity is multi-registered, favoring a superior group over an inferior group on various levels. For example, while cis women are coded as inferior to men (and have been for centuries), trans people are coded as inferior to cis-people, which intersects with white women’s liminal status as “privileged, valuable” sex objects compared to people of color (F.D. Signifier’s “Conservatives Are Bad at S*x,” 2022). This compound bias (and its subsequent discrimination) is cumulative, compounding if the trans person also happens to be non-Christian and non-white; but also intersex or non-gender-conforming in terms of their identity or dress code. These groups fall into the xenophobic category of fear-fascination through monstrous-feminine xenophobia as a pursuit of coercive sex by the status quo towards scapegoated, objectified parties. “Woman is other” becomes something practiced by cis-conforming groups against trans, intersex, and non-binary persons who refuse to gender conform.

Neoliberals and fascists handle this xenophobic treatment differently. Fascists reject trans person legitimacy outright by aggressively denying them their chosen gender identities. To the fascist, a trans person is “false,” a woman or man pretending to be something they are not, which sadly doesn’t automatically preclude coercive fetishization/”xenophilia” from fascists—again, chasers as a kind of vigilante fascist class. The same goes for intersex and non-binary peoples or drag queens, with known fascist Nick Fuentes chasing catboys in particular (Mo Black’s “The Cat Boy Harem of Nicholas J. Fuentes,” 2020) and femboys being targeted by equally dubious groups (Turkey Tom’s “4chan’s Femboy Blackmail Cult,” 2023).

Meanwhile, neoliberals have historically profited off transphobia (Lindsay Ellis’ “Tracing the Roots of Pop Culture Transphobia,” 2021) by using the “free” market to decide “correct” ideas through “neutral” consumption (“free” meaning privately owned by the elite, whose canon they encourage the middle class to consume and endorsement): serial killer pastiche as a form of criminalized hauntology. So many people can’t imagine queerness as anything other than criminal because the nostalgic, idealized past under Capitalism essentializes queerness as depraved, degenerate, and demonic; but is also something sold to conservatives as a fetishized ghost of the counterfeit, a thing that never quite was until canon forced it into existence:

For example, having never had a relationship with an “actual” woman (The Damage Report, “Proud Incel Nick Fuentes Goes Full Weirdo On Dating Women,” 2022), Fuentes is something of a fantasy “fetish cop,” resorting to a common misogynistic/transphobic tactic: abandoning any attempts to coerce educated cis-feminists and “settling” on crossdressers/trans people as “false/easy” women that he can chase down and dominate in private.

Often previously abused, young AMABs can be further mistreated and discarded with impunity through “necromantic frottage”: sublimated rape; i.e, the predation of/on weird sex zombies-vampires whose own radical beliefs cockblock them in regards to the people they want to sleep with, similar to Catholic priest’s abusing choir boys, Ambrosio stabbing and raping his own sister, or male shunga samurai raping their pages [who can’t consent, exhibit 92b]. It’s master/slave “prison sex” within the system, which leads to a shortage of empowered workers through a perceived shortage of resources, of sex, of jobs and labor alongside actual worker disempowerment and emotional/Gothic intelligence as canonically synthesized, advocating for gender trouble as a weaponizing force against worker agency and representation.

In keeping with Man Box, only “the strong” can get the prize, the sex, the wealth, the glory and material conditions. It becomes a means of exposing the state’s go-to targets of exploitation, permission for fascists to board, rape and mutiny against themselves and for neoliberals to look the other way or encourage genocide in faraway lands. In either case, canon becomes cheap “monster food” that turns workers into killer monster babies, not responsible organizers of effective revolt. A soldier is no good if it can think and feel, so canon infantilizes workers (menticide) or batters them by proxy (waves of terror) until they snap at perceived dangers taught to them by appropriative peril. In the end, everything is euthanized; it’s only a matter of how and by whom.

Fuentes’ “revolution,” power and relationships are all treacherous and false, but also self-defeating under Capitalism as exploitative towards all workers, including its bad-faith, LARPer (witch-cop), bourgeois “rebels”: the centrists, TERFs, Feminazis, et al. It’s merely segregation and menticide for the “privileged” and preferentially mistreated workers: cis-het white men looking for love, but also a scapegoat—someone to make their bitch (a projection for their own unhappy arrangements). They want “maidens” but will settle for “false women,” even children and literal animals[2] to prove/validate their own crisis of masculinity/faith within Capitalism in decay.

In the end, they’re just false “friends of Dorothy”—fake “allies” already lobotomized to genocidal extremes, wound up like toys and aimed at the nearest scapegoat while they enact their forbidden desires through prison-sex wish fulfillment. Cowardly lions (fraidy-cats) who kill mice for the Wizard, they have daggers for dicks and bullets for brains, wouldn’t know mutual consent if it came up and bit them right on the ass. However, this accretion from the same Superstructure parallels canonical serial killer pastiche: the free market’s confirmation and endorsement of fascist fears inside a workforce already scared stupid. It’s “the wages of sin” begot from a cycle of false preaching that starts at the top and trickles down into terminally empty heads.

(exhibit 92a: Incest, bestiality and other forms of chattel rape and canonical pastiche are symptoms of the state defending itself. This oppositional praxis and liminal conflict can be seen in the time, place and media of a given historical period. Consider the abject shunga erotica, “The Dream of the Fisherman’s Wife” by Hokusai. Its “ancient” hauntology is fairly recent—1814, four years before Mary Shelley wrote Frankenstein—but conveys abject realities tied to ghosts of the counterfeit we see in the here-and-now. Just consider Japanese hentai or “perversion,” whose bourgeois rape apologia leads to hauntological bad play as something to not only consume, but defend while attacking sex-positive people conflated with the very rape that fascists obscure and use themselves: groomers. Fascists are the savages—dissociative, duplicitous brutalizers unable to imagine anything beyond their psychosexual urges coded into them by state-corporate propaganda. As such, they abject what is alien in defense of the state, making themselves bourgeois monsters that exploit other workers within the same prison-like structure. If that seems like a stretch, consider the period in which Hokusai did their print—outlined in our partner exhibit below.)

