Originally part of an undivided volume—specifically Volume Two of my Sex Positivity (2023) book series—this blog post now belongs to a promotion called “Brace for Impact“ (2024); i.e., that went on to become its own completed module in Volume Two: the Poetry Module, aka Volume Two, part one. The Poetry Module was primarily inspired by Harmony Corrupted, and this page dedicates the Poetry Module to them.
Further Reading: Volume Two actually divides into three modules/sub-volumes, each with its own promotion and release. “Brace for Impact” is the first (re: Volume Two, part one), but there are also promotions for Volume Two, part two’s twin Monster Modules, The Undead and Demons: “Searching for Secrets” and “Deal with the Devil“!
Update, 5/1/2024: Volume Two, part one (the Poetry Module) is out! I wrote a preface for the module along with its debut announcement. Give that a look; then, go to my book’s 1-page promo to download the latest version of the PDF (which will contain additions/corrections these posts will not have)!
Click here to see “Brace for Impact’s” Table of Contents and Full Disclaimer.
Permissions: Any publicly available images are exhibited for purposes of education, transformation and critique, thus fall under Fair Use; private nude material and collabs with models are specifically shared with permission from the original model(s). For more details about artist permissions, refer to the book disclaimer (linked above).
Haunting the Chapel: A Cum Tribute to Harmony Corrupted
The book, then, has been a series of “births” dragging the hellish child up from the depths of my own making and design (my own infernal concentric pattern, perhaps; i.e., the repeated plunging into the abyss while stuck inside it: mise-en-abyme). After the majority was written, I desired to summarize everything as pithily as I could into our aforementioned thesis statement. I didn’t have to; I wanted to, treating it as an educational device according to how I had been taught. Through the benefits of a classical and campy education, I once again “fell pregnant,” this time by myself with myself, but also with Bay who—like a slutty incubus from afar—had filled my slutty cum dumpster long distance. Now “full” of the dark swirling material as having been written and refined many times (many creampies), from toe to top full of these joined ideas, theories and plans, I had to give birth once more and set about it. While unsteadily “pregnant” with this saturated material, I pulled and manifested the entirety out of myself as a comprehensive stab at mapping and summarizing everything that I (once again) had to organize and refine over and over (source).
—Persephone van der Waard’s Sex Positivity: Volume Zero (2023)
Succubaen transference is this book’s MO. As the epigram notes, Bay was central to one cycle of it, inspiring me to write and write until the birth was over (sex and creativity classically connected, but also topically conjoined; i.e., having sex to inspire someone to write about sex, and with other things using sex as a driving factor between model and artist, friend and partner alike); per “A Ship of Theseus,” they went on to haunt the cathedral, one ghost among many in our special pandemonium.
(artist: Harmony Corrupted)
I wanted to thank Harmony Corrupted to a similar degree, insofar as the entire, novella-sized module, “Brace for Impact” (~300,000 words/~795 pages, ~625 unique images) was written based on our playing and working together. The cum that resulted—those profane creative juices—built and raised something that, part of a renovation to a preexisting structure (the modules), went on to haunt them, in response: repeated “bukkake” excursions into the doomy void that, in true vampiric fashion, deliciously flavored (and urgently spurred on) that which came next. Harmony’s forbidden fruit passed itself on as an orchard of knowledge, a bakery of tasty cakes filled with yummy “poison.” Food always comes to those who love to cook; Harmony puts the “cum” in cumulative, the “semen” in seminal, helping me through her body and labor (sex work is work, sex is artwork) create something special that—like Communism—couldn’t be done alone, or in one lifetime. She’s a total blessing, one I’ll happily invigilate and ornament, counting her among my finest gallery of muses: “Look at this person and how awesome they are! Go support them!” Doing so brings me joy.
(exhibit 33b2b1: Artist: Harmony Corrupted, who provided me with various materials from her Fansly account to use [with her permission] in my book, including cum photos. For those of legal age who enjoy Harmony’s work and want to see more than this book can show, consider subscribing to her Fansly account and then ordering a custom/tipping through her Ko-Fi. You won’t be disappointed!)
I once likened Harmony’s content to “A rare, fatal vision, a Gothic dream to haunt the chapel with; a dark freaky church where no one gets hurt and there’s lots of sex, it’s the Neo-Gothic in a nutshell: visions of a better world when threatened by the ghost of capital, keeping the aesthetic of torture but not the context! It’s exquisite ‘torture,’ with a darky mommy queen!” (a review I wrote of a video Harmony sent me—more on this in the medieval prep section). Indeed, her ass is a fortress of which mounts tremendous assaults on my imagination (and creative organs). Hopelessly swept up in an erotically Gothic poiesis, Harmony’s vampire castle demands cum tributes, yielding fresh delights in the process: a sweetly profane communion with the dark divine, a delicious purveyor of new forms of reason. Her Aegis is an antagonistic black mirror that, ventured deep into, thoroughly breaks Capitalist Realism between its pumpkin-sized cheeks.
To Harmony and her SO: This module is my favorite section of my favorite volume; it and its cummy magnum opus are dedicated to your combined efforts. Thank you both, mommy!
Update, 4/26/2024: The size of “Brace for Impact” has required I divide Volume Two in two. What I said still holds true, though: Volume Two, part one is my favorite part of the entire book! —Perse