(exhibit 92b: An excerpt from the conversation between my friend Angel [from exhibit 54; re: “Furry Panic“] and myself, shared with permission [the full conversation can be found, here]. Sex workers communicate about abject topics to become more aware about present-day dangers, usually by talking about and consuming monster media. They can then reverse-abject and subvert them while living inside the police state. But they have to learn about and study them during informed, outlawed, extracurricular exhibits. As Angel explains [above] to me about their own research into shunga erotica, “It was a police state until the fall of the Shogunate. Until the late 1800s[ish] Japan was a closed country for over a century. Nobody got in or out.” On one hand, erotica like Hokusai’s “got past political porn censors and would be hung as decoration in homes,” but it was still dangerous. The state could, at any time, kill those creating it, throwing bourgeois stooges under the proverbial bus. To look at and discuss this material at all is anathema, with sex-positive de facto educators and proletarian witches “outed” as pedophiles by the very persons most likely to commit these atrocities unironically in defense of the state; e.g., the revived Shogunate flag of the Japanese Imperium leading into WW2. Marx’s historical-material nightmare can still be challenged, but doing so is always dangerous to revolutionaries. So grotesque modern artists like Junji Ito take their own misdirection pathways to pass off their tyrannical intimations as harmless to the state’s continued hegemony.)

Before we move onto the “prison sex” phenomenon conducted by a gradient of sex pests/fiends, a few final words about those they animalize: femboys, catboys, and intersex people. Historically exploited in pornographic media, intersex people—as stated in the companion glossary—”exist on a biological gradient between male and female, amounting to a variable ‘third’ sex that presents mixed features of either sex to varying degrees; the term doesn’t represent one particular manifestation, but all of them together on a vast, complicated spectrum of genotypical and phenotypical elements”; as explored in Volume Two, they are often depicted as angels or demons in the classically androgynous sense. Femboy, meanwhile, emerged historically as a pejorative label against homosexual men (as did many forms of gay slang such as “twink”). Over time, this label has slowly been reclaimed, going from negative to neutral to positive—an effect largely aided by crossdressing male protagonists popularized by famous videogame franchises like The Legend of Zelda and Final Fantasy.

Just as catboys use tell-tale outfits to denote a particular mode of male queerness associated with homosexual slang (with “neko,” again, being Japanese homosexual slang for “bottom” or “twink,” amongst other things), femboys denote a linguistically similar arrangement of atypical social-sexual roles/power reversal tied to performative crossdressing. Japanese crossdressing actually predates Western assimilation by centuries (despite crossdressing also happening in Western theatre, especially during the Early Modern periods of Elizabethan/Jacobean theatre) and can be seen in creative resistance efforts to Western occupation through queer Japanese cinema like Parade of Funeral Roses (1969; re: “Room for Both“). This tradition has only continued through the queer, non-Western heritage of Japanese videogames, with Link and Cloud being forced to crossdress to progress through their respective games. One must don a male Gerudo outfit, which the game codes as feminine (a nod to Amazonian myth, which treats men exclusively as conquered sex objects); the other must rock pigtails and a dress to infiltrate a brothel (a drag treatment of the pigtailed female detective).

In either case, we have more than a “cute-boy-in-disguise” situation; we have a “cutie-in-peril” who must improvise to escape a sexualized predicament. Often, these scenarios aren’t overtly sexualized, but still contain sexual overtones tied to excitement, adventure and danger. In particular, fan fiction loves to balloon the implied sexual elements explored through canonical dilemmas, manifesting in fan orthography and art (see exhibit 93a: my Zelda/FF7 fan art from 2019, when my website focused more on twinks and femboys). In response, this ongoing heritage is something laterally endorsed by giant corporations like Square-Enix and Nintendo, who attempt to encapsulate queerness in their own commodified stories, generally as part of a grander, nostalgia-marketing scheme: the ludic past as reimagined, bringing its dated interpretations along with it.

We’ll examine these dated mentalities next; i.e., by focusing on Caleb Hart as someone who internalized the bigoted elements and chose to pass them along to the next generation: by seeing queer culture as “not human,” thus worthy of attack in pursuit of false power in streaming culture. In keeping with cryptonymy and chronotopes during the liminal hauntology of war reverse or furthering abjection, all occupy the same bodies and spaces/surfaces:

(artist: Harmony Corrupted)

Onto “Canonical Discrimination in Videogames, Including Fan Art and Speedrunner/Streamer Culture“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnote

[1] The same year as Richard Matteson’s I Am Legend, oddly enough; re: the precursor for the modern zombie narrative made famous by George Romero, and one speaking to the woke qualities of rebellion as undead, thus sleepwalking in commonly zombie-like ways (“Police States“). The state makes us braindead—including through games and their Shadow of Pygmalion—then pits us against each other!

[2] Bestiality and fascism go-hand-in-hand. Chattel rape is something foisted onto women and other, less-fortunate groups, including totemic demons, but also literal animals. The mystery of the Nazi furry (the singing Nazi werewolf; re: exhibit 68, “Toxic Schlock Syndrome“) or Nazi Bronies (Twitter thread: Woot Master) sublimates/adumbrates the uncomfortable reality that (some) fascists literally lie down with dogs; not all furries are zoophiles, comrades, but all fascist furries are zoophiles or know/defend something who is. Consider these YouTube exposés if you don’t believe me:

  • by Archive the Wolf‘s “Tim Win, the Ouroboros of Abuse” (2021)
  • Toad McKinley‘s “Uniquely Degenerate Part II: Doug Spink and The Zooier Than Thou Podcast” (2021)
  • Cecil Mcfly‘s “Don’t Mess With Dogs: A Zoosadist Story Part 1” (2020)

If you do, please be careful tumbling down this “rabbit” hole: What you hear about will haunt you. Refer to “Call of the Wild” for a continuation of this research; i.e., in a less haunting manner).

Book Sample: Artistic Nudity and Asexual Bodies/Relationships in Art; Gay Artists

This blog post is part of “All the World,” a sixth promotion originally inspired by the three I did in 2024 with Harmony Corrupted and Romantic Rose: “Brace for Impact,” “Searching for Secrets” and “Deal with the Devil” (2024), as well as “Make It Real” for Volume One and “The Total Codex” for Volume Zero. Those promotions sought to promote and provide their respective volume’s individual pieces for easy public viewing in single-post form; re: for the Poetry ModuleUndead Module and Demon Module, followed by my PhD and manifesto. “All the World,” by comparison, caps off my book series with a promotion for Volume Three; re: my Praxis Volume. As usual, this promotion was written, illustrated and invigilated by me as part of my larger Sex Positivity (2023) book series.

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Permissions: Any publicly available images are exhibited for purposes of education, transformation and critique, thus fall under Fair Use; private nude material and collabs with models are specifically shared with permission from the original model(s). For more details about artist permissions, refer to the book disclaimer (linked above).

Concerning Buggy Images: Sometimes the images on my site don’t always load and you get a little white-and-green placeholder symbol, instead. Sometimes I use a plugin for loading multiple images in one spot, called Envira Gallery, and not all of the images will load (resulting in blank white squares you can still right-click on). I‘ve optimized most of the images on my site, so I think it’s a server issue? Not sure. You should still be able to access the unloaded image by clicking on the placeholder/right-clicking on the white square (sometimes you have to delete the “?ssl=1” bit at the end of the url). Barring that, completed volumes will always contain all of the images, whose PDFs you can always download on my 1-page promo.

Artistic Nudity and Asexual Bodies/Relationships in Art; Gay Artists (feat. It’s Perfectly Normal, As Good as It Gets, and Tilda Swinton)

“So many drawings and paintings and sculptures of the human body! Artists must love to draw the human body!”

“Artists love to draw the bee’s body.”

“I haven’t run across a painting of an insect.”

“Hold on. We haven’t seen everything yet.”

—the Bird and the Bee, It’s Perfectly Normal

Picking up where “Pigtail Power and Crossdressing: Sex Repulsion in Gothic/Queer Narratives” left off…

Asexuality’s neurodivergence from heteronormativity is touched on through Barbarian‘s behind-the-scenes meta-narrative, from last section. Now I wanted to highlight asexuality in textual/metatextual expression using overtly ace/grey ace examples: the idea that nudity isn’t inherently or automatically sexual and how this revelation weaves into famous narratives that often leave sexualized nudity out entirely—i.e., artistic/pornographic nudism, but also education materials aimed at children to teach acceptance and love, as much as biology’s nuts and bolts; e.g., Michael Emberley’s work from various books over the years, though we’ll look specifically at his 1994 book, It’s Perfectly Normal, with sex educator Robie Harris.

(artist: Michael Emberley[1])

We’ll also examine a common trope in heteronormative stories that uses asexuality in art to further sexual agendas: the homonormative trope of the gay artist, usually a gay man painting a female model to help her find sexual love (with a cis-het man). We’ll introduce the basic idea—e.g., with the artist/model pairing in As Good as It Gets (1997) and Derek Jarman/Tilda Swinton over the years—as well as some broader social concepts tied to these, such as shadism (racism) and sexism, which the above ace relationships to nudity can either endorse or interrogate to varying degrees.

Note: Here is a 2025 extension on It’s Perfectly Normal—one defending its continued publication in light of ongoing censorship by fascist forces. —Perse, 5/6/2025

(exhibit 90a: Artist: Michael Emberley, whose art style remains largely unchanged since 1994, but has expanded to be more racially and culturally diverse; re: with its 2021 re-release, twenty-five years later!

On that, Katie Hintz-Zambrano writes: 

There’s no question about it, sex education in the U.S. needs an update. And while sex-ed in schools isn’t always under a parent’s control, what one teaches at home is. Which is why stocking your personal library with age-appropriate sex-ed titles is important.

Enter the best-selling book It’s Perfectly Normal: Changing Bodies, Growing Up, Sex, and Sexual Health, which has sold over 1.5 million copies since its debut over 25 years ago. Now the classic family resource, written by Robie H. Harris and illustrated by Michael Emberley, is getting an important update, starting with its cover and title.

The newly named It’s Perfectly Normal: Changing Bodies, Growing Up, Sex, Gender, and Sexual Health (note the addition of “Gender”) features a vibrant purple cover with non-binary characters, a subject who uses a wheelchair, and another holding a cellphone, bringing it more firmly into circa 2021.

Of course, the more up-to-date and inclusive aspects don’t stop there. The brand-new edition includes such updates as gender-inclusive information and language throughout; an expansion on LGBTQIA topics, gender identity, sex, and sexuality; the latest on sexual safety and contraception; a sensitive and detailed expansion on the topics of sexual abuse, the importance of consent, and destigmatizing HIV/AIDS; a revised section on abortion, including developments in shifting politics and legislation; and resources on how to safely use social media [source: “Best-Selling Sex-Ed Book It’s Perfectly Normal Gets An Inclusive Update,” 2021].

The point of such works, then, is iconoclastic—to demystify the human body as something the state normally controls; i.e., as canon through ignorance in service to profit [re: the Protestant ethic].)

First, a point about nudity in asexual works. Should it appear, ace persons tend to treat nudity in the “artistic” sense; i.e., not inherently sexual. The art in It’s Perfectly Normal, for example (which we’ve already examined in Volume Two [re: exhibit 55a, “Furry Panic“] and earlier in this volume; re: exhibit 87h), artistically celebrates the human body as sexually and morphologically diverse. Nevertheless, the book, despite frequently depicting the human body as a site of sexual reproduction, also illustrates it as something to appreciate unto itself—enjoyed artistically by artists/non-artists alike, regardless of how they orient.

Nothing is more controlled than sex, which the state regulates through force in alienizing language (re: “Reclaiming Anal Rape“; i.e., the human body—as something to canonize and control by the Church into capital—has been controlled out of Antiquity’s ancient canonical laws into a Protestant ethic that polices sexuality and nature-as-whore into the present space and time. Sex back is labor and land back, which the state cannot permit; i.e., faced with the possibility of children being educated about sex, moral panics erupted by fascist families punching down in defense of the nuclear model. And though not immediately comparable to Hirschfeld’s Institute of Sexology being burned to the ground, in 1933, the basic idea is very much the same: controlling workers bodies, gender and sexuality through dogma. History doesn’t predicate entirely on class struggle, then (re: Marx), but the control of sex through force to police nature; re: as alien monstrous-feminine whore (re: “Nature as Food“). Through that control, a messy convergence of class, culture and race war results; i.e., one regarding the endless clash of state-corporate rights versus worker/natural rights, warring back and forth until the end of time. ACAB, ASAB, APAB, etc. Push back against them as soon as they start to push, trying to control us (re: “Survive, Solidarize, and Speak Out“)!

A huge factor regarding said control is education through art—meaning about and with nudity as an asexual vector for education; i.e., regarding the human body (and its various biological and poetic functions) as asexual versus explicitly sexual (the two are not mutually exclusive, but there’s generally a tendency to divide them when teaching children about sex). To that, Emberley’s work with Harris was banned—less for the written information inside, all on its own, and more for the visual diagrams presented to children tied to various moral panics; re: which fascists like Matt Walsh propagated by treating Emberley’s illustrations as anathema, thereby meriting nothing but extreme censorship—book bans.

To it, reactionaries reacted predictably to It’s Perfectly Normal, banning the book publicly around the United States from 1994 onwards (re: exhibit 55a, “Furry Panic“). Nazis and white/token moderates—thus the capitalists for whom they serve—want you stupid and scared, but also complicit when book bans overlap with genocide during the liminal hauntology of war policing nature, gender and sex. When books burn, the library is the world—the ones who suffer the very animals and children such stories attempt to express vis-à-vis the Gothic mode (re: “Follow the White-to-Black Rabbit“):

Furthermore, fascism is when society grows toxic through the nation-state model merged with corporate bodies to further genocide; genocides—and their extermination rhetoric per Cartesian thought, heteronormativity and settler colonialism—rely on ignorance to function in defense of profit: by hiding said toxicity in plain sight, doing so through the perceived righteousness of the moral panic(s) at play and their subsequent arbitration by crusaders against knowledge as a “corrupting” force. Corruption is the data they want to quell: Capitalism sucks (whose Realism menticides workers to kill themselves for the state; re: “The Nation-State“).

In Gothic, the imperial home and its anxious, faulty inheritance are both false and doomed, hellbent on surviving by eating the resident(s) and their neighbors. Education-wise, this nigh-Biblical regression and its monopolies include attacking the book(s) in question

Children’s book author Robie H Harris’ and artist Michael Emberley’s million+ copy bestselling book, It’s Perfectly Normal, A Book About Changing Bodies, Growing Up, Sex, Gender, and Sexual Health, has been continuously challenged and/or banned since it was first published in 1994 and continues to be challenged even in recent days. In November of 1994, NCAC supported the book and fought efforts to ban the book from schools, libraries, and bookstores as well as other books on sexual education by those who object to sex education books even for older kids, pre-teens, and teens, who are entering and going through puberty. Harris, a member of the National Coalition Against Censorship (NCAC) board, was pleased when a recent Book Riot cartoon story about It’s Perfectly Normal ignited an outpouring of continuing support on social media (source: NCAC’s “Supporters Rally Around It’s Perfectly Normal,” 2023).

but also the authors of such things, themselves—with Harris falling under fire for writing the books to begin with:

Harris and Emberley believe that writing the “truth” with accurate, responsible information and facts can help protect kids, their friends, and families.

Harris went on to say, “I will continue to speak out on the freedom to read and write for kids of all ages, no matter what the perils have been for the creators of children’s books and the perils that are continuing to occur at an alarming and even faster pace than in the past few years. Even though my own safety and so many others’ safety have been threatened over the years, and pages of my books and others’ books have been ripped up and thrown in the trash and/or burned in bonfires with adults and children watching those pages being ‘disappeared,’ I will not be silenced. Many of you have taken the same stance. We need even more of you to join us. And what about our nation’s children? Most children of all ages know about the tragic deaths of their peers, or family members, or friends they have known and those they have not known but know that they have died. And yet, I have hope. Our kids and teens are our hope for the future of our democracy because so many of them have not been silent and are continuing to speak out and protest and petition for the principles of the First Amendment. Even with the threat of being jailed for writing the books I write and for speaking out in defense of free expression, I still will not be silenced. A giant and heartfelt thanks to all those who also will not be silenced and continue to defend free expression and the principles of our nation’s First Amendment (ibid.)

Liberation starts with being better stewards of nature; i.e., ourselves and our bodies as represented in asexual ways regarding sexuality and gender as things to teach through nudity of all kinds. “Wokeness” isn’t a virus, but is something the state will police as such (re: “Bad Dreams“). Silence is genocide, so make some fucking noise; i.e., through porn/art as visually “noisy” regardless if it’s seen as ace or not!

“Opinion is the wilderness between knowledge and ignorance,” Plato once argued. The fact remains, if sex and monsters weren’t powerful, the state wouldn’t police them, and sexuality—as something to depict and educate with nudity—is historically brutalized; i.e., as whores have been since Ancient Athens. The policing isn’t censored; only the information itself as anything remotely positive—becoming something of a forbidden fruit whose “food for thought” is highly discouraged, but also sold back as cheap junk food workers must demonically subvert in their own work (re: “Of Darkness and the Forbidden“). The whore’s revenge is existing to educate as the iconoclast do!

In Emberley’s opinion, then, his world with Harris is among his best despite the Puritan censorship occurring towards it—indeed, because of it demonizing what amounts to ourselves, but especially women and children sexualized coercively by state forces (who project said abuse onto their abject victims). Specifically regarding his work with Harris, Emberley replies in a 2017 interview with Kathy Temean (to the question, “What do you think is your biggest success?”):

Well, overall I’d have to say my collaboration with author Robie Harris on the series for various age kids on sexuality and puberty. They have been a game-changer for me and for the field of comprehensive sexuality education. The two of us worked at times like one mind, designing and composing the books with the only mantra being, “What’s in the best interest of the child?” I must have spent an entire year out of the ten we worked on those books as well as others, in Robie’s kitchen, crafting, tinkering, writing, pushing for the best we could do. It was all for a higher cause I guess you could say. The lives of children, their health and well-being, were all that mattered. People say they like one of my books, but these books people have thanked us for producing. I’ll never be thanked like that again, I’m certain. We contributed to a genre of children’s non-fiction that is being copied to this day. 20 years and over 30 languages later, they’re still going strong (source).

Divorced from sexual activity, Emberley’s figures demonstrate how artistic creations—when viewed independently from erotic displays, or at least erotic mindsets—can separate the human body from an artist’s personal orientation or published work’s stated goal. In his case, this happens even while communicating the human body with various stereotypical looks, minus the dogmatic messaging (and allergy to gender and sex) that frequently goes along with them:

  • Skinny female bodies are less “charged,” libidinous or fertile—unable to visually convey sexuality through nubility (which historically has racialized characteristics: the trope of the sexually voracious woman of color—the colonial shaming of such explored by Jean Rys’ Wide Sargasso Sea [re: exhibit 21c1, “The Basics“] still being felt by women of color today: “It’s almost taboo to talk about sex in the African-American community, especially for women. In the United States, unless we are belting out the lyrics to ‘Let’s Talk About Sex,’ black women discussing sexual liberation are often immediately judged,” source: Sharelle Burt’s “This Traveling Seminar Promotes Black Sexual Liberation Across The Country,” 2018).
  • “Thicc,” busty, female bodies are likened to fruit, ripe for plunder and fertilization.
  • Skinny male bodies “lack” virility, while muscular male bodies are more sexually potent.
  • Disabled persons in general lack the desire or the means to have sex.

The fact remains, many stereotypically “sexy” bodies can be owned or drawn by persons who orient asexually to varying degrees (e.g., Cuwu was demi-pan and Blxxd Bunny is ace, below). The inverse can also be true, as well as a great many liminal gradients that serve as conscious ways of thinking about nudity and the human form more broadly.

(artists: Cuwu and Blxxd Bunny)

For example, Jadis, despite knowing I was an erotic artist, would get incredibly jealous if I looked at physically attractive joggers. What Jadis constantly failed to realize was how I could recognize the body as something to artistically appreciate in the asexual sense—i.e., divorced from immediate sexual attraction despite my pansexual orientation and hypersexual disposition allowing for sexual attraction. The primary difference lay in how I chose to interpret the bodies I was looking at. Usually, I would absent-mindedly swap sexual attraction in favor of an asexual appreciation towards physically attractive bodies, on par with a life study.

Simply put, the joggers interested me in an asexual way because I thought about their bodies asexually—as an artist actively appreciating the human form in motion or at rest, which comes with a certain bias according to what I find interesting or fun to draw. For instance, I love to draw boobs a lot more than I like to fuck them, actually preferring butts insofar as those stimulate me: “Anyways, this cake is great; it’s so delicious and moist!” Still alive, bitches; workers suffer but the Medusa cannot be killed! So we pass forbidden information along upon itself, my own Sex Positivity books a logical-and-happy continuation of the same trend that Harris and Emberley demonstrated (and censored from the start of my website to present circumstances by Google, Facebook and other giant corporations): leaning is fun, as is developing Gothic Communism through all manner of social-sexual displays! Survival is victory and victory is success of education to aid in our survival; re: when the Man comes around, show him your Aegis!

(artists: Persephone van der Waard and Cuwu; source: “Goblins, Anti-Semitism, and Monster-Fucking”)

In turn, many life-drawing artists like to draw older or heavier bodies without necessarily having a mature/fat fetish. But there is arguably a gradient that oscillates. Reubens arguably did erotically enjoy larger women, but not always. According to Ian Walker in “Sex, Violence and Big Bums: Rubens and the Birth of Modern Europe” (2017); re (cited in Volume Zero’s “On Giving Birth“):

Rubens was obsessed by flesh; young flesh, old flesh, men’s flesh, woman’s flesh, dead flesh, damaged flesh, the flesh of children and angels and saints. His paintings are packed with the stuff. […] This was Rubens’s genius. He got in among our basic desires and our raw physicality and he gave them form. In this specific case it is flesh and sexual desire, but this preponderance of flesh in Ruben’s art wasn’t always erotic. More often than not the flesh was just there, distended and bloated or stripped or lean. We can see the blood coursing through it, we can see its folds and its scars. The painting of the “The Last Judgement in the Alte Pinakothek” is surrounded by other paintings by Rubens full of jowly fat men with distended paunches, muscular naked warriors, fat babies suckling on bloated breasts, sinewy saints, twisted martyrs and dozens and dozens of plump woman with big bums (source).

The fact remains, had I thought about those lovely joggers erotically then it would have had an erotic effect, but it didn’t because I didn’t. To be transparent, voyeurism is a kink of mine, but generally remains a separate activity from those I’m drawing. While I have gotten involved sexually with models before, it’s hardly the default. I do tend to draw people I find attractive, but drawing someone you deem attractive isn’t automatically a courtship ritual, either. It can be, but such things must be determined on an individual basis.

For instance, models indicate a profession, whereas someone modeling for you may or may not be a full-time model. Many sex workers aren’t even full-time; they moonlight, and there’s room to appreciate them as people with attractive bodies and wonderful personalities. Nuance allows us to appreciate someone’s “hotness” without making them a sexual participant, or bonding within the limited purview of online friendships guided by monetary transactions tied to erotic sex as nudist. Ultimately the relationship between artists and models isn’t cut and dry (despite transphobic sex workers trying to tell me—a trans woman artist, writer and sex worker—otherwise; this is an adventure I’ll unpack more in Chapter Four).

(model and artist: Itzel Sparrow and Persephone van der Waard)

While I neither forbid the sexual enjoyment of the human body/art nor separate pornography from art, the feelings I have about my own art remain largely asexual: I have never felt especially aroused in a sexual manner by my own creations; rather, I have always desired through my creations to represent different kinds of bodies whose nudity may be appreciated in a variety of ways. By that same token, Emberley’s work in It’s Perfectly Normal predominantly portrays human bodies in relation to sexual education and health. Even so, his art invites the viewer to consider the human body as an artistic symbol that conveys nudity whose artistic displays can be appreciated in sexual and asexual ways.

In either case, popular media isn’t simply a vacuum in which sexual nudity dominates; nudity is something for the audience to relate to in different ways according to what the model and the artist create metatextually. For the remainder of the section, I’d like to explore the complexities of this ongoing relationship as it pertains to various sexual and asexual forms of nudity.

Note: I wrote this piece back in early 2023. Since then, October 7th happened and Loner Box has gone “mask off”; i.e., he’s since been thoroughly exposed as a Zionist, therefore genocide apologist who largely uses his leftist aesthetic in bad faith (e.g., Bad Empanada Live’s “Ending Loner Box’s Career,” 2024). Also, his once-friend Destiny was exposed as a sex pest (Bad Empanada Live’s “Destiny is a Sex Criminal,” 2025), the two going to Israel in the middle of the Gaza genocide (Bad Empanada Live’s “Destiny & Loner Box’s Deadbeat Dad Journey to Israel,” 2024) and only parting ways because Destiny allegedly slept with Loner Box’ partner without his permission (alas, poor Yorick, I cucked him, Horatio; Bad Empanada Live’s “Loner Box Sexts With Viewer LEAKED,” 2025).

All this being said, I want to keep the link to his video here for two reasons: to have a reason to expose Loner Box, here, but also because the because info in the video about black fetishization seems basically fine (a broken clock). That being said, always defer to artists of color speaking to their own oppression; i.e., the pedagogy of the oppressed; e.g., Anansi Library’s “What The Student Resistance NEEDS to Learn From Ethiopians” (2025). Let past-and-present struggles fuel and reinforce your own! —Perse, 5/5/2025

First, sexual nudity. A common theme of canonical artistic nudity is sexual appetite. For example, white supremacy ties non-white bodies to “gross” (excessive) sexual appetites through racialized Enlightenment tropes, leading to fat-shaming and black fetishization (source: Loner Box’s “Jordan Peterson and Beauty,” 2022; timestamp: 6:40). Reverting these tropes requires returning to pre-Enlightenment ways of appreciating nudity in art, but also reinventing carceral hauntology under Capitalism. Avoiding these pitfalls in the artistic expression, and interpretation of, sexual nudity can help non-white/non-skinny bodies become sites of non-sexual enjoyment and (a)sexual pride in their owners’ eyes, not sources of taboo sexuality viewed lustily by powerful white men who want to exploit them.

Canonical exploitation leads to intraracial in-fighting through a shameful desire to embody “correctness” in one’s own form. By recognizing the ways in which white supremacy shapes our self-image in relation to others through art, we as viewers, artists, and patrons can help combat symptoms of compelled assimilation as a desire to escape genocide (shadism, tokenism, manufactured sexual difference, etc) through nudity as something to portray appreciatively in sexual and asexual ways. For example, despite black bodies being portrayed as rooted in and indicative of prehistory and pre-civilization, they are no more or less “ancient” than white bodies are, no less savage or brutal. Escaping these dated clichés can help the public imagination see beyond Capitalism, but it has to start where these trammeling attitudes originate: from the Superstructure.

(exhibit 90b: Source, top-left; Reubens, top-right; Harmonia Rosales, bottom.)

However, while asexual nudity is entirely valid as part of this process, the sexual portrayal of nudity remains an incredibly common practice—so much so that asexual stories don’t exclude the possibility outright. In fact, few stories are exclusively about ace characters, only increasing the odds that sexual attraction and nudity will be explored in some shape or form. But from a phenomenological perspective, the enjoyment (or repulsion) of sexual activity/nudity occurs differently per individual. Sometimes, this overlaps, leading to outright conflict or commensal arrangements (where only one party benefits, but neither comes to harm).

(artist: Blxxd Bunny)

Grey ace persons, for example, can have sex with someone for whom sex is profoundly erotic, while they themselves view it more indifferently—like playing cards or watching TV (re: Bunny finds it fun, but definitely has a more ace approach to it, enjoying the public nudism as something to exhibit for other people’s pleasure, above). Conversely, asexual stories might omit sexualized nudity altogether. A hilarious, dialogue-heavy drama like Stein’s Gate (2011) invokes rich and engaging performances, all without the heavy-handed, heteronormative nostalgia of something as marriage-focused as Back to the Future (1985) or It’s a Wonderful Life (1946). There’s still sexual tension between certain characters, and Mayuri Shiina herself works as a busty catgirl hostess at an otaku bar (also, the show was based on a dating phone game). However, whereas the male clientele fawn over Shiina in sexual ways, she herself views the job as simply being cute, divorced from eroticization. Likewise she and Rintaro Okabe have a largely chaste relationship, one that feels incredibly touching despite a total lack of sexual activity or nudity.

Meanwhile, The Last Unicorn tells a surprisingly mature and somber tale that includes love, but remains primarily engaged with characters unconcerned with romance, sexual nudity or erotic love: Schmendrick cares about magic; Molly, about Robin Hood; the Unicorn, about reunion; Haggard, about unicorns. Only Prince Lear, Haggard’s son, cares about romantic love, which he innocently[2] discovers with Amalthea in her human form (with flashes of asexual nudity thrown in). Their combined tragedy involves the swift finding and sudden death of romance—an intense experience, to be sure, but one that ultimately merges inside a potluck of persons relating back and forth about a great number of things.

(artist, left: Genzoman)

Disparate stories like Stein’s Gate[3] and The Last Unicorn demonstrate how easily ace and non-ace people co-exist in situations that promise or promote some form of affection. The struggle lies not in potential, but in reminding audiences that ace experiences are just as valid and worthy of communicating inside popular stories. Forget making love, whatever happened to fucking? What about holding hands? Having one’s heart race at feeling seen and understood by someone to whom they feel attracted, including non-sexual examples? Laughing at each other’s misfortunes, triumphs, struggles? None of these things are mutually exclusive, but they are unique per person when relating to other people. Artistic expression should allow for all of them to exist side-by-side, not in opposition; i.e., just having access to them at all at a young age will allow us to change—specifically for workers to wake up and become more emotionally/Gothically intelligent and aware; re: during class, culture and race war as, at their most basic, battling for flow of information.

Take it from me: Being shown these devices—be they fantastical or ordinary (as The Last Unicorn or It’s Perfectly Normal respectively are)—allowed me to change and write/illustrate this book series; re: while working with a variety of models interested in similar means of sex/gender education as a sex-positive liberatory force; e.g., Delilah Gallo being a sex educator and coach equally passionate about these topics in poetic forms tied to bodies; i.e., whores are monsters possessing great power the state will hunt them for, and we cannot defeat the state by keeping quiet and hiding forever! The Aegis is our greatest weapon, and one that must be seen to work its magic: “Magic, do as you will!” Believe in its power because its power speaks for itself; i.e., as an attractive means of reifying trauma to play with, during ludo-Gothic BDSM’s calculated risk!

(model and artist: Delilah Gallo and Persephone van der Waard)

Friendship is magic, and so are sex and education’s unicorns punching up against fascism; i.e., at the sex police raping nature by pimping it (thus sex workers and by extension all workers), mid-DARVO: lying through bad-faith disguise to steal power for the state, in effect being afraid of the state’s enemies, which is anything and everything not the bourgeoisie; re: fascism is false rebellion. As we’ll see with Caleb Hart, next—but also TERFs and other token traitors, in Chapter Four—serving the state will turn you into a weird horny coward; i.e., one who harms everyone around you cryptonymically while alienating yourself through dogma from any chance at meaningful connection. You’ll become a cop, a sex pest, a rapist, an unironic vampire. The Aegis, in our hands, exposes what fascism turns workers into, but also what they pimp us as; i.e., which we reclaim on the Aegis through the same cryptonymy process as revolutionary (a topic for Chapter Five). Such education is organic and dynamic, not static and dead; i.e., it compounds through spectres of Marx gayer than the man himself was; re: all the dead whores of past generations speaking out through us, having Medusa’s sweet revenge!

Furthermore, stories with ace potential invite examination of characters historically examined in a particular way—sexually. However, if Tolkien’s hobbits (for example) can be viewed as gay in modern times (re: Molly Ostertag), it’s hardly a stretch to see them as ace, including their nudity. The same potential extends to pigtailed girls-in-black solving mysteries; the Archaic Mother trope and various hag personas; the sexually indifferent or sex-repulsed; or even artists drawing people viewed as “women” purely for their nude beauty as something (for us) to appreciate and show/view asexually! Such things don’t “cancel out”; they tend to overlap, if anything.

While artists and models needn’t be sexually attracted to cooperate, popular media tends to emphasize the heterosexuality of nudity between them. While Picasso can be blamed for this, a common homonormative example is the trope of the gay artist. In the 1997 film As Good as It Gets, we see an asexual scene between artist and model, performed through the gay servant/artist trope: Helen knowing her watcher is an artist who won’t have sex with her. There’s safety and consent amongst a “harmless” observer, the gay man helping her “loosen up” to become more sexual around her future partner, played by notorious real-life womanizer (and rape enabler), Jack Nicholson (re: “Dark Xenophilia“).

Though not conducted through immediate sexual attraction, the scene still feels homonormative whenever the artist—ecstatically sketching Helen’s shyly exposed body—effusively pays her cliché compliments like “You’re the reason [straight] cavemen painted on cave walls!” The implication is that she—a straight, cis-woman—is where his latent homosexual inspiration erupts from. While it’s certainly possible from an asexual standpoint, defaulting to a female muse without explanation remains problematic: It expects straight audiences to intuit the gay artist’s asexual point of view, when in reality they’ll more than likely project a heteronormative male stance on the woman’s body according to the gay artist’s bombastic praise. He’s a gay proxy for straight eyes.

Furthermore, by making the artist homosexual to start with, the writers don’t even broach asexuality as its own unique thing. Plenty of sexually-orientating artists can appreciate the male and female body without wanting to have sex with it; and while the trope of the female muse is already incredibly overused in artistic circles, just as many don’t orient sexually towards the women they feature in their works. For every Pablo Picasso declaring “sex and art are the same thing,” you have Derek Jarman celebrating the androgynous wonder of Tilda Swinton (exhibit 90c), and elsewhere though even less known, ace artists telling their own stories. Doing so isn’t always easy but it is important. As James Wenley writes in “Essay on Sunday: Asexuality and the Artist” (2022; emphasis, theirs):

Deeply divided for years between his lack of sexual desire and his longing to connect, James Wenley ultimately used theatre as a means to understand himself as an artist, a sometimes-romantic, a human being, and an ace.

[…]

I don’t find asexuality easy to talk about – how do you articulate an experience of absence? What makes me push past my personal discomfort is the importance of ace awareness. Decker argues that “asexuality needs to be in the common consciousness so asexual people… know their feelings have a name – and can stop thinking they’re broken if they don’t conform.” I’m also motivated by the vital need for ace people to stand in solidarity with the wider rainbow community against bigotry, for acespec awareness to play a part in continuing to open people’s hearts and minds to the multispectrum of ways of being and expressing that are open to us as humans.

In Asexual Erotics: Intimate Readings of Compulsory Sexuality, Ela Przybylo utilises the work of Audre Lorde to argue for an asexual erotics that centres forms of intimacy beyond the sexual, challenging the lingering Freudian notion that sexual attraction is the “benchmark for desire and wanting” and prime motivator of our actions. Western amatonormativity privileges a restrictive and imaginatively-bound form of love and relationships. No matter where you fall on the blurry ace/allo or romantic spectrums, all of us can benefit from more expansive narratives about love, desire, and social connection. As Angela Chen, author of Ace: What Asexuality Reveals About Desire, Society, and the Meaning of Sex, explains, “when sex loses its dominance as the most important and intimate thing… more ways of relating and connecting become clear” (source).

Regardless of where, ace revelations occur through novel interpretation operating as a mode of experience. Be that experience personal or vicarious, opting in or out of sexuality occurs depending on subjective epiphanies: what someone learns about themselves over time. “I’m ace!” is as valid as “I’m gay!” or “I love Steve!” or “Boobs don’t turn me on, but they sure look nice!” The journey and discovery therein are entirely the point. Along the way, plenty of opportunities manifest through ambiguous ontological factors—factors that sadly lead to violence from hate groups targeting members of the queer community as gay alien to canonically pimp to Hell and back.

We’ll explore some of these complicated ambiguities next, namely among transgender persons, intersexuality and drag as targeted by bigots within nerd culture; i.e., as part of the same fascist groups targeting Robie Harris, Emberley and myself, but also any element of social-sexual education (GNC or not); e.g., Tilda Swinton, a person who, while far from perfect themselves, remains an ace icon unto themselves: Derek Jarman’s androgyne muse!

(exhibit 90c: Photographer, top-left, -right and -bottom: Tim Walker. Tilda Swinton originally debuted in Derek Jarman’s 1986 Caravaggio, but has since made an entire career around androgynous gender performance. Despite her excellent work with Jarman—and the blatant gender-non-conformity present throughout her decades-long work as an actor, artist and model—Tilda defended convicted rapist and Hollywood royalty, Roman Polanski, in 2009. When interviewed by Variety in 2021, Swinton upheld her decision, saying it was “just” for Polanski’s extradition from a “neutral country.” In other words, she refused to take a hard stance and reject the industry giant for his notorious and long-known crimes of rape [re: Dreading’s “The Case of Roman Polanski”] illustrating the deep connection that exists not simply between abusers and their victims, but also models and artists that goes into a perpetual whitewash of Hollywood sex crimes.)

Onto “‘Inside the Man Box; or, Patriarchal, Nerdy Hatred’ (opening and part one, ‘Ontological Ambiguities’)“!


About the Author

Persephone van der Waard is the author of the multi-volume, non-profit book series, Sex Positivity—its art director, sole invigilator, illustrator and primary editor (the other co-writer/co-editor being Bay Ryan). Persephone has her independent PhD in Gothic poetics and ludo-Gothic BDSM (focusing on partially on Metroidvania), and is a MtF trans woman, anti-fascist, atheist/Satanist, poly/pan kinkster, erotic artist/pornographer and anarcho-Communist with two partners. Including multiple playmates/friends and collaborators, Persephone and her many muses work/play together on Sex Positivity and on her artwork at large as a sex-positive force. That being said, she still occasionally writes reviews, Gothic analyses, and interviews for fun on her old blog (and makes YouTube videos talking about politics). Any money Persephone earns through commissions or donations goes towards helping sex workers through the Sex Positivity project; i.e., by paying costs and funding shoots, therefore raising awareness. She takes payment on PayPal, Patreon, and CashApp, etc; all links are available on her Linktr.ee. Every bit helps!

Footnote

[1] Arrived from The New York Times, in 2005: “An illustration by Michael Emberley from It’s Not the Stork, by Robie H. Harris, a sex education book for children age[d] 4 and up, to be published in 2006″ (source).

[2] Historically unicorns are viewed as phallic creatures “tamed” by female virgins (re: “Follow the White-to-Black Rabbit“). The movie turns this on its head by having an initially passive unicorn “awakened” by a male virgin.

[3] Which Cuwu enjoyed; i.e., when they would regress, the show giving them an ace relationship to look at from the outside, in (and which we would watch together as their ex and they have once watched, in the past). This being said, while the show was ace, it was actually based off a dating-sim game (a history reflected in the show, whose female character works at a neko bar dressed as a catgirl for predominantly male clients).